1 00:00:01,267 --> 00:00:03,770 (gentle music) 2 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 3 00:00:07,873 --> 00:00:10,209 - [Betty Voiceover] Arteries to capillaries, 4 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 5 00:00:10,242 --> 00:00:15,181 to the brain, to the veins, and back to the heart. 6 00:00:15,214 --> 00:00:18,218 To the arteries, to the capillaries, 7 00:00:19,585 --> 00:00:24,657 to the lungs, and to the veins and back to the heart. 8 00:00:24,690 --> 00:00:27,694 To the arteries, to the capillaries, 9 00:00:28,694 --> 00:00:31,631 to the liver and back to the heart. 10 00:00:33,499 --> 00:00:36,703 Arteries, to capillaries, to the brain, 11 00:00:38,537 --> 00:00:39,372 to the veins 12 00:00:39,405 --> 00:00:41,774 and back to the heart. 13 00:00:41,807 --> 00:00:44,477 (gentle music) 14 00:02:06,325 --> 00:02:09,129 (birds chirping) 15 00:02:10,262 --> 00:02:13,333 (car engine revving) 16 00:02:16,769 --> 00:02:19,172 (birds chirping) 17 00:02:19,205 --> 00:02:20,573 - Love sick? 18 00:02:20,606 --> 00:02:21,474 - Yeah. 19 00:02:22,408 --> 00:02:24,477 - Setting phasers to kill. 20 00:02:26,478 --> 00:02:27,947 T minus three days. 21 00:02:29,215 --> 00:02:32,218 Come on, you're gonna love this one. 22 00:02:34,687 --> 00:02:37,290 (birds chirping) 23 00:02:37,323 --> 00:02:39,826 (gentle music) 24 00:02:44,463 --> 00:02:47,267 (birds chirping) 25 00:02:48,667 --> 00:02:51,404 (gentle music) 26 00:03:36,582 --> 00:03:37,783 Home sweet home. 27 00:03:37,816 --> 00:03:40,553 (gentle music) 28 00:03:42,087 --> 00:03:43,422 - Not half bad. 29 00:03:43,455 --> 00:03:45,491 - Yeah, spared no expense. 30 00:03:45,524 --> 00:03:49,328 Though they might slog us with a heck of a cleaning fee. 31 00:03:49,361 --> 00:03:51,564 Hope you brought your togs. 32 00:03:53,732 --> 00:03:54,601 - Why? 33 00:03:56,302 --> 00:03:58,838 (gentle music) 34 00:04:01,573 --> 00:04:04,443 - Did you notice the river out there? 35 00:04:04,476 --> 00:04:06,946 (gentle music) 36 00:04:09,982 --> 00:04:11,817 - But it's winter. 37 00:04:11,850 --> 00:04:13,653 - Yeah, you're right. 38 00:04:15,654 --> 00:04:17,657 - And togs are for kids. 39 00:04:19,858 --> 00:04:21,594 - But I bought new togs. 40 00:04:21,627 --> 00:04:24,830 (Mark laughing) 41 00:04:24,863 --> 00:04:27,533 (birds chirping) 42 00:04:27,566 --> 00:04:31,371 (both speaking indistinctly) 43 00:04:43,849 --> 00:04:46,686 (birds chirping) 44 00:04:48,487 --> 00:04:51,357 (water splashing) 45 00:05:00,733 --> 00:05:03,469 (both laughing) 46 00:05:06,372 --> 00:05:08,541 (gentle music) 47 00:05:08,574 --> 00:05:11,311 (door knocking) 48 00:05:12,945 --> 00:05:15,648 (gentle music) 49 00:05:30,162 --> 00:05:31,397 What's wrong? 50 00:05:34,767 --> 00:05:35,635 - Nothing. 51 00:05:37,903 --> 00:05:39,972 I just needed to warm up. 52 00:05:41,440 --> 00:05:43,710 - Let me help you with that. 53 00:05:44,843 --> 00:05:46,379 Oh, you are cold. 54 00:05:53,986 --> 00:05:56,723 (gentle music) 55 00:06:55,981 --> 00:06:57,583 - I Betty. 56 00:06:57,616 --> 00:07:00,252 take thee Mark to be my wedded husband. 57 00:07:00,285 --> 00:07:04,590 To have and to hold from this day forward. 58 00:07:04,623 --> 00:07:07,493 In my sickness and in your health. 59 00:07:08,227 --> 00:07:10,129 To love and to cherish, 60 00:07:10,162 --> 00:07:14,100 even when you're picking fights with dry walls. 61 00:07:16,969 --> 00:07:19,071 'Till death do us part. 62 00:07:19,104 --> 00:07:21,808 (gentle music) 63 00:07:25,911 --> 00:07:28,214 I pledge myself to you. 64 00:07:28,247 --> 00:07:31,050 (gentle music) 65 00:07:31,083 --> 00:07:33,185 - I am never gonna live that down, am I? 66 00:07:33,218 --> 00:07:35,187 (both laughing) 67 00:07:35,220 --> 00:07:38,958 I Mark take thee Betty to be my wedded wife. 68 00:07:40,526 --> 00:07:43,662 To have and to hold from this day forward. 69 00:07:43,695 --> 00:07:46,966 For better, for worse, for richer, 70 00:07:46,999 --> 00:07:50,035 for candlelit nights when I miss the electricity bills. 71 00:07:50,068 --> 00:07:52,705 In the sick days and the healthy ones. 72 00:07:52,738 --> 00:07:55,641 To love and to cherish until death. 73 00:07:56,575 --> 00:07:59,211 According to God's holy ordinance 74 00:07:59,244 --> 00:08:02,782 thereto, I pledge myself to you. 75 00:08:05,017 --> 00:08:06,852 - [Betty] May I kiss the groom? 76 00:08:06,885 --> 00:08:08,254 - One second. 77 00:08:08,287 --> 00:08:11,524 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 78 00:08:12,324 --> 00:08:13,759 You may kiss. 79 00:08:13,792 --> 00:08:15,828 - Come here you big geek. 80 00:08:15,861 --> 00:08:18,598 (gentle music) 81 00:10:07,005 --> 00:10:08,207 - Come with me. 82 00:10:09,675 --> 00:10:10,343 - What? 83 00:10:10,376 --> 00:10:12,044 - I need to show you something. 84 00:10:12,077 --> 00:10:13,212 - Are you serious? 85 00:10:13,245 --> 00:10:14,246 - Just come on. 86 00:10:14,279 --> 00:10:16,415 (insects chirping) 87 00:10:16,448 --> 00:10:19,085 (gentle music) 88 00:10:21,887 --> 00:10:24,890 (insects chirping) 89 00:10:24,923 --> 00:10:26,792 - Mark, where are you taking me? 90 00:10:26,825 --> 00:10:27,660 - Betty, follow me. 91 00:10:27,693 --> 00:10:29,028 - Stop. 92 00:10:29,061 --> 00:10:29,895 - Betty. 93 00:10:29,928 --> 00:10:31,363 - Mark, wait. 94 00:10:31,396 --> 00:10:34,100 (gentle music) 95 00:10:36,735 --> 00:10:39,271 Mark, where, where are we going? 96 00:10:40,439 --> 00:10:41,273 What? 97 00:10:41,306 --> 00:10:42,141 - Look. 98 00:10:43,809 --> 00:10:45,111 - What are they? 99 00:10:46,745 --> 00:10:47,446 Mark? 100 00:10:48,513 --> 00:10:49,815 What are they? 101 00:10:50,749 --> 00:10:52,017 - I'm sorry, Betty. 102 00:10:52,050 --> 00:10:53,485 - What do you mean you're sorry? 103 00:10:53,518 --> 00:10:55,254 - I can't let go. 104 00:10:55,287 --> 00:10:56,388 - What? 105 00:10:56,421 --> 00:10:57,423 Mark, what do you mean? 106 00:10:57,456 --> 00:10:58,390 I can't let go? 107 00:10:58,423 --> 00:10:59,858 - I don't like this idea. 108 00:10:59,891 --> 00:11:01,360 Stop Mark, stop. 109 00:11:01,393 --> 00:11:04,196 (dramatic music) 110 00:11:20,545 --> 00:11:24,383 (Mark speaking indistinctly) 111 00:11:27,052 --> 00:11:28,320 - I was asleep. 112 00:11:28,353 --> 00:11:30,156 - And now you're not. 113 00:11:33,191 --> 00:11:35,394 Can I please get back into bed? 114 00:11:35,427 --> 00:11:36,962 You crazy person. 115 00:11:40,365 --> 00:11:41,701 It's all good. 116 00:11:44,469 --> 00:11:45,471 - Oh I know. 117 00:11:46,338 --> 00:11:47,172 I know like. 118 00:11:47,205 --> 00:11:49,808 Ouch, did you just pinch me? 119 00:11:49,841 --> 00:11:51,510 - Just double checking. 120 00:11:51,543 --> 00:11:53,412 - Double check yourself, you wank. 121 00:11:53,445 --> 00:11:55,881 - Okay, we'll both awake now. 122 00:11:55,914 --> 00:11:56,782 Thanks. 123 00:11:57,516 --> 00:12:00,252 (Betty gasping) 124 00:12:05,457 --> 00:12:07,159 - It seemed so real. 125 00:12:08,160 --> 00:12:09,328 - What was it? 126 00:12:13,365 --> 00:12:15,267 - I was drowning. 127 00:12:15,300 --> 00:12:17,036 - You were drowning? 128 00:12:18,303 --> 00:12:19,104 - Yeah. 129 00:12:19,137 --> 00:12:22,108 And there were these, these things. 130 00:12:27,579 --> 00:12:30,816 - And you were yelling, "Mark, stop." 131 00:12:31,550 --> 00:12:33,152 - Did I? 132 00:12:33,185 --> 00:12:35,988 - Tell me, how were you drowning? 133 00:12:37,355 --> 00:12:38,557 - In the river. 134 00:12:40,826 --> 00:12:43,796 - I was drowning you, wasn't I? 135 00:12:43,829 --> 00:12:45,464 - You were there. 136 00:12:45,497 --> 00:12:50,169 - It doesn't sound like I was throwing you a rope. 137 00:12:50,202 --> 00:12:51,270 Unbelievable. 138 00:12:52,137 --> 00:12:53,372 - What? 139 00:12:53,405 --> 00:12:55,374 - This wasn't my idea, remember? 140 00:12:55,407 --> 00:12:57,242 - What are you talking about? 141 00:12:57,275 --> 00:12:59,545 - Once we get through those doors, that's it. 142 00:12:59,578 --> 00:13:00,445 - Mark. - Your words. 143 00:13:00,478 --> 00:13:01,413 - Mark. 144 00:13:01,446 --> 00:13:03,949 It was a dream. - I'm not pulling you under. 145 00:13:03,982 --> 00:13:05,984 (Betty speaking indistinctly) 146 00:13:06,017 --> 00:13:07,486 I thought you come to terms with this. 147 00:13:07,519 --> 00:13:08,921 - Honestly, Mark. 148 00:13:08,954 --> 00:13:10,122 - We're supposed to be a couple of ghosts. 149 00:13:10,155 --> 00:13:11,523 - Calm down. - Remember? 