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["Sleigh Ride" by Ella Fitzgerald playing]
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♪ Just hear those sleigh bells ringing... ♪
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[man] So, Alisdair went away to Berlin
for a week
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and came back talking about
all this great art he'd made there.
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I'm playing supportive partner,
and I ask him where it is.
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He says, "Where what is?"
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I'm like, "Well, you do mixed media,
I run a gallery."
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"I'd love to see this great art
you've made."
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- Okay.
- [Thomas] It's a short film of him
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and this hairy older Cuban man having...
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very slippery sex on a greased-up tarp
in what looks like an empty shoe store.
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- Putting the eggnog down.
- Marc, they made seven short films.
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- Did they have sex in all of them?
- It's to do with the eroticism of greed,
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or capitalism,
or something cloyingly well-intentioned.
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Joke's on me if I stay.
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- So you're gonna break up with him?
- Mm.
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- No. No, it's too much hassle.
- [laughs]
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- I'll just let him do it eventually.
- [sighs]
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Are there any decent men in this city?
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Thomas...
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- Oh.
- ...how many times do I have to tell you?
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You don't get to chime in on this
because you've made your own eggnog.
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And your hot, wealthy husband
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is about to lead a sing-along
by a roaring fire.
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So... that question was intended
to just float there for a second.
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[laughs]
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It's the only box with your name on it.
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[woman] Oh. [sighs]
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I didn't know this was a gifts thing.
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I forgot to bring wine.
Don't tell Terrance I told you that
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because we got in a fight about it
on the way here.
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Oh yeah. Considering we practically
share my husband,
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I thought it only right.
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Marc doesn't deserve you.
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- You know that, right?
- [chuckles]
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And listen,
if things go south between you two,
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I'm not going anywhere.
I'll be right here.
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Okay. Well, I'm sure
Terrance will be happy about that.
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- Oh, he'd understand.
- [grunts]
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If this is a check for my rent,
I swear to God...
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- [Sophie] Mmm.
- [Oliver] Incoming.
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What the fuck are these?
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Oh.
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Well, those are hand-crafted maracas.
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After last year,
I thought it would be nice
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if you could still participate
in the carols.
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- [chuckles]
- Do you know what? This is actually abuse.
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That song that you picked last year
wasn't in my key. Not on me.
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My love, your voice is like a church organ
someone threw out of a window.
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[Marc snickers]
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Suing this household
for emotional damages actually.
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- Empty threats, empty threats.
- [Sophie] No.
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- What are we suing for this time?
- I think it's high time I put me first.
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Oh, as opposed to all the other times
you don't put yourself first?
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- Thank you.
- From your husband.
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I'm being silenced.
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Why would you do that to her?
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These are actually really beautiful.
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Thank you.
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Honestly, the gaslighting
around my singing is unbelievable.
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- [Marc] Ooh.
- No, no, no.
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You are absolutely tone-deaf.
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And loud.
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Really fucking loud,
and I love you for it.
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How many drinks have you had?
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None of your goddamn business.
Give me that.
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- Okay.
- [glass clinking]
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May I request the honor
of everyone's attention, please?
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Daddy.
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[all laugh]
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We all know what time it is.
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[all cheer]
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Yeah!
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So, come. Jackie, darling, would you get
the sheet music off the piano
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and pass it around to everybody?
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You should also have received,
and I know you have,
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is my email with the audio files
of all of your parts...
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If I hear about the audio files
one more time.
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...generously arranged
by the magnificent Peter Finley,
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former lover turned friend,
turned Academy Award-nominated composer...
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[all cheering and applauding]
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...who has taken time away
from his very busy schedule
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scoring the new Victoria Valentine film...
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[all cheering]
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...to accompany us this evening.
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- We love you, Petey.
- [glass clinks]
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No, but truly,
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thank you all for making this
one of the great nights of the year.
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- [Marc] Hmm.
- And to my darling Marcus.
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My love, may I one day be worthy.
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- [all] Aw.
- Okay, Petey!
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[playing "Everyday Will Be Like a Holiday"
by William Bell]
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[Oliver] Loud and proud.
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[all singing] ♪ Everyday ♪
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♪ Will be like a holiday ♪
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Beautiful!
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♪ When my baby ♪
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♪ When my baby comes home ♪
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♪ Now he's been gone
For such a long time ♪
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- ♪ Ever since you've been gone ♪
- Gorgeous!
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[harmonizing]
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♪ I got a letter today ♪
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♪ Just about noon ♪
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- ♪ It said, "Don't worry, baby" ♪
- Angelic!
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♪ "I will be home" ♪
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♪ Everyday ♪
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[instruments playing jazz tune]
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♪ Will be like a holiday ♪
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You sound glorious!
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♪ When my baby ♪
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- ♪ When my baby comes home ♪
- ♪ When my baby comes home ♪
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- Key change!
- [all vocalizing]
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♪ Everyday ♪
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♪ Will be like a holiday ♪
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[man] ♪ Will be like a holiday ♪
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[all] ♪ When my baby ♪
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♪ When my baby ♪
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♪ When my baby comes home ♪
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- ♪ When my baby comes home ♪
- ♪ When my baby comes home ♪
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♪ When my baby comes home ♪
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Ow!
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[all cheering and applauding]
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- Another shimmering success.
- [Marc] Mm.
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Sophie is starting to hiccup.
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[chuckles] What's your point?
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[Oliver] Catch up. You deserve it,
as you do most things in this life.
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You should shag the barman.
I saw him eyeing you up.
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Probably because he's never seen
a single human eat so many sausage rolls.
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[Oliver chuckles]
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And I'd rather shag you, if that's okay.
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- What, right now?
- [Marc] Mm.
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Give Mrs. Bandini one more reason
to call the police
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- on the puffs across the road.
- [Marc chuckling]
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I'll be back at the start of the week.
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We'll have lots to discuss.
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I'm off, you animals. Make big mistakes.
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- [all exclaiming]
- [laughs]
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[Oliver] Please. I love you madly.
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I love you.
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[car door shuts]
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["A Whiter Shade of Pale"
by Procol Harum playing]
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When do I get that?
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My boyfriend?
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You know, I think he experimented
in drama school, didn't like it.
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- Really?
- [Sophie] Mm.
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I just mean like a decent human being.
Because, like, you've got that.
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Me and you break up,
and now you're 15 years into all this.
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- What have I got?
- Oh, honey.
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So Terrance asked me to move in with him.
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That took long enough.
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Yeah, I haven't gotten back to him yet.
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Why?
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Ah, too clean.
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I feel like I can't be myself there,
do you know what I mean?
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No.
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Be yourself, like what? Live in squalor?
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- Throw garbage on the floor?
- Maybe.
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If that's what I wanted to do, you know?
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Hey, babe.
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Talking about you.
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Cool. We're, uh, talking about you too.
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[Marc] Hmm.
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If only you could see
how you look from across a room.
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[inhales] Take your fucking breath away.
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- [Sophie exclaims]
- Up close? Big old mess.
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[chuckles]
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By the way, Marc,
this eggnog is... [inhales] ...delightful.
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Thank you.
You're the only one that tried it.
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Merry Christmas.
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- [Sophie chuckles]
- Fuck.
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Looks like someone had one too many
before driving home tonight.
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- [siren wailing]
- [Sophie] Oh, Jesus.
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[Thomas] Hmm?
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It's Oliver's cab.
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["A Whiter Shade of Pale"
by Procol Harum playing]
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♪ As the miller told his tale ♪
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♪ Mm, that her face
At first just ghostly ♪
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♪ Turned a whiter shade of pale ♪
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[song stops abruptly]
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[gentle music playing softly]
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[Oliver] Lily Kayne
has gone and had her tits done.
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- [Marc laughing]
- And the studio is having a meltdown
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because Victoria Valentine
now has implants.
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What do they expect me to do?
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I write the books, they make the movies,
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and you, my love,
redo our gorgeous kitchen.
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- [Marc] I redo the kitchen?
- Mm-hmm.
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I redo the kitchen
on top of illustrating all of your books,
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and doing the covers,
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and fending off
throngs of sobbing teenage girls
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knocking on our door
wondering when you're going to finish
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- the next two books you promised them.
- [Oliver laughs]
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[Oliver] I owe you my life,
Marcus darling.
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[Marc] I know you do.
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[Oliver] And thank God
for those teenage girls.
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[Marc] No, not tonight. Not when they're
taking you away from your own party early.
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[Oliver] It's our party,
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because you planned it knowing full well
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that I had a book signing in Paris
in the morning.
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[Marc] It's a signing.
You could have pushed a signing.
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[Oliver] You don't push a Christmas
signing at the Louvre, my love.
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Have I told you
how handsome you look tonight?
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[Marc] Not enough, honestly.
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Tell me the piano got tuned.
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- [softly] The piano got tuned.
- Mmm.
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Even the funny key?
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[Marc laughs]
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- [softly] Replaced.
- [exclaims]
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[grunts] I have longed for people before...
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[Marc] Mm-hmm.
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I've loved people before
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But not like this
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It was not this
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Give me a world
You've taken the world I was
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Did you just come up with that?
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- No, Anne Carson.
- Ah.
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I'd give up this house
to have written that.
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[Marc] Well, we don't want that.
We just redid our kitchen.
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[Oliver] Too right.
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[gentle music continues]
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Thank you for the party.
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[woman] Oliver changed
so many people's lives.
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Especially mine.
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I remember reading
part of the first Victoria Valentine book
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for my audition for the film and thinking...
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"This character
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is why I wanted to be an actress."
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She's strong.
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Smart.
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She's a truth-seeker.
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Literally.
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She's telepathic.
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But I'm sure you all know that. [chuckles]
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And now he's gone.
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And my heart breaks.
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For his family.
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And for our movie. [cries]
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All of us wondering,
"Why? Why did this have to happen?"
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He had so many more stories to tell.
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But life fucking sucks.
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Now we don't know if we'll end up
shooting the fifth and sixth movies
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because he was still writing them.
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So...
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Oliver...
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you little slut. [chuckles]
248
00:13:31.500 --> 00:13:32.458
Okay.
249
00:13:33.375 --> 00:13:35.875
I hope the studio green-lights them
in your honor,
250
00:13:35.875 --> 00:13:40.500
and that we get to continue to tell
your stories for many years to come,
251
00:13:40.500 --> 00:13:42.625
because we...
252
00:13:43.958 --> 00:13:44.958
need them.
253
00:13:49.458 --> 00:13:54.958
Oliver's first word was "move."
254
00:13:56.083 --> 00:13:58.916
As in, "Out of my way."
255
00:14:01.541 --> 00:14:04.166
He can't have been more than one.
256
00:14:06.458 --> 00:14:11.333
I was blocking his path
to our little back garden and, uh,
257
00:14:12.750 --> 00:14:16.000
he was determined
to get to the snapdragons.
258
00:14:17.000 --> 00:14:21.833
He loved squeezing their heads,
making them talk.
259
00:14:24.375 --> 00:14:26.083
He didn't know it at the time,
260
00:14:26.083 --> 00:14:30.875
but he was telling stories,
even before he could speak.
261
00:14:32.750 --> 00:14:37.708
Growing up, he'd share his writing
with his mom and me.
262
00:14:38.500 --> 00:14:43.083
Always about princesses
in search of things.
263
00:14:44.416 --> 00:14:45.416
Um...
264
00:14:47.041 --> 00:14:49.583
I've been thinking a lot these days
265
00:14:49.583 --> 00:14:56.166
about all the times I encouraged him
to write about something else.
266
00:14:56.166 --> 00:14:59.416
Something boys would write about.
267
00:15:00.916 --> 00:15:04.000
He was, uh, quite defiant.
268
00:15:05.041 --> 00:15:06.208
"I'm a boy."
269
00:15:07.458 --> 00:15:09.541
"And this is what I want to write about."
270
00:15:11.541 --> 00:15:17.083
I can hear him now,
scolding me for underselling his stories.
271
00:15:18.000 --> 00:15:24.750
I, uh... had a tendency to do that, and, uh...
272
00:15:26.875 --> 00:15:27.916
he'd be right.
273
00:15:31.750 --> 00:15:32.750
It's not...
274
00:15:34.625 --> 00:15:35.625
a light thing...
275
00:15:36.708 --> 00:15:40.708
to know that your child succeeded
in spite of you.
276
00:15:43.000 --> 00:15:45.583
I only wish I could have told him
277
00:15:45.583 --> 00:15:50.875
how much I regret
blocking his path to the snapdragons.
278
00:15:55.041 --> 00:15:58.541
I hope you're having a laugh
with your mom up there.
279
00:16:00.916 --> 00:16:05.291
What I wouldn't do
to take your place, son.
280
00:16:07.041 --> 00:16:08.041
I love you.
281
00:16:09.666 --> 00:16:12.708
And I'm proud of you.
282
00:16:14.250 --> 00:16:15.333
I'm so...
283
00:16:17.333 --> 00:16:18.750
proud of you.
284
00:16:20.291 --> 00:16:22.166
[tender music playing softly]
285
00:16:43.041 --> 00:16:45.000
[Thomas] I've always loved your sketches.
286
00:16:47.208 --> 00:16:49.416
How many times
have you promised me new work?
287
00:16:53.041 --> 00:16:55.875
There'll always be space for you
when you're ready.
288
00:16:58.375 --> 00:16:59.666
[exhales heavily]
289
00:17:02.166 --> 00:17:03.666
Thank you for coming to stay.
290
00:17:07.041 --> 00:17:09.541
Well, it's a huge burden...
291
00:17:09.541 --> 00:17:11.333
- [Marc chuckles]
- ...to get to use your kitchen
292
00:17:11.333 --> 00:17:13.541
and sleep on an expensive
memory foam mattress,
293
00:17:13.541 --> 00:17:15.500
- but you said you wanted company.
- Mm-hmm.
294
00:17:18.958 --> 00:17:19.875
[exhales]
295
00:17:19.875 --> 00:17:20.875
You okay?
296
00:17:25.250 --> 00:17:27.250
So, that's a yes. [clears throat]
297
00:17:30.166 --> 00:17:32.083
- She's just through here.
- [Marc] Thank you.
298
00:17:32.083 --> 00:17:33.500
Thank you for coming in.
299
00:17:35.291 --> 00:17:36.375
Of course.
300
00:17:36.375 --> 00:17:39.291
So, before we get into everything,
301
00:17:40.166 --> 00:17:41.375
I wanted you to be aware
302
00:17:41.375 --> 00:17:44.208
that Oliver's publishers
are trying to get out of his deal,
303
00:17:44.208 --> 00:17:46.333
as he won't be delivering
his next two books.
304
00:17:47.708 --> 00:17:48.708
It's been a month.
305
00:17:49.916 --> 00:17:51.041
People are disgusting.
