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[Billy]
Here's the thing about parents.

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When you grow up, they tell you
to think for yourself,

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but they spend
your whole childhood

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telling you what to think.

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My dad used to always say...

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-"Don't trust anyone, Billy."
-Don't trust anyone, Billy.

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[Billy]
Confusing, right?

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[ Cheers and applause ]

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[ Laughs ]

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Yes! Everybody on your feet.
Let's go.

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How's everybody doing tonight?

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I said, how's everybody
doing tonight?!

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Let's go!
[ Cheers and applause ]

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That's what I'm talking about.

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How you doing?

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Beautiful crowd.

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Alright, thank you,
thank you, thank you.

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Sit down.
Sit down, please.

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We got a lot to do today.
We got a lot to do.

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Leonardo here.

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We're going live
for all the folks back home

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who couldn't make it.

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Thank you, Leonardo.

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Let's give him
a round of applause!

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Come on!
[ Cheers and applause ]

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He wants to hear you, too!

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Thank you!

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Please, everybody, sit down,
sit down, sit down.

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[Leslie] Billy?
We're ready for you.

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[ Billy sighs ]
Here we go.

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You sure about that?

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We've been ready
for a few minutes now.

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You were looking at your phone.

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Well, the feed never sleeps.

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Nor do you, it seems.

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Well, no one lets me.
There's too much --

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There's too many people
to connect to.

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Want to ask you all a question.

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How many of you...

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think for yourself?

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Now, folks, that's supposed to
be the hand-raiser today.

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If that's all we got,
we got a problem.

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[ Laughs ]

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[Leslie]
What were you going to say?

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[ Billy chuckles ]

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If only she knew
what I really wanted to say.

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Okay, well, I'm going to
introduce you quickly,

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and then we can get started,
alright?

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I thought we were
already started.

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-I need something.
-Come on, come on.

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I thought you were
already ready for me.

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I need something
to introduce the segment.

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Don't you want people
to know who you are?

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If they're tuning in, Leslie,
they already know who I am.

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There is no segment anymore.
That's why I'm here.

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There's probably
someone already --

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There it is, my -- my crafty guy
is already going live with this.

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Your segment will be old news
before it even makes the news.

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Be that as it may,

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I need something
to come into from commercial.

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So if you don't mind,
I'd like to do my job,

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and then I can
get out of your hair.

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-Is that okay with you?
-Great.

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I just got the green light
from a dinosaur.

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-[Leslie] Great.
-Alright, let's go.

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Come on, hands up -- How many
of you think for yourselves?

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That's more like it.
Alright, a lot of you.

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A lot of hands, a lot of people
proudly admitting

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to thinking for themselves.

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-Nobody...
-Now...

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...and I mean no-fucking-body,
thinks for themselves.

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...what if I were to tell you...

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Fuck me. I don't.

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...it was all bullshit?

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We're sitting here backstage,

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and as you can hear through
the walls, the crowd is rocking.

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This capacity crowd is here
to see this man, Billy Seldom,

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-a social-media sensation...
-[Billy] Blah, blah, blah.

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When does she shut the fuck up?

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...with his rather aggressive
philosophies on self-help.

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[Billy] Is she ever going to
shut the fuck up?

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With more than 15 million
followers online

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and what sounds to be
a lucrative book deal...

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-Okay, get to the point, lady.
-...Mr. Seldom has spent

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the past few months
on a sold-out speaking tour

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across the country, becoming
a household name in the process

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and the face of the ideals
of a generation.

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[Billy] Yeah, they know my name.
That's why they're watching.

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Of course.

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To what would you say
you owe your success?

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Well, I think
it's pretty simple, Leslie.

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Thank you for that
lovely introduction.

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I think what it comes down to
is that people in this country

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and around the world are tired
of being told what to do,

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tired of being shown
the rules of the game

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and when and where
they get to play it.

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They're finally ready
to take their lives

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into their own hands.

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As for why me, which, I think,
is what you were getting at,

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I think that people,
especially young people,

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have a much more sensitive
radar for bull[bleep]

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than you give them credit for.

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I'm always honest with them.

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They respect that, which I think

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this is what this movement
is based off of.

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This is a cable
news program, Billy.

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Oh, come on, you got a bleep guy
back there somewhere.

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Let's make him earn
his [bleep] lunch for once.

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[ Clears throat ]

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Huh?
What if I were to tell you

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that the last time any of you
thought for yourselves,

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I mean really thought
for yourselves...

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was never.

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[ Crowd booing ]

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[ Laughs ]

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I don't know.
I don't know.

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Alright, come on, come on.

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Let's hear it.
Let's hear it.

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Stay with me now.
Hear me out. Hear me out.

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Don't you see the hypocrisy
in your message?

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Where would that be?

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Surely you see the irony
in one man making a fortune

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asking people to listen to him

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tell them to think
for themselves.

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Don't you tell people
how to think?

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-[Leslie] I report the news.
-With a point of view.

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[Leslie]
An objective point of view.

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[ Chuckles ]
Now who's the hypocrite?

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Objectivity is dead.

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You and whoever you work for

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compete for head space
the same way I do.

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The only difference is
I'm honest

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about where I'm coming from.

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I never told anyone
to listen to me.

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All I've done is simply state
what I feel

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is the most effective way
to live a life with purpose.

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[Leslie] And charge
a pretty penny to hear it.

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Well, I didn't invent
the marketplace.

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No, but you did write a book.

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[Billy]
Oh, so you did notice.

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"Burn the Other Cheek."
Provocative title.

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Are you implying that this
movement, as you so call it,

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is representing
some kind of new religion?

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No, I would never get
in the way of someone's faith.

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But what is religion, anyway,

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if not a code of rules
passed down through civilization

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as a means
of establishing control?

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Pray here.
Don't pray there.

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Thou shalt this.
Thou shalt not that.

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I don't really go in
for that kind of thing.

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My message is simple.

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I say think for yourself.

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Do what you want to do
because you want to,

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not your teacher or your father,

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definitely not
your anchor woman.

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Well, and what
about your father?

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[Billy] And here we go.

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You've never
mentioned him before,

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and he's impossible to reach
for a comment.

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Where does he fit into all this?

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[Billy]
I'm done with this shit.

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Billy, these people
want to know about you.

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You said so yourself,
you're always honest.

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So, what do you say
to the people out there

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who are curious about
where Billy Seldom comes from?

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[Billy] I say go fuck
yourself, Leslie.

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I say think for yourselves.

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What are you doing?
What are you doing?

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Fucking prick.

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[Leonardo] [ Italian accent ]
Because, Billy, we have to

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-cross-pollinate with --
-Stop! Stop!

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That is the last interview
I ever give.

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-You got that? Ever!
-Yeah.

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[ Speaking Italian ]

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[ Crowd chanting in distance ]

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-You hear that sound?
-Uh, yes.

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You know why they make
that sound for me?

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Because they love you, Billy.

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No, it's because I sell them
a fucking dream.

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Got that?

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Don't ever saddle me
with reality

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like that again ever, okay?

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[ Speaks Italian ]

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Fuck off me.

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Oh, fuck!

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Okay.

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♪♪

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[ Exhales sharply ]

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[ Chuckles ]

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[ Cheers and applause ]

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♪♪

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What is truth?

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This world
has led us to believe

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it's everything and nothing.

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We've become
our own worst enemy,

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total hypocrites.

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[man] The tragedy unfolding
before our eyes is partly paved

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by misplaced optimism
and the global community.

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Will you turn that off, please?

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[man] ...that have been growing
for decades.

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[ TV shuts off ]

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Great interview today.

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I thought it doesn't air
until tomorrow.

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Well, they released
some teaser footage.

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You fucking killed it.
She was a bitch.

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[Billy]
Yeah, she was a bitch.

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That was quick.
[ Scoffs ]

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How was your day?

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Like every other day.

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The world is ending.

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[Billy]
When is it not ending?

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Is that what you're wearing?

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-Oh, shit.
-You are unbelievable.

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I completely forgot
that was today.

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How is that possible?

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I was a little busy
this afternoon.

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Oh, please, you could
practically sleepwalk

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through those things by now.

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-I mean, you already do.
-What does that mean?

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Billy, I thought we came home
so you could change.

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Babe, I really, really don't
think I can do it tonight.

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Billy, this is a party
to honor you.

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You're literally
the guest of honor.

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-You can't not go.
-Yes, I can.

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I can do whatever I want.

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That is the whole point
of all of this.

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Oh, my God, I'm not talking
about your shows.

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I'm not talking
about your books.

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I'm talking about the real world

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where you actually have to thank
the people who give you money.

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Isn't the fact that I make them
the money thank-you enough?

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Can't I just keep
making them more money?

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I'm not having
this conversation with you

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every single time
we go to dinner.

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Natalie.

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Do you like this life
that we live,

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this house that we live in,
going on tour around the country

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with people running up to you
screaming your name?

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-Yes.
-[Natalie] Yeah, you do.

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Okay, well,
these are the people.

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Is that what you're
fucking wearing?

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We can just order in.

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We will have a drink.

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We can have a drink here.

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Fuck.
Could --

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We don't need them.

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Alright, we got here
without them.

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We don't owe them anything.

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Alright, don't you ever
get tired of it?

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00:10:01.333 --> 00:10:04.542
No. You look great.
Let's fucking go.

253
00:10:05.833 --> 00:10:07.958
[ Chuckles ]

254
00:10:08.042 --> 00:10:09.208
Okay.

255
00:10:12.167 --> 00:10:14.500
So, here's the thing.

256
00:10:14.583 --> 00:10:16.792
My dad is a good guy.

257
00:10:16.875 --> 00:10:19.625
Yeah, he's a good one.

258
00:10:19.708 --> 00:10:23.208
But, shit, he really
had a lot to say.

259
00:10:23.292 --> 00:10:25.458
You know, sometimes when people
try to teach you something,

260
00:10:25.542 --> 00:10:28.250
they shove it all the way
down your throat.

261
00:10:28.333 --> 00:10:32.208
They never give you a chance
to figure it out for yourself.

262
00:10:32.292 --> 00:10:34.583
It's counterintuitive, right?

263
00:10:34.667 --> 00:10:39.542
Well, that's how
the brain works.

264
00:10:39.625 --> 00:10:45.042
You see, Billy,
life is a funny one, ain't it?

265
00:10:47.333 --> 00:10:49.458
You waited here like a good boy,

266
00:10:49.542 --> 00:10:54.167
waiting for me
to tell you what to do next.

267
00:10:54.250 --> 00:10:55.667
That's good.

268
00:10:55.750 --> 00:10:57.875
That means you follow orders.

269
00:10:59.875 --> 00:11:01.708
And really, son,

270
00:11:01.792 --> 00:11:05.500
you got to make life
the way you want it.

271
00:11:05.583 --> 00:11:07.208
Have morals, but people's --

272
00:11:07.292 --> 00:11:11.083
people's going to want you
to follow its ways.

273
00:11:11.167 --> 00:11:12.958
You know?

274
00:11:13.042 --> 00:11:18.125
Go to college, get a job, taxes.

275
00:11:18.208 --> 00:11:22.125
Always got to follow
this damn system.

276
00:11:25.125 --> 00:11:29.625
My best advice to you, son,
Billy boy...

277
00:11:29.708 --> 00:11:34.208
screw all that
and do what you want to do.

278
00:11:34.292 --> 00:11:36.625
I can teach you
right from wrong.

279
00:11:36.708 --> 00:11:41.458
But the rest, it's up to you.

280
00:11:41.542 --> 00:11:45.208
School won't teach you that.
No, no, no, it will not.

281
00:11:45.292 --> 00:11:46.417
Job?

282
00:11:46.500 --> 00:11:49.333
It won't teach you that.

283
00:11:49.417 --> 00:11:53.167
You got to teach yourself
what you want to do.

284
00:11:53.250 --> 00:11:59.000
You know, Billy,
think for yourself.

285
00:11:59.083 --> 00:12:01.167
That's all I can say.
[ Chuckles ]

286
00:12:03.333 --> 00:12:07.458
Now, where is my goddamn cigar?

287
00:12:07.542 --> 00:12:09.792
[ Buttons clicking ]

288
00:12:14.083 --> 00:12:16.583
[ Camera shutter clicks ]

289
00:12:16.667 --> 00:12:18.833
[ Buttons clicking ]

290
00:12:20.958 --> 00:12:22.542
[ Camera shutter clicks ]

291
00:12:22.625 --> 00:12:24.500
[ Glass clinking ]

292
00:12:27.875 --> 00:12:30.667
[Speaks Italian] people.
Put these telephone down.

293
00:12:32.792 --> 00:12:34.750
I said put the phone down.

294
00:12:37.833 --> 00:12:39.958
We're good.
We're good.

295
00:12:40.042 --> 00:12:41.583
[ Sighs ]
No, we're not good.

296
00:12:41.667 --> 00:12:43.875
Thank you, everybody,
for being here tonight.

297
00:12:43.958 --> 00:12:45.458
-[Billy] No one gives a shit.
-We're here to celebrate

298
00:12:45.542 --> 00:12:48.708
our boy Billy
and his great accomplishment.

299
00:12:48.792 --> 00:12:51.667
You're the man, Billy.

300
00:12:51.750 --> 00:12:56.125
Tomorrow is going to be
the first day

301
00:12:56.208 --> 00:12:58.875
of the rest of your life.

302
00:12:58.958 --> 00:13:01.500
These fucking books
will turn into movie.

303
00:13:01.583 --> 00:13:03.333
And who knows
what the fuck else?

304
00:13:03.417 --> 00:13:06.583
You might even be playing
yourself in one of these movies.

305
00:13:06.667 --> 00:13:09.458
I say, Tony Robbins,
kiss my ass.

306
00:13:09.542 --> 00:13:16.125
And, Billy, you did it all with
one simple yet powerful phrase.

307
00:13:16.208 --> 00:13:18.375
Think for yourself.

308
00:13:18.458 --> 00:13:22.667
-Everybody, think for yourself.
-[Billy] Oh, Leo, Leo.

309
00:13:22.750 --> 00:13:25.917
Only thinking and caring
about his bank account

310
00:13:26.000 --> 00:13:27.583
and how much fatter it gets

311
00:13:27.667 --> 00:13:30.375
with whatever I
or any of his clients sell.

312
00:13:30.458 --> 00:13:32.417
No, no, no, no.
You're the man of the hour.

313
00:13:32.500 --> 00:13:34.333
Everybody wants
to hear you talk.

314
00:13:34.417 --> 00:13:36.375
Give us a speech.

315
00:13:36.458 --> 00:13:39.833
[ Laughs ] I could be a
serial killer for all he cares.

316
00:13:39.917 --> 00:13:42.875
No moral code, no nothing.

317
00:13:42.958 --> 00:13:45.542
Only the code of the Benjamins.

318
00:13:45.625 --> 00:13:49.417
Alright, speech for Leo.

319
00:13:49.500 --> 00:13:51.667
Um...

320
00:13:51.750 --> 00:13:53.375
Where do I start?
I've been speaking all day.

321
00:13:53.458 --> 00:13:55.583
So I'm gonna make this quick.