150 00:13:11,556 --> 00:13:12,391 - Calm down. 151 00:13:12,424 --> 00:13:13,425 - Ghosts. 152 00:13:13,458 --> 00:13:16,462 (insects chirping) 153 00:13:34,346 --> 00:13:35,981 What the hell are you doing? 154 00:13:36,014 --> 00:13:36,882 - Boo. 155 00:13:38,250 --> 00:13:40,385 - Did you just call me boo? 156 00:13:40,418 --> 00:13:41,253 - No. 157 00:13:43,054 --> 00:13:44,957 (both laughing) 158 00:13:44,990 --> 00:13:47,192 - Just, good 'cause you know my thoughts 159 00:13:47,225 --> 00:13:48,493 on calling each other boo. 160 00:13:48,526 --> 00:13:50,495 (both laughing) 161 00:13:50,528 --> 00:13:51,897 - Get over here 162 00:13:54,499 --> 00:13:56,168 - Taste like fabric softener. 163 00:13:56,201 --> 00:13:57,536 - Very sweet fabric softener. 164 00:13:57,569 --> 00:13:59,638 - Yeah bit of my active plasm. 165 00:13:59,671 --> 00:14:00,506 - Yuck. 166 00:14:02,507 --> 00:14:03,375 Disgusting. 167 00:14:03,408 --> 00:14:04,410 - I'm sorry. 168 00:14:06,411 --> 00:14:07,980 - You will be sorry. 169 00:14:08,013 --> 00:14:11,150 - No, I'm sorry for getting worked up. 170 00:14:13,251 --> 00:14:14,620 - It's okay, you were just. 171 00:14:14,653 --> 00:14:16,889 - We're in this together. 172 00:14:18,123 --> 00:14:18,991 - Yeah. 173 00:14:19,724 --> 00:14:21,059 (insects chirping) 174 00:14:21,092 --> 00:14:22,060 (both laughing) 175 00:14:22,093 --> 00:14:23,662 - Now back to sleep. 176 00:14:24,496 --> 00:14:25,330 - Oh. 177 00:14:25,363 --> 00:14:27,132 (both laughing) 178 00:14:27,165 --> 00:14:28,133 Are you okay? 179 00:14:28,166 --> 00:14:30,302 - Yeah, no, it's just that I've seen a ghost. 180 00:14:30,335 --> 00:14:31,169 (both laughing) 181 00:14:31,202 --> 00:14:32,037 - Shut up. 182 00:14:32,070 --> 00:14:34,640 (both laughing) 183 00:14:36,041 --> 00:14:38,944 (insects chirping) 184 00:14:46,051 --> 00:14:48,687 (dramatic music) 185 00:15:14,980 --> 00:15:18,050 (film reel spinning) 186 00:15:21,019 --> 00:15:23,689 (birds chirping) 187 00:15:36,368 --> 00:15:38,170 - Fuck, Jesus Christ. 188 00:15:40,005 --> 00:15:42,708 (birds chirping) 189 00:15:58,189 --> 00:15:58,991 Jesus. 190 00:15:59,024 --> 00:16:00,125 Fuck. 191 00:16:00,158 --> 00:16:01,026 - What? 192 00:16:02,160 --> 00:16:03,562 - You startled me. 193 00:16:05,630 --> 00:16:07,132 God. 194 00:16:07,165 --> 00:16:08,066 - What are you doing? - Lend me 195 00:16:08,100 --> 00:16:09,101 one of those skinny arms of yours okay. 196 00:16:09,134 --> 00:16:10,002 - What? 197 00:16:10,035 --> 00:16:10,702 - Well, you know. - What's under that? 198 00:16:10,736 --> 00:16:12,404 - My fat arms, they can't fit. 199 00:16:12,437 --> 00:16:13,739 So I'm actually gonna need. 200 00:16:13,772 --> 00:16:15,107 - Mark, I'm not doing anything 201 00:16:15,140 --> 00:16:16,475 until you tell me what is under that. 202 00:16:16,508 --> 00:16:17,342 - It's a mouse, okay, 203 00:16:17,375 --> 00:16:19,077 it's a mouse. - What? 204 00:16:19,110 --> 00:16:22,314 - Do you know, big ears, long tail. 205 00:16:22,347 --> 00:16:24,182 - I know what a mouse is, dickhead. 206 00:16:24,215 --> 00:16:25,050 - What? - Why are you 207 00:16:25,083 --> 00:16:26,051 freaking out about it? 208 00:16:26,084 --> 00:16:30,055 - Because I don't want it here when you know. 209 00:16:31,222 --> 00:16:32,057 - Why? 210 00:16:32,090 --> 00:16:32,891 (birds chirping) 211 00:16:32,924 --> 00:16:34,593 - I don't want it crawling on me. 212 00:16:34,626 --> 00:16:37,396 (birds chirping) 213 00:16:37,429 --> 00:16:39,831 - You know, you're not gonna be in a state to care. 214 00:16:39,864 --> 00:16:44,036 - It's gonna go straight for my eyes, I know it. 215 00:16:47,105 --> 00:16:48,774 - It really doesn't matter, Mark. 216 00:16:48,807 --> 00:16:50,309 - Oh, it matters. 217 00:16:51,476 --> 00:16:53,745 Hey, don't, don't, just. 218 00:16:53,778 --> 00:16:55,680 - Get off the me. 219 00:16:55,713 --> 00:16:56,548 - Honey. 220 00:16:57,649 --> 00:16:58,484 Betty, I. 221 00:17:02,821 --> 00:17:04,322 Betty. 222 00:17:04,355 --> 00:17:05,657 Betty. 223 00:17:05,690 --> 00:17:08,560 (birds chirping) 224 00:18:13,491 --> 00:18:15,360 Look, Betty, I. 225 00:18:15,393 --> 00:18:16,261 - Get him? 226 00:18:17,395 --> 00:18:18,263 - Get him? 227 00:18:19,597 --> 00:18:21,733 Pretty sure it was a her. 228 00:18:21,766 --> 00:18:24,503 Only a woman can torment me so bad. 229 00:18:24,536 --> 00:18:25,871 - So that's a no. 230 00:18:27,872 --> 00:18:29,208 - That's a no. 231 00:18:31,176 --> 00:18:32,211 Look. 232 00:18:32,244 --> 00:18:34,713 - You know what the best part about all of this is? 233 00:18:34,746 --> 00:18:35,847 - What's that? 234 00:18:35,880 --> 00:18:38,750 (birds chirping) 235 00:18:40,285 --> 00:18:44,289 - We're gonna have to live with what we've done. 236 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:48,160 (birds chirping) 237 00:18:51,196 --> 00:18:53,865 - I shouldn't have grabbed you. 238 00:18:53,898 --> 00:18:54,799 I'm sorry, I, 239 00:18:56,634 --> 00:19:00,572 I was in a frenzy and I didn't sleep well. 240 00:19:00,605 --> 00:19:01,440 I'm sorry. 241 00:19:03,841 --> 00:19:06,211 Ah, it's okay, Mark, I forgive you. 242 00:19:06,244 --> 00:19:08,514 It is a honeymoon after all. 243 00:19:09,414 --> 00:19:11,550 You really mean it, Betty? 244 00:19:11,583 --> 00:19:14,619 Oh, really, really, no it's kept you up. 245 00:19:14,652 --> 00:19:17,523 I mean, if you're insisting on it. 246 00:19:20,024 --> 00:19:22,327 Shall I Irish up your tea? 247 00:19:27,932 --> 00:19:30,802 - I think I'll finish it as it is. 248 00:19:32,036 --> 00:19:33,272 - All righty. 249 00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:37,176 (birds chirping) 250 00:20:06,537 --> 00:20:09,541 I hope they find the bad part of me. 251 00:20:10,642 --> 00:20:11,577 Cut it out. 252 00:20:13,511 --> 00:20:16,381 So I can leave it behind. 253 00:20:16,414 --> 00:20:19,218 (birds chirping) 254 00:20:20,451 --> 00:20:23,021 (gentle music) 255 00:20:59,123 --> 00:21:03,762 ♪ We don't need our wounds ♪ 256 00:21:03,795 --> 00:21:08,800 ♪ When we're kissing, when we're making love ♪ 257 00:21:11,102 --> 00:21:15,507 ♪ No we don't need our wounds ♪ 258 00:21:15,540 --> 00:21:20,545 ♪ No need the woodwork, we don't need the wealthy curse ♪ 259 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:27,486 ♪ And they all marched two by two ♪ 260 00:21:29,520 --> 00:21:34,359 ♪ Oh, into the mm ♪ 261 00:21:34,392 --> 00:21:36,661 ♪ Blue they march ♪ 262 00:21:36,694 --> 00:21:38,496 ♪ They march ♪ 263 00:21:38,529 --> 00:21:39,964 ♪ Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm ♪ 264 00:21:39,997 --> 00:21:42,768 (both laughing) 265 00:21:43,935 --> 00:21:47,005 Oh, I could have been so many things. 266 00:21:48,940 --> 00:21:51,142 So many things, now if you think about it. 267 00:21:51,175 --> 00:21:52,711 - A little drunk? 268 00:21:53,811 --> 00:21:54,746 - Me? 269 00:21:54,779 --> 00:21:55,613 I'm flying. 270 00:21:55,646 --> 00:21:56,881 (both laughing) 271 00:21:56,914 --> 00:21:59,351 - It's a bird, it's a plane. 272 00:22:00,118 --> 00:22:02,721 - Kind of looks like a moose to me. 273 00:22:02,754 --> 00:22:04,155 - Where? 274 00:22:04,188 --> 00:22:05,757 You don't even have your eyes open. 275 00:22:05,790 --> 00:22:06,624 - It's that. 276 00:22:06,657 --> 00:22:07,492 (both laughing) 277 00:22:07,525 --> 00:22:08,360 That's the one. 278 00:22:08,393 --> 00:22:10,128 - That confirms it. 279 00:22:10,161 --> 00:22:11,162 Mark's drunk. 280 00:22:11,195 --> 00:22:12,897 (both laughing) 281 00:22:12,930 --> 00:22:14,099 - Yes. 282 00:22:14,132 --> 00:22:15,000 Yes I am. 283 00:22:16,100 --> 00:22:17,802 - Hmm. 284 00:22:17,835 --> 00:22:20,672 (birds chirping) 285 00:22:23,107 --> 00:22:25,510 - [Mark] Can you feel that? 286 00:22:26,477 --> 00:22:27,679 - [Betty] What? 287 00:22:29,981 --> 00:22:32,484 - [Mark] It's the world moving under you. 288 00:22:32,517 --> 00:22:34,853 (Betty laughing) 289 00:22:34,886 --> 00:22:38,957 - [Betty] I think I need to cut you off. 290 00:22:38,990 --> 00:22:41,860 - [Mark] It's the grass, the bugs. 291 00:22:43,127 --> 00:22:44,863 It's a world growing beneath us. 292 00:22:44,896 --> 00:22:45,964 - [Betty] Mm. 293 00:22:45,997 --> 00:22:50,669 - [Mark] I just want to sink in and let it absorb me. 294 00:22:53,070 --> 00:22:55,073 - But you don't want a mouse nibbling on you. 295 00:22:55,106 --> 00:22:57,142 - Well, I don't want to be chewed up 296 00:22:57,175 --> 00:22:58,877 and shat out on the concrete. 