306
00:17:52.166 --> 00:17:53.125
It's a big advance.
307
00:17:54.000 --> 00:17:57.208
But yes, the Americans
have never been known for their tact.
308
00:17:59.708 --> 00:18:02.291
Lawyers are on it.
We'll have more for you soon.
309
00:18:02.291 --> 00:18:03.250
Okay.
310
00:18:06.416 --> 00:18:07.333
[woman] And you?
311
00:18:09.291 --> 00:18:10.625
Haven't been sleeping?
312
00:18:10.625 --> 00:18:11.708
[Marc] Mm.
313
00:18:12.333 --> 00:18:13.916
[inhales deeply]
314
00:18:13.916 --> 00:18:18.625
I've been, uh, reading that
the brain is like a muscle.
315
00:18:19.875 --> 00:18:22.000
That's why getting over a death
is so hard,
316
00:18:22.000 --> 00:18:26.500
because your brain has been trained
to feel things for a person.
317
00:18:27.416 --> 00:18:31.083
And when they go away,
your head is still operating
318
00:18:31.083 --> 00:18:33.833
under the impression
that it should feel those things...
319
00:18:34.791 --> 00:18:37.125
for that person. Like...
320
00:18:39.166 --> 00:18:40.291
muscle memory.
321
00:18:42.291 --> 00:18:46.916
So I'm just trying to train my brain
to not feel as much for right now.
322
00:18:48.333 --> 00:18:49.750
Just to get me through the next year
323
00:18:49.750 --> 00:18:55.916
so that I'm not constantly reminded
of the fact that I am now both an orphan
324
00:18:55.916 --> 00:18:58.125
and a widow-er.
325
00:19:00.458 --> 00:19:02.791
Why, does it look like
I haven't been sleeping? [scoffs]
326
00:19:03.791 --> 00:19:06.083
I think we'll hold off on the will
for today.
327
00:19:09.041 --> 00:19:11.041
[gentle music playing]
328
00:19:21.166 --> 00:19:23.375
- I'm going to murder you for this.
- You got this.
329
00:19:23.375 --> 00:19:25.666
You have got this, babe, I believe in you.
330
00:19:25.666 --> 00:19:28.000
[man] All right, guys.
All done setting up the bars.
331
00:19:28.000 --> 00:19:29.333
Bring yourselves over here,
332
00:19:29.333 --> 00:19:31.500
we'll go through
what we're going to do today.
333
00:19:31.500 --> 00:19:32.666
Sit on the ankles.
334
00:19:33.875 --> 00:19:36.791
Good. On the third rep,
pause at the bottom.
335
00:19:36.791 --> 00:19:38.541
Hands on the inside of the knees.
336
00:19:39.708 --> 00:19:42.708
Good. Lovely. In this position,
I want you to cough for me.
337
00:19:42.708 --> 00:19:44.250
[all coughing]
338
00:19:44.250 --> 00:19:45.333
Feel your abdominals.
339
00:19:47.000 --> 00:19:49.666
- Nice. Are you okay?
- She's not doing it properly.
340
00:19:49.666 --> 00:19:51.750
No, you might need
to just check your pose,
341
00:19:51.750 --> 00:19:53.416
- lift your chest a bit higher.
- [snickers]
342
00:19:53.416 --> 00:19:54.333
Oh, no.
343
00:19:54.333 --> 00:19:55.458
Slowly back down.
344
00:19:56.875 --> 00:19:58.625
- Good. One more. Up.
- [mouthing] I love you.
345
00:19:58.625 --> 00:20:00.250
[man] Breathe in on the way down.
346
00:20:00.250 --> 00:20:01.208
Down.
347
00:20:01.958 --> 00:20:02.791
And stand.
348
00:20:05.708 --> 00:20:07.666
[imperceptible]
349
00:20:12.291 --> 00:20:15.375
So my hair's just like yours?
So I want to be just like you?
350
00:20:15.375 --> 00:20:16.750
I want to understand it.
351
00:20:16.750 --> 00:20:19.250
- I want to... a lot of different guys...
- [Thomas chuckles]
352
00:20:19.250 --> 00:20:20.791
...party until 5:00 in the morning?
353
00:20:20.791 --> 00:20:23.666
You know, it's almost Shakespearean,
354
00:20:23.666 --> 00:20:26.125
if you think about it,
the levels of betrayal,
355
00:20:26.125 --> 00:20:28.833
and yet they continue
to show up to these dinners.
356
00:20:31.000 --> 00:20:32.791
[TV continues indistinctly]
357
00:20:33.625 --> 00:20:35.625
[gentle music continues]
358
00:21:15.583 --> 00:21:19.666
What do you mean I have to pick a song?
It's a dating app.
359
00:21:19.666 --> 00:21:22.166
The song plays
over a montage of pictures of you.
360
00:21:23.458 --> 00:21:26.708
Well, is there... Thank you.
Is there an option not to?
361
00:21:26.708 --> 00:21:29.416
I mean, what kind of songs do people pick?
362
00:21:29.416 --> 00:21:33.333
Radiohead. An awful lot of
creative directors picking Radiohead.
363
00:21:33.333 --> 00:21:36.083
It's only been six months.
He doesn't have to do this.
364
00:21:36.083 --> 00:21:37.458
Thank you very much.
365
00:21:37.458 --> 00:21:40.583
Toni Braxton, "You're Makin' Me High."
Works every time.
366
00:21:40.583 --> 00:21:41.958
- [laughs]
- [Marc] How do you know?
367
00:21:41.958 --> 00:21:44.958
- Nabbed me this one, didn't it? Hmm?
- [Thomas chuckles]
368
00:21:44.958 --> 00:21:47.125
[Terrance] It was the pictures
that worked for me.
369
00:21:47.708 --> 00:21:49.583
I can assure you it was the pictures.
370
00:21:50.333 --> 00:21:52.458
Although, had I known
what I was getting myself into--
371
00:21:52.458 --> 00:21:54.666
Anyway, I had a legendary slideshow.
372
00:21:54.666 --> 00:21:57.625
- Men love a thong strap, God love them.
- [Thomas] Mm-hmm.
373
00:21:57.625 --> 00:22:00.541
Aw, you've kept his nudes.
374
00:22:00.541 --> 00:22:03.125
- [Marc] Give me that.
- [Sophie] That's so sweet.
375
00:22:03.125 --> 00:22:05.000
What? It's fucking romantic.
376
00:22:05.833 --> 00:22:07.833
I'm sorry, I was just
looking for photos of you,
377
00:22:07.833 --> 00:22:10.875
and I can't find any of you
alone without him, and I...
378
00:22:10.875 --> 00:22:13.083
It feels weird cropping him out.
379
00:22:14.541 --> 00:22:17.416
Do I look older to you?
I feel like I've aged a lot.
380
00:22:17.416 --> 00:22:19.250
- No--
- [Sophie] Yes. Your husband just died.
381
00:22:19.250 --> 00:22:20.500
You're allowed, my God.
382
00:22:23.875 --> 00:22:24.791
I believe her.
383
00:22:27.083 --> 00:22:30.583
["Thank You" by Bonnie Raitt playing]
384
00:22:34.333 --> 00:22:39.333
♪ Sittin' here thinking, baby, about you ♪
385
00:22:40.458 --> 00:22:45.208
♪ I'm wonderin' how I ever
Got through my life without you... ♪
386
00:22:45.208 --> 00:22:46.791
["Thank You" continues over speakers]
387
00:22:46.791 --> 00:22:48.708
[door opens, closes]
388
00:22:49.208 --> 00:22:50.375
[Sophie] Hi.
389
00:22:50.375 --> 00:22:51.458
Hi.
390
00:22:51.458 --> 00:22:52.958
I think we should go out.
391
00:22:55.791 --> 00:23:00.166
Oh, and, uh... I ended things with Terrance.
392
00:23:00.166 --> 00:23:01.375
What? What happened?
393
00:23:01.375 --> 00:23:03.083
[Sophie] It was a long time coming, Marc.
394
00:23:03.083 --> 00:23:06.791
You know, and I'm feeling good.
Feeling great, actually.
395
00:23:06.791 --> 00:23:08.625
It was bringing me down. All of it.
396
00:23:09.250 --> 00:23:12.041
I just... refuse to be trapped
by the system, you know?
397
00:23:12.041 --> 00:23:14.625
I don't want rules. I don't want threats.
398
00:23:14.625 --> 00:23:15.916
He threatened you?
399
00:23:15.916 --> 00:23:19.416
Who he is threatened me, Marc. Who he is.
400
00:23:20.375 --> 00:23:22.041
I just can't be his kind of wife.
401
00:23:22.041 --> 00:23:24.458
- Wife?
- I just said I can't be that right now.
402
00:23:24.458 --> 00:23:25.500
He proposed to you?
403
00:23:25.500 --> 00:23:27.083
Terrance proposed?
404
00:23:27.083 --> 00:23:29.791
[Marc] No. No, no, no.
Apparently, they've just broken up.
405
00:23:29.791 --> 00:23:30.708
What?
406
00:23:30.708 --> 00:23:33.541
It's not it. Heart said no. Get dressed.
407
00:23:34.250 --> 00:23:36.666
I told Alisdair
I'd stop by this art thing,
408
00:23:36.666 --> 00:23:39.791
it's like a group exhibit
Christmas party in a warehouse.
409
00:23:39.791 --> 00:23:41.083
Sounds like a nightmare.
410
00:23:42.083 --> 00:23:43.166
[Marc] Thomas.
411
00:23:45.666 --> 00:23:47.541
Alisdair broke up with you last year.
412
00:23:48.458 --> 00:23:50.833
On your birthday.
Why are you doing this to yourself?
413
00:23:50.833 --> 00:23:54.083
Because I'm thinking
of signing him to the gallery.
414
00:23:54.833 --> 00:23:56.916
And my one true love is chaos.
415
00:23:56.916 --> 00:23:59.208
Mine too. Marc, come on, get your shit.
416
00:23:59.208 --> 00:24:01.583
No, I cannot go out tonight.
I have work to do.
417
00:24:02.625 --> 00:24:04.833
What the fuck kind of work
you got on a Friday night?
418
00:24:05.625 --> 00:24:08.708
My therapist has given me some work to do
419
00:24:08.708 --> 00:24:11.083
in preparation
for the anniversary of the time
420
00:24:11.083 --> 00:24:15.250
I watched my husband
get pried out of a car like escargot.
421
00:24:15.250 --> 00:24:16.583
Okay, so...
422
00:24:16.583 --> 00:24:19.083
He's going to be reading
Oliver's Christmas card.
423
00:24:20.791 --> 00:24:21.875
I'm reading the card.
424
00:24:21.875 --> 00:24:24.041
Oh my God, that fucking card
hasn't been opened yet.
425
00:24:24.041 --> 00:24:27.125
- [Thomas] That's what I said.
- Can you both relax, please?
426
00:24:27.125 --> 00:24:28.416
Marcus...
427
00:24:29.708 --> 00:24:30.875
Lovey,
428
00:24:31.875 --> 00:24:35.541
we have been here for you
whenever you've needed us
429
00:24:35.541 --> 00:24:37.250
for almost a year now.
430
00:24:38.958 --> 00:24:40.625
We built you the nest,
431
00:24:40.625 --> 00:24:43.708
and we sat on you for a year.
432
00:24:45.250 --> 00:24:47.916
It's time to hatch, my little lovely.
433
00:24:47.916 --> 00:24:49.083
Open that card.
434
00:24:49.625 --> 00:24:51.083
Cry it out.
435
00:24:51.083 --> 00:24:54.750
Throw on something expensive
and meet us there.
436
00:24:55.583 --> 00:24:56.500
Hmm?
437
00:24:57.791 --> 00:24:58.791
We love you.
438
00:25:00.250 --> 00:25:02.875
This is us... loving you.
439
00:25:07.500 --> 00:25:09.500
[tender music playing]
440
00:25:19.625 --> 00:25:20.916
[exhales]
441
00:25:24.833 --> 00:25:26.125
[sighs]
442
00:25:59.541 --> 00:26:01.541
[music fades to silence]
443
00:26:03.958 --> 00:26:04.833
[exhales sharply]
444
00:26:05.541 --> 00:26:07.125
[dramatic percussive music playing]
445
00:26:07.125 --> 00:26:09.125
[shouting, grunting]
446
00:26:27.208 --> 00:26:29.833
- No, thank you.
- [scoffs]
447
00:26:29.833 --> 00:26:31.833
Why? Are you scared?
448
00:26:32.916 --> 00:26:34.833
Always. You?
449
00:26:34.833 --> 00:26:36.250
- Terrified.
- Of what?
450
00:26:36.250 --> 00:26:37.958
Everything beyond this.
451
00:26:39.458 --> 00:26:40.541
Well, you should be.
452
00:26:41.416 --> 00:26:45.291
And from my experience, all of this
will just leave you dizzy and embarrassed.
453
00:26:48.458 --> 00:26:49.458
Dick.
454
00:26:51.416 --> 00:26:53.541
[shouting, grunting continues]
455
00:27:03.208 --> 00:27:06.166
["With Every Heartbeat" by Robyn playing]
456
00:27:06.166 --> 00:27:08.250
[indistinct chatter]
457
00:27:31.375 --> 00:27:33.916
♪ Maybe we could make it all right ♪
458
00:27:33.916 --> 00:27:35.958
Um... Two red wine, please.
459
00:27:39.333 --> 00:27:42.666
♪ We could make it better sometime ♪
460
00:27:42.666 --> 00:27:43.583
[man] Thanks.
461
00:27:46.291 --> 00:27:47.375
I bought you a drink.
462
00:27:47.375 --> 00:27:50.458
♪ Maybe we could make it happen, baby... ♪
463
00:27:50.458 --> 00:27:51.750
Okay.
464
00:27:52.500 --> 00:27:55.500
Do you make a habit
out of pissing off performance artists?
465
00:27:55.500 --> 00:27:56.625
[Marc chuckles]
466
00:27:57.541 --> 00:28:00.208
Can't say the work is very fresh,
but they're trying.
467
00:28:00.208 --> 00:28:01.291
Aren't we all?
468
00:28:03.625 --> 00:28:05.750
I think they're just looking for company.
469
00:28:06.833 --> 00:28:08.291
Unlike you, it seems.
470
00:28:10.708 --> 00:28:11.958
You bought me this drink.
471
00:28:11.958 --> 00:28:13.750
You didn't really give me
much of a choice.
472
00:28:13.750 --> 00:28:15.375
I can give it to someone else.
473
00:28:15.375 --> 00:28:17.833
There's a man downstairs
painting with his cock.
474
00:28:20.791 --> 00:28:22.666
Does this mean that
you want to keep me company?
475
00:28:22.666 --> 00:28:26.750
Because I can assure you
that is a huge mistake.
