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Howdy.

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If anything in this film rubs you the wrong way,

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Official YIFY movies site:
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the chaos of the real world.

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No offense intended.

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This story's all about mutual respect, see ya.

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Hey, kiddo.

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Hey, so what's the matter?

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Nothing, grab that envelope off the table.

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Did you have me come early just to pick this up?

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No, I have some more chores lined up for us.

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I figured paying the balance I owed you

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would give you a little more motivation.

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Oh, college tuition

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is more than enough motivation for part-time work.

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So what's going on?

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We need to move some stuff

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from the living room up to the attic.

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Okay, what's the rush?

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Well, my granddaughter, her mom

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and mom's conservative
husband are coming over to see us.

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Oh, and when did that happen?

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Last night I was meditating,

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and my granddaughter, Olivia,
kind of popped into my mind.

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It's been a long time since I've seen her,

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so I called her mother and invited her over.

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She agreed, but with some conditions.

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What's with the quote, unquote?

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Well, it feels mighty good to be invited by somebody

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who doesn't bother returning my calls

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or even answering them.

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Oh, now come on, honey.

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You know I'm not much of a phone talker myself.

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You don't even leave your
house to socialize with people.

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Convince me you're not depressed.

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Well, why don't you guys come on over

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and see for yourself?

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That ought to convince you.

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All right, but you know,

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I think it may be better if you come here.

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You know, Joel,

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he'd be really uncomfortable

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with all the pagan stuff and the idol worship.

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He would not want Olivia around all of the idols.

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Okay, what would you like for me to do

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with all these idols?

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Dad, I don't know.

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Just stash them in another room

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or toss them in the trash, I couldn't give two hoots.

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You couldn't give two hoots, huh?

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Dad, I'm just trying to be upfront and clear, okay?

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I hear you.

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Listen, don't worry, I'll take care of it.

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Y'all just come on over.

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Where do we start?

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Let's start with that big one right there.

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Where do you want it?

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Trash.

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And you're absolutely sure about that?

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Anything for my daughter.

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Okay.

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Are you sure this is really necessary?

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It's an idol, isn't it?

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Maybe my daughter ought to be more careful

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what she wishes for when it
comes to these graven images.

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Everything else will be moved
to the attic for a few days.

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Out of curiosity, how did this all begin?

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This what?

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Your journey into eastern religions.

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How did it all start?

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Well, the people I've told that story to

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generally think I need medical help.

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So I prefer to keep it to myself.

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Okay, well, now I'm really curious.

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Come on, you look happier and healthier

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than like half the people out here.

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So, spill the beans, what's your story?

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All right, so it was about 10 years ago,

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I was riding all by myself on
a dark, deserted country road.

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Hang on, I'm gonna go get the big guy.

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Wait, what does he have to do with this?

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Just hang on.

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Hold on, now.

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It wasn't all sunshine and rainbows.

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Okay, then what's the scope?

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Well, it was about a year after my divorce.

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Okay, start with the divorce then.

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No, that's not the main story here.

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I mean, I moved on.

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It's more like I was figuring myself out.

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Well, I have to know the full story

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if I'm gonna play my cello in the right mood.

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Hey.

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Hey, honey.

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Ready for some blood?

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What have you done now, Charles?

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Well, I had to have a little dance

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with a couple of fellows
who weren't willing to listen.

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Ain't no big deal got hit by some rebar,

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but I don't think anybody
around here really has the guts

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to throw hands with.

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No, Charles, I don't trust you.

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I want you to go straight to a hospital.

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Do you understand me?

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I'll see you in a bit.

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Oh, Charles, what happened?

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Come on.

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I'm fine, I'm fine.

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What, are you nuts, Charles?

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What am I supposed to do surgery or something?

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Are you gonna help fix me up honey

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or kill me with your questions?

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God, this is it.

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This is the last time I'm gonna do this.

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I am just not up for this craziness.

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You know, you're not a wild stallion

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in your 20s anymore.

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And those biker folks, they're
not your high school buddies.

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And there's wisdom in knowing when to fight

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and when to hold your horses.

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All right, well, you can continue to ignore me.

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Let me warn you one day I am just gonna walk away.

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When you wake up, I won't be here.

