WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:02.000 --> 00:00:07.000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08.000 --> 00:00:13.000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:02:08.197 --> 00:02:10.820 Nana! Nana! Hurry up, I need a pee. 4 00:02:15.652 --> 00:02:17.102 Hurry, hurry. 5 00:02:17.965 --> 00:02:19.725 - Come on, Nana. 6 00:02:19.725 --> 00:02:22.694 Let me see you. 7 00:02:23.660 --> 00:02:25.904 God knows what she's come up with this time. 8 00:02:25.904 --> 00:02:27.595 Ma, we've been here ages. Come on. 9 00:02:27.595 --> 00:02:29.666 - Ma, he's going to wet himself. 10 00:02:29.666 --> 00:02:32.290 Would you's ever wait? I'm trying to do me hair. 11 00:02:32.876 --> 00:02:34.119 We've been waiting. 12 00:02:34.568 --> 00:02:36.811 - Would you hurry up? I'm bursting. 13 00:02:36.811 --> 00:02:38.330 We want to see you. Come on out. 14 00:02:40.815 --> 00:02:42.990 - Are you's ready now? Yes! 15 00:02:52.896 --> 00:02:54.691 - Jesus! - What? 16 00:02:57.556 --> 00:02:58.833 Whoo-whoo! 17 00:03:03.769 --> 00:03:05.219 Open up, you bastard. 18 00:03:20.855 --> 00:03:22.409 I'll put it back, God, I swear. 19 00:03:36.492 --> 00:03:37.458 Hiya, son. 20 00:03:40.323 --> 00:03:41.359 Hiya, Rosie. 21 00:03:43.188 --> 00:03:45.052 Are you hiding? Where did Rosie go? 22 00:03:45.673 --> 00:03:47.054 Daniel, where's Rosie? 23 00:03:47.779 --> 00:03:50.195 - Jeez, give us a look at you. - Wash your hands. 24 00:03:58.238 --> 00:03:59.239 George... 25 00:04:00.688 --> 00:04:02.103 have you any money? 26 00:04:02.103 --> 00:04:04.416 Why do you need it? - Pilgrimage. 27 00:04:04.796 --> 00:04:06.038 What bleeding pilgrimage? 28 00:04:06.038 --> 00:04:07.799 We're entering a talent contest. 29 00:04:08.696 --> 00:04:10.077 The winner gets two tickets 30 00:04:10.077 --> 00:04:11.665 to go to Lourdes with the parish. 31 00:04:12.321 --> 00:04:15.116 Dolly, I don't care what you do, win or lose, 32 00:04:15.116 --> 00:04:16.359 you're not taking him to Lourdes. 33 00:04:16.359 --> 00:04:18.258 - Why not? - Because I'm out there 34 00:04:18.258 --> 00:04:19.604 every day, breaking me bollocks 35 00:04:19.604 --> 00:04:21.157 and you want to give our money to the church? 36 00:04:21.433 --> 00:04:23.332 - They have loads. - We've been to all the doctors 37 00:04:23.332 --> 00:04:25.265 in Dublin, and they don't know what's wrong with him. 38 00:04:25.265 --> 00:04:27.094 And some faker in Lourdes is going to know? 39 00:04:27.094 --> 00:04:29.269 Miracles happen there, George. 40 00:04:30.925 --> 00:04:32.064 He could speak. 41 00:04:33.273 --> 00:04:34.274 That's all we want. 42 00:04:40.487 --> 00:04:41.902 We can't just give up on him. 43 00:04:42.661 --> 00:04:44.007 Look, maybe he doesn't want to talk. 44 00:04:44.974 --> 00:04:46.251 That's fine with me. 45 00:04:48.667 --> 00:04:52.084 - Where's Rosie? Find Rosie. 46 00:04:56.744 --> 00:04:58.090 You going to feed the meter? 47 00:05:02.371 --> 00:05:05.132 Oh, Maureen, the things I do for you. 48 00:05:05.719 --> 00:05:08.618 You're probably up there in stitches, laughing at me. 49 00:05:10.517 --> 00:05:14.728 Let's see if Tommy can do that. 50 00:05:32.884 --> 00:05:34.782 And he said "I heard you the first time." 51 00:06:14.201 --> 00:06:16.686 Right. Here you are, love. Mind how you go. 52 00:06:43.506 --> 00:06:44.645 Chrissie Aherne? 53 00:06:46.509 --> 00:06:48.269 - Father Dermot. - Yeah. 54 00:06:50.479 --> 00:06:51.445 Thank you... 55 00:06:52.860 --> 00:06:53.965 for contacting me. 56 00:06:55.518 --> 00:06:58.487 I'm sorry I was too late. My flight was cancelled. 57 00:06:58.487 --> 00:06:59.591 - I... - You're here now. 58 00:07:00.212 --> 00:07:01.766 That's all that matters. 59 00:07:04.113 --> 00:07:06.391 Let me offer you my heartfelt condolences. 60 00:07:06.874 --> 00:07:08.738 The death of a parent is a terrible loss. 61 00:07:11.465 --> 00:07:12.432 I'm fine. 62 00:07:17.471 --> 00:07:20.716 - Big turnout for the vigil. - Well now, you see, 63 00:07:21.302 --> 00:07:23.960 we have the Holy Cross All Stars Talent Contest tonight. 64 00:07:23.960 --> 00:07:25.306 It's been planned for months. 65 00:07:26.273 --> 00:07:29.069 It's a-- it's a fundraiser for Lourdes. 66 00:07:30.242 --> 00:07:31.554 Your mother was on the committee 67 00:07:31.554 --> 00:07:33.556 and she worked so hard to make it a success 68 00:07:33.556 --> 00:07:36.628 and everyone felt that she'd want us to go ahead with it. 69 00:07:37.042 --> 00:07:39.597 We kind of feel it's sort of like Maureen's wake. 70 00:07:41.978 --> 00:07:43.704 I hope you don't think we're being insensitive. 71 00:07:44.533 --> 00:07:45.603 It's fine. 72 00:07:49.158 --> 00:07:50.780 May I have the keys to the house, please? 73 00:07:51.160 --> 00:07:52.851 I'm sorry, yeah, of course. 74 00:08:01.653 --> 00:08:03.655 - There you go. - Thank you. 75 00:08:06.555 --> 00:08:08.004 - A lot of flowers. - Hm. 76 00:08:10.248 --> 00:08:12.250 Let me know how much it cost. I'll pay you back. 77 00:08:12.250 --> 00:08:13.734 The parish didn't pay for the flowers. 78 00:08:15.287 --> 00:08:16.288 Who did it? 79 00:08:16.910 --> 00:08:19.844 Your mother's friend, Lily Fox. 80 00:08:23.572 --> 00:08:25.194 - Tommy. Yeah. 81 00:08:25.194 --> 00:08:28.853 Would you, would you give me a hand with this zip? 82 00:08:28.853 --> 00:08:30.026 - I can't... - Yeah. 83 00:08:30.786 --> 00:08:33.513 God be with the days when somebody died, 84 00:08:33.513 --> 00:08:35.584 the whole street went dark. 85 00:08:36.170 --> 00:08:40.002 Now, look at us. We're off to do a bloody cabaret. 86 00:08:43.868 --> 00:08:45.041 How do I look? 87 00:08:45.594 --> 00:08:47.527 You look lovely. 88 00:08:52.566 --> 00:08:56.708 I went to visit Declan today, asked him to bring us luck. 89 00:08:57.502 --> 00:08:59.228 You're not visiting our son, 90 00:08:59.711 --> 00:09:01.886 you're visiting a pile of bad memories 91 00:09:01.886 --> 00:09:05.061 stuffed with rocks and statues that don't mean anything. 92 00:09:05.579 --> 00:09:08.927 I asked him to watch over me tonight. 93 00:09:09.894 --> 00:09:11.896 What do you want to be going to Lourdes for anyway? 94 00:09:13.794 --> 00:09:17.108 I've always wanted to go there, all my life. 95 00:09:18.661 --> 00:09:22.631 And look, look, I'm running out of chances. 96 00:09:26.980 --> 00:09:29.154 Can't catch me. - I'll get you, Patrick. 97 00:09:29.154 --> 00:09:30.466 You're finished with him. 98 00:09:30.466 --> 00:09:32.606 Get back here. - He's a waster, that fella. 99 00:09:32.606 --> 00:09:35.402 The sooner you get rid of him, the better. 100 00:09:35.402 --> 00:09:36.955 I don't want to get rid of him, Ma. 101 00:09:36.955 --> 00:09:38.370 Besides, where are you going to live? 102 00:09:38.785 --> 00:09:40.269 Not here. We're bursting. 103 00:09:40.683 --> 00:09:42.305 We've put our names down for a house. 104 00:09:42.582 --> 00:09:44.169 Maybe we'll get Auntie Maureen's. 105 00:09:44.169 --> 00:09:47.207 Christ on a bike! Can we bury her first? 106 00:09:49.623 --> 00:09:51.176 Where the hell are you going? 107 00:09:51.176 --> 00:09:52.971 Out. You are on your arse. 108 00:09:53.420 --> 00:09:55.422 - I'm going to the pub. - No, you're bloody-well not. 109 00:09:55.422 --> 00:09:56.768 You're minding them kids for once. 110 00:09:57.251 --> 00:09:58.632 I'm going to the charity show. 111 00:09:59.115 --> 00:10:01.255 Sure, why do you want to win a trip to bleeding Lourdes? 112 00:10:01.601 --> 00:10:02.774 I'm going out. 113 00:10:02.774 --> 00:10:04.500 One of these days you'll come home, 114 00:10:04.500 --> 00:10:06.329 and I won't be shagging-well here. 115 00:10:06.329 --> 00:10:08.262 Promises, promises. 116 00:10:09.367 --> 00:10:12.128 - You're minding them kids. 117 00:10:12.128 --> 00:10:13.854 - I'm not minding them. - Oh, yeah, you are. 118 00:10:13.854 --> 00:10:15.994 Now, stop your whinging and do my hair. 119 00:10:19.619 --> 00:10:22.449 ♪ There was an old woman And she lived in the woods ♪ 120 00:10:23.208 --> 00:10:25.417 Okay. Ready? Do it again. 