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[metal creaking]

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[loud rap music]

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- What's going on?
[indistinct]

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[indistinct]

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- I don't know
how it'd take off my tongue.

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- Go!
- 3, 2, 1.

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[shouting in pain]

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[light classical music]

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- They want something
scandalous.

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They want a headline.

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- The more outrageous things
that you say or do.

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- If you have an OnlyFans,

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if you're hot on Instagram,
if you're confident.

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- I could basically post
whatever I want,

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say whatever I want,
do whatever I want.

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- This is great.
I'm king of the world.

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- Your phone blowing up,
millions of comments.

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- There's more creators and more
people making content online.

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- Now anybody
could become famous.

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- Every next piece of content
will be more extreme.

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- There might be consequences
to being a content creator,

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but as far as the rules,
you make the rules.

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- I'm Dr. Jamie Cohen.

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I am a new media researcher,
faculty member, expert,

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but I have a PhD
in visual culture and memes.

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- The pizza's about to fall!

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The pizza's about to fall.
The pizza is about to fall.

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Ma'am.

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The pizza, the pizza!
The pizza!

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- For young people, I'm talking
Gen Z, even Gen Alpha,

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they're growing up now,

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and one of the top jobs
that young people want to do

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is be an influencer,

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or they want to be a YouTuber,
or a vlogger.

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- This is my most viral one.

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[pop music]
- 1.5 million likes.

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That's crazy.

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- And so internet fame is
a real thing.

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Internet fame is
a powerful thing.

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How do you become famous?

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I mean, as long
as Hollywood's existed,

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people wanted to be famous.

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Now that the internet
makes you famous,

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that's a career choice,

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a literal career choice,
that people want to make.

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Sometimes somebody feels
compelled

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to share something
that is not appropriate,

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and they become the main
character of the day.

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They become part
of the discourse.

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- She licked the toilet seat
on an airplane

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then posted the video
to social media.

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- What in God's name
is wrong with you?

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And honestly, if this is
your desperate attempt

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to make something of yourself
on social media,

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I would urge you
to delete your account.

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Actually better, Twitter
should delete her account.

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- And that inappropriateness
makes them temporarily viral.

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Knowing that there's a main
character of the day,

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you can exploit the platform

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to be the main character
of the day.

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That is a model

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that is sponsored
by the platform itself.

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[pop music]

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- I was still insane
before I was famous.

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When I look back at my childhood

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and compare it
to my internet career,

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I was literally born
and raised for this.

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I was kind of dorky
in high school.

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Like, no one really knew
who I was.

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And then when I was 16,

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I hooked up with a guy
in my high school stairwell

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right outside
the nurse's office,

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and the nurse caught us
hooking up.

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And I ended up getting
suspended for 10 days,

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and the whole town
knew about it.

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Everyone was so shocked.

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And I was like, I can either

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be really ashamed about this
and just keep quiet

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and fall off the radar
and just play it off,

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or I could play into it.

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'Cause to me, I feel like
when you show shame

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and you show embarrassment,
you're weak.

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So I'm like, I'm not weak.

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So I just played into it,
and I was like,

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"Yeah, I am this girl

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who hooked up with a guy
in the stairwell,

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and I'll do it again,
and I'll do it with a teacher,

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and I'll do it
with your brother."

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And I came back to school,

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and everyone was shocked
'cause I had no shame.

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And everyone really liked it.

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They were like,
this girl doesn't give a fuck.

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[hip hop music]

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- What's up? This is Jumanne,

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and I'm going to show you
how I make French toast.

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What's up?
It's Jumanne.

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I'm about
to go wash some clothes.

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What's up? It's Jumanne.
I just got out of the shower.

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My name's Jumanne.
I'm a content creator

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as well as a music artist, and
I'm just trying to find a way

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how to provide for myself
doing what I want to do.

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This is my blowup bed.

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This is my green screen
that I use for editing.

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This is where I keep
all my clothes in a suitcase.

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I used to spend so much time

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watching TV as a child,
you know,

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whether it's Disney Channel,
Nickelodeon.

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I wanted to be a childhood star,

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or just people,
like, celebrities in general.

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I just felt like
that was just the life.

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I felt like people
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were on the top of the world.

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Everybody loves you,
you're rich,

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you're like the best person
on the planet.

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You're like the chosen one.

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I was willing to do anything
for fame,

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and social media just made
that journey possible.

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That's kind of like,

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Yeah, just got to learn
how to do it, and I'll be okay.

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- So it kind of all started
through skateboarding.

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I mean, I've been skateboarding
since I was like 11.

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And skateboarding's
one of those sports where

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you're destined to get hurt.

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So I ended up
breaking my limbs.

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I broke my arm twice in one
summer, completely in half.

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[boy]: Oh, my God.
- I remember after that,

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it was one of those things
where it's like,

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I'm not good enough
to get sponsored,

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not good enough
to make money from this

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or monetize it, go professional.
I loved making videos.

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We always made these
clip of the days on YouTube

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where me and my friends
would 50% mess around...

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♪ Jingle all the way

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- We're spreading
Christmas cheer, man.

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- You're not spreading
Christmas cheer.

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You're being a bloody idiot.
- 50% skateboard.

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So I kind of decided, why don't
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kind of like Jackass,

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but our own little friend group
thing called GTF the Movie.

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[shouting indistinctly]

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it was the talk of the town
type thing.

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And I saw the traction
that you could get from it.

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I remember it kind of
got me some notoriety

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around my hometown.
It was kind of cool.

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Everywhere I went,
people noticed.

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And so I enjoyed it. I liked
the shock value of the videos.

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- Whoa!

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And I've always just been a big
advocate for video creation.

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'Cause, you know,
videos live forever.

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You could die tomorrow,
but the videos stay.

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They're always there. They're
there on the internet to stay.

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- Oh, shit.

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Oh, shit.
- Call 911.

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That really hurt.
- Gnarly, man.

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- I remember seeing
the Tide Pod challenge,

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and I remember the cinnamon
challenge,

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and all the media going crazy
about that.

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Constantly, I would see that.

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All these challenges popping up.
The ice cream challenge.

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So I said, I want
a media-worthy story.

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I need to lick something,

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like they did
in the ice cream challenge.

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[man]: Lick it.
Lick it. Oh!

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Now put it in.
Put it in.

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- So during the pandemic,
I was going on spring break,

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and I looked in the news,
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that COVID and airplane travel,

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how they were
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were the two things people
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'Cause we were starting
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People are so scared of airports
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and I was going on a flight
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and I was like,
"They hate spring break."

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So I was just like, perfect
opportunity to mix that all up.

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So I just went for it, and
I licked the airplane toilet,

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and I made the TikTok.

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Obviously cleaned the toilet
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I still licked the toilet.

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We didn't check my phone
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We go back, it's
at fucking 15 million views.

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And then I'm getting

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all kinds of calls and emails
from the news.

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That was my first time
being in the news.

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I loved how it felt.
I loved the clout.

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I loved all the followers
I was getting.

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I loved all the attention.

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I loved the fighting,
the banter,

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just when I was gaining, the
interviews. I really liked it.

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That was probably
one of my biggest scandals,

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'cause that was
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and it was just wild.

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They wrote about my song
in the New York Times.

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Skinny Legend Anthem
isn't a good song.

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It's catchy,
but it's not a good song.

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♪ I am a skinny legend

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♪ Damn I might take your man
I got clout I got clout ♪

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And so it's like, for me
to have my really bad song

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in the New York Times,

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people are going to Google it,
and they did.

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And now I have millions
of streams on that,

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I made a lot of money off of it.
And it's like...

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all I had to do
is lick a toilet.

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I would do it again.

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I'm planning things
that are similar,

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do again
and again and again.

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- I'm on fire!
I'm on fire!

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[shots, shouting indistinctly]

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- We got to come up
with new ideas that are crazier.

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How much can you shock people?

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And that's the direction
that I kind of took it.

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Don't tell anyone. Okay?

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I couldn't find the bathroom.
- Hey?

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- I couldn't find
the bathroom.

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Don't tell anyone, please.
Okay?

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Just kidding.
It's a water bottle, man.

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It's a water bottle.
He was getting so scared.

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We had filmed his clip

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where I'd shot a pellet
through my cheek.

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So we took a pellet gun

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and put it on the inside
of my cheek.

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- Don't do it, Turner.
Oh!

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- Pretty graphic,
but it worked perfectly.

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It shot right through.

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I could squirt beer out of it.
It was pretty cool.

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And so I sent that over
to World Star.

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Sent that to a bunch of
meme pages on Instagram.

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And I think World Star
ended up picking it up.

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Got like a million views
on World Star

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in like an hour
or something like that,

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and I just remember
I gained like 3,000 followers.

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I had, like, 600 followers
at the time.

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I gained 3,000 right there.

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And that's when I was kind
of like, Whoa, this is cool.

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The excitement. I can describe
exactly where I was that night.

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I was working at Panera Bread.

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I was a dishwasher there,

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and I guess I had my phone
not on silent,

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and I had my Instagram
notification bell still on.

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And I remember...
[imitates dinging]

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I'm like holy...
So I went to the washroom,

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and I'd seen everybody send it
in my DMs saying,

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"Yo, it's over 500,000 views,"

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00:11:34.868 --> 00:11:36.260
and I'm seeing
all this traction.

247
00:11:36.391 --> 00:11:38.872
I was like, holy...
I wanted to go home right there.

248
00:11:39.002 --> 00:11:40.830
I was so excited
to start replying to comments.

249
00:11:40.961 --> 00:11:42.353
And that's when I was kind
of like,

250
00:11:42.484 --> 00:11:45.095
Whoa, this is kind of bigger
than just my hometown.

251
00:11:45.226 --> 00:11:47.315
This is cool.
- Is your name Jake?

252
00:11:47.445 --> 00:11:48.838
- Yeah, that's me.

253
00:11:48.969 --> 00:11:50.710
- You're the dude
that does dumb shit.

254
00:11:50.840 --> 00:11:52.015
Dude, I'm following you
on Instagram!

255
00:11:52.146 --> 00:11:53.974
- This is what I wanted,
a little fan base.

256
00:11:54.104 --> 00:11:56.019
It doesn't have to be huge.
Just this little fan base

257
00:11:56.150 --> 00:11:58.369
of people commenting,
and that come back every day

258
00:11:58.500 --> 00:11:59.806
to watch me for me.

259
00:11:59.936 --> 00:12:01.808
And I went home.
That was super exciting.

260
00:12:01.938 --> 00:12:04.419
Yeah, it was awesome.
[rock music]

261
00:12:06.769 --> 00:12:09.032
- What's up? It's Jumanne,
I just got out of the shower.

262
00:12:10.555 --> 00:12:12.557
Look.
I'll take this off.

263
00:12:12.688 --> 00:12:14.995
My blowup bed has a hole in it.

264
00:12:15.125 --> 00:12:17.649
So yeah, you know how this go.

265
00:12:17.780 --> 00:12:19.129
Got to go get
a new air mattress.

266
00:12:21.131 --> 00:12:23.264
Probably going to grab
this one right here.

267
00:12:24.439 --> 00:12:26.093
[beeping]

268
00:12:28.095 --> 00:12:29.792
All right, hold up.

269
00:12:29.923 --> 00:12:31.707
My receipt.

270
00:12:33.187 --> 00:12:35.058
He just wanted
to check my receipt.

271
00:12:35.189 --> 00:12:37.844
But yeah, I'm going to just
have to take the bus.

272
00:12:42.762 --> 00:12:44.589
My air mattress usually
probably lasts

273
00:12:44.720 --> 00:12:46.591
about three to four months.

274
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I just grab whatever I see.

275
00:12:49.072 --> 00:12:52.510
$10, $15, so I don't really
have a preference.

276
00:12:56.297 --> 00:12:58.908
I always have to blow it up
every three to four days.

277
00:12:59.039 --> 00:13:01.693
It'll be hard on my back
if I don't put air in it.

278
00:13:01.824 --> 00:13:03.957
[whirring]

279
00:13:04.087 --> 00:13:06.350
Yeah, so it can be an issue.

280
00:13:10.311 --> 00:13:12.966
You know, I just appreciate
the situation that I'm in,

281
00:13:13.096 --> 00:13:15.490
'cause I know it could be worse.

282
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[hip hop music]

283
00:13:21.539 --> 00:13:24.151
♪ Guys I can't do this
until I have had nicotine ♪♪

284
00:13:24.281 --> 00:13:25.935
- I never went viral
on accident.

285
00:13:26.066 --> 00:13:27.284
I did it on purpose.

286
00:13:27.415 --> 00:13:29.069
I made the song Skinny Legend
Anthem with a plan,

287
00:13:29.199 --> 00:13:32.812
and it worked. Jeffree
and Kanye. It was a plan.

288
00:13:32.942 --> 00:13:35.162
I said, There's already rumors
about Kanye being gay.

289
00:13:35.292 --> 00:13:36.946
Let's play up on those.

290
00:13:37.077 --> 00:13:38.992
And I said, what would drive
TikTok kids crazy?

291
00:13:39.122 --> 00:13:40.558
How can I make
this all about me?

292
00:13:40.689 --> 00:13:42.647
So I immediately make
the TikTok, and I say,

293
00:13:42.778 --> 00:13:45.302
"This divorce comes as
no surprise.

294
00:13:45.433 --> 00:13:48.131
Kanye has been hooking up
with a very famous beauty guru,

295
00:13:48.262 --> 00:13:49.959
male beauty guru."

296
00:13:50.090 --> 00:13:52.744
Jeffree Star had moved
to Wyoming,

297
00:13:52.875 --> 00:13:55.747
and obviously that aligned
super well,

298
00:13:55.878 --> 00:13:57.314
'cause Kanye West lived
in Wyoming.

299
00:13:57.445 --> 00:13:59.708
So people were like, "Oh, my
God, this makes so much sense.

300
00:13:59.839 --> 00:14:01.231
Everyone ran with the story.

301
00:14:01.362 --> 00:14:03.059
People are making
TikTok about it.

302
00:14:03.190 --> 00:14:04.974
Now that Kim's finally
doing this, I feel like

303
00:14:05.105 --> 00:14:07.847
I can spill the tea that I've
been holding onto for months.

304
00:14:07.977 --> 00:14:10.066
This whole divorce
comes as no surprise.

305
00:14:10.197 --> 00:14:12.721
Kanye's been hooking up
with a very famous beauty guru.

306
00:14:12.852 --> 00:14:14.636
People in the scene
have known for a while.

307
00:14:14.766 --> 00:14:16.899
I wake up in the morning; it's
trending number one on Twitter,

308
00:14:17.030 --> 00:14:19.336
and I was just like,
Oh, I did that.

309
00:14:19.467 --> 00:14:21.121
And then everyone
starts coming to my page.

310
00:14:21.251 --> 00:14:23.253
I'm getting millions
and millions of views.

311
00:14:23.384 --> 00:14:25.212
So I'm like, How can I keep
this story going?

312
00:14:25.342 --> 00:14:27.736
How can I keep it going?
I say Kim's suing me.

313
00:14:27.867 --> 00:14:29.869
Hey, TikTok. So I had to make
an emergency visit

314
00:14:29.999 --> 00:14:31.522
to my shopper's office

315
00:14:31.653 --> 00:14:33.089
to get an outfit for court,

316
00:14:33.220 --> 00:14:35.309
because Kim Kardashian's
literally suing me.

317
00:14:35.439 --> 00:14:37.006
Like, thanks, bitch.

318
00:14:37.137 --> 00:14:38.616
I need an excuse
to shop anyway.

319
00:14:38.747 --> 00:14:39.879
Bring it on.

320
00:14:40.009 --> 00:14:42.446
And I made
a fake legal document,

321
00:14:42.577 --> 00:14:44.361
and I posted on TikTok.

322
00:14:44.492 --> 00:14:47.799
And the news ran wild with that,

323
00:14:47.930 --> 00:14:50.237
because the media doesn't care
about being honest with you.

324
00:14:50.367 --> 00:14:51.673
Who wouldn't want to read

325
00:14:51.803 --> 00:14:54.023
about Kanye West hooking up
with Jeffree Star?

326
00:14:54.154 --> 00:14:57.592
So they didn't do any research
in it; they just ran with it.

327
00:14:57.722 --> 00:15:00.812
Kris Jenner says is
absolutely not true,

328
00:15:00.943 --> 00:15:03.119
makes a statement about me
to TMZ.

329
00:15:03.250 --> 00:15:04.947
And I mean,
it was crazy and it was funny.

330
00:15:05.078 --> 00:15:06.775
And then eventually
it was just like,

331
00:15:06.906 --> 00:15:08.124
Yeah, I made this all up,

332
00:15:08.255 --> 00:15:10.170
and me admitting I made it up
was even crazier

333
00:15:10.300 --> 00:15:11.867
because people were like,

334
00:15:11.998 --> 00:15:14.043
No fucking...
Like, this girl's crazy.

335
00:15:14.174 --> 00:15:16.176
Did I do harm?
Maybe a little.

336
00:15:16.306 --> 00:15:18.004
Was it ethical?
Absolutely not.

337
00:15:18.134 --> 00:15:20.397
Is anything in social media
ethical? No.

338
00:15:20.528 --> 00:15:22.138
Is the media ethical?
No.

339
00:15:22.269 --> 00:15:24.140
I'm just as bad
as everyone else,

340
00:15:24.271 --> 00:15:26.490
especially in that scandal
and that situation.

