WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:32.483 --> 00:01:34.311 You look stunning. 4 00:01:34.311 --> 00:01:37.445 I still can't believe how fast his day's come. 5 00:01:50.022 --> 00:01:52.286 "Love is patient. 6 00:01:52.286 --> 00:01:53.374 Love is kind. 7 00:01:54.723 --> 00:01:57.291 It does not envy and it does not boast. 8 00:01:58.248 --> 00:01:59.467 It's not proud. 9 00:02:00.381 --> 00:02:02.557 It does not dishonor others. 10 00:02:02.557 --> 00:02:03.732 It's not self-seeking. 11 00:02:04.689 --> 00:02:06.909 It is not easily angered, 12 00:02:06.909 --> 00:02:08.737 and it keeps no record of wrongs. 13 00:02:09.955 --> 00:02:11.392 Love does not delight in evil, 14 00:02:13.002 --> 00:02:14.525 but rejoices with the truth. 15 00:02:16.745 --> 00:02:20.140 It always protects, always trusts, 16 00:02:20.140 --> 00:02:23.099 always hopes and always perseveres. 17 00:02:24.144 --> 00:02:25.754 Love never fails." 18 00:02:31.760 --> 00:02:35.242 But I failed us, Tess. 19 00:02:35.242 --> 00:02:38.419 How long have you been writing about us? 20 00:02:42.553 --> 00:02:44.729 After we kissed. 21 00:02:44.729 --> 00:02:45.817 Are you fucking kidding me? 22 00:02:45.817 --> 00:02:48.298 Where are you going? 23 00:02:48.298 --> 00:02:49.560 I'm done. 24 00:02:49.560 --> 00:02:50.866 We're just a bomb waiting to explode. 25 00:02:50.866 --> 00:02:52.520 This was a wake up call. 26 00:02:52.520 --> 00:02:55.218 You would never let me read what you were writing in there, 27 00:02:55.218 --> 00:02:56.828 and now the whole world gets to! 28 00:02:56.828 --> 00:02:59.004 I never meant for it to be published. 29 00:02:59.004 --> 00:03:01.616 Fuck, this never should have happened like this. 30 00:03:01.616 --> 00:03:03.008 You accidentally wrote a book, 31 00:03:03.008 --> 00:03:04.793 and then you shopped it around 32 00:03:04.793 --> 00:03:07.535 to publishers without asking me. 33 00:03:07.535 --> 00:03:10.233 What is the point in everything we've been through 34 00:03:10.233 --> 00:03:12.714 if we can't channel that into something that helps people? 35 00:03:12.714 --> 00:03:14.063 It's never too late. 36 00:03:14.063 --> 00:03:15.369 People can always change. 37 00:03:15.369 --> 00:03:18.241 That is the kind of story "After" is. 38 00:03:18.241 --> 00:03:19.677 "After?" 39 00:03:20.461 --> 00:03:22.245 It's my journey after I met you. 40 00:03:24.856 --> 00:03:27.207 I think that journey's over. 41 00:03:34.083 --> 00:03:35.693 My failure was thinking 42 00:03:35.693 --> 00:03:39.219 that I was writing my journey, my story, 43 00:03:41.438 --> 00:03:42.874 but it was our story, Tess. 44 00:04:04.505 --> 00:04:05.810 But I know our story isn't finished. 45 00:04:07.290 --> 00:04:09.814 Even if you've moved on, 46 00:04:09.814 --> 00:04:10.685 I can't. 47 00:04:12.730 --> 00:04:14.210 I can't imagine my world without you 48 00:04:16.038 --> 00:04:18.258 because without you there is only me, 49 00:04:20.651 --> 00:04:22.349 broken, 50 00:04:22.349 --> 00:04:23.263 lost, 51 00:04:24.307 --> 00:04:25.134 and alone. 52 00:04:26.614 --> 00:04:27.441 Without you, 53 00:04:29.312 --> 00:04:31.227 I have no after. 54 00:04:36.232 --> 00:04:40.149 ♪ Do you feel let go 55 00:04:40.149 --> 00:04:42.064 ♪ Oh 56 00:04:42.064 --> 00:04:46.242 ♪ When the lights get low 57 00:04:46.242 --> 00:04:48.288 ♪ Oh 58 00:04:48.288 --> 00:04:49.463 Welcome. 59 00:04:49.463 --> 00:04:51.073 Can I get you a table? 60 00:04:51.073 --> 00:04:52.944 I might have one. 61 00:04:52.944 --> 00:04:53.902 Hi, darling. 62 00:04:55.251 --> 00:04:56.078 Katherine. 63 00:04:58.123 --> 00:05:00.082 It's a wonder I could get you outta the house. 64 00:05:00.082 --> 00:05:01.997 Hopefully all that time 65 00:05:01.997 --> 00:05:03.433 you spent holed up in there means 66 00:05:03.433 --> 00:05:04.956 you're closing in on a draft? 67 00:05:06.697 --> 00:05:07.785 I'll do a whiskey. 68 00:05:09.352 --> 00:05:10.875 And I'll do an Aperol spritz. 69 00:05:12.355 --> 00:05:15.532 Hardin, everyone at Dowlish is dying to see it, 70 00:05:15.532 --> 00:05:19.144 and I'm afraid I can't keep putting people off, 71 00:05:19.144 --> 00:05:21.538 not if we're gonna make it to print by Christmas. 72 00:05:22.539 --> 00:05:23.975 You know, Harper Lee didn't publish 73 00:05:23.975 --> 00:05:25.890 her second novel for 55 years, so- 74 00:05:25.890 --> 00:05:28.589 People's attention spans are like fruit flies these days. 75 00:05:28.589 --> 00:05:32.375 You're hot right now, but we have to ride the "After" wave. 76 00:05:32.375 --> 00:05:35.726 Otherwise it's another 10 months, two years, whatever it is, 77 00:05:35.726 --> 00:05:37.337 they'll forget you ever existed. 78 00:05:39.208 --> 00:05:40.383 Seems fickle. 79 00:05:40.383 --> 00:05:41.602 Yeah, it is. 80 00:05:41.602 --> 00:05:42.994 You have a tiny window of relevance 81 00:05:42.994 --> 00:05:44.866 and it's dwindling every day. 82 00:05:44.866 --> 00:05:46.955 Can't rush greatness can you? 83 00:05:46.955 --> 00:05:48.130 I can when I've given you 84 00:05:48.130 --> 00:05:50.175 a quarter million dollar advance. 85 00:05:50.175 --> 00:05:51.046 It was pounds. 86 00:05:57.661 --> 00:05:58.967 I thought you were sober? 87 00:06:01.926 --> 00:06:02.753 I was. 88 00:06:04.494 --> 00:06:05.887 Cheers. 89 00:06:11.545 --> 00:06:13.982 Come on, I'm only here for one night. 90 00:06:13.982 --> 00:06:14.852 Another round. 91 00:06:16.158 --> 00:06:18.378 I don't think I can keep up anymore. 92 00:06:18.378 --> 00:06:19.379 Lightweight. 93 00:06:21.946 --> 00:06:23.905 Nay Nay? - Teacup? 94 00:06:23.905 --> 00:06:26.734 God, you look amazing. 95 00:06:26.734 --> 00:06:28.910 - I went vegan. - I've been telling you. 96 00:06:28.910 --> 00:06:31.391 Hardin, this is Naomi. We went to college together. 97 00:06:31.391 --> 00:06:32.740 Well, not exactly together. 98 00:06:34.045 --> 00:06:35.612 Let's take shots. 99 00:06:37.005 --> 00:06:38.528 Tequila or vodka? 100 00:06:40.008 --> 00:06:42.010 Cheers. 101 00:06:45.579 --> 00:06:49.191 ♪ All I need is your love 102 00:06:49.191 --> 00:06:51.193 Oh, that is my shit! 103 00:06:53.413 --> 00:06:58.200 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 104 00:07:01.203 --> 00:07:06.338 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 105 00:07:07.601 --> 00:07:08.950 ♪ Woo 106 00:07:08.950 --> 00:07:14.042 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 107 00:07:14.912 --> 00:07:16.784 ♪ Is your love 108 00:07:16.784 --> 00:07:20.918 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 109 00:08:11.534 --> 00:08:13.275 - Come on. - Yes, come on. 110 00:08:13.275 --> 00:08:14.319 I don't dance. 111 00:08:15.495 --> 00:08:18.019 Relax, we'll do the dancing. 112 00:08:19.542 --> 00:08:24.373 ♪ All I need is your love tonight ♪ 113 00:08:27.071 --> 00:08:28.464 ♪ All I need 114 00:09:01.628 --> 00:09:03.020 ♪ All I need 115 00:09:03.020 --> 00:09:04.065 Let's get out of here. 116 00:09:04.065 --> 00:09:05.370 Let's get out of here. 117 00:09:05.370 --> 00:09:07.285 ♪ Is your love tonight 118 00:09:11.638 --> 00:09:15.946 - That's what I got. - I'll never let go [laughs]. 119 00:09:15.946 --> 00:09:17.295 Let's get some music on. 120 00:09:17.295 --> 00:09:19.036 Oh, yeah, nice flat. 121 00:09:19.036 --> 00:09:20.429 - Thank you. - Mm hm. 122 00:09:25.347 --> 00:09:28.480 ♪ Let me hold you down 123 00:09:28.480 --> 00:09:29.351 Who's that? 124 00:09:30.918 --> 00:09:31.745 No one. 125 00:09:32.702 --> 00:09:34.443 Could you put it back? 126 00:09:34.443 --> 00:09:35.923 Doesn't look like a no one. 127 00:09:35.923 --> 00:09:37.925 Well, let me see. 128 00:09:37.925 --> 00:09:39.666 Aw, pretty. 129 00:09:39.666 --> 00:09:40.754 I said put it back. 130 00:09:40.754 --> 00:09:42.059 - Raw, raw, raw, eh? - Feisty. 131 00:09:45.367 --> 00:09:47.412 You could do with some loosening up. 132 00:09:50.415 --> 00:09:54.637 ♪ No, I don't wanna be alone 133 00:09:54.637 --> 00:09:59.207 ♪ I don't wanna be alone 134 00:10:02.297 --> 00:10:06.823 ♪ Oh 135 00:10:06.823 --> 00:10:09.652 ♪ I don't wanna be alone 136 00:10:10.653 --> 00:10:11.611 Shh. 137 00:10:11.611 --> 00:10:12.829 It'll take an act of God 138 00:10:12.829 --> 00:10:15.223 to wake him after what he drank last night. 139 00:10:15.223 --> 00:10:16.398 Do you think he's okay? 140 00:10:17.791 --> 00:10:19.227 That's a nice way of putting it. 141 00:10:19.227 --> 00:10:21.055 Okay, he's a hot fucking mess. 142 00:10:22.534 --> 00:10:24.754 Oh, don't even get me started. 143 00:10:24.754 --> 00:10:27.452 I mean, he's completely lost without Tessa, 144 00:10:27.452 --> 00:10:29.237 but like, honey, 145 00:10:29.237 --> 00:10:30.455 you're never getting her back. 146 00:10:33.763 --> 00:10:35.635 Look who's back from the dead. 147 00:10:35.635 --> 00:10:36.505 Fuck. 148 00:10:38.681 --> 00:10:40.248 I see you've raided my closet. 149 00:10:49.561 --> 00:10:50.737 Ibuprofen? 150 00:10:55.567 --> 00:10:57.918 I've got a meeting so you can let yourselves out. 151 00:11:00.050 --> 00:11:02.096 We didn't really get a chance to talk. 152 00:11:05.490 --> 00:11:09.451 I'm gonna need a rough draft of the book ASAP. 153 00:11:09.451 --> 00:11:11.758 Otherwise you're gonna have to pay the advance back. 154 00:11:13.890 --> 00:11:16.197 Yeah, got it. 155 00:11:16.197 --> 00:11:18.286 ♪ I'll take your hand 156 00:11:18.286 --> 00:11:22.116 ♪ Under the sand, under the sand ♪ 157 00:11:22.116 --> 00:11:24.466 ♪ Claw my nails in your thigh 158 00:11:24.466 --> 00:11:27.861 ♪ Under the sand, under the sand ♪ 159 00:11:27.861 --> 00:11:30.037 Meeting with the parents. 