476
00:28:26.750 --> 00:28:27.916
[man laughs]
477
00:28:27.916 --> 00:28:32.375
♪ Tell me would it make you happy, baby... ♪
478
00:28:35.208 --> 00:28:36.291
Do you work in art?
479
00:28:39.166 --> 00:28:40.375
I used to paint.
480
00:28:41.250 --> 00:28:44.083
More recently,
I've been illustrating children's books.
481
00:28:44.666 --> 00:28:46.000
Why did you stop painting?
482
00:28:47.208 --> 00:28:49.416
That's a big question
coming from a stranger.
483
00:28:49.416 --> 00:28:50.500
Oh, my apologies.
484
00:28:51.666 --> 00:28:53.541
I can compliment your jacket instead.
485
00:28:56.750 --> 00:29:01.416
My mom died, and I found it too painful.
So I stopped.
486
00:29:03.291 --> 00:29:04.291
Fun party chat.
487
00:29:04.958 --> 00:29:07.666
And you never thought
about painting through it?
488
00:29:07.666 --> 00:29:08.583
[chuckles]
489
00:29:09.083 --> 00:29:10.916
No, I'm too tired for masochism.
490
00:29:11.666 --> 00:29:12.750
I don't know...
491
00:29:13.791 --> 00:29:15.750
I don't want to sound
like a pretentious asshole,
492
00:29:15.750 --> 00:29:19.375
but isn't art
a kind of commemoration of pain?
493
00:29:21.083 --> 00:29:22.208
Where does it go otherwise?
494
00:29:23.708 --> 00:29:26.333
- You're very lucky you're French.
- [laughs]
495
00:29:31.291 --> 00:29:34.166
I guess I put it into my marriage,
which was a mistake.
496
00:29:34.958 --> 00:29:35.958
So you're married?
497
00:29:38.125 --> 00:29:39.125
I was.
498
00:29:40.083 --> 00:29:41.666
He died as well, last year.
499
00:29:42.958 --> 00:29:44.708
- Sorry to hear.
- Mm.
500
00:29:48.583 --> 00:29:50.166
I don't even know your name.
501
00:29:50.166 --> 00:29:51.083
Theo.
502
00:29:52.583 --> 00:29:53.416
Marc.
503
00:29:54.833 --> 00:29:56.791
Should I have complimented your jacket?
504
00:29:59.625 --> 00:30:00.500
No.
505
00:30:00.500 --> 00:30:03.083
So can I ask you
to have a drink with me this week?
506
00:30:03.791 --> 00:30:06.458
I'm here for a few days
before heading back to Paris.
507
00:30:08.833 --> 00:30:09.833
I don't think so.
508
00:30:11.916 --> 00:30:13.916
But I will put my number in your phone.
509
00:30:15.458 --> 00:30:16.666
[indistinct chatter]
510
00:30:21.583 --> 00:30:24.250
[Theo] Their parents bought them the space
to keep them busy.
511
00:30:24.958 --> 00:30:26.833
Like a big, expensive sandbox.
512
00:30:27.916 --> 00:30:29.208
The sad thing is...
513
00:30:29.208 --> 00:30:31.541
[whispering] They know
they're not very good.
514
00:30:35.833 --> 00:30:37.000
[Sophie] Marcus.
515
00:30:40.333 --> 00:30:43.708
- It was nice to meet you.
- Mm. And you, Marc.
516
00:30:45.750 --> 00:30:47.000
Where the hell were you?
517
00:30:47.000 --> 00:30:48.791
I've been here for 45 minutes.
518
00:30:50.583 --> 00:30:51.416
Who was that?
519
00:30:53.416 --> 00:30:54.250
I don't know.
520
00:30:55.416 --> 00:30:57.833
Hmm. How was everything at home?
521
00:30:58.958 --> 00:31:01.083
[Sophie] Alisdair has a new boyfriend.
522
00:31:01.083 --> 00:31:02.666
Brought him tonight.
523
00:31:02.666 --> 00:31:04.291
Waved him around in front of Thomas
524
00:31:04.291 --> 00:31:07.166
like a ribbon in a goddamn
rhythmic gymnastics routine.
525
00:31:07.166 --> 00:31:08.791
It was a whole thing.
526
00:31:08.791 --> 00:31:12.666
- You didn't know he was seeing somebody?
- No, I... I'm fine. Okay?
527
00:31:12.666 --> 00:31:14.375
It wasn't a whole thing.
528
00:31:14.375 --> 00:31:15.833
I don't care about him.
529
00:31:15.833 --> 00:31:17.208
[Sophie] It was a whole thing.
530
00:31:17.208 --> 00:31:21.041
Meanwhile, I may now be
single and unemployed,
531
00:31:21.041 --> 00:31:23.666
but I've lifted the veil,
and mine eyes can see.
532
00:31:23.666 --> 00:31:25.833
I'm sorry, you've lost your job?
533
00:31:25.833 --> 00:31:28.958
I love the fact that you jump
to the conclusion that I was fired.
534
00:31:28.958 --> 00:31:31.416
- [chuckles softly]
- Look at these hands. Hmm?
535
00:31:31.416 --> 00:31:35.458
Look at the calluses I have from lacing up
25 white women's corsets every day.
536
00:31:35.458 --> 00:31:36.958
You studied costume design.
537
00:31:36.958 --> 00:31:38.916
You're working on a Keira Knightley movie.
538
00:31:38.916 --> 00:31:42.000
Precisely. I need to be
doing my own thing.
539
00:31:42.000 --> 00:31:46.791
[inhales] Guys, I'm feeling really clear.
Like, really free.
540
00:31:46.791 --> 00:31:48.916
She's on molly and a bottle of wine.
541
00:31:48.916 --> 00:31:50.375
I'm fine.
542
00:31:50.375 --> 00:31:53.458
I literally have never felt better.
543
00:31:53.458 --> 00:31:56.958
I might need to stay with you guys
for, like, two weeks to six months,
544
00:31:56.958 --> 00:31:59.000
just till I figure out my next move.
545
00:32:00.208 --> 00:32:01.958
It'll be chic.
546
00:32:03.416 --> 00:32:05.000
[Marc and Thomas chuckle]
547
00:32:05.000 --> 00:32:08.750
["It's the Most Wonderful Time
of the Year" by Andy Williams playing]
548
00:32:11.541 --> 00:32:17.375
♪ It's the most wonderful time
Of the year ♪
549
00:32:18.583 --> 00:32:19.875
♪ With the kids jingle belling... ♪
550
00:32:19.875 --> 00:32:22.208
I apologize about the restaurant.
551
00:32:22.208 --> 00:32:26.208
The office flooded yesterday.
The place smells like a septic tank.
552
00:32:28.750 --> 00:32:29.791
Thank you.
553
00:32:29.791 --> 00:32:32.833
I hope you got the cheese basket
I sent you last week.
554
00:32:32.833 --> 00:32:33.750
I did.
555
00:32:34.666 --> 00:32:38.166
- My neighbor appreciated it immensely.
- [Marc] Mm.
556
00:32:38.166 --> 00:32:40.500
I'd have kept it for myself
were it not for the Crohn's.
557
00:32:40.500 --> 00:32:42.083
[waitress] Hi. Can I get you anything?
558
00:32:42.083 --> 00:32:43.708
A tea. Green.
559
00:32:44.208 --> 00:32:45.791
Some water, thank you.
560
00:32:47.875 --> 00:32:50.958
Now, as we are aware,
561
00:32:50.958 --> 00:32:53.625
Oliver's publishing contract
was terminated
562
00:32:53.625 --> 00:32:56.041
when he became
unable to fulfil his obligation.
563
00:32:56.041 --> 00:32:57.666
- When he died.
- [Imelda] Mm.
564
00:32:57.666 --> 00:33:02.000
They've invoiced a substantial amount
to be reimbursed by the end of the year.
565
00:33:02.583 --> 00:33:06.500
I thought it best to discuss strategy
to protect the estate.
566
00:33:07.125 --> 00:33:12.583
To that point, we did notice
some irregular spending on food delivery.
567
00:33:12.583 --> 00:33:13.833
That was me.
568
00:33:14.458 --> 00:33:15.833
Fascinating.
569
00:33:16.625 --> 00:33:22.125
I feel it advantageous to consider pruning
some of yours and Oliver's investments
570
00:33:22.708 --> 00:33:25.708
so as to best safeguard your savings
from here on out.
571
00:33:26.541 --> 00:33:27.625
Okay.
572
00:33:27.625 --> 00:33:32.041
Now, the lease on pied-à-terre in Paris
573
00:33:32.041 --> 00:33:34.541
is up at the end of the month,
and I recommend--
574
00:33:34.541 --> 00:33:36.375
What pied-à-terre in Paris?
575
00:33:39.541 --> 00:33:43.750
Um, leased at the beginning of December
of last year.
576
00:33:43.750 --> 00:33:45.541
I assumed you were aware
577
00:33:45.541 --> 00:33:49.375
as some of the charges
reflected spending for two.
578
00:33:55.166 --> 00:33:58.958
- You are not that second person.
- No. I'm not.
579
00:34:00.666 --> 00:34:02.666
Did he tell you he had met someone else?
580
00:34:04.958 --> 00:34:08.166
I make it my business to know
as little about people as possible.
581
00:34:08.166 --> 00:34:12.291
What... What am I
supposed to say to... to my friends?
582
00:34:14.166 --> 00:34:18.458
They've wasted a year of their lives
trying to help me through this.
583
00:34:19.416 --> 00:34:23.166
I have lost a year of my life.
584
00:34:23.166 --> 00:34:25.208
This might not be the best venue
for you to--
585
00:34:25.208 --> 00:34:26.416
- I'm 38!
- [table thuds]
586
00:34:28.791 --> 00:34:30.625
Should be in the prime of my life.
587
00:34:35.458 --> 00:34:38.416
Would you be able to email me
all the information on Paris, please?
588
00:34:38.416 --> 00:34:39.333
I can do that.
589
00:34:40.375 --> 00:34:41.208
I'm sorry.
590
00:34:42.083 --> 00:34:46.750
Sorry you had to...
witness all of this. Sorry.
591
00:34:48.666 --> 00:34:55.250
♪ ...of the year ♪
592
00:34:57.291 --> 00:34:58.500
[song ends]
593
00:35:01.375 --> 00:35:02.666
- [horn honks]
- God.
594
00:35:03.583 --> 00:35:05.416
Oh, thank you. Sorry. [sniffles]
595
00:35:07.750 --> 00:35:08.958
Sorry, thanks.
596
00:35:12.791 --> 00:35:14.083
[muttering]
597
00:35:14.833 --> 00:35:16.000
[sighs in exasperation]
598
00:35:17.708 --> 00:35:18.583
[exhales]
599
00:35:22.250 --> 00:35:23.083
What?
600
00:35:24.416 --> 00:35:26.208
Terrance wanted my stuff out.
601
00:35:26.916 --> 00:35:27.958
Are you okay?
602
00:35:27.958 --> 00:35:29.291
Hmm? Yeah.
603
00:35:29.291 --> 00:35:32.833
Just... I wanted out, you know,
and I'm out and good. [sighs]
604
00:35:32.833 --> 00:35:35.375
Sorry, I don't know
what the fuck is going on.
605
00:35:36.166 --> 00:35:38.291
He just wasn't there
when I left, you know?
606
00:35:39.125 --> 00:35:41.791
To help with the bags.
He just wasn't there.
607
00:35:43.458 --> 00:35:46.166
Someone talk about something else,
please. Anything.
608
00:35:47.625 --> 00:35:48.666
[Marc] Are you sure?
609
00:35:48.666 --> 00:35:51.375
Yes, Marc, please. Just go.
610
00:35:51.375 --> 00:35:52.291
Okay.
611
00:35:53.458 --> 00:35:57.833
Um, I wanted to thank you both
for this year.
612
00:36:00.291 --> 00:36:04.458
So, I would like to take us to Paris
for the weekend, on Oliver.
613
00:36:04.458 --> 00:36:06.541
Spend his money recklessly.
614
00:36:06.541 --> 00:36:09.333
It's what he would be doing
if he were there right now.
615
00:36:10.250 --> 00:36:12.750
And I can't think
of a more appropriate way
616
00:36:12.750 --> 00:36:15.666
to mark the one-year anniversary.
617
00:36:15.666 --> 00:36:16.625
Yeah.
618
00:36:16.625 --> 00:36:18.625
- Mm.
- We all deserve some joy.
619
00:36:18.625 --> 00:36:22.166
Oh yes. I think this is a beautiful thing.
620
00:36:22.166 --> 00:36:26.208
I think this is a beautiful, soulful thing
you are offering us.
621
00:36:26.208 --> 00:36:29.458
Yes, thank you. Where are we staying?
622
00:36:31.250 --> 00:36:32.833
We actually have a place there.
623
00:36:32.833 --> 00:36:34.833
- [Sophie] What?
- What? Since when?
624
00:36:35.416 --> 00:36:37.041
Oliver got it last year.
625
00:36:38.166 --> 00:36:39.208
I plan on giving it up.
626
00:36:39.208 --> 00:36:43.125
What does it feel like to casually mention
you're giving up a place in Paris?
627
00:36:43.125 --> 00:36:44.041
[Sophie] Sweet thing.
628
00:36:44.041 --> 00:36:47.333
He's still finding ways
to give us nice things.
629
00:36:48.000 --> 00:36:51.583
["Eyes Without a Face"
by Billy Idol playing]
630
00:36:51.583 --> 00:36:55.625 line:5%
♪ I'm all out of hope ♪
631
00:36:55.625 --> 00:36:58.625 line:5%
♪ One more bad dream ♪
632
00:36:58.625 --> 00:37:01.166
♪ Could bring a fall ♪
633
00:37:02.583 --> 00:37:06.750
♪ When I'm far from home ♪
634
00:37:06.750 --> 00:37:09.666
♪ Don't call me on the phone ♪
635
00:37:09.666 --> 00:37:12.500
♪ To tell me you're alone ♪
636
00:37:13.875 --> 00:37:17.916
♪ It's easy to deceive ♪
637
00:37:17.916 --> 00:37:20.708
♪ It's easy to tease ♪
638
00:37:20.708 --> 00:37:23.666
♪ But hard to get release ♪
639
00:37:25.458 --> 00:37:29.333
[woman singing in French]
640
00:37:29.333 --> 00:37:31.875
[Billy Idol in English]
♪ Eyes without a face ♪
641
00:37:31.875 --> 00:37:34.916
[woman singing in French]
642
00:37:34.916 --> 00:37:37.000
[Billy Idol in English]
♪ Eyes without a face ♪
643
00:37:37.000 --> 00:37:40.500
[woman singing in French]
644
00:37:40.500 --> 00:37:43.291
[Billy Idol in English]
♪ Eyes without a face ♪
645
00:37:43.291 --> 00:37:45.958
♪ Got no human grace ♪
646
00:37:45.958 --> 00:37:49.708
♪ You're eyes without a face ♪
647
00:37:59.125 --> 00:38:00.500
- [suitcase thuds]
- ♪ I spend so-- ♪
648
00:38:00.500 --> 00:38:01.666
[song stops abruptly]
649
00:38:03.000 --> 00:38:03.916
[Thomas exhales]
650
00:38:04.416 --> 00:38:06.333
[Sophie] Jesus Christ.