297 00:22:58,910 --> 00:23:00,478 The things only rot. 298 00:23:00,511 --> 00:23:02,781 (Betty laughing) 299 00:23:02,814 --> 00:23:05,550 (gentle music) 300 00:23:06,851 --> 00:23:08,854 Well, what do you think? 301 00:23:10,922 --> 00:23:11,756 - [Betty] Mm. 302 00:23:11,789 --> 00:23:14,059 I try not to think about it. 303 00:23:15,526 --> 00:23:16,595 - [Mark] Why? 304 00:23:18,896 --> 00:23:21,833 - [Betty] It doesn't matter. 305 00:23:21,866 --> 00:23:23,468 - But it's everything. 306 00:23:23,501 --> 00:23:26,171 (birds chirping) 307 00:23:29,707 --> 00:23:32,144 - No, I guess in my situation, 308 00:23:35,513 --> 00:23:37,081 the more that you think about it, 309 00:23:37,114 --> 00:23:39,885 the more it just rules your life. 310 00:23:40,885 --> 00:23:43,755 You just have to accept it. 311 00:23:43,788 --> 00:23:45,123 Becoming nothing. 312 00:23:46,757 --> 00:23:48,226 - Becoming nothing? 313 00:23:49,994 --> 00:23:51,763 You become everything. 314 00:23:51,796 --> 00:23:54,766 Every. - No mark, it's no longer me. 315 00:23:54,799 --> 00:23:57,268 (gentle music) 316 00:23:57,301 --> 00:24:00,172 (birds chirping) 317 00:24:03,040 --> 00:24:05,877 Doesn't matter what happens after. 318 00:24:05,910 --> 00:24:08,546 (gentle music) 319 00:24:08,579 --> 00:24:12,517 At some point, the world will lose its gravity. 320 00:24:13,618 --> 00:24:16,054 (gentle music) 321 00:24:16,087 --> 00:24:17,055 (birds chirping) 322 00:24:17,088 --> 00:24:18,790 (gentle music) 323 00:24:18,823 --> 00:24:21,693 And we all float up into the blue. 324 00:24:23,160 --> 00:24:25,129 Everyone and everything. 325 00:24:25,162 --> 00:24:27,165 (gentle music) 326 00:24:27,198 --> 00:24:29,133 (birds chirping) 327 00:24:29,166 --> 00:24:30,902 Swallowed by the sky. 328 00:24:30,935 --> 00:24:33,905 (gentle music) 329 00:24:33,938 --> 00:24:36,941 (birds chirping) 330 00:24:36,974 --> 00:24:39,611 (gentle music) 331 00:24:45,983 --> 00:24:48,219 (birds chirping) 332 00:24:48,252 --> 00:24:50,555 (gentle music) 333 00:24:50,588 --> 00:24:54,259 (both speaking indistinctly) 334 00:25:09,340 --> 00:25:10,174 Get it out. 335 00:25:10,208 --> 00:25:11,976 It's sitting right there in your belly. 336 00:25:12,009 --> 00:25:13,778 You'll feel better, come on. 337 00:25:13,811 --> 00:25:14,646 (Mark vomiting) 338 00:25:14,679 --> 00:25:15,346 (Mark coughing) 339 00:25:15,379 --> 00:25:16,214 There we go. 340 00:25:16,247 --> 00:25:17,249 There we go. 341 00:25:18,282 --> 00:25:19,617 Good boy. 342 00:25:19,650 --> 00:25:22,787 That's a good boy. - Just fuck off. 343 00:25:22,820 --> 00:25:26,090 - No, hey, hey keep, keep stroking. 344 00:25:26,123 --> 00:25:28,192 - You're giving me mixed messages here big guy. 345 00:25:28,225 --> 00:25:30,862 - Just, just stop teasing okay. 346 00:25:32,129 --> 00:25:35,267 It is bad enough I ruined our weekend. 347 00:25:36,300 --> 00:25:39,304 - You haven't ruined anything. 348 00:25:39,337 --> 00:25:43,007 - Look, I can, I can usually handle my piss better. 349 00:25:43,040 --> 00:25:44,142 - Mm. 350 00:25:44,175 --> 00:25:45,610 I beg to differ. 351 00:25:47,211 --> 00:25:50,114 - Well, we hardly played any drinking games. 352 00:25:50,147 --> 00:25:52,884 - Mark, they're hardly any fun with two people. 353 00:25:52,917 --> 00:25:53,852 It's just us. 354 00:25:53,885 --> 00:25:57,255 - Well yeah, but you know, we could play, 355 00:25:57,288 --> 00:25:59,724 we could play Categories or, 356 00:26:00,825 --> 00:26:01,960 or I've Never. 357 00:26:03,928 --> 00:26:08,333 - Never have I ever tried to kill myself with alcohol. 358 00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:10,635 - Not myself. 359 00:26:11,936 --> 00:26:12,770 - Okay. 360 00:26:12,803 --> 00:26:14,806 Who did you try to kill? 361 00:26:16,807 --> 00:26:17,809 - Nevermind. 362 00:26:19,043 --> 00:26:22,847 - Never have I ever tried to murder anyone. 363 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,249 - I don't have a drink to, to drink. 364 00:26:25,282 --> 00:26:26,117 - Fuck off. 365 00:26:26,150 --> 00:26:27,652 (Betty laughing) 366 00:26:27,685 --> 00:26:30,655 Who did you try to kill, huh? 367 00:26:30,688 --> 00:26:31,356 - Who? 368 00:26:31,389 --> 00:26:32,257 - Don't worry about it. 369 00:26:32,290 --> 00:26:35,126 - No, now is the time for confessions. 370 00:26:35,159 --> 00:26:37,061 We're in a safe place. 371 00:26:37,094 --> 00:26:38,997 Who did you try to kill? 372 00:26:39,030 --> 00:26:40,198 Come on tell me. 373 00:26:40,231 --> 00:26:41,099 Who, who? 374 00:26:43,100 --> 00:26:43,969 Mark. 375 00:26:45,169 --> 00:26:46,237 - It was you. 376 00:26:47,405 --> 00:26:50,275 (birds chirping) 377 00:26:52,910 --> 00:26:53,778 - What? 378 00:26:58,282 --> 00:26:59,150 - Betty. 379 00:27:01,385 --> 00:27:02,253 Betty. 380 00:27:03,454 --> 00:27:04,789 - Mark, what do you mean? 381 00:27:04,822 --> 00:27:06,324 - [Mark] Betty, I, I. 382 00:27:06,357 --> 00:27:09,361 (insects chirping) 383 00:27:55,206 --> 00:27:57,942 - I'll give you one chance. 384 00:27:57,975 --> 00:27:59,277 - Come on, Betts. 385 00:27:59,310 --> 00:28:02,113 I'm already feeling the hangover. 386 00:28:03,180 --> 00:28:05,116 - Tell me what you did. 387 00:28:09,854 --> 00:28:13,224 - I made a mistake, you know, that's all. 388 00:28:19,296 --> 00:28:22,067 - What the fuck did you do to me? 389 00:28:23,300 --> 00:28:24,802 - I didn't plan it okay. 390 00:28:24,835 --> 00:28:29,040 I made a decision in the moment, a stupid decision. 391 00:28:31,408 --> 00:28:34,145 - I'm glad you put so much thought into it. 392 00:28:34,178 --> 00:28:37,315 - No, no, no, no, that's all I've thought about. 393 00:28:37,348 --> 00:28:38,983 You were suffering, 394 00:28:39,016 --> 00:28:40,184 okay, and I couldn't stand it. 395 00:28:40,217 --> 00:28:43,288 I knew you would never ask it of me, but I could see it. 396 00:28:45,256 --> 00:28:47,258 - See what, hmm? 397 00:28:47,291 --> 00:28:48,159 - You. 398 00:28:49,493 --> 00:28:51,462 You wanted to, you know. 399 00:28:51,495 --> 00:28:52,363 - Die. 400 00:28:53,430 --> 00:28:54,299 - Yeah. 401 00:28:56,033 --> 00:28:59,303 - I can't believe what I'm hearing. 402 00:28:59,336 --> 00:29:02,573 And you just planned to act on your ESP, huh? 403 00:29:02,606 --> 00:29:04,108 - I didn't plan it, okay. 404 00:29:04,141 --> 00:29:06,811 - When didn't you plan it then? 405 00:29:08,012 --> 00:29:09,514 - This last summer. 406 00:29:11,015 --> 00:29:12,917 - The Engagement party. 407 00:29:14,251 --> 00:29:15,586 You son of a bitch. 408 00:29:15,619 --> 00:29:16,587 - I didn't. - You son of a bitch. 409 00:29:16,620 --> 00:29:17,488 - I didn't plan it, okay. 410 00:29:17,521 --> 00:29:19,257 Your glass, it was just there. 411 00:29:19,290 --> 00:29:22,226 And you, you have to understand how horrible I felt. 412 00:29:22,259 --> 00:29:23,194 - Horrible? 413 00:29:25,196 --> 00:29:27,465 - Would you like me to describe the feeling 414 00:29:27,498 --> 00:29:30,067 of a liver resection? 415 00:29:30,100 --> 00:29:33,004 Make you understand the pain, the torture that I, 416 00:29:33,037 --> 00:29:35,940 that I was in for a month. 417 00:29:35,973 --> 00:29:39,277 They thought that I tried to kill myself. 418 00:29:39,310 --> 00:29:44,248 Have you the slightest idea what you have put me through. 419 00:29:44,281 --> 00:29:46,083 Do you have any idea what it's like living 420 00:29:46,116 --> 00:29:49,020 with everyone thinking that I tried to kill myself. 421 00:29:49,053 --> 00:29:50,054 - I understand. 422 00:29:50,087 --> 00:29:51,289 - No you don't. 423 00:29:52,556 --> 00:29:55,259 It's enough that I'm sick and you don't fucking understand, 424 00:29:55,292 --> 00:29:57,562 otherwise you wouldn't have. 425 00:30:02,466 --> 00:30:07,272 I can't believe that you are capable of doing that to me. 426 00:30:08,405 --> 00:30:10,408 I want you to leave now. 427 00:30:14,044 --> 00:30:14,913 Get out. 428 00:30:15,914 --> 00:30:17,548 - You know, I only did it because I love you. 429 00:30:17,581 --> 00:30:20,218 - Fuck off Mark, honestly. - No, I need you. 430 00:30:20,251 --> 00:30:22,887 You've gotta understand. - Get the fuck out. 431 00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:24,622 - Listen to me please. 