160 00:11:30.037 --> 00:11:31.125 This should be fun. 161 00:11:32.082 --> 00:11:33.301 Just the hour late then. 162 00:11:36.086 --> 00:11:37.305 I'm here now. 163 00:11:43.398 --> 00:11:44.312 I'll have a whiskey. 164 00:11:49.012 --> 00:11:50.361 What? 165 00:11:50.361 --> 00:11:51.798 When did you start drinking again? 166 00:11:51.798 --> 00:11:53.016 Oh, it's fine, Mom. 167 00:11:53.016 --> 00:11:54.539 It's all in moderation, don't worry. 168 00:11:54.539 --> 00:11:56.585 It doesn't smell like moderation. 169 00:11:56.585 --> 00:11:58.587 Not that you ever did much in the way of parenting, 170 00:11:58.587 --> 00:12:00.110 but I'm not a child. 171 00:12:00.110 --> 00:12:01.329 I can do what I want. 172 00:12:01.329 --> 00:12:02.330 It was one night. 173 00:12:07.901 --> 00:12:08.728 Cheers. 174 00:12:10.425 --> 00:12:11.252 Cheers. 175 00:12:12.514 --> 00:12:14.298 Hair of the dog never hurt anyone. 176 00:12:14.298 --> 00:12:16.126 Just putting off the inevitable. 177 00:12:16.126 --> 00:12:17.345 Not if I keep at it. 178 00:12:19.086 --> 00:12:21.088 Why are you even here, anyway? 179 00:12:21.088 --> 00:12:23.960 You two gonna run off together? 180 00:12:23.960 --> 00:12:26.354 Why would you say that? 181 00:12:27.355 --> 00:12:28.530 We're both happily married. 182 00:12:28.530 --> 00:12:29.792 Are you? 183 00:12:31.359 --> 00:12:33.883 - Your father was- - Wait. 184 00:12:33.883 --> 00:12:35.580 Which father are you talking about right now? 185 00:12:35.580 --> 00:12:38.018 Stop being an asshole to your mom. 186 00:12:39.106 --> 00:12:40.324 I'm here meeting some board members. 187 00:12:40.324 --> 00:12:42.022 They're talking about me opening 188 00:12:42.022 --> 00:12:45.329 a London branch of Vance Publishing. 189 00:12:45.329 --> 00:12:47.027 The ever expanding empire. 190 00:12:48.506 --> 00:12:49.812 I've heard a rumor that you're nearly 191 00:12:49.812 --> 00:12:53.598 a year behind on delivering your new manuscript. 192 00:12:53.598 --> 00:12:55.426 Well, don't believe everything you hear. 193 00:12:55.426 --> 00:12:56.732 Are you lying to me? 194 00:12:57.864 --> 00:12:59.430 No, I'm not lying. 195 00:12:59.430 --> 00:13:01.389 I was just giving you some general life advice. 196 00:13:03.783 --> 00:13:05.523 But yeah, to be fair, in this case, 197 00:13:05.523 --> 00:13:06.829 what you hear does happen to be true. 198 00:13:06.829 --> 00:13:09.484 Hardin, what the fuck is going on with you? 199 00:13:09.484 --> 00:13:11.486 We're just trying to help you. 200 00:13:11.486 --> 00:13:14.054 We can't do that if we don't know what's going on. 201 00:13:15.533 --> 00:13:17.622 I don't really know what's going on either. 202 00:13:17.622 --> 00:13:19.537 I keep on trying to write and every time I do, 203 00:13:19.537 --> 00:13:22.540 everything just ends up going back to Tessa. 204 00:13:24.107 --> 00:13:25.805 I keep rewriting the old stuff, you know? 205 00:13:25.805 --> 00:13:27.850 The same things, what ifs and hypotheticals 206 00:13:27.850 --> 00:13:29.199 don't really matter in the end, do they? 207 00:13:29.199 --> 00:13:30.505 Because anyway I look at it, 208 00:13:30.505 --> 00:13:32.376 she's not here and nothing matters 209 00:13:32.376 --> 00:13:34.030 in this world if she's not in it. 210 00:13:35.205 --> 00:13:36.424 I don't have another book in me. 211 00:13:36.424 --> 00:13:37.381 I never did. 212 00:13:37.381 --> 00:13:38.643 I think it was all a fluke. 213 00:13:38.643 --> 00:13:40.384 And it's okay if you don't. 214 00:13:40.384 --> 00:13:41.342 You have a gift. 215 00:13:41.342 --> 00:13:42.865 All writers go through this. 216 00:13:42.865 --> 00:13:43.779 Do they? 217 00:13:44.867 --> 00:13:46.086 How the hell would, you know? 218 00:13:46.086 --> 00:13:48.001 You haven't written a damn thing in your life. 219 00:13:49.916 --> 00:13:52.832 But I have spent my entire career finding diamonds 220 00:13:52.832 --> 00:13:56.183 in the slush pile, and I know talent when I see it. 221 00:14:02.450 --> 00:14:05.148 Look, let me get in touch with Dowlish 222 00:14:05.148 --> 00:14:06.715 and see if I can do a deal. 223 00:14:06.715 --> 00:14:08.238 - No. - Ease your deadline. 224 00:14:08.238 --> 00:14:10.414 You can come over to us and take as long as you need. 225 00:14:10.414 --> 00:14:11.851 We've been over this. 226 00:14:11.851 --> 00:14:13.548 I don't want to. - Hardin, if you cannot- 227 00:14:15.202 --> 00:14:16.420 Go on, just go. 228 00:14:16.420 --> 00:14:17.900 - You can't- - Just go. 229 00:14:17.900 --> 00:14:19.467 You need to. 230 00:14:19.467 --> 00:14:21.861 I do have to go actually, because you were late. 231 00:14:25.734 --> 00:14:28.215 No, no, I've got this, I've got this. 232 00:14:29.346 --> 00:14:30.434 Waiter, I'll have another. 233 00:14:31.261 --> 00:14:32.654 I'm around, all right? 234 00:14:32.654 --> 00:14:34.221 If you need me, give me a call. 235 00:14:43.970 --> 00:14:47.495 You know, a change of scenery might do you some good, 236 00:14:47.495 --> 00:14:49.889 might be inspiring to just get out of here for a while. 237 00:14:52.152 --> 00:14:54.806 A bit a distance might give you new perspective, 238 00:14:54.806 --> 00:14:58.593 might help you make peace with your past so you can move on. 239 00:15:02.423 --> 00:15:04.642 I'm not ready to move on yet. 240 00:15:04.642 --> 00:15:08.081 No, I know, I didn't mean in regard to... 241 00:15:11.693 --> 00:15:12.563 I meant move forward. 242 00:15:14.304 --> 00:15:15.740 Yeah, just let go of some of your regrets 243 00:15:15.740 --> 00:15:19.527 so you can stop dragging them into your future. 244 00:15:22.182 --> 00:15:23.531 I met Nathalie over Christmas. 245 00:15:25.489 --> 00:15:26.360 She asked after you. 246 00:15:28.231 --> 00:15:29.798 How is she? 247 00:15:29.798 --> 00:15:32.148 Well, we only spoke for a couple of minutes, 248 00:15:32.148 --> 00:15:33.323 but she seemed good. 249 00:15:36.152 --> 00:15:37.501 She moved to Lisbon. 250 00:15:37.501 --> 00:15:38.546 - Lisbon? - Mm. 251 00:15:39.721 --> 00:15:41.201 Portugal. 252 00:15:41.201 --> 00:15:42.419 I know where Lisbon is, Mom. 253 00:15:42.419 --> 00:15:43.943 I just meant... 254 00:15:43.943 --> 00:15:47.903 Well, I guess she was ready for a fresh start. 255 00:15:54.431 --> 00:15:59.306 ♪ What kind of a person have I become ♪ 256 00:16:00.350 --> 00:16:02.309 ♪ The ghost of an outlaw 257 00:16:02.309 --> 00:16:04.615 ♪ Who's captured in love 258 00:16:04.615 --> 00:16:06.966 ♪ Now that I can see everything ♪ 259 00:16:06.966 --> 00:16:10.012 ♪ The way that it was 260 00:16:10.012 --> 00:16:12.275 ♪ Oo, I would do anything 261 00:16:12.275 --> 00:16:15.365 ♪ To take back the things that I've done ♪ 262 00:16:15.365 --> 00:16:17.715 ♪ Well, I hold the test, baby 263 00:16:17.715 --> 00:16:19.108 ♪ Lost everything that I have 264 00:16:20.675 --> 00:16:22.938 ♪ Well I played around too much ♪ 265 00:16:22.938 --> 00:16:26.463 ♪ And now I'm pullin' you back 266 00:16:26.463 --> 00:16:28.291 ♪ Now, I've taken everything 267 00:16:43.437 --> 00:16:48.355 ♪ Let's start 268 00:16:49.225 --> 00:16:54.013 ♪ And playin' around 269 00:16:55.275 --> 00:16:59.235 ♪ I'd just stop drinkin' and gamblin' ♪ 270 00:17:00.280 --> 00:17:03.065 ♪ To earn back your love 271 00:17:07.939 --> 00:17:12.248 ♪ Into 272 00:17:15.686 --> 00:17:17.297 Would you like to order a meal? 273 00:17:17.297 --> 00:17:18.428 We have two options today. 274 00:17:18.428 --> 00:17:20.039 I'll just do another round. 275 00:17:20.039 --> 00:17:22.867 Liquid lunch then. 276 00:17:22.867 --> 00:17:25.479 You can just keep 'em comin'. 277 00:17:27.176 --> 00:17:30.614 Who are you trying to forget? 278 00:17:31.615 --> 00:17:32.877 How obvious is it? 279 00:17:34.096 --> 00:17:36.446 Call it female intuition. 280 00:17:36.446 --> 00:17:37.795 Do you wanna talk about it? 281 00:17:40.146 --> 00:17:41.190 Not particularly, no. 282 00:17:42.539 --> 00:17:45.194 Well, if you change your mind, 283 00:17:45.194 --> 00:17:46.978 I will just be up there, 284 00:17:48.502 --> 00:17:49.938 or you can press that call button. 285 00:18:11.699 --> 00:18:16.443 ♪ I don't care who you came with ♪ 286 00:18:17.966 --> 00:18:21.839 ♪ As long as I'm leavin' with you ♪ 287 00:18:21.839 --> 00:18:23.928 ♪ Oh 288 00:18:23.928 --> 00:18:25.452 ♪ Maybe we could make some bad decisions ♪ 289 00:18:25.452 --> 00:18:26.888 ♪ Baby 290 00:18:26.888 --> 00:18:28.542 ♪ I love how you're fuckin' when you're jealous ♪ 291 00:18:28.542 --> 00:18:29.804 ♪ Oh 292 00:18:29.804 --> 00:18:32.285 ♪ Got you in the mood, feelin' hellish ♪ 293 00:18:32.285 --> 00:18:35.505 ♪ And the moonlight got us makin' bad decisions ♪ 294 00:18:35.505 --> 00:18:38.552 ♪ Love the way you look at your reflection ♪ 295 00:18:38.552 --> 00:18:41.294 ♪ And lookin' back at me like this is heaven ♪ 296 00:18:41.294 --> 00:18:43.992 ♪ Got you in the mood, feelin' hellish ♪ 297 00:18:43.992 --> 00:18:47.430 ♪ And the moonlight got us makin' bad decisions ♪ 298 00:18:47.430 --> 00:18:52.000 ♪ Oo, bad decisions 299 00:18:52.000 --> 00:18:53.175 ♪ Got us makin' bad decisions 300 00:18:53.175 --> 00:18:57.571 ♪ Oo, bad decisions 301 00:18:57.571 --> 00:18:59.312 ♪ Got us makin' bad decisions 302 00:18:59.312 --> 00:19:03.664 ♪ Don't care who I came with 303 00:19:03.664 --> 00:19:05.144 ♪ No 304 00:19:05.144 --> 00:19:09.191 ♪ As long as I'm leavin' with you ♪ 305 00:19:09.191 --> 00:19:11.324 ♪ Oh 306 00:19:11.324 --> 00:19:14.153 ♪ Baby, we could make some bad decisions ♪ 307 00:19:14.153 --> 00:19:17.112 ♪ I love how you're fuckin' when you're jealous ♪ 308 00:19:17.112 --> 00:19:19.419 ♪ Got you in the mood, feelin' hellish ♪ 309 00:19:19.419 --> 00:19:22.422 ♪ And the moonlight got us makin' bad decisions ♪ 310 00:19:24.206 --> 00:19:25.773 I was just fastening your seatbelt. 