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[INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
OVER PA]

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<i>Hola, ruya.</i> Where to, <i>mami?</i>

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44th, between 9th and 10th.

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MAN: Here you go, buddy.

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FEMALE NARRATOR: <i>Feel the magic
of the city that never sleeps.</i>

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<i>From the lights of Broadway
to the paths of Central Park.</i>

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[EXHALES]

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<i>Find your playground
in New York--</i>

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[DOOR OPENS]

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- [DOOR CLOSES]
- CAB DRIVER: All right.

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[CAR HONKING]

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CAB DRIVER: God damn it.

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- Fuckin' asshole.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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[SIGHS]

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[SOFT, MYSTERIOUS MUSIC PLAYING]

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[CAB DRIVER EXHALES]

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[PHONE BEEPS]

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44th and 9th, huh?

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Yep.

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Midtown.

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Good ol' Midtown.

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You are my last fare
of the night.

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- Yeah?
- Yeah.

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- I won?
- [CHUCKLES]

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You fuckin' won, sweetheart,
you did. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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What do I get for winning?

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Anything you want.

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[BOTH CHUCKLE]

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Yeah.

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I had a rough day of it.

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Short trips,
barely nothing extra.

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This fuckin' business
with the credit cards.

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I mean, when it was cash,
people throw you 10, 20, 50.

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Fuckin' <i>Monopoly</i> money, right?

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But you swipe that plastic,
you got time to think.

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Staring at all those
little numbers,

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before you know it,

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I get fucked up the asshole.

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These fuckin' apps, all of 'em.

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Get a coffee, burger,
soap, socks,

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wine, water, weed,
fuckin' Chinese takeout.

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You can get all that shit
and never reach for your purse.

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Nah, not even for tip.

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I mean, salt used to be money.

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Motherfuckin' salt,

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the same shit
you sprinkle on your eggs.

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You know, every morning you toss
that cheap-ass shit on your eggs

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with no idea
that people used to die for it.

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Tea, coffee, same thing.

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All that shit you gloss over
at the grocery store,

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at one point in time,

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humans fuckin'
killed each other for it.

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Bird's eye view
of all that shit?

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Over the years, you see money
go from salt to gold to paper.

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And now, money,
it ain't nothing but an idea,

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just little numbers on a screen.

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Can't touch it, can't bury it,

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can't put a little X
that marks the spot.

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Nah, you just tie it
to a fuckin' butterfly

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and send it up
into that cloud up there.

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But one of these days,
I'm telling you,

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that cloud's gonna open up
and it's gonna pour acid rain

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down all over our dumb faces.

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[BOTH CHUCKLE]

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Well, I got you covered.

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Yeah?

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My bag in the back
should settle us.

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How?

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It's full of salt.

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[CHUCKLES]

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That's good. That's good.

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For that, you can use
a damn credit card, honey.

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- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
- It is what it is at this point.

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I mean, cabs, yellow cabs
are like fuckin' Blockbuster.

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You know?

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Ten years' time, there ain't
gonna be no yellow cab no more.

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And all the other guys,
the ones with the apps,

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the ones that are,
you know, taking over,

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they're gonna be nothing
but a blip on the screen

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in a fuckin' blink of an eye,
all said and done.

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Yeah, you'll order up a car
on your phone just like before.

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But when you hop in,

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it ain't gonna be
no human behind the wheel,

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I can tell you that.

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You'll order up a car,

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and that fuckin' car
will drive itself

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to wherever the fuck
you want to go.

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It won't speed, it won't stink,
it won't make you sick.

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Won't ever get lost.

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Might even ask you
how your day was.

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[CHUCKLES]

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- Fuckin' apps.
- Fuckin' apps, man.

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Want some radio?

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Not really.

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Yeah.

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Okay.

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It's nice
you're not on your phone.

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You don't have to keep talking
to me or nothing but...

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Just nice, you know?

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To see a human not plugged in.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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What's your name?

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Why?

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I just like
to know people's names.

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CAB DRIVER: Fuck,
you really are human.

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That's sweet.

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Clark.

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- Clark.
- You thought I'd say Vinny

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- or some shit.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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- I don't know what I thought.
- Nah, it's fine.

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[IN ACCENT] I mean, Clark.
Clark...

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[BOTH CHUCKLE]

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[NORMAL VOICE]
...has a house in the Hamptons,

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he plays tennis,
he goes to the opera and shit.

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I'm never, ever
going to be that guy.

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What name would you choose
if you could?

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Vinny.

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- Vinny.
- Vinny. Classic.

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Of course.

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[ENGINE ACCELERATING]

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CLARK: So you live here, right?

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- GIRLIE: I do.
- Yeah.

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Your little outfit
gave you away.

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My little outfit?

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It says a lot about you.

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What does it say?

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That you can handle yourself.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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How could you
possibly know that?

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It ain't that difficult
to read people.

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I mean, you jumped in,
business as usual,

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you turned off that
damn little screen back there

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'cause you already know

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what Broadway shows
are fuckin' playing.

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Didn't even think to reach
for your seatbelt.

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Why would you?

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Had enough rides, in and out.
Am I right?

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What else?

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You gave me cross streets

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instead of some recited address
from your phone.

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I can tell you're not concerned
with the meter,

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'cause you already know
JFK's a flat rate.

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- Impressive.
- Yeah.

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I'm not claiming
to be some Sherlock or nothing,

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just a guy who pays attention.

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You've had a long day,
you're tired.

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You wanna go home,

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take a shower,
sleep in your own bed,

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and you got in line
for a motherfuckin' taxi.

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Now that's a New Yorker
that pays attention.

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Someone who knows
what the fuck's going on.

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And you're not afraid
to look me in the eye.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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Like I said,

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you can handle yourself.

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I like to think so.

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- [WIND HOWLING]
- [SPITS]

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[WINDOW CLOSING]

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[CLARK EXHALES]

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[PHONE BEEPS]

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[PHONE CHIMING]

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[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]

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[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]

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Where are you flying in from?

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Uh, Oklahoma.

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What's in Oklahoma?

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I grew up there.

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[SIGHS WEARILY]

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What about your accent?

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- Sorry, what?
- Your accent.

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- My accent?
- Yeah.

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Don't people from Oklahoma
[IN ACCENT] talk like this?

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Oh.

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Not all of us, apparently.

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Where are you from?
What part of the state?

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[SIGHS SOFTLY]
Just a tiny little town.

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What's the town?

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- You've never heard of it.
- What's the town?

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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Okay, so Oklahoma is shaped
like a pan, right?

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So if my arm is the panhandle...

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Yeah?

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Then I grew up here.

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- The armpit.
- Of Oklahoma. [CLICKS TONGUE]

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CLARK: What's it called?

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- [SIGHS SOFTLY] Gage.
- Gage, Oklahoma.

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You got it.

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CLARK: I, honest to God, would
never have guessed Oklahoma.

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GIRLIE: What would you
have guessed?

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Not an armpit,
I can tell you that.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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How long you been in New York?

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- Nine years in June.
- No shit?

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No shit.

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One more year
and I'll be official.

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- What you do for work?
- I'm a programmer.

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- Computers?
- Computers.

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- No shit?
- No shit.

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Like ones and zeroes
and that shit?

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Like ones and zeroes
and that shit.

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CLARK: Huh.

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You thought I'd say something
more girly, didn't you?

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- Yeah.
- [CHUCKLING SOFTLY] Yeah.

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Yeah, I thought, you know,
wedding planner.

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- Or fashion or something.
- Fashion, hmm.

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Not as many women code,
I'll give you that.

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Yeah, you drew a line
in the sand,

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lifted your leg
and left your mark.

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I don't mind squatting.

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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So what's the deal
with the ones and zeroes?

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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Like?

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They're like building blocks
and whatnot.

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Like when I look at my computer,
I'm really looking

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at a bunch of ones and zeroes
and shit.

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Yeah, something like that.

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Well, tell me. I mean,
I, honest to God, want to know.

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Can't be a know-it-all
if I don't know nothing.

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Mmm. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

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[CLEARS THROAT] Okay.

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Basically...

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- [BOTTLE CAP CLASPS]
- [KEYS RATTLE]

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...so a computer
uses electricity

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to create on and off states

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that can represent
ones and zeroes.

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One being on and zero being off.

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But they more often represent

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the idea of something being
true or false.

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CLARK: Ones and zeroes
mean true or false?

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GIRLIE: Well, not always.

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They can also represent
numbers and other things.

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But much of what I do is testing

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whether something
is true or false,

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and I've always used one
to mean true and--

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Zero to mean false.

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- You got it.
- Oh.

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Everything in a computer,

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the colors, images, music,

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money, three-dimensional worlds,

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all of it is...

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Is represented
by ones and zeroes.

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CLARK: True and false.

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GIRLIE: Correct.

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It's basically

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how everything you see operates.

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Hmm.

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I mean, it makes sense.

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We all do that.

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Lay down our bricks
of ones and zeroes,

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and build ourselves a fort.

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And that shit,
it starts young, right?

254
00:18:16.846 --> 00:18:18.973
"You are stupid,

255
00:18:18.973 --> 00:18:20.767
-"true or false?"
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

256
00:18:20.767 --> 00:18:23.770
"You are ugly, true or false?"

257
00:18:23.770 --> 00:18:26.731
"Your mother loves you,
true or false?"

258
00:18:27.482 --> 00:18:29.526
And when you grow up,
that shit don't stop.

259
00:18:29.526 --> 00:18:31.319
I mean,
"Climate change, true or false?"

260
00:18:31.319 --> 00:18:33.738
-"Jesus Christ, true or false?"
- [CHUCKLES]

261
00:18:33.738 --> 00:18:37.867
"You must wear pants today,
true or false?"

262
00:18:38.701 --> 00:18:41.371
And so it goes, on and on.

263
00:18:42.038 --> 00:18:44.499
We all gotta choose
our ones and zeroes

264
00:18:45.416 --> 00:18:48.127
in whatever we decide, yeah?

265
00:18:48.127 --> 00:18:50.839
That becomes the foundation
from which we operate.

266
00:18:56.886 --> 00:18:58.972
Or maybe
I'm just talking bullshit.

267
00:19:02.517 --> 00:19:03.518
Zero.

268
00:19:04.561 --> 00:19:05.895
CLARK: Hmmm.

269
00:19:09.440 --> 00:19:10.942
You're a...

270
00:19:10.942 --> 00:19:13.820
You're a surprising person,

271
00:19:14.654 --> 00:19:16.948
- I must say.
- Aw, shucks.

272
00:19:16.948 --> 00:19:19.742
CLARK: Very little surprises me
these days.

273
00:19:19.742 --> 00:19:22.412
- What about you?
- What about me what?

274
00:19:22.412 --> 00:19:24.664
- Where are you from?
- Hell's Kitchen.

275
00:19:24.664 --> 00:19:26.457
Or what used to be
Hell's Kitchen,

276
00:19:26.457 --> 00:19:28.167
not too far
from where we're going.

277
00:19:28.167 --> 00:19:30.211
What was it like
when you were a kid?

278
00:19:30.211 --> 00:19:32.380
CLARK: Well, back in my day,

279
00:19:32.380 --> 00:19:35.508
man, if hell really did
have a kitchen,

280
00:19:35.508 --> 00:19:37.385
that would've been it.

281
00:19:37.385 --> 00:19:40.763
You know, you had junkies
on every stoop,

282
00:19:40.763 --> 00:19:42.849
hookers on every corner.

283
00:19:42.849 --> 00:19:44.726
"Want a date? Want a date?"

284
00:19:44.726 --> 00:19:45.852
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

285
00:19:45.852 --> 00:19:47.103
It was fantastic.

286
00:19:47.103 --> 00:19:49.564
You still live in Manhattan?

287
00:19:49.564 --> 00:19:52.650
I own a place, Jackson Heights.

288
00:19:52.650 --> 00:19:55.320
- It's a small house.
- Still a house.

289
00:19:55.320 --> 00:19:57.196
You better fuckin' believe it.

290
00:19:57.196 --> 00:19:58.573
[CHUCKLES]

291
00:20:02.577 --> 00:20:04.954
So, Clark lives in Queens?

292
00:20:04.954 --> 00:20:07.540
No, no, no, no, no, no.

293
00:20:07.540 --> 00:20:09.083
Vinny lives in Queens.

294
00:20:09.083 --> 00:20:11.794
Clark, well,
he's got a loft in Tribeca.

295
00:20:11.794 --> 00:20:12.879
[CHUCKLES]

296
00:20:12.879 --> 00:20:14.130
Right.

