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[Alex]
When I was very young,

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Sometimes I'’d lay
in bed at night...

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and imagined that my family
turned into monsters

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when I fell asleep.

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Listening to the hum
of urban traffic

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outside my window,

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I could picture them
having wild revelries,

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sure to explode
my 8-year-old mind.

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And, of course, there was
a thoroughly logical belief

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that they were fattening me up
just to eat me.

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Even now,
at the ripe old age of 16,

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I still catch myself
asking the same old question.

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Who are you people?

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And lately,
rather than recede,

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that question
only gets louder.

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Consider my father.

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He's a shark litigator,
who simultaneously craves

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both the nobility of laboring
for the disenfranchised

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and the splatter of blood
from those who dare oppose him.

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Perhaps that's why

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his emotional
communication switch

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is permanently stuck
on "yell."

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Alex, come on.

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You're going to
be late for school.

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Jesus H. Christ.

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[Alex] Especially
when reminded that

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his 16 year old daughter
actually looks 16.

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[Carey] Does no one
wear clothes anymore?

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[sighs]

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[Alex] My mother,
meanwhile, enjoys smiling.

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She works in PR,
which is by its very nature,

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the most superficial
of superficial professions.

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Still,

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-it plays to her strength.
-Good to see you.

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[Alex] Switching
from externalized jubilation

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to world class detachment.

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Judith Fixel.

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[Alex] Publicly,
there's a direct correlation

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between said detachment

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and dead eyed
Cheshire cat grinning.

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Privately, that detachment
takes a different form.

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[Judith] Yeah, Carey and I
are taking the girls

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to visit his mother.

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Oh, yes.
A joy it shall be.

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But when we get back,
let's make a night of it.

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Okay. Okay. Bye.

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[Alex] Not a monster'’s roar.

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Do you have
to do this right here?

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You're going to ruin
my floors.

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[Alex] Something quieter.

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What do you think
of the painting?

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A reminder
that when she's around me,

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she's never quite there.

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Your principal called.

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You're failing
pre-calculus.

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[Alex] She loves
my sisters, though.

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Their existence is basically
a family creation myth.

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Daddy,
tell the story again.

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Uh, Mommy and I wanted to
have more babies.

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We tried
for years and years.

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[all] And years and years
and years and years.

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-And we saw so many doctors.
-[Carey] Oh!

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And then
we saw this one doctor,

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who took these teeny
little things called embryos,

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and they put that inside me.

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-Ew.
-[Judith] Mm-hmm.

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And then we found out

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we weren't going to have
just one baby.

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We were going to have
two babies.

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And that's how we got
you pair of chuckleheads.

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[Alex]
Maybe they're just easier.

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What about Alex?

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Yes. What about me?

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You were no trouble.

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[Alex] On some level,

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I wonder whether
I keep silently asking

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and re-asking
that fundamental question

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of just
who you people are.

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Because every moment
they seem to be asking

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the same question of me.

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Are you going to call in

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-a guidance counselor?
-Dude.

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[he chuckles]

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I'm really impressed
with your writing, though.

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[groans]
No, I should have stuck

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to Holden Caulfield's ducks

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and spared you my angst.

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It's horrible.

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Nothing about you
is horrible, Alex.

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Rohan, I--
I literally have one friend

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left over from kindergarten

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and she doesn't even go here.

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Hence your charity lunches.

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Your place
in the social pecking order

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forever undefinable.

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This, too, shall pass.
Trust me.

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It's hard to believe
I ever went through

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the same thing, right?

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Uh, It's super easy
to believe.

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-You are a total nerd.
-[he chuckles]

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Every weekend,
I set aside six hours,

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just for my book.

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Just to write.

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I think you should try it.

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Maybe you can
discipline yourself

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to write something
not so horrible.

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Okay, so,
let's write together.

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This Saturday.

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Oh, um, Alex, I don't know
if that's appropriate.

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Rohan, calm down.
We'’re friends, right?

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Okay.

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Um, but right now,
it's not Rohan, it'’s--

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Mr. Amira. Got it.

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[Rohan exhales]
All right, guys.

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Let'’s talk about
these ducks, huh?

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So, wait.
You didn't have sex with him?

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No, his Mom was,
like, in the next room.

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Are you sure it wasn't because
you're afraid of herpes?

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Because if it's herpes,
I totally get it.

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I'm terrified of herpes.

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Can you please
stop saying herpes?

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Yeah, it travels through
your saliva or your skin...

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and it doesn't even matter
if you use a condom,

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because it's just
spreading out there,

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all over the place
all the time,

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-Mm-hmm.
-And it never goes away,

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because it lives
in your fucking spine.

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It'’s literally all we talk
about in bio is, like...

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disgusting
genitalia scare tactics.

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And herpes aside,
you still have to be, like,

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way up in their face
with, like,

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all their pimples
and blackheads and nose breath

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and whatever
they fucking ate for lunch.

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-It'’s disgusting.
-Okay.

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Now all I am thinking about
is if he has herpes.

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-Good.
-Okay, look.

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You just need to
find someone.

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Anyone at your school
and just do it already.

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Your vag is not some
sort of sacred temple.

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-[Alex] Okay!
-It'’s just a vag.

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[Alex] Whatever.

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[Nancy] Or I don'’t know.
Get your mom to hug you.

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Funny how you say I'm going--

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You are goddamn well going.

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-My stomach hurts.
-It's gonna be okay.

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Grandma always
looks at me like I'm fungus

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and then asks
if I have a boyfriend.

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I'm telling her I'm gay.

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-You're not gay.
-Maybe I am.

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Oh, are you coming out?

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No.

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I'm just not going
to grandma'’s.

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Carey. It'’s okay.

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She doesn't have to go
if she doesn't want to go.

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If she's in a mood,
then it's not worth it.

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-Come on.
-Thanks a lot.

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[Judith] You okay, baby?
Where does it hurt?

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[mellow
contemplative music plays]

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[doorbell rings]

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-[Alex] Just through here.
-[cell phone ringing]

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Hey, so,
where are your folks?

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Oh, they're visiting
my grandma.

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-Oh.
-[ringing stops]

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There'’s a coffee shop
down the street.

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Maybe we should
just go there.

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You're a tea person, right?

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Uh-huh.

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So,
what's your novel about?

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[Rohan] Well,
it's kind of complicated,

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but it's about soldiers
in World War One.

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Write what you know, right?
[she laughs]

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-What?
-Uh, nothing.

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Continue.

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Okay.

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So, it's about the first
Indian soldiers that show up

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-at the Western Front.
-Yeah.

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And it's about
their experiences,

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the cultural dislocation.

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-[Alex chuckles]
-It's not a comedy.

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Oh.

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[Rohan] Yeah.

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Never heard you talk
about your work before.

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-It'’s so cool.
-Oh!

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-Alex, come on.
-Oh, I'm not a virgin.

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Look, I'll just
see you on Monday,

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-okay?
-Hey, Rohan.

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-You good?
-Yeah.

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[emotional music
plays on speakers]

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[Alex whimpers]

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[tense music plays]

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[Judith talks indistinctly]

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[Carey] Alex!

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Rose got sick,
so we turned--

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Oh, my--

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[Carey] Jesus.
Are you okay?

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-[Alex] Yeah.
-[Carey] Really?

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You okay?
Are you sure?

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What kind of fucking teacher
hangs out with his students?

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What the hell
is he doing here?

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-Calm down.
-[Carey] No.

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He's a grown man,
you're 16!

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He'’s lucky
I don'’t murder him.

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You want to explain what
the fuck he was doing here?

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[Judith]
Okay, you are the adult.

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[Carey]
I am the adult!

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You know
who'’s not the adult?

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Alexandra Fucking Fixal!

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[somber music plays]

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[sighs]

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[Carey] This is very
difficult to explain.

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What's his name?

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Rohan? Amira?

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We should press charges.

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We have a-- we have a--
a moral obligation, right?

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We should sue
the whole school.

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[Judith]
She invited him here.

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[Carey]
That's beside the point.

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I just don't think
I'll ever understand

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what would possess her to do

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something
so aggressively stupid.

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Okay. Okay.
But you made your point.

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-So let's just drop it.
-[Carey] Okay.

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[Carey sighs]
Well, we certainly know

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she didn't get
this bullshit from me.

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[tense music plays]

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Wait, I-- I did not mean

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-to say--
-Yeah, you did.

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[footsteps departing]

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Judith.

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I said the wrong thing.

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♪

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Hey, Mom?

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-Sorry.
-You scared me.

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[Judith sighs]

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Alex,
you need to be careful.

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There's enough
trouble out there,

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without you going
to look for it.

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I wasn't looking for trouble.

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I knew what I was doing.

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Y-- you brought
a strange man into our home.

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He wasn't strange.

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-I knew him.
-You don't know a fucking thing.

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[Judith exhales]

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Okay, you know what?

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It's been a long day.

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What were you looking at?

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I think we should both
get some sleep

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before we go
another round.

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♪

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[school bell rings]

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[Mrs. Rumble] All right.

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I am Mrs. Rumble,
your sub.

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00:11:28.122 --> 00:11:29.993
And it looks like
we are finishing up

257
00:11:30.167 --> 00:11:31.647
Catcher in the Rye.

258
00:11:31.821 --> 00:11:33.693
-[girl] Jailbait.
-[class snickering]

259
00:11:33.867 --> 00:11:36.783
[Mrs. Rumble] Who actually read
the book from the SparkNotes?

260
00:11:38.698 --> 00:11:40.047
Excuse me?

261
00:11:40.221 --> 00:11:42.179
Excuse me?
What'’s her name?

262
00:11:43.050 --> 00:11:44.355
[class] Ooh! [laughing]

263
00:11:44.529 --> 00:11:46.706
[somber music plays]

264
00:11:46.880 --> 00:11:47.924
Mom?

265
00:11:52.973 --> 00:11:54.017
Dad?

266
00:12:12.906 --> 00:12:16.910
♪

267
00:12:29.226 --> 00:12:31.228
[Alex] "Dear Judith...

268
00:12:31.402 --> 00:12:32.926
I haven't expected you
to respond

269
00:12:33.100 --> 00:12:34.536
to my letters before,

270
00:12:34.710 --> 00:12:36.930
and I don't expect it now,
either.

271
00:12:37.104 --> 00:12:39.933
[Karl] Truthfully,
I don't know what I'd say

272
00:12:40.107 --> 00:12:41.412
other than I'm sorry
for what happened

273
00:12:41.586 --> 00:12:43.066
a few months ago.

274
00:12:43.240 --> 00:12:45.025
How things
between us ended,

275
00:12:45.199 --> 00:12:46.766
and how they never
should have begun.

276
00:12:48.202 --> 00:12:49.899
I'm back
in Washington now,

277
00:12:50.073 --> 00:12:52.119
so you don't have to
worry about seeing me.

278
00:12:52.293 --> 00:12:54.774
I imagine you never want to
see me again...

279
00:12:54.948 --> 00:12:56.471
and I don't blame you.

280
00:12:56.645 --> 00:12:59.213
I never want to
see me again, either.

281
00:12:59.387 --> 00:13:01.693
It's unfair to tell you
I think about you,

282
00:13:01.868 --> 00:13:02.999
but I do.

283
00:13:04.044 --> 00:13:05.088
Karl."

284
00:13:08.700 --> 00:13:09.963
[Judith] Alex?

285
00:13:10.137 --> 00:13:11.181
Coming.

286
00:13:12.704 --> 00:13:14.184
[Carey]
We need to talk to you.

287
00:13:22.758 --> 00:13:25.108
So, um,
I have a question.

288
00:13:25.282 --> 00:13:26.327
Not now.

289
00:13:27.415 --> 00:13:28.503
Park it.

290
00:13:30.070 --> 00:13:31.114
Okay.

291
00:13:33.725 --> 00:13:36.380
So, um, I read this--

292
00:13:36.554 --> 00:13:37.642
We'’ve arranged
for you to start

293
00:13:37.817 --> 00:13:38.948
boarding school
next week.

294
00:13:40.123 --> 00:13:42.343
[tense music plays]

295
00:13:42.517 --> 00:13:43.823
[Alex]
They'’re liars.

296
00:13:43.997 --> 00:13:47.043
Like, legit liars,
both of them.

297
00:13:47.217 --> 00:13:48.915
[scoffs] And now
they got their excuse

298
00:13:49.089 --> 00:13:50.220
to ship me
to boarding school.

299
00:13:50.394 --> 00:13:51.787
They can finally
get rid of me.

300
00:13:52.570 --> 00:13:55.443
Okay, you don't even know
what this letter means.

301
00:13:55.617 --> 00:13:57.445
It is from six months
before I was born.

302
00:13:57.967 --> 00:13:59.534
That's a fucking
coincidence now?

303
00:14:00.578 --> 00:14:02.363
Plus, all those
fertility treatments

304
00:14:02.537 --> 00:14:03.538
for the twins?

305
00:14:03.712 --> 00:14:05.018
Carey shoots blanks.

306
00:14:05.192 --> 00:14:06.933
Okay,
well, this Karl guy

307
00:14:07.107 --> 00:14:08.543
could be, like,
a serial killer.

308
00:14:08.717 --> 00:14:09.761
How many serial killers
seem that contrite

309
00:14:09.936 --> 00:14:10.980
about home-wrecking?

310
00:14:11.154 --> 00:14:13.026
I don't have a lot of experience

311
00:14:13.200 --> 00:14:14.984
-with serial killers, Alex.
-He was like an artist, right?

312
00:14:15.158 --> 00:14:16.594
Maybe my mom had
an affair with him,

313
00:14:16.768 --> 00:14:18.640
she wasn't so,
like-- her.

314
00:14:18.814 --> 00:14:20.033
Well, they could just
look at your Insta

315
00:14:20.207 --> 00:14:21.904
and know
that you're lying.

316
00:14:22.078 --> 00:14:23.036
[Alex] Then I'll delete it,
good fucking riddance.

317
00:14:23.210 --> 00:14:24.515
-Hey.
-Listen.

318
00:14:24.689 --> 00:14:26.039
I've known
Judith'’s password

319
00:14:26.213 --> 00:14:27.475
since I set up
her PayPal account.

320
00:14:27.954 --> 00:14:29.564
After they drop me off,
I'll just email the school

321
00:14:29.738 --> 00:14:32.001
something like, "My husband
and I have reconsidered

322
00:14:32.175 --> 00:14:34.569
Alex's enrollment
and have opted to place her

323
00:14:34.743 --> 00:14:36.963
in a private school
here in Portland.

324
00:14:37.137 --> 00:14:39.574
We're sending a family friend
to retrieve her tomorrow.

325
00:14:39.748 --> 00:14:41.663
Feel free
to contact my direct line

326
00:14:41.837 --> 00:14:44.144
with any questions
or concerns."

327
00:14:45.188 --> 00:14:47.321
[woman sighs]

328
00:14:47.799 --> 00:14:49.497
[Nancy] And what if
they email her back?

329
00:14:49.671 --> 00:14:51.629
Then I will block their email
on Judith's account.

330
00:14:51.803 --> 00:14:55.372
-I get creative, Nancy.
-What if they call her?

331
00:14:55.546 --> 00:14:57.418
-What then?
-[Alex] Judith Fixel.

332
00:14:57.592 --> 00:14:58.854
Hello, yes.

333
00:14:59.507 --> 00:15:01.813
I understand we need to
forfeit the tuition paid.

334
00:15:01.988 --> 00:15:03.598
We made a huge mistake

335
00:15:03.772 --> 00:15:05.730
and we feel the need
to keep Alex close to us.

336
00:15:10.083 --> 00:15:11.084
You're going
to the bus station, right?

337
00:15:11.258 --> 00:15:12.346
Uh, yeah.

338
00:15:13.434 --> 00:15:15.131
[Nancy] So you've, like,
already stalked him?

339
00:15:15.305 --> 00:15:16.611
[Alex] Yeah, I already have
his address and stuff.

340
00:15:16.785 --> 00:15:18.352
Okay, whatever.

341
00:15:18.526 --> 00:15:21.050
Le-- let's just say
that this works.

342
00:15:21.659 --> 00:15:22.922
Are you sure
you don't just, like,

343
00:15:23.096 --> 00:15:25.141
want this Karl guy
to be your dad?

