WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:03.960 --> 00:00:07.007 [tense instrumental] 3 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:33.468 --> 00:00:38.473 ♪ 5 00:01:02.018 --> 00:01:07.371 ♪ 6 00:01:33.789 --> 00:01:38.837 ♪ 7 00:02:08.911 --> 00:02:13.959 ♪ 8 00:02:38.158 --> 00:02:43.163 ♪ 9 00:02:45.904 --> 00:02:48.646 [water running] 10 00:02:59.875 --> 00:03:03.008 ♪ 11 00:03:30.862 --> 00:03:32.255 [Bella] You got a hitch in your giddy-up. 12 00:03:33.038 --> 00:03:34.823 And that can feel never-ending. 13 00:03:35.954 --> 00:03:39.349 But when that overwhelming urge to self-medicate hits you, 14 00:03:39.523 --> 00:03:40.916 that is exactly 15 00:03:41.133 --> 00:03:42.657 when you need to lean on someone for help. 16 00:03:43.397 --> 00:03:44.659 It's the only way forward. 17 00:03:46.138 --> 00:03:47.923 You need someone to help pull you back 18 00:03:48.097 --> 00:03:49.403 on the healthier path. 19 00:03:50.273 --> 00:03:52.667 And that someone can be a family member, 20 00:03:52.841 --> 00:03:54.799 a neighbor, an old friend... 21 00:03:55.974 --> 00:03:57.019 a new friend. 22 00:03:58.020 --> 00:04:00.152 You know, maybe someone in this very group. 23 00:04:02.024 --> 00:04:03.330 So, we have all been there. 24 00:04:04.113 --> 00:04:06.724 We are all still there. 25 00:04:07.899 --> 00:04:10.989 And we are all facing the same four tasks. 26 00:04:11.512 --> 00:04:15.211 One, to accept the reality of the loss. 27 00:04:16.778 --> 00:04:18.432 Anyone want to continue with the next one? 28 00:04:18.606 --> 00:04:20.303 To experience the pain of grief. 29 00:04:22.784 --> 00:04:24.089 [Bella] And the third? 30 00:04:24.612 --> 00:04:25.700 Ronnie? 31 00:04:26.483 --> 00:04:28.659 Adjust to an environment where the deceased is missing. 32 00:04:30.487 --> 00:04:31.793 [Bella] And the fourth. 33 00:04:32.272 --> 00:04:35.013 To emotionally relocate the deceased and move on. 34 00:04:35.666 --> 00:04:36.667 Right. 35 00:04:38.408 --> 00:04:39.931 We all share these tasks. 36 00:04:41.106 --> 00:04:43.457 And we all understand at least an element 37 00:04:43.631 --> 00:04:44.893 of what you are going through. 38 00:04:46.373 --> 00:04:48.157 This is what binds us together. 39 00:04:51.813 --> 00:04:53.510 All right, that's about all the time we have for tonight. 40 00:04:53.684 --> 00:04:56.252 Um, does anyone wanna add anything before we go? 41 00:04:59.255 --> 00:05:00.343 Will? 42 00:05:03.085 --> 00:05:04.695 How about you? 43 00:05:04.869 --> 00:05:06.349 You've been quiet. You wanna share something? 44 00:05:07.437 --> 00:05:08.482 Uh. 45 00:05:09.787 --> 00:05:10.832 No. 46 00:05:12.399 --> 00:05:13.791 I don't have anything at the moment. 47 00:05:16.185 --> 00:05:18.448 Of course. In your own time. 48 00:05:20.276 --> 00:05:21.321 All right, well, that does it. 49 00:05:21.495 --> 00:05:22.844 Oh, uh, and just a reminder 50 00:05:23.018 --> 00:05:24.193 for those of you with court orders, 51 00:05:24.367 --> 00:05:25.673 see me afterwards 52 00:05:25.847 --> 00:05:26.935 and I will get them signed for you. 53 00:05:31.461 --> 00:05:32.506 See you tomorrow. 54 00:05:34.421 --> 00:05:35.987 -Ronnie. Always a pleasure. -[Ronnie whispering] Thanks. 55 00:05:36.161 --> 00:05:37.380 Take care. 56 00:05:38.947 --> 00:05:40.818 Lydia, 57 00:05:40.992 --> 00:05:43.560 I think that you can work a little harder to participate 58 00:05:43.734 --> 00:05:45.388 [Lydia] I am doing the best I can, child. 59 00:05:45.562 --> 00:05:47.303 [Bella] You have more, you have great things to share. 60 00:05:47.477 --> 00:05:48.739 [Lydia] All right, that's fine. You signed it? Thank you. 61 00:05:48.913 --> 00:05:50.175 [Bella] Yeah, I just wish-- 62 00:05:51.655 --> 00:05:56.747 [ominous music playing] 63 00:06:00.751 --> 00:06:01.796 [shaky exhale] 64 00:06:02.666 --> 00:06:04.451 You know, I like to keep groups like this small. 65 00:06:04.625 --> 00:06:05.713 More intimate. 66 00:06:06.322 --> 00:06:07.802 I find it makes people feel more comfortable 67 00:06:07.976 --> 00:06:09.499 expressing themselves. 68 00:06:10.413 --> 00:06:11.458 Speaking their truth. 69 00:06:13.503 --> 00:06:14.765 Do you like small groups, Will? 70 00:06:16.288 --> 00:06:19.074 Yeah. Works for me, I guess. 71 00:06:22.251 --> 00:06:23.339 I certainly hope so. 72 00:06:24.035 --> 00:06:26.298 ♪ 73 00:06:32.740 --> 00:06:36.744 [crickets chirping] 74 00:06:40.182 --> 00:06:41.575 Hey, Will, hold up. 75 00:06:43.272 --> 00:06:44.316 Need a ride someplace? 76 00:06:44.969 --> 00:06:46.623 -No, I'm good. -I'm Bryan, by the way. 77 00:06:47.842 --> 00:06:49.974 Yeah, I remember. From the meeting. 78 00:06:50.758 --> 00:06:52.760 -I'm gonna head out. -It's a group. 79 00:06:53.891 --> 00:06:55.937 We're a group. It's a group. 80 00:06:57.504 --> 00:06:59.810 -Yeah, okay. -Well, you called it a meeting. 81 00:06:59.984 --> 00:07:01.769 And a meeting could be 82 00:07:01.943 --> 00:07:03.640 different factions coming together for a brief period, 83 00:07:03.814 --> 00:07:06.208 but a group functions as a whole. 84 00:07:06.774 --> 00:07:08.384 We help each other. We're a group. 85 00:07:09.472 --> 00:07:10.473 [whispers] Right. 86 00:07:11.866 --> 00:07:13.389 So, Bella wants us to call it a group 87 00:07:13.563 --> 00:07:14.608 and that's what you're saying? 88 00:07:17.785 --> 00:07:20.265 See you next time. In group. 89 00:07:21.745 --> 00:07:25.749 [mysterious instrumental] 90 00:07:44.812 --> 00:07:46.814 [paper bag rustling] 91 00:07:49.991 --> 00:07:55.213 ♪ 92 00:08:13.057 --> 00:08:15.103 [truck horn honks] 93 00:08:17.018 --> 00:08:18.193 [exhales] 94 00:08:20.195 --> 00:08:21.239 [truck horn honks] 95 00:08:22.240 --> 00:08:27.289 ♪ 96 00:08:30.118 --> 00:08:31.293 [plastic cover pops] 97 00:08:37.778 --> 00:08:41.695 [microwave beeps] 98 00:08:41.869 --> 00:08:45.873 [microwave whirs] 99 00:09:07.982 --> 00:09:11.725 [somber instrumental] 100 00:09:29.090 --> 00:09:33.094 [microwave beeps] 101 00:09:37.707 --> 00:09:42.712 ♪ 102 00:10:16.093 --> 00:10:17.921 ["Guns Drugs Money" by Dustin Boden playing] 103 00:10:18.095 --> 00:10:21.359 ♪ You can find it anywhere ♪ 104 00:10:23.318 --> 00:10:27.801 ♪ Sniff, [indistinct] and honey ♪ 105 00:10:29.977 --> 00:10:32.283 ♪ [indistinct lyrics] ♪ 106 00:10:32.457 --> 00:10:35.069 ♪ None of these compare ♪ 107 00:10:36.548 --> 00:10:38.725 Bon appétit. 108 00:10:38.899 --> 00:10:42.816 ♪ Together, how I find my own way down ♪ 109 00:10:42.990 --> 00:10:48.473 ♪ I know the day I choose will be a good day soon ♪ 110 00:10:48.648 --> 00:10:52.608 [ominous music playing] 111 00:11:03.010 --> 00:11:05.012 -[glass shatters] -[Will gasps] 112 00:11:06.578 --> 00:11:07.841 [woman] [indistinct] 113 00:11:10.147 --> 00:11:11.714 [Bryan] You need to wake up, brother. 114 00:11:11.888 --> 00:11:12.933 [Will gasps] 115 00:11:40.221 --> 00:11:44.312 [eerie music plays] 116 00:11:51.275 --> 00:11:53.756 Living one day at a time. 117 00:11:53.930 --> 00:11:55.149 Give you a ride? 118 00:11:55.627 --> 00:11:58.152 [therapy group] Enjoying one moment at a time. 119 00:11:59.980 --> 00:12:02.373 Living one day at a time. 120 00:12:02.852 --> 00:12:05.159 Enjoying one moment at a time. 121 00:12:05.333 --> 00:12:08.336 -Enjoying one moment at a time. -[glass shatters] 122 00:12:08.945 --> 00:12:12.209 Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace. 123 00:12:14.472 --> 00:12:17.998 Accepting hardship as a pathway to peace. 124 00:12:18.781 --> 00:12:21.305 Taking this world as it is. 125 00:12:21.479 --> 00:12:23.481 Not as I would have it. 126 00:12:23.655 --> 00:12:25.135 I gotta keep asking. 127 00:12:25.309 --> 00:12:27.442 [therapy group] Not as I would have it. 128 00:12:27.921 --> 00:12:29.705 Not as I would have it. 129 00:12:30.358 --> 00:12:33.796 Trusting that you will make all things right. 130 00:12:34.710 --> 00:12:38.192 So that I may be reasonably happy in this life. 131 00:12:39.149 --> 00:12:41.499 -In this life. -Bon appétit. 132 00:12:41.673 --> 00:12:42.718 [therapy group] In this life. 133 00:12:42.892 --> 00:12:45.373 And supremely happy forever. 134 00:12:46.896 --> 00:12:49.725 Forever. Forever. Forever. 135 00:12:50.682 --> 00:12:54.338 Forever. Forever, forever, forever. 136 00:12:54.991 --> 00:12:56.253 Forever. 137 00:12:59.866 --> 00:13:01.084 -[glass shatters] -[Will gasps] 138 00:13:01.258 --> 00:13:02.738 [man] And that's... 139 00:13:07.351 --> 00:13:09.484 [Bella] Denial. Anger. 140 00:13:10.354 --> 00:13:12.704 Bargaining. Depression. 141 00:13:13.967 --> 00:13:14.968 Acceptance. 142 00:13:15.925 --> 00:13:17.709 As difficult as it may seem, 143 00:13:17.884 --> 00:13:19.102 it is important to remind ourselves 144 00:13:19.276 --> 00:13:20.321 that these five stages of grief-- 145 00:13:20.495 --> 00:13:21.539 [Ronnie] Bargaining. 146 00:13:23.411 --> 00:13:25.413 That's the one that keeps sending me down the rabbit hole. 147 00:13:25.935 --> 00:13:28.111 It's like every second 148 00:13:28.285 --> 00:13:30.287 of every waking hour, it's just... 149 00:13:31.811 --> 00:13:33.813 -I just keep going through the-- -The what-ifs. 150 00:13:33.987 --> 00:13:36.032 Yeah, right, the fucking what-ifs. 151 00:13:36.206 --> 00:13:38.469 Like, what if-- what if we had left 152 00:13:38.643 --> 00:13:40.471 five minutes later 153 00:13:40.645 --> 00:13:42.778 instead of always insisting that we leave five minutes early? 154 00:13:42.952 --> 00:13:44.693 Should be a sixth stage. 155 00:13:46.826 --> 00:13:48.828 A sixth stage to grief? 156 00:13:51.178 --> 00:13:52.570 Reversal. 157 00:13:55.312 --> 00:13:57.271 I-- I'm not sure we understand, Lydia. 158 00:13:59.969 --> 00:14:01.275 What if you could reverse it? 159 00:14:03.538 --> 00:14:05.409 [Bella] Okay, so, this is what bargaining is about. 