WEBVTT FILE 1 00:00:55.931 --> 00:00:58.933 ♪ The only time I feel good falling ♪ 2 00:00:59.017 --> 00:01:02.854 ♪ Is when I'm falling fast and hard foryou ♪ 3 00:01:06.483 --> 00:01:09.402 ♪ The last two digits when I'm calling ♪ 4 00:01:09.486 --> 00:01:13.990 ♪ Fade away but somehow I'll get through ♪ 5 00:01:17.161 --> 00:01:20.079 ♪ The only time I feel good sinking ♪ 6 00:01:20.164 --> 00:01:24.667 ♪ Is when I'm sinking fast and deep foryou ♪ 7 00:01:27.755 --> 00:01:30.590 ♪ You caught me as I was winking ♪ 8 00:01:30.674 --> 00:01:36.512 ♪ Now I think my winking days are through ♪ 9 00:01:37.431 --> 00:01:42.518 ♪ Could it be another change ♪ 10 00:01:42.603 --> 00:01:47.899 ♪ To come and rearrange? ♪ 11 00:01:47.983 --> 00:01:54.280 ♪ Why can't shejust feel that way I do? ♪ ♪ 12 00:01:57.701 --> 00:02:00.119 Dear friend... 13 00:02:00.204 --> 00:02:04.457 I am writing to you because she said you listen and understand. 14 00:02:04.541 --> 00:02:06.626 And didn't try to sleep with that person at that party... 15 00:02:06.710 --> 00:02:08.419 even though you could have. 16 00:02:09.546 --> 00:02:12.089 Please, don't try to figure out who I am. 17 00:02:12.174 --> 00:02:14.258 I don't want you to do that. 18 00:02:14.343 --> 00:02:17.303 I just need to know that people like you exist. 19 00:02:17.387 --> 00:02:19.680 Like, ifyou met me you wouldn't... 20 00:02:19.765 --> 00:02:23.768 think I was the weird kid who spent time in the hospital. 21 00:02:26.522 --> 00:02:28.523 And I wouldn't make you nervous. 22 00:02:30.067 --> 00:02:33.319 I hope it's okay for me to think that. 23 00:02:33.403 --> 00:02:35.696 You see, I haven't really talked to anyone... 24 00:02:35.781 --> 00:02:37.907 outside of my family all summer. 25 00:02:37.991 --> 00:02:41.285 But tomorrow is my first day of high school ever. 26 00:02:41.370 --> 00:02:44.205 And I need to turn things around. 27 00:02:44.289 --> 00:02:46.958 So I have a plan. 28 00:02:47.042 --> 00:02:48.835 As I enter the school for the first time... 29 00:02:48.919 --> 00:02:50.670 I will visualize what it will be like... 30 00:02:50.754 --> 00:02:53.714 on the last day of my senioryear. 31 00:02:53.799 --> 00:02:56.175 Unfortunately, I counted and that's... 32 00:02:57.427 --> 00:02:59.554 Hop, freshman toads! Hop! Let's move it! 33 00:02:59.638 --> 00:03:03.182 1,385 days from now. 34 00:03:03.267 --> 00:03:05.476 We worked out all summer. Rock hard. 35 00:03:05.561 --> 00:03:07.645 Hey, you know what? Why don't you guys get a room? 36 00:03:07.729 --> 00:03:12.316 Just 1,385 days. 37 00:03:12.401 --> 00:03:16.237 In the meantime, I'd hoped that my sister, Candace, and her boyfriend, Derek... 38 00:03:16.321 --> 00:03:18.322 would have let me eat lunch with their Earth Club. 39 00:03:18.407 --> 00:03:19.740 Seniors only. 40 00:03:21.451 --> 00:03:23.202 What are you doing with that plastic spork? 41 00:03:23.287 --> 00:03:25.413 I don't wanna bring back silverware. 42 00:03:25.497 --> 00:03:29.876 Derek, you're Earth Club treasurer. Come on! 43 00:03:29.960 --> 00:03:32.378 When my sister said "No," I thought... 44 00:03:32.462 --> 00:03:36.424 maybe my old friend Susan would wanna have lunch with me. 45 00:03:36.508 --> 00:03:40.511 In middle school, Susan was very fun to be around... 46 00:03:40.596 --> 00:03:43.598 but now she doesn't like to say "Hi" to me anymore. 47 00:03:43.682 --> 00:03:45.182 And then there's Brad Hays. 48 00:03:45.267 --> 00:03:48.269 Before my older brother went to play football for Penn State... 49 00:03:48.353 --> 00:03:49.979 he and Brad played together... 50 00:03:50.063 --> 00:03:52.648 so I thought maybe he'd say "Hi" to me. 51 00:03:52.733 --> 00:03:54.400 But Brad's a senior. 52 00:03:54.484 --> 00:03:57.236 And I'm me. So who am I kidding? 53 00:03:57.321 --> 00:03:59.447 On the bright side... 54 00:03:59.531 --> 00:04:02.909 one senior decided to make fun ofthe teacher instead ofthe freshmen. 55 00:04:02.993 --> 00:04:05.953 He even drew on Mr. Callahan's legendary goatee... 56 00:04:06.038 --> 00:04:07.413 with a grease pencil. 57 00:04:10.292 --> 00:04:12.919 The prick punch is not a toy. 58 00:04:13.003 --> 00:04:15.880 I learned that back in 'Nam in '68. 59 00:04:15.964 --> 00:04:17.757 "Callahan," sergeant said... 60 00:04:17.841 --> 00:04:18.883 "you put down that prick punch. 61 00:04:18.967 --> 00:04:20.927 You go kill some gooks." 62 00:04:21.011 --> 00:04:22.803 And you know what happened? 63 00:04:22.888 --> 00:04:26.432 That prick punch killed my best friend in a Saigon whorehouse. 64 00:04:26.516 --> 00:04:29.810 I heard you were gonna be in my class. 65 00:04:29.895 --> 00:04:31.187 Are you proud to be a senior... 66 00:04:31.271 --> 00:04:34.315 having to take freshman shop, Patty-Cakes? 67 00:04:34.399 --> 00:04:36.108 Look, my name is Patrick. 68 00:04:36.193 --> 00:04:38.361 Eitheryou call me Patrick oryou call me nothing. 69 00:04:38.445 --> 00:04:40.446 Okay, Nothing. 70 00:04:42.407 --> 00:04:44.367 I felt really bad for Patrick. 71 00:04:44.451 --> 00:04:48.245 He wasn't doing the impersonation to be mean or anything. 72 00:04:48.330 --> 00:04:51.207 He wasjust trying to make us freshmen feel better. 73 00:04:51.291 --> 00:04:54.126 Nothing, why don't you read first? 74 00:04:54.211 --> 00:04:56.837 All right. "Chapter One. 75 00:04:56.922 --> 00:04:58.923 Surviving your fascist shop teacher... 76 00:04:59.007 --> 00:05:00.716 who needs to put kids down to feel big." 77 00:05:00.801 --> 00:05:03.094 Wow, this is useful, guys. We should read on. 78 00:05:04.388 --> 00:05:07.473 My last class ofthe day is Advanced English... 79 00:05:07.557 --> 00:05:09.350 and I'm really excited to finally learn... 80 00:05:09.434 --> 00:05:12.061 with the smartest kids in the school. 81 00:05:12.145 --> 00:05:15.147 Nice Trapper Keeper, faggot. 82 00:05:15.232 --> 00:05:18.567 Believe it or not, she's gotten straight A's since kindergarten. 83 00:05:19.569 --> 00:05:21.904 Shh! 84 00:05:21.989 --> 00:05:23.447 I'm Mr. Anderson. 85 00:05:23.532 --> 00:05:25.700 I'm gonna be your teacher for freshman English. 86 00:05:25.784 --> 00:05:27.118 This semester we're gonna learn about... 87 00:05:27.202 --> 00:05:29.120 Harper Lee's To Kill a Mockingbird. 88 00:05:29.204 --> 00:05:30.621 Genius book. 89 00:05:30.706 --> 00:05:32.790 Now, who'd like to get out ofthe first pop quiz? 90 00:05:34.793 --> 00:05:37.670 I'm shocked. All right. Well, you can skip the quiz... 91 00:05:37.754 --> 00:05:40.131 ifyou tell me which author invented the paperback book. 92 00:05:41.008 --> 00:05:42.508 Anyone? 93 00:05:42.592 --> 00:05:44.260 He was British. 94 00:05:44.344 --> 00:05:46.220 He also invented the serial. 95 00:05:46.304 --> 00:05:50.725 In fact, at the end of the third chapter of his first novel... 96 00:05:50.809 --> 00:05:54.979 he had a man hanging from a cliff by his fingernails. 97 00:05:55.063 --> 00:05:56.731 Hence the term "cliff hanger." 98 00:05:57.566 --> 00:05:59.358 Anybody? 99 00:05:59.443 --> 00:06:01.402 - Yeah? - Shakespeare. 100 00:06:01.486 --> 00:06:03.154 That's a great guess, but no. 101 00:06:03.238 --> 00:06:04.947 Shakespeare didn't write novels. 102 00:06:05.657 --> 00:06:07.450 Anybody else? 103 00:06:09.369 --> 00:06:11.245 The author... 104 00:06:14.082 --> 00:06:17.460 was Charles Dickens. 105 00:06:17.544 --> 00:06:19.754 However, ifyou and I had gone to a Shakespeare play... 106 00:06:19.838 --> 00:06:21.672 it would have cost us four pennies. 107 00:06:21.757 --> 00:06:22.882 Can you imagine that? 108 00:06:22.966 --> 00:06:25.551 We would have put those pennies in a metal box. 109 00:06:25.635 --> 00:06:27.553 The ushers would lock it in the office. 110 00:06:27.637 --> 00:06:29.221 And that's where we get the term... 111 00:06:29.306 --> 00:06:30.723 Cash register. 112 00:06:32.434 --> 00:06:33.392 Office Max. 113 00:06:33.477 --> 00:06:35.061 I'll give you a free "A" on anything... 114 00:06:35.145 --> 00:06:37.188 except the final term paper ifyou get it right. 115 00:06:41.318 --> 00:06:42.651 Box office. 116 00:06:45.363 --> 00:06:47.156 You should learn to participate. 117 00:06:50.202 --> 00:06:51.702 Why didn't you raise your hand? 118 00:06:54.748 --> 00:06:56.957 They call you the "teacher's pet"? 119 00:06:57.042 --> 00:06:58.334 "Freak"? That kinda thing? 120 00:06:59.169 --> 00:07:01.045 I used to get "spaz." 121 00:07:01.129 --> 00:07:02.505 I mean, come on, "spaz"? 122 00:07:06.927 --> 00:07:09.386 You know, I heard you had a tough time last year. 123 00:07:09.471 --> 00:07:12.348 But they say ifyou make one friend... 124 00:07:12.432 --> 00:07:14.558 on your first day, you're doing okay. 125 00:07:14.643 --> 00:07:16.519 Thankyou, sir, but if my English teacher... 126 00:07:16.603 --> 00:07:18.270 is the only friend I make today... 127 00:07:18.355 --> 00:07:20.439 that would be sort ofdepressing. 128 00:07:20.524 --> 00:07:22.817 Yeah, I can see that. 129 00:07:22.901 --> 00:07:25.444 Don't worry, Mr. Anderson, I'm okay. 130 00:07:25.529 --> 00:07:26.529 Thanks. 131 00:07:32.577 --> 00:07:35.412 I would happily not take shop... 132 00:07:36.164 --> 00:07:37.540 Hey, freshman toad. 133 00:07:38.959 --> 00:07:43.838 Well, I have 1,384 days to go. 134 00:07:44.965 --> 00:07:47.258 Just so I say it to someone... 135 00:07:47.342 --> 00:07:50.177 high school is even worse than middle school. 136 00:07:51.972 --> 00:07:53.806 If my parents ask me about it... 137 00:07:53.890 --> 00:07:56.142 I probably won't tell them the truth... 138 00:07:56.226 --> 00:07:57.518 because I don't want them... 139 00:07:57.602 --> 00:08:00.563 to worry that I might get bad again. 140 00:08:00.647 --> 00:08:03.482 If my Aunt Helen were still here, I could talk to her... 141 00:08:03.567 --> 00:08:05.151 and I know she would understand... 142 00:08:05.235 --> 00:08:07.653 how I'm both happy and sad. 143 00:08:07.737 --> 00:08:11.031 And I'm still trying to figure out how that could be. 144 00:08:11.116 --> 00:08:13.951 I just hope I make a friend soon. 145 00:08:14.035 --> 00:08:16.704 Love always, Charlie. 146 00:08:17.747 --> 00:08:19.540 Charlie? Come on. 147 00:08:21.459 --> 00:08:23.794 This chicken paprikash is delicious. 148 00:08:23.879 --> 00:08:25.838 Thankyou, Derek. It's Charlie's favorite. 149 00:08:25.922 --> 00:08:29.675 He was a little nervous about starting high school today, so I made it for him. 150 00:08:29.759 --> 00:08:31.759 Feel a little silly about being nervous now, Champ? 151 00:08:32.637 --> 00:08:34.722 Yes, sir. I sure do. 152 00:08:34.806 --> 00:08:37.016 I told you, just give 'em a smile... 153 00:08:37.100 --> 00:08:38.517 and be yourself. 154 00:08:38.602 --> 00:08:40.728 - That's howyou— - Make friends in the real world. 155 00:08:40.812 --> 00:08:42.354 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'. 156 00:08:42.439 --> 00:08:45.274 Freshman year is tough, but... 157 00:08:45.358 --> 00:08:47.234 you really find yourself. 158 00:08:52.032 --> 00:08:54.200 Thanks, Derek. 159 00:08:54.284 --> 00:08:56.202 You could have been a little nicer to Derek. 160 00:08:56.286 --> 00:09:00.122 I'm sorry, the kid's a pussy. I can't stand him. 161 00:09:00.207 --> 00:09:02.374 - I really hope you love the mix tape I made. - I do. 162 00:09:02.459 --> 00:09:05.461 - The cover is hand-painted. - Wow. 163 00:09:10.133 --> 00:09:11.759 Hey, Charlie, you want this? 164 00:09:12.761 --> 00:09:14.303 Are you sure? 165 00:09:14.387 --> 00:09:16.347 He gives me one every week. 166 00:09:20.018 --> 00:09:21.477 Hey, babe. 167 00:09:21.561 --> 00:09:26.023 This next one might be a little sad, but it reminded me ofyour eyes. 168 00:09:26.107 --> 00:09:31.820 ♪ Sing me to sleep ♪ 169 00:09:31.905 --> 00:09:35.241 ♪ I'm tired and I ♪ 170 00:09:35.325 --> 00:09:38.661 ♪ I want to go to bed ♪ 171 00:09:38.745 --> 00:09:44.416 ♪ Sing me to sleep ♪ 172 00:09:44.501 --> 00:09:47.002 Did you already do the term paper on To Kill a Mockingbird? 173 00:09:47.087 --> 00:09:48.462 No. 174 00:09:48.546 --> 00:09:51.090 Get him. 175 00:09:51.174 --> 00:09:55.594 ♪ Don't try to wake me in the morning ♪ 176 00:09:55.679 --> 00:09:59.181 ♪ 'Cause I will be gone ♪ 177 00:10:04.187 --> 00:10:07.690 ♪ Don't feel bad for me ♪ 178 00:10:07.774 --> 00:10:12.361 ♪ I want you to know ♪ 179 00:10:16.199 --> 00:10:20.244 ♪ Deep in the cell of my heart ♪ 180 00:10:20.328 --> 00:10:24.540 ♪ I will feel so glad to go ♪ ♪ 181 00:10:55.947 --> 00:10:58.490 Let's go, Devils! 182 00:11:05.832 --> 00:11:07.583 Right. Come on, offense! 183 00:11:07.667 --> 00:11:09.460 - Hey, Nothing. - Hey, Nothing. 184 00:11:09.544 --> 00:11:11.003 Suck it, virginity pledges. 185 00:11:12.047 --> 00:11:13.964 Suck it. 186 00:11:14.049 --> 00:11:17.468 You're in trouble now, Jaguars! 187 00:11:29.147 --> 00:11:31.732 Hey, Patrick. 