WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:01:54.070 --> 00:01:55.115 - Shh! 4 00:02:27.016 --> 00:02:28.235 - You're up early. 5 00:02:31.238 --> 00:02:32.108 What's all this? 6 00:02:33.196 --> 00:02:35.546 - For the shower. It's today. 7 00:02:36.417 --> 00:02:37.809 - Isn't that a little strange? 8 00:02:38.810 --> 00:02:39.681 - What? 9 00:02:40.986 --> 00:02:42.640 - Throwing your own baby shower. 10 00:02:44.120 --> 00:02:46.209 - It's just because I need it to be perfect. 11 00:02:46.383 --> 00:02:50.648 It's- it's barely anything, just people from work, 12 00:02:51.040 --> 00:02:52.650 and Caroline's helping. 13 00:02:52.824 --> 00:02:53.738 - Mm-hmm. 14 00:02:54.870 --> 00:02:56.524 - What? - Nothing. 15 00:02:58.482 --> 00:03:00.092 - Stop making that head. 16 00:03:01.572 --> 00:03:03.748 - You mean that face? 17 00:03:03.922 --> 00:03:05.750 What face should I make? This face? 18 00:03:05.924 --> 00:03:07.622 This face? - I hate you. 19 00:03:07.796 --> 00:03:09.101 - This face. 20 00:03:09.276 --> 00:03:11.234 - Stop making fun of me! 21 00:03:11.408 --> 00:03:12.409 You're frightening me! 22 00:03:12.583 --> 00:03:14.803 - Come here, you. 23 00:03:14.977 --> 00:03:15.978 - Are you crazy? Stop! 24 00:03:16.152 --> 00:03:17.458 Careful. I'm gonna break this. 25 00:03:18.720 --> 00:03:21.026 - You're crazy. 26 00:03:21.201 --> 00:03:23.464 Now I can't move. 27 00:03:23.638 --> 00:03:26.336 I can't move. 28 00:03:30.993 --> 00:03:32.037 Much easier. 29 00:03:32.212 --> 00:03:33.735 No, no, no, no. 30 00:03:33.909 --> 00:03:34.997 No. 31 00:03:37.217 --> 00:03:38.609 I can't, I can't move. 32 00:03:38.783 --> 00:03:42.004 I'm like a turtle on its, on its back. 33 00:03:42.178 --> 00:03:43.005 - You're like a turtle? 34 00:03:43.179 --> 00:03:44.485 - I'm like a turtle- 35 00:03:44.659 --> 00:03:46.704 - A turtle? - on its back. 36 00:03:48.097 --> 00:03:49.707 - Hi, turtle. 37 00:04:06.071 --> 00:04:07.421 - Oh my god! Would you come down from there, please? 38 00:04:07.595 --> 00:04:08.552 - I'm fine. 39 00:04:08.726 --> 00:04:09.684 - Come on. I'll help you down. 40 00:04:09.858 --> 00:04:10.902 Yeah, it, 41 00:04:11.860 --> 00:04:13.122 it's done. - Oh, there it is. 42 00:04:13.296 --> 00:04:15.255 - It's done. - Thank you. 43 00:04:17.169 --> 00:04:18.519 Okay, what do you think? 44 00:04:19.955 --> 00:04:21.086 - Nice. 45 00:04:24.568 --> 00:04:25.787 Now it's perfect. 46 00:04:31.314 --> 00:04:32.576 - Jo! 47 00:04:32.750 --> 00:04:34.361 This place is amazing! 48 00:04:34.796 --> 00:04:36.580 And it was such a quick drive from the city. 49 00:04:36.754 --> 00:04:37.973 I can't believe it. 50 00:04:38.147 --> 00:04:39.540 Whoa! Oh my god. 51 00:04:40.845 --> 00:04:42.238 Okay. 52 00:04:42.412 --> 00:04:44.588 - Hi! Hello! 53 00:04:44.762 --> 00:04:46.111 Wow! 54 00:04:46.547 --> 00:04:48.070 Jo. 55 00:04:48.244 --> 00:04:49.245 How have you been? 56 00:04:53.728 --> 00:04:55.077 - There we go. 57 00:04:55.251 --> 00:04:56.948 Anybody else want some sparkling cider? 58 00:04:57.122 --> 00:04:58.036 - Sure, whatever. 59 00:04:58.210 --> 00:04:59.603 - Sure. 60 00:05:01.213 --> 00:05:04.042 - To Jo. Can you please stand up for us? 61 00:05:04.216 --> 00:05:05.217 Yes. - Come on. 62 00:05:05.392 --> 00:05:07.219 - Yes, yes. 63 00:05:07.394 --> 00:05:10.092 To the best boss lady ever. 64 00:05:10.266 --> 00:05:12.790 You are an entrepreneur, 65 00:05:12.964 --> 00:05:14.705 a leader. 66 00:05:14.879 --> 00:05:16.446 You tripled our readership this year. It's true. 67 00:05:16.620 --> 00:05:20.363 You launched the online shop, you moved upstate, 68 00:05:20.537 --> 00:05:23.235 you did this insane renovation, by the way, 69 00:05:23.410 --> 00:05:25.803 all the while answering every single one 70 00:05:25.977 --> 00:05:27.675 of our readers' comments personally. 71 00:05:27.849 --> 00:05:30.417 And oh, by the way, you know, making a human. 72 00:05:32.462 --> 00:05:34.421 We would all hate you if we did not absolutely love you. 73 00:05:34.595 --> 00:05:35.596 - Ugh! 74 00:05:35.770 --> 00:05:37.075 - I feel just so grateful 75 00:05:37.249 --> 00:05:38.555 to be part of the "Love, Josephine" family. 76 00:05:38.729 --> 00:05:40.122 - Aw! 77 00:05:40.818 --> 00:05:42.342 - Cheers! 78 00:05:42.951 --> 00:05:44.648 - I'm sorry, I'm sorry. - Oh no! 79 00:05:44.822 --> 00:05:46.215 - I know, I know, I said, I told myself I was not gonna cry, 80 00:05:46.389 --> 00:05:47.738 but I'm really gonna miss you. 81 00:05:47.912 --> 00:05:50.088 - Oh, thanks, but I'm not going anywhere. 82 00:05:50.262 --> 00:05:52.830 Nothing's going to be any different. It's just a baby. 83 00:05:53.004 --> 00:05:55.529 How big are they even, you know? 84 00:05:55.703 --> 00:05:58.227 It's like a little, a little, 85 00:05:58.401 --> 00:06:00.055 a little donut, a little brioche. 86 00:06:01.839 --> 00:06:02.623 - Cheers. 87 00:06:02.797 --> 00:06:03.624 - Cheers, Jo. 88 00:06:07.236 --> 00:06:08.629 Bye! 89 00:07:45.465 --> 00:07:47.554 - What do you think? 90 00:07:47.728 --> 00:07:49.904 - I think it's a little small for me. 91 00:07:50.078 --> 00:07:51.296 - But it's your color, no? 92 00:07:51.471 --> 00:07:53.473 - It is my color, but, 93 00:07:56.867 --> 00:07:57.694 this is better, no? 94 00:08:03.178 --> 00:08:04.135 - Oh! 95 00:08:05.136 --> 00:08:08.488 Oh, Spencer, look at this sweater. It's perfect. 96 00:08:12.056 --> 00:08:13.144 - When's the big day? 97 00:08:15.407 --> 00:08:16.234 - What? 98 00:08:16.408 --> 00:08:17.235 - The baby. 99 00:08:18.976 --> 00:08:21.109 - Oh, uh, any day now. 100 00:08:21.283 --> 00:08:22.632 - Aw! 101 00:08:22.806 --> 00:08:23.807 Are you scared? 102 00:08:25.026 --> 00:08:25.896 - Should I be? 103 00:08:29.552 --> 00:08:31.336 Can I, can I see your baby? 104 00:08:33.251 --> 00:08:34.470 - No. 105 00:08:34.644 --> 00:08:36.167 You never wake a sleeping baby. 106 00:08:46.569 --> 00:08:49.093 - And she stops my hand. 107 00:08:49.267 --> 00:08:50.573 She stops my hand like I'm, 108 00:08:50.747 --> 00:08:53.184 like I'm radioactive or something. 109 00:08:55.535 --> 00:08:56.927 - Ah. - Just a sip. 110 00:08:58.799 --> 00:09:00.061 Ah, I wonder that could be. 111 00:09:00.235 --> 00:09:01.889 - Ah, shh. She's just lonely. 112 00:09:02.063 --> 00:09:02.846 - Ah, no! 113 00:09:04.848 --> 00:09:05.632 - Ah. 114 00:09:12.377 --> 00:09:13.944 - Mom, hi. 115 00:09:14.118 --> 00:09:15.380 - Hi, honey. I don't want to intrude. 116 00:09:15.555 --> 00:09:16.947 I was just driving by. 117 00:09:17.121 --> 00:09:18.514 - No, no, it's fine. Come on in. 118 00:09:18.688 --> 00:09:19.646 - Oh, no, no, no, I couldn't. 119 00:09:19.820 --> 00:09:20.821 - Okay. - Hi. 120 00:09:20.995 --> 00:09:21.996 Hi, Jo. 121 00:09:22.170 --> 00:09:23.214 - Hi! 122 00:09:23.388 --> 00:09:24.607 - I made these for you. 123 00:09:25.913 --> 00:09:27.044 For the cravings. - Ah. 124 00:09:27.218 --> 00:09:28.045 - Try one. 125 00:09:31.266 --> 00:09:32.310 - What's in it? 126 00:09:32.484 --> 00:09:34.356 - Secret recipe. 127 00:09:34.530 --> 00:09:36.488 Magic bars. 128 00:09:36.663 --> 00:09:38.099 Okay, fine. 129 00:09:38.273 --> 00:09:40.492 Peanut butter, coconut, butterscotch, chocolate, 130 00:09:40.667 --> 00:09:43.931 crushed maraschino cherries, and bacon bits. 131 00:09:44.105 --> 00:09:46.194 Who knows? Maybe they'll induce labor. 132 00:09:47.282 --> 00:09:48.326 - Thank you. 133 00:09:48.500 --> 00:09:50.633 - All right. Well, I'm off. 134 00:09:52.113 --> 00:09:54.550 You two enjoy your last precious moments. 135 00:09:55.725 --> 00:09:58.249 - Sit down, Doris. Just join us. 136 00:09:58.423 --> 00:10:02.036 - Oh, Jo, I've told you a million times, 137 00:10:02.210 --> 00:10:03.298 call me Mom. 138 00:10:04.908 --> 00:10:08.695 Speaking of which, I was thinking, 139 00:10:08.869 --> 00:10:12.089 Grandma doesn't feel right to me. 140 00:10:12.960 --> 00:10:13.743 Maybe 141 00:10:15.397 --> 00:10:16.572 Gaddy 142 00:10:16.746 --> 00:10:18.530 or Giddy, 143 00:10:18.705 --> 00:10:22.622 Momo or Mimi or Moomoo or Googoo or Gigi or Geegaw. 144 00:10:29.280 --> 00:10:30.630 - "Can't wait..." 145 00:10:50.737 --> 00:10:55.350 Oh, settle down in there. Mommy's trying to concentrate. 146 00:11:46.314 --> 00:11:48.577 - God. Are you okay? 147 00:11:48.751 --> 00:11:49.839 - Yeah. 148 00:11:50.013 --> 00:11:50.797 I'm fine. 149 00:11:52.015 --> 00:11:52.799 Just... 150 00:11:54.583 --> 00:11:55.845 Oh. 151 00:11:56.019 --> 00:11:57.673 - Ah, Jesus - Something's weird. 152 00:11:57.847 --> 00:11:59.153 - Do you think, uh... 153 00:11:59.327 --> 00:12:02.634 - Ah, yeah, I think it's happening. 154 00:12:06.769 --> 00:12:07.814 - Okay. 155 00:12:07.988 --> 00:12:10.381 - No, please! 