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Honey, I'm not as fancy as you.

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I'm plainspoken and straightforward.

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None of this ranting or complaining bothers me

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because I think we still love each other.

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But just this once, could you convince me

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that it's only frustration

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and that you do still really love me?

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Of course, why would you even ask?

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You know me, don't you?

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Do I, really?

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What do you mean?

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Is there something you forgot to tell me, darling?

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Now, don't take me wrong, Sophie, I had to ask.

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It's been a long time since I've seen you that happy.

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Is that that author from New York City?

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Say something.

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Yes, yes, he is.

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Then tell me, do you still truly love me?

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I am sorry if this hurts, but I'm not entirely sure.

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Believe me, I never expected

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to find such happiness in someone else's company.

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But I can discuss anything,

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poetry, fashion, cuisine, culture endlessly.

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He never gets bored.

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All we ever discuss is bikes and barbecue.

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There's a whole world out there, Charles

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and we've never explored it,

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and you've never once wanted to dance in my world.

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And who takes these gruesome injuries so lightly?

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It's very unsettling.

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You know, you're not impressing anyone

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by always being the tough guy in the saloon.

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I don't wanna deal with this the rest of my life

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and then one day just die in this desert.

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Let's cut to the chase Sophie.

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You can be whoever you want

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with whoever you want, whenever you want.

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But don't you expect me to be like you.

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It's been two years since you told me

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you didn't wanna ride with me anymore.

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And did I say one word, did I?

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Was it because you wanted me

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to go out riding while you stayed home

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and flirted with that guy?

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That is enough Charles.

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30 years of marriage, 30 years of marriage,

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minus two years of cheating.

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Honey?

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Honey, let's talk.

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I can't endure another low Charles.

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Let's just part ways while things are still good, okay?

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I think she did the right thing.

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She had a point.

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I mean, I kind of pity you,

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but whatever.

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I think I know exactly what
you must have been feeling.

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Yeah, I was cruising on my bike all by myself

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on that dark, deserted country road,

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maybe searching for my own self.

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That crash signaled a reset.

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Didn't take long for me to find my peace,

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eyes wide open,

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yet it felt like I was peering into my very soul,

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delving into uncharted territories within me,

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untangling all the knots of pain

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and sorrow, pure bliss surged through me.

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Tears of joy was streaming down my face.

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Time flew by and then.

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What in the world?

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She was evidently not from around here.

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The only other country that
crossed my mind was Mexico.

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In that instant, my brain shifted gears,

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switched to Spanish.

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So tell me about this garage.

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Well, I live near here, but you know,

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there ain't but one dang garage

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on this whole stretch of road.

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You're mighty lucky

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because it's only about a mile down the road.

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Well, hey, you see many migrant crossings around here?

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Not too many, why do you ask?

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'Cause I thought I saw

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somebody in that valley last night.

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Why'd you say that?

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I recon I see her sometimes.

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No one ever believes me.

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They just think I'm plugged crazy.

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Okay, I didn't see anybody either.

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Is this it?

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There's a mechanic in there, maybe he can help you.

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Listen, good luck.

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Thank you.

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You're welcome.

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Take it easy.

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I didn't wanna come off as some nut job,

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so I kept it to myself.

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While the mechanic was checking my bike though,

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I gave a ring to an old buddy of mine who's a shrink.

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Visions, in your case could mean two things.

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Either you've been dabbling with a psychedelics

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and messing with your brain,

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or the recent changes in your life

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like that unexpected divorce to your beloved wife

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must have really taken a toll on you

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and messed up your brain.

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Negative on both counts.

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I mean, I was down for a while, but I got over it.

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Okay, then could it have just been a bad dream?

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No, because the old man I met this morning

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clearly said little girl,

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and he specifically mentioned Chiquita.

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Let me tell you something,

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I ain't saying this applies to you,

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but there's a notion that when your brain activity

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or frequency goes down, like in deep meditation,

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you might start perceiving
things that regular folk can't.

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It's something we can test out, you know?

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So why don't you come on over.

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So how's it looking?

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Well, I fixed the circuit issue in the spark plug.

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You're all set, safe to hit the road.

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Thank you much.

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Hey, man.

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Hey.