188 00:11:31.816 --> 00:11:34.401 Hey. You're in my shop class, right? 189 00:11:34.486 --> 00:11:36.028 How's your clock coming? 190 00:11:36.112 --> 00:11:37.613 My dad's building it for me. 191 00:11:37.697 --> 00:11:40.657 Yeah. Mine looks like a boat. 192 00:11:40.742 --> 00:11:42.910 You wanna sit over here or are you waiting foryour friends? 193 00:11:42.994 --> 00:11:44.578 No, no, no, I'll sit. 194 00:11:47.499 --> 00:11:49.708 Thanks for not calling me Nothing by the way. 195 00:11:49.793 --> 00:11:51.377 It's an endless nightmare. 196 00:11:51.461 --> 00:11:53.941 And these assholes, they actually think they're being original. 197 00:11:55.715 --> 00:11:57.716 So do you like football? 198 00:11:57.801 --> 00:11:58.884 Love it. Love football. 199 00:11:58.968 --> 00:12:00.469 Maybe you know my brother then. 200 00:12:00.553 --> 00:12:02.054 Hey, Sam. 201 00:12:02.138 --> 00:12:05.224 Question. Could the bathrooms here be more disgusting? 202 00:12:05.308 --> 00:12:07.267 Yes. They call it the men's room. 203 00:12:08.561 --> 00:12:11.063 So I finally got hold of Bob. 204 00:12:11.147 --> 00:12:13.107 Party tonight? 205 00:12:13.191 --> 00:12:16.652 He's still trying to shag that waitress from the Olive Garden. 206 00:12:16.736 --> 00:12:18.153 He's never tossing that salad. 207 00:12:21.491 --> 00:12:23.033 Come on! 208 00:12:25.412 --> 00:12:26.578 Patrick. 209 00:12:26.663 --> 00:12:27.496 Yeah? 210 00:12:27.580 --> 00:12:28.997 Who's this? 211 00:12:29.082 --> 00:12:30.040 This is- 212 00:12:30.792 --> 00:12:31.875 Charlie Kelmeckis. 213 00:12:31.960 --> 00:12:33.252 Kelmeckis? 214 00:12:33.336 --> 00:12:36.463 No shit? Your sister's dating Ponytail Derek, isn't she? 215 00:12:36.548 --> 00:12:38.340 - God. - Is that what they call him? 216 00:12:38.425 --> 00:12:40.259 Would you leave Ponytail Derek alone? 217 00:12:40.343 --> 00:12:42.511 You put the "ass" in "class," Patrick. 218 00:12:42.595 --> 00:12:44.596 I try. Sam, I try. 219 00:12:44.681 --> 00:12:47.808 It's nice to meet you, Charlie. I'm Sam. 220 00:12:47.892 --> 00:12:50.727 - What's the plan? Are we going to Mary Elizabeth's tonight? - Nope. 221 00:12:50.812 --> 00:12:53.647 She got caught watering down her parents' brandy with iced tea. 222 00:12:53.731 --> 00:12:55.441 Let'sjust go to Kings. 223 00:12:55.525 --> 00:12:59.903 All right. We're goin' to Kings after the game ifyou wanna come. 224 00:13:18.089 --> 00:13:19.590 Do you have a favorite band? 225 00:13:19.674 --> 00:13:21.925 Well, I think The Smiths are my favorite. 226 00:13:22.010 --> 00:13:25.846 Are you kidding? I love The Smiths. Best breakup band ever. 227 00:13:25.930 --> 00:13:27.347 What's your favorite song? 228 00:13:27.432 --> 00:13:30.225 "Asleep." It'sfrom Louder than Bombs. 229 00:13:30.310 --> 00:13:32.561 I heard it on Ponytail Derek's mix tape. 230 00:13:32.645 --> 00:13:34.146 That works on so many levels. 231 00:13:34.230 --> 00:13:36.607 I can make you guys a copy ifyou want. 232 00:13:36.691 --> 00:13:39.651 - What about Eides? You love Eides, right? - Yeah, ofcourse. They're great. 233 00:13:39.694 --> 00:13:41.403 Not a band, Charlie. 234 00:13:41.488 --> 00:13:42.905 It's a record store downtown. 235 00:13:42.989 --> 00:13:45.032 Things sound so much better on vinyl. 236 00:13:45.116 --> 00:13:47.676 You know, I used to be popular before Sam got me some good music. 237 00:13:47.702 --> 00:13:50.579 So you be careful. She'll ruin your life forever. 238 00:13:50.663 --> 00:13:51.830 That's okay. 239 00:13:51.915 --> 00:13:54.333 - Hey, Nothing. - Hey, Nothing. 240 00:13:54.417 --> 00:13:56.710 Let it go! Jesus! 241 00:13:56.794 --> 00:13:59.463 It's an antiquejoke. It's over. 242 00:13:59.547 --> 00:14:01.715 So what are you gonna do when you get outta this place? 243 00:14:01.799 --> 00:14:04.843 Well, my Aunt Helen said I should be a writer... 244 00:14:04.928 --> 00:14:06.512 but I don't know what I'd write about. 245 00:14:06.596 --> 00:14:08.263 You could write about us. 246 00:14:08.348 --> 00:14:11.808 Yeah! Callit Slut and the Falcon. 247 00:14:11.893 --> 00:14:13.393 Make us solve crimes. 248 00:14:13.478 --> 00:14:15.729 You guys seem really happy together. 249 00:14:15.813 --> 00:14:17.733 How long have you been boyfriend and girlfriend? 250 00:14:20.109 --> 00:14:23.028 He's not my boyfriend. He's my stepbrother. 251 00:14:23.112 --> 00:14:25.447 My mom finally left my worthless dad... 252 00:14:25.532 --> 00:14:28.242 and married his nice dad when we moved here. 253 00:14:28.326 --> 00:14:30.286 But she's not bitter or anything. Make no mistake. 254 00:14:30.328 --> 00:14:34.248 Absolutely not. Charlie, I'm not a bulimic. 255 00:14:34.332 --> 00:14:37.543 - I'm a bulim-ist. - I'm sorry, I don't know what that is. 256 00:14:37.627 --> 00:14:39.670 Shejust really believes in bulimia. 257 00:14:39.754 --> 00:14:41.296 I love bulimia! 258 00:14:46.761 --> 00:14:48.470 Hey. Thanks for paying, Charlie. 259 00:14:48.555 --> 00:14:50.639 No problem. Thankyou guys for the ride. 260 00:14:50.723 --> 00:14:52.975 Maybe I'll see you around in school? 261 00:14:53.059 --> 00:14:57.521 - God, would you turn it down? You're gonna make us deaf. - So be it. It's rock and roll. 262 00:14:58.398 --> 00:14:59.606 Bye, Charlie! 263 00:14:59.691 --> 00:15:01.733 - Bye, Charlie. - Okay, bye. 264 00:15:13.246 --> 00:15:15.581 Your mom says, "Don't go to Columbia with Candace, Derek." 265 00:15:15.665 --> 00:15:17.374 - Shh! Shut— - "Don't go to Columbia!" 266 00:15:17.458 --> 00:15:19.459 Do you always want to be a mama's boy, Derek? 267 00:15:19.544 --> 00:15:20.836 I am not a mama's boy! 268 00:15:20.920 --> 00:15:22.796 You are, because every single time I go to your house... 269 00:15:22.880 --> 00:15:23.880 Every single time! 270 00:15:23.965 --> 00:15:25.841 Shut up, Candace! 271 00:15:25.925 --> 00:15:28.844 You just stand there like a little bitch dog. 272 00:15:28.928 --> 00:15:33.015 No. Charlie— Charlie, just go. I can handle it. 273 00:15:33.099 --> 00:15:35.183 Just don't wake up Mom and Dad. 274 00:16:02.712 --> 00:16:04.921 Hey! Look who's here. 275 00:16:06.382 --> 00:16:08.133 Welcome home, Aunt Helen. 276 00:16:08.217 --> 00:16:11.219 Aw! Look at you guys. 277 00:16:11.304 --> 00:16:13.096 Dressed so nice. 278 00:16:21.522 --> 00:16:22.939 Hey, Candace. 279 00:16:24.609 --> 00:16:26.151 What are you doing? 280 00:16:27.904 --> 00:16:31.573 Look, I egged him on. You saw it. 281 00:16:31.658 --> 00:16:35.994 He's never hit me before, and I promise you, he will never hit me again. 282 00:16:36.079 --> 00:16:38.080 Like Aunt Helen's boyfriends? 283 00:16:42.460 --> 00:16:45.128 Charlie, this is Ponytail Derek. 284 00:16:45.963 --> 00:16:47.464 I can handle him. 285 00:16:49.676 --> 00:16:51.176 Do you trust me? 286 00:16:54.222 --> 00:16:56.390 Please, don't tell Mom and Dad. 287 00:17:36.639 --> 00:17:39.266 My God, they're playing good music! 288 00:17:39.350 --> 00:17:42.310 Holy shit. Holy shit! They are! They're playing good music. 289 00:17:42.395 --> 00:17:44.896 - Living room routine. - Living room routine. 290 00:17:44.981 --> 00:17:46.857 - Yes. - Yes! 291 00:17:46.941 --> 00:17:48.775 Excuse us. Excuse me. Pardon. 292 00:17:48.860 --> 00:17:50.444 Sorry. 293 00:17:50.528 --> 00:17:53.363 Get out ofthe way! Get out ofthe way! 294 00:17:56.159 --> 00:18:00.245 ♪ Poor oldJohnny Ray ♪ 295 00:18:00.329 --> 00:18:02.748 ♪ Sounded sad upon the radio ♪ 296 00:18:02.832 --> 00:18:05.709 ♪ Moved a million hearts in mono ♪ 297 00:18:05.793 --> 00:18:09.629 ♪ Our mothers cried ♪ 298 00:18:09.714 --> 00:18:13.967 - ♪ Sang along, who'd blame them? ♪ - ♪ Come on, Eileen ♪ 299 00:18:14.051 --> 00:18:20.599 ♪ Too-rye-loo-rye, Too-rye-loo-rye-ay ♪ 300 00:18:20.683 --> 00:18:25.729 ♪ And we can sing just like our fathers ♪ 301 00:18:25.813 --> 00:18:27.773 ♪ Come on, Eileen ♪ 302 00:18:27.857 --> 00:18:30.025 - ♪ I swear♪ - ♪ What he means ♪ 303 00:18:30.109 --> 00:18:35.155 ♪ At this moment you mean everything ♪ 304 00:18:35.239 --> 00:18:38.492 ♪ You in that dress My thoughts, I confess ♪ 305 00:18:38.576 --> 00:18:40.619 ♪ Verge on dirty ♪ 306 00:18:40.703 --> 00:18:44.456 ♪ Come on, Eileen ♪ 307 00:18:46.501 --> 00:18:48.794 ♪ Come on, Eileen ♪ 308 00:18:48.878 --> 00:18:50.754 ♪ Too-loo-rye-ay ♪ 309 00:18:50.838 --> 00:18:53.215 ♪ Come on, Eileen ♪ 310 00:18:53.299 --> 00:18:54.800 ♪ Too-loo-rye-ay ♪ 311 00:18:54.884 --> 00:18:58.720 ♪ Nowyou're full grown Nowyou have shown ♪ 312 00:18:58.805 --> 00:19:00.889 ♪ Eileen ♪ 313 00:19:02.892 --> 00:19:04.851 ♪ Come on, Eileen ♪ 314 00:19:04.936 --> 00:19:10.106 ♪ These things they are real and I know how you feel ♪ 315 00:19:10.191 --> 00:19:13.360 ♪ Now I must say more than ever ♪ 316 00:19:13.444 --> 00:19:15.362 ♪ Things round here have changed ♪ 317 00:19:15.446 --> 00:19:22.911 ♪ I said, too-loo-rye Too-loo-rye-ay ♪ ♪ 318 00:19:24.914 --> 00:19:26.414 God, it's freezing! 319 00:19:26.499 --> 00:19:29.125 But you wore that toasty costume. It's not like it's cute or original. 320 00:19:29.210 --> 00:19:32.420 - You'd hope it would be warm. - Yeah, piss off, Tennessee Tuxedo. 321 00:19:32.505 --> 00:19:34.673 Are you sure it's okay that I come? 322 00:19:34.757 --> 00:19:37.801 Yeah, ofcourse. Just remember, Charlie, Bob's not paranoid. 323 00:19:37.885 --> 00:19:39.177 He's sensitive. 324 00:19:39.262 --> 00:19:41.012 Sam! 325 00:19:41.097 --> 00:19:44.307 That waitress from the Olive Garden, she was such a tease. 326 00:19:45.351 --> 00:19:46.726 Will you marry me? 327 00:19:46.811 --> 00:19:48.395 Only with Patrick's blessing. 328 00:19:48.479 --> 00:19:50.021 Patrick? 329 00:19:50.106 --> 00:19:52.357 You are a hopeless stoner who attends the culinary institute. 330 00:19:52.441 --> 00:19:55.819 I'm gonna say "no" on that, but nice try. Charlie. 331 00:19:55.903 --> 00:19:57.529 Touché. 332 00:20:05.413 --> 00:20:09.207 So, Charlie. This is a party. 333 00:20:18.634 --> 00:20:20.468 This is what fun looks like. 334 00:20:22.221 --> 00:20:24.180 Are you ready to meet some desperate women? 335 00:20:24.265 --> 00:20:25.807 Here, have a seat. 336 00:20:25.892 --> 00:20:26.933 Hey, ladies. 337 00:20:27.727 --> 00:20:29.436 Meet Charlie. 338 00:20:30.855 --> 00:20:32.606 - Hi. - Meet ladies. 339 00:20:32.690 --> 00:20:33.982 - Hey. - Mary Elizabeth. 340 00:20:34.066 --> 00:20:35.525 - Alice. - Nice to meet you. 341 00:20:35.610 --> 00:20:37.068 This is Charlie's first party ever. 342 00:20:37.153 --> 00:20:42.157 So I expect nice, meaningful, heartfelt blowjobs from both ofyou. 343 00:20:42.241 --> 00:20:44.826 Patrick, you're such a dick. Where the hell did you go? 344 00:20:44.911 --> 00:20:47.454 - The dance was a little boring, don't you think? - You are so selfish. 345 00:20:47.538 --> 00:20:49.998 We looked everywhere foryou. You could have told someone. 346 00:20:50.082 --> 00:20:51.458 Cry me a river. 347 00:20:51.542 --> 00:20:54.920 How is it that you've got meaner since becoming a Buddhist? 348 00:20:55.004 --> 00:20:56.254 Just lucky, I guess. 349 00:20:56.339 --> 00:20:57.631 No, you're doing something wrong, I think. 350 00:20:57.715 --> 00:20:59.215 Or something very right. 351 00:20:59.300 --> 00:21:01.301 - Yeah, well— - Hey! 352 00:21:01.385 --> 00:21:03.011 Look who's here. 353 00:21:05.056 --> 00:21:06.556 Is that Brad Hays? 354 00:21:06.641 --> 00:21:08.642 Yeah. He comes here sometimes. 355 00:21:08.726 --> 00:21:10.810 But he's a popular kid. 356 00:21:10.895 --> 00:21:12.979 Then what are we? 357 00:21:13.064 --> 00:21:16.733 Charlie! You look like you could use a brownie. 358 00:21:17.234 --> 00:21:18.902 Thankyou. 359 00:21:18.986 --> 00:21:22.113 I was so hungry at the dance. I was gonna go to Kings... 360 00:21:22.198 --> 00:21:23.907 but I didn't really have any time. 361 00:21:24.492 --> 00:21:25.533 Thanks. 362 00:21:39.298 --> 00:21:41.257 Have you guys felt this carpet? 363 00:21:41.342 --> 00:21:43.677 This carpet feels so darn good. 364 00:21:49.767 --> 00:21:52.352 Charlie, Charlie, what do you think about high school? 365 00:21:52.436 --> 00:21:53.728 High school? 366 00:21:54.230 --> 00:21:56.481 Bullshit. 367 00:21:56.565 --> 00:21:58.525 The cafeteria is called the Nutrition Center. 368 00:21:58.609 --> 00:22:01.987 People wear their letterjackets even when it's 98 degrees out. 369 00:22:02.071 --> 00:22:04.864 And why do they give out letterjackets to marching band? 370 00:22:05.658 --> 00:22:07.742 It's not a sport. 371 00:22:07.827 --> 00:22:09.160 We all know it. 372 00:22:09.245 --> 00:22:11.371 This kid is crazy. 373 00:22:11.455 --> 00:22:13.707 Mary Elizabeth, I thinkyou're really gonna regret that... 374 00:22:13.791 --> 00:22:17.585 you know— haircut when you look back at old photographs. 