121 00:10:25.417 --> 00:10:27.696 Three, two, one, go. 122 00:10:27.696 --> 00:10:31.492 ♪ There was an old woman And she lived in the woods ♪ 123 00:10:32.045 --> 00:10:35.013 ♪ Weile, weile, waile 124 00:10:35.289 --> 00:10:36.877 Give me a hand with this, will you? 125 00:10:39.846 --> 00:10:42.607 Now... 126 00:10:45.541 --> 00:10:46.991 will you wish me luck? 127 00:10:47.750 --> 00:10:48.855 Good luck. 128 00:10:49.200 --> 00:10:52.272 ♪ She had a baby Six months old ♪ 129 00:10:52.617 --> 00:10:53.722 ♪ Down by the river ♪ 130 00:10:56.069 --> 00:10:58.899 ♪ She had a pen knife Long and sharp ♪ 131 00:10:59.382 --> 00:11:02.213 ♪ Weile, weile, waile 132 00:11:02.696 --> 00:11:05.354 - ♪ She had a... ♪ 133 00:11:41.079 --> 00:11:43.426 Ladies, what's the name? 134 00:11:43.979 --> 00:11:46.188 Em. Oh, it's just us, Father. 135 00:11:46.567 --> 00:11:49.950 Mrs. Lily Fox and Mrs. Eileen Dunne. 136 00:11:50.226 --> 00:11:52.712 - Of the act. - Oh, the Lourdettes. 137 00:11:54.265 --> 00:11:56.612 - We have one of them already. 138 00:11:58.165 --> 00:12:00.789 Erm, erm. The Miracles. 139 00:12:02.583 --> 00:12:03.895 The Miracles. 140 00:12:05.138 --> 00:12:07.381 First prize, two tickets to Lourdes 141 00:12:07.381 --> 00:12:09.556 and then second prize is a bacon joint. 142 00:12:12.145 --> 00:12:13.525 - Best of luck. 143 00:12:20.705 --> 00:12:25.399 Oh, my nerves are rattling. 144 00:12:26.193 --> 00:12:27.298 What's wrong with you? 145 00:12:27.677 --> 00:12:30.404 Oh, just a little bump, just a little one. 146 00:12:30.404 --> 00:12:33.407 - Is it, is it sore? - Sore? 147 00:12:33.407 --> 00:12:35.962 - When you, when you touch it. - I don't think so. 148 00:12:36.652 --> 00:12:40.449 Oh, well, that's a good sign, isn't it? 149 00:12:40.449 --> 00:12:41.553 If it's not sore. 150 00:12:43.107 --> 00:12:46.006 There you go, that's a great sign. 151 00:12:46.006 --> 00:12:47.042 How come? 152 00:12:47.490 --> 00:12:49.044 Well, if it was the other way round, 153 00:12:49.044 --> 00:12:50.597 you'd should be in trouble. 154 00:12:50.597 --> 00:12:52.495 I thought if it's not sore, you have it. 155 00:12:52.841 --> 00:12:54.014 Hm. 156 00:12:54.877 --> 00:12:57.328 Oh, look at your hair, it's coming down. 157 00:12:57.604 --> 00:12:58.605 Thanks, Lil. 158 00:13:02.333 --> 00:13:04.956 I have to say, girls, I think we have this one. 159 00:13:06.889 --> 00:13:08.304 - We're next. 160 00:13:08.615 --> 00:13:11.376 - No, Lily, don't worry. - Oh, Jesus! 161 00:13:11.376 --> 00:13:12.861 All you need to do is look pretty. 162 00:13:12.861 --> 00:13:14.172 - God, Holy Mary. - Okay? 163 00:13:25.908 --> 00:13:30.879 ♪ Do lang do lang do lang, Do lang do lang ♪ 164 00:13:31.224 --> 00:13:33.674 ♪ He's so fine 165 00:13:34.365 --> 00:13:37.023 ♪ Wish he were mine 166 00:13:37.989 --> 00:13:40.854 ♪ That handsome boy Over there ♪ 167 00:13:40.854 --> 00:13:43.823 ♪ The one with the wavy hair 168 00:13:43.823 --> 00:13:47.033 ♪ I don't know how I'm going to do it ♪ 169 00:13:47.412 --> 00:13:50.070 ♪ But I'm going To make him mine ♪ 170 00:13:50.691 --> 00:13:53.833 ♪ If it takes me forever 171 00:13:55.213 --> 00:13:58.078 - ♪ He's so fine - ♪ Oh, yeah 172 00:13:58.527 --> 00:14:01.392 - ♪ Got to be mine ♪ - ♪ Oh, yeah 173 00:14:01.771 --> 00:14:04.774 - ♪ Sooner or later - ♪ Oh, yeah 174 00:14:04.774 --> 00:14:07.916 - ♪ I hope it's not later - ♪ Oh, yeah 175 00:14:08.295 --> 00:14:11.298 - ♪ Got to get together - ♪ Oh, yeah 176 00:14:11.574 --> 00:14:14.750 - ♪ Sooner the better - ♪ Oh, yeah 177 00:14:14.750 --> 00:14:17.960 ♪ I just can't wait I just can't wait ♪ 178 00:14:17.960 --> 00:14:20.549 ♪ To be held in his arms 179 00:14:20.549 --> 00:14:23.552 ♪ If I were a queen 180 00:14:23.793 --> 00:14:27.107 ♪ And he asked me To leave my throne ♪ 181 00:14:27.107 --> 00:14:29.972 ♪ I'll do anything That he asks ♪ 182 00:14:30.386 --> 00:14:33.596 ♪ Anything to make him my own ♪ 183 00:14:33.942 --> 00:14:36.082 - ♪ For he's so fine - ♪ So fine 184 00:14:36.082 --> 00:14:37.773 - ♪ So fine - ♪ So fine 185 00:14:37.773 --> 00:14:39.361 - ♪ He's so fine - ♪ So fine 186 00:14:39.361 --> 00:14:41.259 ♪ So fine 187 00:14:43.710 --> 00:14:46.678 Well, let's hear it for The Miracles. 188 00:14:49.854 --> 00:14:51.649 Absolutely brilliant, ladies. 189 00:14:51.649 --> 00:14:53.996 - Well done. Enjoy your night. - Thank you. 190 00:14:53.996 --> 00:14:56.343 Yes, yeah, thank you. 191 00:14:56.792 --> 00:15:01.797 That was great, honestly. We'll win. I know it. 192 00:15:05.939 --> 00:15:07.078 I don't believe it. 193 00:15:08.424 --> 00:15:09.632 Mother of God. 194 00:15:10.426 --> 00:15:11.462 Who is it? 195 00:15:11.980 --> 00:15:13.843 Auntie Maureen's daughter. 196 00:15:13.843 --> 00:15:15.604 - Mrs. Aherne had a daughter? Yeah. 197 00:15:15.604 --> 00:15:16.743 Risen from the dead. 198 00:15:20.609 --> 00:15:21.886 I wouldn't have recognized you. 199 00:15:22.956 --> 00:15:26.270 Okay, 40 years will do that to you. 200 00:15:28.099 --> 00:15:29.583 It'll do a lot of things to you. 201 00:15:31.654 --> 00:15:35.451 Well, I'm sorry for your loss. 202 00:15:40.008 --> 00:15:42.976 Eileen, hi. 203 00:15:45.668 --> 00:15:46.842 Mm. 204 00:15:46.842 --> 00:15:49.362 Oh, you remember me. I was-- I was sure you wouldn't. 205 00:15:49.362 --> 00:15:51.812 - Yeah, who forgets family? - Yeah, who does that? 206 00:15:58.785 --> 00:16:02.237 I'm Dolly Hennessey, one of the neighbors. 207 00:16:02.996 --> 00:16:05.792 Very sorry for your loss. Your Ma was a great neighbor. 208 00:16:06.620 --> 00:16:07.621 Thank you. 209 00:16:08.484 --> 00:16:10.072 It's very nice to meet you, Dolly. 210 00:16:10.072 --> 00:16:13.041 - You were very good up there. - Thank you. 211 00:16:13.489 --> 00:16:16.285 How much were the flowers? I want to pay you back. 212 00:16:16.976 --> 00:16:18.874 I bought them for your mother. 213 00:16:19.840 --> 00:16:21.981 She didn't think you'd be here. 214 00:16:26.019 --> 00:16:27.434 Why would she think that? 215 00:16:27.434 --> 00:16:29.333 Have you ever come back in 40 years? 216 00:16:34.476 --> 00:16:35.511 For the flowers. 217 00:16:41.241 --> 00:16:43.485 I don't need that. 218 00:16:45.107 --> 00:16:48.524 It was an honor. Your mother was a saint. 219 00:17:02.883 --> 00:17:05.714 Well now, who'd have thunk it? 220 00:17:06.611 --> 00:17:08.544 Maureen's daughter, and coming all this way. 221 00:17:09.269 --> 00:17:11.271 And only a little bit late. 222 00:17:12.410 --> 00:17:14.240 Yes, but it's great to have her back. 223 00:17:14.240 --> 00:17:17.381 Marvelous, absolutely bloody marvelous. 224 00:17:25.078 --> 00:17:26.424 We all thought she was dead. 225 00:17:27.046 --> 00:17:29.496 She kept her figure all the same though, didn't she? 226 00:17:29.496 --> 00:17:31.533 I didn't notice a ring. Did you? 227 00:17:31.843 --> 00:17:33.052 Who'd have her, Lily? 228 00:17:33.742 --> 00:17:35.330 She's sour milk, that one. 229 00:17:35.330 --> 00:17:37.159 I can't believe you's are badmouthing her 230 00:17:37.159 --> 00:17:38.333 and her mother only dead. 231 00:17:38.781 --> 00:17:41.129 She never cared about her mother, Dolly. 232 00:17:41.129 --> 00:17:44.546 Coming back 40 years later when the poor woman's gone. 233 00:17:44.546 --> 00:17:45.892 She was a friend. 234 00:17:46.962 --> 00:17:51.725 Eileen, Eileen was everything for Chrissie. 235 00:17:52.899 --> 00:17:54.176 Being an only child, 236 00:17:54.487 --> 00:17:57.628 Eileen looked out for her, protected her. 237 00:17:58.629 --> 00:18:01.425 They were cousins and best friends. 238 00:18:02.426 --> 00:18:04.324 You never mentioned this before. 239 00:18:04.669 --> 00:18:07.534 Eileen, Chrissie and my Declan, 240 00:18:07.534 --> 00:18:11.297 you couldn't put a couple of cigarette paper between them. 241 00:18:11.607 --> 00:18:15.439 - But why did she go to America? - She had to leave. 242 00:18:16.371 --> 00:18:17.924 - What do you mean? - Dolly, 243 00:18:18.166 --> 00:18:21.652 some things are best left unsaid. Now, leave it. 244 00:18:23.447 --> 00:18:28.176 ♪ It be on the 23rd of June 245 00:18:28.176 --> 00:18:31.765 ♪ The day before the fair 246 00:18:32.318 --> 00:18:37.978 ♪ When Ireland's sons And daughters and friends ♪ 247 00:18:37.978 --> 00:18:40.291 ♪ Assemble there 248 00:18:40.291 --> 00:18:45.503 ♪ At the parish church in Cluny ♪ 249 00:18:45.779 --> 00:18:48.989 ♪ Many miles from Spancil Hill ♪ 250 00:18:58.033 --> 00:19:00.794 Dolly, Peter wants you to have the tickets... 