344
00:15:25.315 --> 00:15:28.928
What, like, everything's just
going to magically make sense?

345
00:15:31.321 --> 00:15:32.801
I mean,
what if he just...

346
00:15:34.194 --> 00:15:35.325
Sucks?

347
00:15:37.371 --> 00:15:38.502
[Alex] Well,
I'’ll have to find out.

348
00:15:40.026 --> 00:15:41.114
Right?

349
00:15:42.028 --> 00:15:45.988
[contemplative
piano melody plays]

350
00:16:24.548 --> 00:16:25.767
[knocking on door]

351
00:16:30.424 --> 00:16:31.512
Yes?

352
00:16:32.382 --> 00:16:35.516
Um, I'’m looking for
Karl Hendrix.

353
00:16:36.691 --> 00:16:39.433
Karl, there's somebody
here to see you.

354
00:16:41.304 --> 00:16:43.045
So are you his girlfriend or?

355
00:16:43.219 --> 00:16:45.787
-Cousin. I'm his cousin.
-Oh! Yeah.

356
00:16:48.616 --> 00:16:49.878
Hello.

357
00:16:50.357 --> 00:16:51.445
I'm Alex.

358
00:16:53.838 --> 00:16:54.926
Alexandra.

359
00:16:57.364 --> 00:16:58.800
Judith'’s kid.

360
00:17:02.543 --> 00:17:03.631
Judith?

361
00:17:07.417 --> 00:17:09.028
[dog barking in distance]

362
00:17:12.466 --> 00:17:13.510
Why don't you come in?

363
00:17:27.524 --> 00:17:30.745
Um, could you just
give me a moment, please?

364
00:17:30.919 --> 00:17:32.877
-Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-Thanks.

365
00:17:36.664 --> 00:17:38.361
-[Karl] That's my--
-[Sarah] I know.

366
00:17:39.319 --> 00:17:40.537
It's gonna be all right.

367
00:17:43.714 --> 00:17:47.762
♪

368
00:17:54.986 --> 00:17:56.901
I need to talk
to your folks.

369
00:17:57.511 --> 00:17:59.817
All right. Yeah.

370
00:18:06.259 --> 00:18:07.564
[dial tone beeps]

371
00:18:07.738 --> 00:18:09.000
[elevator dings]

372
00:18:09.175 --> 00:18:10.480
Did it work?

373
00:18:10.654 --> 00:18:12.787
-Hi, Mom.
-W-- what? Mom?

374
00:18:13.309 --> 00:18:15.355
Yeah, I got here okay.

375
00:18:15.529 --> 00:18:17.661
[Nancy] Uh, Alex,
what are you talking about?

376
00:18:18.227 --> 00:18:20.142
Sure. Yeah.
He was really surprised.

377
00:18:20.316 --> 00:18:21.578
[Nancy]
I-- I'’m not your mom.

378
00:18:21.752 --> 00:18:23.014
Yeah, I love you too.

379
00:18:23.189 --> 00:18:25.016
-[Nancy] Alex!
-The phone.

380
00:18:25.191 --> 00:18:26.801
[Nancy] You said
this wouldn'’t come back on me.

381
00:18:26.975 --> 00:18:29.064
Where are you putting me
in the middle of this?

382
00:18:29.238 --> 00:18:30.631
Why are you doing everything
that you said you wouldn'’t--

383
00:18:30.805 --> 00:18:31.501
Hello, am I speaking
to Alex's mother?

384
00:18:31.675 --> 00:18:32.937
[Nancy whimpers]

385
00:18:34.156 --> 00:18:35.331
Hello?

386
00:18:39.379 --> 00:18:41.250
Why did--
why did she hang up on me?

387
00:18:41.424 --> 00:18:43.339
Oh, um, she didn't want to
talk to you.

388
00:18:43.513 --> 00:18:44.862
She said you'd understand.

389
00:18:45.036 --> 00:18:47.343
-Excuse me?
-Uh, where did he go?

390
00:18:48.431 --> 00:18:49.606
[Sarah exhales]

391
00:18:50.216 --> 00:18:52.870
Your mother
didn't tell him about you.

392
00:18:56.004 --> 00:18:58.354
Well, I'’m-- I'’m here now.

393
00:19:02.663 --> 00:19:04.230
How about you stay
for dinner?

394
00:19:05.405 --> 00:19:07.146
You're not eating anything.

395
00:19:07.320 --> 00:19:10.584
Oh, it's so good.
Um, I just- I'’m a vegetarian.

396
00:19:10.758 --> 00:19:11.889
Oh.

397
00:19:13.064 --> 00:19:14.283
See, when I was three,

398
00:19:14.457 --> 00:19:16.503
my parents took me
to this barbecue

399
00:19:16.677 --> 00:19:18.505
and someone
offered me a hamburger.

400
00:19:18.679 --> 00:19:21.595
And I asked my,
uh, my dad, um,

401
00:19:21.769 --> 00:19:23.292
"Where does
hamburger come from?"

402
00:19:23.466 --> 00:19:25.642
And he said, "Well,
it comes from the cow."

403
00:19:25.816 --> 00:19:28.515
And I said, "You mean the cow
makes it like it makes milk?"

404
00:19:28.689 --> 00:19:30.212
Because I just
learned that about milk.

405
00:19:30.386 --> 00:19:33.737
And he said, "No, Alex,
the cow is the burger."

406
00:19:34.303 --> 00:19:36.262
So, then,
little me ran around,

407
00:19:36.436 --> 00:19:37.915
saying to everybody,

408
00:19:38.089 --> 00:19:39.395
"How would you feel
if the cow ate you?"

409
00:19:43.007 --> 00:19:45.227
Which is probably the proudest
my dad's ever been of me,

410
00:19:45.401 --> 00:19:46.750
because he thought
I'd be a lawyer.

411
00:19:46.924 --> 00:19:48.535
-Your dad's a lawyer?
-[Alex] Yeah.

412
00:19:49.057 --> 00:19:51.233
An ode
to liberal hypocrisy.

413
00:19:55.933 --> 00:19:56.978
And you're a mechanic?

414
00:19:59.241 --> 00:20:00.634
How long have you been
a mechanic for?

415
00:20:02.636 --> 00:20:03.941
About eight years.

416
00:20:04.899 --> 00:20:05.943
Do you like it?

417
00:20:06.988 --> 00:20:08.816
-[Karl sighs]
-[Sarah] Karl.

418
00:20:11.210 --> 00:20:12.472
So how did
you and my mom meet?

419
00:20:23.483 --> 00:20:25.136
So were you, like,

420
00:20:25.311 --> 00:20:27.313
apprentice mechanicing
when you met her,

421
00:20:27.487 --> 00:20:28.662
or how exactly does--

422
00:20:28.836 --> 00:20:29.837
I think
you should head home.

423
00:20:31.186 --> 00:20:32.492
I didn'’t ask
for a daughter.

424
00:20:33.144 --> 00:20:34.276
I don'’t want
some kid running around.

425
00:20:34.450 --> 00:20:35.538
Listen,
you don't have to

426
00:20:35.712 --> 00:20:36.800
-worry about me.
-Go!

427
00:20:45.461 --> 00:20:48.072
Wow, um, I'm-- I'm so touched
by your enthusiasm

428
00:20:48.247 --> 00:20:49.813
to meet the fruit
of your loins.

429
00:20:52.207 --> 00:20:53.469
Nice to fucking meet you.

430
00:20:59.127 --> 00:21:00.824
[sobs] Fuck!

431
00:21:07.440 --> 00:21:09.442
Come inside.
It's freezing out here.

432
00:21:09.616 --> 00:21:10.834
I'’ll just find
a motel or something.

433
00:21:11.008 --> 00:21:13.446
-It's fine.
-Don't be silly.

434
00:21:13.620 --> 00:21:14.795
You'll stay here

435
00:21:14.969 --> 00:21:16.405
and I'll make up
the guest room.

436
00:21:17.363 --> 00:21:19.278
You just caught him
off guard, is all.

437
00:21:23.978 --> 00:21:25.893
-Yeah.
-Good. Let's go.

438
00:21:27.460 --> 00:21:28.548
[Sarah sighs]

439
00:21:30.680 --> 00:21:34.684
[mellow piano melody plays]

440
00:22:04.584 --> 00:22:09.371
[indistinct praying]

441
00:22:13.549 --> 00:22:17.553
♪

442
00:22:18.946 --> 00:22:22.166
[birds chirping]

443
00:22:22.341 --> 00:22:23.516
[car door slams shut]

444
00:22:24.517 --> 00:22:26.780
[engine rumbles]

445
00:22:40.794 --> 00:22:42.622
-Hi.
-Good morning.

446
00:22:44.493 --> 00:22:46.190
Uh, where did Karl go?

447
00:22:46.930 --> 00:22:48.149
He had an appointment.

448
00:22:48.715 --> 00:22:49.803
[clicks tongue] Oh.

449
00:22:51.544 --> 00:22:54.285
We were thinking
that it might be nice

450
00:22:54.460 --> 00:22:55.939
if you stayed for a while.

451
00:22:56.853 --> 00:22:58.202
Give you both a chance

452
00:22:58.377 --> 00:22:59.682
to get to know
each other a little?

453
00:23:00.291 --> 00:23:01.423
We?

454
00:23:02.250 --> 00:23:03.382
[Sarah] Yes.

455
00:23:04.034 --> 00:23:06.950
Well, I have to
go to school.

456
00:23:07.124 --> 00:23:08.691
I teach the third grade.

457
00:23:09.475 --> 00:23:12.216
Karl will be back from work
at six.

458
00:23:12.391 --> 00:23:13.696
Dinner is at seven.

459
00:23:14.349 --> 00:23:16.307
Um, so, I
guess that means

460
00:23:16.482 --> 00:23:19.572
you should just
make yourself at home.

461
00:23:28.798 --> 00:23:29.930
[door clicks shut]

462
00:23:31.540 --> 00:23:35.544
[upbeat melody plays]

463
00:23:49.689 --> 00:23:50.777
Hello?

464
00:23:51.517 --> 00:23:52.648
Karl?

465
00:23:56.304 --> 00:23:57.436
What are you doing here?

466
00:23:57.914 --> 00:23:59.438
I wanted to see
where you work.

467
00:24:01.701 --> 00:24:02.919
Okay, well,
you've seen it.

468
00:24:16.629 --> 00:24:19.109
[light thumping]

469
00:24:20.154 --> 00:24:24.158
[melancholy
piano melody plays]

470
00:25:11.422 --> 00:25:13.990
[thumping resumes]

471
00:25:14.164 --> 00:25:15.296
Sorry.

472
00:25:16.253 --> 00:25:17.341
Didn't mean to spy.

473
00:25:21.868 --> 00:25:23.434
What exactly
do you want from me?

474
00:25:24.784 --> 00:25:26.263
-[Karl grunting]
-[Alex] I don'’t know.

475
00:25:26.742 --> 00:25:29.440
Uh, get to know you
or something?

476
00:25:29.615 --> 00:25:30.790
Look...

477
00:25:31.791 --> 00:25:33.706
I'm sorry your mom
didn't tell you about me.

478
00:25:33.880 --> 00:25:35.621
She didn't tell me
about you, either.

479
00:25:36.622 --> 00:25:38.232
But I don't want
you sticking around,

480
00:25:38.406 --> 00:25:39.973
expecting something
that's not going to happen.

481
00:25:40.495 --> 00:25:43.498
-[thumping resumes]
-[Karl panting]

482
00:25:45.674 --> 00:25:47.937
What's so bad about me?
[chuckles]

483
00:25:52.115 --> 00:25:53.508
What?

484
00:25:54.030 --> 00:25:56.076
Just-- I'm your kid
and you can't even look at me?

485
00:25:57.033 --> 00:25:58.121
[scoffs]

486
00:26:01.951 --> 00:26:04.954
♪

487
00:26:05.999 --> 00:26:07.740
[grunting and panting]

488
00:26:17.053 --> 00:26:19.099
-Give it!
-No!

489
00:26:19.273 --> 00:26:20.883
-It'’s mine!
-No, it'’s not!

490
00:26:21.057 --> 00:26:22.581
-[Carey] Hello?
-[Rose] No!

491
00:26:22.755 --> 00:26:24.104
-[Eliza] I had it!
-[Rose] No.

492
00:26:24.583 --> 00:26:25.932
Hey, Alex.

493
00:26:26.106 --> 00:26:27.716
[Rose] It was mine.

494
00:26:27.890 --> 00:26:29.109
-[Eliza] No, it was on my bed.
-What's wrong?

495
00:26:29.283 --> 00:26:31.981
Nothing, Dad. Hi.

496
00:26:32.155 --> 00:26:33.461
[Carey]
Hey, guys. Guys, guys.

497
00:26:33.635 --> 00:26:35.245
Can you please quiet down,

498
00:26:35.419 --> 00:26:37.334
so I can figure out
how to turn this thing on?

499
00:26:37.508 --> 00:26:40.381
-Uh, hit input.
-I hit input.

500
00:26:40.555 --> 00:26:42.731
-[indistinct talking on TV]
-Oh, look at that.

501
00:26:43.819 --> 00:26:45.647
Great job, kiddo.

502
00:26:45.821 --> 00:26:48.084
Yeah, I'm like
the Swiss Army Knife of humans.

503
00:26:48.258 --> 00:26:49.912
[laughing]

504
00:26:50.086 --> 00:26:52.567
[Alex]
Um, I was wondering

505
00:26:52.741 --> 00:26:54.264
if maybe this, like,

506
00:26:54.438 --> 00:26:56.484
whole boarding school thing
was a mistake?

507
00:26:58.181 --> 00:26:59.356
Maybe I should come home?

508
00:27:00.967 --> 00:27:03.447
I can navigate
the hell out of the television.

509
00:27:04.753 --> 00:27:06.494
We talked about this, kid.

510
00:27:09.497 --> 00:27:10.541
Yeah, you're right.

511
00:27:11.455 --> 00:27:12.587
[Carey] So...

512
00:27:13.414 --> 00:27:14.458
how'’s school?

513
00:27:15.372 --> 00:27:16.635
Food's edible.

514
00:27:16.809 --> 00:27:18.158
My roommate has
night terrors.

515
00:27:18.332 --> 00:27:19.986
Made out
with the headmistress.

516
00:27:20.160 --> 00:27:22.075
-Couldn'’t resist.
-Jesus Christ, Alex.

517
00:27:22.249 --> 00:27:23.380
Why do you ha--

518
00:27:39.309 --> 00:27:43.313
[muffled classical music plays]

519
00:27:46.969 --> 00:27:50.973
♪

520
00:27:55.499 --> 00:27:56.587
Is that a model airplane?

521
00:27:58.894 --> 00:27:59.939
Uh-huh.

522
00:28:01.331 --> 00:28:02.463
What are you, like, seven?

523
00:28:03.203 --> 00:28:04.465
In 1952?

524
00:28:10.950 --> 00:28:12.038
What are you listening to?

525
00:28:14.518 --> 00:28:15.563
Jupiter Symphony.

526
00:28:16.346 --> 00:28:17.434
[Alex] Hm.

527
00:28:18.087 --> 00:28:19.132
That'’s charming.

528
00:28:19.872 --> 00:28:21.003
You're not a fan?

529
00:28:21.482 --> 00:28:22.657
I just hate
how everyone acts like

530
00:28:22.831 --> 00:28:24.224
classical music
is so amazing

531
00:28:24.398 --> 00:28:26.008
just because
a bunch of rich old people

532
00:28:26.182 --> 00:28:27.793
get off on flaunting
their cultural superiority

533
00:28:27.967 --> 00:28:29.359
to the rest of us plebeians
with our simple tastes.

534
00:28:31.622 --> 00:28:32.841
Rich old folk like me?

535
00:28:34.756 --> 00:28:36.627
I didn't--
I didn't mean you.

536
00:28:37.716 --> 00:28:39.282
There was a lot of junk...

537
00:28:40.544 --> 00:28:41.981
but that's not what survived.

538
00:28:48.204 --> 00:28:49.379
This is Mozart.

539
00:28:50.816 --> 00:28:54.167
Mathematically perfect.
No note out of place.