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So I was wondering

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whose motorcycle is that up there at the entrance?

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Why, what happened?

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Well, nothing.

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I saw the face of an old man on it

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and I'd kinda like to meet him.

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You know him?

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Yeah.

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Oh man, I'm sorry but he died years back.

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What?

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Yeah, I'm surprised you stopped at his bike.

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He used to always joke that
his soul would always be there,

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and anyone that wants to see him can meet him there.

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Right then it became clear to me

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that there was no need for me to see any doctor.

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So would you sell that bike?

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And I wanted to find out what the hell was going on.

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00:21:49,050 --> 00:21:53,028
So I decided to bring the old guy to me,

268
00:21:53,070 --> 00:21:56,793
wherever he was, and I bought his bike.

269
00:22:05,640 --> 00:22:08,088
All right, now buckle up y'all.

270
00:22:08,130 --> 00:22:11,133
So I dug into the papers I found on his bike.

271
00:22:12,180 --> 00:22:13,788
Turned out they were from a book talking

272
00:22:13,830 --> 00:22:15,438
about the mystical experiences

273
00:22:15,480 --> 00:22:18,663
of Indian sages in the Himalayan Mountains.

274
00:22:19,680 --> 00:22:22,488
I figured out that my man was part of a bikers club

275
00:22:22,530 --> 00:22:26,808
that had been there, got more details about the club,

276
00:22:26,850 --> 00:22:30,618
spoke to a few of his colleagues, and guess what?

277
00:22:30,660 --> 00:22:33,693
They told me that Henry was a Devi Upasaka,

278
00:22:35,438 --> 00:22:37,388
meaning a devotee of the divine mother,

279
00:22:38,992 --> 00:22:41,148
the Parashakti as they call her.

280
00:22:41,190 --> 00:22:43,263
But here's where it gets real juicy.

281
00:23:24,062 --> 00:23:27,228
You see, mother appears in various forms.

282
00:23:27,270 --> 00:23:29,379
The form Henry worships.

283
00:23:33,755 --> 00:23:35,613
Alias, my Chiquita.

284
00:23:36,450 --> 00:23:38,868
See, he used to worship her in that valley.

285
00:23:38,910 --> 00:23:43,227
And if I'm right, on the exact same spot.

286
00:23:56,161 --> 00:23:58,398
That's really intriguing.

287
00:23:58,440 --> 00:24:01,533
Have you ever seen her
again in your spiritual practice?

288
00:24:02,610 --> 00:24:05,049
Well, the funny thing is, after that night,

289
00:24:05,091 --> 00:24:07,653
I never had another vision of Devi.

290
00:24:09,390 --> 00:24:11,740
I did wonder why it happened right then though.

291
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,340
I thought on it a while, and I realized

292
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,483
that that valley was soaked in the worship of Devi.

293
00:24:22,620 --> 00:24:25,038
And that maybe with the realization of my divorce,

294
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:28,428
I was finally open and receptive enough

295
00:24:28,470 --> 00:24:32,298
to experience that mystical dimension of life

296
00:24:32,340 --> 00:24:36,861
that so few ordinary people ever get to touch.

297
00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:59,115
You know, I don't know,

298
00:24:59,157 --> 00:25:03,408
but as I got further into Devi and yoga

299
00:25:03,450 --> 00:25:07,608
and the deeper philosophies,
it finally gave me words

300
00:25:07,650 --> 00:25:10,473
to express the feelings that I felt when my wife left.

301
00:25:12,376 --> 00:25:13,338
A way to make sense of it all

302
00:25:13,380 --> 00:25:15,873
and find peace,

303
00:25:18,120 --> 00:25:20,448
whether there's a higher power

304
00:25:20,490 --> 00:25:25,143
like Devi or not, I don't really care.

305
00:25:26,340 --> 00:25:30,093
I don't really care either, But it's really cool.

306
00:25:31,080 --> 00:25:31,913
I feel you.

307
00:25:42,681 --> 00:25:43,703
Oh my.

308
00:25:43,745 --> 00:25:45,328
Hey, how are you?

309
00:25:46,826 --> 00:25:48,546
I'm fine, I'm fine.

310
00:25:48,588 --> 00:25:50,266
Wait until you see this one.