651
00:38:10.791 --> 00:38:12.750
Uh, what?
652
00:38:12.750 --> 00:38:13.833
[door closes]
653
00:38:14.625 --> 00:38:19.000
[Thomas] Jesus, this place
has just been sitting here?
654
00:38:19.000 --> 00:38:21.583
No, I get it.
655
00:38:22.666 --> 00:38:24.541
This is sexy.
656
00:38:25.666 --> 00:38:29.333
[gasps] This is where people
come to do sex.
657
00:38:30.166 --> 00:38:34.500
Marc doesn't need to be reminded
of all the sex they probably had here.
658
00:38:34.500 --> 00:38:36.208
I don't know. I think it's a bit much.
659
00:38:36.875 --> 00:38:40.291
- Like, what was he trying to prove?
- Um, that he has really beautiful taste.
660
00:38:40.291 --> 00:38:44.041
And he knows how to create
an intensely sensual vibe.
661
00:38:44.541 --> 00:38:46.625
- [chuckles softly]
- [Sophie moans happily]
662
00:38:47.166 --> 00:38:49.000
Can you be in love with a couch?
663
00:38:54.666 --> 00:38:58.041
[gentle piano music playing]
664
00:40:05.500 --> 00:40:06.916
[Thomas exhaling]
665
00:40:09.416 --> 00:40:12.250
[grunts] Sophie is taking
the guest bedroom
666
00:40:12.250 --> 00:40:17.250
and is demanding privacy
as a 35-year-old single woman.
667
00:40:17.250 --> 00:40:20.083
Didn't she share a tent
with a bunch of strangers at Burning Man?
668
00:40:20.083 --> 00:40:23.500
Yeah, she wears logic
like one of those little handbags
669
00:40:23.500 --> 00:40:25.375
that can't actually hold anything.
670
00:40:25.375 --> 00:40:26.458
[chuckles]
671
00:40:28.166 --> 00:40:29.791
- You okay?
- Yeah.
672
00:40:31.208 --> 00:40:33.875
[chuckles] Yes. Yes.
673
00:40:37.041 --> 00:40:37.958
[sighs]
674
00:40:40.166 --> 00:40:41.166
It's nice.
675
00:40:43.708 --> 00:40:46.625
["Heartbeat" by Annie playing on speakers]
676
00:40:53.750 --> 00:40:56.166
[gasps] I got a date for tonight.
677
00:40:56.166 --> 00:40:57.083
[Thomas] What?
678
00:40:57.083 --> 00:40:59.791
Thomas, before you pass
any kind of judgment,
679
00:40:59.791 --> 00:41:02.125
you're coming with, he's bringing gays.
680
00:41:03.000 --> 00:41:04.333
- Bringing gays.
- [Sophie] Mm-hmm.
681
00:41:04.333 --> 00:41:06.375
Why do straight people
think their gay friends
682
00:41:06.375 --> 00:41:08.875
will automatically
want to sleep with each other?
683
00:41:08.875 --> 00:41:10.875
I set you two up,
and it worked, didn't it?
684
00:41:10.875 --> 00:41:13.375
Yeah, for a year, 15 years ago.
685
00:41:13.375 --> 00:41:16.583
[Sophie] His name is Sebastian,
he works in advertising, he's 6'1".
686
00:41:16.583 --> 00:41:18.875
He spends an awful lot of time
on expensive boats,
687
00:41:18.875 --> 00:41:20.583
according to his profile.
688
00:41:20.583 --> 00:41:22.791
I told him you'd pick the place
since you're paying.
689
00:41:22.791 --> 00:41:24.291
I'm not paying for that.
690
00:41:24.291 --> 00:41:25.208
Oh, Marcus.
691
00:41:26.000 --> 00:41:29.333
I'd very much like for Sebastian
to forget his fucking name
692
00:41:29.333 --> 00:41:31.458
when he sees me tonight, okay?
693
00:41:31.458 --> 00:41:33.416
So I think we should
start making that happen.
694
00:41:34.041 --> 00:41:35.083
Like, now.
695
00:41:36.583 --> 00:41:37.500
ASAP.
696
00:41:38.083 --> 00:41:39.375
- Things took a turn.
- Yep.
697
00:41:41.208 --> 00:41:42.833
She also ashed on the counter.
698
00:41:43.416 --> 00:41:47.666
♪ Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat ♪
699
00:41:47.666 --> 00:41:50.916
♪ Like a symphony ♪
700
00:41:51.458 --> 00:41:54.916
♪ Feel my heartbeat drumming to the beat ♪
701
00:41:54.916 --> 00:41:58.791
♪ Like a melody, come see ♪
702
00:41:58.791 --> 00:42:02.541
♪ Feel my heartbeat, feel my heartbeat ♪
703
00:42:02.541 --> 00:42:05.625
♪ Feel my heartbeat, come on ♪
704
00:42:06.416 --> 00:42:09.958
♪ Feel my heartbeat, feel my heartbeat ♪
705
00:42:09.958 --> 00:42:14.208
♪ Feel my heartbeat, come on, come see ♪
706
00:42:14.208 --> 00:42:17.833
♪ There was a time everybody was around ♪
707
00:42:17.833 --> 00:42:19.916
♪ And I was dancing with you ♪
708
00:42:21.625 --> 00:42:23.875
♪ Don't know your name ♪
709
00:42:23.875 --> 00:42:28.250
♪ Making me ashamed
To feel the way that I do ♪
710
00:42:29.250 --> 00:42:31.291
♪ The lights went out ♪
711
00:42:31.291 --> 00:42:35.041
♪ Couldn't leave without you
It's the place to be ♪
712
00:42:36.875 --> 00:42:38.875
♪ I won't forget ♪
713
00:42:38.875 --> 00:42:43.500
♪ The greatest times I've had
When I was dancing with you ♪
714
00:42:43.500 --> 00:42:44.625
[song ends]
715
00:42:45.958 --> 00:42:46.958
- [Marc] Hi.
- Hi.
716
00:42:48.083 --> 00:42:51.125
Um, I would like to exchange this, please.
Thank you.
717
00:43:00.666 --> 00:43:02.583
This is for Oliver Alston?
718
00:43:03.541 --> 00:43:06.750
Yes. Oliver Alston bought this.
719
00:43:06.750 --> 00:43:10.625
He spent a lot of money in this store.
Probably hit on you.
720
00:43:10.625 --> 00:43:12.416
[woman] Do you know what happened to him?
721
00:43:12.416 --> 00:43:13.333
It's so sad.
722
00:43:13.333 --> 00:43:16.041
He would bring us coffees
when he'd come to shop.
723
00:43:19.541 --> 00:43:22.000
You wouldn't happen to remember him
coming in here
724
00:43:22.000 --> 00:43:25.375
with another man, would you?
725
00:43:26.458 --> 00:43:28.833
[clerks speaking French]
726
00:43:29.666 --> 00:43:33.791
[in English]
Um, there was a boy sometimes, younger.
727
00:43:33.791 --> 00:43:36.833
Younger than you.
Um, maybe a boyfriend, I don't know.
728
00:43:36.833 --> 00:43:39.125
Uh, are you his assistant?
729
00:43:40.666 --> 00:43:41.750
I'm his husband.
730
00:43:43.750 --> 00:43:48.166
And Oliver bought this for that boy,
uh, just before he died.
731
00:43:48.166 --> 00:43:51.208
Died in front of me,
and not the boyfriend.
732
00:43:51.208 --> 00:43:54.500
Now, I have friends upstairs that
would like to buy something in the store,
733
00:43:54.500 --> 00:43:56.750
and I'd like to help pay for that
with this item.
734
00:43:56.750 --> 00:43:59.375
So if you could please make an exception.
735
00:44:00.166 --> 00:44:03.583
Unless you'd like to watch me
slowly unravel in the store.
736
00:44:05.791 --> 00:44:07.875
Okay.
737
00:44:07.875 --> 00:44:08.916
Thank you.
738
00:44:11.041 --> 00:44:12.375
[Sophie] Too intellectual?
739
00:44:13.041 --> 00:44:16.666
Or just... intellectual enough?
740
00:44:16.666 --> 00:44:17.750
Nice balance.
741
00:44:18.541 --> 00:44:19.541
Smart dress.
742
00:44:20.208 --> 00:44:21.416
And there's you in it.
743
00:44:21.416 --> 00:44:23.208
[laughs sarcastically]
744
00:44:24.500 --> 00:44:25.333
[sighs]
745
00:44:25.333 --> 00:44:30.083
One day, my love, a man is going to melt
that cold, cold heart of yours.
746
00:44:31.500 --> 00:44:34.625
He's just going to take
a hair dryer to it, I promise you.
747
00:44:34.625 --> 00:44:35.916
I love those glasses.
748
00:44:36.458 --> 00:44:39.458
And the scarf. Get them both. Why not?
749
00:44:43.208 --> 00:44:46.375
[uplifting orchestral music playing]
750
00:44:57.625 --> 00:44:58.791
[Marc] I loved that apartment.
751
00:44:58.791 --> 00:45:01.125
- You loved that flat?
- I loved that apartment.
752
00:45:01.875 --> 00:45:03.500
You two broke up five months in.
753
00:45:03.500 --> 00:45:04.791
I know. Now look at us.
754
00:45:05.875 --> 00:45:08.166
I think about that apartment
a lot, actually.
755
00:45:08.166 --> 00:45:10.166
Do you think about the day we moved in?
756
00:45:10.666 --> 00:45:12.583
- Oh my God.
- What did you find again?
757
00:45:12.583 --> 00:45:15.041
- A homemade dildo behind the bed.
- [Sophie shrieks]
758
00:45:15.666 --> 00:45:18.458
- [chuckles] What was it again? A shampoo--
- Perfume bottle, yes.
759
00:45:18.458 --> 00:45:21.916
It was a perfume bottle that
someone had wrapped in a condom.
760
00:45:21.916 --> 00:45:24.250
In their defense,
those women had a reputation
761
00:45:24.250 --> 00:45:27.458
for being very messy
and forgetful prostitutes.
762
00:45:27.458 --> 00:45:28.541
Legends.
763
00:45:30.375 --> 00:45:32.500
Are you ever going to talk about Terrance?
764
00:45:34.666 --> 00:45:37.791
See, that's the problem.
Everyone wants to talk about Terrance.
765
00:45:37.791 --> 00:45:39.208
I want to talk about me.
766
00:45:39.208 --> 00:45:40.666
- [Thomas] Hmm.
- Okay.
767
00:45:41.208 --> 00:45:42.416
Let's talk about you.
768
00:45:42.416 --> 00:45:43.500
Thank you.
769
00:45:43.500 --> 00:45:44.458
[Thomas laughs]
770
00:45:45.083 --> 00:45:46.750
Okay, well...
771
00:45:49.291 --> 00:45:51.708
I want to ride that thing at some point.
772
00:45:52.958 --> 00:45:55.166
And I want to have fun tonight.
773
00:45:56.958 --> 00:45:59.708
I want someone to look at me
like I'm fresh out the box.
774
00:45:59.708 --> 00:46:01.166
Is that too much to ask?
775
00:46:01.750 --> 00:46:02.583
No.
776
00:46:03.666 --> 00:46:04.708
You liked that flat?
777
00:46:04.708 --> 00:46:08.375
I remember one night
when Soph had gotten back from that bar
778
00:46:08.375 --> 00:46:10.333
that she worked at that one summer,
779
00:46:10.333 --> 00:46:12.625
- and you and I were in a good place...
- [Thomas] Mm.
780
00:46:13.125 --> 00:46:14.875
...and we'd won that Elton John CD
781
00:46:14.875 --> 00:46:17.000
- from the pub quiz across the street...
- [chuckles]
782
00:46:17.000 --> 00:46:19.791
...and we put it on
and we opened all the windows,
783
00:46:19.791 --> 00:46:21.958
because that place was like a steam room,
784
00:46:22.833 --> 00:46:25.833
and we all laid on the bed
just hoping for a breeze.
785
00:46:27.291 --> 00:46:30.166
And there was a moment
when the bass from those guys downstairs
786
00:46:30.166 --> 00:46:33.916
remixed perfectly with
"This Train Don't Stop There Anymore."
787
00:46:33.916 --> 00:46:36.625
- You remember the weirdest shit.
- No, and we were all convinced
788
00:46:36.625 --> 00:46:39.458
that we were having
the same heat-induced hallucination.
789
00:46:40.166 --> 00:46:41.041
But we weren't.
790
00:46:41.041 --> 00:46:44.791
It was just a beautiful memory
in that apartment.
791
00:46:49.750 --> 00:46:51.750
Was that the night I spilled my red wine
792
00:46:51.750 --> 00:46:56.333
over those awful pointy shoes
you wore all the time, and you cried?
793
00:46:56.333 --> 00:46:58.375
- [laughs] Fuck off.
- [laughs]
794
00:46:58.375 --> 00:47:01.208
[chill music playing on speakers]
795
00:47:01.208 --> 00:47:04.791
[man speaking French]
796
00:47:08.958 --> 00:47:10.875
- [in English] How do I look?
- [exhales]
797
00:47:10.875 --> 00:47:12.708
Like you didn't pay for that dress.
798
00:47:12.708 --> 00:47:13.916
[Marc laughs]
799
00:47:13.916 --> 00:47:15.416
Oh, here he is.
800
00:47:16.833 --> 00:47:18.916
- Bonjour.
- [Sebastian chuckles]
801
00:47:18.916 --> 00:47:20.291
- [snorts]
- [Sophie chuckles]
802
00:47:20.291 --> 00:47:22.041
That's all the French I know.
803
00:47:22.958 --> 00:47:25.166
These are my friends, Marc...
804
00:47:25.916 --> 00:47:27.541
- Bonjour.
- ...et Thomas.
805
00:47:27.541 --> 00:47:29.875
- Just Thomas. Thomas is fine.
- [laughs]
806
00:47:29.875 --> 00:47:31.875
- [Sebastian] This is Esme...
- [Marc] Hi.
807
00:47:31.875 --> 00:47:33.625
- ...and Remi.
- Bonjour.
808
00:47:33.625 --> 00:47:35.250
[Remi and Thomas] Bonjour.
809
00:47:35.958 --> 00:47:36.958
Bonjour.