322
00:13:55.667 --> 00:13:57.208
I feel like that's all
I do these days

323
00:13:57.292 --> 00:13:58.958
is just talk, talk, talk, talk.

324
00:13:59.042 --> 00:14:00.708
I'm sure you're all sick of it.

325
00:14:00.792 --> 00:14:04.833
Um, I'd like to say
thank you, Leo.

326
00:14:04.917 --> 00:14:06.542
I don't know if this
is a good thing or not,

327
00:14:06.625 --> 00:14:09.583
but, um, I wouldn't be here
without you.

328
00:14:09.667 --> 00:14:15.667
So thank you,
my hardworking, crazy agent.

329
00:14:15.750 --> 00:14:18.625
[ Chuckles ] I don't think that
this is where I want to be,

330
00:14:18.708 --> 00:14:20.208
but I wouldn't be here
without you.

331
00:14:20.292 --> 00:14:22.417
So thank you for that.

332
00:14:22.500 --> 00:14:24.083
I'd be remiss
if I wouldn't thank

333
00:14:24.167 --> 00:14:26.875
my beautiful girlfriend,
Natalie.

334
00:14:26.958 --> 00:14:29.292
She looks amazing tonight,
guys, right, doesn't she?

335
00:14:29.375 --> 00:14:33.208
-Look at her, miserable.
-You look beautiful.

336
00:14:33.292 --> 00:14:36.875
[ Sighs ]
And, of course,

337
00:14:36.958 --> 00:14:40.833
have to thank
these little guys right here.

338
00:14:40.917 --> 00:14:42.375
All these things.

339
00:14:42.458 --> 00:14:45.792
These little
fucking bastards here.

340
00:14:45.875 --> 00:14:49.333
Where would I be without
these little bastards, huh?

341
00:14:49.417 --> 00:14:51.208
I know where I would be --
I'd probably be back

342
00:14:51.292 --> 00:14:55.042
on some farm or something,
some nobody.

343
00:14:55.125 --> 00:14:57.875
Leo never
would have heard of me.

344
00:14:57.958 --> 00:15:01.250
But they found me,
all these little things.

345
00:15:01.333 --> 00:15:04.208
They brought me into people's
homes and people's screens

346
00:15:04.292 --> 00:15:08.792
and their feeds
and their families.

347
00:15:08.875 --> 00:15:09.958
And they listened.

348
00:15:10.042 --> 00:15:12.042
The crazy thing about it

349
00:15:12.125 --> 00:15:14.583
is as soon as I started telling
people to think for themselves,

350
00:15:14.667 --> 00:15:17.750
they all started
listening to me.

351
00:15:17.833 --> 00:15:20.583
They listened
and they got hooked on it,

352
00:15:20.667 --> 00:15:22.375
just like they get hooked
on everything else,

353
00:15:22.458 --> 00:15:25.667
just like you guys are all
hooked on the screens right now.

354
00:15:25.750 --> 00:15:27.500
I'm speaking,
there's a human being

355
00:15:27.583 --> 00:15:29.333
speaking in front of you
right now.

356
00:15:29.417 --> 00:15:31.750
[ Chuckles ]
Whatever.

357
00:15:31.833 --> 00:15:33.583
I'll be the guy, I guess.

358
00:15:33.667 --> 00:15:35.583
But we're gonna sell a lot
of fucking books,

359
00:15:35.667 --> 00:15:37.708
so cheers, everybody.

360
00:15:37.792 --> 00:15:39.792
Drink for yourselves.

361
00:15:39.875 --> 00:15:41.917
Have a fun time.
Eat up on me.

362
00:15:42.000 --> 00:15:44.667
How's that for
your Insta Stories?

363
00:15:44.750 --> 00:15:47.792
Tired of living
this fucking lie.

364
00:15:47.875 --> 00:15:50.417
Yeah, maybe just
stick to the wine.

365
00:15:52.583 --> 00:15:53.833
What wine?

366
00:15:53.917 --> 00:15:55.417
Do you want me
to ask the waiter?

367
00:15:55.500 --> 00:15:57.625
-No, I'll do it myself.
-[woman] Hey, guys.

368
00:15:57.708 --> 00:15:59.500
We're going live.

369
00:15:59.583 --> 00:16:02.042
[ Beep ]
This is so gonna trend.

370
00:16:02.125 --> 00:16:04.917
[Billy] Is this what
our society has become?

371
00:16:05.000 --> 00:16:08.000
Detached from their brains
and their hearts.

372
00:16:08.083 --> 00:16:09.500
[Leslie] ...like this be
threatened on a global level.

373
00:16:09.583 --> 00:16:10.958
[Billy] Reality.

374
00:16:11.042 --> 00:16:12.708
[Leslie]
...is just unheard of, really.

375
00:16:12.792 --> 00:16:13.917
[man] Look, Leslie,
this is bringing back

376
00:16:14.000 --> 00:16:15.375
a lot of unsettling thoughts.

377
00:16:15.458 --> 00:16:17.708
Chianti, old as hell.

378
00:16:17.792 --> 00:16:20.333
[man] What happened to us could
happen to the entire world.

379
00:16:20.417 --> 00:16:22.375
Well, these are potentially

380
00:16:22.458 --> 00:16:24.333
uncharted territories
we're entering.

381
00:16:24.417 --> 00:16:25.875
Is that funny?

382
00:16:25.958 --> 00:16:27.708
It just hit me.

383
00:16:27.792 --> 00:16:30.292
Wine is the only thing
people like old.

384
00:16:31.917 --> 00:16:34.167
Nothing ages like a grape.

385
00:16:34.250 --> 00:16:37.000
Hmm.
That's true, huh?

386
00:16:41.083 --> 00:16:44.667
I'm glad someone's having fun.

387
00:16:44.750 --> 00:16:47.250
Rough night?

388
00:16:47.333 --> 00:16:49.500
Well, it was a rough morning,

389
00:16:49.583 --> 00:16:51.917
and then it was
a long afternoon,

390
00:16:52.000 --> 00:16:53.875
and then it was a drive
in traffic to a dinner

391
00:16:53.958 --> 00:16:59.292
that I wanted no part of,
and then it was a rough night.

392
00:16:59.375 --> 00:17:00.875
Well, it can't be that bad.

393
00:17:00.958 --> 00:17:04.125
You're drinking
pretty good wine.

394
00:17:04.208 --> 00:17:05.541
Maybe that's the problem.

395
00:17:05.625 --> 00:17:08.583
Maybe I was sad
'cause I was empty.

396
00:17:08.666 --> 00:17:11.375
Maybe you're empty
because you're sad.

397
00:17:11.458 --> 00:17:13.458
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

398
00:17:15.958 --> 00:17:19.916
I am sad because
this is what passes

399
00:17:20.000 --> 00:17:21.625
for entertainment around here.

400
00:17:21.708 --> 00:17:26.125
God, guy, isn't there,
like, a-a game or something?

401
00:17:26.208 --> 00:17:27.875
You don't watch the news?

402
00:17:27.958 --> 00:17:29.833
[ Scoffs ]
That is not news.

403
00:17:29.917 --> 00:17:31.208
Oh, it's not?

404
00:17:31.292 --> 00:17:34.125
No, that is a dumpster fire

405
00:17:34.208 --> 00:17:37.042
filled with anger porn.

406
00:17:37.125 --> 00:17:39.125
Sounds pretty bad.

407
00:17:39.208 --> 00:17:41.542
That sounds like
a fucking Thursday.

408
00:17:41.625 --> 00:17:43.667
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

409
00:17:43.750 --> 00:17:45.500
Let me ask you something.

410
00:17:45.583 --> 00:17:49.042
How many times does the same
shit have to keep happening

411
00:17:49.125 --> 00:17:52.583
for people to stop calling it
the new normal?

412
00:17:52.667 --> 00:17:56.958
Huh? If it just keeps happening
over and over and over again,

413
00:17:57.042 --> 00:17:58.917
isn't it just normal?

414
00:17:59.000 --> 00:18:02.333
Well, some people aren't ready
to give up on things as you are.

415
00:18:06.125 --> 00:18:08.375
Are you gonna give up
on that martini?

416
00:18:12.125 --> 00:18:14.625
You know what they say
about martinis.

417
00:18:14.708 --> 00:18:15.958
What's that?

418
00:18:16.042 --> 00:18:18.583
They're like tits.

419
00:18:18.667 --> 00:18:21.083
One's not enough.
Three's too many.

420
00:18:21.167 --> 00:18:23.792
I always thought martinis
were like assholes.

421
00:18:26.333 --> 00:18:30.000
Why?
Because they're dirty?

422
00:18:30.083 --> 00:18:34.625
No, because you can
see right through them.

423
00:18:34.708 --> 00:18:36.708
[ Chuckles ]

424
00:18:39.792 --> 00:18:41.083
I'm Billy.

425
00:18:41.167 --> 00:18:43.667
I know who you are.
I follow you.

426
00:18:43.750 --> 00:18:45.042
So you're the one.

427
00:18:45.125 --> 00:18:47.958
Yeah, looking for
the blue checkmark.

428
00:18:48.042 --> 00:18:50.625
Well, you're different
than I thought you'd be.

429
00:18:50.708 --> 00:18:51.875
Uh-oh.

430
00:18:51.958 --> 00:18:54.167
No, it's not bad.
It's just that

431
00:18:54.250 --> 00:18:56.417
onstage, you're so positive.

432
00:18:59.458 --> 00:19:00.833
You came to see me?

433
00:19:00.917 --> 00:19:04.667
I did, about a year ago
in Green Bay.

434
00:19:04.750 --> 00:19:05.958
Really?

435
00:19:08.750 --> 00:19:15.208
How d-- I mean,
what did I say that helped?

436
00:19:15.292 --> 00:19:22.000
You said, hmm, "In order to win
what hasn't been won,

437
00:19:22.083 --> 00:19:25.417
you have to do
what hasn't been done."

438
00:19:25.500 --> 00:19:28.167
And that really stuck with me.

439
00:19:28.250 --> 00:19:30.167
It changed my life.

440
00:19:30.250 --> 00:19:33.875
And I thought,
if I ever got to meet you,

441
00:19:33.958 --> 00:19:35.917
I would say thank you.

442
00:19:36.000 --> 00:19:38.417
So...

443
00:19:38.500 --> 00:19:39.625
thank you.

444
00:19:41.792 --> 00:19:43.208
You're welcome.

445
00:19:44.958 --> 00:19:46.958
It's all bullshit,
isn't it, though?

446
00:19:47.042 --> 00:19:48.208
[Billy] Yes.

447
00:19:48.292 --> 00:19:49.833
-No. No. No.
-Yes, it is.

448
00:19:49.917 --> 00:19:55.208
This isn't --
This isn't really... me.

449
00:19:55.292 --> 00:19:56.542
Who are you?

450
00:19:59.417 --> 00:20:00.708
I don't know.

451
00:20:00.792 --> 00:20:03.458
Just caught me
on a rough night is all.

452
00:20:03.542 --> 00:20:08.667
Well, can I give you some advice
that someone once told me?

453
00:20:08.750 --> 00:20:09.792
Sure.

454
00:20:11.750 --> 00:20:13.833
Don't throw fuel into the fire.

455
00:20:15.792 --> 00:20:17.542
Think for yourself.

456
00:20:17.625 --> 00:20:24.542
♪♪

457
00:20:24.625 --> 00:20:31.458
♪♪

458
00:20:31.542 --> 00:20:33.667
[ Buttons clicking ]

459
00:20:37.875 --> 00:20:40.333
Fun night.

460
00:20:40.417 --> 00:20:41.833
[Billy] Yeah.

461
00:20:44.667 --> 00:20:46.125
Hey.

462
00:20:46.208 --> 00:20:48.458
Hmm?

463
00:20:48.542 --> 00:20:50.083
I'm not tired.

464
00:20:52.125 --> 00:20:55.542
Okay, well, I'm gonna go,
like, scroll and unwind.

465
00:20:55.625 --> 00:20:57.667
I'll come to bed later.

466
00:20:57.750 --> 00:20:59.500
No, come on, stay.

467
00:20:59.583 --> 00:21:01.625
When are we just gonna
be honest with each other

468
00:21:01.708 --> 00:21:03.833
and end it?

469
00:21:03.917 --> 00:21:07.000
It only continues
because we settled

470
00:21:07.083 --> 00:21:12.458
and normalized this entire
dysfunctional relationship.

471
00:21:12.542 --> 00:21:16.458
Now, Billy, Billy, Billy.

472
00:21:16.542 --> 00:21:22.083
Actually, your mother hated
that I call you Billy.

473
00:21:22.167 --> 00:21:26.125
We did, after all,
name you William.

474
00:21:26.208 --> 00:21:28.708
Yeah, William.

475
00:21:28.792 --> 00:21:33.875
Snooty, snazzy, uppity William.

476
00:21:33.958 --> 00:21:36.750
Nah. Not my son.

477
00:21:36.833 --> 00:21:38.792
You ain't no razzle-dazzle.

478
00:21:42.125 --> 00:21:44.083
[ Coughs ]

479
00:21:44.167 --> 00:21:53.125
♪♪

480
00:21:53.208 --> 00:21:55.708
So Billy suits you better.

481
00:21:55.792 --> 00:21:58.542
I think.

482
00:21:58.625 --> 00:22:01.083
But what the hell do I know?

483
00:22:03.083 --> 00:22:06.208
It's better to know nothing.

484
00:22:06.292 --> 00:22:10.500
If you know too much, Billy,
you become compromised,

485
00:22:10.583 --> 00:22:13.125
compromised of
your surroundings.

486
00:22:14.917 --> 00:22:18.125
Your mind becomes
who you're with.

487
00:22:20.292 --> 00:22:24.333
And the next thing you know
is what they know.

488
00:22:24.417 --> 00:22:25.542
You follow?

489
00:22:27.792 --> 00:22:30.208
I guess where I'm trying
to get is...

490
00:22:32.125 --> 00:22:37.958
...forget everyone
and decide who you are.

491
00:22:38.042 --> 00:22:39.917
What is it that you like?

492
00:22:40.000 --> 00:22:45.250
Not what I like,
but what you like.

493
00:22:45.333 --> 00:22:50.000
What is your purpose
in life, son?

494
00:22:50.083 --> 00:22:52.000
I mean, shit.

495
00:22:52.083 --> 00:22:57.042
Life happens, fast too.

496
00:22:57.125 --> 00:23:01.208
And then all of
the sudden, poof.

497
00:23:01.292 --> 00:23:04.375
You forget your purpose.

498
00:23:04.458 --> 00:23:07.917
You got to find it on your own.

499
00:23:08.000 --> 00:23:14.958
♪♪

500
00:23:15.042 --> 00:23:19.917
Shit, some people
never find their purpose.

501
00:23:20.000 --> 00:23:21.625
Some?

502
00:23:21.708 --> 00:23:23.500
I mean most.

503
00:23:25.333 --> 00:23:27.167
Hear me out.

504
00:23:29.458 --> 00:23:31.875
How many of you went to college

505
00:23:31.958 --> 00:23:34.708
with a major that matches
your job right now?