160 00:14:06.149 --> 00:14:08.456 You're bartering with yourself in your own head 161 00:14:08.630 --> 00:14:09.761 in an attempt to change something 162 00:14:09.936 --> 00:14:11.459 that cannot be changed. 163 00:14:11.633 --> 00:14:14.331 -But what if there was a way? -[Bella] Lydia. 164 00:14:15.245 --> 00:14:16.812 There are those what-ifs again 165 00:14:17.769 --> 00:14:19.728 and that is a dangerous game to play. 166 00:14:24.080 --> 00:14:25.125 Yeah. 167 00:14:25.952 --> 00:14:26.866 Whatever you say. 168 00:14:27.040 --> 00:14:31.044 [tense music] 169 00:14:49.976 --> 00:14:51.194 Okay, that was a very-- 170 00:14:59.115 --> 00:15:00.290 Will. 171 00:15:09.212 --> 00:15:10.300 Something on your mind? 172 00:15:12.085 --> 00:15:13.390 It just seems to me that 173 00:15:14.043 --> 00:15:17.090 if there's five stages to this thing then... 174 00:15:18.047 --> 00:15:19.962 I don't know, it just seems to-- 175 00:15:20.136 --> 00:15:22.443 to close our minds to other options. 176 00:15:23.487 --> 00:15:25.011 Other options? 177 00:15:25.185 --> 00:15:28.536 Options, stages, levels, I don't know, uh, 178 00:15:28.710 --> 00:15:30.059 just seems to limit us. 179 00:15:30.233 --> 00:15:31.887 Well, Will, I appreciate the, uh, 180 00:15:32.061 --> 00:15:35.064 many levels of your opinion, 181 00:15:35.238 --> 00:15:38.241 I can assure you that what Lydia is dealing with is-- 182 00:15:38.415 --> 00:15:39.634 Not talking about her. 183 00:15:41.201 --> 00:15:42.289 Uh-oh. 184 00:15:43.333 --> 00:15:46.423 -Unsatisfied customer? -Oh, no. Not at all. 185 00:15:46.597 --> 00:15:48.904 Uh, Will was just expressing concern for Lydia. 186 00:15:49.774 --> 00:15:51.298 -Oh. -[Bella] Oh. 187 00:15:51.472 --> 00:15:52.734 Thank you, Will. 188 00:15:53.256 --> 00:15:54.649 Take that all into consideration. 189 00:15:54.823 --> 00:15:59.219 ♪ 190 00:16:07.401 --> 00:16:11.405 [crickets chirping] 191 00:16:23.591 --> 00:16:25.810 [Lydia] Almost like they don't want us to get better. 192 00:16:28.378 --> 00:16:29.423 How about you? 193 00:16:30.641 --> 00:16:33.166 -You feeling any better yet? -Not really. 194 00:16:33.949 --> 00:16:35.995 [scoffs] No, not at all. 195 00:16:38.954 --> 00:16:40.216 You're not like the others. 196 00:16:41.261 --> 00:16:42.305 I could tell. 197 00:16:43.785 --> 00:16:44.960 So, why are you stuck here? 198 00:16:46.788 --> 00:16:48.050 My heart got ripped open. 199 00:16:50.400 --> 00:16:51.445 I was sad. 200 00:16:52.663 --> 00:16:53.708 Then angry. 201 00:16:54.578 --> 00:16:56.624 And sad again. 202 00:16:58.234 --> 00:16:59.888 Then angry all the time. 203 00:17:03.326 --> 00:17:04.371 Shit happened. 204 00:17:08.244 --> 00:17:09.811 And they thought I needed some group time 205 00:17:09.985 --> 00:17:11.204 to get my head right. 206 00:17:12.074 --> 00:17:14.163 -Is it working? -[Lydia] No. 207 00:17:15.338 --> 00:17:18.124 I'm horrible. [laughs] 208 00:17:18.820 --> 00:17:20.126 Constantly horrible. 209 00:17:22.476 --> 00:17:24.521 But I'mma get better on my own. 210 00:17:25.827 --> 00:17:27.002 I'mma feel better. 211 00:17:28.699 --> 00:17:29.744 Real soon. 212 00:17:30.527 --> 00:17:31.572 100%. 213 00:17:34.662 --> 00:17:36.359 I'mma see my baby again. 214 00:17:36.533 --> 00:17:38.144 [Bryan] Let me give you a ride. 215 00:17:39.188 --> 00:17:41.234 Come on. I could use the company. 216 00:17:42.496 --> 00:17:45.107 No, I'm good. Could use the exercise. 217 00:17:45.281 --> 00:17:47.805 All right, well, suit yourself. I can take a hint. 218 00:17:50.156 --> 00:17:52.462 I'll see you in group. 219 00:17:53.289 --> 00:17:54.812 There you go, you got it. 220 00:17:55.813 --> 00:17:57.989 See you in group, friend. 221 00:17:58.164 --> 00:18:02.168 [crickets chirping] 222 00:18:08.087 --> 00:18:12.308 [mysterious instrumental] 223 00:18:12.482 --> 00:18:16.399 [microwave whirs] 224 00:18:43.383 --> 00:18:48.388 ♪ 225 00:19:00.008 --> 00:19:01.270 [rumbling] 226 00:19:01.444 --> 00:19:05.448 [microwave beeps] 227 00:19:16.242 --> 00:19:18.157 ["Guns Drugs Money" by Dustin Boden playing] 228 00:19:18.331 --> 00:19:21.638 ♪ You can find it anywhere ♪ 229 00:19:23.510 --> 00:19:25.773 ♪ [indistinct lyrics] ♪ 230 00:19:25.947 --> 00:19:27.035 Bon appétit. 231 00:19:33.607 --> 00:19:37.654 ♪ Together, how I find my own way down ♪ 232 00:19:37.828 --> 00:19:42.790 ♪ I know the day I choose will be a good day soon ♪ 233 00:19:48.361 --> 00:19:52.365 [ominous music] 234 00:19:54.497 --> 00:19:56.020 -[glass shatters] -[Will gasps] 235 00:19:56.195 --> 00:19:57.239 [grunts] Ah! 236 00:19:58.066 --> 00:19:59.285 [woman indistinct] 237 00:20:01.548 --> 00:20:03.158 [Bryan] You need to wake up, brother. 238 00:20:03.332 --> 00:20:04.290 [Will gasps] 239 00:20:04.464 --> 00:20:08.381 ♪ 240 00:20:08.555 --> 00:20:09.817 [fly buzzes] 241 00:20:35.364 --> 00:20:37.975 [Bryan] You see it. All the time, every day. 242 00:20:39.325 --> 00:20:43.242 After a while, death, or the finality of it, you know. 243 00:20:43.416 --> 00:20:46.897 Just doesn't quite pack the punch it used to. 244 00:20:47.071 --> 00:20:49.030 And that day was like any other day. 245 00:20:49.204 --> 00:20:51.032 I-- I had already seen misery. 246 00:20:51.989 --> 00:20:53.164 Already seen death. 247 00:20:54.514 --> 00:20:56.080 All in a day's work, right? 248 00:20:59.736 --> 00:21:02.870 So, I'm on my way home and I get one last call. 249 00:21:05.829 --> 00:21:07.701 And three blocks from the house... 250 00:21:10.051 --> 00:21:12.880 it was a single car collision, 251 00:21:13.054 --> 00:21:15.665 one person, I was third on the scene. 252 00:21:18.146 --> 00:21:19.452 I get there and I-- I-- 253 00:21:19.626 --> 00:21:22.106 I make my way down the embankment. 254 00:21:23.978 --> 00:21:25.632 It didn't look that bad, you know? 255 00:21:26.328 --> 00:21:29.331 Just upside down there and-- 256 00:21:29.505 --> 00:21:31.159 and the creek bed-- 257 00:21:31.333 --> 00:21:34.423 Dunbar Creek, uh, you know, ankle deep, usually. 258 00:21:37.426 --> 00:21:39.776 But shit, we had all that rain the night before. 259 00:21:43.302 --> 00:21:46.043 It was like God turned on the faucet, 260 00:21:46.217 --> 00:21:47.393 forgot to turn it off, you know? 261 00:21:51.179 --> 00:21:52.441 [voice breaking] She never had a chance. 262 00:21:53.877 --> 00:21:54.922 She hit her head. 263 00:21:58.404 --> 00:22:01.537 She's just hanging there upside down and 264 00:22:02.756 --> 00:22:04.584 her head in the water. 265 00:22:10.459 --> 00:22:12.113 All that life ahead of her. 266 00:22:17.597 --> 00:22:18.641 That was the one. 267 00:22:19.860 --> 00:22:21.383 That was the one that got stuck right here. 268 00:22:26.519 --> 00:22:27.563 That was the one. 269 00:22:31.741 --> 00:22:32.786 Thank you, Bryan. 270 00:22:34.831 --> 00:22:37.486 That was very brave and you are wonderful for sharing. 271 00:22:37.660 --> 00:22:39.532 [tense music playing] 272 00:22:43.884 --> 00:22:46.408 Insanity is doing the same thing over and over 273 00:22:46.582 --> 00:22:48.062 and expecting a different result. 274 00:22:48.671 --> 00:22:51.544 Now, that's often misattributed to Mr. Albert Einstein, 275 00:22:51.718 --> 00:22:53.023 but the point is clear. 276 00:22:54.068 --> 00:22:55.548 I know that 277 00:22:55.722 --> 00:22:58.072 dealing with overwhelming grief day after day 278 00:22:58.246 --> 00:23:00.204 can make you feel like you are insane. 279 00:23:00.857 --> 00:23:03.033 And we all know what the result is going to be 280 00:23:03.207 --> 00:23:05.906 when we express our grief to each other. 281 00:23:06.863 --> 00:23:09.257 A little bit of relief, no matter how brief, 282 00:23:09.431 --> 00:23:11.302 from the guilt, 283 00:23:11.477 --> 00:23:13.609 anger, sadness, 284 00:23:14.262 --> 00:23:16.133 whatever it is that we are feeling inside. 285 00:23:16.307 --> 00:23:17.961 Now, let me be clear. 286 00:23:18.135 --> 00:23:20.877 There is nothing wrong with temporary relief. 287 00:23:22.009 --> 00:23:24.141 No matter what stage we are at. 288 00:23:28.407 --> 00:23:31.410 But if you begin to live life only for that relief, 289 00:23:32.062 --> 00:23:34.978 for the next blackout from reality, 290 00:23:36.023 --> 00:23:38.808 you are not learning. You're not growing. 291 00:23:40.157 --> 00:23:41.376 You are not healing. 292 00:23:41.550 --> 00:23:43.900 So, to make Einstein, 293 00:23:44.074 --> 00:23:45.511 or whoever said that quote happy, 294 00:23:46.207 --> 00:23:47.991 We're going to do something a little different. 295 00:23:48.470 --> 00:23:50.864 Instead of expressing our grief to each other, 296 00:23:51.778 --> 00:23:54.302 we are going to write a note or a letter 297 00:23:55.564 --> 00:23:56.609 to our departed. 298 00:23:58.698 --> 00:24:00.177 [Lydia mutters] 299 00:24:01.657 --> 00:24:03.485 Something you want to add, Lydia? 300 00:24:05.792 --> 00:24:08.185 No. I'm all set. 301 00:24:09.578 --> 00:24:11.101 Not interested in breaking the cycle, Lydia? 302 00:24:13.321 --> 00:24:15.323 I'm almost done with my cycle forever. 303 00:24:15.497 --> 00:24:16.846 Thanks. 304 00:24:17.020 --> 00:24:18.282 [Ronnie] What's that supposed to mean? 305 00:24:19.022 --> 00:24:21.024 Sounds like lady problems to me. 306 00:24:21.764 --> 00:24:24.985 [scoffs] Stupid motherfuckas. 307 00:24:39.782 --> 00:24:41.697 [ominous music playing] 308 00:25:04.067 --> 00:25:06.069 -Good to see you. -So you almost there? 309 00:25:07.549 --> 00:25:09.899 -You feeling better? -Damn right. 310 00:25:10.770 --> 00:25:12.293 The shit ends tomorrow. 