341
00:15:26.621 --> 00:15:30.407
And then I find out recently
that Jeffree Star and Kanye West

342
00:15:30.538 --> 00:15:33.454
were the fourth most
Googled couple of 2021.

343
00:15:33.584 --> 00:15:35.891
So I had that much influence
and that much power.

344
00:15:37.066 --> 00:15:38.328
That was crazy.

345
00:15:43.812 --> 00:15:46.032
- My first job, I was 17.

346
00:15:46.162 --> 00:15:48.469
I worked at Taco Bell.

347
00:15:48.599 --> 00:15:49.687
Mostly as fast food.

348
00:15:49.818 --> 00:15:52.603
I worked at McDonald's,
Burger King.

349
00:15:52.734 --> 00:15:54.954
I worked at CVS.

350
00:15:55.084 --> 00:15:59.132
I realized when it comes
to being a content creator,

351
00:15:59.262 --> 00:16:02.700
it's about resources,
it's about money.

352
00:16:02.831 --> 00:16:05.573
I don't have that.
I never had that.

353
00:16:05.703 --> 00:16:08.010
Everything I had was...
you know, it's a sacrifice.

354
00:16:08.141 --> 00:16:10.795
If I lose my computer,
and everything that I have,

355
00:16:10.926 --> 00:16:12.928
I can't afford
to buy it again.

356
00:16:14.277 --> 00:16:16.540
When I started thinking about
the controversial videos

357
00:16:16.671 --> 00:16:18.934
and why I created that,
it was free to do that.

358
00:16:19.065 --> 00:16:22.329
I can use this
to build a audience,

359
00:16:22.459 --> 00:16:24.722
and I don't have to pay
for promotion for this.

360
00:16:24.853 --> 00:16:26.550
The promotion's going
to come to me.

361
00:16:26.681 --> 00:16:29.510
I'm going to go forward with
this and see where it takes me.

362
00:16:33.775 --> 00:16:37.170
The first thing I say is going
to catch people's attention,

363
00:16:37.300 --> 00:16:39.433
so I try to swear,
and just saying fuck it.

364
00:16:39.563 --> 00:16:41.565
People are going to be like,
Oh, is this guy serious?

365
00:16:41.696 --> 00:16:43.132
I have to get
into that character,

366
00:16:43.263 --> 00:16:45.004
and I have to make it
believable.

367
00:16:45.134 --> 00:16:47.441
I just try to be
very aggressive.

368
00:16:47.571 --> 00:16:49.399
That's what's going to get
people's attention.

369
00:16:51.967 --> 00:16:54.230
Fuck Rite Aid.
CVS, bitch!

370
00:16:54.361 --> 00:16:56.015
[crashing]

371
00:17:00.889 --> 00:17:03.196
[crashing]

372
00:17:04.284 --> 00:17:06.199
We don't support none of this
shit right here, nigga.

373
00:17:06.329 --> 00:17:08.331
And I didn't know
if it was going to go viral.

374
00:17:08.462 --> 00:17:10.203
I didn't know
if it was going to work.

375
00:17:10.333 --> 00:17:12.161
I believed it would,
but wasn't really sure.

376
00:17:14.468 --> 00:17:16.818
Within three days,
I got 100,000 views.

377
00:17:18.298 --> 00:17:19.995
I was very happy
when that video went viral.

378
00:17:20.126 --> 00:17:22.563
It could be addictive, getting
all that kind of attention.

379
00:17:24.304 --> 00:17:27.002
I was real happy,
and I'm like, Yo, this is crazy.

380
00:17:27.133 --> 00:17:28.786
However people feel about it,

381
00:17:28.917 --> 00:17:30.440
whether you think
it's funny or you don't,

382
00:17:30.571 --> 00:17:33.661
if I can monetize this, if I can
get a fan base from this,

383
00:17:33.791 --> 00:17:36.098
then that's for myself.

384
00:17:40.102 --> 00:17:43.018
- Why do content creators
not stop?

385
00:17:43.149 --> 00:17:46.326
Internet fame is a fame
unlike on any other.

386
00:17:46.456 --> 00:17:49.024
There is no way to experience
internet fame

387
00:17:49.155 --> 00:17:50.504
unless you've experienced it.

388
00:17:50.634 --> 00:17:52.245
There's a dopamine hit

389
00:17:52.375 --> 00:17:54.508
that has no tangible experience
in real life.

390
00:17:54.638 --> 00:17:55.900
In fact, if anything,

391
00:17:56.031 --> 00:17:58.294
it's incredibly hard to describe

392
00:17:58.425 --> 00:18:01.123
internet fame to someone
outside the internet.

393
00:18:01.254 --> 00:18:03.691
That is a platform exploit
designed specifically

394
00:18:03.821 --> 00:18:06.128
to train people to do it again

395
00:18:06.259 --> 00:18:07.782
and then do it again
and do it again.

396
00:18:07.912 --> 00:18:10.872
- And that's why it becomes
an addiction for them.

397
00:18:11.002 --> 00:18:15.094
My name is Dr. Donna Rockwell,
and I'm a clinical psychologist.

398
00:18:15.224 --> 00:18:18.053
One of my key research interests

399
00:18:18.184 --> 00:18:20.708
is the psychology
of fame and celebrity.

400
00:18:20.838 --> 00:18:24.929
When somebody recognizes you,
when someone adores you,

401
00:18:25.060 --> 00:18:29.064
they become used to it, and
they want that hit of dopamine,

402
00:18:29.195 --> 00:18:31.719
but it can't last forever.

403
00:18:31.849 --> 00:18:34.287
[cheering]

404
00:18:37.638 --> 00:18:39.161
- Tell me your thoughts on this.
Are you excited?

405
00:18:39.292 --> 00:18:42.077
- I actually am.
No one wants to do it.

406
00:18:42.208 --> 00:18:43.470
I want to do this.
This is a great idea.

407
00:18:43.600 --> 00:18:45.341
- Yeah.
- I'm Jacob Hillhouse,

408
00:18:45.472 --> 00:18:46.951
and this is
the porta-potty rave.

409
00:18:47.082 --> 00:18:50.041
[shouting]

410
00:18:50.172 --> 00:18:52.174
I remember when
I first started this,

411
00:18:52.305 --> 00:18:55.395
one of my biggest inspirations,
Steve-O.

412
00:18:55.525 --> 00:18:57.658
I posted on Facebook,
you can go find it.

413
00:18:57.788 --> 00:18:59.355
I said, I'm manifesting this.

414
00:18:59.486 --> 00:19:02.619
I'm going to work with Steve-O
sooner than later.

415
00:19:02.750 --> 00:19:04.491
2019, I got to work with him.
We did a video.

416
00:19:04.621 --> 00:19:06.362
He tattooed me.

417
00:19:06.493 --> 00:19:09.365
I actually have a tramp stamp
now, which is awesome.

418
00:19:09.496 --> 00:19:11.193
So that's one of
my biggest wins.

419
00:19:11.324 --> 00:19:12.977
I keep mentioning Jackass,

420
00:19:13.108 --> 00:19:14.501
but it's because
they're such a staple

421
00:19:14.631 --> 00:19:17.721
in this whole
content creation side,

422
00:19:17.852 --> 00:19:19.810
where when they stopped
making movies and stuff,

423
00:19:19.941 --> 00:19:21.943
there was a little hole
that wasn't filled anymore.

424
00:19:22.073 --> 00:19:23.510
You had a few one-offs,

425
00:19:23.640 --> 00:19:25.599
but there was never people
that loved the craft

426
00:19:25.729 --> 00:19:27.644
of doing a stunt.
- Ready to see a big miss?

427
00:19:27.775 --> 00:19:29.080
- Buddy, I played a lot of Nerf
back in the day.

428
00:19:29.211 --> 00:19:30.299
- Ooh...!

429
00:19:31.909 --> 00:19:33.911
[laughing]

430
00:19:34.042 --> 00:19:36.566
- I can do these crazy things.
I can make these awesome videos.

431
00:19:36.697 --> 00:19:39.308
I can create this content
without anything.

432
00:19:52.147 --> 00:19:53.322
- Hey, I remember
when I was a kid,

433
00:19:53.453 --> 00:19:54.976
I used to try to get away
with everything.

434
00:19:55.106 --> 00:19:57.413
Now I don't give a fuck.

435
00:20:00.329 --> 00:20:03.332
The next video I would post
would be

436
00:20:03.463 --> 00:20:06.117
a video that I did walking into
CVS, stealing.

437
00:20:06.248 --> 00:20:08.032
[man]: How much is that?

438
00:20:08.163 --> 00:20:10.252
- $19.99? Sheesh!

439
00:20:10.383 --> 00:20:12.559
That's way too much.

440
00:20:12.689 --> 00:20:16.606
Yeah. I'm going to just take
some Sour Patches,

441
00:20:16.737 --> 00:20:18.391
Lifesavers.

442
00:20:18.521 --> 00:20:20.480
- Can you get those
out of your pants?

443
00:20:20.610 --> 00:20:22.569
- Why would I take them
out of my pants?

444
00:20:22.699 --> 00:20:23.874
- Because it's disgusting.

445
00:20:24.005 --> 00:20:25.398
- Nah, I'm all good with that.

446
00:20:25.528 --> 00:20:27.269
I ended up getting arrested
for that.

447
00:20:27.400 --> 00:20:29.053
I remember my first time
sitting in jail

448
00:20:29.184 --> 00:20:31.578
over these videos.

449
00:20:31.708 --> 00:20:33.449
I realized this is
way out of my control.

450
00:20:33.580 --> 00:20:34.624
I think I know
what I'm doing, but I don't.

451
00:20:34.755 --> 00:20:36.800
[crashing]

452
00:20:36.931 --> 00:20:38.498
When I was in jail,

453
00:20:38.628 --> 00:20:40.543
I knew that I was going
to have to make more videos.

454
00:20:40.674 --> 00:20:42.284
So that means I also have
to go to jail.

455
00:20:42.415 --> 00:20:44.678
When I get out of jail, I knew
that at some point in time,

456
00:20:44.808 --> 00:20:46.941
I was most likely
going to end up back in jail.

457
00:20:47.071 --> 00:20:50.074
- Going viral doesn't
guarantee

458
00:20:50.205 --> 00:20:52.163
you're going
to benefit financially.

459
00:20:52.294 --> 00:20:53.469
A lot of these influencers

460
00:20:53.600 --> 00:20:56.080
have to find ways
to make money themselves.

461
00:20:56.211 --> 00:20:58.779
- Gofundme.com/jumannestruggle.

462
00:21:04.654 --> 00:21:08.005
jumannestruggled.com
[crashing]

463
00:21:08.136 --> 00:21:10.225
Follow me on Instagram,
@jumannestruggled

464
00:21:10.356 --> 00:21:12.183
- They're stuck trying
to figure out,

465
00:21:12.314 --> 00:21:14.447
"How am I going
to make money?"

466
00:21:15.535 --> 00:21:17.841
- Hello.
How's it going?

467
00:21:17.972 --> 00:21:21.062
I am Jade, also known
as Jadasaur.

468
00:21:21.192 --> 00:21:23.586
I love basketball.

469
00:21:23.717 --> 00:21:26.589
I like doing social experiments
just to see people's reactions.

470
00:21:27.982 --> 00:21:30.854
I'm a content creator,
so I like to make people laugh.

471
00:21:30.985 --> 00:21:34.075
I started just pumping out
content in Singapore for fun,

472
00:21:34.205 --> 00:21:36.773
because like, Okay,
this is a new experience.

473
00:21:36.904 --> 00:21:38.819
I didn't expect to gain
a following at all.

474
00:21:38.949 --> 00:21:40.647
I was just being stupid
in Singapore,

475
00:21:40.777 --> 00:21:42.605
and people,
they liked how weird I was.

476
00:21:43.737 --> 00:21:46.653
I was like, Oh, okay,
I'll just... Kept going.

477
00:21:46.783 --> 00:21:49.046
And that's when
the algorithm picked me up.

478
00:21:49.177 --> 00:21:51.135
It's like I won the lottery.

479
00:21:51.919 --> 00:21:54.574
Instagram is my funnel
for OnlyFans,

480
00:21:54.704 --> 00:21:57.533
and that's how I advertise
for OnlyFans.

481
00:21:57.664 --> 00:22:00.406
Instagram is the main advertiser
for OnlyFans.

482
00:22:00.536 --> 00:22:02.451
They come from TikTok
to Instagram,

483
00:22:02.582 --> 00:22:04.540
and then Instagram
to OnlyFans.

484
00:22:08.457 --> 00:22:10.851
Honestly, OnlyFans has
changed my life.

485
00:22:10.981 --> 00:22:13.767
It's given me financial freedom.
I wouldn't be able to live here

486
00:22:13.897 --> 00:22:16.465
if it weren't for OnlyFans,
to be honest, so...

487
00:22:16.596 --> 00:22:19.990
It's made so many creators
millionaires.

488
00:22:20.121 --> 00:22:22.384
I never would've,
in a million years,

489
00:22:22.515 --> 00:22:25.474
thought that I could
make money monthly

490
00:22:25.605 --> 00:22:28.390
just selling my pictures
and videos,

491
00:22:28.521 --> 00:22:31.175
and it's great.
[laughing]

492
00:22:31.306 --> 00:22:34.614
I can't complain.
Yeah.

493
00:22:38.095 --> 00:22:40.620
- Instagram's a fantasy.
It really is a fantasy,

494
00:22:40.750 --> 00:22:42.665
and it's like
you're going on there,

495
00:22:42.796 --> 00:22:44.493
you're seeing the best
presentation of everyone.

496
00:22:44.624 --> 00:22:46.887
And that's why
I have a huge emphasis

497
00:22:47.017 --> 00:22:49.629
on just being hot,
because it's like, I have to be.

498
00:22:49.759 --> 00:22:52.762
Like every time I get a new
surgery, or when I do something,

499
00:22:52.893 --> 00:22:55.722
every time I change my look
or whatever, it just like...

500
00:22:55.852 --> 00:22:57.680
it helps.

501
00:22:57.811 --> 00:23:01.336
- It's bigger than "sex sells,"
but sexualized content sells.

502
00:23:01.467 --> 00:23:05.296
And we can do that in extreme
ways like pornography,

503
00:23:05.427 --> 00:23:07.603
or in sort of more mundane,
subtle ways,

504
00:23:07.734 --> 00:23:10.476
like certain poses
that are very sexualized

505
00:23:10.606 --> 00:23:13.914
and taken from
porn chic aesthetics,

506
00:23:14.044 --> 00:23:15.959
are very flirtatious,

507
00:23:16.090 --> 00:23:18.266
and mimic what we might see
in traditional pornography.

508
00:23:18.397 --> 00:23:20.355
So it might not be porn,

509
00:23:20.486 --> 00:23:24.490
but it takes all of the poses
and gestures

510
00:23:24.620 --> 00:23:26.666
and formats of porn,

511
00:23:26.796 --> 00:23:29.233
and waters it down
for a mainstream audience.

512
00:23:36.632 --> 00:23:39.156
[hip hop music]

513
00:23:43.378 --> 00:23:45.032
- Can you can describe
where we are, or...?

514
00:23:45.162 --> 00:23:46.860
- We're in the smoosh room.

515
00:23:46.990 --> 00:23:50.820
This is where we make
OnlyFans content.

516
00:23:50.951 --> 00:23:55.042
We have all had sex
on this couch over the years

517
00:23:55.172 --> 00:23:57.479
when his parents go on vacation.

518
00:23:57.610 --> 00:23:59.960
On Thanksgiving,
we had an orgy here.

519
00:24:00.090 --> 00:24:01.744
Seven people.

520
00:24:01.875 --> 00:24:03.442
It's very squeaky, though.

521
00:24:03.572 --> 00:24:05.966
- You would know better than me.

522
00:24:06.096 --> 00:24:07.750
You just got with someone here
the other day.

523
00:24:07.881 --> 00:24:09.752
- Yeah.
- Half of her videos

524
00:24:09.883 --> 00:24:13.103
I'm basically a director in.
- He films them.

525
00:24:13.234 --> 00:24:16.411
- Our trusty favorite.

526
00:24:16.542 --> 00:24:19.458
- This has been
inside of us both.

527
00:24:19.588 --> 00:24:21.677
- It's like show and tell.
[laughing]

528
00:24:22.896 --> 00:24:24.593
So, we have duct tape.

529
00:24:24.724 --> 00:24:26.856
- For bondage play.

530
00:24:26.987 --> 00:24:29.729
- A screwdriver that I don't
know why is in here,

531
00:24:29.859 --> 00:24:32.601
but check out Ava's OnlyFans
to find out.

532
00:24:32.732 --> 00:24:34.603
- Yeah.

533
00:24:34.734 --> 00:24:38.389
That clip goes on the wall
to make people horny,

534
00:24:38.520 --> 00:24:40.609
and then
we sell them our nudes.

535
00:24:40.740 --> 00:24:41.958
I know you've heard
of gay for pay.

536
00:24:42.089 --> 00:24:43.699
He'll do straight for pay.
- Yes.

537
00:24:43.830 --> 00:24:45.745
Yeah.
Well, I'm not bi technically,

538
00:24:45.875 --> 00:24:47.790
but I'll do stuff for money.

539
00:24:47.921 --> 00:24:49.792
- Someone wanted him
to shit on camera once.

540
00:24:49.923 --> 00:24:51.446
- I know.