311
00:25:50,308 --> 00:25:51,099
Oh goodness.

312
00:25:51,141 --> 00:25:51,932
Come on out, girl.

313
00:25:51,974 --> 00:25:53,913
Oh my goodness, oh my goodness.

314
00:25:54,750 --> 00:25:57,867
Oh, hello, how are you?

315
00:25:57,909 --> 00:25:58,924
How are you?

316
00:25:58,966 --> 00:25:59,968
Nice to meet you.

317
00:26:00,010 --> 00:26:01,024
It's a pleasure, it's a pleasure.

318
00:26:01,066 --> 00:26:02,238
Have y'all had a nice trip?

319
00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:03,141
Yeah.

320
00:26:03,183 --> 00:26:04,594
You ready to get inside and get warm?

321
00:26:04,636 --> 00:26:07,307
Well here.

322
00:26:07,349 --> 00:26:12,349
So they give you one of these.

323
00:26:13,400 --> 00:26:15,584
Hold it up like this.

324
00:26:46,528 --> 00:26:47,653
Like a roadrunner in county, beep, beep.

325
00:26:56,610 --> 00:26:57,798
All right, everybody.

326
00:26:57,840 --> 00:26:59,073
Lunch is ready.

327
00:27:00,279 --> 00:27:01,213
Lunch is ready, ready to have lunch?

328
00:27:02,198 --> 00:27:03,611
We can have lunch.

329
00:27:03,653 --> 00:27:06,948
In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen.

330
00:27:06,990 --> 00:27:08,898
Bless us, oh Lord in these thy gifts

331
00:27:08,940 --> 00:27:11,918
which we are about to receive from thy bounty.

332
00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:14,103
Bless us oh Lord, amen.

333
00:27:15,603 --> 00:27:17,733
Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, amen.

334
00:27:23,430 --> 00:27:25,039
One, two.

335
00:27:25,081 --> 00:27:28,773
Bump and bump.

336
00:27:31,500 --> 00:27:34,966
And then we'll do our double,
double, double, double this.

337
00:27:35,008 --> 00:27:37,667
This double, double that.

338
00:27:37,709 --> 00:27:40,158
Doesn't life just rejuvenate
when kids are around, huh?

339
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:41,033
Of course.

340
00:27:41,909 --> 00:27:44,709
You know, why don't you come and stay with us a while?

341
00:27:47,220 --> 00:27:48,977
Well, I appreciate the offer,

342
00:27:49,019 --> 00:27:53,058
but you know, I've been on my own now for about 11 years,

343
00:27:53,100 --> 00:27:55,548
and I've kind of built a family

344
00:27:55,590 --> 00:27:57,753
right here in this part of the county.

345
00:27:58,846 --> 00:28:02,103
I reckon I'm just kind of more comfortable on my own.

346
00:28:03,330 --> 00:28:05,691
I understand where you're coming from,

347
00:28:05,733 --> 00:28:10,368
but are you absolutely sure
that you are genuinely happy?

348
00:28:10,410 --> 00:28:13,533
You see, the true happiness
comes solely from true love,

349
00:28:14,617 --> 00:28:17,838
the kind that only a genuine God can provide.

350
00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:19,158
Now, I don't gotta tell you how loving

351
00:28:19,200 --> 00:28:20,538
and caring our Lord and Savior is.

352
00:28:20,580 --> 00:28:21,933
You already know that.

353
00:28:22,776 --> 00:28:25,353
Here's something I want you to consider.

354
00:28:26,271 --> 00:28:29,718
What good is this happiness

355
00:28:29,760 --> 00:28:31,743
if it's just gonna land you in hell?

356
00:28:33,300 --> 00:28:35,703
Excuse me, just a second, hold on, Freya.

357
00:28:44,580 --> 00:28:47,688
Freya, let me introduce my family to you.

358
00:28:47,730 --> 00:28:50,718
It's my daughter Anna, her husband Joel,

359
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:52,458
and my little Olivia.

360
00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:55,008
Freya, my young neighbor, she lives next door.

361
00:28:55,050 --> 00:28:55,938
Hi.

362
00:28:55,980 --> 00:28:56,813
Hi.

