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[swing creaking]
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[girl sobbing]
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[blood dripping]
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[sobbing continues]
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♪ ominous music ♪
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[sobbing continues]
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[sniffles]
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[chain clinking]
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[grunting]
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[chain clinking]
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♪ ominous music continues ♪
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[girl gagging]
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[swing creaking]
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[clock ticking]
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♪ upbeat music ♪
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WOMAN 1: Fifty hours.
WOMAN 2: Fifteen?
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WOMAN 1: Fifty, 5-0.
[woman 2 sighs]
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WOMAN 3:
Did you do at home?
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WOMAN 1: Oh, hell no.
And thank God, you know--
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WOMAN 3: Oh, that's right,
because you had the whole--
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WOMAN 1:
Tear.
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WOMAN 4:
Uh-huh, yep, same with my sister.
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WOMAN 1:
Oh, and the little surgery to fix it?
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WOMAN 4: Ugh.
WOMAN 1: Woof.
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WOMAN 4:
Oh, and going to the bathroom after?
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WOMAN 1:
Forget it. For months.
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WOMAN 2:
I had a cyst on my vagina last week.
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WOMAN 5:
Ugh. Size of a golf ball.
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WOMAN 4:
Did they drain it?
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WOMAN 2:
Longest needle I've ever seen.
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- [balloon pops]
- Ha!
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[giggles]
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WOMAN 1:
But it'll all be worth it.
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WOMAN 4: Mm-hmm, that's right.
WOMAN 5: Of course, it will be.
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WOMAN 2:
And the best part is design superstar
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Ella Patel herself will be doing
the nursery for me,
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personally.
WOMAN 1: No.
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WOMAN 4:
Stop it! Stop it!
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WOMAN 1: No.
WOMAN 4: Shut up, shut up!
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This is all I hear everywhere in town.
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Ella Patel Designs, Ella Patel Design.
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I told her
I didn't wanna know a thing
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just as long
as there's a crib in there.
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Years of trust built off
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of holding each other's hair
back in college.
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I saw your feature in Tribeza. Stunning.
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Oh, my God, I almost died
when Shauna told me you'd be here.
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I need you to do my lake house.
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FIONA:
Yeah, well, she can't fit you in.
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Our girl's graduated to resorts.
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She just beat out
all the major firms.
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- Hey, whose kid is--
- Oh!
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- FIONA: Babe?
- Hey, are you okay?
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Yeah. You wanna feel?
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No, thank you.
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It's a baby, El, not an alien.
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Ella, when are you
and Aidan gonna have kids?
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Ella, when are you and Aidan--
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Ella doesn't want kids.
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Why don't you want kids?
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- Well--
- Yes, you do. You want kids.
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Um--
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- But family is everything.
- I have a family.
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Don't worry, your clock will kick in.
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I mean, what do you do all day
without kids?
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♪ I get so close ♪
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♪ When I'm climbing
through the valley ♪
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[moaning]
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♪ I feel it most ♪
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And we should get that installed
as soon as possible
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'cause I know that would
make them so happy.
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Hi, Rosie. How you doing?
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- My little Meal Angel.
- It's good to see you.
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♪ Where forests grow ♪
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♪ Colors dance for us so brightly ♪
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♪ I found my home ♪
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♪ Hear the ocean whisper to me ♪
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No, no.
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Children are the best thing
that will ever happen to you.
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[branch snaps]
[boy screams]
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- [body thuds]
- Oh my--
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♪ ominous music ♪
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[knocking on door]
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Hi, Ella.
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I'm Dr. Webber.
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Nice to meet you, Dr. Webber.
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My husband, Aidan Patel,
speaks so highly of you.
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Says that you are the best of the best.
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We all love Aidan
down at the hospital.
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Keeps things light.
[Ella chuckles]
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I like him too.
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So we're just here for your annual?
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- ELLA: Yes.
- Okay.
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[chair whirring]
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Okay, we're gonna start
with your breast exam.
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- Mm.
- Tender?
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Just around my cycle.
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Mm.
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Um, my mother passed away
from breast cancer
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when she was my age.
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That's why Aidan wanted me
to start seeing you this year.
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Hmm.
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Go ahead
and scoot down for me.
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Are you, uh, taking
any kind of birth control?
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I stopped taking birth control
when I was 35
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'cause of the breast cancer thing.
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DR. WEBBER:
Ah.
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ELLA:
So we just use condoms.
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[gel squelching]
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[scraping]
Ugh.
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[lid snaps shut]
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Just a little pressure.
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Are you and Aidan planning
on starting a family?
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Just don't think
I'm quite ready yet.
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All done. You can sit up now.
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[groans softly]
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[sighs]
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Everything looks good.
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But you're 37?
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- Yes.
- Mm.
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It's technically geriatric,
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so, unfortunately, you don't get
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to be not quite ready yet anymore.
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Well, it's not that I'm not quite ready,
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it's that I just actually
don't want children.
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I never have.
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I keep waiting for my clock
to start ticking.
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I wake up every morning
hoping that today will be the day.
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But it just hasn't happened.
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I think I actually
don't have a clock.
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- It's just--
- All women have a biological clock.
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Maybe yours is just broken.
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MAN:
Well, there she is.
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- Ella Patel.
- Hey, Harvs.
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I bought 'em out of every copy.
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[Ella chuckles]
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Sweet.
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Hey, I got your order
already in the back.
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Huh.
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[camera shutter clicks]
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[chuckles]
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MAN 1: his what?
MAN 2: Femur.
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MAN 1:
His what? What, what is that thing?
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MAN 2:
Yeah, thigh bone.
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MAN 1: No.
MAN 2: Right through his skin.
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MAN 1:
But he's okay?
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Oh yeah.
I mean, uh, emergency surgery
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and he's gonna be in a cast
for a couple months,
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but, uh,
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you know kids,
they bounce back.
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From your mouth to God's ears.
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You, you get me anything this week?
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[whispering] Hospital grade.
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JOSEPH:
Oh.
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[bag unzipping]
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Oh.
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Pens.
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I keep telling you,
we have way better swag now, Dad.
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We have, uh, iPad cases, totes.
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Oh! No, I like my pens.
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JOSEPH/ELLA:
Are you kidding me?
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This is caviar.
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You brought him more pens.
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- Wow.
- I cleared out, like, six boxes
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of those things
from his office last week.
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So? Oh, my God.
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That looks great, what is that?
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Beluga.
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Beluga Caviar and pens.
What did I do to deserve this?
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Mwah!
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Well, we could all
be dead tomorrow.
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Don't say that. You do not say--
What's wrong with you?
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Pull your ears right now.
Pull your ears.
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- There.
- Right.
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That looks amazing, babe.
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Look at the two of you,
you're both so wonderful.
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You, you're the best cook I know.
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And you have a beautiful home,
you have wonderful careers.
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Look at you, you're crazy
about each other. Mm?
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Only one thing, there's a couple
of empty chairs at the table.
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Dad, can we not?
Can we just enjoy this meal?
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Her mother and I,
we would've had more.
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We would've had six,
we would've had seven.
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We loved each other that much.
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But, you know, she was sick,
she was too sick.
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Not about how much
you love your spouse, Dad.
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JOSEPH:
You know, her grandparents?
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Ah, that's all they ever wanted,
they wanted a big family.
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Can we not bring
Zadie and Bubbie into this?
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Yeah. Ah, I'm sorry
you don't want to hear it.
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I'm sorry
that makes you uncomfortable.
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But really, their story
is also your story.
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And it is a story
that is much bigger than you.
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[chuckling] It's a story that started
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when the fish first crawled
out of the sea.
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It's a story about becoming primates,
becoming humans.
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It's a story about your ancestors
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who survived thousands of years.
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Survived the camps.
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For what, for it all to end
right now, with you?
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- [thumps table]
- Dad.
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Well, I'm just speaking reality.
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There's not a lot of us left.
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I just have to go.
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[clock ticking]
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AIDAN:
Just enjoy dinner, okay.
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I don't want you getting riled up.
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It's not good for your heart.
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JOSEPH:
She's the reason my heart aches.
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She's why my heart aches.
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[sniffles]
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[inhales deeply]
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[Ella moans]
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[kissing]
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[drawer rattling]
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[panting]
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What's wrong?
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What's happening?
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[moaning]
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We can't do this 'cause of your dad.
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It's not just him.
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It's everyone, everything, everywhere.
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So fuck it.
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Let's just do it.
Let's have one.
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[Aidan scoffs]
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Romantic.
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Well, you want a family, so--
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Not like this.
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I want us both to want one
or I don't want one at all.
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Well, then you're probably
shit out of luck, Aidan.
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Yeah, I know, El.
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We've been through this
a million times,
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and every time I tell you,
as long as I get to be with you,
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I'm happy, with or without kids.
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I wish I believed that.
I really wish I believed that.
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I don't know what else
you want me to say.
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There's nothing to say.
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There's nothing that people
haven't been saying
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since we were married
10 years ago,
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when I was fresh and shiny
and chock full of eggs.
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I just-- I-I am about
to be 38 years old, Aidan,
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and I am out of time.
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I'm out of time.
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Why do you seem surprised by this?
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We both knew this day was coming.
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And there's no magic potion
out there that's gonna fix you.
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Fix me?
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Come on, El,
I didn't mean it like that.
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You know that.
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♪ somber music ♪
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DR. WEBER:
All women have a biological clock.
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Maybe yours is just broken.
255
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Broken?
256
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As in, can be fixed?
257
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Big article about it
in the journals recently.
258
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Uh, been looked at as a fertility issue
for the first time.
259
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Could be as simple
as a hormonal imbalance.
260
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And if you find the right balance,
261
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perhaps your clock
will start ticking after all.
262
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New biotech firm doing
a clinical trial this month.
263
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Want me to see if I can get you in?
264
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Thank you.
265
00:15:08,867 --> 00:15:12,329
It's just, I have this huge job
that starts next week.
266
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In person.
267
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The dates are just--
DR. WEBER: Sure. Um, well, look.
268
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I don't usually do this,
but you are Aidan's wife, so--
269
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Here, here's my cell,
if you change your mind.
270
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Huh.
271
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[door closes]
272
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AIDAN:
You almost left your portfolio.
273
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ELLA:
Lifesaver.
274
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AIDAN: Knock it out
of the park, gorgeous.
275
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ELLA:
Thank you. Love you.
276
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AIDAN:
I love you too.
277
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Call me.
ELLA: I will.
278
00:16:13,056 --> 00:16:13,974
[Ella chuckles]
279
00:16:18,020 --> 00:16:18,896
[car door closes]
280
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[seatbelt clicks]
281
00:16:46,381 --> 00:16:48,383
[phone line ringing]
282
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ELLA: [over phone]
Hi, Michael.
283
00:16:51,178 --> 00:16:54,890
So, I, um, I have some bad news.
284
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Something's come up,
and I have to pull out
285
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of the job.
286
00:17:02,064 --> 00:17:03,357
I'm leaving the project.
287
00:17:04,691 --> 00:17:05,484
I know.
288
00:17:06,193 --> 00:17:08,362
I know you really took
a chance on me and--
289
00:17:09,863 --> 00:17:12,282
No, this was my dream job.
290
00:17:13,825 --> 00:17:16,787
Yes. I know how this looks
and the position it puts you in.
291
00:17:18,789 --> 00:17:19,915
I'm so sorry.
292
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♪ foreboding music ♪
293
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♪ foreboding music continues ♪
294
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[knock on door]
295
00:19:01,975 --> 00:19:02,935
Mm-hmm.