506
00:23:34.792 --> 00:23:37.583
[ Scattered applause ]

507
00:23:37.667 --> 00:23:39.750
Okay.

508
00:23:39.833 --> 00:23:41.667
Alright, couple. Nice.

509
00:23:41.750 --> 00:23:44.667
College-educated crowd.
I like it.

510
00:23:44.750 --> 00:23:47.917
Now, how many of you
with your hands raised,

511
00:23:48.000 --> 00:23:50.083
how many of you feel
that what you're doing,

512
00:23:50.167 --> 00:23:55.125
your current career,
is your destiny in life?

513
00:23:55.208 --> 00:23:56.958
What you are doing right now,

514
00:23:57.042 --> 00:24:01.083
everything that led up to it,
was it what you wanted?

515
00:24:01.167 --> 00:24:03.958
Was it?
Was it your calling?

516
00:24:05.833 --> 00:24:09.083
I see two hands.
[ Laughs ]

517
00:24:09.167 --> 00:24:12.625
Oh, man.
Folks, folks, folks, listen.

518
00:24:12.708 --> 00:24:16.375
We have fallen into patterns.

519
00:24:16.458 --> 00:24:18.833
Patterns of what, you might ask.

520
00:24:18.917 --> 00:24:22.292
Well, patterns.

521
00:24:22.375 --> 00:24:25.125
Following.

522
00:24:25.208 --> 00:24:27.333
Patterns of following
your friends.

523
00:24:27.417 --> 00:24:30.500
Like. Like. Like.

524
00:24:30.583 --> 00:24:33.375
Like, like, like,
like, like, like.

525
00:24:33.458 --> 00:24:36.667
Patterns of what
our parents want.

526
00:24:36.750 --> 00:24:38.792
Patterns of what
our parents don't want.

527
00:24:38.875 --> 00:24:42.375
That's even worse, right?

528
00:24:42.458 --> 00:24:47.125
Patterns of what the media
tells us is the thing right now.

529
00:24:47.208 --> 00:24:49.958
Do it, do it, do it.

530
00:24:50.042 --> 00:24:55.458
We've all but forgotten
who we are.

531
00:24:55.542 --> 00:24:57.542
Who I am.

532
00:24:57.625 --> 00:25:01.208
Who you are.

533
00:25:01.292 --> 00:25:02.917
Who are you?

534
00:25:04.333 --> 00:25:07.208
Got to ask yourselves.

535
00:25:07.292 --> 00:25:11.500
When was the last time
you did what you wanted to do?

536
00:25:11.583 --> 00:25:14.542
When was the last time you went
where you really wanted to go?

537
00:25:14.625 --> 00:25:16.708
When was the last time
you said what you wanted to say?

538
00:25:16.792 --> 00:25:18.542
When was the last time
you didn't do something

539
00:25:18.625 --> 00:25:20.292
you didn't want to do?

540
00:25:20.375 --> 00:25:22.375
When was the last time
you said no?

541
00:25:22.458 --> 00:25:26.083
Jesus, I can say no?
I'm allowed to do that?

542
00:25:26.167 --> 00:25:28.708
Yeah.

543
00:25:28.792 --> 00:25:30.458
You got to ask yourselves.

544
00:25:35.000 --> 00:25:38.042
When was the last time

545
00:25:38.125 --> 00:25:43.583
that you... or you...

546
00:25:43.667 --> 00:25:46.042
or you...

547
00:25:46.125 --> 00:25:50.542
genuinely thought for yourself?

548
00:25:50.625 --> 00:25:55.958
Without hesitations,
without any interruptions,

549
00:25:56.083 --> 00:26:00.000
without hesitations,
without influences.

550
00:26:00.083 --> 00:26:01.792
[ Laughs ]

551
00:26:01.875 --> 00:26:03.792
That's a tough one, folks.

552
00:26:03.875 --> 00:26:06.250
That's a tough one.

553
00:26:06.333 --> 00:26:09.958
In-flu-ences!

554
00:26:10.042 --> 00:26:11.750
Influences.

555
00:26:14.458 --> 00:26:18.292
We should all have role models.
We should all have North Stars.

556
00:26:18.375 --> 00:26:21.458
We should have
healthy influences.

557
00:26:23.833 --> 00:26:26.333
But at what cost?

558
00:26:26.417 --> 00:26:28.292
Huh?

559
00:26:28.375 --> 00:26:30.583
What's good for you?
Is it good for me?

560
00:26:30.667 --> 00:26:34.042
I don't know.
I don't know.

561
00:26:34.125 --> 00:26:36.333
Might not be.

562
00:26:36.417 --> 00:26:38.667
The key...

563
00:26:38.750 --> 00:26:43.083
to thinking for yourselves.

564
00:26:43.167 --> 00:26:45.000
Three words.

565
00:26:45.083 --> 00:26:46.542
One phrase.

566
00:26:46.625 --> 00:26:48.500
[ Scattered applause ]
Yeah, that's right.

567
00:26:48.583 --> 00:26:50.000
A lot of you know
where I'm going with this.

568
00:26:50.083 --> 00:26:52.000
It's the first page
in your booklet.

569
00:26:52.083 --> 00:26:53.458
Three big letters.
Let's hear it.

570
00:26:53.542 --> 00:26:54.833
Everybody, on your feet.

571
00:26:54.917 --> 00:26:57.083
Everybody, say it
with me on three.

572
00:26:57.167 --> 00:26:58.792
One, two, three.

573
00:26:58.875 --> 00:27:02.000
[all] Clear the slate.

574
00:27:02.083 --> 00:27:05.125
Turn the page!
Let's go!

575
00:27:05.208 --> 00:27:12.417
♪♪

576
00:27:12.500 --> 00:27:19.833
♪♪

577
00:27:59.292 --> 00:28:00.833
[ Cellphone chimes ]

578
00:28:00.917 --> 00:28:09.333
♪♪

579
00:28:09.417 --> 00:28:17.750
♪♪

580
00:28:17.833 --> 00:28:26.208
♪♪

581
00:28:26.292 --> 00:28:34.625
♪♪

582
00:28:34.708 --> 00:28:36.917
[ Buttons clicking ]

583
00:28:37.000 --> 00:28:44.125
♪♪

584
00:28:44.208 --> 00:28:46.458
Programming,
ladies and gentlemen.

585
00:28:46.542 --> 00:28:49.000
Let's talk about programming.

586
00:28:49.083 --> 00:28:50.917
Where do we start with that one?

587
00:28:51.000 --> 00:28:56.958
Programming is the enemy
of thinking for yourself.

588
00:28:57.042 --> 00:28:58.417
It happens to all of us.

589
00:28:58.500 --> 00:29:00.625
It happens from the second
you're born.

590
00:29:00.708 --> 00:29:02.667
You've been programmed.

591
00:29:02.750 --> 00:29:04.500
You've been programmed.

592
00:29:04.583 --> 00:29:06.792
You've been programmed.

593
00:29:09.000 --> 00:29:12.250
You've been programmed.

594
00:29:12.333 --> 00:29:14.292
You've definitely
been programmed.

595
00:29:14.375 --> 00:29:15.625
[ Laughs ]

596
00:29:15.708 --> 00:29:17.458
[ Cheers and applause ]

597
00:29:17.542 --> 00:29:20.292
Why are you laughing, lady?
You've been programmed, too.

598
00:29:20.375 --> 00:29:22.417
All of us.

599
00:29:22.500 --> 00:29:25.583
Programmed to want...

600
00:29:25.667 --> 00:29:27.958
what they tell you to want.

601
00:29:28.042 --> 00:29:32.333
Big house, rich job.

602
00:29:32.417 --> 00:29:34.500
You want makeup
that celebrity likes?

603
00:29:34.583 --> 00:29:36.375
No, no, no.
I-I-I need it.

604
00:29:36.458 --> 00:29:38.000
Because if I don't have
the same concealer

605
00:29:38.083 --> 00:29:40.458
that that celebrity does,
I might as well be dead

606
00:29:40.542 --> 00:29:42.958
at the side of the road.

607
00:29:43.042 --> 00:29:47.125
Programmed to feel
how they want us to feel.

608
00:29:47.208 --> 00:29:49.458
He said what?

609
00:29:49.542 --> 00:29:52.625
What a monster.

610
00:29:52.708 --> 00:29:54.792
She did what?
What a bitch.

611
00:29:54.875 --> 00:29:57.042
Fuck her.

612
00:29:57.125 --> 00:29:59.583
Let's bury her
for the rest of her life

613
00:29:59.667 --> 00:30:03.542
in shame and ridicule
and accusations.

614
00:30:03.625 --> 00:30:08.958
We think that this program
is given to us to make us happy,

615
00:30:09.042 --> 00:30:12.333
make us feel all warm
and cuddly.

616
00:30:12.417 --> 00:30:14.292
But it's not.

617
00:30:16.083 --> 00:30:20.083
No, it's given to you
to control you.

618
00:30:21.750 --> 00:30:26.333
It's given to you to turn
you all against each other.

619
00:30:26.417 --> 00:30:28.583
What we need to do...

620
00:30:30.208 --> 00:30:33.875
...is tear that program down,

621
00:30:33.958 --> 00:30:36.292
break it apart
brick by brick by brick.

622
00:30:36.375 --> 00:30:38.458
[ Applause ]

623
00:30:38.542 --> 00:30:39.583
You guys with me?

624
00:30:39.667 --> 00:30:41.125
[ Cheers and applause ]

625
00:30:41.208 --> 00:30:42.375
Good.

626
00:30:45.250 --> 00:30:47.917
Now repeat after me.

627
00:30:48.042 --> 00:30:50.083
[Billy's dad]
Repeat after me, Billy.

628
00:30:50.167 --> 00:30:52.792
[both] Tootin', snootin',
loop-a-loop hoop.

629
00:30:52.875 --> 00:30:55.875
Don't fall for all that hoot.

630
00:30:55.958 --> 00:30:57.083
[ Chuckles ]

631
00:30:59.167 --> 00:31:01.792
Gotcha.
You ain't repeating that.

632
00:31:05.958 --> 00:31:07.417
As a matter of fact,

633
00:31:07.500 --> 00:31:11.167
don't be repeating anything
from anything.

634
00:31:11.250 --> 00:31:15.458
You get lost more and more
from all what you have in here.

635
00:31:15.542 --> 00:31:20.792
♪♪

636
00:31:20.875 --> 00:31:24.792
All those damn sing-alongs
you learned in school.

637
00:31:24.875 --> 00:31:27.417
Shit, you'd just repeat

638
00:31:27.500 --> 00:31:31.250
and didn't even know
what you were singing.

639
00:31:31.333 --> 00:31:33.083
Hell, next thing you know,

640
00:31:33.167 --> 00:31:35.458
they'll tell you to jump off
the goddamn London Bridge,

641
00:31:35.542 --> 00:31:38.667
and you'll do it,
just 'cause they said so.

642
00:31:43.500 --> 00:31:46.417
Now, be a good boy
and go get me another cigar.

643
00:31:46.500 --> 00:31:51.542
♪♪

644
00:31:51.625 --> 00:31:56.667
♪♪

645
00:31:56.750 --> 00:31:59.667
Hey, guys.

646
00:31:59.750 --> 00:32:01.875
Just watching the sun come up.

647
00:32:04.833 --> 00:32:07.375
Sometimes there's just
nothing to say, you know?

648
00:32:09.542 --> 00:32:12.708
Isn't it beautiful?

649
00:32:12.792 --> 00:32:15.583
[Billy's dad] Tootin', snootin'
loop-a-loop hoop.

650
00:32:15.667 --> 00:32:18.000
Don't fall for all that hoot.

651
00:32:18.083 --> 00:32:19.500
[ Laughs ]

652
00:32:23.000 --> 00:32:25.333
[woman] To help us better
understand the situation,

653
00:32:25.417 --> 00:32:27.625
we turn to Secretary Glass.

654
00:32:27.708 --> 00:32:30.542
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

655
00:32:30.625 --> 00:32:33.292
You feeling okay?

656
00:32:33.375 --> 00:32:34.958
Yeah. Why?

657
00:32:35.042 --> 00:32:39.375
Nothing, just weird Live.

658
00:32:39.458 --> 00:32:41.167
What's weird about the sunrise?

659
00:32:41.250 --> 00:32:43.500
Nothing's weird about a sunrise.

660
00:32:43.583 --> 00:32:46.333
You were, like, crying over it.
And also, "Hey, guys"?

661
00:32:46.417 --> 00:32:49.167
Like, did you forget how
the Internet works or something?

662
00:32:49.250 --> 00:32:50.875
Oh, shit.

663
00:32:50.958 --> 00:32:53.500
You can't just misgender
50% of your followers, Billy.

664
00:32:53.583 --> 00:32:55.625
-They'll get you for that.
-Shit.

665
00:32:55.708 --> 00:32:57.125
[woman]
...head of the UN Council

666
00:32:57.208 --> 00:32:59.000
who's here on the front lines

667
00:32:59.083 --> 00:33:01.708
of America's response
to such an unbelievable horror.

668
00:33:01.792 --> 00:33:03.667
Secretary Glass, good morning.

669
00:33:03.750 --> 00:33:06.917
Good to have you
during this dark, dark time.

670
00:33:07.000 --> 00:33:09.167
Is this really what you put on
in the morning?

671
00:33:09.250 --> 00:33:13.167
Well, you see what's happening?
I can't take my eyes off of it.

672
00:33:13.250 --> 00:33:15.500
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

673
00:33:15.583 --> 00:33:18.250
I can't even.
[ Cellphone buzzing ]

674
00:33:21.042 --> 00:33:24.458
-Who is it?
-It's Leonardo. Hey.

675
00:33:24.542 --> 00:33:27.042
-What the fuck, Billy?
-Jesus.

676
00:33:27.125 --> 00:33:29.000
[Leonardo] "Sometimes
there's nothing to say"?

677
00:33:29.083 --> 00:33:31.750
These people are paying you
a fucking fortune to say things.

678
00:33:31.833 --> 00:33:33.958
That's exactly
why they're paying you.

679
00:33:34.042 --> 00:33:36.875
I already received three
phone calls from the publisher.

680
00:33:36.958 --> 00:33:39.500
Okay, I get it.

681
00:33:39.583 --> 00:33:41.167
What is it that you get, Billy?

682
00:33:41.250 --> 00:33:42.917
What do you get?
What do we do now?

683
00:33:43.000 --> 00:33:44.458
I'm not gonna say it.

684
00:33:44.542 --> 00:33:46.042
Oh, yes, you are.

685
00:33:46.125 --> 00:33:48.042
I'm not gonna hang up
this phone until you say.

686
00:33:48.125 --> 00:33:50.500
What do we do?

687
00:33:50.583 --> 00:33:52.333
We give them what they want.

688
00:33:52.417 --> 00:33:55.292
What they want. Exactly.
Thank you, Billy.

689
00:33:55.375 --> 00:33:57.875
When are we meeting
about the book deal?

690
00:33:57.958 --> 00:34:01.958
Um, the -- the meeting
is pushed.