363
00:28:59,502 --> 00:29:01,368
You know, for a minute there, I actually thought

364
00:29:01,410 --> 00:29:02,928
he had some love in his heart,

365
00:29:02,970 --> 00:29:06,858
but it turns out he's just another desperate soul

366
00:29:06,900 --> 00:29:09,048
trying to evangelize.

367
00:29:09,090 --> 00:29:11,298
What bothers me is not being able to fire back

368
00:29:11,340 --> 00:29:13,338
at all that warped logic,

369
00:29:13,380 --> 00:29:14,868
even though I was pretty good debater

370
00:29:14,910 --> 00:29:17,037
when I was back in school,

371
00:29:17,079 --> 00:29:20,234
I'm not gonna let him do
that to that little girl though.

372
00:29:20,276 --> 00:29:24,438
I'm gonna fill her head full
of questions before she leaves.

373
00:29:24,480 --> 00:29:28,128
Good luck with that, but don't ruin the occasion.

374
00:29:28,170 --> 00:29:29,778
Well, you too.

375
00:29:29,820 --> 00:29:31,038
What do you mean?

376
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:33,168
Well, don't look now, but I think someone back there

377
00:29:33,210 --> 00:29:34,810
is trying to get your attention.

378
00:29:39,058 --> 00:29:42,297
I've seen plenty of guys like that

379
00:29:42,339 --> 00:29:43,130
since I was like 14.

380
00:29:43,172 --> 00:29:45,768
Everyone just wants to make
their debut, nothing more.

381
00:29:45,810 --> 00:29:48,450
I've learned to live life past all that hoopla.

382
00:29:49,920 --> 00:29:52,548
Wow, and you were right too.

383
00:29:52,590 --> 00:29:53,423
About?

384
00:29:54,510 --> 00:29:56,147
I've been thinking about the other day,

385
00:29:56,189 --> 00:29:59,343
I reckon we shouldn't have thrown away that statue.

386
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:01,938
That's part of Anna's faith

387
00:30:01,980 --> 00:30:05,418
and I need to respect that, has meaning for her.

388
00:30:05,460 --> 00:30:07,120
I guess I was just a little riled up

389
00:30:07,162 --> 00:30:11,923
about all that idol worshiping hypocrisy, you know?

390
00:30:27,900 --> 00:30:29,100
Having trouble sleeping?

391
00:30:31,440 --> 00:30:33,990
You could come sit with your old man if you'd like.

392
00:30:52,671 --> 00:30:56,283
Dad, were you upset with me?

393
00:30:57,390 --> 00:30:58,353
Don't lie to me.

394
00:30:59,880 --> 00:31:00,723
About what?

395
00:31:03,218 --> 00:31:07,263
When mom left and I wasn't there for you.

396
00:31:10,590 --> 00:31:12,390
Why are you asking about that now?

397
00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:17,793
Now I have a kid and a husband,

398
00:31:19,290 --> 00:31:22,128
and I understand what it's like

399
00:31:22,170 --> 00:31:24,746
to be without them and be all alone.

400
00:31:30,840 --> 00:31:34,053
Yeah, I suppose I was.

401
00:31:36,270 --> 00:31:38,323
I mean, after 30 years of marriage,

402
00:31:38,365 --> 00:31:41,418
it looked like your mom decided to leave me

403
00:31:41,460 --> 00:31:43,518
for some guy from New York City

404
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:47,268
and felt like my daughter didn't have time

405
00:31:47,310 --> 00:31:49,623
to pick up the phone and check on her old man.

406
00:31:51,450 --> 00:31:54,543
I mean, for your mom,

407
00:31:56,220 --> 00:31:59,013
I told myself I just wasn't sophisticated enough.

408
00:32:00,330 --> 00:32:04,818
And with you, I just didn't seem

409
00:32:04,860 --> 00:32:06,410
like that big a deal, you know?

410
00:32:10,230 --> 00:32:12,408
Hey, I know, hurts like a bee sting,

411
00:32:12,450 --> 00:32:15,903
but I got over it,

412
00:32:17,820 --> 00:32:20,733
six months or so and I moved on.

413
00:32:23,407 --> 00:32:24,558
But Dad, you didn't move on.

414
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:27,033
If you had, you would've found somebody else.