432 00:30:27,024 --> 00:30:28,292 You were not the first person I love 433 00:30:28,325 --> 00:30:30,995 who'd asked me to end it, okay. 434 00:30:32,263 --> 00:30:33,898 - I didn't ask you. 435 00:30:44,141 --> 00:30:46,077 - You know what I mean? 436 00:30:57,421 --> 00:31:00,124 (Betty crying) 437 00:31:08,032 --> 00:31:10,535 (gentle music) 438 00:31:24,281 --> 00:31:26,317 (insects chirping) 439 00:31:26,350 --> 00:31:29,087 (gentle music) 440 00:31:40,698 --> 00:31:42,567 We'll rise and go now, 441 00:31:44,601 --> 00:31:46,571 go to Innisfree, 442 00:31:47,671 --> 00:31:54,445 in a small cabin made of clay and wattles... (inaudible) 443 00:31:57,214 --> 00:31:59,317 Something about bees. 444 00:31:59,350 --> 00:32:02,053 (gentle music) 445 00:32:05,189 --> 00:32:07,592 For I shall have some peace. 446 00:32:09,493 --> 00:32:10,328 Some peace. 447 00:32:10,361 --> 00:32:11,696 (gentle music) 448 00:32:11,729 --> 00:32:14,398 The peace comes dropping slow. 449 00:32:14,431 --> 00:32:16,767 Midnight's all a glimmer. 450 00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:18,436 Noon a purple glow. 451 00:32:19,636 --> 00:32:22,640 An evening full of the linnet's wings. 452 00:32:23,807 --> 00:32:25,977 I will arise and go now. 453 00:32:27,678 --> 00:32:32,016 For always, night and day, I hear lake water lapping 454 00:32:32,049 --> 00:32:34,285 with low sound by the shore 455 00:32:35,786 --> 00:32:40,458 while I stand on the roadway or on the pavement's gray. 456 00:32:42,092 --> 00:32:45,463 I hear it in the deep heart's core. (gentle music) 457 00:32:47,664 --> 00:32:50,601 (insects chirping) 458 00:34:12,916 --> 00:34:15,586 (gentle music) 459 00:34:24,661 --> 00:34:27,498 (birds chirping) 460 00:34:36,607 --> 00:34:39,376 - So what's on the agenda for this afternoon? 461 00:34:39,409 --> 00:34:41,512 - Ah, well there is a bush walk close by 462 00:34:41,545 --> 00:34:44,849 that I thought we could do, if you're up for it. 463 00:34:44,882 --> 00:34:46,417 - Yeah. 464 00:34:46,450 --> 00:34:48,219 - So you're up for it? 465 00:34:48,252 --> 00:34:49,887 - Yeah, why wouldn't I be? 466 00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:51,555 - No, no, I mean you would be. 467 00:34:51,588 --> 00:34:53,757 It's just, you know, last time I kinda had to 468 00:34:53,790 --> 00:34:55,726 carry you back. - Yeah. 469 00:34:58,195 --> 00:35:00,664 I'm in a much better state, so I'm up for it okay. 470 00:35:00,697 --> 00:35:02,800 - Okay good, good. 471 00:35:02,833 --> 00:35:05,302 In that case, I've got a surprise for you. 472 00:35:05,335 --> 00:35:06,437 - Gosh, what? 473 00:35:07,604 --> 00:35:09,573 - It's something you love. 474 00:35:09,606 --> 00:35:10,475 - What? 475 00:35:11,575 --> 00:35:13,177 - Finish your tea. 476 00:35:14,878 --> 00:35:16,580 Come on, finish your tea. 477 00:35:16,613 --> 00:35:18,716 (birds chirping) 478 00:35:18,749 --> 00:35:19,583 - Tell me. 479 00:35:19,617 --> 00:35:22,353 - Finish your tea, I'll finish mine. 480 00:35:22,386 --> 00:35:25,256 (birds chirping) 481 00:35:30,360 --> 00:35:32,296 Now look in the bottom. 482 00:35:41,438 --> 00:35:42,406 - Didn't you learn your lesson 483 00:35:42,439 --> 00:35:44,642 about spiking your girlfriend? 484 00:35:44,675 --> 00:35:46,510 - You love acid? 485 00:35:46,543 --> 00:35:48,212 - That's not the point, Mark. 486 00:35:48,245 --> 00:35:49,547 What do you mean? 487 00:35:49,580 --> 00:35:50,681 - Okay, look, you're gonna have to relax 488 00:35:50,714 --> 00:35:51,515 if you wanna have a good time. 489 00:35:51,548 --> 00:35:52,816 - Are you actually serious right now? 490 00:35:52,849 --> 00:35:55,252 - For the next 10 to 12 hours. 491 00:35:55,285 --> 00:35:57,621 - You are absolutely unbelievable. 492 00:35:57,654 --> 00:35:58,523 - Betty. 493 00:36:03,594 --> 00:36:04,462 - Fuck. 494 00:36:05,929 --> 00:36:07,965 (cupboard banging) 495 00:36:07,998 --> 00:36:10,701 (Betty gasping) 496 00:36:23,914 --> 00:36:26,784 (birds chirping) 497 00:36:32,422 --> 00:36:33,457 - Here. 498 00:36:33,490 --> 00:36:34,925 - I'm okay. 499 00:36:34,958 --> 00:36:36,493 - I didn't say you weren't. 500 00:36:36,526 --> 00:36:40,564 - Just, I'm done with being tired, I'm done. 501 00:36:40,597 --> 00:36:41,532 - You're done? 502 00:36:41,565 --> 00:36:42,967 - I'm done. 503 00:36:43,000 --> 00:36:44,802 - This exactly what I said was gonna happen. 504 00:36:44,835 --> 00:36:47,571 Now I'm gonna have to carry you back down the hill, 505 00:36:47,604 --> 00:36:49,340 just like last time. 506 00:36:50,340 --> 00:36:53,611 - You know what this weather reminds me of? 507 00:36:53,644 --> 00:36:56,513 - The wife and kids you left back in Sydney. 508 00:36:56,546 --> 00:36:57,648 "Dante's Inferno?" 509 00:36:57,681 --> 00:36:59,817 No, no, your rational fear of fire ants. 510 00:36:59,850 --> 00:37:04,488 - There's nothing irrational about fearing fire ants. 511 00:37:04,521 --> 00:37:05,189 - Well? 512 00:37:05,222 --> 00:37:07,458 - No, I'm done talking to you. 513 00:37:07,491 --> 00:37:09,560 - Okay, I wanna know, I wanna know. 514 00:37:09,593 --> 00:37:11,662 No, you're being a sarcastic asshole. 515 00:37:11,695 --> 00:37:13,030 - I know. 516 00:37:13,063 --> 00:37:14,999 Don't you love me for who I am. 517 00:37:15,032 --> 00:37:16,900 - You get enough love from yourself. 518 00:37:16,933 --> 00:37:17,868 (birds chirping) 519 00:37:17,901 --> 00:37:19,270 - Ouch. 520 00:37:19,303 --> 00:37:20,771 Finally comes out, 521 00:37:20,804 --> 00:37:22,773 the truth of how you really feel. 522 00:37:22,806 --> 00:37:23,807 Well, I beg to differ. 523 00:37:23,841 --> 00:37:27,077 - For once we have a European summer, you know. 524 00:37:27,110 --> 00:37:29,580 It's warm, but not too hard. 525 00:37:31,014 --> 00:37:34,685 Like the forest could just open up onto the Mediterranean. 526 00:37:34,718 --> 00:37:36,787 - Yeah, it beautiful. 527 00:37:36,820 --> 00:37:38,389 - Yeah. 528 00:37:38,422 --> 00:37:40,491 Gosh, I'd do anything to go swimming 529 00:37:40,524 --> 00:37:43,527 in that blue, blue water again. 530 00:37:43,560 --> 00:37:45,629 - I mean, the temperature's a bit like it was. 531 00:37:45,662 --> 00:37:49,767 That doesn't exactly look like we're in Mykonos or Positano, 532 00:37:49,800 --> 00:37:52,069 but I'm pretty happy about that. 533 00:37:52,102 --> 00:37:54,104 I mean, don't take offense, 534 00:37:54,137 --> 00:37:57,841 I'd rather be nowhere else in the world. 535 00:37:57,874 --> 00:37:59,310 But now is a good a time as any to tell you, 536 00:37:59,343 --> 00:38:02,780 but I really didn't like that trip. 537 00:38:02,813 --> 00:38:04,848 - You're just bitter about the last week. 538 00:38:04,881 --> 00:38:06,850 - I'm bitter I had to isolate from you, yeah, 539 00:38:06,883 --> 00:38:08,452 but that's not it. 540 00:38:10,721 --> 00:38:12,523 - Mark, you're the one that got sick. 541 00:38:12,556 --> 00:38:13,724 - Oh, we were both sick. 542 00:38:13,757 --> 00:38:17,961 Look, it's not that, it's just, I just don't like Europe. 543 00:38:17,994 --> 00:38:20,964 - It's a pretty big continent to resent. 544 00:38:20,997 --> 00:38:25,769 - Well, it's just so dirty, all right and crowded. 545 00:38:25,802 --> 00:38:27,471 Oh, do you remember Rome, hmm? 546 00:38:27,504 --> 00:38:28,706 Do you remember the day you met up with Lily 547 00:38:28,739 --> 00:38:30,441 and I was left to explore alone? 548 00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:32,009 - Yeah, the day you got sick. 549 00:38:32,042 --> 00:38:33,911 - Yeah, I got heat stroke, okay 550 00:38:33,944 --> 00:38:36,146 'cause the weather was just like this, but hotter. 551 00:38:36,179 --> 00:38:37,581 And we'd seen all the sites, 552 00:38:37,614 --> 00:38:40,084 and so I was just walking around this city, 553 00:38:40,117 --> 00:38:42,553 taking in the concrete and the crowds. 554 00:38:42,586 --> 00:38:43,621 And then I got lost. 555 00:38:43,654 --> 00:38:45,356 - Mark, you were sick 'cause you got blind drunk 556 00:38:45,389 --> 00:38:46,056 the night before. 557 00:38:46,089 --> 00:38:46,924 - What? 558 00:38:46,957 --> 00:38:47,892 No. 559 00:38:47,925 --> 00:38:50,494 Well, yes, but that's not the point okay. 560 00:38:50,527 --> 00:38:53,130 I got lost and I ended up outside the Rome Zoo, 561 00:38:53,163 --> 00:38:56,166 this bio park or something, anyway, 562 00:38:56,199 --> 00:38:58,702 I decided to kill some time to go on in, 563 00:38:58,735 --> 00:39:00,371 maybe it was to get out of the sun. 564 00:39:00,404 --> 00:39:02,106 I don't know. - That was your mistake. 