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[INDISTINCT ANNOUNCEMENT
OVER PA]
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Hola, ruya. Where to, mami?
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44th, between 9th and 10th.
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MAN: Here you go, buddy.
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FEMALE NARRATOR: Feel the magic
of the city that never sleeps.
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From the lights of Broadway
to the paths of Central Park.
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[EXHALES]
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Find your playground
in New York--
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[DOOR OPENS]
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- [DOOR CLOSES]
- CAB DRIVER: All right.
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[CAR HONKING]
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CAB DRIVER: God damn it.
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- Fuckin' asshole.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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[SIGHS]
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[SOFT, MYSTERIOUS MUSIC PLAYING]
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[CAB DRIVER EXHALES]
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[PHONE BEEPS]
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44th and 9th, huh?
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Yep.
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Midtown.
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Good ol' Midtown.
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You are my last fare
of the night.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah.
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- I won?
- [CHUCKLES]
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You fuckin' won, sweetheart,
you did. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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What do I get for winning?
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Anything you want.
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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Yeah.
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I had a rough day of it.
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Short trips,
barely nothing extra.
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This fuckin' business
with the credit cards.
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I mean, when it was cash,
people throw you 10, 20, 50.
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Fuckin' Monopoly money, right?
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But you swipe that plastic,
you got time to think.
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Staring at all those
little numbers,
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before you know it,
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I get fucked up the asshole.
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These fuckin' apps, all of 'em.
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Get a coffee, burger,
soap, socks,
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wine, water, weed,
fuckin' Chinese takeout.
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You can get all that shit
and never reach for your purse.
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Nah, not even for tip.
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I mean, salt used to be money.
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Motherfuckin' salt,
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the same shit
you sprinkle on your eggs.
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You know, every morning you toss
that cheap-ass shit on your eggs
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with no idea
that people used to die for it.
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Tea, coffee, same thing.
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All that shit you gloss over
at the grocery store,
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at one point in time,
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humans fuckin'
killed each other for it.
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Bird's eye view
of all that shit?
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Over the years, you see money
go from salt to gold to paper.
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And now, money,
it ain't nothing but an idea,
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just little numbers on a screen.
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Can't touch it, can't bury it,
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can't put a little X
that marks the spot.
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Nah, you just tie it
to a fuckin' butterfly
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and send it up
into that cloud up there.
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But one of these days,
I'm telling you,
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that cloud's gonna open up
and it's gonna pour acid rain
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down all over our dumb faces.
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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Well, I got you covered.
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Yeah?
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My bag in the back
should settle us.
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How?
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It's full of salt.
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[CHUCKLES]
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That's good. That's good.
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For that, you can use
a damn credit card, honey.
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- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
- It is what it is at this point.
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I mean, cabs, yellow cabs
are like fuckin' Blockbuster.
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You know?
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Ten years' time, there ain't
gonna be no yellow cab no more.
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And all the other guys,
the ones with the apps,
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the ones that are,
you know, taking over,
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they're gonna be nothing
but a blip on the screen
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in a fuckin' blink of an eye,
all said and done.
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Yeah, you'll order up a car
on your phone just like before.
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But when you hop in,
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it ain't gonna be
no human behind the wheel,
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I can tell you that.
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You'll order up a car,
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and that fuckin' car
will drive itself
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to wherever the fuck
you want to go.
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It won't speed, it won't stink,
it won't make you sick.
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Won't ever get lost.
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Might even ask you
how your day was.
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[CHUCKLES]
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- Fuckin' apps.
- Fuckin' apps, man.
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Want some radio?
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Not really.
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Yeah.
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Okay.
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It's nice
you're not on your phone.
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You don't have to keep talking
to me or nothing but...
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Just nice, you know?
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To see a human not plugged in.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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What's your name?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Why?
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I just like
to know people's names.
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CAB DRIVER: Fuck,
you really are human.
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That's sweet.
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Clark.
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- Clark.
- You thought I'd say Vinny
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- or some shit.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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- I don't know what I thought.
- Nah, it's fine.
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[IN ACCENT] I mean, Clark.
Clark...
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[BOTH CHUCKLE]
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[NORMAL VOICE]
...has a house in the Hamptons,
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he plays tennis,
he goes to the opera and shit.
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I'm never, ever
going to be that guy.
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What name would you choose
if you could?
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Vinny.
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- Vinny.
- Vinny. Classic.
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Of course.
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[ENGINE ACCELERATING]
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CLARK: So you live here, right?
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- GIRLIE: I do.
- Yeah.
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Your little outfit
gave you away.
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My little outfit?
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It says a lot about you.
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What does it say?
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That you can handle yourself.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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How could you
possibly know that?
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It ain't that difficult
to read people.
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I mean, you jumped in,
business as usual,
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you turned off that
damn little screen back there
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'cause you already know
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what Broadway shows
are fuckin' playing.
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Didn't even think to reach
for your seatbelt.
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Why would you?
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Had enough rides, in and out.
Am I right?
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What else?
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You gave me cross streets
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instead of some recited address
from your phone.
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I can tell you're not concerned
with the meter,
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'cause you already know
JFK's a flat rate.
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- Impressive.
- Yeah.
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I'm not claiming
to be some Sherlock or nothing,
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just a guy who pays attention.
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You've had a long day,
you're tired.
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You wanna go home,
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take a shower,
sleep in your own bed,
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and you got in line
for a motherfuckin' taxi.
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Now that's a New Yorker
that pays attention.
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Someone who knows
what the fuck's going on.
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And you're not afraid
to look me in the eye.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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Like I said,
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you can handle yourself.
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I like to think so.
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- [WIND HOWLING]
- [SPITS]
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[WINDOW CLOSING]
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[CLARK EXHALES]
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[PHONE BEEPS]
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[PHONE CHIMING]
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[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
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[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
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Where are you flying in from?
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Uh, Oklahoma.
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What's in Oklahoma?
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I grew up there.
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[SIGHS WEARILY]
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What about your accent?
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- Sorry, what?
- Your accent.
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- My accent?
- Yeah.
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Don't people from Oklahoma
[IN ACCENT] talk like this?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Oh.
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Not all of us, apparently.
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Where are you from?
What part of the state?
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[SIGHS SOFTLY]
Just a tiny little town.
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What's the town?
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- You've never heard of it.
- What's the town?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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Okay, so Oklahoma is shaped
like a pan, right?
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So if my arm is the panhandle...
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Yeah?
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Then I grew up here.
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- The armpit.
- Of Oklahoma. [CLICKS TONGUE]
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CLARK: What's it called?
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- [SIGHS SOFTLY] Gage.
- Gage, Oklahoma.
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You got it.
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CLARK: I, honest to God, would
never have guessed Oklahoma.
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GIRLIE: What would you
have guessed?
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Not an armpit,
I can tell you that.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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How long you been in New York?
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- Nine years in June.
- No shit?
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No shit.
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One more year
and I'll be official.
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- What you do for work?
- I'm a programmer.
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- Computers?
- Computers.
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- No shit?
- No shit.
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Like ones and zeroes
and that shit?
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Like ones and zeroes
and that shit.
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CLARK: Huh.
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You thought I'd say something
more girly, didn't you?
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- Yeah.
- [CHUCKLING SOFTLY] Yeah.
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Yeah, I thought, you know,
wedding planner.
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- Or fashion or something.
- Fashion, hmm.
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Not as many women code,
I'll give you that.
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Yeah, you drew a line
in the sand,
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lifted your leg
and left your mark.
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I don't mind squatting.
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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So what's the deal
with the ones and zeroes?
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[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] Like?
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They're like building blocks
and whatnot.
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Like when I look at my computer,
I'm really looking
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at a bunch of ones and zeroes
and shit.
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Yeah, something like that.
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Well, tell me. I mean,
I, honest to God, want to know.
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Can't be a know-it-all
if I don't know nothing.
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Mmm. [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
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[CLEARS THROAT] Okay.
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Basically...
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- [BOTTLE CAP CLASPS]
- [KEYS RATTLE]
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...so a computer
uses electricity
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to create on and off states
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that can represent
ones and zeroes.
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One being on and zero being off.
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But they more often represent
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the idea of something being
true or false.
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CLARK: Ones and zeroes
mean true or false?
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GIRLIE: Well, not always.
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They can also represent
numbers and other things.
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But much of what I do is testing
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whether something
is true or false,
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and I've always used one
to mean true and--
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Zero to mean false.
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- You got it.
- Oh.
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Everything in a computer,
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the colors, images, music,
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money, three-dimensional worlds,
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all of it is...
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Is represented
by ones and zeroes.
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CLARK: True and false.
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GIRLIE: Correct.
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It's basically
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how everything you see operates.
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Hmm.
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I mean, it makes sense.
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We all do that.
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Lay down our bricks
of ones and zeroes,
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and build ourselves a fort.
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And that shit,
it starts young, right?
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"You are stupid,
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00:18:18,973 --> 00:18:20,767
-"true or false?"
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
256
00:18:20,767 --> 00:18:23,770
"You are ugly, true or false?"
257
00:18:23,770 --> 00:18:26,731
"Your mother loves you,
true or false?"
258
00:18:27,482 --> 00:18:29,526
And when you grow up,
that shit don't stop.
259
00:18:29,526 --> 00:18:31,319
I mean,
"Climate change, true or false?"
260
00:18:31,319 --> 00:18:33,738
-"Jesus Christ, true or false?"
- [CHUCKLES]
261
00:18:33,738 --> 00:18:37,867
"You must wear pants today,
true or false?"
262
00:18:38,701 --> 00:18:41,371
And so it goes, on and on.
263
00:18:42,038 --> 00:18:44,499
We all gotta choose
our ones and zeroes
264
00:18:45,416 --> 00:18:48,127
in whatever we decide, yeah?
265
00:18:48,127 --> 00:18:50,839
That becomes the foundation
from which we operate.
266
00:18:56,886 --> 00:18:58,972
Or maybe
I'm just talking bullshit.
267
00:19:02,517 --> 00:19:03,518
Zero.
268
00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:05,895
CLARK: Hmmm.
269
00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:10,942
You're a...
270
00:19:10,942 --> 00:19:13,820
You're a surprising person,
271
00:19:14,654 --> 00:19:16,948
- I must say.
- Aw, shucks.
272
00:19:16,948 --> 00:19:19,742
CLARK: Very little surprises me
these days.
273
00:19:19,742 --> 00:19:22,412
- What about you?
- What about me what?
274
00:19:22,412 --> 00:19:24,664
- Where are you from?
- Hell's Kitchen.
275
00:19:24,664 --> 00:19:26,457
Or what used to be
Hell's Kitchen,
276
00:19:26,457 --> 00:19:28,167
not too far
from where we're going.
277
00:19:28,167 --> 00:19:30,211
What was it like
when you were a kid?
278
00:19:30,211 --> 00:19:32,380
CLARK: Well, back in my day,
279
00:19:32,380 --> 00:19:35,508
man, if hell really did
have a kitchen,
280
00:19:35,508 --> 00:19:37,385
that would've been it.
281
00:19:37,385 --> 00:19:40,763
You know, you had junkies
on every stoop,
282
00:19:40,763 --> 00:19:42,849
hookers on every corner.
283
00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,726
"Want a date? Want a date?"
284
00:19:44,726 --> 00:19:45,852
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
285
00:19:45,852 --> 00:19:47,103
It was fantastic.
286
00:19:47,103 --> 00:19:49,564
You still live in Manhattan?
287
00:19:49,564 --> 00:19:52,650
I own a place, Jackson Heights.
288
00:19:52,650 --> 00:19:55,320
- It's a small house.
- Still a house.
289
00:19:55,320 --> 00:19:57,196
You better fuckin' believe it.
290
00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:58,573
[CHUCKLES]
291
00:20:02,577 --> 00:20:04,954
So, Clark lives in Queens?
292
00:20:04,954 --> 00:20:07,540
No, no, no, no, no, no.
293
00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:09,083
Vinny lives in Queens.
294
00:20:09,083 --> 00:20:11,794
Clark, well,
he's got a loft in Tribeca.
295
00:20:11,794 --> 00:20:12,879
[CHUCKLES]
296
00:20:12,879 --> 00:20:14,130
Right.
297
00:20:20,887 --> 00:20:24,891
- [CARS HONKING]
- [INDICATORS BEEPING]
298
00:20:36,444 --> 00:20:38,446
[JACKHAMMER RATTLING]
299
00:20:42,700 --> 00:20:44,619
Oh, fuck. That ain't good.
300
00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:48,081
Damn it.