415
00:32:29,400 --> 00:32:32,853
No, now see, when your mom left,

416
00:32:34,770 --> 00:32:37,038
I realized that what I lacked in my life

417
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,153
was the essence of femininity.

418
00:32:40,339 --> 00:32:44,103
And I don't mean another
woman, it's two different concepts.

419
00:32:46,200 --> 00:32:49,453
By the essence of femininity, I mean contentment,

420
00:32:50,700 --> 00:32:55,203
peace, understanding, grace.

421
00:32:57,570 --> 00:33:02,343
I suppose I was as wild as a Mustang on the open range.

422
00:33:03,900 --> 00:33:06,948
So I decided to cultivate
those qualities inside myself

423
00:33:06,990 --> 00:33:11,673
to find some sense of wholeness and balance.

424
00:33:14,580 --> 00:33:17,388
I didn't even have the words to express these ideas

425
00:33:17,430 --> 00:33:22,263
to myself until I encountered the Parashakti,

426
00:33:24,191 --> 00:33:25,683
the Divine Mother.

427
00:33:30,260 --> 00:33:33,768
Look, I know this stuff
probably doesn't make any sense

428
00:33:33,810 --> 00:33:37,308
to y'all 'cause we're all on different paths,

429
00:33:37,350 --> 00:33:41,118
just trying to find our way, what's right for me

430
00:33:41,160 --> 00:33:43,533
might not be right for you or anybody else.

431
00:33:44,790 --> 00:33:46,428
No one ever told me, hey Charles,

432
00:33:46,470 --> 00:33:49,053
this is the right thing to do.

433
00:33:51,270 --> 00:33:53,103
It's just my own personal journey.

434
00:33:55,176 --> 00:33:59,058
I never expected such profound thoughts

435
00:33:59,100 --> 00:34:00,213
from my old man.

436
00:34:05,250 --> 00:34:09,708
Dad, I apologize

437
00:34:09,750 --> 00:34:11,150
for everything that happened

438
00:34:13,740 --> 00:34:16,833
and I genuinely want you
to consider moving in with us.

439
00:34:18,120 --> 00:34:19,278
You know how it makes me feel

440
00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:21,670
to be able to open up to my daughter like this?

441
00:34:23,370 --> 00:34:27,648
Don't tell me that, just makes me feel worse

442
00:34:27,690 --> 00:34:29,090
for not being there for you.

443
00:34:32,340 --> 00:34:36,333
But I do feel a sense of relief after sharing this.

444
00:34:38,430 --> 00:34:41,328
It makes me feel that same sense of joy I felt

445
00:34:41,370 --> 00:34:42,783
that night in the valley.

446
00:34:52,110 --> 00:34:55,773
All right, and now it's my granddaughter's turn.

447
00:34:57,945 --> 00:34:59,628
Oh, baby, come here, come here.

448
00:34:59,670 --> 00:35:01,790
Let's get you back to bed, okay?

449
00:35:01,832 --> 00:35:03,043
I don't wanna go to bed.

450
00:35:03,085 --> 00:35:04,248
I know, sweetie, but you're sleepy

451
00:35:04,290 --> 00:35:05,898
and we've gotta drive back home tomorrow.

452
00:35:05,940 --> 00:35:07,878
But I don't wanna go to sleep.

453
00:35:07,920 --> 00:35:09,139
So I'll tell you what.

454
00:35:09,181 --> 00:35:10,788
Why don't you leave the munchkin

455
00:35:10,830 --> 00:35:13,263
in here with her grandpa while you go to bed.

456
00:35:16,380 --> 00:35:19,728
Well, look, she's gonna blabber a lot, but don't engage.

457
00:35:19,770 --> 00:35:23,138
Okay, just listen and eventually she'll fall asleep.

458
00:35:23,180 --> 00:35:24,013
Okay.

459
00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:27,138
Hey Munchkin, how'd you like to go sit

460
00:35:27,180 --> 00:35:29,681
in Grandpa's favorite rocking chair?

461
00:35:29,723 --> 00:35:31,331
I'd love you.

462
00:35:31,373 --> 00:35:34,218
Well, let's do just that.

463
00:35:34,260 --> 00:35:35,990
I felt really bad for Lucky.