541
00:24:51.577 --> 00:24:54.101
- How much did they
pay for that?

542
00:24:54.231 --> 00:24:56.233
- It wasn't that much.

543
00:24:56.364 --> 00:25:00.194
I was really drunk.
I took whatever they offered.

544
00:25:00.324 --> 00:25:03.327
And then they unsubscribed,
so I don't think I did it right.

545
00:25:03.458 --> 00:25:06.113
- Yeah, our friend shit
on some guy in a basement

546
00:25:06.243 --> 00:25:07.897
for 10 grand.

547
00:25:08.028 --> 00:25:09.551
- See, that I would do.
- Me too.

548
00:25:09.682 --> 00:25:11.335
Shit all over that guy.

549
00:25:11.466 --> 00:25:13.337
- I respect the hustle.

550
00:25:13.468 --> 00:25:15.252
- I would do it too.

551
00:25:15.383 --> 00:25:17.516
This guy just subscribed.

552
00:25:17.646 --> 00:25:18.691
Time to tell him
thank you.

553
00:25:18.821 --> 00:25:21.171
"Thank you for subbing."

554
00:25:23.696 --> 00:25:25.959
[light music]

555
00:25:33.357 --> 00:25:37.405
- Yeah. So the mime was an idea
that we came up with.

556
00:25:37.536 --> 00:25:39.276
'Cause mimes,
they're silent, right?

557
00:25:39.407 --> 00:25:41.235
So when you're in pain,

558
00:25:41.365 --> 00:25:43.629
most of the time you're making
some sort of noise.

559
00:25:43.759 --> 00:25:46.109
You're screaming a swear word
or something. Aaah!

560
00:25:47.589 --> 00:25:50.157
So we thought,
Let's do painful things,

561
00:25:50.287 --> 00:25:52.681
you'll dress up as a mime, and
then you can't make a noise.

562
00:25:52.812 --> 00:25:54.509
You have to just use
your facial expressions.

563
00:25:58.818 --> 00:26:00.428
It's a stunt.

564
00:26:00.559 --> 00:26:03.257
We get that shock value
and that craziness to it,

565
00:26:03.387 --> 00:26:05.346
but then there's comic value
behind it.

566
00:26:05.476 --> 00:26:06.782
There's comedy to it,
people are like,

567
00:26:06.913 --> 00:26:08.697
Oh, that was crazy,
but it was funny.

568
00:26:08.828 --> 00:26:10.525
And that's what made Jackass
so successful.

569
00:26:13.441 --> 00:26:14.790
I like watching people get hurt.

570
00:26:14.921 --> 00:26:16.836
I bet everybody here has
watched Ridiculousness

571
00:26:16.966 --> 00:26:18.794
or America's Funniest
Home Videos.

572
00:26:18.925 --> 00:26:21.014
People want to see it
all the time,

573
00:26:21.144 --> 00:26:23.103
so there's people now like me
on the internet

574
00:26:23.233 --> 00:26:25.627
that will do it for you, and
you can watch it all the time.

575
00:26:28.021 --> 00:26:31.285
So yeah, for the mime,
it blew up on TikTok originally.

576
00:26:31.415 --> 00:26:33.766
So like, okay, let's keep
the mime gig going.

577
00:26:33.896 --> 00:26:37.596
I think I gained like a million
on TikTok in like two weeks.

578
00:26:37.726 --> 00:26:39.598
I'd never seen those
numbers before. Right?

579
00:26:39.728 --> 00:26:41.904
We started uploading them
to YouTube.

580
00:26:42.035 --> 00:26:43.950
People started going over
to our YouTube

581
00:26:44.080 --> 00:26:46.082
because at the end of the day,
YouTube is the main goal;

582
00:26:46.213 --> 00:26:47.388
that's where we drive everybody.

583
00:26:47.518 --> 00:26:49.129
And people love it, so...

584
00:26:59.748 --> 00:27:02.969
- I go by either Easton _Cyruss
or Peter Teatime,

585
00:27:03.099 --> 00:27:05.362
depending on the platform
that you'll find me on.

586
00:27:05.493 --> 00:27:08.583
I feel like Easton _Cyruss and
the TikTok content is more...

587
00:27:08.714 --> 00:27:11.064
of just fast-paced bangers,

588
00:27:11.194 --> 00:27:13.370
whereas the Peter Teatime
content was supposed to be

589
00:27:13.501 --> 00:27:16.547
more about parkour
and training and athletic stuff

590
00:27:16.678 --> 00:27:18.898
versus the high-risk stuff.

591
00:27:19.028 --> 00:27:20.943
But now they've kind of blended
into all being...

592
00:27:21.074 --> 00:27:22.945
the high-risk stuff.
[chuckles]

593
00:27:23.076 --> 00:27:25.382
I just found more success

594
00:27:25.513 --> 00:27:27.994
through the high-risk stuff
online,

595
00:27:28.124 --> 00:27:29.996
and the success of it
made me want to pursue that

596
00:27:30.126 --> 00:27:31.084
more than the other avenues.

597
00:27:33.216 --> 00:27:35.523
- What we click on
and what we interact with,

598
00:27:35.654 --> 00:27:37.220
whether we like it or not,

599
00:27:37.351 --> 00:27:40.267
this new attention economy
is brokered by all of us.

600
00:27:40.397 --> 00:27:43.444
We are the ones that get to
decide as consumers

601
00:27:43.574 --> 00:27:46.708
what gets pushed to the top and
who makes it in this world.

602
00:27:53.584 --> 00:27:56.109
I think what most people
don't know about influencers

603
00:27:56.239 --> 00:27:57.763
is it's a ton of work.

604
00:27:57.893 --> 00:28:00.243
Your fans are always commenting,

605
00:28:00.374 --> 00:28:02.419
always interacting
with your content.

606
00:28:02.550 --> 00:28:04.552
There's always a demand
to put more out there.

607
00:28:04.683 --> 00:28:07.076
Never being able to step away.

608
00:28:07.207 --> 00:28:09.426
[phone beeping]

609
00:28:15.911 --> 00:28:18.000
- If you trying to join
the live,

610
00:28:18.131 --> 00:28:21.525
just leave a comment
and send a request.

611
00:28:21.656 --> 00:28:25.094
Um... Masley trying
to join the live.

612
00:28:26.530 --> 00:28:28.010
[phone beeping]

613
00:28:28.141 --> 00:28:30.796
What's up? What's good,
Slim Block Boy?

614
00:28:30.926 --> 00:28:33.450
Um...
[phone beeping]

615
00:28:33.581 --> 00:28:34.930
Go through the comments.

616
00:28:35.061 --> 00:28:38.151
Shout out, Too Many Churros.
[phone beeping]

617
00:28:38.281 --> 00:28:40.457
Everybody want
to join the live now.

618
00:28:40.588 --> 00:28:42.242
Yo, what's good, bro?

619
00:28:42.372 --> 00:28:44.548
As far as in why people would
want to watch,

620
00:28:44.679 --> 00:28:48.901
people want to see someone
that just came from the bottom

621
00:28:49.031 --> 00:28:51.686
and found a way to make it
to the top,

622
00:28:51.817 --> 00:28:53.775
and that might attract people.

623
00:28:53.906 --> 00:28:56.082
I'm about to add you right now.

624
00:28:56.212 --> 00:28:58.475
Yo, what's up bro?
[fan]: I got a question for you.

625
00:28:58.606 --> 00:29:02.175
So in that one where you were
running through the store

626
00:29:02.305 --> 00:29:04.568
knocking stuff off the shelves,

627
00:29:04.699 --> 00:29:06.745
what was going
through your mind?

628
00:29:06.875 --> 00:29:08.747
- I know this might sound funny,

629
00:29:08.877 --> 00:29:12.228
but I'm trying to make sure
nobody hurts me,

630
00:29:12.359 --> 00:29:15.231
and I try not to get
into any physical altercations.

631
00:29:15.362 --> 00:29:16.798
You know what I'm saying?
[fan]: I don't blame you.

632
00:29:17.712 --> 00:29:19.888
- Hey, you got to fight Jake
Paul.

633
00:29:20.019 --> 00:29:22.021
- Jake Paul? Jake Paul
would probably knock me out.

634
00:29:22.151 --> 00:29:25.198
I'll get in the ring, though.
I'll do it.

635
00:29:25.328 --> 00:29:27.940
I would do it just for
the publicity, though, honestly.

636
00:29:28.070 --> 00:29:29.419
- Yeah, you really got to.
You just got to...

637
00:29:29.550 --> 00:29:31.291
- Just for the publicity.

638
00:29:31.421 --> 00:29:33.597
The people that's going to
follow, they going to follow.

639
00:29:33.728 --> 00:29:35.599
The people that support
is going to support.

640
00:29:35.730 --> 00:29:37.558
And that's all I could do,
is just try my best

641
00:29:37.688 --> 00:29:40.169
to move in a direction
I want to go in,

642
00:29:40.300 --> 00:29:42.781
and I just have to continue
to move forward.

643
00:29:42.911 --> 00:29:44.608
I don't know
what the future holds.

644
00:29:44.739 --> 00:29:45.871
Anything could happen.

645
00:29:46.001 --> 00:29:47.698
Where you from, bro?
Where you from?

646
00:29:47.829 --> 00:29:50.266
- Me?
- Yeah.

647
00:29:50.397 --> 00:29:52.747
- I'm from Jamaica, bro.
- Jamaica. All right.

648
00:29:52.878 --> 00:29:54.836
I was just asking, but yeah.
All right, go ahead.

649
00:29:54.967 --> 00:29:56.533
My fault, bro.

650
00:29:56.664 --> 00:30:01.887
- One of your most iconic lines
was, "$19.99, nigga?"

651
00:30:02.017 --> 00:30:06.630
- Sheesh! Yeah.
- Oh, my God.

652
00:30:06.761 --> 00:30:08.807
- Someone asked the question,
he said,

653
00:30:08.937 --> 00:30:10.896
"When are you going
to become happy?"

654
00:30:11.026 --> 00:30:13.072
That's a good question,
bro.

655
00:30:13.202 --> 00:30:15.335
That's a good question, man.
I don't know.

656
00:30:15.465 --> 00:30:17.511
I'm probably not going to be
satisfied

657
00:30:17.641 --> 00:30:21.428
until I'm making money
as a full-time content creator.

658
00:30:23.517 --> 00:30:25.214
I've been contacted
by so many people,

659
00:30:25.345 --> 00:30:27.738
and I do have people
that tell me, you know,

660
00:30:27.869 --> 00:30:30.002
keep my head up
and move in a better direction.

661
00:30:30.132 --> 00:30:32.221
People understand
the way how I feel.

662
00:30:32.352 --> 00:30:34.049
So yeah, if I didn't have faith,

663
00:30:34.180 --> 00:30:35.964
I wouldn't have done
the videos that I did.

664
00:30:40.229 --> 00:30:43.015
- There are no rules
for being a content creator.

665
00:30:43.145 --> 00:30:45.800
There's no more ad breaks,

666
00:30:45.931 --> 00:30:49.848
there's no more adherence
to some sort of structural

667
00:30:49.978 --> 00:30:51.675
"You can and cannot do this."

668
00:30:51.806 --> 00:30:54.635
We have to be aware that the
rules aren't established

669
00:30:54.765 --> 00:30:56.376
by the structure any longer.

670
00:30:56.506 --> 00:30:58.726
The rules are established
by the content creator.

671
00:31:02.251 --> 00:31:04.688
So one of my most famous climbs

672
00:31:04.819 --> 00:31:08.127
was the Golden Gate Bridge
in San Francisco, California.

673
00:31:09.258 --> 00:31:11.870
Guys, we've just made it
to the top.

674
00:31:12.000 --> 00:31:13.349
This is incredible
to be honest.

675
00:31:13.480 --> 00:31:15.308
It's so beautiful up here.

676
00:31:15.438 --> 00:31:18.006
And I'm not allowed to talk
about how I climbed the bridge

677
00:31:18.137 --> 00:31:20.095
or any aspects of the climb
itself.

678
00:31:21.270 --> 00:31:23.098
It's a federal monument,

679
00:31:23.229 --> 00:31:26.797
and the repercussions of
climbing it were pretty severe.

680
00:31:26.928 --> 00:31:29.148
A British agency,
they picked up the story

681
00:31:29.278 --> 00:31:32.151
and they aired it,
and that very same day,

682
00:31:32.281 --> 00:31:34.588
thousands of people were
messaging me, news companies,

683
00:31:34.718 --> 00:31:36.590
"Hey, we want to do
an interview with you."

684
00:31:36.720 --> 00:31:38.505
And the story just blew up.
And my video went

685
00:31:38.635 --> 00:31:40.637
from 10 views on YouTube
to like 150,000.

686
00:31:40.768 --> 00:31:42.988
It just took off.

687
00:31:43.118 --> 00:31:44.903
Started seeing some
of the ad revenue flow in.

688
00:31:45.033 --> 00:31:46.817
I got really excited about it.

689
00:31:46.948 --> 00:31:49.559
And then the legal ramifications
hit me.

690
00:31:51.170 --> 00:31:53.607
Homeland Security
and the FBI got involved.

691
00:31:53.737 --> 00:31:55.914
And so they tracked me down.
They got in contact with me

692
00:31:56.044 --> 00:31:58.525
and they came to meet with me
in Wisconsin.

693
00:31:58.655 --> 00:32:00.266
For starters,

694
00:32:00.396 --> 00:32:02.355
we got hit with the criminal
case of trespassing.

695
00:32:02.485 --> 00:32:05.445
And then on top of that,
we got sued

696
00:32:05.575 --> 00:32:07.577
by the Bridge Authority
themselves for $50,000.

697
00:32:07.708 --> 00:32:09.405
And they pretty much
interrogated me,

698
00:32:09.536 --> 00:32:11.277
and they ended up
asking me about

699
00:32:11.407 --> 00:32:14.149
how could they prevent
other people from climbing it.

700
00:32:15.498 --> 00:32:18.153
It became a very high-profile
case in San Francisco.

701
00:32:18.284 --> 00:32:20.199
It was in the news every day.

702
00:32:20.329 --> 00:32:22.027
And the lawyer who ended up
taking my case

703
00:32:22.157 --> 00:32:24.420
was a rock climber,
and he felt for us.

704
00:32:24.551 --> 00:32:27.162
And he wanted the fame
of taking on the case,

705
00:32:27.293 --> 00:32:29.730
so he took it on for us
for a very low cost,

706
00:32:29.860 --> 00:32:31.819
and he got us off
of all the charges.

707
00:32:31.950 --> 00:32:33.952
And it went over
pretty smoothly in the end.

708
00:32:40.393 --> 00:32:42.786
- You can DM, you can direct
message a celebrity

709
00:32:42.917 --> 00:32:44.658
on their account,

710
00:32:44.788 --> 00:32:47.791
which I think probably
gets people very excited.

711
00:32:47.922 --> 00:32:50.664
- Okay, first comment.

712
00:32:50.794 --> 00:32:52.535
- Comments, comments, comments.

713
00:32:52.666 --> 00:32:55.103
- "Ay!
Hearts, hearts, hearts."

714
00:32:55.234 --> 00:32:58.367
"Wow. Heart, heart, heart."
Lot of hearts.

715
00:32:58.498 --> 00:33:00.717
- My comments are like half
and half: half good, half bad.

716
00:33:00.848 --> 00:33:02.545
Or depending on the posts,
they're all good,

717
00:33:02.676 --> 00:33:04.373
or sometimes they're more
bad ones than good.

718
00:33:04.504 --> 00:33:07.246
- Perfect and sexy.
Thanks for the smile.

719
00:33:07.376 --> 00:33:09.204
Heart eyes, heart eyes,
heart eyes.

720
00:33:09.335 --> 00:33:11.511
- Dewayne Davis 84.

721
00:33:11.641 --> 00:33:14.601
"Clout is the most dangerous
disease out there."

722
00:33:14.731 --> 00:33:17.169
It's true. I mean,
it's true. It's...

723
00:33:17.299 --> 00:33:20.085
He said, "You're a masochist."
What does that mean?

724
00:33:20.215 --> 00:33:22.043
I keep getting those comments.

725
00:33:22.174 --> 00:33:25.394
I think it's someone
that likes pain.

726
00:33:25.525 --> 00:33:27.396
I think that's what that means.
I could be wrong.

727
00:33:27.527 --> 00:33:30.095
I'm not sitting there being
like, "Yeah, this is awesome."

728
00:33:30.225 --> 00:33:33.315
Yeah, no.
I'm definitely not a masochist.

729
00:33:33.446 --> 00:33:34.969
Yeah.

730
00:33:35.100 --> 00:33:39.321
"Kids with semi-well-off
parents, expensive hoodie,

731
00:33:39.452 --> 00:33:42.020
GoPro, martial arts
or gymnastics training,

732
00:33:42.150 --> 00:33:43.760
sense of entitlement,

733
00:33:43.891 --> 00:33:45.849
bored kids
with too much free time,

734
00:33:45.980 --> 00:33:48.287
and parents that pay
too little attention."

735
00:33:48.417 --> 00:33:50.376
I mean, he's pretty spot
on with all of that,

736
00:33:50.506 --> 00:33:52.987
but what's so bad
about a middle-class kid

737
00:33:53.118 --> 00:33:54.641
doing something he enjoys?

738
00:33:54.771 --> 00:33:56.773
- They're not going to say
bad things.

739
00:33:56.904 --> 00:33:59.124
I don't think
they'll say bad things.