297
00:20:20.887 --> 00:20:24.891
- [CARS HONKING]
- [INDICATORS BEEPING]

298
00:20:36.444 --> 00:20:38.446
[JACKHAMMER RATTLING]

299
00:20:42.700 --> 00:20:44.619
Oh, fuck. That ain't good.

300
00:20:46.871 --> 00:20:48.081
Damn it.

301
00:20:48.081 --> 00:20:50.500
Some kind of fender bender
up there.

302
00:20:51.626 --> 00:20:54.587
[SIRENS BLARING]

303
00:20:54.587 --> 00:20:56.673
Sorry, sweetie,
I hate this shit.

304
00:20:56.673 --> 00:20:57.757
GIRLIE: Not your fault.

305
00:20:57.757 --> 00:21:01.135
Huh. Fuckin' know these roads
like the back of my hand,

306
00:21:02.011 --> 00:21:04.097
but still can't predict
the weather.

307
00:21:05.014 --> 00:21:07.475
It's the one thing
those fuckin' apps have on me.

308
00:21:07.475 --> 00:21:09.560
That's the one fuckin' thing.

309
00:21:09.560 --> 00:21:11.604
- It's fine, really.
- No, it's not fine.

310
00:21:11.604 --> 00:21:12.689
It's not professional,

311
00:21:12.689 --> 00:21:14.023
I should've been
paying attention,

312
00:21:14.023 --> 00:21:15.358
I could've gotten off
back there.

313
00:21:15.358 --> 00:21:16.484
Well...

314
00:21:16.484 --> 00:21:17.860
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

315
00:21:17.860 --> 00:21:20.530
- I'm on the flat rate.
- Oh...

316
00:21:20.530 --> 00:21:22.031
- So...
- [BOTH CHUCKLE]

317
00:21:22.031 --> 00:21:23.992
Nah, I'm gonna meter your ass.

318
00:21:23.992 --> 00:21:26.119
Nope. No, man.

319
00:21:26.119 --> 00:21:28.496
I won. I won again.

320
00:21:28.496 --> 00:21:30.790
You're leaving me
in the dust over here.

321
00:21:31.958 --> 00:21:32.959
Two to zero.

322
00:21:38.214 --> 00:21:42.802
- [VEHICLE BEEPING]
- [SIREN BLARING]

323
00:21:42.802 --> 00:21:45.763
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]

324
00:21:52.812 --> 00:21:56.274
[FINGERS TAPPING]

325
00:22:05.658 --> 00:22:08.703
[SIGHING RUEFULLY]

326
00:22:18.713 --> 00:22:22.175
[SOFT THUMPS]

327
00:22:22.175 --> 00:22:25.261
[MUSIC INTENSIFIES]

328
00:22:25.261 --> 00:22:27.513
[SIREN BLARING]

329
00:23:12.391 --> 00:23:14.185
[PHONE CHIMING]

330
00:23:29.742 --> 00:23:30.660
[SIGHS]

331
00:23:50.429 --> 00:23:53.099
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]

332
00:25:04.545 --> 00:25:06.631
[SIGHING]

333
00:25:14.263 --> 00:25:16.265
[TYPING]

334
00:25:28.819 --> 00:25:30.613
How long were you in Oklahoma?

335
00:25:32.365 --> 00:25:33.616
Um...

336
00:25:34.367 --> 00:25:35.701
Two weeks.

337
00:25:35.701 --> 00:25:37.411
You're visiting family?

338
00:25:38.329 --> 00:25:39.789
I have a half-sister.

339
00:25:39.789 --> 00:25:41.040
[PHONE CHIMES]

340
00:25:51.801 --> 00:25:52.802
- [PHONE RINGING]
- [GASPS SOFTLY]

341
00:26:04.730 --> 00:26:07.525
What's she like? Your sister?

342
00:26:09.277 --> 00:26:10.903
She's, um...

343
00:26:14.657 --> 00:26:16.617
Honestly, she's kind of a bitch.

344
00:26:16.617 --> 00:26:19.704
[CHUCKLES] How's she a bitch?
What'd she do?

345
00:26:19.704 --> 00:26:22.665
You know, little things like...

346
00:26:24.959 --> 00:26:27.211
She makes fun of my cankles.

347
00:26:27.211 --> 00:26:30.006
- Your cankles?
- I have thick ankles.

348
00:26:30.006 --> 00:26:32.216
- Nah, I don't believe that.
- [SIREN BLARING]

349
00:26:32.216 --> 00:26:34.343
- It's true.
- You're small.

350
00:26:34.343 --> 00:26:37.221
I'm small,
and I have thick ankles.

351
00:26:37.221 --> 00:26:38.389
That's a thing?

352
00:26:38.389 --> 00:26:40.391
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] It's a thing.

353
00:26:41.767 --> 00:26:44.061
- Sounds cute.
- Thank you.

354
00:26:45.730 --> 00:26:47.064
It is cute.

355
00:26:47.064 --> 00:26:48.316
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

356
00:26:48.816 --> 00:26:52.737
I take it you and the bitch
don't visit very often.

357
00:26:52.737 --> 00:26:55.906
I hadn't seen her in years.

358
00:26:56.490 --> 00:26:58.451
Huh. Why?

359
00:26:59.660 --> 00:27:01.245
We just stopped talking.

360
00:27:02.538 --> 00:27:04.999
We didn't get in a fight
or anything, we just...

361
00:27:06.751 --> 00:27:08.252
stopped talking.

362
00:27:09.295 --> 00:27:10.296
Why now?

363
00:27:10.296 --> 00:27:12.923
She tracked me down
and asked me to visit,

364
00:27:12.923 --> 00:27:14.675
and I, you know,

365
00:27:15.634 --> 00:27:17.303
I didn't have a reason
to say no.

366
00:27:17.303 --> 00:27:19.638
We had a nice time.

367
00:27:19.638 --> 00:27:21.849
I mean,
she's a total fuckin' bitch,

368
00:27:23.184 --> 00:27:24.977
but we laughed a lot, and...

369
00:27:25.936 --> 00:27:26.812
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

370
00:27:26.812 --> 00:27:28.606
We just drank a lot
and laughed a lot.

371
00:27:28.606 --> 00:27:29.732
Hmm.

372
00:27:30.608 --> 00:27:31.984
She married?

373
00:27:31.984 --> 00:27:34.528
- She has a girlfriend.
- Nice.

374
00:27:34.528 --> 00:27:35.821
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

375
00:27:36.530 --> 00:27:38.032
Her name is Eagle.

376
00:27:39.033 --> 00:27:41.160
Fuck me, is that Native American
or something?

377
00:27:41.160 --> 00:27:42.244
That's right.

378
00:27:42.244 --> 00:27:44.163
Well, that's some cool-ass shit
right there.

379
00:27:44.163 --> 00:27:45.581
- Hmm.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

380
00:27:45.581 --> 00:27:47.541
Yeah. They seem happy.

381
00:27:47.541 --> 00:27:51.295
They live in a trailer,
and they just got a parakeet.

382
00:27:52.421 --> 00:27:55.341
Saving up to do some traveling
next year. She's...

383
00:27:55.341 --> 00:27:56.509
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

384
00:27:56.509 --> 00:27:57.760
She's come a long way.

385
00:27:58.511 --> 00:28:00.179
Is she older or younger?

386
00:28:00.179 --> 00:28:04.308
She was 11
when I was born, so...

387
00:28:07.770 --> 00:28:09.980
She was kind of like a mom
growing up.

388
00:28:09.980 --> 00:28:10.940
Hmmm.

389
00:28:10.940 --> 00:28:14.610
But she was a fucked-up mom.
Like, fucked-up.

390
00:28:14.610 --> 00:28:18.364
She used to tie me up
ankle to ankle, wrist to wrist,

391
00:28:18.364 --> 00:28:20.491
and put me in the bathtub,

392
00:28:20.491 --> 00:28:22.034
and lock me in the bathroom.

393
00:28:22.034 --> 00:28:23.119
What?

394
00:28:23.119 --> 00:28:24.620
[HESITATES]

395
00:28:24.620 --> 00:28:25.746
Bathtub full?

396
00:28:25.746 --> 00:28:26.914
Empty.

397
00:28:27.498 --> 00:28:29.375
Why the fuck would she do that?

398
00:28:32.086 --> 00:28:33.921
It was her way
of helping me practice.

399
00:28:33.921 --> 00:28:35.005
Practice what?

400
00:28:37.258 --> 00:28:40.469
If I ever got kidnapped,
I'd be able to escape.

401
00:28:40.469 --> 00:28:41.846
That was her logic.

402
00:29:06.579 --> 00:29:08.456
Did you like getting tied up?

403
00:29:13.752 --> 00:29:17.590
I liked the challenge
of getting free.

404
00:29:24.555 --> 00:29:26.182
You got loose, didn't you?

405
00:29:28.809 --> 00:29:31.395
You sat there in that cold tub,

406
00:29:31.395 --> 00:29:33.564
that cold, empty tub,

407
00:29:34.231 --> 00:29:36.650
and you wiggled yourself loose

408
00:29:37.818 --> 00:29:39.653
every fuckin' time.

409
00:29:43.282 --> 00:29:44.992
Kidnappers be damned.

410
00:29:44.992 --> 00:29:46.827
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

411
00:29:46.827 --> 00:29:50.039
Like I said,
you can handle yourself.

412
00:29:50.039 --> 00:29:51.207
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

413
00:29:51.207 --> 00:29:53.876
Did you get a prize
for getting loose?

414
00:29:53.876 --> 00:29:55.377
Not really.

415
00:29:55.377 --> 00:29:58.672
By the time I'd get free,
she'd be at work or whatever.

416
00:29:58.672 --> 00:30:00.799
- And where was Mom?
- Mom was gone.

417
00:30:00.799 --> 00:30:01.884
Where'd she go?

418
00:30:01.884 --> 00:30:03.594
[SIGHS WEARILY]

419
00:30:05.221 --> 00:30:07.306
Mom went out
for a pack of smokes

420
00:30:07.306 --> 00:30:08.599
and never came back.

421
00:30:10.059 --> 00:30:11.352
[CHUCKLES]

422
00:30:11.352 --> 00:30:12.436
That's funny.

423
00:30:13.771 --> 00:30:14.772
You're funny.

424
00:30:14.772 --> 00:30:16.482
[CHUCKLES]

425
00:30:17.107 --> 00:30:18.692
What are you? 25, 26?

426
00:30:18.692 --> 00:30:20.986
Oh, no, no, no.
I don't answer that question.

427
00:30:20.986 --> 00:30:23.948
- Why the hell not?
- Because it's bullshit.

428
00:30:23.948 --> 00:30:26.575
Well, what, are you weird
about your age or something?

429
00:30:26.575 --> 00:30:29.578
The whole world is fuckin' weird
about my age.

430
00:30:30.538 --> 00:30:34.875
If I told you
that I was 24 or 34,

431
00:30:36.001 --> 00:30:38.712
your opinion of me
would drastically change.

432
00:30:38.712 --> 00:30:39.797
That's not true.

433
00:30:41.423 --> 00:30:43.676
For women, it is true.

434
00:30:44.468 --> 00:30:47.096
It is fuckin' true. [SCOFFS]

435
00:30:47.096 --> 00:30:49.515
The moment we hit 30,
our value is cut in half.

436
00:30:49.515 --> 00:30:52.560
I mean, fine.
Fuck it, it's true.

437
00:30:52.560 --> 00:30:54.353
- It's fuckin' true.
- It's fuckin' true.

438
00:30:54.353 --> 00:30:56.981
But listen,
you really do look 20-something,

439
00:30:56.981 --> 00:30:59.650
but by the way you talk,
all smart and shit,

440
00:30:59.650 --> 00:31:02.861
you know, if I wasn't looking,
I would guess you were 50, so.

441
00:31:05.489 --> 00:31:06.574
So, why does it matter

442
00:31:06.574 --> 00:31:08.492
how many times
I've been around the sun?

443
00:31:08.492 --> 00:31:09.827
Hell if I know.

444
00:31:12.037 --> 00:31:15.666
I guess it's just my way
of trying to understand.

445
00:31:17.084 --> 00:31:18.335
Understand what?

446
00:31:18.335 --> 00:31:20.921
Well, it is a bit confusing
to meet some chick who looks 22,

447
00:31:20.921 --> 00:31:23.007
but is clearly
such a fuckin' rocket ship.

448
00:31:23.007 --> 00:31:24.425
A rocket ship?

449
00:31:24.425 --> 00:31:26.302
[MIMICKING BLAST-OFF]

450
00:31:26.302 --> 00:31:27.386
That's you.

451
00:31:29.138 --> 00:31:31.473
- Yeah, that is me.
- Yeah. Feel it, own it.