251 00:19:01.692 --> 00:19:04.315 - so Daniel can go to Lourdes. - So, he can learn to talk. 252 00:19:06.386 --> 00:19:08.630 Thank you, Peter. 253 00:19:08.630 --> 00:19:10.045 Oh, oh. My heart. 254 00:19:11.426 --> 00:19:14.325 - What a boy you are. 255 00:19:15.119 --> 00:19:17.121 That is so good of him. 256 00:19:17.708 --> 00:19:21.677 - Daniel. - You're going to Lourdes. 257 00:19:22.437 --> 00:19:25.716 We're going to Lourdes. 258 00:19:26.510 --> 00:19:29.996 - We're going with Lily. It's wonderful. 259 00:20:16.905 --> 00:20:19.218 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, 260 00:20:19.770 --> 00:20:22.669 "Look, God's dwelling place is now amongst the people, 261 00:20:22.669 --> 00:20:23.877 and he will dwell with them. 262 00:20:24.568 --> 00:20:25.741 They will be his people 263 00:20:25.741 --> 00:20:28.088 and God himself will be with them and be their God. 264 00:20:28.779 --> 00:20:30.712 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. 265 00:20:32.507 --> 00:20:34.750 There will be no more death or mourning 266 00:20:35.095 --> 00:20:36.545 or crying or pain... 267 00:20:39.824 --> 00:20:42.102 for the old order of things has passed away." 268 00:21:04.504 --> 00:21:07.680 Is Mrs. Fox going to Lourdes to grow her leg back? 269 00:21:08.439 --> 00:21:09.613 No, my love. 270 00:21:09.613 --> 00:21:11.270 Her leg is not going to grow back. 271 00:21:11.270 --> 00:21:12.961 She's going to help Dolly and Daniel. 272 00:21:21.970 --> 00:21:23.178 Wonderful service, Father. 273 00:21:24.317 --> 00:21:27.803 It came to me all of a sudden, Maureen's ticket to Lourdes, 274 00:21:28.114 --> 00:21:30.185 it's terrible for it to go to waste. 275 00:21:32.808 --> 00:21:35.742 I have this lump on my breast. 276 00:21:36.122 --> 00:21:38.262 I see. And have you been to the doctor with it? 277 00:21:38.262 --> 00:21:39.332 Oh, no. 278 00:21:39.712 --> 00:21:41.265 I want to go to Lourdes. 279 00:21:42.404 --> 00:21:44.303 Since poor Maureen is gone, 280 00:21:44.303 --> 00:21:46.719 she'd want her ticket put to good use. 281 00:21:48.962 --> 00:21:50.516 I'll see what I can do. 282 00:21:51.482 --> 00:21:52.656 Bless you, Father. 283 00:21:58.662 --> 00:22:00.319 I'm sorry for your loss. 284 00:22:01.078 --> 00:22:05.116 Your Ma asked me to give you this in case you came home. 285 00:22:17.577 --> 00:22:20.235 "Dear Chrissie, if you are reading this, 286 00:22:20.235 --> 00:22:21.961 it means you came for my funeral, 287 00:22:22.720 --> 00:22:24.135 so thank you for that. 288 00:22:25.551 --> 00:22:27.760 I remember you saying when you left 289 00:22:27.760 --> 00:22:30.210 that you'd only come back when I was dead. 290 00:22:31.211 --> 00:22:32.247 Welcome home. 291 00:22:33.628 --> 00:22:36.631 I don't know the pain and the joy that you've known. 292 00:22:37.183 --> 00:22:38.978 I guess I don't really know you at all, 293 00:22:39.427 --> 00:22:42.395 not the you that is reading this today. 294 00:22:43.431 --> 00:22:46.675 But you're here, and that tells me everything. 295 00:22:48.367 --> 00:22:50.438 I've been saving for a very long time 296 00:22:50.438 --> 00:22:54.062 to come and see you in America. I always wanted to see Boston. 297 00:22:57.065 --> 00:22:58.860 We are more alike than you think. 298 00:22:59.378 --> 00:23:02.208 We both carry our pain too proudly. 299 00:23:04.244 --> 00:23:06.937 I know you have no love for Lily Fox or Eileen. 300 00:23:07.627 --> 00:23:11.562 I don't blame you for that, but it's a heavy load to carry. 301 00:23:15.290 --> 00:23:16.671 I've left something for you 302 00:23:16.671 --> 00:23:18.880 in the top drawer of my dressing table. 303 00:23:28.959 --> 00:23:33.412 I'm sorry for what I said. I'm sorry for what I did. 304 00:23:45.078 --> 00:23:47.218 The last words you hear from a mother 305 00:23:47.667 --> 00:23:49.393 shouldn't be angry ones. 306 00:23:51.360 --> 00:23:54.847 I love you, Chrissie, with all my heart. 307 00:23:56.849 --> 00:23:57.953 God bless." 308 00:23:59.161 --> 00:24:01.612 - Hello, hello? 309 00:24:14.556 --> 00:24:15.695 How are you, Chrissie? 310 00:24:17.179 --> 00:24:18.491 My mother is dead, 311 00:24:18.491 --> 00:24:21.183 I'm in a place I swore I would never come back to, 312 00:24:21.183 --> 00:24:23.669 everyone is happy as ever to see me, 313 00:24:23.669 --> 00:24:28.501 so overall, I'd say, yeah, mixed. 314 00:24:29.744 --> 00:24:31.366 You seem a little cross, maybe. 315 00:24:32.436 --> 00:24:33.437 You think? 316 00:24:45.587 --> 00:24:46.899 - From my mother. - Thank you. 317 00:24:48.556 --> 00:24:51.490 Put it to good use. Just do not give it to the nuns. 318 00:24:55.908 --> 00:24:57.530 This is your mother's voucher for Lourdes. 319 00:24:58.600 --> 00:25:00.878 Give it to someone who needs it. I don't need a cure. 320 00:25:01.258 --> 00:25:03.225 Not everyone goes to Lourdes for a cure. 321 00:25:05.400 --> 00:25:06.401 No? 322 00:25:08.368 --> 00:25:09.853 What was she looking for, then? 323 00:25:12.131 --> 00:25:13.201 Reconciliation. 324 00:25:17.067 --> 00:25:18.931 I think she'd like you to go in her place. 325 00:25:22.210 --> 00:25:23.245 Take the voucher. 326 00:25:25.213 --> 00:25:26.525 I don't need it. 327 00:25:55.899 --> 00:25:57.176 Chrissie wanted you to have it. 328 00:26:00.973 --> 00:26:02.630 You didn't tell her about my lump, did you? 329 00:26:02.630 --> 00:26:04.632 No, no, no, no, no. Strictly between ourselves. 330 00:26:05.840 --> 00:26:08.774 Congratulations. You're coming to Lourdes. 331 00:26:12.294 --> 00:26:13.744 It's a service of gratitude 332 00:26:13.744 --> 00:26:15.090 to God and Our Lady. 333 00:26:15.090 --> 00:26:17.230 Service of gratitude to my bleeding arse. 334 00:26:17.610 --> 00:26:20.406 It's one big gimmick to squeeze my money out of me. 335 00:26:20.406 --> 00:26:21.890 Do you not know the "Song of Bernadette"? 336 00:26:21.890 --> 00:26:22.995 No. 337 00:26:22.995 --> 00:26:26.067 - How does it go again? - It's not a song, it's a film. 338 00:26:26.308 --> 00:26:28.000 It's about St Bernadette 339 00:26:28.345 --> 00:26:30.312 and how she saw the Blessed Virgin at Lourdes. 340 00:26:30.589 --> 00:26:32.418 You're not going to no bleeding Lourdes. 341 00:26:32.418 --> 00:26:33.937 I have to go, Frank, please. 342 00:26:34.316 --> 00:26:35.663 You got something all of a sudden? 343 00:26:36.008 --> 00:26:37.009 Course not. 344 00:26:40.529 --> 00:26:44.188 You're not going on any holiday in the French Riviera 345 00:26:44.188 --> 00:26:48.503 with Father Too Good-looking for his own bleeding good. 346 00:26:49.159 --> 00:26:50.781 You think I can't see what's going on? 347 00:26:51.161 --> 00:26:54.578 I'll be helping Dolly and Daniel and the other poor unfortunates. 348 00:26:54.578 --> 00:26:56.718 Unfortunate, that's a good one. 349 00:26:56.718 --> 00:26:58.306 What about me? I'm the unfortunate one. 350 00:26:58.306 --> 00:27:00.826 Who's going to have to do the cooking and the cleaning 351 00:27:00.826 --> 00:27:02.172 and minding the children? 352 00:27:02.172 --> 00:27:04.346 Not me, I can tell you. That's your job. 353 00:27:04.346 --> 00:27:05.416 Will you go and sell that ticket? 354 00:27:05.865 --> 00:27:07.522 I'm not selling it. 355 00:27:07.522 --> 00:27:10.698 Sell it! Sell it to some poor unfortunate. 356 00:27:54.673 --> 00:27:57.192 - Joe, how are you? Good morning, Father. 357 00:27:57.192 --> 00:28:00.506 There's nobody here yet but they'll be along anon. 358 00:28:01.093 --> 00:28:02.542 Right, I better go in and get my bag. 359 00:28:02.957 --> 00:28:05.269 You can't go. I won't allow it. 360 00:28:05.269 --> 00:28:07.893 - I'm going. - What'll I do on me own? 361 00:28:08.479 --> 00:28:10.689 I'll be back before you know it. 362 00:28:12.035 --> 00:28:14.762 Now, will you stop making me feel bad? 363 00:28:14.762 --> 00:28:17.937 - What if something happens? - Go back to bed, Tommy. 364 00:28:17.937 --> 00:28:19.559 You'll be safe there. 