1 00:00:00,208 --> 00:00:02,961 (dramatic music) 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:20,562 --> 00:00:23,231 (items banging) 5 00:00:26,985 --> 00:00:28,236 (Kayla exhaling sharply) 6 00:00:28,236 --> 00:00:29,320 Hi (exhales sharply). 7 00:00:31,614 --> 00:00:33,116 My name is Kayla. 8 00:00:33,116 --> 00:00:33,992 I'm 28. 9 00:00:34,951 --> 00:00:39,122 And my boyfriend is an alcoholic. 10 00:00:39,122 --> 00:00:40,373 And an addict. 11 00:00:40,373 --> 00:00:42,167 And quite frankly, he's an asshole, 12 00:00:42,167 --> 00:00:44,169 especially when he's using. 13 00:00:44,169 --> 00:00:46,337 Well, I mean, mostly when he's using. 14 00:00:48,006 --> 00:00:49,966 And I have tried everything 15 00:00:49,966 --> 00:00:52,886 that I could to help and support him. 16 00:00:55,263 --> 00:00:56,181 And you know what? 17 00:00:57,849 --> 00:00:58,850 I'm exhausted. 18 00:00:59,809 --> 00:01:02,520 I am literally at my wits end. 19 00:01:02,520 --> 00:01:06,649 I took him to rehab, AA, sober living. 20 00:01:06,649 --> 00:01:07,901 Nice places. 21 00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:09,986 You know he'd get sober and it would be great. 22 00:01:09,986 --> 00:01:10,904 But guess what? 23 00:01:10,904 --> 00:01:13,865 No flowers, no trips, nothing. 24 00:01:13,865 --> 00:01:16,117 Nothing really changed, but it was cozy, 25 00:01:16,117 --> 00:01:17,827 it was comfortable, we were here together 26 00:01:17,827 --> 00:01:18,870 and it was beautiful. 27 00:01:20,371 --> 00:01:22,040 And then he would relapse. 28 00:01:23,374 --> 00:01:24,709 I don't know why, what did I do? 29 00:01:24,709 --> 00:01:26,669 Did I not, did I not love him enough? 30 00:01:26,669 --> 00:01:28,129 Did I not try enough? 31 00:01:29,756 --> 00:01:31,466 What did I do wrong? 32 00:01:31,466 --> 00:01:33,051 And I fucking tried. 33 00:01:35,887 --> 00:01:39,390 I'm still here, and he doesn't even acknowledge that. 34 00:01:39,390 --> 00:01:41,893 He doesn't even acknowledge that I've wasted 35 00:01:41,893 --> 00:01:45,313 four years of my life for him. 36 00:01:46,689 --> 00:01:48,900 So I'm gonna do something unconventional. 37 00:01:50,110 --> 00:01:52,987 I am going to film this entire thing, 38 00:01:52,987 --> 00:01:57,992 from finding you, to your whole detox process, 39 00:01:58,743 --> 00:02:00,537 to you becoming sober. 40 00:02:02,413 --> 00:02:03,665 (Kayla sobbing) 41 00:02:03,665 --> 00:02:05,333 [Dayna] Kayla, are you done yet? 42 00:02:08,128 --> 00:02:09,963 Oh God, I don't want it to be real, 43 00:02:11,089 --> 00:02:12,757 I don't wanna be done with him (sobs). 44 00:02:14,008 --> 00:02:15,552 I just want him back. 45 00:02:17,262 --> 00:02:19,681 I just want him back. 46 00:02:19,681 --> 00:02:21,432 God, I'm a baby. 47 00:02:23,434 --> 00:02:24,769 We gotta go find him. 48 00:02:25,770 --> 00:02:27,021 - Let's go. - We gotta go find him. 49 00:02:27,021 --> 00:02:28,439 [Dayna] Okay, let's go. 50 00:02:29,941 --> 00:02:31,317 - Thank you. - Yeah. 51 00:02:36,114 --> 00:02:38,575 (menacing defiant music) 52 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:41,286 ♪ Stack it 53 00:02:41,286 --> 00:02:45,665 ♪ It's Fahrenheit 51 54 00:02:45,665 --> 00:02:50,461 ♪ Stack it 55 00:02:50,461 --> 00:02:53,381 ♪ I was sober in October and fucked up in December ♪ 56 00:02:53,381 --> 00:02:54,841 ♪ December I don't really remember ♪ 57 00:02:54,841 --> 00:02:56,885 ♪ But sober October damn really ran me over ♪ 58 00:02:56,885 --> 00:02:59,679 ♪ So what's worse, life being a blur or having it hurt ♪ 59 00:02:59,679 --> 00:03:02,140 ♪ Right now I haven't really decided so no Vicodin ♪ 60 00:03:02,140 --> 00:03:03,683 ♪ But I'll take that weed 61 00:03:03,683 --> 00:03:07,187 ♪ I'm high now, I need to feed, fee-ee-d like a GG ♪ 62 00:03:07,187 --> 00:03:09,564 ♪ Usually calm as a mean machine and I tried codeine ♪ 63 00:03:09,564 --> 00:03:11,733 ♪ Didn't say you should or shouldn't be a good influence ♪ 64 00:03:11,733 --> 00:03:14,152 ♪ I couldn't 51 stance with a beer can and a joint ♪ 65 00:03:14,152 --> 00:03:17,197 ♪ I hope you get the fucking point ♪ 66 00:03:17,197 --> 00:03:18,489 ♪ Stack it 67 00:03:18,489 --> 00:03:19,699 ♪ I've been scared my whole life ♪ 68 00:03:19,699 --> 00:03:21,492 ♪ At one point a way out including a knife ♪ 69 00:03:21,492 --> 00:03:22,952 ♪ And I'm straying from fast rap ♪ 70 00:03:22,952 --> 00:03:24,746 ♪ I got that on tap, so I spit slow ♪ 71 00:03:24,746 --> 00:03:27,498 ♪ So it's not a ooh, I'm just a fucking dope rapper yo ♪ 72 00:03:27,498 --> 00:03:29,334 ♪ It's really about what I said ♪ 73 00:03:29,334 --> 00:03:30,919 ♪ It ain't about the fact 74 00:03:30,919 --> 00:03:32,754 ♪ That I do stupid shit on my head in a fucking video ♪ 75 00:03:32,754 --> 00:03:35,215 ♪ It's about the fact that I haven't even done a show ♪ 76 00:03:35,215 --> 00:03:38,843 ♪ It's about the fact that you don't even fucking know ♪ 77 00:03:38,843 --> 00:03:40,136 ♪ Yeah 78 00:03:40,136 --> 00:03:41,721 ♪ And I got that Marlboro packet ♪ 79 00:03:41,721 --> 00:03:43,514 ♪ And you know I still stack it ♪ 80 00:03:43,514 --> 00:03:46,893 ♪ You know I still stack it, you know I still stack it ♪ 81 00:03:46,893 --> 00:03:48,603 ♪ You know I still stack it 82 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:52,106 ♪ You know I still stack it, you know I still stack it ♪ 83 00:03:52,106 --> 00:03:54,025 ♪ You know I still stack it 84 00:03:54,025 --> 00:03:57,237 ♪ You know I still stack it, you know I still stack it ♪ 85 00:03:57,237 --> 00:03:59,197 ♪ You know I still stack it 86 00:03:59,197 --> 00:04:01,950 ♪ Stack it 87 00:04:01,950 --> 00:04:03,993 ♪ Stack it, stack it 88 00:04:03,993 --> 00:04:06,913 (vehicle rumbling) 89 00:04:09,666 --> 00:04:13,044 (vehicle beeping) 90 00:04:13,044 --> 00:04:16,381 (vehicle door shutting) 91 00:04:18,341 --> 00:04:19,592 (Dayna sighing) 92 00:04:19,592 --> 00:04:21,094 [Dayna] Yeah, don't get, don't get killed 93 00:04:21,094 --> 00:04:24,055 running across the street to this random stranger. 94 00:04:24,055 --> 00:04:26,933 (vehicle rumbling) 95 00:04:33,564 --> 00:04:37,318 (vehicle rumbling continues) 96 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:48,371 (vehicle door opening) (vehicle beeping) 97 00:04:48,371 --> 00:04:49,872 And? - He's not there. 98 00:04:49,872 --> 00:04:51,416 - Okay. - They kicked him out 99 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:53,751 like the first day he disappeared, so. 100 00:04:53,751 --> 00:04:55,003 [Dayna] That's a big surprise. 101 00:04:55,003 --> 00:04:56,462 [Kayla] Yeah well he was with Wayne, 102 00:04:56,462 --> 00:04:58,089 which is good because Wayne lives really close to here, so- 103 00:04:58,089 --> 00:04:59,590 [Dayna] Right, his dealer? 104 00:04:59,590 --> 00:05:00,758 Yeah, it's good that he's with Wayne, thank God. 105 00:05:00,758 --> 00:05:01,718 Yeah, you know what? 106 00:05:01,718 --> 00:05:03,177 It is good that he's with Wayne, 107 00:05:03,177 --> 00:05:05,471 because Wayne probably held him up for a while, so. 108 00:05:05,471 --> 00:05:06,764 Put him up. 109 00:05:06,764 --> 00:05:09,267 [Dayna] Yeah and also got him fucked up. 110 00:05:11,185 --> 00:05:12,103 (static hissing) 111 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:14,439 Yes we're close, we are close 112 00:05:18,276 --> 00:05:20,737 to finding yet another disaster. 113 00:05:20,737 --> 00:05:23,448 Richard or creepy netflag. 114 00:05:23,448 --> 00:05:24,699 I'm not looking in the tents. 115 00:05:24,699 --> 00:05:25,616 I'm not getting out. 116 00:05:25,616 --> 00:05:26,784 You have to get out and do this. 117 00:05:26,784 --> 00:05:27,994 I am not, I don't wanna get out 118 00:05:27,994 --> 00:05:29,120 and look in the fucking tents. 119 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:30,747 I'm so afraid down here. 120 00:05:30,747 --> 00:05:34,125 I hate this area. - Oh, oh, oh my God. 121 00:05:34,125 --> 00:05:35,626 [Kayla] Who is that, is that him? 122 00:05:35,626 --> 00:05:38,087 [Dayna] This is just so, like why do we have to 123 00:05:38,087 --> 00:05:40,173 put together clues to find him? 124 00:05:40,173 --> 00:05:42,091 Like who is this random person? 125 00:05:42,091 --> 00:05:43,301 [Kayla] I get it but we're close. 126 00:05:43,301 --> 00:05:45,678 [Dayna] Who does he hang out with, whatever. 127 00:05:45,678 --> 00:05:47,722 How much longer are we gonna be out here? 128 00:05:48,639 --> 00:05:49,682 (Kayla sighing) 129 00:05:49,682 --> 00:05:50,975 [Kayla] I don't know. 130 00:05:50,975 --> 00:05:52,143 I mean, I'm gonna be here all night. 131 00:05:52,143 --> 00:05:53,728 If you wanna go home, you can go home. 132 00:05:53,728 --> 00:05:55,646 I can swing back by the apartment. 133 00:05:55,646 --> 00:05:57,982 [Dayna] Mm-hm, yup, 'cause I'm gonna leave you alone. 134 00:05:57,982 --> 00:05:59,609 I'm just saying 135 00:05:59,609 --> 00:06:01,027 this isn't fair. 136 00:06:01,027 --> 00:06:03,363 - Oh shit he just texted me. - What no (scoffs). 137 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:06,199 [Kayla] Oh my God, I'm gonna ping his location. 138 00:06:06,199 --> 00:06:07,658 [Dayna] He texted you after five days? 139 00:06:07,658 --> 00:06:09,118 [Kayla] Oh my God, we are right here. 140 00:06:09,118 --> 00:06:10,620 [Dayna] What a douche. 141 00:06:10,620 --> 00:06:12,955 [Kayla] Oh my God, we are right here, Dayna, oh my God. 142 00:06:12,955 --> 00:06:13,998 [Dayna] Okay, well, he's alive, 143 00:06:13,998 --> 00:06:15,416 let's chill. - I know. 144 00:06:15,416 --> 00:06:17,126 [Dayna] He's just been a douche bag once again, 145 00:06:17,126 --> 00:06:18,961 so let's treat him sensitively. 146 00:06:18,961 --> 00:06:20,380 [Kaya] Let's just try this alley really quick 147 00:06:20,380 --> 00:06:21,881 and just see if he's over there. 148 00:06:21,881 --> 00:06:23,049 [Dayna] Yep, let's just try this alley, you and I, yup. 149 00:06:23,049 --> 00:06:23,883 Okay, cool. 150 00:06:28,388 --> 00:06:29,722 - Look really close. - Yeah, I see 151 00:06:29,722 --> 00:06:30,848 a bunch of dumpsters. 152 00:06:30,848 --> 00:06:32,683 - Richard! - Is that him? 153 00:06:32,683 --> 00:06:34,769 - Stop it. - Richard! 154 00:06:34,769 --> 00:06:35,978 - Look for him. - Dick! 155 00:06:38,272 --> 00:06:41,526 (vehicle accelerating) 156 00:06:42,902 --> 00:06:44,946 Oh, all right. - Oh my God! 157 00:06:44,946 --> 00:06:49,617 - Oh, holy shit. - Oh my God. 158 00:06:49,617 --> 00:06:50,785 There he is. 159 00:06:50,785 --> 00:06:51,661 [Dayna] Kayla, wait, whoa whoa whoa. 160 00:06:51,661 --> 00:06:52,870 [Kayla] Oh fuck. 161 00:06:52,870 --> 00:06:54,997 Oh my God, look at him, Dayna, I can't. 162 00:06:54,997 --> 00:06:56,332 (vehicle beeping) 163 00:06:56,332 --> 00:06:59,669 (vehicle door shutting) 164 00:07:00,878 --> 00:07:03,172 [Dayna] Is he just sitting in trash? 165 00:07:04,132 --> 00:07:05,383 (Richard chuckling) 166 00:07:05,383 --> 00:07:07,552 Hey, hi. 167 00:07:07,552 --> 00:07:10,471 Kayla. 168 00:07:10,471 --> 00:07:13,307 (vehicle rumbling) 169 00:07:13,307 --> 00:07:16,686 I'm good, what, wait, wait, wait. 170 00:07:16,686 --> 00:07:18,312 Here, sit down. 171 00:07:18,312 --> 00:07:19,730 Sit down. - Come on. 172 00:07:19,730 --> 00:07:21,899 Come on, sit down. 173 00:07:21,899 --> 00:07:23,901 Sit down, what- - What the? 174 00:07:23,901 --> 00:07:26,737 These, you see 'em, where is it? 175 00:07:27,905 --> 00:07:29,157 Where is it? 176 00:07:29,157 --> 00:07:31,534 That, is that it, is that the pill? 177 00:07:31,534 --> 00:07:33,453 - What? - Yeah, 178 00:07:33,453 --> 00:07:35,079 there's the little guy. 179 00:07:35,079 --> 00:07:36,247 - Honey. - You gotta take this. 180 00:07:36,247 --> 00:07:37,582 You've gotta try this one time. 181 00:07:37,582 --> 00:07:38,666 You'll go to the moon. 182 00:07:38,666 --> 00:07:39,959 - Okay. - Is what this will do. 183 00:07:39,959 --> 00:07:40,877 Yeah, well, I wanna go home. 184 00:07:40,877 --> 00:07:41,711 You want it? 185 00:07:41,711 --> 00:07:42,879 I'll take it. 186 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:44,088 You and I are gonna, no, no, no, no. 187 00:07:44,088 --> 00:07:44,922 Get that, babe, get that out of your mouth 188 00:07:44,922 --> 00:07:45,840 right fucking now. 189 00:07:45,840 --> 00:07:46,632 Get it out of your mouth! 190 00:07:46,632 --> 00:07:47,884 (Richard grumbling) 191 00:07:47,884 --> 00:07:49,969 Fuck, God dammit, you're disgusting. 192 00:07:49,969 --> 00:07:52,305 Do you see how embarrassing you are? 193 00:07:52,305 --> 00:07:54,348 Ever since your dad died, you think that you can have 194 00:07:54,348 --> 00:07:55,183 some fucking excuse- - Don't fucking, 195 00:07:55,183 --> 00:07:56,893 don't fucking, hey! 196 00:07:56,893 --> 00:07:58,853 (foreboding music) 197 00:07:58,853 --> 00:07:59,645 I'm sorry. 198 00:08:01,606 --> 00:08:03,316 Don't talk about my fucking dad. 199 00:08:04,442 --> 00:08:05,276 Okay? 200 00:08:06,903 --> 00:08:09,947 You know that subject is off limits. 201 00:08:10,823 --> 00:08:11,824 Honey, I'm sorry. 202 00:08:14,410 --> 00:08:15,244 You okay? 203 00:08:17,121 --> 00:08:17,955 What? 204 00:08:17,955 --> 00:08:18,915 (bottle falling) 205 00:08:18,915 --> 00:08:20,124 What do you, what do you want? 206 00:08:20,124 --> 00:08:21,542 - Okay, come on, honey. - Where are we going? 207 00:08:21,542 --> 00:08:22,710 We're gonna go home. 208 00:08:23,586 --> 00:08:24,962 Yeah, I'll go, here we go. 209 00:08:26,756 --> 00:08:27,590 Stop, come on. 210 00:08:28,674 --> 00:08:29,509 Come on. 211 00:08:30,885 --> 00:08:32,345 (debris falling) 212 00:08:32,345 --> 00:08:35,306 [Dayna] Oop, douche go bag go down hard. 213 00:08:35,306 --> 00:08:37,391 - Dayna. - What? 214 00:08:37,391 --> 00:08:39,227 - Hold on. - Oh my God. 215 00:08:40,186 --> 00:08:42,146 Okay, oh God. 216 00:08:42,146 --> 00:08:43,105 Okay. - You okay? 217 00:08:43,105 --> 00:08:44,482 Yeah, I'm holding you up now. 218 00:08:44,482 --> 00:08:45,983 - Okay. - See how I'm holding you up? 219 00:08:45,983 --> 00:08:48,152 - Yup. - He found his feet again. 220 00:08:48,152 --> 00:08:50,029 Oh, and there he goes again. 221 00:08:50,988 --> 00:08:52,949 Dude, I am so. 222 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:57,036 - I'm all right, okay. - Oh. 223 00:08:57,036 --> 00:08:59,330 Oh shit, man, this is fucking like, 224 00:08:59,330 --> 00:09:02,333 so many angles that I could walk. 225 00:09:02,333 --> 00:09:04,335 What the- - Hey, loser. 226 00:09:04,335 --> 00:09:05,878 - Oh, Dayna! - Aw, so glad 227 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:07,296 we could track you down, man. 228 00:09:07,296 --> 00:09:09,215 Hey, you're a fucking bitch. 229 00:09:09,215 --> 00:09:12,510 What, what's with the fuck, is that a camera? 230 00:09:12,510 --> 00:09:13,678 What are you doing with a camera? 231 00:09:13,678 --> 00:09:15,680 - Oh my God. - What are you doing? 