540
00:28:54.341 --> 00:28:55.385
Very clean.

541
00:28:55.995 --> 00:28:57.997
Everything in perfect order.

542
00:28:58.171 --> 00:28:59.302
Now, Beethoven.

543
00:29:00.303 --> 00:29:03.959
Beethoven was more emotional,
more dangerous.

544
00:29:05.004 --> 00:29:06.222
There was order, sure.

545
00:29:06.788 --> 00:29:07.920
But, uh...

546
00:29:09.008 --> 00:29:10.096
not like Mozart.

547
00:29:12.185 --> 00:29:13.186
Who do you like better?

548
00:29:14.143 --> 00:29:15.623
They weren't competing.

549
00:29:16.972 --> 00:29:18.800
Beethoven grew up
listening to Mozart.

550
00:29:21.368 --> 00:29:22.891
They were both masters.

551
00:29:23.065 --> 00:29:24.327
Yeah, but whose music
do you like better?

552
00:29:29.463 --> 00:29:30.420
Mozart.

553
00:29:30.594 --> 00:29:34.642
♪

554
00:29:43.129 --> 00:29:45.653
It's Sunday!
Time for church.

555
00:29:45.827 --> 00:29:47.307
[Alex groans]

556
00:29:47.481 --> 00:29:48.569
Come on.

557
00:29:49.135 --> 00:29:50.658
Let's go.

558
00:29:50.832 --> 00:29:52.312
You know I don't believe
in any of that stuff.

559
00:29:52.486 --> 00:29:53.574
I know.

560
00:29:54.183 --> 00:29:56.359
I don't care.
Get ready.

561
00:29:56.533 --> 00:29:59.188
[Alex groans]
I'’m culturally Jewish.

562
00:29:59.841 --> 00:30:02.235
[sizzling]

563
00:30:07.762 --> 00:30:08.894
Morning.

564
00:30:10.025 --> 00:30:12.114
-Would you like some?
-[Alex groans]

565
00:30:13.028 --> 00:30:15.074
Bacon is one
of life's great pleasures.

566
00:30:15.248 --> 00:30:16.423
And what about Jesus?

567
00:30:16.989 --> 00:30:18.817
Yes, bacon and Jesus.

568
00:30:30.002 --> 00:30:31.655
This vegetarian
thing of yours...

569
00:30:33.005 --> 00:30:34.745
-it's not going to last.
-[Alex groans]

570
00:30:35.877 --> 00:30:37.531
[bell tolls]

571
00:30:37.705 --> 00:30:39.098
Have you always
gone to church?

572
00:30:41.056 --> 00:30:42.275
She goes, I go.

573
00:30:45.234 --> 00:30:46.496
You go there.

574
00:30:46.670 --> 00:30:48.063
It's not what you did or...

575
00:30:48.934 --> 00:30:50.326
who you used to be.

576
00:30:50.500 --> 00:30:52.415
It'’s focusing
on who you are now

577
00:30:52.589 --> 00:30:53.852
and who you're going to
be tomorrow.

578
00:30:56.506 --> 00:30:57.681
What?

579
00:30:57.856 --> 00:30:59.118
Uh, nothing, you'’re just--

580
00:31:00.293 --> 00:31:01.511
you'’re just one of those.

581
00:31:03.252 --> 00:31:05.037
-One of what?
-[Alex chuckles]

582
00:31:05.211 --> 00:31:06.560
Like a born-again
that talks about

583
00:31:06.734 --> 00:31:08.344
how awesome religion is
all the time.

584
00:31:10.956 --> 00:31:12.435
You're going to
move back to Israel?

585
00:31:13.349 --> 00:31:14.742
[chuckles] Why Israel?

586
00:31:15.308 --> 00:31:17.136
For the rapture, you know?
Jews all go--

587
00:31:17.310 --> 00:31:18.615
[Alex] The rapture?
Are you kidding me?

588
00:31:18.789 --> 00:31:20.095
Please tell me
you're joking right now.

589
00:31:20.269 --> 00:31:21.749
-Gayle. How are you?
-Oh, you know.

590
00:31:22.315 --> 00:31:24.143
Grading papers,
living large.

591
00:31:25.144 --> 00:31:27.189
You remember my cousin, Karl?

592
00:31:27.363 --> 00:31:29.148
Oh, yeah,
the famous mechanic.

593
00:31:29.322 --> 00:31:30.889
-Hi, Karl.
-Hi.

594
00:31:32.760 --> 00:31:35.545
-And this is Alex.
-Hey.

595
00:31:36.024 --> 00:31:37.896
-Nice seeing you.
-Likewise.

596
00:31:39.941 --> 00:31:41.900
All right then.
Shall we?

597
00:31:43.336 --> 00:31:48.210
♪ Amazing Grace ♪

598
00:31:48.384 --> 00:31:53.650
♪ How sweet the sound ♪

599
00:31:53.824 --> 00:31:58.568
♪ That saved a wretch ♪

600
00:31:58.742 --> 00:32:02.833
♪ Like me ♪

601
00:32:03.008 --> 00:32:07.795
♪ I once was lost ♪

602
00:32:07.969 --> 00:32:09.144
I need to go
to the bathroom.

603
00:32:09.318 --> 00:32:13.583
♪ But now I'’m found ♪

604
00:32:13.757 --> 00:32:15.934
♪ '’Twas blind ♪

605
00:32:16.108 --> 00:32:21.548
♪ But now I see ♪

606
00:32:33.952 --> 00:32:35.127
[Arthur] Wanna smoke?

607
00:32:37.781 --> 00:32:38.913
No thanks, I quit.

608
00:32:40.915 --> 00:32:41.960
You Juul?

609
00:32:42.917 --> 00:32:44.092
Uh, nope.

610
00:32:47.269 --> 00:32:49.271
You know I don'’t,
like, bite, right?

611
00:32:58.280 --> 00:32:59.455
So, uh...

612
00:33:00.761 --> 00:33:01.849
who are you?

613
00:33:02.937 --> 00:33:06.071
I'm Sarah Kelly's cousin.
I'm living with her and Karl.

614
00:33:07.637 --> 00:33:09.117
-I'm Alex.
-Okay.

615
00:33:09.944 --> 00:33:11.032
Arthur.

616
00:33:12.381 --> 00:33:13.687
P.S., no one
ever really quits,

617
00:33:13.861 --> 00:33:14.993
they're just
lying to themselves.

618
00:33:22.957 --> 00:33:24.002
Where are you from?

619
00:33:24.828 --> 00:33:26.743
[coughing]

620
00:33:28.528 --> 00:33:29.572
Portland.

621
00:33:31.226 --> 00:33:32.923
[Arthur] You left Portland
to come here?

622
00:33:34.360 --> 00:33:35.622
What the fuck
is the matter with you?

623
00:33:36.449 --> 00:33:38.364
-So, so much.
-[Arthur chuckles]

624
00:33:39.278 --> 00:33:41.932
Well, uh, what do you think
of our heavenly church?

625
00:33:42.107 --> 00:33:44.979
Uh, religion is almost
as dumb as astrology.

626
00:33:45.893 --> 00:33:48.504
Yeah, but an astrologist

627
00:33:48.678 --> 00:33:50.419
won't call you
a god-defying faggot.

628
00:33:51.246 --> 00:33:52.552
Then why do you come here?

629
00:33:53.248 --> 00:33:54.728
Because my parents
fucking make me.

630
00:33:56.208 --> 00:33:57.513
Don'’t your parents
make you do shit?

631
00:33:57.687 --> 00:33:59.689
-Uh, they try.
-[both chuckle]

632
00:34:01.561 --> 00:34:03.737
-[Arthur] What's your Insta?
-Deleted it.

633
00:34:04.303 --> 00:34:06.653
-Deleted all of the apps.
-Oh.

634
00:34:07.306 --> 00:34:08.785
I'm pretending
my life is amazing

635
00:34:08.959 --> 00:34:10.265
or complaining
that it isn't.

636
00:34:10.439 --> 00:34:11.788
Either way,
incredibly depressing.

637
00:34:14.095 --> 00:34:16.010
You said you're staying
with Karl Hendrix, right?

638
00:34:18.621 --> 00:34:19.883
Oh, yeah, I see it.

639
00:34:21.798 --> 00:34:23.409
Do you know him at all?

640
00:34:24.018 --> 00:34:26.151
Uh, not really,

641
00:34:26.325 --> 00:34:28.196
but I heard he got loaded
a couple of years ago

642
00:34:28.370 --> 00:34:30.372
and put his fucking fist
through a window.

643
00:34:32.157 --> 00:34:33.245
I don't know.

644
00:34:40.339 --> 00:34:41.818
Would you want to
maybe get out of here?

645
00:34:44.125 --> 00:34:46.214
I should probably
go back inside.

646
00:34:50.784 --> 00:34:51.915
Bye, Arthur.

647
00:34:53.308 --> 00:34:54.353
Bye, Alex.

648
00:34:58.879 --> 00:35:00.054
Here we are.

649
00:35:01.055 --> 00:35:02.404
Again.

650
00:35:02.578 --> 00:35:03.971
You really know
how to fix these things?

651
00:35:05.059 --> 00:35:06.539
Otherwise
I'd be lying to people.

652
00:35:08.932 --> 00:35:11.196
So, who is Mr. Kelly

653
00:35:11.370 --> 00:35:13.111
and where are his sons?

654
00:35:14.808 --> 00:35:16.201
Mr. Kelly is Sarah's dad.

655
00:35:17.245 --> 00:35:19.073
Named the place
before he had any kids.

656
00:35:20.248 --> 00:35:21.423
And when his kids
were all girls,

657
00:35:21.597 --> 00:35:23.164
he just kept the name.

658
00:35:23.947 --> 00:35:26.211
Well, you must have been
some exceptional cousin

659
00:35:26.385 --> 00:35:27.516
for her to give you this.

660
00:35:27.995 --> 00:35:29.388
[Karl]
My mom's cousin, actually.

661
00:35:29.562 --> 00:35:31.259
Oh, shit. New grandma.

662
00:35:32.434 --> 00:35:33.914
A grandma
that died years ago.

663
00:35:34.088 --> 00:35:35.698
Well, what about my grandfather?
Can I meet him?

664
00:35:37.831 --> 00:35:39.354
Not in this lifetime.

665
00:35:39.833 --> 00:35:40.877
But what was he like?

666
00:35:43.924 --> 00:35:45.317
He was a mean drunk.

667
00:35:45.839 --> 00:35:47.145
Is that why
you went to Portland?

668
00:35:49.669 --> 00:35:50.713
How old were you?

669
00:35:51.323 --> 00:35:53.629
I was about 20,
21, I guess.

670
00:35:53.803 --> 00:35:54.935
So, let me
get this straight.

671
00:35:55.109 --> 00:35:56.676
Your dead mom's cousin

672
00:35:56.850 --> 00:35:59.069
just, like,
gave you this place?

673
00:35:59.244 --> 00:36:00.549
You know,
you ask a lot of questions.

674
00:36:00.723 --> 00:36:02.290
Oh, and Gayle,
what is up with her?

675
00:36:02.464 --> 00:36:03.944
That wasn'’t a request
for more.

676
00:36:04.118 --> 00:36:05.424
I think it's really weird
that you, like,

677
00:36:05.598 --> 00:36:07.034
-don't date at all.
-[Karl sighs]

678
00:36:07.513 --> 00:36:08.557
What's up with that?

679
00:36:09.558 --> 00:36:10.603
Let me ask you something.

680
00:36:11.604 --> 00:36:13.475
You've been here,
what, four days?

681
00:36:14.476 --> 00:36:16.043
Your parents okay
with you missing school?

682
00:36:17.349 --> 00:36:19.481
I'm on break.
You can call and ask.

683
00:36:19.655 --> 00:36:20.787
Yeah.

684
00:36:20.961 --> 00:36:22.223
That's what made you decide

685
00:36:22.397 --> 00:36:23.355
now is the time
to take this trip?

686
00:36:24.704 --> 00:36:27.620
Nothing you'd rather
keep to yourself?

687
00:36:30.144 --> 00:36:31.406
I'm going to
make you a deal.

688
00:36:31.972 --> 00:36:33.452
You hold off
on asking me questions

689
00:36:33.626 --> 00:36:34.931
I'm not comfortable
answering just yet,

690
00:36:35.105 --> 00:36:36.933
and I'll do the same,
okay?

691
00:36:37.891 --> 00:36:39.675
-Cool.
-Cool.

692
00:36:47.770 --> 00:36:49.468
It's cool you know
how these things work.

693
00:36:51.992 --> 00:36:53.733
My parents
are completely useless.

694
00:36:54.690 --> 00:36:56.475
They can't even
program a smart TV.

695
00:36:56.649 --> 00:36:57.998
They went to college, right?

696
00:36:58.999 --> 00:37:00.218
Got good jobs?

697
00:37:00.696 --> 00:37:02.350
They're a product
of their social class.

698
00:37:03.395 --> 00:37:05.266
There's nothing noble
about being ignorant.

699
00:37:05.832 --> 00:37:09.096
Not knowing shit about shit
is nothing to celebrate.

700
00:37:09.966 --> 00:37:11.054
Got me?

701
00:37:11.533 --> 00:37:13.579
[Reggie]
So, who do we have here?

702
00:37:13.753 --> 00:37:15.885
[tense music plays]

703
00:37:16.059 --> 00:37:18.148
Spotted your new guest
last Sunday.

704
00:37:22.718 --> 00:37:23.937
You gonna introduce us?

705
00:37:26.766 --> 00:37:28.420
Alex,
this is Sheriff Stratford.

706
00:37:29.116 --> 00:37:30.552
Hi.

707
00:37:31.727 --> 00:37:33.033
[Karl] May I help you
with something?

708
00:37:34.295 --> 00:37:37.342
Just wanted to stop by,
catch up.

709
00:37:39.126 --> 00:37:40.562
You see me
every week at church.

710
00:37:40.736 --> 00:37:41.824
[Reggie] I do.

711
00:37:43.217 --> 00:37:45.828
Saw you in church
a few years back as well.

712
00:37:46.002 --> 00:37:47.395
You know
how that worked out.

713
00:37:53.662 --> 00:37:54.750
Well.

714
00:37:55.795 --> 00:37:56.839
All right.

715
00:37:59.712 --> 00:38:01.714
Brandon says hi,
by the way.

716
00:38:07.546 --> 00:38:09.025
[door clicks open]

717
00:38:09.199 --> 00:38:12.072
[Sarah] I saw Gayle
at school today.

718
00:38:12.942 --> 00:38:14.117
She asked about you.

719
00:38:16.903 --> 00:38:18.252
Is that a corner piece?

720
00:38:18.426 --> 00:38:19.862
-Yes.
-Okay.

721
00:38:21.168 --> 00:38:22.256
Oh, yes.

722
00:38:23.301 --> 00:38:24.432
Look at that.

723
00:38:24.606 --> 00:38:28.741
[mellow piano melody plays]

724
00:39:00.468 --> 00:39:01.730
What are you doing?

725
00:39:05.299 --> 00:39:06.431
Did you do that?

726
00:39:09.782 --> 00:39:10.696
Yeah.

727
00:39:10.870 --> 00:39:15.614
♪

728
00:39:25.885 --> 00:39:27.800
[Alex] Judith thinks it's,
like, a massive waste of time.

729
00:39:27.974 --> 00:39:29.584
[Karl] No, you'’re good.

730
00:39:30.629 --> 00:39:31.847
Hm, not really.

731
00:39:33.414 --> 00:39:34.589
Better than I ever was.

732
00:39:37.157 --> 00:39:39.246
Hey, this is my mom, right?

733
00:39:43.772 --> 00:39:44.947
Your mom...

734
00:39:46.253 --> 00:39:47.689
discovered me.

735
00:39:49.778 --> 00:39:51.084
-What?
-[Karl] Yeah.

736
00:39:51.258 --> 00:39:53.303
-My mom?
-Yeah.

737
00:39:57.743 --> 00:40:00.180
I went to Portland
to be an artist.

738
00:40:03.618 --> 00:40:06.839
Liked the idea of being
around bookstores and museums.

739
00:40:09.929 --> 00:40:12.410
And anyways, I was bussing
at a café down on Alberta.