691
00:34:02.042 --> 00:34:03.375
What?

692
00:34:03.458 --> 00:34:05.042
[Leonardo] I don't know.

693
00:34:05.125 --> 00:34:07.500
It was something about
troops moving in.

694
00:34:07.583 --> 00:34:09.875
They had to reschedule.

695
00:34:09.958 --> 00:34:12.375
But this is exactly
what I'm saying, Billy.

696
00:34:12.458 --> 00:34:14.042
Let's don't give them
any opportunity

697
00:34:14.125 --> 00:34:15.833
to go cold feet on us,

698
00:34:15.917 --> 00:34:18.333
not until we sign
on the dotted line.

699
00:34:18.417 --> 00:34:20.125
Okay. I hear you.

700
00:34:20.208 --> 00:34:22.042
[Leonardo] Oh, good.

701
00:34:22.125 --> 00:34:25.875
But what is it
about this misgender?

702
00:34:25.958 --> 00:34:28.000
[man] ...of proportions
we can't even imagine.

703
00:34:28.083 --> 00:34:32.625
The death toll
is now rising to 190,000.

704
00:34:32.708 --> 00:34:34.125
No meeting?

705
00:34:34.208 --> 00:34:36.292
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

706
00:34:36.375 --> 00:34:38.875
It's rescheduled.

707
00:34:38.958 --> 00:34:40.625
Hmm.

708
00:34:40.708 --> 00:34:42.333
What's "Mm"?

709
00:34:42.417 --> 00:34:45.458
-I just told you that was weird.
-It's not what it's ab--

710
00:34:45.542 --> 00:34:48.500
It's about troop movement
or some--

711
00:34:48.583 --> 00:34:50.458
I don't -- It's not --
They don't care about that.

712
00:34:50.542 --> 00:34:53.667
Don't be stupid, Billy.
Everyone cares about everything.

713
00:34:57.125 --> 00:34:58.542
Come here.

714
00:34:58.625 --> 00:35:02.042
[Billy]
No, they don't love me.

715
00:35:02.125 --> 00:35:04.875
No one even knows
what that is.

716
00:35:04.958 --> 00:35:08.375
[ Buttons clicking ]

717
00:35:08.458 --> 00:35:10.083
It'll happen, okay?

718
00:35:10.167 --> 00:35:12.042
Don't worry.
They all love you.

719
00:35:12.125 --> 00:35:15.667
Just go back to doing
what you're best at.

720
00:35:15.750 --> 00:35:17.542
Which is what?

721
00:35:17.625 --> 00:35:19.917
Making their hearts race.

722
00:35:22.375 --> 00:35:25.125
I was just trying to
give them something honest.

723
00:35:25.208 --> 00:35:27.667
When do you care
about doing that?

724
00:35:31.042 --> 00:35:32.750
[ Chuckles ]

725
00:35:36.208 --> 00:35:40.208
Okay. I mean, I was just
trying to comfort you.

726
00:35:40.292 --> 00:35:42.500
[ Billy humming ]

727
00:35:42.583 --> 00:35:47.083
♪♪

728
00:35:47.167 --> 00:35:53.625
♪ Why does the sun
go on shining ♪

729
00:35:53.708 --> 00:36:00.417
♪ Why does the sea
rush to shore ♪

730
00:36:00.500 --> 00:36:03.458
♪ Don't they know ♪

731
00:36:03.542 --> 00:36:07.042
♪ It's the end of the world ♪

732
00:36:07.125 --> 00:36:14.000
♪ 'Cause you don't
love me anymore ♪

733
00:36:14.083 --> 00:36:16.875
♪ Why do the birds ♪

734
00:36:16.958 --> 00:36:19.333
Oh, so you're just gonna
fucking ignore me now?

735
00:36:19.417 --> 00:36:21.958
Is that what we're doing?
Shut the fuck up.

736
00:36:25.917 --> 00:36:28.250
You could enjoy this
a little less.

737
00:36:28.333 --> 00:36:29.833
What are you talking about?

738
00:36:29.917 --> 00:36:32.042
I'm trying to tell you
that something is wrong,

739
00:36:32.125 --> 00:36:33.625
that something feels wrong.

740
00:36:33.708 --> 00:36:35.458
And you have this fucking grin
on your face.

741
00:36:35.542 --> 00:36:37.375
It's like you're relieved.

742
00:36:37.458 --> 00:36:38.500
What? I'm --

743
00:36:38.583 --> 00:36:40.083
What?

744
00:36:40.167 --> 00:36:41.708
Patting me on the back
while you're texting?

745
00:36:41.792 --> 00:36:43.167
You think that's supposed
to make me feel better?

746
00:36:43.250 --> 00:36:44.583
I'm just trying to
fucking comfort you.

747
00:36:44.667 --> 00:36:46.208
-[Billy] What?
-I don't know, Billy.

748
00:36:46.292 --> 00:36:48.042
Comfort me by telling me
I'm a professional liar.

749
00:36:48.125 --> 00:36:49.625
-That's supposed --
-[Natalie] I didn't say that.

750
00:36:49.708 --> 00:36:51.125
I didn't even fucking say that.

751
00:36:51.208 --> 00:36:53.000
[Billy]
Cut the shit, Natalie.

752
00:36:53.083 --> 00:36:55.333
Okay, I saw what you were doing.
You're --

753
00:36:55.417 --> 00:37:01.208
I'm try-- I'm trying
to accomplish something here.

754
00:37:01.292 --> 00:37:03.458
I'm trying to get off
of people's phones.

755
00:37:03.542 --> 00:37:05.458
A book deal gets us
to that next level,

756
00:37:05.542 --> 00:37:07.000
and you can't even look at me

757
00:37:07.083 --> 00:37:09.042
while we're fucking
talking to each other.

758
00:37:09.125 --> 00:37:10.625
It's like I'm interrupting you
or something.

759
00:37:10.708 --> 00:37:12.292
So I'm sorry for bothering you

760
00:37:12.375 --> 00:37:14.917
and interfering with the
stimulating fucking conversation

761
00:37:15.000 --> 00:37:16.833
you were just having.
-[Natalie] Oh, fuck you, Billy.

762
00:37:16.917 --> 00:37:18.833
Figuring out how to split
the fucking atom, I'm sure.

763
00:37:18.917 --> 00:37:20.625
Where the fuck
did this even come from?

764
00:37:20.708 --> 00:37:22.625
All I've ever done
is try to support your ass.

765
00:37:22.708 --> 00:37:24.333
-You support me?
-[Natalie] Okay?

766
00:37:24.417 --> 00:37:26.542
You support me as long
as there's a dinner to go to

767
00:37:26.625 --> 00:37:28.333
or some celebrity to meet.

768
00:37:28.417 --> 00:37:30.208
And then what do you do
when I introduce you to them?

769
00:37:30.292 --> 00:37:33.250
You fucking get drunk and fucked
up, make a fool out of yourself,

770
00:37:33.333 --> 00:37:35.750
and you burn every fucking
bridge I try to set up for you.

771
00:37:35.833 --> 00:37:38.292
Well, I am so sorry
we're not all as gifted

772
00:37:38.375 --> 00:37:39.792
at bullshitting as you.

773
00:37:39.875 --> 00:37:41.333
Fuck right you're not
as gifted as I am,

774
00:37:41.417 --> 00:37:43.000
'cause if you were,
you'd be better at hiding

775
00:37:43.083 --> 00:37:46.292
the fact that you like
when I get bad news.

776
00:37:46.375 --> 00:37:48.333
It makes you feel fucking equal.

777
00:37:48.417 --> 00:37:51.000
Oh. God forbid I feel
equal to you, Billy.

778
00:37:51.083 --> 00:37:52.583
That's not what I fucking meant.

779
00:37:52.667 --> 00:37:54.958
God forbid, the great
fucking Billy Seldom,

780
00:37:55.042 --> 00:37:57.375
who has sunrise meltdowns.

781
00:37:57.458 --> 00:37:58.750
How could I ever compete?

782
00:37:58.833 --> 00:38:00.750
I'm not trying
to compete with you.

783
00:38:00.833 --> 00:38:02.875
I'm trying to share
this shit with you.

784
00:38:02.958 --> 00:38:04.833
The good stuff
and the bad stuff together.

785
00:38:04.917 --> 00:38:06.500
Well, that's what
I'm trying to do, too.

786
00:38:06.583 --> 00:38:07.875
That's what you're trying --
You don't even share

787
00:38:07.958 --> 00:38:10.417
the same bed with me
anymore, Natalie.

788
00:38:10.500 --> 00:38:12.792
How long has that been, huh?
A couple weeks, some months?

789
00:38:12.875 --> 00:38:14.542
That sound like a healthy
relationship to you?

790
00:38:14.625 --> 00:38:17.375
Where the fuck did this
come from, Billy, honestly?

791
00:38:17.458 --> 00:38:20.250
-Oh, my God.
-I'm not...

792
00:38:20.333 --> 00:38:21.583
happy.

793
00:38:21.667 --> 00:38:27.167
♪♪

794
00:38:27.250 --> 00:38:29.750
You think I'm happy?

795
00:38:31.500 --> 00:38:33.792
Who's happy, Billy?

796
00:38:33.875 --> 00:38:36.500
You think anyone's happy?

797
00:38:36.583 --> 00:38:40.708
Listening to you scream the same
fucking bullshit every weekend,

798
00:38:40.792 --> 00:38:43.083
all year long.

799
00:38:43.167 --> 00:38:46.917
The only difference is, I'm not
fucking whining about it

800
00:38:47.000 --> 00:38:49.500
and putting everything
that we've been working for

801
00:38:49.583 --> 00:38:51.708
-in jeopardy.
-That we've been working for?

802
00:38:51.792 --> 00:38:53.083
Yeah, fuck right that
we've worked for.

803
00:38:53.167 --> 00:38:54.625
-The fuck?
-[Billy] "We've"?

804
00:38:54.708 --> 00:38:56.083
You wouldn't fucking
be here without me, yeah.

805
00:38:56.167 --> 00:38:57.875
Without my constant push
and my support

806
00:38:57.958 --> 00:38:59.542
and posting and reposting
your shit.

807
00:38:59.625 --> 00:39:01.167
Please.
I am the only --

808
00:39:01.250 --> 00:39:03.208
You're the on--
You're the only what?

809
00:39:03.292 --> 00:39:05.125
Please give me that.
I need that. Only what?

810
00:39:05.208 --> 00:39:08.542
Billy, no one knew who the fuck
you were before me.

811
00:39:08.625 --> 00:39:11.625
No one knew who you were.
How many followers did you have?

812
00:39:11.708 --> 00:39:13.958
How many?
A few thousand?

813
00:39:14.042 --> 00:39:15.542
A few thousand, right?

814
00:39:15.625 --> 00:39:16.917
You think people
actually give a shit

815
00:39:17.000 --> 00:39:18.833
about what you have
to say, Billy?

816
00:39:18.917 --> 00:39:21.917
They show up because they think
that I am the end result.

817
00:39:22.000 --> 00:39:24.875
They show up because they think
that if they walk like you

818
00:39:24.958 --> 00:39:27.042
and talk like you and wear
fucking turtlenecks like you,

819
00:39:27.125 --> 00:39:28.708
then they will end up with me.

820
00:39:28.792 --> 00:39:31.042
I am the reason why you exist.

821
00:39:31.125 --> 00:39:34.583
So let's fucking drop this shit,
like, all of it, honestly.

822
00:39:34.667 --> 00:39:36.917
And let's fuck or E
or something.

823
00:39:37.000 --> 00:39:38.958
God damn, keep doing
what the fuck we've been doing,

824
00:39:39.042 --> 00:39:41.167
because it's been working.

825
00:39:41.250 --> 00:39:43.000
How about Thai?

826
00:39:47.458 --> 00:39:49.542
It's not.

827
00:39:49.625 --> 00:39:51.875
[Natalie] Italian?

828
00:39:51.958 --> 00:39:55.708
No, it's not working anymore.

829
00:39:58.292 --> 00:40:00.208
You should go.

830
00:40:00.292 --> 00:40:01.458
Oh, shut up, Billy.

831
00:40:01.542 --> 00:40:03.125
No, I'm serious.

832
00:40:05.083 --> 00:40:06.458
Maybe you're right.
Maybe --

833
00:40:06.542 --> 00:40:09.875
Maybe the world does
revolve around you

834
00:40:09.958 --> 00:40:11.583
or people like you.

835
00:40:13.583 --> 00:40:16.417
But we're supposed to
revolve around each other.

836
00:40:18.792 --> 00:40:20.500
And we don't.

837
00:40:23.167 --> 00:40:24.583
It's my fault
because I don't know

838
00:40:24.667 --> 00:40:27.125
what the fuck I'm doing anymore.

839
00:40:27.208 --> 00:40:30.583
Like, you act like -- like
these things revolve around you

840
00:40:30.667 --> 00:40:33.333
because they should.

841
00:40:33.417 --> 00:40:36.375
Like it's some burden

842
00:40:36.458 --> 00:40:38.458
that you have to carry around.

843
00:40:40.417 --> 00:40:42.708
But it's not, Natalie.
It's just narcissism.

844
00:40:42.792 --> 00:40:46.917
And it's fucking boring,
and I don't want it anymore.

845
00:40:47.000 --> 00:40:54.292
♪♪

846
00:40:54.375 --> 00:40:58.417
If I go, I'm gonna win.

847
00:40:58.500 --> 00:40:59.500
You know?

848
00:41:02.542 --> 00:41:03.833
I'm sure you will.

849
00:41:03.917 --> 00:41:06.542
Fucking destroy you
online, so...

850
00:41:08.750 --> 00:41:10.417
Do what you have to do.

851
00:41:10.500 --> 00:41:16.208
♪♪

852
00:41:16.292 --> 00:41:17.833
You know what?

853
00:41:17.917 --> 00:41:20.833
No, actually, no.
Fuck you.

854
00:41:20.917 --> 00:41:23.292
You get out.
I'm staying.

855
00:41:23.375 --> 00:41:25.500
-This is my place.
-It's my bed.

856
00:41:25.583 --> 00:41:26.958
No shit.

857
00:41:27.042 --> 00:41:32.333
♪♪

858
00:41:32.417 --> 00:41:33.875
You're really not gonna go?

859
00:41:33.958 --> 00:41:34.917
[Natalie] No.

860
00:41:35.000 --> 00:41:36.458
[ Billy chuckles ]

861
00:41:36.542 --> 00:41:39.125
Okay.

862
00:41:39.208 --> 00:41:40.583
Don't be here when I get back.
[ Door opens ]

863
00:41:40.667 --> 00:41:42.250
Yeah, go thank for
your fucking self.

864
00:41:42.333 --> 00:41:44.375
[ Door closes ]
Asshole.

865
00:41:47.667 --> 00:41:50.167
Narratives.

866
00:41:50.250 --> 00:41:52.250
You're gonna deprogram,

867
00:41:52.333 --> 00:41:55.042
you're gonna clear your slate,

868
00:41:55.125 --> 00:41:57.833
you got to know your story.