232 00:09:15,680 --> 00:09:17,056 It's for a project, don't worry about it. 233 00:09:17,056 --> 00:09:18,224 Come on, let's go. - You okay, 'cause I'm here 234 00:09:18,224 --> 00:09:19,850 for you, buddy. - All right, all right. 235 00:09:19,850 --> 00:09:21,269 [Dayna] All for you, buddy. 236 00:09:21,269 --> 00:09:22,937 Just get in the car. - I'm getting in the car. 237 00:09:22,937 --> 00:09:24,355 In the car. 238 00:09:24,355 --> 00:09:27,316 - Yeah, in the car. - The car, yeah. 239 00:09:27,316 --> 00:09:28,859 (Richard groaning) 240 00:09:28,859 --> 00:09:31,279 - Holy shit, dude. - I know, I know, he smells. 241 00:09:32,738 --> 00:09:37,034 [Dayna] Geez, oh my, how were you that close to him 242 00:09:37,034 --> 00:09:39,287 and you- - Hey, there's a camera. 243 00:09:39,287 --> 00:09:41,080 Food? - Babe, we're going home now. 244 00:09:41,080 --> 00:09:42,415 - We're gonna get some food. - Why don't you just take off 245 00:09:42,415 --> 00:09:43,708 your shirt, dude? 246 00:09:45,376 --> 00:09:49,547 [Dayna] Okay, oh wow, horrendous. 247 00:09:49,547 --> 00:09:52,049 This whole experience. 248 00:09:52,049 --> 00:09:56,220 Okay, oh, is it just me or does he smells worse 249 00:09:56,220 --> 00:09:57,597 with every step? 250 00:09:57,597 --> 00:09:58,764 (Richard retching) 251 00:09:58,764 --> 00:09:59,932 - Oh, Dayna. - I can't, I can't. 252 00:10:00,975 --> 00:10:03,644 [Kayla] Ah, come on, babe. 253 00:10:04,562 --> 00:10:05,980 Walk forward, please. 254 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:08,649 Do you remember our bed? - I do. 255 00:10:08,649 --> 00:10:10,651 [Kayla] Right here, can you lie down, please? 256 00:10:10,651 --> 00:10:11,986 [Richard] I do. 257 00:10:11,986 --> 00:10:13,404 [Kayla] Oh God. 258 00:10:14,655 --> 00:10:17,241 Honey, can you please take off your shirt? 259 00:10:17,241 --> 00:10:18,659 - No. - Take your shirt off 260 00:10:18,659 --> 00:10:19,619 right now. - I don't want to. 261 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:20,578 [Kayla] It's covered in vomit. 262 00:10:20,578 --> 00:10:21,912 Take your shirt off, please. 263 00:10:21,912 --> 00:10:23,497 - I don't want to. - Can you please take it off. 264 00:10:23,497 --> 00:10:25,708 [Richard] I don't want, what are you doing? 265 00:10:26,584 --> 00:10:28,753 (static hissing) 266 00:10:28,753 --> 00:10:29,837 [Richard] I'm sorry. 267 00:10:33,633 --> 00:10:36,427 Just sleep, okay? 268 00:10:36,427 --> 00:10:38,429 [Richard] Okay. 269 00:10:38,429 --> 00:10:40,890 (Kayla exhaling sharply) 270 00:10:40,890 --> 00:10:44,268 (Kayla hyperventilating) 271 00:10:44,268 --> 00:10:45,269 [Dayna] Kayla. 272 00:10:45,269 --> 00:10:47,021 (Kayla sobbing) 273 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:51,108 Babe. 274 00:10:51,108 --> 00:10:52,943 (Richard snoring) 275 00:10:52,943 --> 00:10:53,986 Oh my God. 276 00:10:58,449 --> 00:10:59,283 (Kayla sobbing) 277 00:10:59,283 --> 00:11:00,326 [Dayna] Babe. 278 00:11:00,326 --> 00:11:01,243 [Kayla] Damn it. 279 00:11:06,624 --> 00:11:08,125 (static hissing) 280 00:11:08,125 --> 00:11:11,504 Well, Richard, you've sent us on another scavenger hunt. 281 00:11:13,172 --> 00:11:14,006 Huh? 282 00:11:16,133 --> 00:11:17,802 What did you find up there, girl? 283 00:11:17,802 --> 00:11:18,969 Put it in the magic bowl. 284 00:11:18,969 --> 00:11:21,305 - Mm-hm. - Mm-hm. 285 00:11:21,305 --> 00:11:22,139 Cool. 286 00:11:22,139 --> 00:11:23,557 You know you could help. 287 00:11:23,557 --> 00:11:28,562 I, oh nice, this antique tea set 288 00:11:29,313 --> 00:11:30,856 that Mom and Dad got us. 289 00:11:30,856 --> 00:11:32,566 Perfect place. 290 00:11:32,566 --> 00:11:35,403 I never use it, so, I guess, yes. 291 00:11:37,780 --> 00:11:39,365 Respect, babe. 292 00:11:41,325 --> 00:11:42,993 Aw, fuck. 293 00:11:42,993 --> 00:11:44,328 Oh dear, okay. 294 00:11:44,328 --> 00:11:46,414 Well, this was lazy, Richard. 295 00:11:48,207 --> 00:11:49,041 I don't cook. 296 00:11:49,041 --> 00:11:50,000 You don't cook? 297 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:51,919 Are you ever in your home? 298 00:11:51,919 --> 00:11:53,462 Do you open these cupboards ever? 299 00:11:53,462 --> 00:11:55,089 Do you go to the grocery store? 300 00:11:55,089 --> 00:11:56,465 Not really. 301 00:11:56,465 --> 00:11:57,925 (static hissing) 302 00:11:57,925 --> 00:12:00,720 Well, here's just what we found so far. 303 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:03,889 Just a little smattering of, ya know. 304 00:12:03,889 --> 00:12:06,600 Do you have to be so smug and rude about it? 305 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:08,102 Yeah, I do. 306 00:12:08,102 --> 00:12:09,687 Look, I don't care if you don't want to help him 307 00:12:09,687 --> 00:12:11,313 or give a shit about him. 308 00:12:11,313 --> 00:12:13,190 I just want you to support me, that's it. 309 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:14,525 I've been supporting you. 310 00:12:15,693 --> 00:12:17,862 I have to watch you in pain all the time. 311 00:12:19,363 --> 00:12:24,368 And you, you refuse, you refuse to just end it. 312 00:12:27,413 --> 00:12:31,125 And honestly, I feel pretty degraded myself. 313 00:12:31,125 --> 00:12:33,669 You choose this piece of shit over like 314 00:12:33,669 --> 00:12:35,379 people who love you. 315 00:12:35,379 --> 00:12:37,715 (static hissing) (melancholic music) 316 00:12:37,715 --> 00:12:42,678 ♪ Just love me, won't you love me ♪ 317 00:12:42,678 --> 00:12:43,888 ♪ How can you 318 00:12:43,888 --> 00:12:45,389 It's a lot, babe. 319 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:52,521 ♪ Don't you understand, understand, understand ♪ 320 00:12:58,068 --> 00:13:00,738 I know I don't say thank you a lot and I don't express 321 00:13:00,738 --> 00:13:01,739 my gratitude to you. 322 00:13:03,699 --> 00:13:05,451 But I thank you and I love you. 323 00:13:08,078 --> 00:13:10,623 - I love you too. - I promise you this is it. 324 00:13:10,623 --> 00:13:13,209 This is it, this'll be the last time. 325 00:13:13,209 --> 00:13:14,043 And I'm done. 326 00:13:16,796 --> 00:13:18,923 - Promise? - I do, I will. 327 00:13:18,923 --> 00:13:20,216 I promise. 328 00:13:20,216 --> 00:13:22,510 (static hissing) 329 00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:23,761 It's bad. 330 00:13:23,761 --> 00:13:25,930 It's like homemade- - That's fermented. 331 00:13:25,930 --> 00:13:27,139 Oh my God, it's everywhere. 332 00:13:27,139 --> 00:13:28,390 How do I not see this, Dayna? 333 00:13:28,390 --> 00:13:30,226 How do you not see this, babe. 334 00:13:30,226 --> 00:13:31,435 It's doesn't even have a, 335 00:13:31,435 --> 00:13:33,229 it doesn't even have a wrapper on it. 336 00:13:34,522 --> 00:13:36,315 I don't know, I have no words. 337 00:13:36,315 --> 00:13:39,109 She's just, I'm not in my kitchen, I work full time. 338 00:13:39,109 --> 00:13:39,944 You eat? 339 00:13:41,278 --> 00:13:42,613 (Kayla chuckling) 340 00:13:42,613 --> 00:13:45,449 Richard, you are one sneaky motherfucker. 341 00:13:45,449 --> 00:13:47,409 (Dayna chuckling) (static hissing) 342 00:13:47,409 --> 00:13:49,245 Maybe a masculine energy is what he needs. 343 00:13:49,245 --> 00:13:50,955 Maybe I'm too weak. 344 00:13:50,955 --> 00:13:52,498 (Dayna scoffing) 345 00:13:52,498 --> 00:13:55,292 No, you are not too weak, my friend. 346 00:13:55,292 --> 00:13:57,294 - I feel weak. - Masculine energy my ass. 347 00:13:57,294 --> 00:14:00,464 That guy's just gotta get his head out of his ass. 348 00:14:00,464 --> 00:14:01,298 (static hissing) 349 00:14:01,298 --> 00:14:03,050 David, hi. 350 00:14:05,803 --> 00:14:08,597 Yeah, yeah, yeah, I did, um. 351 00:14:08,597 --> 00:14:10,766 In an alley off of Gower, actually. 352 00:14:12,977 --> 00:14:16,480 Mm-hm, yeah he's passed out in the bedroom right now. 353 00:14:16,480 --> 00:14:17,481 So he's safe. 354 00:14:19,817 --> 00:14:24,405 Mm-hm, yeah, ten in the morning tomorrow would be good. 355 00:14:24,405 --> 00:14:27,408 And then, um, then we'll go up to the mountains at my dad's. 356 00:14:29,285 --> 00:14:30,578 You too, yeah, you too. 357 00:14:30,578 --> 00:14:32,204 Okay, drive safe. 358 00:14:43,591 --> 00:14:47,052 (birds chirping) 359 00:14:47,052 --> 00:14:49,680 (door knocking) 360 00:14:52,766 --> 00:14:53,809 - Hi. - Hey. 361 00:14:53,809 --> 00:14:55,394 David, come on in. 362 00:14:55,394 --> 00:14:56,979 How's it going? 363 00:14:56,979 --> 00:14:58,689 How's he doing? 364 00:14:58,689 --> 00:15:00,024 [Kayla] Hey, how are you? 365 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,152 [David] Where is he, how's he, how's he doing? 366 00:15:03,152 --> 00:15:04,320 He is alive. 367 00:15:04,320 --> 00:15:05,905 So that's one thing. 368 00:15:05,905 --> 00:15:07,364 And, um, he's in the shower. 369 00:15:07,364 --> 00:15:09,241 Okay, good. 370 00:15:09,241 --> 00:15:11,535 So, thank you for driving all the way down here. 371 00:15:11,535 --> 00:15:12,995 I know that's a really long way. 372 00:15:12,995 --> 00:15:14,747 No, he's, I mean, he's one of my best friends, 373 00:15:14,747 --> 00:15:16,206 it's really not a big deal at all. 374 00:15:16,206 --> 00:15:18,709 I'm, I'm sorry for not being around as much as I 375 00:15:19,793 --> 00:15:20,711 really should be. - It's okay. 376 00:15:20,711 --> 00:15:22,212 It's just, I don't know. 377 00:15:22,212 --> 00:15:25,591 You know, our drinking nights when we used to smoke weed 378 00:15:25,591 --> 00:15:28,302 and all of that, they've, they've kinda just changed. 379 00:15:28,302 --> 00:15:31,597 And now he just, smokes until oblivion 380 00:15:31,597 --> 00:15:35,059 and becomes a dick, so. - Yeah, I know. 381 00:15:35,059 --> 00:15:37,019 I live with him now so, I understand. 382 00:15:37,019 --> 00:15:39,271 Yeah, I think it's amazing what you're doing, 383 00:15:39,271 --> 00:15:42,608 honestly, and if you need any help, obviously, I'm here, so. 384 00:15:43,484 --> 00:15:45,069 Thank you, thank you so much. 385 00:15:45,069 --> 00:15:45,986 Um, do you want some water? 386 00:15:45,986 --> 00:15:47,196 Do you wanna sit down? 387 00:15:47,196 --> 00:15:48,906 Ah, yeah and, and yes, thank you. 388 00:15:48,906 --> 00:15:50,950 Okay, sure, I will be right, well, nevermind. 389 00:15:50,950 --> 00:15:53,869 (door knocking) 390 00:15:53,869 --> 00:15:55,329 Hey! - What's up, what's up? 391 00:15:55,329 --> 00:15:58,248 - Come on in. - So where is the party boy, 392 00:15:58,248 --> 00:15:59,792 Big Rich, what's going on? 393 00:16:01,794 --> 00:16:03,754 Ah, he is in the shower. 394 00:16:04,922 --> 00:16:06,215 You got him to bathe? 395 00:16:06,215 --> 00:16:08,592 I did, yeah, he was disgusting last night, 396 00:16:08,592 --> 00:16:09,760 full of vomit and piss, 397 00:16:09,760 --> 00:16:12,096 it was- - He really turned over 398 00:16:12,096 --> 00:16:13,472 that new leaf then. 399 00:16:13,472 --> 00:16:14,682 - Hopefully. - Okay. 400 00:16:14,682 --> 00:16:16,433 How are you? - Good. 401 00:16:16,433 --> 00:16:17,935 Same old, ya know. 402 00:16:17,935 --> 00:16:20,145 Really appreciate you calling me. 403 00:16:20,145 --> 00:16:21,230 But not really though, 404 00:16:21,230 --> 00:16:22,773 'cause I don't wanna be here. 405 00:16:22,773 --> 00:16:26,777 But, my mom's always told me sometimes you help people 406 00:16:26,777 --> 00:16:28,612 not 'cause they deserve it, 407 00:16:28,612 --> 00:16:31,073 but because it's the right thing to do, so. 408 00:16:31,073 --> 00:16:33,701 (Kayla chuckling) 409 00:16:33,701 --> 00:16:37,997 Look, I'm, I'm sorry, I should've, I should've called. 410 00:16:37,997 --> 00:16:39,623 I'm really embarrassed by what happened at your job. 411 00:16:39,623 --> 00:16:42,626 I wanted, I should've asked you how everything was there. 412 00:16:43,460 --> 00:16:45,671 About as good as it can be. 413 00:16:45,671 --> 00:16:47,715 I still get flagged for bringing in the asshole 414 00:16:47,715 --> 00:16:50,718 that pissed in the trash can and gave my boss the finger, 415 00:16:50,718 --> 00:16:53,595 but other than that, it's good. 416 00:16:53,595 --> 00:16:56,140 Kinda. - By the way, this is David. 417 00:16:56,140 --> 00:16:58,434 David, this is Richard's childhood friend. 418 00:16:58,434 --> 00:16:59,643 - Hey, man. - Um, you can have a seat, 419 00:16:59,643 --> 00:17:00,853 I'll get you guys some water. 420 00:17:00,853 --> 00:17:03,522 And um, yeah. - What's up, bro? 421 00:17:03,522 --> 00:17:04,898 Feel like I know your face. 422 00:17:04,898 --> 00:17:06,025 Ah, the funeral. 423 00:17:06,025 --> 00:17:07,484 For Richard's dad. - Gotcha. 424 00:17:07,484 --> 00:17:08,986 - Yeah. - Good man, good man. 425 00:17:08,986 --> 00:17:10,571 Yeah, yeah, he was. 426 00:17:12,448 --> 00:17:13,949 Thank you. - Thank you. 427 00:17:13,949 --> 00:17:17,578 [Dayna] Oh hey, where's the vomit-stained party boy? 428 00:17:17,578 --> 00:17:19,413 I just said that exact same thing, 429 00:17:19,413 --> 00:17:21,248 but you said it way more negative. 430 00:17:21,248 --> 00:17:22,458 Yeah I meant it negative. 431 00:17:22,458 --> 00:17:23,834 He's a dick. 432 00:17:23,834 --> 00:17:25,669 I don't have a lot of faith in this. 433 00:17:29,006 --> 00:17:30,174 I mean, what has it been? 434 00:17:30,174 --> 00:17:33,302 Four rehabs, two outpatient facilities? 435 00:17:33,302 --> 00:17:34,887 Countless drunk and disorderliness, 436 00:17:34,887 --> 00:17:36,805 that was so embarrassing. 437 00:17:38,807 --> 00:17:40,350 It's not a strong chance this is gonna work 438 00:17:40,350 --> 00:17:42,102 but I am here, I am here. 439 00:17:42,102 --> 00:17:43,395 And you promised me, so. 440 00:17:44,271 --> 00:17:46,273 With my camcorder, so. 441 00:17:46,273 --> 00:17:49,693 I don't know how you guys feel, but for me, 442 00:17:49,693 --> 00:17:52,571 if this trip doesn't work, I'm finally done. 443 00:17:52,571 --> 00:17:54,031 (Jameson scoffing) 444 00:17:54,031 --> 00:17:55,532 Yo eh, let me just say, my hat if off to you. 445 00:17:55,532 --> 00:17:59,161 I don't know how you got Rich of all people to agree 446 00:17:59,161 --> 00:18:01,246 to go on a nature trip. 447 00:18:01,246 --> 00:18:03,665 Don't, don't get me wrong, he loves his trips, right? 448 00:18:03,665 --> 00:18:07,753 You got your shroom trips, you got the acid trips, but- 449 00:18:07,753 --> 00:18:09,713 The stair trips, up and down the stairs. 450 00:18:09,713 --> 00:18:11,256 - Something like that. - Right, right, right? 451 00:18:11,256 --> 00:18:14,384 He do those but a nature trip, we gonna need Gandhi 452 00:18:14,384 --> 00:18:16,720 to keep him level-headed up there, like- 453 00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:18,972 I don't even know if Gandhi can handle Richard actually. 454 00:18:18,972 --> 00:18:21,058 I think we need like a survivalist, 455 00:18:21,058 --> 00:18:22,392 like someone with a big knife. 456 00:18:22,392 --> 00:18:23,894 (Dayna laughing) 457 00:18:23,894 --> 00:18:25,729 Like a Bear Grylls or a Steve Irwin or something. 