311 00:19:25.773 --> 00:19:27.166 We are on our final descent. 312 00:19:29.255 --> 00:19:30.778 We expect an on time arrival 313 00:19:30.778 --> 00:19:32.823 to Humberto Delgado International Airport 314 00:19:32.823 --> 00:19:34.738 where the temperature in Lisbon 315 00:19:34.738 --> 00:19:37.915 is currently a sunny 22 degrees Centigrade. 316 00:19:37.915 --> 00:19:39.221 On behalf of the airline, 317 00:19:39.221 --> 00:19:41.180 we hope you enjoy your stay in Portugal, 318 00:19:41.180 --> 00:19:42.572 and we thank your for flying with us. 319 00:19:58.632 --> 00:20:02.201 ♪ These days I wear my body like an uninvited guest ♪ 320 00:20:02.201 --> 00:20:03.985 ♪ I turn it right, and right, and right ♪ 321 00:20:03.985 --> 00:20:06.422 ♪ Instead of turning left 322 00:20:06.422 --> 00:20:10.252 ♪ But, boy, your patience is a magic kind of medicine ♪ 323 00:20:10.252 --> 00:20:13.821 ♪ 'Cause every spiral brings me back into your arms again ♪ 324 00:20:13.821 --> 00:20:18.695 ♪ So, no regrets 'cause you're my sunset, fiery red ♪ 325 00:20:19.740 --> 00:20:23.613 ♪ Forever fearless and in your arms ♪ 326 00:20:23.613 --> 00:20:27.487 ♪ A warm horizon, don't look back ♪ 327 00:20:27.487 --> 00:20:32.231 ♪ Let's ride away, let's ride away ♪ 328 00:20:32.231 --> 00:20:37.061 ♪ Hey 329 00:20:38.846 --> 00:20:41.544 ♪ So many stories we were told about a safety net ♪ 330 00:20:41.544 --> 00:20:43.111 ♪ But when I look for it 331 00:20:43.111 --> 00:20:45.853 ♪ It's just a hand that's holding mine ♪ 332 00:20:45.853 --> 00:20:46.897 ♪ I'm wearing black to mourn 333 00:20:46.897 --> 00:20:49.509 ♪ The sudden loss of innocence 334 00:20:49.509 --> 00:20:51.162 ♪ And that's all right 335 00:20:51.162 --> 00:20:53.077 ♪ Because it hides the dirt and hides the wine ♪ 336 00:20:53.077 --> 00:20:55.079 ♪ So, no regrets 337 00:20:55.079 --> 00:20:59.127 ♪ 'Cause you're my sunset, fiery red ♪ 338 00:20:59.127 --> 00:21:02.739 ♪ Forever fearless and in your arms ♪ 339 00:21:02.739 --> 00:21:04.915 ♪ A warm horizon 340 00:21:04.915 --> 00:21:06.917 ♪ Don't look back 341 00:21:06.917 --> 00:21:11.618 ♪ Let's ride away, let's ride away ♪ 342 00:21:11.618 --> 00:21:18.407 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ 343 00:21:18.407 --> 00:21:20.496 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo 344 00:21:20.496 --> 00:21:26.676 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ 345 00:21:26.676 --> 00:21:28.722 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo 346 00:21:28.722 --> 00:21:34.510 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo ♪ 347 00:21:34.510 --> 00:21:36.338 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo 348 00:21:36.338 --> 00:21:40.647 ♪ Oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo, oo 349 00:21:40.647 --> 00:21:42.431 This fit is just stunning. 350 00:21:42.431 --> 00:21:44.564 I mean, we can always take it in a little bit 351 00:21:44.564 --> 00:21:47.523 if you wanted to, but I think this... 352 00:21:47.523 --> 00:21:52.136 With the placement of the seam, I think this is perfect. 353 00:21:52.136 --> 00:21:54.661 Just give me one moment and I'll be right with you. 354 00:21:56.793 --> 00:21:57.925 Sorry. - Take your time. 355 00:22:02.233 --> 00:22:03.322 Excuse me, would you? 356 00:22:04.758 --> 00:22:05.672 Okay. 357 00:22:08.544 --> 00:22:09.937 What are you doing here? 358 00:22:14.507 --> 00:22:15.334 Making amends. 359 00:22:17.945 --> 00:22:18.946 I was hoping to. 360 00:22:20.121 --> 00:22:22.471 I'm in the middle of an appointment. 361 00:22:22.471 --> 00:22:23.690 You need to leave. 362 00:22:23.690 --> 00:22:25.126 I don't need long, honestly. 363 00:22:25.126 --> 00:22:26.388 I just wanted to- - Please. 364 00:22:26.388 --> 00:22:28.216 I came all this way to find you. 365 00:22:28.216 --> 00:22:29.478 Please! 366 00:22:45.842 --> 00:22:49.019 Hi. 367 00:23:41.507 --> 00:23:43.726 How you feelin', Hardin? 368 00:23:44.640 --> 00:23:46.860 - Pocket kings. - Fuck! 369 00:23:46.860 --> 00:23:48.209 I'll be takin' that watch. 370 00:23:48.209 --> 00:23:49.558 Hey, man, don't do him like that. 371 00:23:49.558 --> 00:23:50.777 His old man gave it to him. 372 00:23:50.777 --> 00:23:52.082 What? Bet's a bet. 373 00:23:52.082 --> 00:23:53.040 Yep. 374 00:23:54.215 --> 00:23:56.913 It's all right, you'll win it back. 375 00:23:56.913 --> 00:23:58.306 I'm not stupid enough to wager something 376 00:23:58.306 --> 00:23:59.568 I'm not willing to lose. 377 00:23:59.568 --> 00:24:01.309 Well, he didn't have much else to bet. 378 00:24:01.309 --> 00:24:03.311 Well, then he shouldn't have played. 379 00:24:03.311 --> 00:24:05.574 Well, I dunno what else to say. 380 00:24:08.795 --> 00:24:10.449 I'm looking for Mark. 381 00:24:12.451 --> 00:24:14.104 It's Mark Junior, 382 00:24:14.104 --> 00:24:16.237 although little guy doesn't like that much. 383 00:24:16.237 --> 00:24:17.847 Anyway, if you're looking for my old man, 384 00:24:17.847 --> 00:24:19.153 he's gone home for the day. 385 00:24:19.153 --> 00:24:20.589 I spoke to him on the phone earlier 386 00:24:20.589 --> 00:24:23.636 about my car and he said that he would take a look. 387 00:24:23.636 --> 00:24:25.464 Okay, what do you reckon's the problem? 388 00:24:28.510 --> 00:24:29.816 The radiator. 389 00:24:31.034 --> 00:24:32.645 I really wouldn't know. 390 00:24:32.645 --> 00:24:35.212 It's making a awful sound. 391 00:24:37.737 --> 00:24:39.260 - Oh, yeah, yeah- - That junker looks 392 00:24:39.260 --> 00:24:40.348 older than you. 393 00:24:40.348 --> 00:24:41.523 It's hardly worth fixin'. 394 00:24:41.523 --> 00:24:42.698 Back seats look all right, though. 395 00:24:42.698 --> 00:24:43.873 Oh, shut up, dude. 396 00:24:49.662 --> 00:24:51.577 - I'll come back. - Yeah, you do that. 397 00:24:51.577 --> 00:24:53.274 Looking forward to it. 398 00:24:53.274 --> 00:24:54.493 See what you just did there? 399 00:24:54.493 --> 00:24:56.146 - What? - You're a mug. 400 00:24:56.146 --> 00:24:57.539 What? 401 00:24:57.539 --> 00:24:59.498 The Virgin fuckin' Mary over there. 402 00:24:59.498 --> 00:25:00.716 "I'll come back." 403 00:25:00.716 --> 00:25:02.239 Yeah, she would if I showed her the goods. 404 00:25:02.239 --> 00:25:03.110 Yeah, right. 405 00:25:03.110 --> 00:25:04.459 Girl like that, no way. 406 00:25:04.459 --> 00:25:05.591 Got her legs crossed real tight. 407 00:25:05.591 --> 00:25:07.114 Fuck off. 408 00:25:07.114 --> 00:25:08.637 Yeah, like you two could get her. 409 00:25:08.637 --> 00:25:11.074 Well... 410 00:25:11.074 --> 00:25:12.815 What do you mean well? 411 00:25:12.815 --> 00:25:14.295 Well, what? 412 00:25:14.295 --> 00:25:15.905 That fucking look, all right. 413 00:25:15.905 --> 00:25:17.690 All right, I bet you this. 414 00:25:17.690 --> 00:25:18.560 One time offer. 415 00:25:19.866 --> 00:25:21.476 Let's do it. 416 00:25:21.476 --> 00:25:22.782 But I'll need proof. 417 00:26:36.812 --> 00:26:40.599 You know what would be really sexy is if we... 418 00:26:44.559 --> 00:26:48.215 Just so I can watch it later and think of you. 419 00:26:50.043 --> 00:26:50.957 Um... 420 00:26:52.306 --> 00:26:54.003 We don't have to, if you don't want to. 421 00:26:54.003 --> 00:26:56.440 No, no, it's fine. 422 00:26:56.440 --> 00:26:57.964 I've just never... 423 00:26:59.443 --> 00:27:01.663 It would just be for you, right? 424 00:27:01.663 --> 00:27:02.795 Yeah. 425 00:27:02.795 --> 00:27:03.665 Of course. 426 00:27:05.014 --> 00:27:06.276 Okay. 427 00:27:24.033 --> 00:27:25.774 Do you have a um, um... 428 00:27:40.441 --> 00:27:42.530 I really like you, you know, Hardin? 429 00:27:42.530 --> 00:27:43.400 Mm hm. 430 00:28:19.959 --> 00:28:20.786 - Hey. - Hi. 431 00:28:29.882 --> 00:28:32.493 I thought you were making amends? 432 00:28:33.712 --> 00:28:34.538 Yeah. 433 00:28:35.539 --> 00:28:37.280 Guess that depends. 434 00:28:37.280 --> 00:28:38.325 Depends on what? 435 00:28:39.326 --> 00:28:40.240 You. 436 00:28:45.114 --> 00:28:48.291 So, where are you living now? 437 00:28:48.857 --> 00:28:50.641 Camden. 438 00:28:50.641 --> 00:28:52.861 Yeah, I'm back in Camden. - Oh, I heard that you moved. 439 00:28:52.861 --> 00:28:55.081 Yeah, I did. 440 00:28:55.081 --> 00:28:56.909 I kinda did the whole tour of the U.S. 441 00:28:59.346 --> 00:29:00.347 But I'm back now. 442 00:29:03.785 --> 00:29:07.006 So, which one do you like the best? 443 00:29:09.138 --> 00:29:10.139 It's gotta be this one. 444 00:29:10.139 --> 00:29:11.662 Oh, come on. 445 00:29:12.751 --> 00:29:15.275 Here, try this. 446 00:29:15.275 --> 00:29:17.320 It's a sour cherry liquor. 447 00:29:17.320 --> 00:29:19.061 It's Portuguese tradition. 448 00:29:19.061 --> 00:29:19.932 Go on. 449 00:29:23.936 --> 00:29:26.155 Oh, okay [laughs]. 450 00:29:26.155 --> 00:29:27.069 Oh, you... 451 00:29:27.069 --> 00:29:28.027 Sorry [chuckles], my bad. 452 00:29:28.027 --> 00:29:29.071 It's fine. 453 00:29:29.071 --> 00:29:30.116 No, it's nice. 454 00:29:30.116 --> 00:29:30.986 I like it. 455 00:29:32.379 --> 00:29:33.423 I still prefer the whiskey. 