869
00:41:57.917 --> 00:41:59.958
What story are you in?

870
00:42:00.042 --> 00:42:02.667
What's the narrative
that you tell yourselves

871
00:42:02.750 --> 00:42:03.917
when you wake up in the morning?

872
00:42:04.000 --> 00:42:06.542
We all do it.

873
00:42:06.625 --> 00:42:10.833
Based off songs we hear,
you know, movies we see.

874
00:42:10.917 --> 00:42:13.958
We've all seen Disney, right?

875
00:42:14.042 --> 00:42:17.042
The prince saves the princess.

876
00:42:17.125 --> 00:42:20.625
Two dogs make out
over a piece of spaghetti.

877
00:42:20.708 --> 00:42:22.583
Happy ever after.
That's a good one.

878
00:42:22.667 --> 00:42:24.375
Everyone loves that.

879
00:42:26.250 --> 00:42:30.167
Don't put all your eggs
in one basket.

880
00:42:30.250 --> 00:42:35.833
Slow and steady wins the race.

881
00:42:35.917 --> 00:42:39.542
They never tell us
how these stories end.

882
00:42:39.625 --> 00:42:41.792
The tortoise and the hare
go out to the bar after.

883
00:42:41.875 --> 00:42:44.792
And spoiler alert,
the hare still gets the girl.

884
00:42:44.875 --> 00:42:49.125
[ Chuckles ] Why do you
think he's so tired?

885
00:42:49.208 --> 00:42:53.917
We cling to these Hollywood
endings, these fantasies.

886
00:42:54.000 --> 00:42:57.083
We get our expectations
way up here.

887
00:42:59.167 --> 00:43:02.583
What happens when
we don't make them?

888
00:43:02.667 --> 00:43:06.125
There are entire industries
devoted to what happens

889
00:43:06.208 --> 00:43:08.208
when we don't make them.

890
00:43:08.292 --> 00:43:10.458
Pharmaceutical industry.

891
00:43:10.542 --> 00:43:12.750
Therapy industry.

892
00:43:12.833 --> 00:43:14.417
Anyone in here
a child of divorce?

893
00:43:14.500 --> 00:43:15.583
[ Cheers and applause ]

894
00:43:15.667 --> 00:43:17.958
Yeah, a lot of you.

895
00:43:18.042 --> 00:43:21.542
You can't trust anyone, right?
Least of all yourselves.

896
00:43:21.625 --> 00:43:23.917
See a therapist.

897
00:43:24.000 --> 00:43:25.250
Take a pill.

898
00:43:27.125 --> 00:43:32.500
You know, people call us
Millennials, call us Gen Z.

899
00:43:32.583 --> 00:43:33.833
Those are the ones
in the audience

900
00:43:33.917 --> 00:43:35.583
whose balls haven't dropped yet.

901
00:43:35.667 --> 00:43:37.208
[ Laughter ]

902
00:43:37.292 --> 00:43:41.000
I call us
the blanket generation.

903
00:43:41.083 --> 00:43:43.333
Because we can't do anything

904
00:43:43.417 --> 00:43:46.083
without needing
to medicate afterwards,

905
00:43:46.167 --> 00:43:49.833
without needing to roll up in
a blanket, find our safe place.

906
00:43:51.875 --> 00:43:55.000
Why didn't you get your job?
"'Cause I was triggered."

907
00:43:55.083 --> 00:43:57.458
And then what happened?
"My therapist told me --"

908
00:43:57.542 --> 00:44:01.125
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
I'm sick of it.

909
00:44:01.208 --> 00:44:03.292
And I'm not saying
it's bad to seek help.

910
00:44:03.375 --> 00:44:05.417
I'm not saying that trauma
doesn't happen.

911
00:44:05.500 --> 00:44:08.792
Trauma happens to all of us.

912
00:44:08.875 --> 00:44:11.333
Some of us when we're young,

913
00:44:11.417 --> 00:44:14.417
before we even have any tools
to defend ourselves.

914
00:44:16.125 --> 00:44:20.250
But someone out there
is eating your lunch.

915
00:44:20.333 --> 00:44:21.750
Someone's getting that job.

916
00:44:21.833 --> 00:44:24.292
Someone's fucking that girl
or that guy.

917
00:44:24.375 --> 00:44:27.333
Someone's making that money.
Someone's winning that game.

918
00:44:27.417 --> 00:44:31.958
And all you guys care about is
having an understandable excuse.

919
00:44:35.708 --> 00:44:38.500
Does anyone out here
know the difference

920
00:44:38.583 --> 00:44:41.917
between genius and talent?

921
00:44:42.000 --> 00:44:43.583
Anyone?

922
00:44:45.750 --> 00:44:52.458
Talent is being great
at established things.

923
00:44:52.542 --> 00:44:56.542
She plays Mozart beautifully.

924
00:44:56.625 --> 00:44:59.250
He's lights out
from behind the line.

925
00:44:59.333 --> 00:45:01.875
He knows pi to 600 digits.

926
00:45:01.958 --> 00:45:04.625
That's talent.

927
00:45:04.708 --> 00:45:07.708
But genius...

928
00:45:07.792 --> 00:45:10.958
is finding something
that no one on earth

929
00:45:11.042 --> 00:45:14.083
has ever seen before...

930
00:45:14.167 --> 00:45:17.458
and creating it from nothing.

931
00:45:19.250 --> 00:45:23.750
Steve Jobs turned your computer
into a camera.

932
00:45:23.875 --> 00:45:25.750
Isaac Newton got hit
in the head with the apple.

933
00:45:25.833 --> 00:45:28.375
He invented calculus.

934
00:45:28.458 --> 00:45:31.583
That's genius.

935
00:45:31.667 --> 00:45:37.417
And everyone in this room
is a genius at something,

936
00:45:37.500 --> 00:45:42.292
can do something that no one
else has ever seen before.

937
00:45:42.375 --> 00:45:47.375
Our jobs are not to make money.

938
00:45:47.458 --> 00:45:51.667
Our jobs are not
the house or the car.

939
00:45:51.750 --> 00:45:57.000
Alright, our jobs
while you are on this rock

940
00:45:57.083 --> 00:46:00.083
is to find out what that is.

941
00:46:00.167 --> 00:46:03.833
What can you do
that no one else can?

942
00:46:03.917 --> 00:46:09.000
You put all of your eggs
in that basket.

943
00:46:09.083 --> 00:46:13.458
And you run as fast as you can.

944
00:46:15.917 --> 00:46:21.208
Authenticity is the truest
form of currency.

945
00:46:23.708 --> 00:46:26.333
And for some of you,
the most genius thing

946
00:46:26.417 --> 00:46:28.208
that you can ever do...

947
00:46:30.458 --> 00:46:33.708
...is figuring out how to
rewrite your own stories.

948
00:46:36.333 --> 00:46:37.875
Narratives.

949
00:46:40.542 --> 00:46:42.125
Know their power.

950
00:46:42.208 --> 00:46:44.375
[ Applause ]

951
00:46:44.458 --> 00:46:52.833
♪♪

952
00:46:52.917 --> 00:47:01.208
♪♪

953
00:47:01.292 --> 00:47:09.625
♪♪

954
00:47:09.708 --> 00:47:11.375
[woman] A curfew will go
into place tonight

955
00:47:11.458 --> 00:47:13.417
at 8:00 p.m. local time.

956
00:47:13.500 --> 00:47:16.500
Anyone out past curfew should
expect to face repercussions

957
00:47:16.583 --> 00:47:19.625
as police attempt to prevent
instances of unrest.

958
00:47:19.708 --> 00:47:21.042
So stay in, folks.

959
00:47:21.125 --> 00:47:22.500
[man]
There you have it, folks.

960
00:47:22.583 --> 00:47:25.167
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

961
00:47:29.375 --> 00:47:30.750
Excuse me.

962
00:47:34.083 --> 00:47:35.708
Miss.

963
00:47:35.792 --> 00:47:41.667
♪♪

964
00:47:41.750 --> 00:47:44.833
Excuse me.
Can I have a seat, please?

965
00:47:44.917 --> 00:47:46.833
It's them.

966
00:47:46.917 --> 00:47:48.042
[Billy] Huh?

967
00:47:48.125 --> 00:47:50.250
What?

968
00:47:50.333 --> 00:47:53.625
We're not miss.

969
00:47:53.708 --> 00:47:55.750
I'm sorry.

970
00:47:55.833 --> 00:47:59.083
Um, can I order
from you all or --

971
00:47:59.167 --> 00:48:01.292
Plenty of booths around.

972
00:48:01.375 --> 00:48:04.708
[Billy] Okay, then.
I guess I'll just seat myself.

973
00:48:04.792 --> 00:48:07.333
[ Indistinct talking on TV
continues ]

974
00:48:07.417 --> 00:48:12.917
♪♪

975
00:48:13.000 --> 00:48:18.500
♪♪

976
00:48:18.583 --> 00:48:21.583
Excuse me, sir.
No smoking here.

977
00:48:21.667 --> 00:48:24.583
Put that away or go outside.

978
00:48:24.667 --> 00:48:27.250
How do you know I'm a sir?

979
00:48:27.333 --> 00:48:29.750
What do you want me
to call you?

980
00:48:29.833 --> 00:48:31.042
I would like you
to let me smoke.

981
00:48:31.125 --> 00:48:32.917
And I would like
to work in a place

982
00:48:33.000 --> 00:48:36.167
that doesn't give me cancer or
any other respiratory illnesses.

983
00:48:36.250 --> 00:48:39.750
We can't get all
what we want, can we?

984
00:48:39.833 --> 00:48:41.250
I-I'm just trying to --

985
00:48:41.333 --> 00:48:44.042
Hey, Mr. Martini.

986
00:48:44.125 --> 00:48:45.708
Who's following who?

987
00:48:45.792 --> 00:48:47.458
I guess you caught me.

988
00:48:47.542 --> 00:48:51.208
Yeah, the jig is up.
Might as well come and join me.

989
00:48:51.292 --> 00:48:52.833
It's "whom."

990
00:48:52.917 --> 00:48:58.292
♪♪

991
00:48:58.375 --> 00:49:01.125
[ Chuckles ]

992
00:49:01.208 --> 00:49:04.792
[woman]
Mm. Do you know this place?

993
00:49:04.875 --> 00:49:10.167
No, uh, I just came
to sit down for a bit.

994
00:49:10.250 --> 00:49:12.750
You sleep at all?

995
00:49:12.833 --> 00:49:15.500
I don't think
I'd call it that, exactly.

996
00:49:15.583 --> 00:49:17.667
Well, this place is my favorite.

997
00:49:17.750 --> 00:49:19.583
I come here every morning,

998
00:49:19.667 --> 00:49:23.542
and they serve breakfast all
day, and coffee's pretty cheap.

999
00:49:23.625 --> 00:49:27.417
[ Clears throat ]
So, what will it be?

1000
00:49:27.500 --> 00:49:29.542
Oh, just get me, um --

1001
00:49:32.542 --> 00:49:34.583
I don't know.
What -- What's good here?

1002
00:49:34.667 --> 00:49:36.708
He'll -- He'll get
the all-American.

1003
00:49:36.792 --> 00:49:39.000
Oh, so it is he, huh?

1004
00:49:42.208 --> 00:49:45.458
And a cup of coffee, please.

1005
00:49:48.292 --> 00:49:50.000
I'll take a refill, too.

1006
00:49:50.083 --> 00:49:52.208
-[Billy] You can't smoke --
-You can't smoke in here.

1007
00:49:52.292 --> 00:49:55.958
[ Sighs ]
Megan, stop showing off.

1008
00:49:56.042 --> 00:49:57.917
It's so unbecoming.

1009
00:49:58.000 --> 00:50:04.208
♪♪

1010
00:50:04.292 --> 00:50:07.042
Do I know you from somewhere?

1011
00:50:07.125 --> 00:50:09.208
No. No.

1012
00:50:09.292 --> 00:50:11.333
Megan.

1013
00:50:11.417 --> 00:50:13.417
Fuck off.

1014
00:50:13.500 --> 00:50:14.917
[ Scoffs ]

1015
00:50:18.500 --> 00:50:20.958
Geez. Remind me not
to get on your bad side.

1016
00:50:21.042 --> 00:50:22.792
I don't have a bad side.

1017
00:50:22.875 --> 00:50:24.250
They know me here.
It's fine.

1018
00:50:24.333 --> 00:50:26.042
She just doesn't like it
when people do it.

1019
00:50:26.125 --> 00:50:27.833
So she says that to everybody.

1020
00:50:27.917 --> 00:50:30.958
I didn't figure you for
a waitress's worst nightmare.

1021
00:50:31.042 --> 00:50:34.292
Just her.
It's kind of fun, though, huh?

1022
00:50:34.375 --> 00:50:37.167
-What?
-Being surprised.

1023
00:50:37.250 --> 00:50:39.292
I didn't take you
for a Chianti kind of guy.

1024
00:50:39.375 --> 00:50:41.958
Please don't base anything
off of last night.

1025
00:50:42.042 --> 00:50:44.458
-I was --
-Not you?

1026
00:50:47.458 --> 00:50:48.625
Yeah.

1027
00:50:48.708 --> 00:50:50.583
And what about right now?

1028
00:50:54.667 --> 00:50:56.208
I thought you'd order
for yourself.

1029
00:50:56.292 --> 00:50:58.542
Isn't that kind of your thing?

1030
00:50:58.625 --> 00:51:01.750
Oh, my God.
It is you.

1031
00:51:01.833 --> 00:51:05.708
Billy Seldom.
Holy shit. I follow you.

1032
00:51:05.792 --> 00:51:09.167
My friends are gonna
lose their shit.

1033
00:51:09.250 --> 00:51:11.250
Can we take a picture?

1034
00:51:11.333 --> 00:51:14.125
Yeah, sure.

1035
00:51:14.208 --> 00:51:15.667
Smile.

1036
00:51:18.542 --> 00:51:21.542
I'm going to be famous.

1037
00:51:23.500 --> 00:51:25.625
-Sorry about that.
-Must get annoying.

1038
00:51:25.708 --> 00:51:28.083
It's just kind of part of it
at this point.

1039
00:51:28.167 --> 00:51:30.958
Guess I asked for it, right?

1040
00:51:31.042 --> 00:51:32.583
What'd you get me, anyway?

1041
00:51:32.667 --> 00:51:34.208
You'll just have to
wait and see.

1042
00:51:34.292 --> 00:51:35.625
[ Chuckles ]

1043
00:51:35.708 --> 00:51:41.583
♪♪

1044
00:51:41.667 --> 00:51:45.625
I know, Billy.
Life is hard.

1045
00:51:45.708 --> 00:51:50.583
Or so we've been told
over and over and over again.

1046
00:51:54.417 --> 00:51:56.875
But you know, son,

1047
00:51:56.958 --> 00:52:01.875
there will come a time in your
life where nothing makes sense,

1048
00:52:01.958 --> 00:52:05.958
when everything that
you were told, thought,

1049
00:52:06.042 --> 00:52:08.333
became in your life,

1050
00:52:08.417 --> 00:52:11.000
none of it
will make sense to you.