810
00:47:39.041 --> 00:47:41.125
- Oh.
- [laughter]
811
00:47:41.125 --> 00:47:43.250
- So, what are we drinking?
- Wine.
812
00:47:43.750 --> 00:47:45.958
Mmm. Excusez-moi.
813
00:47:47.000 --> 00:47:48.708
So how do you all know each other?
814
00:47:48.708 --> 00:47:50.000
[Remi] We work together.
815
00:47:50.000 --> 00:47:51.791
Um, I start yesterday.
816
00:47:53.541 --> 00:47:55.166
You've known these people for a day?
817
00:47:55.166 --> 00:47:58.333
Yes, but, um, Seb asked the office
who wanted to get laid tonight
818
00:47:58.333 --> 00:48:01.000
and I thought, "Why not? It could be fun."
819
00:48:02.958 --> 00:48:04.958
- You want?
- Okay. Yeah.
820
00:48:06.333 --> 00:48:09.916
Oh. Okay. Mm-hmm. Mmm.
821
00:48:12.541 --> 00:48:14.458
Seb told me your husband is dead.
822
00:48:16.500 --> 00:48:18.708
Um... he is, yeah.
823
00:48:18.708 --> 00:48:19.833
That he was killed.
824
00:48:20.875 --> 00:48:21.750
Mmm.
825
00:48:22.250 --> 00:48:23.333
He was, yeah.
826
00:48:24.708 --> 00:48:26.083
Not, like, murdered though.
827
00:48:26.083 --> 00:48:28.375
- My uncle was murdered.
- Oh my God.
828
00:48:28.375 --> 00:48:29.791
He work in construction.
829
00:48:30.708 --> 00:48:33.333
And we later found out
he was mixed up in the mafia.
830
00:48:34.208 --> 00:48:35.291
Burned alive.
831
00:48:36.208 --> 00:48:37.125
Wow.
832
00:48:37.791 --> 00:48:39.000
I'm... I'm sorry.
833
00:48:40.041 --> 00:48:41.291
Yeah.
834
00:48:43.750 --> 00:48:45.375
You must miss him.
835
00:48:48.583 --> 00:48:50.333
- It's complicated.
- Yeah.
836
00:48:51.666 --> 00:48:53.083
- Love is that way.
- [chuckles]
837
00:48:53.083 --> 00:48:55.166
[waiter speaking French]
838
00:48:55.166 --> 00:48:56.916
[in English] Are you ready to order?
839
00:48:56.916 --> 00:48:59.000
[gasps] Yes, I want meat.
840
00:48:59.000 --> 00:49:02.458
["Sortir ce soir" by Étienne Daho playing]
841
00:49:13.000 --> 00:49:16.583
I have a very strong point of view,
you know?
842
00:49:17.208 --> 00:49:20.125
And I will not apologize for that.
843
00:49:20.125 --> 00:49:22.291
I can't keep working under people.
844
00:49:22.833 --> 00:49:26.583
I need to take charge of my life.
845
00:49:26.583 --> 00:49:27.666
What is she doing?
846
00:49:27.666 --> 00:49:30.375
[Sebastian] You need to do
what makes you feel good inside.
847
00:49:30.375 --> 00:49:32.583
- [Sophie] Exactly.
- And only you know.
848
00:49:34.125 --> 00:49:35.833
Only I know.
849
00:49:35.833 --> 00:49:36.791
Okay. All right.
850
00:49:36.791 --> 00:49:38.458
In theory, okay,
851
00:49:38.458 --> 00:49:42.333
but I thought I'd have my own gallery
by now. That's also life.
852
00:49:42.333 --> 00:49:45.583
Sometimes you do things you don't wanna do
to get to where you want to go.
853
00:49:45.583 --> 00:49:48.416
No, no. You don't get it.
You don't get it. Mm-mm.
854
00:49:48.416 --> 00:49:52.166
Does he not get it,
or are you not willing to hear him?
855
00:49:52.166 --> 00:49:54.250
Says the boy who worked for his husband.
856
00:49:54.875 --> 00:49:56.000
[laughs]
857
00:49:56.000 --> 00:50:01.166
Okay, I will not feel bad
about working with my husband.
858
00:50:02.458 --> 00:50:05.625
Lily fucking Kayne would not have a career
859
00:50:05.625 --> 00:50:07.666
if it weren't for my illustrations, so...
860
00:50:07.666 --> 00:50:12.666
Babes, babes, babes,
I would kill for what you have.
861
00:50:12.666 --> 00:50:13.916
Own it.
862
00:50:13.916 --> 00:50:16.000
[man speaks French, laughs]
863
00:50:16.000 --> 00:50:17.916
- [crowd exclaims]
- [applause]
864
00:50:26.750 --> 00:50:27.833
[waiter speaking French]
865
00:50:27.833 --> 00:50:30.000
[gasps] Who ordered these?
866
00:50:30.000 --> 00:50:31.500
[Sebastian] You did.
867
00:50:32.208 --> 00:50:33.875
- Send them over.
- That's just what you need.
868
00:50:33.875 --> 00:50:34.958
[Sophie] Okay.
869
00:50:36.083 --> 00:50:40.083
To doing what makes you feel good inside.
870
00:50:49.041 --> 00:50:49.875
[hiccups]
871
00:50:49.875 --> 00:50:53.291
You're going to find out
what a good singer I am.
872
00:50:53.291 --> 00:50:55.000
I can't wait to see that.
873
00:50:55.500 --> 00:50:56.791
[Sophie] Fabulous.
874
00:50:56.791 --> 00:50:58.375
- [Sebastian] Are you?
- [Sophie] Mm-hmm.
875
00:51:00.875 --> 00:51:02.666
[men laughing]
876
00:51:05.125 --> 00:51:06.291
[man speaking French]
877
00:51:16.500 --> 00:51:18.375
["We Belong" by Pat Benatar playing]
878
00:51:18.375 --> 00:51:23.708
♪ Whatever we deny or embrace
For worse or for better ♪
879
00:51:24.291 --> 00:51:26.166
♪ We belong ♪
880
00:51:27.000 --> 00:51:31.333
♪ We belong, we belong together ♪
881
00:51:32.041 --> 00:51:32.875
Uh-oh.
882
00:51:32.875 --> 00:51:38.583
- ["Just Another Day" playing]
- ♪ I, I don't want to say ♪
883
00:51:39.541 --> 00:51:43.875
♪ I don't want to fight another day ♪
884
00:51:43.875 --> 00:51:47.916
♪ Make it through the day without you ♪
885
00:51:48.500 --> 00:51:50.166
♪ Without you ♪
886
00:51:50.166 --> 00:51:51.416
Well, it's 2:00 a.m.,
887
00:51:51.416 --> 00:51:55.125
which means that my husband
officially died a year ago today.
888
00:51:56.125 --> 00:51:59.291
For such a meticulous person,
he left behind one hell of a mess.
889
00:51:59.291 --> 00:52:02.416
["This Train Don't Stop There Anymore"
by Elton John playing]
890
00:52:03.208 --> 00:52:04.375
This is for him.
891
00:52:06.208 --> 00:52:08.291
- And for you.
- [man chuckles]
892
00:52:08.291 --> 00:52:09.375
And her.
893
00:52:11.250 --> 00:52:17.541
♪ You may not believe it
But I don't believe in miracles anymore ♪
894
00:52:20.833 --> 00:52:26.291
♪ And when I think about it
I don't believe I ever did for sure ♪
895
00:52:30.416 --> 00:52:36.333
♪ All the things I've said in songs
All the purple prose you bought from me ♪
896
00:52:39.666 --> 00:52:44.125
♪ Reality's just black and white
The sentimental things I'd write ♪
897
00:52:44.125 --> 00:52:46.750
♪ Never meant that much to me ♪
898
00:52:48.958 --> 00:52:52.041
♪ I used to be the main express ♪
899
00:52:53.166 --> 00:52:56.791
[all singing] ♪ All steam and whistles
Heading west ♪
900
00:52:58.250 --> 00:53:02.583
♪ Picking up my pain from door to door ♪
901
00:53:03.375 --> 00:53:05.625
♪ Riding on the storyline ♪
902
00:53:05.625 --> 00:53:07.708
♪ Furnace burning overtime ♪
903
00:53:07.708 --> 00:53:10.875
- ♪ But this train... ♪
- [all] ♪ But this train don't stop ♪
904
00:53:12.541 --> 00:53:15.541
♪ This train don't stop ♪
905
00:53:17.333 --> 00:53:22.250
♪ This train don't stop there anymore ♪
906
00:53:22.250 --> 00:53:23.541
♪ Anymore ♪ [chuckling]
907
00:53:37.583 --> 00:53:38.416
[door closes]
908
00:53:39.375 --> 00:53:41.291
- Your tongue is blue.
- [chuckles]
909
00:53:42.875 --> 00:53:44.041
The drinks were blue.
910
00:53:45.250 --> 00:53:49.083
And I'm only just realizing how this
must look to someone I've only met once.
911
00:53:50.291 --> 00:53:51.708
I'm not normally like this.
912
00:53:52.416 --> 00:53:55.625
Besides shoving your blue tongue
down my throat...
913
00:53:55.625 --> 00:53:56.916
[snorts]
914
00:53:56.916 --> 00:53:59.958
- ...and knocking my head against the wall...
- Mm-hmm.
915
00:53:59.958 --> 00:54:01.125
...you're not that bad.
916
00:54:01.875 --> 00:54:03.291
I don't know what that was.
917
00:54:04.208 --> 00:54:07.000
It felt sexy.
It felt like a sexy thing to do.
918
00:54:09.416 --> 00:54:11.625
Would you like
to give your tongue some air?
919
00:54:13.791 --> 00:54:14.625
Yeah.
920
00:54:14.625 --> 00:54:15.666
Give me a second.
921
00:54:20.833 --> 00:54:22.833
- [laughter]
- [Sophie] Mmm.
922
00:54:22.833 --> 00:54:24.083
You all right?
923
00:54:24.875 --> 00:54:26.208
[Marc chuckling] No.
924
00:54:26.208 --> 00:54:27.250
[whines]
925
00:54:27.250 --> 00:54:28.500
- [Thomas] Hey.
- [Marc] Yeah?
926
00:54:28.500 --> 00:54:29.625
Where are you going?
927
00:54:29.625 --> 00:54:32.208
- [Marc] I'm gonna go for a walk.
- No, sit down.
928
00:54:32.208 --> 00:54:33.916
[Marc] No. I'll be right back.
929
00:54:33.916 --> 00:54:35.541
I'll be right back. Have fun.
930
00:54:40.541 --> 00:54:41.375
[Theo] Come on.
931
00:54:51.333 --> 00:54:53.125
I thought I wouldn't hear from you.
932
00:54:54.791 --> 00:54:56.000
I also thought that.
933
00:54:57.333 --> 00:54:58.416
But things change.
934
00:54:58.416 --> 00:54:59.833
- Oh, wow.
- Hmm.
935
00:54:59.833 --> 00:55:02.083
- What changed for you?
- A lot.
936
00:55:05.833 --> 00:55:07.833
I guess I felt... lonely.
937
00:55:10.416 --> 00:55:13.125
I don't know if that's a rude thing
to say to you.
938
00:55:13.125 --> 00:55:14.208
Why is it rude?
939
00:55:15.041 --> 00:55:18.291
Well, I feel like I might take offense...
to that.
940
00:55:18.291 --> 00:55:21.458
I-- Like, the only reason
someone wanted to get in touch
941
00:55:21.458 --> 00:55:24.166
was because they felt alone
and wanted company.
942
00:55:25.250 --> 00:55:27.625
Like the reason
for getting in touch wasn't...
943
00:55:29.166 --> 00:55:31.833
romantic enough, it's practical.
944
00:55:32.333 --> 00:55:33.750
And what's wrong with that?
945
00:55:34.500 --> 00:55:38.166
You were lonely, you thought of me.
I think that's kind of romantic.
946
00:55:39.041 --> 00:55:40.916
These days, everybody needs a parade
947
00:55:40.916 --> 00:55:43.416
to show how much they care
about each other.
948
00:55:46.250 --> 00:55:48.416
[Marc] Well, a lot of people are insecure.
949
00:55:50.041 --> 00:55:52.000
Like, you're not very confident
950
00:55:52.958 --> 00:55:56.083
without being arrogant,
which is a very hard thing to pull off.
951
00:55:57.083 --> 00:55:59.708
[Theo] I think arrogant people
have something to prove.
952
00:55:59.708 --> 00:56:00.791
[Marc chuckles]
953
00:56:01.666 --> 00:56:04.166
Don't we all have something
to prove to somebody?
954
00:56:04.166 --> 00:56:07.666
Yeah, sure.
I'd just rather be upfront about it.
955
00:56:10.875 --> 00:56:14.375
I think a lot of people would like
to be upfront about a lot of things.
956
00:56:15.458 --> 00:56:19.333
But honesty doesn't just
spill out of a lot of people.
957
00:56:20.250 --> 00:56:21.166
It should.
958
00:56:23.625 --> 00:56:26.000
[waiter speaking French]
959
00:56:26.000 --> 00:56:27.500
Merci.
960
00:56:27.500 --> 00:56:30.166
[in English] They haven't changed
the recipe in 65 years.
961
00:56:30.166 --> 00:56:31.375
- Mmm.
- [Theo] Hmm.
962
00:56:31.375 --> 00:56:33.041
How are you feeling now?
963
00:56:33.041 --> 00:56:34.125
I'm all right.
964
00:56:35.000 --> 00:56:38.083
If the waiter came by and asked you
what you thought about the soup
965
00:56:38.083 --> 00:56:39.750
and you said, "All right..."
966
00:56:39.750 --> 00:56:40.833
[laughs]
967
00:56:40.833 --> 00:56:42.416
...they would ask us to leave.
968
00:56:44.583 --> 00:56:46.458
No, they would probably be asking us
969
00:56:46.458 --> 00:56:48.875
why we're eating French onion soup
on a date.
970
00:56:48.875 --> 00:56:50.708
Is this a date?
971
00:56:51.708 --> 00:56:53.291
I don't know, you tell me.
972
00:56:54.625 --> 00:56:56.833
You seem like a very transparent person.
973
00:56:56.833 --> 00:56:58.333
What does it mean?
974
00:56:58.333 --> 00:57:00.583
That you don't look like you lie a lot.
975
00:57:01.375 --> 00:57:03.916
I don't know. I try not to lie.
976
00:57:05.708 --> 00:57:06.583
[Marc] Hm.
977
00:57:13.208 --> 00:57:15.208
I've been lying for a long time.
978
00:57:17.250 --> 00:57:18.625
To a lot of people.
979
00:57:19.458 --> 00:57:23.125
And it feels really heavy. [sighs]
980
00:57:25.416 --> 00:57:29.500
Like I'm... swimming with my clothes on
and I can't take them off.