375 00:22:17.670 --> 00:22:19.921 My God! 376 00:22:20.006 --> 00:22:22.590 I'm really sorry. That sounded like a compliment in my head. 377 00:22:22.675 --> 00:22:23.550 My God! 378 00:22:23.634 --> 00:22:24.634 Well, it's kinda true. 379 00:22:24.719 --> 00:22:26.094 Shut up! 380 00:22:26.178 --> 00:22:28.304 I can't even be mad at him. Look at him. 381 00:22:28.389 --> 00:22:29.723 Bob, did you get him stoned? 382 00:22:29.807 --> 00:22:31.933 Come on, Sam, he likes it, just look at him. 383 00:22:33.102 --> 00:22:34.561 How do you feel, Charlie? 384 00:22:36.230 --> 00:22:37.564 I just really want a milk shake. 385 00:22:46.657 --> 00:22:47.991 Sam... 386 00:22:50.619 --> 00:22:53.705 You have such pretty brown eyes. 387 00:22:53.789 --> 00:22:55.415 The kind of pretty that deserves to make... 388 00:22:55.499 --> 00:22:57.834 a big deal about itselfthough, you know what I mean? 389 00:22:59.503 --> 00:23:03.548 Okay, Charlie. Let me make the milk shake. 390 00:23:03.632 --> 00:23:06.760 What a great word. Milk shake. 391 00:23:06.844 --> 00:23:10.847 It's like when you sayyour name over and over again in the mirror... 392 00:23:10.931 --> 00:23:13.099 and after a while it sounds crazy. 393 00:23:13.184 --> 00:23:15.518 So I'm guessing you've never been high before? 394 00:23:15.603 --> 00:23:18.104 No. No, no, no. 395 00:23:18.189 --> 00:23:20.690 My best friend, Michael, his dad was a big drinker... 396 00:23:20.775 --> 00:23:23.359 so he hated all that stuff. 397 00:23:23.444 --> 00:23:24.486 Parties too. 398 00:23:24.570 --> 00:23:26.071 Well, where is Michael tonight? 399 00:23:26.155 --> 00:23:28.615 He shot himself last May. 400 00:23:33.621 --> 00:23:36.289 I kinda wished he'd left a note. You know what I mean? 401 00:23:43.464 --> 00:23:45.006 Where's the bathroom? 402 00:23:47.134 --> 00:23:48.176 It's up the stairs. 403 00:23:48.260 --> 00:23:49.552 Thanks, Sam. 404 00:23:49.637 --> 00:23:51.346 You're so nice. 405 00:24:04.318 --> 00:24:05.652 Charlie. 406 00:24:08.864 --> 00:24:10.031 Weird. 407 00:24:17.331 --> 00:24:18.331 Charlie. 408 00:24:18.415 --> 00:24:19.791 What... 409 00:24:20.835 --> 00:24:22.252 Who was that kid? 410 00:24:22.336 --> 00:24:24.796 Relax. Relax. He's a friend of mine. 411 00:24:25.381 --> 00:24:26.631 Stay here. 412 00:24:26.715 --> 00:24:28.383 I didn't see anything. 413 00:24:28.467 --> 00:24:30.677 Yeah, I know you saw something, but it's okay. 414 00:24:31.595 --> 00:24:33.138 Okay, listen... 415 00:24:34.515 --> 00:24:36.432 Brad doesn't want anyone to know. 416 00:24:38.185 --> 00:24:39.310 Wait. 417 00:24:40.187 --> 00:24:43.231 - Are you baked? - Like a cake. 418 00:24:43.315 --> 00:24:45.316 That's what Bob said. 419 00:24:45.401 --> 00:24:47.986 And you can't have three on a match because then they'd find us. 420 00:24:48.070 --> 00:24:50.613 And everybody laughed but I don't understand what's funny. 421 00:24:51.615 --> 00:24:55.034 Okay, Charlie, listen. 422 00:24:56.537 --> 00:24:58.454 I need you to promise... 423 00:24:58.539 --> 00:25:01.916 that you're not gonna say anything to anyone about me and Brad. 424 00:25:03.127 --> 00:25:05.170 Okay? This has to be our little secret. 425 00:25:05.963 --> 00:25:09.215 Our little secret. Agreed. 426 00:25:10.092 --> 00:25:11.092 Okay. 427 00:25:11.177 --> 00:25:12.802 Thankyou. 428 00:25:12.887 --> 00:25:14.012 We'll talk later. 429 00:25:16.849 --> 00:25:18.766 I look forward to that big talk. 430 00:25:21.770 --> 00:25:24.063 Can I have your cherry? 431 00:25:24.148 --> 00:25:27.775 Isn't this the best milk shake ever, Alice? 432 00:25:27.860 --> 00:25:29.444 It's even better than the first one. 433 00:25:35.284 --> 00:25:37.911 Charliejust told me that his best friend shot himself. 434 00:25:41.081 --> 00:25:43.499 I don't think he has any friends. 435 00:25:50.758 --> 00:25:52.383 Hey, everyone! 436 00:25:52.468 --> 00:25:53.718 Everybody! 437 00:25:55.763 --> 00:25:58.389 Everyone... 438 00:25:58.474 --> 00:26:00.475 raise your glasses to Charlie. 439 00:26:02.478 --> 00:26:05.355 - What did I do? - You didn't do anything. 440 00:26:05.439 --> 00:26:07.690 Wejust wanna toast to our new friend. 441 00:26:07.775 --> 00:26:09.359 You see things. 442 00:26:09.443 --> 00:26:11.069 And you understand. 443 00:26:12.738 --> 00:26:13.821 You're a wallflower. 444 00:26:17.618 --> 00:26:18.618 What is it? What's wrong? 445 00:26:20.246 --> 00:26:22.372 I didn't think anyone noticed me. 446 00:26:25.834 --> 00:26:29.045 Well, we didn't think there was anyone cool left to meet. 447 00:26:29.129 --> 00:26:31.172 So come on, everyone. 448 00:26:33.425 --> 00:26:34.801 To Charlie. 449 00:26:34.885 --> 00:26:36.302 To Charlie. 450 00:26:40.599 --> 00:26:43.142 Welcome to the Island of Misfit Toys. 451 00:26:53.487 --> 00:26:55.321 My God! What is this song? 452 00:26:55.406 --> 00:26:56.948 Right? I have no idea. 453 00:26:57.032 --> 00:26:58.783 Have you ever heard this before? 454 00:26:59.368 --> 00:27:00.535 Never. 455 00:27:02.246 --> 00:27:04.080 Patrick, we've gotta go through the tunnel. 456 00:27:04.164 --> 00:27:05.540 Sam, it's freezing. 457 00:27:05.624 --> 00:27:06.708 Patrick, It's the perfect song. 458 00:27:06.792 --> 00:27:09.043 No. Mama Patrick says "No." 459 00:27:09.128 --> 00:27:12.672 Patrick. It's Sam. It's Sam speaking to you right now. 460 00:27:12.756 --> 00:27:14.507 I'm begging you to do this for me. 461 00:27:14.591 --> 00:27:15.258 I concede! 462 00:27:18.345 --> 00:27:19.554 What is she doing? 463 00:27:19.638 --> 00:27:21.556 Don't worry. She does it all the time. 464 00:27:25.436 --> 00:27:27.312 Turn it up! 465 00:27:27.396 --> 00:27:29.105 You got it, your highness. 466 00:27:30.357 --> 00:27:34.694 ♪ We can be heroes ♪ 467 00:27:34.778 --> 00:27:37.238 ♪ Just for one day ♪ 468 00:27:57.259 --> 00:28:00.011 ♪ I ♪ 469 00:28:00.095 --> 00:28:03.097 ♪ I will be king ♪ 470 00:28:05.476 --> 00:28:08.519 ♪ And you ♪ 471 00:28:08.604 --> 00:28:09.854 What? 472 00:28:11.231 --> 00:28:12.982 I feel infinite. 473 00:28:14.109 --> 00:28:17.195 ♪ And nothing ♪ 474 00:28:17.279 --> 00:28:19.781 ♪ Will drive them away ♪ 475 00:28:21.909 --> 00:28:25.870 ♪ We can be heroes ♪ 476 00:28:25.954 --> 00:28:28.456 ♪ Just for one day ♪ ♪ 477 00:28:29.708 --> 00:28:31.042 Dear friend... 478 00:28:32.669 --> 00:28:34.379 I'm sorry I haven't written for a while... 479 00:28:34.463 --> 00:28:37.048 but I've been trying hard not to be a loser. 480 00:28:38.550 --> 00:28:41.094 For example, I'm trying to participate... 481 00:28:41.178 --> 00:28:43.596 by listening to Sam's collection of big rock ballads... 482 00:28:43.680 --> 00:28:45.181 and thinking about love. 483 00:28:46.850 --> 00:28:49.435 Sam says they're kitschy and brilliant. 484 00:28:49.520 --> 00:28:50.978 I completely agree. 485 00:28:54.858 --> 00:28:59.070 I'm also writing essays and studying extra books outside ofclass. 486 00:28:59.154 --> 00:29:01.948 As it turns out, Mr. Anderson is a writer. 487 00:29:02.032 --> 00:29:03.950 He even had a play put up in New York once... 488 00:29:04.034 --> 00:29:06.035 which I think is very impressive. 489 00:29:06.120 --> 00:29:07.787 Great Gatsby? 490 00:29:07.871 --> 00:29:11.082 He and his wife might go back there after this year. 491 00:29:11.166 --> 00:29:14.460 I know this is selfish, but I really hope he doesn't. 492 00:29:15.796 --> 00:29:17.338 My favorite time, though, is lunch... 493 00:29:17.423 --> 00:29:19.966 because I get to see Sam and Patrick. 494 00:29:20.050 --> 00:29:22.760 We spend the time working on Mary Elizabeth's fanzine... 495 00:29:22.845 --> 00:29:25.555 about music and The Rocky Horror Picture Show. 496 00:29:25.639 --> 00:29:27.765 It's called PunkRocky. 497 00:29:27.850 --> 00:29:29.809 Mary Elizabeth is really interesting... 498 00:29:29.893 --> 00:29:32.270 because she's a Buddhist and a punk. 499 00:29:32.354 --> 00:29:37.191 But somehow she always acts like my father at the end ofa long day. 500 00:29:37.276 --> 00:29:39.277 Her best friend Alice loves vampires... 501 00:29:39.361 --> 00:29:40.945 and wants to go to film school. 502 00:29:41.029 --> 00:29:43.322 She also stealsjeans from the mall. 503 00:29:43.407 --> 00:29:46.367 I don't know why, because her family is rich... 504 00:29:46.452 --> 00:29:48.077 but I'm trying not to bejudgmental. 505 00:29:48.162 --> 00:29:52.165 Especially since I know that they were all there for Patrick last year. 506 00:29:52.249 --> 00:29:54.041 Patrick never likes to be serious... 507 00:29:54.126 --> 00:29:57.086 so it took me a while to get what happened. 508 00:29:57.171 --> 00:30:02.049 When he was a junior, Patrick started seeing Brad on the weekends in secret. 509 00:30:02.134 --> 00:30:03.843 I guess it was hard, too... 510 00:30:03.927 --> 00:30:07.346 because Brad had to get drunk every time they fooled around. 511 00:30:07.431 --> 00:30:09.432 Then Monday in school, Brad would say... 512 00:30:09.516 --> 00:30:13.186 "Man, I was so wasted I don't remember a thing." 513 00:30:13.270 --> 00:30:16.189 This went on for seven months. 514 00:30:16.273 --> 00:30:19.859 When they finally did it, Brad said he loved Patrick. 515 00:30:19.943 --> 00:30:21.986 Then he started to cry. 516 00:30:22.070 --> 00:30:23.696 No matter what Patrick did... 517 00:30:23.780 --> 00:30:26.449 Brad kept saying that his dad would kill him. 518 00:30:26.533 --> 00:30:29.327 And saying that he was going to hell. 519 00:30:29.411 --> 00:30:33.247 Patrick was eventually able to help Brad get sober. 520 00:30:33.332 --> 00:30:35.208 I asked Patrick if he felt sad... 521 00:30:35.292 --> 00:30:38.127 that he still had to keep it a secret. 522 00:30:38.212 --> 00:30:40.922 And he said "No," because at least now... 523 00:30:41.006 --> 00:30:44.717 Brad doesn't have to get drunk to love him. 524 00:30:44.801 --> 00:30:49.222 I think I understand, because I really like Sam. 525 00:30:49.306 --> 00:30:50.973 I asked my sister about her... 526 00:30:51.058 --> 00:30:52.892 and she said that when Sam was a freshman... 527 00:30:52.976 --> 00:30:56.312 the upperclassmen used to get her drunk at parties. 528 00:30:56.396 --> 00:30:58.481 I guess she had a reputation. 529 00:30:58.565 --> 00:31:00.024 But I don't care. 530 00:31:00.108 --> 00:31:04.654 I'd hate for her tojudge me based on what I used to be like. 531 00:31:04.738 --> 00:31:07.698 So I've been making her a mix tape so she'll know how I feel. 532 00:31:09.785 --> 00:31:11.285 Shit! 533 00:31:11.370 --> 00:31:13.621 - C! - C! 534 00:31:13.705 --> 00:31:14.622 - Give me a K! - K! 535 00:31:14.706 --> 00:31:16.332 - Give me a Y! - Y! 536 00:31:16.416 --> 00:31:17.416 What's that spell? 537 00:31:17.501 --> 00:31:18.501 Rocky! 538 00:31:18.585 --> 00:31:19.669 I can't hearyou! 539 00:31:19.753 --> 00:31:20.670 Rocky! 540 00:31:20.754 --> 00:31:22.046 One more time! 541 00:31:22.130 --> 00:31:24.090 Rocky! 542 00:31:44.361 --> 00:31:48.239 ♪ Whatever happened to Fay Wray? ♪ 543 00:31:48.323 --> 00:31:49.615 She went ape-shit. 544 00:31:49.700 --> 00:31:51.659 ♪ That delicate ♪ 545 00:31:51.743 --> 00:31:55.746 ♪ Satin-draped frame ♪ 546 00:31:57.332 --> 00:32:01.919 ♪ As it clung to her thigh ♪ 547 00:32:02.004 --> 00:32:08.426 ♪ How I started to cry ♪ 548 00:32:08.510 --> 00:32:14.682 ♪ 'Cause I wanted to be dressed just the same ♪ 549 00:32:17.060 --> 00:32:19.770 ♪ Give yourselfover ♪ 550 00:32:19.855 --> 00:32:23.983 ♪ To absolute pleasure ♪ 551 00:32:24.067 --> 00:32:27.278 ♪ Swim the warm waters ♪ 552 00:32:27.362 --> 00:32:31.490 ♪ Ofsins ofthe flesh ♪ 553 00:32:31.575 --> 00:32:34.160 ♪ Erotic nightmares ♪ 554 00:32:34.244 --> 00:32:38.456 ♪ Beyond any measure ♪ 555 00:32:38.540 --> 00:32:41.959 ♪ And sensual daydreams ♪ 556 00:32:42.044 --> 00:32:46.714 ♪ To treasure forever ♪ 557 00:32:46.798 --> 00:32:51.302 ♪ Can't you just see it? ♪ 558 00:32:52.054 --> 00:32:55.723 ♪ Whoa, ho, whoa ♪ 559 00:33:01.855 --> 00:33:04.815 ♪ Don't dream it ♪ 560 00:33:06.151 --> 00:33:09.028 ♪ Be it ♪ ♪ 561 00:33:12.407 --> 00:33:15.242 That picture is gorgeous, Craig. What did you use? 562 00:33:15.327 --> 00:33:17.161 I know. Thankyou. 563 00:33:17.245 --> 00:33:20.331 Color film, but black and white paper for printing. 564 00:33:20.415 --> 00:33:22.667 Yeah. My professor gave me an A... 565 00:33:22.751 --> 00:33:24.377 but for all the wrong reasons. 566 00:33:24.461 --> 00:33:26.212 Most ofthem are idiots. 567 00:33:26.296 --> 00:33:28.381 You'll see what I mean when you get to college. 568 00:33:28.465 --> 00:33:30.091 How'd your S.A.T.'s go, by the way? 569 00:33:30.175 --> 00:33:33.344 1 1 50. I think I'll get into NYU. 570 00:33:33.428 --> 00:33:34.387 Yeah, I hope so. 571 00:33:34.471 --> 00:33:37.765 1 490. Harvard. Face. 572 00:33:40.352 --> 00:33:41.602 So- 573 00:33:41.687 --> 00:33:42.978 Are you okay? 574 00:33:43.063 --> 00:33:44.939 Yeah. Yeah. 575 00:33:46.108 --> 00:33:48.943 But I got my S.A.T. results back. 576 00:33:49.486 --> 00:33:50.695 Oops. 577 00:33:50.779 --> 00:33:53.572 You can take them again, you know. 578 00:33:53.657 --> 00:33:56.367 Yeah, it'sjust, if I'm going to Penn State main campus... 