1051
00:52:15.875 --> 00:52:19.792
And it will be that moment
in life, Billy,

1052
00:52:19.875 --> 00:52:23.542
where you will decide
who you really are.

1053
00:52:27.750 --> 00:52:30.000
You'll either become like them

1054
00:52:30.083 --> 00:52:34.250
or you will become like you.

1055
00:52:34.333 --> 00:52:41.750
It will be the most important
decision of your life.

1056
00:52:41.833 --> 00:52:45.375
It'll make you or break you.

1057
00:52:45.458 --> 00:52:47.625
[woman]
Want to talk about it?

1058
00:52:47.708 --> 00:52:49.083
What?

1059
00:52:49.167 --> 00:52:51.000
Whatever turned the guy
I saw onstage

1060
00:52:51.083 --> 00:52:53.083
into the guy that
I saw last night

1061
00:52:53.167 --> 00:52:55.875
and that I'm seeing right now.

1062
00:52:55.958 --> 00:52:59.167
Not really.
That's okay.

1063
00:52:59.250 --> 00:53:01.958
Of course. It might help
to talk it out, though.

1064
00:53:02.042 --> 00:53:06.083
Might need to use some of
that famous Seldom confidence

1065
00:53:06.167 --> 00:53:08.042
right about now.

1066
00:53:08.125 --> 00:53:09.417
-Oh, yeah?
-Yeah.

1067
00:53:09.500 --> 00:53:12.417
It's getting
pretty bad out there.

1068
00:53:12.500 --> 00:53:13.833
Well, I'm not in any position

1069
00:53:13.917 --> 00:53:17.375
to give anyone
any advice right now.

1070
00:53:17.458 --> 00:53:21.708
Now we're in the age
of celebrity.

1071
00:53:21.792 --> 00:53:24.417
These people have
become our gods.

1072
00:53:24.500 --> 00:53:27.083
Right?

1073
00:53:27.167 --> 00:53:29.792
Oh, no, you don't agree with me?

1074
00:53:29.875 --> 00:53:31.708
Let me ask you something.

1075
00:53:31.792 --> 00:53:34.833
When you wake up in the morning,
before you even pray,

1076
00:53:34.917 --> 00:53:36.250
what do you do?

1077
00:53:37.917 --> 00:53:43.042
You scroll, check out Instagram,
check out TikTok, right?

1078
00:53:43.125 --> 00:53:47.917
Yeah, it's Gram before God
in this country every morning,

1079
00:53:48.000 --> 00:53:51.333
worshiping these celebrities.

1080
00:53:51.417 --> 00:53:55.083
And you don't even know.

1081
00:53:55.167 --> 00:53:59.458
Buying their brands
and their image, stories.

1082
00:54:01.000 --> 00:54:02.833
Celebrities.

1083
00:54:04.875 --> 00:54:08.083
How many of you people
have met your idols

1084
00:54:08.167 --> 00:54:11.083
and wished you hadn't, huh?

1085
00:54:11.167 --> 00:54:13.917
'Cause they couldn't live up
to the expectations.

1086
00:54:14.000 --> 00:54:15.500
Isn't that a bummer?

1087
00:54:18.292 --> 00:54:21.917
Superficiality!

1088
00:54:22.000 --> 00:54:28.583
Celebrities feed and breed
on superficiality.

1089
00:54:28.667 --> 00:54:30.750
I'm supposed to be a celebrity.

1090
00:54:30.833 --> 00:54:33.292
[ Applause ]
You believe that shit?

1091
00:54:33.375 --> 00:54:37.125
Yeah, I was interviewed
this morning by a woman.

1092
00:54:37.208 --> 00:54:38.417
You'd all recognize her --

1093
00:54:38.500 --> 00:54:41.333
interviewer, news anchor,
whatever.

1094
00:54:41.417 --> 00:54:47.542
She called me the face
of the ideals

1095
00:54:47.625 --> 00:54:49.708
of a generation.

1096
00:54:51.958 --> 00:54:53.833
Why?

1097
00:54:53.917 --> 00:54:56.292
'Cause I could
sell out an arena.

1098
00:54:56.375 --> 00:54:59.333
'Cause I got all you in here?

1099
00:54:59.417 --> 00:55:03.000
God, th-the standard...

1100
00:55:03.083 --> 00:55:06.500
it's not based on anything.

1101
00:55:06.583 --> 00:55:08.625
It's just based on who seems

1102
00:55:08.708 --> 00:55:13.042
like they're the one to
listen to at any given moment.

1103
00:55:13.125 --> 00:55:16.833
And we listen to these people

1104
00:55:16.917 --> 00:55:21.667
so we don't have to
listen to ourselves.

1105
00:55:21.750 --> 00:55:26.375
We stay up at night scrolling
for hours, losing sleep,

1106
00:55:26.458 --> 00:55:29.333
all so we can quiet
the voices in our heads.

1107
00:55:29.417 --> 00:55:32.250
[ Growling ]

1108
00:55:32.333 --> 00:55:34.500
Bad voices, gnarly voices

1109
00:55:34.583 --> 00:55:37.167
telling us all kinds of
fucked-up shit about ourselves,

1110
00:55:37.250 --> 00:55:39.500
horror stories.

1111
00:55:39.583 --> 00:55:44.667
Eyes on the fucking ceiling
that won't shut up.

1112
00:55:44.750 --> 00:55:46.750
Go away!

1113
00:55:46.833 --> 00:55:52.375
And that's how we end up giving
a shit about who got the rose

1114
00:55:52.458 --> 00:55:54.292
or who thought they could dance

1115
00:55:54.375 --> 00:55:58.000
or -- or let's all chip in
and raise a million dollars

1116
00:55:58.083 --> 00:56:01.958
to watch some geriatric box
that guy from that thing.

1117
00:56:02.042 --> 00:56:05.500
What the fuck is happening here?

1118
00:56:05.583 --> 00:56:08.042
What the fuck is happening here?

1119
00:56:11.417 --> 00:56:16.583
Our standards out there
are based on the standards

1120
00:56:16.667 --> 00:56:18.875
that we create for ourselves.

1121
00:56:20.958 --> 00:56:22.833
We need to fix them.

1122
00:56:25.833 --> 00:56:28.792
And the way that we fix them

1123
00:56:28.875 --> 00:56:31.292
is by thinking f--

1124
00:56:31.375 --> 00:56:33.583
Why am I saying it?
This is your guys' fucking job.

1125
00:56:33.667 --> 00:56:36.000
You say it.
Three, two, one.

1126
00:56:36.083 --> 00:56:39.167
[all] Think for yourself!

1127
00:56:39.250 --> 00:56:42.125
I try to act like I have
all my shit together.

1128
00:56:43.917 --> 00:56:47.167
Truth is, I'm just in
the same boat as everyone else.

1129
00:56:48.833 --> 00:56:52.083
I mean, I just have
a catchphrase,

1130
00:56:52.167 --> 00:56:54.292
slightly better poker face.

1131
00:56:55.792 --> 00:56:58.083
These people,

1132
00:56:58.167 --> 00:57:00.000
all of these people,
they -- they expect me

1133
00:57:00.083 --> 00:57:05.125
to be this version of myself
that they want me to be, right?

1134
00:57:05.208 --> 00:57:08.083
Someone who will tell them
what they want to hear,

1135
00:57:08.167 --> 00:57:11.042
make him feel
how they want to feel.

1136
00:57:11.125 --> 00:57:12.708
[ Sighs ]

1137
00:57:12.792 --> 00:57:14.958
It's like this --

1138
00:57:15.042 --> 00:57:16.792
It's like this monster
that I've created

1139
00:57:16.875 --> 00:57:19.375
that I c--
I can't come out from.

1140
00:57:19.458 --> 00:57:20.958
I was just trying
to help people, you know?

1141
00:57:21.042 --> 00:57:22.708
I was just trying
to give people confidence.

1142
00:57:22.792 --> 00:57:24.500
I was trying to make them feel
how they want to feel

1143
00:57:24.583 --> 00:57:26.500
and hear what they want to hear.

1144
00:57:30.167 --> 00:57:32.917
You can't trust feelings.

1145
00:57:35.542 --> 00:57:37.458
And you can't count on...

1146
00:57:39.292 --> 00:57:41.250
...anyone else.

1147
00:57:44.125 --> 00:57:46.292
You know, people hear
what they want to hear

1148
00:57:46.375 --> 00:57:47.583
and they see
what they want to see.

1149
00:57:47.667 --> 00:57:49.208
They say what they want to say,

1150
00:57:49.292 --> 00:57:51.458
and then they just leave
and forget about the rest.

1151
00:57:51.542 --> 00:57:53.375
I'm no -- I'm no different.

1152
00:57:53.458 --> 00:57:55.042
I don't have any more control
over my shit.

1153
00:57:55.125 --> 00:57:58.250
I just -- just
a fucking hypocrite.

1154
00:58:00.333 --> 00:58:03.292
Well, you helped me
and you helped a lot of people.

1155
00:58:03.375 --> 00:58:05.333
That'll always be true.

1156
00:58:07.792 --> 00:58:11.458
Guess I'm just going through
a little existential crisis

1157
00:58:11.542 --> 00:58:13.000
right now.

1158
00:58:13.083 --> 00:58:14.917
Oh, poor William.

1159
00:58:18.792 --> 00:58:20.583
No one --

1160
00:58:23.167 --> 00:58:26.667
My mom used to call me William.

1161
00:58:26.750 --> 00:58:28.125
She passed away.

1162
00:58:28.208 --> 00:58:30.167
I was 6.

1163
00:58:30.250 --> 00:58:33.000
I'm so sorry to hear that.

1164
00:58:33.083 --> 00:58:35.042
What about your folks?
They still around?

1165
00:58:35.125 --> 00:58:36.625
Yeah.

1166
00:58:36.708 --> 00:58:38.125
They divorced when I was 12,

1167
00:58:38.208 --> 00:58:41.667
and that got me into
a pretty dark place.

1168
00:58:41.750 --> 00:58:48.042
I hated myself,
and [Sighs] I hated everyone.

1169
00:58:48.125 --> 00:58:52.208
And then I, um, realized
we're all in the same boat

1170
00:58:52.292 --> 00:58:55.458
and we keep selling the same
story, and it's all bullshit.

1171
00:58:55.542 --> 00:58:57.417
You know, we keep telling
ourself the same thing,

1172
00:58:57.500 --> 00:59:00.333
kind of like
you're doing right now.

1173
00:59:00.417 --> 00:59:02.208
And I can't believe the person

1174
00:59:02.292 --> 00:59:06.125
who says all those things
onstage is sitting right here

1175
00:59:06.208 --> 00:59:09.000
and he can't even
take his own advice.

1176
00:59:09.083 --> 00:59:11.708
I don't get it.

1177
00:59:11.792 --> 00:59:15.583
Well, our own advice is the
toughest advice to take, right?

1178
00:59:15.667 --> 00:59:18.458
So then let me give it to you.

1179
00:59:18.542 --> 00:59:23.333
What you do is valuable,
and people need to hear it.

1180
00:59:23.417 --> 00:59:27.458
Especially with everything
that's going on out there.

1181
00:59:27.542 --> 00:59:30.000
And where you have it wrong
is that you think

1182
00:59:30.083 --> 00:59:32.417
you need to be this asshole
to be independent,

1183
00:59:32.500 --> 00:59:34.875
but you can still think
for yourself.

1184
00:59:34.958 --> 00:59:37.292
You just have to lean
on other people.

1185
00:59:37.375 --> 00:59:41.250
That's never been
how it is for me.

1186
00:59:41.333 --> 00:59:46.125
Well, you're leaning on me.
Don't you feel better?

1187
00:59:46.208 --> 00:59:53.958
♪♪

1188
00:59:54.042 --> 00:59:56.208
Looks good.

1189
00:59:56.292 --> 00:59:57.583
Give me your phone.

1190
01:00:01.708 --> 01:00:04.250
Text me if you need a reminder.

1191
01:00:04.333 --> 01:00:11.958
♪♪

1192
01:00:12.042 --> 01:00:19.625
♪♪

1193
01:00:19.708 --> 01:00:22.208
♪ You say your mind is rushed ♪

1194
01:00:22.292 --> 01:00:25.375
♪ I feel that mine is empty ♪

1195
01:00:28.083 --> 01:00:30.458
♪ And I'm crushed ♪

1196
01:00:33.917 --> 01:00:35.833
♪ I'm crushed ♪

1197
01:00:40.792 --> 01:00:43.458
♪ I know all the ways I can ♪

1198
01:00:43.542 --> 01:00:46.708
♪ You know all the ways
I can't be ♪

1199
01:00:49.542 --> 01:00:51.875
♪ So I'm crushed ♪

1200
01:00:54.625 --> 01:00:56.917
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪

1201
01:00:57.000 --> 01:01:02.292
♪♪

1202
01:01:02.375 --> 01:01:05.917
♪ You played up
all your innocence ♪

1203
01:01:06.000 --> 01:01:11.000
♪ And I downplayed experience ♪

1204
01:01:12.875 --> 01:01:16.833
♪ And I can't believe
I got so dumb ♪

1205
01:01:16.917 --> 01:01:18.875
♪ And led myself ♪

1206
01:01:18.958 --> 01:01:21.542
♪ To think a kiss is love ♪

1207
01:01:21.625 --> 01:01:26.708
♪♪

1208
01:01:26.792 --> 01:01:31.875
♪♪

1209
01:01:31.958 --> 01:01:34.417
♪ Yeah, I'm crushed ♪

1210
01:01:37.125 --> 01:01:40.000
Being lost, son,
we all go through that

1211
01:01:40.083 --> 01:01:41.667
at some point in life.

1212
01:01:45.042 --> 01:01:48.625
But like I said, that's where
you'll find yourself

1213
01:01:48.708 --> 01:01:51.833
or just follow the crowd.

1214
01:01:55.000 --> 01:02:00.375
But you know, Billy, if you stay
lost, the longer you're gone,

1215
01:02:00.458 --> 01:02:04.542
the closer you are
to your own destruction.

1216
01:02:04.625 --> 01:02:07.542
Don't ever stay lost too long,

1217
01:02:07.625 --> 01:02:11.708
or else it'll be
the end of you, Billy boy.

1218
01:02:11.792 --> 01:02:17.042
♪♪

1219
01:02:17.125 --> 01:02:19.583
♪ I fell onto the beach ♪

1220
01:02:19.667 --> 01:02:22.750
♪ With everybody's envy ♪

1221
01:02:24.667 --> 01:02:27.667
♪ It doesn't matter
'cause I am crushed ♪

1222
01:02:30.958 --> 01:02:32.958
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪

1223
01:02:33.042 --> 01:02:38.125
♪♪

1224
01:02:38.208 --> 01:02:40.792
♪ In my words I am alone ♪

1225
01:02:40.875 --> 01:02:44.500
♪ In your silence
you resent me ♪

1226
01:02:47.250 --> 01:02:49.208
♪ I am crushed ♪

1227
01:02:52.292 --> 01:02:54.250
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪

1228
01:02:57.333 --> 01:02:59.667
[man] This just in.