981
00:57:38.750 --> 00:57:42.375
I stopped liking my job,
but I keep working because it pays well.
982
00:57:43.666 --> 00:57:45.750
And that makes me feel sick.
983
00:57:46.416 --> 00:57:48.500
- [Marc] Hmm.
- But not sick enough to quit.
984
00:57:49.666 --> 00:57:52.000
Which makes me feel even more sick.
985
00:57:54.958 --> 00:57:56.708
- You should quit your job.
- Yes.
986
00:57:57.666 --> 00:57:59.500
[laughs]
987
00:57:59.500 --> 00:58:00.416
What are you doing?
988
00:58:00.416 --> 00:58:03.583
- I'm trying to take your clothes off.
- [laughs]
989
00:58:04.083 --> 00:58:06.333
I just told you something truthful.
990
00:58:07.958 --> 00:58:11.166
Now, it's your turn
to tell me something that's not a lie.
991
00:58:11.833 --> 00:58:13.083
I'll try not to judge.
992
00:58:19.291 --> 00:58:20.125
[clicks tongue]
993
00:58:20.791 --> 00:58:21.916
[inhales deeply]
994
00:58:27.250 --> 00:58:28.250
[clicks tongue]
995
00:58:29.166 --> 00:58:33.416
I feel like I abandoned my mom
when I met my husband.
996
00:58:35.333 --> 00:58:40.916
Like I chose a distraction over
sitting alone with her death or something.
997
00:58:42.416 --> 00:58:44.041
Didn't take the time to grieve...
998
00:58:45.500 --> 00:58:46.333
or...
999
00:58:48.375 --> 00:58:50.375
live with the reality that she's gone.
1000
00:58:51.666 --> 00:58:52.666
I didn't do that.
1001
00:58:54.208 --> 00:58:55.208
I opted out.
1002
00:58:56.125 --> 00:58:56.958
Hmm.
1003
00:58:58.125 --> 00:59:01.958
Stopped painting. I avoided things
that would remind me of her, even though...
1004
00:59:04.833 --> 00:59:06.666
all I want is to be reminded of her.
1005
00:59:10.958 --> 00:59:15.250
And I can feel myself
doing the same thing with Oliver.
1006
00:59:21.750 --> 00:59:24.500
I agreed to an open marriage...
1007
00:59:25.583 --> 00:59:28.125
out of fear, not trust.
1008
00:59:29.916 --> 00:59:31.125
He asked,
1009
00:59:32.375 --> 00:59:35.375
and the idea of giving him
a reason to leave
1010
00:59:35.375 --> 00:59:38.375
felt scarier than keeping him happy,
1011
00:59:38.375 --> 00:59:39.750
so that's what I did.
1012
00:59:41.458 --> 00:59:44.708
There were rules.
Work trips, one and done.
1013
00:59:45.625 --> 00:59:47.625
-"I don't want to hear about it."
- [Theo chuckles]
1014
00:59:50.500 --> 00:59:51.875
But he broke those rules.
1015
00:59:54.458 --> 00:59:55.291
And I can...
1016
00:59:56.791 --> 01:00:00.541
I can feel myself choosing anger...
1017
01:00:04.291 --> 01:00:10.416
to distract from...
from how much I miss him.
1018
01:00:15.666 --> 01:00:18.000
All I want is to be able
to have that fight with him.
1019
01:00:18.000 --> 01:00:20.916
- You should start painting again. I think.
- [laughs]
1020
01:00:20.916 --> 01:00:23.083
I've also been told I overstep.
1021
01:00:23.083 --> 01:00:24.000
[Marc] Mm.
1022
01:00:25.250 --> 01:00:26.458
This is a terrible game.
1023
01:00:26.458 --> 01:00:27.541
[both chuckle]
1024
01:00:28.750 --> 01:00:31.750
[gentle piano music playing]
1025
01:00:31.750 --> 01:00:34.083
- [Marc] It's a shame your city's so ugly.
- [Theo] I know.
1026
01:00:34.083 --> 01:00:36.583
- [Marc] Yeah. It's a real problem.
- [Theo] I know. Yeah.
1027
01:00:37.250 --> 01:00:38.833
- I should move.
- [Marc chuckles]
1028
01:00:42.833 --> 01:00:44.083
[Marc] What are we doing?
1029
01:00:45.750 --> 01:00:47.416
- [Theo] Surprise.
- [Marc chuckles]
1030
01:00:51.625 --> 01:00:53.208
- [Theo] Just wait.
- [Marc] Okay.
1031
01:00:56.000 --> 01:00:57.208
[knocks]
1032
01:01:02.666 --> 01:01:05.458
[Theo speaking French]
1033
01:01:15.666 --> 01:01:16.583
Merci.
1034
01:01:16.583 --> 01:01:18.208
[in English]
Have you ever been here?
1035
01:01:18.208 --> 01:01:21.166
[Marc] No, I have not.
I've always wanted to, but...
1036
01:01:21.666 --> 01:01:22.791
Merci.
1037
01:01:23.791 --> 01:01:27.375
[gentle music continues]
1038
01:01:34.000 --> 01:01:36.750
[music swells emotionally]
1039
01:01:42.250 --> 01:01:44.875
[Theo] Monet lost two wives and his son,
1040
01:01:45.750 --> 01:01:48.166
and was losing his sight
when he painted these.
1041
01:01:52.041 --> 01:01:54.875
We are standing in a house of loss.
1042
01:01:58.541 --> 01:01:59.458
Wow.
1043
01:02:00.875 --> 01:02:02.166
- He wins.
- [laughs]
1044
01:02:03.916 --> 01:02:06.916
This is how someone chose to remember
the things he loved.
1045
01:02:09.500 --> 01:02:11.125
- It's quite special, no?
- Hmm.
1046
01:02:11.833 --> 01:02:13.083
It's amazing.
1047
01:02:20.125 --> 01:02:21.750
Imagine being able to do this.
1048
01:02:23.125 --> 01:02:24.125
You can do this.
1049
01:02:24.125 --> 01:02:25.208
[laughs]
1050
01:02:26.000 --> 01:02:27.875
I... No, I can't do this.
1051
01:02:27.875 --> 01:02:32.000
No, you can't do this,
because this has already been done.
1052
01:02:33.125 --> 01:02:34.208
Pretty successfully.
1053
01:02:37.291 --> 01:02:38.708
But you can do something.
1054
01:02:52.083 --> 01:02:53.291
You're very nice to me.
1055
01:02:54.458 --> 01:02:55.666
It's intentional.
1056
01:03:08.500 --> 01:03:10.000
I'm sorry about your husband.
1057
01:03:10.666 --> 01:03:11.500
And your mom.
1058
01:03:46.750 --> 01:03:47.666
Hello?
1059
01:03:51.208 --> 01:03:52.291
[keys jangle]
1060
01:03:57.416 --> 01:03:58.250
Hello?
1061
01:04:04.041 --> 01:04:05.833
[muffled conversation]
1062
01:04:28.958 --> 01:04:31.166
- Where were you?
- [Thomas] Where were you?
1063
01:04:31.166 --> 01:04:33.333
[sighs] Relax, would you, Thomas?
1064
01:04:34.416 --> 01:04:35.750
[Thomas] Where did you go?
1065
01:04:37.708 --> 01:04:39.708
I went for a walk. Why? What's going on?
1066
01:04:40.375 --> 01:04:41.500
A long walk.
1067
01:04:43.041 --> 01:04:46.125
Yeah, it was a long walk.
What's the problem?
1068
01:04:46.125 --> 01:04:48.416
I had to pay for everyone's bill
at karaoke.
1069
01:04:49.958 --> 01:04:52.666
Okay, I'll obviously pay you back
for the karaoke bill.
1070
01:04:52.666 --> 01:04:55.166
That's not the point.
I mean, it is, and yes, you will.
1071
01:04:55.166 --> 01:04:57.791
You said you'd come back.
You didn't come back.
1072
01:04:57.791 --> 01:04:59.875
Sophie couldn't talk
by the end of the night.
1073
01:04:59.875 --> 01:05:01.875
- [Sophie grunts]
- And?
1074
01:05:01.875 --> 01:05:04.333
And while I was paying 1,500 euro
for everyone's bill,
1075
01:05:04.333 --> 01:05:07.000
she fucking left, never picked up
her phone again rest of the night.
1076
01:05:07.000 --> 01:05:08.666
I told you, I left it at the bar.
1077
01:05:08.666 --> 01:05:10.875
Okay, I'm...
I don't get where this is going.
1078
01:05:10.875 --> 01:05:13.083
She leaves with a guy none of us know.
1079
01:05:14.666 --> 01:05:15.541
You were gone.
1080
01:05:15.541 --> 01:05:18.000
Sure, maybe I'd taken a pill,
maybe I was a bit drunk,
1081
01:05:18.000 --> 01:05:19.958
but when I don't hear back
from our best friend
1082
01:05:19.958 --> 01:05:21.875
after something like that,
I'm gonna get scared.
1083
01:05:21.875 --> 01:05:24.291
Okay, okay. Makes sense.
1084
01:05:24.916 --> 01:05:26.791
But you could have taken home
that little thing
1085
01:05:26.791 --> 01:05:29.125
and had this entire place to yourself.
1086
01:05:30.250 --> 01:05:32.375
- Clearly, we were fine.
- Were we?
1087
01:05:33.291 --> 01:05:36.000
Soph, do you want to tell him
where you ended up last night?
1088
01:05:36.666 --> 01:05:37.500
Hello?
1089
01:05:38.208 --> 01:05:43.291
Thomas, I'm sorry, okay?
I appreciate you. Can we just move on?
1090
01:05:43.291 --> 01:05:44.916
Soph was picked up by the police.
1091
01:05:44.916 --> 01:05:50.333
She was found sleeping near a bus shelter,
half an hour outside the city.
1092
01:05:51.041 --> 01:05:54.208
So, while you were napping,
I was with her dealing with that.
1093
01:05:59.041 --> 01:05:59.875
Are you okay?
1094
01:06:03.625 --> 01:06:04.500
Yes.
1095
01:06:07.208 --> 01:06:08.958
I'm here, aren't I?
1096
01:06:08.958 --> 01:06:11.958
I honestly don't know when I became
the only friend on this fucking trip.
1097
01:06:11.958 --> 01:06:14.375
- [Marc] Okay, okay.
- [Sophie groans] Jesus.
1098
01:06:15.541 --> 01:06:18.375
Thomas, I am sorry
that you had to go through that.
1099
01:06:21.041 --> 01:06:22.625
Are you still on the drugs?
1100
01:06:22.625 --> 01:06:23.833
[chuckles softly]
1101
01:06:25.333 --> 01:06:26.583
I'm... I'm just trying--
1102
01:06:26.583 --> 01:06:29.583
How is it your husband dying has only
made you even more of a spoiled brat?
1103
01:06:31.916 --> 01:06:33.041
[lock rattling]
1104
01:06:38.916 --> 01:06:40.000
Hello?
1105
01:06:40.000 --> 01:06:41.833
I'm... I'm sorry.
1106
01:06:43.791 --> 01:06:45.541
I think I have the wrong apartment.
1107
01:06:45.541 --> 01:06:48.166
Then how did your key
let you into this one?
1108
01:06:50.958 --> 01:06:53.500
[man] I'm sorry, I didn't think
anyone would be here.
1109
01:06:53.500 --> 01:06:55.666
[Thomas] What the fuck is going on?
Who are you?
1110
01:06:56.750 --> 01:06:57.750
I'm Luca.
1111
01:07:05.375 --> 01:07:07.208
Do you wanna tell them,
or would you like me to?
1112
01:07:11.250 --> 01:07:13.583
Oliver met someone else.
1113
01:07:13.583 --> 01:07:15.500
- What do you mean?
- That's what this is.
1114
01:07:15.500 --> 01:07:17.291
[Sophie] Hold on, hold on.
1115
01:07:17.291 --> 01:07:20.041
Oliver gave this kid
the keys to your apartment.
1116
01:07:20.041 --> 01:07:22.666
- I didn't know you.
- It's not our apartment.
1117
01:07:24.125 --> 01:07:26.208
It's Oliver's apartment.
1118
01:07:27.250 --> 01:07:28.833
And yours, presumably?
1119
01:07:28.833 --> 01:07:30.125
No.
1120
01:07:30.958 --> 01:07:33.500
I only found out about all of this
very recently,
1121
01:07:33.500 --> 01:07:35.041
and if I'm being honest,
1122
01:07:35.916 --> 01:07:37.916
it was just all too pathetic.
1123
01:07:38.916 --> 01:07:42.750
But I needed to see this place
before I gave it up, and I...
1124
01:07:43.791 --> 01:07:45.666
I wanted to do something nice
for you both--
1125
01:07:45.666 --> 01:07:47.500
It's the lying that's pathetic, Marc.
1126
01:07:47.500 --> 01:07:48.958
- Thomas.
- I shouldn't be here.
1127
01:07:48.958 --> 01:07:50.625
I'm in the middle of something.
1128
01:07:50.625 --> 01:07:53.083
Is there anything you can do on your own?
1129
01:07:54.750 --> 01:07:57.458
You have to drag us out here
to, what, keep you company
1130
01:07:57.458 --> 01:07:59.708
while you scope out
your husband's double life?
1131
01:07:59.708 --> 01:08:01.416
I opened Oliver's Christmas card.
1132
01:08:01.916 --> 01:08:06.166
He told me he had met someone else.
I fell apart. I made a bad call.
1133
01:08:06.166 --> 01:08:07.375
[Thomas] Hmm.
1134
01:08:07.375 --> 01:08:10.250
I do want to spend time with you.
This was never supposed to be--
1135
01:08:10.250 --> 01:08:12.625
- It wasn't like that.
- He wrote that in the card to you?
1136
01:08:12.625 --> 01:08:15.833
You pretended like you'd been here before.
1137
01:08:15.833 --> 01:08:18.541
Thomas, it's like an ache right here.
1138
01:08:18.541 --> 01:08:19.458
What is?
1139
01:08:20.041 --> 01:08:20.916
Loss.
1140
01:08:22.541 --> 01:08:27.208
It's like a little ulcer right here
that never goes away.
1141
01:08:28.958 --> 01:08:31.250
And you somehow figure out ways
1142
01:08:31.250 --> 01:08:34.833
to take your mind off it enough
to not feel it as much.
1143
01:08:35.625 --> 01:08:37.791
But yeah, sometimes you lose sight
1144
01:08:37.791 --> 01:08:41.375
of what's going on around you
because you just... [inhales deeply]
1145
01:08:41.375 --> 01:08:44.833
You just want to be able
to breathe the way you did before.
1146
01:08:48.541 --> 01:08:51.208
So... yeah, I messed up.
