WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:03:17.632 --> 00:03:20.722 -911. What's your emergency? 4 00:03:20.765 --> 00:03:24.769 -Please. Please send someone. 5 00:03:24.813 --> 00:03:26.771 -Tell me what's going on, ma'am. 6 00:03:29.034 --> 00:03:32.168 -Just send someone. 7 00:03:32.212 --> 00:03:35.215 -Deputies are already on the way, ma'am. Are you hurt? 8 00:03:37.434 --> 00:03:40.307 -I don't know. 9 00:03:40.350 --> 00:03:42.874 I-I have to get out. 10 00:04:01.328 --> 00:04:04.374 -Ma'am, are you still there? 11 00:04:04.418 --> 00:04:06.158 -I can't get out. 12 00:04:12.513 --> 00:04:14.558 He could still be here. 13 00:04:46.024 --> 00:04:48.331 -Found her sitting in the middle of the room. 14 00:04:48.375 --> 00:04:50.028 -Which room? 15 00:04:50.072 --> 00:04:51.595 -The bad one. 16 00:04:51.639 --> 00:04:54.294 -The bad one? 17 00:04:54.337 --> 00:04:55.947 Is she hurt? 18 00:04:55.991 --> 00:04:59.734 -Medic says she's pretty dehydrated, but fine otherwise. 19 00:04:59.777 --> 00:05:03.128 It's someone else's blood. 20 00:05:03.172 --> 00:05:06.436 We haven't been able to ID her yet. 21 00:05:06.480 --> 00:05:08.438 -Loewen. 22 00:05:08.482 --> 00:05:09.961 -Sorry? 23 00:05:10.005 --> 00:05:12.050 -Her name is Cora Loewen. 24 00:05:18.753 --> 00:05:20.798 Hey, Cora. 25 00:05:21.886 --> 00:05:25.020 You need anything? You want some water or something? 26 00:05:39.948 --> 00:05:42.254 Can you tell me what happened? 27 00:05:48.652 --> 00:05:51.176 Can you tell me whose blood is all over you? 28 00:05:55.267 --> 00:05:57.357 -I just wanted him back. 29 00:06:03.058 --> 00:06:05.843 He told me we could get him back. 30 00:06:07.889 --> 00:06:09.586 -Who told you? 31 00:06:13.416 --> 00:06:16.027 -I really thought that we could get him back. 32 00:06:18.465 --> 00:06:20.162 -No. 33 00:06:24.035 --> 00:06:25.733 Cora. 34 00:06:27.909 --> 00:06:30.215 It's been seven years. 35 00:07:06.513 --> 00:07:08.166 -Wyatt. 36 00:07:08.210 --> 00:07:10.430 Wyatt! Wyatt. 37 00:07:11.387 --> 00:07:14.216 Hey! Wake up. 38 00:07:14.259 --> 00:07:17.175 You got to help me hide all this shit. 39 00:07:17.219 --> 00:07:18.525 Fuck. 40 00:07:27.969 --> 00:07:29.884 -Are you Noah Loewen's mother? 41 00:07:31.755 --> 00:07:33.409 -What is this? 42 00:07:33.453 --> 00:07:36.847 -Do you know where your son is, Ms. Loewen? 43 00:07:36.891 --> 00:07:39.676 -Yeah, of course. Of course I do. 44 00:07:39.720 --> 00:07:41.373 Okay. What the fuck is this? 45 00:07:41.417 --> 00:07:42.853 -We're just following up on the welfare check, ma'am. 46 00:07:42.897 --> 00:07:45.334 -Can you just go confirm that he's here, please? 47 00:08:11.012 --> 00:08:13.971 -Center 15 send two. 48 00:08:14.015 --> 00:08:16.321 That's a negative at the residence. 49 00:08:55.143 --> 00:09:02.498 -The pain of losing someone close to us can feel unbearable. 50 00:09:02.542 --> 00:09:05.893 Loneliness, helplessness. 51 00:09:05.936 --> 00:09:07.808 Just a feeling that no one else 52 00:09:07.851 --> 00:09:11.376 on the planet Earth could possibly understand. 53 00:09:11.420 --> 00:09:15.337 And yet everyone in this circle has felt that way 54 00:09:15.380 --> 00:09:19.341 to one degree or another at some point. 55 00:09:19.384 --> 00:09:23.519 And just to have the courage to sit in this room, 56 00:09:23.563 --> 00:09:27.610 to be here together, for this kind of healing, 57 00:09:27.654 --> 00:09:32.528 that is the first step toward taking back control. 58 00:09:34.748 --> 00:09:38.926 Just gives me this warm feeling in my heart knowing that it 59 00:09:38.969 --> 00:09:41.537 might give you just a tiny bit of comfort 60 00:09:41.581 --> 00:09:43.800 to hear it and to share it. 61 00:09:43.844 --> 00:09:47.325 Because having this group has given 62 00:09:47.369 --> 00:09:49.066 the loss of my Beverly a meaning 63 00:09:49.110 --> 00:09:51.112 that I just never thought would have been possible. 64 00:09:51.155 --> 00:09:54.550 And I owe that to everyone. 65 00:09:54.594 --> 00:09:59.076 All right, well, we got pivot to Thursday for next week 66 00:09:59.120 --> 00:10:04.865 because bingo has the room reserved. 67 00:10:04.908 --> 00:10:09.130 All right. Thanks for coming, you guys. 68 00:10:09.173 --> 00:10:11.480 -Today is his birthday. 69 00:10:18.400 --> 00:10:21.533 Or... 70 00:10:21.577 --> 00:10:24.667 it would have been. 71 00:10:24.711 --> 00:10:26.930 It would have been his birthday. 72 00:10:33.110 --> 00:10:35.809 I've never really shared here. 73 00:10:39.116 --> 00:10:42.554 I think because I thought that just by coming, 74 00:10:42.598 --> 00:10:46.776 I was somehow moving forward or 75 00:10:46.820 --> 00:10:50.127 working towards something. 76 00:10:50.171 --> 00:10:53.957 Healing. Maybe. I don't know. 77 00:10:56.090 --> 00:11:00.224 Looking for an answer to a question, I guess. 78 00:11:02.923 --> 00:11:05.534 I think I might have just been kidding myself. 79 00:11:08.885 --> 00:11:11.061 There probably isn't an answer. 80 00:11:14.848 --> 00:11:19.417 But I search and I search for that thing. 81 00:11:19.461 --> 00:11:23.030 You know, that little thing that just might help 82 00:11:23.073 --> 00:11:26.729 trigger something or help me remember. 83 00:11:26.773 --> 00:11:29.253 But there's just nothing. 84 00:11:32.822 --> 00:11:36.173 There's just staying high. 85 00:11:36.217 --> 00:11:39.307 That is all there fucking was. 86 00:11:42.005 --> 00:11:44.747 And I didn't care what anybody did to me 87 00:11:44.791 --> 00:11:49.099 or what anybody took from me as long as I was high. 88 00:11:52.581 --> 00:11:55.540 And I promised myself that I would be sober 89 00:11:55.584 --> 00:11:58.630 when he came back to me. 90 00:11:58.674 --> 00:12:03.940 And I have been sober a very long time now. 91 00:12:05.855 --> 00:12:09.598 I mean, I don't even know how I'm supposed to act anymore. 92 00:12:09.641 --> 00:12:12.601 You know? Or what I'm supposed to feel. 93 00:12:12.644 --> 00:12:16.213 I mean, what am I supposed to do with all this? 94 00:12:18.999 --> 00:12:22.480 Am I supposed to hold out hope? 95 00:12:22.524 --> 00:12:26.484 I mean, a mother is supposed to hold out hope, right? 96 00:12:28.182 --> 00:12:31.620 What kind of mother would I be if I just gave up hope? 97 00:12:42.892 --> 00:12:45.112 But what if I just don't have any? 98 00:12:49.681 --> 00:12:52.075 What if this is all just bullshit? 99 00:13:12.879 --> 00:13:14.750 Guess it's about that time of year. 100 00:13:14.794 --> 00:13:17.753 -Hey, Cora. -Allison. 101 00:13:17.797 --> 00:13:19.189 -I was in the area, so... 102 00:13:19.233 --> 00:13:21.713 -Yeah? Well, I'm fine. 103 00:13:21.757 --> 00:13:24.194 You can cross this off your guilty conscience list 104 00:13:24.238 --> 00:13:27.197 or whatever it is you do. 105 00:13:27.241 --> 00:13:30.026 -I'm around, you know? -You're around? 106 00:13:31.898 --> 00:13:33.987 You want to go grab a beer? 107 00:13:38.252 --> 00:13:41.037 -How are you, um -- How are you doing? 108 00:13:43.561 --> 00:13:45.259 -Existing. 