458 00:18:25,729 --> 00:18:27,231 That's my guy. 459 00:18:27,231 --> 00:18:28,607 I don't know Bear Grylls or whatever but Steve Irwin, 460 00:18:28,607 --> 00:18:30,109 that's my dude, man. 461 00:18:30,109 --> 00:18:32,569 After he passed, bro, it still stings to this day. 462 00:18:32,569 --> 00:18:34,029 - Really? - Oh come on. 463 00:18:35,155 --> 00:18:37,366 Guys, you guys, I don't think that we need 464 00:18:37,366 --> 00:18:40,869 to put our eggs in one basket to all these heroes. 465 00:18:40,869 --> 00:18:41,787 Do you know what I mean? 466 00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:43,372 I think we can be those heroes. 467 00:18:43,372 --> 00:18:44,706 That's why you guys are here. 468 00:18:44,706 --> 00:18:46,500 It's what we can do. 469 00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:49,378 We might not all have as much conviction as you. 470 00:18:50,379 --> 00:18:51,880 But we're still here. 471 00:18:51,880 --> 00:18:54,550 And we all know that there's a good guy inside of Richard. 472 00:18:55,717 --> 00:18:56,969 We, we do. 473 00:18:56,969 --> 00:18:58,095 And we really hope we see him again. 474 00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:02,057 Kayla, where is my fucking? 475 00:19:05,936 --> 00:19:07,437 Hello, everyone. 476 00:19:07,437 --> 00:19:08,772 - Welcome back. - Yeah. 477 00:19:08,772 --> 00:19:11,316 - Thanks for the shower. - Kayla, what the fuck? 478 00:19:11,316 --> 00:19:14,236 Like what is, what, what is everyone doing here? 479 00:19:15,779 --> 00:19:18,198 We're here because we love you. 480 00:19:19,700 --> 00:19:20,617 (Jameson laughing) 481 00:19:20,617 --> 00:19:21,451 [Dayna] Speak for yourself. 482 00:19:21,451 --> 00:19:23,120 [Jameson] Correct. 483 00:19:23,120 --> 00:19:24,246 [Kayla] We- 484 00:19:24,246 --> 00:19:25,289 - Love Kayla. - We're here because. 485 00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:27,958 (Jameson laughing) 486 00:19:27,958 --> 00:19:30,711 I invited everyone here babe, because we, well, 487 00:19:31,962 --> 00:19:33,672 quite frankly, you have a problem. 488 00:19:33,672 --> 00:19:35,174 And you know you have a problem. 489 00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:39,303 Dayna and I were up all night going through my apartment 490 00:19:39,303 --> 00:19:40,512 looking for your shit. 491 00:19:40,512 --> 00:19:43,932 So if anyone has to hide their stash or liqueur 492 00:19:43,932 --> 00:19:46,852 inside fucking water bottles and put them 493 00:19:46,852 --> 00:19:50,314 under who God knows where, has a fucking problem. 494 00:19:50,314 --> 00:19:51,481 Do you understand? 495 00:19:52,482 --> 00:19:53,317 Wake up! 496 00:19:54,401 --> 00:19:55,819 There is no other way to put it. 497 00:19:57,321 --> 00:19:58,155 Whoa. 498 00:19:59,615 --> 00:20:00,616 Ooh, whoa. - Sorry. 499 00:20:01,783 --> 00:20:03,911 I didn't mean to come off so rude right there. 500 00:20:03,911 --> 00:20:06,705 Things got really serious up in here, didn't they? 501 00:20:07,873 --> 00:20:10,918 I was actually hoping that maybe you guys 502 00:20:10,918 --> 00:20:12,127 wanted to hang out. 503 00:20:12,127 --> 00:20:13,879 (Dayna scoffing) 504 00:20:13,879 --> 00:20:17,132 I know, um, you probably flushed my weed, 505 00:20:17,132 --> 00:20:19,760 but I'm sure I could get something delivered. 506 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:22,262 Do you, do you hear yourself, man? 507 00:20:22,262 --> 00:20:23,597 What are you talking about? 508 00:20:24,848 --> 00:20:26,391 Kayla, he does not respect you, 509 00:20:26,391 --> 00:20:28,060 I don't know why we're doing this. 510 00:20:29,228 --> 00:20:33,065 Oh, Jameson, how are ya, buddy? 511 00:20:34,024 --> 00:20:36,235 It's been a long time. 512 00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:37,069 What's up, Rich? 513 00:20:37,069 --> 00:20:38,195 I'm good, man. 514 00:20:39,488 --> 00:20:41,073 Probably not as good as you as far as the intake 515 00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:43,075 of substances though. 516 00:20:43,075 --> 00:20:47,746 Touche, I have definitely had an abundance of substances 517 00:20:47,746 --> 00:20:49,539 but very little this morning 518 00:20:49,539 --> 00:20:51,500 thanks to these two little birdies. 519 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:53,794 Rich, come on, man, you're being like a cliche right now. 520 00:20:53,794 --> 00:20:55,587 I said very little substances, 521 00:20:55,587 --> 00:20:58,757 so, I still don't know what the fuck a cliche is. 522 00:20:58,757 --> 00:21:01,009 You, you're being a cliche right now. 523 00:21:01,009 --> 00:21:02,135 That's what this means. 524 00:21:02,135 --> 00:21:03,262 This is cliche. 525 00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:06,223 It's cliche. - I think I can, ah, 526 00:21:06,223 --> 00:21:09,393 look, cliche is like when, um. 527 00:21:10,894 --> 00:21:13,063 You're just an addict and an alcoholic, bro. 528 00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:14,940 There's nothing special about this situation. 529 00:21:14,940 --> 00:21:16,400 And an asshole. 530 00:21:16,400 --> 00:21:19,736 I mean, even more of an asshole with the substances, but. 531 00:21:19,736 --> 00:21:21,488 - That part. - So. 532 00:21:21,488 --> 00:21:24,074 (Richard chuckling) 533 00:21:24,074 --> 00:21:25,367 And what's so wrong with that? 534 00:21:25,367 --> 00:21:27,619 Nobody wants to be around you anymore. 535 00:21:27,619 --> 00:21:29,371 You are a liability. 536 00:21:29,371 --> 00:21:32,666 You don't think about anybody but yourself 537 00:21:32,666 --> 00:21:34,251 and it's disgusting. 538 00:21:34,251 --> 00:21:38,088 And honestly, you puke on your shirt and sleep in it, gross. 539 00:21:39,256 --> 00:21:41,925 All right, good to know. 540 00:21:43,593 --> 00:21:47,222 I guess I've come to the conclusion that this is bullshit. 541 00:21:48,640 --> 00:21:51,101 And, not only is it bullshit 542 00:21:51,101 --> 00:21:54,938 but there seems to be some sort of reality TV show 543 00:21:54,938 --> 00:21:56,148 in this apartment. 544 00:21:56,148 --> 00:21:57,649 What the fuck's up with the camera? 545 00:21:57,649 --> 00:21:59,776 I don't remember signing on for anything like that. 546 00:21:59,776 --> 00:22:01,778 No, we're making the greatest horror film of all time 547 00:22:01,778 --> 00:22:02,738 with you as the star. 548 00:22:02,738 --> 00:22:04,072 Kayla, go ahead. 549 00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:07,117 Babe, do you remember the camera last night 550 00:22:07,117 --> 00:22:08,243 that you saw in the car? 551 00:22:08,243 --> 00:22:09,953 Do you think he has? 552 00:22:09,953 --> 00:22:11,330 Obviously you don't remember. 553 00:22:11,330 --> 00:22:13,832 But that's, we are filming everything, babe. 554 00:22:13,832 --> 00:22:16,043 We are filming this entire intervention. 555 00:22:16,043 --> 00:22:17,836 And I brought your best friends along, so that- 556 00:22:17,836 --> 00:22:20,672 Oh, let, let's not be too quick to use 557 00:22:20,672 --> 00:22:22,424 'best friend' for me, all right? 558 00:22:22,424 --> 00:22:24,301 - I too. - Way too much commitment 559 00:22:24,301 --> 00:22:25,635 for Mr. Pissing the trashcan over here. 560 00:22:25,635 --> 00:22:28,096 - Wait, what? - This fool pissed 561 00:22:28,096 --> 00:22:30,891 in my boss' trashcan. - Your boss' trashcan? 562 00:22:30,891 --> 00:22:32,809 - My boss' trashcan. - You soiled public property? 563 00:22:32,809 --> 00:22:35,062 I told you already that I was sorry. 564 00:22:35,896 --> 00:22:37,773 It was a mistake. 565 00:22:37,773 --> 00:22:41,026 I thought that Percocet and Vicodin felt the same, 566 00:22:41,026 --> 00:22:43,445 so when I took them, and I came into work, 567 00:22:43,445 --> 00:22:45,238 I was fucking zonked, man. 568 00:22:45,238 --> 00:22:48,200 Just let it, hey, hey, let it go. 569 00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:49,493 (foreboding music) 570 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:51,119 - Let it go? - Yeah. 571 00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:52,496 You want me to let it go? 572 00:22:54,331 --> 00:22:56,291 Okay, tell you what. 573 00:22:56,291 --> 00:22:57,918 I'll let it go. 574 00:22:57,918 --> 00:23:00,712 I'll let it go when you apologize to my boss 575 00:23:00,712 --> 00:23:02,798 and the entire office. 576 00:23:02,798 --> 00:23:04,007 But, but you wouldn't do that. 577 00:23:04,007 --> 00:23:06,218 Na, you haven't been back not once. 578 00:23:06,218 --> 00:23:08,011 Not to clean out your desk, 579 00:23:08,011 --> 00:23:09,763 not to pickup your last paycheck. 580 00:23:09,763 --> 00:23:12,099 Not even to clean up your own piss. 581 00:23:12,099 --> 00:23:13,558 You know who had to do that? 582 00:23:14,476 --> 00:23:16,019 Yeah, me. 583 00:23:17,437 --> 00:23:19,981 I had to clean up a grown man's piss all 'cause he 584 00:23:19,981 --> 00:23:22,025 ain't got no goddamn restraint. 585 00:23:22,025 --> 00:23:24,611 I can't even look my co-workers in they eyes. 586 00:23:24,611 --> 00:23:27,989 I can't go a week without one of them bringing your shit up. 587 00:23:27,989 --> 00:23:31,868 Yeah so, so, man, go fuck yourself, right, Rich. 588 00:23:31,868 --> 00:23:32,828 I second that. 589 00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:35,747 (David exhaling sharply) 590 00:23:35,747 --> 00:23:37,582 Okay, I think, ah, what Jameson is trying to say 591 00:23:37,582 --> 00:23:38,708 is- - What is he trying to say, 592 00:23:38,708 --> 00:23:40,377 David? - That we're all friends here, 593 00:23:40,377 --> 00:23:42,462 and we're all just trying to support you. 594 00:23:43,880 --> 00:23:48,427 And honestly, man, if you don't just pack up your things 595 00:23:49,886 --> 00:23:51,638 and come on this trip with us like we have planned for you, 596 00:23:52,889 --> 00:23:54,141 then I don't know, 597 00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:55,475 I don't know what else to really say. 598 00:23:57,269 --> 00:23:58,103 What trip? 599 00:23:58,979 --> 00:24:00,897 Kayla, what- - Um. 600 00:24:00,897 --> 00:24:03,066 What trip is he talking about? 601 00:24:03,066 --> 00:24:04,651 Do you remember that house that our dad 602 00:24:04,651 --> 00:24:06,570 bought up in the mountains? 603 00:24:06,570 --> 00:24:07,821 Well, we're gonna take you there 604 00:24:07,821 --> 00:24:10,198 and we're gonna be there for you while you detox. 605 00:24:11,366 --> 00:24:14,077 - I'm not doing that. - Yes, you are, Richard. 606 00:24:14,077 --> 00:24:14,911 Yes you are. 607 00:24:16,621 --> 00:24:18,248 Why would I go up there? 608 00:24:18,248 --> 00:24:20,250 I'm not, I'm not- 609 00:24:20,250 --> 00:24:22,919 Look, babe, all I'm saying is that you're coming 610 00:24:22,919 --> 00:24:25,672 on this trip right now because I don't need you to have 611 00:24:25,672 --> 00:24:27,591 any cell reception, do you understand? 612 00:24:27,591 --> 00:24:30,093 I don't need you to have Wayne in your fucking back pocket. 613 00:24:30,093 --> 00:24:31,928 I don't need you to be calling any of your hangers-on, 614 00:24:31,928 --> 00:24:33,847 or your dealers, or whatever the fuck. 615 00:24:33,847 --> 00:24:36,016 Because I want you sober. 616 00:24:36,016 --> 00:24:37,267 I need you sober. 617 00:24:38,101 --> 00:24:39,686 Because I can't do this anymore. 618 00:24:40,770 --> 00:24:41,980 If you do not get help, 619 00:24:45,609 --> 00:24:46,443 I'm done. 620 00:24:47,861 --> 00:24:50,655 And I don't have to remind you that this is my apartment. 621 00:24:50,655 --> 00:24:54,075 That means you'll be out on the street, do you understand? 622 00:24:54,075 --> 00:24:55,410 That's where you're most comfortable though, 623 00:24:55,410 --> 00:24:57,204 so it's honestly a win-win for you. 624 00:25:04,211 --> 00:25:08,632 Well then I guess it's off to the wilderness we go. 625 00:25:11,551 --> 00:25:13,512 (mildly tense music) 626 00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:16,264 (static hissing) 627 00:25:16,264 --> 00:25:19,100 - Let's do it. - Let's pack the car, right? 628 00:25:19,100 --> 00:25:19,935 Oh yeah. 629 00:25:20,810 --> 00:25:23,522 (mildly tense music continues) 630 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:26,608 Wow, okay, so we're going. 631 00:25:26,608 --> 00:25:28,985 I kind of figured and hoped that this would end here, 632 00:25:28,985 --> 00:25:31,279 but, good job, you did it. 633 00:25:32,864 --> 00:25:33,698 Right? 634 00:25:34,824 --> 00:25:35,659 Proud of you. 635 00:25:38,161 --> 00:25:40,288 (vehicle approaching) 636 00:25:40,288 --> 00:25:43,041 Well, looks like we're headed to the great outdoors. 637 00:25:43,041 --> 00:25:44,501 I can think of worse places to be. 638 00:25:44,501 --> 00:25:46,920 Mm-hm, yeah, you're not much of a nature guy, are you? 639 00:25:48,338 --> 00:25:50,423 What, what, why you say that? 640 00:25:50,423 --> 00:25:53,468 I don't know, where's this vest from? 641 00:25:53,468 --> 00:25:55,053 Bruh, no this ain't that, man. 642 00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:57,681 Look, when I step out, I'm stepping out clean. 643 00:25:57,681 --> 00:25:58,974 That's how I operate, okay? 644 00:25:58,974 --> 00:26:00,392 So don't insult my vest. 645 00:26:00,392 --> 00:26:01,518 My vest is fine. 646 00:26:01,518 --> 00:26:02,852 You need to be worried about yourself 647 00:26:02,852 --> 00:26:04,896 looking like a hipster lumberjack 648 00:26:04,896 --> 00:26:06,690 just fell out of Barnes and Nobles. 649 00:26:06,690 --> 00:26:07,899 I don't even know what that means. 650 00:26:07,899 --> 00:26:11,194 But, ah, is this vest even a camping vest, 651 00:26:11,194 --> 00:26:13,196 or is it just supposed to look like a camping vest? 652 00:26:13,196 --> 00:26:14,155 Because- - Look, man. 653 00:26:14,155 --> 00:26:15,615 I'm gonna be honest with you. 654 00:26:15,615 --> 00:26:17,492 Picked this vest up about three weeks ago. 655 00:26:17,492 --> 00:26:19,578 There was this chick I was trying to hook up with. 656 00:26:19,578 --> 00:26:20,870 - Okay. - She like hiking, 657 00:26:20,870 --> 00:26:23,707 so, you know, wanted her to feel like 658 00:26:23,707 --> 00:26:25,458 I was a outdoorsy-type dude. 659 00:26:25,458 --> 00:26:27,002 (David chuckling) 660 00:26:27,002 --> 00:26:28,587 Okay, well, she's a big fan of hiking, clueless in nature, 661 00:26:28,587 --> 00:26:30,755 'cause this is definitely more GQ than REI. 662 00:26:32,632 --> 00:26:37,637 Speaking of girls, ah, Dayna, she's kind of cute, huh? 663 00:26:38,221 --> 00:26:39,472 I don't know. 664 00:26:39,472 --> 00:26:40,724 Why, what's up, you interested? 665 00:26:40,724 --> 00:26:41,933 No, actually not my type at all. 666 00:26:41,933 --> 00:26:43,184 But I think you should go for it. 667 00:26:43,184 --> 00:26:45,228 Yeah, it kinda felt like we was vibing, so. 668 00:26:45,228 --> 00:26:46,313 By all means. 669 00:26:47,355 --> 00:26:48,690 - Let me hold that. - Oh, oh. 670 00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:51,234 Cool, cool. 671 00:26:55,530 --> 00:26:57,407 Yeah, so this is, oh- - Oh. 672 00:26:57,407 --> 00:26:59,743 Here, let me help you. - Pretty much the last of it. 673 00:26:59,743 --> 00:27:01,161 Where is David? 