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Official YIFY movies site:
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According
to the CDC,
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overdose deaths
have tripled...
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The numbers continue
to surge...
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Barry?
One second.
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- Sheep and wool?
- Yeah.
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It's on my desk?
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- Sheep and wool?
- Yeah. I need it today.
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Oh, yeah.
I have that. Hum...
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Sorry. I got an insane
number of hits
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on those democratic donkey
videos I posted last week,
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so I've been trying to crank
those out, but I have it.
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Great, great...
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Listen, Thomas.
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What you're proposing,
however clickable,
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does it really feel like news?
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And that remains
our first obligation.
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We understand we're getting
clobbered on physical,
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but we need to use the election
as a barometer.
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If paper doesn't start moving
in six months,
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then we'll know the jig is up,
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but we have to follow
the rules now.
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It's a new age.
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That's not what
I'm fighting, here.
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I've been around long enough
to recognize a sea change...
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...but we have to be able
to do our job.
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Okay, so let's please move on,
so we can get
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to the very important work
I know you all have.
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Gill, you said it was
a heavy night?
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Sorry to interrupt.
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Toby?
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I need to talk to Marissa, something...
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What's going on?
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Something...
something's wrong.
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Okay, back to business.
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Gill, what do you got?
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Homicide in Arbor Hill,
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young kid gunned down...
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You can't blame yourself
for this one.
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Mm.
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Such a sudden loss.
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We pray that that this family
might find peace
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in the promise of God's
almighty kingdom.
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And while there are no words
which can undo
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the anger and despair
of such a tragedy,
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we pray that those
who have gathered
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show this grieving family
that they are not alone
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in their sorrow,
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that the son we have lost
is surrounded by love.
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Now, in such tragic circumstances,
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we're sometimes tempted
by rage to dismiss God's plan...
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...to lose our own place...
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- It's not worth it.
- ...in his mercy.
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But we must remember...
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You knew she'd be here.
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...that death is but another
step closer to God.
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- I'll never forget him.
- Thanks so much.
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Thank you.
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Mrs. Bennings,
I'm pregnant.
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Ma, what the fuck
are you doing?
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I'm sorry I hit you.
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I wouldn't if I had known.
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Yeah, I know.
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Just because of your
condition, doesn't mean I...
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Look, you don't need
to like me.
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Just this weird, shrivelled
little person.
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You sure it's his?
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Yeah, unless someone
snuck into my pussy
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and forgot it there.
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You know, I didn't
make him a junkie.
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No, I don't know that.
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I know you made him a thief.
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He had never stolen anything
from me in his life before you.
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Is this really
about the Vitamix?
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No. It's about the lying,
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stealing, money, jewelry,
and then the Vitamix.
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He gave that to me
for my fortieth birthday.
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- You never used it.
- And you did?
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How was he living?
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We got our own place
to get clean.
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He'd been having these freakouts
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and getting really sick,
and he was scared.
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Was he still dealing?
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Well, that's the thing,
he had stopped.
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When all that tainted shit
came through here,
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he decided it was time
to get away.
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He was looking to buy
this place near Chatham.
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He was excited
to start a family.
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Buy a place?
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How was he going to afford
to buy a place?
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He made it sound like Ducky
and him had it all figured out.
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He was still hanging out
with Ducky?
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Oh, yeah.
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He was like a brother
to both of us.
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Look, I didn't come here
to argue or beg or whatever.
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I'm here because
I loved Michael,
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and I'm sad he's gone,
and I know that you are too.
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Even if you're only capable
of being mad right now,
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I know that really,
you're just sad.
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Yeah, I miss him, too.
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You got it, Mike!
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It's okay, kiddo!
That was a good pitch!
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Who do you think
did it?
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Well, we've got a lead,
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but I don't think that's
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what you should be thinking
about right now.
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Ugh.
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Okay.
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You remember Mike's friend,
Ducky?
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Everett Dukowski.
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Yeah, of course.
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Well, at this point we're
pretty certain
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Everett's responsible
for bringing fentanyl
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to the South End.
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That shit is brutal.
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Junkies who get tied up in it
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don't last long,
one way or another.
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So, Michael
was tied up in it?
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We think him and Ducky might
have been in business together,
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selling this Mother's Milk shit,
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heroin, coke and fentanyl.
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Maybe there was a fight between
them or a deal gone wrong.
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What makes you think that?
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Mike was killed up the block
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from one of Ducky's
stash houses.
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And he matches a description
from a neighbour.
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When was the last time
you saw him? Mike?
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I don't know, three,
four months ago, maybe.
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Well, you got me beat.
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Jesus, you still haven't
thrown that thing out yet?
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It helps.
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I figured it would
make it harder.
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Not if you don't carry
a light.
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Alright, give me
a fucking drag.
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Mmm.
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Wow.
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Pretending kind of does help.
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I'll get Ducky, I promise.
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Come in!
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Marissa, what are you
doing here?
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Just wanted to make sure you
weren't too buried without me.
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Yeah, everything's
going okay.
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That's great.
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Um...
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We weren't expecting you back
for a month at least.
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How are you holding up?
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I want to come back to work.
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You took three months off
for Frank.
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Yeah, that was different.
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I need to come back.
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And tell me what that
looks like to you.
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Same thing as it did before.
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You hate editing.
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Walk out there right now and
look at the shit
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that Barry's been writing
since you've been gone.
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Fucking Barry?
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The one who turned the A and C
section into a donkey show?
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Okay, let's take
a second here.
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You hate Barry
and all those guys out there.
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Why?
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Because they aren't writers.
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They're all about numbers
and formatting
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and words per click,
or whatever.
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Hell, you barely know
what the Internet does.
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Marissa, you are my best writer,
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but for some reason,
you refuse to write.
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Take your time, but write.
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Alright, clean.
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Bullshit, it's touching
my ball.
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Watch and learn, sucker.
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- Lucky.
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I learned from the best.
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Another.
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Alright, your shot.
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She didn't even want to join.
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She didn't want to intrude.
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She said we should have
some alone time together
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to just grieve.
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Is that what we're doing?
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You going to be okay, Mom?
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One ball at a time.
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Watch this, to the left!
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Let's make this quick!
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A leather case.
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It's got to be here somewhere.
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There's a back room.
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Oh, fuck.
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There!
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What are you doing?
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I've always wanted
to do that.
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Sounds weird, doesn't it?
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What's that?
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Paige said that Michael,
Ducky and her
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were moving into a farm,
or a house,
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something in Chatham?
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Mike, a farmer?
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I know.
It doesn't make sense.