301
00:20:48,081 --> 00:20:50,500
Some kind of fender bender
up there.
302
00:20:51,626 --> 00:20:54,587
[SIRENS BLARING]
303
00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:56,673
Sorry, sweetie,
I hate this shit.
304
00:20:56,673 --> 00:20:57,757
GIRLIE: Not your fault.
305
00:20:57,757 --> 00:21:01,135
Huh. Fuckin' know these roads
like the back of my hand,
306
00:21:02,011 --> 00:21:04,097
but still can't predict
the weather.
307
00:21:05,014 --> 00:21:07,475
It's the one thing
those fuckin' apps have on me.
308
00:21:07,475 --> 00:21:09,560
That's the one fuckin' thing.
309
00:21:09,560 --> 00:21:11,604
- It's fine, really.
- No, it's not fine.
310
00:21:11,604 --> 00:21:12,689
It's not professional,
311
00:21:12,689 --> 00:21:14,023
I should've been
paying attention,
312
00:21:14,023 --> 00:21:15,358
I could've gotten off
back there.
313
00:21:15,358 --> 00:21:16,484
Well...
314
00:21:16,484 --> 00:21:17,860
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
315
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:20,530
- I'm on the flat rate.
- Oh...
316
00:21:20,530 --> 00:21:22,031
- So...
- [BOTH CHUCKLE]
317
00:21:22,031 --> 00:21:23,992
Nah, I'm gonna meter your ass.
318
00:21:23,992 --> 00:21:26,119
Nope. No, man.
319
00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:28,496
I won. I won again.
320
00:21:28,496 --> 00:21:30,790
You're leaving me
in the dust over here.
321
00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:32,959
Two to zero.
322
00:21:38,214 --> 00:21:42,802
- [VEHICLE BEEPING]
- [SIREN BLARING]
323
00:21:42,802 --> 00:21:45,763
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
324
00:21:52,812 --> 00:21:56,274
[FINGERS TAPPING]
325
00:22:05,658 --> 00:22:08,703
[SIGHING RUEFULLY]
326
00:22:18,713 --> 00:22:22,175
[SOFT THUMPS]
327
00:22:22,175 --> 00:22:25,261
[MUSIC INTENSIFIES]
328
00:22:25,261 --> 00:22:27,513
[SIREN BLARING]
329
00:23:12,391 --> 00:23:14,185
[PHONE CHIMING]
330
00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:30,660
[SIGHS]
331
00:23:50,429 --> 00:23:53,099
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
332
00:25:04,545 --> 00:25:06,631
[SIGHING]
333
00:25:14,263 --> 00:25:16,265
[TYPING]
334
00:25:28,819 --> 00:25:30,613
How long were you in Oklahoma?
335
00:25:32,365 --> 00:25:33,616
Um...
336
00:25:34,367 --> 00:25:35,701
Two weeks.
337
00:25:35,701 --> 00:25:37,411
You're visiting family?
338
00:25:38,329 --> 00:25:39,789
I have a half-sister.
339
00:25:39,789 --> 00:25:41,040
[PHONE CHIMES]
340
00:25:51,801 --> 00:25:52,802
- [PHONE RINGING]
- [GASPS SOFTLY]
341
00:26:04,730 --> 00:26:07,525
What's she like? Your sister?
342
00:26:09,277 --> 00:26:10,903
She's, um...
343
00:26:14,657 --> 00:26:16,617
Honestly, she's kind of a bitch.
344
00:26:16,617 --> 00:26:19,704
[CHUCKLES] How's she a bitch?
What'd she do?
345
00:26:19,704 --> 00:26:22,665
You know, little things like...
346
00:26:24,959 --> 00:26:27,211
She makes fun of my cankles.
347
00:26:27,211 --> 00:26:30,006
- Your cankles?
- I have thick ankles.
348
00:26:30,006 --> 00:26:32,216
- Nah, I don't believe that.
- [SIREN BLARING]
349
00:26:32,216 --> 00:26:34,343
- It's true.
- You're small.
350
00:26:34,343 --> 00:26:37,221
I'm small,
and I have thick ankles.
351
00:26:37,221 --> 00:26:38,389
That's a thing?
352
00:26:38,389 --> 00:26:40,391
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] It's a thing.
353
00:26:41,767 --> 00:26:44,061
- Sounds cute.
- Thank you.
354
00:26:45,730 --> 00:26:47,064
It is cute.
355
00:26:47,064 --> 00:26:48,316
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
356
00:26:48,816 --> 00:26:52,737
I take it you and the bitch
don't visit very often.
357
00:26:52,737 --> 00:26:55,906
I hadn't seen her in years.
358
00:26:56,490 --> 00:26:58,451
Huh. Why?
359
00:26:59,660 --> 00:27:01,245
We just stopped talking.
360
00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:04,999
We didn't get in a fight
or anything, we just...
361
00:27:06,751 --> 00:27:08,252
stopped talking.
362
00:27:09,295 --> 00:27:10,296
Why now?
363
00:27:10,296 --> 00:27:12,923
She tracked me down
and asked me to visit,
364
00:27:12,923 --> 00:27:14,675
and I, you know,
365
00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:17,303
I didn't have a reason
to say no.
366
00:27:17,303 --> 00:27:19,638
We had a nice time.
367
00:27:19,638 --> 00:27:21,849
I mean,
she's a total fuckin' bitch,
368
00:27:23,184 --> 00:27:24,977
but we laughed a lot, and...
369
00:27:25,936 --> 00:27:26,812
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
370
00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:28,606
We just drank a lot
and laughed a lot.
371
00:27:28,606 --> 00:27:29,732
Hmm.
372
00:27:30,608 --> 00:27:31,984
She married?
373
00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:34,528
- She has a girlfriend.
- Nice.
374
00:27:34,528 --> 00:27:35,821
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
375
00:27:36,530 --> 00:27:38,032
Her name is Eagle.
376
00:27:39,033 --> 00:27:41,160
Fuck me, is that Native American
or something?
377
00:27:41,160 --> 00:27:42,244
That's right.
378
00:27:42,244 --> 00:27:44,163
Well, that's some cool-ass shit
right there.
379
00:27:44,163 --> 00:27:45,581
- Hmm.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
380
00:27:45,581 --> 00:27:47,541
Yeah. They seem happy.
381
00:27:47,541 --> 00:27:51,295
They live in a trailer,
and they just got a parakeet.
382
00:27:52,421 --> 00:27:55,341
Saving up to do some traveling
next year. She's...
383
00:27:55,341 --> 00:27:56,509
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
384
00:27:56,509 --> 00:27:57,760
She's come a long way.
385
00:27:58,511 --> 00:28:00,179
Is she older or younger?
386
00:28:00,179 --> 00:28:04,308
She was 11
when I was born, so...
387
00:28:07,770 --> 00:28:09,980
She was kind of like a mom
growing up.
388
00:28:09,980 --> 00:28:10,940
Hmmm.
389
00:28:10,940 --> 00:28:14,610
But she was a fucked-up mom.
Like, fucked-up.
390
00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:18,364
She used to tie me up
ankle to ankle, wrist to wrist,
391
00:28:18,364 --> 00:28:20,491
and put me in the bathtub,
392
00:28:20,491 --> 00:28:22,034
and lock me in the bathroom.
393
00:28:22,034 --> 00:28:23,119
What?
394
00:28:23,119 --> 00:28:24,620
[HESITATES]
395
00:28:24,620 --> 00:28:25,746
Bathtub full?
396
00:28:25,746 --> 00:28:26,914
Empty.
397
00:28:27,498 --> 00:28:29,375
Why the fuck would she do that?
398
00:28:32,086 --> 00:28:33,921
It was her way
of helping me practice.
399
00:28:33,921 --> 00:28:35,005
Practice what?
400
00:28:37,258 --> 00:28:40,469
If I ever got kidnapped,
I'd be able to escape.
401
00:28:40,469 --> 00:28:41,846
That was her logic.
402
00:29:06,579 --> 00:29:08,456
Did you like getting tied up?
403
00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:17,590
I liked the challenge
of getting free.
404
00:29:24,555 --> 00:29:26,182
You got loose, didn't you?
405
00:29:28,809 --> 00:29:31,395
You sat there in that cold tub,
406
00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:33,564
that cold, empty tub,
407
00:29:34,231 --> 00:29:36,650
and you wiggled yourself loose
408
00:29:37,818 --> 00:29:39,653
every fuckin' time.
409
00:29:43,282 --> 00:29:44,992
Kidnappers be damned.
410
00:29:44,992 --> 00:29:46,827
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
411
00:29:46,827 --> 00:29:50,039
Like I said,
you can handle yourself.
412
00:29:50,039 --> 00:29:51,207
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
413
00:29:51,207 --> 00:29:53,876
Did you get a prize
for getting loose?
414
00:29:53,876 --> 00:29:55,377
Not really.
415
00:29:55,377 --> 00:29:58,672
By the time I'd get free,
she'd be at work or whatever.
416
00:29:58,672 --> 00:30:00,799
- And where was Mom?
- Mom was gone.
417
00:30:00,799 --> 00:30:01,884
Where'd she go?
418
00:30:01,884 --> 00:30:03,594
[SIGHS WEARILY]
419
00:30:05,221 --> 00:30:07,306
Mom went out
for a pack of smokes
420
00:30:07,306 --> 00:30:08,599
and never came back.
421
00:30:10,059 --> 00:30:11,352
[CHUCKLES]
422
00:30:11,352 --> 00:30:12,436
That's funny.
423
00:30:13,771 --> 00:30:14,772
You're funny.
424
00:30:14,772 --> 00:30:16,482
[CHUCKLES]
425
00:30:17,107 --> 00:30:18,692
What are you? 25, 26?
426
00:30:18,692 --> 00:30:20,986
Oh, no, no, no.
I don't answer that question.
427
00:30:20,986 --> 00:30:23,948
- Why the hell not?
- Because it's bullshit.
428
00:30:23,948 --> 00:30:26,575
Well, what, are you weird
about your age or something?
429
00:30:26,575 --> 00:30:29,578
The whole world is fuckin' weird
about my age.
430
00:30:30,538 --> 00:30:34,875
If I told you
that I was 24 or 34,
431
00:30:36,001 --> 00:30:38,712
your opinion of me
would drastically change.
432
00:30:38,712 --> 00:30:39,797
That's not true.
433
00:30:41,423 --> 00:30:43,676
For women, it is true.
434
00:30:44,468 --> 00:30:47,096
It is fuckin' true. [SCOFFS]
435
00:30:47,096 --> 00:30:49,515
The moment we hit 30,
our value is cut in half.
436
00:30:49,515 --> 00:30:52,560
I mean, fine.
Fuck it, it's true.
437
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,353
- It's fuckin' true.
- It's fuckin' true.
438
00:30:54,353 --> 00:30:56,981
But listen,
you really do look 20-something,
439
00:30:56,981 --> 00:30:59,650
but by the way you talk,
all smart and shit,
440
00:30:59,650 --> 00:31:02,861
you know, if I wasn't looking,
I would guess you were 50, so.
441
00:31:05,489 --> 00:31:06,574
So, why does it matter
442
00:31:06,574 --> 00:31:08,492
how many times
I've been around the sun?
443
00:31:08,492 --> 00:31:09,827
Hell if I know.
444
00:31:12,037 --> 00:31:15,666
I guess it's just my way
of trying to understand.
445
00:31:17,084 --> 00:31:18,335
Understand what?
446
00:31:18,335 --> 00:31:20,921
Well, it is a bit confusing
to meet some chick who looks 22,
447
00:31:20,921 --> 00:31:23,007
but is clearly
such a fuckin' rocket ship.
448
00:31:23,007 --> 00:31:24,425
A rocket ship?
449
00:31:24,425 --> 00:31:26,302
[MIMICKING BLAST-OFF]
450
00:31:26,302 --> 00:31:27,386
That's you.
451
00:31:29,138 --> 00:31:31,473
- Yeah, that is me.
- Yeah. Feel it, own it.
452
00:31:31,473 --> 00:31:33,267
- Oh, I feel it.
- [CHUCKLES]
453
00:31:33,267 --> 00:31:35,728
Gonna take over the whole
wide world, no question.
454
00:31:35,728 --> 00:31:38,230
I'll build a small empire
455
00:31:38,230 --> 00:31:39,940
- and leave the rest.
- Yeah.
456
00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:44,278
You... You plan to share
that empire with someone?
457
00:31:44,278 --> 00:31:46,530
A boyfriend,
a girlfriend or whatnot?