456 00:29:33.423 --> 00:29:34.729 No. 457 00:29:34.729 --> 00:29:36.862 I'm a creature of habit, aren't I? 458 00:29:36.862 --> 00:29:37.776 Hm. 459 00:29:39.473 --> 00:29:41.997 So, how did you end up here? 460 00:29:47.002 --> 00:29:50.919 I don't know if I'll end up here. 461 00:29:50.919 --> 00:29:55.445 Just seemed like a good place to start over. 462 00:29:57.796 --> 00:29:59.623 You were on your way to uni though, no? 463 00:29:59.623 --> 00:30:04.280 No, yeah, I was, but I lost my scholarship 464 00:30:04.280 --> 00:30:05.760 with everything going on, 465 00:30:05.760 --> 00:30:08.197 and I didn't have time to apply for a student loan. 466 00:30:08.197 --> 00:30:12.419 And it turns out my support system was conditional. 467 00:30:15.726 --> 00:30:18.817 So, I picked a place that was sunny 468 00:30:18.817 --> 00:30:23.560 and affordable where no one knew me, 469 00:30:24.997 --> 00:30:25.954 and now here I am. 470 00:30:27.303 --> 00:30:28.827 But this part I was not expecting. 471 00:30:30.350 --> 00:30:32.613 I did not think I would see you again, 472 00:30:32.613 --> 00:30:35.616 much less have a catch up over drinks. 473 00:30:36.660 --> 00:30:37.487 Sorry. 474 00:30:39.446 --> 00:30:40.273 I'm sorry. 475 00:30:41.230 --> 00:30:42.449 Okay. 476 00:30:45.147 --> 00:30:46.975 I don't really know what else to say. 477 00:30:46.975 --> 00:30:48.194 I'm just... 478 00:30:52.067 --> 00:30:55.897 I know I fucked up and you had to pay the consequences, 479 00:30:55.897 --> 00:30:57.856 which, I mean, 480 00:30:59.118 --> 00:31:01.076 I really fucking wish I could just go back and then I- 481 00:31:01.076 --> 00:31:02.208 And what? 482 00:31:05.037 --> 00:31:06.125 I wouldn't... 483 00:31:13.001 --> 00:31:13.872 I'm trying. 484 00:31:14.873 --> 00:31:15.699 I am. 485 00:31:16.875 --> 00:31:19.834 I'm trying to be a better person. 486 00:31:22.706 --> 00:31:23.533 I see. 487 00:31:26.928 --> 00:31:30.540 Right, do you want some food to soak up all this booze? 488 00:31:31.498 --> 00:31:32.455 Yeah? 489 00:31:32.455 --> 00:31:33.369 Yeah. 490 00:31:37.156 --> 00:31:38.897 Mm, that is delicious. 491 00:31:38.897 --> 00:31:40.507 I can't believe I haven't heard these before. 492 00:31:40.507 --> 00:31:42.248 No, this is like the best place ever. 493 00:31:42.248 --> 00:31:43.814 And these? 494 00:31:43.814 --> 00:31:45.904 I forgot what these were called, but these are so good. 495 00:31:46.774 --> 00:31:48.732 That is my fork. 496 00:31:52.823 --> 00:31:54.173 What? 497 00:31:54.173 --> 00:31:56.915 I'm not gonna remember that. 498 00:31:56.915 --> 00:31:59.091 Salt cod fritters. 499 00:31:59.091 --> 00:32:00.222 They're unreal. 500 00:32:00.222 --> 00:32:01.745 I mean, the whole meal was amazing. 501 00:32:01.745 --> 00:32:03.965 Right? I love the food here. 502 00:32:03.965 --> 00:32:05.445 I mean, everything here really. 503 00:32:05.445 --> 00:32:06.925 It's great. 504 00:32:06.925 --> 00:32:08.274 You see? 505 00:32:08.274 --> 00:32:10.276 You are in better spirits already. 506 00:32:10.276 --> 00:32:12.539 Mm mm, I'll get this. 507 00:32:12.539 --> 00:32:14.019 - Really, are you sure? - Definitely. 508 00:32:14.019 --> 00:32:15.150 Thank you. 509 00:32:15.150 --> 00:32:16.456 Of course. 510 00:32:16.456 --> 00:32:18.371 Oh, I didn't realize how long we'd been here. 511 00:32:18.371 --> 00:32:19.328 I have to go. 512 00:32:20.503 --> 00:32:21.330 No worries. 513 00:32:23.332 --> 00:32:24.943 Hey, night [laughs]. 514 00:32:24.943 --> 00:32:25.944 All right. 515 00:32:27.597 --> 00:32:28.511 Goodnight. 516 00:32:30.774 --> 00:32:32.341 You know, I read your book. 517 00:32:34.169 --> 00:32:36.563 So, what happened with Tessa? 518 00:32:42.351 --> 00:32:45.441 I fucked that up too, again. 519 00:32:48.227 --> 00:32:49.619 I see. 520 00:33:20.128 --> 00:33:21.173 Hardin? 521 00:33:22.217 --> 00:33:24.959 Hardin, wake up! 522 00:33:24.959 --> 00:33:26.482 Wake up! 523 00:33:26.482 --> 00:33:27.875 What have you done? 524 00:33:27.875 --> 00:33:29.050 What do you mean? 525 00:33:29.050 --> 00:33:30.356 With the video, the video of us! 526 00:33:30.356 --> 00:33:31.922 You've sent it around. 527 00:33:31.922 --> 00:33:33.881 Why would you do this? Why would you do this to me? 528 00:33:33.881 --> 00:33:36.144 - Wait, wait, wait. - No. You've sent it! 529 00:33:36.144 --> 00:33:37.798 It's been posted. 530 00:33:37.798 --> 00:33:39.408 Everyone's seen it. 531 00:33:39.408 --> 00:33:41.845 Do you know what this will do to me? 532 00:33:41.845 --> 00:33:44.718 - Fuck. - You're a fucking liar. 533 00:33:44.718 --> 00:33:45.849 You're a disgusting liar. - Nathalie! 534 00:33:45.849 --> 00:33:47.068 Nat! 535 00:33:47.068 --> 00:33:47.982 Disgusting. 536 00:33:50.637 --> 00:33:53.248 Fuck! 537 00:33:53.248 --> 00:33:54.206 James! 538 00:33:55.642 --> 00:33:57.426 - Fuck me, man. - Hey! 539 00:33:57.426 --> 00:33:59.385 Hey, you weren't kidding about Nathalie, bro. 540 00:33:59.385 --> 00:34:01.169 Who did you send it to? 541 00:34:01.169 --> 00:34:03.084 A couple guys. 542 00:34:03.084 --> 00:34:05.043 You know, I might send it around a little bit. 543 00:34:05.043 --> 00:34:06.435 Why are you being weird about it? 544 00:34:06.435 --> 00:34:08.655 Why am I being weird? 545 00:34:08.655 --> 00:34:11.049 You sent around a private fucking video. 546 00:34:11.049 --> 00:34:12.354 What the fuck is wrong with you? 547 00:34:12.354 --> 00:34:13.703 Wrong with me [laughs]? 548 00:34:13.703 --> 00:34:15.401 You're the one who took the bet, bro. 549 00:34:15.401 --> 00:34:16.706 You fucking taped it. 550 00:34:16.706 --> 00:34:19.144 This is on you, Hardin, not me. 551 00:34:27.108 --> 00:34:28.240 Fuck. 552 00:35:29.214 --> 00:35:30.345 Give me some of that wine. 553 00:35:30.345 --> 00:35:32.913 That wine. - Just sayin', 554 00:35:32.913 --> 00:35:34.523 I'm gonna be carrying both of you home. 555 00:35:34.523 --> 00:35:36.177 Babe alert, 10 o'clock. 556 00:35:37.526 --> 00:35:39.615 I didn't think you'd make it. 557 00:35:39.615 --> 00:35:41.008 That makes two of us. 558 00:35:41.008 --> 00:35:43.184 And he comes bearing gifts. 559 00:35:43.184 --> 00:35:45.708 To whom do we owe this pleasure? 560 00:35:45.708 --> 00:35:48.407 Mads, Freya, this is Hardin. 561 00:35:48.407 --> 00:35:51.192 Hardin, Maddy, Freya. 562 00:35:51.192 --> 00:35:52.541 You can call me Madeline. 563 00:35:52.541 --> 00:35:54.282 Nice to meet you, Madeline. 564 00:35:54.282 --> 00:35:56.502 No one ever calls you Madeline, you ham. 565 00:35:56.502 --> 00:35:59.157 My ex did once, the French one. 566 00:36:00.027 --> 00:36:03.509 "Madeline," yum [squeals]! 567 00:36:04.988 --> 00:36:07.513 She is always like this, by the way, 568 00:36:07.513 --> 00:36:08.905 with or without alcohol. 569 00:36:09.645 --> 00:36:10.994 So, how do you two? 570 00:36:14.259 --> 00:36:18.524 Hardin was my first crush. 571 00:36:19.873 --> 00:36:20.830 Hey. 572 00:36:20.830 --> 00:36:21.788 Was I? 573 00:36:23.224 --> 00:36:24.138 Hm. 574 00:36:24.138 --> 00:36:26.227 Just a crush, or? 575 00:36:26.227 --> 00:36:27.794 Okay. Got it. 576 00:36:28.882 --> 00:36:31.058 None of you guys are actually from here I take it? 577 00:36:31.058 --> 00:36:32.233 Oh no, no one's from here. 578 00:36:32.233 --> 00:36:33.843 We're as close to locals as you can get. 579 00:36:33.843 --> 00:36:35.671 All orphans. 580 00:36:35.671 --> 00:36:37.020 This is a good place to come 581 00:36:37.020 --> 00:36:38.108 when you're running from yourself. 582 00:36:38.108 --> 00:36:39.501 - Well, that's bleak. - Right? 583 00:36:41.677 --> 00:36:43.592 Oh God, look what the tide dragged in. 584 00:36:43.592 --> 00:36:46.552 Why does it look like a Dolce & Gabbana plane ad? 585 00:36:46.552 --> 00:36:48.380 I'll have a little scratch and sniff. 586 00:36:48.380 --> 00:36:51.426 - Oh, you are officially out. - What? 587 00:36:51.426 --> 00:36:52.297 Hey there. 588 00:36:54.081 --> 00:36:56.388 - Oh! - Oh, God no. 589 00:36:56.388 --> 00:36:57.606 You're gettin' me all wet. 590 00:37:00.087 --> 00:37:01.480 Who's this? 591 00:37:01.480 --> 00:37:02.785 Hardin. 592 00:37:02.785 --> 00:37:06.441 Me and Nat, we grew up together. 593 00:37:06.441 --> 00:37:07.442 Hm. 594 00:37:09.749 --> 00:37:11.011 Grow up, shake his hand. 595 00:37:15.276 --> 00:37:17.017 Well, this is Sebastian. 596 00:37:18.453 --> 00:37:20.586 Sebastian, Hardin's in town from London. 597 00:37:20.586 --> 00:37:21.804 He's a famous author. 598 00:37:22.979 --> 00:37:24.894 - Wait, what? - I wouldn't say famous. 599 00:37:24.894 --> 00:37:25.895 I'm just an author... 600 00:37:25.895 --> 00:37:26.809 No? 601 00:37:26.809 --> 00:37:28.333 Would you say bestselling? 602 00:37:28.333 --> 00:37:29.856 What's one of your books? 603 00:37:29.856 --> 00:37:31.640 There is only one, but honestly- 604 00:37:31.640 --> 00:37:32.902 It's called "After." 605 00:37:32.902 --> 00:37:34.295 No way I've heard of that. 606 00:37:34.295 --> 00:37:35.296 I've read that. 607 00:37:35.296 --> 00:37:36.254 No, you haven't. 608 00:37:36.254 --> 00:37:37.516 I loved it. 609 00:37:37.516 --> 00:37:38.865 Well, as much as you can love something 610 00:37:38.865 --> 00:37:41.128 that makes you ugly cry every other page. 611 00:37:41.128 --> 00:37:42.695 I heard they're making a movie? 612 00:37:42.695 --> 00:37:43.826 Oh, Harry Style should play you. 613 00:37:43.826 --> 00:37:45.088 Thank you. 614 00:37:45.088 --> 00:37:47.265 So, you're working on anything now? 615 00:37:48.353 --> 00:37:49.484 I'm trying, yeah. 616 00:37:49.484 --> 00:37:50.746 What is it they say? 617 00:37:52.008 --> 00:37:54.228 Everyone has one book in them, 618 00:37:54.228 --> 00:37:56.578 only the talented have a second. 619 00:37:56.578 --> 00:37:58.232 Huh, wow. 620 00:37:58.232 --> 00:37:59.755 Spoken like a true writer. 