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Listen, you've got to be
careful with that girl.
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What the fuck are you
doing here?
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Fuck, fuck, fuck.
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Sorry, I meant to stay awake.
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What are you doing here?
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Someone broke into my house,
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and I just didn't have
anywhere else to go.
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Were you hurt?
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Did you see who it was?
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No, but I found this.
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Hum... I think it's what
they were looking for.
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I found it right before
they came in.
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What is that?
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That's about $50,000 worth
of dirty heroin.
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I like the other way better.
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Me too.
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This baby business is tough
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but Whatever works, right?
- Right.
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How was she tonight?
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Drunk.
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Did she cry?
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She said she'd already
cried for him.
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The drinking isn't
going to help.
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Remember how bad it got
after Frank?
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- Yeah. I definitely remember.
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Hey, Mom.
What's going on?
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Yeah, I recognize the logo.
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This is the shit
I was telling you about.
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You're not going
to charge her, right?
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No.
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You did the right thing.
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Is this everything?
- Everything?
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Any chance you saw the person
that broke in?
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No, I got out pretty quick.
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So, what does this mean?
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- I'm going to take this...
- This means shit just got real.
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Somebody called him that night.
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He left all freaked out,
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I had no idea what was going on,
and then, bam!
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You know who called him,
Paige?
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It was Ducky.
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Alright?
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We checked his phone.
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Thank you, Paige.
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I'm going to take this
to the station.
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Okay?
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I'll get you a blanket
for the couch.
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Thank you.
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Did my puking wake you up?
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No.
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You feeling any better?
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Not at all.
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Did you ever have
any weird cravings
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when you were pregnant?
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Necco wafers.
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What the hell's
a necco wafer?
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It's like this little
disk-shaped candy, you know?
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It tastes like...
tastes like chalk.
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I must have eaten
my body weight in them.
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I want Play-doh.
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Play-doh?
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That can't be good for the baby.
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Kids eat it all the time
and they're fine.
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Well, you should ask
your doctor about that.
263
00:26:36.246 --> 00:26:37.291
Yeah.
264
00:26:38.466 --> 00:26:39.728
You have a doctor, right?
265
00:26:40.816 --> 00:26:43.645
Yeah, well, we went to one
straight when we found out,
266
00:26:43.645 --> 00:26:45.604
but the budget
was pretty tight, so...
267
00:26:46.387 --> 00:26:49.303
We were saving up to go again.
268
00:26:49.303 --> 00:26:52.175
Come on, you need
to see a doctor.
269
00:26:52.175 --> 00:26:54.830
- What, right now?
- No, like a month ago,
270
00:26:54.830 --> 00:26:57.572
but yeah, now's better
than later.
271
00:27:01.315 --> 00:27:03.796
Uh, I have to stop by work,
but it won't take long.
272
00:27:04.492 --> 00:27:06.799
I'll give you a ride home
when I'm done.
273
00:27:07.887 --> 00:27:09.671
Depends on what you mean
by "home".
274
00:27:13.370 --> 00:27:15.068
- I'll see you soon.
- See you.
275
00:27:20.726 --> 00:27:22.902
Pick up the phone,
come on!
276
00:27:22.902 --> 00:27:26.557
I just wanted to say that
I figured some things out
277
00:27:26.557 --> 00:27:30.387
and I have a plan, you know.
278
00:27:32.215 --> 00:27:35.044
They said it made sense. I...
279
00:27:36.829 --> 00:27:40.746
I know you were right
to kick me out of the house...
280
00:27:42.443 --> 00:27:46.012
...but, you know, a little bit
of fucking cash right now
281
00:27:46.012 --> 00:27:48.231
would really go a long way
to getting...
282
00:27:49.537 --> 00:27:51.147
I know you're in the house!
283
00:27:51.147 --> 00:27:53.541
I can see you moving
in the house!
284
00:27:54.847 --> 00:27:56.892
Let me in, it's my shit!
285
00:27:56.892 --> 00:27:59.329
You changed the fucking
locks, Mom!
286
00:27:59.329 --> 00:28:01.505
What the... Mom!
287
00:28:01.505 --> 00:28:04.508
Hey, Mom, I can't expect you
to pick up this time.
288
00:28:04.508 --> 00:28:08.382
I just want to say...
Happy birthday...
289
00:28:08.382 --> 00:28:09.992
So does Paige.
290
00:28:09.992 --> 00:28:13.866
Um, I want you to know that
we're doing a lot better.
291
00:28:13.866 --> 00:28:16.956
Um, there's something I want
to tell you in person.
292
00:28:18.392 --> 00:28:19.828
I love you so much.
293
00:28:20.829 --> 00:28:22.178
Bye.
294
00:28:40.283 --> 00:28:41.850
Are you fucking serious?
295
00:28:46.202 --> 00:28:47.508
Paige?
296
00:28:48.161 --> 00:28:49.292
It's Gina.
297
00:28:49.292 --> 00:28:50.424
Hey!
298
00:28:50.990 --> 00:28:52.295
What are you doing here?
299
00:28:53.166 --> 00:28:55.342
Um, same as me, I guess.
300
00:28:55.342 --> 00:28:57.387
Marissa's supposed
to be picking me up.
301
00:28:57.387 --> 00:28:58.693
Oh.
302
00:28:59.563 --> 00:29:01.652
Do you mind if I join you?
303
00:29:02.566 --> 00:29:03.742
Sure.
304
00:29:09.225 --> 00:29:10.400
Ugh...
305
00:29:12.838 --> 00:29:14.056
I like your necklace.
306
00:29:16.189 --> 00:29:17.581
I stole it from Target.
307
00:29:17.581 --> 00:29:20.584
- It suits you, I guess.
308
00:29:21.760 --> 00:29:22.804
Thanks.
309
00:29:23.892 --> 00:29:26.155
Uh, I just mean...
310
00:29:26.155 --> 00:29:28.027
No, it's okay.
I know what you meant.
311
00:29:28.767 --> 00:29:30.072
Sorry.
312
00:29:33.467 --> 00:29:34.860
Can I ask you a question?
313
00:29:35.599 --> 00:29:37.688
What's it like being
married to a cop?
314
00:29:39.560 --> 00:29:41.910
Um, it's not so different
from anything else.
315
00:29:44.565 --> 00:29:46.045
There's just a part of you
that accepts
316
00:29:46.045 --> 00:29:47.786
he might not come home one day.
317
00:29:50.353 --> 00:29:52.355
Sounds a lot like dating
a junkie.
318
00:29:57.883 --> 00:29:59.406
She's not fucking coming.