579 00:33:56.451 --> 00:33:58.327 I have to do much better. 580 00:33:58.412 --> 00:34:00.579 I wish I would have studied freshman year. 581 00:34:01.957 --> 00:34:04.125 It's a bit ofa mess. 582 00:34:05.502 --> 00:34:07.920 I'll help you study for the next one. 583 00:34:08.004 --> 00:34:09.505 Will you? 584 00:34:09.589 --> 00:34:10.840 Yeah. Ofcourse. 585 00:34:12.134 --> 00:34:13.676 Thanks, Charlie. 586 00:34:26.148 --> 00:34:27.565 What's this? 587 00:34:27.649 --> 00:34:31.235 It'sjust a mix tape. No big deal. 588 00:34:31.319 --> 00:34:33.279 My parents have a good stereo, so... 589 00:34:34.990 --> 00:34:37.450 It's all about that night in the tunnel. 590 00:34:37.534 --> 00:34:39.654 I couldn't find that song that we were listening to... 591 00:34:39.661 --> 00:34:42.413 but, you know, I'm still searching for it, so yeah. 592 00:34:42.497 --> 00:34:43.706 That's okay. 593 00:34:44.833 --> 00:34:46.375 These are great. 594 00:34:47.377 --> 00:34:49.086 Nick Drake. 595 00:34:49.171 --> 00:34:51.338 The Shaggs. 596 00:34:51.423 --> 00:34:54.467 You have really good taste, Charlie. 597 00:34:54.551 --> 00:34:55.634 Really? 598 00:34:55.719 --> 00:34:56.927 Yeah. 599 00:34:57.012 --> 00:34:59.180 Way better than me as a freshman. 600 00:34:59.264 --> 00:35:01.140 I used to listen to the worst Top 40. 601 00:35:01.224 --> 00:35:03.392 - No. - Yeah, I did. 602 00:35:04.853 --> 00:35:06.854 Then I heard this old song. 603 00:35:08.023 --> 00:35:10.149 "Pearly Dewdrops' Drop." 604 00:35:10.233 --> 00:35:13.944 And I thought someday I'd be at a party in college or something... 605 00:35:14.029 --> 00:35:19.200 and I'd look up and see this person across the room. 606 00:35:19.284 --> 00:35:21.452 And from that moment, I'd know... 607 00:35:21.536 --> 00:35:24.246 everything was going to be okay. 608 00:35:25.707 --> 00:35:27.041 You know what I mean? 609 00:35:29.211 --> 00:35:30.294 Yeah. 610 00:35:46.561 --> 00:35:48.229 I hope it works out. 611 00:35:48.313 --> 00:35:50.231 I don't know. 612 00:35:50.315 --> 00:35:52.817 Craig would be a big step up from her last boyfriend. 613 00:35:52.901 --> 00:35:53.984 Yeah, no shit. 614 00:35:54.069 --> 00:35:56.153 Who could forget Mr. Car Wash Loser? 615 00:35:56.238 --> 00:35:59.490 I just hope she can stop playing dumb with these guys. 616 00:35:59.574 --> 00:36:03.118 I keep telling her, "Don't make yourselfsmall." 617 00:36:04.162 --> 00:36:05.913 Can't save anybody. 618 00:36:07.290 --> 00:36:08.749 Excuse me. 619 00:36:08.834 --> 00:36:11.377 Man, your mix is morbidly sad, kid. 620 00:36:11.461 --> 00:36:13.921 How about something a little bit more upbeat? 621 00:36:14.005 --> 00:36:15.714 Let'sjust see. 622 00:36:15.799 --> 00:36:17.925 So Sam tells me you wanna be a writer. 623 00:36:19.803 --> 00:36:21.053 Yeah. 624 00:36:21.137 --> 00:36:22.429 Don't you write poetry, Craig? 625 00:36:25.267 --> 00:36:29.270 Poetry writes me. You know? 626 00:36:30.647 --> 00:36:31.939 Let's get this party started. 627 00:36:54.546 --> 00:36:56.046 Wow. 628 00:36:56.131 --> 00:36:58.132 That was fast. 629 00:36:58.216 --> 00:36:59.300 You want another one? 630 00:36:59.384 --> 00:37:00.426 Yeah. 631 00:37:00.510 --> 00:37:01.552 All right. 632 00:37:10.604 --> 00:37:11.937 Mr. Anderson? 633 00:37:14.024 --> 00:37:15.065 Can I askyou something? 634 00:37:15.150 --> 00:37:17.234 Yeah. 635 00:37:17.319 --> 00:37:23.157 Why do nice people choose the wrong people to date? 636 00:37:24.576 --> 00:37:26.619 Are we talking about anyone specific? 637 00:37:28.079 --> 00:37:29.413 Well... 638 00:37:33.001 --> 00:37:36.420 We accept the love we think we deserve. 639 00:37:36.504 --> 00:37:39.173 Can we make them know that they deserve more? 640 00:37:39.257 --> 00:37:41.008 We can try. 641 00:37:59.027 --> 00:38:01.236 - Hey. - Hey, Sam. Didn't see you come in. 642 00:38:01.321 --> 00:38:02.947 How's it goin'? 643 00:38:03.031 --> 00:38:05.908 You wanna start work on probability and statistics? 644 00:38:05.992 --> 00:38:07.201 Yeah. Sure. 645 00:38:07.285 --> 00:38:10.579 Page 291 in your book. 646 00:38:12.040 --> 00:38:14.208 And I ordered you some breakfast. 647 00:38:14.292 --> 00:38:16.085 The country breakfast. 648 00:38:32.727 --> 00:38:34.186 Dad? 649 00:38:34.270 --> 00:38:36.397 Can I have 30 dollars? 650 00:38:36.481 --> 00:38:38.649 Twenty dollars? What do you need 1 0 dollars for? 651 00:38:38.733 --> 00:38:40.025 Sam's doing Secret Santa. 652 00:38:40.110 --> 00:38:42.403 It's her favorite thing in the world. Please? 653 00:38:45.365 --> 00:38:46.490 Have fun. 654 00:38:48.743 --> 00:38:49.910 Thanks. 655 00:39:02.132 --> 00:39:03.507 Charlie. 656 00:39:03.591 --> 00:39:06.343 This was my favorite book growing up. 657 00:39:06.428 --> 00:39:09.680 This is my copy, but I want you to have it. 658 00:39:11.099 --> 00:39:12.391 Thanks. 659 00:39:12.475 --> 00:39:13.851 Have a great Christmas break. 660 00:39:13.935 --> 00:39:15.686 You, too, Mr. Anderson. 661 00:39:18.690 --> 00:39:19.773 Terrible stain. 662 00:39:22.944 --> 00:39:26.780 That's pretty good, Charlie. 663 00:39:33.371 --> 00:39:34.830 You gotta be kidding me. 664 00:39:34.914 --> 00:39:37.291 Ifyou fail me, you get me next semester. 665 00:39:41.463 --> 00:39:43.505 Whoo! 666 00:39:45.175 --> 00:39:48.594 C minus! Ladies and gentlemen, I am below average! 667 00:39:48.678 --> 00:39:51.055 - Below average! - Below average! 668 00:39:51.139 --> 00:39:52.723 Guys, 1 21 0. 669 00:39:52.807 --> 00:39:53.849 What? 670 00:39:55.351 --> 00:39:59.229 No more applications! No more S.A.T.'s! 671 00:39:59.314 --> 00:40:01.106 Thankyou, Charlie! 672 00:40:01.191 --> 00:40:03.984 All right. All right, guys, I got... 673 00:40:04.069 --> 00:40:07.154 Multiple pairs of bluejeans. 674 00:40:07.238 --> 00:40:08.739 Wow, this is a really tough one... 675 00:40:08.823 --> 00:40:10.908 but I'm gonna have to guess Alice. 676 00:40:10.992 --> 00:40:11.950 Wait. 677 00:40:12.035 --> 00:40:15.370 Guys, a receipt! She actually paid! 678 00:40:15.455 --> 00:40:17.414 I'm so touched! 679 00:40:17.499 --> 00:40:18.582 Where's Craig? 680 00:40:18.666 --> 00:40:20.167 He went home to Connecticut. 681 00:40:20.251 --> 00:40:22.461 But he'll be back for New Year's Eve. 682 00:40:22.545 --> 00:40:25.506 Sorry we won't be seeing him tonight. 683 00:40:25.590 --> 00:40:29.468 All right, big brother by three weeks, who's your Secret Santa? 684 00:40:29.552 --> 00:40:31.136 I'll tell you, Sam. 685 00:40:31.221 --> 00:40:32.596 This one's tough. 686 00:40:32.680 --> 00:40:34.848 I have received a harmonica... 687 00:40:34.933 --> 00:40:36.934 a Magnetic Poetry set... 688 00:40:37.018 --> 00:40:38.811 a book about Harvey Milk... 689 00:40:38.895 --> 00:40:43.565 and a mix tape with the song "Asleep" on it twice. 690 00:40:43.650 --> 00:40:45.275 I mean, I have no idea. 691 00:40:45.360 --> 00:40:48.112 This collection of presents is so gay... 692 00:40:48.196 --> 00:40:50.614 that I think I must have given them to myself. 693 00:40:50.698 --> 00:40:53.033 But despite that distinct possibility... 694 00:40:53.118 --> 00:40:55.536 I'm gonna have to go with... 695 00:40:55.620 --> 00:40:56.662 Drum roll. 696 00:40:57.997 --> 00:41:00.415 Charlie. 697 00:41:00.500 --> 00:41:01.667 Obviously. 698 00:41:01.751 --> 00:41:02.876 Beautifully done. 699 00:41:02.961 --> 00:41:05.546 All right, Charlie. It's your turn. 700 00:41:06.297 --> 00:41:07.714 Okay. 701 00:41:07.799 --> 00:41:10.968 Okeydokey. 702 00:41:11.052 --> 00:41:17.558 I have received socks, pants, a shirt and a belt. 703 00:41:17.642 --> 00:41:20.269 I was ordered to wear them all tonight, so... 704 00:41:20.353 --> 00:41:24.398 Guessing my Secret Santa is Mary Elizabeth. 705 00:41:24.482 --> 00:41:26.108 Now why do you say that? 706 00:41:26.192 --> 00:41:28.569 You know, she bosses people around sometimes. 707 00:41:28.653 --> 00:41:29.820 Sorry. 708 00:41:29.904 --> 00:41:32.698 - What the hell is wrong with you? - Sorry. 709 00:41:32.782 --> 00:41:35.701 You'll be surprised to know that your Secret Santa is actually me. 710 00:41:36.578 --> 00:41:37.870 Why all the clothes? 711 00:41:37.954 --> 00:41:41.165 Well, all the great writers used to wear great suits. 712 00:41:41.249 --> 00:41:44.751 So your last present is on a towel rack in the bathroom. 713 00:41:44.836 --> 00:41:47.212 Delve into our facilities. 714 00:41:47.297 --> 00:41:49.173 Emerge a star. 715 00:41:49.257 --> 00:41:50.340 Perfect. 716 00:41:50.425 --> 00:41:51.675 Will you hand these out while I'm gone? 717 00:41:51.759 --> 00:41:53.093 Wait a second. 718 00:41:53.178 --> 00:41:55.179 There's only Secret Santa presents. There's rules. 719 00:41:55.263 --> 00:41:58.390 Mary Elizabeth, why are you trying to eat Christmas? 720 00:41:58.474 --> 00:41:59.766 Hand them out, Sam. 721 00:41:59.851 --> 00:42:02.769 All right. Mary Elizabeth. Foryou. 722 00:42:03.771 --> 00:42:04.771 Alice. 723 00:42:04.856 --> 00:42:06.023 Thanks. 724 00:42:06.816 --> 00:42:07.816 Bob. 725 00:42:10.111 --> 00:42:11.862 And this one's for me. 726 00:42:11.946 --> 00:42:14.615 "Alice, I knowyou'll get into NYU." 727 00:42:14.699 --> 00:42:18.952 Forty dollars to print PunkRocky in color next time. 728 00:42:20.121 --> 00:42:22.289 He knows me. 729 00:42:22.373 --> 00:42:23.999 He really knows me. 730 00:42:39.349 --> 00:42:41.225 All right, Charlie. 731 00:42:41.976 --> 00:42:43.060 Come on out. 732 00:42:43.144 --> 00:42:44.269 Get out here, buddy. 733 00:42:44.354 --> 00:42:45.479 Come on, Charlie. Charlie! 734 00:42:46.648 --> 00:42:48.982 Don't be shy. 735 00:42:49.067 --> 00:42:51.777 Come out, come out, wherever... 736 00:42:59.244 --> 00:43:00.911 Yeah! 737 00:43:00.995 --> 00:43:05.332 What a display of man I have never seen! 738 00:43:06.668 --> 00:43:08.085 Where are we going? 739 00:43:08.169 --> 00:43:09.836 It's a surprise. 740 00:43:12.048 --> 00:43:13.423 Is this your room? 741 00:43:18.179 --> 00:43:19.346 So cool. 742 00:43:20.181 --> 00:43:21.223 Thanks. 743 00:43:25.895 --> 00:43:28.313 You got me a present? 744 00:43:28.398 --> 00:43:30.732 After all your help on my Penn State application? 745 00:43:31.442 --> 00:43:32.859 Ofcourse I did. 746 00:43:34.779 --> 00:43:36.029 Open it! 747 00:43:41.077 --> 00:43:42.995 I don't know what to say. 748 00:43:43.079 --> 00:43:44.413 You don't have to say anything. 749 00:44:05.560 --> 00:44:08.145 I'm really sorry we can't be here foryour birthday. 750 00:44:08.229 --> 00:44:11.481 No, that's okay. I'm just sorry you have to go back and visit your dad. 751 00:44:11.566 --> 00:44:14.318 I'm in such a good mood I don't think even he could ruin it. 752 00:44:14.402 --> 00:44:16.820 I feel like I'm finally doing good. 753 00:44:16.904 --> 00:44:18.030 You are. 754 00:44:18.114 --> 00:44:20.907 Well, what about you? 755 00:44:20.992 --> 00:44:24.745 When I met you, you were this scared freshman. 756 00:44:25.913 --> 00:44:27.414 Now look at you in that suit. 757 00:44:27.498 --> 00:44:30.834 You're like a sexy English schoolboy. 758 00:44:30.918 --> 00:44:32.336 I saw Mary Elizabeth checking you out. 759 00:44:32.420 --> 00:44:33.378 No. 760 00:44:34.088 --> 00:44:36.006 Innocent. 761 00:44:36.090 --> 00:44:37.507 Worst kinda guys. 762 00:44:37.592 --> 00:44:38.759 Never see you coming. 763 00:44:38.843 --> 00:44:41.053 And parents love you. 764 00:44:41.137 --> 00:44:43.388 That's, like... 765 00:44:43.473 --> 00:44:45.057 extra danger. 766 00:44:45.141 --> 00:44:47.184 Yeah, well, it hasn't worked so far. 767 00:44:47.268 --> 00:44:49.269 You've never had a girlfriend? 768 00:44:49.354 --> 00:44:51.438 Not even like a second grade Valentine? 769 00:44:51.522 --> 00:44:52.564 Nope. 770 00:44:52.648 --> 00:44:54.399 Have you ever kissed a girl? 771 00:44:54.484 --> 00:44:55.609 No. 772 00:44:56.819 --> 00:44:58.111 What about you? 773 00:45:01.991 --> 00:45:03.742 Have I ever kissed a girl? 774 00:45:03.826 --> 00:45:05.952 No, no. Your first kiss. 775 00:45:07.789 --> 00:45:09.706 I was 1 1. 776 00:45:09.791 --> 00:45:11.541 His name was Robert. 777 00:45:11.626 --> 00:45:13.919 He used to come over to the house all the time. 778 00:45:14.003 --> 00:45:15.629 Was he your first boyfriend? 779 00:45:16.964 --> 00:45:19.049 He was my... 780 00:45:19.133 --> 00:45:21.301 He was my dad's boss. 781 00:45:24.222 --> 00:45:28.892 You know, Charlie, I used to sleep with guys who treated me like shit. 782 00:45:28.976 --> 00:45:31.520 And get wasted all the time. 783 00:45:32.522 --> 00:45:33.980 But now I feel like... 784 00:45:34.899 --> 00:45:36.775 I have a chance. Like... 785 00:45:36.859 --> 00:45:39.152 I can even get into a real college. 