109 00:13:49.219 --> 00:13:50.742 Today, um... 110 00:13:50.786 --> 00:13:53.571 -Yeah. I know what today is. 111 00:14:02.058 --> 00:14:04.408 -I see how people look at me, you know? 112 00:14:06.236 --> 00:14:08.456 -Probably just don't even know what to say. 113 00:14:08.499 --> 00:14:10.545 -Yeah. 114 00:14:10.588 --> 00:14:13.548 Well, when they do say something, 115 00:14:13.591 --> 00:14:16.943 I spend the whole conversation comforting them. 116 00:14:18.118 --> 00:14:20.685 I mean, how does that work? 117 00:14:20.729 --> 00:14:22.296 And then they end it with some bullshit 118 00:14:22.339 --> 00:14:23.732 they don't even mean. 119 00:14:23.775 --> 00:14:25.125 I swear to God, 120 00:14:25.168 --> 00:14:26.735 if I hear "We're in this together" 121 00:14:26.778 --> 00:14:29.129 from one more fucking person... 122 00:14:35.222 --> 00:14:37.137 I miss Mom. 123 00:14:39.052 --> 00:14:41.054 -Yeah, I do, too. 124 00:14:43.230 --> 00:14:47.234 But that big house feels pretty quiet. 125 00:14:47.277 --> 00:14:49.453 -Well, I actually kind of like it. 126 00:14:51.325 --> 00:14:53.457 Just me and my ghost. 127 00:14:55.982 --> 00:14:58.941 Noah loved that house. 128 00:14:58.985 --> 00:15:00.421 You know, she kept a room for him? 129 00:15:00.464 --> 00:15:03.511 -Yeah, I know. -Yeah. 130 00:15:03.554 --> 00:15:06.079 I sleep in there sometimes. 131 00:15:09.430 --> 00:15:11.823 Sorry. I forget how to talk to people. 132 00:15:14.043 --> 00:15:16.828 -Look, um... 133 00:15:16.872 --> 00:15:18.308 I'm not going to pretend 134 00:15:18.352 --> 00:15:20.310 that I know what it's like to live your life. 135 00:15:20.354 --> 00:15:24.445 But, for what it's worth, 136 00:15:24.488 --> 00:15:27.839 it never leaves me. 137 00:15:27.883 --> 00:15:30.799 Not even for a second. 138 00:15:30.842 --> 00:15:33.889 -That came pretty close to "We're in this together." 139 00:15:46.249 --> 00:15:49.209 -Hey. 140 00:15:49.252 --> 00:15:51.167 You got to go. 141 00:15:54.736 --> 00:15:56.346 Something wrong? 142 00:15:56.390 --> 00:15:59.175 -No, you just -- You just got to go. 143 00:17:29.352 --> 00:17:32.703 -Cora, I cannot do anything to help you unless 144 00:17:32.747 --> 00:17:34.836 you tell me what happened. 145 00:17:36.881 --> 00:17:43.410 Cora, let me help you. Okay? I really do want to help you. 146 00:17:53.855 --> 00:17:56.597 -There was a man. 147 00:17:56.640 --> 00:17:58.338 -What? 148 00:18:02.385 --> 00:18:05.475 -There was a man. 149 00:18:05.519 --> 00:18:08.348 -♪ How could you 150 00:18:08.391 --> 00:18:12.221 ♪ Love me, love 151 00:18:19.054 --> 00:18:20.969 -What can I get you? 152 00:18:21.012 --> 00:18:22.405 -Hey. 153 00:18:22.449 --> 00:18:24.407 -Hey. What's up? 154 00:18:24.451 --> 00:18:27.671 -I was just in the neighborhood. I thought I'd grab a bite. 155 00:18:27.715 --> 00:18:30.718 What's -- What's good? 156 00:18:30.761 --> 00:18:33.024 -Good? 157 00:18:33.068 --> 00:18:37.507 Um, the burgers are safe. 158 00:18:37.551 --> 00:18:40.293 Meat loaf, not so much. 159 00:18:42.556 --> 00:18:44.645 -Let's live dangerously. 160 00:18:47.909 --> 00:18:49.867 -Meat loaf. 161 00:19:01.314 --> 00:19:02.532 -Mm. Thank you. 162 00:19:02.576 --> 00:19:05.100 -Mm-hmm. 163 00:19:06.580 --> 00:19:09.148 -You can do that? -What? 164 00:19:09.191 --> 00:19:10.758 Oh, well, I'm off in a few, 165 00:19:10.801 --> 00:19:13.500 and there ain't nobody here anyway. 166 00:19:13.543 --> 00:19:16.198 What are you, the waitress police? 167 00:19:17.460 --> 00:19:19.158 -You want anything besides water? 168 00:19:19.201 --> 00:19:20.942 -No. 169 00:19:23.684 --> 00:19:25.947 What? 170 00:19:25.990 --> 00:19:28.993 Don't be weird. 171 00:19:29.037 --> 00:19:33.476 -It's...your button. 172 00:19:33.520 --> 00:19:35.652 My little girl's favorite movie. 173 00:19:35.696 --> 00:19:37.437 -Oh. 174 00:19:39.047 --> 00:19:41.441 -It's Noah's, too. 175 00:19:41.484 --> 00:19:45.923 -Huh. You know, there's this theory. 176 00:19:47.795 --> 00:19:50.885 The entire story was in the dad's mind. 177 00:19:50.928 --> 00:19:55.846 Male clown fish are known to eat their eggs. 178 00:19:55.890 --> 00:19:57.631 -Hm. -They'll protect the nest. 179 00:19:57.674 --> 00:19:59.894 Make sure everyone's safe. 180 00:19:59.937 --> 00:20:02.157 Then turn around and just start... 181 00:20:03.724 --> 00:20:06.640 The theory is that the dad ate all the kids, 182 00:20:06.683 --> 00:20:10.818 so he never really even ever had Nemo. 183 00:20:10.861 --> 00:20:14.691 So he goes on this journey, just... 184 00:20:14.735 --> 00:20:18.129 goes off searching for him to ease his conscience. 185 00:20:23.134 --> 00:20:24.353 -That's dark. 186 00:20:29.184 --> 00:20:35.016 Hey, I -- I really need to thank you. 187 00:20:35.059 --> 00:20:38.672 -Thank me? -For sharing. 188 00:20:38.715 --> 00:20:44.112 I know that's no small thing, and it helps people. 189 00:20:44.155 --> 00:20:47.768 We're all alone until we find out that we're not. 190 00:20:47.811 --> 00:20:49.857 -Well, that just kind of came out. 191 00:20:51.946 --> 00:20:53.904 I mean, I'm glad if it might have helped somebody, 192 00:20:53.948 --> 00:20:57.168 but my motivation was not that noble. 193 00:21:05.568 --> 00:21:09.529 -It actually means "nobody" in Latin. 194 00:21:13.359 --> 00:21:18.581 -So the movie is actually called "Finding Nobody"? 195 00:21:24.370 --> 00:21:26.110 Are you okay? 196 00:21:31.942 --> 00:21:33.901 Meat loaf. 197 00:21:42.997 --> 00:21:46.522 -No! 198 00:21:46.566 --> 00:21:48.655 -You've ruined everything. 199 00:21:53.921 --> 00:21:56.532 -Her clothing get processed? -Confirmed. 200 00:21:56.576 --> 00:21:57.881 -Blood swaps? 201 00:21:57.925 --> 00:21:59.492 -Everything's off to the lab in the a.m. 202 00:21:59.535 --> 00:22:02.495 -What about, um, 911 calls, missing persons reports, 203 00:22:02.538 --> 00:22:05.715 anything like that? -No, nothing. 204 00:22:05.759 --> 00:22:08.239 -Who the fuck's blood is on you, Cora? 205 00:22:08.283 --> 00:22:09.719 -An animal maybe? 206 00:22:09.763 --> 00:22:11.417 -What? -You saw all that creepy shit. 207 00:22:11.460 --> 00:22:13.636 What if it came from a, I don't know, 208 00:22:13.680 --> 00:22:15.290 goat or something? 209 00:22:15.334 --> 00:22:17.379 -Field kits showed presumptive positive 210 00:22:17.423 --> 00:22:21.296 for human hemoglobin, Detective. 211 00:22:21.340 --> 00:22:22.906 Is she a hype, Sarge? 212 00:22:22.950 --> 00:22:24.386 -In her day. 213 00:22:24.430 --> 00:22:28.390 -Well, she's got to be using then. 214 00:22:28.434 --> 00:22:30.174 -Maybe. 215 00:22:59.682 --> 00:23:02.598 -Hey. Hey. 216 00:23:02.642 --> 00:23:04.165 -Hey. 217 00:23:07.690 --> 00:23:10.258 -You stopped coming to group. 218 00:23:12.739 --> 00:23:15.785 -Yeah, I think -- I'm really busy right now, so... 219 00:23:20.834 --> 00:23:23.140 -Can I come in for one minute? 220 00:23:24.490 --> 00:23:27.971 -I don't really think that that's... 221 00:23:28.015 --> 00:23:29.756 -For a minute. 222 00:23:31.975 --> 00:23:34.804 We've all been a little worried. 223 00:23:34.848 --> 00:23:35.892 -I'm fine. 224 00:23:35.936 --> 00:23:38.286 -How can we help? -Okay. 225 00:23:41.115 --> 00:23:43.596 I don't think I can do it anymore. 