319
00:30:00.015 --> 00:30:01.234
I can give you a ride.
320
00:30:02.888 --> 00:30:04.585
- You sure?
- Yeah, of course.
321
00:30:29.566 --> 00:30:31.133
Didn't go so well
at work, huh?
322
00:30:31.655 --> 00:30:33.005
Sorry, I forgot.
323
00:30:34.267 --> 00:30:35.921
You had important things
to do.
324
00:30:35.921 --> 00:30:37.748
- Stop it.
325
00:30:37.748 --> 00:30:39.489
No, you fucking stop it!
326
00:30:39.489 --> 00:30:40.882
Excuse me?
327
00:30:40.882 --> 00:30:42.797
You just keep fucking hiding
from everything,
328
00:30:42.797 --> 00:30:44.103
and it's really fucking hard
to look at.
329
00:30:44.103 --> 00:30:45.321
It's shitty for all of us.
330
00:30:45.321 --> 00:30:46.583
Just stop pretending
you're alone.
331
00:30:54.722 --> 00:30:56.680
I want to go back to Al-Anon.
332
00:30:57.594 --> 00:30:58.857
Well, that's a good start.
333
00:30:59.901 --> 00:31:02.773
I'll come with you, make sure
it's not a drunk promise.
334
00:31:02.773 --> 00:31:03.862
Mm.
335
00:31:20.226 --> 00:31:21.792
For what it's worth,
Michael used to say
336
00:31:21.792 --> 00:31:23.446
you were a really good writer.
337
00:31:25.971 --> 00:31:27.233
Oh, yeah?
338
00:31:29.757 --> 00:31:31.237
What else did he say?
339
00:31:35.719 --> 00:31:37.547
He said that before
Frank died,
340
00:31:37.547 --> 00:31:39.158
he remembered you were happy.
341
00:31:44.859 --> 00:31:46.252
When did he say that?
342
00:31:46.252 --> 00:31:47.427
All the time.
343
00:31:48.167 --> 00:31:49.777
I wish I got to meet him.
344
00:31:51.170 --> 00:31:54.042
No, well then you'd know...
345
00:31:54.042 --> 00:31:55.957
you'd know what
an asshole he was.
346
00:31:57.045 --> 00:31:58.699
Even when he got sick?
347
00:31:58.699 --> 00:32:00.657
Especially when he got sick.
348
00:32:02.921 --> 00:32:04.096
Yeah, but...
349
00:32:07.012 --> 00:32:08.535
Did you ever stop missing him?
350
00:32:13.018 --> 00:32:14.106
Never.
351
00:32:18.719 --> 00:32:20.547
Well, that's a drag.
352
00:32:24.159 --> 00:32:25.944
Oh, god.
353
00:32:27.858 --> 00:32:29.773
- Who's that?
- That's Toby.
354
00:32:29.773 --> 00:32:32.080
- Oh, man.
- Look at his hair.
355
00:32:32.080 --> 00:32:33.473
Sweet.
356
00:32:33.473 --> 00:32:35.040
We should get yours
one of these.
357
00:32:35.040 --> 00:32:37.085
It makes nursing easier.
- Yeah?
358
00:32:48.662 --> 00:32:49.968
I'm going to bed.
359
00:32:50.794 --> 00:32:51.926
Okay.
360
00:32:52.709 --> 00:32:53.710
Goodnight.
361
00:32:54.233 --> 00:32:55.364
Goodnight.
362
00:33:09.683 --> 00:33:11.815
I think I still have
one of these at the house,
363
00:33:11.815 --> 00:33:13.034
believe it or not.
364
00:33:13.034 --> 00:33:14.296
Mm-hmm.
365
00:33:16.037 --> 00:33:17.778
Oh, hey, we could use these,
366
00:33:17.778 --> 00:33:19.823
especially if we go
with the pump.
367
00:33:20.781 --> 00:33:21.912
Yeah...
368
00:33:22.522 --> 00:33:23.653
Nothing?
369
00:33:24.611 --> 00:33:27.657
Okay, well, I'm glad it's
my baby we're shopping for.
370
00:33:27.657 --> 00:33:29.137
Oh, fuck yes!
371
00:33:29.137 --> 00:33:30.312
Excuse me?
372
00:33:31.357 --> 00:33:33.098
- We got a lead.
- A what?
373
00:33:33.098 --> 00:33:34.534
We got a lead.
374
00:33:37.885 --> 00:33:40.670
Let them do their investigation,
but in the meantime,
375
00:33:40.670 --> 00:33:43.325
it can't hurt to get the story
ourselves, you know?
376
00:33:43.325 --> 00:33:45.371
I mean, maybe it'll be the same
thing they told the cops,
377
00:33:45.371 --> 00:33:47.068
but I want to hear it myself.
378
00:33:47.068 --> 00:33:48.852
Listen, it's something
we can actually do
379
00:33:48.852 --> 00:33:50.811
instead of sitting
around moping.
380
00:33:50.811 --> 00:33:52.160
It's a lead!
381
00:33:52.160 --> 00:33:54.032
You know, this isn't
ethical or legal.
382
00:33:54.032 --> 00:33:55.337
Sure it is.
383
00:34:14.008 --> 00:34:15.053
- Hey.
- Jeremy?
384
00:34:15.053 --> 00:34:16.054
Come on in.
385
00:34:16.054 --> 00:34:17.185
I heard the shots,
386
00:34:17.185 --> 00:34:18.839
but Jack was the one who saw it.
387
00:34:20.101 --> 00:34:21.929
He's a little out of it
from his meds.
388
00:34:22.625 --> 00:34:24.366
Grandpa sits a lot
because of his hip.
389
00:34:24.366 --> 00:34:26.151
He was sitting right
there when it happened.
390
00:34:26.151 --> 00:34:28.153
Hi, Jack, nice to meet you.
391
00:34:28.153 --> 00:34:29.415
I'm Marissa.
392
00:34:29.415 --> 00:34:31.504
I work for the Times Union.
393
00:34:32.418 --> 00:34:34.202
So, you saw what happened?
394
00:34:35.551 --> 00:34:38.467
Grandpa, you remember
what happened the other night?
395
00:34:39.860 --> 00:34:41.427
Marissa's son was shot.
396
00:34:41.427 --> 00:34:43.385
He was killed, remember?
397
00:34:43.385 --> 00:34:45.866
He was the one you saw die
in front of the house.
398
00:34:45.866 --> 00:34:47.215
That's too bad.
399
00:34:47.737 --> 00:34:49.261
I'm sorry.