1147
01:08:53.208 --> 01:08:57.875
And I'm sorry for being a spoiled brat.
I'm just trying to figure out
1148
01:08:57.875 --> 01:09:01.916
how to live with the reality
that my husband died...
1149
01:09:03.958 --> 01:09:05.041
leaving me...
1150
01:09:07.125 --> 01:09:09.333
to get back to this. This.
1151
01:09:18.750 --> 01:09:19.625
I'm sorry...
1152
01:09:20.458 --> 01:09:23.291
you're having to deal with that,
but I'm allowed to feel things too.
1153
01:09:24.125 --> 01:09:25.250
I think you should go.
1154
01:09:34.750 --> 01:09:36.666
I don't have anywhere to go tonight.
1155
01:09:36.666 --> 01:09:37.916
[Marc sighs]
1156
01:09:37.916 --> 01:09:40.750
Can I at least stay here
until I figure out where to go?
1157
01:09:40.750 --> 01:09:42.750
- [Marc sighs]
- I can wait in the bathroom.
1158
01:09:42.750 --> 01:09:44.791
Oh my God, he's not hiding
in the fucking bathroom.
1159
01:09:44.791 --> 01:09:46.416
I'm sorry, don't you live here?
1160
01:09:46.416 --> 01:09:47.375
I live in Berlin.
1161
01:09:47.375 --> 01:09:51.291
Then how did you meet my husband?
If there is another apartment in Berlin--
1162
01:09:51.291 --> 01:09:53.708
I live in Berlin,
but I dance a lot in Paris.
1163
01:09:53.708 --> 01:09:55.833
I won Oliver's art scholarship.
1164
01:09:55.833 --> 01:09:56.750
[exhales]
1165
01:09:56.750 --> 01:09:58.791
[Luca] I was performing in Paris
last year,
1166
01:09:58.791 --> 01:10:02.250
and Oliver came backstage after the show
to introduce himself.
1167
01:10:02.250 --> 01:10:03.250
Yeah, I'm sure he did.
1168
01:10:03.250 --> 01:10:06.000
We kept in touch, and then we just...
1169
01:10:06.708 --> 01:10:09.000
- Where are you gonna go?
- He can't stay here.
1170
01:10:09.000 --> 01:10:11.250
- He's got nowhere else to go.
- [Marc] I know that.
1171
01:10:11.250 --> 01:10:14.250
I am not the bad person in this situation.
1172
01:10:14.250 --> 01:10:16.625
And what, is he supposed
to stay here with us?
1173
01:10:23.541 --> 01:10:25.541
[melancholy music playing]
1174
01:10:31.416 --> 01:10:33.750
[alarm beeping]
1175
01:10:37.416 --> 01:10:38.750
Can I help?
1176
01:10:38.750 --> 01:10:39.666
No.
1177
01:10:41.875 --> 01:10:43.666
Can you not do that inside, please?
1178
01:10:43.666 --> 01:10:47.500
Sorry, but the atmosphere in this room
is strangling me.
1179
01:10:48.083 --> 01:10:50.458
- [Luca] Can I have a drag?
- Take it.
1180
01:10:53.333 --> 01:10:54.250
It's okay?
1181
01:10:54.250 --> 01:10:57.916
A cigarette at dinner?
I didn't know I'd woken up in 1988.
1182
01:10:59.833 --> 01:11:00.833
[Sophie] Yeah.
1183
01:11:28.458 --> 01:11:32.000
I'm sorry, I...
I don't even know what this is.
1184
01:11:36.583 --> 01:11:38.708
I'm sorry, everybody. I've messed up.
1185
01:11:40.125 --> 01:11:41.916
Should someone say something
before we eat?
1186
01:11:41.916 --> 01:11:45.708
Thomas, I really don't think the Lord
should be allowed anywhere near this food.
1187
01:11:46.458 --> 01:11:48.291
I think he was talking about Oliver.
1188
01:11:49.708 --> 01:11:50.791
Right. Sorry.
1189
01:11:55.750 --> 01:11:56.750
I'm sorry.
1190
01:12:02.708 --> 01:12:03.583
I'm sorry.
1191
01:12:07.000 --> 01:12:08.208
[clears throat]
1192
01:12:08.208 --> 01:12:09.541
It's fine.
1193
01:12:09.541 --> 01:12:11.125
[Sophie] Marc, fuck.
1194
01:12:12.458 --> 01:12:14.916
Can you just let it
not be fine for me, please?
1195
01:12:18.291 --> 01:12:19.708
Just let it not be fine.
1196
01:12:24.166 --> 01:12:27.083
Let me apologize for fucking up tonight.
1197
01:12:27.583 --> 01:12:32.000
Because if I don't, we'll just
move past it like we always do.
1198
01:12:42.125 --> 01:12:43.958
Thomas, I'm sorry about last night.
1199
01:12:46.583 --> 01:12:49.208
And I'm sorry
for brushing off your feelings.
1200
01:12:52.416 --> 01:12:55.166
And I'm really sorry I scared you.
1201
01:13:03.458 --> 01:13:07.625
I don't know you,
but I'm sorry you have to listen to this.
1202
01:13:11.583 --> 01:13:12.916
Oh, Marc, I'm sorry.
1203
01:13:15.875 --> 01:13:18.041
We should be out dancing right now.
1204
01:13:19.291 --> 01:13:20.958
That's what he would have wanted.
1205
01:13:22.708 --> 01:13:26.083
And I know he did some shady shit to you,
1206
01:13:26.958 --> 01:13:30.750
but you have to know that
Oliver loved you so hard.
1207
01:13:35.708 --> 01:13:36.708
For so long.
1208
01:13:44.833 --> 01:13:47.416
And I'm sorry he's not here anymore.
1209
01:13:51.041 --> 01:13:52.208
[cries]
1210
01:13:58.208 --> 01:13:59.458
[Sophie] And I miss him.
1211
01:14:07.333 --> 01:14:08.625
[sighs] Fuck it.
1212
01:14:09.500 --> 01:14:11.500
[melancholy music playing]
1213
01:14:24.208 --> 01:14:25.791
He expected more from us.
1214
01:14:28.708 --> 01:14:29.750
[record thuds]
1215
01:14:33.291 --> 01:14:36.500
["Only Love Can Break Your Heart"
by Neil Young playing over speakers]
1216
01:14:36.500 --> 01:14:38.166
To the fucking pain.
1217
01:14:46.458 --> 01:14:48.333
And you. Come on.
1218
01:14:49.208 --> 01:14:52.541
♪ ...and on your own ♪
1219
01:14:53.083 --> 01:14:59.250
♪ How did it feel to be alone? ♪
1220
01:15:01.208 --> 01:15:05.250
♪ I was always thinking of games ♪
1221
01:15:05.250 --> 01:15:06.708
♪ That I was playing... ♪
1222
01:15:07.958 --> 01:15:08.958
Terrance left me.
1223
01:15:14.083 --> 01:15:15.333
And I deserved it.
1224
01:15:18.666 --> 01:15:23.916
- ♪ Try to be sure right from the start ♪
- [Sophie sighs]
1225
01:15:23.916 --> 01:15:25.333
I need some air.
1226
01:15:25.333 --> 01:15:31.583
♪ Yes, only love can break your heart ♪
1227
01:15:31.583 --> 01:15:37.833
♪ What if your world should fall apart? ♪
1228
01:15:50.875 --> 01:15:54.125
Okay, we're on the Ferris wheel.
Can you tell us what's going on?
1229
01:15:54.125 --> 01:15:56.875
- Jesus, Thomas, you're intense.
- [song fades away]
1230
01:16:00.625 --> 01:16:03.625
Terrance got tired of waiting for me
to wake the fuck up.
1231
01:16:05.250 --> 01:16:06.458
And I don't blame him.
1232
01:16:08.250 --> 01:16:09.166
[sighs] I'm a lot.
1233
01:16:14.458 --> 01:16:17.708
All this time,
I thought Terrance was too safe for me.
1234
01:16:19.958 --> 01:16:21.541
But he wasn't safe.
1235
01:16:24.000 --> 01:16:25.208
He was safety.
1236
01:16:27.291 --> 01:16:29.458
And that's the part I wasn't getting.
1237
01:16:34.166 --> 01:16:35.250
Because I'm a lot.
1238
01:16:39.916 --> 01:16:43.333
I'm a 35-year-old woman
who had a good man who loved her,
1239
01:16:43.333 --> 01:16:46.208
and I chose a bus stop.
1240
01:16:52.000 --> 01:16:55.750
If it makes you feel better, I don't think
anyone actually has their shit together.
1241
01:16:55.750 --> 01:16:58.041
Okay. That's where I disagree.
1242
01:16:58.708 --> 01:17:00.375
I think people
can have their shit together
1243
01:17:00.375 --> 01:17:03.000
and live lives that aren't a total mess.
1244
01:17:04.625 --> 01:17:07.458
And be kind to people,
and be generous to people,
1245
01:17:07.458 --> 01:17:09.208
and want good things for people.
1246
01:17:09.208 --> 01:17:10.708
So, no, I think that's a cop-out.
1247
01:17:10.708 --> 01:17:13.583
It's keeping you both from realizing
your behavior has hurt people.
1248
01:17:13.583 --> 01:17:15.083
See, when I asked for the truth--
1249
01:17:15.083 --> 01:17:17.458
Okay, is this because
I left early last night?
1250
01:17:17.458 --> 01:17:19.458
No, it's a bigger-picture thing.
1251
01:17:19.458 --> 01:17:21.541
Well, what is the bigger picture?
1252
01:17:23.375 --> 01:17:24.208
It...
1253
01:17:26.791 --> 01:17:28.625
What's the bigger picture, Thomas?
1254
01:17:30.416 --> 01:17:33.166
There isn't a bigger picture, okay?
Can we get off this thing?
1255
01:17:33.166 --> 01:17:37.083
Why is it that you only get this on edge
when he's let you down?
1256
01:17:38.166 --> 01:17:40.291
Why is it only him?
1257
01:17:46.250 --> 01:17:49.916
People feel things
that are inconvenient, Thomas.
1258
01:17:51.375 --> 01:17:52.208
It happens.
1259
01:17:55.708 --> 01:17:56.958
It sucks, but it happens.
1260
01:17:59.416 --> 01:18:00.416
That's okay.
1261
01:18:05.250 --> 01:18:06.250
It's never me.
1262
01:18:10.833 --> 01:18:12.166
And I don't know why.
1263
01:18:15.916 --> 01:18:18.458
Not just with you, it's just never me.
1264
01:18:21.333 --> 01:18:22.583
I'm never the one.
1265
01:18:26.125 --> 01:18:27.750
It's like people can smell it on me.
1266
01:18:36.458 --> 01:18:38.333
It could be so easy for us, you know.
1267
01:18:39.000 --> 01:18:40.000
[Marc] I know.
1268
01:18:41.416 --> 01:18:42.250
I know.
1269
01:18:42.916 --> 01:18:43.958
But it wasn't.
1270
01:18:45.458 --> 01:18:46.833
And that's not on you.
1271
01:18:47.875 --> 01:18:48.708
It's on us.
1272
01:18:49.291 --> 01:18:50.125
[groans]
1273
01:18:51.291 --> 01:18:52.291
[exhales]
1274
01:18:54.041 --> 01:18:57.708
I think I just need to go home,
and we should lay low for a bit.
1275
01:18:57.708 --> 01:18:59.083
- What?
- [Thomas] I don't want it
1276
01:18:59.083 --> 01:19:01.583
to be a big dramatic thing
on a Ferris wheel in Paris.
1277
01:19:04.250 --> 01:19:07.041
You're right,
people don't have their shit together.
1278
01:19:07.958 --> 01:19:09.708
But I think, for our sake...
1279
01:19:12.083 --> 01:19:13.750
we have to try harder.
1280
01:19:14.625 --> 01:19:18.291
[gentle music playing]
1281
01:19:28.208 --> 01:19:29.250
[Marc] No, no.
1282
01:19:29.250 --> 01:19:32.000
- No, no, no.
- [man] Round we go again!
1283
01:19:32.875 --> 01:19:34.291
- We're going again.
- No.
1284
01:19:34.291 --> 01:19:36.166
[Marc] Maybe he's putting us through.
1285
01:19:36.166 --> 01:19:37.958
[laughs]
1286
01:19:39.375 --> 01:19:40.583
Fucking hell.
1287
01:19:45.750 --> 01:19:48.000
[Marc] So what time
are you planning on heading back?
1288
01:19:48.000 --> 01:19:50.666
There's trains every hour,
so whenever I can.
1289
01:19:50.666 --> 01:19:51.750
I'll come with you.
1290
01:19:53.041 --> 01:19:56.041
Got some stuff to do at home.
Unless you want me to stay?
1291
01:19:56.041 --> 01:19:58.375
No, no, it's fine.
Do what you need to do.
1292
01:19:58.375 --> 01:19:59.833
[cell phone vibrates]
1293
01:19:59.833 --> 01:20:01.250
[Marc exhales]
1294
01:20:05.583 --> 01:20:07.291
I think I'm going to take this.
1295
01:20:07.291 --> 01:20:08.208
Okay.
1296
01:20:11.666 --> 01:20:12.833
See you back in London.
1297
01:20:12.833 --> 01:20:14.833
- I'll text you when we get home.
- Okay.
1298
01:20:25.250 --> 01:20:26.250
I love you.
1299
01:20:41.833 --> 01:20:42.833
À plus tard.
1300
01:20:43.500 --> 01:20:46.625
Sebastian taught me that last night
when I left his house crying.
1301
01:20:48.583 --> 01:20:52.875
Get one last look
at this hot fucking mess, my friends.
1302
01:20:52.875 --> 01:20:55.458
She has served us well.
1303
01:21:05.375 --> 01:21:07.375
[gentle music continues]
1304
01:21:18.166 --> 01:21:19.500
[knock on door]
1305
01:21:21.875 --> 01:21:22.875
- Hi.
- [Marc] Hi.
1306
01:21:23.416 --> 01:21:24.666
- Come in.
- Okay.
1307
01:21:26.583 --> 01:21:27.958
Should I take my shoes off?
1308
01:21:27.958 --> 01:21:29.041
- No.
- Okay.
1309
01:21:31.791 --> 01:21:32.916
[Marc] Mm.
1310
01:21:32.916 --> 01:21:34.250
- So...
- [Marc chuckles]
1311
01:21:35.875 --> 01:21:36.875
[sighs]
1312
01:21:38.666 --> 01:21:39.583
Well...
1313
01:21:43.958 --> 01:21:46.875
Everything came out,
and my friends are going home.
1314
01:21:49.125 --> 01:21:50.375
It went over well?
1315
01:21:51.083 --> 01:21:53.833
[chuckles] Really, really well. Yeah.