296
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I know. It's insane.
297
00:19:06,396 --> 00:19:08,357
Yeah, it's a lot.
298
00:19:09,691 --> 00:19:10,692
You know what?
299
00:19:11,235 --> 00:19:12,569
Don't even worry
about it right now.
300
00:19:15,572 --> 00:19:17,241
Hi, I'm Dr. Simmons.
301
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Ella Patel.
302
00:19:19,243 --> 00:19:20,827
Well, I'm grateful you're here, Ella.
303
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This is my study we're conducting,
304
00:19:22,454 --> 00:19:25,040
and anyone who volunteers
their time is much appreciated.
305
00:19:25,457 --> 00:19:26,333
Thank you.
306
00:19:27,084 --> 00:19:29,044
Well, let me break down
the next 10 days for you
307
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so that you know what to expect.
308
00:19:32,005 --> 00:19:36,218
First off, my background is
in obstetrics and gynecology
309
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with an emphasis on the cognitive side
310
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of fertility issues.
311
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I have seen too many women
like you over the years
312
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just pulling their hair out, miserable,
313
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because they don't want to have children.
314
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But after hearing their stories
315
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and knowing their medical history,
316
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I have become 100 percent convinced
317
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that this is
a fixable physiological issue.
318
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The idea is simple.
319
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It is the singular evolutionary goal
of a species to procreate.
320
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That is our purpose, right?
321
00:20:10,836 --> 00:20:12,838
- Right.
- Which says to me that
322
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because you are otherwise
physically healthy,
323
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your system is just a little off,
chemically, mentally.
324
00:20:20,637 --> 00:20:23,432
No different than someone
with depression. You follow?
325
00:20:24,516 --> 00:20:27,769
- Sure.
- So the whole goal of this trial
326
00:20:27,769 --> 00:20:31,106
is to get you back realigned
with your natural state.
327
00:20:31,607 --> 00:20:32,983
And what does that involve?
328
00:20:33,525 --> 00:20:35,152
A multi-pronged approach.
329
00:20:35,694 --> 00:20:37,070
We administer medication,
330
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a newly engineered synthetic hormone--
331
00:20:39,573 --> 00:20:42,284
- Synthetic?
- A regimen of pills.
332
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The same naturally occurring hormones
that already exist in your body,
333
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just formulated
to up your desire for kids.
334
00:20:49,041 --> 00:20:52,419
And we pair that course
of treatment with CBT,
335
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cognitive behavioral therapy.
336
00:20:54,421 --> 00:20:55,923
Sorry, how much
can you really accomplish
337
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with 10 days of therapy?
338
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So we use a very targeted approach.
339
00:21:00,385 --> 00:21:02,179
Intense, but effective.
340
00:21:02,971 --> 00:21:05,516
And look, this trial is just
a jumping-off point.
341
00:21:05,516 --> 00:21:08,227
Don't expect to leave here in 10 days
with baby fever.
342
00:21:08,227 --> 00:21:09,269
I'm not a magician.
343
00:21:09,978 --> 00:21:12,105
But we can refer you
to someone good after,
344
00:21:12,105 --> 00:21:14,066
and you can continue
the work if you choose.
345
00:21:15,234 --> 00:21:16,735
- Hmm.
- Hey.
346
00:21:17,986 --> 00:21:21,031
You showed up today.
Hardest part is already over.
347
00:21:22,449 --> 00:21:25,827
Tonight, just relax
348
00:21:25,827 --> 00:21:28,830
and let modern medicine
do the rest.
349
00:21:33,377 --> 00:21:36,171
Uh, did, uh,
Cara show you the dining room?
350
00:21:36,755 --> 00:21:38,841
The food here
is actually really good.
351
00:21:39,925 --> 00:21:40,759
Fresh.
352
00:21:43,387 --> 00:21:45,597
Okay then, I will see you tomorrow.
353
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:49,977
Dr. Simmons.
354
00:21:53,021 --> 00:21:54,439
I might be a tough case.
355
00:21:56,900 --> 00:21:58,318
You're not a case to me, Ella.
356
00:21:58,819 --> 00:22:02,155
You're a human being,
and the best kind, too.
357
00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:04,658
What kind is that?
358
00:22:06,034 --> 00:22:06,910
A woman.
359
00:22:11,999 --> 00:22:13,625
[chuckles]
[door closes]
360
00:22:23,135 --> 00:22:26,513
♪ foreboding music ♪
361
00:23:18,732 --> 00:23:22,945
♪ foreboding music continues ♪
362
00:23:48,846 --> 00:23:49,888
[exhales]
363
00:24:19,585 --> 00:24:21,336
I just don't want
the responsibility.
364
00:24:21,920 --> 00:24:25,090
And... being constantly covered
in throw-up,
365
00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:26,842
cleaning up shit.
366
00:24:26,842 --> 00:24:28,719
Like, that's your reward?
367
00:24:29,553 --> 00:24:32,014
That's if you even make it
through the birth.
368
00:24:32,014 --> 00:24:33,515
DR. SIMMONS:
What do you mean by that?
369
00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:34,641
"Make it through the birth."
370
00:24:34,641 --> 00:24:37,227
Like, if you make it through
your pelvis separating,
371
00:24:37,227 --> 00:24:39,605
or the vaginal cysts.
372
00:24:39,605 --> 00:24:42,524
Clogged ducts, the blood, shit, pain.
373
00:24:43,108 --> 00:24:44,651
DR. SIMMONS:
Well, there are meds for that.
374
00:24:44,651 --> 00:24:46,486
[scoffs] Yeah.
375
00:24:46,486 --> 00:24:49,198
Hard pass on a giant needle
in my spine.
376
00:24:50,157 --> 00:24:52,993
DR. SIMMONS: You know,
it's highly unlikely for a woman to die
377
00:24:52,993 --> 00:24:55,829
or suffer lasting side effects
in childbirth these days.
378
00:24:58,165 --> 00:24:59,541
But why take the risk?
379
00:25:00,876 --> 00:25:03,378
DR. SIMMONS: Have you ever considered
that you might have tokophobia?
380
00:25:04,213 --> 00:25:05,380
Tokophobia?
381
00:25:06,632 --> 00:25:08,509
A pathological fear of pregnancy.
382
00:25:10,135 --> 00:25:13,055
I didn't know there was
a technical term for it,
383
00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:15,140
but... yeah,
384
00:25:16,975 --> 00:25:18,268
I'm terrified.
385
00:25:18,268 --> 00:25:21,980
And yet you chose to come here
to conquer your fears.
386
00:25:23,357 --> 00:25:25,150
That must mean a lot to your husband.
387
00:25:25,150 --> 00:25:26,068
[chuckles]
388
00:25:26,652 --> 00:25:27,861
He doesn't know that I'm here.
389
00:25:28,403 --> 00:25:29,446
Oh.
390
00:25:30,239 --> 00:25:32,366
Interesting. Why not?
391
00:25:34,451 --> 00:25:36,036
Because what if it doesn't work?
392
00:25:39,998 --> 00:25:43,752
Now, a diagnosis is good,
but it's meaningless
393
00:25:44,419 --> 00:25:48,131
unless we uncover why your phobia exists.
394
00:25:49,466 --> 00:25:50,592
What drives it.
395
00:25:50,592 --> 00:25:51,635
Okay.
396
00:25:51,635 --> 00:25:53,220
DR. SIMMONS:
Don't be nervous.
397
00:25:53,220 --> 00:25:55,180
You're just gonna look at some cards
398
00:25:55,180 --> 00:25:56,557
and tell me what you see.
399
00:25:59,893 --> 00:26:02,020
ELLA:
Like a Rorschach test?
400
00:26:02,020 --> 00:26:02,855
DR. SIMMONS:
Similar.
401
00:26:03,522 --> 00:26:06,191
Some women see more than others,
402
00:26:06,817 --> 00:26:08,777
but the amount doesn't mean anything.
403
00:26:10,988 --> 00:26:12,155
Sit with them.
404
00:26:23,625 --> 00:26:25,085
[exhales softly]
405
00:26:28,547 --> 00:26:30,674
♪ ominous music ♪
406
00:26:32,426 --> 00:26:33,510
[exhales sharply]
407
00:26:34,761 --> 00:26:36,180
Are you seeing this?
408
00:26:36,930 --> 00:26:38,098
DR. SIMMONS:
Tell me what you're seeing.
409
00:26:41,018 --> 00:26:43,937
A very tall woman.
410
00:26:45,272 --> 00:26:46,398
DR. SIMMONS:
Anything else?
411
00:26:51,111 --> 00:26:53,363
Oh.
DR. SIMMONS: Yes?
412
00:26:54,907 --> 00:26:56,700
A pile of--
413
00:26:57,367 --> 00:27:01,455
A-a family of... of dead bugs.
414
00:27:02,623 --> 00:27:03,665
Spiders.
415
00:27:10,923 --> 00:27:12,299
A grandfather clock.
416
00:27:14,051 --> 00:27:14,968
Yeah.
417
00:27:15,844 --> 00:27:17,012
Anything else?
418
00:27:22,643 --> 00:27:23,602
Hmm.
419
00:27:29,525 --> 00:27:30,984
No, nothing else.
420
00:27:35,322 --> 00:27:36,657
What do they all mean?
421
00:27:39,535 --> 00:27:42,329
We will get to the bottom
of that tomorrow.
422
00:27:46,375 --> 00:27:47,793
[pills rattling]
423
00:28:18,824 --> 00:28:23,620
[clock ticking]
424
00:28:41,263 --> 00:28:42,222
[thud]
425
00:28:57,112 --> 00:28:58,947
Well, I guess we should start
with the easy one.
426
00:29:00,407 --> 00:29:02,534
Okay. Let's start with the easy one.
427
00:29:02,534 --> 00:29:06,538
My dad has a massive
grandfather coffin in his living room.
428
00:29:07,289 --> 00:29:11,126
It's a very important family heirloom,
our one and only.
429
00:29:12,336 --> 00:29:13,754
DR. SIMMONS:
And why is it so important?
430
00:29:15,464 --> 00:29:18,383
'Cause it's the one thing that they--
431
00:29:19,259 --> 00:29:20,594
Finish that sentence?
432
00:29:21,053 --> 00:29:26,016
Recovered from their home
after the war.
433
00:29:26,016 --> 00:29:27,226
And who is they?
434
00:29:27,226 --> 00:29:28,727
My grandparents.
435
00:29:28,727 --> 00:29:30,979
Survivors. Birkenau.
436
00:29:30,979 --> 00:29:33,649
That explains why you called it
a coffin a moment ago.
437
00:29:33,649 --> 00:29:34,900
I didn't call it a coffin.
438
00:29:35,567 --> 00:29:37,486
You called it a grandfather coffin.
439
00:29:39,196 --> 00:29:41,490
Why do you think
it symbolizes death to you?
440
00:29:44,034 --> 00:29:46,954
Is it possible that
what that clock symbolizes
441
00:29:46,954 --> 00:29:50,999
to everyone else, survival, is meaningless
442
00:29:50,999 --> 00:29:54,378
if you as an only child
make no heirs to pass it on to?
443
00:29:56,421 --> 00:30:00,092
Perhaps it feels like
a physical representation
444
00:30:00,092 --> 00:30:02,511
of the final resting place
of your family's storyline.
445
00:30:04,137 --> 00:30:05,305
A coffin.
446
00:30:10,185 --> 00:30:11,061
Okay.