226 00:23:45.293 --> 00:23:46.816 Group. It's just -- 227 00:23:46.860 --> 00:23:49.253 it's all getting to me a little bit too much. 228 00:23:51.952 --> 00:23:55.608 -Is there any way I can convince you to come back? 229 00:23:55.651 --> 00:23:56.957 -I really appreciate 230 00:23:57.000 --> 00:24:00.395 everything that you've done for me. 231 00:24:00.439 --> 00:24:03.833 I really, really do. 232 00:24:03.877 --> 00:24:07.489 I mean, it is far more than anybody else has bothered, 233 00:24:07.533 --> 00:24:11.014 but, uh, I just -- I can't do this anymore. 234 00:24:11.058 --> 00:24:13.016 Any of it. 235 00:24:16.933 --> 00:24:19.893 -Cora, how badly do you want to heal? 236 00:24:22.983 --> 00:24:25.464 -How what? 237 00:24:26.421 --> 00:24:28.989 What kind of question is that? 238 00:24:29.032 --> 00:24:30.947 -What if I told you... 239 00:24:36.605 --> 00:24:40.304 What if I told you there was a way to truly heal all of this? 240 00:24:42.176 --> 00:24:43.525 -Thank you. 241 00:24:43.569 --> 00:24:46.485 But I am all tapped out on the self-help. 242 00:24:46.528 --> 00:24:49.879 -No, no. I mean really. 243 00:24:51.707 --> 00:24:53.448 Heal it. 244 00:24:56.277 --> 00:24:57.974 Fix it. 245 00:25:04.590 --> 00:25:06.940 What if you could see him again? 246 00:25:09.464 --> 00:25:11.335 -Is that supposed to be funny? 247 00:25:14.034 --> 00:25:15.862 I mean, what the fuck does that even mean? 248 00:25:15.905 --> 00:25:17.864 -Exactly what I just said. 249 00:25:17.907 --> 00:25:20.344 -Mm. 250 00:25:20.388 --> 00:25:23.609 Like some metaphysical bullshit? 251 00:25:23.652 --> 00:25:26.525 Like a like a seance or something? 252 00:25:28.657 --> 00:25:31.573 -Something like that. 253 00:25:33.619 --> 00:25:36.360 Okay, um... 254 00:25:36.404 --> 00:25:39.450 I really do appreciate your concern, but, uh, 255 00:25:39.494 --> 00:25:43.150 I got things that I got to do, so... 256 00:25:43.193 --> 00:25:44.891 -You do? 257 00:25:47.937 --> 00:25:51.811 What do you have to do to? 258 00:25:51.854 --> 00:25:55.771 -I don't know. Things. 259 00:25:55.815 --> 00:25:59.949 Real tangible things that I can touch with my hands 260 00:25:59.993 --> 00:26:01.472 and I can see with my eyes. 261 00:26:01.516 --> 00:26:05.868 -Cora, I am offering you a chance to undo this. 262 00:26:07.609 --> 00:26:09.480 -Cora, you know what happened to me, right? 263 00:26:09.524 --> 00:26:10.873 You know I lost my little girl. 264 00:26:10.917 --> 00:26:12.483 -Mm-hmm. 265 00:26:17.532 --> 00:26:19.795 -Well, I got her back. 266 00:26:19.839 --> 00:26:21.580 -What? 267 00:26:23.407 --> 00:26:25.192 -She's alive. 268 00:26:25.235 --> 00:26:26.497 -Please. Go. 269 00:26:26.541 --> 00:26:28.369 -She's alive. 270 00:26:28.412 --> 00:26:31.198 I got her back. 271 00:26:31.241 --> 00:26:32.808 She's alive and well, I'm telling you. 272 00:26:32.852 --> 00:26:35.245 -Bye-bye. -She's alive. 273 00:26:42.688 --> 00:26:44.515 Yeah. 274 00:27:00.575 --> 00:27:03.186 -Cora? 275 00:27:03.230 --> 00:27:06.625 What did he mean by that? That he got his daughter back? 276 00:27:10.629 --> 00:27:13.066 God damn it, Cora. You got to help me out here. 277 00:27:13.109 --> 00:27:14.328 Why did he say that? 278 00:27:14.371 --> 00:27:16.025 -Because it was true. 279 00:27:16.069 --> 00:27:18.462 -What was true? That he found his daughter somewhere? 280 00:27:18.506 --> 00:27:22.728 -No. No. He brought her back. 281 00:27:22.771 --> 00:27:24.860 -Back? From where? 282 00:27:24.904 --> 00:27:27.733 -Fuck. I don't know. Where do you go when you die? 283 00:27:27.776 --> 00:27:30.779 - Jesus Christ. 284 00:27:30.823 --> 00:27:34.565 -I'm telling you, you don't know every fucking thing. 285 00:27:34.609 --> 00:27:37.351 -Yeah, well, let me tell you what I do know. 286 00:27:37.394 --> 00:27:39.179 I know that that little girl is dead 287 00:27:39.222 --> 00:27:42.312 because I saw them pull her lifeless body out of the water. 288 00:27:42.356 --> 00:27:44.097 Mill County got the guy, Cora. 289 00:27:44.140 --> 00:27:45.968 It was some carny out of Sioux Falls. 290 00:27:46.012 --> 00:27:48.231 I mean, full confession, physical evidence. 291 00:27:48.275 --> 00:27:51.321 And did I mention a body? 292 00:27:51.365 --> 00:27:54.368 -She is alive. 293 00:27:54.411 --> 00:27:56.718 They changed her last name to the ex-wife's, 294 00:27:56.762 --> 00:27:59.982 and they moved to some richy bitch part of Boston. 295 00:28:00.026 --> 00:28:03.725 Alive and well. I'm fucking telling you. 296 00:28:05.771 --> 00:28:08.948 Becky or Beverly or some shit. 297 00:28:10.297 --> 00:28:12.995 Go look it up on your back computer. 298 00:28:25.225 --> 00:28:27.227 Jesus. 299 00:28:33.581 --> 00:28:35.278 -Tell me. 300 00:28:39.500 --> 00:28:40.762 -I'd feel better if -- 301 00:28:40.806 --> 00:28:43.983 -No. Right here. 302 00:28:56.909 --> 00:29:00.129 -When they... 303 00:29:00.173 --> 00:29:04.568 found -- when they pulled her from the water, 304 00:29:04.612 --> 00:29:07.180 she was... 305 00:29:07.223 --> 00:29:09.922 you know... 306 00:29:09.965 --> 00:29:12.620 the... 307 00:29:12.663 --> 00:29:16.929 Fish had gotten to her. She'd been down there a while. 308 00:29:19.845 --> 00:29:22.108 She was still so beautiful. 309 00:29:24.153 --> 00:29:26.677 So beautiful. 310 00:29:26.721 --> 00:29:30.681 It was not long after that when, uh... 311 00:29:30.725 --> 00:29:35.686 a woman came to find me. 312 00:29:37.863 --> 00:29:41.257 She was -- I still don't know. 313 00:29:43.303 --> 00:29:45.305 But she started to tell me these things. 314 00:29:45.348 --> 00:29:47.786 She told me what I'm telling you. 315 00:29:50.049 --> 00:29:53.443 There is a way to get them back. 316 00:29:56.882 --> 00:29:59.667 -Back from where? 317 00:29:59.710 --> 00:30:01.669 -Wherever it is they go. 318 00:30:03.062 --> 00:30:06.413 -I'm going to get in your truck. 319 00:30:06.456 --> 00:30:08.415 But only because I'm cold. 320 00:30:10.199 --> 00:30:12.419 But if it gets weird... 321 00:30:12.462 --> 00:30:15.335 Just don't be weird. 322 00:30:20.209 --> 00:30:21.689 -It's a ritual. 323 00:30:21.732 --> 00:30:23.865 -Like a seance? -No. 324 00:30:23.909 --> 00:30:25.649 It's like a ritual. 325 00:30:28.391 --> 00:30:33.005 It's old, like Mesopotamian or something. 326 00:30:33.048 --> 00:30:37.052 I swear on my life that I did this. 327 00:30:37.096 --> 00:30:40.099 I did this, and it worked. 328 00:30:40.142 --> 00:30:42.057 Look, you know what happened to her. 329 00:30:42.101 --> 00:30:45.234 Everybody around here knows. They just know. 330 00:30:45.278 --> 00:30:49.238 The same way they know your story. 331 00:30:49.282 --> 00:30:51.588 But you know she's alive, don't you? 332 00:30:57.203 --> 00:30:59.161 You wouldn't be here. 333 00:31:22.837 --> 00:31:24.665 -Hello? 334 00:31:24.708 --> 00:31:27.537 Uh, yeah. No, I'm sorry. She's passed. 335 00:31:27.581 --> 00:31:30.018 Yeah. This is your daughter. 336 00:31:30.062 --> 00:31:31.672 No, the other one. 337 00:31:31.715 --> 00:31:33.326 Mm-hmm. 338 00:31:33.369 --> 00:31:36.633 Yeah. Yeah. Okay. All right. 339 00:32:02.181 --> 00:32:04.313 What the fuck am I doing? 340 00:33:47.503 --> 00:33:51.942 ♪ Where, oh, where could the little boy be? ♪ 341 00:33:51.986 --> 00:33:57.296 ♪ The monster mom needs tickles to live ♪ 342 00:34:02.518 --> 00:34:03.954 -Boo! -Oh! 343 00:34:03.998 --> 00:34:06.435 I found you, Mr. Magoo. 