565 00:39:02,139 --> 00:39:05,909 - Yeah, well look, I went in there and that was just awful. 566 00:39:05,942 --> 00:39:07,111 I mean, you'd think places like that 567 00:39:07,144 --> 00:39:09,079 were outlawed 50 years ago. 568 00:39:09,112 --> 00:39:11,615 Okay, the elephant enclosure, it had no shade. 569 00:39:11,648 --> 00:39:12,916 So all of them were just pressed up 570 00:39:12,950 --> 00:39:16,053 against the side of a clay building, clinging to its shadow. 571 00:39:16,086 --> 00:39:17,454 And they had wolves all right, 572 00:39:17,487 --> 00:39:19,022 fucking timber wolves in that heat. 573 00:39:19,055 --> 00:39:21,959 And they were either all passed out or sedated. 574 00:39:21,992 --> 00:39:24,995 I mean, and the hippo, my God, that hippo, 575 00:39:25,028 --> 00:39:27,798 he was in an enclosure the size of our apartment. 576 00:39:27,831 --> 00:39:29,566 The concrete ground of the pool at its sense, 577 00:39:29,599 --> 00:39:32,636 that was barely the hippo's length. 578 00:39:32,669 --> 00:39:35,806 Oh my God that fucking hippo. 579 00:39:35,839 --> 00:39:39,710 - So you are basing your whole judgment of a whole continent 580 00:39:39,743 --> 00:39:42,112 of one trip to a zoo? 581 00:39:42,145 --> 00:39:43,113 - Yeah. 582 00:39:43,146 --> 00:39:46,517 Because Europe made me feel like that hippo. 583 00:39:46,550 --> 00:39:50,454 - Are you honestly incapable of enjoying anything? 584 00:39:50,487 --> 00:39:52,823 (birds chirping) 585 00:39:52,856 --> 00:39:54,024 - I think so. 586 00:39:54,057 --> 00:39:56,927 (birds chirping) 587 00:39:59,963 --> 00:40:01,899 I think I'm feeling it. 588 00:40:03,033 --> 00:40:04,635 - What's that? 589 00:40:04,668 --> 00:40:06,070 - It's hitting me. 590 00:40:08,038 --> 00:40:09,106 - The acid, 591 00:40:09,139 --> 00:40:10,674 I almost forgot. 592 00:40:10,707 --> 00:40:12,910 - Are you feeling anything? 593 00:40:17,214 --> 00:40:18,682 - Yeah, I think a smidge. 594 00:40:18,715 --> 00:40:20,050 - Yeah. 595 00:40:20,083 --> 00:40:24,021 - How broccoli of the trees right now? 596 00:40:24,054 --> 00:40:25,556 - About a six. 597 00:40:25,589 --> 00:40:26,690 (both laughing) 598 00:40:26,723 --> 00:40:28,625 - We're getting there. 599 00:40:28,658 --> 00:40:30,894 Nearly, nearly, nearly. 600 00:40:30,927 --> 00:40:33,564 (gentle music) 601 00:40:37,634 --> 00:40:40,704 (birds chirping) 602 00:40:40,737 --> 00:40:43,240 (gentle music) 603 00:40:46,176 --> 00:40:47,578 (birds chirping) 604 00:40:47,611 --> 00:40:49,580 (gentle music) 605 00:40:49,613 --> 00:40:51,515 That's a lot of green. 606 00:40:51,548 --> 00:40:54,051 (gentle music) 607 00:40:55,118 --> 00:40:57,922 (birds chirping) 608 00:40:59,789 --> 00:41:02,460 (gentle music) 609 00:41:03,593 --> 00:41:05,128 (birds chirping) 610 00:41:05,161 --> 00:41:05,996 Jeez. 611 00:41:06,029 --> 00:41:06,864 Fuck. 612 00:41:08,932 --> 00:41:10,767 A fucking snake. 613 00:41:10,800 --> 00:41:12,169 (gentle music) 614 00:41:12,202 --> 00:41:14,571 (Mark speaking indistinctly) 615 00:41:14,604 --> 00:41:17,241 (birds chirping) 616 00:41:17,274 --> 00:41:19,944 (gentle music) 617 00:41:24,180 --> 00:41:28,685 (people speaking indistinctly) 618 00:41:28,718 --> 00:41:31,188 (gentle music) 619 00:41:34,724 --> 00:41:38,195 (people speaking indistinctly) 620 00:41:38,228 --> 00:41:40,898 (gentle music) 621 00:41:41,965 --> 00:41:44,835 (Mark laughing) 622 00:41:44,868 --> 00:41:45,702 (gentle music) 623 00:41:45,735 --> 00:41:46,670 (birds chirping) 624 00:41:46,703 --> 00:41:47,337 Holy shit. 625 00:41:47,370 --> 00:41:50,040 (gentle music) 626 00:42:00,884 --> 00:42:03,153 (Betty laughing) 627 00:42:03,186 --> 00:42:04,021 - Oh God. 628 00:42:04,054 --> 00:42:06,757 (gentle music) 629 00:42:09,693 --> 00:42:10,561 - Wake up. 630 00:42:12,195 --> 00:42:13,130 - Don't joke. 631 00:42:13,163 --> 00:42:15,265 You know what was the best day of my life. 632 00:42:15,298 --> 00:42:16,567 - It's the day you met me. 633 00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:17,868 - No. 634 00:42:17,901 --> 00:42:20,137 Unfortunately for your ego, 635 00:42:21,404 --> 00:42:23,173 I was about 12 or 13. 636 00:42:24,708 --> 00:42:26,777 Do you remember those, do you remember these comments? 637 00:42:26,810 --> 00:42:29,813 The, the, the chain mail or MySpace? 638 00:42:30,814 --> 00:42:32,349 - Look, I remember MySpace. 639 00:42:32,382 --> 00:42:33,283 I don't remember Yala. 640 00:42:33,316 --> 00:42:34,751 - Yeah. 641 00:42:34,784 --> 00:42:38,221 So it was one of those, you know. 642 00:42:38,254 --> 00:42:39,790 I think it was like, 643 00:42:39,823 --> 00:42:41,325 "If you pass this on in 10 days, 644 00:42:41,358 --> 00:42:44,227 "then in a week, you'll have the best day of your life 645 00:42:44,260 --> 00:42:46,196 "and in two weeks you'll meet the love of your life." 646 00:42:46,229 --> 00:42:47,130 Or something like that. 647 00:42:47,164 --> 00:42:49,199 - Yeah, yeah and if you don't, you'll die 648 00:42:49,232 --> 00:42:50,767 or the chick from the ring will get you. 649 00:42:50,800 --> 00:42:51,635 - Yeah. 650 00:42:51,668 --> 00:42:52,336 (both laughing) 651 00:42:52,369 --> 00:42:54,671 - So I passed on one of those. 652 00:42:54,704 --> 00:42:56,640 - Oh, you are what's wrong with this world. 653 00:42:56,673 --> 00:42:57,942 - Shut up, Mark. 654 00:42:59,743 --> 00:43:00,911 I passed on one of those 655 00:43:00,944 --> 00:43:05,749 and the next week I actually had the best day of my life. 656 00:43:05,782 --> 00:43:08,051 I don't know, nothing happened or changed 657 00:43:08,084 --> 00:43:10,721 because of the chain mail, but, 658 00:43:11,855 --> 00:43:14,925 I don't know, I just took everything in. 659 00:43:14,958 --> 00:43:16,893 I'd never been so present. 660 00:43:16,926 --> 00:43:18,428 (birds chirping) 661 00:43:18,461 --> 00:43:23,767 Things I'd done a million times suddenly became wonderful. 662 00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,436 I don't know, it's hard to explain. 663 00:43:26,469 --> 00:43:28,372 It wasn't even sunny. 664 00:43:28,405 --> 00:43:31,642 It was raining, but it was beautiful. 665 00:43:33,276 --> 00:43:34,645 - No, I get it. 666 00:43:36,379 --> 00:43:39,316 Have you had a day like that since? 667 00:43:40,216 --> 00:43:41,285 - I think so. 668 00:43:43,386 --> 00:43:45,823 Nowhere as good, but I have. 669 00:43:47,857 --> 00:43:51,428 I think it happens when I have a recurrence. 670 00:43:53,763 --> 00:43:55,032 I think I'm feeling it. 671 00:43:55,065 --> 00:43:57,835 (both laughing) 672 00:43:59,836 --> 00:44:00,871 - Yeah. 673 00:44:00,904 --> 00:44:04,441 I swear I only feel that way on drugs. 674 00:44:04,474 --> 00:44:05,976 Well, some drugs. 675 00:44:07,444 --> 00:44:10,247 Most kinda just push you away from it, 676 00:44:10,280 --> 00:44:12,282 from the present. 677 00:44:12,315 --> 00:44:15,085 Now that's the problem. 678 00:44:15,118 --> 00:44:17,021 It's not being present. 679 00:44:18,121 --> 00:44:20,257 I was a bit of a depressed kid. 680 00:44:20,290 --> 00:44:22,893 I think I watched too much TV. 681 00:44:23,793 --> 00:44:27,431 I just, I always wanted to be somewhere else, 682 00:44:28,531 --> 00:44:30,300 somewhere green. 683 00:44:30,333 --> 00:44:31,368 - Hmm. 684 00:44:31,401 --> 00:44:35,005 - You know, in some fantasy world full of magic 685 00:44:35,038 --> 00:44:38,308 where I was the chosen one in a great story. 686 00:44:38,341 --> 00:44:40,778 You know, and I had friends. 687 00:44:43,847 --> 00:44:47,184 God, I was always in my head, you know, 688 00:44:47,217 --> 00:44:49,486 and I, I never looked around 689 00:44:49,519 --> 00:44:52,322 'cause it just made me sad 690 00:44:52,355 --> 00:44:56,259 'cause it wasn't where I wanted to be. 691 00:44:56,292 --> 00:45:00,263 Yeah, there's nothing fantastical about the suburbs. 692 00:45:00,296 --> 00:45:02,900 So I would live in a daydream. 693 00:45:05,535 --> 00:45:08,839 And that way of thinking, you know, at least for so long, 694 00:45:08,872 --> 00:45:12,009 I think it built pathways in my brain. 695 00:45:13,510 --> 00:45:16,880 I can't be present and it kills me. 696 00:45:16,913 --> 00:45:18,982 (gentle music) 697 00:45:19,015 --> 00:45:20,851 It's like I'm drifting. 