156 00:12:10.555 --> 00:12:12.209 - Okay, honey. 157 00:12:12.383 --> 00:12:15.082 - Get the fuck away from me! 158 00:12:21.610 --> 00:12:22.306 - Five. 159 00:12:25.353 --> 00:12:26.354 Two. 160 00:12:26.528 --> 00:12:28.008 One. 161 00:14:10.240 --> 00:14:11.676 - Everything okay in here? 162 00:14:11.851 --> 00:14:12.939 - Yes. 163 00:14:13.113 --> 00:14:14.114 - Yeah, of course. 164 00:14:14.288 --> 00:14:15.637 - Have you pooped yet? 165 00:14:17.073 --> 00:14:18.466 - No. 166 00:14:18.640 --> 00:14:20.772 - You can't leave until you poop. 167 00:15:20.963 --> 00:15:22.356 - Thank you. - Ah, you too. 168 00:15:22.530 --> 00:15:24.445 - Thank you so much for everything. 169 00:15:24.619 --> 00:15:25.663 Oh, you too. 170 00:15:25.837 --> 00:15:26.838 - Thank you so much. 171 00:15:27.013 --> 00:15:28.840 - Oh, can we get a photo? 172 00:15:29.015 --> 00:15:30.059 - Yeah, yeah. Photo, photo. 173 00:15:30.233 --> 00:15:32.714 - Will you get one of us? 174 00:15:34.237 --> 00:15:35.499 - This will be her first photo. 175 00:15:39.851 --> 00:15:42.071 Thank you. Thank you so much. 176 00:15:42.245 --> 00:15:43.333 Thank you, thank you. 177 00:15:43.507 --> 00:15:45.205 Okay, bye. - Goodbye. 178 00:15:53.343 --> 00:15:54.388 - Wait! 179 00:15:54.562 --> 00:15:56.520 You forgot the placenta! 180 00:15:57.957 --> 00:15:59.480 Better than forgetting the baby, right? 181 00:15:59.654 --> 00:16:01.177 I thought you wanted to eat it. 182 00:16:02.309 --> 00:16:03.658 - The baby? 183 00:16:03.832 --> 00:16:05.268 - The placenta. 184 00:16:05.442 --> 00:16:07.270 It's all nutrients. 185 00:16:09.142 --> 00:16:11.057 Thank you. 186 00:16:11.405 --> 00:16:12.145 - Good luck. 187 00:16:20.849 --> 00:16:22.242 - Ah. 188 00:16:22.416 --> 00:16:24.331 - Okay, I think she's in. 189 00:16:25.723 --> 00:16:27.551 You ready? - Yeah. 190 00:16:29.771 --> 00:16:31.599 - You okay? - Mm-hmm. 191 00:16:32.600 --> 00:16:34.863 It's just, I wish my mom were here. 192 00:16:44.438 --> 00:16:45.221 - Okay. 193 00:16:57.581 --> 00:17:00.410 - You can go faster than two kilometers per hour. 194 00:17:00.584 --> 00:17:03.457 - Well, I have precious cargo. 195 00:17:03.631 --> 00:17:05.285 - I hope fatherhood is not going to turn you 196 00:17:05.459 --> 00:17:07.156 into a nervous old lady. 197 00:17:07.330 --> 00:17:09.550 - Now, why would you say that, deary? 198 00:17:09.724 --> 00:17:11.508 I'm your Giddy, your Gaddy, 199 00:17:11.682 --> 00:17:14.903 your Googoo, your Gaga, your- 200 00:17:15.077 --> 00:17:16.035 - Look at the road. 201 00:17:58.468 --> 00:18:00.427 Where are we? 202 00:18:00.601 --> 00:18:01.950 - Home. 203 00:18:28.890 --> 00:18:30.413 - Shh. 204 00:18:30.587 --> 00:18:31.588 Shh. 205 00:18:46.560 --> 00:18:47.343 Shh. 206 00:18:49.389 --> 00:18:50.172 Shh. 207 00:18:52.261 --> 00:18:53.088 Shh. 208 00:18:56.961 --> 00:18:58.441 Shh. 209 00:19:07.407 --> 00:19:08.973 - Well, this says they like 210 00:19:09.148 --> 00:19:11.324 to suck, swaddle, and swing. 211 00:19:11.498 --> 00:19:13.587 - I don't need some book, Spencer. 212 00:19:15.502 --> 00:19:18.548 - Well, it says, "Over one million copies sold, so." 213 00:19:18.722 --> 00:19:20.855 - It's a cliche advice. 214 00:19:21.029 --> 00:19:22.726 I can do this. 215 00:19:22.900 --> 00:19:25.164 I can do this perfectly. 216 00:19:27.122 --> 00:19:27.949 Shh. 217 00:19:49.144 --> 00:19:49.971 Look. 218 00:19:53.409 --> 00:19:54.193 See? 219 00:19:58.893 --> 00:19:59.720 Well. 220 00:20:12.863 --> 00:20:14.169 Fuck! 221 00:20:14.343 --> 00:20:15.736 Who is ringing the doorbell 222 00:20:15.910 --> 00:20:17.259 in the middle of the fucking night? 223 00:20:22.743 --> 00:20:24.005 - We're here for the gutters. 224 00:20:26.137 --> 00:20:27.965 - Yes, Yes. Hi, hi, hi, hi, hi. 225 00:20:28.139 --> 00:20:29.750 Sorry, sorry, I'm here. 226 00:20:29.924 --> 00:20:31.708 Um, I'm Caroline. I'm the assistant. 227 00:20:31.882 --> 00:20:34.058 We'll set you up right over there. 228 00:20:34.233 --> 00:20:35.625 Right over there. 229 00:20:36.757 --> 00:20:38.149 - Hi. 230 00:20:38.324 --> 00:20:39.934 - Just the guys here to work on the house. 231 00:20:40.108 --> 00:20:42.153 We'll be outside. We won't disturb you at all. 232 00:20:42.328 --> 00:20:43.720 And hey, I think our followers 233 00:20:43.894 --> 00:20:46.157 are still waiting on a baby pic. 234 00:20:46.332 --> 00:20:47.158 - Yeah. 235 00:20:48.769 --> 00:20:49.944 - It's been been a month. 236 00:20:53.730 --> 00:20:55.123 - Oh, uh, I'll get to it. 237 00:20:55.297 --> 00:20:56.820 - I could help you 238 00:20:56.994 --> 00:20:58.213 if it's easier. - No, I'm fine, I'm fine. 239 00:20:58.387 --> 00:20:59.867 - And I also had some- 240 00:21:19.278 --> 00:21:20.104 - Uh, Jo. 241 00:21:21.889 --> 00:21:23.456 Jo, I think she's hungry again. 242 00:21:26.023 --> 00:21:29.810 Shit. 243 00:21:31.420 --> 00:21:32.247 Okay. 244 00:21:33.335 --> 00:21:34.510 Okay. 245 00:21:34.684 --> 00:21:35.468 Shh. 246 00:21:38.384 --> 00:21:39.210 Okay. 247 00:21:40.603 --> 00:21:41.387 Yeah. 248 00:21:43.693 --> 00:21:44.781 Good girl. 249 00:21:44.955 --> 00:21:45.782 Okay. 250 00:21:47.306 --> 00:21:48.742 Here we go. 251 00:21:48.916 --> 00:21:49.960 Here we go. 252 00:21:50.134 --> 00:21:51.484 Okay. 253 00:21:51.658 --> 00:21:55.009 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. 254 00:21:55.183 --> 00:21:56.184 Here we are. 255 00:21:57.707 --> 00:21:58.578 Hey. 256 00:21:58.752 --> 00:21:59.535 - Look. 257 00:22:02.538 --> 00:22:04.932 Look how perfect she is. 258 00:22:05.106 --> 00:22:06.194 - Yeah. 259 00:22:06.368 --> 00:22:07.848 Well, 260 00:22:08.022 --> 00:22:09.415 you made her. 261 00:22:09.589 --> 00:22:10.720 - We made her. 262 00:22:18.075 --> 00:22:19.425 - Okay. 263 00:22:41.055 --> 00:22:42.578 - Ah! Spencer! 264 00:22:42.752 --> 00:22:43.840 - What's going on, jo? - Ruby! 265 00:22:44.014 --> 00:22:45.015 - What's going on? 266 00:22:47.148 --> 00:22:50.194 - Of course, I completely forgot. 267 00:22:50.369 --> 00:22:52.632 I put Ruby up in her crib hours before. 268 00:22:52.806 --> 00:22:55.939 I mean, the look on Jo's face was... 269 00:22:57.767 --> 00:23:01.554 - I knew all along. You were more scared than I was. 270 00:23:01.728 --> 00:23:02.946 He's nervous about everything. 271 00:23:03.120 --> 00:23:04.905 - I am not. 272 00:23:05.079 --> 00:23:08.256 - First-time parents. The fears are very, very normal. 273 00:23:08.430 --> 00:23:11.390 Oh, one more question, though, if I may ask. 274 00:23:11.564 --> 00:23:13.043 The bone was who's? 275 00:23:13.217 --> 00:23:15.481 - Spencer's a butcher. An artisanal butcher. 276 00:23:15.655 --> 00:23:17.221 - I'm not an artisanal... 277 00:23:17.396 --> 00:23:18.832 I'm a butcher. 278 00:23:19.006 --> 00:23:22.052 You know, free range, He mainly killed no waste. 279 00:23:22.226 --> 00:23:25.229 - Anyway, the point is that we, we were very tired- 280 00:23:25.404 --> 00:23:27.580 - So we thought that maybe this was the time to, you know, 281 00:23:27.754 --> 00:23:31.061 come in and just check in and just get a little help. 282 00:23:31.235 --> 00:23:34.021 - No, we don't, we don't really need help, but just to- 283 00:23:34.195 --> 00:23:35.414 - Just to check in, you know. 284 00:23:35.588 --> 00:23:36.763 - Just to check in. 285 00:23:36.937 --> 00:23:38.765 - She cries a lot. 286 00:23:38.939 --> 00:23:42.290 - Well, the good news is she looks fantastic. 287 00:23:42.464 --> 00:23:44.379 Nothing to worry about whatsoever. 288 00:23:44.553 --> 00:23:46.163 Babies cry. 289 00:23:46.337 --> 00:23:48.165 It's tough, but, 290 00:23:48.731 --> 00:23:50.124 you know, 291 00:23:50.298 --> 00:23:51.908 wait till she's 18. 292 00:23:52.082 --> 00:23:54.955 That's really hell. 293 00:23:56.347 --> 00:23:57.174 Ah. 294 00:23:58.262 --> 00:23:59.655 Look at you! 295 00:23:59.829 --> 00:24:02.005 Oh, aren't you the sweetest little thing? 296 00:24:03.224 --> 00:24:05.792 She's adorable. 297 00:24:07.924 --> 00:24:10.753 - I think she looks a little thin. Is she too thin? 298 00:24:10.927 --> 00:24:13.190 - The doctor said she's perfectly normal. 299 00:24:13.364 --> 00:24:14.888 - Maybe she's hungry. 300 00:24:21.634 --> 00:24:22.461 Oh! 301 00:24:23.766 --> 00:24:26.639 She's got quite a strong suck. 302 00:24:26.813 --> 00:24:27.640 - Shh. 303 00:24:29.206 --> 00:24:30.599 - You know, people always say that new babies are cute. 304 00:24:30.773 --> 00:24:32.558 I think they all look like ET. 305 00:24:32.732 --> 00:24:34.255 I mean, some people thought ET was cute, 306 00:24:34.429 --> 00:24:36.518 but I just thought he was a creepy alien 307 00:24:36.692 --> 00:24:37.824 that should stay on his own planet 308 00:24:37.998 --> 00:24:39.869 and leave the rest of us alone. 