740
00:33:59.254 --> 00:34:01.430
I have a pretty good fan base.
They love me.

741
00:34:01.561 --> 00:34:03.041
- You dumb as shit.

742
00:34:03.171 --> 00:34:04.651
Um...

743
00:34:04.781 --> 00:34:06.435
Yeah.
Straight to the point.

744
00:34:06.566 --> 00:34:08.785
I can't disagree.

745
00:34:08.916 --> 00:34:10.787
- You an inspiration to me.
You feel me?

746
00:34:10.918 --> 00:34:12.615
- I'm an inspiration? How?

747
00:34:12.746 --> 00:34:15.401
How I inspire you?

748
00:34:15.531 --> 00:34:18.317
- You inspire me by doing
crazy shit at grocery stores,

749
00:34:18.447 --> 00:34:21.015
and it just reminds me that
you got me to realize sometimes,

750
00:34:21.146 --> 00:34:22.843
you got to not give a fuck
and do what you got to do.

751
00:34:22.973 --> 00:34:24.932
You feel me?
- I feel you.

752
00:34:25.063 --> 00:34:26.977
That's not the kind of
inspiration I want to be,

753
00:34:27.108 --> 00:34:28.849
but I understand
where you're coming from.

754
00:34:40.948 --> 00:34:42.689
- Oh, damn.
This one hurts.

755
00:34:42.819 --> 00:34:45.735
Spensah said, "Boy from Whitby
suburbs still trying to make it

756
00:34:45.866 --> 00:34:47.476
after 10 years
of failed attempts."

757
00:34:47.607 --> 00:34:50.523
Damn!
Um...

758
00:34:50.653 --> 00:34:53.482
I am from the Whitby
suburbs.

759
00:34:53.613 --> 00:34:55.571
It hasn't been 10 years, man.
Give me a break.

760
00:34:55.702 --> 00:34:57.530
It's been maybe like
half of that.

761
00:34:57.660 --> 00:35:00.359
It hurts because it's like...

762
00:35:00.489 --> 00:35:02.056
It's not one of those ones
where it's like,

763
00:35:02.187 --> 00:35:04.145
"Look at this skinny asshole."

764
00:35:04.276 --> 00:35:06.800
It's ones that
I've personally sat down here,

765
00:35:06.930 --> 00:35:08.802
or like in my car
when I'm driving or something,

766
00:35:08.932 --> 00:35:12.458
that I've thought about,
that kind of gets myself down.

767
00:35:12.588 --> 00:35:14.503
So then it's like
when someone comments it,

768
00:35:14.634 --> 00:35:16.636
like, "Oh, damn, I have thought
about that before."

769
00:35:16.766 --> 00:35:19.378
So it kind of cuts deep.
If I've thought about it,

770
00:35:19.508 --> 00:35:21.293
Damn, that person's thinking
about it too.

771
00:35:21.423 --> 00:35:23.295
So it's like, Damn, it has been
a while,

772
00:35:23.425 --> 00:35:25.340
and I still haven't made it,
type thing.

773
00:35:25.471 --> 00:35:27.516
And then when you see someone
else put it into words,

774
00:35:27.647 --> 00:35:30.302
and it's publicly right there,
it's like, Oh, damn.

775
00:35:31.999 --> 00:35:33.696
You know what, Spensah?

776
00:35:33.827 --> 00:35:35.307
I'm going to remember that.

777
00:35:35.437 --> 00:35:37.352
I'm going to write down
that @name,

778
00:35:37.483 --> 00:35:39.920
and then five years from now, if
I'm still in the exact same spot

779
00:35:40.050 --> 00:35:42.052
that I am sitting
right here today,

780
00:35:42.183 --> 00:35:44.490
then I'll give you that W.

781
00:35:44.620 --> 00:35:47.188
But... for now,
yeah, that one hurt.

782
00:35:47.319 --> 00:35:48.842
Damn.

783
00:35:51.888 --> 00:35:54.761
- Everyone's on their phones
all the time,

784
00:35:54.891 --> 00:35:59.113
and people are getting less
face-to-face time, which is sad,

785
00:35:59.244 --> 00:36:02.160
but it's happening.

786
00:36:03.248 --> 00:36:05.075
How the tipping works
is that

787
00:36:05.206 --> 00:36:08.383
they can tip to send you
a message.

788
00:36:08.514 --> 00:36:10.646
So when they send you a message,

789
00:36:10.777 --> 00:36:12.953
they can request
anything they want.

790
00:36:13.083 --> 00:36:14.737
So they can basically
type like,

791
00:36:14.868 --> 00:36:16.391
"Hey, can I have these videos?"

792
00:36:16.522 --> 00:36:18.001
"Can I have these nudes?"

793
00:36:18.132 --> 00:36:20.047
"Can I have this kind of video?"

794
00:36:20.178 --> 00:36:21.527
"Can I have a JOI video?"

795
00:36:21.657 --> 00:36:24.530
Most often request I get
is JOI videos.

796
00:36:24.660 --> 00:36:26.880
Jerk off instructions.

797
00:36:27.010 --> 00:36:30.579
For some reason I think they
like to hear me talk to them.

798
00:36:30.710 --> 00:36:32.233
It's just interesting.

799
00:36:32.364 --> 00:36:35.018
'Cause it's very personalized,

800
00:36:35.149 --> 00:36:37.195
and that's why they buy it,

801
00:36:37.325 --> 00:36:39.284
because it's directed
towards them.

802
00:36:39.414 --> 00:36:42.025
When they tip,
they can have any type of JOI.

803
00:36:42.156 --> 00:36:43.636
They can request,

804
00:36:43.766 --> 00:36:46.595
"Can you call me Daddy
at the end?" Stuff like that.

805
00:36:46.726 --> 00:36:47.988
Right?

806
00:36:48.118 --> 00:36:50.643
So they can make it
their own, like a story.

807
00:36:50.773 --> 00:36:52.732
[chuckles]

808
00:36:54.342 --> 00:36:56.736
[woman]: You're just looking
like that.

809
00:36:59.042 --> 00:37:01.654
- If you like to have Charli
dance to your song.

810
00:37:02.785 --> 00:37:05.745
I think I used to be more
ignorant to all this shit

811
00:37:05.875 --> 00:37:08.138
and the realities of social
media and life,

812
00:37:08.269 --> 00:37:10.967
and then I saw the effects that
it had on Ethan to get canceled.

813
00:37:11.098 --> 00:37:13.883
- My mirror broke. Um...

814
00:37:14.014 --> 00:37:16.103
How's your day going?

815
00:37:16.234 --> 00:37:19.672
- I was 20 when I met him

816
00:37:19.802 --> 00:37:21.717
and he was 16.

817
00:37:21.848 --> 00:37:23.893
I didn't know he was 16
when we met,

818
00:37:24.024 --> 00:37:26.374
because he told me he was 20,
and he lied.

819
00:37:26.505 --> 00:37:28.637
And we became friends before
I ever knew how old he was,

820
00:37:28.768 --> 00:37:31.771
so then I had to not care.
I felt really close to him

821
00:37:31.901 --> 00:37:33.816
because he understood me
and I understood him.

822
00:37:33.947 --> 00:37:35.905
And we both were working
social media,

823
00:37:36.036 --> 00:37:37.951
so we were very much helping
each other a lot with that.

824
00:37:38.081 --> 00:37:40.823
And then just losing that
was really hard,

825
00:37:40.954 --> 00:37:43.826
because it was just like losing
someone that was my partner.

826
00:37:43.957 --> 00:37:46.046
- Everyone's been trying
the giant straw challenge,

827
00:37:46.176 --> 00:37:47.482
so I'm going to try it.

828
00:37:47.613 --> 00:37:49.267
- His internet career started
falling apart

829
00:37:49.397 --> 00:37:51.269
'cause he made
some dumb decisions...

830
00:37:51.399 --> 00:37:52.400
[retches]

831
00:37:52.531 --> 00:37:54.272
...but that made him die.

832
00:37:57.405 --> 00:38:00.365
- I am Deanne Krusensterna.

833
00:38:00.495 --> 00:38:04.282
I am the mother of Ethan Peters.

834
00:38:04.412 --> 00:38:06.371
Ethan is supreme.

835
00:38:07.981 --> 00:38:10.070
Ethan will always be the
outrageous one of the group.

836
00:38:10.200 --> 00:38:11.463
- Mwah!

837
00:38:11.593 --> 00:38:13.116
He is the one who is going
to say,

838
00:38:13.247 --> 00:38:16.119
"Hey, I'm here. Pay attention."

839
00:38:16.250 --> 00:38:21.037
He made well over six figures
right before COVID hit.

840
00:38:21.168 --> 00:38:26.347
But then he did a video
on TikTok,

841
00:38:26.478 --> 00:38:29.263
and there was a woman that
was taking her kids to Disney

842
00:38:29.394 --> 00:38:30.917
every single day,

843
00:38:31.047 --> 00:38:32.875
and he made a funny video

844
00:38:33.006 --> 00:38:34.921
about calling child
protective services,

845
00:38:35.051 --> 00:38:36.618
'cause that would be
a horrible thing.

846
00:38:36.749 --> 00:38:38.533
We are not Disney
kind of people.

847
00:38:38.664 --> 00:38:40.274
We'd rather go
to a rock festival,

848
00:38:40.405 --> 00:38:43.016
or anything
but hang out at Disney.

849
00:38:44.234 --> 00:38:46.759
- And we said, what if
your kids something else?

850
00:38:46.889 --> 00:38:48.804
What if they like Marvel
and stuff like that?

851
00:38:48.935 --> 00:38:51.067
And we were just making a joke.
Just 'cause you love Disney,

852
00:38:51.198 --> 00:38:52.765
what if your kids
don't love Disney?

853
00:38:52.895 --> 00:38:54.288
- They attacked.

854
00:38:54.419 --> 00:38:58.074
They decided that
he was making fun

855
00:38:58.205 --> 00:39:01.208
of this woman's children,
which he wasn't.

856
00:39:01.339 --> 00:39:04.646
They went after brands,
contacting brands,

857
00:39:04.777 --> 00:39:07.954
telling brands that
this is a horrible person,

858
00:39:08.084 --> 00:39:09.738
you shouldn't be using
this person.

859
00:39:09.869 --> 00:39:12.741
And brands started dropping him.

860
00:39:12.872 --> 00:39:14.961
- He lost all of his brand deals
and endorsements,

861
00:39:15.091 --> 00:39:18.399
loses followers, loses so much.

862
00:39:18.530 --> 00:39:20.270
And it really was,

863
00:39:20.401 --> 00:39:22.708
that's what sent him
over the edge, losing so much.

864
00:39:25.101 --> 00:39:27.495
- Instead of just saying,
you know what?

865
00:39:27.626 --> 00:39:29.236
I don't like this person,
I don't like their content,

866
00:39:29.367 --> 00:39:31.456
I'm not going to watch them,

867
00:39:31.586 --> 00:39:36.635
they find this need
to destroy them.

868
00:39:36.765 --> 00:39:39.986
[alarm beeping loudly]

869
00:39:42.249 --> 00:39:44.469
- You know what?
I helped him make that TikTok.

870
00:39:44.599 --> 00:39:46.035
I don't really feel guilt
about that

871
00:39:46.166 --> 00:39:48.211
because Ethan did nothing wrong
in that TikTok.

872
00:39:48.342 --> 00:39:49.778
Nothing wrong at all.

873
00:39:49.909 --> 00:39:52.041
The internet decided to make him
think it was wrong.

874
00:39:52.172 --> 00:39:55.436
That's their fault.
Here's the thing:

875
00:39:55.567 --> 00:39:59.005
I will never think it wasn't
part of my fault that he's dead.

876
00:39:59.135 --> 00:40:00.876
I've gone through
our text messages

877
00:40:01.007 --> 00:40:03.009
and I've gone through our DMs,
and there'd be points

878
00:40:03.139 --> 00:40:05.011
where he'd be posting
about his life, and I'd be like,

879
00:40:05.141 --> 00:40:09.319
Go get a fucking Xanax.
I will never ever, ever say

880
00:40:09.450 --> 00:40:13.411
I'm not a part of the reason
that 17-year-old kid's dead.

881
00:40:27.816 --> 00:40:30.515
- She didn't have to use
the platform like that.

882
00:40:30.645 --> 00:40:32.342
You know what?

883
00:40:32.473 --> 00:40:35.520
She could have simply sent him
a message and said,

884
00:40:35.650 --> 00:40:37.435
"Hey, I was quite offended
by your video.

885
00:40:37.565 --> 00:40:40.481
But that video hurt my feelings

886
00:40:40.612 --> 00:40:43.136
and I would really be sad if my
kids grew up and saw it one day.

887
00:40:43.266 --> 00:40:44.964
Could you please take it down?"

888
00:40:45.094 --> 00:40:47.053
I guarantee Ethan probably
would've taken it down.

889
00:40:47.183 --> 00:40:49.882
They're still commenting on
his Instagrams every single day,

890
00:40:50.012 --> 00:40:53.538
bullying a post of a dead child.

891
00:40:53.668 --> 00:40:56.628
- Another one.
"Bitch."

892
00:40:56.758 --> 00:40:59.718
She says, "This is what happens
when you let your son be gay.

893
00:40:59.848 --> 00:41:03.069
If you slapped the shit out of
him when he came out of you,

894
00:41:03.199 --> 00:41:04.984
then maybe this wouldn't have
happened."

895
00:41:05.114 --> 00:41:06.942
You're only on my account

896
00:41:07.073 --> 00:41:10.598
because you wanted
to leave this message.

897
00:41:11.860 --> 00:41:15.081
It's just absolutely insane.

898
00:41:15.211 --> 00:41:17.257
Who does that?

899
00:41:17.387 --> 00:41:20.042
- You have to be, That was a kid
making mistake 'cause he was 17.

900
00:41:20.173 --> 00:41:22.523
And you have to think about,
What did I do when I was 17?

901
00:41:22.654 --> 00:41:24.438
How did I act when I was 17?

902
00:41:24.569 --> 00:41:26.222
What are the mistakes
I've made in life?

903
00:41:26.353 --> 00:41:28.355
You have a privilege that
you didn't do that on camera.

904
00:41:28.486 --> 00:41:30.052
It's a fucking privilege.

905
00:41:30.183 --> 00:41:31.663
There's things that
I said on the internet,

906
00:41:31.793 --> 00:41:33.839
like, I'll look back on videos
I made on 2019

907
00:41:33.969 --> 00:41:39.105
and my Instagram archive,
and I'm like, yikes!

908
00:41:39.235 --> 00:41:42.282
I would never do that at 23
because I grew the fuck up.

909
00:41:42.412 --> 00:41:45.764
[melancholy electro music]

910
00:42:00.605 --> 00:42:03.303
[faucet creaking,
water pouring]

911
00:42:11.398 --> 00:42:13.531
- As far as working a job,

912
00:42:15.794 --> 00:42:18.013
spent 10 years...

913
00:42:18.144 --> 00:42:20.102
I didn't have no love
for it.

914
00:42:20.233 --> 00:42:21.669
I didn't have any passion.

915
00:42:21.800 --> 00:42:24.324
I didn't have that motivation
to get up every day

916
00:42:24.454 --> 00:42:26.326
and do this and do that.

917
00:42:29.938 --> 00:42:32.201
If I wasn't a content creator,

918
00:42:32.332 --> 00:42:34.987
I honestly think
I'd be in a lot of trouble.

919
00:42:35.117 --> 00:42:39.252
The chances of me committing,
like, real crimes...

920
00:42:40.949 --> 00:42:43.561
Probably would be a criminal,
like a real criminal,

921
00:42:43.691 --> 00:42:46.041
unfortunately.

922
00:42:46.172 --> 00:42:48.957
I don't know what I would do.
That's the problem.

923
00:42:49.088 --> 00:42:51.264
So I decided if I'm going
to go to jail,

924
00:42:51.394 --> 00:42:53.222
I'm going to go to jail
for these videos.

925
00:42:58.184 --> 00:43:00.447
I had one bad day at work.

926
00:43:01.927 --> 00:43:05.408
I look at the customers, they're
all the way to the door,

927
00:43:05.539 --> 00:43:08.586
things weren't moving the way I
wanted to. It was an impulse.

928
00:43:08.716 --> 00:43:11.501
I want change,
and I want it now.

929
00:43:11.632 --> 00:43:14.548
For me,
it's a lot of tolerance.

930
00:43:15.505 --> 00:43:17.029
I ran out of it.

931
00:43:24.950 --> 00:43:27.605
[metal clanging]
Fuck all this Subway shit.

932
00:43:27.735 --> 00:43:29.389
Fuck all of this Subway shit,
bro.

933
00:43:29.519 --> 00:43:32.174
I'm done working at Subway.

934
00:43:32.305 --> 00:43:34.481
All of this clout-chasing shit
is temporary, bro, deadass.

935
00:43:34.612 --> 00:43:36.396
I don't want to do this.

936
00:43:36.526 --> 00:43:38.833
I really don't want
to be doing none of this.

937
00:43:38.964 --> 00:43:41.531
I'll throw everything
on the floor, man, deadass.

938
00:43:41.662 --> 00:43:43.272
I don't even care, bro.

939
00:43:43.403 --> 00:43:45.057
If this what I got to do,

940
00:43:45.187 --> 00:43:46.972
if this what I got to do
to get on,

941
00:43:47.102 --> 00:43:49.583
this what I'm going to do
to get on, bro.