740
00:40:13.541 --> 00:40:15.500
The owner must have felt
sorry for me, I think,

741
00:40:15.674 --> 00:40:17.719
because he put
one of my pictures on the wall.

742
00:40:19.373 --> 00:40:20.722
"Featured Local Artist"

743
00:40:20.896 --> 00:40:26.032
with this stupid
$200 price tag.

744
00:40:26.989 --> 00:40:28.077
[Karl scoffs]

745
00:40:29.818 --> 00:40:31.559
Your mom
came in sometimes.

746
00:40:33.169 --> 00:40:35.171
She used to like to write
in her notebook.

747
00:40:37.173 --> 00:40:39.828
One day,
I was clearing her table,

748
00:40:40.002 --> 00:40:42.309
and she said
that she liked it,

749
00:40:42.483 --> 00:40:44.442
and I said
that I drew it.

750
00:40:45.660 --> 00:40:46.966
And, uh...

751
00:40:48.097 --> 00:40:51.971
she was almost giddy.

752
00:40:53.755 --> 00:40:56.497
She knew a lot of people
in a lot of different places

753
00:40:56.671 --> 00:40:58.586
and said she'd help me
organize a show.

754
00:40:59.587 --> 00:41:01.328
She was the only one
to give a damn.

755
00:41:02.111 --> 00:41:03.678
So that's how it started...

756
00:41:05.245 --> 00:41:06.420
with you two?

757
00:41:09.118 --> 00:41:11.469
Before I met her, she said
she had been a party girl.

758
00:41:13.035 --> 00:41:15.473
And then she married
this big shot lawyer

759
00:41:15.647 --> 00:41:17.170
and became
something different.

760
00:41:19.999 --> 00:41:21.174
They were trying
to have a baby,

761
00:41:21.348 --> 00:41:22.392
and it wasn't working.

762
00:41:23.393 --> 00:41:25.744
So I think
she saw my drawings

763
00:41:25.918 --> 00:41:28.181
and figured
it'd be something to do.

764
00:41:31.227 --> 00:41:32.272
[Alex] So, what happened?

765
00:41:33.403 --> 00:41:35.318
Did she put on
your art show?

766
00:41:35.493 --> 00:41:36.711
-My mom?
-[Karl] No.

767
00:41:36.885 --> 00:41:39.671
No, we--
we had some postcards

768
00:41:39.845 --> 00:41:41.977
printed up,
and that's about it.

769
00:41:44.023 --> 00:41:45.111
[Alex] How come?

770
00:41:47.156 --> 00:41:48.201
How come?

771
00:41:50.725 --> 00:41:51.900
Because...

772
00:41:53.554 --> 00:41:56.122
I wasn't always
such a good guy and...

773
00:41:58.298 --> 00:41:59.821
your mom found that out.

774
00:42:04.478 --> 00:42:06.393
[Alex] I saw the letter
that you wrote her.

775
00:42:08.308 --> 00:42:11.267
Having an affair isn't,
like, awesome, but, uh--

776
00:42:13.052 --> 00:42:14.488
You got me out of it, right?

777
00:42:18.448 --> 00:42:19.580
Yeah, I guess we did.

778
00:42:23.889 --> 00:42:25.412
Was there something else
that was, like...

779
00:42:26.326 --> 00:42:27.762
bad about you?

780
00:42:28.328 --> 00:42:29.721
I have an early morning.

781
00:42:29.895 --> 00:42:31.723
Uh, can I keep that?

782
00:42:35.770 --> 00:42:36.728
Yeah.

783
00:42:36.902 --> 00:42:41.820
♪

784
00:42:55.268 --> 00:42:56.617
[Alex] Hey, hey, hey.

785
00:42:57.183 --> 00:42:58.532
-Good morning.
-Morning.

786
00:42:59.359 --> 00:43:00.708
So, uh, where's Karl?

787
00:43:01.361 --> 00:43:02.971
Meeting.

788
00:43:03.145 --> 00:43:05.757
So, it'’s a "I accept
Jesus as my savior

789
00:43:05.931 --> 00:43:07.715
so I won't get bombed"
type thing?

790
00:43:08.803 --> 00:43:10.370
Not to, like,
offend Jesus or anything.

791
00:43:10.544 --> 00:43:12.764
No, Jesus has heard worse.

792
00:43:14.026 --> 00:43:15.288
Do you really think
he believes in it?

793
00:43:16.855 --> 00:43:18.639
Because
you act like he does

794
00:43:18.813 --> 00:43:20.249
and he acts
like he does, but...

795
00:43:21.468 --> 00:43:23.557
Kind of seems like
he just wants to believe it.

796
00:43:29.302 --> 00:43:30.912
I'm truly glad
you're here.

797
00:43:32.000 --> 00:43:33.132
I think
it's good for him.

798
00:43:34.133 --> 00:43:35.743
And I don't care
what you think of my faith...

799
00:43:37.397 --> 00:43:38.790
but maybe you want to think

800
00:43:38.964 --> 00:43:41.096
that Karl doesn't really
believe either,

801
00:43:41.270 --> 00:43:43.446
and that's something
the two of you could share.

802
00:43:45.144 --> 00:43:47.973
But those beliefs
saved him.

803
00:43:53.935 --> 00:43:55.633
Well, I'm not
the only one who thinks that.

804
00:43:56.503 --> 00:43:57.896
Sheriff called
him out on it, too.

805
00:43:59.071 --> 00:44:00.115
You met the sheriff?

806
00:44:01.334 --> 00:44:04.467
Did Karl, like, steal
his prom date or something?

807
00:44:05.381 --> 00:44:07.296
No.
I'll be back tonight.

808
00:44:10.517 --> 00:44:12.650
Please tell Karl
that dinner is at 7:00.

809
00:44:15.740 --> 00:44:21.789
[melancholy piano instrumental]

810
00:44:27.273 --> 00:44:28.448
Okay.

811
00:44:32.757 --> 00:44:33.845
Hi.

812
00:44:34.410 --> 00:44:36.717
-Can I help you?
-What's your problem with Karl?

813
00:44:37.544 --> 00:44:40.068
-You're his kid, right?
-[Alex] Mm.

814
00:44:40.242 --> 00:44:41.287
You should be a detective.

815
00:44:41.809 --> 00:44:43.028
[Reggie chuckles]

816
00:44:49.382 --> 00:44:51.210
I hate uncomfortable silences.

817
00:44:51.993 --> 00:44:53.212
I'm fine with them.

818
00:44:54.909 --> 00:44:56.737
-Your mom know you're here?
-Of course.

819
00:45:01.089 --> 00:45:02.134
Have a seat.

820
00:45:07.705 --> 00:45:08.967
[Alex] So what's your issue?

821
00:45:10.490 --> 00:45:13.275
We used to bust your old man
pretty routinely.

822
00:45:13.449 --> 00:45:15.016
Drunk and disorderly.

823
00:45:15.190 --> 00:45:17.453
Disturbing the peace,
that sort of thing.

824
00:45:18.585 --> 00:45:20.369
Last time
he fell off the wagon,

825
00:45:20.543 --> 00:45:22.981
he put his fist
through a storefront window.

826
00:45:23.764 --> 00:45:26.549
Were you, like, emotionally
invested in that window?

827
00:45:29.683 --> 00:45:31.206
About a dozen years ago...

828
00:45:32.468 --> 00:45:33.556
your dad got loaded.

829
00:45:34.035 --> 00:45:36.037
Beat the crap
out of a 19-year-old

830
00:45:36.211 --> 00:45:39.345
varsity linebacker named
Brandon in a bar fight.

831
00:45:41.564 --> 00:45:43.741
Kid lost his hearing
in his left ear.

832
00:45:44.872 --> 00:45:46.569
Arm was in a cast
for weeks.

833
00:45:46.744 --> 00:45:48.920
Supposed to go to the army.
They wouldn't take him.

834
00:45:49.094 --> 00:45:50.530
You're weirdly concerned

835
00:45:50.704 --> 00:45:51.749
with the well-being of your
residents.

836
00:45:52.227 --> 00:45:53.663
Especially
when they're my son.

837
00:45:57.276 --> 00:45:59.408
After that,
Karl got put away.

838
00:45:59.582 --> 00:46:02.020
He had some priors,
served five.

839
00:46:06.546 --> 00:46:08.200
Well, he goes
to meetings now.

840
00:46:11.986 --> 00:46:14.554
I've seen
all kinds of drunks.

841
00:46:16.121 --> 00:46:17.470
Kind that are good
for a laugh,

842
00:46:17.644 --> 00:46:19.124
tell you how much
they love you.

843
00:46:20.473 --> 00:46:22.954
But Karl Hendrix
gets violent.

844
00:46:24.042 --> 00:46:27.088
He is a drunk,
dangerous criminal.

845
00:46:28.046 --> 00:46:29.830
And a drunk,
dangerous criminal

846
00:46:30.004 --> 00:46:33.007
doesn't really change because
he goes to an AA meeting.

847
00:46:33.660 --> 00:46:36.271
Or says he found God
or what have you.

848
00:46:38.621 --> 00:46:41.407
I know it's not an excuse
or anything,

849
00:46:41.581 --> 00:46:42.930
but he had
a really hard life.

850
00:46:43.888 --> 00:46:45.672
His dad sounds
like a total asshole.

851
00:46:45.846 --> 00:46:47.587
Yeah, I know Beau Hendrix.

852
00:46:48.327 --> 00:46:50.198
-You knew him?
-No, I know him.

853
00:46:51.243 --> 00:46:52.418
Well, he's dead, right?

854
00:46:54.028 --> 00:46:56.422
He lives two towns over
in Bryantville.

855
00:46:57.727 --> 00:46:59.294
Karl told you he was dead?

856
00:47:02.297 --> 00:47:03.516
Do you have the address?

857
00:47:04.909 --> 00:47:09.827
[suspenseful music plays]

858
00:47:17.747 --> 00:47:19.880
[thunder cracking]

859
00:47:44.687 --> 00:47:45.688
[knocking on door]

860
00:47:45.863 --> 00:47:47.995
[thunder rolling]

861
00:47:56.569 --> 00:47:57.875
Who are you?

862
00:47:58.049 --> 00:48:00.225
I'm Alex.
Your granddaughter.

863
00:48:03.619 --> 00:48:05.534
[Beau snickering]

864
00:48:08.537 --> 00:48:09.843
Maybe-- maybe
this is a bad time.

865
00:48:10.017 --> 00:48:11.192
[Beau] No.

866
00:48:11.932 --> 00:48:12.977
It'’s a fine time.

867
00:48:15.762 --> 00:48:17.677
Let's sit on my porch.

868
00:48:19.461 --> 00:48:20.854
Granddaughter Alex.

869
00:48:21.724 --> 00:48:26.468
[somber tone plays]

870
00:48:27.165 --> 00:48:28.209
So.

871
00:48:29.819 --> 00:48:32.431
I haven't seen Karl
in going on, what?

872
00:48:34.085 --> 00:48:35.173
Ten years?

873
00:48:37.610 --> 00:48:38.698
Didn't know about you.

874
00:48:40.874 --> 00:48:42.920
I'm kind of like
a-- a long story.

875
00:48:45.661 --> 00:48:46.706
Well, I got time.

876
00:48:51.363 --> 00:48:52.407
Hey, Reg.

877
00:48:53.017 --> 00:48:54.061
Look who's here.

878
00:48:56.672 --> 00:48:58.413
Have you seen Alex?

879
00:48:58.587 --> 00:49:00.720
Sarah mentioned you talked
and she hasn't been home.

880
00:49:00.894 --> 00:49:02.200
-So--
-You all right there?

881
00:49:05.159 --> 00:49:06.769
Tried her
on her cell phone?

882
00:49:08.946 --> 00:49:10.077
I don'’t have the number.

883
00:49:10.643 --> 00:49:12.471
[scoffs] Father of the year.

884
00:49:12.645 --> 00:49:13.907
[Karl] Please.

885
00:49:14.473 --> 00:49:16.040
I just need to know
where she went, that's all.

886
00:49:16.954 --> 00:49:18.738
I'm not certain
where she went.

887
00:49:19.695 --> 00:49:22.046
I can tell you
there's a lot she doesn't know.

888
00:49:23.308 --> 00:49:26.093
Thought her grandfather
was dead, for one thing.

889
00:49:26.267 --> 00:49:30.271
[suspenseful music plays]

890
00:49:44.764 --> 00:49:46.766
So it, like, turns out
that we sort of have the same,

891
00:49:46.940 --> 00:49:48.594
like, drawing style.

892
00:49:49.682 --> 00:49:51.640
Like, I don't know
if-- if I really believe

893
00:49:51.814 --> 00:49:54.556
in the nature
over nurture argument,

894
00:49:54.730 --> 00:49:56.732
but I really do think that,
like, there might be,

895
00:49:56.906 --> 00:49:59.779
like, some sort of compelling
argument for the fact that,

896
00:49:59.953 --> 00:50:03.783
like, genes affect
artistic stylings, you know?

897
00:50:05.176 --> 00:50:06.438
You know, um...

898
00:50:07.700 --> 00:50:09.136
Karl and Sarah are probably
wondering where I am.

899
00:50:09.310 --> 00:50:10.355
Who Sarah?

900
00:50:11.834 --> 00:50:14.011
Karl'’s cousin, Sarah Kelly.

901
00:50:15.316 --> 00:50:17.101
His mom's cousin,
Sarah Kelly?

902
00:50:18.058 --> 00:50:19.364
-The church lady?
-Yeah.

903
00:50:20.147 --> 00:50:22.019
Uh, he runs her shop
and he's actually, like,

904
00:50:22.193 --> 00:50:23.629
a really good mechanic.

905
00:50:25.196 --> 00:50:26.980
[Beau chuckling]
How about that?

906
00:50:27.154 --> 00:50:29.156
Oh, he'’s-- he's here.

907
00:50:30.331 --> 00:50:31.376
Alex.

908
00:50:33.378 --> 00:50:34.466
Karl.

909
00:50:36.729 --> 00:50:37.860
Come here.

910
00:50:40.994 --> 00:50:42.256
[Beau groans]

911
00:50:43.301 --> 00:50:44.389
So.

912
00:50:45.172 --> 00:50:46.434
Where you been
hiding yourself?

913
00:50:47.653 --> 00:50:48.741
Keep busy.

914
00:50:49.350 --> 00:50:50.351
[Beau chuckles]

915
00:50:50.917 --> 00:50:52.266
This is great.

916
00:50:52.440 --> 00:50:54.703
Sit down, have a beer.

917
00:50:55.269 --> 00:50:56.662
No, we can't stay long.

918
00:50:57.228 --> 00:50:58.620
What are you talking about?

919
00:50:58.794 --> 00:50:59.969
You just got here.

920
00:51:00.144 --> 00:51:02.276
Sit down, have a beer.

921
00:51:04.235 --> 00:51:05.366
[Beau grunts]

922
00:51:11.894 --> 00:51:15.115
Alex here was telling me
you two draw alike.

923
00:51:16.029 --> 00:51:17.335
More artists!

924
00:51:18.466 --> 00:51:19.598
That's what we need.

925
00:51:21.513 --> 00:51:23.950
Did he tell you I worked
40 years at the plant?

926
00:51:25.169 --> 00:51:27.780
Got to know your place, right?

927
00:51:32.132 --> 00:51:33.351
You're not thirsty?

928
00:51:35.701 --> 00:51:36.919
No, I'm all right.

929
00:51:38.356 --> 00:51:39.444
Oh.

930
00:51:40.271 --> 00:51:43.056
Oh. I get it.

931
00:51:43.839 --> 00:51:45.319
You and the bottle.

932
00:51:46.059 --> 00:51:47.365
It never led anywhere good.

933
00:51:47.539 --> 00:51:48.975
You know what,
it's getting late--

934
00:51:49.149 --> 00:51:50.716
Maybe if you would have
sobered up sooner

935
00:51:50.890 --> 00:51:52.283
or you wouldn't have put
that kid in the hospital.

936
00:51:53.806 --> 00:51:57.940
I mean, of all the asses
in the world you gotta kick...

937
00:51:59.028 --> 00:52:00.508
that's the one you choose?

938
00:52:00.682 --> 00:52:03.946
-We should get going.
-Why that kid, Karl?