674 00:27:01,161 --> 00:27:02,412 I thought he was supposed to be helping you? 675 00:27:02,412 --> 00:27:04,331 Ah, I think he went back to go help Kayla 676 00:27:04,331 --> 00:27:06,916 motivate Richard. - Right, the peace-making. 677 00:27:06,916 --> 00:27:08,376 God bless David. 678 00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:10,420 So what's up with all the tents and sleeping bags, 679 00:27:10,420 --> 00:27:11,921 I thought your dad had a house up there? 680 00:27:11,921 --> 00:27:15,800 Yeah, yeah, it's more like a 30-acre campground. 681 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:17,260 - Okay. - It's actually 682 00:27:17,260 --> 00:27:19,888 pretty dilapidated but the main house is in good condition. 683 00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:21,723 It's a little bit like Goldie Locks and the three bears 684 00:27:21,723 --> 00:27:23,642 are getting ready to have a tea party there. 685 00:27:23,642 --> 00:27:24,768 Cozier than it sounds. 686 00:27:24,768 --> 00:27:25,935 (cheerful music) 687 00:27:25,935 --> 00:27:29,606 Um, there are usually caretakers there 688 00:27:29,606 --> 00:27:31,775 but my dad said something about them quitting, 689 00:27:31,775 --> 00:27:32,692 I don't really know. 690 00:27:32,692 --> 00:27:34,319 He doesn't really listen. 691 00:27:34,319 --> 00:27:37,989 Um, I don't even know if it has electricity. 692 00:27:37,989 --> 00:27:39,282 - Damn. - But that poor bastard 693 00:27:39,282 --> 00:27:41,660 can sleep anywhere as far as I'm concerned. 694 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:43,328 Maybe the bears'll get him. 695 00:27:43,328 --> 00:27:44,287 - Harsh. - And he will be 696 00:27:44,287 --> 00:27:45,413 out of our lives forever. 697 00:27:45,413 --> 00:27:46,289 It's too harsh. 698 00:27:47,707 --> 00:27:50,126 Yeah, Kayla thought it would be more therapeutic 699 00:27:50,126 --> 00:27:52,170 if we camped in back. 700 00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:54,297 A more rustic setting for the healing. 701 00:27:57,300 --> 00:27:58,802 But there are bears out there. 702 00:28:00,178 --> 00:28:01,429 I mean, I haven't seen them when I've been up there 703 00:28:01,429 --> 00:28:02,972 but there are bears, just so you know. 704 00:28:02,972 --> 00:28:05,308 I mean, if you get scared. 705 00:28:05,308 --> 00:28:07,644 I think the bears ate the caretakers. 706 00:28:07,644 --> 00:28:09,145 Woo. 707 00:28:09,145 --> 00:28:10,313 (Dayna chuckling) 708 00:28:10,313 --> 00:28:11,314 [Richard] I said I'm coming, all right? 709 00:28:13,858 --> 00:28:15,985 All right, I'm gonna get the rest of this. 710 00:28:17,987 --> 00:28:22,992 (door shutting) (birds chirping) 711 00:28:23,785 --> 00:28:27,205 (Richard breathing hard) 712 00:28:32,168 --> 00:28:35,463 (upbeat relaxed music) 713 00:28:41,845 --> 00:28:43,096 (relaxed music continues) 714 00:28:43,096 --> 00:28:47,517 ♪ Everyone in movies looks so young ♪ 715 00:28:47,517 --> 00:28:52,480 ♪ Be it the hero or the bandit on the run ♪ 716 00:28:53,690 --> 00:28:58,069 ♪ Took my chances flying too close to the sun ♪ 717 00:28:59,279 --> 00:29:03,533 ♪ California ain't for everyone ♪ 718 00:29:06,703 --> 00:29:11,708 ♪ Wrote a few songs up on Magic Stallion Drive ♪ 719 00:29:12,917 --> 00:29:17,130 ♪ About some memories of me trying to survive ♪ 720 00:29:18,298 --> 00:29:20,258 ♪ Late at night, if you stand quiet ♪ 721 00:29:20,258 --> 00:29:21,551 I literally cannot believe 722 00:29:21,551 --> 00:29:22,761 that these are the seating arrangements. 723 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:23,720 Like, Kayla. 724 00:29:25,096 --> 00:29:27,766 I get car sick, I don't know what to tell you. 725 00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:32,437 Babe, so you're telling me, ah, we're going, 726 00:29:32,437 --> 00:29:35,231 we're going up to your, to your dad's place, right? 727 00:29:35,231 --> 00:29:37,609 And there's not gonna be any weed, alcohol, pills, 728 00:29:37,609 --> 00:29:39,110 nothing like that, so I'm just gonna have 729 00:29:39,110 --> 00:29:40,278 a shitty three days ahead of me? 730 00:29:40,278 --> 00:29:41,237 (Jameson coughing) 731 00:29:41,237 --> 00:29:42,614 Just trying to figure that out. 732 00:29:42,614 --> 00:29:43,406 Bro, let me put something into perspective 733 00:29:43,406 --> 00:29:44,616 for you right quick. 734 00:29:44,616 --> 00:29:47,452 Ah, you were recently discovered, right? 735 00:29:47,452 --> 00:29:48,995 High outta your gourd, all right? 736 00:29:48,995 --> 00:29:51,623 Passed out by a dumpster. - True story. 737 00:29:51,623 --> 00:29:53,792 All right, you should at least have a little bit of time, 738 00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:55,877 take a break for your detox and your intervention. 739 00:29:55,877 --> 00:29:57,295 Chill out. - I'm not saying 740 00:29:57,295 --> 00:29:59,088 that I can't, I've already agreed to it. 741 00:29:59,088 --> 00:30:01,007 I was just trying to make a final appeal. 742 00:30:01,007 --> 00:30:03,259 There is no final appeal, Rich. 743 00:30:03,259 --> 00:30:04,761 We told you back at the apartment. 744 00:30:04,761 --> 00:30:06,596 Kayla told you back at the apartment. 745 00:30:06,596 --> 00:30:09,432 You either get clean or it's the end of the line. 746 00:30:09,432 --> 00:30:11,267 Yeah, and it's about fucking time. 747 00:30:12,268 --> 00:30:13,812 If you ask me. 748 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:18,441 Dayna, if you could, just for me, and um, 749 00:30:19,275 --> 00:30:20,610 just for me and the world, 750 00:30:20,610 --> 00:30:22,654 will you shut the fuck up? 751 00:30:22,654 --> 00:30:24,864 For five minutes that would be great. 752 00:30:24,864 --> 00:30:27,033 Right back at you, asshole. 753 00:30:27,033 --> 00:30:27,992 - All right. - I'm sorry, 754 00:30:27,992 --> 00:30:29,452 I can express my true feelings 755 00:30:29,452 --> 00:30:30,745 for five fucking minutes 756 00:30:30,745 --> 00:30:32,247 if he's gonna fucking talk to me like this. 757 00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:32,956 I understand, but we don't need to drive this way, 758 00:30:32,956 --> 00:30:34,207 like this, okay? 759 00:30:34,207 --> 00:30:35,583 Babe, you do not talk to my sister like that. 760 00:30:35,583 --> 00:30:37,669 And Dayna, don't perpetuate this. 761 00:30:37,669 --> 00:30:38,962 Okay, we are trying to help him. 762 00:30:38,962 --> 00:30:40,547 Babe, you do have a problem though. 763 00:30:40,547 --> 00:30:45,176 For you, we are here for you, so watch the attitude, please. 764 00:30:45,176 --> 00:30:46,511 I wouldn't hold your breathe. 765 00:30:46,511 --> 00:30:47,971 I would not hold your breathe 766 00:30:47,971 --> 00:30:50,139 I cannot imagine a universe in which Richard 767 00:30:50,139 --> 00:30:52,350 has a good attitude about being sober. 768 00:30:52,350 --> 00:30:53,852 Oh that's great, Jameson. 769 00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:57,856 Just talking shit, just talking shit, that's just, 770 00:30:57,856 --> 00:30:59,315 that's just great. 771 00:30:59,315 --> 00:31:02,151 I really don't understand because since the office thing, 772 00:31:02,151 --> 00:31:04,153 what could I have done to you? 773 00:31:04,153 --> 00:31:05,488 I don't know if you've noticed, bro, 774 00:31:05,488 --> 00:31:07,782 but we ain't hung out since the work incident. 775 00:31:07,782 --> 00:31:10,994 So yeah, no, you ain't had a chance to screw me over again. 776 00:31:10,994 --> 00:31:12,245 But you would. 777 00:31:12,245 --> 00:31:13,705 I mean, you're just not responsible, man. 778 00:31:13,705 --> 00:31:15,957 Okay, Rich, I know you're coming off of stuff, 779 00:31:15,957 --> 00:31:17,625 I understand you're uncomfortable. 780 00:31:17,625 --> 00:31:19,794 But you gotta throw us a bone here, all right? 781 00:31:19,794 --> 00:31:22,255 Let's put a little effort in, please? 782 00:31:22,255 --> 00:31:24,632 And, and, and we're all up here for you, man. 783 00:31:25,717 --> 00:31:27,927 Let's just have a better vibe, all right? 784 00:31:27,927 --> 00:31:30,221 Do you even have a better vibe to switch to? 785 00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:33,349 I have a headache the size of Mount Rushmore. 786 00:31:34,225 --> 00:31:37,228 Wait, is Mount Rushmore big? 787 00:31:37,228 --> 00:31:38,521 - Yes. - Ah yeah, 788 00:31:38,521 --> 00:31:41,858 it's, Mount Rushmore is big, it's a mountain. 789 00:31:41,858 --> 00:31:43,610 Okay, I thought it might be small. 790 00:31:43,610 --> 00:31:45,445 Smoked your brains out all the way, man. 791 00:31:45,445 --> 00:31:46,946 You gotta chill, big dawg. 792 00:31:49,574 --> 00:31:53,286 Does anyone ever ask the alcoholic, 793 00:31:53,286 --> 00:31:57,332 as you all labeled me, what I think about all this? 794 00:31:57,332 --> 00:32:00,793 Because, I personally like doing drugs. 795 00:32:00,793 --> 00:32:02,545 And, I'm not a big fan of life. 796 00:32:02,545 --> 00:32:03,713 Life sucks. 797 00:32:03,713 --> 00:32:06,758 No no no, your life sucks. 798 00:32:06,758 --> 00:32:07,967 Life don't suck. 799 00:32:07,967 --> 00:32:09,844 My life don't suck, your life sucks. 800 00:32:11,012 --> 00:32:12,722 Yeah, you know what, Rich? 801 00:32:12,722 --> 00:32:15,558 I do think you, you know, you're a good guy, all right? 802 00:32:15,558 --> 00:32:18,019 And I wanna see you do well. 803 00:32:18,019 --> 00:32:20,396 You made a lot of mistakes, man, most of 'em 804 00:32:20,396 --> 00:32:23,149 are irreparable, but there's a good guy inside of you. 805 00:32:23,149 --> 00:32:24,984 I hope he comes out. 806 00:32:24,984 --> 00:32:25,902 [David] You know what, ah, Rich, 807 00:32:25,902 --> 00:32:28,029 maybe you should get some sleep, 808 00:32:28,029 --> 00:32:28,863 I don't know. 809 00:32:28,863 --> 00:32:30,990 ♪ Happy ending 810 00:32:30,990 --> 00:32:35,995 ♪ Let's be happy about 811 00:32:36,746 --> 00:32:38,331 ♪ Just received this 812 00:32:38,331 --> 00:32:42,877 Hey, um, did you tell Dad we were coming up here? 813 00:32:42,877 --> 00:32:44,629 Ah, yes, I did. 814 00:32:44,629 --> 00:32:48,091 I called him yesterday. - Oh, okay. 815 00:32:48,091 --> 00:32:50,468 Ah, did you tell him why we were coming up here? 816 00:32:50,468 --> 00:32:53,054 Ah, yeah, I did. 817 00:32:53,054 --> 00:32:54,430 Hey- - Wow, okay, 818 00:32:54,430 --> 00:32:55,682 well, what did he say? 819 00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:57,600 I know he's never been a big fan of Richard. 820 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:02,605 - Okay, well- - That's a surprise, honestly. 821 00:33:02,605 --> 00:33:03,606 Yeah, big shocker. 822 00:33:05,775 --> 00:33:08,361 He's not a fan, mostly because of what Dayna 823 00:33:08,361 --> 00:33:10,238 has told him, so. 824 00:33:10,238 --> 00:33:12,490 Oh, so you're gonna throw the messenger under the bus? 825 00:33:12,490 --> 00:33:15,368 Babe, I can't sugarcoat facts. 826 00:33:15,368 --> 00:33:17,286 (Jameson chuckling) 827 00:33:17,286 --> 00:33:19,414 Oh hey, any of y'all been to that restaurant 828 00:33:19,414 --> 00:33:20,623 off Vine and Melrose, 829 00:33:20,623 --> 00:33:22,625 like by where the old Oinkster used to be? 830 00:33:23,793 --> 00:33:25,795 It's called Jameson. - Oh yeah. 831 00:33:25,795 --> 00:33:28,631 They got the best pizza fries, man, I'm telling you. 832 00:33:28,631 --> 00:33:30,383 - I'm sorry? - Whoa, whoa, what? 833 00:33:30,383 --> 00:33:33,136 What did you say, pizza fries? 834 00:33:33,136 --> 00:33:35,513 They're like fries but you get all the toppings 835 00:33:35,513 --> 00:33:37,432 from a pizza. - Why? 836 00:33:37,432 --> 00:33:40,018 No, no, no, no, look, look, look, don't do that. 837 00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:42,311 Look, look, and I had the same first reaction 838 00:33:42,311 --> 00:33:43,646 as y'all did, okay? 839 00:33:43,646 --> 00:33:45,982 But when I sat down, saw that on the menu, man. 840 00:33:45,982 --> 00:33:47,400 Look, I went to this place 841 00:33:47,400 --> 00:33:49,152 'cause it's called Jameson, right? 842 00:33:49,152 --> 00:33:51,904 I like to go to a place where I feel, 843 00:33:51,904 --> 00:33:54,657 you know, already like comfortable and welcome, right? 844 00:33:54,657 --> 00:33:57,827 What better way than by going to a place called Jameson's? 845 00:33:57,827 --> 00:34:00,663 And my name is Jameson. - Yeah we knew that. 846 00:34:00,663 --> 00:34:04,167 I don't know if that makes any, I mean, I'm just trying 847 00:34:04,167 --> 00:34:05,626 to think of, I don't know if I'd go to a place 848 00:34:05,626 --> 00:34:07,670 just called David's. - Well, you don't know that, 849 00:34:07,670 --> 00:34:09,839 now do you, David? - I guess I don't. 850 00:34:09,839 --> 00:34:10,840 Yo, to each his own. 851 00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:12,091 But anyway, let me tell you 852 00:34:12,091 --> 00:34:13,551 about these pizza fries, all right? 853 00:34:13,551 --> 00:34:16,262 'Cause they were exceptional and I will tell you why. 854 00:34:16,262 --> 00:34:17,680 I don't think we need to know why. 855 00:34:17,680 --> 00:34:19,223 I'm gonna gag if you explain it. 856 00:34:19,223 --> 00:34:21,934 Yeah, well, I'm gonna tell you anyway, okay, all right? 857 00:34:21,934 --> 00:34:23,019 'Cause this might change your life, 858 00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:24,520 I'm just letting you know, right? 859 00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:26,397 [David] I'm just trying to wrap my head around this. 860 00:34:26,397 --> 00:34:27,857 [Jameson] I wouldn't go to a restaurant 861 00:34:27,857 --> 00:34:29,025 called David's either. - Like, who were you with? 862 00:34:29,025 --> 00:34:30,359 Yeah, who were you with? 863 00:34:30,359 --> 00:34:31,778 I was by myself. 864 00:34:31,778 --> 00:34:33,362 Oh ho, so this was a little date? 865 00:34:33,362 --> 00:34:35,156 So wait, you went to a place called Jameson's 866 00:34:35,156 --> 00:34:36,365 'cause your name is Jameson 867 00:34:36,365 --> 00:34:38,034 and you went by yourself? - Yeah. 868 00:34:39,535 --> 00:34:41,287 When you say it like that, I guess I do sound 869 00:34:41,287 --> 00:34:44,165 a little self indulgent. - Not a little self indulgent, 870 00:34:44,165 --> 00:34:46,626 a lot self indulgent, but I am here for it. 871 00:34:46,626 --> 00:34:48,127 Fair enough. 872 00:34:48,127 --> 00:34:49,337 Y'all gonna let me tell you about the pizza fries, 873 00:34:49,337 --> 00:34:51,047 or what's up? - Fine, go on. 874 00:34:51,047 --> 00:34:53,925 All right, so now, what made these pizza fries 875 00:34:53,925 --> 00:34:57,136 like just delectable is like the main thing is, look, look, 876 00:34:57,136 --> 00:34:58,721 you know it's a lot of different type of fries out there. 877 00:34:58,721 --> 00:35:02,016 All right, you've got crinkle cut, you got waffle fries. 878 00:35:02,016 --> 00:35:03,518 - Sure. - Curly fries. 