309 00:24:41.828 --> 00:24:46.615 Anyway, if it's any consolation, I understand how you feel. 310 00:24:48.051 --> 00:24:49.749 Spencer was a crier. 311 00:24:49.923 --> 00:24:50.924 - Oh, he was? 312 00:24:51.098 --> 00:24:52.839 - Oh yeah. 313 00:24:53.013 --> 00:24:54.275 - Mom, don't talk her ear off. She's tired. 314 00:24:54.449 --> 00:24:55.319 - I'm fine. - Thank you, dear. 315 00:24:55.494 --> 00:24:57.278 I'm parched. 316 00:24:57.452 --> 00:24:59.802 - We're just hearing about how Ruby takes after you. 317 00:24:59.976 --> 00:25:01.325 - Mom, what have you been telling her about? 318 00:25:01.500 --> 00:25:03.632 - Nothing. You were a crier, you were. 319 00:25:03.806 --> 00:25:05.199 - I was an infant. - So? 320 00:25:05.373 --> 00:25:07.767 Take some responsibility for your own behavior. 321 00:25:07.941 --> 00:25:09.464 - Mom, you take some responsibility 322 00:25:09.638 --> 00:25:11.466 for your behavior. - I did take responsibility 323 00:25:11.640 --> 00:25:12.598 for my behavior. - So why do you blame- 324 00:25:12.772 --> 00:25:13.860 - Why are you arguing? 325 00:25:14.034 --> 00:25:15.514 I told you, this is . 326 00:25:15.688 --> 00:25:16.558 - I'll go upstairs. 327 00:25:18.168 --> 00:25:20.170 - Uh, will you be okay? 328 00:25:20.344 --> 00:25:21.868 - Will you? 329 00:25:28.396 --> 00:25:29.223 Well. 330 00:25:51.506 --> 00:25:52.333 Shh. 331 00:26:04.606 --> 00:26:05.259 Shh. 332 00:26:10.220 --> 00:26:11.047 Shh. 333 00:26:12.135 --> 00:26:12.962 Shh. 334 00:26:16.575 --> 00:26:18.054 It's okay, Ruby. 335 00:26:22.972 --> 00:26:23.756 It's okay. 336 00:26:28.848 --> 00:26:29.631 Shh. 337 00:27:01.750 --> 00:27:04.231 No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no. 338 00:27:04.405 --> 00:27:05.232 Ruby! 339 00:27:52.235 --> 00:27:53.019 Ruby? 340 00:27:55.238 --> 00:27:57.414 Baby. You're okay? 341 00:27:58.024 --> 00:27:58.851 - Are you okay? 342 00:27:59.025 --> 00:28:00.113 - Oh, yeah, she's fine. 343 00:28:00.287 --> 00:28:01.897 - Oh my God. - I didn't, 344 00:28:02.071 --> 00:28:02.898 I didn't see it. 345 00:28:03.072 --> 00:28:04.160 - Oh, look, she's fine. 346 00:28:04.334 --> 00:28:06.032 Oh. People are such idiots. 347 00:28:06.206 --> 00:28:07.337 They completely fly down the street. It's terrifying. 348 00:28:07.511 --> 00:28:08.948 - I didn't, I didn't see it. 349 00:28:09.122 --> 00:28:10.776 - I know, I know. It's so scary. 350 00:28:10.950 --> 00:28:11.951 But that's why we strap them in. 351 00:28:12.125 --> 00:28:13.779 - You sure, you sure she's fine? 352 00:28:13.953 --> 00:28:16.259 - Yeah, she, l- look at her. She's beautiful. 353 00:28:17.391 --> 00:28:18.218 Oh. 354 00:28:20.220 --> 00:28:23.702 - Wait, I, I saw you at the baby store. 355 00:28:25.660 --> 00:28:27.923 - That's right, yes, I do remember you. Hi. 356 00:28:28.924 --> 00:28:29.795 - I had the baby. 357 00:28:29.969 --> 00:28:31.579 - Well, congratulations. 358 00:28:31.753 --> 00:28:32.580 - Thank you. 359 00:28:33.537 --> 00:28:34.364 It's great. 360 00:28:36.366 --> 00:28:38.368 It, it really, it really is. 361 00:28:51.251 --> 00:28:52.078 - Hey, guys. 362 00:28:52.252 --> 00:28:52.861 - Hey. 363 00:28:54.341 --> 00:28:56.082 - I want you guys to meet, um... 364 00:28:57.866 --> 00:28:59.912 Oh my god, I didn't even catch your name. I'm so sorry. 365 00:29:00.086 --> 00:29:00.913 - Jo. 366 00:29:01.087 --> 00:29:02.697 - This is Jo, you guys. 367 00:29:02.871 --> 00:29:04.481 - I know you. 368 00:29:04.655 --> 00:29:06.135 "Love, Josephine." 369 00:29:06.309 --> 00:29:07.658 - The French girl style. 370 00:29:07.833 --> 00:29:10.661 The cheese souffle that broke the internet. 371 00:29:10.836 --> 00:29:13.839 - Oh my god! I cannot believe that's you. 372 00:29:14.013 --> 00:29:16.102 I'm such a fan. You're amazing. 373 00:29:16.276 --> 00:29:19.061 I tried to make your souffle for like a month. 374 00:29:19.235 --> 00:29:21.237 - Oh, it's easy. It's easy, truly. 375 00:29:21.411 --> 00:29:22.543 - "It's easy, truly." 376 00:29:23.892 --> 00:29:26.242 - I know. She's so chic, right? 377 00:29:26.416 --> 00:29:27.853 - I haven't seen your baby online yet. 378 00:29:28.027 --> 00:29:29.463 Maybe I missed it? 379 00:29:29.637 --> 00:29:32.161 - No, I haven't, I haven't posted yet. 380 00:29:33.728 --> 00:29:36.905 It's just, uh, I'm not sure with the babies. 381 00:29:38.124 --> 00:29:39.603 How do you do anything? 382 00:29:39.778 --> 00:29:40.909 Ruby cries 383 00:29:41.780 --> 00:29:43.085 a lot. 384 00:29:43.259 --> 00:29:45.348 And I know, I know babies cry. I know that. 385 00:29:45.522 --> 00:29:47.481 But sometime it's just, 386 00:29:47.655 --> 00:29:49.700 it's too much, no? 387 00:29:49.875 --> 00:29:52.486 And you guys look so happy 388 00:29:52.660 --> 00:29:55.445 and relaxed and rested, 389 00:29:56.925 --> 00:29:59.841 and your, your babies are, are so quiet. 390 00:30:00.799 --> 00:30:02.888 They don't even cry. 391 00:30:03.062 --> 00:30:04.193 What's your secret? 392 00:30:04.367 --> 00:30:05.151 I mean... 393 00:30:07.109 --> 00:30:08.981 - Trust your instincts. 394 00:30:55.418 --> 00:30:58.117 - I'm not sure about the outfit. 395 00:30:58.291 --> 00:30:59.901 - I don't think we should go. 396 00:31:00.902 --> 00:31:01.729 - Come on. 397 00:31:03.252 --> 00:31:05.689 It's just dinner. Ruby will be fine. 398 00:31:05.864 --> 00:31:07.953 - It's too much for your mother. 399 00:31:08.127 --> 00:31:10.433 - Well, she raised me, right? 400 00:31:10.607 --> 00:31:11.957 Look how great I turned out. 401 00:31:15.743 --> 00:31:17.353 It's nice for her to feel needed. 402 00:31:19.965 --> 00:31:21.053 Besides, are we never gonna have dinner again 403 00:31:21.227 --> 00:31:22.489 alone for the rest of our lives? 404 00:31:22.663 --> 00:31:23.838 - That was my plan? 405 00:31:28.843 --> 00:31:29.800 - We need this. 406 00:31:40.289 --> 00:31:42.248 - Oh, yes, you are. 407 00:31:45.729 --> 00:31:47.427 Oh, she smiled at me. 408 00:31:48.515 --> 00:31:50.299 Has she smiled before? 409 00:31:52.040 --> 00:31:54.303 Oh, you had your first smile. 410 00:31:54.477 --> 00:31:57.132 Ruby, you're so smart. She's so smart. 411 00:31:57.306 --> 00:31:59.004 - I missed it. 412 00:31:59.178 --> 00:32:00.527 - Okay, well, there's gonna be plenty of chances 413 00:32:00.701 --> 00:32:02.790 to see her smile and frown and cry 414 00:32:02.964 --> 00:32:06.402 and roll her eyes in complete disgust at her idiot parents. 415 00:32:06.576 --> 00:32:08.709 So come. We're gonna be late. 416 00:32:08.883 --> 00:32:09.666 Thanks, Mom. 417 00:32:09.840 --> 00:32:11.277 - Okay. 418 00:32:11.451 --> 00:32:12.800 - The, the, the milk is in the fridge. 419 00:32:12.974 --> 00:32:14.367 Just warm it up and make sure to test it. 420 00:32:14.541 --> 00:32:17.196 - We'll be fine. Just go on, you lovebirds. 421 00:32:48.792 --> 00:32:52.274 - You were right. This is, this is nice. 422 00:32:52.448 --> 00:32:56.017 - You see? Every now and again, I have a good idea. 423 00:32:56.191 --> 00:32:58.411 Not often. Like once a year. 424 00:32:59.716 --> 00:33:00.500 On leap years. 425 00:33:09.813 --> 00:33:10.640 Hey, what's up? 426 00:33:13.687 --> 00:33:16.907 - I kind of feel like I'm, I'm disappearing. 427 00:33:20.433 --> 00:33:21.216 - Um... 428 00:33:22.783 --> 00:33:24.785 Well, this is temporary. 429 00:33:24.959 --> 00:33:27.831 You know, pretty soon, you'll be back to work, 430 00:33:28.006 --> 00:33:31.400 photo shoots of diapers, baby food sponsorships. 431 00:33:31.574 --> 00:33:34.708 You'll be moving a mile a minute. Trust me. 432 00:33:34.882 --> 00:33:36.188 Everyone goes through this. 433 00:33:36.362 --> 00:33:37.189 - Really? - Yeah. 434 00:33:39.017 --> 00:33:40.888 You know, Freddy from work, after his kid was born, 435 00:33:41.062 --> 00:33:42.629 his wife got so freaked out, 436 00:33:42.803 --> 00:33:44.935 she just picked lint off the carpet all day. 437 00:33:45.110 --> 00:33:47.286 Uh-huh, and Jim, Jim's wife started buying 438 00:33:47.460 --> 00:33:50.637 all kinds of tiny, crazy cat figurines online. 439 00:33:50.811 --> 00:33:52.726 - I haven't bought one tiny cat. 440 00:33:52.900 --> 00:33:54.641 - I know. 441 00:33:55.337 --> 00:33:57.948 Because you're gonna be a great mom. 442 00:33:59.472 --> 00:34:01.082 - You have puke on your jacket. 443 00:34:01.256 --> 00:34:02.257 - I have what on my jacket? 444 00:34:02.431 --> 00:34:03.432 - You have puke on your jacket. 445 00:34:03.606 --> 00:34:04.390 - I have what on my jacket? 446 00:34:04.564 --> 00:34:05.521 - Wait, I- 447 00:34:05.695 --> 00:34:07.393 - What are you doing? 