452
00:31:31.473 --> 00:31:33.267
- Oh, I feel it.
- [CHUCKLES]

453
00:31:33.267 --> 00:31:35.728
Gonna take over the whole
wide world, no question.

454
00:31:35.728 --> 00:31:38.230
I'll build a small empire

455
00:31:38.230 --> 00:31:39.940
- and leave the rest.
- Yeah.

456
00:31:39.940 --> 00:31:44.278
You... You plan to share
that empire with someone?

457
00:31:44.278 --> 00:31:46.530
A boyfriend,
a girlfriend or whatnot?

458
00:31:47.656 --> 00:31:48.657
Mmm...

459
00:31:48.657 --> 00:31:50.784
What? You need me
to kick someone's ass?

460
00:31:50.784 --> 00:31:52.453
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
No, it's okay.

461
00:31:52.453 --> 00:31:54.038
What's their name?

462
00:31:54.705 --> 00:31:57.041
His name doesn't matter.

463
00:31:57.041 --> 00:31:59.793
- He fuck up that bad?
- [CHUCKLES]

464
00:31:59.793 --> 00:32:02.338
Come on.
I told you my name, tell me his.

465
00:32:03.005 --> 00:32:04.715
I'd rather not say.

466
00:32:04.715 --> 00:32:07.217
Oh, I see. I get it.

467
00:32:08.552 --> 00:32:11.472
- You get what?
- I get it, he's married.

468
00:32:19.271 --> 00:32:20.731
Why do you think he's married?

469
00:32:20.731 --> 00:32:23.317
You could've said his name,
I would've never known.

470
00:32:23.317 --> 00:32:25.611
I mean, there's not only one Bob
or Sam or Jeff

471
00:32:25.611 --> 00:32:28.072
in New York fuckin' City, no.

472
00:32:28.072 --> 00:32:30.824
You're afraid to say his name
because the guy's married,

473
00:32:30.824 --> 00:32:33.661
or you're married,
or someone's fuckin' married

474
00:32:33.661 --> 00:32:36.080
and no one wants to say
that shit out loud.

475
00:32:36.080 --> 00:32:37.539
[CHUCKLES]

476
00:32:37.539 --> 00:32:38.832
Gum?

477
00:32:40.334 --> 00:32:41.335
Yes, please.

478
00:32:50.094 --> 00:32:52.012
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.

479
00:33:11.615 --> 00:33:13.409
- He's married.
- I know he's married!

480
00:33:13.409 --> 00:33:14.493
I know people.

481
00:33:15.703 --> 00:33:18.706
You don't drive a cab 20 years
and not know people.

482
00:33:18.706 --> 00:33:19.790
Word of advice,

483
00:33:19.790 --> 00:33:22.000
and this is coming
from a man married twice,

484
00:33:22.000 --> 00:33:23.293
a lot of action on the side.

485
00:33:23.293 --> 00:33:24.753
- You ready?
- Mmm.

486
00:33:24.753 --> 00:33:27.881
Don't ever say the word "love,"
all right? Just don't say it.

487
00:33:36.682 --> 00:33:38.934
[SIGHS] Oh, sweetheart...

488
00:33:38.934 --> 00:33:40.144
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

489
00:33:40.144 --> 00:33:42.771
...you fuckin' said it,
didn't you?

490
00:33:42.771 --> 00:33:45.482
You did,
you said the fuckin' L word.

491
00:33:45.482 --> 00:33:46.567
God, honey!

492
00:33:46.567 --> 00:33:48.235
That's fuckin' suicide
in that world.

493
00:33:48.235 --> 00:33:49.319
Didn't you know that?

494
00:33:49.319 --> 00:33:51.238
He does not want to
hear that from you.

495
00:33:51.238 --> 00:33:52.781
He wants to hear it
from his mother,

496
00:33:52.781 --> 00:33:53.866
his wife, his kids,

497
00:33:53.866 --> 00:33:56.160
but he does not want
to hear that shit from you.

498
00:33:56.160 --> 00:33:59.121
In the cognitive wheel
that is his life,

499
00:33:59.121 --> 00:34:01.373
- that is not your function.
- [CHUCKLES]

500
00:34:01.373 --> 00:34:03.375
- What is my function?
- Sex.

501
00:34:03.375 --> 00:34:06.044
Sex. Touch me, lick me, suck me,

502
00:34:06.044 --> 00:34:08.338
but do not love me.
Don't you fuckin' love me.

503
00:34:08.338 --> 00:34:10.883
No, no, no, no, no, no.
That is not... [CHUCKLES]

504
00:34:10.883 --> 00:34:12.092
I'm not that...

505
00:34:14.052 --> 00:34:17.306
I'm not that girl. Okay? I...

506
00:34:23.020 --> 00:34:25.022
I just couldn't
not say it anymore.

507
00:34:25.022 --> 00:34:27.357
Oh. [CHUCKLES]

508
00:34:28.442 --> 00:34:30.861
Yeah, and what's he supposed
to do? Love you back?

509
00:34:30.861 --> 00:34:33.197
He's supposed to ride in
on a big white horse

510
00:34:33.197 --> 00:34:35.574
and whisk you away
to some cliff in Greece?

511
00:34:35.574 --> 00:34:38.494
Live out his days braiding
your hair with wild flowers

512
00:34:38.494 --> 00:34:40.662
and forget-me-nots?
No fuckin' way.

513
00:34:41.330 --> 00:34:42.456
He's not gonna be there

514
00:34:42.456 --> 00:34:44.500
when your olive oil
dries up, sweetheart.

515
00:34:44.500 --> 00:34:46.585
You... You're not
that important.

516
00:34:46.585 --> 00:34:48.754
He knows that, I know that.

517
00:34:48.754 --> 00:34:49.671
[SCOFFS]

518
00:34:49.671 --> 00:34:53.175
You... You just gotta catch up.
It's all right.

519
00:34:53.175 --> 00:34:55.803
Gotta change your ones
to zeroes, sweetie.

520
00:34:55.803 --> 00:34:57.638
I get it, it takes time.

521
00:34:57.638 --> 00:35:01.558
Honest to God, my first wife
was everything you'd ever want.

522
00:35:01.558 --> 00:35:04.520
5'8", 115 pounds,
tits out to here,

523
00:35:04.520 --> 00:35:07.314
hair full of bleach
and a head full of nothing.

524
00:35:07.314 --> 00:35:09.775
Men love women
that are dumb as shit.

525
00:35:10.400 --> 00:35:12.653
They're fuckin' pigs
in the bedroom.

526
00:35:12.653 --> 00:35:14.321
Motherfuckin' pigs
in the bedroom,

527
00:35:14.321 --> 00:35:15.489
and we love that shit.

528
00:35:15.489 --> 00:35:16.990
You think smart women can't--

529
00:35:16.990 --> 00:35:19.117
Cannot reduce themselves
to pigs in the bedroom?

530
00:35:19.117 --> 00:35:21.161
That's right. Can't have it
both ways, doesn't exist.

531
00:35:21.161 --> 00:35:22.287
That's not true.

532
00:35:22.287 --> 00:35:23.580
You're a smart girl.

533
00:35:23.580 --> 00:35:26.834
Went to college, read a lot,
talk politics,

534
00:35:26.834 --> 00:35:28.001
- all that shit?
- Yes.

535
00:35:28.001 --> 00:35:29.545
You ever been a pig
in the bedroom?

536
00:35:31.505 --> 00:35:33.465
What is your definition
of a pig?

537
00:35:33.465 --> 00:35:35.551
See, dumb chicks can't...
They don't need explaining,

538
00:35:35.551 --> 00:35:36.927
they just do it.

539
00:35:38.345 --> 00:35:39.555
That was my first wife.

540
00:35:40.514 --> 00:35:42.599
Everything a guy could ask for.

541
00:35:44.184 --> 00:35:46.019
Then she started gaining weight

542
00:35:47.020 --> 00:35:49.106
and it made her feel bad
about herself,

543
00:35:49.106 --> 00:35:51.775
and she stops wanting to,
you know.

544
00:35:53.151 --> 00:35:54.152
Oink?

545
00:35:55.362 --> 00:35:57.197
Do her wifely duty or whatnot.

546
00:35:57.197 --> 00:35:58.699
Oh, yes, wifely duty.

547
00:35:58.699 --> 00:36:00.868
And then, no time flat,
honest to God,

548
00:36:00.868 --> 00:36:04.454
I find myself a 19-year-old,
put her up in an apartment,

549
00:36:04.454 --> 00:36:06.123
paid for the whole damn thing.

550
00:36:06.123 --> 00:36:07.749
Are you fuckin' kidding me?

551
00:36:07.749 --> 00:36:09.501
Oh, yeah. Cute little thing.

552
00:36:09.501 --> 00:36:12.379
Polish, long legs,
fucked the shit out of her.

553
00:36:12.379 --> 00:36:14.131
It was the best year of my life.

554
00:36:14.756 --> 00:36:17.885
I would've kept her around
longer, but...

555
00:36:18.552 --> 00:36:20.262
Ah...

556
00:36:20.262 --> 00:36:21.346
The L word.

557
00:36:22.055 --> 00:36:24.016
Not your function.

558
00:36:24.016 --> 00:36:26.852
You are there because
their wives had kids and got fat

559
00:36:26.852 --> 00:36:30.230
or their wives have a career
or cancer or whatever the fuck.

560
00:36:30.230 --> 00:36:32.441
But men don't want to hear that
shit coming out of your mouth.

561
00:36:32.441 --> 00:36:34.192
They barely want to
hear you say a word at all.

562
00:36:34.192 --> 00:36:36.778
Then why get married?
Why don't men just stay single

563
00:36:36.778 --> 00:36:40.282
so they can fuck whoever,
whenever, wherever?

564
00:36:40.949 --> 00:36:41.950
Whomever.

565
00:36:43.118 --> 00:36:45.913
I'm sorry. Seriously?

566
00:36:45.913 --> 00:36:47.581
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

567
00:36:48.624 --> 00:36:49.708
Men,

568
00:36:52.169 --> 00:36:53.712
we wanna look good
for other men,

569
00:36:53.712 --> 00:36:55.005
if that makes sense.

570
00:36:55.005 --> 00:36:58.967
We want to have a fancy suit,
big house, fast car.

571
00:36:58.967 --> 00:37:01.970
He who dies
with the most toys wins, yeah.

572
00:37:01.970 --> 00:37:04.473
I was talking about the suit,
the car, the house,

573
00:37:04.473 --> 00:37:08.602
but it also includes
the wife and the kids.

574
00:37:09.519 --> 00:37:10.729
Toys.

575
00:37:10.729 --> 00:37:14.149
Now, a lot of guys out there,
maybe they did fall in love,

576
00:37:14.149 --> 00:37:16.610
maybe they did really wanna
get married and have kids,

577
00:37:16.610 --> 00:37:18.820
and whatever the fuck.
But deep down,

578
00:37:19.613 --> 00:37:21.239
really being honest,

579
00:37:22.282 --> 00:37:25.661
looking like a family man's
more important than being one.

580
00:37:25.661 --> 00:37:28.080
[POLICE TALKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER RADIO]

581
00:37:29.581 --> 00:37:30.791
[SIGHS WEARILY]

582
00:37:34.628 --> 00:37:36.046
There are good men out there.

583
00:37:36.046 --> 00:37:39.216
Yeah, but they are very few
and very far...

584
00:37:39.216 --> 00:37:40.926
More than
you'd ever want to know.

585
00:37:48.850 --> 00:37:51.311
- Women cheat too.
- Different reasons.

586
00:37:51.311 --> 00:37:53.063
Women want to feel sexy.

587
00:37:53.939 --> 00:37:55.273
They want to feel sexy

588
00:37:55.273 --> 00:37:57.442
because they want to
feel wanted,

589
00:37:57.442 --> 00:37:59.194
and they want to feel wanted

590
00:38:00.320 --> 00:38:03.115
'cause they want to feel loved.
And there it is.

591
00:38:03.740 --> 00:38:04.825
The L word again.

592
00:38:04.825 --> 00:38:07.703
[CHUCKLING]
This is such fuckin' bullshit.

593
00:38:08.161 --> 00:38:10.497
I'm certain there are plenty
of women out there

594
00:38:10.497 --> 00:38:12.749
who can cheat
just like a fuckin' man.

595
00:38:12.749 --> 00:38:14.710
Sure. Sure,
there are women out there

596
00:38:14.710 --> 00:38:16.920
that just want to get fucked,
no question.

597
00:38:16.920 --> 00:38:20.257
But those women, they don't fuck
any Joe Blow down the street.

598
00:38:20.257 --> 00:38:22.718
Nah, they reserve their skills
for men that have money.