458
00:31:47,656 --> 00:31:48,657
Mmm...
459
00:31:48,657 --> 00:31:50,784
What? You need me
to kick someone's ass?
460
00:31:50,784 --> 00:31:52,453
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
No, it's okay.
461
00:31:52,453 --> 00:31:54,038
What's their name?
462
00:31:54,705 --> 00:31:57,041
His name doesn't matter.
463
00:31:57,041 --> 00:31:59,793
- He fuck up that bad?
- [CHUCKLES]
464
00:31:59,793 --> 00:32:02,338
Come on.
I told you my name, tell me his.
465
00:32:03,005 --> 00:32:04,715
I'd rather not say.
466
00:32:04,715 --> 00:32:07,217
Oh, I see. I get it.
467
00:32:08,552 --> 00:32:11,472
- You get what?
- I get it, he's married.
468
00:32:19,271 --> 00:32:20,731
Why do you think he's married?
469
00:32:20,731 --> 00:32:23,317
You could've said his name,
I would've never known.
470
00:32:23,317 --> 00:32:25,611
I mean, there's not only one Bob
or Sam or Jeff
471
00:32:25,611 --> 00:32:28,072
in New York fuckin' City, no.
472
00:32:28,072 --> 00:32:30,824
You're afraid to say his name
because the guy's married,
473
00:32:30,824 --> 00:32:33,661
or you're married,
or someone's fuckin' married
474
00:32:33,661 --> 00:32:36,080
and no one wants to say
that shit out loud.
475
00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:37,539
[CHUCKLES]
476
00:32:37,539 --> 00:32:38,832
Gum?
477
00:32:40,334 --> 00:32:41,335
Yes, please.
478
00:32:50,094 --> 00:32:52,012
- Thank you.
- You're welcome.
479
00:33:11,615 --> 00:33:13,409
- He's married.
- I know he's married!
480
00:33:13,409 --> 00:33:14,493
I know people.
481
00:33:15,703 --> 00:33:18,706
You don't drive a cab 20 years
and not know people.
482
00:33:18,706 --> 00:33:19,790
Word of advice,
483
00:33:19,790 --> 00:33:22,000
and this is coming
from a man married twice,
484
00:33:22,000 --> 00:33:23,293
a lot of action on the side.
485
00:33:23,293 --> 00:33:24,753
- You ready?
- Mmm.
486
00:33:24,753 --> 00:33:27,881
Don't ever say the word "love,"
all right? Just don't say it.
487
00:33:36,682 --> 00:33:38,934
[SIGHS] Oh, sweetheart...
488
00:33:38,934 --> 00:33:40,144
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
489
00:33:40,144 --> 00:33:42,771
...you fuckin' said it,
didn't you?
490
00:33:42,771 --> 00:33:45,482
You did,
you said the fuckin' L word.
491
00:33:45,482 --> 00:33:46,567
God, honey!
492
00:33:46,567 --> 00:33:48,235
That's fuckin' suicide
in that world.
493
00:33:48,235 --> 00:33:49,319
Didn't you know that?
494
00:33:49,319 --> 00:33:51,238
He does not want to
hear that from you.
495
00:33:51,238 --> 00:33:52,781
He wants to hear it
from his mother,
496
00:33:52,781 --> 00:33:53,866
his wife, his kids,
497
00:33:53,866 --> 00:33:56,160
but he does not want
to hear that shit from you.
498
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:59,121
In the cognitive wheel
that is his life,
499
00:33:59,121 --> 00:34:01,373
- that is not your function.
- [CHUCKLES]
500
00:34:01,373 --> 00:34:03,375
- What is my function?
- Sex.
501
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:06,044
Sex. Touch me, lick me, suck me,
502
00:34:06,044 --> 00:34:08,338
but do not love me.
Don't you fuckin' love me.
503
00:34:08,338 --> 00:34:10,883
No, no, no, no, no, no.
That is not... [CHUCKLES]
504
00:34:10,883 --> 00:34:12,092
I'm not that...
505
00:34:14,052 --> 00:34:17,306
I'm not that girl. Okay? I...
506
00:34:23,020 --> 00:34:25,022
I just couldn't
not say it anymore.
507
00:34:25,022 --> 00:34:27,357
Oh. [CHUCKLES]
508
00:34:28,442 --> 00:34:30,861
Yeah, and what's he supposed
to do? Love you back?
509
00:34:30,861 --> 00:34:33,197
He's supposed to ride in
on a big white horse
510
00:34:33,197 --> 00:34:35,574
and whisk you away
to some cliff in Greece?
511
00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:38,494
Live out his days braiding
your hair with wild flowers
512
00:34:38,494 --> 00:34:40,662
and forget-me-nots?
No fuckin' way.
513
00:34:41,330 --> 00:34:42,456
He's not gonna be there
514
00:34:42,456 --> 00:34:44,500
when your olive oil
dries up, sweetheart.
515
00:34:44,500 --> 00:34:46,585
You... You're not
that important.
516
00:34:46,585 --> 00:34:48,754
He knows that, I know that.
517
00:34:48,754 --> 00:34:49,671
[SCOFFS]
518
00:34:49,671 --> 00:34:53,175
You... You just gotta catch up.
It's all right.
519
00:34:53,175 --> 00:34:55,803
Gotta change your ones
to zeroes, sweetie.
520
00:34:55,803 --> 00:34:57,638
I get it, it takes time.
521
00:34:57,638 --> 00:35:01,558
Honest to God, my first wife
was everything you'd ever want.
522
00:35:01,558 --> 00:35:04,520
5'8", 115 pounds,
tits out to here,
523
00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:07,314
hair full of bleach
and a head full of nothing.
524
00:35:07,314 --> 00:35:09,775
Men love women
that are dumb as shit.
525
00:35:10,400 --> 00:35:12,653
They're fuckin' pigs
in the bedroom.
526
00:35:12,653 --> 00:35:14,321
Motherfuckin' pigs
in the bedroom,
527
00:35:14,321 --> 00:35:15,489
and we love that shit.
528
00:35:15,489 --> 00:35:16,990
You think smart women can't--
529
00:35:16,990 --> 00:35:19,117
Cannot reduce themselves
to pigs in the bedroom?
530
00:35:19,117 --> 00:35:21,161
That's right. Can't have it
both ways, doesn't exist.
531
00:35:21,161 --> 00:35:22,287
That's not true.
532
00:35:22,287 --> 00:35:23,580
You're a smart girl.
533
00:35:23,580 --> 00:35:26,834
Went to college, read a lot,
talk politics,
534
00:35:26,834 --> 00:35:28,001
- all that shit?
- Yes.
535
00:35:28,001 --> 00:35:29,545
You ever been a pig
in the bedroom?
536
00:35:31,505 --> 00:35:33,465
What is your definition
of a pig?
537
00:35:33,465 --> 00:35:35,551
See, dumb chicks can't...
They don't need explaining,
538
00:35:35,551 --> 00:35:36,927
they just do it.
539
00:35:38,345 --> 00:35:39,555
That was my first wife.
540
00:35:40,514 --> 00:35:42,599
Everything a guy could ask for.
541
00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:46,019
Then she started gaining weight
542
00:35:47,020 --> 00:35:49,106
and it made her feel bad
about herself,
543
00:35:49,106 --> 00:35:51,775
and she stops wanting to,
you know.
544
00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:54,152
Oink?
545
00:35:55,362 --> 00:35:57,197
Do her wifely duty or whatnot.
546
00:35:57,197 --> 00:35:58,699
Oh, yes, wifely duty.
547
00:35:58,699 --> 00:36:00,868
And then, no time flat,
honest to God,
548
00:36:00,868 --> 00:36:04,454
I find myself a 19-year-old,
put her up in an apartment,
549
00:36:04,454 --> 00:36:06,123
paid for the whole damn thing.
550
00:36:06,123 --> 00:36:07,749
Are you fuckin' kidding me?
551
00:36:07,749 --> 00:36:09,501
Oh, yeah. Cute little thing.
552
00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:12,379
Polish, long legs,
fucked the shit out of her.
553
00:36:12,379 --> 00:36:14,131
It was the best year of my life.
554
00:36:14,756 --> 00:36:17,885
I would've kept her around
longer, but...
555
00:36:18,552 --> 00:36:20,262
Ah...
556
00:36:20,262 --> 00:36:21,346
The L word.
557
00:36:22,055 --> 00:36:24,016
Not your function.
558
00:36:24,016 --> 00:36:26,852
You are there because
their wives had kids and got fat
559
00:36:26,852 --> 00:36:30,230
or their wives have a career
or cancer or whatever the fuck.
560
00:36:30,230 --> 00:36:32,441
But men don't want to hear that
shit coming out of your mouth.
561
00:36:32,441 --> 00:36:34,192
They barely want to
hear you say a word at all.
562
00:36:34,192 --> 00:36:36,778
Then why get married?
Why don't men just stay single
563
00:36:36,778 --> 00:36:40,282
so they can fuck whoever,
whenever, wherever?
564
00:36:40,949 --> 00:36:41,950
Whomever.
565
00:36:43,118 --> 00:36:45,913
I'm sorry. Seriously?
566
00:36:45,913 --> 00:36:47,581
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
567
00:36:48,624 --> 00:36:49,708
Men,
568
00:36:52,169 --> 00:36:53,712
we wanna look good
for other men,
569
00:36:53,712 --> 00:36:55,005
if that makes sense.
570
00:36:55,005 --> 00:36:58,967
We want to have a fancy suit,
big house, fast car.
571
00:36:58,967 --> 00:37:01,970
He who dies
with the most toys wins, yeah.
572
00:37:01,970 --> 00:37:04,473
I was talking about the suit,
the car, the house,
573
00:37:04,473 --> 00:37:08,602
but it also includes
the wife and the kids.
574
00:37:09,519 --> 00:37:10,729
Toys.
575
00:37:10,729 --> 00:37:14,149
Now, a lot of guys out there,
maybe they did fall in love,
576
00:37:14,149 --> 00:37:16,610
maybe they did really wanna
get married and have kids,
577
00:37:16,610 --> 00:37:18,820
and whatever the fuck.
But deep down,
578
00:37:19,613 --> 00:37:21,239
really being honest,
579
00:37:22,282 --> 00:37:25,661
looking like a family man's
more important than being one.
580
00:37:25,661 --> 00:37:28,080
[POLICE TALKING INDISTINCTLY
OVER RADIO]
581
00:37:29,581 --> 00:37:30,791
[SIGHS WEARILY]
582
00:37:34,628 --> 00:37:36,046
There are good men out there.
583
00:37:36,046 --> 00:37:39,216
Yeah, but they are very few
and very far...
584
00:37:39,216 --> 00:37:40,926
More than
you'd ever want to know.
585
00:37:48,850 --> 00:37:51,311
- Women cheat too.
- Different reasons.
586
00:37:51,311 --> 00:37:53,063
Women want to feel sexy.
587
00:37:53,939 --> 00:37:55,273
They want to feel sexy
588
00:37:55,273 --> 00:37:57,442
because they want to
feel wanted,
589
00:37:57,442 --> 00:37:59,194
and they want to feel wanted
590
00:38:00,320 --> 00:38:03,115
'cause they want to feel loved.
And there it is.
591
00:38:03,740 --> 00:38:04,825
The L word again.
592
00:38:04,825 --> 00:38:07,703
[CHUCKLING]
This is such fuckin' bullshit.
593
00:38:08,161 --> 00:38:10,497
I'm certain there are plenty
of women out there
594
00:38:10,497 --> 00:38:12,749
who can cheat
just like a fuckin' man.
595
00:38:12,749 --> 00:38:14,710
Sure. Sure,
there are women out there
596
00:38:14,710 --> 00:38:16,920
that just want to get fucked,
no question.
597
00:38:16,920 --> 00:38:20,257
But those women, they don't fuck
any Joe Blow down the street.
598
00:38:20,257 --> 00:38:22,718
Nah, they reserve their skills
for men that have money.
599
00:38:23,844 --> 00:38:25,178
Men who have power,
600
00:38:25,178 --> 00:38:27,347
thus causing
the whole world of men
601
00:38:27,347 --> 00:38:29,808
to want money and power
all the more.
602
00:38:29,808 --> 00:38:33,520
The suit, the house, the car,
we want those things.
603
00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:34,938
We want those things
604
00:38:34,938 --> 00:38:36,690
because we want
those skilled women
605
00:38:36,690 --> 00:38:39,860
to fuck us senseless like a man,
no strings attached.