400
00:34:49.261 --> 00:34:51.567
I thought you said he saw
what happened that night.
401
00:34:51.567 --> 00:34:53.961
Come on, nothing?
- Paige, hey.
402
00:34:53.961 --> 00:34:55.963
Jack, just think.
Please, just think.
403
00:34:55.963 --> 00:34:57.965
- Let's not be rude.
- I'm not being rude.
404
00:34:58.618 --> 00:35:01.577
Grandpa, you said there was
someone outside yelling,
405
00:35:01.577 --> 00:35:02.883
and then...
- With the truck?
406
00:35:02.883 --> 00:35:04.450
Yeah, with the truck.
407
00:35:08.323 --> 00:35:12.327
The boy was standing in the
street yelling his head off.
408
00:35:12.327 --> 00:35:14.895
Then, I heard the truck.
409
00:35:15.983 --> 00:35:18.290
I think the kid he was
calling for lives there,
410
00:35:18.290 --> 00:35:20.161
because I've seen him
there before.
411
00:35:20.161 --> 00:35:21.467
Ducky!
412
00:35:34.741 --> 00:35:36.046
Hope
that was helpful.
413
00:36:18.263 --> 00:36:20.352
- Hey, Laurie.
- Hey.
414
00:36:21.179 --> 00:36:22.354
How you been?
415
00:36:23.485 --> 00:36:24.878
Just getting by.
416
00:36:24.878 --> 00:36:27.185
Thank you for being here, everyone.
417
00:36:28.229 --> 00:36:31.101
Come, come into the circle.
418
00:36:31.798 --> 00:36:33.147
Have a seat.
419
00:36:33.147 --> 00:36:34.844
It's a sunny day and we're all
in a basement,
420
00:36:34.844 --> 00:36:38.108
but we're going to get to know
each other and talk.
421
00:36:39.675 --> 00:36:43.331
I see some new faces, welcome.
422
00:36:43.331 --> 00:36:46.900
And some who we haven't seen
for a while.
423
00:36:47.901 --> 00:36:49.424
It's good to have you back.
424
00:36:50.469 --> 00:36:51.687
Our...
425
00:36:52.819 --> 00:36:54.777
We had you in our prayers.
426
00:36:54.777 --> 00:37:00.261
Uh, okay, so, who wants
to start us off today?
427
00:37:03.395 --> 00:37:05.005
Any thoughts? Any...
428
00:37:05.353 --> 00:37:07.312
Oh, Laurie!
429
00:37:10.793 --> 00:37:17.191
I lost my daughter, Jessica,
about three months ago now.
430
00:37:20.673 --> 00:37:21.848
Haven't...
431
00:37:22.849 --> 00:37:24.416
... haven't really felt capable
432
00:37:24.416 --> 00:37:27.070
of sharing too much about it
until now.
433
00:37:28.115 --> 00:37:29.856
I'm sure a lot of you
know the feeling.
434
00:37:31.771 --> 00:37:32.946
Mm.
435
00:37:34.164 --> 00:37:37.124
Jessica was a hard kid to raise.
436
00:37:38.473 --> 00:37:43.130
I think, sometimes, we paint
our kids as saints.
437
00:37:46.394 --> 00:37:49.049
Jessica was not a saint...
438
00:37:50.050 --> 00:37:51.269
...the opposite.
439
00:37:51.269 --> 00:37:53.314
She was kind of a pain
in the ass.
440
00:37:56.186 --> 00:37:59.538
So, anyway, the morning
I found her,
441
00:37:59.538 --> 00:38:01.061
I was about to go to work,
442
00:38:01.061 --> 00:38:03.106
so I went to her room
to wake her up.
443
00:38:18.339 --> 00:38:22.169
You don't realize it
at the time...
444
00:38:23.953 --> 00:38:27.217
...but that walk to the door
is the last time
445
00:38:27.217 --> 00:38:30.525
you are who you think you are.
446
00:38:33.354 --> 00:38:35.008
But you don't know.
447
00:38:36.052 --> 00:38:37.358
I didn't know.
448
00:38:39.273 --> 00:38:43.799
So, I opened the door,
and there she is,
449
00:38:43.799 --> 00:38:47.150
laying on the bed,
fully clothed,
450
00:38:47.150 --> 00:38:49.152
candles lit around her.
451
00:38:50.980 --> 00:38:54.157
At first, I was furious.
452
00:38:54.157 --> 00:38:58.466
You know, she had fallen asleep
with candles burning.
453
00:38:59.119 --> 00:39:02.427
And I start screaming at her,
"Are you crazy?
454
00:39:03.341 --> 00:39:05.343
You're going to burn
the house down."
455
00:39:13.916 --> 00:39:19.226
And then, I see it, a tiny
little bag on the carpet.
456
00:39:20.009 --> 00:39:23.273
And I... I just look at it.
457
00:39:26.189 --> 00:39:28.801
I remember the logo on the bag.
458
00:39:28.801 --> 00:39:31.499
It's seared into my head,
you know?
459
00:39:33.283 --> 00:39:35.198
M.M.
460
00:39:36.635 --> 00:39:39.159
When you see something
like that,
461
00:39:39.159 --> 00:39:41.379
you know, everything cracks.
462
00:39:42.597 --> 00:39:44.904
The stories you made crack.
463
00:39:45.774 --> 00:39:49.387
Who you thought
your kid was cracks.
464
00:39:49.387 --> 00:39:53.434
Who you thought you were cracks.
465
00:39:54.957 --> 00:39:57.307
You're that family, now.
466
00:39:59.092 --> 00:40:02.400
You never realized
you were that family.
467
00:40:22.202 --> 00:40:24.770
Hey, I'm going to walk back.
468
00:40:26.162 --> 00:40:28.164
You should offer Laurie a ride.
469
00:40:28.164 --> 00:40:30.993
Uh, I'm pretty sure she wants
to be left alone.
470
00:40:30.993 --> 00:40:32.560
No, that's what you want.
471
00:40:33.735 --> 00:40:35.607
I'm going to check
some of Ducky's spots.
472
00:40:49.359 --> 00:40:51.492
Hey, Laurie. Hey!
473
00:40:51.492 --> 00:40:52.711
Marissa!
474
00:40:52.711 --> 00:40:54.277
Do you want a ride?
475
00:41:27.180 --> 00:41:29.530
I can't believe I'm actually
going to ask this, but...
476
00:41:31.532 --> 00:41:33.055
...could I interview you?
477
00:41:33.926 --> 00:41:35.449
Interview me?
478
00:41:35.449 --> 00:41:38.321
You... put some things
into words
479
00:41:38.321 --> 00:41:40.541
I haven't been able to yet.