942
00:43:49.714 --> 00:43:51.933
And I don't know what else
to do. You feel me?

943
00:43:52.064 --> 00:43:54.283
If I got to clout-chase
my way to the top,

944
00:43:54.414 --> 00:43:55.981
I'm going to clout-chase
my way to the top.

945
00:43:56.111 --> 00:43:57.722
Just give me an opportunity.

946
00:43:57.852 --> 00:43:59.637
I'm going to take advantage
of it.

947
00:43:59.767 --> 00:44:02.204
You know what I'm saying?
That's all I can say.

948
00:44:02.335 --> 00:44:04.642
Know what I'm saying? I'm going
to make the best out of it.

949
00:44:04.772 --> 00:44:06.905
Just looking
for an opportunity, bro.

950
00:44:11.083 --> 00:44:12.562
[yells]

951
00:44:20.179 --> 00:44:22.268
My name's Terrence Tayag.

952
00:44:22.398 --> 00:44:26.620
I'm probably one of Jumanne's
biggest fans, I guess.

953
00:44:26.751 --> 00:44:28.927
My yearbook quote:

954
00:44:29.057 --> 00:44:31.930
"I understand
the consequences of my actions,

955
00:44:32.060 --> 00:44:34.323
but I also understand
the benefits."

956
00:44:34.454 --> 00:44:36.325
It's a Jumanne quote,

957
00:44:36.456 --> 00:44:40.503
and it plays into
his entire YouTube persona.

958
00:44:40.634 --> 00:44:43.071
- Yeah, one day I'm going
to be a millionaire.

959
00:44:43.202 --> 00:44:45.291
All this is temporary.

960
00:44:46.248 --> 00:44:49.469
- When I first saw the first
Subway video he released...

961
00:44:49.599 --> 00:44:51.297
I'm going to be honest.

962
00:44:51.427 --> 00:44:53.778
I laughed so much when I saw it.

963
00:44:53.908 --> 00:44:56.824
I just was laughing
so freaking much.

964
00:44:58.130 --> 00:45:02.308
That video, when it blew up,
got over a million views.

965
00:45:02.438 --> 00:45:06.007
Even my friends
got a hold of the video.

966
00:45:06.138 --> 00:45:08.314
People reposting
Jumanne's videos

967
00:45:08.444 --> 00:45:10.882
on all these social platforms,

968
00:45:11.012 --> 00:45:14.189
Reddit, YouTube,
Instagram, Twitter,

969
00:45:14.320 --> 00:45:16.975
all those places,
getting the clicks.

970
00:45:17.105 --> 00:45:21.544
And also, it made it
onto the local news as well.

971
00:45:21.675 --> 00:45:26.636
The Subway one really hit
the media for real, though.

972
00:45:26.767 --> 00:45:29.770
When he did that stuff,
he knew what he signed up for.

973
00:45:29.901 --> 00:45:32.120
I know he's doing it
for a reason.

974
00:45:32.251 --> 00:45:35.384
I know he's not just doing it
for clout. Right?

975
00:45:35.515 --> 00:45:37.473
I mean he is,

976
00:45:37.604 --> 00:45:40.259
but I don't think he's a bad
person when he does that stuff.

977
00:45:40.389 --> 00:45:43.001
He clearly knows it's wrong.

978
00:45:43.131 --> 00:45:45.699
And even though it's wrong,

979
00:45:45.830 --> 00:45:49.268
it's just there to get
the attention that he needs.

980
00:45:58.973 --> 00:46:01.236
[neon buzzing lightly]

981
00:46:03.325 --> 00:46:05.545
- At the beginning
of when Jake started this,

982
00:46:05.675 --> 00:46:08.940
I don't think I understood
what the platform was

983
00:46:09.070 --> 00:46:10.811
or what it was intended for.

984
00:46:10.942 --> 00:46:12.160
All I understood was that
my son

985
00:46:12.291 --> 00:46:13.771
was making
some poor decisions

986
00:46:13.901 --> 00:46:15.381
and putting himself
in harm's way

987
00:46:15.511 --> 00:46:18.906
for laughter
or for comedic value.

988
00:46:19.037 --> 00:46:21.039
And as Jake was going
through high school

989
00:46:21.169 --> 00:46:22.997
and finishing up high school,

990
00:46:23.128 --> 00:46:25.086
and you hear about other
parents and their kids,

991
00:46:25.217 --> 00:46:27.785
and they're going off
to college or university,

992
00:46:27.915 --> 00:46:29.525
and my son's an influencer.

993
00:46:29.656 --> 00:46:31.527
I was like, I don't even
know what that means.

994
00:46:31.658 --> 00:46:33.268
Are you getting a full-time job?

995
00:46:33.399 --> 00:46:35.096
Are you going to go to school?

996
00:46:35.227 --> 00:46:37.403
So it's just a world
that I never knew,

997
00:46:37.533 --> 00:46:39.579
and I'm not even sure
that I could say

998
00:46:39.709 --> 00:46:41.276
I completely
understand it still.

999
00:46:41.407 --> 00:46:42.930
- I quit.

1000
00:46:43.061 --> 00:46:45.498
- I remember at a burger joint

1001
00:46:45.628 --> 00:46:47.761
was a young boy,

1002
00:46:47.892 --> 00:46:49.415
and he's just trying to...

1003
00:46:49.545 --> 00:46:51.809
You know, he's trying
to get Jake's attention.

1004
00:46:51.939 --> 00:46:53.854
And he's identified,
he knows who he is,

1005
00:46:53.985 --> 00:46:55.638
and he's trying to get
his attention,

1006
00:46:55.769 --> 00:46:57.379
and he wanted to take a picture
with Jake.

1007
00:46:57.510 --> 00:46:59.729
Well, those are kind of like
smile moments for me

1008
00:46:59.860 --> 00:47:02.428
where... may not understand,

1009
00:47:02.558 --> 00:47:04.909
but those are the fun times.

1010
00:47:11.002 --> 00:47:13.047
- Having Ava as a daughter

1011
00:47:13.178 --> 00:47:17.138
has been very challenging,
to say the least.

1012
00:47:17.269 --> 00:47:20.228
I mean, the stunts she pulls
and all this stuff,

1013
00:47:20.359 --> 00:47:22.100
but I do have
to give her credit.

1014
00:47:22.230 --> 00:47:26.452
The fact that she's...
worldwide news so many times,

1015
00:47:26.582 --> 00:47:29.890
and enough money to
be starting a 401k,

1016
00:47:30.021 --> 00:47:32.501
is very impressive
at your age.

1017
00:47:32.632 --> 00:47:34.677
And so...
Not that I like what she's...

1018
00:47:34.808 --> 00:47:37.071
I'd rather have her get married
to some guy.

1019
00:47:37.202 --> 00:47:38.638
- I don't want to do that.

1020
00:47:38.768 --> 00:47:40.901
Listen to this DM I got
from some guy:

1021
00:47:41.032 --> 00:47:43.469
"Just had a drink
with your dad in Manhattan.

1022
00:47:43.599 --> 00:47:46.080
He's so proud of you
and showed me your page.

1023
00:47:46.211 --> 00:47:47.995
Would love to connect."

1024
00:47:48.126 --> 00:47:49.910
Obviously
this creepy old man...

1025
00:47:50.041 --> 00:47:51.869
- But you didn't...
He's a plastic surgeon.

1026
00:47:51.999 --> 00:47:53.392
He's offering you
free plastic surgery.

1027
00:47:58.397 --> 00:48:00.660
- I never thought
about the fame.

1028
00:48:00.790 --> 00:48:02.967
I mean, you would talk about,

1029
00:48:03.097 --> 00:48:06.405
"Oh wow, this clip got
so many likes, or whatever."

1030
00:48:06.535 --> 00:48:08.102
- Mm-hmm.

1031
00:48:08.233 --> 00:48:12.193
It never fazed me that
I would equate that with fame.

1032
00:48:12.324 --> 00:48:15.240
- Nowhere near where I want
to be in the social media.

1033
00:48:15.370 --> 00:48:17.764
I just want to keep building
followers and a fan base.

1034
00:48:17.895 --> 00:48:19.374
- See, and I'm oblivious
to all that.

1035
00:48:19.505 --> 00:48:21.202
- I never thought
that it would actually...

1036
00:48:21.333 --> 00:48:22.987
ever get to be this big.

1037
00:48:24.640 --> 00:48:26.773
[yelping]

1038
00:48:27.905 --> 00:48:29.602
- Look at her on her pony
at the horse show.

1039
00:48:29.732 --> 00:48:31.909
She won a ribbon. Right?
She had a really nice life.

1040
00:48:32.039 --> 00:48:33.562
She just didn't like
how she looked.

1041
00:48:33.693 --> 00:48:35.347
You notice it.
- Yeah, 'cause she bullied me.

1042
00:48:35.477 --> 00:48:37.218
- I did.

1043
00:48:37.349 --> 00:48:39.829
I bullied her 'cause
I didn't want her to get fat.

1044
00:48:39.960 --> 00:48:41.440
She wouldn't stop eating out.

1045
00:48:41.570 --> 00:48:43.398
- So I got an eating disorder
and threw up everywhere.

1046
00:48:43.529 --> 00:48:45.357
She used to go on a bikini
on her trampoline

1047
00:48:45.487 --> 00:48:47.707
and bounce on the trampoline
in a bikini

1048
00:48:47.837 --> 00:48:49.361
to make all the moms upset.

1049
00:48:49.491 --> 00:48:52.668
And the kids would come home
on the bus from school,

1050
00:48:52.799 --> 00:48:55.280
and then we would all see my
mother in a bikini, bouncing.

1051
00:48:55.410 --> 00:48:57.064
- Guilty.

1052
00:48:57.195 --> 00:49:00.154
- And she wonders
why I have an OnlyFans.

1053
00:49:02.765 --> 00:49:04.550
- It's been tough at times

1054
00:49:04.680 --> 00:49:06.421
watching certain stunts
or activities

1055
00:49:06.552 --> 00:49:08.815
that my son has done that he
would put himself in harm's way.

1056
00:49:08.946 --> 00:49:11.600
And as a mom, you want
your children safe.

1057
00:49:11.731 --> 00:49:14.081
And to see him
cause himself harm...

1058
00:49:14.212 --> 00:49:15.909
Because I think at that age,

1059
00:49:16.040 --> 00:49:17.780
you don't think anything's
ever going to happen.

1060
00:49:17.911 --> 00:49:19.521
You assume that all
will be well,

1061
00:49:19.652 --> 00:49:21.349
or always going to recover.

1062
00:49:21.480 --> 00:49:23.351
And as a parent, you always
look at, "What if it doesn't?"

1063
00:49:23.482 --> 00:49:24.831
What if that one time...?

1064
00:49:24.962 --> 00:49:26.267
- Okay. Go again.
Let's go again.

1065
00:49:26.398 --> 00:49:28.356
Ready?
We're going to go.

1066
00:49:28.487 --> 00:49:30.315
- So I definitely had
some strains for sure.

1067
00:49:30.445 --> 00:49:33.187
And you try to be understanding
and tolerant

1068
00:49:33.318 --> 00:49:36.582
but still provide the direction
and guidance

1069
00:49:36.712 --> 00:49:39.585
as to what they're doing
might not be viewed as favorably

1070
00:49:39.715 --> 00:49:41.108
in the general public.

1071
00:49:41.239 --> 00:49:44.024
But it's been...

1072
00:49:44.155 --> 00:49:46.592
it has been challenging
throughout some of the years.

1073
00:49:52.990 --> 00:49:54.817
- I don't like the
rooftopping at all.

1074
00:49:54.948 --> 00:49:56.863
- Which is fair.
- We've had fights.

1075
00:49:56.994 --> 00:49:58.473
I've yelled and I've...

1076
00:49:58.604 --> 00:50:01.172
"You're not doing this!"
Well, I'm not going to...

1077
00:50:01.302 --> 00:50:03.609
- I'm 22 years old.
- ...ground a 22-year-old guy!

1078
00:50:03.739 --> 00:50:06.090
What am I going to do?
You know...

1079
00:50:06.220 --> 00:50:08.744
And then he would say,
Well, I wouldn't do it

1080
00:50:08.875 --> 00:50:11.095
if I wasn't comfortable
doing it.

1081
00:50:11.225 --> 00:50:13.836
I wouldn't do it if I knew
I was going to get hurt.

1082
00:50:13.967 --> 00:50:16.622
I wouldn't do it
if I knew I couldn't do it.

1083
00:50:16.752 --> 00:50:18.537
And I said,
Well, accidents happen.

1084
00:50:18.667 --> 00:50:21.540
And I pray a lot for him.

1085
00:50:21.670 --> 00:50:23.411
A really lot.

1086
00:50:39.036 --> 00:50:40.472
So I have blonde hair now.

1087
00:50:41.951 --> 00:50:43.910
I've got a nice mustache
going on.

1088
00:50:44.041 --> 00:50:45.955
The new Jackass movie
just came out.

1089
00:50:47.174 --> 00:50:48.697
They took
one of my bits, I think.

1090
00:50:48.828 --> 00:50:51.135
What are you going to do?
It's the internet.

1091
00:50:51.265 --> 00:50:54.573
I can't trademark a video.

1092
00:50:54.703 --> 00:50:57.315
I can't trademark the mime.
You know?

1093
00:50:57.445 --> 00:50:59.621
People have been doing it
since, I don't know, 1920s.

1094
00:50:59.752 --> 00:51:01.449
[yelling]

1095
00:51:01.580 --> 00:51:04.496
Yeah, it sucks.
But it is what it is.

1096
00:51:04.626 --> 00:51:06.889
Steve-O's been an inspiration.

1097
00:51:07.020 --> 00:51:08.108
I've mentioned that many times,

1098
00:51:08.239 --> 00:51:10.328
that Steve-O is kind
of the reason

1099
00:51:10.458 --> 00:51:12.156
why I got into doing stunts
and stuff.

1100
00:51:12.286 --> 00:51:14.114
And yeah, with the whole
mime bit,

1101
00:51:14.245 --> 00:51:18.118
it was a clearcut ripoff
to the tee,

1102
00:51:18.249 --> 00:51:20.338
even with the skateboard
hitting the shin.

1103
00:51:20.468 --> 00:51:22.166
Would've been nice
to get the invite.

1104
00:51:22.296 --> 00:51:24.342
It would've been cool to get
a little bit of credit in there.

1105
00:51:24.472 --> 00:51:26.561
But what are you going to do?

1106
00:51:29.173 --> 00:51:30.652
Good shot.

1107
00:51:32.828 --> 00:51:34.482
The butter is
on the top, dude.

1108
00:51:34.613 --> 00:51:36.223
Fucking ridiculous.

1109
00:51:38.312 --> 00:51:40.706
"Do not attempt any of the
stunts you're about to see."

1110
00:51:40.836 --> 00:51:43.056
If only a whole generation
listened to that, bro.

1111
00:51:43.187 --> 00:51:44.884
Legit, man.

1112
00:51:50.803 --> 00:51:52.152
[laughing]

1113
00:51:53.110 --> 00:51:54.415
Yo!

1114
00:51:54.546 --> 00:51:55.634
Dude, he just...

1115
00:51:55.764 --> 00:51:57.897
Yo, what the fuck?

1116
00:51:58.854 --> 00:52:00.378
Wow.

1117
00:52:01.857 --> 00:52:03.294
[onscreen]:
This is the quiet game.

1118
00:52:03.424 --> 00:52:05.948
- Okay. Here's my live reaction

1119
00:52:06.079 --> 00:52:07.820
to seeing Jackass
take the mime idea.

1120
00:52:07.950 --> 00:52:09.387
[onscreen]: Are you ready?

1121
00:52:09.517 --> 00:52:11.432
[yelling onscreen]
- Oh, my God, dude.

1122
00:52:11.563 --> 00:52:14.087
- So confidence is...

1123
00:52:14.218 --> 00:52:16.394
- Yeah, they fully
kind of took it, but...

1124
00:52:21.399 --> 00:52:24.358
[ethereal music]

1125
00:52:32.236 --> 00:52:34.890
It's kind of like
a fresh start a little bit.

1126
00:52:35.021 --> 00:52:37.719
So that's how I'm going
to try and look at it.

1127
00:52:37.850 --> 00:52:39.286
And I don't know.

1128
00:52:39.417 --> 00:52:41.506
I think it's time to retire
the whole mime thing.

1129
00:52:41.636 --> 00:52:43.769
I want to be known
as Jake Hillhouse too;

1130
00:52:43.899 --> 00:52:46.250
I don't want to be known as the
guy that puts on mime makeup

1131
00:52:46.380 --> 00:52:48.991
and fucks himself up.
You know?

1132
00:52:49.122 --> 00:52:51.994
I mean, Steve-O made a noise,
and I never made a noise.

1133
00:52:52.125 --> 00:52:54.301
So I got him on that.

1134
00:53:05.007 --> 00:53:06.270
- Where should we start?

1135
00:53:07.749 --> 00:53:11.188
This... this is my gold
Chanel bag.

1136
00:53:11.318 --> 00:53:13.842
It's covered in flies,

1137
00:53:14.713 --> 00:53:16.454
because though
I am an influencer,

1138
00:53:16.584 --> 00:53:19.935
I live like the dirty
ratchet Jersey bitch I am.

1139
00:53:20.066 --> 00:53:23.591
This bag was $6,000.