448 00:34:07.567 --> 00:34:09.090 - Give it to me. - No, no. 449 00:34:09.264 --> 00:34:09.873 - Just put a little bit of- - Control freak. 450 00:34:10.048 --> 00:34:11.832 No. I'll get it. 451 00:34:12.963 --> 00:34:13.964 Love you. 452 00:34:44.256 --> 00:34:45.909 - Sweet, sweet Ruby. 453 00:34:49.130 --> 00:34:51.654 Ruby. 454 00:34:51.828 --> 00:34:55.702 Ruby. 455 00:34:55.876 --> 00:34:57.791 Ruby. 456 00:35:06.321 --> 00:35:07.670 - Pick up the fucking. 457 00:35:07.844 --> 00:35:09.542 Doris, pick up the fucking phone! 458 00:35:09.716 --> 00:35:10.978 Sorry, I I... 459 00:35:11.152 --> 00:35:12.762 - Whoa, whoa, what's happening? 460 00:35:12.936 --> 00:35:15.200 - The monitor, the moni- 461 00:35:15.374 --> 00:35:16.723 It's probably nothing- - Jo, what's going on? 462 00:35:16.897 --> 00:35:18.594 - but I just have to go check on Ruby. 463 00:35:18.768 --> 00:35:19.552 Give me the keys to the car. - What are you talking- 464 00:35:19.726 --> 00:35:21.119 - The key to the car! 465 00:35:21.293 --> 00:35:22.555 - Jesus. 466 00:35:23.904 --> 00:35:26.167 - Oh my god! - Out of my way! 467 00:35:26.341 --> 00:35:27.255 - I'm so sorry. 468 00:35:27.429 --> 00:35:29.127 Jo, wait! 469 00:35:33.870 --> 00:35:35.307 - It's okay. It was our first time away from her. 470 00:35:35.481 --> 00:35:36.612 We'll get better at it. 471 00:35:40.181 --> 00:35:41.704 - What do you think it was? 472 00:35:43.706 --> 00:35:46.666 - You know, I think it's what my mom said it was. 473 00:35:46.840 --> 00:35:49.059 I think she was, um, putting a blanket on Ruby, 474 00:35:49.234 --> 00:35:51.671 and she kicked over the iPad. 475 00:35:51.845 --> 00:35:54.674 - But I heard whispering. 476 00:35:54.848 --> 00:35:57.894 - Yeah, it's just my mom whispering to Ruby. 477 00:35:59.287 --> 00:36:01.115 - What was she telling her? 478 00:36:04.031 --> 00:36:04.858 - Um... 479 00:36:06.425 --> 00:36:07.774 "Sleep tight," probably. 480 00:36:12.692 --> 00:36:13.519 - I'm... 481 00:36:15.042 --> 00:36:15.956 I'm okay now. 482 00:36:16.130 --> 00:36:16.957 - I know. 483 00:36:18.698 --> 00:36:19.525 I know. 484 00:36:21.701 --> 00:36:23.703 - I'm just gonna go check on Ruby. 485 00:36:25.270 --> 00:36:26.096 Okay? 486 00:36:45.986 --> 00:36:47.292 Oh, sorry, Ruby. 487 00:36:48.858 --> 00:36:49.729 It's okay. 488 00:36:49.903 --> 00:36:51.165 It's just 489 00:36:51.339 --> 00:36:52.166 Mommy. 490 00:36:54.995 --> 00:36:57.867 Shh. 491 00:36:58.041 --> 00:37:00.522 I won't leave you again, I promise. 492 00:37:02.132 --> 00:37:04.570 Okay? I won't leave you again. 493 00:37:05.440 --> 00:37:06.224 I won't 494 00:37:07.442 --> 00:37:09.183 ever leave you again. 495 00:37:10.271 --> 00:37:11.098 Never. 496 00:37:18.279 --> 00:37:20.194 Ow! 497 00:37:33.860 --> 00:37:34.730 You bit me. 498 00:37:46.568 --> 00:37:50.398 - Impalement, strangulation, suffocation. 499 00:37:50.572 --> 00:37:52.139 You sure that thing's secure? 500 00:37:54.359 --> 00:37:58.972 I would not want that to fall on her. Crush her like a bug. 501 00:37:59.146 --> 00:38:01.975 I don't love the look at these corners, and obviously, 502 00:38:02.149 --> 00:38:04.194 you're gonna need to get this construction cleaned up. 503 00:38:04.369 --> 00:38:06.893 - We are close. I dunno what's taking them so long. 504 00:38:07.067 --> 00:38:08.373 - Total death trap. 505 00:38:08.547 --> 00:38:09.896 - I know she's a little young 506 00:38:10.070 --> 00:38:11.593 to worry about all this now, but- 507 00:38:11.767 --> 00:38:13.508 - Never too early to start baby proofing. 508 00:38:13.682 --> 00:38:16.381 - Yeah, and she, she's very advanced. 509 00:38:16.555 --> 00:38:18.034 She, she already has teeth. 510 00:38:19.949 --> 00:38:23.779 Well, uh, I, I really want our home to be safe from her. 511 00:38:23.953 --> 00:38:25.128 - Safe for her. 512 00:38:26.260 --> 00:38:27.087 - Yeah. 513 00:38:30.395 --> 00:38:31.787 What did I say? 514 00:38:31.961 --> 00:38:34.268 - It's okay, I get it. 515 00:38:34.442 --> 00:38:35.356 We had twins. 516 00:38:36.662 --> 00:38:38.359 They almost killed me. 517 00:40:10.320 --> 00:40:12.235 - Whoa! Come on, slowpoke! 518 00:40:15.195 --> 00:40:16.762 - Oh, fuck, fuck! 519 00:40:16.936 --> 00:40:17.806 Ruby! 520 00:40:17.980 --> 00:40:19.417 I'm sorry baby. 521 00:40:19.591 --> 00:40:21.114 - Oh my god, Runaway Ralph! Here you go. 522 00:40:21.288 --> 00:40:22.463 - Oh, oh, thank you. 523 00:40:22.637 --> 00:40:24.465 - You okay? - God! 524 00:40:29.688 --> 00:40:31.385 I need, I need a cigarette. 525 00:40:31.559 --> 00:40:34.214 - Don't worry. It gets so much easier, I promise. 526 00:40:34.388 --> 00:40:36.346 - Running or the baby? 527 00:40:36.999 --> 00:40:39.698 - Oh, you poor thing. Is Ruby still crying a lot? 528 00:40:39.872 --> 00:40:42.004 - Yeah, it's, it's strange, she, 529 00:40:42.178 --> 00:40:46.008 she doesn't do it around other people, but she, she cries. 530 00:40:46.182 --> 00:40:47.575 - It's classic, right? 531 00:40:49.098 --> 00:40:49.882 - Do you... 532 00:40:52.841 --> 00:40:56.323 Do you ever feel like you're baby's angry with you? 533 00:40:57.890 --> 00:40:59.805 - I mean, when I take more than five seconds 534 00:40:59.979 --> 00:41:01.284 to do her bidding for her, yes. 535 00:41:01.459 --> 00:41:03.286 She's completely pissed all of the time. 536 00:41:03.461 --> 00:41:06.768 - I mean more like punishing you. 537 00:41:08.988 --> 00:41:10.163 - Punishing me for what? 538 00:41:14.036 --> 00:41:15.211 - I don't, I don't know. 539 00:41:16.996 --> 00:41:18.737 - You know what I think? 540 00:41:20.608 --> 00:41:22.784 I think that you really need to go out and, like, 541 00:41:22.958 --> 00:41:25.004 dance and get your old self back. 542 00:41:25.178 --> 00:41:26.919 We're actually all going out for mom drinks later, 543 00:41:27.093 --> 00:41:28.094 and I swear it's not 544 00:41:28.268 --> 00:41:29.182 as terrible as it sounds. 545 00:41:29.356 --> 00:41:30.705 - No, I can't. 546 00:41:30.879 --> 00:41:32.533 That's exactly what makes her angry. 547 00:41:32.707 --> 00:41:34.143 - Where are you going Jo? 548 00:41:34.317 --> 00:41:37.016 - Home. I, I need to focus on home. 549 00:41:37.190 --> 00:41:38.452 I'll see you around. 550 00:42:31.157 --> 00:42:32.462 - Jo. 551 00:42:32.637 --> 00:42:34.464 - I'm busy, Caroline. Can't you see? 552 00:42:34.639 --> 00:42:36.554 - Sorry, it's just that, um, 553 00:42:37.859 --> 00:42:38.773 Ruby's crying. 554 00:42:40.732 --> 00:42:41.646 - Babies cry. 555 00:42:44.300 --> 00:42:46.085 - She's been crying for over an hour. 556 00:42:48.783 --> 00:42:51.481 - Fine. 557 00:42:51.656 --> 00:42:53.396 - I'll get her, okay? 558 00:42:54.528 --> 00:42:55.964 Fine, Ruby. 559 00:42:56.138 --> 00:42:58.445 If that's what you want, I'm coming. 560 00:43:00.534 --> 00:43:04.364 I am not going to let you win. 561 00:43:04.538 --> 00:43:06.279 I am not going 562 00:43:06.453 --> 00:43:08.411 to let you win. 563 00:43:08.586 --> 00:43:09.848 Do you hear me? 564 00:43:10.979 --> 00:43:14.026 I'm not gonna let you win, Ruby. 565 00:43:14.200 --> 00:43:16.419 I'm not gonna let you win. 566 00:43:16.594 --> 00:43:18.421 I'm not gonna let you win! 567 00:43:24.993 --> 00:43:26.952 - Hey. 568 00:43:27.126 --> 00:43:28.867 What's the occasion? 569 00:43:29.041 --> 00:43:30.999 - Nothing. I cooked. 570 00:43:31.173 --> 00:43:33.306 - What is it? - A surprise. 571 00:43:36.352 --> 00:43:37.615 - Where's Ruby? 572 00:43:41.183 --> 00:43:42.010 Jo? 573 00:43:50.976 --> 00:43:52.542 Jo, wait, please. Come on, wait. 574 00:43:52.717 --> 00:43:55.067 - Do you really think I'm crazy? 575 00:43:55.241 --> 00:43:59.027 - No, I don't. I don't think you're crazy. 576 00:44:00.420 --> 00:44:01.987 Look, this is hard on me, too. I'm fucking exhausted. 577 00:44:02.161 --> 00:44:04.032 - Oh, I'm sorry, but did, 578 00:44:04.206 --> 00:44:07.949 did you make an entire person inside your own body? 579 00:44:09.472 --> 00:44:12.432 Don't you understand that she's killing me? 580 00:44:12.606 --> 00:44:15.217 - And I'm saying that I wanna help. 581 00:44:19.700 --> 00:44:20.875 I'll go. - I'm fine. 582 00:44:21.049 --> 00:44:23.443 - No. Let me, just this once. 583 00:44:24.966 --> 00:44:27.360 - Okay. You see how you do. 584 00:44:27.534 --> 00:44:28.361 Go. 585 00:44:46.858 --> 00:44:49.774 Okay, Ruby. 586 00:45:35.384 --> 00:45:36.690 - Okay, uh... 587 00:45:36.864 --> 00:45:39.127 - I'm going out. You're so good with Ruby. 588 00:45:39.301 --> 00:45:40.999 You handle her for a night. 589 00:45:41.173 --> 00:45:42.783 - Okay, well, can you tell me where you're going. 