599
00:38:23.844 --> 00:38:25.178
Men who have power,

600
00:38:25.178 --> 00:38:27.347
thus causing
the whole world of men

601
00:38:27.347 --> 00:38:29.808
to want money and power
all the more.

602
00:38:29.808 --> 00:38:33.520
The suit, the house, the car,
we want those things.

603
00:38:33.520 --> 00:38:34.938
We want those things

604
00:38:34.938 --> 00:38:36.690
because we want
those skilled women

605
00:38:36.690 --> 00:38:39.860
to fuck us senseless like a man,
no strings attached.

606
00:38:40.485 --> 00:38:43.071
Therefore, you ladies,

607
00:38:43.071 --> 00:38:45.949
fighting so hard
to be our equal,

608
00:38:46.825 --> 00:38:49.536
is actually, in essence,

609
00:38:49.536 --> 00:38:53.081
still reducing most of you
to nothing but toys.

610
00:38:53.665 --> 00:38:55.333
So, the cycle continues.

611
00:38:57.544 --> 00:39:00.297
I seriously fuckin' hate you
right now.

612
00:39:00.297 --> 00:39:01.840
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

613
00:39:01.840 --> 00:39:04.176
This is everything
that's wrong with the world.

614
00:39:04.176 --> 00:39:07.179
Look, at the end of the day,

615
00:39:07.179 --> 00:39:08.680
I do agree with you.

616
00:39:08.680 --> 00:39:11.183
Man or woman, people are people.

617
00:39:11.183 --> 00:39:14.144
- Thank you.
- And people get lonely.

618
00:39:14.144 --> 00:39:15.562
Don't matter the reason.

619
00:39:16.772 --> 00:39:18.315
Humans just want a soft spot

620
00:39:18.315 --> 00:39:20.317
to rest their heads
for an hour even,

621
00:39:20.317 --> 00:39:23.528
just a fuckin' hour
to get outside of yourself.

622
00:39:23.528 --> 00:39:25.989
But in your case,
in your particular case...

623
00:39:25.989 --> 00:39:27.074
[SCOFFS]

624
00:39:27.074 --> 00:39:29.451
- In my case, what?
- You mean it.

625
00:39:29.451 --> 00:39:32.287
You don't use the L word
unless you mean it, do you?

626
00:39:35.290 --> 00:39:38.376
Look, I know you're not
that girl, all right?

627
00:39:38.376 --> 00:39:39.461
I can tell.

628
00:39:39.461 --> 00:39:41.004
It's not about
having babies for you,

629
00:39:41.004 --> 00:39:42.547
it's not about bullshit.

630
00:39:43.423 --> 00:39:45.133
It's about being distracted

631
00:39:46.510 --> 00:39:47.928
just long enough

632
00:39:48.637 --> 00:39:52.724
that you can forget about
whatever the fuck happened

633
00:39:52.724 --> 00:39:55.143
in Gage, Oklahoma,
all those years ago.

634
00:39:59.022 --> 00:40:00.941
Then, one day,
for whatever reason,

635
00:40:00.941 --> 00:40:03.944
this guy grabs your attention.

636
00:40:03.944 --> 00:40:06.822
Suddenly, you want things
you never fuckin' wanted before.

637
00:40:06.822 --> 00:40:09.074
- Am I right?
- [SCOFFS] No.

638
00:40:09.074 --> 00:40:11.535
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
Good news is, for you,

639
00:40:12.244 --> 00:40:14.579
you'll know right away
when it happens next time

640
00:40:14.579 --> 00:40:16.623
'cause you'll know
what the fuck is going on.

641
00:40:16.623 --> 00:40:18.500
You won't be caught
with your panties down

642
00:40:18.500 --> 00:40:20.001
on the next round, sweetie.

643
00:40:20.001 --> 00:40:21.211
Unless you want to be.

644
00:40:21.211 --> 00:40:24.506
Please just
don't use the word "panties,"

645
00:40:24.506 --> 00:40:26.633
say like literally
anything else.

646
00:40:26.633 --> 00:40:30.053
- Pantaloons, underwears!
- Great.

647
00:40:31.138 --> 00:40:32.973
Regardless,
it will happen again.

648
00:40:32.973 --> 00:40:35.559
Yeah, you'll meet someone.
You'll meet someone.

649
00:40:35.559 --> 00:40:36.935
It doesn't matter where.

650
00:40:38.019 --> 00:40:39.729
And the conversation

651
00:40:39.729 --> 00:40:41.523
will start to go
in a certain way,

652
00:40:41.523 --> 00:40:42.858
men know how to do that,

653
00:40:42.858 --> 00:40:45.360
steer the talk to see
if there's interest.

654
00:40:45.360 --> 00:40:47.946
When you met your fella,
he was doing the same thing.

655
00:40:47.946 --> 00:40:50.949
He was poking around to see
if you had any candy to give.

656
00:40:51.700 --> 00:40:55.120
And there you were,
thinking how great this guy is,

657
00:40:55.120 --> 00:40:56.580
and how nice he's listening,

658
00:40:56.580 --> 00:40:58.832
and, aw,
such a warm, perfect smile,

659
00:40:58.832 --> 00:41:01.334
the warmth behind the eyes.
Bullshit!

660
00:41:01.334 --> 00:41:04.254
Bull-fuckin'-shit, sweetheart.
It wasn't no accident.

661
00:41:04.254 --> 00:41:06.381
He's done it before
and he'll do it again.

662
00:41:06.381 --> 00:41:08.341
Ain't nothing special about it.

663
00:41:09.467 --> 00:41:10.343
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

664
00:41:11.428 --> 00:41:12.429
And now...

665
00:41:16.141 --> 00:41:18.351
I gotta piss
like a fuckin' racehorse.

666
00:41:23.106 --> 00:41:24.274
- [UNZIPPING]
- GIRLIE: Whoa! No.

667
00:41:24.274 --> 00:41:26.359
- Do not do that in here.
- What am I supposed to do?

668
00:41:26.359 --> 00:41:28.612
- Take it outside, man.
- And get arrested?

669
00:41:28.612 --> 00:41:31.406
Who the fuck's gonna arrest you?
Come on, Hell's Kitchen.

670
00:41:31.406 --> 00:41:33.241
Like you've never
peed outside before.

671
00:41:35.952 --> 00:41:36.995
Fuck.

672
00:41:36.995 --> 00:41:38.622
- [DOOR OPENS]
- [CHUCKLES]

673
00:41:40.916 --> 00:41:42.667
[CAR HORN BLARING]

674
00:41:42.667 --> 00:41:45.212
MAN: Where the fuck
do you think you're going?

675
00:41:45.212 --> 00:41:49.591
- [ENGINE REVVING]
- [CARS HONKING]

676
00:42:09.527 --> 00:42:11.488
[SURREAL MUSIC PLAYING]

677
00:42:45.897 --> 00:42:48.149
[SURREAL MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]

678
00:43:07.794 --> 00:43:10.005
- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
- [DOOR OPENS]

679
00:43:13.591 --> 00:43:14.718
[DOOR CLOSES]

680
00:43:17.220 --> 00:43:18.722
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

681
00:43:31.026 --> 00:43:32.277
He gave me his card.

682
00:43:34.654 --> 00:43:35.655
What?

683
00:43:36.781 --> 00:43:38.658
He... He gave me his card.

684
00:43:39.534 --> 00:43:41.328
He didn't ask for my number
or anything.

685
00:43:41.328 --> 00:43:43.621
CLARK: Yeah, yeah. There you go.

686
00:43:44.289 --> 00:43:46.875
No, but that's my point.

687
00:43:47.834 --> 00:43:50.503
He gave me his card
and I emailed him,

688
00:43:50.503 --> 00:43:52.964
- not the other way around.
- Yeah, he's good.

689
00:43:52.964 --> 00:43:56.301
I bet that man gives out a shit
ton of cards wherever he goes.

690
00:43:56.301 --> 00:43:58.845
I mean, it's...
It's a numbers game.

691
00:43:58.845 --> 00:44:00.764
You know,
sometimes he gets the candy,

692
00:44:00.764 --> 00:44:03.808
sometimes he doesn't,
but you better believe

693
00:44:03.808 --> 00:44:06.311
he's dishing out those cards
like it's fuckin' ice cream.

694
00:44:06.311 --> 00:44:08.855
And when you contacted him,
sweetie...

695
00:44:08.855 --> 00:44:10.106
[EXHALES]

696
00:44:10.106 --> 00:44:11.941
...you gave away
your first piece of candy.

697
00:44:11.941 --> 00:44:14.361
You can't blame the guy
for wanting more.

698
00:44:15.904 --> 00:44:17.447
You think about it.

699
00:44:17.447 --> 00:44:18.531
His card,

700
00:44:18.531 --> 00:44:20.909
it had a business email
on it, right?

701
00:44:21.868 --> 00:44:23.203
How long did it take him

702
00:44:23.203 --> 00:44:25.997
to switch you over to something
a little more private?

703
00:44:27.582 --> 00:44:29.667
Blink of a fuckin' eye,
am I right?

704
00:44:30.502 --> 00:44:33.171
He wasn't looking for love, sweetheart.

705
00:44:33.171 --> 00:44:35.298
He wasn't looking
to replace his wife.

706
00:44:35.298 --> 00:44:37.425
Who the hell wants to go
to all that trouble?

707
00:44:37.425 --> 00:44:38.510
No.

708
00:44:39.719 --> 00:44:43.014
He's all set up just the way
he wants to be.

709
00:44:43.014 --> 00:44:46.101
He was just looking
for another toy to play with,

710
00:44:46.101 --> 00:44:49.687
and clearly, he found one.

711
00:44:51.189 --> 00:44:54.234
For all your smarts,
and all the time and effort

712
00:44:54.234 --> 00:44:55.777
and everything
you've clearly done

713
00:44:55.777 --> 00:44:57.570
to make yourself
a fuckin' fortress,

714
00:44:57.570 --> 00:45:03.576
somehow you've found yourself
back in that bathtub again.

715
00:45:05.912 --> 00:45:08.873
Your hands and legs all tied up,

716
00:45:10.333 --> 00:45:12.752
fighting so hard to get free.

717
00:45:20.552 --> 00:45:22.595
One to two. I'm catching up.

718
00:45:23.471 --> 00:45:26.307
- You done yet?
- What?

719
00:45:26.307 --> 00:45:29.227
You've said very little
in a very long time,

720
00:45:29.227 --> 00:45:32.021
- that I don't already know.
- So?

721
00:45:33.022 --> 00:45:34.274
So, go fuck yourself.

722
00:45:35.066 --> 00:45:36.568
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

723
00:45:43.950 --> 00:45:45.493
[SIGHS]

724
00:45:45.493 --> 00:45:48.246
Listen, I run my mouth
sometimes, that's my problem.

725
00:45:48.246 --> 00:45:51.624
I... I just like
to push buttons.

726
00:45:52.709 --> 00:45:54.294
Stuff like this is...

727
00:45:55.044 --> 00:45:56.796
It's just something
people don't wanna talk about.

728
00:45:56.796 --> 00:45:59.007
Who the fuck
wants to talk about this shit?

729
00:45:59.007 --> 00:46:00.592
No one. Look...

730
00:46:01.885 --> 00:46:04.179
Look, you are
a wonderful person.

731
00:46:04.179 --> 00:46:05.263
A human.

732
00:46:05.263 --> 00:46:08.308
You ask me
about my name and shit,

733
00:46:08.308 --> 00:46:10.727
and you got a good heart.
I can see that,

734
00:46:10.727 --> 00:46:14.189
which is why I just gotta
tell you, you know,

735
00:46:14.189 --> 00:46:16.608
you're better off walking away.

736
00:46:17.650 --> 00:46:19.986
I'm not saying that because
I think I'm smarter than you.

737
00:46:19.986 --> 00:46:21.446
I'm saying it 'cause...

738
00:46:22.822 --> 00:46:26.159
I used to be that guy,
doing what your guy's doing.

739
00:46:27.827 --> 00:46:31.873
And I'm looking at your face
like that, all sad and shit.

740
00:46:33.124 --> 00:46:34.125
[SIGHS]

741
00:46:34.125 --> 00:46:36.753
That's why I don't go
for the full candy no more.

742
00:46:37.837 --> 00:46:39.506
You know, I take a blowjob
on the side

743
00:46:39.506 --> 00:46:41.090
every now and then but...

744
00:46:42.675 --> 00:46:46.137
Some of you girls, you grow
a conscience in the morning,

745
00:46:46.137 --> 00:46:48.598
and I just can't deal with that,
I'm too old.

746
00:46:53.728 --> 00:46:55.063
Your guy young or old?

747
00:46:56.981 --> 00:46:58.900
- Old.
- How old?