344 00:34:10.135 --> 00:34:11.701 Oh, that tickles! 345 00:35:03.013 --> 00:35:05.146 -Yeah. She left me. 346 00:35:05.190 --> 00:35:06.713 -I know. 347 00:35:06.756 --> 00:35:08.106 -Yeah. A long time ago. 348 00:35:08.149 --> 00:35:11.892 Right when Nolan went missing. 349 00:35:11.935 --> 00:35:13.937 -Noah. 350 00:35:13.981 --> 00:35:19.073 -Oh, yeah. Well -- yeah, right. 351 00:35:19.117 --> 00:35:21.162 -You're served. 352 00:35:21.206 --> 00:35:23.251 -The fuck? 353 00:35:23.295 --> 00:35:25.340 -You stay away from her house. 354 00:35:25.384 --> 00:35:26.863 -I'll go where the fuck I want. 355 00:35:26.907 --> 00:35:28.256 -Yeah, well, that paper says otherwise. 356 00:35:28.300 --> 00:35:31.477 100 yards. You have a nice day. 357 00:35:33.914 --> 00:35:35.785 -Hey! 358 00:35:35.829 --> 00:35:39.572 Hey, how's it feel to know that you're just shitty at your job? 359 00:35:39.615 --> 00:35:44.011 I mean, you did -- you did find his, um, 360 00:35:44.054 --> 00:35:45.621 his shoe, though, right? 361 00:35:45.665 --> 00:35:47.145 So you got that going for you. 362 00:35:47.188 --> 00:35:48.798 You didn't completely go home empty handed, 363 00:35:48.842 --> 00:35:50.322 but then you just sort of gave up. 364 00:35:50.365 --> 00:35:51.714 I mean, who does that? 365 00:35:51.758 --> 00:35:54.804 Who -- who gives up on a missing kid? 366 00:35:54.848 --> 00:35:58.112 And may-- Maybe it was just too tough. 367 00:35:58.156 --> 00:35:59.505 You know, tough case. 368 00:36:01.246 --> 00:36:03.770 Too tough for a lady cop. I'm a feminist. 369 00:36:03.813 --> 00:36:05.641 You know, I'm all for -- I'm on your side. 370 00:36:05.685 --> 00:36:08.427 I want to get you up there on top and on the bottom 371 00:36:08.470 --> 00:36:10.211 and down on your knees, rolling around. 372 00:36:10.255 --> 00:36:12.213 What's up, lady cop? You forget something? 373 00:36:12.257 --> 00:36:13.649 -Well, you got a syringe 374 00:36:13.693 --> 00:36:15.303 sticking out of your pocket, Wyatt. 375 00:36:15.347 --> 00:36:16.565 -Fuck my life. 376 00:36:16.609 --> 00:36:17.914 -What about any weapons? 377 00:36:17.958 --> 00:36:19.568 You got any weapons in the trailer 378 00:36:19.612 --> 00:36:21.091 that I need to worry about? No, no, no, no, no, no. 379 00:36:21.135 --> 00:36:22.528 Don't even think about it. 380 00:36:22.571 --> 00:36:24.356 -Hey. Hey. 381 00:36:25.792 --> 00:36:29.622 -You stay away from Cora. You understand me? 382 00:36:32.146 --> 00:36:34.931 -If she's looking for an excuse. 383 00:36:34.975 --> 00:36:37.717 -Just say it. 384 00:36:37.760 --> 00:36:40.241 -Yeah, big sister to the rescue? 385 00:36:40.285 --> 00:36:43.113 -Say it. 386 00:36:43.157 --> 00:36:46.160 -Yeah. I got to stay away. 387 00:36:46.204 --> 00:36:49.555 -You want to pick that up? Go ahead. 388 00:36:49.598 --> 00:36:51.644 I gave you permission. 389 00:36:55.343 --> 00:36:56.953 That paper says 100 yards. 390 00:36:56.997 --> 00:36:59.521 But I want you to pretend it says 100 miles. 391 00:36:59.565 --> 00:37:01.480 Can you say that for me? 392 00:37:03.438 --> 00:37:06.354 -Hundred miles. 393 00:37:06.398 --> 00:37:08.748 -Good boy. 394 00:37:12.534 --> 00:37:15.276 His name is Noah, piece of shit. 395 00:37:24.807 --> 00:37:26.896 -Any electronics in the house? 396 00:37:26.940 --> 00:37:29.464 -Uh, no. 397 00:37:29.508 --> 00:37:32.815 No, like Internet or anything. 398 00:37:32.859 --> 00:37:35.035 I mean, there's one, like, tiny spot 399 00:37:35.078 --> 00:37:39.300 on the upstairs near the floor that you can get cell reception. 400 00:37:39.344 --> 00:37:41.084 -Okay, good. 401 00:37:41.128 --> 00:37:44.305 No, we don't want any -- any interference, no distraction. 402 00:37:44.349 --> 00:37:45.741 This is... 403 00:37:45.785 --> 00:37:47.917 -...real pine soap? 404 00:37:47.961 --> 00:37:49.702 -Mm-hmm. 405 00:37:56.883 --> 00:37:58.319 -And the salt? 406 00:37:58.363 --> 00:38:00.452 -Yeah, that's kosher. Like you told me to. 407 00:38:00.495 --> 00:38:05.370 -Good. No, that's good. Table salt has iodine in it. 408 00:38:05.413 --> 00:38:08.982 It has to be kosher or sea salt. 409 00:38:09.025 --> 00:38:11.027 It's a very specific. 410 00:38:11.071 --> 00:38:14.074 -The afterlife is finicky about its condiments. 411 00:38:16.729 --> 00:38:19.862 -Look, I understand if you're not completely sold 412 00:38:19.906 --> 00:38:24.606 on all of this, but I need to know right now 413 00:38:24.650 --> 00:38:26.173 how committed that you are. 414 00:38:26.216 --> 00:38:30.873 This -- this is very real, and any deviation -- 415 00:38:30.917 --> 00:38:32.353 -I didn't mean to offend you or anything. 416 00:38:32.397 --> 00:38:33.702 I really didn't. -I under-- 417 00:38:33.746 --> 00:38:35.008 -I just. I'm sorry. This is like -- 418 00:38:35.051 --> 00:38:39.404 It's all like, you know, I mean, come on. 419 00:38:39.447 --> 00:38:42.798 There's, like, a damn shackle bolted to the floor, 420 00:38:42.842 --> 00:38:44.626 for Christ's sake. -Alright, we should just -- 421 00:38:44.670 --> 00:38:45.888 We should just call this off. 422 00:38:45.932 --> 00:38:47.107 -What? -No, this cannot 423 00:38:47.150 --> 00:38:49.936 be done half way! -No, no! 424 00:38:53.287 --> 00:38:56.203 -I'm sorry. 425 00:38:56.246 --> 00:38:57.813 Sorry. 426 00:38:59.772 --> 00:39:03.210 -I...I'm...sorry. 427 00:39:03.253 --> 00:39:05.168 I'm sorry, I... 428 00:39:05.212 --> 00:39:08.084 Listen, I agreed to this, and -- and you're right. 429 00:39:08.128 --> 00:39:11.349 I'll do whatever it is that you tell me I need to do. 430 00:39:11.392 --> 00:39:13.351 And I'm sorry. 431 00:39:15.875 --> 00:39:18.399 Truly. 432 00:39:18.443 --> 00:39:22.621 -This is going to be very painful. 433 00:39:22.664 --> 00:39:24.100 I cannot stress that enough. 434 00:39:24.144 --> 00:39:27.147 It is something that you have never known. 435 00:39:30.411 --> 00:39:32.021 -Okay. 436 00:39:34.807 --> 00:39:36.722 -We're gonna need to get you clean. 437 00:39:36.765 --> 00:39:39.028 -Salt bath thing. -Yeah. 438 00:39:45.165 --> 00:39:46.775 Hey, Cora. 439 00:39:48.473 --> 00:39:50.257 -Yeah? 440 00:39:50.300 --> 00:39:52.912 -I'm not coming in. Are you -- Are you in the bath? 441 00:39:52.955 --> 00:39:55.436 -I am. 442 00:39:55.480 --> 00:39:57.917 -I forgot to tell you about the salt. 443 00:39:57.960 --> 00:40:03.792 So the salt creates a protective layer. 444 00:40:03.836 --> 00:40:07.666 But also -- it also absorbs negative energy. 445 00:40:07.709 --> 00:40:10.059 -That's great. Thank you. 446 00:40:10.103 --> 00:40:13.106 -Okay, so once you once you soak in it, 447 00:40:13.149 --> 00:40:15.021 you're going to scrub with it like I showed you, 448 00:40:15.064 --> 00:40:17.632 and then rinse with clean water. 449 00:40:17.676 --> 00:40:20.809 All those impurities will go down the drain. 450 00:40:23.290 --> 00:40:25.597 -Awesome. 451 00:40:25.640 --> 00:40:27.294 -Okay. You got it? 452 00:40:27.337 --> 00:40:30.036 -I got it. Thank you. 453 00:40:31.080 --> 00:40:34.214 -I'll be downstairs. 454 00:40:35.694 --> 00:40:37.826 -Make yourself at home. 455 00:40:44.790 --> 00:40:47.445 Can I ask you something? 456 00:40:47.488 --> 00:40:49.185 -Of course. 