786 00:45:39.237 --> 00:45:41.029 It's true. You can do it. 787 00:45:46.077 --> 00:45:47.786 You really think so? 788 00:45:52.041 --> 00:45:58.839 My aunt had that same thing done to her, too. 789 00:45:58.923 --> 00:46:01.341 And she turned her life around. 790 00:46:03.010 --> 00:46:05.595 She must have been great. 791 00:46:05.680 --> 00:46:08.515 She was my favorite person in the world. 792 00:46:08.599 --> 00:46:09.850 Until now. 793 00:46:18.109 --> 00:46:19.443 Charlie... 794 00:46:21.362 --> 00:46:26.366 I know that you know I like Craig. 795 00:46:26.451 --> 00:46:29.870 But I want to forget about that for a minute, okay? 796 00:46:29.954 --> 00:46:31.788 Okay. 797 00:46:31.873 --> 00:46:36.042 I just wanna make sure that the first person who kisses you... 798 00:46:36.878 --> 00:46:38.503 loves you. 799 00:46:38.588 --> 00:46:39.796 Okay? 800 00:46:43.468 --> 00:46:44.926 Okay. 801 00:47:03.404 --> 00:47:05.238 I love you, Charlie. 802 00:47:08.409 --> 00:47:09.993 I love you, too. 803 00:47:16.501 --> 00:47:19.002 I wanna do Secret Santa forever! 804 00:47:25.343 --> 00:47:26.843 Have a good time at your mom's. 805 00:47:26.928 --> 00:47:29.721 Thanks. And, listen, Charlie. 806 00:47:29.805 --> 00:47:31.932 Because your birthday's on Christmas Eve... 807 00:47:32.016 --> 00:47:33.892 I figure you don't get that many presents? 808 00:47:35.436 --> 00:47:37.229 I thought you should have my clock. 809 00:47:37.313 --> 00:47:38.522 From the heart. 810 00:47:38.606 --> 00:47:40.357 Thankyou, Patrick. 811 00:47:42.527 --> 00:47:43.777 Bye. 812 00:47:44.487 --> 00:47:47.030 Have a good one, guys. 813 00:47:47.114 --> 00:47:49.449 I love you guys! 814 00:47:55.790 --> 00:47:57.624 Hey! 815 00:47:57.708 --> 00:47:58.625 Look who's here. 816 00:48:01.379 --> 00:48:04.506 - Come here, little sister. - Hey, Chris. 817 00:48:04.590 --> 00:48:06.883 Hey, honey. 818 00:48:06.968 --> 00:48:09.177 Ma, you look so thin. 819 00:48:09.262 --> 00:48:11.012 You. Look at you. 820 00:48:11.097 --> 00:48:12.138 Charlie. 821 00:48:15.351 --> 00:48:16.851 Come on, I got dinner ready. 822 00:48:16.936 --> 00:48:18.478 - Happy birthday. - Thanks. 823 00:48:18.563 --> 00:48:19.896 Let's eat. 824 00:48:19.981 --> 00:48:21.773 Make a wish, honey. 825 00:48:33.160 --> 00:48:35.829 Can you see it, Charlie? 826 00:48:35.913 --> 00:48:39.874 The luminaria is a landing strip for Santa Claus. 827 00:48:39.959 --> 00:48:43.336 Why don't you keep an eye out for him, and I will be right back, okay? 828 00:48:45.631 --> 00:48:48.508 Going to get your birthday present. 829 00:48:59.437 --> 00:49:03.148 Hey. 830 00:49:04.775 --> 00:49:07.277 God, I miss Mom's cooking. 831 00:49:07.361 --> 00:49:09.404 You have no idea how good you have it. 832 00:49:11.115 --> 00:49:13.325 I'm actually starting to hate pizza. 833 00:49:14.910 --> 00:49:16.411 So howyou liking school? 834 00:49:16.495 --> 00:49:20.040 Well, I'm no braniac like you or Candace. 835 00:49:20.791 --> 00:49:22.334 I'm doing okay. 836 00:49:22.418 --> 00:49:24.419 Okay? You're playing in a bowl game. 837 00:49:32.887 --> 00:49:34.679 How are you feeling, Charlie? 838 00:49:37.016 --> 00:49:37.849 Good. 839 00:49:37.933 --> 00:49:39.809 No, you know what I mean. 840 00:49:40.603 --> 00:49:41.853 Is it bad tonight? 841 00:49:42.980 --> 00:49:45.690 No. 842 00:49:46.942 --> 00:49:49.903 I'm not picturing things anymore. 843 00:49:49.987 --> 00:49:53.114 Or if I do, I can just shut it off. 844 00:49:54.992 --> 00:49:58.662 Well, you know, Mom did say that you have good friends now. 845 00:49:58.746 --> 00:50:02.290 And maybe if it does get bad again... 846 00:50:02.375 --> 00:50:04.084 you can just talk to them. Yeah? 847 00:50:04.168 --> 00:50:06.294 Yeah. 848 00:50:06.379 --> 00:50:10.215 Especially Sam. She's great. 849 00:50:10.299 --> 00:50:12.884 I'm gonna ask her out at New Year's. 850 00:50:12.968 --> 00:50:14.594 I think the time is right now. 851 00:50:17.723 --> 00:50:25.723 - Body ofChrist. - Amen. 852 00:50:48.754 --> 00:50:50.797 How long does this take to work? 853 00:51:05.980 --> 00:51:07.731 Shovelin' snow? 854 00:51:08.941 --> 00:51:11.234 I have to get this driveway clean. 855 00:51:11.736 --> 00:51:13.194 And then... 856 00:51:13.279 --> 00:51:16.614 I'm going to congratulate you on being happy. 857 00:51:16.699 --> 00:51:17.991 'Cause you deserve it. 858 00:51:19.410 --> 00:51:21.161 You said that an hour ago. 859 00:51:21.245 --> 00:51:22.454 Was that tonight? 860 00:51:25.833 --> 00:51:27.834 I just... 861 00:51:27.918 --> 00:51:30.670 saw this tree, but it was a dragon. 862 00:51:30.755 --> 00:51:33.131 Then it was a tree again and itjust lied to me. 863 00:51:33.215 --> 00:51:35.508 Okay, Charlie, don't freak out. Give me this. 864 00:51:36.177 --> 00:51:37.469 Calm down. 865 00:51:41.390 --> 00:51:42.640 Look up. 866 00:51:45.311 --> 00:51:46.603 Isn't it quiet? 867 00:51:49.273 --> 00:51:52.192 Sam, do you think if people knew... 868 00:51:52.276 --> 00:51:55.779 how crazy you really were, no one would ever talk to you? 869 00:51:57.865 --> 00:51:59.574 All the time. 870 00:52:03.454 --> 00:52:05.955 So you wanna wear these glasses? 871 00:52:08.209 --> 00:52:09.959 They'll protect you. 872 00:53:31.625 --> 00:53:34.711 1 0, 9, 8, 7... 873 00:53:34.795 --> 00:53:37.672 6, 5, 4... 874 00:53:37.756 --> 00:53:39.674 3, 2, 1! 875 00:53:39.758 --> 00:53:41.467 It's gonna be our little secret. 876 00:54:41.654 --> 00:54:43.529 Did your older friends pressure you? 877 00:54:43.614 --> 00:54:46.407 No one pressured me, Officer. 878 00:54:46.492 --> 00:54:49.953 I would never do drugs. Never. 879 00:54:50.037 --> 00:54:53.414 Then how did you happen to be passed out on the ground at 6:00 in the morning? 880 00:54:55.125 --> 00:54:59.420 Well, I, um— I-I was really tired. 881 00:54:59.505 --> 00:55:02.507 And I was feeling feverish... 882 00:55:02.591 --> 00:55:07.303 so I went outside for a walkjust to get some cold air. 883 00:55:07.388 --> 00:55:09.806 I started seeing things, so I passed out. 884 00:55:09.890 --> 00:55:11.391 You're seeing things again, Charlie? 885 00:55:12.810 --> 00:55:14.686 Not really. 886 00:55:20.859 --> 00:55:22.360 Nice suit. 887 00:55:24.238 --> 00:55:26.030 It was a Christmas present. 888 00:55:30.744 --> 00:55:32.537 Did you have fun on your break? 889 00:55:32.621 --> 00:55:35.248 More fun than you're gonna have today, Sinatra. 890 00:55:38.335 --> 00:55:39.794 Nice look, jag-off. 891 00:55:43.298 --> 00:55:45.008 I've called him 30 times. 892 00:55:45.092 --> 00:55:47.373 What are we supposed to do? We're going on in 1 0 minutes. 893 00:55:48.679 --> 00:55:50.179 - They said in health class— - Hello? 894 00:55:50.264 --> 00:55:52.348 They say that about L.S.D.just to scare you. 895 00:55:52.433 --> 00:55:55.601 - Are you sure? You know I've seen— - Charlie, you're fine, man. 896 00:55:55.686 --> 00:55:58.271 Guys, we have an emergency. 897 00:55:58.355 --> 00:55:59.981 Craig has flaked out on us again. 898 00:56:00.065 --> 00:56:01.607 So I need a Rocky. 899 00:56:01.692 --> 00:56:02.734 Brad? 900 00:56:02.818 --> 00:56:04.193 No. No way. No. I'm not... 901 00:56:04.278 --> 00:56:05.820 There's people out there. No. 902 00:56:09.783 --> 00:56:12.744 Charlie, take offyour clothes. 903 00:56:19.084 --> 00:56:21.294 ♪ Then ifanything grows ♪ 904 00:56:22.171 --> 00:56:24.922 ♪ While you pose ♪ 905 00:56:25.007 --> 00:56:28.384 ♪ I'll oil you up and rub you down ♪ 906 00:56:28.469 --> 00:56:30.678 ♪ Down, down, down ♪ 907 00:56:30.763 --> 00:56:36.768 ♪ And that'sjust one small fraction ofthe main attraction ♪ 908 00:56:36.852 --> 00:56:39.437 ♪ You need a friendly hand ♪ 909 00:56:39.521 --> 00:56:42.023 ♪ And I need action ♪ 910 00:56:42.107 --> 00:56:44.859 ♪ Toucha toucha toucha touch me ♪ 911 00:56:44.943 --> 00:56:47.779 ♪ I wanna be dirty ♪ 912 00:56:47.863 --> 00:56:50.156 ♪ Thrill me, chill me, fulfill me ♪ 913 00:56:50.240 --> 00:56:52.825 ♪ Creature ofthe night ♪ 914 00:57:21.855 --> 00:57:24.941 Maybe I can join the cast as an alternate or something. 915 00:57:25.025 --> 00:57:27.527 Well, we're filled up now... 916 00:57:27.611 --> 00:57:29.987 but they're gonna need people when we go to college. 917 00:57:30.072 --> 00:57:33.366 We could put in a good word foryou. 918 00:57:33.450 --> 00:57:35.368 That'd be great. Thanks. 919 00:57:35.452 --> 00:57:36.285 Yeah. 920 00:57:39.206 --> 00:57:41.124 Charlie... 921 00:57:41.208 --> 00:57:44.460 Have you heard ofthe Sadie Hawkins dance? 922 00:57:44.545 --> 00:57:46.045 The one where the girl asks the guy? 923 00:57:46.130 --> 00:57:49.173 Obviously, it is completely stupid. 924 00:57:49.258 --> 00:57:52.802 And sexist. I mean, it's like "Hey, thanks for the crumb." 925 00:57:52.886 --> 00:57:56.973 And normally, I would just blow it off, because school dances suck torture. 926 00:57:57.057 --> 00:58:00.393 But, you know, it's my last year and... 927 00:58:03.814 --> 00:58:05.815 Would you maybe wanna go with me? 928 00:58:05.899 --> 00:58:07.692 You wanna go with me? 929 00:58:07.776 --> 00:58:10.653 Yeah, I'm sick of macho guys. 930 00:58:10.737 --> 00:58:13.156 Plus you looked really cute in your costume. 931 00:58:13.240 --> 00:58:15.116 So what do you say? 932 00:58:19.580 --> 00:58:20.955 You must be Mary Elizabeth. 933 00:58:21.707 --> 00:58:22.623 Yes. 934 00:58:22.708 --> 00:58:24.000 It's so nice to meet you. 935 00:58:24.084 --> 00:58:25.793 You, too, Mrs. Kelmeckis. 936 00:58:25.878 --> 00:58:28.129 Charlie tells me you're a Buddhist. 937 00:58:28.213 --> 00:58:30.756 - Please, come in. - Okay. 938 00:58:30.841 --> 00:58:32.300 A little closer together. 939 00:58:32.384 --> 00:58:33.843 That looks nice. 940 00:58:33.927 --> 00:58:35.928 Buddhist, I need you to smile a little bit more. 941 00:58:36.013 --> 00:58:37.763 There you go. Nice. 942 00:59:08.795 --> 00:59:10.129 Hey. 943 00:59:10.214 --> 00:59:11.631 Hey. 944 00:59:11.715 --> 00:59:13.216 Are you having a good time? 945 00:59:15.719 --> 00:59:19.138 Not really. How about you? 946 00:59:19.848 --> 00:59:21.682 I mean, I don't know. 947 00:59:21.767 --> 00:59:24.227 It's my first date, I don't have much to compare it to. 948 00:59:24.853 --> 00:59:26.312 You're doing fine. 949 00:59:30.234 --> 00:59:33.402 Sorry Craig couldn't come. 950 00:59:33.487 --> 00:59:37.531 Yeah. He said he didn't want to go to some stupid high school dance. 951 00:59:37.616 --> 00:59:40.534 I can't say I blame him really. 952 00:59:40.619 --> 00:59:43.996 I don't know. Ifyou like it, he should come. 953 00:59:49.253 --> 00:59:50.544 Thanks, Charlie. 954 00:59:53.423 --> 00:59:55.633 Have a beautiful first date. 955 00:59:55.717 --> 00:59:57.718 You deserve it. 956 00:59:57.803 --> 00:59:59.387 I'll try not to make you toojealous. 957 01:00:13.610 --> 01:00:15.111 Nowjust let it breathe. 958 01:00:24.162 --> 01:00:24.996 Whoa. 959 01:00:27.165 --> 01:00:29.000 It sure is a nice house. 960 01:00:29.084 --> 01:00:30.293 Thanks. 961 01:00:35.382 --> 01:00:38.050 Don't you just love old music? 962 01:00:38.135 --> 01:00:39.510 Yeah. 963 01:00:39.594 --> 01:00:42.555 Good. 'Cause I made you a mix of it. 964 01:00:44.182 --> 01:00:47.435 I'd love to expose you to great things like... 965 01:00:47.519 --> 01:00:50.229 Billie Holiday and foreign films. 966 01:00:50.314 --> 01:00:53.524 This merlot is really fancy. 967 01:00:53.608 --> 01:00:56.402 Yeah. My dad collects wine, but he doesn't drink. 968 01:00:56.486 --> 01:00:57.987 That's kinda weird, isn't it? 969 01:00:58.071 --> 01:01:01.157 I guess. Where are your parents? 970 01:01:01.241 --> 01:01:04.035 Their club's hosting a cotillion or something racist. 971 01:01:06.371 --> 01:01:07.913 They'll be gone all night. 972 01:01:14.338 --> 01:01:16.172 Sure is a nice fire. 973 01:01:17.716 --> 01:01:19.258 Yeah. 974 01:01:19.343 --> 01:01:20.676 When I'm done being a lobbyist... 975 01:01:20.761 --> 01:01:23.804 I wanna move to a house like this in Cape Cod. 976 01:01:23.889 --> 01:01:25.181 Sounds nice, doesn't it? 977 01:01:25.265 --> 01:01:26.265 Yeah. 978 01:01:31.980 --> 01:01:34.273 Your heart is beating really fast. 979 01:01:34.358 --> 01:01:35.691 Is it? 980 01:01:35.776 --> 01:01:37.985 Here. Feel. 981 01:01:43.450 --> 01:01:45.451 Charlie? 982 01:01:46.620 --> 01:01:47.953 Do you like me? 983 01:01:49.122 --> 01:01:50.206 You know what I mean. 984 01:01:50.290 --> 01:01:51.665 I think so. 985 01:01:52.626 --> 01:01:54.377 Don't be nervous. 986 01:02:31.873 --> 01:02:33.165 Charlie. 987 01:02:36.253 --> 01:02:38.379 I didn't know how tonight was gonna go, but... 988 01:02:39.923 --> 01:02:41.090 It's really nice, isn't it? 989 01:02:41.174 --> 01:02:42.508 Yeah. 990 01:02:44.553 --> 01:02:46.095 I just can't believe it. 991 01:02:47.264 --> 01:02:48.931 You, ofall people. 