748
00:47:00.360 --> 00:47:01.361
Old.

749
00:47:01.361 --> 00:47:04.239
CLARK: Like what?
Like daddy type shit?

750
00:47:04.989 --> 00:47:06.908
He could be my father, yeah.

751
00:47:06.908 --> 00:47:09.619
So I'm guessing
you don't have a daddy, right?

752
00:47:09.619 --> 00:47:12.163
- I mean I do, but--
- No, but you don't have a daddy,

753
00:47:12.163 --> 00:47:14.666
and you wanted him
to be your daddy. Am I right?

754
00:47:16.251 --> 00:47:17.877
[SIGHING]

755
00:47:18.503 --> 00:47:19.921
You ever call him Daddy?

756
00:47:26.386 --> 00:47:28.054
[CHUCKLES]

757
00:47:29.264 --> 00:47:31.432
- Two to two.
- We're tied.

758
00:47:31.432 --> 00:47:33.142
We are tied.

759
00:47:33.142 --> 00:47:35.812
- Oh, you call him Daddy.
- I do.

760
00:47:35.812 --> 00:47:37.647
- That's hot.
- It's fucked up.

761
00:47:37.647 --> 00:47:39.566
There's nothing fucked up
about that.

762
00:47:39.566 --> 00:47:41.317
I don't know psychology
very well,

763
00:47:41.317 --> 00:47:43.736
but I know it don't take
rocket science to figure out

764
00:47:43.736 --> 00:47:46.739
that there's a little girl
inside you.

765
00:47:46.739 --> 00:47:49.534
The one you used to be,
she didn't go anywhere.

766
00:47:50.076 --> 00:47:52.287
And that little girl,
she didn't have a daddy,

767
00:47:52.287 --> 00:47:54.872
but she still needs
a fuckin' daddy, right?

768
00:47:55.999 --> 00:47:57.750
So, you meet this guy

769
00:47:57.750 --> 00:47:59.836
with his bald head
and his liver spots,

770
00:47:59.836 --> 00:48:02.630
and whatever the hell
he's got going on.

771
00:48:02.630 --> 00:48:06.009
Would make most girls your age
want to puke, but not you.

772
00:48:06.009 --> 00:48:08.177
Because he's everything
you missed out there

773
00:48:08.177 --> 00:48:09.262
back in the day.

774
00:48:09.262 --> 00:48:11.097
He's all the things
your friends had

775
00:48:11.097 --> 00:48:12.890
that you didn't fuckin' have.

776
00:48:14.434 --> 00:48:15.727
And the little girl inside,

777
00:48:15.727 --> 00:48:18.396
she just wants her daddy
to hold her.

778
00:48:18.396 --> 00:48:21.649
Tell her nice things
and tell her bedtime stories.

779
00:48:21.649 --> 00:48:24.777
But the grown woman
on the outside?

780
00:48:25.486 --> 00:48:28.781
Well, she wants a different kind
of bedtime story,

781
00:48:28.781 --> 00:48:30.074
if you catch my drift.

782
00:48:31.659 --> 00:48:32.785
Put the two together,

783
00:48:33.828 --> 00:48:36.247
and that guy has a chance
of having something

784
00:48:36.247 --> 00:48:38.833
he never would've
touched otherwise.

785
00:48:41.669 --> 00:48:42.670
Me.

786
00:48:53.765 --> 00:48:55.141
You.

787
00:48:55.141 --> 00:48:57.935
He's a lucky son of a bitch
to have gotten your candy,

788
00:48:57.935 --> 00:48:59.437
if you don't mind my saying.

789
00:48:59.437 --> 00:49:01.022
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

790
00:49:02.774 --> 00:49:04.609
- He got kids?
- He does.

791
00:49:04.609 --> 00:49:06.402
- How many?
- Three.

792
00:49:06.402 --> 00:49:08.196
Shit. How old?

793
00:49:08.988 --> 00:49:11.074
- Young.
- His wife young?

794
00:49:11.074 --> 00:49:12.867
No, I think they just waited.

795
00:49:12.867 --> 00:49:15.078
- Have you met her?
- No.

796
00:49:15.078 --> 00:49:16.871
- You seen her?
- No.

797
00:49:16.871 --> 00:49:18.539
But you've seen pictures.

798
00:49:18.539 --> 00:49:19.957
Come on. This day and age,

799
00:49:19.957 --> 00:49:22.085
you wanna find a picture,
you can find a fuckin' picture.

800
00:49:24.003 --> 00:49:25.213
Why do you care?

801
00:49:25.213 --> 00:49:26.172
CLARK: Huh?

802
00:49:28.007 --> 00:49:30.593
I... I guess, to be honest,

803
00:49:30.593 --> 00:49:33.054
I drive around in this beast
all day,

804
00:49:33.805 --> 00:49:36.891
you got time to do nothing
but think, you know?

805
00:49:36.891 --> 00:49:40.395
When you think too much,
you ask too many questions.

806
00:49:40.395 --> 00:49:41.979
Nothing special about it.

807
00:49:43.523 --> 00:49:45.441
But hey, it...
It ain't all for nothing.

808
00:49:45.441 --> 00:49:47.735
I mean, who else are you gonna
talk to about this shit?

809
00:49:47.735 --> 00:49:49.487
Not like you're ever
gonna see me again.

810
00:49:55.326 --> 00:49:56.327
I...

811
00:49:57.078 --> 00:49:58.705
I found one picture of her.

812
00:49:58.705 --> 00:50:00.164
Mmm-hmm.

813
00:50:00.164 --> 00:50:01.624
They're pretty private.

814
00:50:02.917 --> 00:50:04.419
They both in the picture?

815
00:50:06.003 --> 00:50:07.380
They're at some...

816
00:50:10.216 --> 00:50:12.719
Some corporate thing,
like an award thing.

817
00:50:12.719 --> 00:50:13.636
CLARK: Mmm-hmm.

818
00:50:13.636 --> 00:50:16.055
And what are they doing,
in the picture?

819
00:50:17.515 --> 00:50:19.726
They're just smiling.

820
00:50:20.852 --> 00:50:23.813
They're sitting next to each
other and they're just...

821
00:50:25.314 --> 00:50:27.692
- smiling at the camera.
- And?

822
00:50:29.569 --> 00:50:32.530
And they just look normal.

823
00:50:34.866 --> 00:50:36.200
They just look normal.

824
00:50:38.828 --> 00:50:41.330
- He win the award?
- He did.

825
00:50:41.998 --> 00:50:44.125
Hmmm. What is he,
some kind of big shot?

826
00:50:44.125 --> 00:50:46.252
- Somebody I'd recognize?
- Oh, yeah.

827
00:50:46.252 --> 00:50:47.378
CLARK: Uh-huh.

828
00:50:48.296 --> 00:50:50.131
And how old is she? The wife?

829
00:50:52.633 --> 00:50:54.135
Late 40's, I'd say.

830
00:50:54.135 --> 00:50:55.428
She's pretty?

831
00:50:56.804 --> 00:50:58.055
She looks really sweet.

832
00:50:58.055 --> 00:50:59.557
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

833
00:50:59.557 --> 00:51:00.850
So she's not pretty.

834
00:51:00.850 --> 00:51:02.518
[CHUCKLES]

835
00:51:02.518 --> 00:51:04.437
She's lovely.

836
00:51:06.856 --> 00:51:08.733
She has this huge smile.

837
00:51:08.733 --> 00:51:10.193
Like a really...

838
00:51:11.319 --> 00:51:13.196
Like a really happy smile.

839
00:51:22.413 --> 00:51:25.374
I looked at that picture
for a really long time,

840
00:51:26.834 --> 00:51:30.254
and I had this really strange
feeling that maybe...

841
00:51:35.718 --> 00:51:37.303
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

842
00:51:37.303 --> 00:51:39.472
That she and I
could have been friends.

843
00:51:40.890 --> 00:51:42.183
Maybe.

844
00:51:42.183 --> 00:51:43.100
Hmmm.

845
00:51:43.100 --> 00:51:45.102
Another time,
another place, maybe.

846
00:51:49.690 --> 00:51:51.651
- You ever meet the kids?
- God, no.

847
00:51:53.236 --> 00:51:54.278
Seen pictures?

848
00:51:55.530 --> 00:51:57.156
He shows me pictures.

849
00:51:58.032 --> 00:51:59.367
Fuck, like, on his phone?

850
00:51:59.367 --> 00:52:01.702
Yeah. Videos, too.

851
00:52:01.702 --> 00:52:03.538
Fuck. I mean, that's some trust.

852
00:52:03.538 --> 00:52:05.790
I mean, that's some
fucking trust right there.

853
00:52:05.790 --> 00:52:06.916
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

854
00:52:08.751 --> 00:52:09.752
Well.

855
00:52:11.170 --> 00:52:12.171
What?

856
00:52:14.882 --> 00:52:15.883
You did it.

857
00:52:17.343 --> 00:52:18.344
What'd I do?

858
00:52:18.344 --> 00:52:20.513
I don't know.
But you did something.

859
00:52:21.013 --> 00:52:22.974
I mean, he let you in.

860
00:52:22.974 --> 00:52:26.269
That's as far as anyone
in your position could ever go.

861
00:52:26.269 --> 00:52:28.688
What am I
supposed to do with that?

862
00:52:29.355 --> 00:52:32.233
Look, it don't change anything,

863
00:52:32.233 --> 00:52:33.943
but it is a compliment.

864
00:52:34.944 --> 00:52:35.945
Kids cute?

865
00:52:36.696 --> 00:52:37.822
They're adorable.

866
00:52:37.822 --> 00:52:39.031
Boys, girls?

867
00:52:40.241 --> 00:52:42.618
- Twin boys and a girl.
- Hmm.

868
00:52:45.371 --> 00:52:48.749
He showed me this video
of his daughter dancing.

869
00:52:49.625 --> 00:52:51.294
She's just three years old,

870
00:52:51.294 --> 00:52:53.754
and she's wearing
this, like, red cape,

871
00:52:53.754 --> 00:52:55.423
like a princess cape
or something,

872
00:52:55.423 --> 00:52:57.967
and she's just twirling
and twirling and twirling.

873
00:52:57.967 --> 00:52:59.510
Dancing for her daddy.

874
00:53:00.720 --> 00:53:01.721
That's sweet.

875
00:53:03.806 --> 00:53:05.266
You ever dance for your daddy?

876
00:53:05.266 --> 00:53:07.518
I mean, your real daddy
when you were a kid.

877
00:53:09.854 --> 00:53:10.855
No.

878
00:53:21.532 --> 00:53:23.034
I did have a cape though.

879
00:53:25.661 --> 00:53:28.205
I had a long purple cape,

880
00:53:30.124 --> 00:53:33.502
and it made me think
I could fly.

881
00:53:34.003 --> 00:53:35.379
Cape wasn't lying.

882
00:53:37.173 --> 00:53:38.925
You can fly just fine.

883
00:53:38.925 --> 00:53:40.301
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

884
00:53:43.179 --> 00:53:45.306
So, what about the twins?
What do they do?

885
00:53:45.306 --> 00:53:47.600
GIRLIE:
They seem like good kids.

886
00:53:47.600 --> 00:53:49.894
And you get the feeling
you could have been friends,

887
00:53:50.478 --> 00:53:53.397
with the kids,
another time, another place.

888
00:53:58.361 --> 00:53:59.695
Yeah, well,

889
00:54:01.197 --> 00:54:02.865
he can pretend to be your daddy,

890
00:54:02.865 --> 00:54:05.076
but he's gotta be
their real daddy, so,

891
00:54:06.243 --> 00:54:08.454
you get why
you ain't going to Greece.

892
00:54:08.454 --> 00:54:10.873
- [CARS HONKING]
- [CARS STARTING]

893
00:54:12.083 --> 00:54:13.084
Here we go.

894
00:54:15.211 --> 00:54:16.629
[GEAR SHIFTING]

895
00:54:22.259 --> 00:54:24.679
[OFFICERS SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]

896
00:54:25.846 --> 00:54:28.933
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]

897
00:54:39.402 --> 00:54:41.862
Shit, that ain't
no fender bender.

898
00:55:03.134 --> 00:55:06.303
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]

899
00:56:18.250 --> 00:56:20.586
[PHONE CHIMING INTERMITTENTLY]

900
00:56:51.075 --> 00:56:52.493
[TYPING]

901
00:59:06.669 --> 00:59:08.754
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]

902
00:59:16.303 --> 00:59:17.429
Eleven years.

903
00:59:18.222 --> 00:59:19.640
Big difference.

904
00:59:21.392 --> 00:59:23.352
Your sister
being that much older.

905
00:59:30.651 --> 00:59:31.652
Yeah.