939
00:52:05.165 --> 00:52:06.732
I really want to know.

940
00:52:10.214 --> 00:52:11.780
[Karl] I didn't like the way
he was touching

941
00:52:11.954 --> 00:52:14.000
that girl at the bar, Dad,
I told you that already.

942
00:52:14.392 --> 00:52:15.915
[Beau] Well, that's an answer.

943
00:52:17.003 --> 00:52:18.657
-That's a fucking--
-You're an asshole.

944
00:52:20.876 --> 00:52:22.487
-What was that, honey?
-Alex, stop--

945
00:52:22.661 --> 00:52:23.792
No, you're a bully
and you don't like your son

946
00:52:23.966 --> 00:52:25.098
because he's better than you.

947
00:52:25.620 --> 00:52:28.057
Who the fuck
do you think you are?

948
00:52:29.798 --> 00:52:31.539
Huh? Huh? What you got? Huh?

949
00:52:31.713 --> 00:52:32.845
[Alex] Stop!

950
00:52:41.810 --> 00:52:43.116
Visit's over.

951
00:52:44.857 --> 00:52:45.988
Get out of here.

952
00:52:46.554 --> 00:52:49.731
-I'm so sorry.
-The hell were you thinking?

953
00:52:49.905 --> 00:52:51.429
You-- you told me he was dead.

954
00:52:51.603 --> 00:52:53.082
It ever occur to you
I had a reason?

955
00:52:54.475 --> 00:52:56.173
Shit. Fuck. I'm sorry.

956
00:52:56.347 --> 00:52:57.826
I-- I suck, I suck, I suck.

957
00:52:58.000 --> 00:52:59.176
Get in the car.

958
00:52:59.698 --> 00:53:02.179
-Get in the car.
-You can yell at me some more.

959
00:53:07.009 --> 00:53:08.141
You're going home tomorrow.

960
00:53:13.233 --> 00:53:15.148
[footsteps approaching]

961
00:53:17.585 --> 00:53:18.630
Hi.

962
00:53:18.804 --> 00:53:20.371
Dinner will be ready in five...

963
00:53:22.460 --> 00:53:23.591
minutes.

964
00:53:27.029 --> 00:53:30.163
[melancholic
piano instrumental]

965
00:54:02.935 --> 00:54:04.197
[Arthur] You stalker.

966
00:54:05.677 --> 00:54:09.376
So, shockingly,
I have fucked everything up.

967
00:54:09.855 --> 00:54:12.553
Well, at least you and your dad
were getting along well.

968
00:54:13.293 --> 00:54:14.468
[Alex scoffs]

969
00:54:14.642 --> 00:54:15.904
Yeah,
if by getting along well

970
00:54:16.078 --> 00:54:17.950
you mean
yelling at me a lot.

971
00:54:18.820 --> 00:54:20.213
Which I guess is, like,

972
00:54:20.387 --> 00:54:21.388
par for the course
of parents, right?

973
00:54:23.303 --> 00:54:25.218
He was probably scared
something had happened to you.

974
00:54:26.524 --> 00:54:28.003
He screamed
because he gives a shit.

975
00:54:30.745 --> 00:54:32.225
So how long
have you known you were gay?

976
00:54:33.792 --> 00:54:37.665
Okay, you're from a major
metropolitan city,

977
00:54:37.839 --> 00:54:39.276
so you've seen probably

978
00:54:39.450 --> 00:54:41.713
every weird form
of pansexuality out there.

979
00:54:41.887 --> 00:54:43.758
I mean, you have
probably fucked girls.

980
00:54:43.932 --> 00:54:46.108
Oh, yeah.
My life is just a big orgy.

981
00:54:46.283 --> 00:54:47.588
Yeah, I'm sure it is.

982
00:54:48.110 --> 00:54:49.721
-You didn't answer my question.
-You didn't answer mine.

983
00:54:50.635 --> 00:54:51.766
Have you hooked up
with a girl?

984
00:54:53.507 --> 00:54:54.813
Have you?

985
00:54:55.683 --> 00:54:56.945
I'm a godless fag, remember?

986
00:54:57.990 --> 00:54:59.034
[Alex] Really?

987
00:55:05.432 --> 00:55:06.477
-Alex--
-It's okay.

988
00:55:11.438 --> 00:55:13.222
Okay, I gotta go. [chuckles]

989
00:55:16.530 --> 00:55:17.879
Okay.

990
00:55:18.053 --> 00:55:22.623
[quiet, subtle piano
instrumental]

991
00:55:33.373 --> 00:55:35.941
You disappeared again.
Are you kidding me?

992
00:55:36.420 --> 00:55:37.682
Apparently not.

993
00:55:38.160 --> 00:55:40.206
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Where the hell did you go?

994
00:55:40.380 --> 00:55:42.643
-I was with Arthur.
-The gay kid?

995
00:55:42.817 --> 00:55:44.819
-Pretty sure he's not gay.
-How the hell do you know that?

996
00:55:44.993 --> 00:55:46.473
-How is that your business?
-You know, as long as

997
00:55:46.647 --> 00:55:47.692
you're in this house,
you do exactly--

998
00:55:47.866 --> 00:55:48.910
Oh, until tomorrow?

999
00:55:50.042 --> 00:55:51.130
Go to your room.

1000
00:55:51.826 --> 00:55:53.828
-Go to your room.
-Oh, go to my room?

1001
00:55:54.002 --> 00:55:56.353
That's so original, "Dad."

1002
00:55:57.702 --> 00:55:58.746
[door shuts close]

1003
00:56:01.749 --> 00:56:03.316
[sniffs and sighs]

1004
00:56:06.232 --> 00:56:07.407
[chuckles]

1005
00:56:10.932 --> 00:56:12.891
[sighs]

1006
00:56:15.937 --> 00:56:17.330
[Karl sighs]

1007
00:56:17.548 --> 00:56:21.378
[classical music playing
on record player]

1008
00:56:27.688 --> 00:56:30.256
She shouldn't be here.
You should have sent her away.

1009
00:56:31.779 --> 00:56:32.954
Excuse me?

1010
00:56:39.352 --> 00:56:40.571
I lost control today.

1011
00:56:42.181 --> 00:56:44.357
I saw him
and I lost control.

1012
00:56:46.098 --> 00:56:47.404
If she knew who I am...

1013
00:56:49.275 --> 00:56:51.886
-who I really am.
-Nobody is one thing, Karl.

1014
00:56:52.931 --> 00:56:54.280
You most of all.

1015
00:56:55.586 --> 00:56:57.805
Besides,
I know who you are.

1016
00:56:59.807 --> 00:57:01.461
Listen...

1017
00:57:01.635 --> 00:57:03.071
these are just challenges.

1018
00:57:03.855 --> 00:57:05.291
You will get past them.

1019
00:57:06.118 --> 00:57:08.076
-That's all part of His plan.
-[Karl sighs]

1020
00:57:09.991 --> 00:57:12.167
Every bad thing
is part of some test?

1021
00:57:13.952 --> 00:57:15.997
Are you sure you just
don't want to believe that?

1022
00:57:16.650 --> 00:57:18.391
I believe it
because I believe it.

1023
00:57:19.044 --> 00:57:20.437
That's what faith is.

1024
00:57:21.438 --> 00:57:22.482
Now come on.

1025
00:57:23.570 --> 00:57:24.745
You know what to do.

1026
00:57:32.840 --> 00:57:34.276
[sighs]

1027
00:57:50.945 --> 00:57:52.338
[knocking on door]

1028
00:57:55.776 --> 00:57:57.430
Sarah's making
breakfast downstairs.

1029
00:57:58.300 --> 00:57:59.476
Okay.

1030
00:58:02.087 --> 00:58:04.393
I'm sorry I yelled at you.
I was worried.

1031
00:58:05.612 --> 00:58:07.484
I shouldn't have
said that, uh...

1032
00:58:11.270 --> 00:58:13.228
I shouldn't have made you think
your grandfather was dead.

1033
00:58:14.882 --> 00:58:16.362
So...

1034
00:58:16.536 --> 00:58:17.842
yeah.

1035
00:58:18.756 --> 00:58:20.279
And you don't
have to, um...

1036
00:58:21.498 --> 00:58:23.195
I don't want you to leave.

1037
00:58:26.328 --> 00:58:28.505
I should get your number,
probably.

1038
00:58:30.376 --> 00:58:31.725
-Okay.
-Okay.

1039
00:58:34.598 --> 00:58:36.208
So, what, were you out
with that Arthur kid?

1040
00:58:37.775 --> 00:58:39.167
-Yeah.
-Yeah.

1041
00:58:40.168 --> 00:58:41.735
Yeah, okay. All right.

1042
00:58:46.958 --> 00:58:48.220
Do you have
any questions about sex

1043
00:58:48.394 --> 00:58:49.526
-you want to ask me?
-[giggles]

1044
00:58:50.178 --> 00:58:51.310
What?

1045
00:58:52.006 --> 00:58:53.530
-From you?
-Yeah.

1046
00:58:55.270 --> 00:58:56.881
Ew. [chuckles]

1047
00:59:02.539 --> 00:59:04.236
[Karl] And no more
of this "I suck" shit.

1048
00:59:05.977 --> 00:59:07.065
You don't.

1049
00:59:10.155 --> 00:59:11.548
You don't because I said so.

1050
00:59:25.953 --> 00:59:29.696
[soft instrumental playing]

1051
00:59:48.541 --> 00:59:51.892
-So how's your mom?
-[Alex chuckles]

1052
00:59:52.066 --> 00:59:53.590
Are we allowed
to have this conversation?

1053
00:59:55.113 --> 00:59:56.767
It might
compromise your mystery.

1054
00:59:59.683 --> 01:00:00.771
Serves me right.

1055
01:00:07.473 --> 01:00:08.822
So I made out
with my teacher.

1056
01:00:14.741 --> 01:00:15.916
Okay.

1057
01:00:17.178 --> 01:00:18.310
You gonna get all weird?

1058
01:00:20.225 --> 01:00:21.400
No.

1059
01:00:22.967 --> 01:00:24.229
Yeah, it was
impulsive and dumb.

1060
01:00:24.838 --> 01:00:27.014
[sighs] And of course,
Carey and Judith

1061
01:00:27.188 --> 01:00:29.060
walked in on us,
which is even more mortifying

1062
01:00:29.234 --> 01:00:31.715
than describing it
to you right now. [sighs]

1063
01:00:31.889 --> 01:00:33.760
-Well, I didn't ask you.
-Well, I'm trying to explain.

1064
01:00:36.589 --> 01:00:38.156
Anyways, they're,
like, super pissed.

1065
01:00:38.896 --> 01:00:40.288
But they didn't even,
like, ask me why.

1066
01:00:41.072 --> 01:00:42.551
They were just like,

1067
01:00:42.726 --> 01:00:43.727
"Oh, yeah,
there goes our idiot daughter

1068
01:00:43.901 --> 01:00:45.206
being a jackass again."

1069
01:00:45.772 --> 01:00:48.296
They didn't respect me enough
to want to know why.

1070
01:00:52.474 --> 01:00:55.042
-So they're not perfect.
-It's an understatement.

1071
01:00:57.479 --> 01:00:59.612
[sighs] Better than some.

1072
01:01:03.181 --> 01:01:05.357
[Sarah] Alex, Karl! Dinner!

1073
01:01:05.531 --> 01:01:06.706
[both] Coming!

1074
01:01:24.158 --> 01:01:27.161
[phone buzzing]

1075
01:01:30.512 --> 01:01:31.992
Alex, are you okay?

1076
01:01:32.558 --> 01:01:33.951
Yeah.

1077
01:01:34.125 --> 01:01:35.300
What's up?

1078
01:01:36.736 --> 01:01:39.043
Your dad's asleep.
What's going on?

1079
01:01:40.087 --> 01:01:44.048
Mom, um,
were you ever in a band?

1080
01:01:44.222 --> 01:01:45.702
-What? [chuckles]
-[Alex] Okay.

1081
01:01:46.354 --> 01:01:49.183
I know this isn't, like,
the most opportune time to ask,

1082
01:01:49.357 --> 01:01:52.056
but did you ever, like,
play in a rock band?

1083
01:01:53.100 --> 01:01:57.714
Well, before you were born,
I did lots of things.

1084
01:01:57.888 --> 01:01:58.932
[Alex] You never told me.

1085
01:01:59.106 --> 01:02:00.412
You didn't ask.

1086
01:02:00.586 --> 01:02:01.718
I totally asked.

1087
01:02:02.283 --> 01:02:05.156
We were called
My Friend's Band.

1088
01:02:05.330 --> 01:02:07.419
-[Alex] [chuckles] Seriously?
-Yeah.

1089
01:02:07.593 --> 01:02:10.074
And my friend, Marco,
he was the lead singer,

1090
01:02:10.248 --> 01:02:13.991
he said that the hot chick
had to play the bass, so.

1091
01:02:14.165 --> 01:02:16.254
-Wait, you were the hot chick?
-[Judith] Hey.

1092
01:02:16.776 --> 01:02:18.517
You try squeezing out
three kids.

1093
01:02:18.691 --> 01:02:20.388
See how you look.

1094
01:02:20.562 --> 01:02:21.650
[Alex] I forgot to tell you,
I'm pregnant.

1095
01:02:21.825 --> 01:02:25.524
[Alex and Judith chuckling]

1096
01:02:25.698 --> 01:02:27.874
Obviously, I'm kidding.
[Alex chuckling]

1097
01:02:28.048 --> 01:02:30.747
I mean, not the best joke,
you know?

1098
01:02:33.619 --> 01:02:35.403
Mom, are you there?

1099
01:02:37.275 --> 01:02:38.363
Hey, Alex.

1100
01:02:38.537 --> 01:02:39.756
Yeah?

1101
01:02:46.458 --> 01:02:47.807
How's school going?

1102
01:02:48.808 --> 01:02:51.115
Good.
It's going good.

1103
01:02:51.289 --> 01:02:53.552
How's your roommate,
what was her name again?

1104
01:02:53.726 --> 01:02:55.380
The one that has
night terrors?

1105
01:02:55.554 --> 01:02:56.773
Night terrors?

1106
01:02:57.643 --> 01:03:01.560
Oh, uh, right, um, Natalka.

1107
01:03:01.734 --> 01:03:03.780
I think she's, like,
Ukrainian or something.

1108
01:03:04.955 --> 01:03:06.739
[whispering] Speaking of which,
she's sleeping right now,

1109
01:03:06.913 --> 01:03:08.132
so I have to go.

1110
01:03:20.187 --> 01:03:23.495
[phone ringing]

1111
01:03:25.627 --> 01:03:26.715
Hello?

1112
01:03:27.891 --> 01:03:29.718
Oh, Mrs. Fixel.
What can I do for you?

1113
01:03:34.854 --> 01:03:37.596
[phone buzzing]

1114
01:03:39.903 --> 01:03:41.513
-Hi, Dad.
-Are you all right?

1115
01:03:41.687 --> 01:03:44.472
-Where are you?
-Dad, stop yelling.

1116
01:03:44.646 --> 01:03:46.039
-I'm fine.
-The hell you're fine.

1117
01:03:46.213 --> 01:03:47.911
Where are you, Alex?

1118
01:03:48.085 --> 01:03:50.261
Alex, please.
Please, just-- where are you?

1119
01:03:50.435 --> 01:03:52.132
-Tell us where you are.
-[Alex] I'm fine.

1120
01:03:52.306 --> 01:03:54.178
-I'm with a friend.
-She said she's with a friend.

1121
01:03:54.352 --> 01:03:56.006
She doesn't have
any fucking friends, hold on.

1122
01:03:56.180 --> 01:03:57.703
Can you tell dad
not to have an aneurysm?

1123
01:03:57.877 --> 01:03:59.705
[Corey] Hey.

1124
01:03:59.879 --> 01:04:01.402
How long did you think that
you were going to keep this up?

1125
01:04:01.576 --> 01:04:02.969
Hm?

1126
01:04:03.143 --> 01:04:04.797
What exactly is your plan here?

1127
01:04:04.971 --> 01:04:07.104
Do you think about
anybody but yourself?