311 00:25:13.076 --> 00:25:14.121 Take care, Sam. 312 00:25:16.079 --> 00:25:17.646 -[whispers] See you outside. -Yeah. 313 00:25:19.866 --> 00:25:23.870 [crickets chirping] 314 00:25:31.094 --> 00:25:33.923 [ominous music plays] 315 00:25:34.097 --> 00:25:35.534 Something I can help you with, man? 316 00:25:35.708 --> 00:25:37.536 Because if this is about a ride, I'm good. 317 00:25:37.710 --> 00:25:40.103 Brother, you're stuck in a shit cycle right now, 318 00:25:40.277 --> 00:25:42.236 going round and round and round, 319 00:25:42.410 --> 00:25:44.455 and nowhere in that circle is the starting point 320 00:25:44.630 --> 00:25:45.718 to the healing process. 321 00:25:46.457 --> 00:25:47.850 You don't know anything about me. 322 00:25:48.024 --> 00:25:49.330 I know what those cough drops are for. 323 00:25:50.505 --> 00:25:52.638 And that is not the answer. That much I know. 324 00:25:52.812 --> 00:25:55.249 Brother, waking life, it can be tolerable. 325 00:25:55.423 --> 00:25:57.077 Not perfect, but tolerable. 326 00:25:57.251 --> 00:25:59.906 But it starts by getting out of the circle of despair. 327 00:26:01.734 --> 00:26:04.040 It sure sounds like you had that memorized. 328 00:26:06.086 --> 00:26:07.130 So, let me guess. 329 00:26:07.827 --> 00:26:09.306 It's vodka on the way in 330 00:26:09.480 --> 00:26:10.917 because it has the weakest scent, right? 331 00:26:11.787 --> 00:26:13.572 Then pop a few menthols 332 00:26:13.746 --> 00:26:16.313 and you're on cruise control through a whole new group. 333 00:26:16.966 --> 00:26:17.924 Right? 334 00:26:18.098 --> 00:26:19.447 And on the way home, 335 00:26:19.621 --> 00:26:21.841 pick up a bottle of your favorite stuff. 336 00:26:23.103 --> 00:26:24.583 Just to get you through the night. 337 00:26:24.931 --> 00:26:25.975 Am I getting warmer? 338 00:26:26.976 --> 00:26:29.326 I mean, I was just trying to check off the boxes, okay? 339 00:26:29.936 --> 00:26:31.328 Taking it one day at a time. 340 00:26:33.069 --> 00:26:35.115 One day at a time. 341 00:26:37.465 --> 00:26:38.858 That's the secret sauce. 342 00:26:43.863 --> 00:26:44.907 Time. 343 00:26:48.215 --> 00:26:50.130 It can be your best friend or your worst enemy, Will. 344 00:26:50.739 --> 00:26:51.697 You decide. 345 00:26:51.871 --> 00:26:56.876 ♪ 346 00:27:00.619 --> 00:27:04.144 Yeah. Time could be your best friend. 347 00:27:05.188 --> 00:27:07.016 If you lay down and let her fuck you. 348 00:27:08.235 --> 00:27:09.540 But not me. 349 00:27:10.106 --> 00:27:12.718 You wanna stop living in their dream world of despair? 350 00:27:14.458 --> 00:27:15.851 What do you mean? Like drugs? 351 00:27:16.547 --> 00:27:18.462 I'm talking about not living with the reality 352 00:27:18.637 --> 00:27:20.116 they keep preaching to us. 353 00:27:20.900 --> 00:27:21.944 You interested? 354 00:27:23.467 --> 00:27:24.555 Yes. 355 00:27:29.648 --> 00:27:30.779 There's this place 356 00:27:32.389 --> 00:27:33.477 hidden away. 357 00:27:37.394 --> 00:27:38.874 Follow these directions. 358 00:27:39.788 --> 00:27:41.137 Go to that place. 359 00:27:42.356 --> 00:27:43.705 Tell 'em I sent you. 360 00:27:47.317 --> 00:27:49.406 Go to that place, Will. 361 00:27:52.148 --> 00:27:55.369 Then, you'll see. You'll open your eyes. 362 00:27:56.849 --> 00:27:58.633 No more sadness. 363 00:27:59.765 --> 00:28:01.114 Only joy. 364 00:28:02.376 --> 00:28:06.380 -[crickets chirping] -[eerie music] 365 00:28:26.661 --> 00:28:27.706 [Von] Home, sweet home. 366 00:28:30.273 --> 00:28:31.361 It's not much but... 367 00:28:32.841 --> 00:28:35.191 they say home is really in here and here, right? 368 00:28:35.888 --> 00:28:36.932 [Will whispering] Yeah. 369 00:28:40.936 --> 00:28:42.372 Keeps demons away. 370 00:28:42.546 --> 00:28:43.765 You're not a demon, are ya? 371 00:28:44.592 --> 00:28:45.854 [Will] No, I can't say that I am. 372 00:28:47.464 --> 00:28:48.770 That's good for your sake. 373 00:28:49.815 --> 00:28:52.556 So, what are you-- Just living out here or-- 374 00:28:52.731 --> 00:28:54.036 or passing through? 375 00:28:54.820 --> 00:28:56.299 I'm sorry, you're, um-- 376 00:28:56.822 --> 00:28:57.866 Von. 377 00:28:58.867 --> 00:29:01.087 -My name's Von. -I'm Will. 378 00:29:04.046 --> 00:29:06.875 I'm here on Tuesdays and Thursdays, Will. 379 00:29:09.225 --> 00:29:10.313 [Will whispering] Okay. 380 00:29:10.487 --> 00:29:14.491 [crickets chirping] 381 00:29:27.678 --> 00:29:29.550 So, what brings you out this way tonight? 382 00:29:30.986 --> 00:29:33.293 Um, Lydia. 383 00:29:34.120 --> 00:29:35.948 Lydia, she said that I should come here. 384 00:29:36.122 --> 00:29:37.601 That I should come see you. 385 00:29:39.995 --> 00:29:41.040 Lydia. 386 00:29:42.911 --> 00:29:45.261 But your path and her path are very different. 387 00:29:45.435 --> 00:29:46.480 I can tell. 388 00:29:47.655 --> 00:29:49.788 Though no two paths are ever the same. 389 00:29:53.748 --> 00:29:54.967 What did Lydia tell ya? 390 00:29:55.576 --> 00:29:57.839 Just that I should come see you 391 00:29:58.709 --> 00:30:00.102 and there'll be no more sadness. 392 00:30:04.237 --> 00:30:05.629 You experienced loss. 393 00:30:14.595 --> 00:30:15.814 [Von sighs] 394 00:30:17.337 --> 00:30:18.381 Take this. 395 00:30:20.906 --> 00:30:23.909 Draw, sketch, paint. Do whatever you want. 396 00:30:24.823 --> 00:30:26.389 Put it on that canvas 397 00:30:28.435 --> 00:30:29.610 and bring it back to me. 398 00:30:32.265 --> 00:30:33.744 You want me to just draw you a picture? 399 00:30:33.919 --> 00:30:35.746 [wood scraping] 400 00:30:35.921 --> 00:30:37.444 You can do whatever you want. 401 00:30:40.186 --> 00:30:41.840 But whatever you do, do it for you. 402 00:30:44.625 --> 00:30:45.756 And then bring it back. 403 00:30:47.715 --> 00:30:51.762 [calm instrumental] 404 00:31:10.520 --> 00:31:13.132 [microwave beeps] 405 00:31:13.306 --> 00:31:15.786 [microwave whirs] 406 00:31:15.961 --> 00:31:19.965 [ominous music playing] 407 00:31:23.925 --> 00:31:25.013 [exhales] 408 00:31:26.797 --> 00:31:27.886 Bullshit. 409 00:31:41.073 --> 00:31:45.904 [microwave beeps] 410 00:31:49.908 --> 00:31:51.257 [Will sighs] 411 00:31:57.698 --> 00:31:59.134 [whispers] Yeah. 412 00:32:12.495 --> 00:32:13.540 [fridge magnets shuffle] 413 00:32:13.714 --> 00:32:17.631 [suspenseful music playing] 414 00:32:47.356 --> 00:32:49.663 -[rumbling] -[fridge magnets shuffle] 415 00:33:04.417 --> 00:33:08.073 -[rumbling] -[microwave beeps] 416 00:33:18.257 --> 00:33:22.783 ♪ 417 00:33:50.854 --> 00:33:53.248 -[glass shatters] -[Will grunts] Ah! 418 00:33:54.467 --> 00:33:55.685 [woman indistinct] 419 00:33:57.861 --> 00:33:59.646 [Bryan] You need to wake up, brother. 420 00:34:08.394 --> 00:34:12.398 [ominous music playing] 421 00:34:14.704 --> 00:34:15.966 [Will groans] 422 00:34:39.381 --> 00:34:43.342 ♪ 423 00:34:51.480 --> 00:34:55.223 -[birds chirping] -[mysterious instrumental] 424 00:35:30.084 --> 00:35:33.087 [tense and ominous music] 425 00:35:59.244 --> 00:36:01.071 [Ronnie] "...but instead, I'm here by myself. 426 00:36:01.246 --> 00:36:02.769 And so, I begin another night 427 00:36:05.119 --> 00:36:07.034 and tomorrow will be another day. 428 00:36:08.209 --> 00:36:10.168 Another day in my new reality. 429 00:36:13.214 --> 00:36:14.781 I'll never stop hurting. 430 00:36:16.826 --> 00:36:18.132 Never stop missing you. 431 00:36:20.526 --> 00:36:21.831 But I promised to 432 00:36:23.006 --> 00:36:25.444 see a way forward until we've reunited." 433 00:36:29.448 --> 00:36:30.492 Thank you, Ronnie. 434 00:36:33.321 --> 00:36:35.280 Will, let's hear yours. 435 00:36:38.674 --> 00:36:41.416 Um, no, I-- I'm not ready. 436 00:36:41.895 --> 00:36:44.158 The exercise is not meant to be perfect. 437 00:36:45.028 --> 00:36:46.508 It's not even meant to be finished. 438 00:36:47.770 --> 00:36:50.164 The exercise, Will, is to share. 439 00:36:50.860 --> 00:36:53.211 Come on, Will. It's okay, give it a read. 440 00:36:57.389 --> 00:36:58.825 [sighs] 441 00:37:01.784 --> 00:37:02.829 "My... 442 00:37:03.743 --> 00:37:05.527 sweet Shelly. I-- 443 00:37:10.097 --> 00:37:11.141 [Will whispering] That's it. 444 00:37:12.491 --> 00:37:14.884 It's all I have right now, I'm just, um... 445 00:37:17.278 --> 00:37:18.366 I can't find the words. 446 00:37:19.280 --> 00:37:21.543 You said her name. That's a brave step. 447 00:37:24.677 --> 00:37:26.069 And Shelly is? 448 00:37:31.074 --> 00:37:32.467 She's my daughter. 449 00:37:38.821 --> 00:37:40.693 All right, well, that's about it for tonight, 450 00:37:40.867 --> 00:37:44.174 um, but before we go, I do want to address something. 451 00:37:45.350 --> 00:37:48.570 As you have probably noticed, Lydia is not here tonight 452 00:37:48.744 --> 00:37:50.746 and moving forward, 453 00:37:50.920 --> 00:37:53.183 she will no longer be a part of this group. 454 00:37:54.097 --> 00:37:55.708 Now, of course, we wish her the best 455 00:37:55.882 --> 00:37:57.275 on her healing journey, 456 00:37:58.276 --> 00:38:00.669 but I would like to remind you all that 457 00:38:01.061 --> 00:38:04.412 when one in the group refuses to do the tasks, 458 00:38:04.586 --> 00:38:06.545 it can damage the healing of the whole group. 459 00:38:08.155 --> 00:38:09.461 Sometimes permanently. 460 00:38:14.596 --> 00:38:16.555 See you guys tomorrow. Oh. 461 00:38:27.696 --> 00:38:28.741 Hey, Bryan. 462 00:38:29.742 --> 00:38:32.222 Will. Good meeting tonight, right? 463 00:38:33.049 --> 00:38:35.051 Hey, I see you doing the work 464 00:38:36.183 --> 00:38:37.706 and I am proud of you, brother. 465 00:38:38.490 --> 00:38:40.274 -Okay. -I knew I'd get through to you. 466 00:38:40.448 --> 00:38:41.449 We're gonna have your head thinking straight 467 00:38:41.623 --> 00:38:43.103 before you know it. 468 00:38:43.277 --> 00:38:45.540 So, I'm curious. Why isn't Lydia coming back? 469 00:38:45.714 --> 00:38:48.935 She claims she doesn't need the group anymore. 470 00:38:49.414 --> 00:38:51.677 So, just like that, she's cured. 