590 00:45:42.957 --> 00:45:45.046 - Out, I said. 591 00:45:45.568 --> 00:45:47.527 - Jo, I, I don't think you should go out. 592 00:45:47.701 --> 00:45:49.181 - Why not? 593 00:45:49.355 --> 00:45:51.487 Afraid to be alone with her? 594 00:45:51.661 --> 00:45:53.054 - I'm dying to be alone with her. 595 00:45:53.228 --> 00:45:55.448 - So then, what's the problem, hmm? 596 00:45:55.622 --> 00:45:58.451 Dinner's on the stove, but you already know that, I think. 597 00:45:58.625 --> 00:46:01.367 There is pumped milk in the fridge for when Ruby's hungry. 598 00:46:01.541 --> 00:46:03.369 But be careful when you feed her. 599 00:46:04.500 --> 00:46:05.371 She bites. 600 00:46:32.528 --> 00:46:34.400 - Ruby. 601 00:46:38.099 --> 00:46:39.057 - You came! 602 00:46:41.886 --> 00:46:42.712 - Yeah. 603 00:46:42.887 --> 00:46:44.018 - Hi! 604 00:46:45.063 --> 00:46:46.629 - I needed to get out. 605 00:46:46.804 --> 00:46:48.936 - Your hair looks so cute. 606 00:46:49.110 --> 00:46:50.416 - It's falling out. 607 00:46:51.547 --> 00:46:52.766 - Hormones are a bitch. 608 00:46:56.509 --> 00:46:57.466 - Ruby. 609 00:47:00.513 --> 00:47:01.340 - Jo! 610 00:47:03.211 --> 00:47:05.953 Is it true that in France the government pays for you 611 00:47:06.127 --> 00:47:08.173 to rehab your vagina after you have a baby? 612 00:47:08.347 --> 00:47:09.870 - Oh, yes. 613 00:47:10.044 --> 00:47:12.394 We, we have physical therapy, yes. 614 00:47:12.568 --> 00:47:14.614 - Tell us about your childcare policies, 615 00:47:14.788 --> 00:47:16.529 because they're incredible, right? 616 00:47:16.703 --> 00:47:20.359 - Yes, yeah, we have, uh, we do have childcare, yes. 617 00:47:20.533 --> 00:47:21.839 - This country- - I can't even imagine. 618 00:47:22.013 --> 00:47:23.797 - Hey! This country's bullshit. 619 00:47:23.971 --> 00:47:24.972 - Yeah. - Everyone, note it. 620 00:47:25.146 --> 00:47:26.452 - I thought you all, I mean, 621 00:47:26.626 --> 00:47:28.193 you seem like you're doing so well. 622 00:47:28.367 --> 00:47:30.412 - Yeah, we're miserable. 623 00:47:30.586 --> 00:47:32.588 We are zombies. 624 00:47:32.762 --> 00:47:34.068 We are furious. 625 00:47:34.242 --> 00:47:35.026 - Uh-huh. 626 00:47:36.679 --> 00:47:38.638 - Honestly, the thing that really helped me 627 00:47:38.812 --> 00:47:41.510 through all of this was eating my placenta. 628 00:47:41.684 --> 00:47:42.947 I made it into a bolognese. 629 00:47:44.600 --> 00:47:45.906 - You're scaring her! 630 00:47:46.080 --> 00:47:46.907 - I'm not! 631 00:47:47.081 --> 00:47:47.995 - I forgot mine. 632 00:47:48.169 --> 00:47:49.518 - Let's dance! 633 00:47:49.692 --> 00:47:51.433 - Mine is still in the freezer. 634 00:48:07.319 --> 00:48:08.450 - Pump and dump, baby! 635 00:48:08.624 --> 00:48:09.669 - Yeah! Whoo! 636 00:48:51.972 --> 00:48:52.799 - Okay. 637 00:49:06.465 --> 00:49:07.248 I can't. 638 00:49:08.771 --> 00:49:12.253 Give me a minute. Give me a minute, please. 639 00:49:23.525 --> 00:49:24.744 - What is that? 640 00:49:28.530 --> 00:49:29.923 - It's Ruby. 641 00:49:49.073 --> 00:49:51.075 - Hey, Jo, it's Shelly. 642 00:49:51.249 --> 00:49:52.990 Where were you tonight? 643 00:49:53.164 --> 00:49:54.730 I thought, um, you were gonna come to mom drinks. 644 00:49:54.904 --> 00:49:55.993 We really missed you. 645 00:49:57.255 --> 00:50:00.214 - Fuck. 646 00:50:17.666 --> 00:50:19.059 - Where were you? 647 00:50:19.233 --> 00:50:21.018 - I fell asleep in a parking lot. 648 00:50:22.889 --> 00:50:26.197 Yeah, I wanted to go to a bar to have a drink, and I, 649 00:50:26.371 --> 00:50:28.808 I fell asleep before I even came inside. 650 00:50:30.288 --> 00:50:33.291 I slept for the first time in ages. 651 00:50:35.554 --> 00:50:37.164 - You couldn't even call? 652 00:50:37.338 --> 00:50:38.992 - I fell asleep, like I said. 653 00:50:42.822 --> 00:50:43.866 Where's Ruby? 654 00:50:44.041 --> 00:50:45.433 - She's upstairs in her crib. 655 00:50:45.607 --> 00:50:47.348 She's fine. Don't go up there and wake her. 656 00:50:47.522 --> 00:50:49.350 We actually had a really nice night together. 657 00:50:49.524 --> 00:50:50.308 - Good. 658 00:50:51.439 --> 00:50:52.658 I'm happy for you. 659 00:50:52.832 --> 00:50:53.659 - Yeah. 660 00:50:55.487 --> 00:50:56.749 Well, it was nice to get some time with her, finally. 661 00:50:56.923 --> 00:50:58.359 - Okay, well, I shouldn't, 662 00:50:58.533 --> 00:50:59.882 I shouldn't have come back at all, then. 663 00:51:00.057 --> 00:51:01.580 - Yeah, okay, that's not what I meant. 664 00:51:03.364 --> 00:51:05.236 I'm going to work. Someone around here has to. 665 00:51:14.854 --> 00:51:16.638 - This is typical man. 666 00:51:16.812 --> 00:51:19.206 You like to spend time with her on your terms, 667 00:51:19.380 --> 00:51:21.078 but then you leave whenever it becomes inconvenient. 668 00:51:21.252 --> 00:51:22.601 - All I said was it was nice, okay? 669 00:51:22.775 --> 00:51:24.168 You're the one who left all night. 670 00:51:24.342 --> 00:51:26.387 - I got tired, okay? I made a mistake one time. 671 00:51:26.561 --> 00:51:27.649 - Was it? 672 00:51:27.823 --> 00:51:28.650 A mistake? 673 00:51:30.174 --> 00:51:30.957 - What do you mean? - I don't know. 674 00:51:31.131 --> 00:51:32.132 You seem pretty unhappy. 675 00:51:32.306 --> 00:51:33.090 - I love her. 676 00:51:35.396 --> 00:51:36.441 You don't believe me? 677 00:51:37.268 --> 00:51:39.400 Hey, do not walk away from me, Spencer! 678 00:51:39.574 --> 00:51:40.836 Talk to me! 679 00:51:41.010 --> 00:51:42.360 - Great. You fucking woke her up! 680 00:51:42.534 --> 00:51:43.317 - Ah! 681 00:51:44.797 --> 00:51:47.234 It's okay, Ruby, I heard you. Just stop. 682 00:51:53.806 --> 00:51:58.202 There you go. 683 00:51:58.376 --> 00:51:59.159 Oh. 684 00:52:02.684 --> 00:52:03.511 Sorry. 685 00:52:04.512 --> 00:52:05.774 Sorry, baby. 686 00:52:05.948 --> 00:52:06.775 I'm sorry. 687 00:52:18.831 --> 00:52:22.008 - Well, the great news is she's grabbing. 688 00:52:22.182 --> 00:52:24.010 That's a big milestone. 689 00:52:24.184 --> 00:52:26.186 It's time to get one of those activity gyms 690 00:52:26.360 --> 00:52:27.535 so that she can grab things that 691 00:52:27.709 --> 00:52:29.407 don't cause you bodily harm. 692 00:52:29.581 --> 00:52:32.192 - So there's nothing wrong w- with her? 693 00:52:32.366 --> 00:52:33.672 - She's perfectly fine. 694 00:52:33.846 --> 00:52:36.109 - Uh, I'm sure you saw, but she has teeth. 695 00:52:36.849 --> 00:52:38.851 - Well, it's a little early for that, 696 00:52:39.025 --> 00:52:40.548 but all babies are different. 697 00:52:40.722 --> 00:52:43.160 - And she she doesn't seem angry to you? 698 00:52:46.424 --> 00:52:47.425 - What about? 699 00:52:47.599 --> 00:52:50.036 - No, nothing, I just, I mean... 700 00:52:51.559 --> 00:52:54.475 I would understand if she's disappointed. 701 00:52:54.649 --> 00:52:56.825 - In what? She's a baby. 702 00:52:58.392 --> 00:52:59.959 She's not old enough to be disappointed. 703 00:53:03.005 --> 00:53:04.224 Um... 704 00:53:06.531 --> 00:53:07.706 I'm gonna be right back. 705 00:53:09.098 --> 00:53:10.448 - Wait, w- where are you going? 706 00:53:10.622 --> 00:53:13.451 - Turns out she's due for some shots. 707 00:53:13.625 --> 00:53:15.104 This will only take a minute. 708 00:53:52.359 --> 00:53:55.710 - "What is your baby trying to tell you?" 709 00:53:57.234 --> 00:53:58.800 "What is your baby trying to tell you?" 710 00:53:58.974 --> 00:54:02.151 - Oh, she's completely lost her marbles. 711 00:54:02.326 --> 00:54:04.284 I worry that she might . 712 00:54:12.161 --> 00:54:15.208 - Hey, it's okay, it's okay. Shh. 713 00:54:16.905 --> 00:54:18.646 - Hey, hey, you can't leave! 714 00:54:18.820 --> 00:54:21.258 - Uh, it's, it's not a good time, really. We'll come back. 715 00:54:35.576 --> 00:54:36.969 I was wrong. 716 00:54:37.143 --> 00:54:38.318 - Whoa, whoa, what are you doing here? 717 00:54:38.492 --> 00:54:39.580 - About everything. - Jesus. 718 00:54:39.754 --> 00:54:41.103 Ah, I'm sorry. 719 00:54:41.278 --> 00:54:43.584 - Shh. - She's not angry with me. 720 00:54:43.758 --> 00:54:45.934 Of course she's not angry. She's not. 721 00:54:46.108 --> 00:54:49.373 That was completely insane. There's nothing wrong with her. 722 00:54:49.547 --> 00:54:51.375 She's, she's not trying to hurt me. 723 00:54:51.549 --> 00:54:52.941 - Yeah. - She, 724 00:54:53.115 --> 00:54:55.248 she's trying to tell me something. 725 00:54:57.032 --> 00:55:00.862 It makes sense, you know, understanding your baby's cues. 726 00:55:01.036 --> 00:55:04.039 The, the, the crying, the grabbing. 727 00:55:05.606 --> 00:55:08.870 She's trying desperately to communicate with us, 728 00:55:09.044 --> 00:55:10.655 and the only way she can- 729 00:55:10.829 --> 00:55:12.874 - So what is she trying to communicate? 