992 01:02:49.015 --> 01:02:51.600 I just can't believe you're my boyfriend. 993 01:02:57.190 --> 01:02:59.358 Shit! My parents! Shit! 994 01:02:59.443 --> 01:03:01.610 - Here, zip this up. - Okay. No, I got this. 995 01:03:01.695 --> 01:03:03.135 Just zip it up like a normal zipper! 996 01:03:03.196 --> 01:03:04.321 It's stuck. It'sjust... 997 01:03:05.198 --> 01:03:06.824 Thankyou. 998 01:03:06.908 --> 01:03:08.033 See you Monday. 999 01:03:09.369 --> 01:03:11.954 Dear friend... 1000 01:03:12.038 --> 01:03:15.207 sorry I haven't written for a while... 1001 01:03:15.292 --> 01:03:17.877 but things are a total disaster. 1002 01:03:19.212 --> 01:03:21.839 We're literally making out and I'm in my bra... 1003 01:03:21.923 --> 01:03:23.507 Hello! And the front door opens, it's my parents! 1004 01:03:23.592 --> 01:03:25.801 I probably should have been honest about... 1005 01:03:25.886 --> 01:03:28.971 how I didn't want to go out with Mary Elizabeth after Sadie's, but... 1006 01:03:29.055 --> 01:03:31.307 I really didn't want to hurt her feelings. 1007 01:03:32.559 --> 01:03:35.478 You see, Mary Elizabeth is a really nice person... 1008 01:03:35.562 --> 01:03:37.855 underneath the part of her that hates everyone. 1009 01:03:37.939 --> 01:03:39.523 Hey! 1010 01:03:39.608 --> 01:03:41.275 And since I heard that having a girlfriend makes you happy... 1011 01:03:41.359 --> 01:03:43.861 I tried hard to love her like I love Sam. 1012 01:03:43.945 --> 01:03:45.988 Can you believe it's almost our 2-week anniversary? 1013 01:03:46.072 --> 01:03:48.199 Yeah, I know. 1014 01:03:48.283 --> 01:03:49.783 So I took her on double dates. 1015 01:03:49.868 --> 01:03:52.870 First foreign film. 1016 01:03:52.954 --> 01:03:55.164 Do you want butter on your popcorn? 1017 01:03:55.248 --> 01:03:56.874 Vegans don't eat butter. 1018 01:03:56.958 --> 01:03:59.585 And I tried not to mind that she loves to hold hands... 1019 01:03:59.669 --> 01:04:01.212 even when her hands are sweaty. 1020 01:04:05.300 --> 01:04:08.552 And I had to admit something really upsetting, but... 1021 01:04:09.930 --> 01:04:13.557 I'm tired oftouching her boobs. 1022 01:04:13.642 --> 01:04:17.061 I thought maybe ifshe would just let me pick the make-out music... 1023 01:04:17.145 --> 01:04:20.189 once in a while, we might have a chance. 1024 01:04:20.273 --> 01:04:24.652 And maybe ifshe didn't put down the books that Mr. Anderson gives me. 1025 01:04:25.445 --> 01:04:26.862 Walden. 1026 01:04:26.947 --> 01:04:29.156 I read this in 7th grade. 1027 01:04:29.241 --> 01:04:31.784 I would have called it On BoringPond. 1028 01:04:31.868 --> 01:04:35.913 Or ifshe would stop calling me the minute I get home from school... 1029 01:04:35.997 --> 01:04:40.626 when I have absolutely nothing to talk about other than the bus ride home. 1030 01:04:42.420 --> 01:04:45.005 Somehow she finds new things to say. 1031 01:04:45.090 --> 01:04:46.590 That dairyjust sits with you. 1032 01:04:46.675 --> 01:04:48.050 You know, it walks with you. 1033 01:04:48.134 --> 01:04:50.010 She's on the phone right now? 1034 01:04:50.095 --> 01:04:51.720 Charlie, you've gotta break up with her. 1035 01:04:51.805 --> 01:04:53.055 I can do that? 1036 01:04:53.139 --> 01:04:54.932 For Christ's sake, I need to use the phone. 1037 01:04:55.016 --> 01:04:56.559 I got you this book. 1038 01:04:56.643 --> 01:04:57.810 It's really how I became a vegan. 1039 01:04:57.894 --> 01:04:59.436 I know I should have been honest... 1040 01:04:59.521 --> 01:05:02.648 but I was getting so mad, it was starting to scare me. 1041 01:05:02.732 --> 01:05:04.400 I mean the way they treat those- 1042 01:05:04.484 --> 01:05:07.570 I just wish I could have found anotherway to break up. 1043 01:05:07.654 --> 01:05:09.905 Um, Mary Elizabeth, can I talk to you... 1044 01:05:09.990 --> 01:05:12.408 Charlie, please don't interrupt. You know I hate that. 1045 01:05:12.492 --> 01:05:14.412 In hindsight, I probably could not have picked... 1046 01:05:14.494 --> 01:05:17.079 a worse way to be honest with Mary Elizabeth. 1047 01:05:17.163 --> 01:05:18.163 Truth or dare? 1048 01:05:18.248 --> 01:05:19.665 Who are you talking to? 1049 01:05:19.749 --> 01:05:23.502 I dare you to kiss Alice. 1050 01:05:25.422 --> 01:05:28.799 Gird your loins, procreator. 1051 01:05:28.883 --> 01:05:31.343 My God. 1052 01:05:31.428 --> 01:05:34.930 Mary Elizabeth, Samantha told me that you got into Harvard. Congratulations. 1053 01:05:35.015 --> 01:05:39.351 Thankyou. This one still hasn't gotten me flowers. 1054 01:05:39.436 --> 01:05:40.978 But I forgive you. 1055 01:05:42.647 --> 01:05:45.399 Hey, don't worry about Penn State. You'rejust wait-listed. 1056 01:05:45.483 --> 01:05:47.443 Yeah. 1057 01:05:47.527 --> 01:05:51.238 You guys are about to miss some severely hot fag-on-goth action. 1058 01:05:55.660 --> 01:05:57.202 Wow. 1059 01:05:58.830 --> 01:05:59.788 Get a room. 1060 01:05:59.873 --> 01:06:01.582 You're a monster. 1061 01:06:01.666 --> 01:06:05.127 My turn. Let's see. 1062 01:06:05.211 --> 01:06:07.421 Let's think. Charlie. 1063 01:06:07.505 --> 01:06:08.380 Truth. 1064 01:06:08.465 --> 01:06:09.905 How's your first relationship going? 1065 01:06:10.884 --> 01:06:12.801 It's so bad... 1066 01:06:12.886 --> 01:06:17.222 that I keep fantasizing that one of us is dying ofcancer. 1067 01:06:17.307 --> 01:06:19.933 So that I don't have to break up with her. 1068 01:06:21.811 --> 01:06:24.647 Charlie? Truth or dare? 1069 01:06:24.731 --> 01:06:25.939 Hello? 1070 01:06:27.692 --> 01:06:29.526 Dare. 1071 01:06:29.611 --> 01:06:33.530 Okay, I dare you to kiss the prettiest girl in the room... 1072 01:06:33.615 --> 01:06:34.990 on the lips. 1073 01:06:35.075 --> 01:06:37.743 And notice I charitably said "girl" and not "person"... 1074 01:06:37.827 --> 01:06:40.871 because, let's face it, I'd smoke all you bitches. 1075 01:06:50.674 --> 01:06:52.424 That's fucked up. 1076 01:06:56.680 --> 01:06:58.430 Mary Elizabeth. 1077 01:06:58.515 --> 01:06:59.932 I'm so sorry. 1078 01:07:01.768 --> 01:07:04.353 It was a mistake, I'm sorry. 1079 01:07:04.437 --> 01:07:06.230 Sam? Sam? 1080 01:07:06.314 --> 01:07:08.857 I really didn't mean anything by it. I'm sorry. 1081 01:07:09.984 --> 01:07:11.735 What the hell is wrong with you? 1082 01:07:14.197 --> 01:07:15.906 I should go back and apologize. 1083 01:07:15.990 --> 01:07:18.992 Charlie, trust me, you don't wanna go back in there. 1084 01:07:19.077 --> 01:07:22.204 I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to do anything. 1085 01:07:22.288 --> 01:07:23.622 I know you didn't. 1086 01:07:24.249 --> 01:07:26.083 But, look- 1087 01:07:28.586 --> 01:07:30.629 I hate to be the one to break this... 1088 01:07:30.714 --> 01:07:34.758 but there's history with Mary Elizabeth and Sam. 1089 01:07:34.843 --> 01:07:38.137 Other guys and things that have nothing to do with you. 1090 01:07:38.221 --> 01:07:41.974 It's best ifyou just stay away for a while. 1091 01:07:43.977 --> 01:07:45.436 Okay. 1092 01:07:50.066 --> 01:07:51.483 How long do you think? 1093 01:08:20.138 --> 01:08:22.097 Charlie. 1094 01:08:22.182 --> 01:08:24.391 Come on, get dressed. You're gonna be late for Easter Mass. 1095 01:08:24.476 --> 01:08:26.018 I'll be there in a minute. 1096 01:08:30.273 --> 01:08:34.610 Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name. 1097 01:08:34.694 --> 01:08:39.198 Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. 1098 01:08:39.282 --> 01:08:41.325 Give us this day our daily bread... 1099 01:08:41.409 --> 01:08:43.327 and forgive us our trespasses... 1100 01:08:43.411 --> 01:08:46.038 as we forgive those who trespass against us. 1101 01:08:50.168 --> 01:08:52.920 And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us... 1102 01:08:53.004 --> 01:08:57.466 Mary Elizabeth, I've been listening to the Billie Holiday CD every night. 1103 01:08:57.550 --> 01:08:58.926 It's too late, Charlie. 1104 01:08:59.010 --> 01:09:02.137 I know. I just feel really bad about what I did. 1105 01:09:02.222 --> 01:09:05.098 I just get so messed up inside. 1106 01:09:05.183 --> 01:09:06.892 Like I'm not there or something. 1107 01:09:06.976 --> 01:09:09.353 Tell it to someone who cares. Look, I know. I'm sorry. 1108 01:09:09.437 --> 01:09:11.063 Just we've all become such good friends. 1109 01:09:11.147 --> 01:09:13.106 Good friends? 1110 01:09:13.191 --> 01:09:15.067 Do you mean the people that I've known since kindergarten... 1111 01:09:15.151 --> 01:09:16.985 and you've known for six months? 1112 01:09:17.070 --> 01:09:18.612 Those good friends? 1113 01:09:18.696 --> 01:09:21.031 Yeah, I mean, I just don't wanna do anything to ruin our relationship. 1114 01:09:21.115 --> 01:09:22.741 It's ruined. Okay? 1115 01:09:22.826 --> 01:09:25.994 So stop calling everyone. Stop embarrassing yourself. 1116 01:09:26.079 --> 01:09:29.373 Okay, I will. Good... 1117 01:09:33.670 --> 01:09:37.047 - Something's wrong with me. - Don't worry about it. 1118 01:09:39.342 --> 01:09:41.885 Hey, have you heard from Patrick? 1119 01:09:41.970 --> 01:09:44.596 No, he told me to stay away. 1120 01:09:44.681 --> 01:09:47.391 You don't know. 1121 01:09:47.475 --> 01:09:49.726 Why? Why? What happened? 1122 01:09:49.811 --> 01:09:52.104 Brad's father caught them together. 1123 01:09:56.192 --> 01:09:58.277 Some kidsjumped him outside the O. 1124 01:09:58.361 --> 01:10:00.904 No, it was some kids from North Hills. 1125 01:10:00.989 --> 01:10:03.407 Did you see his face? 1126 01:10:03.491 --> 01:10:04.908 That's not what I heard. 1127 01:10:06.995 --> 01:10:08.495 Are you okay? 1128 01:10:08.580 --> 01:10:11.373 Not now, Charlie. I'm sorry. 1129 01:10:20.091 --> 01:10:21.300 Hey, Nothing. 1130 01:10:29.183 --> 01:10:32.311 Oops. Sorry, Nothing. 1131 01:10:43.573 --> 01:10:45.073 You gonna do anything? 1132 01:10:45.158 --> 01:10:46.450 What are you talking about? 1133 01:10:46.534 --> 01:10:48.660 I'm talking about your pet apejust tripped me. 1134 01:10:48.745 --> 01:10:49.828 Gonna say something? 1135 01:10:51.623 --> 01:10:53.540 - Why would I? - You know why. 1136 01:10:53.625 --> 01:10:57.419 This is pathetic, man. Your fixation on me. 1137 01:10:57.503 --> 01:10:59.588 Do you want your friends to know howyou got those bruises? Really? 1138 01:10:59.672 --> 01:11:01.465 I gotjumped in a parking lot. 1139 01:11:01.549 --> 01:11:03.258 Where? Schenley Park? 1140 01:11:03.343 --> 01:11:05.469 Do you guys know about Schenley Park? 1141 01:11:05.553 --> 01:11:07.387 - Do your friends know— - I don't know what kinda sick shit... 1142 01:11:07.472 --> 01:11:11.224 you're trying to pull, but you betterwalk away right now. 1143 01:11:12.268 --> 01:11:13.685 Nothing. 1144 01:11:13.770 --> 01:11:15.187 Fine. 1145 01:11:16.648 --> 01:11:18.523 Say hi to your dad for me. 1146 01:11:21.861 --> 01:11:24.738 Whatever, faggot. 1147 01:11:27.075 --> 01:11:29.276 - What did you just call me? - Just called you a faggot. 1148 01:11:43.883 --> 01:11:46.885 Say that shit again! Say that shit again! 1149 01:11:46.970 --> 01:11:48.220 It's Patrick! 1150 01:11:49.222 --> 01:11:50.681 Leave him alone! 1151 01:11:50.765 --> 01:11:52.057 Sam! 1152 01:12:00.066 --> 01:12:02.776 Stop! Leave him! Stop! 1153 01:12:03.569 --> 01:12:04.903 Stop! 1154 01:12:37.729 --> 01:12:40.230 Touch my friends again and I'll blind you. 1155 01:12:50.199 --> 01:12:51.700 Charlie? 1156 01:12:51.784 --> 01:12:52.868 Yeah? 1157 01:12:54.120 --> 01:12:55.454 Thanks for stopping 'em. 1158 01:12:57.999 --> 01:12:59.332 Sure, Brad. 1159 01:13:21.439 --> 01:13:22.814 Howyou doing, Charlie? 1160 01:13:22.899 --> 01:13:24.900 I don't know. 1161 01:13:24.984 --> 01:13:28.111 I keep trying, but I can't really remember what I did. 1162 01:13:29.197 --> 01:13:30.697 Do you want me to tell you? 1163 01:13:32.450 --> 01:13:33.784 Yeah. 1164 01:13:33.868 --> 01:13:35.744 You saved my brother. 1165 01:13:36.954 --> 01:13:38.163 That's what you did. 1166 01:13:39.248 --> 01:13:40.582 So you're not scared of me? 1167 01:13:40.666 --> 01:13:41.792 No. 1168 01:13:44.587 --> 01:13:45.754 Can we be friends again? 1169 01:13:45.838 --> 01:13:47.798 Ofcourse. 1170 01:13:55.389 --> 01:13:56.515 Come on. 1171 01:13:59.644 --> 01:14:01.478 Let's go be psychos together. 1172 01:14:07.485 --> 01:14:08.902 I'm dating Peter now. 1173 01:14:10.530 --> 01:14:11.988 He's in college with Craig. 1174 01:14:12.073 --> 01:14:15.826 He's opinionated. We have intellectual debates. 1175 01:14:15.910 --> 01:14:19.996 You were very sweet but our relationship was too one-sided. 1176 01:14:20.081 --> 01:14:22.833 I know this is hard foryou. 1177 01:14:22.917 --> 01:14:24.376 I'm just glad that you're happy. 1178 01:14:25.128 --> 01:14:26.378 Okay. 1179 01:14:31.259 --> 01:14:34.261 Hey, Craig, Sam will be down. Soon. 1180 01:14:34.345 --> 01:14:36.847 Oy vey. We're gonna miss the movie. 