365 00:28:24.668 --> 00:28:27.809 Oh, Jimmy, Jimmy, will you tell Mr. Dunne 366 00:28:27.809 --> 00:28:31.192 we've got a leak. Would he call over right away? 367 00:28:31.433 --> 00:28:33.056 - Yes, Mrs. Fox. Good lad. 368 00:28:34.920 --> 00:28:36.507 I didn't see a leak. 369 00:28:36.749 --> 00:28:39.338 Well, it's all wet in the bathroom. 370 00:28:40.097 --> 00:28:42.859 - Just a mo. 371 00:28:58.253 --> 00:29:00.117 I think it's the lav. 372 00:29:00.635 --> 00:29:02.602 I've got to hurry, I've got to hurry. 373 00:29:04.432 --> 00:29:06.089 I'm going to Tom and Lily's house. 374 00:29:07.469 --> 00:29:08.470 They have a leak. 375 00:29:09.644 --> 00:29:13.130 - Oh, I hope it's not too bad. 376 00:29:19.861 --> 00:29:22.174 Tommy? 377 00:29:23.451 --> 00:29:25.142 Don't burn your father's sausages, 378 00:29:25.142 --> 00:29:26.143 whatever you do. 379 00:29:26.523 --> 00:29:28.767 And remember Patrick's asthma medicine. 380 00:29:28.767 --> 00:29:32.667 And look, if you still want to marry your sweetie pie 381 00:29:33.047 --> 00:29:35.497 after you've cooked and cleaned and scrubbed for a week 382 00:29:35.877 --> 00:29:38.362 while he sits in the pub and talks shite with the lads, 383 00:29:38.707 --> 00:29:41.055 who am I to stand in the way of true love? 384 00:29:41.331 --> 00:29:43.505 - Do you mean that, Ma? 385 00:29:48.856 --> 00:29:50.167 Now, be good to them. 386 00:29:51.513 --> 00:29:53.205 - What are you doing? 387 00:29:53.205 --> 00:29:54.344 Kissing you goodbye. 388 00:29:55.794 --> 00:29:57.519 It's not like I'm going down to the shops. 389 00:29:57.865 --> 00:29:59.970 I'm going abroad. To France. 390 00:30:01.834 --> 00:30:02.835 To France? 391 00:30:03.491 --> 00:30:05.286 I thought you were going to Lourdes. 392 00:30:07.633 --> 00:30:10.947 - But you are coming back, Ma? - Maybe, maybe not. 393 00:30:15.054 --> 00:30:17.194 Eileen, you made it. Show me that bag. 394 00:30:18.092 --> 00:30:20.301 - I'll put it in the back. - Thank you, Father. 395 00:30:26.894 --> 00:30:29.620 - Hello, hello. Come and sit down. 396 00:30:29.862 --> 00:30:32.313 - You are here. 397 00:30:38.802 --> 00:30:40.804 - Where's Dolly? - I don't know. 398 00:30:40.804 --> 00:30:42.530 She should be here, surely. 399 00:30:50.538 --> 00:30:52.989 Sorry, son, you're going nowhere. 400 00:30:56.682 --> 00:30:58.995 Jesus, Dolly, don't start. 401 00:31:02.032 --> 00:31:03.206 What's that? 402 00:31:04.552 --> 00:31:07.106 - We're going to Lourdes. - You are, me bollocks. 403 00:31:07.106 --> 00:31:09.384 Ruth in Number 45 404 00:31:09.384 --> 00:31:11.870 said she'd mind Rosie while you're at work. 405 00:31:12.525 --> 00:31:14.596 Dolly. Dolly! 406 00:31:15.943 --> 00:31:17.047 If you go out that door, 407 00:31:17.047 --> 00:31:18.497 don't bleeding bother coming back. 408 00:31:23.536 --> 00:31:25.159 Oh, oh, no! 409 00:31:25.159 --> 00:31:27.471 Father, no, we can't go, we can't go. 410 00:31:27.471 --> 00:31:30.889 - We can't. Dolly is not here. - We can't wait any longer 411 00:31:30.889 --> 00:31:32.304 otherwise we won't make it to the ferry. 412 00:31:32.891 --> 00:31:34.547 - Fire ahead there, Joe. A catastrophe! 413 00:31:35.410 --> 00:31:36.791 On, no, I can't believe it. 414 00:31:37.965 --> 00:31:40.312 Wait, wait, wait! 415 00:31:40.622 --> 00:31:42.245 - Wait a minute. - There they are. 416 00:31:42.245 --> 00:31:44.903 - Stop, stop! - She has to sit here. 417 00:31:45.248 --> 00:31:47.077 - Thank God, they're here. - Oh, my God. 418 00:31:47.802 --> 00:31:50.115 My dear girl, where were you? 419 00:31:50.391 --> 00:31:52.082 The skin of your teeth, Dolly. 420 00:31:52.082 --> 00:31:53.566 Oh, yeah, as yours. 421 00:31:53.566 --> 00:31:56.742 - Oh, come on in. - Daniel, come along. 422 00:31:57.018 --> 00:31:58.054 Hello, Father. 423 00:32:02.644 --> 00:32:05.130 - There we go. - Thank you. 424 00:32:05.509 --> 00:32:07.960 - Oh! - You can go ahead now. 425 00:32:08.374 --> 00:32:09.928 Thank you. 426 00:32:28.118 --> 00:32:31.328 - Holy Mary, Mother of God. - I don't shagging believe it. 427 00:32:40.199 --> 00:32:42.305 Welcome, Chrissie. There's a place here 428 00:32:42.305 --> 00:32:44.376 if you don't mind sitting alongside me. 429 00:32:47.275 --> 00:32:48.449 Excuse me. 430 00:33:04.775 --> 00:33:06.191 To Lourdes, driver. 431 00:34:19.609 --> 00:34:20.610 Hi. 432 00:34:23.440 --> 00:34:24.476 What's your name? 433 00:34:27.099 --> 00:34:28.307 - Daniel. - Wow. 434 00:34:29.722 --> 00:34:32.070 Hi, Daniel. I'm Chrissie. 435 00:34:35.038 --> 00:34:36.384 He doesn't talk yet. 436 00:34:38.490 --> 00:34:40.768 My Ma says he'll talk when he's something to say. 437 00:34:42.597 --> 00:34:43.702 Isn't that right, Daniel? 438 00:34:47.361 --> 00:34:48.569 Very sensible. 439 00:35:00.995 --> 00:35:02.652 Look, Daniel. 440 00:35:03.687 --> 00:35:05.827 Daniel, look, there's the Basilica. 441 00:35:58.501 --> 00:36:00.158 - Welcome to Lourdes. - Oh. 442 00:36:00.848 --> 00:36:03.885 Oh, Father, I can't believe it. 443 00:36:03.885 --> 00:36:07.475 We're here, we're really here. 444 00:36:09.719 --> 00:36:11.030 - Ah! - Bonjour. 445 00:36:11.341 --> 00:36:14.793 I've always wanted a bellboy to carry my bags. 446 00:36:16.726 --> 00:36:20.557 Isn't it gorgeous? Hotel de Bernadette. 447 00:36:31.396 --> 00:36:34.019 Chrissie, I have you in room number eight. 448 00:36:34.019 --> 00:36:36.055 - Hm. - See you later. 449 00:36:38.989 --> 00:36:40.198 You, number 14. 450 00:36:42.476 --> 00:36:43.546 Please, this way. 451 00:36:52.486 --> 00:36:53.625 Isn't this lovely? 452 00:36:56.144 --> 00:36:58.043 Don't you get talking to that one at all, Dolly. 453 00:36:58.595 --> 00:37:00.079 Who? Chrissie? 454 00:37:00.563 --> 00:37:02.081 What the hell is she doing here? 455 00:37:03.255 --> 00:37:04.912 I think she just wanted a break 456 00:37:04.912 --> 00:37:06.741 with her Ma passing and all that. 457 00:37:06.741 --> 00:37:07.949 I'll tell you what she's up to. 458 00:37:08.847 --> 00:37:09.848 What? 459 00:37:10.124 --> 00:37:12.126 Father Dermot, that's what she's after. 460 00:37:18.891 --> 00:37:20.617 It appears I am sharing with you. 461 00:37:22.895 --> 00:37:27.072 And look, the Basilica. Isn't it beautiful? 462 00:37:28.625 --> 00:37:29.799 Is there only one bed? 463 00:37:31.283 --> 00:37:32.974 Your Ma wouldn't have fussed. 464 00:37:32.974 --> 00:37:36.254 Well... I am not my mother. 465 00:37:36.599 --> 00:37:38.048 Ain't that the truth. 466 00:37:39.498 --> 00:37:40.499 What does that mean? 467 00:37:43.226 --> 00:37:45.055 Show some respect, Chrissie. 468 00:37:45.918 --> 00:37:47.920 This is a holy place. 469 00:37:52.062 --> 00:37:53.616 Father's taking us to the grotto, 470 00:37:54.030 --> 00:37:55.583 and he's booked the baths for tomorrow. 471 00:37:56.515 --> 00:37:57.758 See you downstairs, Lil. 472 00:37:58.448 --> 00:37:59.415 Right. 473 00:38:03.936 --> 00:38:05.524 Whatever the reason you came, 474 00:38:05.524 --> 00:38:07.595 it wasn't to sit in a hotel room. 475 00:38:22.023 --> 00:38:23.922 I wasn't expecting all this. 476 00:38:24.854 --> 00:38:26.476 All what? 477 00:38:26.476 --> 00:38:27.995 - Selling. - Selling. 478 00:38:28.823 --> 00:38:29.824 Yeah. 479 00:38:30.894 --> 00:38:33.276 You'd think it was Liberty Market back in Dublin. 480 00:38:33.828 --> 00:38:34.829 I suppose. 481 00:38:36.141 --> 00:38:38.005 I thought our Lord hated all that 482 00:38:38.005 --> 00:38:39.386 when he chased them out of the temple. 483 00:38:40.525 --> 00:38:41.871 Hard to believe though, isn't it? 484 00:38:43.355 --> 00:38:46.979 Her coming after having Jesus to coming here to Lourdes? 485 00:38:48.187 --> 00:38:49.568 And France, like. 486 00:38:49.568 --> 00:38:50.569 I mean... 487 00:38:51.225 --> 00:38:53.883 Why did she suddenly show up after all these years? 488 00:38:58.128 --> 00:38:59.854 I'm asking myself the same thing. 489 00:39:04.134 --> 00:39:05.308 What you got there, Daniel? 490 00:39:10.313 --> 00:39:11.349 Look! 491 00:39:14.352 --> 00:39:16.837 Ah. It's so pretty. 492 00:39:18.183 --> 00:39:20.979 I'll treat you, Daniel. Not a word to Frank, you hear? 493 00:39:23.361 --> 00:39:25.880 And I'll have 12 of them miraculous medals. 494 00:39:26.812 --> 00:39:28.780 Let's go and have a look at those rosary beads. 