447
00:30:11,812 --> 00:30:13,647
And the spiders.
448
00:30:14,064 --> 00:30:17,150
Uh, you said you saw a, a pile of--
449
00:30:17,150 --> 00:30:20,737
a, a family of, uh, dead bugs.
450
00:30:20,737 --> 00:30:23,115
Well, that one seems
pretty easy too now.
451
00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,243
- Tell me.
- Well, that's how they did it.
452
00:30:27,327 --> 00:30:29,788
They called us bugs
until people believed them.
453
00:30:30,831 --> 00:30:33,667
You exterminate bugs. Insects.
454
00:30:35,377 --> 00:30:38,422
And when they were done,
they just piled us.
455
00:30:39,506 --> 00:30:41,049
One on top of the other.
456
00:30:45,804 --> 00:30:48,765
It's uncomfortable
to talk about, isn't it?
457
00:30:49,183 --> 00:30:52,060
Horrifying. The ultimate evil.
458
00:30:52,060 --> 00:30:53,312
Why do you say that?
459
00:30:54,479 --> 00:30:55,689
"The ultimate evil."
460
00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:57,524
[chuckles]
461
00:30:58,317 --> 00:31:00,360
Well, I hardly need to tell you.
462
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:01,862
Uh, six million--
463
00:31:01,862 --> 00:31:04,281
Yeah, but there have been
far greater numbers,
464
00:31:04,948 --> 00:31:07,034
genocides, than that.
465
00:31:09,786 --> 00:31:12,039
So why do people consider
this one the worst?
466
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,214
Because things were good.
467
00:31:20,589 --> 00:31:26,178
This happened amongst wealthy,
educated, cultured people.
468
00:31:27,262 --> 00:31:30,807
Modern people,
between neighbors and friends,
469
00:31:31,391 --> 00:31:32,976
husbands and wives,
470
00:31:34,269 --> 00:31:38,023
doctors... and patients.
471
00:31:39,775 --> 00:31:43,862
So deep down, people understand
that if it happened there and then,
472
00:31:43,862 --> 00:31:46,156
it could happen here and now.
473
00:31:47,324 --> 00:31:48,909
That scares the living shit out of them.
474
00:31:49,826 --> 00:31:52,829
What one might be willing to do
to another human being
475
00:31:52,829 --> 00:31:56,542
if society simply
gave them permission.
476
00:32:01,588 --> 00:32:04,633
And you... struggle
477
00:32:04,633 --> 00:32:07,135
with the concept of bringing
a child into a world like that.
478
00:32:10,180 --> 00:32:13,433
Anyone who doesn't
isn't paying attention.
479
00:32:19,565 --> 00:32:21,984
And the very tall woman?
480
00:32:23,443 --> 00:32:24,444
No clue.
481
00:32:27,614 --> 00:32:28,490
Okay.
482
00:32:30,576 --> 00:32:32,536
Very good work today.
483
00:32:33,704 --> 00:32:34,872
Now, before we end,
484
00:32:34,872 --> 00:32:38,542
I want to talk to you about
the results of your blood work.
485
00:32:39,084 --> 00:32:41,879
The numbers are what
would be considered low.
486
00:32:41,879 --> 00:32:44,006
It won't be impossible
for you to get pregnant,
487
00:32:44,006 --> 00:32:46,717
but in order to accelerate the process,
488
00:32:46,717 --> 00:32:48,927
I would like to offer you
the option of an implant.
489
00:32:49,469 --> 00:32:50,888
Implant?
490
00:32:50,888 --> 00:32:52,764
We are finding it highly effective.
491
00:32:53,724 --> 00:32:54,433
When?
492
00:32:55,142 --> 00:32:59,062
On your last day, we would do
a simple procedure, painless,
493
00:32:59,062 --> 00:33:02,232
Valium, and implant a small device
494
00:33:02,232 --> 00:33:04,943
that would dispense additional hormones
495
00:33:04,943 --> 00:33:06,945
in conjunction with the pills.
496
00:33:06,945 --> 00:33:09,114
ELLA:
And how long does that have to stay in?
497
00:33:09,114 --> 00:33:12,117
DR. SIMMONS: Well, the good news,
actually, is that, uh,
498
00:33:12,117 --> 00:33:13,493
it's not meant to come out.
499
00:33:14,453 --> 00:33:15,495
Permanent.
500
00:33:15,495 --> 00:33:19,458
[clock ticking]
501
00:33:28,550 --> 00:33:31,345
[ticking continues]
502
00:33:31,345 --> 00:33:32,429
[slams book shut]
503
00:33:41,104 --> 00:33:42,064
[ticking stops]
504
00:33:42,064 --> 00:33:43,440
[clattering]
505
00:33:56,036 --> 00:33:59,915
[ticking resumes]
506
00:34:06,505 --> 00:34:07,673
[sighs]
507
00:34:08,298 --> 00:34:10,467
[loud ticking]
508
00:34:13,804 --> 00:34:17,766
[gears rattling]
509
00:34:28,735 --> 00:34:29,653
[exhales]
510
00:34:38,662 --> 00:34:39,580
WOMAN:
Day six?
511
00:34:40,622 --> 00:34:41,582
Sorry.
512
00:34:42,583 --> 00:34:44,042
Didn't mean to scare you.
513
00:34:56,638 --> 00:34:57,556
[lighter clicks]
514
00:35:21,371 --> 00:35:22,414
[chuckles]
515
00:35:23,123 --> 00:35:24,082
Thank you.
516
00:35:26,960 --> 00:35:27,836
Day five.
517
00:35:29,588 --> 00:35:30,464
You?
518
00:35:31,924 --> 00:35:32,883
Last night.
519
00:35:34,301 --> 00:35:35,719
Get my implant in the morning.
520
00:35:37,471 --> 00:35:39,056
Feels like graduation.
521
00:35:55,906 --> 00:35:56,907
Don't worry.
522
00:35:57,741 --> 00:36:00,369
It really does get easier
once you make it through The Tank.
523
00:36:28,438 --> 00:36:30,065
Aah!
[gasping]
524
00:36:31,441 --> 00:36:31,984
[bones crack]
525
00:36:32,651 --> 00:36:33,819
Aah!
526
00:36:37,823 --> 00:36:40,200
[phone line ringing]
527
00:36:40,909 --> 00:36:42,160
AIDAN: [on phone]
You got service.
528
00:36:43,537 --> 00:36:44,454
[chuckling] Aidan.
529
00:36:45,789 --> 00:36:47,332
AIDAN:
What's wrong?
530
00:36:47,332 --> 00:36:51,879
[sighs] Uh, I don't know. I just--
531
00:36:53,755 --> 00:36:54,715
Rough day.
532
00:36:55,924 --> 00:36:57,176
AIDAN:
Meetings not go well?
533
00:36:58,093 --> 00:37:00,179
Yeah, no, they, they went well.
534
00:37:00,179 --> 00:37:01,054
I just--
535
00:37:03,140 --> 00:37:05,309
I just really wanted
to hear your voice.
536
00:37:05,976 --> 00:37:07,019
AIDAN:
Yeah.
537
00:37:08,562 --> 00:37:09,980
I don't think
I've ever gone this long
538
00:37:09,980 --> 00:37:11,315
without talking to you...
539
00:37:12,983 --> 00:37:13,984
since we met.
540
00:37:14,610 --> 00:37:15,569
Yeah.
541
00:37:16,570 --> 00:37:17,613
AIDAN:
I miss you.
542
00:37:29,291 --> 00:37:30,292
Tell me.
543
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,547
Tell me what you'd do to me
if I were there right now.
544
00:37:47,518 --> 00:37:50,479
The tank is systematic desensitization.
545
00:37:50,479 --> 00:37:52,856
There's really nothing to be scared of.
546
00:37:52,856 --> 00:37:55,817
We tailor every experience
to the individual
547
00:37:55,817 --> 00:37:59,613
and whatever mental blocks
they're working to overcome.
548
00:38:04,159 --> 00:38:08,038
♪ foreboding music ♪
549
00:38:16,338 --> 00:38:17,381
Water temp okay?
550
00:38:19,716 --> 00:38:21,468
[water sloshing]
551
00:38:21,760 --> 00:38:22,636
Yes.
552
00:38:23,136 --> 00:38:24,513
DR. SIMMONS:
If it ever gets to be too much,
553
00:38:24,513 --> 00:38:27,933
you just press that button right there
to release the hatch.
554
00:38:29,142 --> 00:38:30,477
Any questions?
555
00:38:30,477 --> 00:38:32,396
I just kinda--
DR. SIMMONS: Yep.
556
00:38:32,855 --> 00:38:34,273
Get in and close.
557
00:38:38,026 --> 00:38:39,653
You can set your robe on the bench.
558
00:38:50,455 --> 00:38:51,498
[door closes]
559
00:38:52,958 --> 00:38:56,712
♪ foreboding music ♪
560
00:39:13,604 --> 00:39:16,398
[water sloshing]
561
00:39:24,448 --> 00:39:27,743
[breathing softly]
562
00:39:30,913 --> 00:39:34,458
♪ calm music ♪
563
00:39:39,046 --> 00:39:40,130
[Ella chuckles]
564
00:39:45,344 --> 00:39:46,303
[baby cries]
565
00:39:46,303 --> 00:39:47,763
[Ella cries]
566
00:39:48,972 --> 00:39:50,390
[whimpers]
567
00:39:50,390 --> 00:39:51,058
[baby cries]
568
00:39:53,769 --> 00:39:54,895
[baby cries]
ELLA: Ah!
569
00:39:57,439 --> 00:40:00,442
Hello,
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons,
570
00:40:00,442 --> 00:40:02,945
and today we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
571
00:40:02,945 --> 00:40:04,404
on a working clock.
572
00:40:04,404 --> 00:40:06,532
[groaning]
573
00:40:06,532 --> 00:40:09,660
We'll be using a wrench, pliers,
574
00:40:09,660 --> 00:40:10,994
and tweezers
575
00:40:10,994 --> 00:40:12,120
to reset the cog
576
00:40:13,539 --> 00:40:14,540
behind the pendulum.
577
00:40:14,540 --> 00:40:15,791
[Ella groans]
578
00:40:16,750 --> 00:40:18,126
Aah! Aah!
579
00:40:18,502 --> 00:40:19,920
I wanna get out!
580
00:40:19,920 --> 00:40:21,964
I need to get out! Help!
581
00:40:24,216 --> 00:40:25,342
Let me out!
582
00:40:27,010 --> 00:40:28,053
Let me out!
583
00:40:28,053 --> 00:40:30,264
Dr. Simmons, let me out!
584
00:40:30,764 --> 00:40:31,682
Let me out!
[door opens]
585
00:40:31,682 --> 00:40:32,599
[gasps]
586
00:40:36,019 --> 00:40:40,983
[soft growl]
587
00:40:42,401 --> 00:40:46,280
[gasping]
588
00:40:47,948 --> 00:40:48,532
[thud]
589
00:40:54,246 --> 00:40:57,165
[muffled chatter]
590
00:40:57,165 --> 00:40:59,585
- Oh God.
- No, no, no, no, no.
591
00:40:59,585 --> 00:41:01,044
Do not try to stand up.
592
00:41:01,044 --> 00:41:02,588
I examined you myself,
593
00:41:02,588 --> 00:41:05,340
but the paramedics are
on their way just to be safe.
594
00:41:05,340 --> 00:41:06,300
Ella, listen.