1316
01:21:55.500 --> 01:21:56.708
I'm sorry to hear.
1317
01:21:58.958 --> 01:22:00.750
I think it was an inevitability.
1318
01:22:03.750 --> 01:22:05.500
It's a lot of love,
1319
01:22:06.625 --> 01:22:08.166
and misplaced sadness.
1320
01:22:09.375 --> 01:22:11.250
You just described half of Paris.
1321
01:22:41.916 --> 01:22:43.083
[bag zips]
1322
01:22:46.208 --> 01:22:47.083
Hi.
1323
01:22:49.208 --> 01:22:50.083
Hi.
1324
01:22:51.125 --> 01:22:52.875
[Marc breathes deeply]
1325
01:22:54.333 --> 01:22:55.916
He got you a Christmas present.
1326
01:22:59.541 --> 01:23:00.541
I took it back.
1327
01:23:16.541 --> 01:23:17.541
[Luca] I'm sorry.
1328
01:23:19.625 --> 01:23:21.041
He loved you very much.
1329
01:23:22.500 --> 01:23:24.375
I don't even know what we were doing.
1330
01:23:25.875 --> 01:23:27.291
He didn't want to leave you.
1331
01:23:27.791 --> 01:23:28.625
[Marc] Mm.
1332
01:23:28.625 --> 01:23:31.083
He didn't want to leave his marriage.
1333
01:23:31.083 --> 01:23:34.000
He was planning on talking to you
about this, we were just--
1334
01:23:34.000 --> 01:23:35.750
Our marriage.
1335
01:23:36.541 --> 01:23:38.791
Yes, I'm sorry.
1336
01:23:38.791 --> 01:23:40.833
I knew it wasn't worth all this.
1337
01:23:43.583 --> 01:23:44.625
You know...
1338
01:23:46.208 --> 01:23:49.250
I had never met anyone
who was so curious about me.
1339
01:23:50.416 --> 01:23:53.208
He was curious about everyone.
And everything.
1340
01:23:54.750 --> 01:23:57.875
That's why being the one
to hold his curiosity felt so good.
1341
01:23:59.333 --> 01:24:00.416
I miss that.
1342
01:24:01.875 --> 01:24:02.708
A lot.
1343
01:24:05.708 --> 01:24:06.875
[exhales]
1344
01:24:06.875 --> 01:24:09.208
- So have you been staying here, or--
- No.
1345
01:24:10.458 --> 01:24:13.541
No, he had only just gotten it.
For work, I think.
1346
01:24:15.166 --> 01:24:17.166
And it wasn't like that.
1347
01:24:28.541 --> 01:24:32.208
I don't blame you
for feeling something for my husband.
1348
01:24:34.541 --> 01:24:35.541
It's hard not to.
1349
01:24:43.250 --> 01:24:46.041
- A hug might be pushing it, you know.
- [chuckles softly]
1350
01:24:46.958 --> 01:24:49.208
Yeah. I understand.
1351
01:24:58.125 --> 01:25:02.125
[contemplative music playing]
1352
01:25:05.875 --> 01:25:07.916
So, the estate agent called to say
1353
01:25:07.916 --> 01:25:10.250
they'd like to list the London house
next week.
1354
01:25:10.916 --> 01:25:11.916
Okay.
1355
01:25:11.916 --> 01:25:13.125
You're okay with that?
1356
01:25:13.875 --> 01:25:15.125
I am, yeah.
1357
01:25:15.125 --> 01:25:17.291
That house isn't mine. It was always his.
1358
01:25:20.625 --> 01:25:22.583
I feel like you're not into this idea.
1359
01:25:23.666 --> 01:25:25.708
My opinion is of little relevance here.
1360
01:25:25.708 --> 01:25:28.416
Well, you manage my finances,
I'm selling my house.
1361
01:25:28.416 --> 01:25:30.541
Your opinion isn't irrelevant.
1362
01:25:35.791 --> 01:25:37.750
I trust you're not running away?
1363
01:25:38.833 --> 01:25:40.708
From him, I mean.
1364
01:25:40.708 --> 01:25:41.625
Mmm.
1365
01:25:47.333 --> 01:25:52.125
My wife died 12 years ago this month.
1366
01:25:54.041 --> 01:25:55.125
I ran.
1367
01:25:56.625 --> 01:25:57.625
From her.
1368
01:25:59.500 --> 01:26:00.416
From us.
1369
01:26:05.041 --> 01:26:07.791
Physiology has a clever way
of protecting us
1370
01:26:07.791 --> 01:26:11.958
from what we perceive
to be a threat to our bodies.
1371
01:26:12.791 --> 01:26:15.375
Which is why
the more we close ourselves off...
1372
01:26:16.500 --> 01:26:17.708
the less we feel.
1373
01:26:20.166 --> 01:26:24.416
At the time, that benefited me.
I got on with it. Went back to school.
1374
01:26:25.833 --> 01:26:27.000
Studied finance.
1375
01:26:28.375 --> 01:26:30.041
Built up a successful business.
1376
01:26:31.791 --> 01:26:32.791
Nice house.
1377
01:26:34.125 --> 01:26:35.500
Good clothes.
1378
01:26:37.208 --> 01:26:39.041
Never having desired anyone else.
1379
01:26:40.750 --> 01:26:42.541
And you can survive that way.
1380
01:26:44.458 --> 01:26:47.875
Until the usualness of it all
starts creeping in.
1381
01:26:49.125 --> 01:26:51.875
And the new life you'd built as a refuge...
1382
01:26:55.458 --> 01:26:57.166
begins to feel like a void.
1383
01:27:03.375 --> 01:27:04.791
Because, as it turns out...
1384
01:27:08.958 --> 01:27:10.458
to avoid sadness...
1385
01:27:17.083 --> 01:27:18.500
is also to avoid love.
1386
01:27:25.958 --> 01:27:31.291
That hindsight is a discomfort that
you will forever mistake for indigestion.
1387
01:27:35.916 --> 01:27:39.791
[gentle music playing]
1388
01:28:38.791 --> 01:28:41.125
[Sophie] Well, I've been hustling
to get that trust back,
1389
01:28:41.125 --> 01:28:42.666
but he's not making it easy.
1390
01:28:42.666 --> 01:28:43.791
Is he playing games?
1391
01:28:44.375 --> 01:28:45.541
[Sophie] No.
1392
01:28:46.208 --> 01:28:48.458
All the feelings are still there.
1393
01:28:49.750 --> 01:28:53.125
And he says
he still wants to marry me... eventually.
1394
01:28:54.541 --> 01:28:56.708
So, if that's going to happen one day...
1395
01:28:57.958 --> 01:29:00.041
he needs to know that I'm good, you know?
1396
01:29:00.750 --> 01:29:02.291
- And I get it.
- Hmm.
1397
01:29:02.791 --> 01:29:04.208
It's a miracle he's not the worst.
1398
01:29:04.208 --> 01:29:06.708
- Oh my God, biblical.
- [exhales]
1399
01:29:07.375 --> 01:29:09.208
- Better than it was, huh?
- [Marc] Mm.
1400
01:29:12.458 --> 01:29:13.958
Have you talked to Thomas?
1401
01:29:14.541 --> 01:29:15.875
[Sophie] I have.
1402
01:29:17.041 --> 01:29:18.958
Actually set him up on the apps.
1403
01:29:20.625 --> 01:29:21.458
Big step.
1404
01:29:21.458 --> 01:29:22.416
Oh, huge.
1405
01:29:30.250 --> 01:29:31.916
There's an offer in on the house.
1406
01:29:31.916 --> 01:29:33.875
- Oh, fuck you.
- [Marc chuckles]
1407
01:29:34.708 --> 01:29:37.458
I will have a guest room ready for you
at the new house.
1408
01:29:37.458 --> 01:29:40.125
If you think I'm taking
an hour-long train ride to see you,
1409
01:29:40.125 --> 01:29:41.666
you're out of your tiny mind.
1410
01:29:41.666 --> 01:29:43.375
I need to be somewhere else.
1411
01:29:43.375 --> 01:29:46.750
I want to paint alone in a room
overlooking the ocean
1412
01:29:46.750 --> 01:29:49.750
like some sad lesbian in a period drama.
1413
01:29:49.750 --> 01:29:51.541
- Oh, Christ, no.
- [Marc laughs]
1414
01:29:51.541 --> 01:29:53.166
Please, let me have that.
1415
01:29:55.416 --> 01:29:56.625
End of an era, huh?
1416
01:29:57.708 --> 01:29:58.833
Huge.
1417
01:29:58.833 --> 01:29:59.916
Proud of you.
1418
01:30:00.875 --> 01:30:02.125
I'm proud of you.
1419
01:30:05.833 --> 01:30:07.208
But I'm serious.
1420
01:30:07.208 --> 01:30:09.750
You'll be coming up here
more than I'm going to be going there.
1421
01:30:09.750 --> 01:30:11.958
Sober and selfish.
1422
01:30:11.958 --> 01:30:14.708
Oh my God, that's the title of my memoir.
1423
01:30:16.791 --> 01:30:17.791
I love you.
1424
01:30:21.083 --> 01:30:24.625
["Hope" by Haerts playing]
1425
01:30:45.166 --> 01:30:47.166
♪ Love ♪
1426
01:30:49.500 --> 01:30:54.000
♪ Is the air the fools breathe ♪
1427
01:30:56.250 --> 01:30:59.375
♪ As they hope ♪
1428
01:31:00.750 --> 01:31:05.166
♪ That there's more than they see ♪
1429
01:31:09.166 --> 01:31:12.208
♪ Leave ♪
1430
01:31:12.750 --> 01:31:17.416
♪ There's no reason to stay ♪
1431
01:31:20.291 --> 01:31:26.833
♪ I will follow ♪
1432
01:31:32.333 --> 01:31:35.916
♪ And we search for the reasons ♪
1433
01:31:35.916 --> 01:31:39.083
♪ And pray for the gods ♪
1434
01:31:39.083 --> 01:31:43.583
♪ Day by day ♪
1435
01:31:45.250 --> 01:31:50.916
♪ Building our bridges on common ground ♪
1436
01:31:50.916 --> 01:31:52.583
♪ We hope ♪
1437
01:31:54.541 --> 01:31:59.250
♪ For what's never been there ♪
1438
01:32:00.166 --> 01:32:01.541
[song fades out]
1439
01:32:01.541 --> 01:32:02.625
It's for you.
1440
01:32:04.041 --> 01:32:07.166
- Well, I should hope so.
- [laughs]
1441
01:32:08.125 --> 01:32:12.041
He... He was a beauty, wasn't he?
1442
01:32:13.208 --> 01:32:14.958
Yeah, it was almost annoying.
1443
01:32:18.375 --> 01:32:20.041
He'd have loved this, Marc.
1444
01:32:22.500 --> 01:32:23.500
Thank you.
1445
01:32:24.541 --> 01:32:25.541
Really.
1446
01:32:31.166 --> 01:32:32.250
[gasps]
1447
01:32:32.875 --> 01:32:34.083
Get out of town.
1448
01:32:34.666 --> 01:32:35.958
Oh, I don't believe it.
1449
01:32:35.958 --> 01:32:38.416
Look. Look!
1450
01:32:38.416 --> 01:32:40.583
- [Terrance laughs]
- [Sophie gasps]
1451
01:32:40.583 --> 01:32:42.750
I love it. You're a genius.
1452
01:32:42.750 --> 01:32:47.000
- Aw, I'm glad you like it.
- [Sophie] Oh my God, well done. [gasps]
1453
01:32:49.500 --> 01:32:51.625
It's nice to see this thing back on track.
1454
01:32:51.625 --> 01:32:53.875
Let me see the ring, let me see the ring.
1455
01:32:53.875 --> 01:32:57.916
Things are never on track with this one,
but it's back.
1456
01:32:58.666 --> 01:33:00.250
- And it's on.
- [Marc chuckles]
1457
01:33:00.250 --> 01:33:02.500
Okay, just because
your face is on this wall
1458
01:33:02.500 --> 01:33:05.916
does not mean that you can touch
or take home any of the paintings.
1459
01:33:05.916 --> 01:33:07.041
- Moi?
- [Marc] Mmm.
1460
01:33:07.041 --> 01:33:08.791
Hands by our sides at all times.
1461
01:33:08.791 --> 01:33:12.375
We have some gorgeous sparkling water here
for you tonight.
1462
01:33:12.375 --> 01:33:14.583
- Thank you, darling man.
- [Terrance] Very nice.
1463
01:33:19.375 --> 01:33:21.083
Really wonderful. Really cool.
1464
01:33:51.250 --> 01:33:52.083
[sighs]
1465
01:33:52.958 --> 01:33:53.916
I'm glad you came.
1466
01:33:53.916 --> 01:33:56.791
Considering how many times
I begged you to start painting again,
1467
01:33:56.791 --> 01:33:59.208
you're lucky I didn't come out of spite.
1468
01:34:00.083 --> 01:34:03.583
I heard I make a cameo in this show?
Without my written consent?
1469
01:34:03.583 --> 01:34:06.708
- Welcoming lawsuits as Christmas presents.
- Hmm.
1470
01:34:15.708 --> 01:34:17.166
You're even better than I remember.
1471
01:34:18.958 --> 01:34:19.958
It's a step.
1472
01:34:23.583 --> 01:34:25.791
I brought my boyfriend.
I hope that's okay.
1473
01:34:26.333 --> 01:34:29.833
We went with boyfriend and not partner?
I had my money on partner.
1474
01:34:29.833 --> 01:34:30.750
Oh, fuck off.
1475
01:34:31.791 --> 01:34:33.083
- [Marc] Who's this?
- Ben.
1476
01:34:33.083 --> 01:34:35.875
- Ben, it's very nice to meet you.
- [Ben] It's nice to meet you.
1477
01:34:35.875 --> 01:34:37.250
Thank you for coming.
1478
01:34:38.625 --> 01:34:40.541
- Just meeting Ben.
- Hi. Yeah.
1479
01:34:41.666 --> 01:34:43.541
- Good to see you.
- [Sophie] Hey, pal-so.
1480
01:34:44.041 --> 01:34:46.125
[indistinct chatter]
1481
01:34:46.958 --> 01:34:49.500
- [all laughing]
- Have you seen the ring?
1482
01:34:49.500 --> 01:34:51.166
[Thomas] Oh yeah, I heard all about it.
1483
01:34:51.166 --> 01:34:52.541
[Sophie] Do you see me?
1484
01:34:52.541 --> 01:34:54.083
[Thomas] Yes, we all see you.
1485
01:34:54.083 --> 01:34:56.166
["Hope" continues instrumentally]
1486
01:35:28.375 --> 01:35:29.625
["Hope" ends]
1487
01:35:29.625 --> 01:35:32.625
[gentle music playing]