495 00:39:29.401 --> 00:39:30.782 We could get one for Grandma. 496 00:39:55.358 --> 00:39:56.808 Mother of God! 497 00:39:59.949 --> 00:40:01.571 I can't believe it. 498 00:40:02.745 --> 00:40:05.782 Our Blessed Lady in Heaven. 499 00:40:06.093 --> 00:40:07.405 There's where she appeared, 500 00:40:08.406 --> 00:40:10.925 right there on that spot. 501 00:40:10.925 --> 00:40:13.307 When you think of all she went through... 502 00:40:14.860 --> 00:40:16.552 watching her poor son... 503 00:40:17.898 --> 00:40:19.209 crucified. 504 00:40:20.521 --> 00:40:23.317 She's picked a good place to stand, all the same. 505 00:40:24.145 --> 00:40:27.148 - What? - So, we could all see her. 506 00:40:28.149 --> 00:40:29.288 Oh. 507 00:40:34.017 --> 00:40:35.847 Do you believe she really came here? 508 00:40:37.538 --> 00:40:41.162 The Virgin Mary picked this spot and that girl? 509 00:40:42.819 --> 00:40:44.925 Yes, yes, I do. 510 00:40:47.030 --> 00:40:49.999 Whether she did or not, is unimportant. 511 00:40:51.449 --> 00:40:53.278 You might want to keep that to yourself. 512 00:41:04.807 --> 00:41:06.671 Wonder what that one came here for. 513 00:41:07.879 --> 00:41:09.812 Well, maybe our Lady brought her. 514 00:41:10.191 --> 00:41:13.816 I think she's nice. So is her clothes. 515 00:41:33.042 --> 00:41:35.044 Would you stop staring? 516 00:41:36.770 --> 00:41:38.530 People hate to be stared at. 517 00:41:43.052 --> 00:41:45.710 Look, isn't it beautiful? 518 00:41:46.607 --> 00:41:49.610 See, that's where all the crutches used to hang 519 00:41:49.610 --> 00:41:51.405 from all the miracles. 520 00:41:53.718 --> 00:41:56.203 We'll find a miracle for you, Daniel. 521 00:41:56.514 --> 00:41:58.205 Daniel, Lily's talking to you. 522 00:41:58.792 --> 00:42:00.414 It's all right, love, never mind. 523 00:42:00.932 --> 00:42:02.485 God, imagine though. 524 00:42:02.830 --> 00:42:03.866 What? 525 00:42:04.556 --> 00:42:08.008 If we seen one happening right in front of our eyes, 526 00:42:08.595 --> 00:42:09.975 a miracle like. 527 00:42:10.355 --> 00:42:12.322 I think I'd die if I seen people get up, 528 00:42:12.702 --> 00:42:14.773 throw their crutches away and walk. 529 00:42:14.773 --> 00:42:16.568 But it might not be crutches, Eileen. 530 00:42:18.363 --> 00:42:20.054 Other things get cured, too. 531 00:42:20.952 --> 00:42:22.712 Tumors and things you can't see. 532 00:42:24.749 --> 00:42:25.784 Now, that's right. 533 00:42:26.751 --> 00:42:29.270 How do we know there wasn't hundreds of them cures? 534 00:42:30.237 --> 00:42:31.859 Sure, look at Lily over there. 535 00:42:33.516 --> 00:42:35.518 What about Lily over there? 536 00:42:35.967 --> 00:42:37.865 Well, you don't need a crutch. 537 00:42:38.797 --> 00:42:40.005 Excuse me? 538 00:42:40.696 --> 00:42:43.630 For your leg. You don't need a crutch to walk, 539 00:42:43.630 --> 00:42:45.183 so if you got a cure now 540 00:42:46.011 --> 00:42:48.117 you wouldn't have a crutch to put up on the wall. 541 00:42:48.117 --> 00:42:52.949 I didn't come here looking for my leg to grow longer, 542 00:42:52.949 --> 00:42:54.261 for God's sake. 543 00:42:54.261 --> 00:42:56.021 I wouldn't know what to do with myself. 544 00:42:56.435 --> 00:42:59.611 In fact, I'd probably lose my balance. 545 00:43:04.236 --> 00:43:06.307 Jesus! 546 00:43:18.250 --> 00:43:21.944 How in the name of Jesus am I supposed to do this? 547 00:43:22.600 --> 00:43:24.325 Do what your wife does every day. 548 00:43:24.671 --> 00:43:28.226 - What's that? - Give us your hand. 549 00:43:32.610 --> 00:43:34.508 Oh. Hmm. 550 00:43:34.888 --> 00:43:36.959 Did your poor wife pass away on you? 551 00:43:36.959 --> 00:43:38.167 What? Jesus, no. 552 00:43:39.306 --> 00:43:41.170 - She's in Lourdes. - Lourdes? 553 00:43:42.620 --> 00:43:44.794 Well, there's a miracle for her now. 554 00:43:45.692 --> 00:43:47.279 You, shopping. 555 00:43:48.591 --> 00:43:51.318 Best of luck to you. 556 00:43:54.804 --> 00:43:56.841 Oh. - Jesus, poor Ma. 557 00:43:57.600 --> 00:43:59.222 Don't know why she hasn't left you already. 558 00:43:59.222 --> 00:44:01.949 On, sorry, I forgot. She has left you. 559 00:44:01.949 --> 00:44:02.985 What? 560 00:44:04.158 --> 00:44:05.159 Kathy... 561 00:44:06.885 --> 00:44:08.231 Is she not coming back? 562 00:44:08.231 --> 00:44:10.820 Well, ask yourself, Da, why would she? 563 00:44:13.823 --> 00:44:15.135 - Rosie, hold still. 564 00:44:18.448 --> 00:44:20.278 - Rosie, Rosie. 565 00:44:21.900 --> 00:44:23.488 - Stop it. 566 00:44:24.454 --> 00:44:25.663 - Come on, Rosie. Mama. 567 00:44:26.353 --> 00:44:27.526 No, Mama's not here. 568 00:44:27.526 --> 00:44:29.321 - There you go. 569 00:44:31.565 --> 00:44:33.291 I think we have it. 570 00:44:34.499 --> 00:44:38.158 - Yeah. 571 00:44:38.537 --> 00:44:39.642 Yeah. 572 00:44:56.694 --> 00:45:00.939 ♪ Blue shoes, blue nails 573 00:45:01.560 --> 00:45:05.219 ♪ A blue dress That never fails ♪ 574 00:45:05.219 --> 00:45:08.533 ♪ There's no color In the rainbow ♪ 575 00:45:08.533 --> 00:45:10.742 ♪ That my girl can't be 576 00:45:10.742 --> 00:45:15.022 Mm. Mm. 577 00:45:42.429 --> 00:45:43.810 "She'll ruin your life." 578 00:45:45.604 --> 00:45:46.605 What? 579 00:45:48.711 --> 00:45:50.230 Isn't that what you said to Declan? 580 00:45:52.404 --> 00:45:55.407 -"She'll ruin your life"? - Not now, Chrissie. 581 00:45:57.824 --> 00:45:59.549 I was 17. 582 00:46:01.172 --> 00:46:04.313 I was pregnant. We were so happy. 583 00:46:04.692 --> 00:46:07.626 We were so-- How was I going to ruin his life? 584 00:46:07.626 --> 00:46:09.836 I thought you were trying to trap him. 585 00:46:11.044 --> 00:46:13.978 He was my son, my only son. 586 00:46:18.223 --> 00:46:20.778 I wanted him to have a better life than I had. 587 00:46:22.124 --> 00:46:23.090 We would have. 588 00:46:27.785 --> 00:46:28.924 How did you manage it? 589 00:46:30.684 --> 00:46:32.479 How did you convince her to shut me out? 590 00:46:35.827 --> 00:46:37.691 Your mother did her best, 591 00:46:38.381 --> 00:46:42.558 but with your father dead there was no-one to reel you in. 592 00:46:42.558 --> 00:46:45.354 There was no talking to you. You were wild. 593 00:46:46.907 --> 00:46:48.219 Your mother forgave me. 594 00:46:49.151 --> 00:46:52.602 God punished me, didn't he? Taking my boy like that. 595 00:46:53.983 --> 00:46:55.295 He punished all of us. 596 00:47:34.575 --> 00:47:38.510 No tea, no eggs, no sausages. 597 00:47:38.752 --> 00:47:40.512 It's no breakfast at all. 598 00:47:41.444 --> 00:47:43.274 Must be what it's like in a convent. 599 00:48:03.259 --> 00:48:04.882 Here, I'm gonna take this up to Daniel. 600 00:48:06.884 --> 00:48:08.299 Blackberry. 601 00:48:09.438 --> 00:48:10.611 Not like there is at home. 602 00:48:12.406 --> 00:48:13.407 Want to taste? 603 00:48:18.792 --> 00:48:20.276 We used to pick blackberries. 604 00:48:21.691 --> 00:48:22.727 You and me, and Declan. 605 00:48:24.315 --> 00:48:27.007 We'd lie on the grass, and we'd eat them, 606 00:48:27.318 --> 00:48:28.975 and we'd brag about our future, and... 607 00:48:29.630 --> 00:48:32.461 ...oh, God. We were so full of ourselves. 608 00:48:34.601 --> 00:48:35.602 Declan and you... 609 00:48:38.777 --> 00:48:40.538 - and me. 610 00:48:43.506 --> 00:48:45.301 I never heard you come in last night. 611 00:48:45.301 --> 00:48:46.268 You must have been late. 612 00:48:47.579 --> 00:48:49.064 Well, I'm glad I didn't wake you. 613 00:48:50.651 --> 00:48:51.929 Talking to Father Dermot? 614 00:48:54.207 --> 00:48:55.587 A priest. 615 00:48:56.934 --> 00:48:58.314 You always did love a challenge. 616 00:49:04.182 --> 00:49:05.459 Declan could swim like a fish. 617 00:49:07.772 --> 00:49:10.568 Makes you wonder how he, of all people... 618 00:49:12.328 --> 00:49:13.467 - would drown. 619 00:49:29.345 --> 00:49:30.312 Where's Lily? 620 00:49:31.002 --> 00:49:32.590 Her leg was hurting this morning. 621 00:49:44.498 --> 00:49:46.535 Are you coming to the baths? 622 00:49:46.535 --> 00:49:48.502 - No. - You okay? 623 00:49:49.434 --> 00:49:51.747 It's just me leg. You go ahead. 624 00:49:51.747 --> 00:49:53.818 I'll catch up with you's all later. 