621 00:37:59.755 --> 00:38:01.540 Tell me, where can I find your body of work? 622 00:38:03.672 --> 00:38:05.935 - The boy can keep up. - Mm hm. 623 00:38:05.935 --> 00:38:07.676 You ever been cliff diving, man? 624 00:38:07.676 --> 00:38:09.025 No, I'm putting my foot down. 625 00:38:09.025 --> 00:38:10.592 You are not roping him into that. 626 00:38:10.592 --> 00:38:12.072 What? It's fun. 627 00:38:12.072 --> 00:38:13.987 It's an accident waiting to happen. 628 00:38:13.987 --> 00:38:14.857 Come on, man. 629 00:38:17.512 --> 00:38:18.731 Let's do it. 630 00:38:41.101 --> 00:38:42.711 This is a bad idea. 631 00:38:42.711 --> 00:38:45.540 Seriously Hardin, don't let him pressure you, okay? 632 00:38:45.540 --> 00:38:48.456 Yeah man, don't let me pressure you. 633 00:38:53.331 --> 00:38:54.506 Woo! 634 00:38:54.506 --> 00:38:55.594 Let's go! 635 00:38:57.378 --> 00:38:59.641 - Where is he? - I don't know. 636 00:38:59.641 --> 00:39:01.774 Hardin? 637 00:39:01.774 --> 00:39:03.166 Come up. 638 00:39:13.612 --> 00:39:15.396 Just fuckin' with you. 639 00:40:40.916 --> 00:40:42.048 Hardin, hey. 640 00:40:46.792 --> 00:40:49.229 You okay? 641 00:40:49.229 --> 00:40:50.099 Yeah. 642 00:40:52.667 --> 00:40:54.060 Yeah, I will be. 643 00:41:57.253 --> 00:42:01.301 Me and Nat, we uh, we grew up together. 644 00:42:10.571 --> 00:42:13.705 Hardin was my first crush. 645 00:43:43.882 --> 00:43:45.666 Hey. 646 00:43:45.666 --> 00:43:48.495 Not much of a morning person, are we? 647 00:43:48.495 --> 00:43:50.236 Just haven't had enough coffee yet. 648 00:43:51.803 --> 00:43:54.283 And I am definitely not a smoothie person, but thank you. 649 00:43:54.283 --> 00:43:56.285 How can you hate smoothies? 650 00:43:56.285 --> 00:43:58.070 It's literally blended fruit and a bit of veg. 651 00:43:58.070 --> 00:44:01.247 It's more about the aesthetic, isn't it? 652 00:44:01.247 --> 00:44:03.771 It's like a holier than thou wellness cult kinda thing. 653 00:44:09.081 --> 00:44:10.822 Come on, just try it. 654 00:44:12.432 --> 00:44:13.259 Come on. 655 00:44:20.483 --> 00:44:22.050 Mm, yeah. 656 00:44:22.050 --> 00:44:23.835 Maybe you don't know what kind of person you are. 657 00:44:44.725 --> 00:44:45.813 Can you do me a favor? 658 00:44:45.813 --> 00:44:47.032 Can you pull in the main sheet? 659 00:44:48.729 --> 00:44:50.122 Pull... 660 00:44:50.122 --> 00:44:51.123 What's the main sheet? 661 00:44:51.123 --> 00:44:52.428 Sorry, the red one. 662 00:44:52.428 --> 00:44:53.473 Pull the red line. 663 00:44:55.257 --> 00:44:56.911 - I just pull it? - Yes. 664 00:45:00.132 --> 00:45:01.829 - This okay? - Yes. 665 00:45:01.829 --> 00:45:03.396 Good. 666 00:45:12.622 --> 00:45:14.320 Here. 667 00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:15.538 You look like you need water. 668 00:45:17.540 --> 00:45:18.367 Thanks. 669 00:45:23.546 --> 00:45:26.898 I've been stuck in my apartment for so long. 670 00:45:26.898 --> 00:45:28.334 Figure it's taken a toll. 671 00:45:29.552 --> 00:45:30.379 Stuck? 672 00:45:32.338 --> 00:45:33.905 More like self-contained, I guess. 673 00:45:35.167 --> 00:45:36.864 Figured if I shut myself away from the world 674 00:45:36.864 --> 00:45:40.215 for long enough eventually I'd find the words. 675 00:45:40.215 --> 00:45:42.304 You do like to pick things apart, don't you? 676 00:45:42.304 --> 00:45:43.523 Oh, yeah. 677 00:45:43.523 --> 00:45:45.351 That's how you get to the good stuff. 678 00:45:46.831 --> 00:45:48.920 So why do you think you're struggling so much? 679 00:45:50.443 --> 00:45:52.140 Second novel syndrome. 680 00:45:53.838 --> 00:45:55.361 I mean, it's common enough to have a name 681 00:45:55.361 --> 00:45:57.058 so at least I'm not the only one. 682 00:45:58.407 --> 00:46:00.366 But I guess there must be a number of reasons. 683 00:46:02.020 --> 00:46:03.804 Like? 684 00:46:03.804 --> 00:46:05.153 Picking things apart again? 685 00:46:05.153 --> 00:46:06.111 Oh, yeah. 686 00:46:08.156 --> 00:46:09.375 Well, "After" was easy. 687 00:46:11.246 --> 00:46:12.334 I had my muse. 688 00:46:12.334 --> 00:46:13.640 I was inspired. 689 00:46:13.640 --> 00:46:15.424 I could have written thousands of pages. 690 00:46:16.991 --> 00:46:18.732 It's kind of the irony of it all, isn't it? 691 00:46:18.732 --> 00:46:21.169 If I didn't have her, I wouldn't have the book, 692 00:46:21.169 --> 00:46:24.825 but if I didn't have the book, then I would still have her. 693 00:46:25.565 --> 00:46:27.393 Oh, she didn't like the book? 694 00:46:27.393 --> 00:46:30.526 She absolutely fucking hated the book. 695 00:46:30.526 --> 00:46:32.398 The parts that she read, anyway. 696 00:46:32.398 --> 00:46:33.834 It was more about the circumstances 697 00:46:33.834 --> 00:46:35.923 of how she read them as well, but- 698 00:46:35.923 --> 00:46:38.839 Wait, you didn't ask her permission to write it? 699 00:46:38.839 --> 00:46:42.364 I really thought that sharing our story would help people 700 00:46:42.364 --> 00:46:44.149 the same way that it helped me 701 00:46:44.149 --> 00:46:45.933 to get through my shit and figure things out, 702 00:46:45.933 --> 00:46:49.241 but obviously I now understand that I shouldn't have gone 703 00:46:49.241 --> 00:46:51.025 and published it to the entire fucking world 704 00:46:51.025 --> 00:46:52.810 without telling her, I know that now. 705 00:46:54.507 --> 00:46:58.250 I mean, it's not nice being exposed without your consent. 706 00:47:18.966 --> 00:47:19.837 Do you see that? 707 00:47:21.229 --> 00:47:22.100 There? 708 00:47:23.928 --> 00:47:25.451 That is my dream. 709 00:47:29.672 --> 00:47:31.892 I think I would wake up every morning 710 00:47:31.892 --> 00:47:34.460 with the biggest smile on my face if that was my view. 711 00:47:37.202 --> 00:47:38.072 Seems lonely. 712 00:47:40.945 --> 00:47:45.601 Nah, not if you have the right person share it with. 713 00:48:00.094 --> 00:48:02.618 I don't want to lose this. 714 00:48:02.618 --> 00:48:04.055 I don't either. 715 00:48:12.280 --> 00:48:13.847 So, are you ever gonna show me 716 00:48:13.847 --> 00:48:14.848 what you're writing in there? 717 00:48:14.848 --> 00:48:15.893 I... 718 00:48:15.893 --> 00:48:17.895 Maybe, someday. 719 00:48:20.506 --> 00:48:21.333 Someday. 720 00:48:33.040 --> 00:48:37.479 ♪ I know what you are looking for ♪ 721 00:48:37.479 --> 00:48:38.741 Here we are, ladies. 722 00:48:38.741 --> 00:48:39.742 - Oh, yes. - Oh! 723 00:48:39.742 --> 00:48:41.527 Someone got some sun. 724 00:48:41.527 --> 00:48:44.095 It's a wonder I'm still standing actually. 725 00:48:44.095 --> 00:48:46.749 She practically dragged me down the entire coastline. 726 00:48:46.749 --> 00:48:48.316 Please, you make it sound like I made you 727 00:48:48.316 --> 00:48:49.448 sail across the Atlantic. 728 00:48:49.448 --> 00:48:52.103 Mm, let's go dance. 729 00:48:55.802 --> 00:48:56.672 You wanna join? 730 00:48:58.152 --> 00:48:59.414 No, you don't have to babysit me. 731 00:48:59.414 --> 00:49:01.329 Come on, Hardin, have fun with us! 732 00:49:04.245 --> 00:49:05.638 I didn't catch that. 733 00:49:05.638 --> 00:49:08.510 Oh, I think they want you to come and dance. 734 00:49:08.510 --> 00:49:10.338 I think you're gonna have to send my apologies. 735 00:49:18.607 --> 00:49:21.567 I thought you left town. 736 00:49:23.177 --> 00:49:24.091 I'm still here. 737 00:49:25.223 --> 00:49:26.050 For how long? 738 00:49:29.749 --> 00:49:30.793 You're lucky, you know? 739 00:49:32.012 --> 00:49:32.839 Why is that? 740 00:49:33.840 --> 00:49:34.667 She's too good. 741 00:49:36.190 --> 00:49:38.410 Definitely too good for you after the shit you pulled. 742 00:49:40.542 --> 00:49:42.762 When she first got here, she was a mess. 743 00:49:42.762 --> 00:49:43.632 There was nothing. 744 00:49:46.200 --> 00:49:48.768 We spent a lot of time together that first year talking. 745 00:49:53.294 --> 00:49:55.253 I know who you are. 746 00:49:55.253 --> 00:49:57.342 She never said your name, but I can tell. 747 00:50:00.519 --> 00:50:03.696 If it were up to me, you'd be rotting in a cell. 748 00:50:10.181 --> 00:50:11.617 What did you say to him? 749 00:50:17.318 --> 00:50:18.232 ♪ Somethin' about ya 750 00:50:18.232 --> 00:50:19.451 Whiskey, a shot. 751 00:50:19.451 --> 00:50:21.192 Yes, Sir. 752 00:50:23.803 --> 00:50:24.673 Again. 753 00:50:24.673 --> 00:50:27.459 ♪ Somethin' about ya, babe. 754 00:50:27.459 --> 00:50:28.416 Mm hm. 755 00:50:31.289 --> 00:50:38.296 ♪ Somethin' about you 756 00:50:38.296 --> 00:50:39.297 - Come on. - Hey! 757 00:50:39.297 --> 00:50:40.733 No, you're not doing yourself 758 00:50:40.733 --> 00:50:43.605 any favors sitting here drowning, okay? 759 00:50:45.259 --> 00:50:47.522 I'll never forgive myself for what I did to you. 760 00:50:47.522 --> 00:50:48.567 You know that? - Hardin- 761 00:50:48.567 --> 00:50:50.221 Never. 762 00:50:50.221 --> 00:50:51.787 - James posted it. - Yeah- 763 00:50:51.787 --> 00:50:53.702 It was a long time ago. 764 00:50:56.444 --> 00:50:58.098 So you're fine now? 765 00:50:58.098 --> 00:50:59.447 You're fine? 766 00:50:59.447 --> 00:51:01.319 I have good days, I have bad days. 767 00:51:01.319 --> 00:51:03.669 I've moved on. 768 00:51:04.713 --> 00:51:06.237 And so should you. - Yeah. 769 00:51:17.074 --> 00:51:21.861 ♪ Somethin' about you 770 00:51:24.342 --> 00:51:25.647 ♪ Somethin' about you 771 00:51:28.520 --> 00:51:30.130 - I love this. - What? 772 00:51:30.130 --> 00:51:31.131 This, us. 773 00:51:33.699 --> 00:51:35.309 And we're always gonna be like this, 774 00:51:35.309 --> 00:51:37.311 you know that, don't you? 775 00:51:43.404 --> 00:51:45.885 ♪ Somethin' about you 776 00:51:45.885 --> 00:51:47.843 ♪ Oh 777 00:51:47.843 --> 00:51:49.454 ♪ I don't know what else I can say ♪ 778 00:51:49.454 --> 00:51:50.455 Woo wee! 779 00:51:50.455 --> 00:51:53.719 ♪ Somethin' about you 780 00:51:58.724 --> 00:52:01.292 ♪ Oh, oh 781 00:52:11.345 --> 00:52:12.694 You like to fuck with girls, right? 