1128
01:04:07.278 --> 01:04:10.803
Do you imagine any
consequences of your actions?

1129
01:04:10.977 --> 01:04:13.197
Because
you are in so much trouble--

1130
01:04:27.211 --> 01:04:28.429
Let's order some food.

1131
01:04:32.085 --> 01:04:33.130
Come on.

1132
01:04:36.698 --> 01:04:38.787
[emotional
instrumental playing]

1133
01:04:38.962 --> 01:04:40.137
[Alex sniffles]

1134
01:04:44.837 --> 01:04:46.186
Son of a bitch.

1135
01:04:51.626 --> 01:04:53.759
Yes, this is Sheriff
Reggie Stratford

1136
01:04:53.933 --> 01:04:56.109
calling from
Newburgh in Washington.

1137
01:05:00.113 --> 01:05:01.506
The phone call
seemed to spook you.

1138
01:05:03.290 --> 01:05:04.335
What happened?

1139
01:05:05.684 --> 01:05:06.903
I may have to go back soon.

1140
01:05:07.991 --> 01:05:09.166
It's home stuff.

1141
01:05:12.909 --> 01:05:14.780
The Sheriff
said some things.

1142
01:05:17.565 --> 01:05:19.393
I'm not proud of
what happened with Brandon.

1143
01:05:21.395 --> 01:05:23.441
But he was bothering
a girl that night, and...

1144
01:05:24.746 --> 01:05:27.053
it was two drunk hotheads
fighting and I won.

1145
01:05:29.534 --> 01:05:30.883
But there's other things
that happened--

1146
01:05:31.057 --> 01:05:32.537
[Alex]
Maybe I don't need to know.

1147
01:05:32.711 --> 01:05:33.930
I thought I did,
but maybe I don't want to know

1148
01:05:34.104 --> 01:05:36.019
because I like you now.

1149
01:05:39.674 --> 01:05:41.850
[delivery guy]
Hey, Karl. Got the food.

1150
01:05:42.721 --> 01:05:43.809
-Two burgers.
-Yes, sir.

1151
01:05:43.983 --> 01:05:45.202
Burgers? Are you serious?

1152
01:05:47.204 --> 01:05:48.335
Ew.

1153
01:05:48.901 --> 01:05:50.033
[delivery guy] Who is this?

1154
01:05:52.252 --> 01:05:53.558
That's my daughter, Alex.

1155
01:05:56.778 --> 01:05:58.650
[muffled shouting]

1156
01:05:58.824 --> 01:06:00.434
[Alex shouting]
I regret nothing!

1157
01:06:00.608 --> 01:06:01.914
You could have
at least tried it.

1158
01:06:02.088 --> 01:06:03.698
No. Are you kidding me?

1159
01:06:03.872 --> 01:06:04.873
My friend Nancy didn't eat meat
for five years...

1160
01:06:05.048 --> 01:06:06.092
-And?
-...and she had

1161
01:06:06.266 --> 01:06:07.528
a chicken cutlet of sandwich

1162
01:06:07.702 --> 01:06:09.661
and she vomited
all over herself.

1163
01:06:14.622 --> 01:06:17.495
Alex hasn't been
entirely honest with us.

1164
01:06:23.327 --> 01:06:25.807
You're looking
at possible kidnapping,

1165
01:06:25.982 --> 01:06:27.461
and you're crossing
state lines--

1166
01:06:27.635 --> 01:06:28.897
[Alex]
Shit, shit, shit, shit. Fuck--

1167
01:06:29.072 --> 01:06:30.595
Please, Alex, language.

1168
01:06:30.769 --> 01:06:33.119
-God damn it, fuck!
-[Sarah] Alex, enough!

1169
01:06:33.293 --> 01:06:36.166
You called them?
Why would you call them?

1170
01:06:37.558 --> 01:06:39.430
-It's my job?
-[Alex] Shit, shit, shit.

1171
01:06:39.604 --> 01:06:41.606
Listen, I lied to everyone.
Karl had no idea I snuck away.

1172
01:06:41.780 --> 01:06:43.129
It's my fault, okay?

1173
01:06:43.303 --> 01:06:45.131
I'm a fucking idiot.
I'm a fucking--

1174
01:06:45.305 --> 01:06:46.959
-It's not-- you're not--
-Hey, hey, hey.

1175
01:06:48.439 --> 01:06:49.483
Hey.

1176
01:06:50.789 --> 01:06:51.833
I'm going to be okay.

1177
01:06:52.530 --> 01:06:53.748
Okay?
Everything's going to be fine.

1178
01:06:58.492 --> 01:06:59.537
Sheriff Stratford.

1179
01:07:02.540 --> 01:07:03.976
I know
you don't owe me anything...

1180
01:07:05.108 --> 01:07:06.413
but could you
give us a minute?

1181
01:07:07.240 --> 01:07:08.633
And then
you could take her away.

1182
01:07:08.807 --> 01:07:09.982
You can arrest me.
I don't care.

1183
01:07:10.156 --> 01:07:12.158
Just give us one minute.
Please.

1184
01:07:17.207 --> 01:07:19.818
Sarah,
got another cup of coffee?

1185
01:07:23.648 --> 01:07:24.779
One last cup.

1186
01:07:34.267 --> 01:07:35.877
Sit down, okay? Please?

1187
01:07:37.096 --> 01:07:38.837
It's-- [Karl sighs]

1188
01:07:47.976 --> 01:07:49.630
I haven't seen your mom
in a long time.

1189
01:07:49.804 --> 01:07:51.241
You don't have to
say anything,

1190
01:07:51.415 --> 01:07:52.807
-it's fine.
-But the thing of it is--

1191
01:07:57.421 --> 01:07:58.639
I told you before.

1192
01:08:00.163 --> 01:08:02.339
I was maybe 21
when I met your mom.

1193
01:08:04.645 --> 01:08:06.430
I'd been in the city
a few months,

1194
01:08:07.213 --> 01:08:08.562
And I had no money.

1195
01:08:08.736 --> 01:08:10.173
I didn't have
any real friends and...

1196
01:08:12.610 --> 01:08:14.525
I was-- I was drinking a lot.

1197
01:08:18.616 --> 01:08:20.922
And even though she was older
and she was married--

1198
01:08:24.317 --> 01:08:25.536
Yeah, you hooked up anyway.

1199
01:08:26.319 --> 01:08:27.407
Hold on.

1200
01:08:28.539 --> 01:08:30.106
We went on walks.

1201
01:08:31.237 --> 01:08:32.630
mostly talking about
the art show

1202
01:08:32.804 --> 01:08:34.240
she was going
to put on and-- [sighs]

1203
01:08:36.112 --> 01:08:37.722
I didn't know
if it was real...

1204
01:08:39.027 --> 01:08:41.204
but I was grateful
that it might be.

1205
01:08:42.901 --> 01:08:44.598
And one night
when I got off work...

1206
01:08:46.209 --> 01:08:47.601
she was really upset.

1207
01:08:49.864 --> 01:08:51.562
Some fight
with her husband,

1208
01:08:51.736 --> 01:08:53.738
some problem
with another doctor.

1209
01:08:58.003 --> 01:08:59.831
So we went to a bar
for a drink.

1210
01:09:03.922 --> 01:09:05.967
And that drink
turned into a couple of drinks.

1211
01:09:07.534 --> 01:09:09.275
And then
a couple of more drinks.

1212
01:09:09.449 --> 01:09:10.755
And...

1213
01:09:12.235 --> 01:09:15.194
we talked about everything.

1214
01:09:18.458 --> 01:09:21.026
And it felt so good
to be around her.

1215
01:09:22.288 --> 01:09:24.247
I didn't notice
how many drinks we'd had.

1216
01:09:28.555 --> 01:09:29.817
And, um...

1217
01:09:32.298 --> 01:09:33.517
after a while...

1218
01:09:34.431 --> 01:09:35.867
I got up
to use the bathroom.

1219
01:09:37.608 --> 01:09:39.392
and she said
she'd better use it, too.

1220
01:09:41.612 --> 01:09:43.396
And I think
I took that as a signal.

1221
01:09:45.964 --> 01:09:48.836
Because we went
back there and, um...

1222
01:09:50.664 --> 01:09:51.839
she smiled at me.

1223
01:09:52.013 --> 01:09:53.232
And...

1224
01:09:54.146 --> 01:09:55.408
That's how it started.

1225
01:09:56.453 --> 01:09:58.063
-[Alex chuckling]
-[Karl sighs]

1226
01:09:58.237 --> 01:10:00.196
[knocking on door]

1227
01:10:06.724 --> 01:10:08.508
-[Sarah] Hi, you must be
Judith.

1228
01:10:08.682 --> 01:10:10.162
[Carey] Where is she? Alex?

1229
01:10:12.295 --> 01:10:14.732
-Are you okay?
-Yeah, I'm fine, I'm fine.

1230
01:10:14.906 --> 01:10:16.212
Calm down.

1231
01:10:17.517 --> 01:10:18.605
[Karl] Hi.

1232
01:10:19.476 --> 01:10:20.781
Uh, hello.

1233
01:10:20.955 --> 01:10:22.218
How are you?

1234
01:10:23.784 --> 01:10:25.133
Sheriff Stratford.

1235
01:10:25.786 --> 01:10:27.179
We done here?

1236
01:10:27.832 --> 01:10:29.268
Yeah, you're done.

1237
01:10:29.442 --> 01:10:31.096
Okay. Come on.
We're leaving.

1238
01:10:31.270 --> 01:10:32.271
-Come on.
-Dude, Carey, stop.

1239
01:10:32.445 --> 01:10:33.751
-[Alex] Let go.
-Carey?

1240
01:10:39.496 --> 01:10:40.801
Could we just have
a minute, please?

1241
01:10:40.975 --> 01:10:42.325
No, you had a week.

1242
01:10:43.848 --> 01:10:45.980
-You don't get shit.
-You're such a hypocrite.

1243
01:10:46.154 --> 01:10:48.069
You-- you act all open minded,
and you're judging him

1244
01:10:48.244 --> 01:10:49.897
because he goes to church
and he works with his hands.

1245
01:10:50.071 --> 01:10:52.770
Alex, you have nothing
to say to this man.

1246
01:10:52.944 --> 01:10:55.425
This man
should be locked up.

1247
01:10:55.599 --> 01:10:58.123
[Sarah] All right,
this is my house

1248
01:10:58.297 --> 01:10:59.429
and you will not
speak to Karl--

1249
01:10:59.603 --> 01:11:01.344
-[indistinct shouting]
-Affair?

1250
01:11:03.433 --> 01:11:04.912
[Carey laughing hysterically]

1251
01:11:05.086 --> 01:11:07.088
-It wasn't a fucking affair.
-[Judith] Carey.

1252
01:11:08.655 --> 01:11:09.787
[Carey sighs]

1253
01:11:17.098 --> 01:11:18.361
There was no affair.

1254
01:11:20.363 --> 01:11:21.581
Tell her.

1255
01:11:23.975 --> 01:11:24.976
Tell me what?

1256
01:11:25.150 --> 01:11:30.851
♪

1257
01:11:41.166 --> 01:11:43.777
So we used to go
for these walks.

1258
01:11:43.951 --> 01:11:45.301
-Yeah.
-And-- and--

1259
01:11:46.650 --> 01:11:49.000
We-- we went
into a bar one night,

1260
01:11:49.174 --> 01:11:51.132
and I was really drunk.

1261
01:11:53.047 --> 01:11:55.572
And then we--
we went into the bathroom.

1262
01:11:57.051 --> 01:11:58.139
Look at me.

1263
01:12:00.185 --> 01:12:01.404
And we started kissing.

1264
01:12:03.667 --> 01:12:04.755
And we were alone.

1265
01:12:05.930 --> 01:12:07.192
No one else was there.

1266
01:12:09.020 --> 01:12:10.500
But when I told him to stop...

1267
01:12:11.718 --> 01:12:12.850
he didn't.

1268
01:12:14.591 --> 01:12:15.940
Can I just--
ca-- can I just--

1269
01:12:16.114 --> 01:12:17.594
No, you can't.

1270
01:12:19.596 --> 01:12:21.380
Hey, hey!

1271
01:12:21.554 --> 01:12:22.947
-Stop it
-Okay.

1272
01:12:23.121 --> 01:12:24.601
It's time for you to go.

1273
01:12:24.775 --> 01:12:25.906
Right now.

1274
01:12:29.040 --> 01:12:31.303
[Judith whispering] It's okay,
it's okay, it's okay.

1275
01:12:34.001 --> 01:12:35.220
It's okay.

1276
01:12:41.139 --> 01:12:42.575
She's a good girl.

1277
01:12:44.403 --> 01:12:45.578
Good artist.

1278
01:12:48.059 --> 01:12:49.190
Good artist?

1279
01:12:57.547 --> 01:12:59.940
I've wanted to say sorry
for such a long time, I--

1280
01:13:04.118 --> 01:13:05.337
Well, now you've said it.

1281
01:13:09.820 --> 01:13:15.173
[melancholy music playing]

1282
01:13:30.449 --> 01:13:34.932
[Sarah] [muffled] Alex. Alex.
Alex. Please.

1283
01:13:35.106 --> 01:13:38.718
Give it some time. See if...
A little time. Please.

1284
01:13:38.892 --> 01:13:43.767
♪

1285
01:13:56.649 --> 01:13:57.737
Where are the twins?

1286
01:13:58.564 --> 01:13:59.652
[Carey] With their grandmother.

1287
01:14:00.871 --> 01:14:03.003
7:00 am tomorrow
we are out the door.

1288
01:14:04.265 --> 01:14:09.227
♪

1289
01:14:16.060 --> 01:14:21.326
[phone buzzing]

1290
01:14:25.591 --> 01:14:27.724
Are you seriously
calling me right now?

1291
01:14:27.898 --> 01:14:28.986
Don't hang up.

1292
01:14:31.902 --> 01:14:33.164
It all happened wrong.

1293
01:14:34.557 --> 01:14:37.255
She's the only thing that felt
like any kind of home to me.

1294
01:14:37.429 --> 01:14:40.519
In the way she looked at me,
in the way she talked to me.

1295
01:14:42.173 --> 01:14:44.175
I thought
she wanted those things, too.

1296
01:14:46.917 --> 01:14:49.310
And then I was--
I was so humiliated

1297
01:14:49.485 --> 01:14:51.922
and angry and drunk.

1298
01:14:52.096 --> 01:14:53.706
It's like
I stepped out of myself.

1299
01:14:53.880 --> 01:14:55.360
You're the victim in this?

1300
01:14:55.534 --> 01:14:56.492
You really want me to feel
sorry for you?

1301
01:14:56.666 --> 01:14:58.145
No. No, no.

1302
01:14:58.319 --> 01:15:00.408
No, I just--
I just wanted to tell you--

1303
01:15:00.583 --> 01:15:02.062
You know what else sucks?

1304
01:15:02.846 --> 01:15:06.153
I think back on everything
you ever said to me,

1305
01:15:06.327 --> 01:15:09.722
like, all this, "I don't like
who I used to be" bullshit.

1306
01:15:10.636 --> 01:15:12.986
And I feel so stupid.

1307
01:15:13.596 --> 01:15:16.033
I just wanted to tell you
that that wasn't me.

1308
01:15:18.862 --> 01:15:21.604
-I don't remember.
-But it is you. You did it.

1309
01:15:23.083 --> 01:15:25.433
Now I know why my mom
can't look at me.

1310
01:15:25.608 --> 01:15:27.392
Because when she looks at me,
all she sees is you

1311
01:15:27.566 --> 01:15:29.307
and now that's all
I'm going to see.

1312
01:15:30.613 --> 01:15:32.571
-Don't ever call me again.
-Alex.

1313
01:15:43.277 --> 01:15:46.280
[rain pattering]

1314
01:15:55.899 --> 01:15:58.554
[thunder rumbling]

1315
01:16:10.304 --> 01:16:11.479
Where's Dad?

1316
01:16:11.654 --> 01:16:13.046
He needed a walk.

1317
01:16:22.055 --> 01:16:23.535
[Judith sighs deeply]

1318
01:16:25.363 --> 01:16:26.756
I'm sorry
that happened to you.

1319
01:16:28.540 --> 01:16:29.889
It was a long time ago.