471 00:38:53.853 --> 00:38:56.899 She believes her daughter has come back to her. 472 00:38:59.511 --> 00:39:01.077 -Come back? -Yeah. 473 00:39:01.774 --> 00:39:04.342 Her departed has come back. 474 00:39:05.299 --> 00:39:06.909 [Bryan] It's tragic, really. 475 00:39:07.562 --> 00:39:09.172 I mean, you've heard her babbling on, Will. 476 00:39:09.347 --> 00:39:10.913 Obviously, it's impossible. 477 00:39:11.087 --> 00:39:13.873 What are we talking about here? Turning back time? 478 00:39:14.047 --> 00:39:17.355 I mean, we-- we can only try to help, 479 00:39:17.529 --> 00:39:20.270 -but sometimes we-- -Fail. 480 00:39:23.491 --> 00:39:25.624 -[paper rustling] -Did not fail. 481 00:39:25.798 --> 00:39:29.323 [inhales] She chose not to accept help. 482 00:39:30.237 --> 00:39:32.021 Yeah. Sounds tragic. 483 00:39:42.075 --> 00:39:45.644 -Will! What the fuck was that? -Not tonight, Bryan. 484 00:39:45.818 --> 00:39:49.387 Hey. I know this is about checking a list for you, man, 485 00:39:49.561 --> 00:39:51.998 but pulling shit like that is only going to prolong this. 486 00:39:52.172 --> 00:39:55.349 The more you resist what is here to help you, 487 00:39:55.523 --> 00:39:57.525 the longer it's going to take for you to see the light. 488 00:39:57.699 --> 00:39:59.788 Don't try and be a cop with me, man. 489 00:39:59.962 --> 00:40:02.530 How dare you say that to me? I'm here to help you. 490 00:40:02.704 --> 00:40:04.793 What's going on in there is not helping anyone. 491 00:40:04.967 --> 00:40:07.056 It's just rehashing the same horrible shit 492 00:40:07.230 --> 00:40:08.493 over and over again. 493 00:40:14.020 --> 00:40:15.064 That's the cycle. 494 00:40:19.068 --> 00:40:20.461 You need to wake up, brother. 495 00:40:22.420 --> 00:40:26.554 [crickets chirping] 496 00:40:33.256 --> 00:40:34.344 I was wondering if you were gonna 497 00:40:34.519 --> 00:40:35.955 make your way up here tonight. 498 00:40:40.263 --> 00:40:41.613 You know, it's funny, 499 00:40:41.787 --> 00:40:43.092 everybody can express themselves. 500 00:40:44.529 --> 00:40:46.618 So, everyone is an artist. 501 00:40:47.445 --> 00:40:48.489 What comes out of here... 502 00:40:49.664 --> 00:40:50.752 it ends up there. 503 00:40:53.407 --> 00:40:54.539 The artist's history. 504 00:40:55.365 --> 00:40:56.454 A life lived. 505 00:40:57.237 --> 00:40:58.325 Lessons learned. 506 00:40:59.674 --> 00:41:01.763 Growth. Improvements. 507 00:41:03.983 --> 00:41:05.288 Discovery of truth. 508 00:41:17.562 --> 00:41:19.912 [Will] You know, Lydia is making some pretty bold claims. 509 00:41:23.219 --> 00:41:27.267 And people are making some pretty bold claims about Lydia. 510 00:41:29.225 --> 00:41:32.228 Lydia is on her own path, and you are on yours, Will. 511 00:41:35.318 --> 00:41:36.494 This your daughter in this? 512 00:41:40.933 --> 00:41:42.064 It's okay if you don't know. 513 00:41:48.375 --> 00:41:51.944 This kind of work, it exists in two spaces. 514 00:41:52.988 --> 00:41:54.076 A physical space 515 00:41:55.338 --> 00:41:56.731 and a psychological space. 516 00:42:05.218 --> 00:42:08.526 -You are truly a bright soul. -Oh, I don't know about that. 517 00:42:12.573 --> 00:42:14.749 I want you to look at all those souls up there. 518 00:42:17.143 --> 00:42:18.231 Look. 519 00:42:21.930 --> 00:42:23.845 Did you know when a star dies, 520 00:42:24.846 --> 00:42:28.676 it continues to shine its light across the universe 521 00:42:29.372 --> 00:42:31.766 for many millenniums to come? 522 00:42:34.116 --> 00:42:36.205 You just got to be looking for that light. 523 00:42:43.996 --> 00:42:45.650 So, what are you willing to do? 524 00:42:48.043 --> 00:42:50.742 -To do for what? -You know for what, Will. 525 00:42:53.614 --> 00:42:56.617 Lydia was willing to approach her obstacle 526 00:42:57.923 --> 00:42:59.054 with an open mind. 527 00:43:00.969 --> 00:43:03.058 And with truly open eyes. 528 00:43:04.059 --> 00:43:06.061 Now, all her sadness is gone. 529 00:43:09.412 --> 00:43:11.806 There's nothing I wouldn't do. 530 00:43:14.504 --> 00:43:17.507 -For your sadness to be gone. -To end the cycle. 531 00:43:18.726 --> 00:43:21.555 Me and my daughter. Shelly. 532 00:43:34.960 --> 00:43:37.310 Oh, no, no. I-- I-- I couldn't take your vinyl. 533 00:43:39.834 --> 00:43:41.531 These are meant for someone who needs them. 534 00:43:42.576 --> 00:43:44.709 And your path has led you to need these. 535 00:43:44.883 --> 00:43:45.927 [Will scoffs] 536 00:43:47.625 --> 00:43:50.540 I don't know. [stammers] What you got in there? 537 00:43:50.715 --> 00:43:52.934 I got a little of this and a little of that. 538 00:43:54.501 --> 00:43:55.589 Listen to 'em. 539 00:43:56.634 --> 00:43:58.374 See which one speaks to you. 540 00:44:01.421 --> 00:44:03.075 All right. Okay. Yeah, I could do that. 541 00:44:03.249 --> 00:44:04.293 I-- I can do that. 542 00:44:08.471 --> 00:44:09.951 But there are rules, Will. 543 00:44:10.473 --> 00:44:14.652 You must listen with a clear and open mind. 544 00:44:17.872 --> 00:44:19.657 Free of outside influences. 545 00:44:27.839 --> 00:44:28.883 Yeah, I got it. 546 00:44:32.234 --> 00:44:37.326 Sometimes, what we think is lost is not lost at all. 547 00:44:41.548 --> 00:44:43.506 Just needs to be rediscovered. 548 00:44:49.338 --> 00:44:51.906 A clear and open mind, Will. 549 00:44:53.865 --> 00:44:55.040 That's your path forward. 550 00:45:06.312 --> 00:45:11.360 [gravel crunching] 551 00:45:23.938 --> 00:45:27.855 [microwave whirs] 552 00:45:28.029 --> 00:45:29.988 [somber music] 553 00:45:40.955 --> 00:45:45.699 [microwave beeps] 554 00:46:09.027 --> 00:46:14.772 ♪ 555 00:46:34.966 --> 00:46:39.492 ♪ 556 00:46:52.200 --> 00:46:53.462 [vinyl player crackles softly] 557 00:47:06.649 --> 00:47:08.129 [glass shatters] 558 00:47:08.303 --> 00:47:09.522 [vinyl scratching] 559 00:47:13.787 --> 00:47:14.788 [Von on vinyl] Your mind is open, 560 00:47:14.962 --> 00:47:16.572 your heart is clear. 561 00:47:16.746 --> 00:47:19.662 Now, open them both to what is dear. 562 00:47:21.577 --> 00:47:24.667 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 563 00:47:24.842 --> 00:47:28.497 Now, open them both to what is dear. 564 00:47:28.671 --> 00:47:31.500 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 565 00:47:31.674 --> 00:47:35.287 Now, open them both to what is dear. 566 00:47:35.461 --> 00:47:38.290 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 567 00:47:38.464 --> 00:47:42.424 Now, open them both to what is dear. 568 00:47:42.598 --> 00:47:45.601 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 569 00:47:45.775 --> 00:47:49.388 Now, open them both to what is dear. 570 00:47:49.562 --> 00:47:52.391 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 571 00:47:52.565 --> 00:47:56.656 [melancholic instrumental] 572 00:48:13.673 --> 00:48:15.718 ...to what is dear. 573 00:48:15.893 --> 00:48:18.765 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 574 00:48:18.939 --> 00:48:23.030 Now, open them both to what is dear. 575 00:48:23.204 --> 00:48:25.903 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 576 00:48:26.077 --> 00:48:29.863 Now, open them both to what is dear. 577 00:48:30.037 --> 00:48:33.040 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 578 00:48:33.214 --> 00:48:36.087 Now, open them both to what is dear. 579 00:48:38.132 --> 00:48:40.743 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 580 00:48:40.918 --> 00:48:44.922 Now, open them both to what is dear. 581 00:48:45.096 --> 00:48:47.663 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 582 00:48:47.837 --> 00:48:49.752 Now, open them... 583 00:48:49.927 --> 00:48:52.625 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 584 00:48:52.799 --> 00:48:56.803 Now, open them both to what is dear. 585 00:48:56.977 --> 00:48:59.719 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 586 00:48:59.893 --> 00:49:03.070 Now, open them both to what is dear. 587 00:49:04.942 --> 00:49:07.683 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 588 00:49:07.857 --> 00:49:10.817 Now, open them both to what is dear. 589 00:49:12.819 --> 00:49:15.735 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 590 00:49:15.909 --> 00:49:18.303 Now, open them both to what is dear. 591 00:49:18.477 --> 00:49:20.261 [Shelly] Do you want to play catch, Daddy Monster? 592 00:49:20.435 --> 00:49:21.871 [Will] Yeah, I got one. 593 00:49:22.046 --> 00:49:23.482 [Von on vinyl] ...your heart is clear. 594 00:49:23.656 --> 00:49:25.963 Now, open them both to what is dear. 595 00:49:27.921 --> 00:49:30.880 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 596 00:49:31.055 --> 00:49:34.058 Now, open them both to what is dear. 597 00:49:35.798 --> 00:49:38.801 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 598 00:49:38.976 --> 00:49:41.804 Now, open them both to what is dear. 599 00:49:43.632 --> 00:49:46.896 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 600 00:49:47.071 --> 00:49:49.987 Now, open them both to what is dear. 601 00:49:52.337 --> 00:49:55.775 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 602 00:49:55.949 --> 00:49:58.604 Now, open them both to what is dear. 603 00:49:59.909 --> 00:50:01.607 [objects clattering] 604 00:50:01.781 --> 00:50:04.479 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 605 00:50:04.653 --> 00:50:07.569 Now, open them both to what is dear. 606 00:50:07.743 --> 00:50:09.615 -[loud rumbling] -[items clattering] 607 00:50:09.789 --> 00:50:12.705 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 608 00:50:12.879 --> 00:50:16.839 Now, open them both to what is dear. 609 00:50:17.014 --> 00:50:19.712 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 610 00:50:19.886 --> 00:50:22.889 Now, open them both to what is dear. 611 00:50:24.978 --> 00:50:27.633 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 612 00:50:27.807 --> 00:50:30.810 Now, open them both to what is dear. 613 00:50:32.681 --> 00:50:35.771 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 614 00:50:35.945 --> 00:50:39.558 Now, open them both to what is dear. 615 00:50:39.732 --> 00:50:41.299 -Your mind is-- -[vinyl scratches] 616 00:50:43.431 --> 00:50:47.740 [faint rustling] 617 00:50:47.914 --> 00:50:50.264 [tense music plays] 618 00:50:50.960 --> 00:50:52.919 [letter magnets clattering] 619 00:51:18.814 --> 00:51:20.381 Is that you, baby girl? 620 00:51:20.555 --> 00:51:25.560 ♪ 621 00:51:35.048 --> 00:51:38.965 [ball bouncing] 622 00:51:50.063 --> 00:51:51.804 [Shelly] Do you want to play catch, Daddy Monster? 