698 00:45:20,884 --> 00:45:22,219 (gentle music) 699 00:45:22,252 --> 00:45:26,123 Holding my breath as the waves crash above me. 700 00:45:28,224 --> 00:45:31,795 I wanted that feeling that you're talking about, 701 00:45:31,828 --> 00:45:32,896 so damn much. 702 00:45:34,831 --> 00:45:38,435 And this weekend I'm starting to feel it. 703 00:45:38,468 --> 00:45:40,270 (gentle music) 704 00:45:40,303 --> 00:45:42,572 It's like what you said, 705 00:45:42,605 --> 00:45:45,175 it happens after a recurrence. 706 00:45:45,208 --> 00:45:47,477 (gentle music) 707 00:45:47,510 --> 00:45:50,380 It's when you've accepted it, isn't it? 708 00:45:50,413 --> 00:45:51,248 (gentle music) 709 00:45:51,281 --> 00:45:52,783 I've accepted it. 710 00:45:53,917 --> 00:45:55,118 - I've. 711 00:45:55,152 --> 00:45:59,490 - We're free from our future so we can finally be present. 712 00:46:01,958 --> 00:46:03,393 We're free. 713 00:46:03,426 --> 00:46:06,096 (gentle music) 714 00:46:16,906 --> 00:46:19,409 (Betty crying) 715 00:46:22,612 --> 00:46:25,282 (gentle music) 716 00:46:28,518 --> 00:46:31,188 (Betty crying) 717 00:46:36,159 --> 00:46:38,796 (gentle music) 718 00:46:40,230 --> 00:46:43,266 (insects chirping) 719 00:46:43,299 --> 00:46:45,635 (gentle music) 720 00:46:45,668 --> 00:46:48,939 (insects chirping) 721 00:46:48,972 --> 00:46:51,441 (gentle music) 722 00:47:28,645 --> 00:47:31,648 (insects chirping) 723 00:48:09,352 --> 00:48:10,654 - Shh, shh, shh. 724 00:48:11,754 --> 00:48:12,623 Shh, shh. 725 00:48:13,656 --> 00:48:15,091 - What? 726 00:48:15,124 --> 00:48:16,459 - Shh. 727 00:48:16,492 --> 00:48:19,363 (dramatic music) 728 00:48:25,601 --> 00:48:28,238 - Come on, go, go, go. 729 00:48:28,271 --> 00:48:31,074 (dramatic music) 730 00:48:34,377 --> 00:48:35,345 - Hey wait. 731 00:48:35,378 --> 00:48:36,212 - Ow. 732 00:48:36,245 --> 00:48:37,180 - No, get off me. 733 00:48:37,213 --> 00:48:39,082 - Shush, shush, do you want him to find us? 734 00:48:39,115 --> 00:48:40,150 - Don't, don't. 735 00:48:40,183 --> 00:48:41,017 - What? 736 00:48:41,050 --> 00:48:41,718 Don't what? 737 00:48:41,751 --> 00:48:42,585 - Stop. - What? 738 00:48:42,618 --> 00:48:44,120 - Don't touch me. 739 00:48:44,153 --> 00:48:45,655 - Okay. 740 00:48:45,688 --> 00:48:47,958 Can you please hide with me? 741 00:48:47,991 --> 00:48:49,092 - Where the fuck have you. 742 00:48:49,125 --> 00:48:50,327 - Shh. 743 00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:51,995 - Where have you been? 744 00:48:52,028 --> 00:48:53,597 - Where have I been? 745 00:48:55,231 --> 00:48:56,934 - I don't know, hey. 746 00:48:57,667 --> 00:49:00,003 It's been a long couple of hours. 747 00:49:00,036 --> 00:49:02,439 I think the acid turned on me. 748 00:49:04,107 --> 00:49:06,109 Hey, why'd you run away? 749 00:49:07,510 --> 00:49:08,478 Betty? 750 00:49:08,511 --> 00:49:09,346 - I. 751 00:49:12,248 --> 00:49:13,450 Things Mark, I. 752 00:49:14,684 --> 00:49:18,221 - You wanna take a seat and tell me about these things, hmm? 753 00:49:18,254 --> 00:49:20,623 I'll tell you about my stuff. 754 00:49:20,656 --> 00:49:23,593 (insects chirping) 755 00:49:29,132 --> 00:49:30,000 - Fuck. 756 00:49:36,339 --> 00:49:39,242 - What the fuck was that guy doing? 757 00:49:41,310 --> 00:49:42,478 - I don't know, he sounded like. 758 00:49:42,511 --> 00:49:44,514 - Well he sounded like he was gonna put us in that hole. 759 00:49:44,547 --> 00:49:47,250 - No, he sounded like familiar. 760 00:49:50,153 --> 00:49:51,254 - [Mark] I need a big stick. 761 00:49:51,287 --> 00:49:53,490 - Mark, are we sure that even happened? 762 00:49:53,523 --> 00:49:56,526 - Well, it's acid all right, it's not fucking DMT. 763 00:49:56,559 --> 00:49:57,694 - I know that. 764 00:50:03,199 --> 00:50:04,067 - Nevermind. 765 00:50:04,100 --> 00:50:05,068 - What? 766 00:50:05,101 --> 00:50:08,204 (insects chirping) 767 00:50:08,237 --> 00:50:11,307 - Has this got to do with why you ran away? 768 00:50:11,340 --> 00:50:14,344 (insects chirping) 769 00:50:17,547 --> 00:50:18,382 May I? 770 00:50:19,515 --> 00:50:22,519 (insects chirping) 771 00:50:24,454 --> 00:50:26,156 - Yeah. 772 00:50:26,189 --> 00:50:29,192 (insects chirping) 773 00:50:32,261 --> 00:50:33,263 - Well then, 774 00:50:34,597 --> 00:50:36,199 what do we do now? 775 00:50:38,801 --> 00:50:42,372 - I don't think I have it in me to move, so. 776 00:50:42,405 --> 00:50:45,409 (insects chirping) 777 00:50:49,412 --> 00:50:51,781 - Do you think a cheeky fuck would be too noisy? 778 00:50:51,814 --> 00:50:55,785 - Yeah, let's just fuck right in front of the hooded man. 779 00:50:55,818 --> 00:50:56,653 No, Mark. 780 00:50:56,686 --> 00:50:58,354 - Okay. 781 00:50:58,387 --> 00:50:59,556 It was a joke. 782 00:51:02,158 --> 00:51:02,826 What? 783 00:51:04,460 --> 00:51:05,762 - Stop thinking about it. 784 00:51:05,795 --> 00:51:08,498 (both laughing) 785 00:51:10,633 --> 00:51:13,637 (insects chirping) 786 00:53:01,644 --> 00:53:03,280 Do you think as we, 787 00:53:06,649 --> 00:53:09,853 do you think as we get closer to death, 788 00:53:11,554 --> 00:53:14,691 I don't know, as we ride the line, we, 789 00:53:15,758 --> 00:53:19,028 we start to see things on the other side. 790 00:53:19,061 --> 00:53:20,530 - I think I'm still a little too high 791 00:53:20,563 --> 00:53:23,300 to be talking about ghosts, but. 792 00:53:27,270 --> 00:53:29,773 - Not necessarily ghosts, just, 793 00:53:32,608 --> 00:53:37,680 I dunno, it's like getting your feet wet on a sinking ship. 794 00:53:37,713 --> 00:53:41,284 - Look at this staunch atheist now. 795 00:53:41,317 --> 00:53:43,620 - It's less about believing. 796 00:53:46,555 --> 00:53:48,591 It's like a feeling. 797 00:53:48,624 --> 00:53:50,860 (gentle music) 798 00:53:50,893 --> 00:53:53,529 (insects chirping) 799 00:53:53,562 --> 00:53:54,397 - No, I, 800 00:53:55,431 --> 00:53:56,633 I get it. 801 00:53:56,666 --> 00:53:57,834 (gentle music) 802 00:53:57,867 --> 00:54:00,503 (insects chirping) 803 00:54:00,536 --> 00:54:02,639 You know, when my mom died, I, 804 00:54:02,672 --> 00:54:04,808 I swear I kept seeing her, 805 00:54:07,843 --> 00:54:10,013 you know, her face, 806 00:54:10,046 --> 00:54:11,715 everywhere, I mean. 807 00:54:12,715 --> 00:54:14,584 When I closed my eyes, 808 00:54:15,451 --> 00:54:16,453 in the dark. 809 00:54:18,087 --> 00:54:21,557 You know, I don't know if it was my brain dealing with death 810 00:54:21,590 --> 00:54:25,395 or it was just a part of mourning or. 811 00:54:25,428 --> 00:54:27,730 - Mark, when you want something so badly, 812 00:54:27,763 --> 00:54:28,598 your brain can just make it up. 813 00:54:28,631 --> 00:54:30,633 - I know but this, 814 00:54:30,666 --> 00:54:32,468 this felt stranger than that. 815 00:54:32,501 --> 00:54:34,370 (gentle music) 816 00:54:34,403 --> 00:54:36,539 I mean, it was so painful. 817 00:54:39,141 --> 00:54:43,646 You know, I started to try and make myself forget her face. 818 00:54:43,679 --> 00:54:46,383 (gentle music) 819 00:54:47,616 --> 00:54:48,818 My own mother's. 820 00:54:48,851 --> 00:54:51,454 (gentle music) 821 00:54:51,487 --> 00:54:54,090 Just so I wouldn't feel the dagger in my heart 822 00:54:54,123 --> 00:54:57,727 every time I realized she wasn't really there. 823 00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:00,797 (gentle music) 824 00:55:00,830 --> 00:55:01,965 - Did it work? 825 00:55:03,933 --> 00:55:06,602 - I think it goes deeper than memory. 826 00:55:06,635 --> 00:55:08,871 (gentle music) 827 00:55:08,904 --> 00:55:11,841 (insects chirping) 828 00:55:11,874 --> 00:55:13,710 (gentle music) 829 00:55:13,743 --> 00:55:16,879 - Like light from a dead star. 830 00:55:16,912 --> 00:55:17,847 - Yeah. 831 00:55:17,880 --> 00:55:20,550 (gentle music) 832 00:55:25,187 --> 00:55:28,124 (insects chirping) 833 00:55:35,464 --> 00:55:38,335 (birds chirping) 834 00:56:03,692 --> 00:56:06,429 (gentle music) 835 00:56:17,773 --> 00:56:19,042 - Just tell him. 836 00:56:22,912 --> 00:56:24,414 This is my fault. 837 00:56:28,551 --> 00:56:31,621 Mark, I came here because I love you. 838 00:56:32,788 --> 00:56:34,724 (gentle music) 839 00:56:34,757 --> 00:56:37,226 (birds chirping) 840 00:56:37,259 --> 00:56:39,729 Mark, we are our own rivers. 841 00:56:41,497 --> 00:56:42,432 (birds chirping) 842 00:56:42,465 --> 00:56:43,533 (gentle music) 843 00:56:43,566 --> 00:56:45,701 I am my own vessel. 844 00:56:45,734 --> 00:56:48,638 (gentle music) 845 00:56:48,671 --> 00:56:50,173 I am my own vessel. 846 00:56:51,173 --> 00:56:52,942 (gentle music) 847 00:56:52,975 --> 00:56:55,111 (birds chirping) 848 00:56:55,144 --> 00:56:56,913 I am my own vessel. 