595
00:41:06,842 --> 00:41:10,053
I understand that the tank
can be very traumatic,
596
00:41:10,053 --> 00:41:11,889
but that is the whole point.
597
00:41:12,639 --> 00:41:15,267
And the stronger the reaction,
the better the outcome.
598
00:41:15,267 --> 00:41:18,228
And for what it's worth,
I thought you were magnificent in there.
599
00:41:18,228 --> 00:41:19,646
You made it through the whole video.
600
00:41:19,646 --> 00:41:20,856
Not many women do.
601
00:41:20,856 --> 00:41:22,608
You were watching me?
602
00:41:22,608 --> 00:41:26,111
Of course. This is a clinical study.
603
00:41:26,111 --> 00:41:27,821
- We monitor everything.
- So you saw the--
604
00:41:28,864 --> 00:41:30,824
- Who is she?
- Who is who?
605
00:41:30,824 --> 00:41:32,868
- The woman.
- Annika?
606
00:41:32,868 --> 00:41:36,163
No, no, the, the, the woman
who came at the end.
607
00:41:36,163 --> 00:41:36,997
Yes, Annika.
608
00:41:36,997 --> 00:41:38,832
- No, that was not her--
- The nurse who did your intake
609
00:41:38,832 --> 00:41:40,292
the first--
610
00:41:40,292 --> 00:41:41,251
I'm happy to show you.
611
00:41:45,881 --> 00:41:47,299
Look. Look.
[Ella groaning]
612
00:41:49,676 --> 00:41:50,719
ELLA:
Let me out!
613
00:41:51,261 --> 00:41:53,597
Can somebody hear me?
Let me out!
614
00:41:53,597 --> 00:41:55,307
Dr. Simmons, let me out!
615
00:41:55,307 --> 00:41:57,851
Let me out!
616
00:41:59,436 --> 00:42:00,896
ANNIKA:
Ms. Patel, are you okay?
617
00:42:00,896 --> 00:42:03,148
[Ella gasping]
618
00:42:03,148 --> 00:42:05,150
ANNIKA:
Ms. Patel. Ms--
619
00:42:05,526 --> 00:42:08,403
Help! Somebody help us!
Dr. Simmons.
620
00:42:11,573 --> 00:42:12,658
No. U-Uh--
621
00:42:13,242 --> 00:42:15,869
No, I wanna go.
I wanna go home. I--
622
00:42:15,869 --> 00:42:17,120
Yes, tomorrow.
623
00:42:17,120 --> 00:42:20,249
No, I'm done
with this experimental bullshit.
624
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:24,378
May I remind you, Ella,
625
00:42:26,004 --> 00:42:30,133
that this is a voluntary program
that you signed up for,
626
00:42:30,592 --> 00:42:33,387
that women in pain sign up for.
627
00:42:33,387 --> 00:42:34,638
Well, it doesn't work.
628
00:42:34,638 --> 00:42:37,724
You just sat on this couch
and watched scenes from a birth
629
00:42:37,724 --> 00:42:39,309
without even blinking.
630
00:42:39,309 --> 00:42:41,144
The therapy fixes your fears,
631
00:42:41,144 --> 00:42:43,480
and the hormones fix your desire.
632
00:42:43,480 --> 00:42:45,190
It works.
633
00:42:49,570 --> 00:42:51,196
Paramedics are downstairs.
634
00:42:51,780 --> 00:42:53,907
If they take you in,
you can't come back.
635
00:42:55,117 --> 00:42:56,243
Policy.
636
00:42:59,580 --> 00:43:01,248
[door opens]
637
00:43:01,248 --> 00:43:03,041
[pills rattling]
[door closes]
638
00:43:06,837 --> 00:43:09,006
Implant can cause
some discomfort with insertion,
639
00:43:09,006 --> 00:43:11,383
so... Valium.
640
00:43:15,762 --> 00:43:17,598
Is everything alright?
[chuckles]
641
00:43:18,932 --> 00:43:20,684
Yeah, I'm just gonna pass
on the pills.
642
00:43:20,684 --> 00:43:22,644
Oh, I wouldn't recommend that.
643
00:43:23,520 --> 00:43:25,063
Yeah, I'm still feeling a little--
644
00:43:25,606 --> 00:43:26,982
From my fall.
645
00:43:26,982 --> 00:43:30,611
And Dr. Simmons
said it'll be quick, so--
646
00:43:31,820 --> 00:43:32,696
Okay.
647
00:43:33,614 --> 00:43:34,448
She'll be in shortly.
648
00:43:36,742 --> 00:43:37,743
[door opens]
649
00:43:38,702 --> 00:43:39,620
[door closes]
650
00:43:48,670 --> 00:43:52,966
♪ ominous music ♪
651
00:43:53,425 --> 00:43:55,969
[metallic clattering]
652
00:43:57,387 --> 00:44:01,016
DR. SIMMONS: Deep breath.
[deep breaths]
653
00:44:03,644 --> 00:44:04,394
[gasps]
654
00:44:14,363 --> 00:44:15,405
You alright?
655
00:44:16,490 --> 00:44:17,407
Fine.
656
00:44:18,408 --> 00:44:19,201
Okay.
657
00:44:20,661 --> 00:44:24,164
Two pills daily,
same time every day.
658
00:44:24,665 --> 00:44:28,210
You'll be receiving check-in calls from me
to track your progress.
659
00:44:28,627 --> 00:44:31,922
And wait at least three weeks
before you have intercourse, okay?
660
00:44:33,131 --> 00:44:33,966
Okay.
661
00:44:34,675 --> 00:44:36,927
Hey. That's it.
662
00:44:38,428 --> 00:44:40,556
You did it. It's done.
663
00:44:42,558 --> 00:44:45,227
I really believe in a couple of weeks,
you're gonna think coming here was
664
00:44:45,227 --> 00:44:47,396
the best decision you ever made.
665
00:44:50,190 --> 00:44:51,483
Thank you, Dr. Simmons.
666
00:44:53,861 --> 00:44:54,736
[door slams shut]
667
00:45:02,369 --> 00:45:04,705
♪ ominous music ♪
668
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:22,764
[exhales]
669
00:45:28,854 --> 00:45:30,314
[inhales deeply]
670
00:45:33,859 --> 00:45:35,027
[exhales]
671
00:45:37,404 --> 00:45:38,405
Aah!
672
00:45:45,871 --> 00:45:46,663
Ah.
673
00:45:48,290 --> 00:45:49,708
She's not real.
674
00:45:51,126 --> 00:45:52,586
She's not real.
675
00:46:06,600 --> 00:46:11,146
♪ ominous music ♪
676
00:46:13,357 --> 00:46:16,902
[heavy breathing]
677
00:46:36,046 --> 00:46:39,925
[retching]
678
00:46:47,850 --> 00:46:52,062
[groaning]
679
00:47:01,780 --> 00:47:05,701
♪ foreboding music ♪
680
00:47:22,050 --> 00:47:24,261
[barks, growls]
681
00:47:26,388 --> 00:47:28,182
[barking, growling continues]
682
00:47:28,182 --> 00:47:29,766
AIDAN:
What are you barking at, you nut?
683
00:47:29,766 --> 00:47:30,934
What's he doing?
684
00:47:30,934 --> 00:47:32,686
AIDAN: What are you doing?
That's your mother, you lunatic.
685
00:47:32,686 --> 00:47:34,563
Jesus, welcome home.
686
00:47:34,563 --> 00:47:36,607
See what happens
when you leave us for too long?
687
00:47:36,607 --> 00:47:38,108
We lose our goddamn minds.
688
00:47:39,651 --> 00:47:40,777
Mm.
689
00:47:43,780 --> 00:47:44,531
Hey, gorgeous.
690
00:47:45,199 --> 00:47:46,116
Hi.
691
00:47:48,202 --> 00:47:49,203
You okay?
692
00:47:49,745 --> 00:47:50,579
Mm-hmm.
693
00:47:51,872 --> 00:47:53,081
You feel a little clammy.
694
00:47:53,874 --> 00:47:57,085
Oh. Just long drive.
695
00:47:57,085 --> 00:47:57,836
Hmm.
696
00:47:57,836 --> 00:48:00,672
Low blood sugar.
Gonna get something to eat.
697
00:48:00,672 --> 00:48:02,674
Okay. Well, I want
to hear all about it.
698
00:48:02,674 --> 00:48:04,760
- Mm-hmm.
- I've got a bottle coming to temp.
699
00:48:05,636 --> 00:48:06,386
Mm.
700
00:48:08,847 --> 00:48:12,184
[switch clicking]
701
00:48:12,726 --> 00:48:16,480
DR. SIMMONS:
Hello. I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.
702
00:48:19,399 --> 00:48:21,860
And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
703
00:48:21,860 --> 00:48:23,403
on a working clock.
704
00:48:30,452 --> 00:48:32,079
We will take the clock apart,
705
00:48:37,292 --> 00:48:38,460
reassemble it,
706
00:48:42,840 --> 00:48:44,341
and then put it in beat.
707
00:48:47,970 --> 00:48:50,305
So that it will run reliably.
708
00:49:05,487 --> 00:49:06,613
[whispering] I missed you.
709
00:49:07,072 --> 00:49:08,448
[whispering] I missed you.
710
00:49:10,284 --> 00:49:11,451
[kisses]
711
00:49:13,996 --> 00:49:15,038
[Ella chuckles]
712
00:49:21,545 --> 00:49:22,546
[Ella moans]
713
00:49:35,767 --> 00:49:39,104
[heavy breathing]
714
00:49:40,189 --> 00:49:41,064
Wait.
715
00:49:41,481 --> 00:49:42,441
I-- Um,
716
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,320
I'm actually exhausted
717
00:49:46,945 --> 00:49:49,072
from the week and the drive.
718
00:49:51,909 --> 00:49:52,701
AIDAN:
719
00:49:54,369 --> 00:49:55,412
Okay.
720
00:50:01,877 --> 00:50:03,754
Whew. Is it hot in here?
721
00:50:06,131 --> 00:50:07,341
AIDAN:
No.
722
00:50:11,595 --> 00:50:12,971
I'm gonna get some water.
723
00:50:14,806 --> 00:50:15,891
[lid opens]
724
00:50:21,021 --> 00:50:22,105
[exhales]
725
00:50:29,530 --> 00:50:30,531
Phew.
726
00:50:35,035 --> 00:50:35,911
Ugh.
727
00:51:17,911 --> 00:51:19,371
[eggshell cracks]
728
00:51:23,667 --> 00:51:27,421
♪ ominous music ♪
729
00:51:44,980 --> 00:51:49,234
GROUP: [singing]
730
00:51:49,693 --> 00:51:54,531
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
731
00:51:54,531 --> 00:51:59,328
♪ Happy birthday, dear Ella ♪
732
00:51:59,828 --> 00:52:04,041
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
733
00:52:04,041 --> 00:52:06,919
[all cheering, applauding]
734
00:52:10,839 --> 00:52:12,090
[blows]
735
00:52:13,091 --> 00:52:15,093
Assholes.
[Shauna chuckles]
736
00:52:15,093 --> 00:52:15,969
Help me.
737
00:52:17,930 --> 00:52:20,557
- Yay!
- Woo!
738
00:52:21,308 --> 00:52:23,977
SHAUNA:
So, when do you start the install?
739
00:52:23,977 --> 00:52:24,937
On the resort?
740
00:52:26,271 --> 00:52:27,231
Not quite sure.
741
00:52:27,231 --> 00:52:29,733
SHAUNA: Okay, but you'll do
the nursery first, right?