730 00:55:14.049 --> 00:55:15.399 - I don't know. 731 00:55:15.573 --> 00:55:16.704 I don't know. - Uh-huh? 732 00:55:18.271 --> 00:55:20.926 - I think she, she may be trying to warn us. 733 00:55:22.057 --> 00:55:23.232 - What did the doctor say? 734 00:55:25.060 --> 00:55:27.454 - I didn't tell him about this. He'll just think I'm crazy. 735 00:55:29.587 --> 00:55:31.328 - Yeah, I'm gonna take you home, Jo. 736 00:55:32.894 --> 00:55:35.506 Uh, I don't want her here, and, uh, 737 00:55:37.334 --> 00:55:39.640 when we, when we get back, maybe we can figure this out, 738 00:55:39.814 --> 00:55:41.773 and maybe you can get a little rest, hmm? 739 00:55:43.992 --> 00:55:45.690 - I don't need to rest. 740 00:55:45.864 --> 00:55:47.779 - Well, you can't figure this out when you're exhausted. 741 00:55:47.953 --> 00:55:48.736 - I'm not. 742 00:55:50.956 --> 00:55:52.305 - Hey, look at me. 743 00:55:54.525 --> 00:55:55.352 I love you. 744 00:55:56.918 --> 00:55:57.702 - I love you too. 745 00:56:01.053 --> 00:56:01.880 - Okay. 746 00:56:05.623 --> 00:56:06.711 Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh. 747 00:56:06.885 --> 00:56:09.148 It's okay. Good girl. 748 00:56:09.322 --> 00:56:12.760 Good girl. 749 00:56:27.122 --> 00:56:28.559 - Hi. 750 00:56:28.733 --> 00:56:30.735 I thought I would bring you some tea. 751 00:56:32.737 --> 00:56:35.609 - Spencer shouldn't have bothered you, really. 752 00:56:36.915 --> 00:56:38.699 I can take care of Ruby myself. 753 00:56:40.614 --> 00:56:43.225 - Ruby isn't the only one who needs taking care of. 754 00:56:43.400 --> 00:56:44.226 - Thanks. 755 00:56:47.926 --> 00:56:49.710 - Oh, that's a classic. 756 00:56:49.884 --> 00:56:52.887 - Yeah, I, I didn't think I'd need these books, but- 757 00:56:53.061 --> 00:56:54.323 - I know. 758 00:56:54.498 --> 00:56:55.847 It's hell. 759 00:56:56.021 --> 00:56:56.848 - What? 760 00:56:58.415 --> 00:57:00.982 - Well, I told you about when Spencer was a baby. 761 00:57:01.156 --> 00:57:02.680 - Yes. You said he was a crier. 762 00:57:02.854 --> 00:57:04.725 - Oh, much worse than that. 763 00:57:04.899 --> 00:57:07.772 You know, this was back in my day. Men didn't do anything. 764 00:57:07.946 --> 00:57:12.124 I was all alone, and everybody kept saying, 765 00:57:12.298 --> 00:57:16.258 wasn't I so happy, and wasn't my baby a miraculous thing, 766 00:57:16.433 --> 00:57:17.259 and I, 767 00:57:18.217 --> 00:57:19.261 I felt so 768 00:57:20.785 --> 00:57:23.352 guilty because of course I loved him, 769 00:57:24.397 --> 00:57:25.920 but also, 770 00:57:29.924 --> 00:57:30.795 I hated him. 771 00:57:32.797 --> 00:57:34.799 I would dream about all the terrible things 772 00:57:34.973 --> 00:57:36.757 that could happen to him, 773 00:57:36.931 --> 00:57:37.889 and at first I thought it was because I was scared. 774 00:57:38.063 --> 00:57:40.065 I mean, all moms are scared. 775 00:57:42.110 --> 00:57:43.372 But then I realized 776 00:57:46.550 --> 00:57:47.725 I 777 00:57:47.899 --> 00:57:48.769 wished for it. 778 00:57:53.165 --> 00:57:53.992 I did. 779 00:57:56.690 --> 00:57:59.563 And one night, Spencer's father was on another 780 00:58:01.390 --> 00:58:03.610 business trip, and Spencer was crying and crying, 781 00:58:03.784 --> 00:58:06.047 and I tried everything, but nothing worked. 782 00:58:07.222 --> 00:58:08.659 And I was hot. 783 00:58:10.399 --> 00:58:13.968 Summer. It was dark outside, middle of the night. 784 00:58:15.100 --> 00:58:16.405 And I, 785 00:58:16.580 --> 00:58:17.842 I remember I just, 786 00:58:20.105 --> 00:58:22.324 I prayed to God for someone to come 787 00:58:22.499 --> 00:58:24.979 and just take this baby away from me 788 00:58:25.153 --> 00:58:28.940 so that I could go back to being who I was before. 789 00:58:29.114 --> 00:58:30.332 But also, I knew, 790 00:58:32.291 --> 00:58:34.075 I knew that wasn't gonna happen. 791 00:58:34.249 --> 00:58:35.076 I was, 792 00:58:36.164 --> 00:58:37.252 I was trapped. 793 00:58:41.169 --> 00:58:42.823 I put Spencer in his crib, 794 00:58:42.997 --> 00:58:45.391 and he was crying and crying and crying and crying, 795 00:58:45.565 --> 00:58:49.308 like a hammer, like, um, in my head, 796 00:58:49.482 --> 00:58:50.309 and I, 797 00:58:52.398 --> 00:58:57.316 I went down into the kitchen and I got our sharpest knife. 798 00:58:58.273 --> 00:58:58.926 - To kill yourself? 799 00:58:59.100 --> 00:58:59.884 - To kill him. 800 00:59:02.756 --> 00:59:04.236 I went back upstairs, 801 00:59:05.498 --> 00:59:06.847 and 802 00:59:07.021 --> 00:59:08.762 he was 803 00:59:08.936 --> 00:59:09.720 just- 804 00:59:11.112 --> 00:59:12.200 - Stop. 805 00:59:12.374 --> 00:59:13.201 Just stop. 806 00:59:14.725 --> 00:59:17.075 - Well, obviously, I came to my senses. 807 00:59:17.249 --> 00:59:18.729 I mean, I didn't do anything. 808 00:59:18.903 --> 00:59:20.165 - You have to stop. 809 00:59:22.384 --> 00:59:23.821 - Yes, and that's the problem. 810 00:59:25.605 --> 00:59:28.042 We can't talk about these things, not even to each other. 811 00:59:28.216 --> 00:59:31.568 We can't admit it. We can't even look at it. 812 00:59:34.396 --> 00:59:35.223 And so 813 00:59:38.879 --> 00:59:40.272 it grows stronger. 814 01:00:07.473 --> 01:00:09.170 - Ruby. 815 01:00:09.344 --> 01:00:13.348 - Hey, hey, um, my mom's staying over, so you can... 816 01:00:49.384 --> 01:00:50.559 - Voila. 817 01:00:50.734 --> 01:00:52.431 - I'm not that hungry. 818 01:00:52.605 --> 01:00:56.478 - Well, it's croissant, but we have to keep you fed. 819 01:00:56.653 --> 01:00:58.959 Oh, and your friend dropped by, Shelly. 820 01:00:59.133 --> 01:01:01.266 She dropped off a loaf cake. 821 01:01:02.746 --> 01:01:04.661 You're looking more rested already. 822 01:01:04.835 --> 01:01:07.141 - I didn't hear Ruby wake up in the night. 823 01:01:07.315 --> 01:01:08.447 I guess she slept through. 824 01:01:08.621 --> 01:01:11.058 - Good job, Ruby! 825 01:01:12.190 --> 01:01:13.844 - You didn't hear her, did you? 826 01:01:14.758 --> 01:01:16.324 - Not a a peep. 827 01:01:16.498 --> 01:01:18.500 Of course, I'm downstairs on the sofa, so. 828 01:01:18.675 --> 01:01:20.024 Not that I'm complaining. 829 01:01:20.198 --> 01:01:23.027 I just get a little twinge in my back. 830 01:01:23.201 --> 01:01:24.376 I know the guest room isn't finished, 831 01:01:24.550 --> 01:01:27.161 but I would love a 832 01:01:27.335 --> 01:01:28.772 firmer mattress. 833 01:01:28.946 --> 01:01:30.164 - I was thinking how helpful you've been 834 01:01:30.338 --> 01:01:32.950 that first night Spencer and I went out. 835 01:01:33.124 --> 01:01:34.995 - I know, you were so worried. 836 01:01:35.169 --> 01:01:37.432 - What was in those magic bars? 837 01:01:38.651 --> 01:01:40.653 I went into labor at the very night. 838 01:01:41.219 --> 01:01:42.916 - I hope you don't think- 839 01:01:43.090 --> 01:01:46.093 - Oh, what would I think? Just a typical nervous mom, no? 840 01:01:46.267 --> 01:01:50.576 - I promise you, there's absolutely nothing to worry about. 841 01:01:50.750 --> 01:01:53.318 I keep a very watchful eye. 842 01:01:54.667 --> 01:01:55.755 - So do I. 843 01:01:59.803 --> 01:02:01.152 - Jo, the guys are finally done with the gutters, 844 01:02:01.326 --> 01:02:03.371 if you wanna go give it a quick look. 845 01:02:03.545 --> 01:02:05.069 - I'll watch Ruby. 846 01:02:05.243 --> 01:02:06.592 - I'll be back in two minutes. 847 01:02:06.766 --> 01:02:08.333 Don't take her out of the swing. 848 01:02:21.346 --> 01:02:22.521 Do you want me to go up there? 849 01:02:22.695 --> 01:02:24.653 - No, no, no, I just- 850 01:02:24.828 --> 01:02:25.829 Oh my god! - Sorry. 851 01:02:26.003 --> 01:02:27.308 - That was a complete accident. 852 01:02:27.482 --> 01:02:29.658 What is wrong with you idiots? 853 01:02:29.833 --> 01:02:31.530 - Is everything okay? 854 01:02:31.704 --> 01:02:34.315 - All is well. I'll just take Ruby out for a walk. 855 01:02:37.014 --> 01:02:37.971 - It's okay. 856 01:02:39.712 --> 01:02:41.061 Let her go. 857 01:02:48.199 --> 01:02:49.635 - Hey, this is Spencer. 858 01:02:49.809 --> 01:02:52.377 I can't make him on the phone right now. 859 01:02:54.248 --> 01:02:55.510 - Shelly. 860 01:02:55.684 --> 01:02:57.164 Shelly! 861 01:02:57.338 --> 01:02:58.165 Oh god. 862 01:02:59.819 --> 01:03:01.038 - Are you okay? 863 01:03:02.213 --> 01:03:03.605 What is going on? 864 01:03:05.172 --> 01:03:07.131 - Just close, close the door. Close it quickly. 