849 00:56:56,946 --> 00:56:58,781 (gentle music) 850 00:56:58,814 --> 00:56:59,849 (Betty crying) 851 00:56:59,882 --> 00:57:01,884 (birds chirping) 852 00:57:01,917 --> 00:57:04,587 (gentle music) 853 00:57:05,988 --> 00:57:07,991 Ooh, I am my own vessel. 854 00:57:09,525 --> 00:57:11,995 (gentle music) 855 00:57:14,997 --> 00:57:17,133 I am my own vessel. 856 00:57:17,166 --> 00:57:20,236 (gentle music) 857 00:57:20,269 --> 00:57:21,938 I am my own vessel. 858 00:57:23,205 --> 00:57:25,908 (gentle music) 859 00:57:25,941 --> 00:57:28,744 (birds chirping) 860 00:57:28,777 --> 00:57:31,247 (gentle music) 861 00:57:31,280 --> 00:57:33,950 (birds chirping) 862 00:57:33,983 --> 00:57:36,619 (gentle music) 863 00:58:09,919 --> 00:58:12,922 (insects chirping) 864 00:58:20,095 --> 00:58:23,766 - Why didn't you wake me for sunset, Betty? 865 00:58:26,035 --> 00:58:29,238 - It takes effort to sleep 12 hours. 866 00:58:29,271 --> 00:58:30,339 - What? 867 00:58:30,372 --> 00:58:34,911 - If you wanted to wake for sunset, you would have. 868 00:58:36,011 --> 00:58:38,815 - Well, I wanted to and I didn't. 869 00:58:40,182 --> 00:58:42,785 Nothing I haven't seen before. 870 00:58:48,891 --> 00:58:49,826 Not hungry? 871 00:58:50,993 --> 00:58:53,830 - Nothing I haven't tasted before. 872 00:58:55,698 --> 00:58:58,835 - I'm sorry for getting antsy, I just, 873 00:59:00,836 --> 00:59:04,140 just wanted this weekend to be perfect. 874 00:59:04,173 --> 00:59:06,109 It's typical, isn't it? 875 00:59:07,309 --> 00:59:08,177 - What is? 876 00:59:09,411 --> 00:59:12,649 - Life, not going the way you expect. 877 00:59:15,951 --> 00:59:18,387 - How did you want this weekend to go? 878 00:59:18,420 --> 00:59:19,289 - I dunno. 879 00:59:21,156 --> 00:59:22,025 Better. 880 00:59:22,892 --> 00:59:26,862 I think my expectations were too high. 881 00:59:26,895 --> 00:59:28,297 Too much pressure maybe. 882 00:59:28,330 --> 00:59:30,399 Maybe we should have just buttoned the curtains, 883 00:59:30,432 --> 00:59:32,668 stayed in the bedroom the whole time. 884 00:59:32,701 --> 00:59:33,570 - Maybe. 885 00:59:39,074 --> 00:59:40,577 Do you wish that, 886 00:59:44,346 --> 00:59:48,017 do you wish that we had more time? 887 00:59:48,050 --> 00:59:48,918 - No. 888 00:59:50,185 --> 00:59:53,056 - We've had more than enough time. 889 00:59:59,261 --> 01:00:00,296 Is there something wrong? 890 01:00:00,329 --> 01:00:03,232 I mean, besides you being hangry and not eating, 891 01:00:03,265 --> 01:00:04,800 - I'm not hangry. 892 01:00:04,833 --> 01:00:06,903 - Yeah, I've heard that before. 893 01:00:08,904 --> 01:00:13,275 You don't think I've been going crazy nervous over all this? 894 01:00:13,308 --> 01:00:17,179 I've been going as crazy as you have all weekend. 895 01:00:17,212 --> 01:00:20,383 But now it's just time for us to relax. 896 01:00:20,416 --> 01:00:22,418 Savor what we have left. 897 01:00:23,419 --> 01:00:24,754 Right, it might not be perfect 898 01:00:24,787 --> 01:00:28,057 so just make the best of what we've got. 899 01:00:32,027 --> 01:00:33,896 - I don't want to die. 900 01:00:36,065 --> 01:00:37,733 - Unfortunately, you don't have a choice in it. 901 01:00:37,766 --> 01:00:40,369 - I have a choice in time. - This is your choice in time. 902 01:00:40,402 --> 01:00:41,236 - Yes. - This weekend 903 01:00:41,270 --> 01:00:42,672 is the only time you'll get a choice. 904 01:00:42,705 --> 01:00:44,707 - Yes, and it's my choice. 905 01:00:44,740 --> 01:00:46,075 - And you made it. 906 01:00:46,108 --> 01:00:48,377 When you came here, you made it. 907 01:00:48,410 --> 01:00:51,080 The decision was final when you walked through that door. 908 01:00:51,113 --> 01:00:53,249 - It is my decision, Mark. 909 01:01:00,723 --> 01:01:02,858 - Do you think those machines that keep you alive 910 01:01:02,891 --> 01:01:06,829 will give you a second chance to end it? 911 01:01:06,862 --> 01:01:09,432 What about the doctors, nurses, 912 01:01:09,465 --> 01:01:13,769 I mean, you think they'll give you a second chance? 913 01:01:13,802 --> 01:01:17,239 Surely when you are rotting from the inside out, 914 01:01:17,272 --> 01:01:20,943 surely when you're begging to die, 915 01:01:20,976 --> 01:01:24,313 I mean, you think they'll show you mercy? 916 01:01:24,346 --> 01:01:26,416 - No, they fucking won't. 917 01:01:34,389 --> 01:01:37,093 (Betty crying) 918 01:01:37,126 --> 01:01:39,128 You can't run from this. 919 01:01:42,297 --> 01:01:43,366 No you can't. 920 01:01:49,571 --> 01:01:52,308 (door slamming) 921 01:02:05,487 --> 01:02:06,322 (door banging) 922 01:02:06,355 --> 01:02:07,456 - [Mark] Betty, 923 01:02:07,489 --> 01:02:09,825 Betty, what have you done with 'em? 924 01:02:09,858 --> 01:02:11,761 Betty, let me in. 925 01:02:11,794 --> 01:02:13,929 - Not until you calm down. 926 01:02:13,962 --> 01:02:15,765 - [Mark] I don't sound calm. 927 01:02:15,798 --> 01:02:16,499 - No. 928 01:02:17,499 --> 01:02:18,567 - [Mark] Well, maybe it's because 929 01:02:18,600 --> 01:02:21,971 you're trying to ruin my life. 930 01:02:22,004 --> 01:02:23,539 - You are being dramatic. 931 01:02:23,572 --> 01:02:25,040 - Dramatic? 932 01:02:25,073 --> 01:02:27,276 You talked about choice before. 933 01:02:27,309 --> 01:02:31,247 You're taking away my choice, my choice, Betty. 934 01:02:32,881 --> 01:02:34,050 Open the door. 935 01:02:35,117 --> 01:02:38,454 Open the door or I'll break it down. 936 01:02:38,487 --> 01:02:39,989 Please, please I, 937 01:02:42,558 --> 01:02:44,227 I don't wanna live, 938 01:02:45,327 --> 01:02:46,996 not without you, I, 939 01:02:48,130 --> 01:02:50,833 I don't wanna be alone again. 940 01:02:50,866 --> 01:02:52,434 I don't want you to be alone. 941 01:02:52,467 --> 01:02:53,668 (gentle music) 942 01:02:53,702 --> 01:02:58,207 I can't stand it, the thought of you somewhere else alone. 943 01:02:59,641 --> 01:03:01,977 - There's nowhere else. 944 01:03:02,010 --> 01:03:04,580 (gentle music) 945 01:03:07,916 --> 01:03:10,486 I am not gonna be used as your excuse. 946 01:03:10,519 --> 01:03:11,821 (gentle music) 947 01:03:11,854 --> 01:03:14,924 My fucking cancer is not your excuse. 948 01:03:17,159 --> 01:03:18,161 - An excuse? 949 01:03:20,329 --> 01:03:21,630 Yeah. 950 01:03:21,663 --> 01:03:22,498 You know what? 951 01:03:22,531 --> 01:03:24,133 I need an excuse okay, 952 01:03:24,166 --> 01:03:28,137 because I can't live outside our bubble. 953 01:03:28,170 --> 01:03:30,272 Every second out there with those, 954 01:03:30,305 --> 01:03:32,842 those fake fucking drones, 955 01:03:32,875 --> 01:03:35,244 being another fake fucking drone 956 01:03:35,277 --> 01:03:39,582 and listening to myself talk like a fake fucking drone. 957 01:03:39,615 --> 01:03:42,952 (gentle music) 958 01:03:42,985 --> 01:03:44,253 It's unbearable. 959 01:03:45,988 --> 01:03:48,524 (gentle music) 960 01:03:51,260 --> 01:03:53,562 - It's like I'm in a cage and it's, 961 01:03:53,595 --> 01:03:55,364 it's growing smaller and smaller. 962 01:03:55,397 --> 01:03:58,100 And if I escaped, I'd tear the limbs 963 01:03:58,133 --> 01:04:01,670 of every snide-face phony out there, I would. 964 01:04:01,703 --> 01:04:02,671 (gentle music) 965 01:04:02,704 --> 01:04:05,307 I'd tear it all fucking down. 966 01:04:05,340 --> 01:04:08,077 (gentle music) 967 01:04:09,711 --> 01:04:11,881 I couldn't even breathe. 968 01:04:12,614 --> 01:04:13,616 It's toxic. 969 01:04:15,651 --> 01:04:17,152 The exhausts, the perfume, 970 01:04:17,185 --> 01:04:20,122 artificial to the fucking molecule. 971 01:04:21,523 --> 01:04:23,292 I despise that world. 972 01:04:25,260 --> 01:04:26,562 I hate it. 973 01:04:26,595 --> 01:04:29,498 (gentle music) 974 01:04:29,531 --> 01:04:31,267 I hate myself. 975 01:04:31,300 --> 01:04:34,036 (gentle music) 976 01:04:39,374 --> 01:04:42,578 And then I look up and the sky is blue. 977 01:04:48,050 --> 01:04:51,287 I thought the world is getting smaller. 978 01:04:54,690 --> 01:04:56,225 It stays so vast. 979 01:05:00,395 --> 01:05:02,031 So vast. 980 01:05:02,064 --> 01:05:04,634 (gentle music) 981 01:05:35,697 --> 01:05:36,966 Mark? 982 01:05:43,005 --> 01:05:44,106 Mark? 983 01:05:55,217 --> 01:05:56,319 Mark? 984 01:06:02,324 --> 01:06:03,426 Mark? 985 01:06:09,164 --> 01:06:09,865 Give them to me. 986 01:06:09,898 --> 01:06:11,700 I said give them to me. - Here. 987 01:06:11,733 --> 01:06:21,543 [inaudible muttering] 988 01:06:21,576 --> 01:06:24,313 I emptied them this morning. 