906
00:59:32.736 --> 00:59:36.365
She was only 17
when we both left home.

907
00:59:37.116 --> 00:59:38.117
I was six.

908
00:59:39.159 --> 00:59:40.703
CLARK: You run away?

909
00:59:40.703 --> 00:59:42.496
GIRLIE: I went to live with her.

910
00:59:43.747 --> 00:59:45.124
I mean, I can't imagine

911
00:59:45.124 --> 00:59:47.626
any Oklahoma judge
saying that was all right.

912
00:59:47.626 --> 00:59:49.878
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] No, no.

913
00:59:49.878 --> 00:59:53.382
No one said it was all right,
but that's what happened.

914
00:59:55.259 --> 00:59:57.636
CLARK: You lived in the armpit
with your sister?

915
00:59:58.429 --> 01:00:01.515
We moved, actually, to Woodward.

916
01:00:02.349 --> 01:00:03.767
Like 20 minutes away,

917
01:00:05.686 --> 01:00:07.313
into her boyfriend's house.

918
01:00:07.980 --> 01:00:08.981
CLARK: Boyfriend?

919
01:00:09.773 --> 01:00:11.483
She had boyfriends back then.

920
01:00:11.984 --> 01:00:12.985
CLARK: Huh.

921
01:00:14.069 --> 01:00:16.071
Why did you go
to live with your sister?

922
01:00:25.080 --> 01:00:26.790
Did your daddy do something?

923
01:00:26.790 --> 01:00:29.835
Something
he shouldn't have done?

924
01:00:31.628 --> 01:00:33.380
No, it was never like that.

925
01:00:33.380 --> 01:00:34.590
What was it like?

926
01:00:39.803 --> 01:00:41.138
Well, he...

927
01:00:46.226 --> 01:00:50.064
He actually never touched me.

928
01:00:50.939 --> 01:00:53.233
I mean, not one hug? Not one?

929
01:00:53.233 --> 01:00:54.902
Didn't have to be a hug.

930
01:00:55.903 --> 01:00:58.364
You know, a pat on the back
would've been nice,

931
01:00:58.989 --> 01:01:01.116
a fuckin' high five.

932
01:01:04.536 --> 01:01:06.288
But I remember the day we left,

933
01:01:06.997 --> 01:01:08.540
my sister jumped in her car,

934
01:01:08.540 --> 01:01:12.002
and my dad
was sitting on the front porch.

935
01:01:12.961 --> 01:01:17.716
And before I left,
I turned and I looked at him,

936
01:01:18.675 --> 01:01:21.136
and he looked at me, and...

937
01:01:22.096 --> 01:01:24.681
And he got up,
and he walked over to me

938
01:01:24.681 --> 01:01:26.975
and he reached out and...

939
01:01:29.812 --> 01:01:31.438
And he shook my hand.

940
01:01:37.653 --> 01:01:40.239
I had never shaken
anyone's hand before.

941
01:01:42.616 --> 01:01:43.992
I was six.

942
01:01:44.827 --> 01:01:47.996
I was just little, you know?
But I knew what it meant.

943
01:01:51.375 --> 01:01:53.544
What did he look like? Your pop?

944
01:01:54.169 --> 01:01:56.839
[INHALES] Oh, he was a cowboy.

945
01:01:56.839 --> 01:01:59.842
CLARK: [CHUCKLES] Never met
a cowboy before.

946
01:02:00.384 --> 01:02:02.469
Gotta put that on my list.

947
01:02:03.470 --> 01:02:04.763
You know, before I die.

948
01:02:04.763 --> 01:02:07.307
Number 22,
meet a motherfuckin' cowboy.

949
01:02:08.851 --> 01:02:10.477
What else is on your list?

950
01:02:11.728 --> 01:02:14.273
You know,
I've already done most of it.

951
01:02:15.566 --> 01:02:16.567
Like what?

952
01:02:17.526 --> 01:02:18.610
Like...

953
01:02:19.736 --> 01:02:21.905
I learned to scuba dive
last year.

954
01:02:23.782 --> 01:02:26.285
Took a trip to Nassau,
sat on the edge of a boat.

955
01:02:27.035 --> 01:02:29.621
And, you know, they make
you fall backward, right?

956
01:02:30.539 --> 01:02:32.124
So, you fall back in the water,

957
01:02:32.124 --> 01:02:34.460
and you start to let
the wind out of your sails,

958
01:02:34.460 --> 01:02:36.795
and you go down, down, down.

959
01:02:37.463 --> 01:02:39.798
I mean, I didn't go too far,

960
01:02:39.798 --> 01:02:41.383
I don't have
the training for that,

961
01:02:41.383 --> 01:02:45.012
crazy stuff like shipwrecks
or whatnot.

962
01:02:47.139 --> 01:02:49.016
Saw a blue whale even, yeah.

963
01:02:49.766 --> 01:02:51.685
Big-ass whale
passed right by us.

964
01:02:51.685 --> 01:02:55.022
I mean, it was just swimming
along like it was nothing.

965
01:02:57.733 --> 01:02:59.318
Fuckin' poetry, that shit.

966
01:03:00.736 --> 01:03:03.280
- Wow.
- Yeah. Big fuckin' wow.

967
01:03:05.324 --> 01:03:09.286
But I don't know
if I'll do it again.

968
01:03:10.496 --> 01:03:11.497
Why not?

969
01:03:12.581 --> 01:03:15.334
It takes a lot of guts
to breathe underwater.

970
01:03:16.460 --> 01:03:18.962
That's the biggest challenge,
just telling your...

971
01:03:19.755 --> 01:03:20.964
Allowing your body

972
01:03:20.964 --> 01:03:23.717
to do this thing
it wasn't meant to do, you know?

973
01:03:24.510 --> 01:03:26.136
I wasn't afraid to see a shark,

974
01:03:26.970 --> 01:03:30.766
I wasn't afraid to be alone.
Mostly just...

975
01:03:32.392 --> 01:03:33.393
[SIGHS]

976
01:03:33.393 --> 01:03:34.686
...afraid of breathing.

977
01:03:37.856 --> 01:03:42.861
I mean, that's pretty scary shit
when you're afraid to breathe.

978
01:03:49.201 --> 01:03:50.869
I always liked sharks.

979
01:03:52.538 --> 01:03:53.539
Did you see one?

980
01:03:56.583 --> 01:03:57.584
No.

981
01:03:58.293 --> 01:04:00.754
But I always tell everyone
I did. You know?

982
01:04:01.255 --> 01:04:04.299
Great white shark, 13 feet long,

983
01:04:04.299 --> 01:04:08.136
two, three tons, just swimming
around me, looking for lunch.

984
01:04:08.637 --> 01:04:09.972
Until I look him
straight in the eye,

985
01:04:09.972 --> 01:04:11.139
give him the middle finger,

986
01:04:11.139 --> 01:04:12.558
and that shark
swims the fuck away

987
01:04:12.558 --> 01:04:13.725
'cause he knows what's going on.

988
01:04:13.725 --> 01:04:16.353
[CHUCKLES] Oh, wow.
That's your story? [LAUGHS]

989
01:04:16.353 --> 01:04:18.063
Yeah, I fuckin' love that story.

990
01:04:19.940 --> 01:04:22.109
What's on your list
that you haven't done?

991
01:04:23.193 --> 01:04:25.279
I do want to
go to Japan one day.

992
01:04:25.279 --> 01:04:26.530
Heard a lot about it.

993
01:04:26.530 --> 01:04:28.407
Heard about
how they got these...

994
01:04:30.534 --> 01:04:31.910
These vending machines

995
01:04:34.162 --> 01:04:37.332
with used bloomers in 'em.

996
01:04:38.125 --> 01:04:39.668
- Bloomers?
- Panties!

997
01:04:39.668 --> 01:04:41.628
Oh, come on, man!
We've been over this.

998
01:04:41.628 --> 01:04:43.088
Well, I tried to call 'em
something else,

999
01:04:43.088 --> 01:04:44.756
you didn't know what the fuck
I was talkin' about.

1000
01:04:44.756 --> 01:04:46.341
They got used panties!

1001
01:04:46.341 --> 01:04:48.552
- GIRLIE: Oh, God, no.
- Panties.

1002
01:04:48.552 --> 01:04:50.429
- Panties in vending machines.
- No.

1003
01:04:50.429 --> 01:04:52.306
- Oh, my God.
- That's what I heard.

1004
01:04:53.056 --> 01:04:54.266
I gotta see that shit.

1005
01:04:54.266 --> 01:04:56.059
They can't really be used.

1006
01:04:56.059 --> 01:04:57.311
I don't give a fuck either way,

1007
01:04:57.311 --> 01:04:59.354
it'll be mind over matter
on that one.

1008
01:05:02.482 --> 01:05:03.483
What about you?

1009
01:05:03.483 --> 01:05:04.401
Huh?

1010
01:05:04.985 --> 01:05:06.194
What's on your list?

1011
01:05:06.194 --> 01:05:08.113
[INHALES]

1012
01:05:08.113 --> 01:05:09.197
I don't know.

1013
01:05:09.197 --> 01:05:10.866
Come on, talk to me.

1014
01:05:13.285 --> 01:05:14.745
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1015
01:05:16.121 --> 01:05:19.124
Well, I have always wanted
to learn how to swing dance.

1016
01:05:19.791 --> 01:05:21.793
- Yeah?
- Yeah.

1017
01:05:21.793 --> 01:05:22.836
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1018
01:05:22.836 --> 01:05:25.047
Like get tossed around
and stuff.

1019
01:05:25.047 --> 01:05:27.549
It looks like a lot of fun.
I think I'd be good at it.

1020
01:05:27.549 --> 01:05:30.052
I bet you would.

1021
01:05:30.052 --> 01:05:31.803
And I wanna be one of those

1022
01:05:31.803 --> 01:05:34.556
freaky bird-watchers
in Central Park,

1023
01:05:34.556 --> 01:05:38.477
who just knows
everything about all the birds.

1024
01:05:39.478 --> 01:05:41.688
Someone who can
recognize their calls.

1025
01:05:43.523 --> 01:05:44.983
I just wanna be a bird lady.

1026
01:05:46.109 --> 01:05:47.110
CLARK: What else?

1027
01:05:49.237 --> 01:05:50.280
I have been...

1028
01:05:51.073 --> 01:05:53.575
I've been thinking
about having a little...

1029
01:05:54.284 --> 01:05:56.745
Like a little herb garden
in my window.

1030
01:05:57.371 --> 01:06:01.166
You know, just basil and stuff.

1031
01:06:02.209 --> 01:06:04.961
Try to remember to use it
when I'm cooking,

1032
01:06:06.838 --> 01:06:08.256
which isn't very often.

1033
01:06:08.256 --> 01:06:09.716
[LAUGHS]

1034
01:06:09.716 --> 01:06:12.386
But I like the idea of it
being there.

1035
01:06:12.386 --> 01:06:13.470
CLARK: What else?

1036
01:06:13.470 --> 01:06:17.140
I wanna
<i>habla espaÃ±ol perfectamente.</i>

1037
01:06:17.140 --> 01:06:21.520
And I want to go to Oaxaca
during <i>Noche de RÃ¡banos,</i>

1038
01:06:21.520 --> 01:06:23.897
and I want to eat
all the things.

1039
01:06:24.773 --> 01:06:27.776
Like the ants,
and, you know, the crickets.

1040
01:06:28.402 --> 01:06:29.403
And, yes,

1041
01:06:29.403 --> 01:06:33.990
I do wanna stand at the edge
of a fuckin' cliff in Greece,

1042
01:06:35.117 --> 01:06:37.285
and dive off that motherfucker.

1043
01:06:37.285 --> 01:06:38.578
What else?

1044
01:06:38.578 --> 01:06:41.164
What do you mean what else?
I just told you so much.

1045
01:06:41.164 --> 01:06:42.833
What, it's time
for me to ante up?

1046
01:06:42.833 --> 01:06:44.084
Yeah, damn straight.

1047
01:06:44.084 --> 01:06:45.210
How many chips
you got on the table?

1048
01:06:45.210 --> 01:06:47.504
Two. We're tied, remember?

1049
01:06:47.504 --> 01:06:49.423
- Two to two.
- And you raise me one.

1050
01:06:49.423 --> 01:06:51.007
And it better be a good one.

1051
01:06:51.007 --> 01:06:52.342
I'll give you a good one,
and you'll match me?

1052
01:06:52.342 --> 01:06:54.720
I'm not gonna let you win,
that's for damn sure.

1053
01:06:54.720 --> 01:06:57.681
All right, all right.
I can hang.

1054
01:06:57.681 --> 01:06:59.266
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1055
01:07:00.851 --> 01:07:02.853
And it's gotta be
something personal, okay?