480
00:41:40.541 --> 00:41:43.544
You know all that stuff
is confidential, right?
481
00:41:43.544 --> 00:41:46.547
Yeah, of course.
That's the point.
482
00:41:46.547 --> 00:41:49.681
I want you to talk to me on the
record, you know, mom to mom.
483
00:41:50.377 --> 00:41:51.552
For what?
484
00:41:53.685 --> 00:41:56.078
Well, I don't know yet.
485
00:41:56.078 --> 00:41:59.865
But baybe if I write it,
I'll know.
486
00:42:02.302 --> 00:42:03.521
Thanks again.
487
00:42:04.173 --> 00:42:06.349
Hey, what's going on here?
488
00:42:06.349 --> 00:42:11.354
This is a safe injection site
and needle exchange for users.
489
00:42:12.312 --> 00:42:13.574
What?
490
00:42:13.574 --> 00:42:16.490
Maybe if my baby had gone
to one of these
491
00:42:16.490 --> 00:42:20.276
instead of hiding in her room,
she wouldn't have died.
492
00:42:22.061 --> 00:42:24.367
This at least takes
that danger away.
493
00:42:28.371 --> 00:42:30.199
You should come check it out.
494
00:42:31.549 --> 00:42:35.161
If helping and healing
is actually what you want,
495
00:42:35.161 --> 00:42:37.990
you really need to see it
for what it is.
496
00:43:06.845 --> 00:43:09.325
- Alright, ready?
- Yeah.
497
00:43:18.900 --> 00:43:21.424
Hey, John.
Hey, Diane.
498
00:43:21.424 --> 00:43:24.732
Marissa, this is Diane.
499
00:43:24.732 --> 00:43:29.215
She coordinates the distribution
of fentanyl test strips.
500
00:43:30.651 --> 00:43:33.872
She tells me where to go,
how to help,
501
00:43:33.872 --> 00:43:36.178
how to stay out of...
502
00:43:36.178 --> 00:43:37.571
Hey, you okay?
503
00:43:37.571 --> 00:43:38.920
Marissa?
504
00:43:38.920 --> 00:43:41.357
Uh, excuse me.
505
00:43:51.454 --> 00:43:52.978
You're looking
for Toby Bennings.
506
00:43:52.978 --> 00:43:54.632
Leave a message.
507
00:43:54.632 --> 00:43:58.287
Ducky! Ducky, I just want
to talk to you!
508
00:44:14.303 --> 00:44:15.653
Ducky!
509
00:46:01.367 --> 00:46:03.021
- Paige!
- Hey.
510
00:46:04.674 --> 00:46:06.328
- Is everything alright?
- Yeah.
511
00:46:06.328 --> 00:46:08.113
Yeah. Everything's cool, sorry.
512
00:46:08.113 --> 00:46:10.942
I just came by to talk
to Gina, actually.
513
00:46:10.942 --> 00:46:15.337
Uh, she went out
with some friends after work,
514
00:46:15.337 --> 00:46:17.644
so she's not going to be back
until later.
515
00:46:17.644 --> 00:46:19.124
Oh, okay, of course.
516
00:46:19.124 --> 00:46:20.778
Sorry for being creepy.
517
00:46:20.778 --> 00:46:22.605
I just thought it would be nice
to talk to someone
518
00:46:22.605 --> 00:46:24.477
who doesn't actually feel
like a parent
519
00:46:24.477 --> 00:46:27.393
and, like, actually has
their shit together.
520
00:46:27.393 --> 00:46:28.611
Yeah, I get you.
521
00:46:28.611 --> 00:46:30.048
I'll tell her you stopped by.
- Okay.
522
00:46:30.048 --> 00:46:31.876
- Have a good night.
- See you.
523
00:46:35.401 --> 00:46:38.708
Uh, Paige, if you want,
you can come in.
524
00:46:38.708 --> 00:46:40.406
- Yeah?
- In a way...
525
00:46:41.363 --> 00:46:46.020
...we're kind of family now,
so... come on.
526
00:47:16.921 --> 00:47:18.836
Fuck, you alright?
527
00:47:19.575 --> 00:47:21.839
I thought I killed you.
528
00:47:23.579 --> 00:47:25.407
What the fuck are you doing
following me?
529
00:47:27.627 --> 00:47:28.933
You killed my son.
530
00:47:28.933 --> 00:47:30.760
No, I fucking didn't.
531
00:47:30.760 --> 00:47:32.719
You fucking believe that shit?
532
00:47:36.549 --> 00:47:38.377
So, what happened, then?
533
00:47:40.074 --> 00:47:41.641
What happened, Ducky?
534
00:47:43.034 --> 00:47:45.036
Look, all I know
is somebody called me
535
00:47:45.036 --> 00:47:46.907
and told me Mike was in trouble
536
00:47:46.907 --> 00:47:49.040
and that he needed
to get out of his house.
537
00:47:49.910 --> 00:47:51.999
So, I called him
and I told him to meet me
538
00:47:51.999 --> 00:47:53.609
at the squat house right away.
539
00:47:53.609 --> 00:47:55.437
I thought I was protecting him.
540
00:47:55.437 --> 00:47:57.135
What the fuck would you do?
541
00:47:57.135 --> 00:47:58.832
I didn't know they were going
to fucking kill him.
542
00:47:58.832 --> 00:48:00.007
That's convenient.
543
00:48:00.007 --> 00:48:01.879
No. It sucks, Mrs. Bennings.
544
00:48:03.793 --> 00:48:05.795
I was his fucking best friend.
545
00:48:05.795 --> 00:48:07.928
Then, who killed him?
546
00:48:10.452 --> 00:48:12.498
I never met the guy,
but he drives around
547
00:48:12.498 --> 00:48:13.934
in this white truck
548
00:48:13.934 --> 00:48:16.197
and has this fucking
stupid tattoo on his hand.
549
00:48:17.764 --> 00:48:18.896
That's all I know.
550
00:48:22.377 --> 00:48:24.118
Nobody fucking believes me.
551
00:48:26.077 --> 00:48:27.426
Ducky!
552
00:48:27.426 --> 00:48:29.863
Hey, you! What are
you doing in there?
553
00:48:38.611 --> 00:48:40.395
Holy shit, Mom.
Are you okay?
554
00:48:40.395 --> 00:48:41.831
Yeah, I'm fine.
555
00:48:41.831 --> 00:48:43.137
I just needed to talk to you.
556
00:48:43.137 --> 00:48:44.443
Fuck, Marissa, what happened?