782 00:52:12.694 --> 00:52:13.739 How 'bout I fuck with you? 783 00:52:17.525 --> 00:52:19.005 Sebastian! 784 00:52:45.553 --> 00:52:47.773 Get up, you little shit! 785 00:53:14.495 --> 00:53:17.019 And the thought of you leaving, 786 00:53:18.499 --> 00:53:21.763 it's just getting pretty dark in here, Tess. 787 00:53:28.509 --> 00:53:30.816 I'm here with you. 788 00:53:39.999 --> 00:53:43.394 Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse. 789 00:53:51.228 --> 00:53:52.446 Guess I'm over achiever. 790 00:54:08.462 --> 00:54:10.464 So, how'd you find me, Dad? 791 00:54:10.464 --> 00:54:11.509 Your mom told me. 792 00:54:13.075 --> 00:54:14.512 Apparently she got a call from a young lady 793 00:54:14.512 --> 00:54:16.253 that you've been spending some time with. 794 00:54:17.341 --> 00:54:18.211 Nathalie. 795 00:54:19.386 --> 00:54:20.735 We're not... 796 00:54:20.735 --> 00:54:22.041 She knows it's not- - No, no, 797 00:54:22.041 --> 00:54:23.085 I didn't think it was. 798 00:54:23.085 --> 00:54:23.956 I just... 799 00:54:25.174 --> 00:54:26.567 I suppose a part of me hoped that- 800 00:54:26.567 --> 00:54:28.482 Oh, you hoped. 801 00:54:28.482 --> 00:54:31.311 You hoped that I was finally fucking someone new didn't you? 802 00:54:31.311 --> 00:54:32.443 No. 803 00:54:32.443 --> 00:54:34.053 Yeah, you did. 804 00:54:34.053 --> 00:54:35.794 God, you can twist things around, can't you? 805 00:54:35.794 --> 00:54:37.622 Poor Hardin. 806 00:54:37.622 --> 00:54:41.103 The miserable drunk little victim sitting at home. 807 00:54:41.103 --> 00:54:43.323 Honestly, I mean, I'm surprised that you're not 808 00:54:43.323 --> 00:54:45.543 even embarrassed by yourself at this point. 809 00:54:45.543 --> 00:54:48.502 It's pathetic. 810 00:54:48.502 --> 00:54:52.071 I was hoping that you've maybe come away, you've moved on, 811 00:54:52.071 --> 00:54:53.899 started a clean slate, maybe? 812 00:54:55.901 --> 00:54:56.902 Move forward. 813 00:55:00.297 --> 00:55:01.559 Lanny gave me this. 814 00:55:01.559 --> 00:55:03.691 He's been trying to get through to you. 815 00:55:07.652 --> 00:55:09.262 - I am trying, you know? - Yeah, yeah. 816 00:55:09.262 --> 00:55:10.481 I am. 817 00:55:10.481 --> 00:55:11.482 I'm fucking trying. 818 00:55:11.482 --> 00:55:12.918 Look at yourself. 819 00:55:14.746 --> 00:55:16.051 Why do you think I came here? 820 00:55:17.531 --> 00:55:19.141 I came here in the first place 821 00:55:19.141 --> 00:55:22.493 to try and resolve my past so I can move forward. 822 00:55:22.493 --> 00:55:23.668 I am fucking trying. 823 00:55:35.375 --> 00:55:36.898 Maybe I need to try harder. 824 00:55:39.988 --> 00:55:42.687 I just don't think I'll ever move on, even if she has. 825 00:55:42.687 --> 00:55:43.644 Has she? 826 00:55:43.644 --> 00:55:45.211 She says so. 827 00:55:45.211 --> 00:55:46.517 So, you've talked to her? 828 00:55:49.258 --> 00:55:50.695 It's mostly been one-sided. 829 00:55:52.218 --> 00:55:53.872 She replied to the last message saying, 830 00:55:53.872 --> 00:55:56.135 "You should move on, 'cause I have." 831 00:55:57.789 --> 00:55:59.530 I know you are gonna say, I'm being irrational when... 832 00:55:59.530 --> 00:56:03.360 And I should just let go but I genuinely, 833 00:56:03.360 --> 00:56:05.753 I cannot comprehend the thought of giving up on us. 834 00:56:05.753 --> 00:56:07.712 It doesn't make sense to me. 835 00:56:07.712 --> 00:56:08.974 Maybe you don't have to. 836 00:56:11.411 --> 00:56:13.631 Maybe you can hold a space for her in your heart 837 00:56:13.631 --> 00:56:15.197 like I hold a space for your mom. 838 00:56:16.764 --> 00:56:18.287 Always. 839 00:56:18.287 --> 00:56:19.767 It doesn't mean that you can't go on 840 00:56:19.767 --> 00:56:21.378 to have other great loves, 841 00:56:22.640 --> 00:56:23.815 and live a full life. 842 00:56:26.818 --> 00:56:28.167 I don't know. 843 00:56:28.167 --> 00:56:32.606 Well, take it from someone who does. 844 00:56:37.481 --> 00:56:42.399 It's easy to believe that our ability to love is finite, 845 00:56:44.009 --> 00:56:46.011 especially when your heart is broken. 846 00:56:47.447 --> 00:56:51.582 But believe it or not, slowly you will heal. 847 00:56:53.888 --> 00:56:58.327 And your capacity for love will grow exponentially. 848 00:56:58.327 --> 00:57:01.069 You'll be able to keep a space for Tessa in your heart, 849 00:57:01.069 --> 00:57:03.898 for your family, for your future children, 850 00:57:03.898 --> 00:57:05.596 for anybody who comes into your life. 851 00:57:06.814 --> 00:57:08.120 And you never know, 852 00:57:08.120 --> 00:57:11.036 maybe you and Tessa are meant to be together. 853 00:57:12.080 --> 00:57:13.473 And if that is the case, 854 00:57:13.473 --> 00:57:15.214 then you will find your way back to each other, 855 00:57:15.214 --> 00:57:17.477 but it's not gonna happen like this is it? 856 00:57:17.477 --> 00:57:18.391 Look at you. 857 00:57:19.827 --> 00:57:21.699 You go on drinking and messing up the way you are. 858 00:57:26.443 --> 00:57:27.269 You're right. 859 00:57:29.924 --> 00:57:32.013 You are, of course you're right. 860 00:57:32.013 --> 00:57:35.277 You know, my life was finally getting somewhere. 861 00:57:35.277 --> 00:57:37.976 You know, with the book I actually finally did something, 862 00:57:37.976 --> 00:57:39.238 something I was proud of. 863 00:57:41.153 --> 00:57:42.850 And then, yeah, I mean, 864 00:57:42.850 --> 00:57:45.157 I guess it fucked up and everything blew up in my face. 865 00:57:45.157 --> 00:57:46.680 And now the bar's so fucking high, 866 00:57:46.680 --> 00:57:48.073 I'll never get back there again. 867 00:57:49.074 --> 00:57:50.467 I'm so scared of failing, 868 00:57:52.381 --> 00:57:54.471 so I just end up ruining everything instead. 869 00:57:59.867 --> 00:58:00.912 It's pathetic. 870 00:58:00.912 --> 00:58:01.956 You're right. - Listen to me. 871 00:58:01.956 --> 00:58:02.957 It's fucking pathetic, 872 00:58:02.957 --> 00:58:04.611 isn't it? - Listen. 873 00:58:04.611 --> 00:58:09.181 You need to change the metrics by which you define success. 874 00:58:09.181 --> 00:58:13.533 You can start by writing one page a day. 875 00:58:13.533 --> 00:58:16.188 Just that, and that'll be your success. 876 00:58:16.188 --> 00:58:18.059 And if your second book comes out and it flunks, 877 00:58:18.059 --> 00:58:21.019 but you've been real and authentic, 878 00:58:21.019 --> 00:58:22.107 then that is a success. 879 00:58:24.588 --> 00:58:28.679 Whether you end up with a woman you have loved or not, 880 00:58:28.679 --> 00:58:31.638 you have loved with every cell in your being, 881 00:58:31.638 --> 00:58:34.511 and that in and of itself is a spectacular success. 882 00:58:40.604 --> 00:58:41.430 Wow. 883 00:58:43.955 --> 00:58:45.652 You're not bad at this Dad stuff. 884 00:58:47.959 --> 00:58:50.918 Now that for me is the pinnacle of success. 885 00:58:53.704 --> 00:58:54.705 So, what are you gonna do? 886 00:58:57.272 --> 00:59:00.537 Could book a return flight with me if you want. 887 00:59:02.016 --> 00:59:02.930 No. 888 00:59:07.369 --> 00:59:08.196 Thanks. 889 00:59:09.458 --> 00:59:11.112 I'm gonna stay here for awhile. 890 00:59:11.112 --> 00:59:14.376 Might sort things through and try to write. 891 00:59:20.731 --> 00:59:21.819 I love you, Son. 892 00:59:24.386 --> 00:59:25.213 Really love you. 893 00:59:27.564 --> 00:59:28.390 I always have. 894 00:59:29.827 --> 00:59:30.654 Always will. 895 00:59:33.787 --> 00:59:36.224 Now, let's get some food you fuckin' idiot. 896 01:00:59.873 --> 01:01:00.700 Nathalie. 897 01:01:02.920 --> 01:01:04.225 Sorry for dropping 898 01:01:04.225 --> 01:01:05.879 by uninvited. - Good to see you. 899 01:01:05.879 --> 01:01:08.621 It's just, I rang the doorbell 900 01:01:08.621 --> 01:01:09.927 and you weren't on WhatsApp 901 01:01:09.927 --> 01:01:11.450 and I just wanted to see if you're okay. 902 01:01:11.450 --> 01:01:12.799 I'm fine. 903 01:01:12.799 --> 01:01:14.540 Should we sit? - Yes. 904 01:01:14.540 --> 01:01:17.064 I brought you a little care package. 905 01:01:17.064 --> 01:01:19.676 I didn't think that you'd be in a state to go out, so. 906 01:01:21.329 --> 01:01:23.636 This is ridiculously generous. 907 01:01:26.204 --> 01:01:28.902 I should probably tell you that I've stopped drinking. 908 01:01:28.902 --> 01:01:30.512 - No. - Yeah [chuckles]. 909 01:01:30.512 --> 01:01:32.036 - I'm sorry, that's bad. - It would've 910 01:01:32.036 --> 01:01:33.298 been very thoughtful. 911 01:01:34.473 --> 01:01:35.648 I'll have the chocolate. 912 01:01:38.607 --> 01:01:41.698 Oh, Seb is an asshole for attacking you like that. 913 01:01:41.698 --> 01:01:42.655 I'm so sorry. 914 01:01:42.655 --> 01:01:43.787 He had his reasons. 915 01:01:43.787 --> 01:01:45.310 I really do wish there was something 916 01:01:45.310 --> 01:01:46.920 I could do to make it up to you. 917 01:01:46.920 --> 01:01:51.751 Hardin, your apology, spending this time together, 918 01:01:51.751 --> 01:01:53.666 seeing that you've changed, that all means something. 919 01:01:53.666 --> 01:01:56.451 You didn't force me to do anything. 