1056
01:07:02.853 --> 01:07:05.897
Not one of, like,
your little anecdotes.

1057
01:07:07.607 --> 01:07:10.068
Well, fuck, I don't know.

1058
01:07:10.068 --> 01:07:12.904
Um... Hmm.

1059
01:07:12.904 --> 01:07:13.989
Like...

1060
01:07:16.700 --> 01:07:17.909
How'd you meet your wife?

1061
01:07:20.078 --> 01:07:21.079
Which one?

1062
01:07:21.788 --> 01:07:22.789
The first one.

1063
01:07:27.836 --> 01:07:29.588
She threw up in my cab.

1064
01:07:30.630 --> 01:07:31.465
Classy.

1065
01:07:31.465 --> 01:07:33.592
- Yeah, she was clubbing.
- [GIGGLES]

1066
01:07:33.592 --> 01:07:36.428
You know, she was, like,
with her girlfriends,

1067
01:07:36.428 --> 01:07:38.138
ladies' night or some shit.

1068
01:07:39.181 --> 01:07:42.726
And they were all in these
tight dresses and high heels,

1069
01:07:43.435 --> 01:07:47.314
and they smelled
like booze and sweat,

1070
01:07:48.231 --> 01:07:49.816
- and flowers.
- [CHUCKLES]

1071
01:07:49.816 --> 01:07:50.984
And I was in heaven.

1072
01:07:50.984 --> 01:07:53.236
All these pretty ladies
jammed in my cab,

1073
01:07:53.236 --> 01:07:55.739
sitting on each other's laps,
talking so loud,

1074
01:07:55.739 --> 01:07:58.325
laughing,
screaming out the window.

1075
01:07:58.325 --> 01:08:00.410
And I gotta tell you,
I gotta be honest.

1076
01:08:01.620 --> 01:08:03.914
My cock was so fuckin' hard,

1077
01:08:03.914 --> 01:08:05.791
it was just
pounding in my panties

1078
01:08:05.791 --> 01:08:07.083
- because...
- Oh, my God.

1079
01:08:07.083 --> 01:08:09.085
God, the odds were, I was
gonna get lucky that night.

1080
01:08:09.085 --> 01:08:12.130
If I didn't get lucky, at least
I'd get enough good material

1081
01:08:12.130 --> 01:08:14.424
to rub one out at the end of
the night. You know what I mean?

1082
01:08:14.424 --> 01:08:15.717
- Mmm.
- [CHUCKLES]

1083
01:08:15.717 --> 01:08:17.177
And then outta nowhere,

1084
01:08:18.136 --> 01:08:20.222
Blondie doubles over
in the back,

1085
01:08:20.222 --> 01:08:21.681
empties her stomach.

1086
01:08:21.681 --> 01:08:25.227
Which wasn't holding that much,
I'm thankful to report.

1087
01:08:25.227 --> 01:08:26.353
And what happened?

1088
01:08:26.353 --> 01:08:28.104
There's not much you can do,
you know?

1089
01:08:28.104 --> 01:08:30.315
Drop 'em off
and get back to the garage,

1090
01:08:30.315 --> 01:08:31.483
hose down the cab.

1091
01:08:32.984 --> 01:08:35.570
And there it was, right there.

1092
01:08:37.447 --> 01:08:38.448
Her purse.

1093
01:08:38.448 --> 01:08:39.699
GIRLIE: Hmm.

1094
01:08:39.699 --> 01:08:41.868
So, next day
she calls the company,

1095
01:08:41.868 --> 01:08:44.788
and me being
the gentleman that I am,

1096
01:08:44.788 --> 01:08:47.040
I offer to bring it
out there myself.

1097
01:08:48.041 --> 01:08:53.171
And I didn't have to jerk off
after paying her a visit,

1098
01:08:53.171 --> 01:08:54.464
I can tell you that.

1099
01:08:54.464 --> 01:08:56.842
[BOTH CHUCKLE]

1100
01:08:58.134 --> 01:08:59.135
Yeah.

1101
01:09:03.139 --> 01:09:04.391
[SMACKS LIPS]

1102
01:09:06.142 --> 01:09:07.686
Why did you marry her?

1103
01:09:10.230 --> 01:09:11.898
[SMACKS LIPS]

1104
01:09:13.817 --> 01:09:15.151
She was a doll.

1105
01:09:18.530 --> 01:09:21.116
Dumb as shit.
But still, she was...

1106
01:09:22.784 --> 01:09:24.244
She was a sweetheart.

1107
01:09:26.705 --> 01:09:29.708
I used to play pranks on her,
you know?

1108
01:09:29.708 --> 01:09:31.835
Hide behind the couch,
then jump out.

1109
01:09:31.835 --> 01:09:35.714
Or... Or, you know, putting
sugar in the salt shaker,

1110
01:09:35.714 --> 01:09:37.007
just dumb shit like that.

1111
01:09:37.007 --> 01:09:39.593
And she always laughed
about it, you know?

1112
01:09:41.011 --> 01:09:42.846
She'd choose to laugh about it.

1113
01:09:42.846 --> 01:09:45.140
Like, when something happens,

1114
01:09:46.683 --> 01:09:48.685
and you got a choice,

1115
01:09:49.477 --> 01:09:52.939
that choice to get pissed off

1116
01:09:53.773 --> 01:09:55.025
or to laugh it off,

1117
01:09:55.025 --> 01:09:56.192
she'd laugh.

1118
01:09:57.193 --> 01:09:59.195
She'd choose to laugh
every time.

1119
01:10:00.238 --> 01:10:01.281
Did she ever get you?

1120
01:10:01.281 --> 01:10:02.741
What? A prank?

1121
01:10:02.741 --> 01:10:04.701
- Mmm-hmm.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1122
01:10:04.701 --> 01:10:05.785
She did one time.

1123
01:10:06.411 --> 01:10:08.788
She poured cold water
all over me

1124
01:10:08.788 --> 01:10:10.373
when I was in the shower.

1125
01:10:10.373 --> 01:10:13.585
Like a bucket of ice water,
Niagara Falls.

1126
01:10:13.585 --> 01:10:14.628
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1127
01:10:14.628 --> 01:10:16.588
And I had that same choice,
you know?

1128
01:10:16.588 --> 01:10:19.132
Either to get pissed
or to laugh it off.

1129
01:10:20.008 --> 01:10:21.760
And what did you choose?

1130
01:10:21.760 --> 01:10:24.387
- I laughed my fuckin' ass off.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1131
01:10:24.387 --> 01:10:26.765
Chased her around the house
in my birthday suit,

1132
01:10:26.765 --> 01:10:29.309
she's screaming like
a little girl and everything,

1133
01:10:29.309 --> 01:10:31.102
like we were playing tag
and shit.

1134
01:10:32.312 --> 01:10:34.272
Finally caught her
in the kitchen.

1135
01:10:37.067 --> 01:10:38.276
That was a good day.

1136
01:10:40.612 --> 01:10:43.531
I bet she's a lot smarter
than you give her credit for.

1137
01:10:48.495 --> 01:10:49.496
Do you miss her?

1138
01:10:59.422 --> 01:11:01.883
I do sometimes. Yeah.

1139
01:11:04.552 --> 01:11:06.429
She was like a summer day,
you know?

1140
01:11:06.429 --> 01:11:08.765
Not too complicated,
just, you know,

1141
01:11:08.765 --> 01:11:11.226
beer and a bag of chips,
and we were set.

1142
01:11:12.268 --> 01:11:13.645
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1143
01:11:14.896 --> 01:11:17.649
Three to two.
You gonna match me or what?

1144
01:11:17.649 --> 01:11:19.025
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1145
01:11:19.776 --> 01:11:22.070
I mean, that last one's
a tough act to follow.

1146
01:11:22.070 --> 01:11:24.364
- Yeah, you surprised me there.
- I surprised myself,

1147
01:11:24.364 --> 01:11:27.409
- I don't talk about my shit.
- You think I talk about my shit?

1148
01:11:27.409 --> 01:11:29.703
Well, there you go.
That's what's on the table.

1149
01:11:29.703 --> 01:11:32.455
Let's talk about the shit,
let's talk about all the shit.

1150
01:11:32.455 --> 01:11:34.582
- Okay. All right.
- All right.

1151
01:11:34.582 --> 01:11:36.001
- All right.
- All right.

1152
01:11:37.502 --> 01:11:39.004
I'll think of something juicy.

1153
01:11:40.505 --> 01:11:41.506
Easy.

1154
01:11:42.966 --> 01:11:44.300
Make it about your daddy.

1155
01:11:46.094 --> 01:11:47.095
Which one?

1156
01:11:48.054 --> 01:11:49.055
You pick.

1157
01:11:49.055 --> 01:11:50.140
Fuck.

1158
01:11:52.684 --> 01:11:53.893
Come on.

1159
01:11:53.893 --> 01:11:56.521
There's gotta be at least one
more thing you haven't told me.

1160
01:11:56.521 --> 01:11:58.732
Something you're just
dying to say out loud.

1161
01:12:01.401 --> 01:12:02.485
Take your time.

1162
01:12:05.155 --> 01:12:06.781
Not like I'm going nowhere.

1163
01:12:09.451 --> 01:12:11.453
[SURREAL MUSIC PLAYING]

1164
01:12:35.393 --> 01:12:37.395
[SURREAL MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]

1165
01:14:23.042 --> 01:14:24.544
[SIGHS]

1166
01:14:35.680 --> 01:14:37.682
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]

1167
01:15:19.807 --> 01:15:21.643
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

1168
01:15:34.614 --> 01:15:35.573
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

1169
01:16:26.374 --> 01:16:28.960
[ENTHRALLING MUSIC PLAYING]

1170
01:17:07.623 --> 01:17:10.585
Got a few more minutes if you
still wanna play for the win.

1171
01:17:16.591 --> 01:17:17.633
What's left?

1172
01:17:18.384 --> 01:17:20.053
What have you not told me about?

1173
01:17:22.722 --> 01:17:27.018
Last night,
my sister and I, we...

1174
01:17:27.018 --> 01:17:28.478
We got drunk.

1175
01:17:29.562 --> 01:17:30.980
We got really drunk,

1176
01:17:30.980 --> 01:17:33.399
and we were sitting
outside her trailer.

1177
01:17:34.359 --> 01:17:36.569
And she has these little...

1178
01:17:37.904 --> 01:17:38.863
Um...

1179
01:17:38.863 --> 01:17:41.908
These little
chili pepper lights, like...

1180
01:17:43.493 --> 01:17:45.536
Christmas lights or something,
you know?

1181
01:17:46.329 --> 01:17:47.830
Just draped around,

1182
01:17:48.831 --> 01:17:51.000
and we sat
in these old beach chairs,

1183
01:17:51.000 --> 01:17:52.585
and just drank and drank.

1184
01:17:54.379 --> 01:17:55.380
What about Eagle?

1185
01:17:57.298 --> 01:17:58.383
Eagle was around,

1186
01:17:58.383 --> 01:18:00.426
she was grilling up
some burgers.

1187
01:18:02.804 --> 01:18:04.430
CLARK:
You talk about the bathtub?

1188
01:18:05.306 --> 01:18:10.228
We did. I brought it up,
and she just laughed.

1189
01:18:11.646 --> 01:18:14.107
She laughed so hard she cried.

1190
01:18:14.107 --> 01:18:17.860
She didn't apologize
or anything, it was amazing.

1191
01:18:19.153 --> 01:18:21.197
CLARK: What else
did you talk about?

1192
01:18:21.197 --> 01:18:23.574
We talked about just everything,

1193
01:18:23.574 --> 01:18:26.160
like the perms
our mom used to give us,

1194
01:18:26.160 --> 01:18:29.789
sitting on a stool
in the... In the kitchen

1195
01:18:29.789 --> 01:18:34.085
with this, like, old pink towel
draped over our shoulders,

1196
01:18:34.085 --> 01:18:37.088
and you know, that smell,
that horrible perm smell

1197
01:18:37.088 --> 01:18:39.549
that just sticks around
for days.

1198
01:18:40.174 --> 01:18:42.051
And we start
talking about that day,

1199
01:18:43.386 --> 01:18:44.887
the day she took me away.

1200
01:18:46.180 --> 01:18:48.766
And I told my side of the story,
and then...

1201
01:18:50.810 --> 01:18:52.728
And then she told her side.

1202
01:18:54.313 --> 01:18:55.731
CLARK: What did she tell you?

1203
01:18:56.274 --> 01:18:59.068
She said that our dad
was on the porch that day.

1204
01:19:00.695 --> 01:19:01.737
And...