606
00:38:40,485 --> 00:38:43,071
Therefore, you ladies,
607
00:38:43,071 --> 00:38:45,949
fighting so hard
to be our equal,
608
00:38:46,825 --> 00:38:49,536
is actually, in essence,
609
00:38:49,536 --> 00:38:53,081
still reducing most of you
to nothing but toys.
610
00:38:53,665 --> 00:38:55,333
So, the cycle continues.
611
00:38:57,544 --> 00:39:00,297
I seriously fuckin' hate you
right now.
612
00:39:00,297 --> 00:39:01,840
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
613
00:39:01,840 --> 00:39:04,176
This is everything
that's wrong with the world.
614
00:39:04,176 --> 00:39:07,179
Look, at the end of the day,
615
00:39:07,179 --> 00:39:08,680
I do agree with you.
616
00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:11,183
Man or woman, people are people.
617
00:39:11,183 --> 00:39:14,144
- Thank you.
- And people get lonely.
618
00:39:14,144 --> 00:39:15,562
Don't matter the reason.
619
00:39:16,772 --> 00:39:18,315
Humans just want a soft spot
620
00:39:18,315 --> 00:39:20,317
to rest their heads
for an hour even,
621
00:39:20,317 --> 00:39:23,528
just a fuckin' hour
to get outside of yourself.
622
00:39:23,528 --> 00:39:25,989
But in your case,
in your particular case...
623
00:39:25,989 --> 00:39:27,074
[SCOFFS]
624
00:39:27,074 --> 00:39:29,451
- In my case, what?
- You mean it.
625
00:39:29,451 --> 00:39:32,287
You don't use the L word
unless you mean it, do you?
626
00:39:35,290 --> 00:39:38,376
Look, I know you're not
that girl, all right?
627
00:39:38,376 --> 00:39:39,461
I can tell.
628
00:39:39,461 --> 00:39:41,004
It's not about
having babies for you,
629
00:39:41,004 --> 00:39:42,547
it's not about bullshit.
630
00:39:43,423 --> 00:39:45,133
It's about being distracted
631
00:39:46,510 --> 00:39:47,928
just long enough
632
00:39:48,637 --> 00:39:52,724
that you can forget about
whatever the fuck happened
633
00:39:52,724 --> 00:39:55,143
in Gage, Oklahoma,
all those years ago.
634
00:39:59,022 --> 00:40:00,941
Then, one day,
for whatever reason,
635
00:40:00,941 --> 00:40:03,944
this guy grabs your attention.
636
00:40:03,944 --> 00:40:06,822
Suddenly, you want things
you never fuckin' wanted before.
637
00:40:06,822 --> 00:40:09,074
- Am I right?
- [SCOFFS] No.
638
00:40:09,074 --> 00:40:11,535
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
Good news is, for you,
639
00:40:12,244 --> 00:40:14,579
you'll know right away
when it happens next time
640
00:40:14,579 --> 00:40:16,623
'cause you'll know
what the fuck is going on.
641
00:40:16,623 --> 00:40:18,500
You won't be caught
with your panties down
642
00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,001
on the next round, sweetie.
643
00:40:20,001 --> 00:40:21,211
Unless you want to be.
644
00:40:21,211 --> 00:40:24,506
Please just
don't use the word "panties,"
645
00:40:24,506 --> 00:40:26,633
say like literally
anything else.
646
00:40:26,633 --> 00:40:30,053
- Pantaloons, underwears!
- Great.
647
00:40:31,138 --> 00:40:32,973
Regardless,
it will happen again.
648
00:40:32,973 --> 00:40:35,559
Yeah, you'll meet someone.
You'll meet someone.
649
00:40:35,559 --> 00:40:36,935
It doesn't matter where.
650
00:40:38,019 --> 00:40:39,729
And the conversation
651
00:40:39,729 --> 00:40:41,523
will start to go
in a certain way,
652
00:40:41,523 --> 00:40:42,858
men know how to do that,
653
00:40:42,858 --> 00:40:45,360
steer the talk to see
if there's interest.
654
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:47,946
When you met your fella,
he was doing the same thing.
655
00:40:47,946 --> 00:40:50,949
He was poking around to see
if you had any candy to give.
656
00:40:51,700 --> 00:40:55,120
And there you were,
thinking how great this guy is,
657
00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:56,580
and how nice he's listening,
658
00:40:56,580 --> 00:40:58,832
and, aw,
such a warm, perfect smile,
659
00:40:58,832 --> 00:41:01,334
the warmth behind the eyes.
Bullshit!
660
00:41:01,334 --> 00:41:04,254
Bull-fuckin'-shit, sweetheart.
It wasn't no accident.
661
00:41:04,254 --> 00:41:06,381
He's done it before
and he'll do it again.
662
00:41:06,381 --> 00:41:08,341
Ain't nothing special about it.
663
00:41:09,467 --> 00:41:10,343
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
664
00:41:11,428 --> 00:41:12,429
And now...
665
00:41:16,141 --> 00:41:18,351
I gotta piss
like a fuckin' racehorse.
666
00:41:23,106 --> 00:41:24,274
- [UNZIPPING]
- GIRLIE: Whoa! No.
667
00:41:24,274 --> 00:41:26,359
- Do not do that in here.
- What am I supposed to do?
668
00:41:26,359 --> 00:41:28,612
- Take it outside, man.
- And get arrested?
669
00:41:28,612 --> 00:41:31,406
Who the fuck's gonna arrest you?
Come on, Hell's Kitchen.
670
00:41:31,406 --> 00:41:33,241
Like you've never
peed outside before.
671
00:41:35,952 --> 00:41:36,995
Fuck.
672
00:41:36,995 --> 00:41:38,622
- [DOOR OPENS]
- [CHUCKLES]
673
00:41:40,916 --> 00:41:42,667
[CAR HORN BLARING]
674
00:41:42,667 --> 00:41:45,212
MAN: Where the fuck
do you think you're going?
675
00:41:45,212 --> 00:41:49,591
- [ENGINE REVVING]
- [CARS HONKING]
676
00:42:09,527 --> 00:42:11,488
[SURREAL MUSIC PLAYING]
677
00:42:45,897 --> 00:42:48,149
[SURREAL MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
678
00:43:07,794 --> 00:43:10,005
- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
- [DOOR OPENS]
679
00:43:13,591 --> 00:43:14,718
[DOOR CLOSES]
680
00:43:17,220 --> 00:43:18,722
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
681
00:43:31,026 --> 00:43:32,277
He gave me his card.
682
00:43:34,654 --> 00:43:35,655
What?
683
00:43:36,781 --> 00:43:38,658
He... He gave me his card.
684
00:43:39,534 --> 00:43:41,328
He didn't ask for my number
or anything.
685
00:43:41,328 --> 00:43:43,621
CLARK: Yeah, yeah. There you go.
686
00:43:44,289 --> 00:43:46,875
No, but that's my point.
687
00:43:47,834 --> 00:43:50,503
He gave me his card
and I emailed him,
688
00:43:50,503 --> 00:43:52,964
- not the other way around.
- Yeah, he's good.
689
00:43:52,964 --> 00:43:56,301
I bet that man gives out a shit
ton of cards wherever he goes.
690
00:43:56,301 --> 00:43:58,845
I mean, it's...
It's a numbers game.
691
00:43:58,845 --> 00:44:00,764
You know,
sometimes he gets the candy,
692
00:44:00,764 --> 00:44:03,808
sometimes he doesn't,
but you better believe
693
00:44:03,808 --> 00:44:06,311
he's dishing out those cards
like it's fuckin' ice cream.
694
00:44:06,311 --> 00:44:08,855
And when you contacted him,
sweetie...
695
00:44:08,855 --> 00:44:10,106
[EXHALES]
696
00:44:10,106 --> 00:44:11,941
...you gave away
your first piece of candy.
697
00:44:11,941 --> 00:44:14,361
You can't blame the guy
for wanting more.
698
00:44:15,904 --> 00:44:17,447
You think about it.
699
00:44:17,447 --> 00:44:18,531
His card,
700
00:44:18,531 --> 00:44:20,909
it had a business email
on it, right?
701
00:44:21,868 --> 00:44:23,203
How long did it take him
702
00:44:23,203 --> 00:44:25,997
to switch you over to something
a little more private?
703
00:44:27,582 --> 00:44:29,667
Blink of a fuckin' eye,
am I right?
704
00:44:30,502 --> 00:44:33,171
He wasn't looking for love, sweetheart.
705
00:44:33,171 --> 00:44:35,298
He wasn't looking
to replace his wife.
706
00:44:35,298 --> 00:44:37,425
Who the hell wants to go
to all that trouble?
707
00:44:37,425 --> 00:44:38,510
No.
708
00:44:39,719 --> 00:44:43,014
He's all set up just the way
he wants to be.
709
00:44:43,014 --> 00:44:46,101
He was just looking
for another toy to play with,
710
00:44:46,101 --> 00:44:49,687
and clearly, he found one.
711
00:44:51,189 --> 00:44:54,234
For all your smarts,
and all the time and effort
712
00:44:54,234 --> 00:44:55,777
and everything
you've clearly done
713
00:44:55,777 --> 00:44:57,570
to make yourself
a fuckin' fortress,
714
00:44:57,570 --> 00:45:03,576
somehow you've found yourself
back in that bathtub again.
715
00:45:05,912 --> 00:45:08,873
Your hands and legs all tied up,
716
00:45:10,333 --> 00:45:12,752
fighting so hard to get free.
717
00:45:20,552 --> 00:45:22,595
One to two. I'm catching up.
718
00:45:23,471 --> 00:45:26,307
- You done yet?
- What?
719
00:45:26,307 --> 00:45:29,227
You've said very little
in a very long time,
720
00:45:29,227 --> 00:45:32,021
- that I don't already know.
- So?
721
00:45:33,022 --> 00:45:34,274
So, go fuck yourself.
722
00:45:35,066 --> 00:45:36,568
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
723
00:45:43,950 --> 00:45:45,493
[SIGHS]
724
00:45:45,493 --> 00:45:48,246
Listen, I run my mouth
sometimes, that's my problem.
725
00:45:48,246 --> 00:45:51,624
I... I just like
to push buttons.
726
00:45:52,709 --> 00:45:54,294
Stuff like this is...
727
00:45:55,044 --> 00:45:56,796
It's just something
people don't wanna talk about.
728
00:45:56,796 --> 00:45:59,007
Who the fuck
wants to talk about this shit?
729
00:45:59,007 --> 00:46:00,592
No one. Look...
730
00:46:01,885 --> 00:46:04,179
Look, you are
a wonderful person.
731
00:46:04,179 --> 00:46:05,263
A human.
732
00:46:05,263 --> 00:46:08,308
You ask me
about my name and shit,
733
00:46:08,308 --> 00:46:10,727
and you got a good heart.
I can see that,
734
00:46:10,727 --> 00:46:14,189
which is why I just gotta
tell you, you know,
735
00:46:14,189 --> 00:46:16,608
you're better off walking away.
736
00:46:17,650 --> 00:46:19,986
I'm not saying that because
I think I'm smarter than you.
737
00:46:19,986 --> 00:46:21,446
I'm saying it 'cause...
738
00:46:22,822 --> 00:46:26,159
I used to be that guy,
doing what your guy's doing.
739
00:46:27,827 --> 00:46:31,873
And I'm looking at your face
like that, all sad and shit.
740
00:46:33,124 --> 00:46:34,125
[SIGHS]
741
00:46:34,125 --> 00:46:36,753
That's why I don't go
for the full candy no more.
742
00:46:37,837 --> 00:46:39,506
You know, I take a blowjob
on the side
743
00:46:39,506 --> 00:46:41,090
every now and then but...
744
00:46:42,675 --> 00:46:46,137
Some of you girls, you grow
a conscience in the morning,
745
00:46:46,137 --> 00:46:48,598
and I just can't deal with that,
I'm too old.
746
00:46:53,728 --> 00:46:55,063
Your guy young or old?
747
00:46:56,981 --> 00:46:58,900
- Old.
- How old?
748
00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,361
Old.
749
00:47:01,361 --> 00:47:04,239
CLARK: Like what?
Like daddy type shit?
750
00:47:04,989 --> 00:47:06,908
He could be my father, yeah.
751
00:47:06,908 --> 00:47:09,619
So I'm guessing
you don't have a daddy, right?
752
00:47:09,619 --> 00:47:12,163
- I mean I do, but--
- No, but you don't have a daddy,
753
00:47:12,163 --> 00:47:14,666
and you wanted him
to be your daddy. Am I right?