623 00:51:51.978 --> 00:51:53.458 [Will] Yeah, I got one. 624 00:51:58.550 --> 00:52:01.509 [objects clanking] 625 00:52:19.048 --> 00:52:20.049 Come on. 626 00:52:20.224 --> 00:52:21.486 Von! 627 00:52:23.052 --> 00:52:24.967 -[Will] Von! -[Von] Hey, Will. 628 00:52:26.055 --> 00:52:27.666 Where did you get those records from? 629 00:52:30.495 --> 00:52:33.280 -You played one of mine? -Yes, I played yours. 630 00:52:34.977 --> 00:52:36.153 With a clear mind? 631 00:52:37.241 --> 00:52:38.503 That was your voice. 632 00:52:39.373 --> 00:52:41.027 [scoffs] Are you doing this? 633 00:52:45.162 --> 00:52:48.252 There's this-- there's this red ball 634 00:52:48.426 --> 00:52:49.818 that my daughter used to play with. 635 00:52:50.558 --> 00:52:53.518 And-- and Von, that ball came rolling 636 00:52:53.692 --> 00:52:54.823 right up to me. 637 00:52:54.997 --> 00:52:56.303 It was as if Shelly, 638 00:52:56.477 --> 00:52:57.609 she just rolled it to me herself. 639 00:52:58.131 --> 00:52:59.872 And then I played the record again, 640 00:53:00.046 --> 00:53:02.266 -nothing happened. -Yeah, that can happen. 641 00:53:02.440 --> 00:53:03.789 [Will] That can happen-- 642 00:53:03.963 --> 00:53:06.574 Come on. You gotta work with me, man. 643 00:53:07.532 --> 00:53:09.316 You got-- you gotta give me something here, 644 00:53:09.490 --> 00:53:12.319 cause I need to know that I'm not going crazy. 645 00:53:12.493 --> 00:53:14.582 You're on the path now, Will. 646 00:53:20.066 --> 00:53:21.241 You're on the path. 647 00:53:24.679 --> 00:53:27.204 [ominous music playing] 648 00:53:32.209 --> 00:53:33.558 There was a time, 649 00:53:33.732 --> 00:53:35.821 when I was experimenting with recording. 650 00:53:37.431 --> 00:53:39.651 At first, it was just music, noise. 651 00:53:42.784 --> 00:53:45.091 And then I started to introduce the spoken word 652 00:53:45.265 --> 00:53:47.049 and as time passed by... 653 00:53:50.096 --> 00:53:52.054 strange things started to happen. 654 00:53:55.406 --> 00:53:57.277 The recordings actually... 655 00:53:59.366 --> 00:54:01.063 started doing things. 656 00:54:01.803 --> 00:54:04.415 Good things, Will, good things. 657 00:54:05.416 --> 00:54:07.244 To people that had open minds. 658 00:54:11.204 --> 00:54:12.945 But then you got to be careful what you wish for. 659 00:54:14.207 --> 00:54:15.339 Because... 660 00:54:16.905 --> 00:54:17.993 well... 661 00:54:19.343 --> 00:54:20.996 folks don't always like 662 00:54:21.910 --> 00:54:23.869 what they discover about themselves. 663 00:54:30.005 --> 00:54:31.659 That's the next one, Will. 664 00:54:36.838 --> 00:54:38.710 So, there are some after this? 665 00:54:40.625 --> 00:54:42.148 That is the next one. 666 00:54:53.942 --> 00:54:55.030 Von. 667 00:54:58.338 --> 00:54:59.383 Von! 668 00:55:01.123 --> 00:55:06.607 ♪ 669 00:55:16.095 --> 00:55:18.097 [vinyl player crackling] 670 00:55:18.271 --> 00:55:19.446 [Von on vinyl] Your mind is open, 671 00:55:19.620 --> 00:55:21.318 your heart is clear. 672 00:55:21.492 --> 00:55:25.322 Now, open them both to what is dear. 673 00:55:25.496 --> 00:55:28.629 The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 674 00:55:28.803 --> 00:55:32.633 Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce. 675 00:55:34.331 --> 00:55:37.290 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 676 00:55:37.464 --> 00:55:41.250 Now, open them both to what is dear. 677 00:55:41.425 --> 00:55:44.645 The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 678 00:55:44.819 --> 00:55:48.475 Vanquish it now, or your heart, it will pierce. 679 00:55:48.649 --> 00:55:50.216 -[objects clattering] -[rumbling] 680 00:55:50.390 --> 00:55:53.262 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 681 00:55:53.437 --> 00:55:56.788 Now, open them both to what is dear. 682 00:55:56.962 --> 00:56:00.052 The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 683 00:56:00.226 --> 00:56:04.056 Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce. 684 00:56:09.366 --> 00:56:12.499 [suspenseful music plays] 685 00:56:13.152 --> 00:56:14.240 I'm right here, Goblin. 686 00:56:19.071 --> 00:56:21.073 [Shelly] Daddy, look at the wind chime I made. 687 00:56:21.247 --> 00:56:23.510 [Will] You made that, Goblin? It's beautiful. 688 00:56:23.684 --> 00:56:26.687 ♪ 689 00:56:26.861 --> 00:56:29.211 [crickets chirping] 690 00:56:40.309 --> 00:56:43.269 [blowing] 691 00:56:46.925 --> 00:56:49.188 [vinyl player crackling] 692 00:56:49.884 --> 00:56:50.929 Fuck. 693 00:56:51.669 --> 00:56:52.713 Von! 694 00:56:55.455 --> 00:56:56.543 Hey, Von. Hello. 695 00:56:57.109 --> 00:56:59.111 You're on the path now, Will. 696 00:56:59.459 --> 00:57:01.766 Lydia, where did you come from? 697 00:57:01.940 --> 00:57:04.464 -Where's Von? -Don't leave your path. 698 00:57:05.813 --> 00:57:09.208 Keep your goal in sight and don't let them stop you. 699 00:57:10.339 --> 00:57:11.428 I did. 700 00:57:12.516 --> 00:57:14.300 I'm so happy now. 701 00:57:15.693 --> 00:57:17.259 Lydia, I'm so-- 702 00:57:17.869 --> 00:57:19.610 I'm so confused, and I don't know 703 00:57:19.784 --> 00:57:21.350 -what to do here, I-- -[Lydia] You know what to do. 704 00:57:21.873 --> 00:57:26.791 ♪ 705 00:57:28.053 --> 00:57:29.097 [Will exhales] 706 00:57:57.604 --> 00:57:58.649 [vinyl player clicks] 707 00:58:04.829 --> 00:58:06.221 [vinyl player crackling] 708 00:58:06.395 --> 00:58:07.396 [Von on vinyl] Your mind is open, 709 00:58:07.571 --> 00:58:09.181 your heart is clear. 710 00:58:09.355 --> 00:58:13.185 Now, open them both to what is dear. 711 00:58:13.359 --> 00:58:16.493 The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 712 00:58:16.667 --> 00:58:21.410 Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce. 713 00:58:21.585 --> 00:58:24.152 Embrace the pain that dwells within 714 00:58:24.326 --> 00:58:28.766 for healing can start once you let it in. 715 00:58:28.940 --> 00:58:32.117 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 716 00:58:32.291 --> 00:58:35.816 Now, open them both to what is dear. 717 00:58:35.990 --> 00:58:39.254 The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 718 00:58:39.428 --> 00:58:44.129 Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce. 719 00:58:44.303 --> 00:58:46.914 Embrace the pain that dwells within 720 00:58:47.088 --> 00:58:50.352 for healing can start once you let it in. 721 00:58:50.527 --> 00:58:52.093 -[objects clattering] -[rumbling] 722 00:58:52.267 --> 00:58:54.661 Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 723 00:58:54.835 --> 00:58:58.752 Now, open them both to what is dear. 724 00:58:58.926 --> 00:59:02.147 The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 725 00:59:02.321 --> 00:59:05.324 Vanquish it now or your heart, it will-- 726 00:59:05.498 --> 00:59:08.370 -[recording stops] -[footsteps approaching] 727 00:59:09.415 --> 00:59:14.463 ♪ 728 00:59:19.947 --> 00:59:21.296 [footsteps tapping] 729 00:59:21.470 --> 00:59:26.519 ♪ 730 00:59:41.186 --> 00:59:43.014 [ominous music booms] 731 00:59:44.363 --> 00:59:47.105 There's one mystery solved. You're alive. 732 00:59:48.933 --> 00:59:50.021 You okay? 733 00:59:51.022 --> 00:59:52.240 What's the matter, Will? 734 00:59:53.067 --> 00:59:54.329 You look like you've seen a goblin. 735 00:59:58.551 --> 00:59:59.639 How'd you find me? 736 01:00:01.380 --> 01:00:02.468 We know things. 737 01:00:04.688 --> 01:00:05.732 Mind if I come in? 738 01:00:27.841 --> 01:00:30.148 Nice place, Will. 739 01:00:30.322 --> 01:00:31.540 This room could use a little light. 740 01:00:32.890 --> 01:00:33.934 But nice. 741 01:00:36.241 --> 01:00:37.721 You mind telling me what you're doing here? 742 01:00:39.200 --> 01:00:41.289 I was on my way out the door, headin' home. 743 01:00:43.074 --> 01:00:44.423 Dispatch gets a call. 744 01:00:45.685 --> 01:00:46.730 Welfare check. 745 01:00:48.688 --> 01:00:50.472 Normally I'd say, "Fuck it. 746 01:00:51.691 --> 01:00:53.519 I got pot roast waiting for me at home." 747 01:00:56.087 --> 01:00:57.828 In dispatch, they get the address, 748 01:00:58.655 --> 01:00:59.699 name of the owner. 749 01:01:02.136 --> 01:01:03.224 You. 750 01:01:04.225 --> 01:01:05.270 So, I say, "Fuck it. 751 01:01:06.445 --> 01:01:07.707 That pot roast can wait." 752 01:01:32.558 --> 01:01:33.994 Was it worth it, brother? 753 01:01:34.908 --> 01:01:36.518 I haven't had a drink since last night. 754 01:01:37.128 --> 01:01:39.478 -I swear, on my daughter. -Don't. 755 01:01:40.218 --> 01:01:41.262 Do not. 756 01:01:42.133 --> 01:01:43.482 Never swear on that. 757 01:01:44.962 --> 01:01:46.093 [bottle thuds on table] 758 01:01:46.920 --> 01:01:49.706 All you had to do was reach out to me, man. 759 01:01:50.619 --> 01:01:53.274 I was ready, willing and able. 760 01:01:54.841 --> 01:01:57.017 But then you had to have yourself a three-day bender. 761 01:01:57.191 --> 01:01:59.367 I told you I haven't had a drink in 24 hours. 762 01:01:59.541 --> 01:02:00.934 Oh, Will, just stop. 763 01:02:01.108 --> 01:02:02.457 Stop it, okay? 764 01:02:04.546 --> 01:02:06.592 Look, I get what you're going through, man. 765 01:02:06.766 --> 01:02:08.072 I get it. 766 01:02:08.246 --> 01:02:09.769 But there's what you're going through 767 01:02:09.943 --> 01:02:12.337 and there's what you're required to go through. 