879 00:35:03,518 --> 00:35:04,894 - Right. - No. 880 00:35:04,894 --> 00:35:06,979 - Steak fries. - Steak fries. 881 00:35:06,979 --> 00:35:09,690 Mm, refresh me on steak fries again. 882 00:35:09,690 --> 00:35:12,652 Like, steak fries, like a thicker cut. 883 00:35:12,652 --> 00:35:14,445 Like it's cut like a steak, so they call 'em 884 00:35:14,445 --> 00:35:15,988 like steak fries. - Not sure that's why 885 00:35:15,988 --> 00:35:18,282 it's called that, but. - It's like a sturdy fry? 886 00:35:18,282 --> 00:35:19,492 Sturdy fry, right. 887 00:35:19,492 --> 00:35:21,077 So basically 'cause they using these fries, 888 00:35:21,077 --> 00:35:24,163 it was like the perfect combination of this thick potato, 889 00:35:24,163 --> 00:35:26,999 man, and when it mix with the pepperoni, 890 00:35:26,999 --> 00:35:29,210 the crispiness of the pepperoni was amazing, 891 00:35:29,210 --> 00:35:30,545 and the mozzarella. 892 00:35:31,921 --> 00:35:34,590 It'll change your life, it'll really make you revaluate 893 00:35:34,590 --> 00:35:36,551 like why I'm eating, you know, what I eat? 894 00:35:36,551 --> 00:35:37,760 I gotta switch it up a little bit. 895 00:35:37,760 --> 00:35:39,971 I don't know how vegans do it. 896 00:35:39,971 --> 00:35:41,514 I put that little bit of pepperoni on mine. 897 00:35:41,514 --> 00:35:44,767 I go to work, man, I'm telling you, it'll change your life. 898 00:35:45,935 --> 00:35:47,353 I mean, I would try it. 899 00:35:47,353 --> 00:35:48,437 - David. - Right, 900 00:35:48,437 --> 00:35:49,647 that's what I'm saying. 901 00:35:49,647 --> 00:35:51,440 Yeah, I mean, I'd have to be drunk, but 902 00:35:52,567 --> 00:35:55,069 Sounds good. - I was, I was drunk. 903 00:35:55,069 --> 00:35:56,154 (all chuckling) 904 00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:57,530 Definitely drunk. 905 00:35:57,530 --> 00:36:01,450 - Cheeseburger. - What'd you say, Ricky D? 906 00:36:01,450 --> 00:36:03,619 - What the fuck? - Got the hangover mumble. 907 00:36:05,037 --> 00:36:05,872 Cheeseburger? 908 00:36:07,373 --> 00:36:08,958 [Jameson] This dude's talking to himself. 909 00:36:08,958 --> 00:36:10,376 You said cheeseburger? 910 00:36:10,376 --> 00:36:12,336 That's, that's right, man. 911 00:36:12,336 --> 00:36:15,506 (Dayna chuckling) 912 00:36:15,506 --> 00:36:18,259 (birds chirping) 913 00:36:23,806 --> 00:36:26,475 Ooh, all right. - Here we are. 914 00:36:28,769 --> 00:36:30,605 (Jameson groaning) 915 00:36:30,605 --> 00:36:33,733 Hey, why are we stopping here? 916 00:36:34,734 --> 00:36:36,235 I don't see a home. 917 00:36:36,235 --> 00:36:39,280 My dad was worried about trespassers, so, 918 00:36:39,280 --> 00:36:40,990 we gotta walk the rest of the way. 919 00:36:42,491 --> 00:36:44,619 All right, well, ah, wanna grab some bags, Jameson? 920 00:36:44,619 --> 00:36:45,786 Let's do it. 921 00:36:45,786 --> 00:36:48,706 I think Richard should grab all the bags. 922 00:36:48,706 --> 00:36:50,208 Doesn't that seem fair? 923 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:52,126 I'm already detoxing, ah, from multiple things. 924 00:36:52,126 --> 00:36:53,669 - Oh right. - Multiple things. 925 00:36:53,669 --> 00:36:55,922 I don't really feel like doing any hard labor right now. 926 00:36:55,922 --> 00:36:59,425 Aw poor guy, took a bunch of substances voluntarily 927 00:36:59,425 --> 00:37:00,968 and now he doesn't wanna do any physical labor. 928 00:37:00,968 --> 00:37:02,595 Let's clean up his mess again, huh? 929 00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:03,512 - Great. - Okay. 930 00:37:03,512 --> 00:37:04,680 Fine, fine, hand me a bag. 931 00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:05,932 Grab one of these bags. 932 00:37:05,932 --> 00:37:07,850 Oh, oops, oops, my bad, my bad. 933 00:37:07,850 --> 00:37:08,976 Can you pick that up? 934 00:37:08,976 --> 00:37:10,436 That's what happens to you. 935 00:37:10,436 --> 00:37:12,355 - I guess I can. - When you are being a dick. 936 00:37:12,355 --> 00:37:13,522 Come on Rich, you've got it man. 937 00:37:13,522 --> 00:37:15,149 That's real nice. 938 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:21,280 This shit sucks as much as I thought it was gonna suck. 939 00:37:22,406 --> 00:37:26,786 Really, I mean, wow, nature, amazing. 940 00:37:26,786 --> 00:37:31,791 Ah, but, I have sobered up a little bit, 941 00:37:32,959 --> 00:37:34,335 and I just wanted to say that I'm sorry 942 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:36,754 about what I said earlier, 943 00:37:36,754 --> 00:37:39,423 although I think all of this is completely unnecessary, 944 00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:41,550 all of it. - Actually, Richard, 945 00:37:41,550 --> 00:37:43,552 I think this is the most necessary thing you've ever done 946 00:37:43,552 --> 00:37:44,387 in your life. 947 00:37:46,180 --> 00:37:47,431 All right, point taken, 948 00:37:47,431 --> 00:37:48,641 I guess I'll just shut the fuck up. 949 00:37:48,641 --> 00:37:50,142 - Please. - I've been trying to say that 950 00:37:50,142 --> 00:37:51,602 to ya this whole trip, but I couldn't figure out a way 951 00:37:51,602 --> 00:37:53,187 to make it sound polite. - You can't be in a bad mood 952 00:37:53,187 --> 00:37:55,273 out here. - Yes I can. 953 00:37:56,565 --> 00:37:57,400 Easily! 954 00:37:58,567 --> 00:38:00,653 And I'm trying to have a good time. 955 00:38:00,653 --> 00:38:01,988 David? 956 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:03,572 You gotta admit this shit sucks. 957 00:38:03,572 --> 00:38:06,242 I mean, I'm already starting to get the shakes over here. 958 00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:07,702 What are, what are, what are the fucking shakes? 959 00:38:07,702 --> 00:38:09,537 I don't know, they happen after I drink a bunch, 960 00:38:09,537 --> 00:38:10,746 and then if I take a day off, 961 00:38:10,746 --> 00:38:12,081 all of a sudden I get the shakes. 962 00:38:12,081 --> 00:38:14,000 [David] It's called detoxing. 963 00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:15,960 Dude, detoxing only happens with drugs. 964 00:38:15,960 --> 00:38:19,588 - Alcohol is a drug, man. - Alcohol is not a drug. 965 00:38:19,588 --> 00:38:21,048 It's been around forever. 966 00:38:21,048 --> 00:38:23,634 [Jameson] Yeah, so has weed but it's still a drug. 967 00:38:25,094 --> 00:38:28,139 So you're trying to tell me that weed and alcohol 968 00:38:28,139 --> 00:38:29,932 are the same as cocaine and ecstasy? 969 00:38:29,932 --> 00:38:31,767 No, no, you idiot. 970 00:38:31,767 --> 00:38:33,436 They're just saying they're both classified as drugs, 971 00:38:33,436 --> 00:38:34,937 please don't do them again, let's go! 972 00:38:34,937 --> 00:38:37,732 [David] All right, let's just, leave him alone. 973 00:38:37,732 --> 00:38:39,483 This is already kind of a fucked up situation. 974 00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:40,943 It was fucked up before we got here. 975 00:38:40,943 --> 00:38:43,195 You're actually just keeping it continuous, so. 976 00:38:45,614 --> 00:38:46,449 I get it. 977 00:38:49,535 --> 00:38:50,953 I'm sorry. 978 00:38:50,953 --> 00:38:52,455 I am sorry, I'm. 979 00:38:53,914 --> 00:38:58,711 I will say, I didn't really realize till earlier today 980 00:38:58,711 --> 00:39:03,174 that, um, I didn't realize that I was affecting your life 981 00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:07,678 as much as Kayla's until earlier today. 982 00:39:07,678 --> 00:39:09,096 All right? 983 00:39:09,096 --> 00:39:12,641 I didn't, I, I always justified Kayla because, you know, 984 00:39:12,641 --> 00:39:15,644 she's affected by me, but she knew what she signed up for 985 00:39:15,644 --> 00:39:18,564 when she was with me. - Yeah, yeah she knew. 986 00:39:19,398 --> 00:39:20,316 She knew. 987 00:39:20,316 --> 00:39:21,817 (pensive music) 988 00:39:21,817 --> 00:39:23,903 She understood that you were going through a rough patch. 989 00:39:23,903 --> 00:39:25,279 I don't think she thought it was gonna go on 990 00:39:25,279 --> 00:39:26,155 and on and on. 991 00:39:28,282 --> 00:39:29,909 There's no end in sight. 992 00:39:31,619 --> 00:39:33,079 All right, this is, this is okay. 993 00:39:33,079 --> 00:39:34,997 This is okay, Rich, we're good, right? 994 00:39:36,165 --> 00:39:38,334 (mellow music) 995 00:39:38,334 --> 00:39:39,543 I mean he's here. 996 00:39:39,543 --> 00:39:41,462 So let's not be so hard on him anymore, okay? 997 00:39:42,338 --> 00:39:44,465 Let's just keep going. 998 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,760 That's fine. 999 00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:48,719 You okay, 1000 00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:49,970 do you want some water? - No. 1001 00:39:55,518 --> 00:39:58,312 [Jameson] Okay, so y'all really were (indistinct). 1002 00:39:58,312 --> 00:39:59,605 [Dayna] I missed it so much up here. 1003 00:39:59,605 --> 00:40:01,816 Haven't you, Kayla? 1004 00:40:01,816 --> 00:40:05,111 [Richard] Kayla, how much farther along do we have to go? 1005 00:40:06,445 --> 00:40:09,949 - Quit complaining. - I'm (sighs), stop filming. 1006 00:40:09,949 --> 00:40:11,909 [Jameson] You gotta sweat out the alcohol, man, come on. 1007 00:40:11,909 --> 00:40:13,411 (static hissing) 1008 00:40:13,411 --> 00:40:14,912 Well, I took mushrooms and I thought I was in nature. 1009 00:40:14,912 --> 00:40:17,540 Okay, well, maybe we'll just pretend you're on mushrooms 1010 00:40:17,540 --> 00:40:19,041 I don't know. 1011 00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:21,752 Doesn't this, don't these woods kind of remind you of that, 1012 00:40:21,752 --> 00:40:23,504 I forget the name of it, horror movie we watched 1013 00:40:23,504 --> 00:40:25,172 that one night, remember that? 1014 00:40:25,172 --> 00:40:26,132 We should do another movie night. 1015 00:40:26,132 --> 00:40:27,383 What, "Blood Mother?" 1016 00:40:27,383 --> 00:40:28,592 That one? - Yeah, yeah, 1017 00:40:28,592 --> 00:40:30,052 that was it, right? - Yeah, okay. 1018 00:40:30,052 --> 00:40:31,303 Doesn't it look exactly like those woods? 1019 00:40:31,303 --> 00:40:32,888 It does but I can just watch it at home 1020 00:40:32,888 --> 00:40:34,682 and I could be high while it happens. 1021 00:40:34,682 --> 00:40:36,934 - Come on! - What? 1022 00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:38,144 We high in altitude, all right? 1023 00:40:38,144 --> 00:40:39,353 - Yeah, yeah. - That's your high. 1024 00:40:39,353 --> 00:40:40,938 - There we go. - High in altitude? 1025 00:40:40,938 --> 00:40:41,856 Yeah, yeah, yeah. 1026 00:40:41,856 --> 00:40:43,107 (static hissing) 1027 00:40:43,107 --> 00:40:44,650 Are we close to the house, or what? 1028 00:40:44,650 --> 00:40:46,569 - Yeah. - Are we close, 'cause. 1029 00:40:46,569 --> 00:40:48,696 [Dayna] Do you need a little break? 1030 00:40:48,696 --> 00:40:50,197 - I would like- - Wanna sit down? 1031 00:40:50,197 --> 00:40:51,907 I would like a break, yeah, that would be good. 1032 00:40:51,907 --> 00:40:53,826 - Did anybody bring? - What? 1033 00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:56,871 - You know. - Oxygen? 1034 00:40:56,871 --> 00:40:58,038 (girls laughing) 1035 00:40:58,038 --> 00:40:58,956 [Dayna] Do you need a little oxygen? 1036 00:40:58,956 --> 00:41:00,207 Should we bother a park ranger? 1037 00:41:00,207 --> 00:41:01,125 Remember when we had to call that park ranger. 1038 00:41:01,125 --> 00:41:03,252 We shouldn't unpack our stuff. 1039 00:41:03,252 --> 00:41:04,420 [Jameson] He can make it, he can make it. 1040 00:41:04,420 --> 00:41:05,588 Yeah, let's not unpack right now, come on. 1041 00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:06,505 - Let's go. - Let's go. 1042 00:41:06,505 --> 00:41:07,756 Here, you want, I'll even take- 1043 00:41:07,756 --> 00:41:09,216 If I don't have to hear anymore banter. 1044 00:41:09,216 --> 00:41:11,760 The only thing I'm grateful for right now is you. 1045 00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:13,304 - Good. - But not this. 1046 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,722 Not, not, the intervention. 1047 00:41:14,722 --> 00:41:15,848 I really was just. 1048 00:41:17,433 --> 00:41:19,560 I just can't get over how beautiful it is. 1049 00:41:19,560 --> 00:41:21,520 [Jameson] Okay, ooh, she making a tape. 1050 00:41:21,520 --> 00:41:22,771 What you doing? 1051 00:41:22,771 --> 00:41:23,981 Ooh, get me, get my good side, ooh. 1052 00:41:23,981 --> 00:41:25,274 What I'm looking like, ooh. 1053 00:41:25,274 --> 00:41:26,484 Get me with her one time. 1054 00:41:26,484 --> 00:41:29,069 Oh fuh, thank God, the fucking house. 1055 00:41:30,529 --> 00:41:33,115 [Jameson Kayla] Ah, ooh, yeah, we in there. 1056 00:41:34,450 --> 00:41:35,743 [Dayna] I like it. 1057 00:41:35,743 --> 00:41:36,911 [Kayla] Sis, you're killing those pants. 1058 00:41:36,911 --> 00:41:38,078 I do love those. 1059 00:41:38,078 --> 00:41:39,288 [Dayna] Oh my gosh, thank you. 1060 00:41:39,288 --> 00:41:40,748 - Ooh. - Thank you for letting me 1061 00:41:40,748 --> 00:41:43,542 borrow them. - Oh God, okay. 1062 00:41:43,542 --> 00:41:44,627 This won't be so bad. 1063 00:41:45,669 --> 00:41:47,087 Ah, what won't be bad? 1064 00:41:47,087 --> 00:41:48,464 Staying in the house? 1065 00:41:48,464 --> 00:41:49,715 'Cause we're not. 1066 00:41:49,715 --> 00:41:51,258 We're staying back there behind it. 1067 00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:53,844 - Why? - Well, it does look like 1068 00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:55,804 the caretakers quit a few weeks ago. 1069 00:41:55,804 --> 00:41:58,098 And the electricity looks completely off, 1070 00:41:58,098 --> 00:42:00,100 and you don't deserve it. 1071 00:42:00,100 --> 00:42:02,811 Nice, so, actual camping, like in tents. 1072 00:42:02,811 --> 00:42:04,980 Ah, come on, an air mattress in a tent 1073 00:42:04,980 --> 00:42:08,067 is gonna beat the hell out of an alley way, right? 1074 00:42:08,067 --> 00:42:11,278 We don't know that, we can't say definitively. 1075 00:42:11,278 --> 00:42:12,530 It'll be fine, babe. 1076 00:42:12,530 --> 00:42:13,989 I'm just gonna go run in and get some stuff. 1077 00:42:13,989 --> 00:42:16,033 But if you guys wanna start setting up, it's literally just 1078 00:42:16,033 --> 00:42:16,951 right behind the deck. 1079 00:42:16,951 --> 00:42:18,077 And I'll be right back. 1080 00:42:18,077 --> 00:42:19,078 - You good? - Yeah! 1081 00:42:20,704 --> 00:42:23,374 (wistful music) 1082 00:42:26,085 --> 00:42:28,003 So this is camping? 1083 00:42:28,003 --> 00:42:29,755 That's, that's great. 1084 00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:33,300 People do this? 1085 00:42:34,677 --> 00:42:39,348 Yes, Richard, people do this and they seem to enjoy it. 1086 00:42:40,099 --> 00:42:40,975 (Jameson chuckling) 1087 00:42:40,975 --> 00:42:42,393 Come on, man. 1088 00:42:42,393 --> 00:42:44,687 This has gotta be better than giving blow jobs 1089 00:42:44,687 --> 00:42:47,690 to the local biker gang for vodka in a dark alley, right? 