865 01:03:07.305 --> 01:03:08.959 They may be following me. 866 01:03:09.133 --> 01:03:10.351 Oh fuck. - Shit. 867 01:03:10.525 --> 01:03:12.658 Is this about Spencer? Shit! 868 01:03:12.832 --> 01:03:14.529 Did he find out? 869 01:03:14.703 --> 01:03:16.967 Jo, please tell me you didn't tell him. 870 01:03:18.229 --> 01:03:19.404 - Tell him what? 871 01:03:19.578 --> 01:03:20.622 - Tell him what? 872 01:03:20.797 --> 01:03:22.450 Were you too drunk to remember, 873 01:03:22.624 --> 01:03:24.670 or was it just that insignificant? 874 01:03:24.844 --> 01:03:26.324 - I thought that was a dream. 875 01:03:27.281 --> 01:03:28.935 It was not a dream? 876 01:03:29.109 --> 01:03:31.677 - A dream? Should I be taking that as a compliment? 877 01:03:31.851 --> 01:03:33.635 I texted you and texted you, 878 01:03:33.810 --> 01:03:35.507 and then I baked you a loaf cake and I leave you a card, 879 01:03:35.681 --> 01:03:37.944 and you just completely ghosted me. 880 01:03:38.118 --> 01:03:39.424 - I'm sorry, I didn't- - And it's like, 881 01:03:39.598 --> 01:03:41.034 you know what, I get it, because I'm married. 882 01:03:41.208 --> 01:03:43.167 I don't wanna blow up my life over this, either. 883 01:03:43.341 --> 01:03:45.082 But you're French. I thought we could be French about it. 884 01:03:45.256 --> 01:03:47.954 Like, what's the big fucking deal? Fuck! 885 01:03:48.128 --> 01:03:50.304 I'm just in a really, like, vulnerable place right now 886 01:03:50.478 --> 01:03:52.350 with my sexuality and my femininity, 887 01:03:52.524 --> 01:03:54.831 and I feel like fucking shit all the time, 888 01:03:55.005 --> 01:03:56.441 and you doing that to me makes me feel even worse, 889 01:03:56.615 --> 01:03:58.312 and I don't even have anyone I can talk to 890 01:03:58.486 --> 01:04:00.358 about how I'm feeling right now. 891 01:04:00.532 --> 01:04:03.622 - I do really wanna talk about this. I really apologize. 892 01:04:03.796 --> 01:04:06.407 But I need to make a quick, quick phone call. 893 01:04:08.279 --> 01:04:10.934 - Seriously? Just be quiet, because my baby's asleep. 894 01:04:12.718 --> 01:04:14.024 - Hey, this is Spencer. 895 01:04:14.198 --> 01:04:15.373 I can't make it to the phone right now, 896 01:04:15.547 --> 01:04:16.853 so leave your message after the beep. 897 01:04:17.027 --> 01:04:19.333 - Hey, it's me. I need to talk to you. 898 01:04:19.507 --> 01:04:22.293 R- Ruby is in danger. I am in danger. 899 01:04:22.467 --> 01:04:26.863 Please just, just send everyone away, and let us talk. 900 01:05:10.515 --> 01:05:11.385 Can I see? 901 01:05:11.559 --> 01:05:12.604 - No. 902 01:05:12.778 --> 01:05:13.779 - What's your secret? 903 01:05:13.953 --> 01:05:16.913 - Just your instincts. 904 01:05:17.087 --> 01:05:18.958 - There were no babies. 905 01:05:21.178 --> 01:05:24.007 There were never any babies. 906 01:06:00.217 --> 01:06:02.088 What are you doing in there? 907 01:06:02.262 --> 01:06:03.698 - Nothing. 908 01:06:03.872 --> 01:06:05.178 Nothing, I just... 909 01:06:06.614 --> 01:06:07.441 Just 910 01:06:08.529 --> 01:06:10.488 give me my baby. 911 01:06:11.010 --> 01:06:13.404 - Oh my god, she's so perfect. 912 01:06:14.361 --> 01:06:18.365 She's really just a perfect little angel, Jo. 913 01:06:20.454 --> 01:06:22.282 - Why did you come up to me 914 01:06:22.456 --> 01:06:25.720 that first day at the baby store? 915 01:06:25.894 --> 01:06:27.592 - What are you talking about? 916 01:06:27.766 --> 01:06:29.246 - I was a good target, huh? 917 01:06:29.420 --> 01:06:32.031 Clearly had no idea what I was in for. 918 01:06:34.338 --> 01:06:35.121 Now, 919 01:06:36.296 --> 01:06:37.863 you give her back to me. 920 01:06:38.037 --> 01:06:41.214 - Jo, let's be honest. 921 01:06:44.609 --> 01:06:46.045 She's ruining your life. 922 01:06:50.267 --> 01:06:51.833 - Give her back to me. 923 01:06:52.008 --> 01:06:52.834 - No. 924 01:06:53.879 --> 01:06:55.011 No. 925 01:06:55.185 --> 01:06:56.882 - Give her back to me. - No. 926 01:06:57.056 --> 01:06:58.666 And you have to be careful. You don't wanna break her. 927 01:06:58.840 --> 01:07:00.407 - Give me my baby. 928 01:07:00.581 --> 01:07:01.887 - No! - Give me- 929 01:07:02.061 --> 01:07:03.454 - Ow, shit! 930 01:07:03.628 --> 01:07:06.674 She fucking bit me! 931 01:07:17.207 --> 01:07:19.687 - Good job, Ruby. Good job. 932 01:07:19.861 --> 01:07:20.775 You did it. 933 01:07:22.038 --> 01:07:23.039 We did it. 934 01:07:23.213 --> 01:07:24.866 I won't let them take you. 935 01:07:36.313 --> 01:07:37.966 - Are you okay? 936 01:07:38.141 --> 01:07:39.490 - I'm okay, for now. - Yeah? 937 01:07:39.664 --> 01:07:41.318 Okay, thank God. I was so worried. 938 01:07:41.492 --> 01:07:43.102 - We don't have much time. - Okay, that's okay. 939 01:07:43.276 --> 01:07:44.364 I was so worried, I thought that you- 940 01:07:44.538 --> 01:07:46.018 - They want Ruby. 941 01:07:46.714 --> 01:07:48.064 - Who wants her. - They want, 942 01:07:48.238 --> 01:07:49.717 they want her, I don't know what for. 943 01:07:49.891 --> 01:07:51.545 - Okay, I don't understand. 944 01:07:51.719 --> 01:07:53.286 - I can't explain you, but you have to trust me. 945 01:07:53.460 --> 01:07:56.246 - Okay, okay. Who wants Ruby? 946 01:08:05.646 --> 01:08:07.387 - You're still wearing your apron? 947 01:08:07.561 --> 01:08:10.216 - Yeah, well, your message said you were in danger, 948 01:08:10.390 --> 01:08:12.827 so I came as fast as I could. 949 01:08:13.350 --> 01:08:15.091 And she's okay, 950 01:08:15.265 --> 01:08:18.442 so no more sneaking around where you don't belong. 951 01:08:20.096 --> 01:08:22.185 Stay here. I'm gonna go upstairs and get cleaned up. 952 01:08:25.405 --> 01:08:26.841 You're gonna stay right here, 953 01:08:28.974 --> 01:08:31.846 and then, when I come back down, we can talk, okay, mm-hmm? 954 01:08:32.978 --> 01:08:33.674 You gonna be okay? 955 01:08:33.848 --> 01:08:34.762 - Yes, sure. 956 01:08:37.722 --> 01:08:38.549 - Good. 957 01:08:44.120 --> 01:08:44.946 Stay here. 958 01:08:50.126 --> 01:08:51.214 - Oh! 959 01:08:51.388 --> 01:08:52.693 I'm sorry, Jo. 960 01:08:52.867 --> 01:08:54.565 I'm so sorry to barge in. 961 01:08:54.739 --> 01:08:57.394 I drove all the way home and realized that I forgot my keys. 962 01:08:58.395 --> 01:08:59.787 Are you all right? 963 01:08:59.961 --> 01:09:02.442 - No, I'm, uh, I'm fine. 964 01:09:02.616 --> 01:09:06.185 I'm fine. I was, uh, I was just about to make dinner. 965 01:09:06.359 --> 01:09:08.405 - Oh, good, I'm starved. Here, I'll watch her. 966 01:09:08.579 --> 01:09:10.276 Here. Come on, little on. 967 01:09:10.450 --> 01:09:11.364 Come to Googoo. 968 01:09:11.538 --> 01:09:13.236 Oh! 969 01:09:13.410 --> 01:09:15.890 Hi. She's getting so big. 970 01:09:16.064 --> 01:09:18.110 She's getting such a big girl. 971 01:09:53.754 --> 01:09:56.061 Oh. 972 01:09:57.280 --> 01:10:00.631 - This is the best bolognese I have ever had. 973 01:10:02.154 --> 01:10:05.897 - Yeah, well, you'll have to give her the recipe. 974 01:10:07.246 --> 01:10:08.900 - Oh, it's pretty simple. 975 01:10:09.074 --> 01:10:11.294 All you have to do is throw yourself into it. 976 01:10:21.652 --> 01:10:23.567 - Jo, we, uh, we need to talk. 977 01:10:25.221 --> 01:10:26.222 - You don't like it? 978 01:10:27.788 --> 01:10:29.050 - You need a rest. 979 01:10:30.313 --> 01:10:31.923 A longer rest. 980 01:10:32.097 --> 01:10:34.186 - Maybe a few weeks away. 981 01:10:34.360 --> 01:10:35.927 Some professional help. 982 01:10:36.101 --> 01:10:38.103 There's medications you can take and, uh, 983 01:10:39.844 --> 01:10:41.541 yeah, Ruby will be fine. 984 01:10:41.715 --> 01:10:42.847 Mom's offered to help. 985 01:10:45.763 --> 01:10:48.679 - It's true that I, I've been really 986 01:10:50.507 --> 01:10:51.769 struggling and I, 987 01:10:53.553 --> 01:10:57.470 I didn't realize, nobody helps mothers in this country. 988 01:10:59.951 --> 01:11:01.822 - We're gonna get you the help you need. 989 01:11:01.996 --> 01:11:04.434 - Professionals are coming. 990 01:11:04.608 --> 01:11:07.698 They're on their way now to meet you and take you- 991 01:11:07.872 --> 01:11:08.829 - Without Ruby? 992 01:11:09.003 --> 01:11:10.178 - You said it yourself. 993 01:11:11.702 --> 01:11:12.659 Ruby's in danger. 994 01:11:14.531 --> 01:11:16.794 So they're gonna take you to a place you can rest. 995 01:11:17.925 --> 01:11:19.100 We'll bring all your things. 996 01:11:31.983 --> 01:11:32.810 - Can I... 997 01:11:36.030 --> 01:11:37.684 Can I at least say goodbye to her? 998 01:11:42.994 --> 01:11:44.604 - Of course. 999 01:11:47.520 --> 01:11:49.827 - Ruby, say goodbye to Mommy. 1000 01:11:53.178 --> 01:11:55.136 Say bye to Mommy. 1001 01:11:58.052 --> 01:11:59.576 I'm gonna miss you. 1002 01:12:09.237 --> 01:12:10.804 I'm gonna miss you. 1003 01:12:12.676 --> 01:12:15.418 Don't move! 1004 01:12:15.592 --> 01:12:16.462 Just don't. 1005 01:12:17.985 --> 01:12:20.858 You think you can get rid of me so easily? 