1140
00:53:23.722 --> 00:53:25.550
People look at it
and they're like, Oh, my God,

1141
00:53:25.680 --> 00:53:27.813
that's the most gorgeous
Chanel bag I've ever seen.

1142
00:53:27.943 --> 00:53:29.206
And it's just special
and different.

1143
00:53:29.336 --> 00:53:30.859
I only buy bags
that are special.

1144
00:53:30.990 --> 00:53:32.861
This is my latest purchase.

1145
00:53:32.992 --> 00:53:35.342
I thought the color
was quite pretty.

1146
00:53:35.473 --> 00:53:38.476
This is how I would imagine
unicorn semen would look

1147
00:53:38.606 --> 00:53:41.130
if a unicorn ejaculated
onto a purse.

1148
00:53:41.261 --> 00:53:42.784
This is kind of the vibe I got.

1149
00:53:42.915 --> 00:53:44.656
This is the real prize.

1150
00:53:44.786 --> 00:53:46.223
Little dirty.

1151
00:53:48.790 --> 00:53:50.879
This one was like 7,000.

1152
00:53:51.010 --> 00:53:54.405
This one was 4,000,
which is cheaper for my bags.

1153
00:53:54.535 --> 00:53:55.884
I just started collecting them.

1154
00:53:56.015 --> 00:53:57.799
I got a designer purse
addiction.

1155
00:53:57.930 --> 00:53:59.801
And I got addicted
to the fucking bags.

1156
00:53:59.932 --> 00:54:01.673
And I didn't even carry them.

1157
00:54:01.803 --> 00:54:03.631
I would just go to the store
and see one that was cute,

1158
00:54:03.762 --> 00:54:05.242
and I could afford it,
so I bought it.

1159
00:54:05.372 --> 00:54:06.765
Then I realized
at the end of the year,

1160
00:54:06.895 --> 00:54:10.247
I was just like,
I spent at least $150,000

1161
00:54:10.377 --> 00:54:12.771
on purses that
I don't even carry.

1162
00:54:12.901 --> 00:54:17.036
Oh, no. It appears
the cats have chewed it.

1163
00:54:17.166 --> 00:54:18.559
Oh, no.

1164
00:54:18.690 --> 00:54:20.344
My cats chewed on this.

1165
00:54:20.474 --> 00:54:22.041
That sucks.

1166
00:54:22.911 --> 00:54:24.478
Oh, well.

1167
00:54:24.609 --> 00:54:26.915
Guess it's staying with me
and not ever being sold.

1168
00:54:27.046 --> 00:54:28.656
[coughs]

1169
00:54:28.787 --> 00:54:30.310
Not that I would want
to sell this one anyway.

1170
00:54:30.441 --> 00:54:33.835
I got rich way too fast.

1171
00:54:33.966 --> 00:54:35.924
I made a very immature decision.

1172
00:54:36.055 --> 00:54:38.057
So if you get really rich
off the internet,

1173
00:54:38.187 --> 00:54:40.407
save it
and don't buy dumb shit.

1174
00:54:40.538 --> 00:54:44.281
'Cause it's like when you give a
21-year-old six figures a year,

1175
00:54:44.411 --> 00:54:46.370
and obviously she's going
to blow it on Chanel bags.

1176
00:54:46.500 --> 00:54:49.068
Now I'm getting older
and realizing

1177
00:54:49.198 --> 00:54:52.071
I should invest my money
on myself and my ass.

1178
00:54:52.201 --> 00:54:54.334
It's an investment.

1179
00:55:10.959 --> 00:55:13.222
[clanging]

1180
00:55:17.052 --> 00:55:19.141
- Um, I could...

1181
00:55:19.272 --> 00:55:21.753
The amount of money
that I've made over time

1182
00:55:21.883 --> 00:55:24.277
from my content,

1183
00:55:24.408 --> 00:55:26.540
I probably made
a little bit more than $500.

1184
00:55:26.671 --> 00:55:29.413
But that's over two years maybe.

1185
00:55:29.543 --> 00:55:33.068
I didn't make anything
that was worth it financially.

1186
00:55:33.199 --> 00:55:36.768
I've made money,
but it wasn't worth it.

1187
00:55:43.078 --> 00:55:46.299
- I think a lot of what's
driving influencer culture

1188
00:55:46.430 --> 00:55:52.392
is the dream or allure that
you might be able to make it

1189
00:55:52.523 --> 00:55:54.655
and that it might be lucrative,

1190
00:55:54.786 --> 00:55:56.788
and you could be the one
that goes viral.

1191
00:55:56.918 --> 00:56:01.314
So that's what's making
the content get pushed out.

1192
00:56:06.450 --> 00:56:10.192
- Statistically, to be
a super famous, I'm talking

1193
00:56:10.323 --> 00:56:13.631
top-end, super famous
internet celebrity YouTuber,

1194
00:56:13.761 --> 00:56:16.111
your odds are extremely low.

1195
00:56:16.242 --> 00:56:19.680
There are over 3,000 channels
making six figures a year

1196
00:56:19.811 --> 00:56:21.203
on YouTube:

1197
00:56:21.334 --> 00:56:23.249
underneath one tenth
of one tenth of 1%.

1198
00:56:23.380 --> 00:56:24.468
Not good.

1199
00:56:24.598 --> 00:56:25.991
Your odds,

1200
00:56:26.121 --> 00:56:27.819
your current odds,

1201
00:56:27.949 --> 00:56:31.562
are easier to get drafted
onto a professional sports team

1202
00:56:31.692 --> 00:56:33.346
and go to Harvard

1203
00:56:33.477 --> 00:56:35.304
and then get drafted
onto another sports team

1204
00:56:35.435 --> 00:56:38.046
is easier than becoming
a super famous YouTuber.

1205
00:56:38.177 --> 00:56:41.833
So it is statistically
difficult

1206
00:56:41.963 --> 00:56:44.575
to become super famous.

1207
00:56:44.705 --> 00:56:47.360
That being said,
anyone can do it.

1208
00:56:53.975 --> 00:56:55.890
- Anybody want to join the live?

1209
00:56:58.066 --> 00:57:00.939
Damn. Terrence ain't pop up
or Teddy. This is crazy.

1210
00:57:01.069 --> 00:57:04.290
They're not even here, bro,
at all.

1211
00:57:05.291 --> 00:57:07.467
Um...

1212
00:57:09.382 --> 00:57:11.340
Yeah, I mean, it is what it is.

1213
00:57:11.471 --> 00:57:13.299
You know what I'm saying?
So...

1214
00:57:18.739 --> 00:57:21.089
Might of have had
a couple viral videos,

1215
00:57:21.220 --> 00:57:23.178
but that doesn't mean nothing.
I didn't make any real...

1216
00:57:23.309 --> 00:57:25.746
I didn't make almost any money
off those videos,

1217
00:57:25.877 --> 00:57:29.141
so regardless
on how many millions of views

1218
00:57:29.271 --> 00:57:32.884
that my videos generated,
it hasn't done anything for me.

1219
00:57:33.014 --> 00:57:36.191
My reality is I have
a bad reputation locally.

1220
00:57:36.322 --> 00:57:39.064
The people that are coming
to my profiles

1221
00:57:39.194 --> 00:57:40.587
and sending me messages,

1222
00:57:40.718 --> 00:57:42.502
but they're coming out
of the controversy,

1223
00:57:42.633 --> 00:57:43.982
so they're coming through hate.

1224
00:57:44.112 --> 00:57:46.201
They're angry
and they want to criticize.

1225
00:57:46.332 --> 00:57:48.160
And that's really it, it is.

1226
00:57:48.290 --> 00:57:51.119
And everything I did is like
a circus. I was a clown.

1227
00:57:51.250 --> 00:57:53.644
And if I'm going to be a clown,
I have to be a clown.

1228
00:57:53.774 --> 00:57:55.428
I can't just take off
the clown suit

1229
00:57:55.559 --> 00:57:56.821
and put on a business suit

1230
00:57:56.951 --> 00:57:58.866
and think people are going
to stay for the show.

1231
00:57:58.997 --> 00:58:00.738
They're not.
They came to see a clown.

1232
00:58:00.868 --> 00:58:02.130
That's what they came
to the circus for.

1233
00:58:02.261 --> 00:58:03.958
They want to see the act.

1234
00:58:08.659 --> 00:58:12.576
"What's a message you hope
to express most in your story?"

1235
00:58:18.190 --> 00:58:19.887
I don't know.

1236
00:58:20.018 --> 00:58:21.759
Just a person trying
to find himself.

1237
00:58:21.889 --> 00:58:23.804
I don't know.
I don't know.

1238
00:58:23.935 --> 00:58:25.763
I'm just a regular person, bro.
Just a human being.

1239
00:58:42.649 --> 00:58:44.869
- My TikTok has been deleted,
which sucks.

1240
00:58:44.999 --> 00:58:46.566
Tried appealing it.

1241
00:58:46.697 --> 00:58:48.220
Doesn't look like
it's happening.

1242
00:58:48.350 --> 00:58:50.309
They have the ability
to just take you down.

1243
00:58:50.439 --> 00:58:52.920
[yelling]
Pry it open.

1244
00:58:53.051 --> 00:58:55.096
Ow, fuck!

1245
00:58:55.227 --> 00:58:58.578
Yeah. I think I was taken down
for self-harm, which,

1246
00:58:58.709 --> 00:59:00.537
you know, it kind of makes
sense, it kind of doesn't.

1247
00:59:00.667 --> 00:59:02.147
I don't know.
It just sucks

1248
00:59:02.277 --> 00:59:05.890
'cause that was a big form
of numbers

1249
00:59:06.020 --> 00:59:08.327
to push towards my YouTube
and push towards my Instagram.

1250
00:59:08.457 --> 00:59:09.981
So yeah, it sucks.

1251
00:59:10.111 --> 00:59:13.114
I didn't make a single dollar,
at least not from TikTok.

1252
00:59:13.245 --> 00:59:14.812
I didn't make a single dollar.

1253
00:59:14.942 --> 00:59:18.859
So to dumb it down for you,

1254
00:59:18.990 --> 00:59:20.731
I don't know what's next,
but I do know

1255
00:59:20.861 --> 00:59:23.777
that I do want to reshape it so
that I can do this for a living.

1256
00:59:23.908 --> 00:59:27.694
Because right now I'm not
doing it for a living,

1257
00:59:27.825 --> 00:59:30.088
'cause I don't make anything
from it really.

1258
00:59:39.706 --> 00:59:42.535
- I forever am going
to be looked at

1259
00:59:42.666 --> 00:59:44.972
as the girl who licked a toilet
seat, but who cares?

1260
00:59:45.103 --> 00:59:47.888
If I licked a toilet seat
and I was really ugly,

1261
00:59:48.019 --> 00:59:52.501
I would not have gone
as explosive as it did.

1262
00:59:52.632 --> 00:59:55.287
But there was some sex appeal
in me licking that toilet seat.

1263
00:59:55.417 --> 00:59:57.289
You know what I'm saying?

1264
00:59:57.419 --> 01:00:00.074
And it's like, if I was an ugly
girl licking a toilet seat,

1265
01:00:00.205 --> 01:00:02.599
it wouldn't have done
as the numbers did.

1266
01:00:02.729 --> 01:00:05.471
But I think especially
what I do for a living,

1267
01:00:05.602 --> 01:00:09.518
sex just really sells.

1268
01:00:09.649 --> 01:00:13.348
You cannot be a woman
who has zero talent.

1269
01:00:13.479 --> 01:00:15.133
Like, I don't have talent.

1270
01:00:15.263 --> 01:00:18.571
My talent is manipulating
the media and blowing up online.

1271
01:00:18.702 --> 01:00:19.616
I would say that's talent.

1272
01:00:19.746 --> 01:00:21.530
But besides that,

1273
01:00:21.661 --> 01:00:23.271
we live in a society
where we're seen as objects.

1274
01:00:23.402 --> 01:00:24.838
We just are.

1275
01:00:24.969 --> 01:00:26.840
And a lot of people
don't want to admit it.

1276
01:00:26.971 --> 01:00:28.799
There are women
who don't want to appeal

1277
01:00:28.929 --> 01:00:31.192
to the male gaze and they go
very against the grain.

1278
01:00:31.323 --> 01:00:33.368
And good for them for that.
But I'm not going to do that

1279
01:00:33.499 --> 01:00:35.806
because I see the advantage
of taking over the male gaze.

1280
01:00:35.936 --> 01:00:37.416
And if men just want
to have sex with me

1281
01:00:37.546 --> 01:00:38.896
and see me as a sex object,

1282
01:00:39.026 --> 01:00:41.028
'cause it's what was happening
to me for years

1283
01:00:41.159 --> 01:00:43.161
and happening to every girl
I've ever known,

1284
01:00:43.291 --> 01:00:45.293
I was just like, Well,
let's just make money off of it.

1285
01:00:45.424 --> 01:00:46.947
Just in general,

1286
01:00:47.078 --> 01:00:48.645
there are girls
who don't have OnlyFans

1287
01:00:48.775 --> 01:00:50.647
who are getting used by men.

1288
01:00:50.777 --> 01:00:53.171
At least
I make money off of it,

1289
01:00:53.301 --> 01:00:55.608
'cause you could not be
a little sexy internet girl,

1290
01:00:55.739 --> 01:00:57.349
but then you'll have to go work
a nine-to-five,

1291
01:00:57.479 --> 01:00:59.786
or you'll probably be
sexually harassed at your job.

1292
01:01:08.099 --> 01:01:09.927
- We need to be tuned in.

1293
01:01:10.057 --> 01:01:12.451
We can't passively interact the
way that television allows us

1294
01:01:12.581 --> 01:01:13.974
to sit back and consume.

1295
01:01:14.105 --> 01:01:16.020
And we need to remember

1296
01:01:16.150 --> 01:01:18.196
that we are actually
in charge of the platform.

1297
01:01:18.326 --> 01:01:20.111
It isn't the platform
in charge of us.

1298
01:01:20.241 --> 01:01:22.896
- One of the reasons the TikTok
algorithm is so powerful

1299
01:01:23.027 --> 01:01:25.072
is it's based on something
called dwell time

1300
01:01:25.203 --> 01:01:27.509
and actually
what you're watching.

1301
01:01:27.640 --> 01:01:30.643
So it's not as much
what you like or share;

1302
01:01:30.774 --> 01:01:32.340
it's what you're actually
watching,

1303
01:01:32.471 --> 01:01:34.995
which is a much better indicator
of what you as a consumer

1304
01:01:35.126 --> 01:01:36.910
are interested in.

1305
01:01:37.041 --> 01:01:39.696
So as much as consumers
might say they don't want drama,

1306
01:01:39.826 --> 01:01:41.523
they don't want a certain
type of content,

1307
01:01:41.654 --> 01:01:44.875
it actually is sort of a mirror
back to ourselves

1308
01:01:45.005 --> 01:01:47.442
because we're the ones that
are liking, commenting,

1309
01:01:47.573 --> 01:01:50.010
sharing, and engaging
with that content.

1310
01:01:51.316 --> 01:01:53.144
- Yeah.

1311
01:01:54.972 --> 01:01:57.322
- I was getting harassed a lot
in the DMs by people saying,

1312
01:01:57.452 --> 01:01:59.716
Why weren't you in the new
Jackass? Jackass stole your bit.

1313
01:01:59.846 --> 01:02:01.848
Have you seen the new Jackass?
How come they didn't ask you

1314
01:02:01.979 --> 01:02:04.024
to be in the mime bit?
Blah, blah, blah.

1315
01:02:04.155 --> 01:02:08.028
So I just posted an Instagram
video dressed as the mime,

1316
01:02:08.159 --> 01:02:11.118
and I said, You can't trademark
a genius idea.

1317
01:02:11.249 --> 01:02:13.381
Kind of egg on the people

1318
01:02:13.512 --> 01:02:15.644
that were already harassing me
about that.

1319
01:02:15.775 --> 01:02:18.082
And I guess Steve-O
might not have known.

1320
01:02:18.212 --> 01:02:21.825
He has known about me since 2017
when I snorted pepper spray

1321
01:02:21.955 --> 01:02:23.391
'cause he sent me
a video saying,

1322
01:02:23.522 --> 01:02:26.003
"Good job on the pepper spray
snort, bro."

1323
01:02:26.133 --> 01:02:28.875
And he said, "Looking at the
comments on your last post,

1324
01:02:29.006 --> 01:02:31.225
people are saying that we copied
you with our silent game bit.

1325
01:02:31.356 --> 01:02:32.749
Did you really do that first?"

1326
01:02:32.879 --> 01:02:34.838
And I just basically replied
saying,

1327
01:02:34.968 --> 01:02:37.101
Yeah, that's been my thing
for two, three years now.

1328
01:02:38.798 --> 01:02:41.192
And he replied saying
something like, "Yikes."

1329
01:02:41.322 --> 01:02:44.064
But moral of the story is that
I did get the follow back.

1330
01:02:44.195 --> 01:02:46.284
So...

1331
01:02:46.414 --> 01:02:48.590
Steve-O's been an inspiration,
so that's really cool.

1332
01:02:51.245 --> 01:02:53.073
I mean, who knows? Maybe
they'll do a Jackass 5

1333
01:02:53.204 --> 01:02:55.380
and I'll be the star.

1334
01:02:55.510 --> 01:02:58.862
You never know. I mean,
life can work that way. Right?