1090 00:42:47,690 --> 00:42:49,149 (Dayna and Jameson laughing) 1091 00:42:49,149 --> 00:42:50,568 I'm sorry, bro, I had to. 1092 00:42:52,945 --> 00:42:54,697 Jameson, are you always like this 1093 00:42:54,697 --> 00:42:57,825 or is it just 'cause this jackass is around to motivate you? 1094 00:42:58,867 --> 00:43:01,287 Aw, man, I, I actually consider myself 1095 00:43:01,287 --> 00:43:03,998 a pretty like angry guy. 1096 00:43:03,998 --> 00:43:07,251 Humor allows me to kinda like hedge my initial response 1097 00:43:07,251 --> 00:43:09,461 so I don't, you know, blow up at people, so. 1098 00:43:10,671 --> 00:43:12,131 Kayla, you think I should try that? 1099 00:43:12,131 --> 00:43:13,549 Yes, please. 1100 00:43:15,426 --> 00:43:18,387 Well, I don't know, I haven't always been like this. 1101 00:43:21,807 --> 00:43:25,728 I, I guess like after my little brother died, 1102 00:43:25,728 --> 00:43:30,316 I, ah, I just got like real angry. 1103 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,234 So. 1104 00:43:33,569 --> 00:43:35,571 [Dayna] I'm sorry. 1105 00:43:35,571 --> 00:43:37,364 Ah yeah, it's all good. 1106 00:43:39,408 --> 00:43:44,413 But yeah, man, my, ah, (exhales) my little brother, ah, 1107 00:43:44,413 --> 00:43:46,915 died in a car accident. 1108 00:43:46,915 --> 00:43:48,000 He wasn't even driving. 1109 00:43:49,126 --> 00:43:50,085 What happened to him? 1110 00:43:50,085 --> 00:43:52,379 Was it drunk driving, or? 1111 00:43:52,379 --> 00:43:54,715 - Nah. - Just one of those things? 1112 00:43:54,715 --> 00:43:56,258 If a 90-year-old woman 1113 00:43:56,258 --> 00:43:59,345 plowing through a fucking red light and hitting another car 1114 00:43:59,345 --> 00:44:00,763 when she shouldn't even been fucking driving 1115 00:44:00,763 --> 00:44:05,309 is just one of those things, then, eh, I guess so. 1116 00:44:05,309 --> 00:44:06,769 I ah, I didn't know, man. 1117 00:44:06,769 --> 00:44:09,605 I wasn't, I wasn't trying to discount anything. 1118 00:44:13,359 --> 00:44:14,860 But no harm, no foul, right? 1119 00:44:16,278 --> 00:44:19,114 My little brother, he was the good one. 1120 00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:27,289 Ronnie was the best, man. 1121 00:44:27,289 --> 00:44:30,292 Like straight-A student. 1122 00:44:30,292 --> 00:44:32,961 Never touched drugs, alcohol, none of that. 1123 00:44:34,129 --> 00:44:36,965 He was an Eagle Scout, straight As, man. 1124 00:44:38,550 --> 00:44:40,636 He volunteered for this local organization 1125 00:44:40,636 --> 00:44:44,723 that, ah, helped homeless teens. 1126 00:44:44,723 --> 00:44:47,810 And, ah. - Doesn't make you 1127 00:44:47,810 --> 00:44:49,061 a worse person or better 1128 00:44:49,061 --> 00:44:51,271 just because you wanted to live your life 1129 00:44:51,271 --> 00:44:52,981 the way you wanted to. 1130 00:44:52,981 --> 00:44:56,652 You know my therapist, on multiple occasions, 1131 00:44:56,652 --> 00:44:58,862 she told me the same exact thing, man. 1132 00:45:00,280 --> 00:45:03,701 But I still can't bring myself to believe it. 1133 00:45:06,829 --> 00:45:08,205 When my little brother died, 1134 00:45:09,957 --> 00:45:13,001 I honestly feel like it was a mistake, man. 1135 00:45:14,962 --> 00:45:16,839 God doesn't make mistakes. 1136 00:45:16,839 --> 00:45:18,590 Eh oh, well, if God didn't make a mistake 1137 00:45:18,590 --> 00:45:21,802 then somebody else fucking did 'cause Ronnie 1138 00:45:21,802 --> 00:45:23,095 should still be here, man. 1139 00:45:25,264 --> 00:45:28,767 So yeah, that's, ah, that's why I use humor, 1140 00:45:28,767 --> 00:45:33,355 'cause like, ah, trying to think about life 1141 00:45:35,441 --> 00:45:36,692 and just how fragile it is, 1142 00:45:36,692 --> 00:45:41,155 it's like, it's just too much, man, so. 1143 00:45:45,159 --> 00:45:45,993 I am sorry. 1144 00:45:49,037 --> 00:45:51,623 I, I, ah, didn't know that, Jameson, so. 1145 00:45:52,791 --> 00:45:56,253 Yeah, me too, Rich. 1146 00:45:58,630 --> 00:46:02,259 But shit, man, I didn't come here to put like a damper 1147 00:46:02,259 --> 00:46:04,720 on the whole journey through the wilderness 1148 00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:07,890 with our good brother Rich here, so, ah, 1149 00:46:07,890 --> 00:46:09,391 enough about me. 1150 00:46:09,391 --> 00:46:10,225 All right. 1151 00:46:15,939 --> 00:46:19,735 Is, ah, is that why you treat me the way you do? 1152 00:46:22,571 --> 00:46:25,240 'Cause maybe your brother should be here instead of me? 1153 00:46:36,752 --> 00:46:38,587 You know what, Rich? 1154 00:46:39,713 --> 00:46:40,756 You must be sober 1155 00:46:43,926 --> 00:46:45,260 'cause that's the most clarity 1156 00:46:45,260 --> 00:46:47,721 I've heard from you since back before 1157 00:46:47,721 --> 00:46:49,223 the work incident, right? 1158 00:46:51,433 --> 00:46:52,267 And yeah, man. 1159 00:46:53,727 --> 00:46:56,772 I, you know, I think there is a little bit of resentment. 1160 00:46:56,772 --> 00:46:58,982 I just don't get why people 1161 00:46:58,982 --> 00:47:01,276 that piss their life away, right? 1162 00:47:01,276 --> 00:47:05,030 Just get to keep pissing it away when people who deserve 1163 00:47:05,030 --> 00:47:07,199 to be here, aren't, right? 1164 00:47:07,199 --> 00:47:09,159 And that made me question God. 1165 00:47:09,159 --> 00:47:10,953 So bro, you know, I'm angry at you 1166 00:47:10,953 --> 00:47:13,497 but it ain't got nothing to do with the work, bro. 1167 00:47:13,497 --> 00:47:15,958 It's 'cause you made me question God. 1168 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,961 And your screw-up after screw-up after screw-up 1169 00:47:18,961 --> 00:47:22,256 of a life is just another drop in the bucket 1170 00:47:22,256 --> 00:47:24,967 of my evidence that fucking God don't exist. 1171 00:47:26,802 --> 00:47:29,346 Jameson, you don't have to keep talking about it. 1172 00:47:30,931 --> 00:47:33,433 Look, I'm not gonna make an excuse, 1173 00:47:33,433 --> 00:47:35,561 but he's an alcoholic and a drug addict. 1174 00:47:36,812 --> 00:47:38,564 And it's a disease. 1175 00:47:38,564 --> 00:47:41,483 This, eh, I'm gonna just have to take your word 1176 00:47:41,483 --> 00:47:45,153 on that whole disease shit, all right? 1177 00:47:45,153 --> 00:47:47,990 Cancer is a disease. 1178 00:47:47,990 --> 00:47:50,659 Mesothelioma is a damned disease. 1179 00:47:50,659 --> 00:47:52,828 This motherfucker just a lazy shit. 1180 00:47:52,828 --> 00:47:55,372 - I second that. - I, I hear you, man, 1181 00:47:55,372 --> 00:47:59,835 but I, I, if that's the case, then a lot of people 1182 00:47:59,835 --> 00:48:02,880 who are fucked up, they would just stop drinking. 1183 00:48:04,256 --> 00:48:07,885 They wouldn't need a 12-step program or rehab. 1184 00:48:09,261 --> 00:48:11,972 Your disease is curable and the cure is like 1185 00:48:11,972 --> 00:48:13,348 two miles from your apartment, man. 1186 00:48:13,348 --> 00:48:16,059 I, I agree with what he's saying. 1187 00:48:16,059 --> 00:48:19,688 It's, think about all those stories we read all the time 1188 00:48:19,688 --> 00:48:23,567 about our friends or celebrities OD-ing, and they die. 1189 00:48:23,567 --> 00:48:25,235 It's, there's something, it's not random, 1190 00:48:25,235 --> 00:48:26,361 there's something in their head. 1191 00:48:26,361 --> 00:48:27,571 - Because they choose. - No, it's, 1192 00:48:27,571 --> 00:48:29,489 it's more than that, it's not their fault. 1193 00:48:29,489 --> 00:48:33,201 It's not their fault because they chose to stay sick. 1194 00:48:33,201 --> 00:48:36,997 People with cancer don't choose to stay sick? 1195 00:48:36,997 --> 00:48:38,790 I just wanted the voices to stop. 1196 00:48:40,167 --> 00:48:43,211 What? 1197 00:48:43,211 --> 00:48:44,546 What voices, Rich? 1198 00:48:45,756 --> 00:48:48,675 (Rich sighing) 1199 00:48:48,675 --> 00:48:49,718 The voices. 1200 00:48:50,886 --> 00:48:53,055 The ones that say you're not good enough, 1201 00:48:53,055 --> 00:48:55,265 and you're never gonna be good enough, and that life sucks, 1202 00:48:55,265 --> 00:48:56,558 and it's always gonna suck, 1203 00:48:56,558 --> 00:48:58,268 and there's nothing you can do about it. 1204 00:49:03,774 --> 00:49:08,779 When I drink though, you know, when I smoke, snort, pop, 1205 00:49:12,908 --> 00:49:14,409 I finally feel okay. 1206 00:49:16,787 --> 00:49:19,915 And that's all I've ever wanted, was to feel okay. 1207 00:49:25,337 --> 00:49:26,254 It will be okay. 1208 00:49:28,548 --> 00:49:32,302 So, you know, who wants food? 1209 00:49:33,720 --> 00:49:35,013 Well, yeah, we should eat something. 1210 00:49:35,013 --> 00:49:35,847 Yeah. 1211 00:49:43,438 --> 00:49:45,607 (footsteps approaching) 1212 00:49:45,607 --> 00:49:47,401 Hey, Rich, can we talk real quick? 1213 00:49:56,284 --> 00:49:58,412 So you said something earlier, um, 1214 00:49:59,496 --> 00:50:00,956 about how you've been feeling 1215 00:50:00,956 --> 00:50:05,961 and how you wanted to stop the voices. 1216 00:50:09,756 --> 00:50:10,590 Remember my dad? 1217 00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:12,634 Yeah. 1218 00:50:14,386 --> 00:50:15,220 He's a funny guy. 1219 00:50:17,597 --> 00:50:20,308 He started having problems after I left home. 1220 00:50:22,811 --> 00:50:27,816 I try not to think about it very much but when I do, 1221 00:50:28,984 --> 00:50:31,862 I realize he sounded a lot like you. 1222 00:50:34,239 --> 00:50:37,159 He was looking for distractions, ya know? 1223 00:50:37,159 --> 00:50:39,828 Whether he was home, at work, 1224 00:50:41,955 --> 00:50:43,206 he had these voices. 1225 00:50:45,167 --> 00:50:48,920 He said they would tell him he wasn't worth it. 1226 00:50:50,422 --> 00:50:51,715 That nothing was worth it. 1227 00:50:53,467 --> 00:50:55,594 And he was just trying to silence them too. 1228 00:51:01,141 --> 00:51:02,350 Does he drink like me? 1229 00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:06,396 He didn't drink. 1230 00:51:08,690 --> 00:51:09,608 [Richard] Didn't? 1231 00:51:13,236 --> 00:51:14,279 He killed himself. 1232 00:51:16,364 --> 00:51:19,868 He didn't drink, he didn't do drugs, 1233 00:51:19,868 --> 00:51:24,873 he was just, ah, looking for a way to silence the voices. 1234 00:51:27,042 --> 00:51:31,338 And I think he was just looking until he found a way. 1235 00:51:34,716 --> 00:51:36,468 I'm not trying to kill myself. 1236 00:51:38,762 --> 00:51:41,765 You drink more than anyone I've ever seen, man. 1237 00:51:41,765 --> 00:51:45,227 You do excessive amounts of any drug that's handed to you, 1238 00:51:45,227 --> 00:51:49,231 so, so if you're not looking for death 1239 00:51:49,231 --> 00:51:50,732 then I don't know what the hell you're looking for, man. 1240 00:51:50,732 --> 00:51:52,984 Because that's the only possible thing 1241 00:51:52,984 --> 00:51:56,738 that you're gonna find in every dark alley 1242 00:51:58,115 --> 00:51:59,491 or hole that you crawl in. 1243 00:52:03,870 --> 00:52:06,039 I guess I, I think it would be okay 1244 00:52:07,541 --> 00:52:09,000 if I wasn't here anymore. 1245 00:52:10,752 --> 00:52:14,381 I think then maybe Kayla could find someone 1246 00:52:14,381 --> 00:52:17,717 who wasn't an idiot, and then my friends 1247 00:52:17,717 --> 00:52:19,761 wouldn't have to deal with my bullshit, ya know? 1248 00:52:19,761 --> 00:52:21,471 You're wrong, Rich. 1249 00:52:21,471 --> 00:52:22,305 You're wrong. 1250 00:52:24,391 --> 00:52:27,561 We're here because we love you, because you are worth it. 1251 00:52:29,104 --> 00:52:32,524 And, I didn't get to say that to my dad. 1252 00:52:37,362 --> 00:52:38,947 But I sure as hell can tell you. 1253 00:52:42,242 --> 00:52:43,910 I'm not gonna watch you kill yourself. 1254 00:52:45,620 --> 00:52:47,247 (owl hooting) 1255 00:52:47,247 --> 00:52:48,039 I can't. 1256 00:52:50,750 --> 00:52:52,335 (footsteps approaching) 1257 00:52:52,335 --> 00:52:53,837 - Howdy. - Whoa, what the? 1258 00:52:53,837 --> 00:52:56,506 (foreboding music) 1259 00:52:56,506 --> 00:52:57,757 What the hell? 1260 00:52:57,757 --> 00:52:59,968 Hey, ah, hi, who are you? 1261 00:52:59,968 --> 00:53:01,303 (foreboding music continues) 1262 00:53:01,303 --> 00:53:02,637 I'm sorry, this is private property, man, 1263 00:53:02,637 --> 00:53:03,597 you're trespassing. 1264 00:53:05,056 --> 00:53:06,725 Well, I don't really believe that anyone 1265 00:53:06,725 --> 00:53:08,226 can own a piece of the Earth. 1266 00:53:09,394 --> 00:53:10,562 Especially not a piece of the Earth 1267 00:53:10,562 --> 00:53:12,063 that the Father has created. 1268 00:53:12,063 --> 00:53:14,065 I mean, really, we're all just stewards of the planet 1269 00:53:14,065 --> 00:53:15,150 till he calls us home. 1270 00:53:17,235 --> 00:53:19,404 I appreciate you have that perspective, right? 1271 00:53:19,404 --> 00:53:21,281 Ah, what the hell are you doing here? 1272 00:53:22,824 --> 00:53:23,909 My name is Eli. 1273 00:53:24,951 --> 00:53:26,369 And I am on a pilgrimage. 1274 00:53:28,079 --> 00:53:30,332 I'm, I'm just so happy to see you all. 1275 00:53:31,791 --> 00:53:34,044 I haven't seen anybody in days. 1276 00:53:34,044 --> 00:53:36,713 And, well, now I know why the Father led me 1277 00:53:36,713 --> 00:53:38,548 into the wilderness, it was so that I could meet 1278 00:53:38,548 --> 00:53:40,425 you beautiful people. 1279 00:53:41,843 --> 00:53:43,345 (Jameson speaking softly) 1280 00:53:43,345 --> 00:53:45,138 Uh, how many days you said you'd been out here? 1281 00:53:45,138 --> 00:53:47,474 - Two or three. - Have you eaten? 1282 00:53:48,683 --> 00:53:52,103 - Kayla, stranger danger? - I agree. 1283 00:53:52,103 --> 00:53:54,397 Dude, it's okay, I mean, look at him, he's hurt. 1284 00:53:54,397 --> 00:53:55,482 - Who cares? - Stop. 1285 00:53:57,275 --> 00:53:58,193 I'm so sorry about that. 1286 00:53:58,193 --> 00:53:59,527 What happened to your hand? 1287 00:54:01,863 --> 00:54:06,868 Oh this, it's just a mishap with a tree branch. 1288 00:54:06,868 --> 00:54:08,203 It's nothing serious. 1289 00:54:09,537 --> 00:54:11,289 I'm all right. 1290 00:54:11,289 --> 00:54:15,377 And I assure you that I am of no harm to any of y'all. 1291 00:54:15,377 --> 00:54:16,628 Well, we just finished eating, 1292 00:54:16,628 --> 00:54:19,005 so I'm gonna get you a plate, okay? 1293 00:54:19,005 --> 00:54:19,798 Get your girl. 1294 00:54:24,344 --> 00:54:25,262 Eli was it? 1295 00:54:25,262 --> 00:54:27,389 Um, you mentioned a pilgrimage. 1296 00:54:27,389 --> 00:54:30,308 Is, is that why you're here? - Yes. 1297 00:54:31,851 --> 00:54:32,686 Bless you. 1298 00:54:33,853 --> 00:54:37,399 I was, I was, I was lost, I'd lost my way. 1299 00:54:40,402 --> 00:54:41,611 And then I felt the Father, 1300 00:54:41,611 --> 00:54:44,781 and the Father led me into the wilderness 1301 00:54:44,781 --> 00:54:46,741 so that I could find my purpose. 