920 01:01:56.451 --> 01:01:59.672 No, but I lied to you, Nat. 921 01:02:03.328 --> 01:02:05.939 I didn't see it then, but I do see it now. 922 01:02:08.420 --> 01:02:09.247 So, I'm sorry. 923 01:02:12.206 --> 01:02:13.120 Oh, sorry. 924 01:02:13.120 --> 01:02:14.078 Does that hurt still? 925 01:02:14.078 --> 01:02:15.079 Oh, okay, sorry. 926 01:02:15.079 --> 01:02:16.080 It does hurt. 927 01:02:16.080 --> 01:02:17.342 - It's fine. - I'm sorry. 928 01:02:17.342 --> 01:02:18.909 Okay? - Yeah. 929 01:02:18.909 --> 01:02:24.088 Oh, no. 930 01:02:27.352 --> 01:02:29.528 I'm sorry. - No, it's fine. 931 01:02:31.399 --> 01:02:32.574 I'm still in love with Tessa. 932 01:02:34.054 --> 01:02:38.363 I know she may have moved on, but I haven't. 933 01:02:39.843 --> 01:02:42.628 I do want you to know how grateful I am though, 934 01:02:42.628 --> 01:02:46.153 for really giving me the chance to put what I did behind us. 935 01:02:47.154 --> 01:02:48.416 I think it takes a lot of bravery 936 01:02:48.416 --> 01:02:52.638 to be so forgiving, so thank you. 937 01:02:52.638 --> 01:02:55.554 You really deserve someone who can give you all of themself. 938 01:02:56.816 --> 01:02:57.861 You really do. 939 01:02:59.340 --> 01:03:00.515 You're right, I do. 940 01:03:04.432 --> 01:03:05.651 You do. 941 01:03:07.435 --> 01:03:09.089 I think you should take this wine back, though. 942 01:03:09.089 --> 01:03:10.177 I do. 943 01:03:10.177 --> 01:03:11.570 Let's not waste it. 944 01:03:11.570 --> 01:03:12.832 It does look very nice, though. 945 01:03:15.095 --> 01:03:16.575 Yeah, I'll enjoy that by myself. 946 01:03:16.575 --> 01:03:17.924 Please do. 947 01:03:22.233 --> 01:03:23.408 Hey, it's Landon. 948 01:03:23.408 --> 01:03:24.844 Leave a message. 949 01:03:26.541 --> 01:03:27.804 Shit. 950 01:03:27.804 --> 01:03:28.979 Sorry, Landon, I didn't realize 951 01:03:28.979 --> 01:03:31.024 what time it was over there. I just... 952 01:03:31.024 --> 01:03:32.634 Just calling to say congratulations. 953 01:03:34.288 --> 01:03:36.203 Wouldn't miss my brother's wedding for the world. 954 01:03:37.117 --> 01:03:38.205 I love you, 955 01:03:39.903 --> 01:03:41.208 but don't quote me on that. 956 01:03:55.135 --> 01:03:58.530 ♪ We spend so, so long sorting these ♪ 957 01:03:58.530 --> 01:04:03.448 ♪ And it's been 24 months now to the day ♪ 958 01:04:04.666 --> 01:04:09.410 ♪ Even though your heart's still golden ♪ 959 01:04:09.410 --> 01:04:13.632 ♪ Somethin' else in you seen a chance ♪ 960 01:04:22.293 --> 01:04:27.080 ♪ Well, you can let the wind blow in any one direction ♪ 961 01:04:28.342 --> 01:04:32.085 ♪ I know I'm gonna see you again ♪ 962 01:04:32.085 --> 01:04:34.566 ♪ And we can trade secrets 963 01:04:34.566 --> 01:04:38.918 ♪ Maybe we can get back to how it used to be ♪ 964 01:04:38.918 --> 01:04:42.443 ♪ Before it all began 965 01:04:42.443 --> 01:04:44.706 ♪ Hold my arm to ya 966 01:04:47.231 --> 01:04:51.888 ♪ Same story but a different day ♪ 967 01:04:51.888 --> 01:04:56.370 ♪ Keep your hand 968 01:04:56.370 --> 01:05:00.679 ♪ Everyone's got a different pace ♪ 969 01:05:10.602 --> 01:05:12.604 ♪ And time's got surprises you won't believe ♪ 970 01:05:12.604 --> 01:05:14.954 ♪ While you makin' friends I'm an enemy ♪ 971 01:05:14.954 --> 01:05:19.872 ♪ Then other times it's the other way around ♪ 972 01:05:33.320 --> 01:05:35.714 ♪ Yeah, yeah 973 01:05:37.324 --> 01:05:39.718 Just that green one. 974 01:05:39.718 --> 01:05:41.241 Thank you. 975 01:05:41.241 --> 01:05:43.548 Keep the change. 976 01:05:47.378 --> 01:05:48.727 They all look beautiful. 977 01:05:48.727 --> 01:05:50.163 They all suit you but I just think 978 01:05:50.163 --> 01:05:52.687 that the second one is very you. 979 01:05:53.993 --> 01:05:57.127 - Yes. - It fits you perfectly. 980 01:05:57.127 --> 01:05:58.998 But there's a couple more over here 981 01:05:58.998 --> 01:06:01.000 if you wanna just have a look. - Okay. 982 01:06:01.000 --> 01:06:02.132 Hey. 983 01:06:02.132 --> 01:06:03.568 Hey. 984 01:06:05.048 --> 01:06:07.137 So, is this goodbye? 985 01:06:08.660 --> 01:06:09.574 I fly tomorrow. 986 01:06:11.184 --> 01:06:12.620 I just came back to give you this. 987 01:06:17.974 --> 01:06:19.584 It's still very much a work in progress. 988 01:06:19.584 --> 01:06:21.194 I haven't sent it to my editor yet 989 01:06:21.194 --> 01:06:22.717 or anything like that, so. 990 01:06:22.717 --> 01:06:24.632 Don't worry, I'm sure it's brilliant. 991 01:06:25.372 --> 01:06:27.548 And if it isn't I'll just pretend it is [smirks]. 992 01:06:29.420 --> 01:06:31.813 It's just [sighs], 993 01:06:36.383 --> 01:06:37.558 you're in it, 994 01:06:39.865 --> 01:06:41.475 and I just wanna make sure that you're entirely okay 995 01:06:41.475 --> 01:06:43.869 with everything in there before I send it 996 01:06:43.869 --> 01:06:46.002 to my publisher or anyone else [inhales shakily]. 997 01:06:48.004 --> 01:06:49.788 Oh, so you want my permission? 998 01:06:52.225 --> 01:06:54.401 I guess I'm trying 999 01:06:54.401 --> 01:06:55.620 to learn from my old mistakes. 1000 01:06:58.710 --> 01:07:00.364 Well, I look forward to reading it. 1001 01:07:05.630 --> 01:07:07.632 Have a safe flight, okay? 1002 01:07:15.205 --> 01:07:16.858 Bye, Nathalie. 1003 01:10:41.672 --> 01:10:43.456 You see that? 1004 01:10:43.456 --> 01:10:44.805 That is my dream. 1005 01:11:19.710 --> 01:11:21.320 You look stunning. 1006 01:11:21.320 --> 01:11:23.844 Such a beautiful bride. 1007 01:11:23.844 --> 01:11:26.151 I still can't believe how fast this days come. 1008 01:11:27.935 --> 01:11:29.459 What if he doesn't show up? 1009 01:11:30.982 --> 01:11:32.679 Ken drove him here this morning. 1010 01:11:32.679 --> 01:11:34.464 He would've alerted us if there was a concern. 1011 01:11:34.464 --> 01:11:36.292 And it's Landon, he would never. 1012 01:11:39.295 --> 01:11:40.470 Hope I'm not intruding. 1013 01:11:41.471 --> 01:11:42.994 Thanks. 1014 01:11:42.994 --> 01:11:45.997 Also, the caterer's havin' a minor meltdown. 1015 01:11:45.997 --> 01:11:47.738 Can you tell her I'll be a minute? 1016 01:11:48.391 --> 01:11:49.348 I can try. 1017 01:11:50.871 --> 01:11:52.351 Okay. 1018 01:11:52.351 --> 01:11:55.049 I am sure Landon is just as nervous as you are, 1019 01:11:55.049 --> 01:11:57.487 but between Ken and Hardin- 1020 01:11:57.487 --> 01:11:59.097 Oh, if Hardin's helping 1021 01:11:59.097 --> 01:12:00.577 I should just cancel the honeymoon now. 1022 01:12:03.536 --> 01:12:05.756 You know, if he wasn't Landon's brother, 1023 01:12:05.756 --> 01:12:08.324 he wouldn't have been invited, much less the best man. 1024 01:12:09.803 --> 01:12:12.197 I'm gonna go check on things. 1025 01:12:15.374 --> 01:12:17.942 So what's it been, two years since you've seen him? 1026 01:12:19.813 --> 01:12:21.772 25 months, but who's counting? 1027 01:12:24.165 --> 01:12:25.515 Hey, Tess? 1028 01:12:25.515 --> 01:12:27.908 - Yeah, okay, coming. - Okay. 1029 01:12:30.911 --> 01:12:32.478 You ready, Mrs. Gibson? 1030 01:12:33.827 --> 01:12:38.528 No, but I will be as soon as I see him. 1031 01:12:39.398 --> 01:12:40.356 Are you? 1032 01:12:41.966 --> 01:12:46.971 Yeah, of course. 1033 01:12:54.805 --> 01:12:56.459 Last chance to bail. 1034 01:12:56.459 --> 01:12:58.330 Me, bail? 1035 01:12:58.330 --> 01:13:00.898 You're the one who's nervous about seeing her. 1036 01:13:01.638 --> 01:13:02.595 I'm not nervous. 1037 01:13:03.379 --> 01:13:04.380 I'm fine. 1038 01:13:05.598 --> 01:13:07.208 You're fine? 1039 01:13:07.208 --> 01:13:09.297 She's the maid of honor, I figured she'd show. 1040 01:13:09.297 --> 01:13:11.125 Okay, hot stuff. 1041 01:13:11.125 --> 01:13:12.344 Go talk to her. 1042 01:13:53.211 --> 01:13:56.780 You really do have an eye for this stuff. 1043 01:13:56.780 --> 01:13:57.737 Thank you. 1044 01:15:33.398 --> 01:15:34.530 There he is. 1045 01:15:34.530 --> 01:15:35.748 Hey. 1046 01:15:35.748 --> 01:15:36.923 Hey. 1047 01:15:36.923 --> 01:15:38.142 You all right? 1048 01:15:38.142 --> 01:15:40.057 Yeah, I'm fine. 1049 01:15:47.934 --> 01:15:49.370 Tell him. 1050 01:15:49.370 --> 01:15:51.547 I am enjoying this way too much to put him 1051 01:15:51.547 --> 01:15:52.417 out of his misery. 1052 01:15:52.417 --> 01:15:53.766 Have mercy. 1053 01:15:53.766 --> 01:15:54.724 Enjoying what? 1054 01:15:56.029 --> 01:15:56.943 What? 1055 01:15:57.944 --> 01:15:59.163 They're not together. 1056 01:16:01.165 --> 01:16:02.601 Landon said they're inseparable. 1057 01:16:02.601 --> 01:16:05.169 Yeah, like brother and sister. 1058 01:16:08.433 --> 01:16:10.130 - Are you sure? - Yeah, no, no- 1059 01:16:10.130 --> 01:16:12.176 He's dating a literal neuroscientist 1060 01:16:12.176 --> 01:16:14.352 and apparently they're already talking about marriage, 1061 01:16:14.352 --> 01:16:15.658 so yes, I am sure. 1062 01:16:34.677 --> 01:16:36.330 Hey. 1063 01:16:36.330 --> 01:16:38.245 I need a favor. 1064 01:16:43.903 --> 01:16:45.252 Tessa, wanna go dance? 1065 01:16:46.993 --> 01:16:48.255 - Yeah. - Yes, she does. 1066 01:16:48.255 --> 01:16:49.082 Yeah, sure. 1067 01:16:58.222 --> 01:17:02.618 ♪ You know I need ya 1068 01:17:02.618 --> 01:17:04.750 ♪ Know I need ya 1069 01:17:04.750 --> 01:17:06.404 ♪ I need ya 1070 01:17:06.404 --> 01:17:10.408 ♪ Oh, my love 1071 01:17:10.408 --> 01:17:12.236 ♪ Oh 1072 01:17:13.890 --> 01:17:16.370 - Thought I'd save you. - Hey. 1073 01:17:16.370 --> 01:17:17.241 He's a bit short. 