989 01:06:24,346 --> 01:06:27,016 (gentle music) 990 01:06:36,191 --> 01:06:38,694 (insects chirping) 991 01:06:38,727 --> 01:06:41,397 (gentle music) 992 01:06:54,543 --> 01:06:58,147 (Betty exhaling) 993 01:06:58,180 --> 01:07:01,183 (insects chirping) 994 01:07:33,248 --> 01:07:36,285 (Betty moaning) 995 01:07:36,318 --> 01:07:37,252 No. 996 01:07:37,285 --> 01:07:40,456 (Betty crying) 997 01:07:40,489 --> 01:07:42,091 Mark, stop please. 998 01:07:43,525 --> 01:07:44,860 Mark, stop, stop. 999 01:07:47,562 --> 01:07:48,631 - Fuck, fuck. 1000 01:07:49,798 --> 01:07:50,632 - Stop. 1001 01:07:50,666 --> 01:07:53,402 - This could have been easier, Betty. 1002 01:07:53,435 --> 01:07:55,337 This could have been so much easier. 1003 01:07:55,370 --> 01:07:56,205 - Please. 1004 01:07:56,238 --> 01:07:57,173 (gentle music) 1005 01:07:57,206 --> 01:08:00,342 - I won't let you make this mistake, okay. 1006 01:08:00,375 --> 01:08:01,243 Betty. 1007 01:08:02,444 --> 01:08:03,679 - I said fucking stop. 1008 01:08:03,712 --> 01:08:05,380 - What are you gonna do with that? 1009 01:08:05,413 --> 01:08:06,615 - Listen to me, Mark. 1010 01:08:06,648 --> 01:08:07,482 - [Mark] Are you gonna kill me? 1011 01:08:07,516 --> 01:08:09,218 - I shouldn't have indulged in this. 1012 01:08:09,251 --> 01:08:11,253 - It's too late. - You are sick. 1013 01:08:11,286 --> 01:08:13,388 You are sick and I made you worse. 1014 01:08:13,421 --> 01:08:15,190 - Once we walked through those days, 1015 01:08:15,223 --> 01:08:16,825 it's too late. - I'm sorry. 1016 01:08:16,858 --> 01:08:19,328 I'm sorry. - I have to do this. 1017 01:08:19,361 --> 01:08:20,162 - I'm sorry. 1018 01:08:20,195 --> 01:08:20,896 Don't. 1019 01:08:22,297 --> 01:08:24,767 (both moaning) 1020 01:08:29,804 --> 01:08:32,541 (Betty gasping) 1021 01:08:33,842 --> 01:08:36,479 (gentle music) 1022 01:08:40,749 --> 01:08:43,819 (Mark moaning) 1023 01:08:43,852 --> 01:08:47,322 (gentle music) 1024 01:08:47,355 --> 01:08:49,859 (Mark moaning) 1025 01:08:51,993 --> 01:08:54,663 (gentle music) 1026 01:09:02,504 --> 01:09:05,307 (birds chirping) 1027 01:09:26,494 --> 01:09:28,564 - [Mark Voiceover] Betty. 1028 01:09:30,031 --> 01:09:32,668 (Mark gasping) 1029 01:09:50,986 --> 01:09:53,822 (birds chirping) 1030 01:09:59,561 --> 01:10:02,298 (Betty gasping) 1031 01:10:11,673 --> 01:10:14,476 (birds chirping) 1032 01:10:20,949 --> 01:10:23,586 (gentle music) 1033 01:10:26,988 --> 01:10:28,257 Sorry. 1034 01:10:28,290 --> 01:10:29,591 I'm okay. 1035 01:10:29,624 --> 01:10:31,026 I'm okay. 1036 01:10:31,059 --> 01:10:34,329 (both crying) 1037 01:10:34,362 --> 01:10:36,699 - I thought I felt your heart 1038 01:10:38,300 --> 01:10:39,935 with my hands. 1039 01:10:39,968 --> 01:10:42,538 (both crying) 1040 01:10:47,575 --> 01:10:48,444 - Promise. 1041 01:10:49,911 --> 01:10:50,846 - Okay. 1042 01:10:50,879 --> 01:10:51,713 Okay. 1043 01:10:51,746 --> 01:10:53,048 (both crying) 1044 01:10:53,081 --> 01:10:55,851 (waves crashing) 1045 01:11:31,686 --> 01:11:34,089 - [Mark Voiceover] Should we? 1046 01:11:34,122 --> 01:11:36,024 - [Betty Voiceover] Jump? 1047 01:11:36,057 --> 01:11:37,326 (waves crashing) 1048 01:11:37,359 --> 01:11:39,695 - [Mark Voiceover] Should we? 1049 01:11:40,862 --> 01:11:43,532 - [Betty Voiceover] Maybe. 1050 01:11:43,565 --> 01:11:46,368 (fire crackling) 1051 01:12:49,564 --> 01:12:52,134 (Betty moaning) 1052 01:13:16,858 --> 01:13:18,060 - Take me home. 1053 01:13:22,797 --> 01:13:25,868 (car engine revving) 1054 01:13:33,908 --> 01:13:35,978 - Nothing can be perfect. 1055 01:13:37,879 --> 01:13:39,047 I guess. 1056 01:13:39,080 --> 01:13:42,151 (car engine revving) 1057 01:13:43,985 --> 01:13:46,922 - [Betty Voiceover] No, it can't. 1058 01:13:46,955 --> 01:13:50,459 No perfect end to the imperfect mind, 1059 01:13:50,492 --> 01:13:52,995 imperfect body, imperfect life. 1060 01:13:55,296 --> 01:13:56,465 Makes sense. 1061 01:13:59,067 --> 01:14:03,739 The heart to the arteries, to capillaries to the brain, 1062 01:14:05,273 --> 01:14:08,977 to the soul, to veins and back to the heart. 1063 01:14:11,312 --> 01:14:15,551 To arteries, to the capillaries, to the lungs to. 1064 01:14:18,186 --> 01:14:20,956 (dramatic music) 1065 01:14:25,960 --> 01:14:28,564 (Mark crying) 1066 01:14:29,864 --> 01:14:33,101 (dramatic music) 1067 01:14:33,134 --> 01:14:35,704 (Mark crying) 1068 01:14:37,705 --> 01:14:40,609 (dramatic music) 1069 01:14:40,642 --> 01:14:41,543 - Damn it. 1070 01:14:41,576 --> 01:14:43,979 (Mark crying) 1071 01:14:45,013 --> 01:14:47,816 (dramatic music) 1072 01:14:50,852 --> 01:14:53,255 (Mark crying) 1073 01:14:55,623 --> 01:14:58,126 (gentle music) 1074 01:15:01,663 --> 01:15:04,099 (Mark crying) 1075 01:15:05,767 --> 01:15:08,270 (gentle music) 1076 01:15:12,974 --> 01:15:13,975 (Mark crying) 1077 01:15:14,008 --> 01:15:15,243 (wind gushing) 1078 01:15:15,276 --> 01:15:18,113 (gentle music) 1079 01:15:18,146 --> 01:15:20,749 (Mark crying) 1080 01:15:22,584 --> 01:15:25,620 (gentle music) 1081 01:15:25,653 --> 01:15:28,823 (Mark crying) 1082 01:15:28,856 --> 01:15:30,692 (gentle music) 1083 01:15:30,725 --> 01:15:33,128 (Mark crying) 1084 01:15:34,963 --> 01:15:37,633 (gentle music) 1085 01:15:47,175 --> 01:15:49,711 (Mark crying) 1086 01:15:49,744 --> 01:15:52,247 (gentle music) 1087 01:15:55,683 --> 01:15:57,919 (Mark crying) 1088 01:15:57,952 --> 01:16:00,622 (gentle music) 1089 01:16:07,929 --> 01:16:10,298 (Mark crying) 1090 01:16:10,331 --> 01:16:13,001 (gentle music) 1091 01:16:19,073 --> 01:16:21,643 (Mark crying) 1092 01:16:23,144 --> 01:16:25,781 (gentle music) 1093 01:18:49,791 --> 01:18:50,492 Please. 1094 01:18:52,426 --> 01:18:55,296 I'm not supposed to be here. 1095 01:18:55,329 --> 01:18:57,432 I'm not supposed to be here. 1096 01:18:57,465 --> 01:19:00,068 (Mark crying) 1097 01:19:02,837 --> 01:19:04,039 - Live with it. 1098 01:19:05,606 --> 01:19:08,276 (gentle music) 1099 01:19:14,382 --> 01:19:17,919 (gentle music continues) 1100 01:19:26,227 --> 01:19:31,099 ♪ I live off love, I feed off love, I breathe off love ♪ 1101 01:19:31,132 --> 01:19:32,267 (gentle music) 1102 01:19:32,300 --> 01:19:37,239 ♪ I think of love, I drink of love, I sink in love ♪ 1103 01:19:38,272 --> 01:19:42,944 ♪ And in the middle night I need my love ♪ 1104 01:19:42,977 --> 01:19:44,512 (gentle music) 1105 01:19:44,545 --> 01:19:49,551 ♪ I need to grieve, and need to need and be in love ♪ 1106 01:19:50,885 --> 01:19:55,891 ♪ My love is gonna come to me ♪ 1107 01:19:57,191 --> 01:19:58,827 ♪ Tonight ♪ 1108 01:19:58,860 --> 01:20:01,363 (gentle music) 1109 01:20:21,916 --> 01:20:26,221 ♪ I give my love and all my love to you, my love ♪ 1110 01:20:26,254 --> 01:20:28,122 (gentle music) 1111 01:20:28,155 --> 01:20:33,161 ♪ I feast on love, a beast for love, release my love ♪ 1112 01:20:34,595 --> 01:20:39,601 ♪ You're scared and unprepared for love, don't care my love ♪ 1113 01:20:41,135 --> 01:20:46,141 ♪ 'Cause you're the only woman I've been dreaming of ♪ 1114 01:20:47,375 --> 01:20:52,380 ♪ I swear to God, I'm loving you for life ♪ 1115 01:20:53,514 --> 01:20:58,520 ♪ I swear to God, I'm making you my wife ♪ 1116 01:21:01,923 --> 01:21:04,926 ♪ And if you ever leave me ♪ 1117 01:21:04,959 --> 01:21:08,263 (gentle music) 1118 01:21:08,296 --> 01:21:13,301 ♪ I never will be so ♪ 1119 01:21:14,635 --> 01:21:19,641 ♪ I love you 'til you're lonely ♪ 1120 01:21:21,008 --> 01:21:23,478 ♪ Then I'll love you some more ♪ 1121 01:21:23,511 --> 01:21:28,349 ♪ Just before ♪ 1122 01:21:28,382 --> 01:21:31,119 ♪ Oh ♪ 1123 01:21:31,152 --> 01:21:34,255 ♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪ 1124 01:21:34,288 --> 01:21:39,193 ♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪ 1125 01:21:39,226 --> 01:21:41,897 (gentle music) 1126 01:21:43,998 --> 01:21:47,201 ♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪ 1127 01:21:47,234 --> 01:21:52,040 ♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪ 1128 01:21:52,073 --> 01:21:54,542 (gentle music) 1129 01:21:56,777 --> 01:21:59,981 ♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪ 1130 01:22:00,014 --> 01:22:04,752 ♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪ 1131 01:22:04,785 --> 01:22:07,422 (gentle music) 1132 01:22:09,690 --> 01:22:12,727 ♪ Beauty, beauty, beauty ♪ 1133 01:22:12,760 --> 01:22:17,665 ♪ There's nobody near me, there never was ♪ 1134 01:22:17,698 --> 01:22:20,335 (gentle music)