768 01:02:13.381 --> 01:02:15.470 Bender? Three days? What are you talking about? 769 01:02:15.644 --> 01:02:17.211 Okay, okay. 770 01:02:19.126 --> 01:02:20.693 You skip three nights of group, 771 01:02:20.867 --> 01:02:22.390 refuse to answer your calls, 772 01:02:23.217 --> 01:02:25.132 then you get a welfare check called in. 773 01:02:25.742 --> 01:02:28.048 You know how this thing works, Will. 774 01:02:28.222 --> 01:02:29.397 Too many strikes. 775 01:02:29.571 --> 01:02:31.356 -Fuck you, man. -Oh, fuck me? 776 01:02:31.530 --> 01:02:32.749 -Yeah, fuck you. -Okay. 777 01:02:32.923 --> 01:02:34.359 You know I was there earlier. 778 01:02:34.533 --> 01:02:36.013 You're just trying to mess with me now, 779 01:02:36.187 --> 01:02:37.971 like some kind of healing strategy. 780 01:02:38.145 --> 01:02:40.278 Oh, yeah, I saw you three nights ago 781 01:02:40.452 --> 01:02:41.758 and you were pretty charged up. 782 01:02:41.932 --> 01:02:44.064 [ominous music plays] 783 01:02:51.768 --> 01:02:53.682 Man, I should have come up here a long time ago. 784 01:02:56.642 --> 01:02:58.513 You know, Bella's really torn up about this. 785 01:02:59.427 --> 01:03:01.734 Losing you from group so soon after Lydia? 786 01:03:02.866 --> 01:03:04.128 She's really beating herself up. 787 01:03:07.871 --> 01:03:10.874 [water flowing] 788 01:03:17.794 --> 01:03:19.056 Yes, I know. 789 01:03:19.708 --> 01:03:21.058 No, but he will soon. 790 01:03:22.276 --> 01:03:23.974 We have to stay united on this, okay? 791 01:03:24.148 --> 01:03:25.192 It's the only way. 792 01:03:26.454 --> 01:03:27.586 What do we always say? 793 01:03:28.239 --> 01:03:30.371 "This too shall pass." 794 01:03:30.850 --> 01:03:32.983 In the end, I promise you, you will see, 795 01:03:33.157 --> 01:03:36.508 this was the best for everyone, the best for you, the best for-- 796 01:03:39.598 --> 01:03:40.904 Hey, listen, I gotta go, okay? 797 01:03:41.905 --> 01:03:42.949 Yeah. 798 01:03:46.344 --> 01:03:47.388 How you feeling? 799 01:03:48.302 --> 01:03:49.347 What was that? 800 01:03:49.956 --> 01:03:51.001 That was a work thing. 801 01:03:58.095 --> 01:03:59.139 So... 802 01:03:59.879 --> 01:04:00.924 to recap. 803 01:04:03.056 --> 01:04:04.275 You left the meeting? 804 01:04:04.449 --> 01:04:05.798 About an hour ago. 805 01:04:06.451 --> 01:04:08.105 You say an hour, I say three days. 806 01:04:09.715 --> 01:04:10.890 You left the meeting. 807 01:04:12.283 --> 01:04:14.981 Then you went to visit this homeless man 808 01:04:15.590 --> 01:04:16.548 who lives in the woods? 809 01:04:16.722 --> 01:04:17.810 A man you've been... 810 01:04:18.985 --> 01:04:20.987 visiting and speaking with. 811 01:04:23.511 --> 01:04:24.861 So, this fellow, he... 812 01:04:25.774 --> 01:04:28.690 He gives you records, and these records, they-- 813 01:04:28.865 --> 01:04:31.868 -Only some of them. -Some of these records... 814 01:04:33.521 --> 01:04:35.262 have brought back... [sighs] 815 01:04:35.828 --> 01:04:38.265 ...items that were in photographs 816 01:04:38.439 --> 01:04:39.876 with your little girl, right? 817 01:04:41.573 --> 01:04:42.661 Okay. 818 01:04:43.792 --> 01:04:44.881 Let me tell you what I see. 819 01:04:46.926 --> 01:04:49.886 I see a man who has refused help over and over. 820 01:04:50.060 --> 01:04:51.713 I see a man who insists on 821 01:04:51.888 --> 01:04:54.281 drinking himself into a coma every single night, 822 01:04:54.455 --> 01:04:56.327 refusing to face his new reality. 823 01:04:57.067 --> 01:05:01.419 You hit the sauce extra hard, blackout, lose track of time, 824 01:05:01.593 --> 01:05:03.595 start going through your daughter's old stuff. 825 01:05:05.205 --> 01:05:07.991 Start drinking again, repeat the process and, brother, 826 01:05:08.643 --> 01:05:09.731 Three days... 827 01:05:10.471 --> 01:05:11.516 gone. 828 01:05:12.386 --> 01:05:14.127 After we lost our Shelly... 829 01:05:19.263 --> 01:05:21.395 her mother took all her stuff. 830 01:05:22.092 --> 01:05:23.310 Including these. 831 01:05:27.924 --> 01:05:30.317 So, it would be impossible 832 01:05:31.579 --> 01:05:33.930 for me to pull out these things. 833 01:05:34.495 --> 01:05:35.540 Look. 834 01:05:36.062 --> 01:05:37.716 I'm not saying this is the case, 835 01:05:38.325 --> 01:05:41.024 but is there any reason your ex would be 836 01:05:41.198 --> 01:05:42.242 maybe coming in here? 837 01:05:43.504 --> 01:05:46.551 Poking around, moving things, 838 01:05:46.725 --> 01:05:47.813 trying to... 839 01:05:49.249 --> 01:05:51.425 bait you into some sort of a-- 840 01:05:52.470 --> 01:05:53.993 -Will? -Yeah. 841 01:05:56.996 --> 01:05:58.041 Is this you? 842 01:05:59.912 --> 01:06:00.957 Me? [scoffs] 843 01:06:01.131 --> 01:06:03.046 Will, I-- I don't-- I don't know 844 01:06:03.220 --> 01:06:05.222 -what you're talking about. -Who put you up to this? 845 01:06:06.136 --> 01:06:08.877 -[Bryan] Me? -Who put you up to this? 846 01:06:11.837 --> 01:06:13.404 I can assure you I have no idea 847 01:06:13.578 --> 01:06:14.883 who or what you're talking about here. 848 01:06:15.058 --> 01:06:16.711 How does she get to you? 849 01:06:18.061 --> 01:06:19.976 -Are you fucking-- -Hey, hey, brother. 850 01:06:20.150 --> 01:06:22.500 Let's take a breath here, you and me, okay? 851 01:06:22.674 --> 01:06:23.805 Take a seat 852 01:06:24.415 --> 01:06:26.025 and let's count to ten, okay? 853 01:06:27.026 --> 01:06:28.506 Tell me what you're thinking here. 854 01:06:29.159 --> 01:06:30.160 Will. 855 01:06:32.162 --> 01:06:33.206 Will! 856 01:06:34.816 --> 01:06:35.948 Shit. 857 01:06:36.557 --> 01:06:41.606 ♪ 858 01:06:43.695 --> 01:06:44.783 [gun cocks] 859 01:06:53.748 --> 01:06:54.967 [gun cocks] 860 01:07:06.848 --> 01:07:07.980 [Shelly chuckles] 861 01:07:08.154 --> 01:07:11.114 [water flowing from tap] 862 01:07:11.288 --> 01:07:15.466 [emotional music] 863 01:07:33.049 --> 01:07:35.790 [Shelly] Daddy Monster? Hi, Daddy. 864 01:07:35.964 --> 01:07:37.096 Hi, Goblin. 865 01:07:42.580 --> 01:07:44.364 [Shelly] Daddy Monster, I've been practicing 866 01:07:44.538 --> 01:07:45.844 holding my breath. 867 01:07:48.368 --> 01:07:50.544 Can you get me the bubble blower under the sink? 868 01:07:53.939 --> 01:07:54.940 Sure. 869 01:07:55.114 --> 01:07:57.073 [water continues flowing] 870 01:08:01.381 --> 01:08:06.386 ♪ 871 01:08:17.441 --> 01:08:18.703 [grunts] 872 01:08:19.225 --> 01:08:20.879 [glass shattering] 873 01:08:21.053 --> 01:08:23.011 [grunting] Ah! 874 01:08:23.186 --> 01:08:26.711 -[water burbling] -[muffled screaming] 875 01:08:36.721 --> 01:08:41.247 -[grunts] -[water splashing] 876 01:08:45.164 --> 01:08:48.385 [eerie musical flourish] 877 01:08:48.559 --> 01:08:49.647 [Bryan] Easy, Will. 878 01:08:53.825 --> 01:08:55.043 Is that thing loaded? 879 01:08:57.263 --> 01:08:58.308 She-- 880 01:08:59.787 --> 01:09:00.875 She-- 881 01:09:01.876 --> 01:09:03.530 -she was here. -Who was, Will? 882 01:09:04.618 --> 01:09:05.750 Shelly. 883 01:09:06.490 --> 01:09:07.795 She was here. 884 01:09:08.535 --> 01:09:10.058 She was getting ready for her bath. 885 01:09:10.233 --> 01:09:12.757 These are her things. It worked. 886 01:09:14.846 --> 01:09:16.195 How about you and I take a walk. 887 01:09:18.110 --> 01:09:19.155 Von! 888 01:09:20.417 --> 01:09:21.896 Von! 889 01:09:22.070 --> 01:09:23.115 Uh, wait. 890 01:09:23.289 --> 01:09:24.421 Who's-- Lydia. 891 01:09:26.466 --> 01:09:27.511 Okay. 892 01:09:28.425 --> 01:09:29.643 All right. [breathing heavily] 893 01:09:31.732 --> 01:09:32.907 Lydia was right here. 894 01:09:33.473 --> 01:09:36.563 She told me that I needed to stay on my path, 895 01:09:36.737 --> 01:09:38.783 and that-- that she was happy now. 896 01:09:39.740 --> 01:09:41.220 Well, that's impossible. 897 01:09:41.873 --> 01:09:42.961 What is? 898 01:09:44.615 --> 01:09:46.007 Will, Lydia is dead. 899 01:09:47.835 --> 01:09:49.750 She killed herself two nights ago. 900 01:09:52.100 --> 01:09:54.668 No. No. 901 01:10:04.243 --> 01:10:06.332 Where is he? I know he's here somewhere. 902 01:10:06.506 --> 01:10:08.595 Von is here. He's here. 903 01:10:09.770 --> 01:10:11.642 [grunting] Oh, God. 904 01:10:12.164 --> 01:10:14.210 "The victim, Shelly Foster, age nine, 905 01:10:14.384 --> 01:10:16.386 was taken from the home to Hope Memorial Hospital, 906 01:10:16.560 --> 01:10:18.692 where she was later pronounced dead. 907 01:10:18.866 --> 01:10:21.173 -Cause of death was ruled..." -Accidental drowning. 908 01:10:22.609 --> 01:10:25.917 -Where did you get that? -Inside, in a box. 909 01:10:26.091 --> 01:10:28.833 "The distraught mother claims that she had arrived 910 01:10:29.007 --> 01:10:30.791 at the house with her friend to discuss 911 01:10:30.965 --> 01:10:32.967 custody issues with her estranged husband, 912 01:10:33.968 --> 01:10:34.969 Will Foster." 913 01:10:35.143 --> 01:10:37.624 [paper rustling] 914 01:10:39.452 --> 01:10:40.584 Who is this man, Will? 915 01:10:42.499 --> 01:10:44.109 And why would he have these clippings about you? 916 01:10:45.110 --> 01:10:46.285 About your daughter. 917 01:10:48.156 --> 01:10:52.160 It's-- it's Lydia. Lydia, she gave a map. 918 01:10:55.294 --> 01:10:57.122 "Your mind is open... 919 01:10:58.558 --> 01:10:59.864 your heart is clear. 920 01:11:01.692 --> 01:11:03.563 Now, open them both to what is dear." 921 01:11:05.348 --> 01:11:07.263 And that's what he'd say on the records? 922 01:11:07.437 --> 01:11:08.525 Yeah. 923 01:11:09.439 --> 01:11:12.529 And then after a while, he would say to... 924 01:11:12.703 --> 01:11:15.271 "Embrace the pain that dwells within. 