1074 01:17:18.677 --> 01:17:20.070 Terrible dancer, too. 1075 01:17:23.943 --> 01:17:25.466 He told me you bribed him. 1076 01:17:31.472 --> 01:17:36.260 ♪ Sleep walkin' without knowin' ♪ 1077 01:17:36.260 --> 01:17:39.698 ♪ Gave up fightin' the river 1078 01:17:39.698 --> 01:17:42.440 ♪ Watching the madness 1079 01:17:42.440 --> 01:17:45.661 ♪ I can see much more 1080 01:17:47.053 --> 01:17:48.446 You look well. 1081 01:17:52.102 --> 01:17:53.016 Well? 1082 01:17:54.844 --> 01:17:57.803 Good, handsome, very hot [chuckles]. 1083 01:18:04.331 --> 01:18:07.508 You are always the most beautiful woman in the room. 1084 01:18:14.080 --> 01:18:15.299 I owe you an apology. 1085 01:18:16.735 --> 01:18:19.085 I never meant to publicly embarrass you 1086 01:18:19.085 --> 01:18:20.391 after writing "After," 1087 01:18:20.391 --> 01:18:22.610 and I'm so sorry. - I know, I know. 1088 01:18:22.610 --> 01:18:24.438 It was wrong to publish it without your permission 1089 01:18:24.438 --> 01:18:26.092 and I know that now. 1090 01:18:26.092 --> 01:18:28.704 I really hurt you, Tess, and I'm sorry. 1091 01:18:32.185 --> 01:18:33.317 I'm really proud of you. 1092 01:18:36.929 --> 01:18:37.843 Thank you. 1093 01:18:38.931 --> 01:18:41.934 ♪ With hearts beating 1094 01:18:43.370 --> 01:18:47.244 Will everyone please take your seats? 1095 01:18:47.244 --> 01:18:49.333 It's time for the toasts. 1096 01:18:52.205 --> 01:18:54.730 For my 21st. 1097 01:18:54.730 --> 01:18:55.687 It's the only one. 1098 01:19:00.126 --> 01:19:00.997 Hardin? 1099 01:19:06.959 --> 01:19:09.527 You know I almost didn't take this best man gig 1100 01:19:09.527 --> 01:19:11.616 because I knew I'd have to do this 1101 01:19:11.616 --> 01:19:14.706 and gush about my feelings for the two of you. 1102 01:19:14.706 --> 01:19:17.274 And we all know I hate to divulge these days. 1103 01:19:19.580 --> 01:19:21.713 All right, get to the point. 1104 01:19:23.149 --> 01:19:24.498 When I first met Landon, 1105 01:19:25.978 --> 01:19:28.546 I instantly hated him. - Oh boy. 1106 01:19:28.546 --> 01:19:30.853 And I was jealous. He had everything I ever wanted in life. 1107 01:19:30.853 --> 01:19:32.942 He has a loving family, I mean, 1108 01:19:32.942 --> 01:19:34.378 he had plans for his future. 1109 01:19:35.771 --> 01:19:38.948 And well, now, now he has a beautiful, 1110 01:19:38.948 --> 01:19:40.732 amazing, talented wife, Nora. 1111 01:19:42.952 --> 01:19:46.216 But I have to admit, I relished in watching 1112 01:19:46.216 --> 01:19:47.957 you guys relationship unfold. 1113 01:19:47.957 --> 01:19:51.003 At the start when Nora used to come over, 1114 01:19:51.003 --> 01:19:53.353 Landon would go from being the smartest guy in the room 1115 01:19:53.353 --> 01:19:55.268 to being a blithering idiot 1116 01:19:55.268 --> 01:19:56.966 who just couldn't string sentences together. 1117 01:19:58.576 --> 01:19:59.446 But he found his way, 1118 01:20:00.970 --> 01:20:03.494 and the next thing I knew you were both head over heels, 1119 01:20:05.017 --> 01:20:07.672 walking into walls at the thought of each other. 1120 01:20:07.672 --> 01:20:08.542 That did happen. 1121 01:20:10.544 --> 01:20:13.286 You two will never know how lucky you are 1122 01:20:13.286 --> 01:20:14.766 to spend the rest of your lives 1123 01:20:14.766 --> 01:20:16.507 with the other half of your soul, 1124 01:20:20.554 --> 01:20:22.948 until you've had to spend your life without them. 1125 01:20:28.432 --> 01:20:32.436 So, to walking into walls. 1126 01:20:34.220 --> 01:20:35.439 Congratulations, guys. 1127 01:20:37.267 --> 01:20:39.617 Nora, you've made an excellent choice with this... 1128 01:20:39.617 --> 01:20:41.619 With this guy and I love you both. 1129 01:20:41.619 --> 01:20:43.403 Thanks. 1130 01:20:46.885 --> 01:20:47.843 Cheers. 1131 01:21:14.304 --> 01:21:16.480 You can't just talk about us like that. 1132 01:21:20.092 --> 01:21:21.006 About our souls. 1133 01:21:22.094 --> 01:21:23.008 Why not? 1134 01:21:24.923 --> 01:21:26.490 Because... 1135 01:21:28.100 --> 01:21:29.493 Because it's too hard. 1136 01:21:31.756 --> 01:21:34.498 Because you do it all the time in interviews and... 1137 01:21:36.108 --> 01:21:36.935 I'm sorry. 1138 01:21:39.329 --> 01:21:41.461 I've just been trying to get your attention. 1139 01:21:53.299 --> 01:21:55.171 You really piss me off. 1140 01:22:05.442 --> 01:22:07.096 Are you sure? 1141 01:22:14.755 --> 01:22:19.586 ♪ And I use you as a warning sign ♪ 1142 01:22:21.371 --> 01:22:26.158 ♪ That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind ♪ 1143 01:22:28.421 --> 01:22:33.339 ♪ And I'll use you as a focal point ♪ 1144 01:22:35.254 --> 01:22:40.129 ♪ So, I don't lose sight of what I want ♪ 1145 01:22:42.044 --> 01:22:46.613 ♪ And I moved further than I thought I could ♪ 1146 01:22:48.833 --> 01:22:53.577 ♪ But I missed you more than I thought I would ♪ 1147 01:22:55.057 --> 01:22:59.844 ♪ And I'll use you as a warning sign ♪ 1148 01:23:01.541 --> 01:23:06.590 ♪ That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind ♪ 1149 01:23:09.071 --> 01:23:13.597 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1150 01:23:16.730 --> 01:23:20.256 ♪ Right in front of me 1151 01:23:20.256 --> 01:23:24.042 ♪ Talk some sense to me 1152 01:23:24.042 --> 01:23:28.960 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1153 01:23:32.398 --> 01:23:35.793 ♪ Out in front of me 1154 01:23:35.793 --> 01:23:39.275 ♪ Talk some sense to me 1155 01:23:39.275 --> 01:23:41.625 - I love you. - How 'bout that? 1156 01:23:45.368 --> 01:23:47.022 Oh, Tessa [panting]. 1157 01:23:47.022 --> 01:23:51.896 ♪ And I'll use you as a makeshift game ♪ 1158 01:23:53.941 --> 01:23:58.816 ♪ Of how much to give and how much to take ♪ 1159 01:24:00.557 --> 01:24:05.431 ♪ Oh, I'll use as a warning sign ♪ 1160 01:24:07.129 --> 01:24:11.698 ♪ That if you talk enough sense then you'll lose your mind ♪ 1161 01:24:13.657 --> 01:24:18.227 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1162 01:24:22.144 --> 01:24:25.625 ♪ Right in front of me 1163 01:24:25.625 --> 01:24:27.932 ♪ You talked some sense to me 1164 01:24:31.109 --> 01:24:35.070 ♪ And I found love where it wasn't supposed to be ♪ 1165 01:24:36.723 --> 01:24:37.898 We're a mess. 1166 01:24:39.509 --> 01:24:41.424 You know, I'm beginning to think we're not. 1167 01:24:41.424 --> 01:24:44.862 ♪ Talk some sense to me 1168 01:24:57.962 --> 01:24:59.703 Can I say something? 1169 01:25:00.704 --> 01:25:02.706 Since when do you ask? 1170 01:25:05.752 --> 01:25:07.276 I'm sorry that I pulled away from you 1171 01:25:07.276 --> 01:25:09.713 after I read your manuscript. 1172 01:25:10.757 --> 01:25:13.238 Tess, I didn't handle it right. 1173 01:25:17.024 --> 01:25:18.243 I was just so worried 1174 01:25:18.243 --> 01:25:21.333 what people would think about me, or us. 1175 01:25:32.388 --> 01:25:33.737 But I choose you. 1176 01:25:38.394 --> 01:25:40.178 We're inevitable. 1177 01:25:42.224 --> 01:25:43.616 Yeah, we are. 1178 01:25:45.183 --> 01:25:46.097 We are. 1179 01:25:50.014 --> 01:25:51.624 I can't imagine living another moment 1180 01:25:51.624 --> 01:25:53.713 on this earth without you by my side, Tess. 1181 01:25:54.845 --> 01:25:57.326 I fucking love you, so much. 1182 01:25:57.326 --> 01:25:59.110 I wanna marry you. Do you... 1183 01:26:30.794 --> 01:26:35.581 Theresa Lynn Young, 1184 01:26:36.408 --> 01:26:38.193 will you marry me? 1185 01:26:39.411 --> 01:26:40.325 Yeah? 1186 01:26:44.155 --> 01:26:45.809 Yeah? 1187 01:26:54.470 --> 01:26:58.038 Some day [laughs]. 1188 01:27:01.085 --> 01:27:02.565 Yeah, yeah, we'll go somewhere nice 1189 01:27:02.565 --> 01:27:04.219 to eat when you get here. 1190 01:27:05.220 --> 01:27:06.221 Okay, sounds good. 1191 01:27:08.179 --> 01:27:10.094 All right then, Mom, well, have a safe flight. 1192 01:27:10.094 --> 01:27:11.704 I love you lots and see you soon. 1193 01:27:12.270 --> 01:27:13.924 All right, buh-bye. 1194 01:27:18.276 --> 01:27:22.280 ♪ Tell me how to be in this world ♪ 1195 01:27:22.280 --> 01:27:23.455 I'm home. 1196 01:27:23.455 --> 01:27:24.587 Hi. 1197 01:27:27.024 --> 01:27:27.938 Hiya. 1198 01:27:32.072 --> 01:27:34.249 ♪ Tell me that the light goes out ♪ 1199 01:27:34.249 --> 01:27:38.078 ♪ Even in the dark we'll find a way out ♪ 1200 01:27:38.078 --> 01:27:41.212 ♪ Tell me now 'cause I believe it's happenin' ♪ 1201 01:27:41.212 --> 01:27:44.694 ♪ I believe in love 1202 01:27:47.044 --> 01:27:48.480 ♪ Love 1203 01:27:54.573 --> 01:27:59.448 ♪ Baby, I think we made it after all this time ♪ 1204 01:28:03.060 --> 01:28:07.717 ♪ I can see us on the other side ♪ 1205 01:28:07.717 --> 01:28:10.285 ♪ I'll love you for the long ride ♪ 1206 01:28:10.285 --> 01:28:15.072 ♪ Do or die, I'd do it all again ♪ 1207 01:28:15.942 --> 01:28:18.684 ♪ A million times 1208 01:28:18.684 --> 01:28:23.254 ♪ If I knew that on the other side ♪ 1209 01:28:23.254 --> 01:28:28.085 ♪ You'd love me for the long ride ♪ 1210 01:28:31.784 --> 01:28:36.702 ♪ I thought the fairytale was nothing but a fiction ♪ 1211 01:28:36.702 --> 01:28:38.748 ♪ But I've got tunnel vision 1212 01:28:38.748 --> 01:28:41.794 ♪ Now you're my addiction 1213 01:28:41.794 --> 01:28:46.712 ♪ Star crossed lovers, never could be another ♪ 1214 01:28:48.192 --> 01:28:51.761 ♪ Baby, I think we made it after all this time ♪ 1215 01:28:55.547 --> 01:28:59.986 ♪ I could see us on the other side ♪ 1216 01:28:59.986 --> 01:29:04.382 ♪ I'll love you for the long ride ♪ 1217 01:29:04.382 --> 01:29:09.082 ♪ Just say you'll love for me for the long ride ♪ 1218 01:29:11.520 --> 01:29:14.610 ♪ Oo, baby 1219 01:29:14.610 --> 01:29:19.484 ♪ Just lemme love you for the long ride ♪ 1220 01:29:21.834 --> 01:29:25.925 ♪ I'll love you for the long ride ♪