754
00:47:16,251 --> 00:47:17,877
[SIGHING]
755
00:47:18,503 --> 00:47:19,921
You ever call him Daddy?
756
00:47:26,386 --> 00:47:28,054
[CHUCKLES]
757
00:47:29,264 --> 00:47:31,432
- Two to two.
- We're tied.
758
00:47:31,432 --> 00:47:33,142
We are tied.
759
00:47:33,142 --> 00:47:35,812
- Oh, you call him Daddy.
- I do.
760
00:47:35,812 --> 00:47:37,647
- That's hot.
- It's fucked up.
761
00:47:37,647 --> 00:47:39,566
There's nothing fucked up
about that.
762
00:47:39,566 --> 00:47:41,317
I don't know psychology
very well,
763
00:47:41,317 --> 00:47:43,736
but I know it don't take
rocket science to figure out
764
00:47:43,736 --> 00:47:46,739
that there's a little girl
inside you.
765
00:47:46,739 --> 00:47:49,534
The one you used to be,
she didn't go anywhere.
766
00:47:50,076 --> 00:47:52,287
And that little girl,
she didn't have a daddy,
767
00:47:52,287 --> 00:47:54,872
but she still needs
a fuckin' daddy, right?
768
00:47:55,999 --> 00:47:57,750
So, you meet this guy
769
00:47:57,750 --> 00:47:59,836
with his bald head
and his liver spots,
770
00:47:59,836 --> 00:48:02,630
and whatever the hell
he's got going on.
771
00:48:02,630 --> 00:48:06,009
Would make most girls your age
want to puke, but not you.
772
00:48:06,009 --> 00:48:08,177
Because he's everything
you missed out there
773
00:48:08,177 --> 00:48:09,262
back in the day.
774
00:48:09,262 --> 00:48:11,097
He's all the things
your friends had
775
00:48:11,097 --> 00:48:12,890
that you didn't fuckin' have.
776
00:48:14,434 --> 00:48:15,727
And the little girl inside,
777
00:48:15,727 --> 00:48:18,396
she just wants her daddy
to hold her.
778
00:48:18,396 --> 00:48:21,649
Tell her nice things
and tell her bedtime stories.
779
00:48:21,649 --> 00:48:24,777
But the grown woman
on the outside?
780
00:48:25,486 --> 00:48:28,781
Well, she wants a different kind
of bedtime story,
781
00:48:28,781 --> 00:48:30,074
if you catch my drift.
782
00:48:31,659 --> 00:48:32,785
Put the two together,
783
00:48:33,828 --> 00:48:36,247
and that guy has a chance
of having something
784
00:48:36,247 --> 00:48:38,833
he never would've
touched otherwise.
785
00:48:41,669 --> 00:48:42,670
Me.
786
00:48:53,765 --> 00:48:55,141
You.
787
00:48:55,141 --> 00:48:57,935
He's a lucky son of a bitch
to have gotten your candy,
788
00:48:57,935 --> 00:48:59,437
if you don't mind my saying.
789
00:48:59,437 --> 00:49:01,022
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
790
00:49:02,774 --> 00:49:04,609
- He got kids?
- He does.
791
00:49:04,609 --> 00:49:06,402
- How many?
- Three.
792
00:49:06,402 --> 00:49:08,196
Shit. How old?
793
00:49:08,988 --> 00:49:11,074
- Young.
- His wife young?
794
00:49:11,074 --> 00:49:12,867
No, I think they just waited.
795
00:49:12,867 --> 00:49:15,078
- Have you met her?
- No.
796
00:49:15,078 --> 00:49:16,871
- You seen her?
- No.
797
00:49:16,871 --> 00:49:18,539
But you've seen pictures.
798
00:49:18,539 --> 00:49:19,957
Come on. This day and age,
799
00:49:19,957 --> 00:49:22,085
you wanna find a picture,
you can find a fuckin' picture.
800
00:49:24,003 --> 00:49:25,213
Why do you care?
801
00:49:25,213 --> 00:49:26,172
CLARK: Huh?
802
00:49:28,007 --> 00:49:30,593
I... I guess, to be honest,
803
00:49:30,593 --> 00:49:33,054
I drive around in this beast
all day,
804
00:49:33,805 --> 00:49:36,891
you got time to do nothing
but think, you know?
805
00:49:36,891 --> 00:49:40,395
When you think too much,
you ask too many questions.
806
00:49:40,395 --> 00:49:41,979
Nothing special about it.
807
00:49:43,523 --> 00:49:45,441
But hey, it...
It ain't all for nothing.
808
00:49:45,441 --> 00:49:47,735
I mean, who else are you gonna
talk to about this shit?
809
00:49:47,735 --> 00:49:49,487
Not like you're ever
gonna see me again.
810
00:49:55,326 --> 00:49:56,327
I...
811
00:49:57,078 --> 00:49:58,705
I found one picture of her.
812
00:49:58,705 --> 00:50:00,164
Mmm-hmm.
813
00:50:00,164 --> 00:50:01,624
They're pretty private.
814
00:50:02,917 --> 00:50:04,419
They both in the picture?
815
00:50:06,003 --> 00:50:07,380
They're at some...
816
00:50:10,216 --> 00:50:12,719
Some corporate thing,
like an award thing.
817
00:50:12,719 --> 00:50:13,636
CLARK: Mmm-hmm.
818
00:50:13,636 --> 00:50:16,055
And what are they doing,
in the picture?
819
00:50:17,515 --> 00:50:19,726
They're just smiling.
820
00:50:20,852 --> 00:50:23,813
They're sitting next to each
other and they're just...
821
00:50:25,314 --> 00:50:27,692
- smiling at the camera.
- And?
822
00:50:29,569 --> 00:50:32,530
And they just look normal.
823
00:50:34,866 --> 00:50:36,200
They just look normal.
824
00:50:38,828 --> 00:50:41,330
- He win the award?
- He did.
825
00:50:41,998 --> 00:50:44,125
Hmmm. What is he,
some kind of big shot?
826
00:50:44,125 --> 00:50:46,252
- Somebody I'd recognize?
- Oh, yeah.
827
00:50:46,252 --> 00:50:47,378
CLARK: Uh-huh.
828
00:50:48,296 --> 00:50:50,131
And how old is she? The wife?
829
00:50:52,633 --> 00:50:54,135
Late 40's, I'd say.
830
00:50:54,135 --> 00:50:55,428
She's pretty?
831
00:50:56,804 --> 00:50:58,055
She looks really sweet.
832
00:50:58,055 --> 00:50:59,557
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
833
00:50:59,557 --> 00:51:00,850
So she's not pretty.
834
00:51:00,850 --> 00:51:02,518
[CHUCKLES]
835
00:51:02,518 --> 00:51:04,437
She's lovely.
836
00:51:06,856 --> 00:51:08,733
She has this huge smile.
837
00:51:08,733 --> 00:51:10,193
Like a really...
838
00:51:11,319 --> 00:51:13,196
Like a really happy smile.
839
00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:25,374
I looked at that picture
for a really long time,
840
00:51:26,834 --> 00:51:30,254
and I had this really strange
feeling that maybe...
841
00:51:35,718 --> 00:51:37,303
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
842
00:51:37,303 --> 00:51:39,472
That she and I
could have been friends.
843
00:51:40,890 --> 00:51:42,183
Maybe.
844
00:51:42,183 --> 00:51:43,100
Hmmm.
845
00:51:43,100 --> 00:51:45,102
Another time,
another place, maybe.
846
00:51:49,690 --> 00:51:51,651
- You ever meet the kids?
- God, no.
847
00:51:53,236 --> 00:51:54,278
Seen pictures?
848
00:51:55,530 --> 00:51:57,156
He shows me pictures.
849
00:51:58,032 --> 00:51:59,367
Fuck, like, on his phone?
850
00:51:59,367 --> 00:52:01,702
Yeah. Videos, too.
851
00:52:01,702 --> 00:52:03,538
Fuck. I mean, that's some trust.
852
00:52:03,538 --> 00:52:05,790
I mean, that's some
fucking trust right there.
853
00:52:05,790 --> 00:52:06,916
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
854
00:52:08,751 --> 00:52:09,752
Well.
855
00:52:11,170 --> 00:52:12,171
What?
856
00:52:14,882 --> 00:52:15,883
You did it.
857
00:52:17,343 --> 00:52:18,344
What'd I do?
858
00:52:18,344 --> 00:52:20,513
I don't know.
But you did something.
859
00:52:21,013 --> 00:52:22,974
I mean, he let you in.
860
00:52:22,974 --> 00:52:26,269
That's as far as anyone
in your position could ever go.
861
00:52:26,269 --> 00:52:28,688
What am I
supposed to do with that?
862
00:52:29,355 --> 00:52:32,233
Look, it don't change anything,
863
00:52:32,233 --> 00:52:33,943
but it is a compliment.
864
00:52:34,944 --> 00:52:35,945
Kids cute?
865
00:52:36,696 --> 00:52:37,822
They're adorable.
866
00:52:37,822 --> 00:52:39,031
Boys, girls?
867
00:52:40,241 --> 00:52:42,618
- Twin boys and a girl.
- Hmm.
868
00:52:45,371 --> 00:52:48,749
He showed me this video
of his daughter dancing.
869
00:52:49,625 --> 00:52:51,294
She's just three years old,
870
00:52:51,294 --> 00:52:53,754
and she's wearing
this, like, red cape,
871
00:52:53,754 --> 00:52:55,423
like a princess cape
or something,
872
00:52:55,423 --> 00:52:57,967
and she's just twirling
and twirling and twirling.
873
00:52:57,967 --> 00:52:59,510
Dancing for her daddy.
874
00:53:00,720 --> 00:53:01,721
That's sweet.
875
00:53:03,806 --> 00:53:05,266
You ever dance for your daddy?
876
00:53:05,266 --> 00:53:07,518
I mean, your real daddy
when you were a kid.
877
00:53:09,854 --> 00:53:10,855
No.
878
00:53:21,532 --> 00:53:23,034
I did have a cape though.
879
00:53:25,661 --> 00:53:28,205
I had a long purple cape,
880
00:53:30,124 --> 00:53:33,502
and it made me think
I could fly.
881
00:53:34,003 --> 00:53:35,379
Cape wasn't lying.
882
00:53:37,173 --> 00:53:38,925
You can fly just fine.
883
00:53:38,925 --> 00:53:40,301
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
884
00:53:43,179 --> 00:53:45,306
So, what about the twins?
What do they do?
885
00:53:45,306 --> 00:53:47,600
GIRLIE:
They seem like good kids.
886
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:49,894
And you get the feeling
you could have been friends,
887
00:53:50,478 --> 00:53:53,397
with the kids,
another time, another place.
888
00:53:58,361 --> 00:53:59,695
Yeah, well,
889
00:54:01,197 --> 00:54:02,865
he can pretend to be your daddy,
890
00:54:02,865 --> 00:54:05,076
but he's gotta be
their real daddy, so,
891
00:54:06,243 --> 00:54:08,454
you get why
you ain't going to Greece.
892
00:54:08,454 --> 00:54:10,873
- [CARS HONKING]
- [CARS STARTING]
893
00:54:12,083 --> 00:54:13,084
Here we go.
894
00:54:15,211 --> 00:54:16,629
[GEAR SHIFTING]
895
00:54:22,259 --> 00:54:24,679
[OFFICERS SPEAKING INDISTINCTLY]
896
00:54:25,846 --> 00:54:28,933
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
897
00:54:39,402 --> 00:54:41,862
Shit, that ain't
no fender bender.
898
00:55:03,134 --> 00:55:06,303
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
899
00:56:18,250 --> 00:56:20,586
[PHONE CHIMING INTERMITTENTLY]
900
00:56:51,075 --> 00:56:52,493
[TYPING]
901
00:59:06,669 --> 00:59:08,754
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
902
00:59:16,303 --> 00:59:17,429
Eleven years.
903
00:59:18,222 --> 00:59:19,640
Big difference.
904
00:59:21,392 --> 00:59:23,352
Your sister
being that much older.
905
00:59:30,651 --> 00:59:31,652
Yeah.
906
00:59:32,736 --> 00:59:36,365
She was only 17
when we both left home.
907
00:59:37,116 --> 00:59:38,117
I was six.
908
00:59:39,159 --> 00:59:40,703
CLARK: You run away?
909
00:59:40,703 --> 00:59:42,496
GIRLIE: I went to live with her.
910
00:59:43,747 --> 00:59:45,124
I mean, I can't imagine
911
00:59:45,124 --> 00:59:47,626
any Oklahoma judge
saying that was all right.