457 00:40:52.841 --> 00:40:55.757 -Why is there so much sadness in your eyes? 458 00:41:00.327 --> 00:41:03.417 -Is there? -Yeah. 459 00:41:03.461 --> 00:41:05.941 Yeah, there is, and I can see it, but I just, 460 00:41:05.985 --> 00:41:08.466 I can't figure it out. 461 00:41:08.509 --> 00:41:11.512 I mean, you got her back, right? 462 00:41:11.556 --> 00:41:16.125 You thought you lost her, but you got her back. 463 00:41:16.169 --> 00:41:17.866 No strings. 464 00:41:20.260 --> 00:41:22.871 -You know I haven't seen her, right? 465 00:41:25.831 --> 00:41:28.877 -What? 466 00:41:28.921 --> 00:41:30.923 Are you serious? 467 00:41:41.934 --> 00:41:44.893 I just have some... 468 00:41:44.937 --> 00:41:48.941 thing to take care of before I go. 469 00:41:53.032 --> 00:41:55.904 She's safe with her mother. 470 00:41:55.948 --> 00:41:58.559 I'll go out there and visit her as soon as I 471 00:41:58.603 --> 00:42:00.779 get everything squared away. 472 00:42:16.882 --> 00:42:19.580 -Whoa, whoa, whoa. What? 473 00:42:19.624 --> 00:42:20.973 -It's for your protection. 474 00:42:21.016 --> 00:42:22.757 -My protection? What does that mean? 475 00:42:22.801 --> 00:42:24.716 Wait, you never told me that this fucking thing was for me. 476 00:42:24.759 --> 00:42:26.413 -You're only going to need this for today. 477 00:42:26.456 --> 00:42:29.764 After this, it won't be necessary, I promise. 478 00:42:32.419 --> 00:42:35.814 You have to remember everything you're going through, 479 00:42:35.857 --> 00:42:37.772 I have done. 480 00:42:37.816 --> 00:42:41.254 This is... 481 00:42:41.297 --> 00:42:42.603 This is just how it works. 482 00:42:42.647 --> 00:42:44.997 You either trust me or you don't. 483 00:42:53.527 --> 00:42:54.920 -Too tight? 484 00:42:54.963 --> 00:43:00.055 -Um, I don't know. It's... 485 00:43:01.143 --> 00:43:04.103 No, it's great. 486 00:43:04.146 --> 00:43:08.237 -Look, this part is the most physically demanding of you. 487 00:43:08.281 --> 00:43:10.326 Especially because you're so malnourished 488 00:43:10.370 --> 00:43:12.111 and probably, you know... 489 00:43:12.154 --> 00:43:14.287 But it was very important, 490 00:43:14.330 --> 00:43:16.942 critical to get all those impurities out of your system. 491 00:43:16.985 --> 00:43:18.813 You did exactly what you needed to do, okay? 492 00:43:18.857 --> 00:43:20.423 -Great. Can we just, like, get the show 493 00:43:20.467 --> 00:43:21.947 on the road here and tell me what I have to do? 494 00:43:21.990 --> 00:43:25.428 -Nothing. Don't do anything. 495 00:43:25.472 --> 00:43:27.169 You just stand there. 496 00:43:27.213 --> 00:43:29.955 Just be open. 497 00:43:29.998 --> 00:43:33.654 Repeat the rite exactly as I say it. 498 00:43:33.698 --> 00:43:36.396 And -- and no sitting. 499 00:43:36.439 --> 00:43:37.832 Stand only. It's very important. 500 00:43:37.876 --> 00:43:39.138 -I got it. I got it. Let's go. 501 00:43:39.181 --> 00:43:40.356 -That's important. 502 00:43:40.400 --> 00:43:42.097 -I get it. 503 00:43:48.669 --> 00:43:51.019 -We come of our own accord. 504 00:43:53.239 --> 00:43:55.328 -We come of our own accord. 505 00:43:55.371 --> 00:43:58.418 -We seek only that which is made available to us. 506 00:44:00.246 --> 00:44:04.424 -We seek only that which is made available to us. 507 00:44:05.643 --> 00:44:07.470 -We reject the natural order 508 00:44:07.514 --> 00:44:10.909 and remove ourselves from the spiritual covering... 509 00:44:11.997 --> 00:44:14.260 ...of life 510 00:44:14.303 --> 00:44:18.351 -We reject the natural order and remove ourselves 511 00:44:18.394 --> 00:44:21.310 from the spiritual covering of life. 512 00:44:59.305 --> 00:45:01.481 -Can we stop? 513 00:45:06.442 --> 00:45:08.401 -I need to stop. 514 00:45:12.927 --> 00:45:15.408 Abel, I want to stop. 515 00:45:15.451 --> 00:45:17.497 I need some water. 516 00:45:22.807 --> 00:45:25.505 -Hey! 517 00:45:25.548 --> 00:45:27.333 Come on. What the fuck? This is bullshit. 518 00:45:27.376 --> 00:45:28.900 Nothing's happening. 519 00:45:30.553 --> 00:45:35.254 -Abel, I'm going to take this off right fucking now. 520 00:45:35.297 --> 00:45:37.735 -God damn it, I'm not playing! 521 00:45:37.778 --> 00:45:40.172 I'm going to take this off! What the fuck?! 522 00:45:45.307 --> 00:45:48.093 -I swear to God, Abel, if you don't -- 523 00:45:59.104 --> 00:46:00.975 -Yes. 524 00:46:01.019 --> 00:46:03.195 Oh! Oh! 525 00:46:03.238 --> 00:46:05.501 - Oh, God! Oh, holy fuck! 526 00:46:05.545 --> 00:46:07.199 -Are you okay? -Oh, Jesus! 527 00:46:07.242 --> 00:46:09.810 -Yes. -What was that?! 528 00:46:09.854 --> 00:46:13.031 What was that? I was floating. 529 00:46:13.074 --> 00:46:15.424 I was floating in the air! 530 00:46:15.468 --> 00:46:17.078 Oh, my God. No, no, no, no, no. 531 00:46:17.122 --> 00:46:19.646 I felt it. I felt it. 532 00:46:19.689 --> 00:46:22.736 It was like an energy in my chest. 533 00:46:22.780 --> 00:46:26.218 Oh, my God. This is real. 534 00:46:27.785 --> 00:46:30.657 I'm going to hold my baby again. 535 00:46:30.700 --> 00:46:34.095 I'm going to hold my baby boy again! 536 00:47:06.388 --> 00:47:10.697 We seek to bring the dead back to the living. 537 00:47:16.572 --> 00:47:21.316 -We seek to bring the dead back to the living. 538 00:48:12.367 --> 00:48:14.369 -Has he come for you? 539 00:48:18.112 --> 00:48:22.769 -We say come. We say come. 540 00:48:29.167 --> 00:48:31.430 -It's fine. All right. You're here with me. 541 00:48:31.473 --> 00:48:32.822 You're safe. -No, I'm not safe. 542 00:48:32.866 --> 00:48:34.346 -Yes, you are. -We are not safe. 543 00:48:34.389 --> 00:48:36.478 -Okay, look at me. -Not safe, not safe. 544 00:48:36.522 --> 00:48:40.395 -Honey, just look at me. There we go. It's okay. 545 00:48:40.439 --> 00:48:43.137 -It was like a daylight just shut off. 546 00:48:43.181 --> 00:48:45.792 Like somebody flipped a switch. 547 00:48:47.141 --> 00:48:48.664 -Okay. -No. 548 00:48:50.666 --> 00:48:51.841 Okay. 549 00:48:51.885 --> 00:48:54.409 -No, we have to go back. 550 00:48:54.453 --> 00:48:56.977 We have to go back. 551 00:48:57.021 --> 00:49:00.763 It was like we invited... 552 00:49:00.807 --> 00:49:05.986 There is an order, and we have to follow the order. 553 00:49:06.030 --> 00:49:07.379 But... 554 00:49:07.422 --> 00:49:09.033 -But what? 555 00:49:19.173 --> 00:49:20.783 -No. Get the fuck out of here. 556 00:49:20.827 --> 00:49:22.394 -That's the first thing you're going to say to me? 557 00:49:22.437 --> 00:49:24.178 -Hey, Wyatt, the restraining order is still good. 558 00:49:24.222 --> 00:49:25.571 I renew it every fucking year. 559 00:49:25.614 --> 00:49:29.270 - God, Cora, come on. 560 00:49:29.314 --> 00:49:31.185 -Answer's still the same. I got nothing for you, okay? 561 00:49:31.229 --> 00:49:33.535 I got no money, no nothing. So get the fuck off my porch. 562 00:49:33.579 --> 00:49:36.190 -You don't even know what I was here for. 563 00:49:36.234 --> 00:49:38.018 -All right, you know, I'm going to call the cops. 564 00:49:38.062 --> 00:49:41.456 -Fuck. We both know your phone don't work for shit out here. 565 00:49:45.504 --> 00:49:48.681 Holy shit, Cora. 566 00:49:48.724 --> 00:49:50.378 I thought he was a church going girl. 567 00:49:50.422 --> 00:49:53.077 Clutched my pearls. 