1181 01:14:36.931 --> 01:14:39.391 Yeah, I'll go put some pep in her step. Don't worry. 1182 01:14:39.475 --> 01:14:40.517 Hello? 1183 01:14:42.728 --> 01:14:45.730 Hey. Do you wanna get out of here? 1184 01:14:45.815 --> 01:14:47.107 Sure, Patrick. 1185 01:14:50.236 --> 01:14:51.486 I'll tell you something, Charlie... 1186 01:14:51.571 --> 01:14:53.446 I feel good. You know what I mean? 1187 01:14:53.531 --> 01:14:56.700 Maybe tomorrow I'll take you to this karaoke place downtown. 1188 01:14:56.784 --> 01:14:59.161 And this club offthe Strip. They don't card. 1189 01:14:59.245 --> 01:15:01.246 And the Schenley Park scene. 1190 01:15:01.330 --> 01:15:04.416 You have to see the Fruit Loop at least one time. 1191 01:15:16.179 --> 01:15:20.348 My God. My life is officially an after-school special. 1192 01:15:20.433 --> 01:15:21.892 Son ofa bitch! 1193 01:15:22.685 --> 01:15:24.352 It really is. 1194 01:15:24.437 --> 01:15:26.271 It so is. 1195 01:15:29.859 --> 01:15:32.819 So, you ever hear the one about Lily Miller? 1196 01:15:32.904 --> 01:15:34.196 I don't know. 1197 01:15:34.280 --> 01:15:35.780 Really? 1198 01:15:35.865 --> 01:15:38.325 I thought your brother would have told you. It's a classic. 1199 01:15:38.409 --> 01:15:40.076 Maybe. 1200 01:15:40.161 --> 01:15:42.996 Okay, Lily comes here one night with this guy Parker. 1201 01:15:43.080 --> 01:15:46.917 And this was to be the night that they were gonna lose their virginity. 1202 01:15:47.001 --> 01:15:49.544 So she did it really proper. She packed a picnic. 1203 01:15:49.629 --> 01:15:51.880 Stole a bottle ofwine. 1204 01:15:51.964 --> 01:15:56.635 Everything was perfect and they'rejust about to "do it." 1205 01:15:56.719 --> 01:15:59.262 When they realize they forgot the condoms. 1206 01:15:59.347 --> 01:16:02.515 - So what do you think happened? - I don't know. 1207 01:16:02.600 --> 01:16:04.309 They did it with one ofthe sandwich bags. 1208 01:16:05.102 --> 01:16:06.269 Ew! 1209 01:16:08.356 --> 01:16:09.940 That's disgusting! 1210 01:16:10.024 --> 01:16:11.566 Yes, it is. 1211 01:16:11.651 --> 01:16:13.985 Come on! Let's keep the train rolling. 1212 01:16:14.070 --> 01:16:16.321 Suburban legend, Charlie. 1213 01:16:16.405 --> 01:16:17.989 Well... 1214 01:16:18.074 --> 01:16:21.076 There's this girl named Second Base Stace. 1215 01:16:21.160 --> 01:16:24.829 And, well, she had boobs in 4th grade. 1216 01:16:24.914 --> 01:16:27.082 Mosquito bites. Promising. Go. 1217 01:16:27.166 --> 01:16:30.669 And she let some ofthe guys feel them. 1218 01:16:32.046 --> 01:16:34.506 - That's your suburban legend? - Yeah. 1219 01:16:34.590 --> 01:16:37.008 - Did you at least cop a feel? - No. 1220 01:16:37.093 --> 01:16:39.719 No. Ofcourse not. You went home... 1221 01:16:39.804 --> 01:16:42.514 listened to "Asleep," wrote a poem... 1222 01:16:42.598 --> 01:16:44.641 Fine. Okay. Your turn. 1223 01:16:50.356 --> 01:16:51.564 Yeah. I've got one. 1224 01:16:53.859 --> 01:16:55.318 Well... 1225 01:16:55.403 --> 01:16:57.237 there's this one guy. 1226 01:16:57.321 --> 01:17:00.073 Queer as a 3-dollar bill. 1227 01:17:00.157 --> 01:17:04.035 The guy's father doesn't know about his son. 1228 01:17:04.120 --> 01:17:09.374 So he comes into the basement one night when he's supposed to be out oftown. 1229 01:17:09.458 --> 01:17:11.584 Catches his son with another boy. 1230 01:17:13.087 --> 01:17:14.796 So he starts beating him. 1231 01:17:14.880 --> 01:17:18.883 But not like the slap kind. Like, the real kind. 1232 01:17:22.054 --> 01:17:26.725 And the boyfriend says, "Stop. You're killing him." 1233 01:17:28.019 --> 01:17:30.603 But the son just yells, "Get out." 1234 01:17:31.981 --> 01:17:35.108 And eventually... 1235 01:17:36.527 --> 01:17:39.571 the boyfriend just did. 1236 01:17:46.245 --> 01:17:48.371 Why can't you save anybody? 1237 01:17:50.666 --> 01:17:52.125 I don't know. 1238 01:17:54.462 --> 01:17:55.754 Forget it. 1239 01:17:56.797 --> 01:17:58.840 I'm free now, right? 1240 01:17:58.924 --> 01:18:02.927 I could meet the love of my life any second. 1241 01:18:03.012 --> 01:18:06.556 Things will be different now and that's good. 1242 01:18:06.640 --> 01:18:08.933 I just need to meet a good guy. 1243 01:18:09.852 --> 01:18:10.977 Yeah. 1244 01:18:24.533 --> 01:18:26.034 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 1245 01:18:27.953 --> 01:18:29.162 It's all right. 1246 01:18:33.876 --> 01:18:37.295 I've been spending a lot oftime with Patrick. 1247 01:18:37.380 --> 01:18:40.673 He begins every night really excited. 1248 01:18:40.758 --> 01:18:44.761 He always says he feels free and tonight is his destiny. 1249 01:18:44.845 --> 01:18:48.515 But after a while he runs out ofthings to keep himself numb. 1250 01:18:50.935 --> 01:18:53.812 And Sam got her letter from Penn State. 1251 01:19:00.194 --> 01:19:02.445 "We will require you to take our summer session... 1252 01:19:02.530 --> 01:19:06.199 at the main campus immediately following your high school graduation." 1253 01:19:09.412 --> 01:19:10.662 She got in, Charlie. 1254 01:19:22.550 --> 01:19:27.429 After that, all Patrick could talk about was college and all their futures. 1255 01:19:27.513 --> 01:19:30.014 Alice did get into NYU film school. 1256 01:19:30.099 --> 01:19:32.225 Patrick is going to the University ofWashington... 1257 01:19:32.309 --> 01:19:35.979 because he wants to be near the music in Seattle. 1258 01:19:36.063 --> 01:19:41.067 But he wasn't going to leave without organizing the best senior prank ever. 1259 01:19:47.616 --> 01:19:50.034 Sam is going away right after graduation. 1260 01:19:50.119 --> 01:19:52.287 It all feels very exciting. 1261 01:19:52.371 --> 01:19:54.914 I just wish it were happening to me. 1262 01:19:54.999 --> 01:19:59.127 Especially because, ever since I blacked out in the cafeteria... 1263 01:19:59.211 --> 01:20:00.795 it's been getting worse. 1264 01:20:00.880 --> 01:20:03.965 And I can't turn it offthis time. 1265 01:20:04.049 --> 01:20:08.094 All right, guys, you wanna pass your copies of Gatsby up to the front, please. 1266 01:20:08.179 --> 01:20:10.096 And I know it's the last day... 1267 01:20:10.181 --> 01:20:13.933 but ifwe could keep it to a dull roar, I'd appreciate it. 1268 01:20:14.018 --> 01:20:15.018 Thankyou. 1269 01:20:15.102 --> 01:20:18.605 Guy. Guys. Thankyou for such a great year. 1270 01:20:18.689 --> 01:20:20.565 I had a blast. I hope you did, too. 1271 01:20:20.649 --> 01:20:23.526 And I hope you have a great time this summer on your vacations. 1272 01:20:23.611 --> 01:20:25.904 Now who here is gonna read for pleasure this summer? 1273 01:20:31.452 --> 01:20:32.702 Charlie. 1274 01:20:32.786 --> 01:20:33.786 Very good. 1275 01:20:37.833 --> 01:20:39.167 Have a good summer. 1276 01:20:43.881 --> 01:20:45.465 Last day. 1277 01:20:45.549 --> 01:20:47.467 Yeah. 1278 01:20:47.551 --> 01:20:51.429 So I know it's none of my business, but have you decided? 1279 01:20:52.348 --> 01:20:54.432 Are you going to New York? 1280 01:20:55.476 --> 01:20:56.559 Well... 1281 01:20:57.645 --> 01:21:00.480 My wife and I like it here. 1282 01:21:00.564 --> 01:21:02.815 And I think I might be better at teaching than writing. 1283 01:21:04.109 --> 01:21:06.694 You know, Charlie, I was thinking that... 1284 01:21:08.239 --> 01:21:10.156 maybe I could still give you books next year. 1285 01:21:10.241 --> 01:21:12.742 Yeah. Yeah. 1286 01:21:12.826 --> 01:21:15.161 I think you could write one ofthem one day. 1287 01:21:16.372 --> 01:21:18.915 - Really? - I do. 1288 01:21:21.710 --> 01:21:23.461 You're the best teacher I've ever had. 1289 01:21:24.380 --> 01:21:25.797 Thankyou. 1290 01:21:35.474 --> 01:21:38.059 1 0, nine, eight... 1291 01:21:38.143 --> 01:21:40.270 seven, six, five... 1292 01:21:40.354 --> 01:21:42.939 four, three, two, one. 1293 01:21:50.990 --> 01:21:52.532 Dear friend... 1294 01:21:52.616 --> 01:21:55.159 I wanted to tell you about us running. 1295 01:21:55.244 --> 01:21:57.036 There was this beautiful sunset. 1296 01:21:57.121 --> 01:21:59.455 And just a few hours before, everyone I love... 1297 01:21:59.540 --> 01:22:02.166 had their last day of high school ever. 1298 01:22:02.251 --> 01:22:04.210 I was happy because they were happy... 1299 01:22:04.295 --> 01:22:06.629 even though I counted and I have... 1300 01:22:06.714 --> 01:22:10.925 1,095 days to go. 1301 01:22:11.010 --> 01:22:13.428 I kept imagining what school would be like without them... 1302 01:22:13.512 --> 01:22:16.180 as they were all getting ready for their prom. 1303 01:22:16.265 --> 01:22:19.642 My sister finally decided to break up with Derek... 1304 01:22:19.727 --> 01:22:22.145 and go stag with her girlfriends instead. 1305 01:22:24.398 --> 01:22:26.649 And then there was Sam. 1306 01:22:26.734 --> 01:22:30.069 I've looked at her picture since that night. 1307 01:22:30.154 --> 01:22:33.489 I like to see how happy she was before she knew. 1308 01:22:33.574 --> 01:22:37.452 They were in a hotel suite after prom and the truth came out. 1309 01:22:37.536 --> 01:22:41.456 Basically Craig has been cheating on Sam the whole time. 1310 01:22:41.540 --> 01:22:43.291 When I heard that... 1311 01:22:43.375 --> 01:22:45.960 I kept thinking about the happy girl in these pictures. 1312 01:22:46.045 --> 01:22:49.839 'Cause she doesn't have 1,095 days to go. 1313 01:22:49.923 --> 01:22:51.841 She made it. 1314 01:22:51.925 --> 01:22:54.135 This is her time. 1315 01:22:54.219 --> 01:22:57.013 And no one should be able to take that away. 1316 01:22:59.266 --> 01:23:00.767 Congratulations. 1317 01:23:00.851 --> 01:23:02.769 Charlie. Charlie's here. Guys, group photo. 1318 01:23:02.853 --> 01:23:04.312 We should all take a group photo. 1319 01:23:04.396 --> 01:23:06.397 Ooh! Get against the railing and try to look suave. 1320 01:23:06.482 --> 01:23:08.941 Yep, this is the one. That's gonna be a great angle. 1321 01:23:16.950 --> 01:23:18.826 At her going away party... 1322 01:23:18.911 --> 01:23:22.163 I wanted her to know about that night we went through the tunnel. 1323 01:23:22.247 --> 01:23:24.165 And how for the first time... 1324 01:23:24.249 --> 01:23:26.292 I felt like I belonged somewhere. 1325 01:23:27.961 --> 01:23:30.630 And tomorrow, she's leaving. 1326 01:23:30.714 --> 01:23:33.424 So I wanted to give her a part of me. 1327 01:23:35.761 --> 01:23:38.221 Are these all your books, Charlie? 1328 01:23:47.606 --> 01:23:49.023 Thanks for staying up with me. 1329 01:23:49.108 --> 01:23:51.734 Sure. 1330 01:23:51.819 --> 01:23:56.781 My brother said Penn State has this restaurant called Ye Olde College Diner. 1331 01:23:56.865 --> 01:23:59.075 You have to get a grilled sticky on your first night. 1332 01:23:59.159 --> 01:24:01.494 It's a tradition. 1333 01:24:02.287 --> 01:24:03.621 That sounds like fun. 1334 01:24:03.706 --> 01:24:04.789 Yeah. 1335 01:24:07.459 --> 01:24:10.169 Pretty soon, you'll have a whole new group offriends, you know. 1336 01:24:11.505 --> 01:24:13.798 You won't even think about this place anymore. 1337 01:24:16.343 --> 01:24:17.677 Yes, I will. 1338 01:24:31.150 --> 01:24:32.817 Had lunch with Craig today. 1339 01:24:34.820 --> 01:24:36.571 Yeah? 1340 01:24:36.655 --> 01:24:39.657 He said he was sorry and that I was right to break up with him. 1341 01:24:41.910 --> 01:24:46.748 I'm driving away and was feeling so small. 1342 01:24:46.832 --> 01:24:52.754 Just asking myself, "Why do I and everyone I love... 1343 01:24:52.838 --> 01:24:55.965 pick people who treat us like we're nothing?" 1344 01:25:00.721 --> 01:25:03.514 We accept the love we think we deserve. 1345 01:25:10.022 --> 01:25:12.356 Then why didn't you ever ask me out? 1346 01:25:19.364 --> 01:25:20.907 I, um... 1347 01:25:20.991 --> 01:25:23.367 I just didn't think that you wanted that. 1348 01:25:24.119 --> 01:25:26.204 Well, what did you want? 1349 01:25:27.539 --> 01:25:29.874 I just want you to be happy. 1350 01:25:30.876 --> 01:25:32.794 Don't you get it, Charlie? 1351 01:25:33.837 --> 01:25:36.380 I can't feel that. 1352 01:25:36.465 --> 01:25:39.634 It's really sweet and everything, but... 1353 01:25:39.718 --> 01:25:42.470 You can'tjust sit there and put everybody's lives ahead ofyours... 1354 01:25:42.554 --> 01:25:44.222 and think that counts as love. 1355 01:25:44.306 --> 01:25:47.350 I don't want to be somebody's crush. 1356 01:25:47.434 --> 01:25:51.312 I want people to like the real me. 1357 01:25:54.483 --> 01:25:56.859 I know who you are, Sam. 1358 01:26:02.407 --> 01:26:04.242 I know I'm quiet. 1359 01:26:05.494 --> 01:26:08.371 And I know I should speak more. 1360 01:26:08.455 --> 01:26:12.333 But ifyou knew the things that were in my head most ofthe time... 1361 01:26:12.417 --> 01:26:15.628 you'd know what it really meant. 1362 01:26:17.506 --> 01:26:20.424 How much we're alike... 