1205
01:19:04.407 --> 01:19:07.535
That we passed him
as we walked to the car.

1206
01:19:10.204 --> 01:19:14.625
And then she said that
she got in the car,

1207
01:19:17.462 --> 01:19:19.005
and then I got in the car,

1208
01:19:21.507 --> 01:19:23.217
and we just drove away.

1209
01:19:24.427 --> 01:19:29.015
She said, "He didn't shake
your hand that day."

1210
01:19:29.640 --> 01:19:33.019
But when I think back on it,
it doesn't make any sense.

1211
01:19:34.228 --> 01:19:36.439
Because I remember it
so clearly.

1212
01:19:37.148 --> 01:19:39.984
Even I remember
the feel of his hand.

1213
01:19:42.320 --> 01:19:44.906
I remember thinking
it felt like sandpaper.

1214
01:19:46.657 --> 01:19:48.242
So, which of you is right?

1215
01:19:50.369 --> 01:19:51.537
You or your sister?

1216
01:19:52.413 --> 01:19:53.414
GIRLIE: I don't know.

1217
01:19:55.124 --> 01:19:56.125
But...

1218
01:19:57.168 --> 01:19:58.294
[SIGHS WEARILY]

1219
01:19:58.294 --> 01:20:00.046
If that memory isn't real,

1220
01:20:03.508 --> 01:20:08.513
the moment my father
finally touched me,

1221
01:20:11.933 --> 01:20:13.809
then I don't know what is, man.

1222
01:20:15.686 --> 01:20:18.105
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1223
01:20:18.105 --> 01:20:19.607
Ones and zeroes.

1224
01:20:21.692 --> 01:20:23.110
Yeah, ones and zeroes.

1225
01:20:23.861 --> 01:20:25.655
I got a story kinda like that.

1226
01:20:28.157 --> 01:20:29.242
About my pop.

1227
01:20:31.661 --> 01:20:32.912
That moment where

1228
01:20:34.413 --> 01:20:36.791
everything comes into focus.

1229
01:20:39.126 --> 01:20:40.127
And then...

1230
01:20:42.838 --> 01:20:44.173
goes out again.

1231
01:20:48.344 --> 01:20:50.680
But that's a story
for another cab ride.

1232
01:20:54.892 --> 01:20:56.060
We're tied again.

1233
01:20:57.436 --> 01:21:00.022
- Three to three.
- Three to three.

1234
01:21:01.566 --> 01:21:02.567
Nice.

1235
01:21:19.208 --> 01:21:22.128
[SIGHS WEARILY]

1236
01:21:29.051 --> 01:21:30.761
We did a rain dance last night.

1237
01:21:32.555 --> 01:21:35.182
The three of us, just drunk.

1238
01:21:37.310 --> 01:21:40.062
But Eagle, Eagle showed us how.

1239
01:21:40.062 --> 01:21:41.689
Mmm-hmm.

1240
01:21:41.689 --> 01:21:42.773
Did it rain?

1241
01:21:46.027 --> 01:21:47.403
Well, that's the thing.

1242
01:21:57.455 --> 01:22:01.167
Two weeks ago,
when I flew to Oklahoma...

1243
01:22:08.341 --> 01:22:09.425
I was pregnant.

1244
01:22:16.140 --> 01:22:18.934
What'd your daddy
have to say about that?

1245
01:22:22.855 --> 01:22:24.190
I never told him.

1246
01:22:28.277 --> 01:22:29.278
I never...

1247
01:22:31.364 --> 01:22:33.074
I never told anyone.

1248
01:22:38.913 --> 01:22:40.581
Did you get rid of the baby?

1249
01:22:45.252 --> 01:22:46.462
It got rid of me.

1250
01:22:51.258 --> 01:22:54.804
The first day in Oklahoma,
I started bleeding,

1251
01:22:55.554 --> 01:22:57.223
and my sister didn't know.

1252
01:22:57.848 --> 01:23:00.309
I... I just told her
I was having a bad period,

1253
01:23:00.309 --> 01:23:02.144
like a really
bad period, like...

1254
01:23:03.813 --> 01:23:04.939
She let me sleep a lot,

1255
01:23:04.939 --> 01:23:07.775
and gave me a heating pad
and some ice cream, and...

1256
01:23:07.775 --> 01:23:09.193
[SNIFFLES]

1257
01:23:11.278 --> 01:23:14.407
But then, after seven days,

1258
01:23:14.824 --> 01:23:16.283
when I kept bleeding,

1259
01:23:17.618 --> 01:23:19.829
I had to hide the tampons...
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1260
01:23:19.829 --> 01:23:22.289
...and pretend it was just a...

1261
01:23:23.416 --> 01:23:25.918
a normal period, that it ended.

1262
01:23:29.380 --> 01:23:33.092
I had to get up and go out
and meet her friends, and...

1263
01:23:33.926 --> 01:23:36.762
Just feeling like...

1264
01:23:44.812 --> 01:23:46.230
Like trash.

1265
01:24:00.578 --> 01:24:02.037
I wasn't gonna keep it.

1266
01:24:06.500 --> 01:24:09.587
I had made up my mind,
I wasn't gonna keep it,

1267
01:24:10.421 --> 01:24:12.089
and I wasn't gonna tell anyone.

1268
01:24:18.345 --> 01:24:19.346
But then...

1269
01:24:20.973 --> 01:24:21.932
[SNIFFLES]

1270
01:24:24.059 --> 01:24:25.728
But then when it happened...

1271
01:24:28.689 --> 01:24:29.690
When it just...

1272
01:24:32.860 --> 01:24:35.154
It just happened on its own,

1273
01:24:36.989 --> 01:24:37.990
I was...

1274
01:24:37.990 --> 01:24:39.450
[SOBBING]

1275
01:24:40.910 --> 01:24:42.870
I was so...

1276
01:24:45.164 --> 01:24:46.290
relieved.

1277
01:24:47.333 --> 01:24:48.459
[SOBBING]

1278
01:24:49.835 --> 01:24:53.297
I had never been more relieved
in my whole life.

1279
01:24:58.427 --> 01:24:59.512
And then last night...

1280
01:25:00.054 --> 01:25:03.557
[SIGHS WEARILY, SNIFFLES]

1281
01:25:06.393 --> 01:25:07.686
...when we were dancing,

1282
01:25:09.522 --> 01:25:10.731
in my mind,

1283
01:25:14.902 --> 01:25:18.906
I really did, I just begged
the sky to rain down on me.

1284
01:25:20.908 --> 01:25:22.660
To just clean me.

1285
01:25:27.164 --> 01:25:28.874
[SNIFFLES]

1286
01:25:28.874 --> 01:25:30.751
To wash it all away.

1287
01:25:36.215 --> 01:25:37.633
The whole fucking thing.

1288
01:25:40.636 --> 01:25:43.138
I asked the sky
to just... [SNIFFLES]

1289
01:25:43.639 --> 01:25:45.057
...take it from me.

1290
01:25:53.274 --> 01:25:54.608
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1291
01:25:54.608 --> 01:25:57.069
And then this morning,
I woke up...

1292
01:26:01.407 --> 01:26:03.450
[SIGHS]

1293
01:26:05.870 --> 01:26:07.830
...and I wasn't
bleeding anymore.

1294
01:26:09.874 --> 01:26:12.084
It had stopped after two weeks.

1295
01:26:19.633 --> 01:26:20.968
Rain dance worked.

1296
01:26:24.763 --> 01:26:25.973
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

1297
01:26:25.973 --> 01:26:27.349
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1298
01:26:29.727 --> 01:26:30.603
[SNIFFLES]

1299
01:26:34.857 --> 01:26:35.858
Four to three.

1300
01:26:35.858 --> 01:26:38.944
Shit. I fold. [CHUCKLES]

1301
01:26:40.529 --> 01:26:41.530
I win?

1302
01:26:41.530 --> 01:26:43.616
Can't beat that,
that's for sure.

1303
01:26:48.037 --> 01:26:49.038
Fuck.

1304
01:26:49.997 --> 01:26:51.123
God damn.

1305
01:26:53.918 --> 01:26:55.753
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

1306
01:27:04.470 --> 01:27:05.846
[SIGHS SOFTLY]

1307
01:27:06.764 --> 01:27:08.766
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]

1308
01:27:51.809 --> 01:27:53.560
[BRAKES SCREECH]

1309
01:27:56.647 --> 01:27:57.690
[ENGINE STOPS]

1310
01:28:08.534 --> 01:28:09.910
[CHUCKLES]

1311
01:28:09.910 --> 01:28:11.620
I don't have any cash.

1312
01:28:12.204 --> 01:28:14.123
- I'm sorry.
- No one ever does.

1313
01:28:14.123 --> 01:28:17.668
I'm sorry. I'm gonna
leave you a big tip though.

1314
01:28:17.668 --> 01:28:20.546
Yeah, my advice
don't come for free.

1315
01:28:21.338 --> 01:28:22.548
You gonna need a receipt?

1316
01:28:22.548 --> 01:28:24.133
No, I'm good.

1317
01:28:24.133 --> 01:28:25.509
[MACHINE TRILLING]

1318
01:28:27.678 --> 01:28:29.638
[CLARK SIGHS]

1319
01:28:43.318 --> 01:28:44.236
[DOOR OPENS]

1320
01:28:47.406 --> 01:28:48.574
[DOOR CLOSES]

1321
01:29:08.385 --> 01:29:09.386
So...

1322
01:29:09.386 --> 01:29:11.221
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1323
01:29:11.221 --> 01:29:12.306
So...

1324
01:29:19.813 --> 01:29:21.190
You gonna be all right?

1325
01:29:27.237 --> 01:29:28.781
[SIGHS] I don't know.

1326
01:29:31.784 --> 01:29:32.868
Your brain,

1327
01:29:34.036 --> 01:29:35.954
it's a little confused
right now.

1328
01:29:37.581 --> 01:29:38.957
It's in panic 'cause...

1329
01:29:40.084 --> 01:29:42.086
you ain't used to
breathing underwater,

1330
01:29:43.462 --> 01:29:46.090
and it's telling you
you're in way over your head.

1331
01:29:46.090 --> 01:29:49.676
"This is it, no way out.
Done, end of story."

1332
01:29:53.639 --> 01:29:55.390
You just keep breathing.

1333
01:29:55.390 --> 01:29:57.309
No matter how far down you go,

1334
01:29:59.812 --> 01:30:00.938
you keep breathing.

1335
01:30:02.940 --> 01:30:04.483
You're gonna be all right.

1336
01:30:05.317 --> 01:30:06.443
Someone like you...

1337
01:30:11.115 --> 01:30:12.991
You are not a shipwreck.

1338
01:30:14.827 --> 01:30:16.370
You're gonna swim back up.

1339
01:30:17.162 --> 01:30:20.833
Swim back up to all that light
and life and colors

1340
01:30:21.875 --> 01:30:22.876
you are.

1341
01:30:33.720 --> 01:30:35.305
You might even see a blue whale.

1342
01:30:39.268 --> 01:30:40.269
I hope so.

1343
01:30:42.646 --> 01:30:44.022
[SIGHS]

1344
01:30:49.069 --> 01:30:51.113
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]

1345
01:31:07.004 --> 01:31:08.005
Thank you.

1346
01:31:10.007 --> 01:31:12.217
You're most welcome.
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]

1347
01:31:17.222 --> 01:31:20.100
[SIGHS]

1348
01:31:23.645 --> 01:31:25.063
You have a good night.

1349
01:31:26.690 --> 01:31:27.691
You, too.

1350
01:31:40.537 --> 01:31:42.915
- [LUGGAGE CLUNKS]
- [SIGHS SOFTLY]

1351
01:31:45.584 --> 01:31:47.336
[KEYS JANGLING]

1352
01:31:47.336 --> 01:31:48.420
Mikey.

1353
01:31:49.880 --> 01:31:50.881
What?

1354
01:31:53.300 --> 01:31:55.385
I just always felt
more like a Mikey,

1355
01:31:55.385 --> 01:31:57.179
not like a Vinny, not a Clark.

1356
01:31:58.180 --> 01:31:59.431
If it were up to me,

1357
01:32:01.767 --> 01:32:03.060
I'd choose Mikey.

1358
01:32:03.769 --> 01:32:05.687
[LAUGHS]

1359
01:32:09.816 --> 01:32:11.860
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES]

1360
01:32:23.580 --> 01:32:24.748
Good night, Mikey.

1361
01:32:26.583 --> 01:32:28.085
[KEYS JANGLING]

1362
01:32:29.336 --> 01:32:30.712
[DOOR OPENS]

1363
01:32:44.101 --> 01:32:47.104
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]

1364
01:33:18.468 --> 01:33:20.470
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]