568 00:49:53.120 --> 00:49:54.426 Unless that's your daddy. 569 00:49:54.469 --> 00:49:55.775 -Okay, Abel, it's fine. I got this. 570 00:49:55.818 --> 00:50:00.345 -Huh? Oh, your daddy killed himself. 571 00:50:00.388 --> 00:50:03.304 Hey, man. 572 00:50:03.348 --> 00:50:05.567 Hey, don't I know you? 573 00:50:05.611 --> 00:50:08.048 -No, man, I don't think you do. 574 00:50:08.092 --> 00:50:10.311 -No, yeah. Oh, shit. My bad. 575 00:50:10.355 --> 00:50:12.705 You -- your face was all over my TV for 576 00:50:12.748 --> 00:50:14.054 I don't know how long, right? 577 00:50:14.098 --> 00:50:15.708 -Yeah. -Yeah. Fuck it. 578 00:50:15.751 --> 00:50:18.754 Local celebrity pulling that girl out of the gorge. 579 00:50:18.798 --> 00:50:21.061 -Hey, shut up! Shut the fuck up. You can't be here. 580 00:50:21.105 --> 00:50:25.413 -I can be anywhere the fuck I want to be, little lady. 581 00:50:25.457 --> 00:50:27.763 You fucking her, Abel, huh? 582 00:50:27.807 --> 00:50:31.550 Yeah? Are you able, Abel? 583 00:50:31.593 --> 00:50:33.378 -Okay. Well, she asked you to leave, so... 584 00:50:33.421 --> 00:50:36.598 -You know what? It's okay. Really. He's nothing. 585 00:50:36.642 --> 00:50:39.210 He's just a strung out piece of shit. 586 00:50:39.253 --> 00:50:41.516 -Pot and kettle, Cora. 587 00:50:41.560 --> 00:50:44.606 -Pot and fucking kettle. 588 00:50:44.650 --> 00:50:50.003 Your, um, your new man friend, he, uh, 589 00:50:50.047 --> 00:50:52.484 he really know you, like, really know you? 590 00:50:52.527 --> 00:50:54.486 Like all those dicks you sucked for dope. 591 00:50:54.529 --> 00:50:56.488 -Ah! -Hey. Hey, man. 592 00:50:56.531 --> 00:50:58.229 -Hey, man! 593 00:51:06.367 --> 00:51:07.847 -What? 594 00:51:07.890 --> 00:51:09.327 What the fuck are you going to do with that? 595 00:51:09.370 --> 00:51:11.068 -I'm going to take it upside your fucking head 596 00:51:11.111 --> 00:51:13.026 if I have to -Hey, no. Hey. Fuck. 597 00:51:13.070 --> 00:51:15.115 I'm going. 598 00:51:15.159 --> 00:51:17.335 You know, you two deserve each other. 599 00:51:17.378 --> 00:51:19.815 We're fucking Parents in the World Club. 600 00:51:19.859 --> 00:51:22.122 -Leave! -I'm going! 601 00:51:22.166 --> 00:51:24.951 Man, you guys probably just, like, holding each other 602 00:51:24.994 --> 00:51:26.822 after doing it, and you're just like, 603 00:51:26.866 --> 00:51:29.608 "Oh, I'm the worst parent, no, I'm the worst parent. 604 00:51:29.651 --> 00:51:31.436 No, baby, you did your best." 605 00:51:31.479 --> 00:51:34.221 And you're like, "Well, your best ain't fucking good enough. 606 00:51:34.265 --> 00:51:35.831 Well, I lost my kid. 607 00:51:35.875 --> 00:51:38.486 My kid fell down a fucking hole in the earth. 608 00:51:38.530 --> 00:51:40.532 How the fuck are you going to deal with that? 609 00:51:40.575 --> 00:51:43.491 Well, I just gave up on my fucking kid. 610 00:51:43.535 --> 00:51:45.102 Yeah, that's pretty bad. 611 00:51:45.145 --> 00:51:47.800 Well, you know, it's even worse. I don't even..." 612 00:51:50.542 --> 00:51:52.674 -I'm really sorry, Abel. 613 00:51:55.982 --> 00:51:58.419 That is not your fault. 614 00:52:01.596 --> 00:52:05.687 That's really nice and all, but, uh... 615 00:52:05.731 --> 00:52:09.865 I shouldn't let other people pay for my shitty life choices. 616 00:52:09.909 --> 00:52:13.782 -Are you sure you're ready to do this today? 617 00:52:13.826 --> 00:52:15.915 -What? 618 00:52:19.788 --> 00:52:23.401 Wyatt fucked up everything good in my life. 619 00:52:23.444 --> 00:52:26.012 And he is not taking this from me, too. 620 00:52:26.055 --> 00:52:31.191 -I can't come up with the words to explain to you 621 00:52:31.235 --> 00:52:33.889 how difficult today will be. 622 00:52:35.369 --> 00:52:37.154 -We go on. 623 00:53:00.089 --> 00:53:03.049 -We come of our own accord, and we do what we will, 624 00:53:03.092 --> 00:53:05.138 not what we are told. 625 00:53:05.182 --> 00:53:08.620 -We come of our own accord, and we do what we will, 626 00:53:08.663 --> 00:53:11.536 not what we are told. 627 00:53:11.579 --> 00:53:13.494 -Today... 628 00:53:15.975 --> 00:53:19.326 ...we ask for grief. 629 00:53:19.370 --> 00:53:22.721 -Today we ask for grief. 630 00:53:22.764 --> 00:53:27.204 -Grief of the highest order. 631 00:53:27.987 --> 00:53:30.990 -Grief of the highest order. 632 00:53:31.033 --> 00:53:34.211 -Remittance for that we wish to receive. 633 00:53:34.254 --> 00:53:38.519 -Remittance for that which we wish to receive. 634 00:58:52.964 --> 00:58:54.879 Shh! 635 00:58:56.358 --> 00:59:00.014 The rules, child. 636 00:59:01.059 --> 00:59:04.889 Lest this be 637 00:59:04.932 --> 00:59:09.241 your last memory of him. 638 00:59:36.442 --> 00:59:38.662 I wasn't drugged. 639 00:59:38.705 --> 00:59:42.579 I saw those places. I was there. 640 00:59:48.846 --> 00:59:50.456 -Look, I... 641 00:59:50.499 --> 00:59:54.503 I'm trying really hard to just sit here and listen, 642 00:59:54.547 --> 00:59:55.940 but it's really hard with all the shit 643 00:59:55.983 --> 00:59:59.073 that we've been through with your... 644 00:59:59.117 --> 01:00:02.294 -With my what? Hey, with my what? 645 01:00:02.337 --> 01:00:03.861 -With your choices, Cora. 646 01:00:03.904 --> 01:00:06.646 With your piss poor fucking choices. 647 01:00:08.039 --> 01:00:10.041 You run away from everything, you know? 648 01:00:10.084 --> 01:00:11.999 You sabotage whatever you can't run away from. 649 01:00:12.043 --> 01:00:13.522 You put every fucking chemical you can find 650 01:00:13.566 --> 01:00:15.742 in your body, right? 651 01:00:15.786 --> 01:00:17.657 You know, I never even know what's up or down with you. 652 01:00:17.701 --> 01:00:19.572 -Okay. -Yeah. 653 01:00:19.616 --> 01:00:21.313 -Well, I'm sorry that I could never live up 654 01:00:21.356 --> 01:00:22.880 to the golden child bar that you set. 655 01:00:22.923 --> 01:00:26.057 -Oh, fuck. -No way. 656 01:00:26.100 --> 01:00:27.667 What do you want me to fucking say? 657 01:00:27.711 --> 01:00:31.062 And how many times do you want me to fucking say it? 658 01:00:31.105 --> 01:00:32.672 -Why didn't you call me? 659 01:00:32.716 --> 01:00:35.414 -Oh, so you could tell me that I was fucking crazy, 660 01:00:35.457 --> 01:00:37.068 that I was fucking using, 661 01:00:37.111 --> 01:00:39.679 or whatever the fuck you wanted to say? 662 01:00:39.723 --> 01:00:44.249 That shit was real. It was real. 663 01:00:44.292 --> 01:00:47.861 And it was the only way. 664 01:00:47.905 --> 01:00:50.298 You weren't going to bring him home. 665 01:00:58.480 --> 01:01:00.178 -Christ. 666 01:01:55.712 --> 01:01:56.930 -You got a minute? 667 01:01:56.974 --> 01:01:58.889 -Yeah. What's up? 668 01:02:01.805 --> 01:02:03.545 -What am I looking at? 669 01:02:03.589 --> 01:02:06.244 -Autopsy of the Turner girl pulled from the gorge last year. 670 01:02:06.287 --> 01:02:07.724 -Mm-hmm. Yeah, I recognize her. 671 01:02:07.767 --> 01:02:09.290 What's with the school print out? 672 01:02:09.334 --> 01:02:11.771 -From Blanchard Middle School. 673 01:02:11.815 --> 01:02:13.860 In Boston. 674 01:02:13.904 --> 01:02:16.428 Taken last month. 675 01:02:31.791 --> 01:02:34.968 -You ready? 