1302 00:54:46,741 --> 00:54:48,910 (Jameson coughing) 1303 00:54:48,910 --> 00:54:50,078 Let me get this straight. 1304 00:54:50,078 --> 00:54:54,582 Ah, so you wandered out into the wilderness. 1305 00:54:54,582 --> 00:54:57,252 Did, did the Father like give you GPS directions, 1306 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:00,922 or some shit, like? - And Yahweh said to Abraham 1307 00:55:00,922 --> 00:55:04,050 leave your home, your country, your kinsmen, 1308 00:55:04,050 --> 00:55:07,178 and your father's home and I will show you a new land. 1309 00:55:08,596 --> 00:55:11,266 Okay, gotcha (chuckles). 1310 00:55:12,934 --> 00:55:15,228 We've got a space cadet on our hands right here. 1311 00:55:15,228 --> 00:55:17,022 (Dayna speaking softly) 1312 00:55:17,022 --> 00:55:19,232 You said something about being lost. 1313 00:55:19,232 --> 00:55:20,525 I had no purpose. 1314 00:55:21,901 --> 00:55:25,905 I was adrift, I was a lonely, desolate soul. 1315 00:55:27,032 --> 00:55:29,951 And I did whatever I could to fulfill myself. 1316 00:55:29,951 --> 00:55:33,997 Alcohol, drugs, sex. 1317 00:55:36,082 --> 00:55:38,084 But none of it brought me what I needed. 1318 00:55:40,337 --> 00:55:41,838 And then I found the Father. 1319 00:55:43,173 --> 00:55:45,133 And the Father loved me. 1320 00:55:46,009 --> 00:55:47,052 The Father needed me. 1321 00:55:48,261 --> 00:55:49,971 And the Father showed me my purpose. 1322 00:55:51,890 --> 00:55:52,724 And it's you. 1323 00:55:55,268 --> 00:55:56,644 You are my purpose. 1324 00:55:57,812 --> 00:55:59,773 (Jameson coughing) 1325 00:55:59,773 --> 00:56:01,274 Well, damn, Rich. 1326 00:56:01,274 --> 00:56:03,068 We had this whole intervention, all you needed 1327 00:56:03,068 --> 00:56:04,903 was the Father the whole damn time. 1328 00:56:04,903 --> 00:56:07,030 (Jameson laughing) 1329 00:56:07,030 --> 00:56:09,657 (Eli laughing) 1330 00:56:11,284 --> 00:56:12,786 You're very funny, my friend. 1331 00:56:15,663 --> 00:56:19,542 But you use your humor to mask your anger and your hurt. 1332 00:56:20,877 --> 00:56:22,796 What did you just say to me? 1333 00:56:22,796 --> 00:56:24,631 You've, you've been watching us? 1334 00:56:24,631 --> 00:56:26,174 He been, how long have you been watching us? 1335 00:56:26,174 --> 00:56:28,176 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. - Okay, come on. 1336 00:56:28,176 --> 00:56:29,677 I have no need to watch. 1337 00:56:31,304 --> 00:56:33,098 The Father shows me what I need to see. 1338 00:56:33,098 --> 00:56:35,475 And leads me to where I need to be. 1339 00:56:36,976 --> 00:56:40,855 Only the spotless sheep, free of blemish 1340 00:56:40,855 --> 00:56:42,273 ever get to meet the Father. 1341 00:56:44,984 --> 00:56:45,819 Now tell me. 1342 00:56:48,696 --> 00:56:49,697 Are you white as snow? 1343 00:56:51,241 --> 00:56:52,826 That some kinda racist bullshit. 1344 00:56:52,826 --> 00:56:54,327 (punch landing) (group clamoring) 1345 00:56:54,327 --> 00:56:56,663 The Father gonna lead you to get your ass beat, boy. 1346 00:56:57,705 --> 00:56:59,707 (foreboding music) 1347 00:56:59,707 --> 00:57:00,542 What's up? 1348 00:57:02,377 --> 00:57:04,587 I meant no offense, my friend. 1349 00:57:04,587 --> 00:57:06,089 Not your friend. 1350 00:57:07,882 --> 00:57:10,552 Those who will not listen and receive thy greeting, 1351 00:57:10,552 --> 00:57:12,720 leave them and shake the dust off your feet. 1352 00:57:14,848 --> 00:57:17,100 Judgment is swift my friend. 1353 00:57:19,436 --> 00:57:22,397 Cleanse thyself, less ye be cleansed. 1354 00:57:24,399 --> 00:57:26,693 (foreboding music continues) 1355 00:57:26,693 --> 00:57:30,280 (dirt crunching underfoot) 1356 00:57:32,073 --> 00:57:34,951 Okay, so, who wants s'mores? 1357 00:57:34,951 --> 00:57:36,911 Or, who wants to pack everything up 1358 00:57:36,911 --> 00:57:38,455 and get the fuck outta here as soon as possible? 1359 00:57:38,455 --> 00:57:40,165 Yo, if he comes back here, 1360 00:57:40,165 --> 00:57:41,916 I'm gonna fucking murder him, okay. 1361 00:57:41,916 --> 00:57:43,042 (Jameson hissing) 1362 00:57:43,042 --> 00:57:43,710 - Jameson. - He better not show 1363 00:57:43,710 --> 00:57:44,836 his face, man. 1364 00:57:44,836 --> 00:57:46,296 - Jameson. - I ain't playing. 1365 00:57:46,296 --> 00:57:47,964 If you stay at this anger, I'm sure it'll be fine. 1366 00:57:47,964 --> 00:57:49,924 Yo, it's your fault that we even up here 1367 00:57:49,924 --> 00:57:51,468 in the first place, so shut your mouth, all right? 1368 00:57:51,468 --> 00:57:52,760 All right, dude, he's joking, it's a joke. 1369 00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:54,512 What he said about me wasn't no fucking joke. 1370 00:57:54,512 --> 00:57:55,930 This whole shit ain't funny. 1371 00:57:57,307 --> 00:58:00,226 Jameson, chill, chill, let's go. 1372 00:58:00,226 --> 00:58:01,352 Y'all tripping. 1373 00:58:01,352 --> 00:58:02,270 All y'all tripping. 1374 00:58:02,270 --> 00:58:03,104 [Kayla] Go. 1375 00:58:05,106 --> 00:58:08,193 - Is he still out there? - I hope not. 1376 00:58:13,156 --> 00:58:14,949 Take him on a walk, please, fuck. 1377 00:58:17,952 --> 00:58:21,080 That is not how I imagined the start of this trip going. 1378 00:58:22,499 --> 00:58:24,042 Thought it was going okay. 1379 00:58:24,042 --> 00:58:26,586 Till the psycho in the ripped poncho showed up. 1380 00:58:29,297 --> 00:58:31,883 Richard, is anything anyone is saying 1381 00:58:31,883 --> 00:58:33,009 getting through to you? 1382 00:58:36,763 --> 00:58:40,475 Yeah, as much as it can right now, I guess. 1383 00:58:41,809 --> 00:58:43,186 But what does that even mean? 1384 00:58:43,186 --> 00:58:45,188 It's either getting through to you or it's not. 1385 00:58:49,484 --> 00:58:52,403 I don't know what you want me to say. 1386 00:58:52,403 --> 00:58:56,449 I know that my actions have (exhales), have hurt you 1387 00:58:56,449 --> 00:58:57,742 and everyone else. 1388 00:58:59,744 --> 00:59:03,540 And all my bullshit has affected everyone, and that sucks. 1389 00:59:05,959 --> 00:59:07,585 'Cause up until this point, I've, 1390 00:59:09,337 --> 00:59:10,505 I've just ignored it. 1391 00:59:11,506 --> 00:59:12,340 Right. 1392 00:59:13,508 --> 00:59:14,676 Okay, well, that's good, I mean it's good 1393 00:59:14,676 --> 00:59:16,261 that you're aware of that now. 1394 00:59:21,516 --> 00:59:25,353 Kayla, I, for what it's worth, 1395 00:59:27,355 --> 00:59:28,356 I am sorry. 1396 00:59:31,526 --> 00:59:34,529 I know I haven't been sober long enough to have 1397 00:59:34,529 --> 00:59:35,863 a coherent conversation. 1398 00:59:38,199 --> 00:59:39,867 And I can't promise what's gonna happen, 1399 00:59:39,867 --> 00:59:43,705 but I'm gonna try my best. 1400 00:59:47,375 --> 00:59:49,335 That's all I can ask for, sweetheart. 1401 00:59:52,755 --> 00:59:55,341 I'm gonna go see a man about a horse. 1402 00:59:55,341 --> 00:59:58,136 Okay, (chuckles) you do that. 1403 00:59:58,136 --> 00:59:59,929 And be careful of the psycho hippie. 1404 01:00:01,139 --> 01:00:02,015 He's long gone. 1405 01:00:11,816 --> 01:00:12,650 Okay. 1406 01:00:16,613 --> 01:00:17,488 Hi, Kayla. 1407 01:00:22,285 --> 01:00:25,330 I feel so stupid doing this, but I'm gonna try. 1408 01:00:26,748 --> 01:00:29,125 You know, I know that we were talking about everything. 1409 01:00:32,253 --> 01:00:34,088 And it just, (exhales). 1410 01:00:37,216 --> 01:00:38,509 I wanted to say that I was, 1411 01:00:38,509 --> 01:00:42,764 I, I'm, I'm really sorry. 1412 01:00:45,433 --> 01:00:46,809 I've really been selfish. 1413 01:00:46,809 --> 01:00:50,730 I, I always thought that I could just get by 1414 01:00:50,730 --> 01:00:52,357 saying, you know, 1415 01:00:53,524 --> 01:00:55,693 "I like to drink a lot and I like to do drugs. 1416 01:00:55,693 --> 01:00:57,403 "And it's just my thing, 1417 01:00:57,403 --> 01:00:59,280 "and you know I'm gonna do my thing." 1418 01:00:59,280 --> 01:01:03,785 And, you know, "It's my life, nobody else is affected." 1419 01:01:07,497 --> 01:01:09,040 But other people are affected 1420 01:01:09,040 --> 01:01:13,878 and after talking with everyone, 1421 01:01:13,878 --> 01:01:16,547 it's pretty hard to keep going in that direction, so. 1422 01:01:17,757 --> 01:01:19,008 I just wanted to say that 1423 01:01:22,261 --> 01:01:24,138 I'm gonna try to go a different way. 1424 01:01:26,474 --> 01:01:30,770 And I, I wish I could take it all back. 1425 01:01:33,272 --> 01:01:34,065 And I love you. 1426 01:01:39,487 --> 01:01:40,279 Jameson? 1427 01:01:42,365 --> 01:01:43,157 David? 1428 01:01:44,951 --> 01:01:45,743 God. - Oh. 1429 01:01:46,953 --> 01:01:47,745 The black sheep. 1430 01:01:48,996 --> 01:01:52,667 (Richard exhaling sharply) 1431 01:01:52,667 --> 01:01:55,461 I'm sorry, I didn't mean to startle you. 1432 01:01:55,461 --> 01:01:59,716 It's okay, man, it's just you were super weird over there 1433 01:01:59,716 --> 01:02:01,342 and now you're sneaking up on me. 1434 01:02:02,844 --> 01:02:07,348 Oh, the Father requires a ritual when a sacrifice 1435 01:02:07,932 --> 01:02:08,850 is to be made. 1436 01:02:10,309 --> 01:02:13,688 The cleansing of iniquity and shame cannot happen 1437 01:02:13,688 --> 01:02:15,940 unless one is willing. 1438 01:02:17,358 --> 01:02:20,528 Yeah, see that's the weird part. 1439 01:02:21,988 --> 01:02:25,324 Look I'm, I'm super happy that you found your purpose. 1440 01:02:25,324 --> 01:02:27,118 In meetings, they talk about a higher power 1441 01:02:27,118 --> 01:02:28,411 and I'm never listening. 1442 01:02:28,411 --> 01:02:32,373 But maybe I should listen, ya know? 1443 01:02:34,876 --> 01:02:37,795 My brother, I'm so happy to hear that. 1444 01:02:39,172 --> 01:02:40,965 (unsettling music) 1445 01:02:40,965 --> 01:02:44,594 Only through me does one reach The Father. 1446 01:02:46,804 --> 01:02:49,390 (ominous music) 1447 01:02:52,852 --> 01:02:57,857 (Richard gagging) (ominous music continues) 1448 01:03:03,321 --> 01:03:07,074 (leaves crunching underfoot) 1449 01:03:24,967 --> 01:03:25,885 Hello, Father. 1450 01:03:27,303 --> 01:03:30,389 Oh I speak to you on all kinds of mediums today. 1451 01:03:32,058 --> 01:03:33,810 I found the people you sent me for. 1452 01:03:34,769 --> 01:03:36,604 They did not receive my message. 1453 01:03:37,772 --> 01:03:42,360 But Father, fear not, I will extend it to them 1454 01:03:43,694 --> 01:03:46,656 through any means necessary so that your grace, 1455 01:03:46,656 --> 01:03:49,909 your grace, may lay upon the land like a blanket 1456 01:03:49,909 --> 01:03:50,785 upon the babe. 1457 01:03:51,953 --> 01:03:53,704 Oh Father, I will make you proud. 1458 01:03:56,123 --> 01:03:57,959 I will make you proud. 1459 01:03:59,418 --> 01:04:01,003 (static hissing) 1460 01:04:01,003 --> 01:04:04,590 I am really happy with how everything is going so far, 1461 01:04:04,590 --> 01:04:07,468 and how everyone has shared. 1462 01:04:08,886 --> 01:04:12,723 And, um, I just hope when you watch this, that you can see 1463 01:04:12,723 --> 01:04:14,851 all of that, and it will help you. 1464 01:04:16,477 --> 01:04:20,481 And that last conversation we had, 1465 01:04:21,566 --> 01:04:23,568 it was really beautiful. 1466 01:04:23,568 --> 01:04:26,153 And I could see the humanity that you have, 1467 01:04:27,613 --> 01:04:30,241 and I could see the man that I fell in love with. 1468 01:04:32,994 --> 01:04:34,829 And I just hope that, um, 1469 01:04:40,084 --> 01:04:43,504 I hope that this will help you come out a better person. 1470 01:04:50,678 --> 01:04:51,596 Hey, you okay? 1471 01:04:52,680 --> 01:04:55,975 Yeah, I'm just talking to the camera. 1472 01:04:55,975 --> 01:04:58,436 Yeah I heard you, I didn't wanna interrupt. 1473 01:05:00,563 --> 01:05:02,023 Yeah, you know, I'm, 1474 01:05:03,482 --> 01:05:05,401 I'm just hoping that this would fix him, you know? 1475 01:05:05,401 --> 01:05:06,235 I just, 1476 01:05:09,196 --> 01:05:10,281 I just want him back. 1477 01:05:12,700 --> 01:05:14,327 Tall order. 1478 01:05:14,327 --> 01:05:19,081 Um, maybe we shouldn't hope that this fixes him. 1479 01:05:19,081 --> 01:05:22,418 But maybe we hope that it gives him the perspective 1480 01:05:22,418 --> 01:05:23,669 so he can fix himself. 1481 01:05:25,838 --> 01:05:30,843 Can I ask you, David, why is it that you stuck around? 1482 01:05:32,261 --> 01:05:33,387 I mean, I've seen the way Richard has treated you, 1483 01:05:33,387 --> 01:05:35,222 so why do you stay? 1484 01:05:36,974 --> 01:05:38,809 I guess I'm like you. 1485 01:05:38,809 --> 01:05:41,812 Um, I've always seen the good in Rich. 1486 01:05:42,980 --> 01:05:44,690 And I've always been a fan of the underdog 1487 01:05:44,690 --> 01:05:48,069 and there is no one more under than Rich. 1488 01:05:48,069 --> 01:05:49,362 (Kayla chuckling) 1489 01:05:49,362 --> 01:05:51,072 He is an underdog isn't he? 1490 01:05:51,072 --> 01:05:54,408 - Yeah. - But he wasn't always 1491 01:05:54,408 --> 01:05:55,660 like that, you know, 1492 01:05:55,660 --> 01:05:58,454 it's like he brought this upon himself. 1493 01:05:58,454 --> 01:06:00,748 Well, that's what makes him endearing, ya know? 1494 01:06:00,748 --> 01:06:02,249 The guy that wasn't a fuck up, 1495 01:06:02,249 --> 01:06:04,961 who became a fuck up because he wanted to be a fuck up. 1496 01:06:04,961 --> 01:06:07,922 Do you really think he decided to be one though? 1497 01:06:07,922 --> 01:06:08,756 No. 1498 01:06:10,132 --> 01:06:14,470 No, I think addiction is a disease, and I think addiction 1499 01:06:14,470 --> 01:06:17,139 decided that for you, and you don't realize it 1500 01:06:17,139 --> 01:06:18,140 until it's too late. 1501 01:06:20,226 --> 01:06:23,270 Yeah, that is some greeting card stuff right there. 1502 01:06:23,270 --> 01:06:28,025 Yeah, well, let's hope that he can realize 1503 01:06:28,025 --> 01:06:31,237 that he's loved, and what he stands to lose. 1504 01:06:32,989 --> 01:06:35,199 Anyway, I'm gonna go to sleep. 1505 01:06:35,199 --> 01:06:36,325 For real this time. 1506 01:06:36,325 --> 01:06:37,159 (Kayla exhaling sharply) 1507 01:06:37,159 --> 01:06:38,327 Why, why so early? 1508 01:06:38,327 --> 01:06:40,454 I mean, look, the stars, it's incredible, 1509 01:06:40,454 --> 01:06:41,956 and I'm all alone out here. 1510 01:06:41,956 --> 01:06:45,001 Yes, I know, but I, I got about three hours of sleep 1511 01:06:45,001 --> 01:06:48,337 last night, and Rich is just exhausting. 1512 01:06:48,337 --> 01:06:51,340 So, I'm just gonna put some music in my ears 1513 01:06:51,340 --> 01:06:52,800 and tune out the world. 1514 01:06:52,800 --> 01:06:56,762 Um, but if you need anything, I'm right there. 1515 01:06:57,638 --> 01:06:59,056 - Thank you. - Yeah. 1516 01:07:00,057 --> 01:07:02,059 Good night. - Good night. 1517 01:07:02,059 --> 01:07:03,144 Sweet dreams. 1518 01:07:10,860 --> 01:07:14,196 (somber, defiant music) 1519 01:07:16,574 --> 01:07:18,659 ♪ I came from the mud 1520 01:07:18,659 --> 01:07:20,453 Good thing we're not all Richard, am I right? 1521 01:07:20,453 --> 01:07:21,662 (Dayna laughing) 1522 01:07:21,662 --> 01:07:22,496 I mean yeah, it could be worse. 