1335
01:03:08.349 --> 01:03:11.309
- I feel like things are just
getting worse.

1336
01:03:11.439 --> 01:03:15.487
You know? It's like
after the whole Subway thing,

1337
01:03:15.617 --> 01:03:18.446
when I just reflect
on my reputation,

1338
01:03:18.577 --> 01:03:22.407
I'm like... that thought of
suicide was definitely there.

1339
01:03:22.537 --> 01:03:24.757
It was there multiple times.
You know?

1340
01:03:24.888 --> 01:03:27.629
Even though I'm not dead,

1341
01:03:27.760 --> 01:03:29.936
I feel like it's only
a matter of time, I guess.

1342
01:03:30.067 --> 01:03:31.677
It's just deep depression,
I guess.

1343
01:03:31.808 --> 01:03:33.418
It does that to people.

1344
01:03:35.289 --> 01:03:39.903
For some people like myself,
it becomes your life.

1345
01:03:40.991 --> 01:03:44.516
I've adapted to it for so long,
it's just a part of me.

1346
01:03:45.517 --> 01:03:47.432
Suicidal thoughts
kind of start off like,

1347
01:03:47.562 --> 01:03:49.477
"Oh, what if I wasn't here
no more? Who would care?"

1348
01:03:49.608 --> 01:03:51.566
It's not really thinking,

1349
01:03:51.697 --> 01:03:54.004
"Oh, I should kill myself,"

1350
01:03:54.134 --> 01:03:56.180
but I wonder
who would care if I wasn't?

1351
01:03:56.310 --> 01:03:58.269
And that's kind of the slow
process of like,

1352
01:03:58.399 --> 01:03:59.966
no, I don't want to be here
no more. But you never know.

1353
01:04:00.097 --> 01:04:02.273
I think people that killed
themselves,

1354
01:04:02.403 --> 01:04:04.362
they know it's coming, but
they don't know exactly when.

1355
01:04:04.492 --> 01:04:06.016
I think it just hits them.

1356
01:04:06.146 --> 01:04:08.192
So I try to be humble
about that.

1357
01:04:08.322 --> 01:04:09.976
You know, you never know.

1358
01:04:13.458 --> 01:04:15.939
[melancholy music]

1359
01:04:29.517 --> 01:04:30.910
- Yeah!

1360
01:04:33.652 --> 01:04:35.610
Get it. Let's go!

1361
01:04:35.741 --> 01:04:37.438
[clapping]
Nice try.

1362
01:04:37.569 --> 01:04:39.353
- So I wouldn't attempt
something like this

1363
01:04:39.484 --> 01:04:41.486
outside
in a threatening situation

1364
01:04:41.616 --> 01:04:43.836
unless I did it in the gym
hundreds of times.

1365
01:04:43.967 --> 01:04:45.533
- You got it.
Let's go.

1366
01:04:45.664 --> 01:04:47.318
Push it. Push it.
There it is!

1367
01:04:47.448 --> 01:04:49.494
Good. Hey!
Get it.

1368
01:04:49.624 --> 01:04:50.712
Big swing.

1369
01:04:50.843 --> 01:04:52.366
Woo!

1370
01:04:52.497 --> 01:04:53.890
Let's go!

1371
01:04:54.934 --> 01:04:56.718
To the cat over.

1372
01:04:56.849 --> 01:04:59.112
[jazz music]

1373
01:05:05.684 --> 01:05:08.252
[indistinct comments]

1374
01:05:08.382 --> 01:05:11.124
Number one rule:
check your surfaces.

1375
01:05:11.255 --> 01:05:13.561
Sometimes these tries
take like 30 tries.

1376
01:05:13.692 --> 01:05:15.650
You know, you watch the videos,
you watch people do it.

1377
01:05:15.781 --> 01:05:17.174
It looks like, Oh, they're just
super good

1378
01:05:17.304 --> 01:05:18.915
and they just
get it right away.

1379
01:05:19.045 --> 01:05:20.873
Little did you know
they trained all day

1380
01:05:21.004 --> 01:05:23.093
for that one jump. You know
what I mean? So it's crazy.

1381
01:05:28.968 --> 01:05:30.578
Oi!

1382
01:05:30.709 --> 01:05:32.754
And that's called a bounce back.

1383
01:05:32.885 --> 01:05:34.582
- I wouldn't do something

1384
01:05:34.713 --> 01:05:36.497
if it's not in front of a camera
or for views.

1385
01:05:36.628 --> 01:05:39.457
I guess I say this
because I have trained years.

1386
01:05:39.587 --> 01:05:41.894
Now I'm just at the point
where I want an audience

1387
01:05:42.025 --> 01:05:43.026
to show off
my hard work to.

1388
01:05:43.156 --> 01:05:44.723
- Which, that's fair. You know?
- Yeah.

1389
01:05:44.853 --> 01:05:46.812
If that's what drives you

1390
01:05:46.943 --> 01:05:48.161
and that's what helps you
get better,

1391
01:05:48.292 --> 01:05:49.946
then absolutely 100%
go for it.

1392
01:05:50.076 --> 01:05:52.513
But if that's going to put
you out of your comfort zone,

1393
01:05:52.644 --> 01:05:54.515
then that's when you have
to call it there

1394
01:05:54.646 --> 01:05:55.995
and say,
Why am I doing this?

1395
01:05:56.126 --> 01:05:58.432
And am I even capable
of doing this?

1396
01:05:58.563 --> 01:06:00.173
- You know your limits.
You know?

1397
01:06:00.304 --> 01:06:02.219
You train, and then
that's pretty much what it is.

1398
01:06:04.134 --> 01:06:06.266
For what I do,

1399
01:06:06.397 --> 01:06:08.399
so many people have a different
perspective and idea

1400
01:06:08.529 --> 01:06:10.314
of what it is I'm doing.

1401
01:06:10.444 --> 01:06:12.403
Some of it's negative,
some of it's positive,

1402
01:06:12.533 --> 01:06:14.535
but at the end of the day,
everybody, they want to see it

1403
01:06:14.666 --> 01:06:16.233
and they want to watch it.

1404
01:06:16.363 --> 01:06:17.799
I still have a lot of people
who are like,

1405
01:06:17.930 --> 01:06:20.063
Man, what you do is so dumb,
but I watch it anyway.

1406
01:06:20.193 --> 01:06:21.978
Then there's a lot of people
who are like, That's so cool.

1407
01:06:22.108 --> 01:06:23.762
I wish I could do stuff
like that.

1408
01:06:23.892 --> 01:06:25.068
And I love watching you

1409
01:06:25.198 --> 01:06:27.070
because I never could do
something like that

1410
01:06:27.200 --> 01:06:28.723
and I want to see
somebody do it.

1411
01:06:28.854 --> 01:06:30.508
And that's one of the reasons
I do it too,

1412
01:06:30.638 --> 01:06:32.423
is because if it wasn't me
up there doing it,

1413
01:06:32.553 --> 01:06:34.120
I'm sure somebody else
would be up there doing it.

1414
01:06:34.251 --> 01:06:36.079
The risks of it is that

1415
01:06:36.209 --> 01:06:38.646
anybody with a cell phone now
can go do some stupid shit

1416
01:06:38.777 --> 01:06:41.171
and think that
they're going to get famous

1417
01:06:41.301 --> 01:06:43.825
or get money from it
and then fuck themselves up

1418
01:06:43.956 --> 01:06:46.524
and get hurt, but that's always
been the risk.

1419
01:06:49.135 --> 01:06:52.138
People were doing dumb shit
before there were cameras, so...

1420
01:06:58.231 --> 01:07:00.103
I am proud of the amount
of followers

1421
01:07:00.233 --> 01:07:02.844
I've been able to gather, but
I'm not really happy with that.

1422
01:07:02.975 --> 01:07:04.759
Obviously want to strive
for a lot more

1423
01:07:04.890 --> 01:07:07.849
where I can be more
self-sufficient off my content.

1424
01:07:07.980 --> 01:07:10.852
I've made a lot of plans
to get outside

1425
01:07:10.983 --> 01:07:13.986
and meet up with other creators
and go film some more stuff

1426
01:07:14.117 --> 01:07:16.423
that will hopefully go viral

1427
01:07:16.554 --> 01:07:19.296
and we'll get
some more viral content.

1428
01:07:24.214 --> 01:07:26.999
The very first time I was ever
on a roof

1429
01:07:27.130 --> 01:07:28.957
and just looking over the edge,

1430
01:07:29.088 --> 01:07:32.265
it always just kind of made me
feel like Batman or Superman

1431
01:07:32.396 --> 01:07:34.441
just sitting
on the edge of a building.

1432
01:07:34.572 --> 01:07:36.487
And I think I've just built off
that feeling

1433
01:07:36.617 --> 01:07:38.141
from those points
after.

1434
01:07:38.271 --> 01:07:40.317
And I'm going to keep
making videos my entire life

1435
01:07:40.447 --> 01:07:42.275
no matter what
the repercussions are

1436
01:07:42.406 --> 01:07:44.538
because it's something
I love to do.

1437
01:07:56.507 --> 01:07:58.900
- I think we're all
multifaceted individuals.

1438
01:07:59.031 --> 01:08:01.207
We're all multidimensional.

1439
01:08:01.338 --> 01:08:03.688
We're all multidimensional
individuals

1440
01:08:03.818 --> 01:08:06.647
with all different sides of us
and all kinds of experiences.

1441
01:08:06.778 --> 01:08:09.085
They see one dimension
because they see my Instagram,

1442
01:08:09.215 --> 01:08:11.217
they see my scandals,
they see my music.

1443
01:08:11.348 --> 01:08:13.567
They see one dimension

1444
01:08:13.698 --> 01:08:16.004
that they're being fed
and filtered through Instagram.

1445
01:08:16.135 --> 01:08:18.616
They don't get to hear me talk
like I'm talking right now.

1446
01:08:18.746 --> 01:08:21.619
And that's not really what you
go to social media for anyway.

1447
01:08:21.749 --> 01:08:24.100
You don't go to social media
to be like,

1448
01:08:24.230 --> 01:08:26.014
Oh, I want to hear
about Ava's experience,

1449
01:08:26.145 --> 01:08:28.930
and I want her opinion on what
it's like to be a teenage girl

1450
01:08:29.061 --> 01:08:31.237
navigating the internet
and famous men.

1451
01:08:31.368 --> 01:08:33.152
They don't want to.
They want me to lick a toilet.

1452
01:08:33.283 --> 01:08:34.806
They want me to do
something crazy.

1453
01:08:36.024 --> 01:08:39.898
So it's like I am now
a prisoner to my persona,

1454
01:08:40.028 --> 01:08:42.248
low-key, which is whatever.

1455
01:08:42.379 --> 01:08:44.381
I've come to accept it.

1456
01:08:57.394 --> 01:08:59.265
- Me and Colton, we've now...

1457
01:08:59.396 --> 01:09:01.528
This week has been better
than last week.

1458
01:09:01.659 --> 01:09:04.531
We decided to come to LA
at a really poor time.

1459
01:09:04.662 --> 01:09:06.272
I knew the Super Bowl was
this weekend,

1460
01:09:06.403 --> 01:09:08.709
but I didn't know it was in LA.

1461
01:09:08.840 --> 01:09:11.059
So this trip was definitely
probably the most expensive trip

1462
01:09:11.190 --> 01:09:12.713
I've taken to LA.

1463
01:09:12.844 --> 01:09:16.152
- It was like six grand though,
probably all in all.

1464
01:09:16.282 --> 01:09:18.589
- Because of the complications
that have happened.

1465
01:09:18.719 --> 01:09:20.808
- Yeah.
- You must look at these trips

1466
01:09:20.939 --> 01:09:22.723
as not like, Oh, my God,
I'm out six grand.

1467
01:09:22.854 --> 01:09:24.812
You have to look at it as like,
Well, it was an investment.

1468
01:09:24.943 --> 01:09:26.814
If I didn't spend
that six grand,

1469
01:09:26.945 --> 01:09:29.208
I wouldn't have met this person,
wouldn't have got this footage,

1470
01:09:29.339 --> 01:09:30.862
or I wouldn't have said
this thing to this person

1471
01:09:30.992 --> 01:09:32.168
that now they're maybe...

1472
01:09:32.298 --> 01:09:33.865
You really have to look at it

1473
01:09:33.995 --> 01:09:36.607
as an investment.
Even if the trip is terrible

1474
01:09:36.737 --> 01:09:39.653
and nothing worked out,
you made noise somehow.

1475
01:09:39.784 --> 01:09:41.481
And that's how
you have to look at it.

1476
01:09:43.527 --> 01:09:45.398
Dom just hit me back.

1477
01:09:45.529 --> 01:09:47.270
I said, "We still good
for three?" He said, "Yes, sir."

1478
01:09:47.400 --> 01:09:49.359
I said we can all go
and fucking see what happens.

1479
01:09:49.489 --> 01:09:50.925
- Okay.

1480
01:09:57.497 --> 01:09:59.934
- Okay, well, got ribbon.

1481
01:10:00.065 --> 01:10:01.893
I don't know, man.

1482
01:10:02.023 --> 01:10:04.287
- Attach it
to the license plate.

1483
01:10:06.027 --> 01:10:08.160
- That's probably enough.

1484
01:10:08.291 --> 01:10:12.469
Sometimes the stunts don't...

1485
01:10:14.775 --> 01:10:16.647
go the way I want them to.

1486
01:10:16.777 --> 01:10:19.084
It's so ghetto, dude.
Like, fuck.

1487
01:10:20.085 --> 01:10:22.218
[engine roaring]

1488
01:10:22.348 --> 01:10:24.045
Okay. Ready?
I'm going to put it on.

1489
01:10:24.176 --> 01:10:25.743
Which eyebrow should I do?

1490
01:10:28.354 --> 01:10:29.877
- You got to hold it
so it doesn't rip your skin.

1491
01:10:30.008 --> 01:10:32.097
- Oh, fuck. Yeah,
I think it's coming off.

1492
01:10:32.228 --> 01:10:33.794
- Here. Wait, wait.
Wait. Here.

1493
01:10:33.925 --> 01:10:35.579
♪♪♪

1494
01:10:35.709 --> 01:10:37.145
- All right.
You ready, Dom?

1495
01:10:37.276 --> 01:10:39.017
[engine roaring]
Give her.

1496
01:10:39.147 --> 01:10:42.107
[ripping sound]
Fuck!

1497
01:10:42.238 --> 01:10:43.239
How much is left?
- Holy shit.

1498
01:10:43.369 --> 01:10:45.415
- Is it gone?
[laughing]

1499
01:10:46.503 --> 01:10:47.939
How much is left, dude?

1500
01:10:48.069 --> 01:10:50.071
Dude, I look fucked.

1501
01:10:50.202 --> 01:10:52.944
Well, at least we used the
Lambo for a good cause, dude.

1502
01:10:53.074 --> 01:10:55.599
[hip hop music]

1503
01:11:01.953 --> 01:11:05.913
- I feel like I have many
different personalities also.

1504
01:11:06.044 --> 01:11:10.701
Yeah, I definitely went through
a TikTok stage,

1505
01:11:10.831 --> 01:11:13.094
a OnlyFans stage.

1506
01:11:15.793 --> 01:11:20.624
Now I think I'm ready
to try something bigger.

1507
01:11:20.754 --> 01:11:24.628
OnlyFans was just a way
to supplement income.

1508
01:11:24.758 --> 01:11:28.632
I don't think I really
want to do that forever.

1509
01:11:28.762 --> 01:11:32.288
Yeah. My dream
is to do acting. Yeah.

1510
01:11:33.376 --> 01:11:35.073
OnlyFans,
I don't regret it at all.

1511
01:11:35.203 --> 01:11:36.857
It's just changed my life.

1512
01:11:36.988 --> 01:11:38.946
It helped me pay
for acting school,

1513
01:11:39.077 --> 01:11:41.688
it helped me pay
for where I'm living right now.

1514
01:11:41.819 --> 01:11:45.649
I feel like everyone can be
an online personality.

1515
01:11:45.779 --> 01:11:49.000
It's definitely easier
to do online.

1516
01:11:49.130 --> 01:11:50.784
You just post
whatever you want.

1517
01:11:50.915 --> 01:11:54.092
But acting is hard.

1518
01:11:54.222 --> 01:11:56.137
- I lost friends.

1519
01:11:56.268 --> 01:11:58.531
So as you're telling him that,

1520
01:11:58.662 --> 01:12:01.360
picture two or three people
that you love,

1521
01:12:01.491 --> 01:12:04.189
and you've lost them.

1522
01:12:04.320 --> 01:12:05.973
- Our post got ambushed.

1523
01:12:06.104 --> 01:12:07.932
I lost friends.

1524
01:12:09.063 --> 01:12:12.502
So not the same as you, but...

1525
01:12:12.632 --> 01:12:14.634
It's really hard.
TikTok, I could just be myself.

1526
01:12:15.983 --> 01:12:18.899
TikTok is just like,
"Yo, just pump out quantity."

1527
01:12:19.030 --> 01:12:21.119
Quantity over quality
for TikTok.

1528
01:12:21.249 --> 01:12:23.164
But for acting, I have to...

1529
01:12:23.295 --> 01:12:24.688
A lot of thought goes in it,

1530
01:12:24.818 --> 01:12:27.517
and it takes
a lot of mental energy.

1531
01:12:37.222 --> 01:12:39.572
[slow hip hop music]

1532
01:12:43.663 --> 01:12:44.925
- What's up?
It's Jumanne.