676 01:02:35.012 --> 01:02:36.840 -No. 677 01:02:40.452 --> 01:02:42.454 -How are these things still here? 678 01:02:42.497 --> 01:02:45.370 -My mom had some kind of sealer put on them, 679 01:02:45.413 --> 01:02:48.765 and I think they're starting to show their age. 680 01:02:53.421 --> 01:02:55.641 -It's going to show itself today. 681 01:02:58.992 --> 01:03:02.300 Remember, this is a barter. 682 01:03:02.343 --> 01:03:04.171 Not a gift. 683 01:03:08.175 --> 01:03:10.090 Stay in that circle. 684 01:03:10.134 --> 01:03:12.876 If you forget everything else, remember that. 685 01:03:12.919 --> 01:03:15.356 Stay in. 686 01:03:17.141 --> 01:03:19.926 We're gonna be fine. 687 01:03:20.927 --> 01:03:23.277 We're almost there. 688 01:03:50.435 --> 01:03:53.830 We come of our own accord. 689 01:03:53.873 --> 01:03:56.789 -We come of our own accord. 690 01:03:56.833 --> 01:03:59.444 -Invitation has been extended. 691 01:03:59.487 --> 01:04:02.099 -Invitation has been extended. 692 01:04:03.317 --> 01:04:05.754 -Grief endured. 693 01:04:05.798 --> 01:04:08.105 -Grief endured. 694 01:04:17.418 --> 01:04:20.378 -We now author the symbols of your arrival. 695 01:04:24.730 --> 01:04:27.864 -We now author the symbols of your arrival. 696 01:05:26.052 --> 01:05:28.315 Come. 697 01:05:28.359 --> 01:05:30.056 Come to us now. 698 01:05:31.797 --> 01:05:33.538 -Come. 699 01:05:33.581 --> 01:05:36.584 Come to us now. 700 01:05:43.548 --> 01:05:46.812 -From black, from black. 701 01:10:26.439 --> 01:10:29.268 Abel? 702 01:10:58.210 --> 01:10:59.777 You... 703 01:10:59.820 --> 01:11:01.779 This... 704 01:12:24.688 --> 01:12:28.474 -Do you not wish to set eyes on him again? 705 01:12:28.518 --> 01:12:33.914 To once more savor his innocent scent? 706 01:12:33.958 --> 01:12:38.528 Your boy...Noah. 707 01:12:41.052 --> 01:12:42.880 -Yes. 708 01:12:42.923 --> 01:12:45.056 Yes, please. 709 01:12:48.407 --> 01:12:50.583 I'm so sorry. 710 01:12:51.323 --> 01:12:53.456 I'll do anything. 711 01:12:54.631 --> 01:12:59.549 -I know you will, child. I know you will. 712 01:13:01.551 --> 01:13:03.596 Finish what you begun. 713 01:13:06.512 --> 01:13:08.384 -How? 714 01:13:09.950 --> 01:13:11.648 I'm all alone. 715 01:13:13.737 --> 01:13:16.696 -You have all you need. 716 01:14:01.219 --> 01:14:04.135 -Told you. Fucking goat. 717 01:14:11.969 --> 01:14:13.318 -Come on, Jones. 718 01:14:13.361 --> 01:14:15.276 It's okay. 719 01:14:16.452 --> 01:14:19.150 It's okay. Come on. 720 01:15:12.116 --> 01:15:13.770 -Come. 721 01:15:23.649 --> 01:15:25.608 -I've done everything. 722 01:15:26.347 --> 01:15:28.088 -Come. 723 01:15:31.004 --> 01:15:33.746 -When do I see him? 724 01:15:33.790 --> 01:15:35.531 -Come, child. 725 01:15:37.663 --> 01:15:39.404 To the circle. 726 01:15:41.711 --> 01:15:43.539 For the boy. 727 01:16:16.484 --> 01:16:18.182 -This is it, Cora. 728 01:16:19.444 --> 01:16:22.142 Day of payment. 729 01:16:22.186 --> 01:16:25.798 -Noah? Where's Noah? 730 01:16:28.540 --> 01:16:30.368 -Soon. 731 01:17:12.497 --> 01:17:14.499 -I'm so sorry, Abel. 732 01:17:18.416 --> 01:17:21.027 -Plate. 733 01:17:21.071 --> 01:17:22.507 -What is this? 734 01:17:22.550 --> 01:17:24.509 -It's just goat. 735 01:17:25.249 --> 01:17:27.947 -No. I want to see Noah. 736 01:17:29.514 --> 01:17:33.039 -Plate! 737 01:17:38.654 --> 01:17:40.264 Fuck! 738 01:17:50.448 --> 01:17:53.625 Now, first is for flesh. 739 01:17:54.321 --> 01:17:58.282 The second, blood. 740 01:17:58.325 --> 01:18:02.112 The third, bone. 741 01:18:07.683 --> 01:18:08.945 Eat. 742 01:18:08.988 --> 01:18:11.774 -What? -Eat. 743 01:18:11.817 --> 01:18:16.735 So that Noah's flesh, blood, and bone can be made whole. 744 01:18:28.791 --> 01:18:30.575 Ah... 745 01:18:48.245 --> 01:18:50.769 -I gave my payment for the gift of life. 746 01:18:50.813 --> 01:18:54.381 I carried the secret in exchange for my daughter. 747 01:18:56.209 --> 01:18:58.603 He brought back to the living. 748 01:19:03.956 --> 01:19:07.220 And though I did not see her again, 749 01:19:07.264 --> 01:19:10.963 I consider my payment just and fair. 750 01:19:24.629 --> 01:19:26.326 -I don't -- -This is the last step, Cora. 751 01:19:26.370 --> 01:19:29.982 Drink so the rite is complete. 752 01:19:30.026 --> 01:19:31.592 -When do I see him? 753 01:19:31.636 --> 01:19:34.204 -I don't know. 754 01:19:34.247 --> 01:19:40.384 I know that if you drink, Noah will be alive in the flesh. 755 01:19:40.427 --> 01:19:42.386 That's the accord. 756 01:19:47.434 --> 01:19:49.132 Drink it. 757 01:20:10.588 --> 01:20:12.198 -No! 758 01:20:13.591 --> 01:20:15.245 -Oh, no. 759 01:20:20.511 --> 01:20:25.995 -The woman who bestowed this gift upon me paid her price! 760 01:20:26.038 --> 01:20:27.823 And I paid mine! 761 01:20:30.086 --> 01:20:34.525 As have countless souls through millennia. 762 01:20:34.568 --> 01:20:39.791 You made clear this was worth the toll, so pay yours. 763 01:20:41.967 --> 01:20:45.144 You must carry the -- 764 01:20:45.188 --> 01:20:47.625 Shh. 765 01:20:47.668 --> 01:20:50.758 You must carry the seeker to the next soul who needs it. 766 01:20:50.802 --> 01:20:53.587 It is the way. 767 01:20:53.631 --> 01:20:56.286 It's the only way! 768 01:20:56.329 --> 01:20:58.636 -Jesus Christ. 769 01:21:00.812 --> 01:21:02.770 Did you groom me? 770 01:21:02.814 --> 01:21:06.122 -Fuck you. -In the group. In the group. 771 01:21:06.165 --> 01:21:08.080 Were you just looking for somebody to pass this 772 01:21:08.124 --> 01:21:10.387 thing on to? 773 01:21:10.430 --> 01:21:12.389 Were you?! 774 01:21:24.270 --> 01:21:26.359 -You've ruined everything. 775 01:21:30.146 --> 01:21:32.104 I offered you rebirth. 776 01:21:34.454 --> 01:21:36.804 This is a divine gift. 777 01:21:36.848 --> 01:21:40.765 In return, you took everything from me. 778 01:21:42.898 --> 01:21:47.293 You robbed me of ever seeing my little baby girl again 779 01:21:47.337 --> 01:21:52.908 because you can't follow simple fucking instructions. 780 01:21:55.345 --> 01:21:58.696 You fucking deserve this now! 781 01:22:01.220 --> 01:22:03.222 Drink! 782 01:22:05.268 --> 01:22:07.487 Drink it! 783 01:22:11.404 --> 01:22:14.233 -Fuck you. 784 01:22:18.150 --> 01:22:21.240 -No-o-o-o-o-o! 785 01:22:31.903 --> 01:22:35.646 I am owed. 786 01:22:36.212 --> 01:22:39.432 I will take back the prize. 787 01:22:40.564 --> 01:22:42.958 -No. -The boy one was suffering 788 01:22:43.001 --> 01:22:44.655 without end. 789 01:22:44.698 --> 01:22:48.137 He will know nothing but pain and sorrow and despair 790 01:22:48.180 --> 01:22:51.183 till the end of all things. 791 01:22:51.792 --> 01:22:54.926 - No. Please. 792 01:22:57.798 --> 01:23:00.105 You can't. 793 01:23:01.106 --> 01:23:03.108 -But I can. 794 01:23:06.416 --> 01:23:08.853 -There must be something. 795 01:23:08.896 --> 01:23:11.203 -I must have a vessel. 796 01:23:11.247 --> 01:23:13.249 The payment is clear. 797 01:23:13.292 --> 01:23:16.426 That is the way. 798 01:23:17.340 --> 01:23:19.211 -I can get you a vessel. 799 01:23:19.864 --> 01:23:22.040 I can. 800 01:23:22.084 --> 01:23:26.305 -No games, girl. 801 01:23:29.091 --> 01:23:32.007 -No games. I can. 802 01:23:33.878 --> 01:23:35.706 I can. 803 01:23:44.106 --> 01:23:47.065 Hey. 804 01:23:47.109 --> 01:23:49.198 Yeah, I know. 805 01:23:51.200 --> 01:23:54.855 I really need to see you tonight. 