1006 01:12:23.295 --> 01:12:25.732 You want me to believe that I'm crazy, 1007 01:12:27.255 --> 01:12:29.083 but I know what you're doing. 1008 01:12:29.257 --> 01:12:30.563 I know the truth. 1009 01:12:31.695 --> 01:12:32.478 I know. 1010 01:12:34.872 --> 01:12:36.352 A mother's instincts never lie. 1011 01:12:38.310 --> 01:12:41.574 How could you? How could you do this to us? 1012 01:12:42.706 --> 01:12:44.664 Your own daughter. 1013 01:12:45.578 --> 01:12:47.145 I hate you. 1014 01:12:48.059 --> 01:12:49.887 I don't know what this is. 1015 01:12:50.061 --> 01:12:52.019 I don't know what you want her for. 1016 01:12:52.193 --> 01:12:55.458 But I promise this, you will never have her. 1017 01:12:56.981 --> 01:13:00.114 I will never, never let her go. Never. 1018 01:13:09.254 --> 01:13:10.081 Shit. 1019 01:13:17.088 --> 01:13:20.613 - Jo, open the door! Open the fucking door! 1020 01:13:21.614 --> 01:13:23.486 Jo, open the door! 1021 01:13:23.660 --> 01:13:24.791 Open the door! 1022 01:13:25.836 --> 01:13:27.228 Jo! Come on, come on! 1023 01:13:27.403 --> 01:13:29.187 Don't fucking do this, Jo! 1024 01:13:29.361 --> 01:13:30.841 Jo, open the door! 1025 01:13:32.016 --> 01:13:33.626 Come on, come on! 1026 01:13:33.800 --> 01:13:35.454 Don't fucking do this, Jo! 1027 01:13:35.628 --> 01:13:37.543 Stop the fucking car, Jo! 1028 01:13:37.717 --> 01:13:40.416 Stop, stop the fucking car! Stop! 1029 01:13:41.504 --> 01:13:42.505 Jo! 1030 01:13:42.679 --> 01:13:43.810 Come on! 1031 01:13:43.984 --> 01:13:45.725 Stop the car. Come on! 1032 01:13:45.899 --> 01:13:46.683 Jo! 1033 01:13:50.774 --> 01:13:52.993 - Shh. It's okay, Ruby. 1034 01:13:53.167 --> 01:13:54.995 It's, it's okay. 1035 01:13:55.169 --> 01:13:56.475 It's okay, Ruby. 1036 01:13:56.649 --> 01:13:57.433 Shh. 1037 01:13:58.303 --> 01:13:59.826 Shh. 1038 01:14:00.000 --> 01:14:01.611 It's okay, Ruby. 1039 01:14:07.747 --> 01:14:08.531 Shh. 1040 01:14:37.516 --> 01:14:38.952 We're okay. 1041 01:14:39.126 --> 01:14:40.824 We're okay. 1042 01:15:09.069 --> 01:15:10.462 Ruby? 1043 01:15:30.830 --> 01:15:32.440 Where is Ruby? 1044 01:15:48.456 --> 01:15:49.283 Ruby. 1045 01:15:52.069 --> 01:15:53.113 Ruby? 1046 01:15:53.287 --> 01:15:54.201 Where is Ruby? 1047 01:15:54.375 --> 01:15:55.986 - She's okay. 1048 01:15:56.160 --> 01:15:58.423 She's okay. 1049 01:15:59.598 --> 01:16:01.992 You just get well now, okay? 1050 01:16:02.775 --> 01:16:04.603 - I thought... 1051 01:16:04.777 --> 01:16:07.432 - I know. - I thought she was... 1052 01:16:07.606 --> 01:16:08.781 I thought that you were, 1053 01:16:10.478 --> 01:16:11.915 you were n- not... 1054 01:16:13.264 --> 01:16:14.918 I don't know anymore. - Shh. 1055 01:16:15.092 --> 01:16:16.615 You just rest up, okay? 1056 01:16:48.386 --> 01:16:51.824 - The visions, psychotic episodes? 1057 01:16:51.998 --> 01:16:52.782 - Gone. 1058 01:17:03.314 --> 01:17:05.795 Auditory hallucinations? 1059 01:17:05.969 --> 01:17:06.665 The crying in your head? 1060 01:17:06.839 --> 01:17:08.232 - No. 1061 01:17:13.237 --> 01:17:16.849 - Paranoia? Conspiracy theories? 1062 01:17:17.023 --> 01:17:18.155 - I think we're gonna go to the park. 1063 01:17:18.329 --> 01:17:19.591 We can all go to the park. 1064 01:17:19.765 --> 01:17:21.898 - Monsters? 1065 01:17:27.425 --> 01:17:28.252 - Only me. 1066 01:17:30.733 --> 01:17:32.909 It all seemed so real. 1067 01:17:34.084 --> 01:17:35.041 - It is real. 1068 01:17:35.999 --> 01:17:37.217 Postpartum is real. 1069 01:17:38.479 --> 01:17:40.177 And it's not your fault. 1070 01:17:43.702 --> 01:17:45.051 - And if they come back? 1071 01:17:46.400 --> 01:17:47.837 The visions? 1072 01:17:48.011 --> 01:17:50.143 - I know you're afraid. 1073 01:17:50.317 --> 01:17:52.668 Just take it moment by moment. 1074 01:17:52.842 --> 01:17:55.453 You get through the first night, and then the next, 1075 01:17:57.063 --> 01:17:58.412 and then it gets easier. 1076 01:18:03.940 --> 01:18:05.376 - Ready. 1077 01:18:05.550 --> 01:18:07.465 - Okay. 1078 01:18:10.424 --> 01:18:13.471 I'll get this. 1079 01:18:16.517 --> 01:18:18.258 Wait till you see Ruby. 1080 01:18:18.432 --> 01:18:21.261 She's scooting across the floor on her little bum bum. 1081 01:18:21.435 --> 01:18:25.831 And no words yet, but she's just babbling away. 1082 01:18:26.005 --> 01:18:28.268 And finally, she is sleeping through the night, 1083 01:18:28.442 --> 01:18:31.707 which was such a relief, obviously. 1084 01:18:35.101 --> 01:18:35.885 - Thanks. 1085 01:18:36.886 --> 01:18:37.713 - For what? 1086 01:18:39.236 --> 01:18:40.019 - Ruby. 1087 01:18:42.152 --> 01:18:45.721 I, I don't know what we would've done without you. 1088 01:18:48.724 --> 01:18:49.812 - It's nothing. 1089 01:18:57.689 --> 01:18:59.169 - My mother died; I was, 1090 01:19:00.561 --> 01:19:01.780 I was only a baby. 1091 01:19:03.390 --> 01:19:04.435 - I know. 1092 01:19:07.133 --> 01:19:08.831 - So I couldn't call you Mom. 1093 01:19:11.877 --> 01:19:13.357 And I still can't. 1094 01:19:15.707 --> 01:19:17.361 - It's okay. 1095 01:19:18.405 --> 01:19:19.755 It's okay. 1096 01:19:44.475 --> 01:19:45.389 - Go ahead. 1097 01:19:46.477 --> 01:19:47.695 It's all right. 1098 01:20:06.062 --> 01:20:08.194 - Uh, I have to go unpack. 1099 01:20:52.586 --> 01:20:56.286 - Ruby should go through the night. 1100 01:20:57.809 --> 01:20:59.855 - I'll spend some time with her in the morning. 1101 01:21:03.162 --> 01:21:04.816 - She loves you. 1102 01:21:07.688 --> 01:21:09.299 - How? 1103 01:21:09.473 --> 01:21:10.996 After all I've done? 1104 01:21:11.997 --> 01:21:12.955 - You're her mother. 1105 01:21:16.045 --> 01:21:17.829 You know, 1106 01:21:18.003 --> 01:21:21.877 when the police arrived at the scene of the accident, 1107 01:21:22.051 --> 01:21:23.400 you were barely conscious. 1108 01:21:26.098 --> 01:21:27.317 Car was crushed. 1109 01:21:29.928 --> 01:21:32.148 Nobody knows how, but somehow, 1110 01:21:33.671 --> 01:21:35.499 you managed to crawl out of your seat. 1111 01:21:37.980 --> 01:21:40.025 You crawled back to Ruby. 1112 01:21:41.940 --> 01:21:43.115 And when they found you, 1113 01:21:45.901 --> 01:21:47.728 you were covering her, 1114 01:21:49.121 --> 01:21:50.340 protecting her. 1115 01:21:54.083 --> 01:21:55.127 - I'm scared. 1116 01:21:57.608 --> 01:21:59.001 - Then... 1117 01:22:08.575 --> 01:22:11.100 Let's just get through tonight. 1118 01:22:23.939 --> 01:22:24.765 - Hey. 1119 01:22:33.600 --> 01:22:34.950 I'm coming, Ruby. 1120 01:23:06.764 --> 01:23:08.592 - Ruby. 1121 01:23:32.050 --> 01:23:34.183 - Everything's gonna be okay. 1122 01:23:34.357 --> 01:23:35.271 Shh. 1123 01:23:38.883 --> 01:23:39.710 Shh. 1124 01:23:41.016 --> 01:23:42.756 It's okay, Ruby. 1125 01:23:42.930 --> 01:23:44.236 It's okay, Ruby. 1126 01:23:45.194 --> 01:23:46.369 All right. 1127 01:23:46.543 --> 01:23:47.326 Shh. 1128 01:23:49.067 --> 01:23:50.286 All right. Shh. 1129 01:23:51.504 --> 01:23:53.724 Everything's gonna be okay. 1130 01:23:55.247 --> 01:23:57.467 Everything's gonna be okay. 1131 01:24:02.080 --> 01:24:03.995 That's what you wanted. 1132 01:24:07.259 --> 01:24:10.958 Just give me one minute to make your bottle. 1133 01:24:11.133 --> 01:24:14.527 Yeah, it will just be a minute, Ruby. 1134 01:24:14.701 --> 01:24:17.487 Everything is gonna be okay, Ruby. 1135 01:24:32.632 --> 01:24:33.677 Please, Ruby. 1136 01:24:35.374 --> 01:24:37.898 Please. You can do this. 1137 01:24:49.606 --> 01:24:52.391 Yeah, Ruby can be patient. 1138 01:24:53.610 --> 01:24:54.741 Yeah. 1139 01:24:57.092 --> 01:24:58.615 Shut up, Ruby! 1140 01:24:58.789 --> 01:25:01.792 You just stop your crying. 1141 01:25:01.966 --> 01:25:04.534 You stop fucking crying! 1142 01:25:04.708 --> 01:25:05.926 Make it stop. 1143 01:25:15.980 --> 01:25:17.112 Hey! 1144 01:25:17.677 --> 01:25:18.765 Hey! 1145 01:25:18.939 --> 01:25:20.158 Ruby! 1146 01:25:24.380 --> 01:25:25.511 Hey! 1147 01:25:27.296 --> 01:25:28.427 Hey! 1148 01:25:31.300 --> 01:25:32.301 Stop! 1149 01:25:46.880 --> 01:25:48.578 Ruby! 1150 01:25:53.844 --> 01:25:54.671 Ruby! 1151 01:25:57.021 --> 01:25:58.153 No! 1152 01:25:59.197 --> 01:26:00.198 No! 1153 01:26:01.634 --> 01:26:02.722 No! 1154 01:26:31.011 --> 01:26:34.493 You can't have her. 1155 01:26:41.892 --> 01:26:44.547 You're a terrible mother. 1156 01:26:46.418 --> 01:26:48.551 She doesn't want you 1157 01:26:49.987 --> 01:26:51.162 as her mother. 1158 01:26:54.470 --> 01:26:56.428 - I'm not afraid of you. 1159 01:27:05.176 --> 01:27:06.395 I'm not afraid. 1160 01:27:08.048 --> 01:27:08.875 I'm not. 1161 01:27:10.050 --> 01:27:10.877 Come here. 1162 01:27:12.618 --> 01:27:13.402 Come.