1320
01:16:32.283 --> 01:16:34.372
-Yeah, but it still happened.
-Yeah.

1321
01:16:36.243 --> 01:16:37.418
Mom.

1322
01:16:39.899 --> 01:16:40.987
Do you think I'm, like...

1323
01:16:43.163 --> 01:16:44.425
dirty?

1324
01:16:45.078 --> 01:16:46.166
No.

1325
01:16:47.385 --> 01:16:48.952
No, honey, of course not.

1326
01:16:49.126 --> 01:16:50.257
N-- No.

1327
01:16:51.998 --> 01:16:53.696
Why didn't you get rid of me?

1328
01:16:57.047 --> 01:16:59.005
[Judith sighs deeply]

1329
01:17:00.833 --> 01:17:02.661
Your father, um...

1330
01:17:04.271 --> 01:17:07.318
both of us,
we were trying to have a baby,

1331
01:17:07.492 --> 01:17:09.363
and we had trouble,
and then...

1332
01:17:10.843 --> 01:17:11.931
This happened.

1333
01:17:12.584 --> 01:17:14.325
-So.
-But you thought about it?

1334
01:17:18.372 --> 01:17:19.460
Yeah.

1335
01:17:21.375 --> 01:17:24.161
Yeah, I'm not easy
like the twins, am I?

1336
01:17:25.510 --> 01:17:27.904
Just every time
you look at me...

1337
01:17:28.513 --> 01:17:29.601
you see him.

1338
01:17:29.775 --> 01:17:31.342
It was 17 years ago, Alex.

1339
01:17:31.516 --> 01:17:33.431
Yeah, for you.
For me, it was...

1340
01:17:34.171 --> 01:17:36.042
-45 minutes ago.
-[Judith] Okay.

1341
01:17:37.696 --> 01:17:39.132
I don't think you're dirty.

1342
01:17:39.306 --> 01:17:40.960
And I love you very much,

1343
01:17:41.134 --> 01:17:43.223
but I can't do this
right now, okay?

1344
01:17:43.397 --> 01:17:44.703
-So please go to sleep.
-Okay.

1345
01:17:46.966 --> 01:17:48.402
But do you want
to talk about it?

1346
01:17:48.576 --> 01:17:49.969
Because you kept his letter.

1347
01:17:50.143 --> 01:17:51.797
-No.
-I think that's important--

1348
01:17:51.971 --> 01:17:53.451
-I just want to go to sleep.
-Mom, like, I-- I'm not

1349
01:17:53.625 --> 01:17:55.366
looking for a chance to,
like, plumb new depths

1350
01:17:55.540 --> 01:17:57.063
of awkwardness, okay?
I-- I-- I really--

1351
01:17:57.237 --> 01:17:58.761
I don't want
to talk about it.

1352
01:17:59.892 --> 01:18:01.241
Have you talked
to a shrink?

1353
01:18:01.851 --> 01:18:03.113
-[Judith scoffs]
-I think you should talk

1354
01:18:03.287 --> 01:18:04.505
to a mental health
professional.

1355
01:18:05.419 --> 01:18:06.899
That's not how I work.

1356
01:18:07.073 --> 01:18:09.336
Okay, but, uh,
now that I know about it,

1357
01:18:09.510 --> 01:18:12.252
I-- I can't pretend
like it didn't happen.

1358
01:18:12.426 --> 01:18:15.908
Alexandra, nobody told you
to go looking for him.

1359
01:18:30.401 --> 01:18:37.147
[determined music playing]

1360
01:18:46.460 --> 01:18:47.548
Karl.

1361
01:18:48.114 --> 01:18:49.550
come back in the house.

1362
01:18:50.464 --> 01:18:51.727
[Karl]
Just going for a little ride.

1363
01:18:51.901 --> 01:18:53.554
No, Karl,
you have been drinking,

1364
01:18:53.729 --> 01:18:56.340
I can smell it on you.
You need to go to a meeting.

1365
01:18:56.514 --> 01:18:57.733
You know I'm right.

1366
01:18:57.907 --> 01:18:59.778
Karl,
don't get in that car.

1367
01:18:59.952 --> 01:19:01.737
You know that
if you do this,

1368
01:19:01.911 --> 01:19:03.129
there's nothing but trouble.

1369
01:19:03.303 --> 01:19:04.609
Karl, listen to me!

1370
01:19:06.263 --> 01:19:07.743
-Karl.
-I'm fine.

1371
01:19:09.570 --> 01:19:11.268
I got Jesus watching over me.

1372
01:19:13.792 --> 01:19:15.228
[Sarah whispers] Karl.

1373
01:19:23.889 --> 01:19:25.021
[car beeps]

1374
01:19:55.791 --> 01:19:57.836
Hi, go--
go to the other window.

1375
01:19:58.010 --> 01:19:59.185
The other window.

1376
01:20:08.542 --> 01:20:10.240
My parents
found out everything,

1377
01:20:10.414 --> 01:20:11.981
and now they're here,
and we leave in a few hours.

1378
01:20:12.895 --> 01:20:13.983
Oh.

1379
01:20:17.725 --> 01:20:19.249
[Arthur grunts in disagreement]

1380
01:20:20.554 --> 01:20:22.252
I-- I was just asleep.
Shouldn't I go brush my teeth?

1381
01:20:22.992 --> 01:20:24.254
I mean-- I mean,
if it's not bad--

1382
01:20:25.690 --> 01:20:27.126
-Okay.
-Do you have a condom?

1383
01:20:27.300 --> 01:20:28.780
Uh, I-- I think so.

1384
01:20:28.954 --> 01:20:30.564
I think I have a pack
in my nightstand,

1385
01:20:30.738 --> 01:20:32.523
but maybe they're expired,
which isn't very safe,

1386
01:20:32.697 --> 01:20:34.046
so maybe we should-- Oh.

1387
01:20:34.220 --> 01:20:36.048
-Okay, whoa, whoa.
-What?

1388
01:20:36.222 --> 01:20:37.397
Hey, I just--

1389
01:20:37.571 --> 01:20:39.486
[Alex moaning]

1390
01:20:39.660 --> 01:20:41.924
Hey, hey, hey. We don-- You--
Are sure you want to?

1391
01:20:42.098 --> 01:20:43.839
Because we don't know
each other too well and--

1392
01:20:44.013 --> 01:20:46.842
Can I please just do this?
It's natural, biological.

1393
01:20:47.016 --> 01:20:48.756
It doesn't make that everyone,
like, freak out.

1394
01:20:49.975 --> 01:20:52.021
-[Arthur grunts]
-Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

1395
01:20:52.195 --> 01:20:54.284
-I think you're freaking out.
-No, I want to do this.

1396
01:20:54.458 --> 01:20:55.938
You ladies--

1397
01:20:56.112 --> 01:20:57.287
Do you want to have
sex with me or not?

1398
01:20:57.461 --> 01:20:58.854
Yes, I--

1399
01:21:00.768 --> 01:21:01.900
Yeah, I mean...

1400
01:21:02.814 --> 01:21:03.989
I-- I think so.

1401
01:21:08.515 --> 01:21:13.129
[somber music playing]

1402
01:21:17.916 --> 01:21:19.483
[Alex sobs]

1403
01:21:25.402 --> 01:21:26.707
[Alex sniffles]

1404
01:21:29.667 --> 01:21:30.842
[Alex sobbing]

1405
01:21:33.714 --> 01:21:36.239
-[Alex sniffles]
-What happened tonight?

1406
01:21:38.719 --> 01:21:40.460
[Carey] It just comes
rushing back, you know?

1407
01:21:40.634 --> 01:21:42.593
The thousands of times
that I see myself

1408
01:21:42.767 --> 01:21:44.638
with my hands just
wrapped around his neck.

1409
01:21:44.812 --> 01:21:47.598
And yet I am a grown
and rational adult,

1410
01:21:47.772 --> 01:21:49.382
so not killing him

1411
01:21:49.556 --> 01:21:51.384
is what separates us
from the beasts.

1412
01:21:52.385 --> 01:21:53.821
We should have
fucking pressed charges.

1413
01:21:53.996 --> 01:21:55.867
We had the case,

1414
01:21:56.041 --> 01:21:57.825
we had the moral obligation
to do it and we didn't do it.

1415
01:21:58.478 --> 01:21:59.915
What are you talking about?

1416
01:22:00.089 --> 01:22:01.264
We've had an obligation to--

1417
01:22:01.438 --> 01:22:03.657
Look, there are lines

1418
01:22:03.831 --> 01:22:05.921
that men do not cross.

1419
01:22:07.444 --> 01:22:08.967
Now you're going to
talk to me about men?

1420
01:22:09.620 --> 01:22:11.491
I'm-- I'm just trying
to put this thing to bed.

1421
01:22:11.665 --> 01:22:13.102
No, what it feels to me like

1422
01:22:13.276 --> 01:22:15.191
is that you are determined

1423
01:22:15.365 --> 01:22:18.150
to make this about you
and your justice.

1424
01:22:19.064 --> 01:22:21.371
But I am not gonna
let you make my life

1425
01:22:21.545 --> 01:22:23.068
be about this one thing.

1426
01:22:24.243 --> 01:22:26.071
No, I-- I never said
it-- it was about--

1427
01:22:26.245 --> 01:22:27.725
Okay, you know what?

1428
01:22:30.989 --> 01:22:34.036
Let's say you're right, okay?

1429
01:22:34.210 --> 01:22:37.778
And I had gone
and upended my life...

1430
01:22:38.518 --> 01:22:40.346
and traded our privacy

1431
01:22:40.520 --> 01:22:43.132
for... your ego

1432
01:22:43.306 --> 01:22:47.049
and put your
little monster in jail.

1433
01:22:47.223 --> 01:22:50.661
Does that satisfy
Carey's justice?

1434
01:22:50.835 --> 01:22:53.142
So what, are we supposed to
keep sweeping it under the rug

1435
01:22:53.316 --> 01:22:55.057
and pretending
like it just never happened?

1436
01:22:55.231 --> 01:22:57.537
[Judith sighs] So...

1437
01:22:57.711 --> 01:23:00.758
Except that you don't
actually sweep it all the way

1438
01:23:00.932 --> 01:23:04.327
because apparently
you kept his fucking letter.

1439
01:23:05.589 --> 01:23:08.418
Which is why
we're here in a motel.

1440
01:23:10.768 --> 01:23:13.118
[Carey sighs] Jesus Christ.

1441
01:23:14.511 --> 01:23:15.642
Don't you hate him?

1442
01:23:18.906 --> 01:23:20.343
You're such a sweet man.

1443
01:23:22.258 --> 01:23:24.042
You never even asked

1444
01:23:24.216 --> 01:23:25.348
what the hell
I was doing there.

1445
01:23:25.522 --> 01:23:27.915
Well, it's a good question.

1446
01:23:29.221 --> 01:23:30.788
What the hell
were you doing there?

1447
01:23:34.705 --> 01:23:36.011
[Judith sighs]

1448
01:23:37.795 --> 01:23:41.538
There just was so many
doctors appointments.

1449
01:23:42.800 --> 01:23:43.975
You know, and it was---

1450
01:23:47.457 --> 01:23:49.241
It was hard to feel
like we weren't...

1451
01:23:50.503 --> 01:23:52.070
failing each other sometimes.

1452
01:23:54.203 --> 01:23:55.247
[sighs]

1453
01:23:57.380 --> 01:23:59.208
And then when I was with him,
I just--

1454
01:23:59.382 --> 01:24:00.731
I-- I just felt...

1455
01:24:04.430 --> 01:24:05.475
lighter.

1456
01:24:08.478 --> 01:24:09.522
Well...

1457
01:24:12.308 --> 01:24:13.570
you were with him tonight,

1458
01:24:13.744 --> 01:24:15.485
do you still feel
fucking lighter?

1459
01:24:17.182 --> 01:24:21.099
How I feel about Karl Hendrix,
that's my business.

1460
01:24:21.273 --> 01:24:22.318
It's not yours.

1461
01:24:25.016 --> 01:24:29.020
[contemplative music playing]

1462
01:24:29.977 --> 01:24:34.025
[engine revving]

1463
01:24:45.428 --> 01:24:48.257
He thought
she was this cool arty chick

1464
01:24:48.431 --> 01:24:49.475
and he was this, like...

1465
01:24:50.737 --> 01:24:52.435
interesting, offbeat guy.

1466
01:24:53.871 --> 01:24:56.047
And they met and connected.

1467
01:24:57.396 --> 01:24:58.441
And that was me.

1468
01:25:00.617 --> 01:25:04.099
It felt like
I came from something good.

1469
01:25:07.319 --> 01:25:08.625
Well,
obviously you're, like...

1470
01:25:10.801 --> 01:25:11.889
done, right?

1471
01:25:20.941 --> 01:25:22.334
Probably
won't be back here.

1472
01:25:23.814 --> 01:25:26.295
Yeah,
but we'll see you again.

1473
01:25:27.557 --> 01:25:30.037
You should come to Portland.
I'll find you boys.

1474
01:25:31.996 --> 01:25:33.867
Maybe I don't want you to.

1475
01:25:35.956 --> 01:25:39.960
[emotional
piano music playing]

1476
01:25:42.441 --> 01:25:43.399
Yeah, maybe.

1477
01:25:43.573 --> 01:25:48.578
♪

1478
01:25:59.632 --> 01:26:03.636
[panting]

1479
01:26:12.167 --> 01:26:13.168
Oh.

1480
01:26:14.169 --> 01:26:15.561
I'd hoped he was with you.

1481
01:26:16.736 --> 01:26:21.785
♪

1482
01:26:26.050 --> 01:26:28.574
[grunting]

1483
01:26:47.071 --> 01:26:48.115
[items in box clattering]

1484
01:26:49.160 --> 01:26:52.207
[panting]

1485
01:27:04.175 --> 01:27:07.004
[thunder rumbling]

1486
01:27:14.925 --> 01:27:17.841
Hey.
Came to have that drink.

1487
01:27:19.146 --> 01:27:20.409
What the hell
are you doing?

1488
01:27:23.629 --> 01:27:25.240
I want to have a drink
with my dad.

1489
01:27:26.066 --> 01:27:27.154
Go home.

1490
01:27:29.592 --> 01:27:30.636
You like my bonfire?

1491
01:27:32.769 --> 01:27:33.987
Put it out.

1492
01:27:36.251 --> 01:27:37.295
You put it out.

1493
01:27:38.775 --> 01:27:40.211
-[Beau] Watch yourself.
-Come here.

1494
01:27:41.299 --> 01:27:42.692
[Karl grunts]

1495
01:27:43.170 --> 01:27:45.912
-[Beau] I know my place. I--
-Do you? Hm? Huh?

1496
01:27:46.086 --> 01:27:47.827
-[indistinct chatter]
-[siren blares]

1497
01:27:48.001 --> 01:27:51.353
-[Beau grunting]
-[Reggie] Karl! Stop.

1498
01:27:53.093 --> 01:27:56.619
[Beau coughing
and snorting]

1499
01:27:56.793 --> 01:28:00.405
Sarah's worried about you.
Let me drive you to your house.

1500
01:28:00.579 --> 01:28:01.798
That's not my house.

1501
01:28:02.451 --> 01:28:03.800
That's her house.

1502
01:28:03.974 --> 01:28:05.454
[Beau] Reggie,
get him off my property.

1503
01:28:05.628 --> 01:28:07.064
-[Beau grunts]
-Karl!

1504
01:28:07.543 --> 01:28:09.936
Stop or I will stop you.

1505
01:28:10.110 --> 01:28:13.462
[Beau panting]

1506
01:28:14.550 --> 01:28:15.812
[Carey] Bullshit.

1507
01:28:17.422 --> 01:28:18.467
[Judith]
What are you doing?

1508
01:28:21.818 --> 01:28:23.385
I don't care
why you were there.

1509
01:28:24.560 --> 01:28:25.604
I'm here now.

1510
01:28:28.607 --> 01:28:31.610
I'm going to go apologize
to Alex for lying to her

1511
01:28:31.784 --> 01:28:33.395
and then I'm going to
remind her

1512
01:28:33.569 --> 01:28:34.918
that no matter what the fuck
the biology says,

1513
01:28:35.092 --> 01:28:36.267
I raised her.