625 00:49:54.888 --> 00:49:55.993 So, it's... 626 00:50:00.963 --> 00:50:03.897 - You look pale. - I must have overdone it. 627 00:50:09.385 --> 00:50:11.663 You seem to know what you're doing. 628 00:50:16.737 --> 00:50:19.706 Chrissie, Chrissie, the baby. What happened? 629 00:50:35.446 --> 00:50:36.516 Your pulse is normal. 630 00:50:41.762 --> 00:50:43.661 I think we need to get you a wheelchair. 631 00:50:46.905 --> 00:50:49.874 Now, you need to take it easy on that leg today. 632 00:50:51.427 --> 00:50:52.463 I'll go fetch a chair. 633 00:50:55.362 --> 00:50:56.363 Yeah. 634 00:51:25.772 --> 00:51:29.327 Now, is everyone set? Everyone ready? 635 00:51:29.741 --> 00:51:33.159 Well, here we go. This is what we came for. 636 00:51:35.816 --> 00:51:40.166 Now, be strong. Whatever you might see, 637 00:51:40.959 --> 00:51:44.170 the heartbreak of the world is upon us. 638 00:51:52.695 --> 00:51:55.733 - Is that someone dying? - It's the water. 639 00:51:56.561 --> 00:51:58.770 - They say it's bitter cold. 640 00:51:58.770 --> 00:51:59.771 Jesus. 641 00:52:00.634 --> 00:52:02.464 They're not stepping in the same water as us, 642 00:52:02.464 --> 00:52:04.362 - are they? - Oh, of course, they are. 643 00:52:04.673 --> 00:52:05.984 But that's a bit much. 644 00:52:07.089 --> 00:52:08.711 We'll be catching infections. 645 00:52:08.711 --> 00:52:10.403 Oh, no, you won't catch a thing. 646 00:52:10.403 --> 00:52:12.991 This is Lourdes. It's another miracle. 647 00:52:12.991 --> 00:52:15.994 Our Lady told everyone to come and bathe... 648 00:52:15.994 --> 00:52:18.687 - ...in the miraculous water. 649 00:52:20.516 --> 00:52:21.828 - That's the man! 650 00:52:21.828 --> 00:52:23.554 It's a miracle. He's after walking. 651 00:52:23.554 --> 00:52:24.727 It is a miracle. 652 00:52:24.727 --> 00:52:26.695 - Get him in, get him in quick. 653 00:52:27.005 --> 00:52:29.422 - Her Lady is here. Oh, come on Daniel. 654 00:52:29.422 --> 00:52:33.150 We're only here five minutes and there's one already. 655 00:52:33.633 --> 00:52:34.634 Get Daniel in. 656 00:52:35.290 --> 00:52:38.085 - I touched him, I touched him. 657 00:52:38.085 --> 00:52:39.708 Get him in the same bath. 658 00:53:04.836 --> 00:53:06.700 Tres bien, come on down. 659 00:53:11.740 --> 00:53:12.741 Come on. 660 00:53:14.915 --> 00:53:15.916 Come down. 661 00:53:32.278 --> 00:53:34.590 Jesus! Jesus! Jesus! 662 00:53:37.628 --> 00:53:38.629 It's nice. 663 00:53:40.665 --> 00:53:42.357 Come on, Daniel, please. 664 00:53:45.429 --> 00:53:47.638 I'm serious now, come on. 665 00:53:50.468 --> 00:53:52.470 Jesus! 666 00:53:59.443 --> 00:54:02.066 Jes-- 667 00:54:03.964 --> 00:54:05.207 - Daniel. Jesus! 668 00:54:10.419 --> 00:54:11.386 We're ready. 669 00:54:12.214 --> 00:54:13.250 I'm not. 670 00:54:16.839 --> 00:54:18.669 I believe you had a miracle today. 671 00:54:19.256 --> 00:54:21.050 The poor crippled man who ran out. 672 00:54:21.637 --> 00:54:24.744 Ah, no, false alarm. Every day we have one. 673 00:54:25.779 --> 00:54:27.747 - Really? - Every day. 674 00:54:28.644 --> 00:54:30.991 But only the men. Always the men. 675 00:54:31.958 --> 00:54:33.131 You know what men are like. 676 00:54:35.099 --> 00:54:38.275 But the real miracles like, how many a day would you get? 677 00:54:57.328 --> 00:54:58.536 You're all right, Daniel? 678 00:55:14.414 --> 00:55:15.450 Daniel! 679 00:55:16.416 --> 00:55:18.176 Daniel, did you say something? 680 00:55:18.176 --> 00:55:20.075 Say it again. Come on, come on. 681 00:55:20.075 --> 00:55:21.870 Dolly... - You can do it. I'm listening. 682 00:55:21.870 --> 00:55:23.527 - ...just give him a minute. - Say, Ma. 683 00:55:23.527 --> 00:55:26.323 - Ma. Ma, Ma, Ma, Ma, Ma. - Dolly. 684 00:55:27.427 --> 00:55:28.877 We should try again, maybe. 685 00:55:29.291 --> 00:55:30.948 Oh, he only touched the water. 686 00:55:30.948 --> 00:55:32.846 If we could get him all the way in. 687 00:55:32.846 --> 00:55:34.469 Dolly, just... just look at him. 688 00:55:36.367 --> 00:55:37.989 Let him tell you what he's trying to say. 689 00:55:42.339 --> 00:55:44.030 I'm so sorry, my love. 690 00:55:45.549 --> 00:55:46.653 So, sorry. 691 00:55:50.692 --> 00:55:53.453 - I'm a terrible mother. - Oh. 692 00:55:53.453 --> 00:55:55.559 Stop it. Dolly, it's just not true. 693 00:56:14.888 --> 00:56:16.925 - Well, that's that then. - What? 694 00:56:18.547 --> 00:56:20.894 Guess how many miracles there is after being. 695 00:56:20.894 --> 00:56:22.896 - How many? What? - Sixty-two. 696 00:56:23.966 --> 00:56:27.763 - Sixty-two. - That's very good in one day. 697 00:56:28.177 --> 00:56:29.178 Not in a day. 698 00:56:30.283 --> 00:56:32.458 Well, in a week, that's still very good. 699 00:56:32.458 --> 00:56:33.424 Not in a week... 700 00:56:34.183 --> 00:56:38.360 since she first appeared in 1858. 701 00:56:40.120 --> 00:56:41.915 1858? 702 00:56:43.434 --> 00:56:44.435 Oh, it couldn't be. 703 00:56:45.091 --> 00:56:48.128 I have to tell you, I'm very disappointed, Lily. 704 00:56:49.371 --> 00:56:52.132 Frank was right. It's all a bloody gimmick. 705 00:57:07.285 --> 00:57:08.839 Oh, that looks lovely. 706 00:57:09.840 --> 00:57:11.289 Lovely bit of stew. 707 00:57:12.118 --> 00:57:13.740 There you go. Now, uh... 708 00:57:15.155 --> 00:57:16.502 want a bit more? 709 00:57:17.399 --> 00:57:19.228 No, it's really good for you, you know. 710 00:57:20.678 --> 00:57:22.680 Oh, boy. Uh, eat. 711 00:57:26.097 --> 00:57:27.167 I said eat. 712 00:57:30.447 --> 00:57:31.448 Mm-hmm. 713 00:57:34.554 --> 00:57:35.521 Well? 714 00:57:37.626 --> 00:57:39.076 - It's good. - Mm-hm. 715 00:57:39.732 --> 00:57:41.803 It's hardly burnt at all. 716 00:57:44.012 --> 00:57:47.705 Excuse me, you always expect a certain amount of burn 717 00:57:48.016 --> 00:57:49.189 with the stew. 718 00:57:49.189 --> 00:57:51.951 - Ugh, I can't eat it. 719 00:57:52.641 --> 00:57:54.988 - That was a bit curt. 720 00:57:54.988 --> 00:57:56.127 A little abrupt. 721 00:57:58.233 --> 00:57:59.717 Come on, eat up. 722 00:57:59.717 --> 00:58:01.961 I didn't know you had it in you, Da. 723 00:58:01.961 --> 00:58:03.203 - Hm. I... I don't. 724 00:58:03.203 --> 00:58:04.998 I... I made it up as I went along. 725 00:58:06.137 --> 00:58:07.345 It's not as good as Ma's, anyway. 726 00:58:08.657 --> 00:58:10.866 Well, nothing is as good as Ma's, you know. 727 00:58:41.379 --> 00:58:45.556 ♪ You put your right foot in You put your right foot out ♪ 728 00:58:45.867 --> 00:58:49.629 ♪ You put your right foot in And you shake it all about ♪ 729 00:58:49.974 --> 00:58:52.943 ♪ You do the hokey pokey And you turn yourself around ♪ 730 00:58:53.219 --> 00:58:56.498 ♪ That's what it's all about ♪ You put your left... ♪ 731 00:58:56.498 --> 00:58:59.225 And now, she's St Bernadette all of a sudden. 732 00:59:01.089 --> 00:59:03.747 I don't give a shite anymore. 733 00:59:05.956 --> 00:59:07.785 Raising six children is, 734 00:59:08.199 --> 00:59:10.443 obviously, not good enough for some people. 735 00:59:11.824 --> 00:59:14.516 And a nursemaid to ten grand kids. 736 00:59:15.172 --> 00:59:16.173 Twelve. 737 00:59:16.898 --> 00:59:18.002 Twelve? 738 00:59:18.209 --> 00:59:20.591 ♪ You do the hokey pokey And you turn yourself around ♪ 739 00:59:21.903 --> 00:59:23.560 I love them little feckers. 740 00:59:25.907 --> 00:59:28.565 Now, don't upset yourself. 741 00:59:28.565 --> 00:59:33.155 ♪ ...left hand in And you shake it all about ♪ 742 00:59:33.155 --> 00:59:36.400 ♪ You do the hokey, pokey And you turn yourself around ♪ 743 00:59:36.400 --> 00:59:39.368 - ♪ That's what it's all about - ♪ Hey 744 00:59:44.028 --> 00:59:45.167 You better go to bed. 745 00:59:45.167 --> 00:59:46.824 - Excellent. - Thank you, Chrissie. 746 00:59:47.411 --> 00:59:49.309 Goodnight, Daniel. 747 00:59:49.309 --> 00:59:52.761 That was good, Daniel. Now, off you go to bed. 748 00:59:53.106 --> 00:59:54.142 God bless, hey. 749 00:59:55.212 --> 00:59:56.420 Goodnight, Lily. 750 00:59:56.972 --> 00:59:58.802 Anyone else have a song for us now? 751 00:59:58.802 --> 01:00:02.150 - Oh, Eileen, give us a song. - Right, you are, 752 01:00:02.150 --> 01:00:04.773 so I don't have to listen to Chrissie Aherne anymore. 