742
00:52:29,733 --> 00:52:30,567
Of course.
743
00:52:30,567 --> 00:52:31,777
Ella, you've been saying that
for months.
744
00:52:31,777 --> 00:52:33,779
You really don't have to do it
if you're too busy.
745
00:52:33,779 --> 00:52:35,030
We completely understand.
746
00:52:35,030 --> 00:52:36,949
No, no, absolutely.
747
00:52:38,158 --> 00:52:40,118
I-I'm sorry.
748
00:52:41,203 --> 00:52:43,080
Just superstition.
749
00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:44,081
Superstition?
750
00:52:44,081 --> 00:52:45,666
Jewish superstition.
751
00:52:45,666 --> 00:52:48,001
We don't set up the nursery
until the very end.
752
00:52:48,001 --> 00:52:49,169
Why?
753
00:52:49,169 --> 00:52:51,296
Because the universe knows
when you're happy,
754
00:52:51,296 --> 00:52:53,423
and it doesn't like that.
755
00:52:53,423 --> 00:52:55,384
[scoffs] Jesus, El.
756
00:52:55,384 --> 00:52:57,094
ELLA:
We have a vengeful god.
757
00:52:59,096 --> 00:53:01,098
Who I very much don't believe in.
758
00:53:01,098 --> 00:53:04,017
So, yes, I will start tomorrow.
759
00:53:04,726 --> 00:53:05,644
Promise.
760
00:53:06,061 --> 00:53:07,020
Well, you better.
761
00:53:11,275 --> 00:53:12,192
Can I--
762
00:53:14,444 --> 00:53:15,571
You wanna touch it?
763
00:53:17,406 --> 00:53:18,490
ELLA:
Is that okay?
764
00:53:19,199 --> 00:53:20,993
Yeah, of course.
765
00:53:44,099 --> 00:53:46,101
[humming]
766
00:54:00,157 --> 00:54:01,116
El?
767
00:54:01,116 --> 00:54:04,620
♪ ominous music ♪
768
00:54:12,127 --> 00:54:13,170
Oh, my God.
769
00:54:14,379 --> 00:54:17,299
Shauna, don't move.
770
00:54:17,299 --> 00:54:18,467
SHAUNA:
What?
771
00:54:19,051 --> 00:54:19,885
What is it?
772
00:54:21,220 --> 00:54:22,221
Don't move.
773
00:54:25,182 --> 00:54:26,099
I got you.
774
00:54:27,059 --> 00:54:27,893
What?
775
00:54:28,936 --> 00:54:30,103
ELLA:
Just stay still.
776
00:54:30,938 --> 00:54:32,564
Don't move.
777
00:54:37,486 --> 00:54:38,445
AIDAN:
El?
778
00:54:39,613 --> 00:54:40,697
Ahh!
AIDAN: El! El!
779
00:54:44,910 --> 00:54:47,663
I'm not feeling very good.
780
00:54:47,663 --> 00:54:48,747
Ugh.
781
00:54:49,122 --> 00:54:49,831
Oh.
782
00:54:49,831 --> 00:54:51,750
[whispering] I think we have to go.
783
00:54:51,750 --> 00:54:52,876
AIDAN:
Okay.
784
00:54:52,876 --> 00:54:54,336
ELLA: I'll be back tomorrow...
SHAUNA: Wait.
785
00:54:54,336 --> 00:54:56,171
ELLA:
...to start the nursery.
786
00:54:56,171 --> 00:54:57,256
Thank you.
787
00:54:58,173 --> 00:54:59,049
[sighs]
788
00:55:01,051 --> 00:55:03,428
SHAUNA: Oh, okay, love you guys.
AIDAN: Love you.
789
00:55:04,888 --> 00:55:07,057
FIONA: Is she okay?
AIDAN: Yeah, she's fine, she's fine.
790
00:55:08,100 --> 00:55:08,934
Just tired.
791
00:55:10,060 --> 00:55:11,436
SHAUNA:
Let me know what time--
792
00:55:12,521 --> 00:55:13,397
Aidan.
793
00:55:25,325 --> 00:55:26,326
Harvey?
794
00:55:27,035 --> 00:55:28,370
HARVEY:
Yes, sweetheart?
795
00:55:28,370 --> 00:55:29,997
Why'd you change everything around?
796
00:55:31,456 --> 00:55:32,916
Huh?
797
00:55:32,916 --> 00:55:34,668
I can't find anything.
798
00:55:34,668 --> 00:55:36,837
Yeah, I didn't change a thing.
799
00:55:36,837 --> 00:55:39,089
Harvey, this is where
the blues are.
800
00:55:39,089 --> 00:55:42,259
I'm looking for sky blue.
This is where the blues are.
801
00:55:42,718 --> 00:55:45,012
Yeah. Aisle three.
802
00:55:46,388 --> 00:55:47,681
You're in the right spot.
803
00:55:52,394 --> 00:55:54,479
Right. Sorry.
804
00:55:55,105 --> 00:55:58,233
[phone buzzing]
805
00:55:58,233 --> 00:55:59,776
HARVEY:
Hey, holler if you need me.
806
00:56:01,111 --> 00:56:02,863
[buzzing]
807
00:56:03,780 --> 00:56:04,865
Hello.
808
00:56:04,865 --> 00:56:06,158
DR. SIMMONS:
Ella, how are you?
809
00:56:08,035 --> 00:56:09,411
Dr. Simmons?
810
00:56:09,411 --> 00:56:10,954
DR. SIMMONS:
It's your one-week check-in.
811
00:56:10,954 --> 00:56:12,080
How are things going?
812
00:56:12,080 --> 00:56:14,166
Right, yeah, good.
813
00:56:15,250 --> 00:56:17,544
But--
DR. SIMMONS: But what?
814
00:56:18,420 --> 00:56:20,464
I don't know. I'm not--
815
00:56:20,923 --> 00:56:22,925
DR. SIMMONS: [chuckles]
Baby crazy.
816
00:56:22,925 --> 00:56:24,843
I can feel the beginnings of it.
817
00:56:24,843 --> 00:56:26,261
- DR. SIMMONS: Good.
- I can.
818
00:56:27,179 --> 00:56:28,972
Which is so, so great.
DR. SIMMONS: Good.
819
00:56:29,473 --> 00:56:30,641
It just--
820
00:56:30,641 --> 00:56:33,143
I'm not quite there yet.
821
00:56:33,685 --> 00:56:35,812
DR. SIMMONS: Give the hormones
a few months to fully kick in.
822
00:56:37,105 --> 00:56:38,982
Thought you said I don't have
that kind of time.
823
00:56:40,526 --> 00:56:43,820
DR. SIMMONS: Are you experiencing
any negative side effects?
824
00:56:43,820 --> 00:56:45,280
Vertigo, insomnia?
825
00:56:45,280 --> 00:56:46,490
If I was?
826
00:56:47,282 --> 00:56:48,951
DR. SIMMONS:
We'd stop the meds immediately.
827
00:56:49,535 --> 00:56:50,827
So I'd be disqualified.
828
00:56:50,827 --> 00:56:53,038
DR. SIMMONS:
Well, it's not pass/fail, Ella.
829
00:56:53,038 --> 00:56:56,500
This is your health we're talking about,
so I need you to be honest with me.
830
00:56:56,500 --> 00:56:59,086
Are you experiencing any side effects?
831
00:57:05,968 --> 00:57:06,885
Hot.
832
00:57:07,970 --> 00:57:09,096
I'm hot.
833
00:57:09,096 --> 00:57:11,723
DR. SIMMONS: Perfectly normal
as your body adjusts.
834
00:57:11,723 --> 00:57:13,767
Okay, let's up your dosage.
835
00:57:13,767 --> 00:57:16,520
300 milligrams per day,
that's truly the limit.
836
00:57:16,979 --> 00:57:18,522
- Don't miss a dose.
- Okay.
837
00:57:18,522 --> 00:57:20,065
DR. SIMMONS:
Call if anything changes.
838
00:57:20,065 --> 00:57:22,317
- Otherwise, we'll talk next week.
- Okay.
839
00:57:22,317 --> 00:57:24,152
DR. SIMMONS:
Oh, and Ella?
840
00:57:24,152 --> 00:57:25,070
Yes?
841
00:57:25,904 --> 00:57:26,989
DR. SIMMONS:
Happy birthday.
842
00:57:29,783 --> 00:57:31,326
Thank you, Dr. Simmons.
843
00:57:42,212 --> 00:57:47,467
♪ ominous music ♪
844
00:57:56,310 --> 00:57:59,438
[ratchet clicking]
845
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:02,816
DR. SIMMONS:
Hello.
846
00:58:04,067 --> 00:58:05,777
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.
847
00:58:07,070 --> 00:58:09,531
And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
848
00:58:09,531 --> 00:58:10,866
on a working clock.
849
00:58:11,742 --> 00:58:14,870
We will take the clock apart,
reassemble it,
850
00:58:15,537 --> 00:58:17,998
and then put it in beat
so that it will run--
851
00:58:17,998 --> 00:58:21,251
We will be using a wrench, pliers,
852
00:58:21,251 --> 00:58:22,127
and tweezers.
853
00:58:22,127 --> 00:58:23,754
We will take the clock apart--
854
00:58:24,796 --> 00:58:26,924
So that it will run reliably.
855
00:58:26,924 --> 00:58:28,133
[knock on door]
SHAUNA: El?
856
00:58:28,133 --> 00:58:29,551
Don't, don't, don't.
Yeah, yeah.
857
00:58:29,551 --> 00:58:31,803
Don't, don't. I just--
858
00:58:32,262 --> 00:58:33,847
I don't want you to see it yet.
859
00:58:34,723 --> 00:58:35,557
SHAUNA:
Okay.
860
00:58:36,308 --> 00:58:37,726
Wanna take a little walk with me?
861
00:58:37,726 --> 00:58:39,061
Need to stretch my legs.
862
00:58:39,770 --> 00:58:42,606
Yeah. Sure. One second.
863
00:58:43,482 --> 00:58:45,526
[panting]
864
00:58:47,152 --> 00:58:48,111
[groans]
865
00:58:49,863 --> 00:58:51,281
[chuckles] No peeking.
866
00:58:52,908 --> 00:58:53,867
SHAUNA:
Where's your crew?
867
00:58:54,993 --> 00:58:56,203
ELLA:
This one's all me.
868
00:58:57,037 --> 00:58:59,498
My gift.
SHAUNA: I cannot wait.
869
00:59:02,501 --> 00:59:04,461
[keys jingling]
870
00:59:04,461 --> 00:59:07,631
[phone buzzing]
871
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:10,968
- You want me to get it?
- Yeah.
872
00:59:12,302 --> 00:59:13,262
Ah, unknown.
873
00:59:13,929 --> 00:59:16,473
Uh, I'll take it. Here.
874
00:59:16,473 --> 00:59:18,100
- Huh?
- I'll meet you in there.
875
00:59:18,100 --> 00:59:18,934
Okay.
876
00:59:19,935 --> 00:59:21,270
- Got it?
- I got it.
877
00:59:22,688 --> 00:59:23,897
Dad, we're here.
878
00:59:27,776 --> 00:59:28,694
Hello?
879
00:59:28,694 --> 00:59:30,279
DR. SIMMONS:
Hi, Ella, Dr. Simmons here.
880
00:59:31,697 --> 00:59:33,907
Hi.
DR. SIMMONS: Two-week check-in.