557
00:48:47.185 --> 00:48:50.449
I... found your friend Ducky.
558
00:48:51.276 --> 00:48:53.147
- What?
- Yeah.
559
00:48:55.062 --> 00:48:56.672
Yeah, he was at the food bank.
560
00:48:56.672 --> 00:49:00.502
I followed him to the train
yard down on Church Street.
561
00:49:00.502 --> 00:49:01.634
You followed him?
562
00:49:01.634 --> 00:49:02.940
He snuck up
563
00:49:02.940 --> 00:49:04.376
and hit me with something.
564
00:49:04.376 --> 00:49:05.638
He could have killed you, Mom.
565
00:49:05.638 --> 00:49:07.466
I know, but he talked to me.
566
00:49:07.466 --> 00:49:08.902
Talked to you?
567
00:49:11.165 --> 00:49:12.775
You got any whisky?
568
00:49:12.775 --> 00:49:14.473
I'm going to go out
and look for him.
569
00:49:14.473 --> 00:49:15.648
He couldn't have gotten far.
570
00:49:19.391 --> 00:49:20.783
You sure it was him?
571
00:49:21.393 --> 00:49:22.611
I'm sure.
572
00:49:23.221 --> 00:49:24.874
Well, did he say anything?
573
00:49:24.874 --> 00:49:27.268
He said it was a guy
with a tattoo on his hand,
574
00:49:27.268 --> 00:49:28.878
that he didn't do it.
575
00:49:28.878 --> 00:49:30.141
No shit he didn't do it.
576
00:49:30.141 --> 00:49:31.446
He's not a fucking murderer.
577
00:49:31.446 --> 00:49:33.231
You expect me to believe
that the man
578
00:49:33.231 --> 00:49:35.407
who just knocked me unconscious
isn't a violent person?
579
00:49:35.407 --> 00:49:37.583
What would you do if someone
followed you like that?
580
00:49:37.583 --> 00:49:39.541
You really don't understand.
581
00:49:39.541 --> 00:49:41.326
He told Mike to meet him there.
582
00:49:41.326 --> 00:49:42.980
He set him up, Paige.
583
00:51:17.117 --> 00:51:18.379
Ducky!
584
00:51:25.908 --> 00:51:27.171
Ducky!
585
00:51:38.182 --> 00:51:39.270
Hello!
586
00:52:04.556 --> 00:52:05.861
Ducky!
587
00:54:26.132 --> 00:54:27.699
Hey, sorry, I was downstairs.
588
00:54:27.699 --> 00:54:30.789
- Can I come inside?
- Uh, yeah, okay.
589
00:54:34.271 --> 00:54:35.707
What's happening?
You alright?
590
00:54:35.707 --> 00:54:36.838
Ducky's dead.
591
00:54:38.362 --> 00:54:41.713
Uh, how do you know?
592
00:54:42.757 --> 00:54:45.325
Because I went to that old
house and I found him.
593
00:54:45.325 --> 00:54:46.979
He killed himself.
594
00:54:49.198 --> 00:54:50.852
Fuck, okay...
595
00:54:50.852 --> 00:54:52.071
Uh...
596
00:54:52.071 --> 00:54:53.333
Oh, god.
597
00:54:55.770 --> 00:54:57.772
Alright, look, just sit down.
598
00:54:57.772 --> 00:54:59.992
I'll get you some water.
You okay?
599
00:54:59.992 --> 00:55:01.298
Yeah.
600
00:55:05.563 --> 00:55:06.999
Just have a drink.
601
00:55:06.999 --> 00:55:08.435
Take a few deep breaths.
602
00:55:12.874 --> 00:55:14.441
Fuck.
603
00:55:15.790 --> 00:55:17.488
Was anyone else there?
604
00:55:17.488 --> 00:55:18.837
No, it was just me.
605
00:55:18.837 --> 00:55:20.142
And, um...
606
00:55:21.143 --> 00:55:24.190
Yeah, I saw his body,
and then I left.
607
00:55:24.930 --> 00:55:26.279
Got it, okay.
608
00:55:26.801 --> 00:55:29.674
Uh, why didn't you call 911?
609
00:55:29.674 --> 00:55:31.719
Because I knew I wasn't
supposed to be there.
610
00:55:31.719 --> 00:55:34.026
That's why I'm here.
I knew that you could help.
611
00:55:34.026 --> 00:55:35.854
Sure. I'm sorry.
612
00:55:35.854 --> 00:55:38.465
I'm really sorry for your loss.
613
00:55:39.074 --> 00:55:41.250
I'll get someone to go around
there right away.
614
00:55:41.250 --> 00:55:45.690
You just take it easy
and make yourself at home.
615
00:55:45.690 --> 00:55:47.909
I'm just going to be
two minutes, alright?
- Okay.
616
00:56:37.872 --> 00:56:39.047
Oh...
617
00:57:02.070 --> 00:57:03.202
Fuck.
618
00:57:37.279 --> 00:57:39.325
Hi, I need someone to go
to the address
619
00:57:39.325 --> 00:57:42.763
and just check it out
right away.
620
00:57:45.505 --> 00:57:46.898
Yeah, that's right.
621
00:57:48.290 --> 00:57:51.163
I need someone to go to 1-2-5-8
and check if possible.
622
00:57:57.778 --> 00:57:59.388
This one's personal.
623
00:59:25.518 --> 00:59:26.693
Paige?
624
01:00:04.992 --> 01:00:06.603
Paige, give me the phone.
- Get back.
625
01:00:06.603 --> 01:00:08.169
- Just give me the phone.
- No.
626
01:00:08.169 --> 01:00:09.867
- Give me the phone.
- Back the fuck off.
627
01:00:09.867 --> 01:00:11.303
- Paige...
- No.
628
01:00:18.658 --> 01:00:19.964
Listen to me.
629
01:00:19.964 --> 01:00:21.879
You don't understand
what's going on here.
630
01:00:21.879 --> 01:00:23.445
- Toby, no.
- Please.
631
01:00:23.445 --> 01:00:25.143
- Back up.
- I can explain.
632
01:00:25.143 --> 01:00:27.319
- Back the fuck up.
- Listen to me.
633
01:00:27.319 --> 01:00:29.060
Just give me the phone.
- Back the fuck away.
634
01:00:29.060 --> 01:00:30.452
I'm telling you.
- Back the fuck up!
635
01:00:30.452 --> 01:00:32.106
I can explain!
I can explain this. Paige!
636
01:00:32.106 --> 01:00:33.281
Just calm down!
637
01:00:33.281 --> 01:00:35.501
Just stop, okay!