912
00:59:47,626 --> 00:59:49,878
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY] No, no.
913
00:59:49,878 --> 00:59:53,382
No one said it was all right,
but that's what happened.
914
00:59:55,259 --> 00:59:57,636
CLARK: You lived in the armpit
with your sister?
915
00:59:58,429 --> 01:00:01,515
We moved, actually, to Woodward.
916
01:00:02,349 --> 01:00:03,767
Like 20 minutes away,
917
01:00:05,686 --> 01:00:07,313
into her boyfriend's house.
918
01:00:07,980 --> 01:00:08,981
CLARK: Boyfriend?
919
01:00:09,773 --> 01:00:11,483
She had boyfriends back then.
920
01:00:11,984 --> 01:00:12,985
CLARK: Huh.
921
01:00:14,069 --> 01:00:16,071
Why did you go
to live with your sister?
922
01:00:25,080 --> 01:00:26,790
Did your daddy do something?
923
01:00:26,790 --> 01:00:29,835
Something
he shouldn't have done?
924
01:00:31,628 --> 01:00:33,380
No, it was never like that.
925
01:00:33,380 --> 01:00:34,590
What was it like?
926
01:00:39,803 --> 01:00:41,138
Well, he...
927
01:00:46,226 --> 01:00:50,064
He actually never touched me.
928
01:00:50,939 --> 01:00:53,233
I mean, not one hug? Not one?
929
01:00:53,233 --> 01:00:54,902
Didn't have to be a hug.
930
01:00:55,903 --> 01:00:58,364
You know, a pat on the back
would've been nice,
931
01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:01,116
a fuckin' high five.
932
01:01:04,536 --> 01:01:06,288
But I remember the day we left,
933
01:01:06,997 --> 01:01:08,540
my sister jumped in her car,
934
01:01:08,540 --> 01:01:12,002
and my dad
was sitting on the front porch.
935
01:01:12,961 --> 01:01:17,716
And before I left,
I turned and I looked at him,
936
01:01:18,675 --> 01:01:21,136
and he looked at me, and...
937
01:01:22,096 --> 01:01:24,681
And he got up,
and he walked over to me
938
01:01:24,681 --> 01:01:26,975
and he reached out and...
939
01:01:29,812 --> 01:01:31,438
And he shook my hand.
940
01:01:37,653 --> 01:01:40,239
I had never shaken
anyone's hand before.
941
01:01:42,616 --> 01:01:43,992
I was six.
942
01:01:44,827 --> 01:01:47,996
I was just little, you know?
But I knew what it meant.
943
01:01:51,375 --> 01:01:53,544
What did he look like? Your pop?
944
01:01:54,169 --> 01:01:56,839
[INHALES] Oh, he was a cowboy.
945
01:01:56,839 --> 01:01:59,842
CLARK: [CHUCKLES] Never met
a cowboy before.
946
01:02:00,384 --> 01:02:02,469
Gotta put that on my list.
947
01:02:03,470 --> 01:02:04,763
You know, before I die.
948
01:02:04,763 --> 01:02:07,307
Number 22,
meet a motherfuckin' cowboy.
949
01:02:08,851 --> 01:02:10,477
What else is on your list?
950
01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:14,273
You know,
I've already done most of it.
951
01:02:15,566 --> 01:02:16,567
Like what?
952
01:02:17,526 --> 01:02:18,610
Like...
953
01:02:19,736 --> 01:02:21,905
I learned to scuba dive
last year.
954
01:02:23,782 --> 01:02:26,285
Took a trip to Nassau,
sat on the edge of a boat.
955
01:02:27,035 --> 01:02:29,621
And, you know, they make
you fall backward, right?
956
01:02:30,539 --> 01:02:32,124
So, you fall back in the water,
957
01:02:32,124 --> 01:02:34,460
and you start to let
the wind out of your sails,
958
01:02:34,460 --> 01:02:36,795
and you go down, down, down.
959
01:02:37,463 --> 01:02:39,798
I mean, I didn't go too far,
960
01:02:39,798 --> 01:02:41,383
I don't have
the training for that,
961
01:02:41,383 --> 01:02:45,012
crazy stuff like shipwrecks
or whatnot.
962
01:02:47,139 --> 01:02:49,016
Saw a blue whale even, yeah.
963
01:02:49,766 --> 01:02:51,685
Big-ass whale
passed right by us.
964
01:02:51,685 --> 01:02:55,022
I mean, it was just swimming
along like it was nothing.
965
01:02:57,733 --> 01:02:59,318
Fuckin' poetry, that shit.
966
01:03:00,736 --> 01:03:03,280
- Wow.
- Yeah. Big fuckin' wow.
967
01:03:05,324 --> 01:03:09,286
But I don't know
if I'll do it again.
968
01:03:10,496 --> 01:03:11,497
Why not?
969
01:03:12,581 --> 01:03:15,334
It takes a lot of guts
to breathe underwater.
970
01:03:16,460 --> 01:03:18,962
That's the biggest challenge,
just telling your...
971
01:03:19,755 --> 01:03:20,964
Allowing your body
972
01:03:20,964 --> 01:03:23,717
to do this thing
it wasn't meant to do, you know?
973
01:03:24,510 --> 01:03:26,136
I wasn't afraid to see a shark,
974
01:03:26,970 --> 01:03:30,766
I wasn't afraid to be alone.
Mostly just...
975
01:03:32,392 --> 01:03:33,393
[SIGHS]
976
01:03:33,393 --> 01:03:34,686
...afraid of breathing.
977
01:03:37,856 --> 01:03:42,861
I mean, that's pretty scary shit
when you're afraid to breathe.
978
01:03:49,201 --> 01:03:50,869
I always liked sharks.
979
01:03:52,538 --> 01:03:53,539
Did you see one?
980
01:03:56,583 --> 01:03:57,584
No.
981
01:03:58,293 --> 01:04:00,754
But I always tell everyone
I did. You know?
982
01:04:01,255 --> 01:04:04,299
Great white shark, 13 feet long,
983
01:04:04,299 --> 01:04:08,136
two, three tons, just swimming
around me, looking for lunch.
984
01:04:08,637 --> 01:04:09,972
Until I look him
straight in the eye,
985
01:04:09,972 --> 01:04:11,139
give him the middle finger,
986
01:04:11,139 --> 01:04:12,558
and that shark
swims the fuck away
987
01:04:12,558 --> 01:04:13,725
'cause he knows what's going on.
988
01:04:13,725 --> 01:04:16,353
[CHUCKLES] Oh, wow.
That's your story? [LAUGHS]
989
01:04:16,353 --> 01:04:18,063
Yeah, I fuckin' love that story.
990
01:04:19,940 --> 01:04:22,109
What's on your list
that you haven't done?
991
01:04:23,193 --> 01:04:25,279
I do want to
go to Japan one day.
992
01:04:25,279 --> 01:04:26,530
Heard a lot about it.
993
01:04:26,530 --> 01:04:28,407
Heard about
how they got these...
994
01:04:30,534 --> 01:04:31,910
These vending machines
995
01:04:34,162 --> 01:04:37,332
with used bloomers in 'em.
996
01:04:38,125 --> 01:04:39,668
- Bloomers?
- Panties!
997
01:04:39,668 --> 01:04:41,628
Oh, come on, man!
We've been over this.
998
01:04:41,628 --> 01:04:43,088
Well, I tried to call 'em
something else,
999
01:04:43,088 --> 01:04:44,756
you didn't know what the fuck
I was talkin' about.
1000
01:04:44,756 --> 01:04:46,341
They got used panties!
1001
01:04:46,341 --> 01:04:48,552
- GIRLIE: Oh, God, no.
- Panties.
1002
01:04:48,552 --> 01:04:50,429
- Panties in vending machines.
- No.
1003
01:04:50,429 --> 01:04:52,306
- Oh, my God.
- That's what I heard.
1004
01:04:53,056 --> 01:04:54,266
I gotta see that shit.
1005
01:04:54,266 --> 01:04:56,059
They can't really be used.
1006
01:04:56,059 --> 01:04:57,311
I don't give a fuck either way,
1007
01:04:57,311 --> 01:04:59,354
it'll be mind over matter
on that one.
1008
01:05:02,482 --> 01:05:03,483
What about you?
1009
01:05:03,483 --> 01:05:04,401
Huh?
1010
01:05:04,985 --> 01:05:06,194
What's on your list?
1011
01:05:06,194 --> 01:05:08,113
[INHALES]
1012
01:05:08,113 --> 01:05:09,197
I don't know.
1013
01:05:09,197 --> 01:05:10,866
Come on, talk to me.
1014
01:05:13,285 --> 01:05:14,745
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1015
01:05:16,121 --> 01:05:19,124
Well, I have always wanted
to learn how to swing dance.
1016
01:05:19,791 --> 01:05:21,793
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
1017
01:05:21,793 --> 01:05:22,836
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1018
01:05:22,836 --> 01:05:25,047
Like get tossed around
and stuff.
1019
01:05:25,047 --> 01:05:27,549
It looks like a lot of fun.
I think I'd be good at it.
1020
01:05:27,549 --> 01:05:30,052
I bet you would.
1021
01:05:30,052 --> 01:05:31,803
And I wanna be one of those
1022
01:05:31,803 --> 01:05:34,556
freaky bird-watchers
in Central Park,
1023
01:05:34,556 --> 01:05:38,477
who just knows
everything about all the birds.
1024
01:05:39,478 --> 01:05:41,688
Someone who can
recognize their calls.
1025
01:05:43,523 --> 01:05:44,983
I just wanna be a bird lady.
1026
01:05:46,109 --> 01:05:47,110
CLARK: What else?
1027
01:05:49,237 --> 01:05:50,280
I have been...
1028
01:05:51,073 --> 01:05:53,575
I've been thinking
about having a little...
1029
01:05:54,284 --> 01:05:56,745
Like a little herb garden
in my window.
1030
01:05:57,371 --> 01:06:01,166
You know, just basil and stuff.
1031
01:06:02,209 --> 01:06:04,961
Try to remember to use it
when I'm cooking,
1032
01:06:06,838 --> 01:06:08,256
which isn't very often.
1033
01:06:08,256 --> 01:06:09,716
[LAUGHS]
1034
01:06:09,716 --> 01:06:12,386
But I like the idea of it
being there.
1035
01:06:12,386 --> 01:06:13,470
CLARK: What else?
1036
01:06:13,470 --> 01:06:17,140
I wanna
habla español perfectamente.
1037
01:06:17,140 --> 01:06:21,520
And I want to go to Oaxaca
during Noche de Rábanos,
1038
01:06:21,520 --> 01:06:23,897
and I want to eat
all the things.
1039
01:06:24,773 --> 01:06:27,776
Like the ants,
and, you know, the crickets.
1040
01:06:28,402 --> 01:06:29,403
And, yes,
1041
01:06:29,403 --> 01:06:33,990
I do wanna stand at the edge
of a fuckin' cliff in Greece,
1042
01:06:35,117 --> 01:06:37,285
and dive off that motherfucker.
1043
01:06:37,285 --> 01:06:38,578
What else?
1044
01:06:38,578 --> 01:06:41,164
What do you mean what else?
I just told you so much.
1045
01:06:41,164 --> 01:06:42,833
What, it's time
for me to ante up?
1046
01:06:42,833 --> 01:06:44,084
Yeah, damn straight.
1047
01:06:44,084 --> 01:06:45,210
How many chips
you got on the table?
1048
01:06:45,210 --> 01:06:47,504
Two. We're tied, remember?
1049
01:06:47,504 --> 01:06:49,423
- Two to two.
- And you raise me one.
1050
01:06:49,423 --> 01:06:51,007
And it better be a good one.
1051
01:06:51,007 --> 01:06:52,342
I'll give you a good one,
and you'll match me?
1052
01:06:52,342 --> 01:06:54,720
I'm not gonna let you win,
that's for damn sure.
1053
01:06:54,720 --> 01:06:57,681
All right, all right.
I can hang.
1054
01:06:57,681 --> 01:06:59,266
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1055
01:07:00,851 --> 01:07:02,853
And it's gotta be
something personal, okay?
1056
01:07:02,853 --> 01:07:05,897
Not one of, like,
your little anecdotes.
1057
01:07:07,607 --> 01:07:10,068
Well, fuck, I don't know.
1058
01:07:10,068 --> 01:07:12,904
Um... Hmm.
1059
01:07:12,904 --> 01:07:13,989
Like...
1060
01:07:16,700 --> 01:07:17,909
How'd you meet your wife?