753 01:00:07.189 --> 01:00:10.710 ♪ Well, there was an old woman And she lived in the woods ♪ 754 01:00:10.710 --> 01:00:14.265 ♪ Weila weila waila 755 01:00:14.265 --> 01:00:17.648 ♪ There was an old woman And she lived in the woods ♪ 756 01:00:17.648 --> 01:00:21.031 ♪ Down by the River Saile 757 01:00:43.501 --> 01:00:46.919 ♪ She had a penknife long And sharp ♪ 758 01:00:46.919 --> 01:00:48.886 ♪ Down by the River Saile 759 01:00:48.886 --> 01:00:50.819 That's enough now, Eileen. 760 01:00:50.819 --> 01:00:54.374 ♪ Are you the woman Who killed a child... ♪ 761 01:00:54.374 --> 01:00:56.169 You can't sing that song here. 762 01:00:57.481 --> 01:00:59.034 Do you not like it, Father? 763 01:01:01.588 --> 01:01:04.039 Were you never a child? We used to skip to it. 764 01:01:04.557 --> 01:01:06.179 You're in Lourdes now, Eileen. 765 01:01:07.318 --> 01:01:09.666 Don't you dare lecture me, laddie. 766 01:01:10.943 --> 01:01:13.048 Dragging people halfway around the world, 767 01:01:14.015 --> 01:01:17.225 only to disappoint them when there is no miracles. 768 01:01:18.398 --> 01:01:22.230 It's a con. It's a sham. You're a conman. 769 01:01:23.369 --> 01:01:26.406 Come on, its bedtime, Eileen. Come on. 770 01:01:26.855 --> 01:01:28.857 Palling around with Chrissie Aherne. 771 01:01:30.687 --> 01:01:32.585 If you ladies forgive me, I'll... I'll... I'll... 772 01:01:32.585 --> 01:01:34.518 I can't believe you's, Eileen, 773 01:01:34.760 --> 01:01:38.418 carrying on like a corner boy in Lourdes. 774 01:01:38.418 --> 01:01:41.111 I'm sorry. Sorry, Lily. 775 01:01:42.768 --> 01:01:46.047 - Lily, I'm sorry. - Oh, it's all right. 776 01:01:46.047 --> 01:01:47.220 It's all right. 777 01:01:47.220 --> 01:01:50.120 - Come on, we'll go to bed. - I am sorry, Lily. 778 01:01:50.534 --> 01:01:52.674 I just want to go home and be with my kids. 779 01:01:53.710 --> 01:01:54.711 Come on, now. 780 01:01:55.884 --> 01:01:57.334 Apologies, Father. 781 01:01:58.438 --> 01:02:01.062 Why did you leave and never come back? 782 01:02:01.062 --> 01:02:02.063 Leave? 783 01:02:04.134 --> 01:02:05.618 I was banished, Eileen. 784 01:02:07.137 --> 01:02:09.139 You were there. You remember. 785 01:02:09.726 --> 01:02:12.107 And who told them about the pregnancy? 786 01:02:14.385 --> 01:02:15.870 You were my best friend. 787 01:02:17.250 --> 01:02:18.700 You were the only one I told. 788 01:02:19.666 --> 01:02:23.394 Why didn't you give the baby to the nuns as you was told? 789 01:02:24.154 --> 01:02:28.572 - Come on, Eileen. Come on. Don't start with me... 790 01:02:30.160 --> 01:02:33.232 Pretending all these years it was an accident. 791 01:02:34.854 --> 01:02:37.408 It was the guilt that killed Declan. 792 01:02:39.790 --> 01:02:42.551 You killed him with the guilt. 793 01:02:53.735 --> 01:02:56.255 Apologies, Father. - It's okay. 794 01:03:01.778 --> 01:03:02.779 Poor woman. 795 01:03:04.677 --> 01:03:07.024 Her condition at present though, it's hardly surprising. 796 01:03:54.002 --> 01:03:55.832 I just can't live with what I've done. 797 01:03:57.488 --> 01:03:58.489 Dolly. 798 01:04:00.871 --> 01:04:02.321 - Dolly, just breathe. 799 01:04:03.598 --> 01:04:06.083 - Here. Come, come sit. 800 01:04:19.407 --> 01:04:20.857 I have to make a confession. 801 01:04:21.512 --> 01:04:22.893 I'll get Father Dermot. 802 01:04:22.893 --> 01:04:25.378 Oh, I don't think he'll come after all that. 803 01:04:26.759 --> 01:04:28.347 Well, I have to confess me sin. 804 01:04:30.521 --> 01:04:31.729 What sin, Dolly? 805 01:04:32.523 --> 01:04:34.042 I ruined him. 806 01:04:35.733 --> 01:04:36.734 What did you do? 807 01:04:37.839 --> 01:04:40.566 Did you smack him, Dolly? We all do that. 808 01:04:41.532 --> 01:04:43.086 - You get overwhelmed. 809 01:04:43.949 --> 01:04:44.915 No. 810 01:04:45.571 --> 01:04:47.021 The trauma in the womb... 811 01:04:48.677 --> 01:04:49.678 what I done on him. 812 01:04:50.956 --> 01:04:51.922 What did you do? 813 01:04:54.062 --> 01:04:55.615 I tried to miscarry him. 814 01:04:58.998 --> 01:05:01.587 Oh, that's old wives' tales, Dolly. 815 01:05:02.381 --> 01:05:03.761 None of them work. 816 01:05:04.555 --> 01:05:07.489 Between ourselves, I threw myself down the stairs 817 01:05:07.489 --> 01:05:09.422 more times than I had hot dinners. 818 01:05:11.873 --> 01:05:13.806 Thank God, they came out the same way. 819 01:05:15.946 --> 01:05:17.568 What one did you do, Dolly? 820 01:05:21.710 --> 01:05:22.815 I can't. 821 01:05:22.815 --> 01:05:25.887 Oh, it's best you get it off your chest. 822 01:05:25.887 --> 01:05:29.718 You'll see yourself, it's probably nothing. 823 01:05:30.650 --> 01:05:33.584 Now, how... how... how did you try? 824 01:05:34.620 --> 01:05:36.484 - Just leave her alone. 825 01:05:37.347 --> 01:05:39.487 - She doesn't wanna say. - But I want to tell. 826 01:05:39.487 --> 01:05:42.766 - I have to confess. - No. No, you don't have to. 827 01:05:42.766 --> 01:05:45.251 Guilt is killing her, isn't it, Dolly? 828 01:05:46.666 --> 01:05:47.667 See? 829 01:05:48.841 --> 01:05:50.015 Go on, Dolly, love. 830 01:05:51.395 --> 01:05:55.434 - I filled the bath with water. - Dolly, don't tell them. 831 01:05:56.987 --> 01:05:58.126 You can tell us, Dolly. 832 01:05:59.507 --> 01:06:03.028 You filled the bath up and then what happened? 833 01:06:04.719 --> 01:06:07.584 It was freezing, just like today... 834 01:06:10.794 --> 01:06:12.382 and then I got the whisky. 835 01:06:13.797 --> 01:06:14.798 Whisky? 836 01:06:16.662 --> 01:06:17.766 Five bottles. 837 01:06:19.837 --> 01:06:21.529 Five bottles? 838 01:06:22.426 --> 01:06:24.877 You could have killed yourself drinking five bottles of whisky. 839 01:06:24.877 --> 01:06:26.016 I didn't drink them. 840 01:06:27.535 --> 01:06:29.157 What did you do with them then? 841 01:06:30.503 --> 01:06:31.849 I poured them in the bath. 842 01:06:35.198 --> 01:06:36.958 - What did you do that for? 843 01:06:37.407 --> 01:06:40.479 You know why. I sat in it to make it pass. 844 01:06:41.273 --> 01:06:44.276 That's how I know I done it to him. 845 01:06:44.276 --> 01:06:47.313 You didn't do anything, Dolly. 846 01:06:49.867 --> 01:06:51.628 Sure, I mean... 847 01:06:52.560 --> 01:06:54.907 he's perfect, Daniel. 848 01:06:57.668 --> 01:06:59.049 You didn't do anything, Dolly. 849 01:07:02.018 --> 01:07:03.536 It has to be boiling water. 850 01:07:03.536 --> 01:07:05.400 How do you know, Chrissie? 851 01:07:06.298 --> 01:07:08.438 Because when I made it to Boston... 852 01:07:09.887 --> 01:07:11.027 my landlady... 853 01:07:14.064 --> 01:07:15.031 she knew. 854 01:07:17.033 --> 01:07:18.862 She knew I was sick every day. 855 01:07:20.795 --> 01:07:23.073 I think she was used to girls like me. 856 01:07:24.074 --> 01:07:25.524 She told me I couldn't stay... 857 01:07:26.594 --> 01:07:28.837 and she gave me a name and an address. 858 01:07:32.048 --> 01:07:34.360 So, I went just a few blocks away... 859 01:07:36.949 --> 01:07:38.847 and this woman... 860 01:07:40.435 --> 01:07:41.540 she gave me pills. 861 01:07:42.265 --> 01:07:44.060 She gave me something to drink. 862 01:07:49.962 --> 01:07:52.275 She did what she had to do 863 01:07:53.414 --> 01:07:54.415 and then... 864 01:07:55.726 --> 01:07:56.969 she put me in a bathtub. 865 01:08:00.662 --> 01:08:02.147 The water has to be boiling. 866 01:08:13.192 --> 01:08:14.159 Oh. 867 01:08:16.333 --> 01:08:17.610 Chrissie. 868 01:08:22.788 --> 01:08:24.755 Oh, thank you. 869 01:09:01.413 --> 01:09:02.379 Chrissie? 870 01:09:04.209 --> 01:09:05.313 Hmm? 871 01:09:07.039 --> 01:09:10.180 Would you take me to the baths in the morning? 872 01:09:12.976 --> 01:09:13.977 Would you? 873 01:09:43.386 --> 01:09:46.872 Eileen was only doing what she thought 874 01:09:46.872 --> 01:09:51.601 was best for you, same as your Ma and me. 875 01:09:52.912 --> 01:09:53.913 Declan... 876 01:09:54.880 --> 01:09:57.158 told us you were... 877 01:09:57.158 --> 01:09:58.332 ...you were leaving. 878 01:10:00.092 --> 01:10:01.093 He... 879 01:10:01.852 --> 01:10:03.337 God, he loved you, Chrissie. 880 01:10:05.235 --> 01:10:06.616 He wanted to marry you... 881 01:10:07.755 --> 01:10:09.274 have the baby with you. 882 01:10:13.726 --> 01:10:15.211 I should never have meddled. 