1523 01:07:22,496 --> 01:07:23,164 I know that much. 1524 01:07:23,164 --> 01:07:24,123 (Dayna laughing) 1525 01:07:24,123 --> 01:07:26,709 ♪ You're strong like a tree 1526 01:07:26,709 --> 01:07:30,296 ♪ There's roots where I stand 1527 01:07:30,296 --> 01:07:34,467 ♪ Oh, I been running from the law ♪ 1528 01:07:35,843 --> 01:07:37,053 (material ripping) 1529 01:07:37,053 --> 01:07:41,515 ♪ Hope they won't shoot me down South ♪ 1530 01:07:42,641 --> 01:07:44,769 (David grunting) 1531 01:07:44,769 --> 01:07:49,690 ♪ They seen all the seekers die ♪ 1532 01:07:50,816 --> 01:07:55,571 ♪ Try to catch me hollering at the moon ♪ 1533 01:07:57,531 --> 01:08:02,536 ♪ Try to catch me hollering at the moon ♪ 1534 01:08:04,538 --> 01:08:09,543 ♪ Try to catch me hollering at the moon ♪ 1535 01:08:11,295 --> 01:08:15,966 ♪ Try to catch me hollering at the moon ♪ 1536 01:08:20,387 --> 01:08:23,265 (Jameson Dayna laughing) 1537 01:08:23,265 --> 01:08:25,851 - Where the hell is Richard? - Um, he just went 1538 01:08:25,851 --> 01:08:27,061 to the bathroom. 1539 01:08:27,061 --> 01:08:28,229 I saw a light over there, 1540 01:08:28,229 --> 01:08:30,314 I think he was filming himself, so. 1541 01:08:30,314 --> 01:08:32,775 Yeah, that sound like Richard. 1542 01:08:33,818 --> 01:08:35,486 Kayla, how blind can you be? 1543 01:08:36,737 --> 01:08:38,989 How long has he be gone? 1544 01:08:38,989 --> 01:08:40,241 Long enough to take some pills, 1545 01:08:40,241 --> 01:08:41,784 or down a bottle of God knows what? 1546 01:08:41,784 --> 01:08:44,537 Dayna, stop it, okay, stop it. 1547 01:08:44,537 --> 01:08:46,247 Right, I checked him and all his stuff 1548 01:08:46,247 --> 01:08:47,498 before we came up here. 1549 01:08:47,498 --> 01:08:48,874 You check everywhere? 1550 01:08:48,874 --> 01:08:50,126 Yeah, 'cause I mean, what, he ain't been able 1551 01:08:50,126 --> 01:08:51,669 to get nothing past you before? 1552 01:08:51,669 --> 01:08:55,589 Look, I'm pretty sure this dude Richard done smuggled 1553 01:08:55,589 --> 01:08:57,299 some shit up here, all right? 1554 01:08:57,299 --> 01:08:58,843 And he probably in the forest somewhere getting high 1555 01:08:58,843 --> 01:09:00,761 right now. - Yeah, probably smuggled it 1556 01:09:00,761 --> 01:09:02,763 in his butt. - Richard, that's what he do. 1557 01:09:02,763 --> 01:09:04,682 That's Richard, man. 1558 01:09:04,682 --> 01:09:07,059 Ew, that is so gross. 1559 01:09:07,059 --> 01:09:10,604 Babe, I know you want this to work, obviously. 1560 01:09:10,604 --> 01:09:12,940 But if he just went to pee, he'd be back by now. 1561 01:09:12,940 --> 01:09:15,109 - Facts. - I told you this 1562 01:09:15,109 --> 01:09:17,444 before we left. - I wish you weren't right. 1563 01:09:19,363 --> 01:09:21,365 Maybe. - Right, that's Richard. 1564 01:09:21,365 --> 01:09:22,449 That's what he do. 1565 01:09:25,369 --> 01:09:26,954 We came up here for nothing. 1566 01:09:26,954 --> 01:09:27,788 No. 1567 01:09:32,251 --> 01:09:33,502 Are you okay? 1568 01:09:34,795 --> 01:09:36,130 - Yeah. - I don't wanna 1569 01:09:36,130 --> 01:09:38,132 leave you alone. - It's fine, David's here. 1570 01:09:38,132 --> 01:09:40,634 - Okay. - Have fun. 1571 01:09:42,636 --> 01:09:43,888 Goddamn it, Richard. 1572 01:09:46,140 --> 01:09:48,017 We ain't gonna make it, huh? 1573 01:09:48,017 --> 01:09:49,768 - Yeah. - Long day. 1574 01:09:49,768 --> 01:09:51,478 Kind of what we expected, right? 1575 01:09:53,480 --> 01:09:54,982 I really wish we weren't right. 1576 01:09:54,982 --> 01:09:56,483 But like what else is he usually doing 1577 01:09:56,483 --> 01:09:58,319 when he's gone that long? 1578 01:09:58,319 --> 01:10:02,031 Same ol' same, but, I don't know, man. 1579 01:10:02,031 --> 01:10:03,657 Maybe we just being assholes. 1580 01:10:03,657 --> 01:10:06,785 He might've just went off to just reflect on everything. 1581 01:10:08,954 --> 01:10:10,122 I mean, maybe. 1582 01:10:11,540 --> 01:10:12,666 Probably not though. 1583 01:10:12,666 --> 01:10:13,792 - Yeah. - Mm. 1584 01:10:14,752 --> 01:10:16,003 You know how many times 1585 01:10:16,003 --> 01:10:17,796 I've had to talk my sister off the ledge? 1586 01:10:17,796 --> 01:10:19,006 I bet, man. 1587 01:10:19,006 --> 01:10:21,008 Richard is a handful. 1588 01:10:21,008 --> 01:10:23,260 I mean, on a good day, and he don't have any good days. 1589 01:10:23,260 --> 01:10:24,511 [Dayna] Yeah like, what are those? 1590 01:10:24,511 --> 01:10:25,888 (Dayna laughing) 1591 01:10:25,888 --> 01:10:27,514 So, how did your sister get you out here? 1592 01:10:27,514 --> 01:10:29,683 Like how does she keep roping you into this stuff? 1593 01:10:29,683 --> 01:10:33,562 Um, well, the same vicious cycle usually starts. 1594 01:10:33,562 --> 01:10:35,606 Um, I ignore her phone calls. 1595 01:10:35,606 --> 01:10:36,607 - Okay. - Then she starts 1596 01:10:36,607 --> 01:10:37,566 blowing up my phone, 1597 01:10:39,026 --> 01:10:40,945 and then she leaves some kind of sensational message like, 1598 01:10:40,945 --> 01:10:43,447 "Hey, I'm gonna go search some encampments 1599 01:10:43,447 --> 01:10:46,492 "and alleys like by myself." 1600 01:10:46,492 --> 01:10:48,035 I can't let my sister 1601 01:10:48,035 --> 01:10:50,329 trudge through the darkest parts of LA by herself. 1602 01:10:51,538 --> 01:10:52,373 So I go with her. 1603 01:10:53,457 --> 01:10:55,000 Ya know? 1604 01:10:55,000 --> 01:10:57,211 She loves him, she wants to fight for him, 1605 01:10:59,255 --> 01:11:00,714 so all I can really do is just be here 1606 01:11:00,714 --> 01:11:01,882 until she sees reason. 1607 01:11:04,218 --> 01:11:06,387 She got good intentions, man, 1608 01:11:06,387 --> 01:11:08,555 I honestly think Rich could get sober. 1609 01:11:09,682 --> 01:11:10,933 It ain't gonna happen on this trip. 1610 01:11:10,933 --> 01:11:12,268 What about you, yo? 1611 01:11:12,268 --> 01:11:14,228 That was a little aggressive back there. 1612 01:11:14,228 --> 01:11:17,022 You get a little triggered by that freaky weirdo? 1613 01:11:17,022 --> 01:11:18,524 It was barely even about that. 1614 01:11:18,524 --> 01:11:20,609 I didn't like that he just ran up on us like that, 1615 01:11:20,609 --> 01:11:21,986 that wasn't cool. 1616 01:11:21,986 --> 01:11:23,237 I think you kinda give that off, 1617 01:11:23,237 --> 01:11:25,030 like a Chandler on "Friends" vibe. 1618 01:11:25,030 --> 01:11:26,740 Yup, maybe. 1619 01:11:26,740 --> 01:11:29,451 Maybe what he said was true, and I mean, 1620 01:11:29,451 --> 01:11:32,037 that's why I was pissed off, but screw it. 1621 01:11:32,037 --> 01:11:36,166 Eh, look, the truth hurt, I hurt him, you know, fuck it. 1622 01:11:36,166 --> 01:11:37,209 The universe is even. 1623 01:11:39,545 --> 01:11:40,421 Maybe I should try that. 1624 01:11:40,421 --> 01:11:41,380 (mellow music) 1625 01:11:41,380 --> 01:11:42,423 More fist fights. 1626 01:11:42,423 --> 01:11:44,091 No, I'm just kidding (laughs). 1627 01:11:44,091 --> 01:11:46,844 The humor, the humor covering up the hurt and anger, 1628 01:11:46,844 --> 01:11:48,178 yeah, then maybe my sister wouldn't think 1629 01:11:48,178 --> 01:11:49,096 I was such a bitch. 1630 01:11:51,265 --> 01:11:55,102 - Kayla don't think that. - Are you sure about that? 1631 01:11:57,021 --> 01:11:58,772 I don't think that. 1632 01:11:59,940 --> 01:12:00,941 You don't? 1633 01:12:02,276 --> 01:12:06,447 No, I think you are kind, 1634 01:12:08,574 --> 01:12:12,453 caring, and beautiful. 1635 01:12:12,453 --> 01:12:15,831 (mellow music continues) 1636 01:12:17,416 --> 01:12:18,250 (branch breaking) (man groaning) 1637 01:12:18,250 --> 01:12:19,251 Fuck? - Whoa. 1638 01:12:19,251 --> 01:12:21,420 What was that? - Hey, hello? 1639 01:12:23,797 --> 01:12:25,466 Hello? - Yo, yo, yo, yo. 1640 01:12:25,466 --> 01:12:27,009 - Hold up. - Yo, let's go back 1641 01:12:27,009 --> 01:12:28,302 and get the crew. - Na, na, na, fuck that. 1642 01:12:28,302 --> 01:12:29,136 (man groaning) 1643 01:12:29,136 --> 01:12:30,429 Hey. - These woods 1644 01:12:30,429 --> 01:12:31,889 would be better with them. - Fuck that. 1645 01:12:31,889 --> 01:12:33,599 Hey yo, Rich, if you, if you playing games out here, 1646 01:12:33,599 --> 01:12:34,808 man, I'm gonna beat your ass. 1647 01:12:34,808 --> 01:12:36,852 That does not sound like Richard. 1648 01:12:36,852 --> 01:12:38,812 Chill out, ah, I got this, you just wait here. 1649 01:12:38,812 --> 01:12:40,481 Yo, Jameson, please, please, please, 1650 01:12:40,481 --> 01:12:41,732 can we just go back and get everybody. 1651 01:12:41,732 --> 01:12:43,108 I like don't have a good feeling. 1652 01:12:43,108 --> 01:12:43,984 - Girl, look- - I never like to go out- 1653 01:12:43,984 --> 01:12:44,985 Baby girl, you see me? 1654 01:12:44,985 --> 01:12:46,445 Look, I'm big. - I see it. 1655 01:12:46,445 --> 01:12:48,364 I ain't gonna get taken down by some weirdo 1656 01:12:48,364 --> 01:12:50,574 in a damn poncho, or Rich. 1657 01:12:50,574 --> 01:12:51,492 All right, you do what you gotta do. 1658 01:12:51,492 --> 01:12:53,160 All right, okay. - All right, 1659 01:12:53,160 --> 01:12:54,036 stop playing around. 1660 01:12:54,036 --> 01:12:54,995 Come on out. 1661 01:12:54,995 --> 01:12:56,288 Hey, show your face. 1662 01:12:56,288 --> 01:12:57,122 Let's do it. 1663 01:12:58,540 --> 01:13:00,542 Man, Ricky, stop playing, dawg. 1664 01:13:01,460 --> 01:13:02,920 Big Rich (gasps). 1665 01:13:02,920 --> 01:13:04,171 Jameson? 1666 01:13:04,171 --> 01:13:07,841 (Jameson gasping) (bushes rustling) 1667 01:13:07,841 --> 01:13:08,675 Jameson? 1668 01:13:10,427 --> 01:13:12,471 Oh my, Jameson, oh my, oh! 1669 01:13:12,471 --> 01:13:13,680 (ominous music) (Jameson grunting) 1670 01:13:13,680 --> 01:13:15,724 Jameson, what, oh, (indistinct). 1671 01:13:15,724 --> 01:13:17,226 (ominous music continues) 1672 01:13:17,226 --> 01:13:18,060 Oh my God. 1673 01:13:20,020 --> 01:13:23,399 Oh (indistinct). 1674 01:13:23,399 --> 01:13:26,902 (ominous music continues) 1675 01:13:38,163 --> 01:13:39,373 (Dayna Eli grunting) 1676 01:13:39,373 --> 01:13:41,208 Oh my god, please no. 1677 01:13:41,208 --> 01:13:45,712 No, (sobs) no, no, please no. 1678 01:13:45,712 --> 01:13:46,964 Please, please. 1679 01:13:48,549 --> 01:13:51,385 No, no, please, please, please, look, look, 1680 01:13:51,385 --> 01:13:52,845 you don't have to do this, please. 1681 01:13:52,845 --> 01:13:57,391 (Dayna yelling) (ominous music continues) 1682 01:13:57,391 --> 01:13:58,559 (bone breaking) 1683 01:13:58,559 --> 01:14:01,145 (Eli grunting) 1684 01:14:05,441 --> 01:14:08,235 [Kayla] David, David, are you still awake? 1685 01:14:08,235 --> 01:14:09,903 Richard's been gone, and (gasps). 1686 01:14:12,406 --> 01:14:17,035 (Kayla screaming) (menacing music) 1687 01:14:17,035 --> 01:14:20,456 (Kayla hyperventilating) 1688 01:14:25,919 --> 01:14:27,421 Do you like my work? 1689 01:14:29,006 --> 01:14:30,424 What have you done? 1690 01:14:31,425 --> 01:14:35,137 Oh, I've purified the impure. 1691 01:14:36,972 --> 01:14:40,017 Fulfilling the purpose that my Father sent me forth to do. 1692 01:14:41,268 --> 01:14:43,604 Oh and I'm so excited, I'm so close. 1693 01:14:43,604 --> 01:14:45,272 (menacing music turning darker) 1694 01:14:45,272 --> 01:14:47,983 I've never felt fulfillment like this before. 1695 01:14:47,983 --> 01:14:51,361 I just, I knew, I knew, I knew that if I listened 1696 01:14:51,361 --> 01:14:53,113 long enough, hard enough, 1697 01:14:53,113 --> 01:14:58,118 that, well, I'd be shown the path to my fulfillment. 1698 01:14:58,702 --> 01:14:59,953 (Kayla sobbing) 1699 01:14:59,953 --> 01:15:00,954 Now it's just you. 1700 01:15:02,789 --> 01:15:03,832 You're the last one. 1701 01:15:03,832 --> 01:15:04,875 The lost sheep. 1702 01:15:07,794 --> 01:15:10,881 Oh, darling, it's time for you to return 1703 01:15:10,881 --> 01:15:15,886 to the shepherd by the grace of my, red, right hand. 1704 01:15:17,054 --> 01:15:18,555 What have you done to my sister? 1705 01:15:18,555 --> 01:15:19,389 Dayna! 1706 01:15:21,266 --> 01:15:22,643 (Kayla sobbing) 1707 01:15:22,643 --> 01:15:22,935 Oh my God, where's Richard, where's Richard? 1708 01:15:25,312 --> 01:15:27,439 You'll be joining them soon, it's okay. 1709 01:15:32,236 --> 01:15:33,237 Freak. 1710 01:15:33,237 --> 01:15:38,075 (ominous music) (Kayla grunting) 1711 01:15:42,579 --> 01:15:46,083 (ominous music continues) 1712 01:15:47,501 --> 01:15:49,503 (Kayla grunting) 1713 01:15:49,503 --> 01:15:52,881 (Kayla hyperventilating) 1714 01:15:58,262 --> 01:16:01,765 (ominous music continues) 1715 01:16:07,437 --> 01:16:11,108 (Kayla breathing shallowly) 1716 01:16:16,655 --> 01:16:20,158 (ominous music continues) 1717 01:16:36,717 --> 01:16:39,386 (Kayla screaming) 1718 01:16:39,386 --> 01:16:42,055 (both grunting) 1719 01:16:48,061 --> 01:16:49,563 (Kayla squealing) (ominous music continues) 1720 01:16:49,563 --> 01:16:51,982 (punch landing) (Kayla grunting) 1721 01:16:51,982 --> 01:16:54,484 (Kayla yelling) 1722 01:16:54,484 --> 01:16:56,987 (Eli falling) 1723 01:16:59,072 --> 01:17:01,783 (Kayla grunting) 1724 01:17:03,076 --> 01:17:07,039 (flesh tearing) (Kayla yelling) 1725 01:17:07,039 --> 01:17:09,708 (Kayla sobbing) 1726 01:17:16,089 --> 01:17:19,593 (Kayla sobbing continues) 1727 01:17:25,807 --> 01:17:29,311 (Kayla sobbing continues) 1728 01:17:34,733 --> 01:17:38,236 (Kayla sobbing continues) 1729 01:17:43,325 --> 01:17:46,078 (Kayla grunting) 1730 01:17:48,789 --> 01:17:51,416 (Kayla sobbing) 1731 01:17:59,466 --> 01:18:02,969 (Kayla sobbing continues) 1732 01:18:11,061 --> 01:18:13,814 (static hissing) 1733 01:18:16,233 --> 01:18:17,484 [Male] The heat given off 1734 01:18:17,484 --> 01:18:18,985 by the decaying suffering of death 1735 01:18:18,985 --> 01:18:22,155 of all mankind, suffering of death of all mankind. 1736 01:18:22,155 --> 01:18:25,409 (lively defiant music) 1737 01:18:31,581 --> 01:18:34,084 (defiant music continues) 1738 01:18:34,084 --> 01:18:39,089 ♪ Cracks between things being (indistinct) ♪ 1739 01:18:40,132 --> 01:18:45,137 ♪ Tissue (indistinct) 1740 01:18:46,346 --> 01:18:49,349 ♪ His ears were nothing but dead (indistinct) ♪ 1741 01:18:49,349 --> 01:18:50,767 ♪ Out of his head 1742 01:18:50,767 --> 01:18:54,062 ♪ His ears were nothing but dead (indistinct) ♪ 1743 01:18:54,062 --> 01:18:56,732 ♪ The side of his head 1744 01:18:56,732 --> 01:19:00,235 (defiant music continues) 1745 01:19:05,782 --> 01:19:08,243 (defiant music continues) 1746 01:19:08,243 --> 01:19:13,248 ♪ Got mad, it doesn't matter when (indistinct) ♪ 1747 01:19:14,166 --> 01:19:16,042 ♪ He doesn't give a shit 1748 01:19:16,042 --> 01:19:19,379 ♪ Why (indistinct) 1749 01:19:19,379 --> 01:19:21,381 ♪ Go ahead and spit on it 1750 01:19:21,381 --> 01:19:25,051 ♪ If you'll take it slow we need no map ♪ 1751 01:19:25,051 --> 01:19:30,056 ♪ Those sponges (indistinct) 1752 01:19:30,974 --> 01:19:35,562 ♪ Those sponges (indistinct) 1753 01:19:36,480 --> 01:19:40,984 ♪ Those sponges (indistinct) 1754 01:19:40,984 --> 01:19:45,238 (defiant music turning discordant)