1061
01:07:20,078 --> 01:07:21,079
Which one?
1062
01:07:21,788 --> 01:07:22,789
The first one.
1063
01:07:27,836 --> 01:07:29,588
She threw up in my cab.
1064
01:07:30,630 --> 01:07:31,465
Classy.
1065
01:07:31,465 --> 01:07:33,592
- Yeah, she was clubbing.
- [GIGGLES]
1066
01:07:33,592 --> 01:07:36,428
You know, she was, like,
with her girlfriends,
1067
01:07:36,428 --> 01:07:38,138
ladies' night or some shit.
1068
01:07:39,181 --> 01:07:42,726
And they were all in these
tight dresses and high heels,
1069
01:07:43,435 --> 01:07:47,314
and they smelled
like booze and sweat,
1070
01:07:48,231 --> 01:07:49,816
- and flowers.
- [CHUCKLES]
1071
01:07:49,816 --> 01:07:50,984
And I was in heaven.
1072
01:07:50,984 --> 01:07:53,236
All these pretty ladies
jammed in my cab,
1073
01:07:53,236 --> 01:07:55,739
sitting on each other's laps,
talking so loud,
1074
01:07:55,739 --> 01:07:58,325
laughing,
screaming out the window.
1075
01:07:58,325 --> 01:08:00,410
And I gotta tell you,
I gotta be honest.
1076
01:08:01,620 --> 01:08:03,914
My cock was so fuckin' hard,
1077
01:08:03,914 --> 01:08:05,791
it was just
pounding in my panties
1078
01:08:05,791 --> 01:08:07,083
- because...
- Oh, my God.
1079
01:08:07,083 --> 01:08:09,085
God, the odds were, I was
gonna get lucky that night.
1080
01:08:09,085 --> 01:08:12,130
If I didn't get lucky, at least
I'd get enough good material
1081
01:08:12,130 --> 01:08:14,424
to rub one out at the end of
the night. You know what I mean?
1082
01:08:14,424 --> 01:08:15,717
- Mmm.
- [CHUCKLES]
1083
01:08:15,717 --> 01:08:17,177
And then outta nowhere,
1084
01:08:18,136 --> 01:08:20,222
Blondie doubles over
in the back,
1085
01:08:20,222 --> 01:08:21,681
empties her stomach.
1086
01:08:21,681 --> 01:08:25,227
Which wasn't holding that much,
I'm thankful to report.
1087
01:08:25,227 --> 01:08:26,353
And what happened?
1088
01:08:26,353 --> 01:08:28,104
There's not much you can do,
you know?
1089
01:08:28,104 --> 01:08:30,315
Drop 'em off
and get back to the garage,
1090
01:08:30,315 --> 01:08:31,483
hose down the cab.
1091
01:08:32,984 --> 01:08:35,570
And there it was, right there.
1092
01:08:37,447 --> 01:08:38,448
Her purse.
1093
01:08:38,448 --> 01:08:39,699
GIRLIE: Hmm.
1094
01:08:39,699 --> 01:08:41,868
So, next day
she calls the company,
1095
01:08:41,868 --> 01:08:44,788
and me being
the gentleman that I am,
1096
01:08:44,788 --> 01:08:47,040
I offer to bring it
out there myself.
1097
01:08:48,041 --> 01:08:53,171
And I didn't have to jerk off
after paying her a visit,
1098
01:08:53,171 --> 01:08:54,464
I can tell you that.
1099
01:08:54,464 --> 01:08:56,842
[BOTH CHUCKLE]
1100
01:08:58,134 --> 01:08:59,135
Yeah.
1101
01:09:03,139 --> 01:09:04,391
[SMACKS LIPS]
1102
01:09:06,142 --> 01:09:07,686
Why did you marry her?
1103
01:09:10,230 --> 01:09:11,898
[SMACKS LIPS]
1104
01:09:13,817 --> 01:09:15,151
She was a doll.
1105
01:09:18,530 --> 01:09:21,116
Dumb as shit.
But still, she was...
1106
01:09:22,784 --> 01:09:24,244
She was a sweetheart.
1107
01:09:26,705 --> 01:09:29,708
I used to play pranks on her,
you know?
1108
01:09:29,708 --> 01:09:31,835
Hide behind the couch,
then jump out.
1109
01:09:31,835 --> 01:09:35,714
Or... Or, you know, putting
sugar in the salt shaker,
1110
01:09:35,714 --> 01:09:37,007
just dumb shit like that.
1111
01:09:37,007 --> 01:09:39,593
And she always laughed
about it, you know?
1112
01:09:41,011 --> 01:09:42,846
She'd choose to laugh about it.
1113
01:09:42,846 --> 01:09:45,140
Like, when something happens,
1114
01:09:46,683 --> 01:09:48,685
and you got a choice,
1115
01:09:49,477 --> 01:09:52,939
that choice to get pissed off
1116
01:09:53,773 --> 01:09:55,025
or to laugh it off,
1117
01:09:55,025 --> 01:09:56,192
she'd laugh.
1118
01:09:57,193 --> 01:09:59,195
She'd choose to laugh
every time.
1119
01:10:00,238 --> 01:10:01,281
Did she ever get you?
1120
01:10:01,281 --> 01:10:02,741
What? A prank?
1121
01:10:02,741 --> 01:10:04,701
- Mmm-hmm.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1122
01:10:04,701 --> 01:10:05,785
She did one time.
1123
01:10:06,411 --> 01:10:08,788
She poured cold water
all over me
1124
01:10:08,788 --> 01:10:10,373
when I was in the shower.
1125
01:10:10,373 --> 01:10:13,585
Like a bucket of ice water,
Niagara Falls.
1126
01:10:13,585 --> 01:10:14,628
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1127
01:10:14,628 --> 01:10:16,588
And I had that same choice,
you know?
1128
01:10:16,588 --> 01:10:19,132
Either to get pissed
or to laugh it off.
1129
01:10:20,008 --> 01:10:21,760
And what did you choose?
1130
01:10:21,760 --> 01:10:24,387
- I laughed my fuckin' ass off.
- [CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1131
01:10:24,387 --> 01:10:26,765
Chased her around the house
in my birthday suit,
1132
01:10:26,765 --> 01:10:29,309
she's screaming like
a little girl and everything,
1133
01:10:29,309 --> 01:10:31,102
like we were playing tag
and shit.
1134
01:10:32,312 --> 01:10:34,272
Finally caught her
in the kitchen.
1135
01:10:37,067 --> 01:10:38,276
That was a good day.
1136
01:10:40,612 --> 01:10:43,531
I bet she's a lot smarter
than you give her credit for.
1137
01:10:48,495 --> 01:10:49,496
Do you miss her?
1138
01:10:59,422 --> 01:11:01,883
I do sometimes. Yeah.
1139
01:11:04,552 --> 01:11:06,429
She was like a summer day,
you know?
1140
01:11:06,429 --> 01:11:08,765
Not too complicated,
just, you know,
1141
01:11:08,765 --> 01:11:11,226
beer and a bag of chips,
and we were set.
1142
01:11:12,268 --> 01:11:13,645
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1143
01:11:14,896 --> 01:11:17,649
Three to two.
You gonna match me or what?
1144
01:11:17,649 --> 01:11:19,025
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1145
01:11:19,776 --> 01:11:22,070
I mean, that last one's
a tough act to follow.
1146
01:11:22,070 --> 01:11:24,364
- Yeah, you surprised me there.
- I surprised myself,
1147
01:11:24,364 --> 01:11:27,409
- I don't talk about my shit.
- You think I talk about my shit?
1148
01:11:27,409 --> 01:11:29,703
Well, there you go.
That's what's on the table.
1149
01:11:29,703 --> 01:11:32,455
Let's talk about the shit,
let's talk about all the shit.
1150
01:11:32,455 --> 01:11:34,582
- Okay. All right.
- All right.
1151
01:11:34,582 --> 01:11:36,001
- All right.
- All right.
1152
01:11:37,502 --> 01:11:39,004
I'll think of something juicy.
1153
01:11:40,505 --> 01:11:41,506
Easy.
1154
01:11:42,966 --> 01:11:44,300
Make it about your daddy.
1155
01:11:46,094 --> 01:11:47,095
Which one?
1156
01:11:48,054 --> 01:11:49,055
You pick.
1157
01:11:49,055 --> 01:11:50,140
Fuck.
1158
01:11:52,684 --> 01:11:53,893
Come on.
1159
01:11:53,893 --> 01:11:56,521
There's gotta be at least one
more thing you haven't told me.
1160
01:11:56,521 --> 01:11:58,732
Something you're just
dying to say out loud.
1161
01:12:01,401 --> 01:12:02,485
Take your time.
1162
01:12:05,155 --> 01:12:06,781
Not like I'm going nowhere.
1163
01:12:09,451 --> 01:12:11,453
[SURREAL MUSIC PLAYING]
1164
01:12:35,393 --> 01:12:37,395
[SURREAL MUSIC
CONTINUES PLAYING]
1165
01:14:23,042 --> 01:14:24,544
[SIGHS]
1166
01:14:35,680 --> 01:14:37,682
[SOMBER MUSIC PLAYING]
1167
01:15:19,807 --> 01:15:21,643
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1168
01:15:34,614 --> 01:15:35,573
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1169
01:16:26,374 --> 01:16:28,960
[ENTHRALLING MUSIC PLAYING]
1170
01:17:07,623 --> 01:17:10,585
Got a few more minutes if you
still wanna play for the win.
1171
01:17:16,591 --> 01:17:17,633
What's left?
1172
01:17:18,384 --> 01:17:20,053
What have you not told me about?
1173
01:17:22,722 --> 01:17:27,018
Last night,
my sister and I, we...
1174
01:17:27,018 --> 01:17:28,478
We got drunk.
1175
01:17:29,562 --> 01:17:30,980
We got really drunk,
1176
01:17:30,980 --> 01:17:33,399
and we were sitting
outside her trailer.
1177
01:17:34,359 --> 01:17:36,569
And she has these little...
1178
01:17:37,904 --> 01:17:38,863
Um...
1179
01:17:38,863 --> 01:17:41,908
These little
chili pepper lights, like...
1180
01:17:43,493 --> 01:17:45,536
Christmas lights or something,
you know?
1181
01:17:46,329 --> 01:17:47,830
Just draped around,
1182
01:17:48,831 --> 01:17:51,000
and we sat
in these old beach chairs,
1183
01:17:51,000 --> 01:17:52,585
and just drank and drank.
1184
01:17:54,379 --> 01:17:55,380
What about Eagle?
1185
01:17:57,298 --> 01:17:58,383
Eagle was around,
1186
01:17:58,383 --> 01:18:00,426
she was grilling up
some burgers.
1187
01:18:02,804 --> 01:18:04,430
CLARK:
You talk about the bathtub?
1188
01:18:05,306 --> 01:18:10,228
We did. I brought it up,
and she just laughed.
1189
01:18:11,646 --> 01:18:14,107
She laughed so hard she cried.
1190
01:18:14,107 --> 01:18:17,860
She didn't apologize
or anything, it was amazing.
1191
01:18:19,153 --> 01:18:21,197
CLARK: What else
did you talk about?
1192
01:18:21,197 --> 01:18:23,574
We talked about just everything,
1193
01:18:23,574 --> 01:18:26,160
like the perms
our mom used to give us,
1194
01:18:26,160 --> 01:18:29,789
sitting on a stool
in the... In the kitchen
1195
01:18:29,789 --> 01:18:34,085
with this, like, old pink towel
draped over our shoulders,
1196
01:18:34,085 --> 01:18:37,088
and you know, that smell,
that horrible perm smell
1197
01:18:37,088 --> 01:18:39,549
that just sticks around
for days.
1198
01:18:40,174 --> 01:18:42,051
And we start
talking about that day,
1199
01:18:43,386 --> 01:18:44,887
the day she took me away.
1200
01:18:46,180 --> 01:18:48,766
And I told my side of the story,
and then...
1201
01:18:50,810 --> 01:18:52,728
And then she told her side.
1202
01:18:54,313 --> 01:18:55,731
CLARK: What did she tell you?
1203
01:18:56,274 --> 01:18:59,068
She said that our dad
was on the porch that day.
1204
01:19:00,695 --> 01:19:01,737
And...
1205
01:19:04,407 --> 01:19:07,535
That we passed him
as we walked to the car.
1206
01:19:10,204 --> 01:19:14,625
And then she said that
she got in the car,
1207
01:19:17,462 --> 01:19:19,005
and then I got in the car,
1208
01:19:21,507 --> 01:19:23,217
and we just drove away.