925 01:11:16.228 --> 01:11:18.926 The healing starts once you let it in." 926 01:11:19.623 --> 01:11:20.841 And there was another two. 927 01:11:21.407 --> 01:11:22.626 Those were different. 928 01:11:23.322 --> 01:11:24.758 "The burden that you carry, 929 01:11:25.498 --> 01:11:27.718 it's heavy and fierce. 930 01:11:28.240 --> 01:11:29.633 Vanquish it now 931 01:11:30.764 --> 01:11:32.592 or your heart, it will pierce." 932 01:11:32.766 --> 01:11:37.467 And then this last one, "The ending must occur to begin anew, 933 01:11:37.989 --> 01:11:40.121 but only in the pure 934 01:11:41.297 --> 01:11:42.559 can this be true." 935 01:11:45.475 --> 01:11:46.867 And you memorized that? 936 01:11:47.346 --> 01:11:48.478 All the repetition. 937 01:11:49.783 --> 01:11:51.045 And now there's nothing on here? 938 01:11:51.655 --> 01:11:53.570 When you play it back again, nothing. 939 01:11:57.400 --> 01:11:58.836 Bible verses. 940 01:11:59.489 --> 01:12:01.882 -What? -These are Bible verses. 941 01:12:03.231 --> 01:12:05.190 Not written in the correct catalog format, 942 01:12:05.364 --> 01:12:06.974 but they're-- they're scripture. 943 01:12:09.194 --> 01:12:11.762 -Which one was first? -Matthew. 944 01:12:13.677 --> 01:12:15.940 [sighs] Matthew 7:7. 945 01:12:16.854 --> 01:12:18.812 "Ask, and it shall be given unto you. 946 01:12:19.813 --> 01:12:20.814 Seek and you shall find." 947 01:12:20.988 --> 01:12:22.947 John 9:25 next, right? 948 01:12:24.514 --> 01:12:26.037 "Whereas once I was blind, 949 01:12:26.951 --> 01:12:27.995 now I can see." 950 01:12:29.910 --> 01:12:30.955 And the latest one? 951 01:12:31.695 --> 01:12:33.566 [sighs] It's a... 952 01:12:36.264 --> 01:12:37.570 It's a story about Lazarus. 953 01:12:39.398 --> 01:12:40.921 A man who was raised from the dead. 954 01:12:42.575 --> 01:12:44.229 And you memorized all this, huh? 955 01:12:44.708 --> 01:12:46.666 -Repetition. -[Will scoffs] 956 01:12:48.189 --> 01:12:49.277 Sunday school. 957 01:12:50.061 --> 01:12:51.105 Lots of it. 958 01:12:51.845 --> 01:12:52.846 So, it works. 959 01:12:53.804 --> 01:12:55.327 It works, it's working. 960 01:12:56.067 --> 01:12:57.155 Shelly.... 961 01:12:58.025 --> 01:12:59.113 she's not gone. 962 01:12:59.940 --> 01:13:01.420 She's just stuck. 963 01:13:02.247 --> 01:13:04.728 She's gonna come back, 'cause I'm gonna bring her back. 964 01:13:04.902 --> 01:13:06.425 It's just like Lydia said-- 965 01:13:06.599 --> 01:13:10.255 Will, L-- Lydia let her grief consume her. 966 01:13:10.429 --> 01:13:13.954 Okay? She went chasing a ghost and it took her life, too. 967 01:13:14.520 --> 01:13:15.956 She was getting better. 968 01:13:17.001 --> 01:13:18.524 Happier. 969 01:13:18.698 --> 01:13:19.873 No, delusion could seem like that, Will. 970 01:13:21.353 --> 01:13:22.876 And what we're talking about here it-- it... 971 01:13:24.748 --> 01:13:26.184 It's supposed to be impossible. 972 01:13:26.967 --> 01:13:28.404 Yeah, but I saw her. 973 01:13:29.970 --> 01:13:31.581 And I know you saw it. 974 01:13:32.320 --> 01:13:34.671 You saw that it works. 975 01:13:36.760 --> 01:13:39.502 I can see what's going on here, okay? 976 01:13:41.025 --> 01:13:43.375 And I can help you. I will help you. 977 01:13:44.507 --> 01:13:45.595 But, Will... 978 01:13:46.378 --> 01:13:48.293 you cannot let this take over you, 979 01:13:48.467 --> 01:13:49.642 like it took over Lydia. 980 01:13:49.816 --> 01:13:51.383 You have to be strong, Will. 981 01:13:52.645 --> 01:13:54.473 I have to get my girl back. 982 01:13:57.128 --> 01:13:59.043 I have to get the next one. 983 01:14:00.784 --> 01:14:03.177 That could be the one that brings her back. 984 01:14:04.744 --> 01:14:06.050 [Bryan exhales] 985 01:14:07.573 --> 01:14:09.270 Okay, here's what I'm gonna do. 986 01:14:10.750 --> 01:14:13.187 You're gonna go back to group tomorrow night. 987 01:14:13.361 --> 01:14:15.407 Listen, we're gonna talk to Bella. 988 01:14:15.581 --> 01:14:17.453 We are going to do everything we can 989 01:14:17.627 --> 01:14:18.889 to help you with the judge, okay? 990 01:14:20.456 --> 01:14:21.979 -[Will sniffles] -Okay? 991 01:14:23.459 --> 01:14:24.677 -But-- -[Bryan] No, hey, hey! 992 01:14:24.851 --> 01:14:26.070 You're gonna do this for me. 993 01:14:26.853 --> 01:14:28.376 But more importantly, for yourself. 994 01:14:29.334 --> 01:14:31.641 And no more booze, okay? 995 01:14:31.815 --> 01:14:34.208 Get yourself to group tomorrow night. 996 01:14:34.382 --> 01:14:37.560 And then we will go from there to fix all of this. 997 01:14:38.517 --> 01:14:40.693 And I'll find this man for you. Von. 998 01:14:42.478 --> 01:14:43.522 How? 999 01:14:44.654 --> 01:14:46.046 How-- how you can find him? 1000 01:14:49.049 --> 01:14:50.224 I got resources. 1001 01:14:50.398 --> 01:14:51.487 [Will chuckles] 1002 01:14:52.357 --> 01:14:53.576 We'll get this resolved. 1003 01:14:54.359 --> 01:14:55.447 I promise. 1004 01:14:59.277 --> 01:15:00.408 Thank you. 1005 01:15:05.370 --> 01:15:06.676 So, tomorrow. 1006 01:15:08.982 --> 01:15:10.984 -No alcohol -And? 1007 01:15:11.637 --> 01:15:13.247 I'll be there. I'll be at the meeting. 1008 01:15:13.421 --> 01:15:14.510 Okay. 1009 01:15:15.162 --> 01:15:16.250 Huh. 1010 01:15:17.295 --> 01:15:19.340 You know, I think I left my cell phone in there. 1011 01:15:19.515 --> 01:15:20.516 I'll grab it, I'll grab it. 1012 01:15:23.780 --> 01:15:25.172 [cell phone buzzing] 1013 01:15:32.310 --> 01:15:33.529 [phone clicks] 1014 01:15:36.619 --> 01:15:40.710 [ominous music plays] 1015 01:15:40.884 --> 01:15:42.799 [crickets chirping] 1016 01:15:45.584 --> 01:15:46.629 All right. 1017 01:15:47.717 --> 01:15:48.761 See you tomorrow. 1018 01:15:54.985 --> 01:15:59.990 ♪ 1019 01:16:18.138 --> 01:16:19.531 [letters clatter] 1020 01:16:24.101 --> 01:16:28.366 [ominous music plays] 1021 01:16:57.134 --> 01:16:58.439 [sighs] 1022 01:17:27.120 --> 01:17:30.907 ♪ 1023 01:17:36.695 --> 01:17:40.133 [indistinct chatter] 1024 01:17:40.743 --> 01:17:41.918 [gun clicks] 1025 01:17:43.093 --> 01:17:45.008 -Which one of you did it? -Bryan, he has a gun! 1026 01:17:45.182 --> 01:17:46.966 Hm? Which one of you? 1027 01:17:47.140 --> 01:17:49.099 Which one of you called in the bullshit welfare check? 1028 01:17:49.273 --> 01:17:50.840 Hm? 1029 01:17:51.014 --> 01:17:53.190 Which one of you is watching me? 1030 01:17:54.365 --> 01:17:55.845 You, motherfucker? You, Stan? 1031 01:17:56.019 --> 01:17:57.411 Okay, Will, listen to me. 1032 01:17:58.064 --> 01:17:59.239 You and I just need to talk. 1033 01:18:00.371 --> 01:18:01.546 What have you been up to? 1034 01:18:02.590 --> 01:18:03.635 Hm? 1035 01:18:03.809 --> 01:18:05.028 You little fucking snake. 1036 01:18:05.202 --> 01:18:06.725 What have you been up to? 1037 01:18:06.899 --> 01:18:09.206 -Where is he? -Will, let's just calm down. 1038 01:18:09.380 --> 01:18:10.424 I'm sure we could work something out-- 1039 01:18:10.598 --> 01:18:12.078 No, you shut the fuck up! 1040 01:18:12.252 --> 01:18:13.732 You shut the fuck up, 1041 01:18:13.906 --> 01:18:16.213 'cause for all I know, you killed Lydia. 1042 01:18:18.781 --> 01:18:20.478 You want to keep her quiet. 1043 01:18:21.784 --> 01:18:23.350 You don't want to hear the truth. 1044 01:18:25.048 --> 01:18:27.093 Okay, everybody, relax. 1045 01:18:28.268 --> 01:18:29.617 I know Will, 1046 01:18:29.792 --> 01:18:31.489 and Will is a very reasonable man. 1047 01:18:31.663 --> 01:18:35.101 [laughing] Bryan, you don't know shit. 1048 01:18:35.885 --> 01:18:37.321 And I've had about enough of that fucking, 1049 01:18:37.495 --> 01:18:39.323 "I'm here to help you," bullshit! 1050 01:18:39.497 --> 01:18:40.541 Von is in custody. 1051 01:18:42.108 --> 01:18:43.849 Okay? I had to do it, Will. 1052 01:18:44.023 --> 01:18:45.677 I had to call it in. It's my job. 1053 01:18:46.591 --> 01:18:48.549 A man was squatting on public property. 1054 01:18:49.202 --> 01:18:51.291 I see you're trying to keep Shelly away from me. 1055 01:18:52.553 --> 01:18:55.643 She's not gone, Bryan. She's stuck. 1056 01:18:56.427 --> 01:18:57.994 She's stuck, 1057 01:18:58.168 --> 01:19:00.518 and Von is the only one that can bring her home. 1058 01:19:01.388 --> 01:19:03.739 But you don't want me to get my Shelly back, do you? 1059 01:19:04.565 --> 01:19:06.480 Hm? It's been you. 1060 01:19:07.220 --> 01:19:09.353 It's been fucking you all along, Bryan! 1061 01:19:09.527 --> 01:19:10.615 I can get what you want. 1062 01:19:12.835 --> 01:19:14.445 I was there when they brought him in, okay? 1063 01:19:14.619 --> 01:19:16.316 They brought in all his possessions. 1064 01:19:16.795 --> 01:19:17.927 I processed it. 1065 01:19:18.710 --> 01:19:19.755 Guess what? 1066 01:19:20.538 --> 01:19:21.626 There's another record. 1067 01:19:23.106 --> 01:19:24.150 It's the one you want. 1068 01:19:28.807 --> 01:19:29.852 It's the one you want. 1069 01:19:34.726 --> 01:19:36.684 -[scoffs] You're lying. -Mm-mmm. 1070 01:19:37.729 --> 01:19:38.904 It's the last record. 1071 01:19:40.166 --> 01:19:41.472 It might be the one to do it. 1072 01:19:41.951 --> 01:19:43.256 To bring your daughter back. 1073 01:19:44.170 --> 01:19:45.215 Shelly. 1074 01:19:46.869 --> 01:19:49.262 -Where is it? -It's at the station. 1075 01:19:50.568 --> 01:19:52.222 So, let's you and I, we'll go get it. 1076 01:19:53.049 --> 01:19:54.615 Leave everyone else out of this. 1077 01:19:56.182 --> 01:19:57.314 What do you say? 1078 01:19:58.663 --> 01:20:00.143 I say yeah. 1079 01:20:00.317 --> 01:20:01.927 -[Bryan] Okay. -Let's go to the station. 1080 01:20:02.710 --> 01:20:04.756 But you're bringing this fucking bitch too. 1081 01:20:05.496 --> 01:20:06.932 Okay. No, Bryan, it's okay. 1082 01:20:07.106 --> 01:20:08.194 -It's okay. -Let's go. 1083 01:20:10.153 --> 01:20:11.632 It's okay. It's okay. 1084 01:20:16.942 --> 01:20:18.161 [group member] Oh, Jesus. 