881
00:59:35,284 --> 00:59:37,911
[clock ticking]
JOSEPH: They decided
to take me off the Plavix,
882
00:59:37,911 --> 00:59:39,830
and now he's decided
to put me on something called--
883
00:59:40,372 --> 00:59:44,126
It's some-- Uh, it's some empire.
884
00:59:44,543 --> 00:59:46,420
AIDAN: Empire?
JOSEPH: Byzantine or something.
885
00:59:46,420 --> 00:59:48,255
I don't know.
They come up with these ridiculous names.
886
00:59:48,255 --> 00:59:50,757
[ticking continues]
887
00:59:50,757 --> 00:59:52,301
AIDAN: Persantine.
JOSEPH: Persantine, yes.
888
00:59:52,301 --> 00:59:53,427
AIDAN:
Okay, uh--
889
00:59:53,427 --> 00:59:55,846
[muffled conversation]
890
00:59:59,766 --> 01:00:01,310
Look, this is you and your mother.
891
01:00:01,310 --> 01:00:02,603
You couldn't have been more than,
I don't know,
892
01:00:02,603 --> 01:00:04,104
you're probably
two days old here.
893
01:00:04,104 --> 01:00:07,232
She was so excited
about becoming a mother.
894
01:00:07,232 --> 01:00:08,775
Which reminds me,
I have to call your mother back,
895
01:00:08,775 --> 01:00:11,278
because she promised to bring me over
the whatchamacallit stuff
896
01:00:11,278 --> 01:00:12,529
I love with the pistachios.
897
01:00:12,529 --> 01:00:14,114
[laughing] I love it.
AIDAN: Okay.
898
01:00:14,114 --> 01:00:17,659
JOSEPH: And-- Oh, look at you here,
oh, my God, how cute you are!
899
01:00:17,659 --> 01:00:18,994
My little flaterl.
900
01:00:18,994 --> 01:00:19,870
AIDAN:
Flaterl?
901
01:00:19,870 --> 01:00:21,747
My little butterfly,
my little butterfly.
902
01:00:24,208 --> 01:00:27,544
And somebody's bar mitzvah,
I don't know whose.
903
01:00:28,253 --> 01:00:29,880
And something-- What's under here?
904
01:00:30,714 --> 01:00:32,257
Oh, my God.
905
01:00:32,257 --> 01:00:35,344
I have been looking
for this photograph for years.
906
01:00:39,556 --> 01:00:40,766
Who is that?
907
01:00:40,766 --> 01:00:42,726
What? Well, you--
Well, you know who this is.
908
01:00:42,726 --> 01:00:44,853
- No, I don't.
- Yeah, this is your grandmother.
909
01:00:44,853 --> 01:00:47,606
This is the first picture
that she had taken in America.
910
01:00:47,606 --> 01:00:48,524
Well, it's understandable.
911
01:00:48,524 --> 01:00:49,816
I mean, you don't recognize her
912
01:00:49,816 --> 01:00:51,443
because she's only 80 pounds here.
913
01:00:51,443 --> 01:00:52,736
She just came out of the camps.
914
01:00:56,532 --> 01:00:58,992
[panting]
She's horrifying.
915
01:00:58,992 --> 01:01:00,577
- What?
- El.
916
01:01:01,245 --> 01:01:04,414
That woman lived a horror story.
917
01:01:04,414 --> 01:01:06,542
Yeah, well, I never wanna hear
her story again.
918
01:01:06,542 --> 01:01:08,502
Well, you can close your ears
and you can close your eyes,
919
01:01:08,502 --> 01:01:09,878
but you can't outrun her.
920
01:01:09,878 --> 01:01:13,215
We trace our line through the women,
through the matriarchs.
921
01:01:13,215 --> 01:01:15,175
Her story is in you.
922
01:01:15,175 --> 01:01:17,052
- It's your legacy.
- Quite the inheritance.
923
01:01:18,637 --> 01:01:19,930
What?
924
01:01:19,930 --> 01:01:21,765
Let me tell you something, Ella.
925
01:01:21,765 --> 01:01:24,017
When somebody receives an inheritance,
926
01:01:24,685 --> 01:01:28,105
they can either graciously accept
what's been given to them,
927
01:01:29,106 --> 01:01:30,357
or they can piss it away.
928
01:01:33,068 --> 01:01:35,404
They can just piss it away.
929
01:01:35,404 --> 01:01:36,405
Don't do that.
930
01:01:36,405 --> 01:01:38,866
- And you, my ungrateful child...
- Don't do that. Don't do that.
931
01:01:38,866 --> 01:01:41,785
- ...you've chosen to just piss it away.
- Dad, stop. Just stop.
932
01:01:41,785 --> 01:01:42,911
Stop, Dad.
933
01:01:42,911 --> 01:01:44,121
- What about this? Us!
- No.
934
01:01:44,121 --> 01:01:45,914
- Not that one. Not that one.
- Piss us--
935
01:01:45,914 --> 01:01:47,958
- No!
- Piss us away.
936
01:01:48,917 --> 01:01:53,589
The entire family line.
ELLA: [crying] No. Stop.
937
01:01:55,549 --> 01:01:57,634
I'm trying, Dad.
938
01:01:59,887 --> 01:02:01,555
[sniffles] Uh.
939
01:02:04,224 --> 01:02:06,560
I promise I am trying.
940
01:02:11,815 --> 01:02:13,734
[Ella crying]
941
01:02:22,492 --> 01:02:24,119
DR. SIMMONS:
A regimen of pills.
942
01:02:24,870 --> 01:02:27,664
The same naturally occurring hormones
943
01:02:27,664 --> 01:02:29,750
that already exist in your body.
944
01:02:31,460 --> 01:02:34,671
Just formulated to
up your desire for kids.
945
01:02:36,632 --> 01:02:37,633
Don't miss a dose.
946
01:02:37,633 --> 01:02:38,717
[gasps]
947
01:02:40,010 --> 01:02:41,887
[clattering]
948
01:02:41,887 --> 01:02:44,431
[keys jingling]
949
01:02:50,020 --> 01:02:50,979
[groans]
950
01:02:53,941 --> 01:02:56,485
[panting]
951
01:02:56,485 --> 01:02:57,778
[keys jingling]
952
01:02:57,778 --> 01:03:00,447
[knocking on door]
[doorbell ringing]
953
01:03:02,366 --> 01:03:03,700
FIONA:
Jesus. Okay.
954
01:03:06,328 --> 01:03:07,287
El?
955
01:03:07,287 --> 01:03:08,705
I left something in the nursery.
956
01:03:19,633 --> 01:03:21,176
[coughing]
957
01:03:21,176 --> 01:03:22,010
SHAUNA:
El?
958
01:03:23,011 --> 01:03:24,555
No, Shaun, it's not done yet.
959
01:03:25,138 --> 01:03:28,100
- Don't come in here, it's not done yet!
- Don't touch me.
960
01:03:28,100 --> 01:03:29,476
[gasps]
961
01:03:29,893 --> 01:03:31,353
What the--
962
01:03:32,396 --> 01:03:33,772
Oh, my God.
963
01:03:33,772 --> 01:03:36,483
El. What is this?
964
01:03:37,276 --> 01:03:38,402
Is this some kind of insane joke?
965
01:03:38,402 --> 01:03:40,737
I told you not to come in here.
It's not ready yet.
966
01:03:40,737 --> 01:03:42,030
No, I mean, what is this?
967
01:03:42,030 --> 01:03:42,948
Just got confused.
968
01:03:42,948 --> 01:03:45,701
Ella, I am due in a week.
Where am I gonna put him?
969
01:03:46,368 --> 01:03:48,287
Where am I gonna put my son?
970
01:03:48,287 --> 01:03:49,997
I just wanted him to bring him home.
971
01:03:50,414 --> 01:03:53,500
Somewhere beautiful.
Somewhere safe!
972
01:03:55,252 --> 01:03:56,879
What is going on with you?
973
01:03:57,546 --> 01:03:58,589
Where did you go?
974
01:03:59,423 --> 01:04:01,508
Where did my friend go?
975
01:04:04,928 --> 01:04:07,222
I went t-to a place
976
01:04:08,390 --> 01:04:09,892
so that I could catch up.
977
01:04:09,892 --> 01:04:11,602
So that we could do this together.
978
01:04:12,060 --> 01:04:13,937
Be moms together.
979
01:04:14,688 --> 01:04:18,692
I just... needed a little bit of help
980
01:04:18,692 --> 01:04:20,986
because this doesn't come naturally to me.
981
01:04:20,986 --> 01:04:23,322
SHAUNA:
No, no, stop with that shit.
982
01:04:23,906 --> 01:04:26,325
- I don't wanna hear it anymore.
- Hear what?
983
01:04:26,325 --> 01:04:28,493
How it doesn't come naturally to you
when all you have to do
984
01:04:28,493 --> 01:04:30,287
is spread your legs to make it happen.
985
01:04:30,287 --> 01:04:31,872
That's how easy it could be for you.
986
01:04:31,872 --> 01:04:35,250
That is something that I will never have
with the person that I love.
987
01:04:35,250 --> 01:04:38,378
I don't get to have that.
And it hurts.
988
01:04:40,797 --> 01:04:41,757
Oh.
989
01:04:42,299 --> 01:04:43,550
It hurts.
990
01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:48,597
Ohh!
991
01:04:51,058 --> 01:04:53,352
Fi! Oh.
992
01:04:57,022 --> 01:04:59,358
Fi. Fi, my water!
993
01:05:00,526 --> 01:05:01,818
It's so beautiful.
994
01:05:02,444 --> 01:05:05,322
What the hell are you doing?
What are you doing?
995
01:05:05,822 --> 01:05:07,449
What the hell are you doing?
996
01:05:09,493 --> 01:05:11,912
[muffled]
Stop it. Stop!
997
01:05:12,538 --> 01:05:14,414
What is wrong with you?
998
01:05:15,290 --> 01:05:18,085
Ella, what the fuck
is wrong with you?
999
01:05:18,085 --> 01:05:20,254
- I wanna see it.
- Don't, don't touch me.
1000
01:05:20,254 --> 01:05:22,422
- Just let me see it!
- No! No!
1001
01:05:22,422 --> 01:05:23,757
Fi, get her out of here!
1002
01:05:23,757 --> 01:05:25,884
- ELLA: Give me the baby.
- No, get off of her!
1003
01:05:25,884 --> 01:05:26,718
Get off of her!
1004
01:05:26,718 --> 01:05:29,304
ELLA:
No, I just wanna see it!
1005
01:05:29,847 --> 01:05:33,392
[indiscernible shouting]
1006
01:05:33,392 --> 01:05:34,810
Let go of me!
1007
01:05:34,810 --> 01:05:37,938
[Shauna crying]
I just wanna see--
1008
01:05:37,938 --> 01:05:40,524
I just wanna see the baby.
FIONA: No! No!
1009
01:05:40,524 --> 01:05:43,151
ELLA:
Just let me see--
1010
01:05:43,151 --> 01:05:43,944
FIONA:
No.
1011
01:05:43,944 --> 01:05:47,531
[both grunting]
1012
01:05:52,494 --> 01:05:56,540
[panting]
1013
01:06:00,544 --> 01:06:04,006
[phone buzzing]
1014
01:06:14,892 --> 01:06:17,019
Dad, I can't.
JOSEPH: Ella?
1015
01:06:17,019 --> 01:06:18,437
[shaky breathing]
1016
01:06:19,021 --> 01:06:20,606
Dad?
JOSEPH: I fell.