1229
01:02:59.750 --> 01:03:01.958
♪ You played up
all your innocence ♪

1230
01:03:02.042 --> 01:03:04.042
[man] ...to address
the current state of affairs

1231
01:03:04.125 --> 01:03:05.917
seen across the country.

1232
01:03:06.000 --> 01:03:07.542
♪ Experience ♪

1233
01:03:07.625 --> 01:03:09.875
[woman]
So, this is the new normal.

1234
01:03:09.958 --> 01:03:12.250
This is what we expect
as we move forward

1235
01:03:12.333 --> 01:03:14.583
into uncharted territory.

1236
01:03:14.667 --> 01:03:16.208
Turn that off.

1237
01:03:16.292 --> 01:03:17.833
Missed you, too.

1238
01:03:17.917 --> 01:03:20.042
[ Scoffs ]
[ Indistinct talking on TV ]

1239
01:03:21.792 --> 01:03:23.875
I'm gonna shower.

1240
01:03:23.958 --> 01:03:26.667
Hey, are you gonna
post tonight or what?

1241
01:03:26.750 --> 01:03:28.458
This is, like, the longest
you've been MIA

1242
01:03:28.542 --> 01:03:30.125
from your social.

1243
01:03:30.208 --> 01:03:32.167
[woman] ...in some
of the larger cities.

1244
01:03:32.250 --> 01:03:33.625
But unfortunately...

1245
01:03:33.708 --> 01:03:35.583
[ Breathing heavily ]

1246
01:03:38.458 --> 01:03:40.125
Yeah. Yeah.

1247
01:03:40.208 --> 01:03:42.042
How could I forget?

1248
01:03:42.125 --> 01:03:47.583
♪♪

1249
01:03:47.667 --> 01:03:53.167
♪♪

1250
01:03:53.250 --> 01:03:55.417
For your fucking self, Billy.

1251
01:03:55.500 --> 01:04:02.125
♪♪

1252
01:04:02.208 --> 01:04:08.833
♪♪

1253
01:04:08.917 --> 01:04:13.958
And about earlier,
I forgive you.

1254
01:04:14.042 --> 01:04:16.667
[Billy] What?

1255
01:04:16.750 --> 01:04:18.542
I forgive you.

1256
01:04:20.667 --> 01:04:22.083
[Billy]
Be right out.

1257
01:04:22.167 --> 01:04:27.917
♪♪

1258
01:04:28.000 --> 01:04:33.750
♪♪

1259
01:04:33.833 --> 01:04:35.125
I forgive you.

1260
01:04:35.208 --> 01:04:37.750
[Billy]
Did I miss something?

1261
01:04:37.833 --> 01:04:39.542
I didn't apologize.

1262
01:04:41.583 --> 01:04:43.708
Well, I forgive you
for that, too.

1263
01:04:46.292 --> 01:04:51.083
But I can think of a few ideas
for you to make it up to me.

1264
01:04:51.167 --> 01:04:53.375
[Billy] No.

1265
01:04:53.458 --> 01:04:54.875
[ Scoffs ]

1266
01:04:58.333 --> 01:05:00.375
Let's just kiss and make up.

1267
01:05:00.458 --> 01:05:01.833
[Billy]
No, no, no, no, no, no.

1268
01:05:01.917 --> 01:05:04.417
[Billy]
I meant what I said.

1269
01:05:04.500 --> 01:05:06.583
[Natalie]
I mean, you were upset.

1270
01:05:06.667 --> 01:05:08.250
We both were upset.

1271
01:05:08.333 --> 01:05:10.417
But I meant it.

1272
01:05:10.500 --> 01:05:12.833
You should go.

1273
01:05:12.917 --> 01:05:14.792
There's nothing more to say.

1274
01:05:14.875 --> 01:05:15.917
Nothing?

1275
01:05:16.000 --> 01:05:22.167
♪♪

1276
01:05:22.250 --> 01:05:23.167
Okay.

1277
01:05:26.125 --> 01:05:27.250
[ Beep ]

1278
01:05:29.292 --> 01:05:31.750
Good evening, everyone.

1279
01:05:31.833 --> 01:05:35.958
Sorry it's been a quiet day,
but it was a long one.

1280
01:05:36.042 --> 01:05:39.667
Let me try and read
some of these.

1281
01:05:39.750 --> 01:05:41.542
"Cheers from Australia."

1282
01:05:41.625 --> 01:05:46.417
G'day, my Aussie mates.
Let's see.

1283
01:05:46.500 --> 01:05:49.292
"I love you, Giuseppe."

1284
01:05:49.375 --> 01:05:51.250
Ciao, Giuseppe.

1285
01:05:51.333 --> 01:05:54.292
You know, my agent's Italian.
I should put you guys in touch.

1286
01:05:57.583 --> 01:06:01.125
Give you guys a second
while you all tune in.

1287
01:06:01.208 --> 01:06:03.667
[ Cigarette carton rustles ]

1288
01:06:03.750 --> 01:06:04.917
[ Lighter clicks ]

1289
01:06:07.958 --> 01:06:10.250
Here we are.

1290
01:06:10.333 --> 01:06:12.958
Here we are.

1291
01:06:16.250 --> 01:06:18.250
You know, for a long time,
you guys have all been

1292
01:06:18.333 --> 01:06:21.417
listening to me tell you
think for yourself,

1293
01:06:21.500 --> 01:06:23.667
find yourself,

1294
01:06:23.750 --> 01:06:26.958
you know, look out for yourself,
fuck everyone else, right?

1295
01:06:27.042 --> 01:06:28.583
You've all thought probably
that that comes

1296
01:06:28.667 --> 01:06:32.083
from a place of strength,
confidence.

1297
01:06:32.167 --> 01:06:33.792
That's good.
I hope you do,

1298
01:06:33.875 --> 01:06:37.583
'cause I want you
to be confident.

1299
01:06:37.667 --> 01:06:40.875
But I have been thinking today.

1300
01:06:40.958 --> 01:06:43.292
What I've learned is that
that has never come

1301
01:06:43.375 --> 01:06:46.333
from a place of confidence
for me.

1302
01:06:46.417 --> 01:06:48.083
No.

1303
01:06:48.167 --> 01:06:53.750
No, for me, it has always come
from a place of fear.

1304
01:06:56.125 --> 01:06:59.708
You're selfish,
and you should be afraid.

1305
01:06:59.792 --> 01:07:02.458
#Canceled.

1306
01:07:02.542 --> 01:07:05.292
Sorry. I just want to check
that that's my girlfriend.

1307
01:07:05.375 --> 01:07:07.208
[ Whispering ]
Shut the fuck up.

1308
01:07:07.292 --> 01:07:09.208
Or should I say ex-girlfriend?

1309
01:07:09.292 --> 01:07:12.458
What are we now, baby?

1310
01:07:12.542 --> 01:07:15.958
Yeah, I'm afraid, guys.

1311
01:07:16.042 --> 01:07:18.792
This is an age
of fear and anger.

1312
01:07:18.875 --> 01:07:21.250
At least that's what it seems
like everybody wants us to feel,

1313
01:07:21.333 --> 01:07:23.333
right, the news, social media.

1314
01:07:23.417 --> 01:07:25.167
Everybody's going fucking crazy.

1315
01:07:25.250 --> 01:07:28.708
Don't you guys ever get tired
of staring at your phones?

1316
01:07:28.792 --> 01:07:32.417
Huh? Don't you ever get tired
of listening to me talk?

1317
01:07:32.500 --> 01:07:33.917
Blah, blah, blah, blah
every day.

1318
01:07:34.000 --> 01:07:35.417
More, more, more, more,
more, more, more.

1319
01:07:35.500 --> 01:07:37.792
'Cause you're fucking terrified

1320
01:07:37.875 --> 01:07:41.625
of being with yourselves
for one fucking second.

1321
01:07:41.708 --> 01:07:44.333
One second of quiet.

1322
01:07:44.417 --> 01:07:52.292
♪♪

1323
01:07:52.375 --> 01:07:55.375
Truth is, if any of you guys
ever did think for yourselves,

1324
01:07:55.458 --> 01:07:57.958
your fucking heads
would explode.

1325
01:07:58.042 --> 01:07:59.417
None of you can even
wipe your ass

1326
01:07:59.500 --> 01:08:00.917
without someone
telling you how to do it.

1327
01:08:01.000 --> 01:08:02.583
You say, "Billy, how do I do it?

1328
01:08:02.667 --> 01:08:04.958
Billy, give me strength.
Billy, tell me what to do."

1329
01:08:05.042 --> 01:08:07.458
Now you fucking...

1330
01:08:07.542 --> 01:08:10.000
[ Shouts ]

1331
01:08:10.083 --> 01:08:11.750
Fuck off!

1332
01:08:11.833 --> 01:08:13.792
Cancel me.

1333
01:08:13.875 --> 01:08:15.500
I'm afraid.

1334
01:08:17.833 --> 01:08:19.333
I'm afraid of not posting.

1335
01:08:19.416 --> 01:08:22.958
I'm afraid that if I post...
something wrong

1336
01:08:23.041 --> 01:08:24.916
or if I don't post,
then you guys will go away.

1337
01:08:25.000 --> 01:08:27.625
Maybe you'll forget about me.
Maybe --

1338
01:08:27.708 --> 01:08:29.458
[ Sighs ]

1339
01:08:29.541 --> 01:08:31.916
Maybe you won't even
remember who I am.

1340
01:08:34.583 --> 01:08:38.166
I'm not afraid anymore.

1341
01:08:38.250 --> 01:08:42.416
So there's not gonna be
any more from Billy.

1342
01:08:44.125 --> 01:08:47.291
I tried to be one
encouraging voice

1343
01:08:47.375 --> 01:08:54.000
in this cacophony of anger
and pain and chaos.

1344
01:08:54.083 --> 01:08:56.750
And it hasn't made
a fucking difference, has it?

1345
01:08:56.833 --> 01:08:58.875
No.

1346
01:08:58.958 --> 01:09:02.041
It all just swirls down
the same bowl together.

1347
01:09:04.375 --> 01:09:07.166
So I don't care what you do.
You can unfollow me.

1348
01:09:07.250 --> 01:09:10.041
You can unfriend me.
You can cancel me.

1349
01:09:10.125 --> 01:09:11.958
I don't give a shit.

1350
01:09:13.958 --> 01:09:16.875
At least maybe that's something
you can all do together.

1351
01:09:20.041 --> 01:09:23.666
[Natalie] What the fuck?

1352
01:09:23.750 --> 01:09:25.791
Now there's nothing else to say.

1353
01:09:28.250 --> 01:09:29.458
[ Cellphone buzzing ]

1354
01:09:29.541 --> 01:09:32.208
[Natalie]
Are you fucking stupid?

1355
01:09:32.291 --> 01:09:34.166
Ah! Leonardo.

1356
01:09:37.458 --> 01:09:39.416
-What can I do for you, Leo?
-Or not do.

1357
01:09:39.500 --> 01:09:43.541
Billy. Billy, tell me you know
what the fuck you just did.

1358
01:09:43.666 --> 01:09:45.000
Tell me you know it.

1359
01:09:45.083 --> 01:09:47.291
-[Billy] No clue.
-Yeah, I think I do.

1360
01:09:47.375 --> 01:09:53.833
Billy, the world is a fucking
sensitive and cynical place.

1361
01:09:53.916 --> 01:09:55.625
How do we recover from this?

1362
01:09:55.708 --> 01:09:57.750
There's no turning back.

1363
01:09:57.833 --> 01:10:00.916
Billy, I thought we had
something good.

1364
01:10:01.000 --> 01:10:01.916
So did I.

1365
01:10:02.000 --> 01:10:03.416
It was shit.

1366
01:10:03.500 --> 01:10:05.416
But it wasn't.

1367
01:10:05.500 --> 01:10:06.875
What do you mean, it wasn't?

1368
01:10:06.958 --> 01:10:09.625
It wasn't good.

1369
01:10:09.708 --> 01:10:13.666
Billy, I'm gonna
have to let you go.

1370
01:10:13.750 --> 01:10:14.875
I know.

1371
01:10:18.208 --> 01:10:20.375
Billy?

1372
01:10:20.458 --> 01:10:21.625
Billy.

1373
01:10:23.291 --> 01:10:26.250
[ Speaking Italian ]

1374
01:10:26.333 --> 01:10:27.625
[ Scoffs ]

1375
01:10:27.708 --> 01:10:29.333
[ Billy clearing throat ]

1376
01:10:32.916 --> 01:10:35.250
Sorry.
[ Clears throat ]

1377
01:10:35.333 --> 01:10:36.916
Sorry. Where was I?

1378
01:10:37.000 --> 01:10:42.083
♪♪

1379
01:10:42.166 --> 01:10:47.666
Now, when you start to make
all these changes,

1380
01:10:47.750 --> 01:10:50.083
one of the things you have to
prepare yourself for

1381
01:10:50.166 --> 01:10:54.125
is people's perception of you.

1382
01:10:56.291 --> 01:10:58.416
'Cause the first side effect,

1383
01:10:58.500 --> 01:11:01.916
when you start thinking
for yourselves,

1384
01:11:02.000 --> 01:11:05.541
people will call you selfish,

1385
01:11:05.625 --> 01:11:07.958
call you an asshole,

1386
01:11:08.041 --> 01:11:09.666
say you've changed.

1387
01:11:11.208 --> 01:11:13.875
Don't listen.

1388
01:11:15.791 --> 01:11:18.375
It's just fear.

1389
01:11:18.458 --> 01:11:20.791
These people are projecting
their fear onto you

1390
01:11:20.875 --> 01:11:25.125
with their insecurities
and their anxieties

1391
01:11:25.208 --> 01:11:28.458
'cause they want
to keep you where they are.

1392
01:11:28.541 --> 01:11:32.208
They're lost, they want you
to be just as lost as them.

1393
01:11:34.041 --> 01:11:37.833
They think that they're saving
the world by agreeing with it.

1394
01:11:39.583 --> 01:11:43.125
Keeping the ship right side up.

1395
01:11:43.208 --> 01:11:46.541
Staying safe, staying protected.

1396
01:11:46.625 --> 01:11:52.000
And then here you come along
saying no, doing what you want,

1397
01:11:52.083 --> 01:11:54.250
thinking for yourself.

1398
01:11:54.333 --> 01:11:57.791
You say, "Well, no,
maybe I don't agree."

1399
01:11:57.875 --> 01:11:59.458
Or, "Yeah, that's
an interesting point,

1400
01:11:59.541 --> 01:12:01.208
but maybe I'll come
to my own conclusions

1401
01:12:01.291 --> 01:12:04.208
about whether I want
to spend my mornings

1402
01:12:04.291 --> 01:12:07.250
cooking sourdough bread
in my kitchen."

1403
01:12:10.333 --> 01:12:12.416
You'll see.

1404
01:12:12.500 --> 01:12:15.958
These friends, these family
members, these co-workers,

1405
01:12:16.041 --> 01:12:20.041
they will lose their shit.

1406
01:12:20.125 --> 01:12:22.166
They'll call you names.