464
00:35:36,032 --> 00:35:37,030
I'm sure.

465
00:35:37,072 --> 00:35:38,388
It was the smallest one

466
00:35:38,430 --> 00:35:40,758
and he wasn't getting treated well

467
00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:42,921
by the black one Sonic.

468
00:35:42,963 --> 00:35:44,046
Named what?

469
00:35:45,203 --> 00:35:46,533
Sonic.

470
00:35:55,162 --> 00:35:57,773
And one of them was, well,

471
00:35:59,066 --> 00:36:03,483
we couldn't really tell their gender at first and we.

472
00:36:09,030 --> 00:36:11,478
Grandpa, how do you reach something

473
00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:15,123
that looks like it's right there, but actually isn't?

474
00:36:24,060 --> 00:36:28,608
Grandpa, I think you should come and stay with me.

475
00:36:28,650 --> 00:36:30,103
That's the right thing to do.

476
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:38,199
Okay, y'all, it's brunch time.

477
00:36:38,241 --> 00:36:39,078
We gotta eat up real quick so we can hit the road.

478
00:36:39,120 --> 00:36:39,953
Coming.

479
00:36:42,300 --> 00:36:45,663
Oh, dad, why don't you say grace before we dig in.

480
00:36:49,627 --> 00:36:51,317
No, that's okay, you go ahead.

481
00:36:51,359 --> 00:36:52,578
Come on Dad, this is your house.

482
00:36:52,620 --> 00:36:54,423
We would love to hear your prayer.

483
00:36:57,993 --> 00:36:59,735
Yes, yes, yes.

484
00:37:34,567 --> 00:37:38,118
And now here comes a special vegetarian dish

485
00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:41,304
that I found on the internet
for our special get together.

486
00:37:41,346 --> 00:37:44,598
It's called and it is a healthy, tasty,

487
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:46,683
and easy on the stomach dish.

488
00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:51,670
All right, there we go.

489
00:37:52,942 --> 00:37:54,287
Olivia, do you want some more?

490
00:37:55,989 --> 00:37:57,203
All right.

491
00:38:01,576 --> 00:38:03,048
Thank you for moving your icons to the attic

492
00:38:03,090 --> 00:38:04,323
to accommodate us.

493
00:38:05,430 --> 00:38:09,213
And your Parashakti,
philosophy, it's very compelling.

494
00:38:11,670 --> 00:38:16,113
And you, thank you for coming to see me Chiquita,

495
00:38:16,950 --> 00:38:20,763
it is good to see you, especially after all this time.

496
00:38:28,410 --> 00:38:31,623
Joel, have a safe trip, sir.

497
00:38:32,509 --> 00:38:33,513
Thank you, sir.

498
00:38:33,555 --> 00:38:36,138
See you again soon.

499
00:38:37,410 --> 00:38:38,243
Ready?

500
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:54,018
How did it go?

501
00:38:54,060 --> 00:38:56,160
Did you get a chance to evangelize Olivia?

502
00:38:57,540 --> 00:38:58,413
Didn't have to.

503
00:38:59,640 --> 00:39:01,878
She's already full of questions.

504
00:39:11,820 --> 00:39:14,716
Grandpa, how do you reach something

505
00:39:14,758 --> 00:39:18,946
that looks like it's right there, but it actually isn't?

506
00:39:25,918 --> 00:39:28,226
No one ever told me, hey Charles,

507
00:39:28,268 --> 00:39:30,952
this is the right thing to do.

508
00:39:30,994 --> 00:39:33,542
I think you should come and stay with me.

509
00:39:33,584 --> 00:39:36,766
That's the right thing to do.

510
00:39:39,454 --> 00:39:40,437
How do you reach something

511
00:39:40,479 --> 00:39:43,503
that looks like it's right there, but it actually isn't?

512
00:39:45,180 --> 00:39:49,067
By surrendering to her will unconditionally.

513
00:40:03,088 --> 00:40:04,088
What's up?

514
00:40:05,228 --> 00:40:06,770
Pack up all your stuff.

515
00:40:06,812 --> 00:40:07,645
Why?

516
00:40:09,210 --> 00:40:12,168
So stay here as long as you like.