806 01:23:54.899 --> 01:23:58.250 No, no, no. Tonight. 807 01:23:58.294 --> 01:24:00.209 Can you score? 808 01:24:02.080 --> 01:24:05.083 Yeah. Yeah. 809 01:24:05.127 --> 01:24:06.737 Hey. 810 01:24:08.565 --> 01:24:10.306 Hurry. 811 01:24:38.508 --> 01:24:40.423 -Sweet pea? 812 01:24:44.862 --> 01:24:46.559 Sweetie pie? 813 01:25:02.706 --> 01:25:04.577 The fuck? 814 01:25:18.243 --> 01:25:21.638 Ooh, peek-a-boo. 815 01:25:21.681 --> 01:25:23.683 I see you. 816 01:25:25.337 --> 01:25:27.818 Hey. 817 01:25:27.861 --> 01:25:29.515 I got your shit. 818 01:25:31.256 --> 01:25:33.606 And you still got your clothes on. 819 01:25:36.479 --> 01:25:38.611 Dope ain't free, Cora. 820 01:26:05.203 --> 01:26:07.727 -What is this, girl? 821 01:26:11.383 --> 01:26:14.473 -I gave you... 822 01:26:14.517 --> 01:26:17.520 -This vessel is tainted. 823 01:26:21.959 --> 01:26:24.744 Unclean. 824 01:28:16.334 --> 01:28:18.945 -911. What's your emergency? 825 01:28:33.438 --> 01:28:35.701 -Um... 826 01:28:36.920 --> 01:28:39.226 Let's, uh -- Let's get her cleaned up. 827 01:28:47.060 --> 01:28:49.193 We're going to get you a shower. 828 01:28:49.236 --> 01:28:50.934 -And then what? -And then I'm going 829 01:28:50.977 --> 01:28:52.457 to bring you over to Holding until we can get 830 01:28:52.501 --> 01:28:53.676 all this figured out. 831 01:28:53.719 --> 01:28:55.025 -What's Holding? -It's quiet there. 832 01:28:55.068 --> 01:28:57.070 Nobody's going to bother you. -No. 833 01:28:57.114 --> 01:28:59.551 No, no, no, no, no. I can't be alone. 834 01:28:59.595 --> 01:29:01.814 Please. You can't leave me alone. 835 01:29:01.858 --> 01:29:03.163 -We're going to need to revisit all this 836 01:29:03.207 --> 01:29:04.382 after you get a little bit of rest. 837 01:29:04.426 --> 01:29:06.341 -No. Hey. Hey. 838 01:29:06.384 --> 01:29:08.386 Get your fucking hands off me! 839 01:29:08.430 --> 01:29:09.692 What the fuck?! 840 01:29:09.735 --> 01:29:11.171 -Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey. 841 01:29:11.215 --> 01:29:13.652 This is not helping. You need to calm down. 842 01:29:15.567 --> 01:29:17.874 Can you do that? Huh? 843 01:29:20.442 --> 01:29:25.534 I'm going to do everything I can to figure all this out, okay? 844 01:29:25.577 --> 01:29:27.753 -You owe me that, Allison. 845 01:29:27.797 --> 01:29:32.845 You know me. You know me. Not her. 846 01:29:32.889 --> 01:29:36.153 -Okay. She'll stay here. Just you and me. 847 01:29:36.196 --> 01:29:38.416 Okay? 848 01:29:38.460 --> 01:29:40.200 Come on. 849 01:29:54.998 --> 01:29:57.174 -Thanks. -Mm-hmm. 850 01:29:57.217 --> 01:29:58.828 -Hey. 851 01:29:58.871 --> 01:30:00.569 Did her urine come back yet? 852 01:30:00.612 --> 01:30:02.701 -Yeah, she's clean. Nothing on board. 853 01:30:02.745 --> 01:30:04.094 -And Wyatt? 854 01:30:04.137 --> 01:30:05.835 -Just got off the phone with his P.O. 855 01:30:05.878 --> 01:30:08.751 Said he's been MIA for weeks. There's an active warrant. 856 01:30:08.794 --> 01:30:11.449 -Hm. -Do you think she did him? 857 01:30:11.493 --> 01:30:13.190 -No body, no murder. 858 01:30:13.233 --> 01:30:16.498 But she's washing somebody's blood off her in there. 859 01:30:16.541 --> 01:30:18.717 No way to know till the labs come back. 860 01:30:40.478 --> 01:30:43.873 -You're not going to find him. He's gone. 861 01:30:43.916 --> 01:30:45.570 It took him. 862 01:30:45.614 --> 01:30:47.703 -Okay. Okay. 863 01:30:48.921 --> 01:30:51.010 -You got to believe me. 864 01:30:56.015 --> 01:30:57.364 -Just give me a little bit of time 865 01:30:57.408 --> 01:30:59.889 to figure all this out, okay? 866 01:31:01.064 --> 01:31:03.370 We really are in this together. 867 01:31:05.895 --> 01:31:07.592 -Don't leave. -Door. 868 01:31:07.636 --> 01:31:09.507 -I won't be long. 869 01:31:09.551 --> 01:31:11.683 -You can't leave me in this fucking place, Allison! 870 01:31:11.727 --> 01:31:12.945 I mean, what the fuck?! 871 01:31:12.989 --> 01:31:14.207 -You are safe in here. Okay? 872 01:31:14.251 --> 01:31:16.383 This is just how it has to be. 873 01:31:16.427 --> 01:31:19.517 -Didn't you hear a fucking word that I just said? 874 01:31:19.561 --> 01:31:22.564 You cannot leave me in here alone. 875 01:31:22.607 --> 01:31:24.914 That thing is coming from me. 876 01:31:26.219 --> 01:31:28.395 It's like I let it out. 877 01:31:28.439 --> 01:31:32.138 Allison, I fucked the whole thing up, and I let it out. 878 01:31:32.182 --> 01:31:35.881 -I'm not going to let anything bad happen to you, I promise. 879 01:31:35.925 --> 01:31:38.449 -Just try to get some sleep. 880 01:31:38.493 --> 01:31:40.582 I'll be back soon. 881 01:31:40.625 --> 01:31:43.236 I will. 882 01:31:43.280 --> 01:31:46.326 Allison! Allison, no! 883 01:31:47.937 --> 01:31:49.982 It wants me to carry it! 884 01:31:50.026 --> 01:31:53.769 Allison, please! 885 01:31:53.812 --> 01:31:56.511 Allison! 886 01:32:04.388 --> 01:32:05.868 I'm so sorry. 887 01:32:05.911 --> 01:32:08.087 I tried. 888 01:32:08.131 --> 01:32:10.046 Please don't come. 889 01:32:10.437 --> 01:32:14.137 Please. Please don't come. I'm so sorry. I tried. 890 01:32:23.102 --> 01:32:25.670 Hello? 891 01:32:25.714 --> 01:32:28.717 Anybody? 892 01:32:28.760 --> 01:32:32.459 God damn it! Can somebody help me? 893 01:32:32.503 --> 01:32:35.593 Hi. Hi, um...hi. 894 01:32:35.637 --> 01:32:39.118 I need, um -- 895 01:32:42.644 --> 01:32:46.778 Do you happen to know if Allison is coming back soon? 896 01:32:46.822 --> 01:32:50.608 Do you think that I could get your help? 897 01:32:50.652 --> 01:32:53.480 -You hurt? 898 01:32:53.524 --> 01:32:55.221 -No. -Need the restroom? 899 01:32:55.265 --> 01:32:58.660 -I think that there might be something in here with me. 900 01:32:59.661 --> 01:33:02.925 And I need your help. 901 01:33:05.362 --> 01:33:07.494 Please. 902 01:33:11.020 --> 01:33:13.196 No, please don't go! 903 01:33:13.239 --> 01:33:16.634 No, please! I need your help! 904 01:33:16.678 --> 01:33:18.375 Please don't leave me! 905 01:33:18.418 --> 01:33:20.072 I need your help! 906 01:33:20.116 --> 01:33:22.422 -Go, child. 907 01:33:24.033 --> 01:33:26.165 Sit. 908 01:33:26.209 --> 01:33:28.690 Let us reason. 909 01:33:45.402 --> 01:33:47.143 Please! 910 01:34:48.378 --> 01:34:53.644 -You hold the blood so that I may be made of flesh. 911 01:34:53.688 --> 01:34:58.083 You endured grief. 912 01:34:58.127 --> 01:35:02.261 Sweet, sweet grief. 913 01:35:06.222 --> 01:35:10.530 Lest we forget, pain. 914 01:35:13.795 --> 01:35:18.190 Let not regret also take residence within you. 915 01:35:21.280 --> 01:35:25.850 Does not a boy need its mother? 916 01:35:35.251 --> 01:35:38.776 We've come to the end, child. 917 01:35:38.820 --> 01:35:41.910 No sanctuary to be had. 918 01:35:42.780 --> 01:35:47.393 Payment is all that remains. 919 01:35:49.961 --> 01:35:53.008 Take me in. 920 01:35:53.051 --> 01:35:58.491 Deliver me to a broken soul. 921 01:36:04.671 --> 01:36:07.065 The boy... 922 01:36:09.633 --> 01:36:11.983 ...calls to you. 923 01:36:30.045 --> 01:36:33.483 -Found you, Mr. Magoo. 924 01:37:10.433 --> 01:37:12.435 -Boo!