1407
01:12:22.250 --> 01:12:24.250
They'll call you selfish.

1408
01:12:26.833 --> 01:12:31.666
But when you start
thinking for yourself,

1409
01:12:31.750 --> 01:12:35.291
you come to know yourself.

1410
01:12:35.375 --> 01:12:40.166
When you do that,
you find that that person,

1411
01:12:40.250 --> 01:12:43.208
that version of you

1412
01:12:43.291 --> 01:12:47.875
can start to accomplish
meaningful things,

1413
01:12:47.958 --> 01:12:50.916
because they will
find meaning in them.

1414
01:12:54.625 --> 01:12:57.125
So be genius!

1415
01:12:57.208 --> 01:12:59.375
Be selfish!

1416
01:12:59.458 --> 01:13:01.166
Take no prisoners!

1417
01:13:01.250 --> 01:13:03.166
And suffer no fools!

1418
01:13:03.250 --> 01:13:04.375
[ Applause ]

1419
01:13:04.458 --> 01:13:06.708
Go out there and get started!

1420
01:13:06.791 --> 01:13:08.125
Thank you!

1421
01:13:08.208 --> 01:13:10.708
[ Cheers and applause ]

1422
01:13:10.791 --> 01:13:17.333
♪♪

1423
01:13:17.416 --> 01:13:23.958
♪♪

1424
01:13:24.041 --> 01:13:30.583
Well, you have almost lost
500,000 followers.

1425
01:13:30.666 --> 01:13:35.625
And now #CancelBilly is trending
right along #WorldIsOver.

1426
01:13:35.708 --> 01:13:39.875
I don't care.

1427
01:13:39.958 --> 01:13:43.125
I've had it.
I don't give a shit.

1428
01:13:43.208 --> 01:13:46.041
Just get the fuck out of here!

1429
01:13:46.125 --> 01:13:47.458
Excuse me?

1430
01:13:47.541 --> 01:13:49.833
Leave!
Please.

1431
01:13:49.916 --> 01:13:51.375
Oh, so you're gonna kick me out

1432
01:13:51.458 --> 01:13:54.083
right as the world
is shutting down?

1433
01:13:54.166 --> 01:13:59.083
I will give you one guess
what my advice to you will be.

1434
01:13:59.166 --> 01:14:07.750
♪♪

1435
01:14:07.833 --> 01:14:16.416
♪♪

1436
01:14:16.500 --> 01:14:18.541
If I go, this is it.

1437
01:14:21.208 --> 01:14:23.083
Heard you the first time.

1438
01:14:24.958 --> 01:14:27.833
You're such a fucking
selfish asshole!

1439
01:14:30.541 --> 01:14:31.916
[ Sighs ]

1440
01:14:32.000 --> 01:14:35.958
♪♪

1441
01:14:36.041 --> 01:14:38.333
[ Sniffles, sobs ]

1442
01:14:38.416 --> 01:14:39.791
[ Door opens ]

1443
01:14:39.875 --> 01:14:41.125
[Billy] Don't go.

1444
01:14:41.208 --> 01:14:43.333
[ Door slams ]
Please don't.

1445
01:14:43.416 --> 01:14:52.416
♪♪

1446
01:14:52.500 --> 01:14:54.458
God damn it!

1447
01:14:54.541 --> 01:15:03.208
♪♪

1448
01:15:03.291 --> 01:15:11.916
♪♪

1449
01:15:12.000 --> 01:15:13.875
Come on in, son.

1450
01:15:16.625 --> 01:15:18.833
Hi, sweetie.

1451
01:15:18.916 --> 01:15:23.583
♪♪

1452
01:15:23.666 --> 01:15:26.250
Promise me...

1453
01:15:26.333 --> 01:15:28.541
you'll listen to your father.

1454
01:15:28.625 --> 01:15:34.083
♪♪

1455
01:15:34.166 --> 01:15:36.875
[ Gasps, coughs ]

1456
01:15:38.416 --> 01:15:40.208
Promise me...

1457
01:15:43.958 --> 01:15:47.708
...you'll never lose...

1458
01:15:47.791 --> 01:15:49.541
what's in here.

1459
01:15:49.625 --> 01:15:58.833
♪♪

1460
01:15:58.916 --> 01:16:01.208
[ Gasping ]

1461
01:16:01.291 --> 01:16:09.250
♪♪

1462
01:16:09.333 --> 01:16:17.291
♪♪

1463
01:16:17.375 --> 01:16:19.375
[woman] An increase in
unprecedented violence

1464
01:16:19.458 --> 01:16:21.583
following what seems to be
a horrid attack

1465
01:16:21.666 --> 01:16:24.291
on the free world,
triggering agonizing debate

1466
01:16:24.375 --> 01:16:26.291
about freedom of speech
and liberty.

1467
01:16:26.375 --> 01:16:28.125
Shut the fuck up!

1468
01:16:28.208 --> 01:16:33.833
♪♪

1469
01:16:33.916 --> 01:16:39.541
♪♪

1470
01:16:39.625 --> 01:16:41.166
[ Cellphone buzzes ]

1471
01:16:41.250 --> 01:16:49.458
♪♪

1472
01:16:49.541 --> 01:16:51.750
[ Buttons clicking ]

1473
01:16:51.833 --> 01:17:00.125
♪♪

1474
01:17:00.208 --> 01:17:08.500
♪♪

1475
01:17:08.583 --> 01:17:16.875
♪♪

1476
01:17:16.958 --> 01:17:25.291
♪♪

1477
01:17:25.375 --> 01:17:33.666
♪♪

1478
01:17:33.750 --> 01:17:35.208
[ Chuckles ]

1479
01:17:35.291 --> 01:17:40.916
♪♪

1480
01:17:41.000 --> 01:17:42.750
You said every morning.

1481
01:17:42.833 --> 01:17:44.416
You're a good listener.

1482
01:17:44.500 --> 01:17:49.875
Well, I just wanted
to tell you in person, uh,

1483
01:17:49.958 --> 01:17:52.041
thanks for yesterday.

1484
01:17:52.125 --> 01:17:54.291
I-I really needed to hear that.

1485
01:17:54.375 --> 01:17:56.291
Anytime.

1486
01:17:56.375 --> 01:17:58.000
Is everything okay, though?

1487
01:17:58.083 --> 01:18:02.000
'Cause that was a very
interesting Live last night.

1488
01:18:02.083 --> 01:18:04.666
Yeah.
[ Chuckles ]

1489
01:18:04.750 --> 01:18:05.791
Um...

1490
01:18:07.958 --> 01:18:11.375
I'm gonna head out of town
for a little while.

1491
01:18:11.458 --> 01:18:14.625
I should be back
in a couple days, I think.

1492
01:18:14.708 --> 01:18:17.125
But I would love to see you.

1493
01:18:17.208 --> 01:18:20.166
Well, you know where to find me.

1494
01:18:20.250 --> 01:18:22.208
[ Chuckles ]

1495
01:18:22.291 --> 01:18:23.416
Yeah.

1496
01:18:23.500 --> 01:18:28.750
♪♪

1497
01:18:28.833 --> 01:18:34.083
♪♪

1498
01:18:34.166 --> 01:18:37.125
[woman] As we saw,
today was a turning point.

1499
01:18:37.208 --> 01:18:40.708
[man] Yes, the beginning
of the end.

1500
01:18:40.791 --> 01:18:42.666
[woman]
The beginning of the end.

1501
01:18:42.750 --> 01:18:49.583
♪♪

1502
01:18:49.666 --> 01:18:51.875
[ Birds chirping ]

1503
01:18:51.958 --> 01:18:59.583
♪♪

1504
01:18:59.666 --> 01:19:07.291
♪♪

1505
01:19:07.375 --> 01:19:15.041
♪♪

1506
01:19:15.125 --> 01:19:22.750
♪♪

1507
01:19:22.833 --> 01:19:24.833
It's been a while, son.

1508
01:19:27.416 --> 01:19:29.125
Yeah.

1509
01:19:31.000 --> 01:19:33.291
It h-- It has.

1510
01:19:37.541 --> 01:19:39.708
Come on, let's walk.

1511
01:19:43.708 --> 01:19:46.458
You got a cigarette?

1512
01:19:46.541 --> 01:19:47.541
Yeah.

1513
01:19:51.708 --> 01:19:55.500
Good.
Now throw that shit away.

1514
01:19:55.583 --> 01:19:57.708
What, you don't smoke anymore?

1515
01:19:57.791 --> 01:20:03.375
Cigars, Billy boy, cigars,
not those damn tiny cigarettes.

1516
01:20:06.916 --> 01:20:08.208
Okay.

1517
01:20:08.291 --> 01:20:16.583
♪♪

1518
01:20:16.666 --> 01:20:24.875
♪♪

1519
01:20:24.958 --> 01:20:26.791
Those cigarettes, son...

1520
01:20:28.750 --> 01:20:32.125
Those damn things are just
a propaganda machine.

1521
01:20:34.375 --> 01:20:36.000
You know, there was
a time when doctors

1522
01:20:36.083 --> 01:20:38.000
would tell pregnant women
to smoke cigarettes

1523
01:20:38.083 --> 01:20:39.375
in order to relax more.

1524
01:20:39.458 --> 01:20:41.458
[ Scoffs ]

1525
01:20:41.541 --> 01:20:43.458
Hell, they'd even smoke them
in the doctor's office

1526
01:20:43.541 --> 01:20:47.166
when they were there
for their checkups.

1527
01:20:47.250 --> 01:20:50.708
Nowadays, it would be unheard of

1528
01:20:50.791 --> 01:20:52.750
for an expectant mother
to do such a thing.

1529
01:20:52.833 --> 01:20:55.458
Okay, I get it.

1530
01:20:55.541 --> 01:20:57.083
I-I get it.

1531
01:20:57.166 --> 01:21:05.250
♪♪

1532
01:21:05.333 --> 01:21:10.250
You know, son,
I've seen your talks,

1533
01:21:10.333 --> 01:21:12.875
your interviews.

1534
01:21:12.958 --> 01:21:15.291
Seems to me
you're doing just fine.

1535
01:21:17.708 --> 01:21:19.333
I seem fine to you?

1536
01:21:22.833 --> 01:21:25.791
Was it something I said?

1537
01:21:25.875 --> 01:21:27.625
What didn't you say?

1538
01:21:27.708 --> 01:21:32.583
♪♪

1539
01:21:32.708 --> 01:21:34.708
I don't follow you, son.

1540
01:21:36.833 --> 01:21:41.375
Everything I know about the
world and about how it works,

1541
01:21:41.458 --> 01:21:44.250
I got that from you.

1542
01:21:44.333 --> 01:21:47.208
Okay, but I go out there
and I tell it to everyone else,

1543
01:21:47.291 --> 01:21:51.083
and they love me for it and they
think it's coming from me.

1544
01:21:51.166 --> 01:21:52.666
But it's not, alright?

1545
01:21:52.750 --> 01:21:56.666
Those aren't my words.
Those are your words.

1546
01:21:56.750 --> 01:22:02.000
I wake up every day and I feel
like shit because I'm...

1547
01:22:02.083 --> 01:22:03.916
I'm not being honest.

1548
01:22:06.583 --> 01:22:09.583
Do you have any idea
what that's like?

1549
01:22:09.666 --> 01:22:12.875
Wake up every day
and feel like a fraud?

1550
01:22:15.291 --> 01:22:17.666
You told me all this stuff.
You jammed it down my throat.

1551
01:22:17.750 --> 01:22:20.333
But you never gave me
any opportunity

1552
01:22:20.416 --> 01:22:24.333
to go out there
and find it out for myself.

1553
01:22:24.416 --> 01:22:25.958
[Billy's dad] I know, son.

1554
01:22:27.500 --> 01:22:28.916
I may have overstepped

1555
01:22:29.000 --> 01:22:33.333
when it came to telling you
about the world.

1556
01:22:33.416 --> 01:22:36.250
Losing your mother...

1557
01:22:36.333 --> 01:22:37.833
that was hard.

1558
01:22:42.208 --> 01:22:47.416
I had to make sure you were
ready for what was out there.

1559
01:22:47.500 --> 01:22:50.958
You know, I wanted
to be your father,

1560
01:22:51.041 --> 01:22:55.416
but also, I also had to make up
for her not being here.

1561
01:22:55.500 --> 01:22:57.833
I'm -- I'm not here
for a lecture.

1562
01:22:59.791 --> 01:23:01.916
Okay, I don't want to hear
your -- your ideas

1563
01:23:02.000 --> 01:23:04.875
or your thoughts or your musings
about cigarettes in the '50s.

1564
01:23:04.958 --> 01:23:06.791
That's not why I came here.
I j--

1565
01:23:06.875 --> 01:23:12.333
♪♪

1566
01:23:12.416 --> 01:23:14.041
I could use your help.

1567
01:23:14.125 --> 01:23:22.166
♪♪

1568
01:23:22.250 --> 01:23:23.250
Well...

1569
01:23:26.125 --> 01:23:28.625
...what do you want to do?

1570
01:23:28.708 --> 01:23:37.541
♪♪

1571
01:23:37.625 --> 01:23:46.458
♪♪

1572
01:23:46.541 --> 01:23:55.333
♪♪

1573
01:23:55.416 --> 01:24:04.250
♪♪

1574
01:24:04.333 --> 01:24:13.166
♪♪

1575
01:24:13.250 --> 01:24:22.083
♪♪

1576
01:24:22.166 --> 01:24:24.041
[Billy] Okay.

1577
01:24:24.125 --> 01:24:33.666
♪♪

1578
01:24:33.750 --> 01:24:43.250
♪♪

1579
01:24:43.333 --> 01:24:52.875
♪♪

1580
01:24:52.958 --> 01:24:55.708
♪ You say your mind is rushed ♪

1581
01:24:55.791 --> 01:24:58.875
♪ I feel that mine is empty ♪

1582
01:25:01.625 --> 01:25:04.000
♪ And I'm crushed ♪

1583
01:25:07.458 --> 01:25:09.375
♪ I'm crushed ♪

1584
01:25:14.333 --> 01:25:16.958
♪ I know all the ways I can ♪

1585
01:25:17.041 --> 01:25:20.208
♪ You know all the ways
I can't be ♪

1586
01:25:22.833 --> 01:25:25.375
♪ So I'm crushed ♪

1587
01:25:28.125 --> 01:25:30.416
♪ Yeah, I am crushed ♪

1588
01:25:30.500 --> 01:25:35.625
♪♪

1589
01:25:35.708 --> 01:25:39.458
♪ You played up
all your innocence ♪

1590
01:25:39.541 --> 01:25:44.375
♪ And I downplayed experience ♪

1591
01:25:46.250 --> 01:25:50.208
♪ And I can't believe
I got so dumb ♪

1592
01:25:50.291 --> 01:25:52.250
♪ And led myself ♪

1593
01:25:52.333 --> 01:25:54.916
♪ To think a kiss is love ♪

1594
01:25:55.000 --> 01:26:00.041
♪♪

1595
01:26:00.125 --> 01:26:05.208
♪♪