1017
01:06:21,607 --> 01:06:23,859
Shit, stay right there.
I'm coming.
1018
01:06:25,777 --> 01:06:27,905
[phone line ringing]
1019
01:06:27,905 --> 01:06:29,031
JENNY: [on phone]
Dr. Patel's office.
1020
01:06:29,031 --> 01:06:29,948
Jenny, It's Ella.
1021
01:06:29,948 --> 01:06:31,450
JENNY: Oh, hi, Ella.
ELLA: Is Aidan there?
1022
01:06:31,450 --> 01:06:32,868
JENNY:
He's already in surgery.
1023
01:06:32,868 --> 01:06:35,418
ELLA: Can you have him call me
as soon as he gets out?
JENNY: Yes, of course.
1024
01:06:35,913 --> 01:06:36,933
ELLA:
Dad?
1025
01:06:38,081 --> 01:06:39,917
Dad. Dad?
1026
01:06:39,917 --> 01:06:41,376
JOSEPH: Oh.
ELLA: Oh God.
1027
01:06:41,376 --> 01:06:42,544
JOSEPH: Oh. Aah.
ELLA: Oh.
1028
01:06:42,544 --> 01:06:43,670
Does your arm hurt?
JOSEPH: Yeah.
1029
01:06:43,670 --> 01:06:45,297
ELLA: Do you have chest pains?
JOSEPH: No, I don't.
1030
01:06:45,297 --> 01:06:47,174
ELLA: Where's the ambulance?
JOSEPH: No ambulance.
1031
01:06:47,174 --> 01:06:49,426
I didn't call an ambulance,
I called you.
1032
01:06:49,426 --> 01:06:50,844
ELLA:
What? Are you kidding me?
1033
01:06:50,844 --> 01:06:53,764
Dad, you can't do that,
you have to call 911.
1034
01:06:53,764 --> 01:06:56,350
JOSEPH: Don't get mad at me.
[clock ticking]
1035
01:06:56,350 --> 01:06:57,809
♪ ominous music ♪
1036
01:06:59,269 --> 01:07:03,649
[muffled indiscernible chatter]
1037
01:07:06,276 --> 01:07:09,488
[continues indistinctly]
1038
01:07:13,200 --> 01:07:15,577
[muffled] Shut the fuck up!
1039
01:07:17,079 --> 01:07:18,330
DR. SIMMONS:
Hello.
1040
01:07:18,330 --> 01:07:20,207
I'm Dr. Elizabeth Simmons.
1041
01:07:21,083 --> 01:07:24,002
And today, we'll be learning
to perform maintenance
1042
01:07:24,002 --> 01:07:25,462
on a working clock.
1043
01:07:26,129 --> 01:07:29,341
We'll be using a wrench, pliers,
1044
01:07:29,341 --> 01:07:30,509
and tweezers
1045
01:07:30,509 --> 01:07:33,220
to reset the cog
behind the pendulum.
1046
01:07:33,887 --> 01:07:36,056
JOSEPH:
Ella, stop! What are you doing?
1047
01:07:36,056 --> 01:07:40,060
Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!
[glass shattering]
1048
01:07:40,060 --> 01:07:42,020
JOSEPH:
Stop! Stop!
1049
01:07:48,277 --> 01:07:49,403
Stop!
1050
01:07:50,070 --> 01:07:54,575
[panting]
1051
01:07:57,035 --> 01:07:58,370
I couldn't hear you, Dad.
1052
01:07:59,288 --> 01:08:00,622
What were you saying?
1053
01:08:11,758 --> 01:08:13,343
- AIDAN: El?
- Kitchen.
1054
01:08:18,765 --> 01:08:20,309
I tried you back
on my break, but--
1055
01:08:22,269 --> 01:08:23,187
Dad fell.
1056
01:08:24,938 --> 01:08:25,939
Is he okay?
1057
01:08:29,735 --> 01:08:30,986
El, what happened?
1058
01:08:31,987 --> 01:08:33,655
ELLA:
He's okay, I'm okay.
1059
01:08:34,198 --> 01:08:35,866
Just cut my hands on some glass.
1060
01:08:36,408 --> 01:08:37,326
Glass?
1061
01:08:37,326 --> 01:08:42,206
I... destroyed the grandfather clock.
1062
01:08:42,706 --> 01:08:44,041
I tore it to shreds.
1063
01:08:45,334 --> 01:08:48,462
I couldn't take it anymore. And he--
1064
01:08:50,047 --> 01:08:52,341
Oh, my God, Aidan, he's so mad at me.
1065
01:08:55,427 --> 01:08:57,387
It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
1066
01:08:57,387 --> 01:08:58,514
Hey, hey, hey.
1067
01:08:59,765 --> 01:09:00,724
It's okay.
1068
01:09:01,975 --> 01:09:03,393
He's been a lot lately.
1069
01:09:03,393 --> 01:09:05,854
This, this was bound to happen.
1070
01:09:06,980 --> 01:09:08,148
You lost it for a minute.
1071
01:09:09,191 --> 01:09:10,275
Don't feel bad.
1072
01:09:13,946 --> 01:09:15,822
Will you check on him later?
1073
01:09:17,032 --> 01:09:17,908
Of course.
1074
01:09:19,326 --> 01:09:22,955
But let's get you
cleaned up first, okay?
1075
01:09:22,955 --> 01:09:24,623
- I wanna look at your hands.
- Okay.
1076
01:09:24,623 --> 01:09:25,541
Okay, come on.
1077
01:09:28,794 --> 01:09:29,628
It's okay.
1078
01:09:39,638 --> 01:09:40,973
It's okay.
1079
01:09:53,026 --> 01:09:53,902
Mm.
1080
01:10:14,590 --> 01:10:15,674
- Hey, gorgeous.
- Mm.
1081
01:10:17,718 --> 01:10:18,677
Hi.
1082
01:10:24,474 --> 01:10:25,851
I want a baby.
1083
01:10:27,352 --> 01:10:30,022
El, you can't have a baby
just to please him.
1084
01:10:30,022 --> 01:10:32,983
No. No, I don't care
what he says anymore.
1085
01:10:34,443 --> 01:10:35,819
I don't care what anybody says.
1086
01:10:35,819 --> 01:10:37,446
I just care about you
1087
01:10:38,739 --> 01:10:39,781
and us.
1088
01:10:42,326 --> 01:10:44,494
I want a baby with you, Aidan.
1089
01:10:45,787 --> 01:10:46,914
Look at my eyes.
1090
01:10:48,665 --> 01:10:50,959
You always said you'd be able
to tell when I was ready.
1091
01:10:51,752 --> 01:10:52,503
[chuckles]
1092
01:10:54,129 --> 01:10:54,963
But--
1093
01:10:56,089 --> 01:10:59,384
How long has it been?
Since I left?
1094
01:11:01,678 --> 01:11:03,347
- Two weeks.
- Mm-hmm.
1095
01:11:05,641 --> 01:11:07,226
You haven't let me near you since.
1096
01:11:07,768 --> 01:11:09,144
Longest we've ever gone.
1097
01:11:13,148 --> 01:11:14,608
It's driving me crazy.
1098
01:11:15,984 --> 01:11:17,611
[whispering] Give me a baby, Aidan.
1099
01:11:20,197 --> 01:11:21,114
Yeah?
1100
01:11:21,740 --> 01:11:22,824
Yeah.
1101
01:11:32,334 --> 01:11:36,964
[both moaning]
1102
01:11:46,098 --> 01:11:47,724
Aah! Fuck!
1103
01:11:47,724 --> 01:11:48,684
What?
1104
01:11:48,684 --> 01:11:49,726
- AIDAN: Oh!
- Oh!
1105
01:11:49,726 --> 01:11:50,769
AIDAN:
Fuck! Oh!
1106
01:11:50,769 --> 01:11:53,480
Oh God, there's,
there's something sharp in there!
1107
01:11:53,856 --> 01:11:55,107
Oh! Ow!
1108
01:11:55,107 --> 01:11:56,692
- What's in there?
- Oh! Oh, I--
1109
01:11:56,692 --> 01:11:57,693
El, what's in there?
1110
01:11:58,151 --> 01:11:59,361
Oh! I'm bleeding.
1111
01:12:01,238 --> 01:12:02,322
Here, here.
1112
01:12:03,073 --> 01:12:04,408
El, what are you doing?
1113
01:12:04,408 --> 01:12:05,284
Ice, I need ice!
1114
01:12:05,284 --> 01:12:06,910
I don’t know, I don’t know.
1115
01:12:06,910 --> 01:12:09,162
I'm so sorry. I-I--
1116
01:12:09,162 --> 01:12:10,372
- Gauze, I need--
- Oh!
1117
01:12:11,373 --> 01:12:12,332
There's a roll in my bag.
1118
01:12:12,332 --> 01:12:14,376
Okay. Um, uh--
1119
01:12:14,376 --> 01:12:15,752
[grunting]
1120
01:12:24,761 --> 01:12:27,055
[Aidan grunting, panting]
1121
01:12:27,639 --> 01:12:29,433
Where is this bag from?
1122
01:12:29,433 --> 01:12:31,310
[panting]
1123
01:12:31,310 --> 01:12:33,478
I don’t know. Hospital swag.
1124
01:12:34,563 --> 01:12:36,565
No, this is their symbol.
1125
01:12:38,400 --> 01:12:39,651
Do you know these people?
1126
01:12:40,277 --> 01:12:41,820
Do you know what they're doing up there?
1127
01:12:43,697 --> 01:12:44,656
Aidan?
1128
01:12:46,575 --> 01:12:47,409
Aidan.
1129
01:12:54,333 --> 01:12:55,667
Don't be upset.
1130
01:12:58,879 --> 01:12:59,838
Don't be upset.
1131
01:13:01,590 --> 01:13:03,258
- No.
- Just-just listen to me.
1132
01:13:05,260 --> 01:13:07,054
I met Elizabeth at a convention.
1133
01:13:09,056 --> 01:13:10,390
She's cutting edge.
1134
01:13:11,642 --> 01:13:13,018
The best of the best.
1135
01:13:14,019 --> 01:13:16,021
That's what you said about Dr. Webber.
1136
01:13:18,273 --> 01:13:19,566
Who you sent me to
1137
01:13:20,526 --> 01:13:23,987
because you were worried
about breast cancer.
1138
01:13:25,781 --> 01:13:26,698
Right, Aidan?
1139
01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:29,868
That's why you sent me to her?
1140
01:13:29,868 --> 01:13:33,747
Because you were worried
about... breast cancer?
1141
01:13:34,331 --> 01:13:38,126
I just wanted the option
presented by someone objective.
1142
01:13:39,211 --> 01:13:41,922
Someone who could talk
to you objectively
1143
01:13:43,048 --> 01:13:45,384
so you could decide yourself
if you wanted to go.
1144
01:13:46,468 --> 01:13:49,513
Because I never wanted
to pressure you.
1145
01:13:53,809 --> 01:13:56,395
Well, aren't you a fucking hero?
1146
01:13:56,854 --> 01:13:58,480
[screams]
Oh, whoa!
1147
01:13:58,480 --> 01:14:00,148
Fuck you, Aidan!
1148
01:14:00,148 --> 01:14:01,483
Fuck you!
1149
01:14:01,483 --> 01:14:02,734
AIDAN:
Ella, where are you going?
1150
01:14:02,734 --> 01:14:04,736
I'm going to see the best of the best!