638
01:00:35.501 --> 01:00:37.329
Calm down, give me the phone.
639
01:00:37.329 --> 01:00:39.244
Fuck you!
Get the fuck away from me!
640
01:00:39.244 --> 01:00:41.115
- Paige!
- Just back the fuck up!
641
01:00:41.115 --> 01:00:42.726
Get out of my way!
Don't touch me!
642
01:00:42.726 --> 01:00:44.162
- Just give me...
- Away!
643
01:00:44.162 --> 01:00:46.294
- Give me the fucking phone!
- Get the fuck off me!
644
01:00:46.294 --> 01:00:47.905
Give me the phone!
Paige!
645
01:00:47.905 --> 01:00:49.123
Stop!
646
01:01:06.750 --> 01:01:09.361
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
647
01:01:09.361 --> 01:01:11.363
Paige! Paige!
648
01:01:11.363 --> 01:01:13.365
Hey, hey.
649
01:01:13.365 --> 01:01:15.715
Oh, fuck.
650
01:01:18.022 --> 01:01:19.110
Oh, fuck.
651
01:01:56.538 --> 01:01:57.670
Fuck.
652
01:02:17.124 --> 01:02:18.256
Fuck.
653
01:03:06.347 --> 01:03:07.784
Hey, I'm home.
654
01:03:09.437 --> 01:03:10.525
Gina!
655
01:03:10.525 --> 01:03:12.179
Call an ambulance, quick!
656
01:03:12.179 --> 01:03:14.225
Gina, it's Paige,
call an ambulance!
657
01:03:14.225 --> 01:03:15.835
She fell in the bathroom.
658
01:03:15.835 --> 01:03:17.663
I think she OD'd!
She's bleeding!
659
01:03:19.273 --> 01:03:20.797
Just get an ambulance
right now!
660
01:03:20.797 --> 01:03:22.059
Okay, okay!
661
01:03:23.930 --> 01:03:25.497
Hi, um...
662
01:03:27.499 --> 01:03:29.109
Fuck, fuck!
663
01:03:33.853 --> 01:03:37.074
Toby, I think Paige
is hiding something.
664
01:03:37.074 --> 01:03:38.597
Yeah, you're right.
665
01:03:39.293 --> 01:03:41.208
She's using again
and she overdosed.
666
01:03:41.208 --> 01:03:42.601
What?
667
01:03:42.601 --> 01:03:44.690
She's on her way
to the hospital right now.
668
01:03:45.865 --> 01:03:47.562
Meet us at St. Peter's.
669
01:04:33.391 --> 01:04:35.523
The forceps, please.
670
01:04:40.528 --> 01:04:42.139
A little more space.
671
01:04:43.967 --> 01:04:45.490
Alright.
672
01:04:49.842 --> 01:04:50.887
Alright.
673
01:04:52.366 --> 01:04:53.715
We have a flatline.
674
01:04:53.715 --> 01:04:54.803
Get the crash cart.
675
01:08:33.457 --> 01:08:34.458
Hi, cat.
676
01:08:35.023 --> 01:08:36.024
There's a baby.
677
01:08:36.547 --> 01:08:37.809
Make acquaintance.
678
01:09:33.430 --> 01:09:35.171
Jesus Christ.
You scared me.
679
01:09:35.171 --> 01:09:37.085
Sorry, I let myself in.
680
01:09:37.695 --> 01:09:38.826
You okay?
681
01:09:39.479 --> 01:09:40.959
It's a nice room.
682
01:09:42.743 --> 01:09:44.745
Perfect for the little angel.
683
01:09:46.834 --> 01:09:48.619
I've got to get her
her bottle.
684
01:09:49.359 --> 01:09:50.577
Here, come on.
685
01:09:52.579 --> 01:09:53.580
Here.
686
01:09:57.628 --> 01:09:59.325
There you go.
687
01:10:01.762 --> 01:10:02.937
Yeah.
688
01:10:07.333 --> 01:10:08.552
What's going on?
689
01:10:11.337 --> 01:10:12.860
I found something.
690
01:10:24.655 --> 01:10:27.745
Marissa, I found it under
the stairs, in the basement.
691
01:10:28.528 --> 01:10:31.227
I thought it was some kind
of miracle...
692
01:10:32.358 --> 01:10:35.231
...like a gift,
left as a reminder.
693
01:10:36.188 --> 01:10:37.407
But then I saw the blood.
694
01:10:37.407 --> 01:10:40.366
- How...
- I don't know...
695
01:10:41.846 --> 01:10:45.023
I've been trying to think
of every possible reason.
696
01:10:45.023 --> 01:10:46.198
I...
697
01:11:02.388 --> 01:11:03.955
Have you asked him about it?
698
01:11:03.955 --> 01:11:04.956
No.
699
01:11:06.610 --> 01:11:08.002
I can't find the words.
700
01:11:14.661 --> 01:11:16.141
So, what are you going to do?
701
01:11:23.627 --> 01:11:25.585
I don't know what
the right thing to do is.
702
01:11:27.457 --> 01:11:29.328
I don't know if I could do it, anyways.
703
01:11:38.598 --> 01:11:40.600
I know.
I feel guilty too.
704
01:11:40.600 --> 01:11:42.646
I've got to leave,
but I don't think
705
01:11:42.646 --> 01:11:44.865
that's what you should be
thinking about right now, Mom.
706
01:11:44.865 --> 01:11:47.912
He was responsible for bringing
fentanyl into the South End.
707
01:11:47.912 --> 01:11:51.568
Come on.
Pick up the phone... Come on.
708
01:11:51.568 --> 01:11:53.613
Ducky's not
getting away with this shit.
709
01:11:54.397 --> 01:11:57.269
We think he and Michael might
have been in business together.
710
01:11:57.835 --> 01:12:00.359
Maybe there was a dispute
or something.
711
01:12:00.359 --> 01:12:02.579
I can't expect you
to pick up this time.
712
01:12:03.275 --> 01:12:05.495
There is something I want
to tell you in person.
713
01:12:06.409 --> 01:12:08.149
Okay, Mom...
714
01:12:08.149 --> 01:12:10.413
Listen, you've got
to be careful with that girl.
715
01:12:10.413 --> 01:12:11.979
...I love you
so much.
716
01:12:11.979 --> 01:12:13.677
Bye.
717
01:12:13.677 --> 01:12:15.200
You know
who called him, Paige.
718
01:12:15.896 --> 01:12:17.507
It was Ducky.
719
01:12:17.507 --> 01:12:19.465
We checked his phone.