517
00:40:12,210 --> 00:40:16,533
Don't worry about any part-time
jobs, focus on your studies.

518
00:40:20,730 --> 00:40:22,908
You still haven't told me where you're going.

519
00:40:22,950 --> 00:40:27,138
Well, you can find me in the Himalayan Mountains.

520
00:40:27,180 --> 00:40:31,143
Only I'm going inward on a journey inside myself.

521
00:40:32,545 --> 00:40:33,336
Got all your icons?

522
00:40:33,378 --> 00:40:35,583
Yes I do, right in here.

523
00:40:38,370 --> 00:40:39,768
Are you sure?

524
00:40:39,810 --> 00:40:40,908
Yes.

525
00:40:40,950 --> 00:40:44,118
For the first time in my life, if I need her,

526
00:40:44,160 --> 00:40:47,208
she'll be there in one form or another

527
00:40:47,250 --> 00:40:49,950
as she will be for anyone who's open to receiving her.

528
00:41:36,960 --> 00:41:38,253
He is all messed up.

529
00:41:39,254 --> 00:41:41,283
I don't know who's messed up here.

530
00:41:42,330 --> 00:41:43,818
At least he's just doing his own thing

531
00:41:43,860 --> 00:41:46,287
and not out trying to evangelize everybody.

532
00:43:27,763 --> 00:43:30,008
♪ On my steel horse ♪

533
00:43:30,050 --> 00:43:32,030
♪ Riding the wind ♪

534
00:43:32,072 --> 00:43:36,243
♪ Through the wild Spirit and pen ♪

535
00:43:36,285 --> 00:43:40,290
♪ Rebellion roars, freedom's me creed ♪

536
00:43:40,332 --> 00:43:44,217
♪ In the lone star state I find my speed ♪

537
00:43:52,091 --> 00:43:53,581
♪ More to this ride ♪

538
00:43:53,623 --> 00:43:58,623
♪ Real man explored far, swing stars ajar ♪

539
00:44:00,490 --> 00:44:03,545
♪ Heart's made a place, a maze ♪

540
00:44:03,587 --> 00:44:08,587
♪ Chiquita swing stars ajar ♪

541
00:44:10,817 --> 00:44:14,737
♪ Listen up y'all crashed one night ♪

542
00:44:14,779 --> 00:44:19,775
♪ Shadows dance in the pale moonlight ♪

543
00:44:19,817 --> 00:44:21,410
♪ A little girl appeared ♪

544
00:44:21,452 --> 00:44:24,766
♪ A celestial sight, in a sense profound ♪

545
00:44:24,808 --> 00:44:28,219
♪ Her spirit shining bright ♪

546
00:44:48,455 --> 00:44:53,455
♪ Chiquita synergy, diverse and grand ♪

547
00:44:55,115 --> 00:44:59,734
♪ Some stars to grains of sand ♪

548
00:44:59,776 --> 00:45:04,003
♪ A guiding light ♪

549
00:45:04,045 --> 00:45:08,658
♪ In her divine plain my soul takes flight ♪

550
00:45:08,700 --> 00:45:13,700
♪ Ah ah ah ah ah ♪

551
00:45:15,068 --> 00:45:20,068
♪ Ah ah ah ah ah ♪

552
00:45:22,612 --> 00:45:27,316
♪ In grip, in circles that spin ♪

553
00:45:27,358 --> 00:45:31,901
♪ Illusional progress lost deep within ♪

554
00:45:31,943 --> 00:45:36,186
♪ Yet a coiled serpent profound and divine ♪

555
00:45:36,228 --> 00:45:41,228
♪ To the source within my power align ♪

556
00:45:43,654 --> 00:45:48,654
♪ Ah ah ah ah ah ♪

557
00:45:50,137 --> 00:45:53,938
♪ Ah ah ah ah ♪

558
00:45:53,980 --> 00:45:57,899
♪ From roads and words untold ♪

559
00:45:57,941 --> 00:46:02,346
♪ My biker spirit and soul unfold ♪

560
00:46:02,388 --> 00:46:06,481
♪ In parallel paths my heart sets free ♪

561
00:46:06,523 --> 00:46:10,856
♪ Just like biking liberation I see ♪