883 01:10:19.076 --> 01:10:20.561 It's because... it's because of me... 884 01:10:21.734 --> 01:10:23.736 - he's dead. - Oh, Lily. 885 01:10:23.736 --> 01:10:26.291 - Oh, no. 886 01:10:26.291 --> 01:10:27.637 We lied to him. 887 01:10:29.501 --> 01:10:31.123 Yeah, we were ashamed. 888 01:10:32.642 --> 01:10:33.643 We lied. 889 01:10:35.127 --> 01:10:36.370 I lied. 890 01:10:38.268 --> 01:10:39.235 I told him... 891 01:10:40.650 --> 01:10:44.654 you were going to America to find a better life... 892 01:10:46.621 --> 01:10:48.209 and that you'd done with him. 893 01:10:52.144 --> 01:10:54.664 And it destroyed him. 894 01:10:57.114 --> 01:11:00.117 I destroyed him as sure as I gave him life. 895 01:11:05.053 --> 01:11:07.918 Now, I'm old, Chrissie. 896 01:11:08.954 --> 01:11:09.955 I'll be dying... 897 01:11:11.059 --> 01:11:12.129 soon enough. 898 01:11:13.165 --> 01:11:14.649 If it's a cold as... 899 01:11:16.513 --> 01:11:19.896 ...Eileen says it is, it'll be very s... soon. 900 01:11:20.483 --> 01:11:23.934 But I... I couldn't go... 901 01:11:23.934 --> 01:11:25.936 We're ready for you now, my darling. 902 01:11:25.936 --> 01:11:28.939 ...without trying to tell you what... 903 01:11:50.823 --> 01:11:51.962 - Oh. 904 01:13:21.362 --> 01:13:22.363 Thank you. 905 01:13:23.364 --> 01:13:24.952 Oh. 906 01:13:26.367 --> 01:13:27.437 Oh, Jesus. 907 01:13:28.818 --> 01:13:32.062 I was hoping she might come to me. 908 01:13:33.201 --> 01:13:36.273 - Who? The Virgin Mary? No. 909 01:13:36.998 --> 01:13:39.449 No, your mother, Maureen. 910 01:13:40.761 --> 01:13:41.969 I was hoping she might... 911 01:13:43.073 --> 01:13:45.213 tell me what to expect, you know, when I... 912 01:13:45.835 --> 01:13:47.319 when I got up there. 913 01:13:48.458 --> 01:13:52.255 If I get there, I don't suppose I deserve that. 914 01:13:52.842 --> 01:13:53.843 I mean, I... 915 01:13:55.603 --> 01:13:57.605 I haven't believed, you know? 916 01:13:58.503 --> 01:14:03.024 Not properly, not since, Declan, you know? 917 01:14:03.024 --> 01:14:06.027 But I... I... I didn't have the heart 918 01:14:06.027 --> 01:14:07.684 to say that to your mother. 919 01:14:09.410 --> 01:14:10.411 No. 920 01:14:11.101 --> 01:14:12.102 Well... 921 01:14:13.310 --> 01:14:15.243 you wouldn't have wanted to take that away from her. 922 01:14:16.866 --> 01:14:17.832 She loved it. 923 01:14:19.006 --> 01:14:20.421 All the hocus pocus. 924 01:14:22.423 --> 01:14:24.908 Well, there's always hope, isn't there? 925 01:14:25.219 --> 01:14:28.602 Um, even... even when you don't completely believe. 926 01:14:31.259 --> 01:14:32.260 Peace... 927 01:14:34.297 --> 01:14:35.367 that's what I hope for. 928 01:14:37.473 --> 01:14:38.474 Peace. 929 01:14:42.581 --> 01:14:44.894 I'm glad you came home, Chrissie. 930 01:14:46.067 --> 01:14:49.036 Your mother would have been so proud. 931 01:14:51.314 --> 01:14:54.731 I've... I've no right to ask you this, but... 932 01:14:55.905 --> 01:14:57.562 can you ever forgive me? 933 01:15:08.020 --> 01:15:09.366 Thank you. 934 01:15:12.162 --> 01:15:14.302 Thank you, Chrissie. 935 01:15:25.866 --> 01:15:27.764 I'm sorry about last night, Father. 936 01:15:29.386 --> 01:15:30.526 I don't take it back. 937 01:15:31.734 --> 01:15:33.701 You're, uh, what do you call it... 938 01:15:34.909 --> 01:15:36.359 I gather the baths didn't help. 939 01:15:38.879 --> 01:15:40.743 You don't come to Lourdes for a miracle, Eileen. 940 01:15:41.640 --> 01:15:42.745 You come for the strength 941 01:15:42.745 --> 01:15:43.918 to go on when there is no miracle. 942 01:15:49.510 --> 01:15:50.511 Hmm. 943 01:16:26.616 --> 01:16:27.583 I loved you. 944 01:16:31.034 --> 01:16:32.898 I loved you and you left. 945 01:16:38.007 --> 01:16:39.008 So, I hated you. 946 01:16:43.460 --> 01:16:44.461 I didn't mean to... 947 01:16:46.429 --> 01:16:47.430 but I did. 948 01:16:52.159 --> 01:16:53.609 But I never hated you... 949 01:16:55.576 --> 01:16:56.784 more than I loved you. 950 01:17:03.066 --> 01:17:06.104 And that is what God's punishing me for. 951 01:17:09.797 --> 01:17:12.248 - The hate. - Punishing you? 952 01:17:16.873 --> 01:17:17.840 I have a lump... 953 01:17:19.117 --> 01:17:20.118 in my breast. 954 01:17:23.190 --> 01:17:24.191 Here. 955 01:17:29.852 --> 01:17:33.027 - There'll be no miracle for me. - What does the doctor say? 956 01:17:36.893 --> 01:17:38.067 Have you been to a doctor? 957 01:17:46.385 --> 01:17:48.353 Why can't people like us have miracles? 958 01:17:52.081 --> 01:17:53.979 Why can't I have a miracle? 959 01:17:56.741 --> 01:17:57.983 I go to Mass. 960 01:17:59.260 --> 01:18:01.297 - I come to Lourdes. - We'll go together... 961 01:18:03.506 --> 01:18:05.542 to the doctor. We'll find you the best one. 962 01:18:10.030 --> 01:18:10.996 I'll go with you. 963 01:18:22.767 --> 01:18:25.493 - Does it hurt? - Yeah. 964 01:18:26.805 --> 01:18:30.326 - And that's bad, isn't it? - No. That's... that's hopeful. 965 01:18:33.950 --> 01:18:34.917 Are you losing weight? 966 01:18:37.471 --> 01:18:39.093 Does it look like I've lost weight? 967 01:18:39.093 --> 01:18:40.577 - You cow. 968 01:18:41.924 --> 01:18:43.788 - Well. 969 01:18:44.927 --> 01:18:48.137 - That is a very, very good sign. 970 01:19:28.798 --> 01:19:29.799 Dolly? 971 01:19:30.627 --> 01:19:32.802 George told me that if I went to Lourdes 972 01:19:32.802 --> 01:19:36.426 - I shouldn't bother coming back. - I'm sure he didn't mean it. 973 01:19:42.985 --> 01:19:44.814 Okay. Go get him, come on. 974 01:19:45.988 --> 01:19:46.954 Wish me luck. 975 01:19:58.863 --> 01:20:00.796 Mama. 976 01:20:01.486 --> 01:20:02.521 Hello. 977 01:20:03.799 --> 01:20:06.491 - Hi. We've missed you. 978 01:20:06.491 --> 01:20:07.941 It was terrible quiet without you. 979 01:20:09.287 --> 01:20:10.288 We missed you. 980 01:20:12.842 --> 01:20:13.809 Hiya, son. 981 01:20:15.224 --> 01:20:16.225 Did you enjoy yourself? 982 01:20:18.883 --> 01:20:19.849 Let me see. 983 01:20:24.198 --> 01:20:25.165 That is something. 984 01:20:35.382 --> 01:20:38.212 - Ah, love. Long lost love. - We missed you. 985 01:20:39.420 --> 01:20:41.112 - Who is this little man? 986 01:20:41.112 --> 01:20:42.665 - It's so good to see you. Hi. 987 01:20:42.665 --> 01:20:43.942 Hello. Hi, Nana. 988 01:20:43.942 --> 01:20:45.979 Oh... ...darling, darling, look at you. 989 01:20:46.289 --> 01:20:47.290 Look at you. 990 01:20:47.808 --> 01:20:48.844 Hey. 991 01:20:51.018 --> 01:20:53.400 Ah, let a man at that, would you? 992 01:20:54.539 --> 01:20:56.092 Frank, what have you done now? 993 01:20:56.610 --> 01:20:59.475 - Just trying to make you happy. - Happy? 994 01:21:00.372 --> 01:21:01.649 What do you mean, happy? 995 01:21:02.650 --> 01:21:03.651 Happy. 996 01:21:07.414 --> 01:21:09.588 - Great to have you back. - Oh. 997 01:21:14.421 --> 01:21:15.905 I think I had me a miracle. 998 01:21:16.975 --> 01:21:17.942 What? 999 01:21:18.770 --> 01:21:19.944 I actually missed you. 1000 01:21:22.222 --> 01:21:23.257 Aw. 1001 01:21:33.267 --> 01:21:35.960 - Oh, Tommy! 1002 01:21:36.581 --> 01:21:40.136 - You're still alive. - Just about. 1003 01:21:40.136 --> 01:21:43.105 Thought I'd hang around, wanted to see your face. 1004 01:21:43.105 --> 01:21:46.418 - Oh, bless you, Tommy. 1005 01:21:49.076 --> 01:21:50.043 You look... 1006 01:21:51.009 --> 01:21:52.286 different. 1007 01:21:53.115 --> 01:21:54.254 You too. 1008 01:21:56.773 --> 01:21:58.051 Dada. 1009 01:22:02.365 --> 01:22:04.091 Where's Rosie? Where's she gone? 1010 01:22:04.091 --> 01:22:06.162 Where is she? 1011 01:22:06.162 --> 01:22:07.508 There she is. There's Rosie. 1012 01:22:07.508 --> 01:22:09.683 Where's she gone? 1013 01:22:09.683 --> 01:22:11.098 - There's Rosie. - Home. 1014 01:22:15.758 --> 01:22:18.588 I'm just got to go and see, you know... 1015 01:22:18.588 --> 01:22:20.245 I know, I know. 1016 01:22:21.488 --> 01:22:22.765 Thank you. See you. 1017 01:22:23.593 --> 01:22:25.112 I want to show you something. 1018 01:22:26.010 --> 01:22:29.496 Will you come with me? It's not that far. 1019 01:22:32.154 --> 01:22:33.983 It's a walk I never thought 1020 01:22:33.983 --> 01:22:34.950 I'd take with you.