1363 01:26:20.509 --> 01:26:22.969 and how we've been through the same things. 1364 01:26:24.596 --> 01:26:26.848 And you're not small. 1365 01:26:26.932 --> 01:26:28.266 You're beautiful. 1366 01:26:55.002 --> 01:26:56.127 What's wrong, Charlie? 1367 01:26:56.670 --> 01:26:57.962 Nothing. 1368 01:27:26.700 --> 01:27:28.159 You know I'm gonna call you all the time. 1369 01:27:28.243 --> 01:27:30.620 - We're gonna see each other in New York. - All the time. 1370 01:27:33.582 --> 01:27:34.832 Come on, Sam. 1371 01:28:17.209 --> 01:28:18.751 What's wrong, Charlie? 1372 01:28:22.214 --> 01:28:23.673 Put your seat belt on. 1373 01:28:23.757 --> 01:28:24.882 We'll meet you there. 1374 01:28:48.615 --> 01:28:50.241 Don't wake your sister. 1375 01:29:03.005 --> 01:29:04.755 It'll be our little secret, okay? 1376 01:29:07.175 --> 01:29:10.636 Look, Charlie, she's fast asleep. 1377 01:29:12.556 --> 01:29:13.639 Don't wake your sister. 1378 01:29:20.981 --> 01:29:25.359 My fault. 1379 01:29:26.028 --> 01:29:27.611 It's all my fault. 1380 01:29:27.696 --> 01:29:29.530 It'll be our little secret. Okay? 1381 01:29:29.614 --> 01:29:30.781 Stop it. 1382 01:29:31.950 --> 01:29:33.117 Stop. 1383 01:29:37.205 --> 01:29:41.333 Stop crying. 1384 01:29:48.383 --> 01:29:49.800 This'll be our little secret. 1385 01:29:56.558 --> 01:29:58.684 Candace. Your brother's on the phone. 1386 01:30:01.313 --> 01:30:02.563 Hello? 1387 01:30:02.647 --> 01:30:04.899 - Hey, Candace. - Charlie? 1388 01:30:04.983 --> 01:30:09.570 Sam and Patrick left, and I can't stop thinking about something. 1389 01:30:09.654 --> 01:30:10.821 Shh. What? 1390 01:30:10.906 --> 01:30:12.156 Candace... 1391 01:30:13.200 --> 01:30:15.785 I killed Aunt Helen, didn't I? 1392 01:30:15.869 --> 01:30:17.620 She died getting my birthday present... 1393 01:30:17.704 --> 01:30:20.748 so I guess I killed her, right? 1394 01:30:20.832 --> 01:30:22.917 I've tried to stop thinking that, but I can't. 1395 01:30:23.001 --> 01:30:24.668 She keeps driving away and dying. 1396 01:30:24.753 --> 01:30:26.295 Call the police and send them to my house. 1397 01:30:26.379 --> 01:30:28.130 I can't stop her. I'm crazy again. 1398 01:30:28.215 --> 01:30:29.799 No. Charlie, listen to me. 1399 01:30:29.883 --> 01:30:31.926 Mom and Dad are gonna be home with Chris any second. 1400 01:30:32.010 --> 01:30:34.303 I'mjust thinking... 1401 01:30:34.387 --> 01:30:36.597 what if I wanted her to die, Candace? 1402 01:30:36.681 --> 01:30:38.849 What? Charlie? 1403 01:30:38.934 --> 01:30:40.059 Charlie! 1404 01:31:15.137 --> 01:31:16.428 Charlie? 1405 01:31:17.514 --> 01:31:19.056 I'm Dr. Burton. 1406 01:31:23.770 --> 01:31:25.271 Where am I? 1407 01:31:25.355 --> 01:31:27.523 Mayview Hospital. 1408 01:31:29.484 --> 01:31:34.071 You, — You have to let me go. My dad can't afford it. 1409 01:31:34.156 --> 01:31:36.157 Don't worry about that. 1410 01:31:36.241 --> 01:31:41.162 No. I saw them when I was little... 1411 01:31:41.246 --> 01:31:43.497 and I don't want to be a Mayview kid. 1412 01:31:43.582 --> 01:31:45.374 Just tell me how to stop it. 1413 01:31:45.458 --> 01:31:46.792 Stop what? 1414 01:31:47.586 --> 01:31:49.461 Seeing it. 1415 01:31:52.007 --> 01:31:56.093 All their lives all the time. 1416 01:31:57.137 --> 01:31:59.096 How do you stop seeing it? 1417 01:31:59.181 --> 01:32:01.056 Seeing what, Charlie? 1418 01:32:01.141 --> 01:32:06.729 There is so much pain. 1419 01:32:06.813 --> 01:32:11.442 And I don't know how to not notice it. 1420 01:32:11.526 --> 01:32:13.360 What's hurting you? 1421 01:32:13.445 --> 01:32:14.737 No, not me. 1422 01:32:14.821 --> 01:32:19.366 It's them. It's everyone. It never stops. 1423 01:32:20.493 --> 01:32:21.660 Do you understand? 1424 01:32:28.627 --> 01:32:30.669 What about yourAunt Helen? 1425 01:32:34.633 --> 01:32:36.967 What about her? 1426 01:32:37.052 --> 01:32:38.594 Do you see her? 1427 01:32:41.848 --> 01:32:43.974 Yes. 1428 01:32:44.059 --> 01:32:46.060 She had a terrible life. 1429 01:32:48.980 --> 01:32:50.140 God, what am I supposed to... 1430 01:32:50.148 --> 01:32:53.317 You said some things about her in your sleep. 1431 01:32:53.401 --> 01:32:55.236 I don't care. 1432 01:32:55.320 --> 01:32:56.820 Ifyou want to get better... 1433 01:32:57.989 --> 01:32:59.657 you have to. 1434 01:33:06.414 --> 01:33:07.414 She... 1435 01:33:08.917 --> 01:33:11.335 She was insane. 1436 01:33:12.170 --> 01:33:13.545 I'm just sayin'. 1437 01:33:14.547 --> 01:33:15.839 She... 1438 01:33:17.342 --> 01:33:18.759 Charlie? 1439 01:33:18.843 --> 01:33:21.178 You gonna let me help you here? 1440 01:33:24.224 --> 01:33:25.432 Okay. 1441 01:33:26.726 --> 01:33:29.520 Do you remember anything before you blacked out? 1442 01:33:32.190 --> 01:33:34.984 I remember leaving Sam's house. 1443 01:33:35.777 --> 01:33:38.862 I was walking home. And... 1444 01:33:40.448 --> 01:33:42.616 I was in the hospital for a while. 1445 01:33:44.411 --> 01:33:47.663 I won't go into detail about all of it. 1446 01:33:47.747 --> 01:33:51.959 But I will say there were some very bad days. 1447 01:33:52.043 --> 01:33:54.712 And some unexpected beautiful days. 1448 01:33:57.716 --> 01:34:01.385 The worst day was the time my doctor told my mom and dad... 1449 01:34:01.469 --> 01:34:03.387 what Aunt Helen did to me. 1450 01:34:10.228 --> 01:34:11.270 Honey? 1451 01:34:14.065 --> 01:34:15.733 I'm so sorry. 1452 01:34:29.914 --> 01:34:32.833 The best days were those when I could have visitors. 1453 01:34:32.917 --> 01:34:35.377 My brother and sister always came for those... 1454 01:34:35.462 --> 01:34:38.547 until Chris had to go to training camp. 1455 01:34:38.631 --> 01:34:40.758 He's going to be first string this year. 1456 01:34:42.886 --> 01:34:46.805 My sister told me she met a nice guy at her summerjob. 1457 01:34:50.810 --> 01:34:53.270 Here he is. 1458 01:34:53.355 --> 01:34:57.191 So I'll see you Thursday at 6:00, right? 1459 01:34:57.275 --> 01:34:59.276 - Okay. - You gonna hang in there? 1460 01:34:59.361 --> 01:35:02.196 My doctor said we can't choose where we come from... 1461 01:35:02.280 --> 01:35:04.782 but we can choose where we go from there. 1462 01:35:05.992 --> 01:35:07.576 I know it's not all the answers... 1463 01:35:07.660 --> 01:35:11.372 but it was enough to start putting these pieces together. 1464 01:35:12.624 --> 01:35:14.384 God bless this food we are about to receive. 1465 01:35:14.459 --> 01:35:15.876 We thank you for this bounty... 1466 01:35:15.960 --> 01:35:18.253 in the name ofour Lord Jesus Christ, Amen. 1467 01:35:18.338 --> 01:35:20.339 - Amen. - Amen. 1468 01:35:28.556 --> 01:35:31.183 How do you think the Penguins are gonna do this year, Dad? 1469 01:35:33.561 --> 01:35:35.229 Goddamn Penguins. 1470 01:35:35.313 --> 01:35:37.523 Think they're allergic to goddamn defense. 1471 01:35:40.985 --> 01:35:43.195 What do the players call a puck again? 1472 01:35:43.863 --> 01:35:45.489 A biscuit. 1473 01:35:45.573 --> 01:35:47.574 Are you sure it's not a "goddamn biscuit"? 1474 01:35:47.659 --> 01:35:49.118 You're cruisin' for a bruisin'. 1475 01:35:49.202 --> 01:35:50.994 Honey, I think we're gonna have to do... 1476 01:35:51.079 --> 01:35:52.746 a little shopping foryou before you take off? 1477 01:35:52.831 --> 01:35:55.582 - Yeah, I need some books. - Clothes, too. 1478 01:35:55.667 --> 01:35:56.834 Yeah. 1479 01:36:02.424 --> 01:36:04.174 Can Charlie come out and play? 1480 01:36:10.223 --> 01:36:12.599 The first night, we had grilled stickies. 1481 01:36:12.684 --> 01:36:14.059 So good. 1482 01:36:14.144 --> 01:36:15.936 You have to visit in the fall. We'll have some, okay? 1483 01:36:16.020 --> 01:36:17.104 Definitely. 1484 01:36:17.188 --> 01:36:18.647 Sorry... 1485 01:36:18.731 --> 01:36:21.233 Charlie has a breakdown scheduled for October. 1486 01:36:22.652 --> 01:36:24.695 Well, can I tell you something? 1487 01:36:24.779 --> 01:36:27.030 I've been away for two months. 1488 01:36:27.740 --> 01:36:29.199 It's another world. 1489 01:36:29.284 --> 01:36:31.285 And it gets better. 1490 01:36:31.369 --> 01:36:34.455 And my roommate Katie has the best taste in music. 1491 01:36:40.920 --> 01:36:42.713 I found the tunnel song. 1492 01:36:46.050 --> 01:36:47.050 Let's drive. 1493 01:36:51.806 --> 01:36:54.516 I don't know if I will have the time to write any more letters... 1494 01:36:54.601 --> 01:36:57.728 because I might be too busy trying to participate. 1495 01:37:01.107 --> 01:37:03.484 So, ifthis does end up being the last letter... 1496 01:37:03.568 --> 01:37:07.654 I want you to know that I was in a bad place before I started high school. 1497 01:37:07.739 --> 01:37:10.157 And you helped me. 1498 01:37:10.241 --> 01:37:12.493 Even ifyou didn't know what I was talking about... 1499 01:37:12.577 --> 01:37:14.828 or know someone who's gone through it. 1500 01:37:14.913 --> 01:37:16.747 You made me not feel alone. 1501 01:37:19.417 --> 01:37:23.837 Because I know there are people who say all these things don't happen. 1502 01:37:23.922 --> 01:37:29.510 There are people who forget what it's like to be 1 6 when they turn 1 7. 1503 01:37:29.594 --> 01:37:32.221 I know these will all be stories someday. 1504 01:37:32.305 --> 01:37:35.265 And our pictures will become old photographs. 1505 01:37:35.350 --> 01:37:37.851 And we'll all become somebody's mom or dad. 1506 01:37:39.604 --> 01:37:43.398 But right now these moments are not stories. 1507 01:37:43.483 --> 01:37:44.858 This is happening. 1508 01:37:45.860 --> 01:37:47.361 I am here. 1509 01:37:47.445 --> 01:37:49.029 And I am looking at her. 1510 01:37:49.948 --> 01:37:52.282 And she is so beautiful. 1511 01:38:02.293 --> 01:38:04.044 I can see it. 1512 01:38:04.128 --> 01:38:07.631 This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. 1513 01:38:08.550 --> 01:38:11.134 You are alive. 1514 01:38:11.219 --> 01:38:13.887 You stand up and see the lights on the buildings... 1515 01:38:13.972 --> 01:38:17.099 and everything that makes you wonder. 1516 01:38:17.183 --> 01:38:19.434 And you're listening to that song on that drive... 1517 01:38:19.519 --> 01:38:22.563 with the people you love most in this world. 1518 01:38:25.358 --> 01:38:28.110 And in this moment, I swear... 1519 01:38:29.988 --> 01:38:31.780 we are infinite. 1520 01:38:48.214 --> 01:38:49.840 ♪ I ♪ 1521 01:38:51.634 --> 01:38:54.845 ♪ I will be king ♪ 1522 01:38:56.306 --> 01:38:59.891 ♪ And you ♪ 1523 01:38:59.976 --> 01:39:02.352 ♪ You will be queen ♪ 1524 01:39:05.023 --> 01:39:07.399 ♪ Though nothing ♪ 1525 01:39:07.483 --> 01:39:10.485 ♪ Nothing will keep us together ♪ 1526 01:39:13.406 --> 01:39:16.783 ♪ We can beat them ♪ 1527 01:39:16.868 --> 01:39:19.369 ♪ Forever and ever ♪ 1528 01:39:21.164 --> 01:39:23.582 ♪ We can be heroes ♪ 1529 01:39:25.543 --> 01:39:28.086 ♪ Just for one day ♪ 1530 01:39:48.066 --> 01:39:49.733 ♪ I ♪ 1531 01:39:51.235 --> 01:39:53.737 ♪ I will be king ♪ 1532 01:39:56.240 --> 01:39:59.660 ♪ And you ♪ 1533 01:39:59.744 --> 01:40:02.037 ♪ You will be queen ♪ 1534 01:40:04.791 --> 01:40:07.959 ♪ Though nothing ♪ 1535 01:40:08.044 --> 01:40:10.629 ♪ Will drive them away ♪ 1536 01:40:12.590 --> 01:40:16.677 ♪ We can be heroes ♪ 1537 01:40:16.761 --> 01:40:19.179 ♪ Just for one day ♪ 1538 01:40:21.641 --> 01:40:24.267 ♪ We can be us ♪ 1539 01:40:25.436 --> 01:40:27.771 ♪ Just for one day ♪ 1540 01:40:30.775 --> 01:40:33.902 ♪ I ♪ 1541 01:40:33.986 --> 01:40:36.154 ♪ I can remember ♪ 1542 01:40:36.239 --> 01:40:39.116 ♪ I remember ♪ 1543 01:40:39.200 --> 01:40:42.828 ♪ Standing ♪ 1544 01:40:42.912 --> 01:40:47.416 ♪ By the wall ♪ 1545 01:40:47.500 --> 01:40:51.211 ♪ And the guards ♪ 1546 01:40:51.295 --> 01:40:53.171 ♪ Shot above our heads ♪ 1547 01:40:53.256 --> 01:40:55.549 ♪ Over our heads ♪ 1548 01:40:55.633 --> 01:40:58.719 ♪ And we kissed ♪ 1549 01:40:58.803 --> 01:41:01.596 ♪ As though nothing could fall ♪ 1550 01:41:01.681 --> 01:41:04.057 ♪ Nothing could fall ♪ 1551 01:41:04.142 --> 01:41:08.228 ♪ And the shame ♪ 1552 01:41:08.312 --> 01:41:10.814 ♪ Was on the other side ♪ 1553 01:41:12.525 --> 01:41:16.236 ♪ We can beat them ♪ 1554 01:41:16.320 --> 01:41:18.989 ♪ Forever and ever ♪ 1555 01:41:20.658 --> 01:41:24.995 ♪ Then we can be heroes ♪ 1556 01:41:25.079 --> 01:41:27.622 ♪ Just for one day ♪ 1557 01:41:33.588 --> 01:41:41.588 ♪ We can be heroes ♪ 1558 01:41:54.692 --> 01:41:57.194 ♪ Just for one day ♪ 1559 01:41:59.071 --> 01:42:01.823 ♪ We can be heroes ♪ 1560 01:42:03.743 --> 01:42:07.162 ♪ We're nothing ♪ 1561 01:42:07.246 --> 01:42:09.873 ♪ And nothing will help us ♪ 1562 01:42:11.709 --> 01:42:14.127 ♪ Maybe we're lying ♪ 1563 01:42:15.463 --> 01:42:17.839 ♪ Then you better not stay ♪ 1564 01:42:19.926 --> 01:42:22.844 ♪ But we could be safer ♪ 1565 01:42:24.388 --> 01:42:26.765 ♪ Just for one day ♪