1533
01:12:45.056 --> 01:12:46.753
I finally figured out
what I'm going to do

1534
01:12:46.884 --> 01:12:48.451
as far as creating content,

1535
01:12:48.581 --> 01:12:50.191
and honestly, I'm going to just
focus on music.

1536
01:12:50.322 --> 01:12:51.671
I'm going to just go all in
with music

1537
01:12:51.802 --> 01:12:52.977
and see where that gets me.

1538
01:12:53.107 --> 01:12:55.196
♪ I made mistakes
and I'm stuck with it ♪

1539
01:12:55.327 --> 01:12:57.242
♪ With every step,
I been stumbling ♪

1540
01:12:57.373 --> 01:13:00.376
♪ I don't think
I'll ever trust again ♪♪

1541
01:13:00.506 --> 01:13:02.508
[indistinct singing]

1542
01:13:04.380 --> 01:13:07.557
[slow hip hop music]

1543
01:13:11.561 --> 01:13:13.432
Welcome to the crib, buddy.

1544
01:13:13.563 --> 01:13:16.870
This is the little studio.

1545
01:13:17.001 --> 01:13:18.437
[music playing]
- Yo, this was the beat, right?

1546
01:13:18.568 --> 01:13:20.047
- Yeah, that's the beat.
- Yeah.

1547
01:13:20.178 --> 01:13:21.701
Even if you mess up,
just keep it going.

1548
01:13:21.832 --> 01:13:23.224
You can mumble.

1549
01:13:23.355 --> 01:13:25.183
I just need to make sure
I get the right pitch.

1550
01:13:25.313 --> 01:13:26.619
- Yeah. Got you.

1551
01:13:26.750 --> 01:13:28.534
[♪♪♪]

1552
01:13:34.366 --> 01:13:36.412
[singing indistinctly]

1553
01:13:37.935 --> 01:13:39.719
I don't know. I was just still
trying to feel it out.

1554
01:13:39.850 --> 01:13:41.678
Know what I'm saying?
Ain't going to lie.

1555
01:13:41.808 --> 01:13:43.375
I'm feeling a little pressure,
so I'm like...

1556
01:13:47.640 --> 01:13:48.946
♪ Ain't no trust
for these bitches ♪

1557
01:13:49.076 --> 01:13:51.252
♪ Ain't no love for my niggas

1558
01:13:51.383 --> 01:13:54.125
♪ Don't get turned into a victim
Swear to God I'm a killer ♪

1559
01:13:54.255 --> 01:13:56.562
[rapping indistinctly]

1560
01:13:58.695 --> 01:14:01.088
Yeah. I didn't really want
to get on no gangster shit.

1561
01:14:01.219 --> 01:14:03.482
Just take that shit out.
- Talk about money.

1562
01:14:03.613 --> 01:14:06.572
- I'm broke.
- We can speak about wants too.

1563
01:14:06.703 --> 01:14:10.184
[indistinct chatter]

1564
01:14:10.315 --> 01:14:13.057
I'm not going to front.
I was expecting not worse,

1565
01:14:13.187 --> 01:14:14.928
but I was, Yo, this guy's
wilin'! This guy's crazy!

1566
01:14:15.059 --> 01:14:17.714
I hope he don't come over here
and just be like,

1567
01:14:17.844 --> 01:14:20.760
you're mixing's ass! And just
starts tearing everything down.

1568
01:14:20.891 --> 01:14:22.283
[laughing and coughing]

1569
01:14:22.414 --> 01:14:24.068
- Chill, chill, chill, chill.
Nah.

1570
01:14:24.198 --> 01:14:26.244
In real life, I don't be
tripping like that in real life.

1571
01:14:26.374 --> 01:14:28.028
I really been trying
to just rebrand

1572
01:14:28.159 --> 01:14:29.943
and just create a better
perspective, 'cause...

1573
01:14:30.074 --> 01:14:31.945
I get that.

1574
01:14:32.076 --> 01:14:34.731
- But after hearing your music
shit too, I was just like,

1575
01:14:34.861 --> 01:14:36.776
Yeah, nah, this guy has music,

1576
01:14:36.907 --> 01:14:39.300
and the way he's going about
things kind of crazy,

1577
01:14:39.431 --> 01:14:40.867
but his music is
what I fuck with,

1578
01:14:40.998 --> 01:14:42.739
'cause I felt like
I could relate to you.

1579
01:14:42.869 --> 01:14:44.828
With you, bro, I see a future.
I see your style.

1580
01:14:44.958 --> 01:14:46.612
I see you're willing to improve.

1581
01:14:46.743 --> 01:14:48.484
You're really trying
to learn shit.

1582
01:14:48.614 --> 01:14:52.052
People have a dream, bro,
I want to dream with them.

1583
01:14:52.183 --> 01:14:54.098
- Let me try this instead,
'cause I think this is way...

1584
01:14:54.228 --> 01:14:56.143
It's better lyrics.

1585
01:14:56.274 --> 01:14:58.058
And I wrote this earlier today,
so it's like, fuck it.

1586
01:14:58.189 --> 01:14:59.320
I feel better about it.

1587
01:15:03.977 --> 01:15:06.110
♪ Nah you could see
all of my flaws ♪

1588
01:15:06.240 --> 01:15:09.200
♪ I could never be right,
'cause I'm usually wrong ♪

1589
01:15:09.330 --> 01:15:12.290
♪ And I'm making mistakes
as I'm writing this song ♪

1590
01:15:12.420 --> 01:15:15.336
♪ I won't ever be perfect
This the way I was born ♪

1591
01:15:15.467 --> 01:15:17.730
♪ The mistakes I made yeah

1592
01:15:17.861 --> 01:15:19.297
♪ I just need tome to myself

1593
01:15:19.427 --> 01:15:20.864
♪ Don't nobody know how I feel

1594
01:15:20.994 --> 01:15:22.387
♪ And I think nobody will

1595
01:15:22.518 --> 01:15:23.910
♪ Too many thoughts in my mind

1596
01:15:24.041 --> 01:15:25.651
♪ It affects
how I'm feeling inside ♪

1597
01:15:25.782 --> 01:15:27.000
♪ The pressure
they telling me lies ♪

1598
01:15:27.131 --> 01:15:28.567
♪ You can tell it's been killing
my vibe ♪

1599
01:15:28.698 --> 01:15:30.308
♪ Struggle

1600
01:15:30.438 --> 01:15:32.440
♪ Why I feel so uncertain
I just feel like I'm worthless ♪

1601
01:15:32.571 --> 01:15:33.790
♪ All this pain
I've been hurtin' ♪

1602
01:15:33.920 --> 01:15:35.661
♪ Someone say I deserve it

1603
01:15:35.792 --> 01:15:37.620
♪ I don't know why they hate me
Why? ♪

1604
01:15:37.750 --> 01:15:39.230
♪ But I can't let it faze me

1605
01:15:39.360 --> 01:15:42.015
♪ If I do then I'm crazy
But it seems like that lately ♪♪

1606
01:15:49.588 --> 01:15:51.808
[uptempo music]

1607
01:15:59.076 --> 01:16:00.556
[moaning in pain]

1608
01:16:02.079 --> 01:16:04.603
- LA. How did it go?
- LA went well.

1609
01:16:04.734 --> 01:16:07.867
I kind of feel more motivated
again to do this content stuff.

1610
01:16:07.998 --> 01:16:09.695
I think when I started
this out,

1611
01:16:09.826 --> 01:16:11.479
I didn't think I had any talent,

1612
01:16:11.610 --> 01:16:13.307
but I knew
I wanted to entertain,

1613
01:16:13.438 --> 01:16:16.702
so I just resorted
to paying for fame.

1614
01:16:16.833 --> 01:16:19.575
I think that's literally
the definition

1615
01:16:19.705 --> 01:16:21.489
of what I kind of am doing.

1616
01:16:21.620 --> 01:16:22.839
I'm more excited
than I was before.

1617
01:16:22.969 --> 01:16:24.928
I think this will be
a good year for me.

1618
01:16:25.058 --> 01:16:27.191
[yelling]

1619
01:16:30.107 --> 01:16:33.153
My advice for someone that wants
to do the type of content I do,

1620
01:16:33.284 --> 01:16:35.721
or just wants to get into
content, probably don't do it.

1621
01:16:35.852 --> 01:16:38.550
There's so many other ways
now to make content.

1622
01:16:41.031 --> 01:16:43.120
Okay. Stop.

1623
01:16:43.250 --> 01:16:44.817
You hit me in the dick.

1624
01:16:46.514 --> 01:16:48.386
Dude, that one got me
in the dick.

1625
01:16:48.516 --> 01:16:50.867
[indistinct chatter]

1626
01:16:50.997 --> 01:16:52.259
There's one stuck
on your back, too.

1627
01:16:52.390 --> 01:16:53.870
- I don't care.

1628
01:16:54.000 --> 01:16:56.046
[laughing]

1629
01:17:02.269 --> 01:17:04.707
- What's it like
being internet famous?

1630
01:17:04.837 --> 01:17:07.274
- Um...
You think I'm internet famous?

1631
01:17:08.711 --> 01:17:10.277
I guess it's kind of cool.

1632
01:17:10.408 --> 01:17:11.844
I mean, I'm still broke.

1633
01:17:11.975 --> 01:17:13.367
I still live
in my dad's basement.

1634
01:17:13.498 --> 01:17:14.978
I drive a Honda Odyssey.

1635
01:17:15.108 --> 01:17:18.416
But I have people
that watch my videos

1636
01:17:18.546 --> 01:17:20.200
and they leave nice comments

1637
01:17:20.331 --> 01:17:22.594
and they like
to take pictures of me.

1638
01:17:22.725 --> 01:17:24.509
So yeah, it's pretty cool.

1639
01:17:24.640 --> 01:17:26.598
- Like, comment and subscribe.

1640
01:17:26.729 --> 01:17:29.383
- So, guys,
smash that "like" button.

1641
01:17:29.514 --> 01:17:31.342
Like, yo, Jake, this isn't
going on anything. Shut up.

1642
01:17:46.183 --> 01:17:49.403
- We all crave fame
for a really good reason,

1643
01:17:49.534 --> 01:17:51.492
a real human reason,

1644
01:17:51.623 --> 01:17:53.843
and that's
that we need to matter.

1645
01:17:53.973 --> 01:17:57.977
We need to feel relevant
in the world, in our lives,

1646
01:17:58.108 --> 01:18:00.545
that what we're doing is
important, contributive.

1647
01:18:00.676 --> 01:18:02.765
And I think that it's just

1648
01:18:02.895 --> 01:18:05.681
that fame has gotten confused
with relevance.

1649
01:18:05.811 --> 01:18:09.902
Because now when people are
famous they're feeling relevant,

1650
01:18:10.033 --> 01:18:13.514
and if they're feeling relevant
then they exist,

1651
01:18:13.645 --> 01:18:16.039
and if they exist
then they matter.

1652
01:18:19.129 --> 01:18:24.525
What I try to emphasize is
that we're already famous.

1653
01:18:24.656 --> 01:18:26.789
You're famous, I'm famous.

1654
01:18:26.919 --> 01:18:30.096
I'm famous to my children,
to my husband,

1655
01:18:30.227 --> 01:18:32.533
to my work friends,
to my friend friends.

1656
01:18:32.664 --> 01:18:35.493
I'm famous in my own existence.

1657
01:18:35.623 --> 01:18:37.321
That's the only show there is.

1658
01:18:37.451 --> 01:18:40.890
My life, my existence, my fame.

1659
01:18:41.020 --> 01:18:43.893
And I need to matter
to the people in my life

1660
01:18:44.023 --> 01:18:46.983
who I touch and who touch me.

1661
01:18:47.113 --> 01:18:49.028
It can't just be about me.

1662
01:18:49.159 --> 01:18:51.335
It has to be about we.

1663
01:18:58.559 --> 01:19:01.214
- It's hard to say who you are.

1664
01:19:01.345 --> 01:19:03.956
I think we all struggle
with identity issues.

1665
01:19:04.087 --> 01:19:07.351
I've been a lot of people
in 23 years.

1666
01:19:07.481 --> 01:19:09.570
I used to be an artist.

1667
01:19:09.701 --> 01:19:13.705
I used to ride horses.

1668
01:19:13.836 --> 01:19:19.232
I used to have glasses
and be bullied.

1669
01:19:19.363 --> 01:19:23.280
And I used to believe
in unicorns when I was a child.

1670
01:19:23.410 --> 01:19:25.151
Never made fun of me for it.

1671
01:19:25.282 --> 01:19:29.112
Then I also was a fucking
drug addict in college.

1672
01:19:29.242 --> 01:19:32.942
And I was a girl

1673
01:19:33.072 --> 01:19:35.901
who had really
abusive boyfriends.

1674
01:19:36.032 --> 01:19:38.251
And I was a girl
who licked a toilet seat.

1675
01:19:38.382 --> 01:19:40.688
And I was a girl
who made Skinny Legend Anthem.

1676
01:19:40.819 --> 01:19:43.126
But I'm also a girl
who really loves her cats,

1677
01:19:45.389 --> 01:19:47.913
and really loves
her best friend,

1678
01:19:51.438 --> 01:19:53.919
and a girl who really loves
her life now.

1679
01:19:55.312 --> 01:19:57.357
And I'm a girl who has
an OnlyFans,

1680
01:19:57.488 --> 01:20:00.796
and a girl who has a verified
check mark on Instagram.

1681
01:20:00.926 --> 01:20:04.495
I'm so many things, so why
ever put a label on it?

1682
01:20:04.625 --> 01:20:07.063
And I think people
want to do that really badly.

1683
01:20:07.193 --> 01:20:09.108
So I don't know.

1684
01:20:09.239 --> 01:20:12.068
I just... I am Ava.
That's that.

1685
01:20:18.335 --> 01:20:20.946
- The brand going forward is
just Jumanne

1686
01:20:21.077 --> 01:20:22.687
to kind of reflect
that I'm trying to change.

1687
01:20:25.211 --> 01:20:27.344
I'm just going to be myself,
you know.

1688
01:20:27.474 --> 01:20:29.563
So people that are genuine
enough to really

1689
01:20:29.694 --> 01:20:31.391
see me
for who I am,

1690
01:20:31.522 --> 01:20:34.177
they'll just see the transition
that I'm trying to make.

1691
01:20:36.919 --> 01:20:39.747
♪ You could see all of my flaws
I could never be right ♪

1692
01:20:39.878 --> 01:20:41.445
♪ 'Cause I'm usually wrong

1693
01:20:41.575 --> 01:20:44.665
♪ I won't ever be perfect
this the way I was born ♪♪

1694
01:20:44.796 --> 01:20:46.319
At this point, it's just
about me

1695
01:20:46.450 --> 01:20:50.149
doing everything that I need
to do to rebrand myself

1696
01:20:50.280 --> 01:20:51.977
and rebuild my platform.

1697
01:20:52.108 --> 01:20:54.110
It's just going to have
to speak for itself.

1698
01:20:56.939 --> 01:20:58.244
My recording session,

1699
01:20:58.375 --> 01:21:00.551
the engineer and producer
that I was working with,

1700
01:21:00.681 --> 01:21:02.988
just the relationship that
I've been building with him,

1701
01:21:03.119 --> 01:21:05.469
I'm happy about that.
It was great.

1702
01:21:05.599 --> 01:21:07.775
It was a good experience.

1703
01:21:07.906 --> 01:21:10.169
♪ Made it this far
I refuse to turn back now ♪

1704
01:21:10.300 --> 01:21:12.998
♪ Nothing left to lose
tell my why would I forfeit ♪

1705
01:21:13.129 --> 01:21:15.783
♪ Hate it or love it I'ma make
it out of the struggle ♪♪

1706
01:21:24.705 --> 01:21:27.360
It's been five years
since this all started,

1707
01:21:27.491 --> 01:21:29.580
and I'm done with all of it,

1708
01:21:29.710 --> 01:21:33.932
as far as all of this
struggling, the whole concept.

1709
01:21:34.063 --> 01:21:36.369
I'm going to just move forward,
man,

1710
01:21:36.500 --> 01:21:38.458
and move in a better direction

1711
01:21:38.589 --> 01:21:40.808
and learning from everything
that I did.

1712
01:21:40.939 --> 01:21:43.420
And I might not be able
to reach a point of success,

1713
01:21:43.550 --> 01:21:45.596
but I could definitely prove
that I'm not the person

1714
01:21:45.726 --> 01:21:47.380
that I portrayed to be.

1715
01:21:49.339 --> 01:21:51.297
Hey, y'all. What's good?
I'm doing it again.

1716
01:21:51.428 --> 01:21:53.778
Y'all want little
somethin' somethin'?

1717
01:21:53.909 --> 01:21:56.346
Yeah, that's all Jumanne.

1718
01:21:56.476 --> 01:21:58.826
And I'm just so happy.
I'm rapping.

1719
01:21:58.957 --> 01:22:00.828
I'm doing one of my dreams.

1720
01:22:00.959 --> 01:22:03.788
I really want to be a football
player, but it's all good.

1721
01:22:03.919 --> 01:22:06.486
Got my MySpace,
got my videos up there.

1722
01:22:06.617 --> 01:22:08.619
And y'all going
to see more on me.

1723
01:22:08.749 --> 01:22:11.143
All right?
Believe that. Peace.

1724
01:22:28.073 --> 01:22:31.033
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