720
01:12:50.931 --> 01:12:52.150
Hi.
721
01:12:52.803 --> 01:12:54.021
She's sleeping.
722
01:12:56.633 --> 01:12:58.025
You feeling okay, Mom?
723
01:13:00.680 --> 01:13:03.161
No. Not really.
724
01:13:06.686 --> 01:13:07.905
Wow.
725
01:13:07.905 --> 01:13:10.124
Haven't seen this thing
in years.
726
01:13:11.778 --> 01:13:14.433
This was dad's nicest suitcase.
727
01:13:15.826 --> 01:13:18.306
They covered it
in fucking stickers.
728
01:13:23.616 --> 01:13:25.183
The stuff's in there.
729
01:13:32.495 --> 01:13:34.410
You think that's
what killed her?
730
01:13:41.852 --> 01:13:43.419
Yeah, it seems like it.
731
01:13:47.727 --> 01:13:49.686
They both had fentanyl in them.
732
01:13:54.038 --> 01:13:55.343
Seriously, Mom.
733
01:13:55.866 --> 01:13:57.433
You should go see a doctor.
734
01:14:00.914 --> 01:14:02.742
Yeah... I will.
735
01:14:05.789 --> 01:14:07.617
Okay, I tried.
736
01:14:21.282 --> 01:14:22.370
Okay.
737
01:17:29.993 --> 01:17:32.517
Thank you.
I told you.
738
01:17:51.841 --> 01:17:53.407
The Empire
Line running express
739
01:17:53.407 --> 01:17:56.628
to Penn Station, New York City,
which stops in Hudson,
740
01:17:56.628 --> 01:17:59.587
Rhinecliff, Poughkeepsie,
Croton and Yonkers
741
01:17:59.587 --> 01:18:02.939
with a final stop
in New York City, Penn Station.
742
01:18:04.331 --> 01:18:05.681
Please have your tickets ready
743
01:18:05.681 --> 01:18:07.770
for the conductor
when he comes through.
744
01:20:56.895 --> 01:21:00.203
Remember when Mike threw
that perfect game...
745
01:21:01.595 --> 01:21:03.162
...until the final inning...
746
01:21:04.294 --> 01:21:06.078
...and then he gave it up
to them?
747
01:21:11.910 --> 01:21:13.738
That was just his luck.
748
01:21:16.828 --> 01:21:18.874
I didn't mean for any of this
to happen.
749
01:21:21.398 --> 01:21:23.269
It was supposed to be simple.
750
01:21:25.489 --> 01:21:28.231
When Mike found out
what was in it,
751
01:21:28.231 --> 01:21:30.320
he wouldn't sell it
or give it back.
752
01:21:31.277 --> 01:21:33.279
What did he think
they were going to do?
753
01:21:34.280 --> 01:21:36.239
I guess that's my luck.
754
01:21:37.457 --> 01:21:39.982
This doesn't have anything
to do with luck.
755
01:21:41.592 --> 01:21:43.289
I'm scared, Mom.
756
01:21:50.993 --> 01:21:52.081
Me too.
757
01:22:49.703 --> 01:22:52.402
My youngest son was born
to be an athlete.
758
01:22:52.402 --> 01:22:55.187
His older brother, Toby,
started hitting ground balls
759
01:22:55.187 --> 01:22:56.667
when he was two or three.
760
01:22:56.667 --> 01:22:59.148
The kid was good.
So was Toby.
761
01:22:59.148 --> 01:23:01.367
But Michael had something different...
762
01:23:01.367 --> 01:23:02.803
he had an arm.
763
01:23:02.803 --> 01:23:04.327
Oh, just water for me.
764
01:23:05.197 --> 01:23:08.026
He threw 70 miles per hour
by 14.
765
01:23:08.026 --> 01:23:10.768
The scouts started telling us
he had a real shot.
766
01:23:11.769 --> 01:23:14.032
We had no idea what kind
of damage he was doing
767
01:23:14.032 --> 01:23:15.816
to the shoulder
of his throwing arm.
768
01:23:16.817 --> 01:23:20.734
Maybe we should have
made him stop, but by 15,
769
01:23:20.734 --> 01:23:22.954
he was being medicated
for pain management.
770
01:23:24.390 --> 01:23:27.089
To say I didn't know any better
wouldn't be totally true...
771
01:23:27.089 --> 01:23:28.699
Thanks.
772
01:23:28.699 --> 01:23:31.180
...but I knew a kid shouldn't
be in that much pain.
773
01:23:34.052 --> 01:23:36.402
Then, I started seeing
his behaviour changing.
774
01:23:38.709 --> 01:23:40.711
Toby was a different story.
775
01:23:40.711 --> 01:23:42.974
He was the one we didn't have
to worry about...
776
01:23:44.062 --> 01:23:46.412
...the civil servant,
the ambitious one.
777
01:23:47.370 --> 01:23:50.373
That might be the only thing
I still recognize in him,
778
01:23:50.373 --> 01:23:52.679
that toxic ambition.
779
01:23:54.681 --> 01:23:56.988
As different as Mike
and Toby were,
780
01:23:56.988 --> 01:23:58.555
their lives stayed intertwined
781
01:23:58.555 --> 01:24:00.470
more than they could
ever let me know.
782
01:24:11.655 --> 01:24:14.223
I assume you know
the implications of this.
783
01:24:17.487 --> 01:24:19.315
I know more than anyone.
784
01:24:22.057 --> 01:24:23.493
Take a couple of days...
785
01:24:24.146 --> 01:24:26.061
...a week, whatever.
786
01:24:29.586 --> 01:24:33.894
Take that time and if then,
787
01:24:33.894 --> 01:24:38.421
you still want to publish it,
I'll have your back.
788
01:24:54.741 --> 01:24:56.047
It's good.
789
01:25:28.427 --> 01:25:30.168
Thanks for letting us
have her for the day.
790
01:25:31.082 --> 01:25:32.257
Can I take her?
791
01:25:34.651 --> 01:25:36.479
Hello, baby!
792
01:25:37.175 --> 01:25:39.134
Hello, baby!
793
01:25:39.830 --> 01:25:42.180
Are we going to have
some fun today?
794
01:25:42.180 --> 01:25:43.921
Oh, yeah.
795
01:25:43.921 --> 01:25:45.618
Thanks, Mom.
See you later.
796
01:25:46.184 --> 01:25:47.490
Oh!
797
01:25:51.407 --> 01:25:52.799
Let's do it!
798
01:25:52.799 --> 01:25:54.149
Let's go have fun.
799
01:30:12.319 --> 01:30:14.409
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