1151
01:14:04,736 --> 01:14:05,946
[tires squealing]
1152
01:14:10,534 --> 01:14:14,538
♪ dramatic music ♪
1153
01:14:26,592 --> 01:14:29,052
- Simmons. Where is she?
- Ma'am, I can't--
1154
01:14:29,720 --> 01:14:30,971
Shit.
1155
01:14:30,971 --> 01:14:31,930
Elizabeth.
1156
01:14:37,019 --> 01:14:38,228
Elizabeth!
1157
01:14:41,523 --> 01:14:42,816
Elizabeth!
1158
01:14:47,154 --> 01:14:47,863
Elizabeth!
1159
01:14:49,907 --> 01:14:50,741
DR. SIMMONS:
Ella?
1160
01:14:52,117 --> 01:14:53,410
Take it out.
1161
01:14:54,203 --> 01:14:54,870
Now.
1162
01:14:55,787 --> 01:14:57,748
Why don't we, why don't we go
to my office to discuss--
1163
01:14:57,748 --> 01:14:59,374
No, we're not going to your office.
1164
01:14:59,374 --> 01:15:01,376
We're going to the exam room,
and you are gonna take
1165
01:15:01,376 --> 01:15:04,922
this goddamn implant out
right fucking now.
1166
01:15:05,589 --> 01:15:07,966
That implant is not meant to come out.
1167
01:15:08,967 --> 01:15:11,637
But it can come out, right?
1168
01:15:11,637 --> 01:15:12,471
No.
1169
01:15:13,639 --> 01:15:15,098
It would damage you permanently.
1170
01:15:16,433 --> 01:15:17,809
You would never be able to have children.
1171
01:15:22,981 --> 01:15:24,858
And what makes you think
I would care about that?
1172
01:15:26,902 --> 01:15:28,737
Because I know that you want them now.
1173
01:15:31,240 --> 01:15:33,033
Because my program works.
1174
01:15:36,161 --> 01:15:37,329
[sobs]
1175
01:15:40,040 --> 01:15:41,083
You want a baby.
1176
01:15:43,085 --> 01:15:44,253
[crying] I do.
1177
01:15:47,214 --> 01:15:49,299
I want a baby more than anything.
1178
01:15:54,596 --> 01:15:55,973
It's okay, Ella. It's okay.
1179
01:15:56,765 --> 01:15:59,101
Hey. It's okay.
1180
01:15:59,101 --> 01:16:00,227
It's okay.
1181
01:16:03,313 --> 01:16:05,023
Alright. Let's sit down.
1182
01:16:08,527 --> 01:16:11,071
This is great news.
1183
01:16:12,531 --> 01:16:14,283
So why all the tears?
1184
01:16:16,660 --> 01:16:18,829
Because I think I'm getting divorced.
1185
01:16:20,998 --> 01:16:22,541
I'm so sorry to hear that.
1186
01:16:25,210 --> 01:16:28,172
- So how am I going to--
- Honey.
1187
01:16:28,172 --> 01:16:30,465
You don't need a husband
to have a baby,
1188
01:16:30,465 --> 01:16:31,425
you just need sperm.
1189
01:16:32,885 --> 01:16:34,887
I'll set you up with an IVF specialist.
1190
01:16:34,887 --> 01:16:36,722
We'll get you pregnant in no time.
1191
01:16:38,640 --> 01:16:39,474
Okay.
1192
01:16:40,642 --> 01:16:41,518
Yeah.
1193
01:16:42,060 --> 01:16:43,020
Thank you.
1194
01:16:44,104 --> 01:16:45,063
Okay.
1195
01:16:45,856 --> 01:16:48,275
Now let's go to my office,
1196
01:16:48,275 --> 01:16:50,068
get you all cleaned up.
1197
01:16:50,068 --> 01:16:51,820
- Yeah. Mm-hmm.
- Okay?
1198
01:16:51,820 --> 01:16:53,530
[softly] Okay. Alright.
1199
01:16:55,574 --> 01:16:58,744
Okay. Alright.
1200
01:16:58,744 --> 01:16:59,995
Good, good, good.
1201
01:17:08,295 --> 01:17:11,507
No. It's not real.
1202
01:17:13,634 --> 01:17:15,427
Let's go to my office, Ella.
1203
01:17:17,804 --> 01:17:19,515
You said you weren't a magician,
1204
01:17:21,350 --> 01:17:22,184
but you are.
1205
01:17:23,602 --> 01:17:24,978
You have made me see things,
1206
01:17:25,562 --> 01:17:26,980
feel things.
1207
01:17:28,941 --> 01:17:30,234
Have they told you
1208
01:17:32,069 --> 01:17:33,111
about the side effects?
1209
01:17:37,908 --> 01:17:39,326
Of course, they haven't.
1210
01:17:41,245 --> 01:17:43,413
And we are so desperate
to be normal
1211
01:17:43,413 --> 01:17:45,874
that we are willing to white-knuckle it
through anything.
1212
01:17:45,874 --> 01:17:46,750
Hey.
1213
01:17:48,836 --> 01:17:49,920
It's okay.
1214
01:17:54,299 --> 01:17:55,259
It's not real.
1215
01:17:56,802 --> 01:18:00,389
The spiders, the clocks,
the insane tall woman.
1216
01:18:03,892 --> 01:18:05,310
My wanting children.
1217
01:18:07,521 --> 01:18:09,022
[crying]
That's a delusion too.
1218
01:18:09,898 --> 01:18:10,774
Isn't it?
1219
01:18:13,402 --> 01:18:14,486
Isn't it?
1220
01:18:15,946 --> 01:18:18,574
What you're experiencing is
the most natural thing in the world.
1221
01:18:18,574 --> 01:18:19,616
[crying] No!
1222
01:18:20,993 --> 01:18:22,828
I was natural!
1223
01:18:23,245 --> 01:18:25,497
I am natural however I am!
1224
01:18:29,501 --> 01:18:30,878
Take it out.
1225
01:18:30,878 --> 01:18:32,087
Take it out now.
1226
01:18:33,338 --> 01:18:34,047
No.
1227
01:18:35,215 --> 01:18:38,260
Fine. I'll take it out myself.
1228
01:18:40,804 --> 01:18:42,723
Ella, Ella! No!
1229
01:18:45,475 --> 01:18:46,852
[speaking German]
1230
01:18:46,852 --> 01:18:47,603
Ah! Ah!
1231
01:18:55,319 --> 01:18:58,530
I can do whatever the fuck I want.
1232
01:18:58,530 --> 01:18:59,823
[groaning]
1233
01:19:03,827 --> 01:19:04,703
[gasps]
1234
01:19:06,622 --> 01:19:09,166
[screaming]
1235
01:19:10,209 --> 01:19:13,587
[panting]
1236
01:19:47,996 --> 01:19:50,290
[sirens wailing]
1237
01:20:06,056 --> 01:20:06,849
SHERIFF:
Ella Patel?
1238
01:20:10,978 --> 01:20:12,187
We got a runner!
1239
01:20:13,981 --> 01:20:16,316
♪ dramatic music ♪
1240
01:20:16,316 --> 01:20:18,819
[sirens wailing]
1241
01:20:18,819 --> 01:20:21,488
[phone buzzing]
1242
01:20:31,582 --> 01:20:34,585
[phone buzzing]
1243
01:20:42,342 --> 01:20:44,011
Never call me again.
1244
01:20:44,636 --> 01:20:47,306
AIDAN: It was me, Ella.
I called the cops.
1245
01:20:47,306 --> 01:20:48,307
What?
1246
01:20:48,307 --> 01:20:50,475
AIDAN: I went to check
on him like you asked.
1247
01:20:50,475 --> 01:20:53,687
Get out of the vehicle!
Put your hands in the air.
1248
01:20:53,687 --> 01:20:55,230
AIDAN:
I saw what you did.
1249
01:20:55,606 --> 01:20:59,651
You called the cops
because I-I destroyed a clock?
1250
01:21:00,235 --> 01:21:02,404
Are you kidding me, Dad,
you can't do that.
1251
01:21:02,404 --> 01:21:03,530
You have to call 911.
1252
01:21:03,530 --> 01:21:04,865
Don't be mad at me. Don't be mad.
1253
01:21:04,865 --> 01:21:06,783
What's the matter?
Are you in pain?
1254
01:21:07,451 --> 01:21:08,410
You came.
1255
01:21:09,536 --> 01:21:10,704
Of course. I came.
1256
01:21:10,704 --> 01:21:12,414
I thought this was it.
1257
01:21:12,414 --> 01:21:15,083
I saw them. I saw them all.
1258
01:21:15,083 --> 01:21:16,960
- Saw who?
- The whole family line,
1259
01:21:16,960 --> 01:21:19,004
even the fish that crawled out of the sea.
1260
01:21:19,004 --> 01:21:21,924
But they wouldn't have me,
because I'd done wrong,
1261
01:21:21,924 --> 01:21:23,175
I'd done you wrong.
1262
01:21:26,595 --> 01:21:28,514
I shouldn't have said what I said to you.
1263
01:21:28,514 --> 01:21:30,682
You're spending
your inheritance wisely
1264
01:21:30,682 --> 01:21:34,686
by telling a different story.
1265
01:21:35,187 --> 01:21:38,315
A story that's full of love and happiness.
1266
01:21:38,315 --> 01:21:40,817
- That's all that matters to me.
- Mm.
1267
01:21:40,817 --> 01:21:42,069
No.
JOSEPH: Yes!
1268
01:21:42,069 --> 01:21:43,570
No, that's not true.
JOSEPH: You know what?
1269
01:21:43,570 --> 01:21:46,240
You want to redo the kitchen,
1270
01:21:46,240 --> 01:21:47,658
redo the whole house.
1271
01:21:47,658 --> 01:21:49,910
I'll live in one
of your fabulous resorts
1272
01:21:49,910 --> 01:21:50,953
during construction.
1273
01:21:50,953 --> 01:21:53,205
All I care about is in my final years,
1274
01:21:53,205 --> 01:21:55,165
I'm together with you
and I see you happy.
1275
01:21:55,165 --> 01:21:57,042
- No, that's not fair.
- What?
1276
01:21:57,042 --> 01:21:58,585
I already gave it up.
1277
01:21:58,585 --> 01:22:00,879
- What?
- I gave it up. I--
1278
01:22:02,631 --> 01:22:05,342
[mouthing] Shut the fuck up!
1279
01:22:05,342 --> 01:22:10,764
[clock ticking]
1280
01:22:10,764 --> 01:22:13,058
[crying]
1281
01:22:14,351 --> 01:22:18,313
♪ somber music ♪
1282
01:22:21,024 --> 01:22:23,485
[inaudible]
1283
01:22:43,130 --> 01:22:44,089
AIDAN:
Ella.
1284
01:22:44,840 --> 01:22:47,259
SHERIFF: I repeat, get out of the vehicle!
AIDAN: El?
1285
01:22:49,052 --> 01:22:50,012
El?
1286
01:22:55,475 --> 01:22:58,145
[indistinct police radio chatter]
1287
01:23:03,734 --> 01:23:05,027
[handcuffs clicking]
1288
01:23:27,466 --> 01:23:28,467
[sharp breath]
1289
01:23:35,891 --> 01:23:38,143
[water sloshing]
1290
01:24:26,400 --> 01:24:27,442
[splash]
1291
01:25:14,781 --> 01:25:18,452
[water sloshing]
1292
01:25:34,468 --> 01:25:39,223
♪ somber music ♪
1293
01:25:39,223 --> 01:25:43,227
♪