1514
01:28:37.050 --> 01:28:39.183
Then my daughter
and I are going to have

1515
01:28:39.357 --> 01:28:40.837
a fucking conversation.

1516
01:28:41.403 --> 01:28:45.015
[door creaks]

1517
01:28:50.107 --> 01:28:52.022
-[door creaks open]
-Judith.

1518
01:28:53.893 --> 01:28:54.938
The car's gone.

1519
01:28:55.982 --> 01:28:58.594
[piano music playing]

1520
01:28:58.768 --> 01:29:02.772
[phone buzzing]

1521
01:29:04.730 --> 01:29:07.342
-Hi, Mom.
-You get home right now.

1522
01:29:07.516 --> 01:29:08.647
Do you hear me?

1523
01:29:12.738 --> 01:29:14.697
Alex, I'm sorry, okay?

1524
01:29:14.871 --> 01:29:18.657
I'm sorry that
I didn't tell you the truth.

1525
01:29:18.831 --> 01:29:21.834
[Judith crying over phone]
I'm sorry.

1526
01:29:22.008 --> 01:29:24.271
[crying]
You're not dirty.

1527
01:29:24.446 --> 01:29:25.577
You're not bad.

1528
01:29:26.665 --> 01:29:28.537
We could talk about--

1529
01:29:28.711 --> 01:29:32.628
we could talk about it until--
until I'm blue in the face.

1530
01:29:32.802 --> 01:29:34.456
But I need you
to come home now, okay?

1531
01:29:36.240 --> 01:29:39.765
[crying]

1532
01:29:40.940 --> 01:29:42.899
You all right?

1533
01:29:43.073 --> 01:29:44.509
[Alex over phone] Yeah, um,
I'm sorry I bailed again.

1534
01:29:44.683 --> 01:29:46.946
Uh, there's just something
I have to do,

1535
01:29:47.120 --> 01:29:48.383
and I'll be back soon.

1536
01:29:48.557 --> 01:29:52.517
[emotional
piano music playing]

1537
01:29:53.170 --> 01:29:54.780
You know about
the Puritans, Reg?

1538
01:29:55.390 --> 01:29:56.695
They believe
you're either damned

1539
01:29:56.869 --> 01:29:58.523
or you're saved
the minute you're born,

1540
01:29:58.697 --> 01:30:00.917
so they go through
their entire lives being good

1541
01:30:01.091 --> 01:30:02.571
just to prove
that they're saved.

1542
01:30:03.485 --> 01:30:05.922
Pressure got so bad,
one woman drowned her kids

1543
01:30:06.096 --> 01:30:07.489
just to prove
that she was damned.

1544
01:30:08.490 --> 01:30:10.100
Couldn't take not knowing.

1545
01:30:12.015 --> 01:30:13.233
I know, Reg.

1546
01:30:14.713 --> 01:30:17.673
[Beau] Sorry.
Karl, I'm sorry.

1547
01:30:18.935 --> 01:30:21.633
I know
what kind of father he was.

1548
01:30:21.807 --> 01:30:23.940
But you got to
leave him be now, all right?

1549
01:30:24.114 --> 01:30:25.463
Come on,
you waited for this.

1550
01:30:27.422 --> 01:30:29.206
I was the one
that beat up your damn kid.

1551
01:30:30.207 --> 01:30:31.991
I was the one
that ruined his life.

1552
01:30:34.733 --> 01:30:37.562
Maybe I overlooked
his shortcomings.

1553
01:30:38.868 --> 01:30:41.044
-Can't help you--
-Damn it!

1554
01:30:41.218 --> 01:30:45.091
-[Karl grunting]
-[Reggie] Just calm down.

1555
01:30:46.092 --> 01:30:47.354
That's it.

1556
01:30:48.878 --> 01:30:49.792
Final warning.

1557
01:30:49.966 --> 01:30:54.057
♪

1558
01:30:54.231 --> 01:30:56.799
Come on.
Come on, Reg.

1559
01:30:57.713 --> 01:30:58.975
Go ahead.

1560
01:30:59.149 --> 01:30:59.976
-What do you got?
-I mean it.

1561
01:31:00.150 --> 01:31:01.325
Come on!

1562
01:31:03.545 --> 01:31:04.589
[muffled] Come on!

1563
01:31:04.763 --> 01:31:06.243
Stop. Stop me!

1564
01:31:06.417 --> 01:31:07.505
-[Reggie] Stand down, Karl!
-I said stop me!

1565
01:31:07.679 --> 01:31:08.811
-[Reggie] I mean it!
-Don't!

1566
01:31:15.339 --> 01:31:16.383
[Karl sighs]

1567
01:31:16.558 --> 01:31:20.475
[calm, quiet music playing]

1568
01:31:27.046 --> 01:31:30.528
-[birds chirping]
-[crows cawing]

1569
01:31:31.442 --> 01:31:32.487
Hey.

1570
01:31:34.489 --> 01:31:36.186
All right,
how about letting me drive?

1571
01:31:36.752 --> 01:31:38.841
[Alex and Carey chuckle]

1572
01:31:43.846 --> 01:31:44.890
[car door clicks open]

1573
01:31:46.936 --> 01:31:48.111
-[car door clicks shut]
-Go ahead.

1574
01:32:03.213 --> 01:32:05.302
[sniffles]
Our flight leaves soon.

1575
01:32:06.216 --> 01:32:07.260
[Sarah] Yes.

1576
01:32:09.262 --> 01:32:10.350
You know...

1577
01:32:13.832 --> 01:32:14.877
I never married.

1578
01:32:17.532 --> 01:32:18.750
And I didn't have children.

1579
01:32:20.578 --> 01:32:22.711
And when he got out,
I thought, "Oh, well...

1580
01:32:23.929 --> 01:32:25.235
there's somebody
who needs help."

1581
01:32:28.368 --> 01:32:30.980
But we're barely...

1582
01:32:32.459 --> 01:32:34.505
I mean,
he's not even my--

1583
01:32:34.679 --> 01:32:35.811
Neither is Carey.

1584
01:32:38.378 --> 01:32:39.423
He's still my dad.

1585
01:32:41.512 --> 01:32:42.731
And maybe it's a test.

1586
01:32:44.080 --> 01:32:45.429
Maybe it's God's test.

1587
01:32:47.257 --> 01:32:48.519
You don't believe in that.

1588
01:32:49.607 --> 01:32:50.826
You don't care
what I believe.

1589
01:32:53.480 --> 01:32:54.917
All that matters
is whether you do.

1590
01:32:56.701 --> 01:32:57.746
Right.

1591
01:32:59.661 --> 01:33:01.924
[sniffles] Well,

1592
01:33:02.098 --> 01:33:05.231
-no more cutting school, okay?
-Yes, ma'am.

1593
01:33:06.842 --> 01:33:08.234
Come here.

1594
01:33:11.890 --> 01:33:12.978
-Bye.
-Bye.

1595
01:33:13.979 --> 01:33:17.940
[upbeat music playing]

1596
01:33:27.863 --> 01:33:28.994
[Alex] "Hey, Arthur.

1597
01:33:30.996 --> 01:33:32.781
Sorry it's taken me
so long to write.

1598
01:33:34.783 --> 01:33:37.612
I wish I could say
I had a good excuse.

1599
01:33:37.786 --> 01:33:41.354
Because I was off having
pansexual underground orgies

1600
01:33:41.528 --> 01:33:44.575
or going to only
the hottest club openings,

1601
01:33:44.749 --> 01:33:46.359
but sadly..."

1602
01:33:46.533 --> 01:33:48.623
-Well, look who's here.
-Yeah, I'm finally back.

1603
01:33:48.797 --> 01:33:50.973
[Alex] "...I think I'm still
trying to process stuff."

1604
01:33:51.147 --> 01:33:53.279
Thank you [indistinct].

1605
01:33:53.453 --> 01:33:55.020
[Alex] "At least
that's what the shrink

1606
01:33:55.194 --> 01:33:56.761
my parents
are making me see says..."

1607
01:33:56.935 --> 01:33:58.197
Alex? Hi.

1608
01:33:58.371 --> 01:33:59.982
Come on back.

1609
01:34:00.156 --> 01:34:01.070
[Alex] "...keeps me out
of boarding school."

1610
01:34:01.244 --> 01:34:02.201
How are you?

1611
01:34:02.375 --> 01:34:04.247
-Good.
-Good.

1612
01:34:04.421 --> 01:34:06.118
[Alex] "Which is great
because I love my school..."

1613
01:34:06.292 --> 01:34:08.338
Next up, The Age of Innocence
by Edith Wharton.

1614
01:34:08.512 --> 01:34:09.600
[Alex] "...so much."

1615
01:34:10.557 --> 01:34:12.255
[classmate scoffs]
Jailbait.

1616
01:34:12.429 --> 01:34:14.344
[Mrs. Rumble] So, who got
through the first chapter?

1617
01:34:17.129 --> 01:34:18.870
Okay, I do not snore!

1618
01:34:19.044 --> 01:34:21.264
[overlapping chatter]

1619
01:34:21.438 --> 01:34:23.309
You're just telling me
that I snore now?

1620
01:34:23.483 --> 01:34:24.789
No, no, no, no,

1621
01:34:24.963 --> 01:34:26.748
-it's a little tiny noise.
-Okay.

1622
01:34:26.922 --> 01:34:29.011
[Alex] "My parents
are also seeing a therapist.

1623
01:34:29.185 --> 01:34:31.013
This is good because they are
basically

1624
01:34:31.187 --> 01:34:32.754
the reason
therapy was invented."

1625
01:34:32.928 --> 01:34:34.756
I mean, you can always
just sleep on the couch.

1626
01:34:36.932 --> 01:34:38.760
-Okay.
-[Alex] Problem solved.

1627
01:34:38.934 --> 01:34:40.631
"As for how I'm doing,

1628
01:34:40.805 --> 01:34:41.937
I'm okay.

1629
01:34:42.111 --> 01:34:43.852
Everything feels different,

1630
01:34:44.026 --> 01:34:46.768
but everything also
sort of feels exactly the same.

1631
01:34:46.942 --> 01:34:48.465
When I first got back,
I sort of thought

1632
01:34:48.639 --> 01:34:50.641
my room would be
a different color or something."

1633
01:34:50.989 --> 01:34:54.340
Circumcised, uncircumcised,
very different things.

1634
01:34:54.514 --> 01:34:56.603
[Alex] "I thought
I should cut my hair

1635
01:34:56.778 --> 01:34:58.693
or pierce my nose or get some
dumb Chinese character tattoo

1636
01:34:58.867 --> 01:35:01.217
that means strength
or something.

1637
01:35:01.391 --> 01:35:04.089
Just to be like, 'Hello, world.
I'm different now.'

1638
01:35:05.264 --> 01:35:07.963
And then I thought, 'Wow.

1639
01:35:08.137 --> 01:35:09.704
How boldly cliché.'

1640
01:35:12.663 --> 01:35:15.535
In general,
I'm trying to suck less."

1641
01:35:15.710 --> 01:35:20.715
♪

1642
01:35:24.240 --> 01:35:26.155
"I haven't talked to Karl.

1643
01:35:30.072 --> 01:35:31.856
Right now,
I'm smoking a cigarette,

1644
01:35:32.030 --> 01:35:33.423
poorly,

1645
01:35:33.597 --> 01:35:34.685
just for you.

1646
01:35:36.208 --> 01:35:38.036
Come visit.

1647
01:35:38.210 --> 01:35:39.429
If anyone asks
how we knew each other,

1648
01:35:39.603 --> 01:35:40.996
I guess I can just lie.

1649
01:35:42.998 --> 01:35:46.044
I mean,
better get used to that, right?

1650
01:35:48.046 --> 01:35:50.309
Love, Alex."

1651
01:35:51.397 --> 01:35:54.096
[coughing]

1652
01:36:02.104 --> 01:36:03.453
Hey.

1653
01:36:03.627 --> 01:36:05.455
Dad. Can you knock?

1654
01:36:08.371 --> 01:36:09.415
It's him.

1655
01:36:19.861 --> 01:36:20.905
I'll be right outside.

1656
01:36:28.913 --> 01:36:30.610
Hello?

1657
01:36:30.785 --> 01:36:32.917
[Karl] Hey there.

1658
01:36:33.091 --> 01:36:35.180
I figured it'd be better
to be direct with your folks.

1659
01:36:36.486 --> 01:36:38.488
-Mm-hmm.
-[Karl] How are you?

1660
01:36:42.579 --> 01:36:44.886
-Okay.
-[Karl] Are you back at school?

1661
01:36:47.149 --> 01:36:48.585
Yeah.

1662
01:36:48.759 --> 01:36:49.804
[Karl]
Parents all right?

1663
01:36:52.763 --> 01:36:54.809
-Mm-hmm.
-[Karl] Good.

1664
01:36:56.158 --> 01:36:57.202
Good.

1665
01:36:59.988 --> 01:37:02.164
Sorry it took so long
to call you, it's, uh,

1666
01:37:02.338 --> 01:37:04.427
spent a couple more months
back in, uh...

1667
01:37:06.995 --> 01:37:08.561
Reggie told them
to take it easy on me,

1668
01:37:08.735 --> 01:37:09.780
if you can believe that.

1669
01:37:12.391 --> 01:37:13.436
Okay.

1670
01:37:16.569 --> 01:37:17.919
We had a good time here
tonight.

1671
01:37:19.529 --> 01:37:21.226
Gayle from Sarah's work
came by and..

1672
01:37:23.011 --> 01:37:26.318
I just-- I just slipped out
to call you.

1673
01:37:27.232 --> 01:37:28.581
Sounds like
we're being rude.

1674
01:37:31.933 --> 01:37:33.151
I needed
to tell you something.

1675
01:37:36.241 --> 01:37:37.329
[Alex] Um...

1676
01:37:39.592 --> 01:37:40.680
okay.

1677
01:37:43.683 --> 01:37:44.946
That last night
you were here...

1678
01:37:47.600 --> 01:37:50.516
when I was, uh,
I was drunk out of my mind...

1679
01:37:52.954 --> 01:37:54.869
I was talking to Reggie
about Puritans.

1680
01:37:57.872 --> 01:37:59.308
And how hard
it was for them

1681
01:37:59.482 --> 01:38:00.483
not knowing
if they were damned.

1682
01:38:02.528 --> 01:38:05.705
Well, the worst part
isn't not knowing.

1683
01:38:09.100 --> 01:38:10.406
The worst part is knowing.

1684
01:38:14.540 --> 01:38:16.238
That's how it was
until, uh...

1685
01:38:18.893 --> 01:38:20.111
Until what?

1686
01:38:24.289 --> 01:38:25.334
...'til you showed up.

1687
01:38:29.686 --> 01:38:31.296
My mouth
is full of toothpaste.

1688
01:38:35.648 --> 01:38:38.695
I know you have to go,
but, uh, we were--

1689
01:38:38.869 --> 01:38:41.741
I was, uh,
I was thinking...

1690
01:38:43.439 --> 01:38:45.615
that maybe
when the weather warms up and--

1691
01:38:45.789 --> 01:38:48.183
and, you know, if it's okay
with your parents, that...

1692
01:38:49.836 --> 01:38:50.925
well...

1693
01:38:54.711 --> 01:38:55.930
maybe you could visit
some time.

1694
01:38:56.104 --> 01:38:57.148
No.

1695
01:39:01.500 --> 01:39:03.067
I mean, maybe.

1696
01:39:07.898 --> 01:39:08.943
I don't know.

1697
01:39:18.778 --> 01:39:20.084
[Karl] Alex?

1698
01:39:25.742 --> 01:39:26.830
Alex?

1699
01:39:28.484 --> 01:39:29.528
I'm here.

1700
01:39:32.662 --> 01:39:33.750
Okay.

1701
01:39:35.708 --> 01:39:37.101
Well, um...

1702
01:39:39.060 --> 01:39:40.104
I'll let you go.

1703
01:39:48.895 --> 01:39:52.899
[somber,
contemplative music playing]

1704
01:40:52.046 --> 01:40:57.051
♪

1705
01:41:57.111 --> 01:42:02.116
♪

1706
01:43:18.714 --> 01:43:23.719
♪