1085 01:20:18.335 --> 01:20:19.684 [group members gasping] 1086 01:20:19.858 --> 01:20:21.686 [engine rumbling] 1087 01:20:21.860 --> 01:20:23.253 [rumbling stops] 1088 01:20:27.387 --> 01:20:30.303 -[car door clicks open] -[alarm beeping] 1089 01:20:30.477 --> 01:20:31.652 [car door slams shut] 1090 01:20:31.827 --> 01:20:34.917 [tense music] 1091 01:20:41.749 --> 01:20:43.316 [vinyl player crackling] 1092 01:20:49.627 --> 01:20:52.195 He's usually talking by now. He's usually talking by now. 1093 01:20:52.369 --> 01:20:53.674 [Will breathes shakily] 1094 01:20:53.849 --> 01:20:55.589 -Man, if we just-- -No, shut up! 1095 01:20:55.763 --> 01:20:58.462 -[crackling continues] -Come on. 1096 01:21:13.564 --> 01:21:14.652 Shelly. 1097 01:21:16.828 --> 01:21:21.224 ♪ 1098 01:21:29.058 --> 01:21:30.494 You need to wake up, brother. 1099 01:21:31.321 --> 01:21:32.670 [Bella] Will, where's Shelly? 1100 01:21:34.585 --> 01:21:35.891 What did you say? 1101 01:21:36.065 --> 01:21:37.762 -Now, Bryan! -[Will grunts] 1102 01:21:37.936 --> 01:21:39.633 [both grunting] 1103 01:21:40.896 --> 01:21:42.506 [Bella gasps] 1104 01:21:44.029 --> 01:21:45.683 [gunshot firing] 1105 01:21:45.857 --> 01:21:48.164 [Von] Your mind is open, your heart is clear. 1106 01:21:48.338 --> 01:21:51.123 Now, open them both to what is dear. 1107 01:21:51.297 --> 01:21:52.908 [footsteps approaching] 1108 01:21:59.697 --> 01:22:01.003 [Von] This your daughter in this? 1109 01:22:03.744 --> 01:22:05.224 [gun cocking] 1110 01:22:06.225 --> 01:22:08.488 [footsteps departing] 1111 01:22:11.709 --> 01:22:13.232 -[Bella gasps] Jesus! -Hey! 1112 01:22:13.406 --> 01:22:14.625 You're not going to be needing that, Will. 1113 01:22:14.799 --> 01:22:16.757 -Oh, this? -Easy, brother. 1114 01:22:16.932 --> 01:22:19.108 Will, just give me Shelly and we'll be out of here. 1115 01:22:22.459 --> 01:22:24.940 [gulping] I think she's staying with me tonight. 1116 01:22:25.114 --> 01:22:27.246 You know that's not the arrangement. 1117 01:22:27.768 --> 01:22:28.856 The arrangement? 1118 01:22:29.422 --> 01:22:30.902 The arrangement, like the one we had, 1119 01:22:31.076 --> 01:22:32.469 not to fuck other people? 1120 01:22:32.643 --> 01:22:34.210 Like that one you're talking about? 1121 01:22:34.384 --> 01:22:35.602 Hey, come on, come on, this is not you, man. 1122 01:22:35.776 --> 01:22:37.561 You don't know me, man. 1123 01:22:37.735 --> 01:22:38.605 [shouting] You don't know any fucking thing about me. 1124 01:22:38.779 --> 01:22:40.303 Will, this is insane. 1125 01:22:41.217 --> 01:22:43.132 You're pointing a gun at me, at Bella. 1126 01:22:44.481 --> 01:22:45.830 What would Shelly think 1127 01:22:46.004 --> 01:22:47.266 if she saw what you're doing right now? 1128 01:22:47.440 --> 01:22:49.399 Don't. Don't you say her name. 1129 01:22:50.226 --> 01:22:51.836 Whatever you think about Bella and I, 1130 01:22:52.010 --> 01:22:53.751 this is not how you want this to go down. 1131 01:22:53.925 --> 01:22:55.361 Will, where is Shelly? 1132 01:22:58.930 --> 01:23:00.888 Shelly, no. 1133 01:23:01.063 --> 01:23:02.499 [grunting] Ah! 1134 01:23:02.673 --> 01:23:04.849 [water burbling] 1135 01:23:05.023 --> 01:23:07.330 [Von] The burden you carry is heavy and fierce. 1136 01:23:07.504 --> 01:23:11.508 Vanquish it now or your heart, it will pierce. 1137 01:23:12.726 --> 01:23:15.033 -[Bella] Will. -[Will grunts] 1138 01:23:15.207 --> 01:23:17.775 Brother, you're stuck in a shit cycle right now, 1139 01:23:17.949 --> 01:23:20.299 going round and round and round. 1140 01:23:20.473 --> 01:23:21.692 You need someone to help pull you back 1141 01:23:21.866 --> 01:23:23.389 on the healthier path. 1142 01:23:23.911 --> 01:23:26.262 And that someone can be a new friend. 1143 01:23:27.480 --> 01:23:29.917 Yeah, maybe someone in this very group. 1144 01:23:31.919 --> 01:23:34.487 [Von] Embrace the pain that dwells within, 1145 01:23:34.661 --> 01:23:38.143 for healing can start once you let it in. 1146 01:23:41.320 --> 01:23:43.975 [Lydia] John 15-13. 1147 01:23:44.149 --> 01:23:45.803 "Greater love has no man than this, 1148 01:23:45.977 --> 01:23:47.805 to lay down one's life for one's friends." 1149 01:23:47.979 --> 01:23:49.198 [Bryan] Bible verses. 1150 01:23:49.894 --> 01:23:51.200 These are Bible verses. 1151 01:23:51.374 --> 01:23:53.245 [Lydia] John 15-12. 1152 01:23:53.419 --> 01:23:54.377 "My commitment..." 1153 01:23:54.551 --> 01:23:56.422 Can I have a cigarette? 1154 01:23:56.596 --> 01:23:58.685 [man] Lydia, no, you can't have a cigarette. 1155 01:24:00.339 --> 01:24:01.427 [voice cracking] Can I have a cigarette? 1156 01:24:01.601 --> 01:24:02.950 [man] No. 1157 01:24:03.125 --> 01:24:04.778 [Lydia] Please, can I talk to Dr. Von? 1158 01:24:04.952 --> 01:24:06.171 Can I talk to Dr. Von? 1159 01:24:06.345 --> 01:24:09.609 -Please. -Not now. [indistinct] 1160 01:24:09.783 --> 01:24:11.785 [Lydia] Dr. Von helps us feel better. 1161 01:24:11.959 --> 01:24:13.657 They don't want us to get better. 1162 01:24:16.312 --> 01:24:18.357 Almost like they don't want us to get better. 1163 01:24:21.186 --> 01:24:22.709 -Come on. -One day at a time. 1164 01:24:22.883 --> 01:24:25.843 That's right, my dear. That's right. Come on. 1165 01:24:26.017 --> 01:24:28.019 [Lydia] One day at a time. 1166 01:24:31.631 --> 01:24:34.504 [Von] Lydia's on her own path, and you are on yours, Will. 1167 01:24:34.678 --> 01:24:35.983 That's it. 1168 01:24:37.855 --> 01:24:39.030 Bon appétit. 1169 01:24:39.509 --> 01:24:40.727 [Von] This kind of work, 1170 01:24:41.598 --> 01:24:43.078 it exists in two spaces. 1171 01:24:44.035 --> 01:24:45.341 The physical space 1172 01:24:47.256 --> 01:24:48.953 and the psychological space. 1173 01:24:49.910 --> 01:24:51.129 Beautiful, Will. 1174 01:24:52.435 --> 01:24:54.045 That's beautiful. 1175 01:24:54.219 --> 01:24:56.439 You know what I see? 1176 01:24:56.613 --> 01:25:00.225 I see a dad leading his daughter by the hand. 1177 01:25:03.185 --> 01:25:05.361 [Von] Embrace the pain that dwells within, 1178 01:25:05.535 --> 01:25:08.973 for healing can start once you let it in. 1179 01:25:10.540 --> 01:25:12.107 [Von] It's a beautiful night, huh, Will? 1180 01:25:14.848 --> 01:25:15.893 You know, 1181 01:25:16.937 --> 01:25:20.506 when a star dies, it continues to shine its light 1182 01:25:20.680 --> 01:25:21.899 across the universe 1183 01:25:22.508 --> 01:25:24.945 for many millenniums to come. 1184 01:25:28.123 --> 01:25:29.559 You just gotta be looking for that light. 1185 01:25:29.733 --> 01:25:33.171 [machine beeping] 1186 01:25:35.869 --> 01:25:37.697 You're on the path now, Will. 1187 01:25:41.179 --> 01:25:42.354 Well done. 1188 01:25:44.704 --> 01:25:48.795 An open mind and a clear heart is a wonderful path for you. 1189 01:25:51.233 --> 01:25:52.538 You're a bright soul. 1190 01:25:55.106 --> 01:25:58.109 See you later, Will. Looking good, kid. 1191 01:25:59.632 --> 01:26:00.981 Stay on that path. 1192 01:26:07.597 --> 01:26:10.687 [Von] The ending must occur to begin anew. 1193 01:26:10.861 --> 01:26:13.603 But only in the pure can this be true. 1194 01:26:13.777 --> 01:26:15.518 doctor] He's still not coherent enough, Mrs. Foster. 1195 01:26:15.692 --> 01:26:17.824 The new neurosonic treatment with Dr. Von 1196 01:26:17.998 --> 01:26:19.609 seems to be working. 1197 01:26:19.783 --> 01:26:21.437 His last MRI shows much higher brain activity. 1198 01:26:21.611 --> 01:26:24.179 We-- we just need to keep being patient. 1199 01:26:26.224 --> 01:26:28.400 -I'm sorry. -[Bella] Thank you. 1200 01:26:31.621 --> 01:26:32.883 [Bella sighs] 1201 01:26:41.283 --> 01:26:42.893 I'm going to keep coming back. 1202 01:26:46.288 --> 01:26:48.115 And I'm going to keep bringing this. 1203 01:26:49.987 --> 01:26:51.641 And one day you're gonna feel better. 1204 01:26:54.209 --> 01:26:55.471 Better enough to sign this. 1205 01:26:58.865 --> 01:27:00.432 And then I will be free. 1206 01:27:12.314 --> 01:27:13.576 And you will, too. 1207 01:27:35.337 --> 01:27:38.557 [Von] The ending must occur to begin anew. 1208 01:27:38.731 --> 01:27:41.647 But only in the pure can this be true. 1209 01:27:46.826 --> 01:27:48.263 [Bella] You need to wake up, Will. 1210 01:27:55.226 --> 01:27:58.534 [Von] The ending must occur to begin anew. 1211 01:27:58.708 --> 01:28:01.667 But only in the pure can this be true. 1212 01:28:07.020 --> 01:28:10.285 [tense music] 1213 01:28:32.872 --> 01:28:36.180 The ending must occur to begin anew. 1214 01:28:36.354 --> 01:28:40.358 But only in the pure can this be true. 1215 01:28:40.532 --> 01:28:43.840 The ending must occur to begin anew. 1216 01:28:44.014 --> 01:28:45.494 -[Bella] Will! -[Von] But only in the pure 1217 01:28:45.668 --> 01:28:48.279 can this be true. 1218 01:28:48.453 --> 01:28:51.674 The ending must occur to begin anew. 1219 01:28:51.848 --> 01:28:55.591 But only in the pure can this be true. 1220 01:28:55.765 --> 01:28:57.506 -The ending must occur -[Shelly] Daddy. 1221 01:28:57.680 --> 01:28:59.421 [Von] to begin anew. 1222 01:28:59.595 --> 01:29:01.814 But only in the pure can this be true. 1223 01:29:01.988 --> 01:29:03.686 [Shelly crying] Daddy! 1224 01:29:03.860 --> 01:29:07.342 The ending must occur to begin anew. 1225 01:29:07.516 --> 01:29:10.214 But only in the pure can this be true. 1226 01:29:10.388 --> 01:29:15.437 ♪ 1227 01:29:29.320 --> 01:29:33.237 [recording plays in reverse] 1228 01:29:47.294 --> 01:29:50.297 [beeping echoes] 1229 01:30:06.662 --> 01:30:07.750 Bye, Will. 1230 01:30:08.838 --> 01:30:13.277 ♪ 1231 01:30:16.846 --> 01:30:19.152 [water burbling] 1232 01:30:24.854 --> 01:30:27.291 [water flowing from tap] 1233 01:30:40.260 --> 01:30:45.352 ♪ 1234 01:31:40.625 --> 01:31:45.674 ♪ 1235 01:32:40.946 --> 01:32:45.995 ♪ 1236 01:33:15.981 --> 01:33:18.288 [music stops]