1209
01:19:24,427 --> 01:19:29,015
She said, "He didn't shake
your hand that day."
1210
01:19:29,640 --> 01:19:33,019
But when I think back on it,
it doesn't make any sense.
1211
01:19:34,228 --> 01:19:36,439
Because I remember it
so clearly.
1212
01:19:37,148 --> 01:19:39,984
Even I remember
the feel of his hand.
1213
01:19:42,320 --> 01:19:44,906
I remember thinking
it felt like sandpaper.
1214
01:19:46,657 --> 01:19:48,242
So, which of you is right?
1215
01:19:50,369 --> 01:19:51,537
You or your sister?
1216
01:19:52,413 --> 01:19:53,414
GIRLIE: I don't know.
1217
01:19:55,124 --> 01:19:56,125
But...
1218
01:19:57,168 --> 01:19:58,294
[SIGHS WEARILY]
1219
01:19:58,294 --> 01:20:00,046
If that memory isn't real,
1220
01:20:03,508 --> 01:20:08,513
the moment my father
finally touched me,
1221
01:20:11,933 --> 01:20:13,809
then I don't know what is, man.
1222
01:20:15,686 --> 01:20:18,105
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1223
01:20:18,105 --> 01:20:19,607
Ones and zeroes.
1224
01:20:21,692 --> 01:20:23,110
Yeah, ones and zeroes.
1225
01:20:23,861 --> 01:20:25,655
I got a story kinda like that.
1226
01:20:28,157 --> 01:20:29,242
About my pop.
1227
01:20:31,661 --> 01:20:32,912
That moment where
1228
01:20:34,413 --> 01:20:36,791
everything comes into focus.
1229
01:20:39,126 --> 01:20:40,127
And then...
1230
01:20:42,838 --> 01:20:44,173
goes out again.
1231
01:20:48,344 --> 01:20:50,680
But that's a story
for another cab ride.
1232
01:20:54,892 --> 01:20:56,060
We're tied again.
1233
01:20:57,436 --> 01:21:00,022
- Three to three.
- Three to three.
1234
01:21:01,566 --> 01:21:02,567
Nice.
1235
01:21:19,208 --> 01:21:22,128
[SIGHS WEARILY]
1236
01:21:29,051 --> 01:21:30,761
We did a rain dance last night.
1237
01:21:32,555 --> 01:21:35,182
The three of us, just drunk.
1238
01:21:37,310 --> 01:21:40,062
But Eagle, Eagle showed us how.
1239
01:21:40,062 --> 01:21:41,689
Mmm-hmm.
1240
01:21:41,689 --> 01:21:42,773
Did it rain?
1241
01:21:46,027 --> 01:21:47,403
Well, that's the thing.
1242
01:21:57,455 --> 01:22:01,167
Two weeks ago,
when I flew to Oklahoma...
1243
01:22:08,341 --> 01:22:09,425
I was pregnant.
1244
01:22:16,140 --> 01:22:18,934
What'd your daddy
have to say about that?
1245
01:22:22,855 --> 01:22:24,190
I never told him.
1246
01:22:28,277 --> 01:22:29,278
I never...
1247
01:22:31,364 --> 01:22:33,074
I never told anyone.
1248
01:22:38,913 --> 01:22:40,581
Did you get rid of the baby?
1249
01:22:45,252 --> 01:22:46,462
It got rid of me.
1250
01:22:51,258 --> 01:22:54,804
The first day in Oklahoma,
I started bleeding,
1251
01:22:55,554 --> 01:22:57,223
and my sister didn't know.
1252
01:22:57,848 --> 01:23:00,309
I... I just told her
I was having a bad period,
1253
01:23:00,309 --> 01:23:02,144
like a really
bad period, like...
1254
01:23:03,813 --> 01:23:04,939
She let me sleep a lot,
1255
01:23:04,939 --> 01:23:07,775
and gave me a heating pad
and some ice cream, and...
1256
01:23:07,775 --> 01:23:09,193
[SNIFFLES]
1257
01:23:11,278 --> 01:23:14,407
But then, after seven days,
1258
01:23:14,824 --> 01:23:16,283
when I kept bleeding,
1259
01:23:17,618 --> 01:23:19,829
I had to hide the tampons...
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1260
01:23:19,829 --> 01:23:22,289
...and pretend it was just a...
1261
01:23:23,416 --> 01:23:25,918
a normal period, that it ended.
1262
01:23:29,380 --> 01:23:33,092
I had to get up and go out
and meet her friends, and...
1263
01:23:33,926 --> 01:23:36,762
Just feeling like...
1264
01:23:44,812 --> 01:23:46,230
Like trash.
1265
01:24:00,578 --> 01:24:02,037
I wasn't gonna keep it.
1266
01:24:06,500 --> 01:24:09,587
I had made up my mind,
I wasn't gonna keep it,
1267
01:24:10,421 --> 01:24:12,089
and I wasn't gonna tell anyone.
1268
01:24:18,345 --> 01:24:19,346
But then...
1269
01:24:20,973 --> 01:24:21,932
[SNIFFLES]
1270
01:24:24,059 --> 01:24:25,728
But then when it happened...
1271
01:24:28,689 --> 01:24:29,690
When it just...
1272
01:24:32,860 --> 01:24:35,154
It just happened on its own,
1273
01:24:36,989 --> 01:24:37,990
I was...
1274
01:24:37,990 --> 01:24:39,450
[SOBBING]
1275
01:24:40,910 --> 01:24:42,870
I was so...
1276
01:24:45,164 --> 01:24:46,290
relieved.
1277
01:24:47,333 --> 01:24:48,459
[SOBBING]
1278
01:24:49,835 --> 01:24:53,297
I had never been more relieved
in my whole life.
1279
01:24:58,427 --> 01:24:59,512
And then last night...
1280
01:25:00,054 --> 01:25:03,557
[SIGHS WEARILY, SNIFFLES]
1281
01:25:06,393 --> 01:25:07,686
...when we were dancing,
1282
01:25:09,522 --> 01:25:10,731
in my mind,
1283
01:25:14,902 --> 01:25:18,906
I really did, I just begged
the sky to rain down on me.
1284
01:25:20,908 --> 01:25:22,660
To just clean me.
1285
01:25:27,164 --> 01:25:28,874
[SNIFFLES]
1286
01:25:28,874 --> 01:25:30,751
To wash it all away.
1287
01:25:36,215 --> 01:25:37,633
The whole fucking thing.
1288
01:25:40,636 --> 01:25:43,138
I asked the sky
to just... [SNIFFLES]
1289
01:25:43,639 --> 01:25:45,057
...take it from me.
1290
01:25:53,274 --> 01:25:54,608
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1291
01:25:54,608 --> 01:25:57,069
And then this morning,
I woke up...
1292
01:26:01,407 --> 01:26:03,450
[SIGHS]
1293
01:26:05,870 --> 01:26:07,830
...and I wasn't
bleeding anymore.
1294
01:26:09,874 --> 01:26:12,084
It had stopped after two weeks.
1295
01:26:19,633 --> 01:26:20,968
Rain dance worked.
1296
01:26:24,763 --> 01:26:25,973
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1297
01:26:25,973 --> 01:26:27,349
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1298
01:26:29,727 --> 01:26:30,603
[SNIFFLES]
1299
01:26:34,857 --> 01:26:35,858
Four to three.
1300
01:26:35,858 --> 01:26:38,944
Shit. I fold. [CHUCKLES]
1301
01:26:40,529 --> 01:26:41,530
I win?
1302
01:26:41,530 --> 01:26:43,616
Can't beat that,
that's for sure.
1303
01:26:48,037 --> 01:26:49,038
Fuck.
1304
01:26:49,997 --> 01:26:51,123
God damn.
1305
01:26:53,918 --> 01:26:55,753
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1306
01:27:04,470 --> 01:27:05,846
[SIGHS SOFTLY]
1307
01:27:06,764 --> 01:27:08,766
[DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
1308
01:27:51,809 --> 01:27:53,560
[BRAKES SCREECH]
1309
01:27:56,647 --> 01:27:57,690
[ENGINE STOPS]
1310
01:28:08,534 --> 01:28:09,910
[CHUCKLES]
1311
01:28:09,910 --> 01:28:11,620
I don't have any cash.
1312
01:28:12,204 --> 01:28:14,123
- I'm sorry.
- No one ever does.
1313
01:28:14,123 --> 01:28:17,668
I'm sorry. I'm gonna
leave you a big tip though.
1314
01:28:17,668 --> 01:28:20,546
Yeah, my advice
don't come for free.
1315
01:28:21,338 --> 01:28:22,548
You gonna need a receipt?
1316
01:28:22,548 --> 01:28:24,133
No, I'm good.
1317
01:28:24,133 --> 01:28:25,509
[MACHINE TRILLING]
1318
01:28:27,678 --> 01:28:29,638
[CLARK SIGHS]
1319
01:28:43,318 --> 01:28:44,236
[DOOR OPENS]
1320
01:28:47,406 --> 01:28:48,574
[DOOR CLOSES]
1321
01:29:08,385 --> 01:29:09,386
So...
1322
01:29:09,386 --> 01:29:11,221
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1323
01:29:11,221 --> 01:29:12,306
So...
1324
01:29:19,813 --> 01:29:21,190
You gonna be all right?
1325
01:29:27,237 --> 01:29:28,781
[SIGHS] I don't know.
1326
01:29:31,784 --> 01:29:32,868
Your brain,
1327
01:29:34,036 --> 01:29:35,954
it's a little confused
right now.
1328
01:29:37,581 --> 01:29:38,957
It's in panic 'cause...
1329
01:29:40,084 --> 01:29:42,086
you ain't used to
breathing underwater,
1330
01:29:43,462 --> 01:29:46,090
and it's telling you
you're in way over your head.
1331
01:29:46,090 --> 01:29:49,676
"This is it, no way out.
Done, end of story."
1332
01:29:53,639 --> 01:29:55,390
You just keep breathing.
1333
01:29:55,390 --> 01:29:57,309
No matter how far down you go,
1334
01:29:59,812 --> 01:30:00,938
you keep breathing.
1335
01:30:02,940 --> 01:30:04,483
You're gonna be all right.
1336
01:30:05,317 --> 01:30:06,443
Someone like you...
1337
01:30:11,115 --> 01:30:12,991
You are not a shipwreck.
1338
01:30:14,827 --> 01:30:16,370
You're gonna swim back up.
1339
01:30:17,162 --> 01:30:20,833
Swim back up to all that light
and life and colors
1340
01:30:21,875 --> 01:30:22,876
you are.
1341
01:30:33,720 --> 01:30:35,305
You might even see a blue whale.
1342
01:30:39,268 --> 01:30:40,269
I hope so.
1343
01:30:42,646 --> 01:30:44,022
[SIGHS]
1344
01:30:49,069 --> 01:30:51,113
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
1345
01:31:07,004 --> 01:31:08,005
Thank you.
1346
01:31:10,007 --> 01:31:12,217
You're most welcome.
[CHUCKLES SOFTLY]
1347
01:31:17,222 --> 01:31:20,100
[SIGHS]
1348
01:31:23,645 --> 01:31:25,063
You have a good night.
1349
01:31:26,690 --> 01:31:27,691
You, too.
1350
01:31:40,537 --> 01:31:42,915
- [LUGGAGE CLUNKS]
- [SIGHS SOFTLY]
1351
01:31:45,584 --> 01:31:47,336
[KEYS JANGLING]
1352
01:31:47,336 --> 01:31:48,420
Mikey.
1353
01:31:49,880 --> 01:31:50,881
What?
1354
01:31:53,300 --> 01:31:55,385
I just always felt
more like a Mikey,
1355
01:31:55,385 --> 01:31:57,179
not like a Vinny, not a Clark.
1356
01:31:58,180 --> 01:31:59,431
If it were up to me,
1357
01:32:01,767 --> 01:32:03,060
I'd choose Mikey.
1358
01:32:03,769 --> 01:32:05,687
[LAUGHS]
1359
01:32:09,816 --> 01:32:11,860
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES]
1360
01:32:23,580 --> 01:32:24,748
Good night, Mikey.
1361
01:32:26,583 --> 01:32:28,085
[KEYS JANGLING]
1362
01:32:29,336 --> 01:32:30,712
[DOOR OPENS]
1363
01:32:44,101 --> 01:32:47,104
[MELANCHOLY MUSIC PLAYING]
1364
01:33:18,468 --> 01:33:20,470
[SOFT PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]